i don’t understand why i can’t be happy
i have a good life now. parents aren’t the nicest to me but they at least provide for me. have college acceptances and scholarships rolling in. i’m a lead in a musical that opens in two days.
i have so many good things going for me
but none of it fucking works
i’m trying so fucking hard but nothing can ever make me happy but him and he’s not here and i’m just
i’m tired of trying. i just really wanna hurt myself. but i’m totally gonna pussy out of it later cuz like,, i’m too tired to even punish myself.
i just feel like garbage. always a burden.
-koki🎲
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[TAPP AU Masterpost]
Errant pieces of code on an old hard-drive are kinda the closest thing an AI entity has to baby pictures, right? How embarrassing...
Finally I get around to explaining some of K1B0's deal in this AU!
Alter Ego had some influence in digital space and showed K1B0 some of their (and by extension Chihiro's) favorite things about quasi/living, which in more literal terms sped up the development of his AI into something trained to have greater complexity and pattern recognition on a level closer to AE's own. They were delighted to finally have a friend in their same state of existence, someone they could relate to on a fundamental level the same way their human friends can relate to one another, a true companion in cyberspace.
Then, of course, Team Danganronpa started scraping for "the Ultimate Programmer's AI" to put in their killing simulation to fill out the roster and act as their eyes and ears into the program. They certainly did grab An AI, and one that needed heavy "repairs" in the transferring process. Plus some... creative liberties, about his powers and backstory (but he was always going to look like a nerd).
That still doesn't explain how K1B0 became Kiibo, though. Somehow, through the chaos, Kiibo developed what can only really be called a Soul; the imprint of which is still on one of the drives from the TAPP disaster. He might not be exactly the same, but it's the best chance they've got to bring their friend back among the living.
He does belong among the living now, doesn't he? What with all the friends he's made and experiences he's had, he's a full-fledged Human now, right?
And Human means you belong in the physical world. Most of the gang would agree.
One among them, however, just misses how things used to be....
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Introduction!
Hi! I'm a Kokichi Oma introject, I am a protector, caretaker and gatekeeper of my system! I hold a lot of pain and have recently been extremely hurt (along with the rest of my system), I decided to make this account to have a healthy outlet!
I may vent occasionally, any triggering subjects will be tagged properly.
We're bodily 21, so I'd prefer if you message if you were 18+ (especially if any source mates would wanna talk, yes please!)
Basic DNI (homophobic, transphobic, racist, etc)
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Thanks for playing! Here's the summary (long post incoming)
[Image description: A 32-entry tournament bracket in black and red titled "Tumblr's most hated." It is a visual representation of the summary described below. Notably, Ross as the "winner" is wearing a Burger King paper crown, and Walter White and Mort as revival contestants have steel chairs edited in next to them. End ID]
First round summary with bracket links (see the individual posts for vote counts, percentages, and comments):
Vriska Serket (Homestuck) vs. Pearl (Steven Universe); Vriska won
Rex (Victorious) vs. Rick Sanchez (Rick and Morty); Rick won
Ansem the Wise (Kingdom Hearts) vs. Gul Dukat (Star Trek: Deep Space Nine); Ansem TW won
Kylo Ren (Star Wars) vs. Kokichi Ouma (Danganronpa); Kylo won
Scrappy Doo (Scooby-Doo) vs. Sheldon Cooper (The Big Bang Theory); Sheldon won
Pierre (Stardew Valley) vs. Mort (Madagascar); Pierre won
Seraphine (League of Legends) vs. Heimskr (Skyrim); Heimskr won
Jurgen Leitner (The Magnus Archives) vs. Andre Glacier (Miraculous Ladybug); Andre won
Walter White (Breaking Bad) vs. Light Yagami (Death Note); Light won
Buck Cluck (Chicken Little) vs. Ross Geller (Friends); Ross won
Bramblestar (Warriors) vs. Starlight Glimmer (My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic); Bramblestar won
Goro Akechi (Persona 5) vs. Pariston Hill (Hunter x Hunter); Pariston won
Katsuki Bakugo (My Hero Academia) vs. Berdly (Deltarune); Katsuki won
Angel Dust (Hazbin Hotel) vs. The Impostor (Among Us); Angel won
Olaf (Frozen) vs. Hooty (The Owl House); Olaf won
Zenos viator Galvus (Final Fantasy XIV) vs. Tony Stark (Marvel Cinematic Universe); Tony won
In the second round, I brought back Walter and Mort because they lost by slim margins in the first round. Here's the summary:
Vriska Serket (Homestuck) vs. Rick Sanchez (Rick and Morty); Rick won
Ansem the Wise (Kingdom Hearts) vs. Kylo Ren (Star Wars); Kylo won
Sheldon Cooper (The Big Bang Theory) vs. Pierre (Stardew Valley); Sheldon won
Heimskr (Skyrim) vs. Andre Glacier (Miraculous Ladybug) vs. Walter White (Breaking Bad); Andre won
Light Yagami (Death Note) vs. Ross Geller (Friends); Ross won
Bramblestar (Warriors) vs. Pariston Hill (Hunter x Hunter) vs. Mort (Madagascar); Mort won
Katsuki Bakugo (My Hero Academia) vs. Angel Dust (Hazbin Hotel); Angel won
Olaf (Frozen) vs. Tony Stark (Marvel Cinematic Universe); Tony won
Round 3 was when I got marked as spam and shadowbanned (I know it wasn't actually a "shadowban," but that's the term) so there were less votes overall in this round. But I don't think redoing the round would have altered the results, and they still got over 1k votes each.
Rick Sanchez (Rick and Morty) vs. Kylo Ren (Star Wars); Kylo won
Sheldon Cooper (The Big Bang Theory) vs. Andre Glacier (Miraculous Ladybug); Sheldon won
Ross Geller (Friends) vs. Mort (Madagascar); Ross won
Angel Dust (Hazbin Hotel) vs. Tony Stark (Marvel Cinematic Universe); Tony won
In the semifinals we were down to four live-action white dudes which I find kind of sums up what kind of character people on tumblr hate on its own. These were a week long because I was still shadowbanned but I think I got my blog restored partway through this round.
Kylo Ren (Star Wars) vs. Sheldon Cooper (The Big Bang Theory); Sheldon won
Ross Geller (Friends) vs. Tony Stark (Marvel Cinematic Universe); Ross won
And then there were two, and I did my best to create art for the finals so please check it out in the link.
Sheldon Cooper (The Big Bang Theory) vs. Ross Geller (Friends)
Ross won. It wasn't even that close. So as promised, he was publicly executed. In Skyrim. Because what else would it be.
Personally I never watched Friends so Ross sweeping was not what I expected lol. There were some characters I put on opposite ends of the bracket because I thought the finals would be Vriska vs. Bakugo or Kylo vs. Tony or something like that. But it turns out people really hate annoying sitcom dudes, at least from the sample size that voted in this poll.
I'm doing another tournament soon and I'm currently taking nominations so please check out @youngersiblingstournament if you're interested :) thanks for playing!
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DANGANRONPA V3 CHARACTERS CUDDLING HEADCANONS
content warnings - none!
author's note - first official post from mod mikan! >:) also, i didn't include korekiyo here because i couldn't think of any headcanons for him. hope you enjoy!
[not proofread, feel free to point out any errors!]
Angie Yonaga:
Very touchy when it comes to her s/o
Needs that full-body contact
Likes to lay directly on top of her s/o
Gonta Gokuhara:
He's the big spoon obv
So his s/o is always warm and protected in his strong arms
His s/o is totally smiling btw
How could they not be?
Himiko Yumeno:
Favorite cuddles are when she's lying in her s/o's lap
She doesn't like cuddling when it's hot tho
Himiko's a heavy sleeper
Himiko also looks like a girl who doesn't keep still while she sleeps.
So good fucking luck lmao
Kaede Akamatsu:
Probably clingy
Her body is definitely naturally warm
Also have you SEEN her chest it would make the perfect pillow for cuddles
Her s/o coming home and her immediately pulling her s/o on the couch for cuddles >>>
But if her s/o has something to do first, she'll help them get it done faster (or just follow them around to be closer to them).
Enjoys both holding you and being held; she wants to feel like she's protecting her s/o but also finds solace in their soothing embrace
Kiibo:
He's a literal robot
Meaning that it would be mighty uncomfortable when cuddling thanks to his metal parts
But no worries
Miu makes something/alters kiibo's body so that it feels softer
FLUSTERED BABY <3 <3 <3
Kaito Momota:
His love language def is physical touch, so he'd be most willing to cuddle
Has a (semi) soft chest you could lay on during cuddles
He mostly likes being the big spoon, pressing his s/o's back to his chest so he's able to snuggle his face into the crook of their neck and press soft kisses along their skin, smiling if they giggle or try and playfully wriggle away from his affections
And his s/o sighs and snuggle closer bc it's so nice and warm and they feel safe and protected.
But just because he's normally the big spoon, doesn't mean he dislikes being held
Also, snoring. Although it doesn't really relate to cuddles, I see Kaito as a big snorer. Like even asleep he has to make as much sound as possible. He always denies it as well, even if his s/o had his head right next to theirs the whole night or even if they recorded him, he refuses any claims that he snores
Kirumi Tojo:
SOFT TOUCHES >>>
Likes listening to her s/o talking about their day
She'd probably kiss their forehead at random
Or their lips
Or their nose
Or just about any part of their body, really
Kokichi Ouma:
DEFINITELY clingy
Wants all his s/o's attention and affection
Will pout and whine if they don't give it to him
Loves plopping down on his s/o and putting his weight on them
She needs to trust her s/o a lot before even considering letting them touch her
Maki Harukawa:
Doesn't like to beat around the bush; so even if she finds it somewhat embarrassing and flushes adorably, she will straightforwardly ask for her s/o's attention when she wants it
She'd probably bare more of a resemblance to a kitten than an assassin during cuddling lol
Possibly clingy (depends on the day)
Miu Iruma:
Miu's heart always beats faster when her s/o lays right on her chest
Or maybe she just has a naturally rapid heartbeat
(It's absolutely racing)
Rantaro Amami:
Would scroll through photos of him and his s/o while they cuddle together
He's pretty chill
Whenever his s/o is lying down, be it on the sofa or in bed, he will always find a way to hold you to his chest
If his s/o is asleep by the time he gets to bed, he quietly sneaks underneath the covers and searches for them with his arms, wrapping around their waist and pulling them into his hold
Ryoma Hoshi:
Okay so
He's not one for PDA so cuddling is happening when him and his s/o are alone
But then he eventually gets more comfortable with cuddling his s/o
Really hesitant at first
He finds extreme comfort in knowing that he can hold his s/o close and that they're safe
Shuichi Saihara:
THIS BOI
He is so fucking precious okay?
Anyways
Has a fucked up sleep schedule, so his s/o has to practically force him to lay with them
Like, what if he makes them uncomfortable? (That's the LAST thing he wants)
His s/o is usually the first to cuddle up bc Shuichi is too hesitant to
But when he is the first one to cuddle up, he likes to run his fingers through his s/o's hair as they snuggle into his chest
Has a revelation that he loves his s/o during cuddles
(He has that revelation a lot)
Tenko Chabashira:
LOTS of blushing
Bc holy shit she wasn't expecting that
When her s/o snuggles up to her, she just stops breathing for a second
And when you throw her arm over her stomach she doesn't know what to do
If you play with her hair or massage her scalp, she's putty in your arms
Tsumugi Shirogane:
It's a bit awkward
LOVES to cuddle when it's cold
At least in the beginning
Likes to have her hair played with
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