#let's see if they are mad

[the-lokal-homo]

This is gonna be a sad and personal one

Soooo, I have a big anxiety disorder, social anxiety/phobia, and all that. I have been in therapy for nearly 4 years and counting, and it really helps.

So when I was supposed to have my first theoretical driving lesson today. I really did believe in myself, I knew I was scared, but my anxiety got so much better over the years that I thought u could handle it. Turns I couldn't.

My brother drove me there, I cried before we even got into the car, and I was repeating the same sentence over and over again.

"I can do it"

And I believed it. I really did. My brother also did. He was also like, "Yeah! You can do it." I cried again in the car but was still repeating that sentence. He made a stop shortly before we were there, so I could have some extra time to hype myself up. I still really believed in myself at that moment. But then we were standing in front of it, I could see the group of people, and everything I learned, every progress I made was gone in that moment.

Amd I DID make progress, I am able to ask questions, and talk to people I never met, yes, I'm still scared af but I cam do it. So much progress, so many things I am able to do now that I wasn't even half a year ago gone in half a second.

So, I saw all these people in there, turned to my brother, and repeated a new sentence, "Can you please turn around?" Ofc, I said it in different variations."Can we please turn around?","can you please turn around?","please, can you run around?","can we please just go back home?" And many more.

He did. He turned around, we drove home.

And he isn't mad, my parents also won't be mad, I know that. But I am. I am mad at myself, I am extremely disappointed. One thing I am very proud of is that I don't run. I once had a big panic attack while holding a presentation. A really big one, I needed to sit down, or I would have broken down, barley could form sentences, bit I didn't run. The teacher told me I should take I all the time I needed, that they would wait, and what did I do? I went on. My voice was extremely shaky, it took time for me to form words, and I cried while saying a few of them, but I didn't run. And now? Now I DID run. That is what I did, I ran away. The thing I always was so proud of, that I don't run, didn't work. It's fucking disappointing. I am fucking disappointed in myself, and I think I have the right to be.

I know that if I wouldn't talk about me, that if I would talk about anyone else, I would think differently. I would be all "healing has its ups and downs, this was an down, but that's ok. It was a down to your standard now, but still a big up if you look at the way you would have handled it a few years ago. You wouldn't even left the house then!" But I'm not talking to someone else, I am talking to myself and yeah, tomorrow when I look back I will see it the way I would have seen it if it would have been someone else, but not today. Not right now. Right now I'm mad, right now I am disappointed because I KNOW I can do it, I know that but I still didn't. And I don't know why? That's the problem. Normally, I know we're the step back comes from, but not this time.

I really thought I could do it. I knew I did.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

An unbothered queen has entered, and subsequently left.

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[thebrainrotsreal]

Freeing myself from the shackles of an organized comic format to get this idea out of my head!! Also, just follow the numbers if the layout is too confusing otherwise, but basically I want Spectra to be Jazz's Nemesis so bad. It just makes sense.

SO: the hypothetical episode's showdown would be them battling, and no Danny, he's already got beef with a packers obsessed billionaire. Now, Spectra's got the high ground with overwhelming power, but she's sloppier and easily irritated because of it! Jazz then outsmarts her, getting her angry enough to make enough mistakes to be corned and canned by the thermos.

Also minor spelling error ugh, meant to put "no one could", not "no could".

[ryssbelle]

Brozone reunion concepts for this little thing based on this ask

As stated in the ask idk fully how this moment would go, this concept was mostly building off the premise presented within the ask :D

Bonus:

[opikiquu]

my life a movie (PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR)

[aestheticallynotdeerlightful]

Style swap- Invader Zim and Psychonauts

Cause I thought it would be fun and practice

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(Please do not use or repost my works anywhere without explicit permission from me first thank you <3)

[yumethefrostypanda]

Lieutenant Ghost 💀

[bet-on-me-13]

Fright Knight adopts Danny

So.

Lets say that Danny had his Accident way earlier than in Canon, let's say when he was 6.

He becomes a Halfa instantly and is transported to the Realms. He wanders around aimlessly as he tries to find a way back to his home.

He is scared and alone, and can't find a safe place to rest without the random monsters of the Realms attacking him, so when he finds a scary looking Castle he decides that it's better than nothing and sneaks in.

Unfortunately, he is followed by a Monster and has to defend himself. He quickly grabs the nearest weapon he can find, a cool looking green sword, and tries to defend himself.

He nearly manages to beat the Monster, but the sword is knocked out of his hands and he is pinned to the ground. Suddenly, the Monster cries out in pain, and Space itself warps and contorts as the Monster is sucked away to some other location (sucked into the nightmare dimension)

Where the Monster used to be standing was now a 7 Ft Tall, extremely intimidating, Knight holding the green sword from earlier.

Danny, injured and out of energy, just collapses and hopes that the knight won't kill him.

...

Fright Knight didn't know what to expect when he felt his sword be pulled from it's resting place.

Maybe Plasmius had tried stealing it again? Or some random Magician had stolen it for Power? Or maybe some Blob Ghost had knocked it over while wandering about?

Whatever the case, he wasn't expecting a Baby to he the one using his Sword. And not just a Ghost who had formed recently, it was a Literal Baby who had just become a Ghost.

He didn't expect to become a Dad like this, but he wouldn't complain either

[guysappreciation]

Thor Odinson Thor: Love and Thunder (2022)

[dootznbootz]

I fucking love Odysseus and Menelaus as a character dynamic so much. They are so so different in personality but in their goals they are so similar.

Both loving husbands and fathers. Willing to do anything and practically anything for the ones they cared for. Despite their differences in where their morals lie, this is something consistent and I love them for it.

[sketchingstars03]

okay guys Undertale AU Fandom PSA we gotta set something straight

UTMV is our fandom’s acronym, not UTAU

UTAU doesn’t stand for Undertale AU, it’s the name of a vocal synthesizer program akin to Vocaloid.

UTMV stands for Undertale Multiverse and will prevent fandom mix-ups

Please I don’t wanna confuse the vocal synth fandom with our nonsense (affectionate), they shouldn’t have to witness Sans Undertale flooding their tag when they just wanna see Kasane Teto 😭

[deimosatellite]

like idk it just seems actually nefarious to take one of the very few widely known instances of queerness in older history being a symbol to show queer people that we've always existed and aren't alone for CENTURIES and taking away the queerness from it. like. i know some people say that ''the queerness isnt important in the book" which i mean in my opinion i could go off for 10k words in an essay as to how basil's love for dorian is integral to the story BUT EVEN APART from that its really just. having a real explicitly queer character in such an old and widely regarded classic novel is HUGE for queer history and this is just. literally like. its 2024. why are you doing queer erasure to DORIAN GRAY

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

"What do you mean their name isn't Beef?"

(for @moondal514)

[tanglepelt]

Dc x dp idea 168

Flash messes with time, in doing so Danny ends up in a bad position.Danny was totally by coincidence summoned to clockworks towers. He gets back to see His parents way are now way big mad scientist. Like on the leagues watch list mad scientist. Like villainous mad scientist. But the two do hide there identities shockingly well.

Danny in this never had his accident. So his parents had enlisted his rouges to help cause chaos and mayhem. The world is now constantly pestered by ghost from the zone.

Phantom does not exist. No one is friends with jazz or Danny out of fear.

Jazz is the one to realize something is wrong, followed by the parents who want to forcibly make Danny help them, even if it means breaking him. Jazz helps Danny escape.

Danny had it and knows it has to be flashes fault. Clockwork has told him stories about flash, mainly to make fun of him. But it has to be his fault.

Cue Danny dragging jazz along to go yell at flash for messing with time. Flash has no idea who Danny is (he was small time Danny had avoided them). Danny is not having it at all just screaming at him about his parents being crazy, none of his friends being his friends and blames him for the ghost problem now facing the world.

[teslacoils-and-hubris]

You'd be surprised by how many mad scientists get into fabric arts. It starts with stitching up corpses and patching torn lab coats, and then you're learning to knit to pass the time while waiting for an experiment and all the sudden you're genetically engineering sheep to have naturally blue wool to make your own yarn because you're sick of the cheap synthetic stuff at craft stores

[livesincerely]

I need to write a fic with a pining Davey who loves Jack so fucking much, but it also makes him like… irrationally pissed off at all times. He’s like, I didn’t used to be like this. I used to be a functioning human being. Then Jack Kelly came along and smiled at me with his pretty boy face and his big brown eyes and this is actually the worst thing that’s happened to me, ever. All I want to do is hold his hand and pet his hair and it’s filling me with the rage of a thousand suns. No one knows suffering as I do.