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I was daydreaming about them
new style i wanted toooooo tryyyyy
#bg3 wyll#wyll ravengard#wyllyam ravengard#wyll#bg3 karlach#karlach#karlach cliffgate#bg3 dammon#dammon#wyll x karlach x dammon#prince charmings and their blacksmith#dammons got their backs always <3#i honestly think theyre so cute bruh imagine wyll trying out all the gear dammons proud of#like bitch do u want me to die
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this is a piece from my silver artbook, currently accepting preorders!! u can get a copy here!
non-UK: suntails.bigcartel.com
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#SILVER GET UP UR GONNA DIE DOING WHAT U LOVE!!! EATING MUSHROOM RISOTTO!!!! hes DROWNING#twisted wonderland#jade making no effort to stop this just like ! wow! let me observe golly gee! i think they r soso silly jade i love u#the person in the foreground is a mystery. it is whoever u want it to be. anyone but diasom methinks bc otherwise he'd be up top#the separate section stuff. rest assured a bitch never forgets a detail. i KNOW i already thought of it#also the floor reflections were fun. okay thats it#twst#twst silver#jade leech#ruggie bucchi#epel felmier#deuce spade#cater diamond#suntails
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i want jamiazu + idikei to go on a double date so badly i think the vibes would be So Very Turbulent
#twisted wonderland#twst#jamiazu#idikei#idicay#cereal tries to draw#i love any fanart of board game club and their bitch ass crushes jdslhffkjg teeheehee#cater and jamil can get along fine but board game club is incapable of behaving#they have to drop everything to bully the shit out of each other given the chance!!!#jamil does this with azul also. tbh i think it would be a war immediately and caters like HaHa Oh My GOd. ??!!?#cater actually it's hard to say bc sometimes hes like HUH!!!! CHILL OUT!! but other times hes a shady little freak of a guy and enables#things so like whose to say. maybe if hes in a silly mood he would join idia and jamil and it would be 3v1 rip azul it was nice knowing u#the rng of if they get peacekeeping caycay or mischievous caycay#it feels like it has been a While since ive really sat and drawn them...#i have had a lot going on <///3 and then all draw time is spent on art fight rn but. small break For Them#do u even understand me. do u see my vision. i want to put all four of them in an escape room#bundle them together and observe them under a microscope#god i just LOVE how any time someone in twst talks about another character it's always either like#yes this is a good respectable classmate of mine who i admire. or I HATE THAT BITCH HE FUCKING SUCKS ASS ACTUALLY!!!!#and then the haters are like best friends who hang out always jfdksljflkshg#but theyd rather DIE than ADMIT IT!!!#bitch boys who only respect each other when they dont know each other too well ig fjldksfh#board game club being god tier haters nonstop of each other is so fucking funny im literally obsessed with whatever they have going on#anyway!!! I WANT THEM TO HANG OUT MORE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Scientists ought to study the chemical link between Butches and trans men* and transmasc* people. Like, they say that the triple bond is one of the hardest to break, but I don't think they've looked at the bond between a trans guy and a Butch
#trans#transgender#queer#butch#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#every time a butch gives gym advice or how to behave like a gentleman i shut up sit down and get out my pen and paper#like butches may not all be men but they know what i want and frankly i will kill and die for butches#very unfortunate that the 'u' key is RIGHT NEXT TO the 'i' key because i really do not want to say 'bitches' on accident :/#something i love about the trans scene is the way the venn diagram between butchness and transness overlap often#thank you to all the gym butches in sports bras who are WAY more jacked than me for giving me their wisdom 💛💛💛#yes obv this INCLUDES trans butches who aren't transmasc* or trans men*#the THINGS that butch trans women have shared? innumerable. they rival the grains of sand on earth
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not to be like “ugh aos crew” again but ugh aos crew again spock really got accepted into the most prestigious university on vulcan and was like “haha fuck you <3″ bc they insulted the fact that he’s mixed-race jim banged his forehead in the shuttle within the first 30 seconds he was on board leonard was hiding in the bathroom of said shuttle because he hates flying sulu couldn’t get the ship to warp for the first 3 minutes of his first-ever flight on the enterprise uhura is mostly okay still except she’s also got a thing going with her former professor so maybe that raises some eyebrows (ha) scotty is literally in a butt-fuck middle of nowhere outpost on a death ice planet chekov is. seventeen. i don’t really have much more to add to that except guys your ensign is seventeen years old
#caroline talks#star trek#THEY'RE ALL SO. in their own varying levels. unhinged#me: ah yes. the best of the best. starfleet's best and brightest#[immediately cuts to spock being a sassy little bitch + leonard swearing up and down the ship + jim running around#because his hands have SWELLED TO THE SIZE OF BALLOONS BECAUSE OF A CERTAIN DOCTOR + sulu looking like he wants to die#because spock was said sassy bitch + scotty just being like 'do u know what i've been eating. it sucks'#+ uhura being mostly fine except girlie i know spock's attractive and i know u are both adults but GIRL + chekov just cheerfully going#'seventeen sir :)' and leonard going 'OH GOOD HE'S SEVENTEEN']#they are so. like.#frankly for all the hate that the reboot movies get i fuckign adore them bc it's like 'you know what. they're all like. young.#they can be stupid.'#like. some of them are in their twenties. do u know what that does to a person#jim kirk is in his twenties and that's the only reason why i'm like ' .. . . . . listen he might be a little bit chaotic but i love him'
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this is such a great post and tbh, i hate how self deprecating stuff is still normalized, especially how people will just say stuff like that on other people's posts
it gets depressing , and , on the other hand, you dont know if someone else also feels equally bad as you, its fking rude how many ppl have 0 consideration of people existing online just as they are.
please remember that there are actual human beings behind posts u comment on, and when u leave shit like "damn i suck, imma just kms" that doesnt make anyone else feel good. and its not ok to do.
thanks.
#cmdr's log#like what the fuck do u want me to say??? haha thanks for letting me know u hate urself and want to die?#bitch me too on a random tuesday but like... pls count to 10 and think about it a bit before u leave stuff in the comments or tags jfc.#thanks for coming to my ted talk.
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#i miss my dumbass idiot cat so much i feel like im dyingggggg licherally that is my little baby guy i want my little baby boy back wtf#i cant deal with this shit i genuinely wish i was dead so bad#im having a worse day with it than usual and my usual was this bitch on suicide watch fr#I feel like its really starting to hit me that hes gone. and it kills me what do u mean hes never coming back thats my angel my baby i need#him#all i do is weep wish for death weep weep some more death wish again sometimes im granted complete numbness for up to several hours#i love totally dead inside time its the only time i can look at pictures of him without being 3 seconds away from throwing up#then its back to weeping on the floor. if i cant boop his little tiny nosey in the next 5 minutes im ending it all im not kidding#not to be dramatic but i feel like a part of my soul died with him lol#anyway. i hope i die#also everyone ignore me no one say anything i just needed to type this out#bb baby#txt.me
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The ignorance of people on this site will always confuse me. How are you on THE gay platform and you refuse to think that people can have different lives and circumstances than you LMAOO
#like what???#Wdym because you've never heard of it#seen it#or experienced it#it automatically means that doesn't happen and it's not a valid thing??#Oh no! People have different lives! Omg!#This is in terms of this anti-military post I was on#And people were all agreeing that yeah no as soon as someone tells me they're in the military I want them to die and I immediately#hate them#I don't even like the military but if you hear THAT and automatically think omg they kill people i hate them#Like do you just not have the capacity to understand a situation b4 u jump to conclusions#Tumblr users are chronically online I swear#I don't even like the military#I hate the military#But if someone says yeah I'm in the military I'm not going to be like#omg you're an evil fucking person and i hate you now#unless they start spouting military propaganda and obviously think serving is a great thing#Omg and this one person was denying the fact that they're privileged because they aren't poor enough to have ever felt like joining the#military#nor have they ever been forced to join the military#And they were like#I used to eat bowls of caned corn when i was a teen cause there was nothing left to eat!#bitch i was homeless#you're more privileged than me#and someone else is more privileged than you#that's how privilege works dumbass#*canned#I swear tumblr users fight to hell and back to SWEAR they set the status quo#ur existence compared to billions of others is not that important i assure you
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Tim I'm sorry I keep drawing you like an anime boy (and also accidentally)
#fr I was just trying to figure out how the arm works#but then I was like 'this should be tim now' so#does it look like him? no I haven't done a single proper study into how he looks#but do I KNOW this is tim? yeah#I also know he's dreaming about bernard and sweet domesticity because he's not allowed to have any nightmares in my art xoxo#BECAUSE I SAID SO#my mental health vs this blonde bitch is so delicious to me you don't understand#I was literning to illit magnet during this#on repeat I mean#my otp tim drake x a big fuckin nap#tim drake#tim drake wayne#batfam#batman#robin#red robin#I love mental illness because I'm like what if he isn't the red robin and I'm wrong and deserve to die#even if I WAS wrong he's not even real it does not matter#note: i do not love mental illness I just think it's funny when my brain wants to gaslight me SO BAD#brb tho off to google if he really is the red robin (he is I know this but the DEMONS IN MY SKULL.)#i'm back and what do you know I was right the whole time FUCK U BRAIN I'M UNSTOPPABLE now shut up#anyway#art#digital art#sketch#fanart#watercolour#it's funny bc I keep going 'I want to draw another batperson please' but then I just draw tim again#everyone I'm so sorry I'm in love w mr mary sue :( it's bc he's so relatable to me as a misunderstood genius :(#but still unrelatable because I'm funnier than he is but we can't share every trait xoxo
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new emotion unlocked it’s called tracy chapman fast car 3am breakdown
#idk if it’s just bc i havent updated this app in literally like idk 5 years or if everyone has this#but if someone likes or reblogs an old post and you click on it itll send you to your own blog and show you#your own suggested posts on your own blog but like old posts. idk i’m sure everyone can do that but anyway#everytime some random person likes a super old post i click on it then i go down these rabbit holes or reading my own posts from like 2013#or 2016 or whenever and it’s like god. it’s truly like time traveling bc i read those posts and i’m like i do not remember typing that#but i Do like i was there but was i like u know what i mean and i just get engulfed in reading my own personal posts trying to figure out#what the fuck i was complaining about that day and then i also remember how much happier i was then even though i wasnt but like idk idk.#it’s just the nostalgia bait and i know it but also is it lmao like. id go back in a heartbeat#then i read my own posts talking about my dogs and i want to die or i read about me talking about my ex and i want to die#or just anything like i’m addicted to just looking back into the past just helpless like i can’t warn this bitch about anything#that’s going to happen and she was so clueless she was sooooo naive like she couldve fixed everything and yet.#anyway yeah it’s literally 3am and i have fast car on repeat so no i’m not okay goodnight <3
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one thing that's always been so confusing to me for years now is the way people like overexaggerate how deku was treated in middle school and their whole middle school experience in general it's so ... 😭 like in order for them to push their own perception of bakugou (unapologetic villainous sadistic cruel bully who shows no sign of remorse and will never own up for or change his behaviour AKA people incapable of deducing what a character arc looks like and a pretty simple one at that) and sort of like i guess be like SEE... deku is a VICTIMMMM!!! and must be Saved and Nurtured or something. i would say it's woobifying him if he weren't the like protagonist lol.
like this isn't even about he and bakugou's relationship as is bc that's a whole other thing i just mean like. the other kids at their school poked fun at bakugou and didn't take him that seriously EITHER, no one was trembling in fear or letting him do whatever ... he wasn't Top Dog just because he was generally "popular" and to be honest from my perception i don't even think he was popular considering the way people reacted to him i think they all knew he was well. bakugou. they all also called him by his first name and willingly yelled at him and junk which is indicative of a more casual relationship lol not whatever it is ... fanon says. the two friends that were there even made a point to be like "well that was harsh weren't you childhood friends" when he told deku to jump off a roof.
i dunno it's just funny at this point when people act like it was this horrific particularly cruel school full of people who would beat deku every day and make him eat dirt when the whole point is it was kind of an incredibly average school where they all have known each other their whole lives and the casual cruelty of kids words and actions still having an affect on someone and their general self esteem and perception. "kids make fun of me [for being quirkless & wanting to be a hero]" like you don't need to exagerate or just plain make up harsher bullying scenarios just to get people to take deku as a protagonist seriously or something let alone if you're just doing it because you hate bakugou which is just like what the hell ever man. the notion that in order for him to overcome something bakugou needs to have ruined his life from when they were babies (categorically untrue and you don't understand anything going on w their friendship and the way it affects the narrative at ALL!) AND his mom neglects him or something (insane and you're all actually evil) and all might told him to kill himself as well (would have been funny as fuck to be honest but obviously not what happened) is so dumb and offensive to the actual story being told. and i mean above all else at the end of the day this is a shounen and they're a bunch of kids who are meant to be kids And kids act ... childishly. crazy. everyone needs to stop taking it so seriouslyyyyyy can we just be silly please...
#🐾#also my own personal opinion on the suibaiting scene which is that it was cruel but ultimately not the nastiest bakugou has ever been first#of all. and second of all he was literally 14 like girl i don't care what middle schoolers say omfg#he doesn't deserve to die for it help 😭 it was just nasty but to me seemed like a particular escalation even#and deku himself was like mad then irritated and then it like never came up again#he obviously didn't GO KILL HIMSELF and it's not proof that he's actually secretly suicidal OMFGGF#well i mean he is suicidal but in a different way. half of these bitches are suicidal they're all crazy and think self sacrifice is good#anyway#myhero#☆#the all might thing is crazy too like omfg i get adults do deserve harsher criticism by nature of being adults#but if he didn't deny that deku could become a hero he wouldn't have realised that he ... could ... Do you understand this is not real life#and is a story!!! why do you want the most boring story ever where he's wrapped in bubble wrap !!!!#also as if it affects him at all deku literally does not gaf about this shit!!!!!#i dunno u can realistically project how people SHOULD probably act according to wahtever metric you want but that doesn't change the fact#that like. the entire set up needs him to be rejected and then to keep going despite it. that is the point#and adults can develop too like damn. ALSO again like and i said this before but as if all might is this random guy#he was literally quirkless too. you're insane. he says everything he does in the intro for a reason#sui
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Why can’t my words and actions just not be horribly incorrect for one FUCKING SECOND
I can’t satisfy friends
I can’t satisfy jobs
I can’t satisfy anything or anyone ever everything every action I take every single thing I say IS ALWAYS WRONG WHY am I so FUCKING STUPID but have to stay alive???? WHY DO I HAVE TO BE HERE IF ALL I HEAR IS THAT I DISAPPOINT and am WRONG WHAT do you WANT
#tw suicidal#tw depressed#drunk thoughts#rant#im fine everythings fine im fine#its fine#literally everybody hates my dumbass at work the second i walk in every fucking day i can Feel It In The Airwaves#i swear to god i move my right hand and someone's like 'thats wrong u broke something'#or i say a word and my roommates like 'wtf is wrong w u'#BUT ITS FINE ITS ALL FINE#for the love of god can i just breathe correctly that is literally all im asking i just want to live A DAY without Being Wrong#LIKE I HATE ME TOO BITCH IM NOT HERE FOR ME YOU'RE JUST GONNA BITCH IF MY OFF MYSELF SO SHUT THE FUCK UP#maybe ill just die tonight#prob will do that wrong too but then i wont have to worry abt it
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what if instead of messaging me in the middle of the night about your stupid fucking girlfriend and your stupid fucking problems with her you actually act like my fucking friend and message me like how you message everyone else in our group
#bye ignore my venting bigger problems what fucking ever#im sick of her ass she only messages us for us to help her with her fucking girlfriend problems like we arent even friends atthis fckn point#and i love her shes so funny whatever but god shes literally the worst because i just want to be friends i dont fucking care ab her goddamn#selfish ass gf thats shes obsessed with. be obsessed tell me about it but cant we be friends ab other stuff too#we used to be her 'favorite friend' cause we shared so many interests and we hung around what fucking ever but fuck that right#get a gf and just use us to help better yalls relationship without even telling her you're sharing her private msgs w us huh yeah sure#what fucking ever im so done with this bitch and i cant even get my contacts out cause i have long nails and im js poking my eye#AND SHE WOULD NEVER BE SORRY if our friendship fell apart she would tell everyone i was jealous of her gf or what ever i literally dont care#she was like an older sister before i dont get why getting a gf would have to change shit like ok good for u but what ab us#what about me its not even fucking fair like is it that hard to keep up w ur friends?? NO its fucking not#taking me so long to write a post bc im still fucking helping her with her stupid dumb selfish idiotic gf omfg#just BREAK UP i literally dont fucking care just leave her if she makes u unhappy its literally online tf is she gonna do to u nothing omfg#why am i the one being punished when shes the one with the stupid dumb gf that hates her and herself i dont fucking care i js want m friend#and i cant tell any of our mutual friends cause she dont do that to them its js me so itd be like im being dramatic#and like shit i guess i am but i dont care atp thats all she ever talks to me ab like ok i get it i helped u but stop jfc#but if i said that we'd never talk again bc what fucking ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause im just dramatic whatever#if u cant resolve these simple problems of communication on ur own then maybe u shouldnt be in a relationship idk js my thoughts! die#sry the 1 person who knows what xactly i mean is asleep and im so tired of getting late night msgs being like hii can u help me SHUT UP#id love to help if we were actually still fucking friends but we arent so js leave me alone bruh#post#nickpost#will delete in morning my mom keeps telling me to put my phone down bt i need 2 say smfh 2 some1#i hate change i hate slight differences in my normal day to day i hate everything i hate not having smth to rely on i hate change i hate it#sry im alg now im js sick of her ass js leave bruh#nimbhe my moms yelling im tired anyway i need to js isolate myself forever no problems if im on an island alone#living my best life in the shade drinking idk water or whatever and just talking to myself bc who even needs friends right!!!!!!!!#its 11:11 make a wjsh#adding more cz whatever im deleting this ltr anyway#its so clear where i stand with everyone cause its always close but not close enough friendly but not friends and i guess its the same w her#bye im out of tags etc whatever nobody matching my freak ever never comfortable in any friendships
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#i spend so mad god damn time bitching on this website. its bc i dont talk to ppl. whens the last time i had a non functional conversation?#uuuuhhh last weekend or maybe the weekend before that? so like i gotta complain somewhere. so if i stop complaining u can assume i made#friends lmao. ugh. its just. im worried. im worried abt how this semester is gonna go. how this phd program is gonna go#bc i spent the last 2 years destroying myself. realized ive gotta stop doing that. haven't figured out how to stop and now im gonna triple#the amount of pressure im under while trying to do things in a more healthy way. its just like. it objectively doesnt seem like a formula#for good things to happen. im more worried for how catastrophic its gonna b on my brain than i am abt the things i think most ppl would b#concerned abt. like im not worried abt planning and executing a project or teaching beyond fear of the unknown#its like. ive done these things before. theyre difficult but u make due and tackle the problems. but when it comes to: how to maintain a#healthy school/life balance? i dont even kno where to start with that. i just dont bc when u have a learning disability things just take#more time but like how much time is too much? where does it end? i dont kno how to manage it and i dont wanna hate my project by the end#of this. i want to b excited and not paralyzed bc im afraid i cant change my behavior and its gonna kill me#and im worried bc im meeting with my advisor for the 1st time since march before i agreed to join thr lab and have i prepared for this#project which is almost complete unrelated to what i did in my last lab? no bc ive been managing data and im still not done managing data#bc i cant focus bc i collected that data in a way that was actively self destructive. and i mean i kno itll b fine. thr guy seems nice i#just hate that im showing up devoid of enthusiasm bc its all been drowned out by the fear. and thats also gonna make teaching a problem#bc its hard to b excited abt things when there's a hole in your chest and ur desperate for someone to tell u how to fix it. but idk helping#ppl does usually make me feel better so maybe itll b a good thing. forgot how much i feel like im dying when i sit in meetings and#classroom tho lol. god its been 2yrs since i was a student. classes feel like such bullshit now. and yet if i dont get all As i might die#my students better b good. i have the 1st lab section bc thr lead ta couldnt do that time. so im the trial lab and i start fucking Monday#who tf does labs the 1st week of class? ugh. also its an intro bio so like 2/3 of thr class r freshman. lil bby 18yos and some r non bio#majors. and ive been warned that sometimes there r problems with ppl who don't believe in evolution and cause problems. pls let my classes#b good. im not that worried. its just gonna b annoying as fuck. im not good at being authoritative#ugh. i should b reading papers so i dont look like too much of an idiot tomorrow. itll b fine im just an anxious freak. a lil over a week#until i can try to find a therapist. probably seek medication bc i dont kno how else to stop this bullshit. annoying. i grew up with a dad#who gets anxious abt the idea of taking too much medication when he tskes a single ibuprofen. in this household we feel pain and then we#die miserable. this is all his fault. we have the same brain.im just a lil more irradidic than him#its so funny i say that bc im like the least irradic person ever. i do the same things every god damn day. im just irradic in terms of#sometimes i feel like my brain is on fire and im a cry bby lol#whatever. enough bitching. ive got papers to read. or maybe ill just go to bed and read them tomorrow 🙄#unrelated
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me: *gets out of the shower and gets ready to go lay down bc it’s a bad pain day and i’ve been having shitty thoughts and i just wanna sleep*
my birthgiver: hey let’s go outside for a walk to go get food!
#i want to fucking die#put me down like a dog#fresh and clean and ready to sleep? nope! go outside and get sweaty in the july heat#and then she has the audacity to talk abt my weight at dinner.#bitch u already gave me an ed at age 8 what the fuck else do u want#k.txt#vent tw
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i’ve been up for 36 hrs ALSKLASKLAKSLASLASKLAK
#literally i’m sooo numb#like my body is just numb#but it may be due to alcohol#i was drunk and became sober then got drunk again & ive yet sleep#i think it’s just fun at this point#how miserable can i become#how insane#how unhinged#anyway#i’m a very profane person#AKSKALSKALKDLAKSLAJSLAJSLAJS#this dumbass idiot bitch in my group project ahmed fuckin#scream#literally so he’s just … making up shit bc he’s insane & he’s reporting me bc i told the file owner of the group to block him out of the#fuckin ppt at 6.25AM MIND U THIS WAS ON 3HRS SLEEP - WHICH IM STILL RUNNING ON -#& then he got ul 7.30 pissed bc now he CANT FUCK UP EGERYRBING THAT WEVE BEEN PAINSTAKINGLY fixing & now he’s mad bc like#he’s an idiot lol like i submitted it deadass he was told if u want to talk abt the presentation meet at 10am at the centre & by 10.45 he#still wasn’t there i submitted it & fuckin left like 😭😭😭#HE SHOWED UP AT 11.30 LIKE LUCKY U BAING ABLE TO SLEEP AFTER NOT DOING SHIT BUT CAUSE PROBLEMS BUT FUCK U & I DONT GIVE A FUCK DIE#& so now he’s saying i called him the n word but it’s so funny bc he literally … texted this threat …. & said literally ‘the voice note i#made’ like ok so#ur literally admitting to faking evidence to get me kicked out of uni#bc ur a toddler throwing a tantrum bc im not letting u FUCK UP OUR GRADES w ur 0 BRAINCELL ASS EDITS#so anyway#i went to the prof & was like deadass sis .. i ain’t doin this i don’t give a fuck i’m an adult & she was like ‘oh yea lmao i saw his email#& i didn’t read it’ ALSKLASKLAKSLAKLAKSLASLAM#like yea#bc i’ll just#export the whatsapp group chat & just show the evidence#like i don’t use that word im sorry ur just pathetic & think this will work i don’t care
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