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sleepy-yet-intruiged · 2 years

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Heeeeyyy, may i request flustering Jade,Floyd,Leona and Ruggie pleaaaasseeeeee???

Tweels, Leona Kingscholar & Ruggie Bucchi flustered HCs

[sorry this took a while, i was having a hard time coming up with anything for the tweels and Leona]

Jade Leech

what kind of ultimate flirt are you /j

he looks stunned for a split second before turning away

tries his best to hide how flustered he is, but you can see his cheeks turning light pink

100% tries to fluster you back

“Oh my, aren’t you quite the charmer. [insert smooth pick-up line]”

this fucking Bastard Man (affectionate)

don’t start a competition over this. You Will Not Win

Floyd Leech

unlike his brother, Floyd will absolutely show how flustered he is

“Aaaah? Little fishy’s got me all warm and fuzzy inside…”

gives you a big hug and spins you around while laughing

probably drags you around with him for the rest of the day

you made this eel so happy :)

Leona Kingscholar

oooooooh boy

this will go one of two ways

if he’s feeling tired, he’ll put up an act of “whatever. fuck you” but you can see him becoming softer

but if he’s already in a better mood, he’ll smirk in a smug way and try to fluster you back

might pull you into his arms so you can nap together

this fucking Bastard Man (affectionate) 2.0

…wait, is he purring?

Ruggie Bucchi

he is SO CUTE when he’s embarassed

his face goes all red and he just kinda stands there, processing what happened

once he gets over the initial shock, he recollects himself and cackles

“If ya like me so much, why don’tcha buy me some donuts to prove it, hm?”

if you point out that he’s still blushing, he gets flustered all over again

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huehoa17 · 4 months

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#huehoa17 #hoa's art #hoa giang #ocs #rigby Thanh #siomari Payton Ortiz Vazquez #sketch #traditional art #since not a lot of people read my oc post I’ll ramble a bit #it has been a pain in the ass for the past several weeks to even upload images in my side blogs and I’ve only been able to do this now #is switching to my iPad now. so I’m pissed off by this since I can’t use my phone to upload anymore. I can upload text but that’s it #well the good news is that I can upload photos and AK screenshot in a better quality #I sound really nit picky here but hey. for something that I’ve used ever since I’ve joined. I might be a bit mad for this to occur #back to the ocs and art in general #I’ve only had a rough sketch for these so I don’t know when I’ll make a more detailed rendition in the future #I’m pretty burned out from life in general so that might be bugging me more nowadays #in the meantime take these loose sketches for now and in the future.#and take care as always. I hope that you may be able to have some water for yourself!#*this was drafted a long time ago*#Lesbian #yuri

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reamed · 27 days

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ya know what I’m deciding not to give a shit if my job doesn’t like me missing work bcuz I’m in agonizing pain

#txt #it is what it is #fuck it we ball #like idk what else to do #and it really erks me that my boss thinks she has the right to tell me I need to go to the doctor #because bitch I’ve been all my life I’ve been misdiagnosed with stomach viruses utis and it’s never that #I’m not risking being misdiagnosed again. I’m waiting for my gyno appointment bcuz it has fucking everything to do with my period/reproduct #REPRODUCTIVE ORGANS #like hire more people if it’s such a loss when I’m gone ??????#don’t fucking text me telling me that “As a mom I’d tell my kid to go to the doctor😇 as if my parents aren’t fully aware of the pain I’m in #and have been fully aware since I was 10 years old #I know what’s going on bitch I don’t need to waste money at a walk in clinic for them to tell me I have a uti or my stomach is just hurting #u think jus fucking about with this shit. no I plan for this every month. usually it’s not terrible. this month has been hell #there’s nothing I can do to avoid it. I take meds and they barely do anything #i deserve to rest bcuz I’ve been busting my ass this year and last through this pain #i can afford to miss a few days off work. sorry yall can’t #I’m sorry for ranting this had jus been an issue my whole life. they used to grill me as a kid at school for missing #and it reminds me of that so much and it makes me feel like a child again #being told It’s JuSt period CrAmpS just TakE medicine #meanwhile I’m literally puking from pain #meanwhile my insides feel like they are blistering and on fire and my lower body is being yanked to the floor #ok sowwy I’m gonna go cry about it now

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crossbackpoke-check · 10 months

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Substance, Shadow, and Spirit [remixed, abridged] by Tao Yuanming

#liv in the replies #patrice bergeron #boston bruins #brad marchand #do you ever think about how brad marchand said that when bergy retired he would retire or are you capable of normal thought i'm not at all #please say a gratitude for both my sanity& y'all that this poem (which has been saved in my camera roll with the vague idea of using it for #??? long) & not one of the poems i had saved for carey for a really long time & remixed & everything with another poem until i found a poem #that absolutely murdered me in cold blood but there is an alternate universe where i did& then had to explain my unhinged thoughts to you.#anyway how are we feeling about bergy retirement. pspspspsp sara & luna are y'all doing okay like. the doc title for this one was #patrice the hockey player means a lot to me but patrice the person means so much more #which is why the end line of the other poem was so *%"@^)! (you love / what you are) because patrice does. like he is a whole ass good huma #& now since no one asked i need to tell you all the details about everything also y'all please clap i made an edit with NO baby pictures #although i did find one & save it & minimal genres of photo i always use in edits because they're my taste & aesthetic but anyway.#when i saved the first photo and marked it as one i wanted i accidentally wrote “how will he know they love him” which is not the line but #makes me feel feral about patrice & the rest of them all had hurtful names too but also. the third picture is literally a CELLY like brad #just scored a goal & he is clinging to bergy for dear life with that shit i saved that as “oh the agony on his face for unendurable”#& yes it is one of my cliches to have a draft day picture but in my defense the lifelong bond that patrice has/d with boston deserved to be #there even if i put in the love story & YES that picture is from the 2011 playoff right below it shared joy & pain & i couldn't tell you #when the brad marchy photo for together forever is except for the fact that i saw it & just the gut punch of oh my god the way he looks at #things men will praise you for is the stanley cup. duh. but i love the contrast of “some deed” being the stanley cup but then #bergy's choice to do noble deeds (ends up still earning praise &that's my note to his efforts outside of hockey we love a supportive captai #should also mention the first two i came up with & had the photos i knew i wanted for were the first and last one alskaldk but i KNEW i #wanted chara somewhere in the paragraph about leaving & then while i was looking found the one of bergy playing tuukka on accident & yes #i do have to make goalie jokes every time. no reprieve . no dice/no deal/no goal goalies have no rest/reprieve etc etc the one that killed #me though was looking for a patrice award pic & i wanted basically the one that i got for “how will you know any will praise you” & instead #also got the picture of patrice winning the some community hero award for charity work that he does & i love him mama & of COURSE that puck #is from bergy's 1000 game who do you think I am (if you guessed sleepy and emotional about patrice you'd be right) and ALSO please be ready #for all the patrice posts/bruins posts that have been sitting in my drafts to be released on this occasion of patrice retirement #I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT TUUKKA ALSO RETIRED THAT’S WHY HE WAS ON WISE OR SIMPLE NO REPRIEVE AND THAT LATE OR SOON WAS ALWAYS GOING TO BE #CHARA BECAUSE CHARA LEFT FIRST TO GO TO THE CAPS AND THEN LEFT IN RETIRMENT HE LEFT SOON BUT NOT FOR REAL THEN LATER LEFT FOR REAL (RETIRED)

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sophiethewitch1 · 2 months

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in my hater era

#sophie speaks #tw vent #like. what. what???#i do try not to upset anyone with trauma dumping or whatever but sometimes that bites me in the ass because people assume I'm not strugglin #struggling hugely #had one of my most violent meltdowns ever recently and it was after pushing myself to do something #and you know. thats on me #but saying like #im NOT trying??#i dont want to start any problems but oh my GOD what do you think being sick constantly does to a person #what???#trying to be a proper adult here but i am quite upset #idk how are you supposed to deal with shit like this #express this has upset you and that you are having a hard time #but then they dont believe you??#trauma dump it is. hope you enjoy my psychiatrists notes #like im level 2 support needs autistic. i need a little fucking leeway or i genuinely try to kill myself #i KNOW its pathetic i KNOW its weak but my number one priority is keep myself alive #im so tired #ive been suicidal for like 7 years now #my life sucks so incredibly hard and I'm in constant pain and that just #it doesnt make me willing to deal with this shit #cripplepunk core lmao #cripple and im going to kill you #this is just geniunely upsetting #i feel like i need a good cry #i really am so tired #i feel like i just dont want to do this #why am i paying for this? why am i doing this?#if im not enjoying this why the fuck would i do it

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ramenwithbroccoli · 2 months

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sometimes all you need in life is a fucked up little soldier-doctor-author-scifi pioneer-traveler from 1812

#oh teodor tripplin. we're really in it now aren't we #the guy has been to more places than i will be in my life probably #you won't believe how much pain in the ass is finding his works. but i will persist #this mans biography reeds like he's someone's dnd character rather than a real person #marius von raum wants what this guy has (a doctorate. maybe even three doctorates. what a guy)#if destiny is real then my role on this earth is to make dr Tripplin more popular so HIS BOOKS ARE AVAILABLE SOMEWHERE AT LEAST #seriously considering making my own translation into english so it can reach a bigger audience #my only expirience is translating stuff for translating competition in middle school & high school. seems good enough #teodor tripplin #ramblings

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undead-potatoes · 7 months

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I wonder if brain fog counts as a type of executive dysfunction bc when my brain fog gets bad every task is just a big, black hole

I'll try to do something for 5 hours straight that should take 30 minutes tops, and I still can't fucking do it

#Sunny Life #brain fog has been really bad lately and it has made doing literally anything a huge pain the ass and it's so frustrating #like my brain is just stodgy oatmeal

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khlur · 2 months

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i want so badly to be honest and straightforward w my parents but they make it so needlessly painful.

#damned if u do damned if u don't #long ago i learnt that i could not be vulnerable w them #'just talk w them just cut them off' they make it so hard. not because they love me but bcs they are manipulative and well connected #cutting them off is so tempting but there are a thousand things to factor in there #and i am not sure i will leave such a situation alive #but keeping them in my life is also just painful #i have slowly been reducing contact with them #but my father has been so on my ass about communicating #like brother you did not give one single flying FUCK when i told you i wanted to kill myself and drop out of my MSc #but now that i've gone 5 months without a job ur like 'why can't you communicate'

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king-carnivore-creations · 4 months

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Finally finished this fucking commission from my friend as part of her Twitch subathon

My ADHD finally agreed with me enough that I could focus on drawing today lmao

#art #my art #digital art #illustration #king carnivore art #art commish #art commisions #life kept getting in the way and my depression has been a pain in my ass so thats why it took me 3 months lol

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no1ryomafan · 5 months

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We’re gonna ignore the fact it’s nearly 3 am while I type this but I’m gonna for once embrace my true cringe-I say as cringe is dead-and admit at least here since I said it on twit but not everyone follows me there that I’ve been cooking up a getter crossover fic with mega man ZX of all things. Why? Well next to mega man being what truly sparked my obsession for robots and ZX is my favorite series of the franchise there is a scary amount of similarities between the two that a crossover unironically fucking works well. Like I don’t think it was anything intentional, ZX definitely has some mecha influence like every other mega man series but it was more so (obviously) inspired off of toku if we focus on an genre in Japan. However both in a way can be boiled down to “humanity’s future is tied directly to machines” and “destiny is my path to choose” in terms of narrative themes so they legit stick together sososso well.

(also I noticed like- Arma!Kei and Go and Ashe and Grey are almost scarily fucking similar minus Ashe&Grey actually getting to know each other since that sadly doesn’t happen-in the manga they do meet but they aren’t related rip-in game but I might need to save that for a different post even though it’s not at all in the au since there’s no place for it I just I rotate it constantly)

Me and my beta reader were so insane enough that for nearly a YEAR we figured out this au because it was just “what if ryoma but in ZX” for the longest fucking time I’m not fucking exaggerating because it’s a semi trend of mine to want to throw ryoma into other series even if I’ve mostly restrained myself with this 💀 But when the fic is up I will likely be tagging it under ZXG so it’s easy to organize so yeah.

#meg text #fanfic rambles #au rambles #crossover au #getter robo #mega man zx #also chapter 1 has been written but idk when this is going up #mainly because my life is gonna be busy and I just finished another chapter fic #so I should rest even if the worms are tingling #I’ve been like- scared to admit this because the getter tag is filled with crossovers and I was the first to not write one #but this au is different ig since I’m actually using the getter cast which NONE of the crossovers ever do #and this isn’t to throw shade bc I’m not gonna judge someone’s work but man if I don’t hate that trend #Also ZX tag also has this issue but the difference is before I came you could actually find fics in that tag #It’s main writer is just someone writing omega fics which good for them but hey there’s a good zx3 fic there #oh and I would’ve made a tag for this au sooner but I’m so slow with digital art *sobs*#I mainly do sketches but even then I haven’t drawn this au ENOUGH but I should more #the designs I made are legitimately fun and more easier on my art style #esp when hayato isn’t a fucking pain in the ASS for once to draw #oh and I need to make a “is that a ZXG reference?!” Meme with ooc spoilers sometime soon #just to confuse people and give them a idea wtf I’m planning

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zevrans · 1 year

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#having mental breakdown and crying at midnight because i don't want to get hurt again in my next root canal session 🥴🥴🥴#is possible to have a ptsd from dealing with root canals?? because i think i have successfully developed one last month..#the amount of pain i went through in the dentist chair.. i've been jumping and enduring and anesthetics wouldn't work no matter #how much the dentist gave me.. literally the worst physical pain in my entire life hands down #i'd honestly choose my worst period cramps with temperature and etc i had over what i experienced throughout last month in that chair #only to find out i have to go through this again with another tooth..#i literally had half of my face paralyzed at one moment at the amount of anesthetics she gave me and STILL it hurted as hell #i don't understand why i have to go through so much pain.. i had appointment next week #but i am going to go there tomorrow i dont care there has to be someone on the emergency shift this poison or w/e is it called they put #to kill the nerves in the canals is causing me unbelievavle amount of pain ALL of my upper and down teeth on the side of this tooth are #hurting and aching and the pain strikes the jaw i've took all the painkillers we had in the house abd nothing worked i dont get it;;;;#if it wasn't free healthcare i'd just pull out these mofos honestly rather going through this 🤡🤡🤡#sorry this huge ass rant i will delete later i just neede to vent 😩#tbd

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pepprs · 1 year

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not to be a pain-crazed wild animal. i KNOW i do this every time. but p*riods are so fucking crazy. like my cr*mps are so bad my body is trying to strangle itself but im awake and i need to be at work in 2 hrs and get thru an entire 9 hr workday as if im not in excruciating pain and im gonna bring my heating pad and my p*in r*lief cr*am if you catch my drift (💀) and i’ll need to use them DURING a busy day in which i will not see any other ppl who get periods in person and using them is gonna be a whole awkward thing. like omg. this is not fucking normal lol