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seriouslyineedhelp · 2 years

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I havent even started scrolling

#ao3 #archive of our own #tag after tag after tag…#too scared to use “no romantic relationships” because some fics don’t tag that #and i’m fine with some (2) specific ships but not others…#just ignore me im being a idiot #random stuff

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ohitslen · 1 year

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✨☀️VAAAAASSSHHHUUUU☀️✨

Gosh I love him, but who doesn’t? Like really, who doesn’t 🔫🤠 he’s so beautiful iwonthim

Extra with no glasses ver. because I adore his eyes

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writterings · 3 months

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the thing they don't tell you about most mlm romance books is that they fucking suck ass

#thinking about like. rw&rb. anything by that author that wrote boyfriend material. most anything on kdp. only one i fw was ari and dante but #even then the random transphobia at the end gave a real bad taste in my mouth #im just in a hater mood rn ignore this unless youre also a hater #but anyways that boyfriend material and the sequel husband material books fucking suck so bad #couldnt even finish the second one #felt like it was trying to make a comment on the queer community but in the most lame and het conformist way possible #literally having a boring lawyer character being like ' i dont feel represented by this #when hes talking about a rainbow decorated gay bar #like ok whatever man but why do we care? why is the author trying to moralize this? why does teh prose suck and why is so much casual #bigotry against welsh people in these books #like fr they call out british bigotry against the irish and then turn around #and every welsh character is bumbling idiot with no personality besides being an idiot and talking about being welsh #like. hello???#also i keep adding to these tags but anyways the author also tried to like #make the main character out to be the bad guy?? when his ex boyfriend exposed all his secrets to the press??#and the author like. portrayed the mc as the bad guy for being upset?? like that is what the second book is about???#its so stupid and victim blamely and utterly lame like these books are so uninspired and feel like the author was just. idk???#also dont get me started on how much i hated rw&rb and finished it #i think i have a post somwhere on this blog abtout it

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themyscirah · 1 year

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This is how this went right?

Parallax!Hal: I miss being a hero... wish I had my ring back

Kyle: oh well you can have mine then! That way you can have a second chance : )

Parallax!Hal: YES!!! A SECOND CHANCE TO PLAY GOD AND RESHAPE THE WORLD AS I WILL IT MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Kyle, now ringless: .................huh. im gonna be honest here I really didn't see that coming

#KYLE OH MY GOD #losing my mind at this actually WHY DID YOU DO THAT #kyle falling prey to hal's manipulation tactics (old man tears)#i cant tell i think this is supposed to be a tense emotional moment? maybe? BUT ITS JUST SO FUNNY IM SORRY #just wow #im honestly very split on this emotionally #because while i AM laughing part of me is like KYLE WHY DID YOU DO THAT YOU IDIOT meanwhile the other half is just like kyle.... <33333 that #was actually very sweet of you (ignores the 🐘 of kyles lack of belief in himself as a hero)#vs my thoughts about hal like THE FACT THAT THAT ACTUALLY WORKED. okay girlboss you really manipulated your way out of that one ahfisusish #versus like ollie did just shoot him.... maybe he was being genuine... he seemed genuine in many parts #anyways i think the answer is very much both for all of the above #like hal was telling the truth and he was hiding his intentions from kyle and trying to prey on him to get the ring #AND kyle was being naive when he gave the ring to hal but he was also showing his good heart by trying to help PLUS was very much in his #'denial of the call' phase of his hero's journey and dealing with issues surrounding having the ring #anywaysssss #kyle rayner #hal jordan #lanterns #green lantern #parallax #dc comics #blah #swishy liveblogs

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rainbowtvz · 4 months

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*grits teeth*

i do not want to discourse here or anywhere anymore but it does kind of affect me as a transmasc bi person when i see shit that indirectly misgenders me and implies that bisexuality is an icky no good word and identity and you have to be bi and gay and bi and lesbian and bi and straight at the same time or support them or you're an evil stinky stinky terf like... hello where am, i

#it makes me feel othered by an otherwise inclusive community bc how dare i think that men aren't involved in lesbianism #or how dare i think that bisexuality is a whole and valid sexuality #or how dare i think that any and all nonbinary genders are included in every single sexuality by default #or that trans women are women so no fuckin g duh theyre included in lesbianism and if your knee jerk reaction to seeing:#men cannot be lesbians is to think of trans women then you are the transphobe here #or how i dare think that trans man and transmasc aren't the exact same thing #that genderqueerdyke person is also a transadrophobia geek and theyre buddies with genderkoolaid #which like. do i HAVE to say it?#IF U IGNORE THE TRANSMISOGYNY (WHICH U SHOUDLNT) THEYRE ALSO A ZIONIST HELLOW?? WHATS NOT CLICKING WHATS NOT CLICKING #OK IM KINDA MAD ABT THAT LIKE... SORRY BUT HOW ABOUT WE DONT PLATFORM IDIOTS NO MATTER HOW GOOD THEIR RHETORIC MIGHT SOUND #BC U WANT TO BE TOTALLY INCLUSIVE AND NOT GATEKEEPY #ive BEEN around the fucking block ive BEEN on tumblr when the resident terfs here coined bi lesbian #if you scrolled back far enough in certain keywords you wouldve seen that shit in the early 2010s being discussed in their circles #to mean lesbians who are attracted to trans women #you cannot reclaim that or recoin it #yes ive done the research too #i looked at every single piece of evidence of that label existing in the past 50~ years #its just bisexual women back when lesbian spaces also included them #plus like may i also fucking ssay that bisexual also used to mean being of two sexes (transsexual/gender and/or intersex?)#this close to fully believing that the pushback against bisexual being it's own whole and valid sexuality is some kind of psy op #i sound schizophrenic well Maybe I Am #i feel like im going to end up deleting this post bc i dont want to argue with people who disagree with me because there is no getting #through to any of you #tbd.

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carpathiians · 8 months

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#wheres that one post thats like. the real love languages are #being stupid together on purpose #collaborative hating #ignoring things #sharing a blunt #like those things are just so jovier its literally them #TO ME personally #putting this all in tags bc im just rephrasing a tumblr post ive seen lol #i cant find it anymore #sorry the idiots in love post activated me #i have a v specific vision of how they are but i can never figure out how to say it #i just think theyd be funny sometimes #ok.insane rant over <3 #carpathians.txt #delete later #perhaps #this is very low quality posting lol sorry

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wulfhalls · 6 months

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#i miss my dumbass idiot cat so much i feel like im dyingggggg licherally that is my little baby guy i want my little baby boy back wtf #i cant deal with this shit i genuinely wish i was dead so bad #im having a worse day with it than usual and my usual was this bitch on suicide watch fr #I feel like its really starting to hit me that hes gone. and it kills me what do u mean hes never coming back thats my angel my baby i need #him #all i do is weep wish for death weep weep some more death wish again sometimes im granted complete numbness for up to several hours #i love totally dead inside time its the only time i can look at pictures of him without being 3 seconds away from throwing up #then its back to weeping on the floor. if i cant boop his little tiny nosey in the next 5 minutes im ending it all im not kidding #not to be dramatic but i feel like a part of my soul died with him lol #anyway. i hope i die #also everyone ignore me no one say anything i just needed to type this out #bb baby #txt.me

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yakkitylylac · 2 days

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sniffles. okay. yay <3

#sorry am suddenly Going Thru It ignore me lol #and i like this line a lot it makes me feel better #brambles #(to summarize i was feeling like maybe i am weird or crazy for treating fictional the characters like they are real because it makes #me feel good. even tho that is probably a normal thing that normal people do #and then feeling like oh thats a stupid thing to be upset about. you idiot go get some real problems #even tho like with the “i need to eat something or hedwyn will be sad” that wasnt really like a haha funny joke like i am thinking about #hedwyn and i think he would be sad and worried about me that im not eating enough and that genuinely motivates me to take care of myself #and i talk to them in my head and they are real To Me in the sense that i treat them like theyre real like i talk to them and imagine #scenarios in my head and stuff #and thats probably just a normal coping mechanism but if i posted something like #“i was talking to gilman the other day” people would think im crazy and Weird!!!!!!!#and then what if its just a stupid unhealthy coping mechanism because im a friendless losr!!!!!!!!! and then that sometimes leads #to me forcing myself to Not think about them at all. which makes me miserable #that wasnt rly related but like half of me is like wow youre weird and crazy what is wrong with you! and the other halfs like nthis is norm #this is called Liking A Character A Lot and is Normal #anyways. yeag #and like. thats not a thing thats nto a real problem. why am i getting uupset about t. its after 9pm i should stop fretting #its not a real problem its not a real problem im just being like wird and idk ableist. or something #shutting up now

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skeletalheartattack · 2 years

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how do you feel about the new tf2 leaks?

Oh it big sucks!

listen, this leak honestly makes me so mad im not even joking. not because of like, leaks like this cause so much trouble for the developers who own them (in how to combat it), or for the source licencees who are affected by the leak, but WHO it affects in this community.

say you've been working a beta recreation of 2Fort from Trailer 2 (since it's the version with the most footage), you've been working on it in your spare time for the past... 6 years lets say. you know the ins and outs of this map, you've watched footage and studied screenshots from around August 2006, and you've made an intense list of all the eras of 2Fort to ensure you have a timeline of eras so you know which to avoid and such.

so your beta 2Fort recreation is as accurate it can be from all the public media you could find from it. you've even gotten the sewers to be as low as they were in the beta combined with the higher water. there's some things left to your interpretation of the map, since the sewers have never been shown for example, and you push it out for people to play around on. this was basically your hobby for the past 6 years, and it meant so much to you to be able to create something with a love you can't put to words.

suddenly. the worst thing imaginable. a month after you post it? an entire developer repo leaks. and lets pretend it's got that version of 2Fort intact. that's a serious gut punch BUT, then you get comments from folks like "oh the actual 2fort leaked" "this is obsolete now" "oh well a recreation couldn't ever top a leak". it's demoralizing. it breaks their spirit for something they worked so hard on. the one thing you loved working on? well seemingly it doesn't matter now to the community you painstakingly made it for.

that's what hurts for me, is the people who've created content based off of things from TF2 (like the Spellcasters Witch), whom have made it from scratch, added their own personal touches like different outfits and hairstyles, to the ability to allow the user to recolour every part of that outfit. then a leak comes along and it seems everyone's ferally knashing their teeth at this leak. no leak can ever come close to the kind of love community members put into stuff.

that's why i hate this leak. and even with the 60 gigabytes of stuff that's leaked? people are still like "oh well this doesn't have everything 🙄". like sorry 60GB wasn't enough for you?

i hope we never see a TF2 leak again. this shit sucks and i hate the community around it.

#ask #catsmocha #i dont care whats in it. i dont care what maps are found. it fucking sucks #id have to imagine that any valve dev who had a slight want in working on TF2 again have quickly changed their mind from this #what do i know. im just some guy #but the whole ''cut content community'' for tf2 sucks #theyve been sitting on their hands waiting for the repo to leak. and theyre not even satisfied #now they want the SFM repo! which i bet doesnt exist. or wont exist now that this's happened #good job you idiots!#youll never see a TF2 leak after this point ill tell you that much. and good!!!! fuck 'em!!!#none of them deserve this stuff #sorry im just really mad at how people treat scrapped content for this game #theres so much stuff PUBLICLY AVAILABLE TO YOU that you can research through and find new stuff #but no 🙄💅 gotta get my hands on that repo!!! cant waste my time looking elsewhere #it makes me so mad #legit my heart goes out to the content creators who made models and maps before this leak #you put so much work into your craft. im sorry its being ignored for this shit #thank you for the ask honestly. i feel like if i didnt have an ask like this i wouldve explo💥💥💥💥💥

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moredifferentthanusual · 9 months

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Hey people of tumblr I have an idea of a way to help support Gaza. This one's especially for people living in Christian areas with a lot of mainstream acceptance of israel. It's only a few days until Christmas and as for all Gazans, things are incredibly desperate for the small population of Christian Gazans. In particular here are some articles talking about fears all Christians in Gaza will be dead soon.

So how about we call up our local churches and ask what they're doing to help the people of Palestine?

The articles I've linked come from a variety of backgrounds. Some predate oct 7th. All focus on the plight of Christians in Palestine. Take your pick for what source you think will speak to your audience.

I want you to find a church that is ignoring the genocide or even praying for israel and then point out it's not just people being murdered. It's their people being murdered. Contact your local church like "Hey I'm Name, I'm not really a member of any church these days but it's Christmas and I really want to do something to help people in Palestine. I was wondering if you have something planned over Christmas? Maybe a prayer meeting or a protest or something idk 🥺" Then if you recieve any pushback switch to "oh but I'm just sooooo worried about our fellow Christians unable to celebrate Christmas".

It's a great place to ease people into caring about genocide who normally wouldn't. And if you convince a priest they might tell their whole congregation about how this christmas they have to show up for persecuted christians in jesus' birthplace. Worth a try?

#free palestine #free gaza #christmas #christians in gaza #i did not fact check the articles i linked i wanna be upfront about that #this is from a place of emotive headlines i assume ppl will barely skim bcus thats how ppl engage with me when i link them things #i skimmed the articles and i straight up dislike some of them!#some of them are from right wing backgrounds so ugh #some make such a point of bashing hamas and its like sure yes hamas have done some bad things too does this really need such focus rn #but i reckon some ppl will have a way easier time with their cognitive dissonance if you gave them that article rather than a more focused #also and this is obvious i am not an expert maybe my idea isnt that good pls school me if im an idiot #im not palestinian #im white and was raised christian and like i read the part where they said being mean was a sin and was like okay why are yall ignoring????#so basically this is coming from my background with christian cognitive dissonance and how what they say and what they do are very at odds #but if you learn to point that out using juuuuuuust the right lingo you can make them do better #they generally genuinely do want to be good they just Do Not See the same things i do #and like my autistic ass cant see what all the other kids at church saw so diversity ig #also heads up if you do this you have to be down to pray like a bunch with nice people on the phone or whatevs #the churches i rang arent having separate prayer meetings but did pray with me on the phone and like my relationship with religion is weird #but it was ~emotional~#anyway they are all already praying for palestine near me so thats something ig #i checked in on a church that kinda scared me out of the faith by being homophobic years ago and theyre already prayin #so like idk everyone in the world really is praying for gaza

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kurtcore · 2 months

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cried at work today! i’m now 3/3 for crying at jobs :)

#i just dont fit in #and one guy in particular makes a real effort to exclude me #like straight up ignoring me #if he has a question about what im doing he asks somebody near me what im doing #instead of me #if i greet him he doesnt respond #but he’ll greet someone i’m standing next to #and others are politer but i can still tell they dont like me #i dont get the humour. i cant fit innnnn #im trying to be nice and work hard but i feel like such a burden and an outsider #also one is so touchy with me and kinda flirty and it makes me uncomfortable lol #so uhmm i just feel like everyone is talking about me behind my back and im the biggest fucking joke #and im probably right lol #ALSO excuse me if this is terminally online coded #but it makes me wonder if im autistic. bc i had the same problem at my last job #where i felt like i was being excluded and wondered if it was bc i wasnt picking up on social cues?#like i want people to just tell me to my face whats up #and i need things explained to me plainly #but idk i might also be like self absorbed and stupid. its very possible #sometimes ur just an idiot who didnt socialise enough as a child and now doesnt know how to be normal

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carcarrot · 1 year

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i did tell you people i met a they might be giant right.

#I DONT THINK I DIDDDDDD like an insane person i left out one of the most bonkers moments of my california vacation #saying it now makes it seem like im making this up and the following story will seem made up but dude just trust me.#im fucking. ok sunday morning the morning of Thee Concert and i (used to waking up at 4-5 am) have been awake on and off since like 6 am #my friend? asleep.#now i enjoy waking up and falling back asleep for a couple of hours however by like 9:30 im starving i need BREAKFAST #like the very nice friend that i am i dont wake my friend up i let him sleep and leave him a message on my open laptop screen #because the fucking hotel room doesnt have a pad of paper?? so i leave my modern post it note of a message #saying that im going out for croissants and coffee #because im an idiot i severely misjudge how hot it's already gotten in los angeles in july #ive chosen to wear jeans (bad idea) and a long sleeve flowy black shirt (worse idea)#i also dont look my Greatest because my friend had been telling me dont wash ur hair before we curl it for the concert!!!#so this is my hair after flying in and everything the day before (It Needs To Be Washed)#im following google maps to the coffee place as i brave the streets of los angeles on a sunday morning #hollywood boulevard around the chinese theatre is insane btw. insane. but being from new york i am unfazed (well. a little fazed)#i am Sweating. its already gotta be 80 degrees. im also reaching critical hunger levels. but i continue on my journey #google maps leads me down a sidestreet and tells me to turn down some alley and im like well thats not right.#so i turn to go back the way i was headed and find another way to get to the coffee place #as i turn and head back up theres a guy going down this same block heading in my direction #i look at him and im like hey that guy kinda looks like oh my god it actually is him. mr john l of tmbg fame #and so i have a split second decision of like do i sayyyyyy something do i just ignore him while geeking out #somehow i decide to be bold and im just like gdjgmm hi excuse me i recognize you uh do you mind if i could get a photo #he was very nice and suggested we move into the shade and i took the photo trying to turn off google maps before i did #and i was like aa im seeing you in concert 2nite love your music thank u! and we went on our way.#i think i kinda like. stopped for a moment before i went on to the cafe and was like. that just happened??????? insane. but it gets better #i do finally get the coffees n croissants btw and get back to the hotel after melting in the heat #and my friend who likes tmbg better was losing his mind once i finally told him #so the following morning after our spars concert insanity we have breakfast at a diner and then head back to our hotel #and he's wearing a tmbg shirt he got and im in a spars shirt and as we're walking back a car horn honks near us #AND ITS BOTH THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS IN A CAR and they say hi and are like we like your shirts!#and my friend and i are like losing it but trying to be cool and like oh thabk you we loved your show hi! so theres my insane story

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chiistarri · 4 months

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what if instead of messaging me in the middle of the night about your stupid fucking girlfriend and your stupid fucking problems with her you actually act like my fucking friend and message me like how you message everyone else in our group