#l. [do you love me now?] r:&louis

[philtatoshetairos]

Of wine-flush and indigo flowers

Shortly after reaching the colony, I fell fatally in love with Louis, a young dark-haired bourgeois planter, graceful of speech and fastidious of manner, who seemed in his cynicism and self-destructiveness the very twin of Nicolas.

He had Nicki's grim intensity, his rebelliousness, his tortured capacity to believe and not to believe, and finally to despair.  

Yet Louis gained a hold over me far more powerful than Nicolas had ever had.

(...)

And I wonder sometimes if I didn't look to Louis to punish me for what had happened to Nicki, if I didn't create Louis to be my conscience and to mete out year in and year out the penance I felt I deserved.

But I loved him, plain and simple.

To anyone paying attention, it was impossible not to notice how fragile he was, but I was the one who also saw a tenacious strength underneath, a stubborn tendency to cling to his misery. He didn’t want to die, as much as he didn’t want to keep living as he was. He simply refused to see other options, and I was desperate enough that I couldn’t wait to introduce him to the intoxicating pleasures of the blood and the flesh. The wine and the bread of communion twisted into a raw feast of desires neither of us could – or wanted to – control.

He roamed the streets of New Orleans as if he didn’t know what to do with himself, new to losing in a world that had always given him everything... at least on a surface level, if one ignored what he truly longed for. Louis would never have been able to carry on with the life of lies he expected for himself, a meek little wife on his arm, kids he would never love, a lifetime of sorrow to cater to the part he believed he had to play.

What Louis won't tell you was that Paul's death was a stepping stone towards freedom. He was finally free to waste himself in sin, he found a reason to crumble as he was always bound to have done. My beautiful martyr, longing to be sacrificed at the altar and worshipped in burial clothes.

Perhaps in another life, there would have been time for us to become friends. Instead, I had him blooming under my lips, the rosiness on his cheeks fighting the indigo blue of his melancholy. We crashed into each other, Louis looking for damnation, and me for a home I could bury myself in. In the absence of the devil, I gave him what he wanted and took what was my share, a deal sealed with a kiss.

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Of cinnamon and sugar cane

The ship took me to Saint Louis. Not the city, no, although that was to be my destination on paper. It was along the riverfront in New Orleans that my heart found a suitable home. Shortly after reaching the colony, I fell fatally in love with Louis, a young Creole business owner, graceful of speech but strong of posture, capable of pulling a knife on his brother to establish himself at the eyes of a society that would never truly respect him for who he was.

In his demeanor I saw Nicki’s ferocity as well as his agony and that was how I knew that underneath all that razzle-dazzle there was a never-ending well of sorrow. I feared that it wouldn’t take much time until that fire consumed him and burned him down to ashes, as it had once consumed my Nicki.

Yet Louis gained a hold over me far more powerful than Nicolas had ever had.  

And I wonder sometimes if I didn’t look to Louis to prove that I could do better than I had with Nicki, if I didn’t start a friendship with Louis to measure him out and make sure that he would be able to prevail where I had first failed.

But I loved him, plain and simple.

He was tortured and it seemed that no one but me could see it. He was utterly beautiful and yet people looked at him as if he was only worth as much as he served their purposes. It’s no surprise that a man in his position refused to show any vulnerability to the world at large, refused to let anyone see the sensitive soul underneath. How he bled under all that strength, how I wanted to pump him with enough powerful blood that he would never feel as if he had to hide again.  

What Louis won't tell you was that Paul's death was a stepping stone towards freedom. He could finally walk away from the responsibilities that shackled him, and I knew he would be delivered right to me. Yet it's Louis we're talking about, Saint Louis, making everybody's problems his own even as he raged at God and the world for forsaking him.

He spoke to me as a friend and I heard the pleas to give him the means to transcend the life he knew. Under my lips, he melted like sugar and tasted like cinnamon, sweetest of spices. He needed a home where he could be himself, I had an empty nest to offer. In the absence of the devil, I gave him what he wanted and took what was my share, a deal sealed with a kiss.

[blooming-dark-flower]

Tagged by: @life-b4-death

The rules of the game are to write one song for every letter in your url, and then tag as many people as there are letters in your url. Now, the thought of tagging THIRTEEN people in this is terrifying for me, because frankly I don't even interact with that many people online and the thought of tagging people I follow but who in turn barely/don't know me ramps up my anxiety to the extreme, but I'll do it for the spirit of the game. To everyone who gets tagged, obvs no pressure to do this yourself or even interact with the post at all, it's all just in good fun. Just know that if you do get tagged and don't know why, it's because I love and admire your talents as artists and individuals and just want to share some cool music with you.

B - Blood Upon The Snow by Hozier & Bear McCreary

L - Let There Be Fire by Aviators

O - Oblivion by Zayde Wølf and Neoni

O - Only Us by Miracle Of Sound

M - Monster by Fight The Fade

I - I Want To Live by Borislav Slavov

N - Number Nine by Aviators

G - Giants by Neoni

D - Devil Knows by Armen Paul

A - Angel Of The Dark by Aviators

R - Remember Them by Jorge Rivera-Herrans

K - King Of The Mountain by Louis II

F - From Hell With Love by Beast In Black

L - Lullaby Of Woe by Karliene

O - Once Upon A Lie by JT Music and Andrea Storm Kaden

W - Whatever Comes Our Way by Miracle Of Sound

E - Eat Your Young by Hozier

R - Ruthlessness by Jorge Rivera-Herrans and Steven Rodriguez

Tagging: @kittypetro57 @whydotreesalwaysleafme @demisexual-deesaster @foibles-fables @spooky-activity @serasai @its-nerdherdqueen @jadequarze @kobbers @teaweltzer @lesbianneopolitan @meg-noel-art @finrays

[golden-fairylights]

Thank you so much for tagging me @albonoooo and I'm sorry it took me so long ot come aorund and do this, but here we go. 🩷

rules: pick a song for each letter of your url and tag that many people (I don't even know if I know 18 people on here, so I'll just tag everyone that comes to my mind)

g - Griechischer Wein by Udo Jürgens o - Out Of My System by Louis Tomlinson l - LA PAURA DEL BUIO by Maneskin d - Dumb Blond by Dolly Parton e - En chantant by Michel Sardou n - Nur ein Wort by Wir sind Helden f - Footloose by Kenny Loggins a - A Little respect by Wheatus i - I Know A Place by MUNA r - Rasputin by Boney M. y - You Know It by Colony House l - Life Is Beautiful by Vega4 i - I Love You, Will You Marry Me by YUNGBLUD g - Großvater by S.T.S h - Half-Life by Duncan Sheik t - Tiny Love by MIKA s - She's got that light by Orange Blue

(I'm still not 100% happy with the ones I have, I have so many more I thought would be funny but we'll stick with those now!)

Let's start tagging people: @hrhgeorgerussell @duquesademiel @gaslybottoms @yukierres @espithewarlock @bohnsky @pinkierre @chaesonghwas @boxboxbrioche @your-littlesecret @wolfiemcwolferson Okay, please don't feel pressured to do this!!! If I haven't tagged you and you want to take part, please feel tagged 🤭🩷

[alarrytale]

I see this on here and on twitter but Larries get angry when Harries ship Harry with men or if articles link Harry to men (I don't mean to say he is dating a man but they word the article in a way which could encourage speculation, like Harry with Alessandro, Xander, Brad, Nick etc). They then attack the reporters or attack the men. But the same Larries who protest against Harry been shipped with men, they will ship Louis with men like his bandmates or interviewers. They make 'Louis and men' tweets and master posts. They joke all the time about men loving Louis. But they get upset when men love Harry. I'm just wondering, why do Larries get upset at one but not the other? I'm a Larrie myself but this has always confused me.

Hi, anon!

It's mostly about how their respective images, and the narrative that's been spun around H's relationship with men, have tried to illegitimise H and L's relationship.

Harry is aiming for an androgynous and 'mysterious sexuality' image. They want people to speculate if he's in a relationship with the one he's standing next to, regardless if it's a woman or a man. They encourage it and Harry being friendly with other men, that's not Louis, is also serving to say 'larry isn't real, harry is just a flirty type' or 'larry isn't real, harry is into another man'.

For larries, some of Harry’s relationship with men has created fan wars. Gryles believers were very vocal and constantly fought larries. Nick and H fed into the speculation while H and L's public interactions became almost non-existant. The public narrative was that H left Louis for Nick. The same happened with Xand*r, Br*d and now Alessandro, to lesser extent. Harries who think H might be bi/pan would also rather believe H is with any other man than Louis, because that would mean larries were right (and some of them don't like Louis). So shipping H with other men is a sign that you don’t respect Louis as a worthy partner of H. Since the tabloids are pushing this narrative too, that H is with any other man than Louis, larries don't particularly like it.

With L it's different, because he's so closeted and is going for a laddy image. When Louis smiles at a man or is friendly with handsome men, larries get happy because it's an opening of his closet door and it's him showing signs of his sexuality, instead of yelling at people who dare to insinuate he's anything other than straight. So larries encourage L's interaction with men. The shipping is also harmeless, because it's not picked up by the tabloids or pushed as a narrative. It's also not disrespectful to H because he's actively pushing that type of narrative himself. Us larries know Louis is with Harry so it's all in good fun, shipping L with other men.

Hope i managed to explain this in an understandable way for you.

[myohmine]

I want Haylor to fake a comeback for reputation (Taylor’s Version) sooooo bad. Do the most campy, red herring comphet to ever exist for the whole promo season of that last re-release era (looking deliriously gleeful because they have a M-A-S-T-E-R-P-L-A-N.) Then when Taylor Swift (Taylor’s Version) finally comes out at midnight, Harry also releases Harry Styles (Harry’s Version) but it won’t be a re-release of HS1. It’s just gonna be new banger after banger about how he never got over his first love, who is the same person as the love of his life, who got him through the darkest nights over and over again. The hets will eat it up like omg Haylor endgame for real right now.

Then at sunrise, Harry will just casually drops a bonus track (ft. Louis Tomlinson) where Louis shows up at the very last moment of the song to steal the whole show like he did in 1D’s Something Great. Everyone would be like WHAT DOES THAT MEAN??? is 1D reunion imminent?

An hour later on Daylight Saving Time (Same number on the clock as when the sun has risen.), Taylor posts a video of Karlie Kloss being her gorgeous self with the caption: “if you ask me if I love him, I’d lie.”

[0perfectimperfections0]

Rejected

Fun fact: Because @natalie-the-writer left her most recent post on such a cliffhanger, you all were almost deprived of this heartwrenching story 😌 but, a new deal has been made.

What If Lou were finally able to go through the portal?

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The sun was nearing set in the Institute. It felt like forever until ripples cascaded through the portal. The gang waited with baited breath as those blonde strands of hair peaked through, followed by the rest of him.

Lou didn't look up at them. No smile. No excited little hops from the new endeavor he'd just experienced.

Moxy frowned. "Lou? How'd it go?"

He shrugged, eyes still downcast as he gave a breathless chuckle. He swallowed, looking down to his shoes before finally meeting their gaze. It lasted only a second before he had to look away again. Mandy could see the shine of tears in his eyes. "She...didn't want me." His jaw tensed as he struggled to remain indifferent.

Nolan's mouth opened and closed a few times, trying to grasp the words. "Like...she..."

"Did. Not. Want me." Lou punctuated each word, voice growing more strained with it. He bit down on his lip harshly to keep it from quivering. Hands were stuffed into his pant pockets. "She told her parents...that she didn't want a...prototype." Another harsh swallow as he looked down, brows furrowed, "She looked at me...for five seconds...and...immediately...tossed me back into the box."

Mandy put a hand to her chest, walking up to him. "Lou, I'm so sorry-"

"No, it's fine," he laughed mirthlessly. "It's whatever, really. I knew it would happen. I-I mean...she's right," his smile wavered as his eyes glistened with more tears. "No one wants a prototype, am I right?" He laughed...fake. "Far be it from me to--to ruin her life because...I'm not like other dolls...I'm not-- I-I'm no...normal...REAL doll, right?"

Mandy began to reach out to him. "Lou..."

"I'm fine," Lou took her hand and patted the top of it. "Everything's great. Perfect."

"No, it's not. You're not fine."

Lou swallowed the lump in his throat. "Mandy, I'm okay. I should've expected this to happen-"

"No," Mandy cut him off harshly. "You listen to me. You deserve a child who loves you regardless of what you are and I'm not gonna stand by and pretend like this is okay. Don't pretend with me, Louis. I know you're hurt, so stop forcing yourself to be okay and just be honest with me!"

He smiled wryly, shaking his head as he looked away. "Mandy, please," he whispered hoarsely. Lou gripped her hand again with both of his, watered eyes staring into hers. "Let me pretend...just for a moment...that I'm okay. I can't..." He breathed out quickly when his voice caught, "I can't really think straight right now...a-and I just need to pretend like everything's normal for a bit."

She stared at him for a long moment. "I hope you know why I can't do that, Lou. I love you...and this isn't healthy to keep shutting out your emotions."

Something warm pressed against his back. Nolan had his arms wrapped loosely around Lou's waist as he leaned against him. Moxy walked up to hug Lou's legs.

"Guys...please," Lou voice was wavering at this point.

"No," Nolan ordered. "That's not how this is gonna work. If you're hurt, we do our best to be here for you. That's how this works. There's no ignoring anything."

Lou coughed out a sob, eyes squeezing shut to will the tears away. His chest hurt too badly. He couldn't breathe. His throat hurt from holding back the tears. Once the first sob escaped, the rest followed. Nolan tightened his hold and Mandy pressed her and Lou's foreheads together, rubbing circles on his cheeks.

"A-Am I r-...really u-unlovable? L-Like...NO ONE...wants a-a prototype? I-I can't help what I am!"

"We love you," Mandy assured. "We love you. We love you. We love you."

"And think of it like this," LuckyBat added, "that was just one kid. There's definitely another one out there that would ADORE you."

"Y-Yeah?" Lou tried to smile, but it faltered way too easily.

"Absolutely," Moxy agreed. "There's so many kids out there, Lou! That's what's so great about the Big World! Out of all those kids out there, there's someone who will love you!"

"And above all that," Ox added, "You've always got us here that love ya. That'll never change."

Lou sniffed, pressing the heel of his hand into his eye. "Yeah...thanks, guys..."

******

And he did. It took a week or two, but he went through the portal again. He found another kid.

It rejected him.

He tried again.

Rejected.

And another...

Rejected.

Rejected.

Rejected.

It got to the point where Mandy had to sit down with him and ask him...in the nicest way possible...to not try going through the portal again. The light was dying in his eyes and they could see it. That hope he held each time kept getting obliterated and it was killing him.

"I...I just want what everyone else has." Lou whispered one night as they talked in the living room. "I want what you and the others have...a kid that loves you...and plays with you..."

Mandy played with his fingers. "It's alright, I suppose. It certainly doesn't compare to what my favorite thing is. It's better than a child by a long-shot. Better than being played with and loved by a kid."

Lou tiredly turned to his head to her. "And what's that?"

"You." Mandy rested her arm on the back of the sofa, playing with his hair. "We get to hang out and talk to you whenever we want. We get to love you unconditionally. Better yet, we don't have some little brat of a kid stealing you away from us." Lou actually huffed a laugh at that.

"Sounds like a lie." He grinned at her.

Mandy tapped him on the nose. "See, that's the difference between you and I. I actually tell the truth the first time." He chuckled and leaned into her arms.

It wasn't a kids arms. This wasn't the house of his child. It wasn't his kid that was playing through his hair or fiddling with his fingers.

But it was his family. His friends. Dearest love. Sidekicks. Confidante.

He would be their doll.

And he wouldn't have to worry about being rejected.

[sunflowersometimes]

hello! the amazing @callouiee tagged me in their post spelling their url with songs they like for me to do the same if i wanted and i thought it would be fun! they made theirs l&h/larrie related but i have such a long url that i think I’m going to use my favorite songs as well! this will also give me an excuse to gush about some of my fav songs

so i wrote the above paragraph and then tried to find and narrow down songs which proved to be very difficult lol. i probably made it harder on myself than needed bc i wanted to choose best and most perfect songs but there are just too many. this is the best list i could come up with, but i feel pretty good with it! if anyone ever wants to talk music, i’m so down i have so many favorites.

p.s. i really truly did gush about every song i’m so sorry for how long this is

s- Satellite (Harry Styles) this song is my baby. i love her with every fiber of my being. i have dance parties by myself in my apartment when this song comes on i literally can’t get enough of it. i honestly thought matilda would be my fav song off harry’s house cause like... it’s matilda, but this is the song i come back to most often from that album.

u- U.N.I (Ed Sheeran) okay so i have so many distinct memories listening to this song on the bus to/from middle school. anything from ed’s + album was my favorite. his stuff from that time used to be my favorite music along with 1D. i thought i was so cool when i memorized the rap part lol

n- No Children (The Mountain Goats) i will admit i did find this song through the tiktok trend but i absolutely loved that trend, i thought it was so cute. i listened to the full song shortly after discovering the song and it shortly became my second most listened to song of last year. w/o getting into too much detail, this song holds a special place in my therapy journey lol 

f- Fine Line (Harry Styles) what is there to say about her? she probably holds the biggest spot in music related to my healing journey. i fully annotated her once through the lens of my own therapy and healing journey. she means a lot a lot to me

l- Like Real People Do (Hozier) i am a hozier slut and i’m not afraid to admit it. i love anything this man puts out. sometimes i listen to his music like i’m a thirsty begger and his music is the only water that’s been offered to me in weeks. i could have put any of his songs on this list and you would have gotten the same reaction out of me. he makes me feel feral and ethereal at the same time.

o- Outer Space/Carry on (5SOS) god this song will never not get me. this song was my fine line of my middle school/high school years. if i ever see this song live i’m pretty sure i’ll die on the spot. i have a half-ish sleeve tattoo planned around this song. there’s like five songs on this list that i have tattoos planned around but none of them as big as this one. everything about this song is just perfect.

w- Written All Over Your Face (Louis Tomlinson) do i even need to say anything about this one? it’s been on repeat since the album came out. it’s literally so good and i know it’s everyone’s favorite but it’s for a damn good reason. have you heard louis’ voice?????? literally perfection absolute bop and i can’t stop listening to it. this is louis’ sound and i’m so proud of him

e- Emotions (5SOS) any time i make a new playlist of things i’m currently listening to to have one shuffle/repeat, i put this entire album on there. i feel like the more i listen to it, the more addicted i get. also, Liz told me this song was very me codded and i feel like that’s so true. i’m always in my emotions lol. also also, that little clap/slap that happens every so often in this song gives me an unnecessary amount of serotonin. 

r- Right Now (1D) i also could have put any one direction song on this list but there’s something about this song that has always had a grip on my brain. immediate performance mode whenever this song comes on. they’re my boys. my babies. i’ve been a fan for a decade now which is absolutely wild. i miss them

s- Spaces (1D) this might have to be in my top 5 favorite one d songs. i don’t know if i even have an actual top 5 but if i did, this song would be in it. i feel like i’m ascending whenever i listen to this song; it’s similar vibes to satellite in dance party mode for me if that makes sense lol i can’t help but move whenever i hear this song

o- Only the Brave (Louis Tomlinson) again, does this need any explanation? there was a while when i couldn’t listen to this song bc it hurt my closeted heart too much. it still makes me sad but also very optimistic. i hope i can hear this song live one day surrounded by fellows queers who’ve also found their family through the boys. it doesn’t make it a solo song anymore then does it? we’re a family; more of a family than any church i’ve been a part of. 

m- Mum (Luke Hemmings) another album where i could put literally any song on this list bc i love them all so much. this song, however, beats the others out ever so slightly as being my favorite. i’m noticing a pattern with my favorite songs: satellite, spaces, mum. they all have a really big build up to an absolute cathartic release later on in the song. mum does give me church song vibes but in the least song ruining way possible. this song actually inspired me to make a playlist of songs that make me feel like im ascending whenever i listen to them

e- Egg and Soldier (Cosmo Sheldrake) okay okay okay i know you’re thinking that this song came super duper out of left field and is really weird and i definitely agree but here me out. all of his songs are super fun and kinda weird but so so cool and unique and unpredictable. i have yet to come across a song of his i don’t love. they all make me feel so connected to my inner child/the creativity i pushed away for so long.

t- To Be Alone (Hozier) again, i’m a hozier slut. this might be my favorite song of his but i’m unsure if i can even pick a favorite hozier song. that slide on ‘feeeeeels good’ gets me every single time. i’m weak in the knees i’m obsessed. the grungy, dirty electric guitar???? i can’t it’s too much 

i- If I Could Fly (One Direction) i couldn’t not add this one. it’s iconic and makes me cry maybe half of the time i listen. who let them write, record, and release this song? it’s literally so raw and vulnerable and i know i’ve written some pretty raw poetry but i don’t think i’ve ever written anything on this level. like ?????? i forget this song is a real song they released and not something a fanfic writer made up

m- Matter of Time (Ashton Irwin) god this album destroys me in the best way possible. and this song???? literally speaks to me and my soul. this is another one i want to get a tattoo of. it’s just like a warm hug from an older sibling/older friend. everything’s gonna be okay bud

e- evermore (Taylor Swift) I do love me some good taylor swift, especially folklore and evermore. i don’t think this one is my favorite, that’s probably the lakes, but i do remember hearing it for the first time and absolutely loosing it at the word switch at the end of the song. it still holds a special place in my heart for the hopefulness it’s able to give me whenever i don’t have a lot of it.

s- Sunflower Vol. 6 (Harry Styles) and we’re ending on the song that i wish i could be. if i could have the vibes of any song it would be this one. i’m one of those obnoxious people that make sunflowers their whole personality and whenever harry released this song i went feral for it. i love her so much and i hope i grow up and make her proud.

okay now that i’ve written more than anyone wanted to read, i want to tag some recent mutuals to do this too! Obviously there’s no pressure to do this or to write as much as i did, simply just putting a song is enough lol

@bravetemptation  @lunarheslwt  @primary-wicf​  @flyhometolou28

[ohhkaty]

Record collecting is an expensive hobby but it also honestly brings me so much joy. There’s still so much I want to buy and will buy (tbh) but I keep going to record sales and not remembering what I own and almost buying doubles of the same album, so that’s why this list exists. But I also saw folks publishing their lists earlier and I love seeing what people have in their collections (truly I’d love to see yours if you wanted to post it!) If you ever want to talk records or music I’m your gal ♡ 

A Abba - Super Trouper - Voulez Vous - Greatest Hits Vol. 2 The Animals - The Best Of The Animals Arcade fire - Everything Now Arlo Parks - Collapsed In Sunbeams Aqua - Aquarium

B Bleachers  - Bleachers MTV Unplugged  - Take the sadness out of Saturday night  Beyonce - Lemonade - Renaissance Billie Eilish - Happier Than Ever  Barenaked ladies  - Original Hits  Bo Burnham - Inside  Bob Seger - Stranger In Town Billy Joel - 52 Street - The Stranger - Glass Houses - An Innocent Man The Beatles - Help - Yesterday and Today - Abbey Road  - Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band

C Carly Rae Jepsen - Dedicated - The Loneliest Time Cat Stevens -Tea for the Tillerman Creedence Clearwater Revival - Chronicle Vol. 1 Cheap Trick - At Budokan

D Dirty Honey  - Dirty Honey Dodie  - build a problem  Dua Lipa - Future Nostalgia  Dee Gees - Hail Satin  David Bowie - Legacy (The Very Best Of David Bowie) Dolly Parton  - Greatest Hits  Diana Ross - Swept Away - Summer 

E Elvis Presley  - The Essential Elvis  Ella Fitzgerald and Louis Armstrong - Ella and Louis  Etta James  - At Last  Edith Piaf  - The great Edith Piaf  Elton John - Greatest Hits  - Greatest Hits Vol. 2  - Captain Fantastic  - Honky Château  - Here and There 

F Fleet Foxes - Fleet Foxes  Florence and the Machine  - Lungs  - Dance Fever  Frank Ocean  - Channel Orange (yes this is a boot) Fun  - Some Nights  Fleetwood Mac - Rumours - Tango In The Night - The Dance

G Greta Van Fleet  - From the Fires  - Anthem of the Peaceful Army  - The Battle at Garden’s Gate  George Ezra  - Gold rush kid  Grateful Dead  - American beauty Genesis  - Invisible touch  The Guess Who - The Best Of The Guess Who 

H Haim - Forever EP - Days Are Gone - Something To Tell You - Women in Music III Harry Styles - Harry Styles  - Fine Line - Harry’s House Hozier - Hozier - Wasteland, Baby! Hall & Oates - Rock 'n Soul Part 1

J Jill Barber - Chances Jeff Goldblum and The Mildred Snitzer Orchestra - The Capitol Studios Sessions Jeff Lynne’s ELO - Alone In The Universe Joni Mitchell - Blue Jimi Hendrix - Are You Experienced Janis Joplin - Greatest Hits - Pearl Jefferson Airplane -Surrealistic Pillow Jethro Tull - Stand Up Janet Jackson - Control 

K Kacey Musgraves - Golden Hour - Star-Crossed  Khruangbin and Leon Bridges - Texas Sun - Texas Moon Kate bush - Hounds Of Love Kansas - Leftoverture

L Lorde - Melodrama - Solar Power The Lumineers - The Lumineers - Cleopatra Lizzo -Coconut Oil - Cuz I Love You Lauryn Hill - The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill Lana Del Rey - Born To Die Led Zeppelin - In Through The Out Door 

M Maggie Rogers - Surrender Mother Mother - Dance And Cry Mumford and Sons - Wilder Mind Mika - Life In Cartoon Motion Matty Matheson - A Cookbook (yes this is a real cookbook, it comes with a zine!) Marina And The Diamonds -Electra Heart Minnie Riperton - Les Fleurs: The Minnie Riperton Anthology Meatloaf - Bat Out Of Hell Mr mister - Welcome To The Real World 

N Nathaniel Rateliff & the Night Sweats - Nathaniel Rateliff & the Night Sweats The National - Boxer Nico - Chelsea Girl Neil Young - Harvest Moon Neil Diamond - Live At The Troubadour 

O Orville Peck - Pony - Show Pony Orla Gartland - Women on the Internet Olivia Rodrigo  - Sour 

P Phoebe Bridgers - Stranger in the Alps  Paramore  - After Laughter  Prince - Purple rain  The Mamas & the Papas - The Papas & the Mamas The Police - Zenyatta Mondatta Paul Simon - There Goes Rhyming Simon - Graceland  Pat Benatar - Crimes of Passions 

Q Queen - Greatest Hits

R The Regrettes - Feel Your Feelings Fool - How Do You Love - Further Joy Ramones  - Ramones 

S The Sheepdogs  - Live At Lees  Spice Girls  - Spice  The Strokes  - Angles 

The Struts  - Strange Days 

Silk Sonic  - An Evening with Silk Sonic 

Simon and Garfunkel  - Bridge Over Troubled Water 

T Taylor swift  - Lover  - Folklore  - Evermore  - Midnights  Trixie Mattel  - Two Birds/One Stone - Barbara  Twin shadow  - Eclipse  - Twin Shadow Tears for fears  - Songs From The Big Chair  Toto - Toto IV Toronto  - Get It On Credit  Talking Heads  - Remain in light 

W Whitney Houston - Whitney  - Whitney Houston 

Y Yola - Walk Through The Fire - Stand For Myself Years and Years - Palo Santo

Z The Zombies - Odessey and Oracle - Oddities and Orcales  

123 The 1975 - The 1975 - Being Funny In A Foreign Language

Movie Soundtracks - Labyrinth - The Virgin Suicides - Eternal Sunshine of - School Of Rock - Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind - Promising Young Women - Josie and the Pussycats  - Almost Famous -Rocky Horror Picture Show - Up - Space Jam  - Little Shop of Horrors  - Grease - Saturday Night Fever - Xanadu  - Ghostbusters - St. Elmo’s Fire

Television Soundtracks - The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina - Stranger Things Vol 1/2 - Stranger Things Vol 3 - Euphoria Season 2 - Steven Universe 

Musicals - In the Heights - Hair

[lorenzlund]

*Colosseum

Raumbeluefter und Klimaanlage fuers Herunter- und Abkuehlen. (So wurde es mir mitgeteilt.)

'All Ass(es) muessen raus!!' *''Der Junge gehoert an die frische Luft!' 'Sieg ueber den rotinierten Feldhasen als deutschem Langohr!' (Und das uns dann erneut dadurch gegenueber von jemand gezeigte oder offerierte 'V' oder V-Zeichen, in erster Linie steht es immer fuer ihn!)

'Ich haette gern die da und die da!!' der (maennliche) Freier im oder aus dem Puff. ,Ist es die da, die dir den Koof grad' verdreht ... oder die da??' (Fantastischen Vier singen fuer uns)

Offenbar werde ich bald zum mehr als vermoegenden Mann! Ich brauche das so jetzt nur noch selber so auch abzuwarten! Das Geld dafuer, es wirkt ja so, jedenfalls liegt bei der Regierung in Berlin schon mal in Kassetten fuer mich als zumindest zeitweiligem Filmkomponist und Buchautoren aus Babelsberg (Berlin), der ich ja schon auch mal war, bereit! (Mehrere Milliarden!) Max-Anton Raiter ueber den angestrebten 'Wumms' seitens des Berliner Kanzlers und seines Kabinettes. (*Nur endete ich dann nicht wie Kohl? Wieviel Koffer wuerde man mir denn dann dafuer mitgeben wollen??)

Lebengefahr wegen Greisen!! (Warnhinweis der Bundespolizei in Luebbenau). Gleis und G(r)eis. der Bi- + (ein)treten. *Eigentlich solllte es sich ja genau umgekehrt verhalten. Denn welche junge Dame will schon selber einen Greis oder alten Mann ehelichen! Auch wenn das so sicher schon in der Vergangenheit vorgekommen ist! Es gibt selbst auch diese Paare oder Paarverbindungen! (Hingegen er haette vielleicht nicht das Geringste gegen seine neue Braut etwas einzuwenden als Mann!)

'Einsteigen!!' 'Alles zurueckbleiben/-treten!'

(Lautsprecherdurchsagen in Reise-Zuegen)

reparieren : Vorsilbe re- (steht ganz oft fuer: rueck-, der Ruecken) + parieren!

*"Achten sie beim Ein- und Aussteigen auf den Spalt in der Mitte"

"Quer- oder Wiedereinsteiger gesucht und der Qualifizierung zum zukünftigen Busfahrer/Lokomotivführer!!"

(Ein Pilotenschein reichte dann vielleicht auch aus, könnte ich mir vorstellen!)

"Sie gehören zu den beruflichen Umsteigern oder Wiedereinsteigern, wollen sich neuorientieren!! Dann sind sie uns willkommen!"

"Sich als fair erweisen und nach 20 Uhr nur vorn einsteigen!!"

die uns erteilte Zugauskunft. Aber eigentlich kommt sie ja dann vom örtlichen Gaswerk. S-u-g. engl.: gas. Und so lohnte sich vielleicht ein Zusammenlegen von beiden zukünftiges!

Gasfa(h)rt, Zugkontrolle,-eur, Tick at

der Kriegsgefangene oder engl. the POW. Kriegsgefangene hat und macht regelmäßig jede Seite, auch eigene.

K(f)z-Insasse/-n *das/die STALAGs (Es beherbergte oder konnte bis zu 90.000 gleichzeitig von ihnen beherbergen, das entsprach in etwa der Einwohnerschaft einer mittleren Großstadt). die Herbergen : her mit den Bergen + drinnen. 'Ich bin drin!" (der frühere Tennisstar) *en, sp. 'Knights in white Latin(s). And I love you!!' the European knight coming from the middle-age, middleaged men. das Renntier. Rentner. (P)enn... . Clark Pennt ist Superman. Er lebt in New York und ist mit L(o)uis zusammen. Sie öftnet ihm nachts das Fenster für seine spontanen Ausflüge! Er ist dann auf Verbrecherjagd. Clark beherrscht auf wundersame Weise das Fliegen! Louis lässt ihn das so dann auch tun!

'She's my private Supergirl' (by: Anthony Reade)

"By the way how she talks and walks you can tell she's my girl, rules' the world. You can see it in her eyes she likes no chains. She's 'my girl. My Supergirl'. "Then I said. It's okay. I was lost on my way. Then she said. It's alright. I promise I'll be back home next night! But now I have to fly!" Refr.: She's a Supergirl, a true Supergirl, and yet she hides! But Supergirls normally mustn't hide! So why do you hide?'

"Then she said: 'You make me cry!" Yet Supergirls do not cry! They cannot even cry! She shouted: I now gotta leave this place! But I'll be home next night!"

Refr.: She's my Supergirl, some kinda true Supergirl to me, and yet sometimes she hides! My private Supergirl, some kinda private Supergirl, Hey Supergirl, so tell me, why do you hide?"

"She knows even sewing seeds. And yet she flies! She got lost on her way! Like me! And it's alright totally to me!"

Refr.: "For she's a Supergirl, a true Supergirl ...!!! Yet one that sometimes even does hide!

Supergirl you mustn't hide!!"

(*for the young Lieutenant named Josey. Obwohl, ganz so jung wie hier beschrieben ist selbst sie laenger mehr schon auch nicht. Sie ist ja schon mehr als 14 Jahre bei mir, begleitet mich beständig auf Reisen auch mit!!

Ueber das Lied wird sie sich dennoch freuen, bin ich mir gewiss! Ich besaß diese Idee so schon länger!)

[nerdysleepybunny]

This was requested by @nerbyrobotics !!

🩷☁️N E R D Y S L E E P Y B U N N Y☁️🩷

Fandom(s): Beastars

Character(s): Riz, Louis

Reader: Gender neutral (they/you)

TW: N/A

Style: Hcs

Summary: you bump into them while running around

🩷☁️N E R D Y S L E E P Y B U N N Y☁️🩷

🐻Riz🍯

You were a canine student at Cherryton Academy, rather friendly and had quite a few friends. You were very energetic and had an overall good vibe which drew some attention to you, causing you to build a nice friend group.

Though your absolute favorite was your boyfriend Riz, the friendly brown bear. He was practically a clone of you, just less energetic, preferring to just lay down and enjoy the small things. Which you didn’t mind! You adored to simply cuddle with him when you ran out of energy, napping with him was definitely the best way to recharge before going off and running around some more, to which Riz simply chuckled and watched you with love and adoration written all over his features.

It was the weekend, and you had nothing to do. All your friends were out and you had no other work to do. You tried to just sit and relax, reading a little and eating some of Riz’s amazing cooking. But you simply couldn’t sit still! You had this itching urge to just run around, so that’s exactly what you did. You got up and quickly stretched before turning the entire dorm into your race track, running around in circles and letting out happy yelps. You were so caught up in your excitement you didn’t even hear the door open until your entire body crashed into a certain bear.

You fell back from the hard collision and took a moment to process what just happened, till you finally snapped out of it and craned your neck back to see what you had bumped into. You never crashed, so what went wrong? Then, you saw your boyfriend! He was chuckling whilst letting out a quick apology before swooping you into his arms, picking you up with ease. “You should really watch where you’re going, sweetie.” You blushed at the comment and squirmed around, wanting to be let down to run some more.

“Nope, you’re going to rest with me now.” You whined but didn’t fight back as Riz sat on the couch and held you in his lap. You two sat in comfortable silence for a few moments before you giggled and slipped out of his grip when his guard was down, running over to the door and swiftly escaping, your giggles escaping the room with you. Riz simply shook his head and smiled. He’d get you next time!

🦌Louis🎭

Louis was a busy man, and that including you always running around doing things, you two didn’t spend too much time together in person outside of school (or, the drama club. You’re always rushing to class and running around with friends during lunch!).

Though he couldn’t deny it, he found your actions silly and adorable whenever he caught a glimpse of your figure running off to wherever you were heading. He couldn’t help but stare and slip a small smile before continuing on with his business.

But when you two do get some time together, he has to persuade you to sit in a room with him (sometimes he even needed to lock you in there just so you wouldn’t immediately run off! Naughty reader, give the deer attention!). He’ll simply sit and talk about anything and everything whilst you either pace or run around the small space, leaning against his shoulder or sitting on his lap when you run out of energy before returning to moving around. But neither of you minded! You of course listened and held interest in the conversation, popping in your own comments and answering any questions and laughing at jokes, even saying some of your own! He didn’t see it as rude, he found it rather cute actually, a nice change to the usual professional and serious acts people showed to him. It did take him some getting used to, but he absolutely loved it and wouldn’t change a single thing about you. Once you seriously couldn’t take the small space anymore, you shared a tender kiss and would then be dismissed until your next meeting!

Most of these meetings were actually in Louis’ dorm room, which you had a spare key to and often visited. His father had given Louis the biggest dorm room in the school, so it was a nice place to run around in! (It was also super fancy, you can pretend you’re rich!)

One day you simply needed a large space to let some energy out which wasn’t crowded by people, so his room was the perfect place! Clearing the space, you happily ran around in circles, not knowing that Louis was in the shower! When he got out and started getting dressed, he heard all the ruckus and immediately knew it was you. He lightly chuckled and exited the bathroom, just to bump right into you! You stumbled back a bit but was immediately caught by the handsome deer, the two of you holding eye contact for a few moments before he stood you upright and using one hand to grab your chin, the other hooking to your waist. “You should really watch where you’re going~” He teases, getting the perfect flustered reaction he desired before you slipped away and ran off, not wanting to amuse him any further. He didn’t mind, he’d catch you later on. You were part of the reason he loved carnivores, after all.

🩷☁️N E R D Y S L E E P Y B U N N Y☁️🩷

There we are, thank you so much for the request! I hope you all enjoy! <3

[philtatoshetairos]

♡ (aleko/heph) 💘(patrochilles) 💟 (loustat)

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♡: who is the bigger romantic openly? secretly?

On a scale of 1 to 10, how would you score spending millions on yourbeloved’s funeral, putting off the sacred flame on the temple upon his deathand asking the oracle of Zeus Ammon at Siwa to make him a god while laying out plans to buildtemples in his name throughout all of your empire but that will never happenbecause your generals can’t follow simple instructions?

Anyway aside from actual public demonstrations, which for them arecurtailed by societal boundaries, Aleko is generally a huge romantic in everysense of the word. He’s the nerd quoting poetry because it spoke to his soul orsomething and he’ll definitely make absurdly intense declarations because thisis just how his emotions run.

I don’t think either of them has any problem showing it to each other,but Hephaestion ends up having to play the rational part. So inside theirlittle bubble they’re probably the same, but for the rest of the people,Alexander seems more romantic for reasons way beyond love – like the image ofthe benevolent conqueror who just wants to unite worlds.

💘: who developed a crush on the other first?

They’re both dumb idiots with a childhood crush. That’s the answer. Butreally, Patroclus remembers the swoopity swoop feeling of staring at Achillesand wondering if he felt the same, while also rationally knowing that he was the only person the prince really wanted tospend time with. I’ll dare say that Patroclus was the one who became awarefirst but they were both already crushing hard.

💟: who spends time reading their zodiac compatibilities?

OH GOD LMAO this is something I’ve never thought about but Lestat, forsure. Even if he doesn’t believe in this shit, he would. He also spent the 90sand early 2000s doing those teen magazine quizzes like “are you and your crushcompatible?”/“will you have a spring or summer wedding?” about them and hedoesn’t regret a single moment spent on it.

I bet Louis will never admit it but he checked it out occasionally too.We see him.

[chanderylix]

Dating WayV would be like :

Hello I'm back with WayV!! Hope you enjoy this~

✨Request closed!✨ Rules and the groups that I write are in my masterlist ⬇️

M A S T E R L I S T

Kun

First, I want to tell you that you are the luckiest person in the world because you can be Qian Kun's girlfriend

Will treat you like a queen. Do you see him as a leader who treat the boys really well? Yeah, just like that

Will cook whatever you want if you're hungry. Will cook for you cause he's a 5 star chef

"What do you want for dinner today? I can cook whatever you want. Steak? Seafood? Chicken? What do you favor~"

STUDIO DATE! You know these days Kun spends his time in the studio, producing some songs. He will make some songs while holding your hands. If he looks tired, you can give him a little massage~ also asking you about the melody of his songs

The typical of boyfriend who proud of his girlfriend. When you talk to someone or talk to him, he will smile while looking at you

If you're far from him, he will always call you to make sure you're okay. Text message every hour to know how you doing and if you need something

PRODUCE A SONG FOR YOU! He likes to make some music that, inspire by you!

What he calls you : bao bei (which means baby in chinese)

Ten

You are Louis and Leon's favourite

CAT CAFE DATE! Since Ten really love cats, he really likes to go to cat cafe with you. He will also bring Louis and Leon to play with other cats! Don't forget to taking photos!

Also, aesthetic dates! Cause he is an aesthetic man, he would take you on a cafe with a beautiful decoration, take a LOT of pictures on your date and he would post it on instagram

Since he really like to learning languages, he would like you to teach him your language~

Also will teach you how to be a pro dancer like him. Even though you're not that good, but he will teach you in the SM practice room until you can!

SaSSY BOYFRIEND! But you already get used to it so he doesn't bothering you

He actually has a little bit romantic side. Like he always taking care of you. Once in a week you will have a skincare day with him~ using cute animal sheet mask together

"Kiss me, Y/n! Right now!" he teased you. He really like to tease you

He really likes art. He likes to draw you if he has spare time. Sometimes you help him going to some locations so he could paint it in his canvas and ended with paint war together!! (Stream PAINT ME NAKED by Ten!!)

What he calls you : babe, kitten

Winwin

Very very very romantic person. He just loves you soooo much and wants to protect you at all cost

Shyyyyyyy boy omg like I picture him as a shy boy. Cheeks get red when you compliment him

Always sending a selca everyday to you. After eat, after work, after practice, etc (if you subs to his bbl, you'll know)

PARK DATE! Going to the park with Winwin at night, holding hands while walking in the park. Or in Korea, maybe at Han River. Ordering some street foods, talking about what happen that day on the bench, you're head on his shoulder while he caressing your hair akxhslxjksnx

Even though he's an introvert, but with you, he's really talkative~

"I really miss Wang!! (his pet at China) *shows you his picture in his phone* this is him when he's 1 month old! And this is me holding Wang last month! He grows so well! You should meet him!"

Winwin would hug you 24/7 when he feels a little bit sad or when he's tired. He likes your scent so he will hide his face on the crook of your neck, you caressing his hair and sometimes kiss the top of his head. Cuddling and stay silent until he feels better and in the mood to talk to you

What he calls you : baobei (baby in chinese)

Lucas

This man. He's gonna treat you like an actual princess. Can you imagine him saying sweet things to wayzenni? Yes, you'll get that service every day~

Clingy!! He really likes it when he lays his head on your shoulder or thighs, while you caressing his hair. And really love hugs! His favorite hugs is hugging you from behind, wrap his hands on your waist, and put his chin on the top of your head (if you're a lot smaller) or on your shoulder

He really likes to tell the other members about you and your relationship! That's why people are reaaaallly jealous because you two are soooo cute!

NIGHT DRIVE DATE! Since he's really busy, he only has free time at night after 12 AM. After practicing, he'll pick you up with his car, and having night drive! Singing your fave songs, his left hand holding steering wheel while his right hand holding your thigh. Sometimes you guys went to a high place, watching the city full of lights from above

Having a bad day? No way!! Cause Lucas is coming to the rescue! "Don't worry, your handsome boyfriend will cheer you up!" he said

What he calls you : baby, my lady~~ (c'mon my lady~~)

Xiaojun

SING FOR YOUUUU. Imagine thay you're gonna listen to his angelic voice, while he plays the guitar, admiring you while sing some romantic songs

You're Bella's favorite! She is sooo happy because her dad (a.k.a your beloved boyfriend) loves you sooo much! Sometimes, you forget that you spend more time playing with Bella then Xiaojun. So he's gonna fake angry to you because he's jealous XD

When you have long distance relationship, you guys really like to having a video call every night before you sleep. He's gonna show you how he cut Bella's nail, how he do his skincare routine, singing you some lullabies before you guys get sleepy with the video call still connected

"Bella miss you! Umm.. Actually I'm the one who miss you hehe"

CONCERT DATE! Since he's into music and so are you, you guys really like to attending some concerts together! You and Xiaojun will holding hands and singing together. After watching concert, sometimes he's gonna bring you to karaoke!! He's never tired of singing~ he likes to sing "Just The Way You Are" by Bruno Mars while staring and smiling at you. After singing he'll kiss your cheeks!

Watching movies together! You and him likes to watch some movies on the sofa while cuddling to each other. When you guys watch sad movies, he's gonna cry a lot so prepare your shirt to be wet!

What he calls you : babe, honey

Hendery

CRACKHEAD COUPLES!! You and him likes to do some crazy things together such as you chasing him on the road vice versa, shouting at the empty road at night, playing with slide and swing at kids park, just do weird things in front of people and make them confuse! Actually you guys are like bestfriends!

But the most important thing, he really like to staring at you! If you look at some WayV interviews, he really likes to just staring at the camera, or at some videos where he likes to staring at Xiaojun. He really likes to admiring you, that's why he likes to staring at you

Baby boy indeed. He's the youngest child and also the only boy. That's why you have to take care of him!

ARCADE DATE!!! Since you and him really likes to play game, arcade is your favorite place! Playing some games together like pump it up, street fighters, or mario kart and then when you get lot of tickets, you will exchange it to cute big teddy bear! Or maybe he's just gonna play crane games and choosing that Pikachu doll for you~

ANIME BINGE WATCH! He reallly likes anime so make sure you watch it with him! Just prepare some popcorns and cola, watching anime on netflix while cuddling at each other~~ "Let's watch One Piece together!! Need your cuddles and kisses while watching!!" he said

Random photos to send you in your chats (if you subs to his bbl, you'll know), like food photos, or his feet, or his laptop

What he calls you : baby (first blood! nice baby~), princess (cause he's the prince)

Yangyang

As you know, Yangyang is a mischiveous boy so be prepare for it!! Sometimes he's mocking you, tickles you, ruin your hair, pinch your cheeks, and many more ~~

He really likes to writing some rap lyrics for you. If you guys met, he starts doing his freestyle rap. Sometimes he sings too (PETITION FOR MAIN VOCAL YANGYANG!!)

His favorite word : "I'M NOT A BABY! I'M GROWN UP NOW!!" (but still eats gummy bear)

NETFLIX (and chill lol no) date! Since Yangyang is an introvert, he doesn't really like to go out. He prefer laying on the sofa or bed rather than do a walk etc. So you guys usually enjoy watching netflix together, you lean on his chest cuddling each other, playing with your hair, or sometimes tickles you when he got bored with the movie/drama. Sometimes if he's too tired, he will sleep while hugging you until tomorrow

Sending. Selcas. To. You. Everday. Everywhere. (if you subs to his bubble, you'll know). I mean he likes to send some random selcas for you, like him with louis/leon/bella, when he wears a new hoodie, or even sending funny videos of him dancing to some random songs alone or with Hendery (yeah they're having fun with it)

Kinda "tsundere" boy. He feels like saying "I love you" is kinda cringe, but actually he really loves you. He shows it with act, not words

What he calls you : darling, pretty, sexy

[bluewinnerangel]

Most larries say Walls is 100% ab Harry while Fine Line is ab Harry's self discovery journey w gender and a long term r/ship and it makes me uneasy bc why do we base Louis whole album on loving Harry. Im not saying he doesn't talk ab H but it's weird that they base the entire album on him. I feel that leads to unhealthy expectations bc LT2 might not be that way and then you have ppl shaking. Do L&H write ab each other on every track? I doubt. Yeah they share a life but idk. am I making sense?

I don't know what most larries say about their albums really. Do they? 100% about Harry? That sounds pretty exaggerated. What have you been reading? I think I've said it in this longass post that I don't think they write as much about each other as some interpretations make it seem. You'd have to interpret their lyrics in a pretty literal sense, that everytime there's a hint of a romantic nature that must mean it's about each other right? But I don't think it is. loads of songwriters have nonromantic shit to write off their chests but reshape it into a lovesong.

Of course they are going to be included in each others work as they are included in each others life, like you say they share a life so that's just. The most rational conclusion here. I think just like Harry's music, Louis' is about himself, his life and his path and his growth and his wants and needs and yeah Harry's just, there too, because he's part of all of it and has been part of all of the stages and the "we" that came so far and all that. But it's still about Louis. It's his music. His work. Him.

Apparently I felt like pushing my opinions on all his songs in here so here's what I think about each song on Walls. An analysis is linked if I (or one I agree with - aaaaand it's mostly @ialwaysknewyouwerepunk's ones <3) have any:

KMM - double meaning industry struggles but I got No Control take my Stockholm Syndome Medicine we kinky what new what about it we nasty everyone else in the room can see it

DLIBYH - response to deep dark times (ESNY), yes it's reassuring Harry but then most of the lines are "whatever tears you apart" really written to a broader audience, with his fans in mind to have that comfort song that will work for whatever their struggles are

Two Of Us - his mom, grief.

We Made It - Louis and Harry. Them together.

Too Young - again them together, his own struggles throughout it all

Walls - Louis. All of Louis. Personal growth, career path, love life, just a fking masterpiece that has all of it.

Habit - Louis louis louis. I mean yeah the fucker be larrying hard (princess park aldkjslgkdjSON) but I do think Habit isn't centered around Harry. There's this concept of a relationship there but he's shut it down pretty hard that it was about his own, he really got it in there that he viewed this song as the described relationship being pretty toxic and that he didn't identify with that in his relationship, that his is chill (this was said in the context of E, but you know... maybe with his actual love life in mind). I think the song is about his job, being a public figure, singing, touring, and despite all the shit that comes with it still wanting to keep going, perhaps addressed to his audience or to ~those involved~, and its loaded with references to more specific situations / deeper struggles which I think circle back to 1D times and choices made during it just like Walls does, things we don't know about and can only speculate to make it make sense, and yeah probably these issues wouldn't exist the way they do if it weren't for his relationship with Harry, but the described relationship here, that love-hate relationship, isn't about theirs. (of course I'm claiming this shit and can't find the interview back where he says these things about his relationship in regards to the song and honestly it could have I CANT FIND IT and now I'm scared it might have been about Back to You or KMM and I'm full of shit here)

Always You - Them together. Again his own struggles throughout it all

Fearless - ...maybe written with Zayn in mind? (I know this just sounds like a Genius entry or a wild youtube comment but there's more to it ok) Or directed at his (and/or the people in his life in the same boat) younger self.

Perfect Now - 1D songs fanpiece but BOI O BOI NOW THIS IS ABOUT HARRY

Defenceless - If I Could Fly fanpiece but still his, Louis', struggles. (and I think part of the in Defenceless and IICF described issues COULD BE not addressed to each other but rather to the public. So again Harry's included in this, but it's not a monologue directed at him perhaps, or perhaps it is)

Only The Brave - gay anthem, it's ~a fking solo song~, Louis has said he wrote the least on this one. You can debate forever about this one but at the very least it's clear to me this is something Louis chose to end his album on and that wouldn't be if he didn't identify with it, and I see very little indication in there he meant that as a message about or to a lover.

So out of 12 songs, we got 3 obvious we're been in a longterm relationship and still are songs (WMI, Too Young, Always You), a song maybe originated from reassuring Harry but just reassuring everyone (DLIBYH), one nasty gay one (KMM), one I'm using your song to build my own song one (Defenceless), and the best cutest fucking thing that does sound like it's for and to and just everything about him Harry Harry Harry (Perfect Now). This is really highly similar to how much I think Harry writes about Louis really. If we're gonna compare. Which is a whole other question why would we even need do that.

As for LT2 expectations I don't wanna have any but I do have my ideas of whats to come. I think since Louis has hinted at its contents being closer to KMM, Walls, OTB, and Copy of a Copy, and also paired with this cryptic lil shit 369 illuminatispiracy whateverthehell stuff I do think his lyrics are going to be moving in a much more vague deeper brainpayne conceptual direction. That we can say byebye wave to the easy times with 1D-esque lyrics and tunes. Which yep sign me tf up.

[charliehoennam]

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last update: Sep. 22, 2024

Although I have written for other characters, I have decided to write for Charlie Hunnam's and Jake Gyllenhaal characters only.

Charlie Hunnam: Jackson Teller, Arthur Pendragon, Raymond Smith, Percy Fawcett, Henri "Papillon" Charrière, William “Ironhead” Miller, Bob Frey Jr., Kai, Stanley Kaminski

Jake Gyllenhaal: John Kinley, Danny Sharp, David Loki, Quentin Beck, Anthony Swofford, Brian Taylor, Lou Bloom, Tommy Cahill, Elwood Dalton, Rusty Sabich

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If any of the links do not work, please let me know so I can fix them as soon as possible. Here’s my list in alphabetical order ( * means smut is mentioned) Enjoy!😉

B O Y D H O L B R O O K

Amos Jenkins - little distractions series: part one / two

Doug Cleary - better luck next time

Peter Kristo - alrighty aphrodite

Quinn Mckenna - welcome home, captain * - quarantine pick-me-ups and eat-me-outs *

Steve Murphy - when the levee breaks*

William "Cap" Hatfield - untitled * 

C H A R L I E H U N N A M

Arthur Pendragon - untitled

Jackson Teller - patch-ups at 2 - untitled * - black-leathered prince

Raymond Smith - in sickness and in health - please and thank you *

William "Ironhead" Miller - drowned - the getaway - aftermath - birthday bliss * - forever home - feral love *

J A K E G Y L L E N H A A L

Anthony Clarie/Adam Bell - karma's kiss - one / two

Anthony Swofford series - 1: the set up / 2: the letter* / 3: the road trip*

Billy Hope - fists of fury

Brian Taylor - rainy day in

Danny Sharp - danny, the devil *(dark themes)

David Loki - sfw alphabet - forgiven - the dinner party * - dinner date - cat-n-mouse - beyond the badge series: one / two / three / four / five * - just need you * - to the moon - (his) birthday girl

Elwood Dalton - hero's homestead

Louis Bloom angel series (dark themes)*: one / two / three

John Kinley - untitled - take it all * - home again *

Quentin Beck - the conception *(dark themes)

Rusty Sabich - belong to no one else * - primetime *

Tommy Cahill - love in disguise * - from cramps to comfort

J O N B E R N T H A L

Frank Castle - old flame  - untitled * - vindicated *

Shane Walsh - saving shane * - untitled * 

P E D R O P A S C A L

Javier Pena - heat wave *

T O M H A R D Y

Alfie Solomons - my kitchen, my rules - faults of the father - gentle giant - in the dark series: prelude(ish) / part one / two  - untitled - first time for everything - sweet stranger series: part one / two

James Delaney - velvet dreams *

Reggie Kray - midnight lovers *

Tommy Conlon - surprise, surprise - quiet now - 2 o'clock stubble

V I K I N G S

Bjorn Ragnarsson - bjorn’s new wife *

Hvitserk Ragnarsson - to the rescue(s) - the funeral series: part one / two *

Ivar Ragnarsson - romantically series: part one / two * - playing dead

Ragnar Lothbrok - freed series : part one / two

Sigurd Ragnarsson - in solitude *

Ubbe Ragnarsson - poor little omega * (A/B/O) - learn to listen

[sunflowerim]

〃Rim's Library〃

social media au/headcanons/one shots masterlist (marauders, bts, larry)

[ click on the underlined names ]

M A R A U D E R S / W O L F S T A R :

one shot -

1st September, 1971

A small headcanon in the honour of the 50th anniversary of the Marauders starting school together.

smau -

IF THE MARAUDERS HAD INSTAGRAM

A mini series (smau) giving a glimpse of what it would be like if the marauders had instagram.

UNDER THE MISTLETOE

Modern day marauders smau where a drunk and possibly jealous Remus keeps moving the mistletoe around so that no one can kiss Sirius at the Christmas party.

LOVER

Modern day wolfstar smau where Remus and Sirius accidentally become famous on twitter because of a drunk encounter and Sirius wants to find Remus again.

song fic -

Your touch brought forth an incandescent glow (tarnished but so grand) [ ivy - taylor swift ]

Wolfstar au where everyone is born with a dark stain on their skin where their soulmate will touch them for the first time and once they do it turns into a million colours. Except, Sirius does not have a soul mark and Remus' soul mark keeps him anxious all the time.

You drew stars around my scars but now I'm bleeding [ cardigan - taylor swift ]

Wolfstar headcanon from Remus' pov taking place after the Battle of the Department Of Mysteries in Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.

I like shiny things but I'd marry you with paper rings [ paper rings - taylor swift ]

5th year wolfstar au. The one where the tables have turned and Sirius finds himself pining over his best friend.

If the whole world was watching I'd still dance with you [ this town - niall horan ]

Post wizarding war wolfstar au. Having come close to losing everything in the Wizarding war, Sirius reflects on what he wants most in his life and the answer is always clear - Remus.

If I didn't know better, I'd think you were still around [ marjorie - taylor swift ]

They were okay. And they were hopeful. Until they were not. Marauders au where the war took away two people Remus held very dear to his heart, leaving him to deal with the aftermath on his own.

You can throw a party full of everyone you know, you can start a family who will always show you love [ matilda - harry styles ]

Marauders au where Sirius hasn't had a "happy" birthday in a long time, but bad times don't last forever, right? Sirius has never had a reason to celebrate birthdays before, but of course, life at Hogwarts came with an additional bunch of idiots who Sirius clearly underestimated.

I was enchanted to meet you [ enchanted - taylor swift ]

Just another day in the wolfstar alternate universe. Just another Taylor song I managed to pull them into. wolfstar au written for @/wolfstarmicrofic 's prompt

I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever [ in the stars - benson boone ]

Journal entries of our resident drama queen, Sirius Black. 12 birthdays. 12 entries. And a great deal of friendship, pining, love and heartbreak. Wolfstar au.

B T S :

Naamkook one tweet au

Taegi one tweet au

Jinkook one tweet au

L A R R Y :

I LOVE YOU 3000!

“Your eyes”

“Excuse me?”

“You asked what my favourite colour is, so yeah. Your eyes”

Or smau where Harry is a famous actor and Louis is a cute journalist who’s trying not to flirt back with the incredibly handsome man he’s interviewing.

IS THIS SEAT TAKEN?

Short smau where Harry and Louis are regular customers at a cafe and have been stealing glances at each other for quite sometime until Harry decides to do things his way.

Cue Halloween, pranks and missing ingredients.

Your coffee shop au. ☕

HOLIDATE!

Smau where Harry works at Louis’ favourite bakery and has been ditched by his own family right before Christmas. In a moment of bravery Louis invites him over to his family Christmas to solve problems of his own.

DATE GONE WRONG

“What if he got stood up?”

“Or, the date is running late-”

“But what if not?”

Or smau where Harry thinks Louis is his blind date and Louis plays along thinking Harry got stood up but both were wrong.

[imagine-lcorp]

Wandering Hearts (One Shot)

Request

"I know we're not together anymore, but it doesn't mean that I stopped caring about you" ex-gf reader offering to share her umbrella with Lena. R walks Lena home and they have a heart to heart talk about why they broke up that leads some passionate I'm-sorry-and-im-never-letting-you-go sex

A/N: Well hello, my dears, hope you’re enjoying the holidays and I’m here with a long due request. Yeah I know I’m falling behing but we’ll get there when we have to. In the meantime pls enjoy and again HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! Let me know what you think and love y’all!!!

Lena Luthor x Fem!R//Word Count: 1,674 -------------------------------------------------

Big dark clouds, a cold breeze and a soft drizzle. With a weather like this, it was best to have a nice umbrella with you, you had said. If you didn't want to get yourself soaked in that same drizzle that could turn into pouring rain. She should have listened to you, she thought, and not just about the weather.

Standing outside the L-Corp building, Lena had been sheltering herself, waiting for the rain to stop so she could head to her apartment. She had been thinking about you more than she would have wished that day, making her tasks in the company almost insufferable. It seemed better to think about you in a more private place, where at least you could not distract her any further. The rain, however, seemed to have other plans for her.

She took her phone then with a defeated sigh, and was about to call her driver, when a silhouette approached beside her, putting a shadow between her head and the grey sky above.

"Going home?" Your voice eased the growing alarms in Lena's head.  She turned to look at you, an apologetic smile on the corner of your lips.

She was startled for a moment, trying to share a smile that didn't reach her eyes with you. "Trying to."

"Waiting for your driver?" You moved under the umbrella, close enough to feel Lena's warmth but still putting some space between you. So near and yet so far, Lena thought.

"No, I sent him home for the day. I was hoping I could walk myself home for a change." She admitted and shook her head. "I should just take a cab."

"I shall wish you good luck.." You turned to look at the street in front of you. "The traffic is horrible with a rain like this and most taxis are probably taken by now."

Lena observed the car lines in front of her as if for the first time. The cars advanced slowly under the rain with irritated drivers while other people tried to find some shelter. Doing the math, it was faster to walk to her apartment than to wait for another car to take her there.

"I could walk you home." The words left your mouth before you could even try to stop them and, this time, Lena was taken aback.

She didn't want to reject you but the idea of walking with you, of sharing some time again, together, made her feel unsure of herself.

"That's if you still want to take that walk." You said hesitantly.

"Oh, I wouldn't want to bother." She said with a too polite tone.

"No bother at all. It's just a few blocks away and there's enough room for both of us here. Unless you don't wanna get your Louis Vuitton wet." You said teasingly, bouncing the umbrella in your hand as some drops were making their way down the floor.

It made Lena chuckle. When you talked like this, it almost seemed like not a single thing had changed between you two. "Alright, just because I'm getting cold."

"Sure." You offered her your arm, the one holding the umbrella so you could walk side by side.  "Careful with the puddles."

There was a hint of hesitation as Lena took it but you decided to ignore it. You shouldn't have to make it hard on each other, you thought, but after a few steps a rather awkward silence settled between you two. You knew it was not ideal. Things had not ended quite well last time you had seen each other but that didn't mean you wouldn't help her if she needed. Although you would have preferred to see Lena again with other settings, with less sour memories stuck in your head and with a heart that didn't beat like crazy every time you thought about her.

As you two walked you tried to appear distracted, trying to find something more interesting to look at. You had no idea what to do but keep walking and hope it wasn't long before you reached Lena's apartment, where you would say goodbye again and then go about your day like nothing had happened. However, that was a thought that didn't sit quiet well with you either.

After a few minutes of walking, you realized it was a bit difficult to keep walking beside each other with all the people that was now coming to the sidewalk. The rain had lessened for a little, so it was safer for people to run where they needed. At some point, you had to squeeze yourselves against each other, trying not to collide against the people passing by.

"Sorry." You said as you came face to face with Lena.

"Don't worry, it's nothing." She said with a little smile.

"No, I mean...I'm sorry." You said, realizing something after a long time.

Lena was confused for a second. "What for?"

"For everything." You said and she understood.

Lena looked into your eyes for a moment, looking for words unspoken. She looked for a shadow of reproach or complain, whatever sign that could confirm just how bad she had messed up your past relationship. There was nothing there but longing and honesty. She shook her head and parted from you, continuing with your walk.

"I'm the one who should have said it. You had every right to be angry with me then." She kept her pace, carefully avoiding the people passing by.

"Still didn't mean I had to lash out at you the way I did." You almost missed a step, but you didn't stop.

You remembered your last conversation, wincing a bit at the memory. If you had a chance to make it up to her for the way things had ended that day, you were going to take it. Even if that was by simply holding and umbrella over her head.

"I didn't make it easy for you." She sighed. "I kept so many things and every time you tried to reach out, I would just push you away."

"I knew you had to sometimes but..." There was a burning question in the tip of your tongue. "Was it really that hard to talk to me?"

"My life's not easy, (Y/N). I wanted to protect you but... I only ended up putting you in one of my little boxes."  

"Yeah, little boxes, all the time." You said quietly.  

"It should have been a relief, not having to worry about me after all that." Lena turned to look at you again, noticing the little frown you had now in your expression.

"Honestly? Not really." You sighed heavily this time, leaving the warm air leave your lungs into the cold of the evening. "If anything, it's been harder trying not to do that. Sometimes I'm watching the news, and they talk about you, and I wonder If you're doing alright or if anything has happened because I think you look more tired than usual. Then I wanna ask if you're okay but then I'm not sure if I should. "

"I wouldn't mind if you asked."

"That worries me too. That you wouldn't mind anymore." You said defeated. "We're here." You said after a moment stopping in front of a large building.

Lena recognized it as her own and she realized the walk was over. She wished to say so much more, to let you know you were still important to her, that you were still in her mind at all times. It was hard to open up, and she wondered if after all this time that could even make a difference. But just like you, she thought she could take one last chance.

"Would you like a cup of tea? Or something?" She said before you had to let her go.

You raised a brow in surprise but managed a little smile in the end. You understood it as it was, an invitation to enjoy yourselves a little more. "I would like that very much."

The conversation in her apartment had a lighter tone you both waited for your beverages to be ready. Topics about your works, friends and family were revisited with cordiality until your conversation started to feel more familiar and comfortable, even making a couple of jokes and complaining about whatever thing. You had never talked this much before.

"I missed this." You said after a while. Both of you sitting close to each other around her kitchen counter.

"What?" Lena smiled.

"Talking." You said with a little smile of your own.

"Me too." Lena looked at the cup between her hands. "If we had only talked like this before..."

"We still could, you know." You said a little bit hesitant but ready to make amends. "We could just talk, listen to each other. I know we're not together anymore, but it doesn't mean that I stopped caring about you."

"I know." Lena looked into your eyes again. "I didn't either."

At that moment, the world seemed to shift into its axis. Simple words held so much more meaning after all this time and all the circumstances. None of you could, nor wished to, stop the kiss that came after this.

In a second, you felt Lena's lips over your own, nervous but sweet as you returned the kiss. It had been too long since you had been apart but it felt like the first time. Before of after, nothing mattered but that moment. Words weren't needed anymore as you reached with hands and lips, to confess all the longing you had been holding for each other.

Your lips find their way to Lena's neck, her hands roaming your waist and back, pushing you together as if it were possible to melt against each other. The raind and cold weather didn't bother you anymore as you made your way safely under Lena's covers. Clothes discarded and skin on fire.

When morning found you again, wrapped in each others arms, you knew this time your wandering hearts would find a home in each other. Something that needed no words. An apology and a promise, that you would never let each other go again.