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Can't sleep, so let's go over this and some reblog additions. This post and rebloggers misunderstand what a communist state is. A communist state is a socialist state where the government is run by a communist party. A socialist state is a state in transition between a capitalist state and a communist society. The goal of a socialist state is to dissolve the capitalist class and break down the hierarchies in society(the last bit is usually reserved for after the dismantling of the capitalist class and when the state becomes politically stable)
In the case of the USSR, China (not modern China, which is capitalist), and DPRK, they dealt with extreme external pressure from capitalist countries. This is why they followed something called siege socialism or siege mentality, in which, to varying degrees, these countries oppressed their citizens' speech and legal protections. Also in the case of the USSR, it actually relieved most of its siege mentality policies after becoming more politically stable. DPRK never had a chance due to the looming threat of American-backed invasion. This is an explanation of why it happened I do not believe in or condone all the policies used by these states.
Now to your position, I would say that's the most reactionary. That denial of the USSR, China, and DPRK oppression is similar to genocide denial, and your claim that these countries participated in genocide(I will not be talking about cultural oppression or cultural genocide because it is very different from the holocaust, the thing you compared to). I do not know what exactly you are talking about because you are entirely vague at this point, but let's look at the most reasonable assumption, where you're talking about the Holodomor. The Holodomor was not genocide for a couple of reasons. First, the USSR's policies during the famine did not exclusively discriminate against Ukrainians; it also discriminated against poor Russians in the region. It lacked genocidal intent. Second, the famine not only impacted Ukraine; it had major consequences in Russia and Czechoslovakia as well. This paragraph tries to shut down any historical analysis and shun any rejection of its premises by comparing it to genocide denial.
I could go on about how the last paragraph implies you believe capitalist countries are less authoritarian in nature than the USSR. Even social democratic countries rely on the colonization and hyper-exploitation of 3rd world countries which by nature are authoritarian. Your point leaves out how, under capitalism, the proletariat has very little control over their labor and control in their workplaces. The USSR had worker councils, and so did China, which, in my opinion, are far more democratic than liberal democracies, which only do the bidding of the capitalist class.
Now let's go over the thing that made me wanna respond, "It's fascism in red paint." This is one of the dumbest sentences I've seen. It's devoid of historical analysis and basic understanding of what fascism is. Fascism is capitalist there is no way a socialist country can be fascist. Fascism, in simple terms, is a capitalist ideology using imperialist tendencies inwards attempting to maintain capitalism in decay. Fascism in almost every situation sprouts from capitalist countries in decay. Look at Germany's, Italy's, and America's conditions when they became fascist. That phrase diminishes what fascism is and its real harmful effects it had. It's historical and fascist revisionism.
Now the conclusion. This post is reactionary, it lacks a clear understanding of what it is talking about, and comes from a place of hatred with no attempt to be correct or to gain knowledge. You do not understand or will not do a materialistic analysis of prior socialist projects. Also, all your grievances can be applied tenfold to capitalist countries like America, Israel, England, France, Australia, etc.
Heres some basic videos to give more insight.
This video will do a far better explanation of the Holodomor than I can.
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A simple video explaining what fascism is.
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A simple overview of what a vanguard party is
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Heres a good example of a good critism of past socialist projects
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Here's another video explaining how silly the term tankie is and how it's unproductive.
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Tankies are class traitors.
Every time a "communist" tyranny murders a ton of citizens, the poorest of us, the minorities among us, and rebels who exercise free speech, are the most vulnerable. The USSR, China, North Korea, these governments oppress the people. The amount of evidence is STAGGERING. The denial is like Holocaust denial, particularly when there is specifically genocides involved.
IF socialism hinged on supporting governments like the USSR, socialism would be wrong. Luckily, it fucking doesn't. WE DO NOT NEED AUTHORITARIAN STATES.
Fuck tankies.
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learning the basics of python for my disruptive tech class and. everyday i find myself respecting trans girls even more. how do yall do it???? i feel smoke coming out my head coding has hands dear god
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Naive Compassion
Ok before we start, let’s get some basics down first:

You are Y/N, the sixth and youngest ancient.
You are a magic class with extremely powerful magic. But due to your young age (being 6 years old) you can’t use your magic properly.
You learn extremely fast, but in return you have a weak body
You don’t know how your parents are, and don’t have a place to call home. So you just lived in random parts of Earthbread for a long while before being found near the Vanilla or Hollyberry Kingdom. This was because of random spikes of magic happening as well as some of the cookies speaking of a child with a souljam.
The first ancient to find you was Hollyberry, your first response to her finding you… was casting fireball and running away. Yeah you were terrified of her and didn’t take your chances. Tho that didn’t stop her from trying to get you over and over again. Eventually she tried a different method. She did this putting away her shield and trying to be friendly towards you… and offering a hug. Which worked!

After that, the first place you went to was the Vanilla Kingdom where a meeting was held to know what to do with you. You were originally with the ancients during this meeting but got bored after a long while. So you waited in the library instead.
you stayed with Pure Vanilla AND White Lily for a while. During this both of them basically home schooled you, Pure Vanilla teaching you how to control your magic and White Lily helping you learn about the world… that’s it.
They knew almost nothing about taking care of kids, so it came to no surprise they have to kinda rely on whatever knowledge about caring for kids they can find. While the other ancients do visit often (or as often as they can). It doesn’t help that they have their own different styles of parenting.
Hollyberry is practically like a mother to you, tho a bit overbearing. She had lots of experience taking care of children. So it doesn’t come to a surprise she treated you like one of hers. But there was a catch, you were a child with the powers equal to an ancient. So she had to be a little careful.
But that doesn’t mean she dislikes you, far from it. He loves you just as much as her kids and grandkids, some could say even more.
Dark Cacao is kinda like your father figure. He does treat you as one of his own, but that doesn’t really change much. He’s only really there to train you for combat… and to spend time with you, of course.
Golden Cheese basically spoils you rotten with valuable and expensive stuff, random from clothes to toys to even a book. White Lily and Pure Vanilla regulate out much stuff you can actually have. They may not be good parents, but they know not to spoil you too much.
Overall, it was a good life for you in the vanilla kingdom. Sure you are an ancient, but you were so young compared to a normal cookie (it’s pointless to talk about your age compared to the rest of the ancients) and needed to be cared for.
But overtime you took notice how they got a bit… possessive over you. You didn’t notice at first. But when you were all together….
…you finally realized what was happening…

“What don’t you understand- can’t you see they’re far too young and unprepared for this world? They need to be prepared for-“
“So keeping them here is what you’d consider learning? If anything, it makes them worse!”
“Well it’s better than what you call ‘training’. It’s almost like you’re TRYING to kill them.”
“Well if that’s the case, then let me have them! My kingdom is the safest one there is.”
“AS IF! None of you know anything about caring for children as long as I have! If anything, they should stay with me!”
…yeeeaaaah, turns out the ancients saw you as their child instead of another ancient. I mean, could you blame them?
You are a child. You don’t know what’s going on, all you remember was waking up and barely being able to walk. Sure you were smart… but oh so so young.
You didn’t feel safe after, not safe in the vanilla kingdom, not with them. So you left the kingdom… and went to the Hollyberry kingdom. It took a while (a few weeks) to get there, but you got there in a good enough state.
But when you found yourself in a town near the Hollyberry kingdom.
A baker took you under his wing, giving you a quiet life…

Oh don’t worry, I’m going to continue this, I just have a lot of other stuff to do
#crk#yandere crk#I’ll make sure to continue this#hollyberry crk#dark cacao cookie#white lily#pure vanilla#child reader
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If you don’t mind could you do TWST with a disabled yuu? Examples like yuu having a prosthetic leg or is hard of hearing? I think it’s an interesting concept but if you don’t want to do it that’s okay.
Riddle Rosehearts
At first, Riddle is extremely formal and almost a bit stiff around you. Not because of your disability, but because he overthinks how to address it "properly."
He learns quickly that you don’t want to be babied — and that you’ve already lived with your disability long before NRC.
If you have a prosthetic leg, he’ll initially hover when you walk long distances, offering help but eventually respecting your pace.
If you’re hard of hearing, he makes sure to always face you when speaking and uses very clear enunciation. He even quietly studies basic sign language.
After his overblot, Riddle becomes softer. He admires your ability to stand your ground, despite judgment from others—something he himself struggled with under his mother’s rule.
Leona Kingscholar
Leona doesn’t treat you any differently, which you actually appreciate.
If you have a prosthetic leg, he just shrugs. “Doesn’t slow you down in a fight. So what?”
If you’re hard of hearing, he gets a little annoyed when he forgets and talks while turned away—then mutters a quiet “sorry” and repeats himself.
After his overblot, he asks you what your magic-less strength is. He means it.
You end up having very deep, quiet conversations sprawled out under the sun, and he listens to your experiences with a look of real thoughtfulness. He sees you as strong in a way that no Spelldrive trophy could show.
Azul Ashengrotto
Azul is fascinated and a little panicked at first. He doesn’t want to offend you but is also deeply curious.
If you have a prosthetic, he offers to customize it magically—“For aesthetics, of course! Think—pearl inlays or water-resistant mechanisms?”
If you’re hard of hearing, he gets flustered when you miss parts of a deal pitch and ends up giving you a written contract instead.
After the overblot, he confides in you about his own insecurities. Your ability to walk into a magic-heavy world and still thrive makes him respect you deeply.
He starts checking in with you often, but always tries to play it off like he’s just “running numbers.”
Jamil Viper
Jamil notices your disability immediately but doesn't mention it until you do.
He’s very subtle about offering help — making things more accessible without making a show of it.
You once caught him adjusting the hallway rugs to make them easier for you to walk over.
If you’re hard of hearing, he’s great at non-verbal communication already. He adapts fast.
After the overblot, he starts confiding in you. He sees how you handle people who underestimate you and relates more than you know.
You’re one of the only people he doesn’t feel pressured to impress or outshine.
Vil Schoenheit
If you have a prosthetic, Vil sees you as elegance in motion. He admires how you carry yourself.
If you’re hard of hearing, he ensures all dorm meetings are clear, enunciated, and even scripted if needed.
Vil refuses to let anyone treat you like you're fragile. “Grace comes from how you rise, not what you were given.”
After his overblot, he starts bringing you to self-esteem workshops. Not as a project—but as someone whose presence inspires others.
He often subtly boosts your confidence, calling attention to how stunning or commanding your presence is.
Idia Shroud
At first, Idia hides from you entirely. But then he reads up on your disability online and starts DMing you helpful tips or resources.
If you have a prosthetic, he starts designing game mods to include similar features. You once caught him making a full cyberpunk-style design based on your prosthetic.
If you’re hard of hearing, he offers a magical communication tablet that works like a real-time text screen.
After his overblot, you’re one of the only people he can talk to. You both understand what it’s like to be seen as “different” or “othered.”
He actually builds you assistive tech "just for fun"—but really it's his way of saying he cares.
Malleus Draconia
Malleus is extremely respectful. He comes from an old-fashioned place, so he asks many questions—but always with sincere interest.
If you have a prosthetic, he compares you to ancient warriors. “In Briar Valley, such courage would be sung for centuries.”
If you’re hard of hearing, he begins learning sign language with Lilia and ensures you’re always facing him when he speaks.
After his overblot, he tells you you’re a “beacon of resilience.” He says this without romanticizing your disability—he truly honors your strength.
He insists on walking with you at night, never rushing, as you speak about what it’s like to stand tall in a world that tries to shrink you.
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I'm gonna talk about whb!Mc/Ra-on but It's just me trying to make them make sense for me. I'm not a doctor. This is everywhere
With the small scrapes of MC's childhood came out.
Mc is extremely dissociative
Mc doesn't feel like they have a real personality and that might be a trauma response
They lost their parents at an extremely young age and would be a complete recluse if it wasn't for minhyeok constantly dragging them out of his room. They are still mourning them to the point that every year they get driven to the cemetery to take care of their graves. They still won't step foot into the family house after the incident basically living with the Kim family. Wouldn't you think they would have a bigger reaction to ppyong telling them he visited the grave?
But no they push on as if it means nothing to them because it was a traumatic experience and they just got themselves thrown into an active warzone in the span of a couple days. maybe the lack of reaction is more of a defense mechanism. They've only known the devils for a little bit at this point, I wouldn't be too interested in being openly vulnerable either.
Dissociation can be triggered by constant disturbing experiences and in one day
They saw their closest friend get killed
Was almost murder by Gabriel
Finding out angels & demonsapparently exist
Satan pops out of nowhere and almost immediately tries to fuck them.
They make a deal with Satan to bring minhyeok back to life
Now they have to help with a war , break all the pacts they so say have and pick a king to rule over all of hell
In order to stay alive in hell they have to constantly be fucking someone and drink their best friends cum.
I'm surprised becoming dissociative is all that happened. They also have been experiencing intense flashbacks on multiple occasions not being able to tell if they're real or not. They obviously don't have emotional healthy reactions. All key symptoms of a dissociative disorder
Unhealthy attachment to Minhyeok
Ra-on has stated in both events and in the main story line that minhyeok is extremely important to them.
They are childhood best friends and started living together soon after the death of their parents.
Both Minhyeok and Minseok have told ppyong that mc was constantly bullied and socially ostracized unlike minhyeok who is revealed to be extremely popular amongst others. He has other friends besides Ra-on, he keeps getting hit on by both men and women, and has a lot of active activities.
Minhyeok takes care of ra-on like a mother would while at their lowest point and ra-on hates themselves for it. They have become completely dependent on him for almost everything, they have no one else besides minhyeok and that's a bad relationship to have. Neither can fully understand or see how toxic this way of thinking is for the both of them besides the fact that Ra-on could never believe minhyeok could have a crush on him.
He's the only reason why mc goes to hell and the only reason they are interested in returning to Earth . Even when they're about to die or sleeping with the devils they somehow always go back to thinking about Minhyeok. It's understandable to the extent that he's all they have, the only person still there for them but still unhealthy in the long run.
Sex and stuff
Mc to me feels like someone who's special interest is sex
I have a hard time believing they were ever with anyone before Satan with the backstory PB has provided but they have an extreme knowledge in sexual concepts and devices.
They watched porn, read books about BDSM, and are always open to talk about it, but shows a lot of hesitation in the actual act.
Sex is a very taboo subject in most countries and hell is the complete opposite of that. Sex is not only a popular part of the history, it's also extremely encouraged. Most devils are already horny on-site especially if Ra-on is around (some even openly have boners around them and try to seduce them )
Ra-on is not used to all this positive attention being completely on them maybe even forcing themselves to become even lewder and indulge in kinks they normally would never do to keep this attention on them. That could also be the reason why they never seem to bother when demons call them Solomon because it's a positive relation in most eyes. They are experiencing things they could never pull off on earth with the status they have up there and they are thriving off of it, feeling wanted and needed in a way they've never experienced before.
That's all I got. I didn't expect it to be this long.
#whb#what in hell is bad#what in “hell” is bad?#ranting#i have thoughts#none of this makes sense#i might delete this later#what in hell is bad solomon's descendant
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You really had with that fic (gorgeously written)..like what about detective!reg and partner reader who is also secretly the killer they are assigned for?
(Nsfw, degrading kink, trans!Regulus, murder, blood, knife kink, male!reader, alright!!! I love this, enjoy this drabble!! minors dni...pretty long, sorry about that..)
Detective! Regulus who is on the top of his field, his smart brains, cunning personality, charisma and more helps him get criminals out of him easily. He is quite surprised to be with you for a case over a murderer. You, a pretty little intern, following him behind like a little puppy, how cute!~
Detective! Regulus who is always happy to make you understand things you don't understand or accompany you to question witness and people if you find it hard..
Detective! Regulus who softly falls in love with you as you open up your shy and nervous shell to show your extreme intelligence, critical and logical way of thinking along with your amazing communication skills making you quickly rise in the place for being a good detective.
Detective! Regulus who starts to fall in love with you, not knowing your real identity. Who softly tries to keep you at arms length to make sure some other girl or guy doesn't steal you away, you're so close with him!
Detective! Regulus who gets so close to finding the person behind the murders, but slips at the last moment and you offered to help him release stress, you're a virgin but you're eager to help your seniors!
Detective! Regulus who rides you as roughly as he want, letting him release his anger, you're always so happy to help other people, especially your senior who is so stress from looking for the murderer and looses him at the last minute...
Detective! Regulus who of-course finds riding you will be the only way to relax, he'll feel better now, bouncing on top of you, his head thrown back, his pussy squelching around your dick and make obscenely loud noises through his office which makes it blatantly obvious to all his co-workers...
Detective! Regulus who now finds it a regular occurrence to get fucked by you after work whenever he needs you, you're so soft, holding his waist as you thrust in him, praising him and worshiping him as you cry out and whimpers from when his pussy clenches around you, sending waves of shock through your body...
Detective! Regulus who shoves his nimble fingers in your mouth to shut you up. His fingers will be in your mouth as you gag around them, tears down your cheeks sometimes, not that he cares, you look better with your mouth shut and if he can't use his fingers, his panties will work the same!
Detective! Regulus who one day goes to your house, just to surprise you, as he stands beside the long plains where you house is located, looking inside the window to find a scene he didn't think he would see...you with a bloody hammer in your hand as you cleaned up a pool of blood from the floor, before your eyes caught his...fuck, you caught him..
Detective! Regulus who tries to run away, but can't cause he didn't prepare well enough and is tied up in your house as you straddled his waist and before he knows it, he's choking on your dick as fuck his throat, laughs and moans and mocks leaving your mouth as you look down at him...
Detective! Regulus who finds a whole another side of you as your fuck him against a wall, filthy degrading words leaving your mouth which make him all the more wet on your dick, "Fuck slut...are you seriously my senior? What type of senior cries and whines and chokes on their intern's cock?.....Oh? dripping wet as well...tch, you're such a slut..." you said sighing as a hand wrapped around his throat tightens before you pull just as he was about to cum...
Detective! Regulus Whom you edge or overstimulate for hours on end, he's basically your sex toy now! your stupid, little, whorish pet who turns wet simply when you yell at him...a bit of a cheap slut, but he's a good boy, so who are you to say anything?
Detective! Regulus who gets more turned on when you hold a knife to his neck or a gun against his head or when you use the gun to rub against his clit..this is messed up! "Stop..what the fuck...this is messed up, Y/N!", "Then why is he getting more wet if it's so bad...just admit it Regulus, you like being a whore...my personal whore~♡"
Detective! Regulus who refuses to go to the police because he's fallen for you, that's completely wrong and goes against his morals! But you promised him to stop killing, so you will listen right? Well....maybe after a few more kills...
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🍼,🏥,🩸 for Enzi and Nami? 👀
2. 🍼 ⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ What was their parent's reaction to holding them for the first time?
Azul was SO proud when he held Nami for the first time- he was the one who took her out of her lil incubator. She wasn’t technically supposed to make it farther than a month, as a runt of an egg, and yet, here she was! In his hands! She’s so small- but. If you asked, Azul would INSIST he didn’t cry. (He did. He bawled his eyes out the MOMENT she wrapped her little tentacles around his arms. He knew in that moment that he’d never be able to say no to that face again.)
Jamil froze, at first. He cradled her in his hands/arms and just stared at her face. He could see little bits of himself and Azul in her and he was kinda just like “ah. This is real.” For a few minutes. And then he just like put her against his chest and would not let go. He held her for DAYS straight. Legitimately the only options were “either I let Azul hold her or I’m holding her.” There was no “put her in a crib to sleep” or anything. Azul had to coax him into letting her sleep in a crib inches away from their own bed so he could sleep more than a few hours every now and then. It took a lot of convincing. He continued to hold onto her crib with his hand while he slept.
Ruggies first time holding Enzi EVER was full of terror and concern for her- he found her on the side of the road fighting a street dog for food when she was like. Two years old with a GIANT infected bite on her calf. He basically scooped her up in a few seconds while swatting the dog away wondering how the hell this borderline baby got this dirty on the side of the street. Where were her parents. Where was anybody??? Somebody save him he was STRESSING.
Now- for the first time he held her as her legal guardian/dad, he was both, relieved and insanely nervous. Relieved because he knew she’d be out of the hands of the foster parents that were supposedto be watching her, and that he was able to get the legal side of it done quickly (Leona pulled strings after he stormed into his lecture hall bitching abt it), and terrified, because holy shit he has a kid now. He didn’t plan on this!! He held her outside of the hospital she was released from and realized he didn’t even have like, the basics of what kids need outside of the hand me downs Leona had given him from Faraja. And then he saw her face light up and smile at him, and he stopped worrying about it. He’d make it work. (He’d also forgotten to alert his grandma of this decision however, and gave her a mild fright, walking in with a toddler with a freshly amputated leg.)
29. 🏥 ⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ How were they at their first visit to the doctor?
Azul spent about half the time arguing with the hospital itself over getting a specialist. “No, a normal human doctor will not understand her genetic makeup. Get a mer in here or so help him-“ it was already difficult enough explaining cecaelia to other mer people, he didn’t want to have to do that on top of her being half mer to a human. No thank you. The whole time he was high strung to the point that Jamil had to pet him like one pets a rabid chihuahua in a desperate attempt to stop them from biting. It somewhat works.
Jamil on the other hand, was very hover-y around Nami. They tried to take her off alone to run a blood test for something and he was up following them before they’d even closed the door. Jamil’s not as comfortable in hospitals, especially since he’d spent far too much time in them for poison-related incidents, so he’s really on edge having Nami in them. He’s spent a lot of time on planes watching documentaries, he knows about the baby swapping incidents. (he knows logically it’d be near impossible to swap her with anyone, considering all you have to do to check if she’s theirs is dunk her in a tub, but you can’t reason with paranoia.)
Nami was having a ton of fun though. She spent most of it wrapped around Jamil’s forearm nibbling on his hand like it owed her money.
Ruggie was… extremely delirious when he brought Enzi into the ER. He probably was yelling a bit too much, but he wanted her to get help, and yes, he was going to stay with her, she’s a toddler he found on the side of the road, looking like she’d not seen a bath in like three weeks. He did Not want to make an attempt to contact her parents, if they showed up right now, he may fight them. Sure, he’ll take responsibility for her and her bills, just help her.
Eventually the doctors told him that she’d need to have her leg amputated from infection, and that they needed a guardian to sign off on it, he went on a minor hunt to find out exactly WHO was supposed to be watching her, and dragged her (very shitty) foster parents to the er to sign the damn paper, because he wasn’t gonna let this kid get any more hurt.
49. 🩸 ⋆.ೃ࿔*:・ What was their first injury?What was their reaction? What was their parents reaction?
Nami first got injured underwater, actually. She can move a lot more much sooner in her mer form, so she was only about… like 9/10 months old when it happened. It was really minor, a crab had pinched her for accidentally dropping a few tentacles on its head. Except- its grip was actually quite a bit stronger then it needed to be, and it snipped off the very end of one of her tentacles. And she freaked out. She screamed so loud the echo it sent through the water could be heard from FAR away, and basically everyone there. Azul’s mom actually got to her first, sweeping her up in her arms and swishing her arm to disperse the blood in the water from her injury. Jamil and Azul were RIGHT behind her, and Nami immediately being treated like she was dying did NOT help her from calming down. In their defense though- Octomer babies are rare, so both Azul’s and his mom’s instincts are to protect the one they DID manage to get very well, and Jamil is. Jamil.
So safe to say they did eat that crab for dinner. Rip to the little guy for trying to defend himself, but blah blah blah, the circle of life. Nami did eat one of his legs though. Cracked it open herself and everything. (Her tentacle grew back fine tho. It was however the same one her classmate like 7 years later cut off tho so. That tentacle just has horrible luck)
Enzi’s first injury she remembers is. Well her leg. But I’ve been talking abt that, so let me talk abt the thing tangentially related- the absence of her leg had a HUGE learning curve, because well, she was two. She fell on her face a LOT in the time frame when they were waiting for her prosthetic to come in, and she scraped up her knees bad. It’s difficult to explain to a toddler what phantom pains on, and how even if she feels like she’s still got that foot, it isn’t there, and she can’t walk like she used to. It broke Ruggies heart at first, because during those first months, she was really skittish around him too. He had to be really gentle with her, and even when she fell hard and scratched up her elbows, he couldn’t go rush over to her, because she took that as getting bum rushed or potentially attacked and BIT in self defense. She did get over that stage tho!
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@driedupeyeballs @shadowy-skies @usurper-of-heavens
#Ruggie personally made sure every kid got rehomed to somewhere better in that foster house btw.#They were the kinda people to foster WAY too many kids that they didn’t have space for for the checks#And locked the fridge#Anyways#Enzi bucchi#Nami ashengrotto#Twst#twst oc#twst fankid#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland oc#twisted wonderland fankid#Jamiazu#azujami#ruggie bucchi#Azul Ashengrotto#Jamil viper
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if you write for hotd, can i get a nsfw alphabet for Daemon please?
Yes ofc you can🫶🫶🫶
Daemon Targaryen x Fem!Reader
A-aftercare: Daemon takes aftercare pretty seriously, he usually gets a cloth and soaks it in water and wipes you down, or he gets a bath run for you. Either way hes wiping you down and hes extremely gentle
B-Body part: I could be basic and say he loves your ass, but(t) honestly he perfers your shoulders and neck, their easy to reach and he can kiss them at any time, marking you with little red bruises that soon turn purple and announce your relationship further
C-Cum: He likes to do it in you, honestly i think bro has a breeding kink so he def wants you to carry his child.
D-Dirty Secret: He often uses your perfume while he jerks off, the smell filling his nose as he pleasures himself is too much and he cums too quick :(
E- Experience: i mean, he had like what 3 wives? Man def knows what hes doing
F-Favorite Position: mating press or doggy style def, he just looks like the type of man to hold you by your hair as he pounds you from behind💔
G-Goofy: probably a little bit, other then that he likes to keep it serious and intimate. He believes that sex is intimate and special.
H-Hair: well lets be honest people, he had nothing but scissors back then, that being said i think he keeps it maintained pretty well, at some points you think he got rid of it completely but its just because his hair is so blonde you just cant see it
I-Intimacy: VERY intimate, like i said he believes that sex is special and sacred, therefore he loves foreplay and things to build the romantic atmosphere. Will light candles.
J-Jack off: definitely, when your out doing stuff hes in his chambers absolutely tugging it
K-Kink: like i said a breeding kink, but oddly enough i think this guy would be into ass play as well…
L-Location: uhh, bed? Dresser with mirror attached? Bath? Couch? Fuckin door idk, anywhere that isnt in public, the most public he’ll go is like the balcony or smth
M-Motivation: literally everything, seeing you in a crown, you dressed up, you undressed, you tbh
N-No: He wont hurt you on purpose, at all, well except for smacking your ass, he loves to do that 💔
O-Oral: YES he loves eating you out, loves having you suck his cock, everything about oral is amazing to him. Spends genuine hours between your legs pleasing you. That being said he wont force you to suck him off, he understands that you might find it dirty or gross
P-Pace: def fast and rough, but when he had a tough day he finds himself going slow and passionate
Q-Quickie: No way, he needs his time to do his stuff, sex with him is an all night event
R-Risk: eh, kinda. He wont fuck you in like an alleyway or anything but on the balcony he bends you over and fucks you
S-Stamina: surprisingly he can last a good 2-3 rounds before he gets too overwhelmed, lasts a good few minutes but he always tries to make you cum first
T-Toys: there werent really sex toys back then..💔
U-Unfair: he doesnt think of it as teasing but he def makes foreplay last overwhelmingly long
V-Volume: hes loud. To be quite honest, hes very vocal and will whine and groan in your ear or into the room as the sound of your skin slapping drowns out any other noise
W-Wildcard: if he was in the modern day he would enjoy bondage
X-Xray: a good 6.5 inches, not too big, not too small
Y-Yearning: practically 24/7 horny tbh
Z-Zzz: takes care of you and probably cuddles you to sleep or smth, if he has something to do after he makes sure your asleep before he leaves, if you also have to attend he makes an excuse for you
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Yo we out here with some more Ace lives AU but i'll make them little bullet points so I dont have to write a whole essay. Enjoy my little headcanons!
Warning: Theres. So many. Im not sorry tho lmao
Ace joins the strawhats after the time skip, nobody really minds and theyre happy to spend time with luffy's older brother. He quickly becomes best friends with Nami. I just feel it in my soul that they would gossip together.
Both Ace and Luffy suffer from awful PTSD symptoms after Marineford. With Luffy, his crew eventually learn how to help him. With Ace, though, he only has Luffy to lean on for support until the crew get aquanted with him.
Actually, to add onto that bc im a sucker for acesan, Sanji is the first after Luffy to reach out during one of his bad days when even really small triggers can make Ace spiral into a panic attack.
More acesan sorry lmao. Ace is usually either out on the figure head of the sunny looking at the ocean when Luffy isnt occupying that spot, in the gallery when Sanji is working, or just out on the deck laying on the grass. He especially likes being around sanji in the gallery.
Pre timeskip Ace is extremely different than this AU's Ace because yes he's silly and carries an air of confidence with him still, but he's never shirtless around others anymore. For a long while, Ace doesnt leave the ship or pick fights. His confidence is a facade for a long time.
Depression hits ace like a truck in this AU and its only eased with the help of Luffy and Sanji. Chopper also helps the best he can with what he's got. Ace is grateful for this, and eventually his old self starts to emerge more and more. Luffy is there with him the entire time.
Ace has insomnia, but so does Sanji and Zoro. He'll hang out with them during late night hours either on watch with zoro sharing stories or with Sanji talking to him while he's doing prep work or inventory. He'll probably also fend off luffy when his little brother tries to break into the locked fridge lmao
But more funny headcanons!! Im getting depressing here sorry!! Ace will mess around with Luffy and entertain him before meal times by play fighting. Their asses will be duking it out on the deck and Chopper will be all concerned and Zoro and Nami will be like "Siblings." Like thats the most obvious answer in the world.
Tbh, the crew members with any type of sibling or sibling bond will get it. Luffy will deadass try to steal Ace's food and Ace will smack his hand lightly with haki and Luffy will dramatically exclaim how mean his big brother is.
"Ace is so mean! I'll starve to death!" "Yeah, sure, you little menace"
Ace regaining strength over his devil fruit powers by making little shapes out of fire for chopper, luffy, and usopp. Franky and brook join the group to give ace prompts. It becomes a nightly occurance at this point.
The first time he decides to go shirtless in front of the crew, they realize his old tattoo is replaced by scar tissue that covers nearly his entire back. Nobody says anything, but I think Franky and Nami would be really understanding. Also luffy. Luffy would be like "We match! Ace has a cool scar like I do!" and it reassures him but also breaks his heart simultaneously.
Ace eating nearly as much as luffy and Sanji being like "Are you sure youre not blood related? Because youre both gonna run my kitchen dry"
Ace not really having a defined role in the crew and them not really minding it. Ace floats around basically. It kind of fits him more that way since he knows a bit of everything. He'll look at maps with nami to chart a course to the next island, He'll fight alongside zoro and sanji, he'll tell usopp about different ways to use combustion and heat in weapons or ammo, etc.
Ace and nami using the power of their good looks to scam people lmao and ace being able to swindle men and women. Nami is impressed and also jealous.
Luffy growing his hair out so him and Ace match, but luffy apparently has curlier hair than Ace so its just a fluffy mess until usopp caves and teaches them how to actually take care of their hair (luffy does not absorb a single thing and ace now has to help luffy with his hair when it gets as long as his)
Ace noticing one day how zoro looks at luffy and being like "yikes...you got it bad, man" and zoro just being like "SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP-" but ace is fucking cackling and now zoro cant be too mad about that. He's still embaressed as fuck about it though.
Expanding on that actually: Ace actually being supportive because he knows how loyal zoro is. He isnt worried. Plus, Luffy is extremely strong and it takes a lot to actually hurt him. So he's like "dude you gotta just tell him straight up he is dense as hell"
Ace the ultimate wingman for zoro. Not luffy, though. That's what Nami is there for. Him an nami are definitely working together and placing bets on when and who asks who out with robin, usopp, sanji, and franky. I wont say what they chose for their bet but robin definitely wins.
BUT luffy, nami, zoro, robin, usopp and franky place bets on Ace and Sanji. Ace is never subtle. He flirts openly and is proud of it. Sanji is very subtle with ace, though. The crew immediately see past his bullshit of trying to be straight. Its painful to watch. Poor sanji is trying so hard to remain closeted but the closet is literally glass. I wont say who betted what as per my last bullet point, but surprisingly zoro won. Everyone (nami) is outraged by this incident. Luffy is here for a good time.
The crew playing card games except they learn sometimes ace cannot handle flammable objects because he will burn them accidentally. Competitive card games are now banned if ace is playing.
Ace is also banned from using his devil fruit powers while sparring on the deck. The poor grass on there has been burned so many times. Nami has kicked his ass over it.
Ace and zoro get really competitive. Not like zoro and sanji, but they'll spar without weapons and at least one of them will leave with a busted lip or eyebrow and a lecture from chopper. Theyre chill though they just forget to hold back on their punches. Ace one time used haki and had to help franky fix the deck afterwards.
#Bro...let ace heal and be happy#i have the power to write and i will use it to make ace heal and be happy#acesan#zolu#theyre mentioned but its still important to tag imo#one piece#portgas d ace#luffy d monkey#op spolier warning#ig lmao#my entire account is a spoiler warning on its own lets be honest#ace lives au#blackleg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#roronoa zoro#cat burglar nami
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Are Merch Mimics capable of using assimilation offensively against humans, for self-defense and otherwise? Like, if someone tried to break a toy/game/etc they were inhabiting, could the Mimic instead pull them in?
To a degree, yeah. I should mention though that Victor isn't "in" the TV in any magical sense; spoiler alert: he's the controller Vance is holding! Hence, the eye on the controller reacting to the dialogue. The Victor on the screen is actualy a model he rigged for a homebrew game he coded the old fashioned way, which responds to whatever inputs the controller sends to the Wii.
He actually is an active member of the homebrew community, and loves to mess with electronics the old fashioned way. Almost no one on the forums knows he's a toy bird, but are impressed nonetheless with his little projects, various rail-shooter games, and weird obsession with snarky anthropomorphic birds.
Victor could technically "jump into a game" on a tv screen, but it'd be a bit of a weird process if he doesn't know how to mod the game, so it'd look more like a shitty greenscreen effect rather than anything coherent. He'd need to learn in real time how the game is coded, how to inject arbitrary code into the system while it's running, etc etc. He CAN do that because he's a fucking NERD, but it wouldn't be a quick process at all.
I should also mention, mimics have an inherent ability to create dreams, since they come about from processing the thoughts and ideas of humans. If a human bonds with a mimic, such that the mimic now knows how the human thinks, they can pull a (somewhat) willing human into the dream when the human sleeps. So to wrap this all up: what Victor could do for a game he understands inside and out is pull a human into a dream that happens to match whatever he himself experiences as currently going on in the game. Basically the ultimate VR experience, with the mimic as a middle-man. Which might be something that'll happen in the comic soon....!
So that all seems a bit convoluted, right? Here's even more worldbuilding about matter assimilation by mimics below the cut. Stop here if you don't want a headache.
The reason so many hoops would be needed to pull a human into a game world is that assimilation is much easier on inert, inanimate objects that are not currently "in use" by a thinking thing, or something that relies on constant electrical signals to function. This can be something with brainwaves, or some other kind of animation like a normal robot. A mimic can convert a CRT TV that's turned off somewhat easily, but a TV that's turned on, with particles of every kind constantly moving into and out of it, is much harder to convert.
This means that humans and biological creatures in general are also trickier to convert, though it can still happen if done gradually enough. Hence, Victor wouldn't be able to rapidly convert Vance in one fell swoop, it'd be a whole process. It's easier to just pull a human into a dream instead, and if a mimic understands a video game, or a story in a book really well, they can basically make the fictional world into an extremely lucid reality for whatever human tags along with them.
I often describe mimics as just "jojo stands if they were corporeal and could just get up and move around on their own with no user"; you know how in jojo stand battles or old stories about magic curses, if you break the curse or kill the stand before its effect becomes permanent, all of the damage is magically undone? Like if you kill Green Day, the mold stand, all of the molding just instantly stops?
Mimics who use their powers of assimilation offensively work similarly; they can project their influence to a certain range, and partially assimilate matter in that range. If you knock out or kill the mimic, however, everything reverts to normal. A human who doesn't want to get converted can basically just turn around and walk away most of the time, or shoot the mimic, so the mimic in question needs to pull off some trick to get the human to stay within range for the assimilation to fully stick. A human can still break free and get out of range even if fully converted, but it's much harder, as assimilation usually means the mimic gaining greater control over the converted object in question. The exact range and effect mimics have is again like jojo stand ranges; it varies.
Different mimics have different affinities for different things. Victor can assimilate cheap electronics fastest because he likes them and understands how they work (it's why he's a toy bird mp3 player). Az can assimilate guns, and turn ammo into weird anomalous ammo with weird effects. Zachary is a genius who can assimilate any matter, including biological matter, faster than anyone... but he's also extremely picky and hates the sight of blood, so he only uses assimilation on things he really, really likes.
If I could somehow make another read more at this point, I would. It's gonna get messy:
What a weird power and setup though, right? Why? The true nature of mimics is unknown to most of them, but the deepest lore is that the first mimics were constructs made by a people long ago, who first made them as highly advanced machines that'd recognize the thoughts of their masters to fulfill any practical desire. Need a road built? Done. Need a ship repaired? Done. With physical needs all met, the people began to turn inward, and use the mimics to illustrate their own artistic ideas. Eventually, the will and consciousness of these people were assimilated and inherited by mimics, who themselves became people. Mimics spread, altered themselves, duplicated, deviated, fused, split, and wandered around. Getting into recreational wars, manifesting horrors and delights into reality because they could.
Somehow, after the dust settled, the strongest mimics, the angels, decide to set their sights to the stars, and observe other lifeforms develop technology and their own art. Did mimics come to earth millions of years ago, and simply watched humans grow, evolving with them in-tandem? Or did humans make the first mimics, and somehow became undone and set back to the stone age? The answer to this mystery is currently known only to the oldest of mimics. Except Zachary. He's old, but didn't care to remember.
This is generally why mimics seem so compatible with humans; they were made by either them, or people who were, for whatever the reason, very much like them, flaws and all. The ability to assimilate is basically the conversion of matter into a more malleable state of information. A virtually magical power, but this was achieved not through prayers and spells, but a very human-like obsession with developing technology to the point of exerting control over molecules, then atoms, then the lowest planks of matter. The obsession with scaling every mountain and crossing through every valley. To rip the natural world apart, and hopefully, put it back together before it's too late. Angels seek to ensure humanity walks the right path there, but with human's own desires and intent honored, for better or worse.
To answer your question: yes. A mimic of Mario can pull you into the game and you can jump with him and eat shitty low poly spaghetti with him.
The process for doing that is just convoluted and complicated, and you need to get to know each other a bit first. If he tries to use it as an attack though, it either won't work, or it might just wind up giving you mild brain damage.
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YEAH YANDERE XMEN LET'S GOOO
Anyways, I will look forward for any of your yan!x-men works. And I kinda hope for platonic mentor Scott Summers or Gambit(even if I don't see Gambit as a yandere it would be interesting to read about it)
𝐈 𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐇 𝐀𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐘𝐄𝐒…
!!! GN reader, dual-wielding yandere mentors, strict Scott, power abuse, manipulation, stalker Remy, no respect of privacy, the slightest bit of infantilism, I’m probably forgetting a lot cuz I’m really bad at warnings, pretty mild.
*Clutches my head like I’m taking psychic damage* AHHHHHHHH, THE VOICES!!! THE VOICES!!!! THEY’RE GIVING ME IDEAS!!!!
First off, you basically predicted one of my WIPs. Something about Scott’s base character just screams platonic yandere to me, and I probably couldn’t write a non-yandere fic about him if I tried. So!! Because I’ve already got a little something cooking with solo Scott, lemme give you the best of both worlds of your asks; yandere mentor Scott and Remy.
A dynamic like this would be completely uncoordinated. Their mentoring styles are polar opposites, and it doesn’t help that they can’t see eye to eye with each other on most things. So expect this to be a tug of war between what is essentially a strict dad and chill uncle. Scott will get done lecturing you about staying out late (he doesn’t want you dozing off and getting lazy during missions, that’s all!!), only for Remy to whisk you away on a late night patrol (with ice cream as a treat!!).
To fully understand what you’re dealing with here, let’s do a quick rundown on both of them on an individual level.
Scott: Overbearing as fuck. He might start off as harsh and borderline brutal, constantly singling you out and critiquing everything you do. Should anyone raise concerns over this, he’d be genuinely confused. He’s not treating you differently from the other X-Men!! You just need a little more tough love, that’s all!! He sees your potential and wants to bring it out of you so you’re ready for anything and everything!!
It would probably take a near-death experience on your end for him to finally soften up on you. He’s still strict as hell, don’t get me wrong, but at least he’s more encouraging than berating!! But now he keeps you glued to his side during missions. And doesn’t let you go on missions he’s not on. And only allows you to train with him. And starts getting more involved with your personal life. And basically keeps you on a tight leash with everything.
He definitely abuses his authority as field commander to get you to behave. Don’t wanna listen to him? Fine, you’re sitting out for the next couple of missions. What’s this? You think it’s unfair? If you won’t listen to him now, then what good are you in the field, huh? He’s only doing this to make you a better team player!! Now go to your room and think about what you’ve done.
Remy: Extremely hands off. The word “mentor” is used loosely when describing him, as he really doesn’t see himself as such. All he does is makes sure you don’t die on missions, gives you profound life lessons, then goes on to contradict that life lesson with some reckless move (text book example of a do as I say, not as I do kind of teacher). His laidback nature makes it easy to confide in him, and he’s always happy to lend an ear to his petit!
Meanwhile, his yandere side kind of runs counter to this. Yes, he’s extremely lax with you, but only because he knows where you are 24/7. There are trackers in all of your clothes so he can check in on you periodically. Not because he doesn’t trust you!! He really doesn’t give a shit what you’re up to as long as you’re not doing drugs or whatever. There’s just this nagging fear in the back of his mind that you could be in danger, and he wants to make sure he can save you in time. He also has a habit of snooping through your things; again, not because he doesn’t trust you, he’s just curious and has no sense of privacy when it comes to you (and also because he likes to leave behind little trinkets for you to find later).
While I don’t see very many situations where he resorts to this, it’s best to keep in mind that Remy’s a master manipulator. If you’re up to something he doesn’t particularly like — maybe you have a crush on someone he doesn’t deem worthy… which is just about everyone — he’ll easily talk you out of it, playing whatever card he feels necessary. There may be the slightest bit of infantilism (“you’re too young for mushy romance, petit!”), but nothing too heavy handed; he mostly does it to tease.
Okay, with that out of the way, let’s get back to their dynamic.
As said before, they don’t really work in tandem with each other. They just kinda coexist as your two mentors that constantly butt heads with each other. Scott sees Remy as a bad influence on you, and Remy basically does everything in his power to spite Scott. What’s this? Did mean ol’ Cyke lock you in your room? Good thing Gambit’s next lesson is to teach you how to pick locks (but that does not mean you can sneak out and do your own thing. Stay where Gambit can see you, damnit). It pisses Scott off to no end and Remy thinks it’s hilarious.
Now, there’s a very slim chance that they come to some sort of understanding. Sure, Scott has a stick up his ass and Remy is a bit reckless, but they at least share a common goal of keeping you safe. This is when they start (begrudgingly) working together, with Remy turning a blind eye whenever Scott oversteps his leadership role while Scott checks in with Remy for your current location. They’re absolutely not best buds with this setup, but they’ll at least tolerate each other for your own good.
They’re kinda like your divorced parents in this set up.
But, again, the chances of this happening are very slim. Scott will do everything in his power to keep you away from Remy’s influence, and Remy doesn’t trust Scott enough to agree to “sharing.” It would probably take a dire situation for them to work together. Just as a one time thing; it wouldn’t be permanent.
Overall, I love this dynamic. It helped me visualize a yandere Gambit better (despite him being my favorite, I wasn’t sure if I could hit him with my yanderefication beam), and of course I’m gonna write the X-Men’s resident yan-dad. I wanna write more so bad.
#❥ CALL INCOMING: DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES?#🖤 DARLING~#❥ TW: YANDERE#❥ YANDERE CHARACTER#❥ PLATONIC YANDERE#❥ YANDERE SCOTT SUMMERS#❥ YANDERE REMY LEBEAU#❥ YANDERE SCOTT SUMMERS X READER#❥ YANDERE REMY LEBEAU X READER#❥ GN READER
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Believe what you want is amazing! We need part 2 if you can, love it 💕
After a long while, here's happy ending, you can read part 1 here "Believe What You Want" and the angsty second part here "Angsty Version" . Tbh, I don't know what I did here, I was falling asleep in front of my laptop💀 so yeah sorry if it isn't good😭
I took ages to do this one, I know but I've been extremely busy and sometimes I can't with myself
Believe What You Want (2) - P.G8
(Happy ending)
Summary: After realizing he fucked up, he tries his best to get you back


"I overheard them speaking that night at Fer's birthday. Victoria was going on about you and her, that your things with Y/N would end up soon... Those kind"
Pedri's mind was racing in fear and agony. "No" He whispered "Is there any possibility for Victoria to have made those burns in Y/N's skin?" "
"Well, it can be... She got out of the house around noon so..." Pedri's eyes clicked up like lightning all the dots were connecting by your side.
You were right. All this time you were.
He had been too stupid to realize that
"No" He whispered once more
"What's up, dude?"
"I fucked up bro. Big one"
...
"She doesn't answer me" Pedri said for the fifteen time in a row pacing around in his room
"And she won't answer to you" Fer said "I mean... I wouldn't answer you either"
Pedri had explained everything to the three guys in the room, Fer knowing a bit more thanks to you. And he knew that his younger brother loves you to death but he also knows that what he did, wasn't right.
"¡Joder! ¡Soy un puto idiota!" (Fuck! I'm an asshole!) Pedro yelled kicking a ball in his room crashing into one of your pictures together "No, joder... No" (No, shit... No) He hurried to pick up the picture and inspect it. It had one little scratch made from the glass, the scratch made in between the two of you.
He shook all the negative thoughts that were running in his head and changed the photo frame.
"Well, you've got to understand her" Adrián began speaking "All of this could be true and her boyfriend just choosed to not believe her"
"I did not just choose not to believe her"
"You basically did, bro" Fer hissed "I mean... If my girl tells me that I would do more than just talking with each girl separatedly"
"And not only that but you also told her your personal fights as a couple" Jesús said
"Because she's my best friend!"
"Hermano..." Fer started "That's meant to be something only for the two of you, not something for you, Victoria and Y/N" Fer shook his head "I mean... It's okay you ask someone else for an advice, like what to do or stuffs but not to rant because for that, you've your girl. The one who's in the relationship with you. The one who's with you in the goods and the bads" silence flowed into the room, Pedri's heart was beating incredibly fast "If you want her back, you need to fully work for it, Pedro. Words won't do half of the work you gotta do"
And that was it.
Pedri broke down, feeling already the loss of the love of his life not being next to him, this time a bit heavier than the past 7 days. He left you when you didn't do anything at all. He threw you and your relationship away without a good reason. Tears escaped his eyes and his breathing was erratic.
All of his thoughts were about you and imaginating a life without you in it, thanks to himself.
"I'll be back before midnight" Pedro said grabbing his phone, wallet and car keys
"Where are you going? Won't you even take a shower? You smell" Adrián said shaking his head
"He cometido un grave error con la chica que amo, en estos momentos oler bien o estar guapo es lo que menos me vale" (I've made a big mistake with the girl I love, right now I don't care if I smell or look good)
"Pedro" Fer called him before he got out of the room "Buena suerte, hermano" (Good luck, bro) Pedri for the first time ever, smiled a bit.
"Thank you"
He was going to work for your forgiveness. He will make you fall in love with him again. He will win your trust again. You'll be happy with him. You'll be with him. He was going to make sure that happen.
And for that, he needed answers.
...
"Yes, there was a (Hair color) girl, with (Type of Eyes), a bit short, she was pretty nice. Sad thing she got hurt" A boy behind the counter said hissing remembering the moment "Elianna went with her, she said it was pretty bad but nothing that some cream and care couldn't do"
"Is that girl here? Elianna?" Pedri asked hopeful
"She's on her lunch break right now" The guy answered "She has the whole shift... Is it important?"
"Yes, really important" Pedri said without a doubt
"I'll let her know. You can sit anywhere and if you want to have a drink you can tell me" Pedri nodded slowly walking away.
He didn't know how much time he was there until a redhaired girl walked up to him, he without thinking straight stood up
"My workmate said you were looking for me?"
"Are you Elianna?" She nods "I'm Pedro. I'm the boyfriend of the girl that was poured coffee all over her"
"How's she?" She asked after gasping a bit at the mention of you. "I hope she's better"
"Ah-yes, she is a bit better. Thank you for asking" Pedri nodded nervous "Can I ask you something?" The girl nodded "Who poured the coffee on her?"
"Some random girl, Y/N said the girl didn't liked her..."
"Could you maybe describe her?"
"Oh, sure!" Elianna nodded "She had long hair, brunette with blonde highlights, she used tight clothes and she wasn't as short as Y/N, she was a bit more taller, maybe just like you?"
That was exactly Victoria's description.
"She entered a few minutes before Y/N, after I gave her a box of cupcakes she just kind of ran away and then next thing I knew was that the same girl poured hot coffee on Y/N"
Pedri stood there taking in all the information
"She hasn't been here since that day" Pedri nods humming "However, Y/N has and I know for a fact that her boyfriend broke up with her thanks to his best friend" Pedri looked up at her, guilt filled over his body "Why are you behind her? She's been awful these past few days, she's recovering from your treatment, why the need of asking all of this, if you don't believe her?"
"Because I fucked up. I fucked up big time and I want to mend it"
"Wish you luck... You'll deserve it because if I was her, I wouldn't even give you the time of the day or spare you a single look" Pedri looked down in shame and regret "I need to go... You want to order something?" He shook his head
"Not feeling hungry at all" He murmured grabbing his wallet and pushing some money into the girl's hand
"You aren't ordering anything"
"For you... For the help, for the info. Thank you"
And with that Pedri stood up and left the cafeteria. As soon as his body met the Catalan air, he fought the need of crying his everything out. You were right, just like you always were.
"I shouldn't have just let it pass" He said crying to himself now in the calm of his car. "I should have done something" He lamented.
His phone lighted up with a notification he didn't care about, his focus remained on a photo from the two of you at one of his spots in Barcelona to calm down and relax.
"Please, mi niña. Tell me how to make things right, tell me it's not too late, just please..." he begged at nothing because you weren't there and you haven't been since 7 days ago.
And as reality was hitting him, he knew there could be a possibility of you not going into his life ever again. Leaving him for your own good while he was suffering.
Pedro picked up his phone and dialed his best friend Jesús's number.
"¿Aló?" (Hello?)
"You said you heard them speak that night at Fer's birthday, right? I need to know everything you heard and if you saw something too, I'm on my way to pick you up so we can talk"
"You're really working for Y/N?"
"I am" Pedri nodded "I fucked up and I'm trying to mend everything with her"
"I'm waiting for you, hermano and also..."
"¿Qué?" (What?)
"Good luck, you'll need it"
That phrase was starting to get on his nerves, he didn't liked how that sounded, because it seemed like even with all the effort he'll make, it'll not be enough to bring you back into his arms.
"Thanks bro"
...Two days later...
"Why?" Pedri said entering Victoria's house
"Hola Vic. ¿Cómo estas? ¿Qué tal va todo? Días sin verte" (Hi Vic. How are you? How's everything going? Long time not to see) She mockingly said with a smile but her smile was wipped off of her face when she saw Pedri's seriousness
"No estoy para juegos. Dime el por que has hecho eso" (I'm not in the mood for games. Tell me why you've done that)
"Done what?"
"¿Me estás tomando el pelo?" (Are you making fun of me?) Pedri hissed angry "Stop playing around and tell me... why you did all of that to Y/N?"
Victoria's face changed
"I didn't do anything"
"You did. Don't lie to me about anything because I know how things went now" Victoria's face changed
"What do you mean?"
"I know you poured hot coffee on her that day at the coffee, I know you've been telling her things behind my back about my relationship with her and stuffs, I know you poured her drink on yourself but made it look like it was her doing" Pedri shook his head not believing it "You faked things and like a fucking stupid I believed them, when the one I should've believed was my girlfriend! You damaged my relationship but I was the one breaking it for believing you, for believing my best friend"
"I let go the woman I'm in love with and it was all thanks to you because I never thought that my best friend, the one who has been besides me through my whole life could do such a thing and lie to me straight to my face!" Pedri's face was red and he never stopped to take a bit of air, he was fuming, he was angry and all he wanted to do was make Victoria disappear.
But most of all, all he wanted was to get you back.
"Those are lie-"
"If you even dare to say lie, I will pour the same drink Y/N was drinking that day at Fer's birthday, this time someone pouring it over you for real"
"She's making those things up!"
"She's making nothing up! I saw the video of the CCTV camera of the coffee shop, Jesús heard and saw the two of you at Fer's birthday and now that I connect dots, every single thing Y/N has told me, has sense now. And I hate the fact I couldn't see through it, I hate that I put my girlfriend's words in doubt all thanks to someone who didn't deserved a single look"
"Pedro, stop. You're hurting me"
"And don't you think you've hurted me before? You knew I was having troubles with her and all you wanted was to get her away from me. Why?" Nothing came out of Victoria's mouth
Your words came back to him and he blinked thrice, suddenly being brought back.
"Don't know" You sighed "As much as Victoria might love each and every single one of you, guys... I can assure you that what she said to me today and the way she said it, it wasn't a joke" You said "I'm a girl and I have a male best friend too. But I wouldn't say those kind of stuffs just as a friend or to see if she's worth and good for him" You shook your head "Es más, ni siquiera le diría algo de ese estilo a ella" (I wouldn't even tell her something like that)
"She likes you" You said after a few more seconds "And that's it"
"Can I ask you something and you answer me with the truth?" Pedri said with his heart on the edge, he waited and all he got was a simple and small nod from Victoria "Are you in love with me?"
A few seconds passed where Pedri's eyes never left Victoria's "Yes" She said softly "I am" Pedri felt the air being knocked out from his lungs "Pedrito"
"No" He shook his head looking away "No" Pedri's eyes grow watery, he couldn't believe it. Once again, you were right, his actions and words replaying in his head, the way he ignored your feelings, the way he treated you, everything was haunting him. "Don't call me Pedrito nor Pedro, Pedri, Pepi, nothing. Don't even call me, forget about me, you are not my best friend"
"Pedri, por favor, don't do this"
"No. I didn't do anything, you did it yourself. Best friends don't do what you did to me, if you truly loved me, you could've straight up tell me that not take it out on the girl I'm in love with"
"In love with? So in love you are, you did not believed a single thing from her"
"And that was my biggest mistake because I thought "Why on earth the girl that has been besides me since forever would do something to damage me or the ones I love?"" Pedri laughed ironically shaking his head "I was so wrong and I regret every single thing I did since I saw Y/N leave on Fer's birthday but guess what? I had the one I thought was my best friend besides me but I never did"
"You still have me"
"If I do, I don't care, the one I truly need isn't here" Pedri shook his head "But I did needed my best friend those seven days to tell me everything was going to be okay, that I could move on, that I was in the right and Y/N in the wrong, that I did good in breaking up with someone who could only do was lie but then I find everything out and I realized I was just a puppet in the side of your game and I fell for it"
"Don't say it like that"
"That's exactly what it was" Pedri shook his head "´Now, me disculpas pero me tengo que ir" (Excuse me but I've got to go)
"¿Y para dónde vas?" (Where are you going?)
"You shouldn't care about that, Victoria. Hope you have a good life" With that Pedri turned around and walked outside of her house when almost inside his car he heard her yell his name out
"Pedro!" He looked at her "I'm sorry"
Pedri joined his lips and nodded softly, lifting one of his hands giving her a wave before he got into the car and drove off to certain destination with a single intention.
...
"What do you mean she's not here?"
"She hasn't been here since like a week ago?" The older lady said with a smile "She said she'll come back tho"
"Do you know where she might be?"
"I don't, mijo. I'm so sorry" She looked at Pedro carefully "Is everything okay?"
"I need to know where she is so I can fix things between us" Pedro answered with a lump on his throat, his voice cracked a bit and he looked down at his shoes
The older lady sighed "I'm pretty sure you'll fix everything that may be happening with the two of you, son"
"I don't know, miss. I messed up really big this time"
"From what I've seen you love each other so much, I've never seen someone look at her in the way you do and vice versa, talking things out can be really helpfull instead of letting problems grow"
"The thing is I never let her talk and all I did was say things I shouldn't" Pedri shook his head
"You know? She's looking really pretty in those pictures, maybe you can start from there" A loud "Abuela" was heard as the older lady smiled looking over her shoulder
"What pictures?"
"Oh, you know... The ones you take, the ones you update, the ones people take, those pictures..." The woman was smiling softly "Don't let her go" And with that she left leaving Pedri sat in front of your doorstep
He was sat there analyzing the woman's words. Pictures? The ones you take? Update? People take? Pedri's mind ran 120km/h trying to guess what she meant of and after some minutes and what it felt a whole lifetime, he confused grabbed his phone and clicked on Instagram.
You liked it even more than Twitter or even Tiktok, Pedri remembered with a smile the moments where you would "fight", he; claiming Tiktok was better as you defended Instagram with your life
He typed your user with no reward, you blocked him. And it was no surprise at all but his heart still broke a little bit more when he couldn't find you.
He sighed closing his eyes and relying his head in your door, fighting the tears, it seemed like he only could do that in the past days, cry 'till he had no more tears inside of him, fight the urge to cry and feel his stomach fall to his feet. He hated feeling this way and he hated the way he must have put your through
He unlogged his session and went into his mother's, you couldn't have blocked her, could you? With shaky hands and blurry eyes he typed in your user and this time your profile was the first one to appear, the colorful circle around your picture meaning you had stories up.
While he was sad, you were in Venice with your friends and family, he recognized almost all of the faces in the pictures, all of them except one, a male's one.
That quickly catched his attention, that guy appeared in eight out of ten pictures and in all of them he was besides you. You even tagged him on one and Pedri's thumb directly went to his account.
One of the most recent post of the guy said: "I hate the fact that when I met my soulmate she had boiling coffee burns on her but I certainly don't hate the fact I got to meet you, baby!"
Pedri's stomach flipped, seeing your answers of "♥️🥰" made his head turn everywhere, in an instant he got up and headed towards the elevator in his mind only three things. His passport, Venice and you.
Due to some storms in Spain, he couldn't get out that same day and neither the next day, it was day three when he got into the plane and one day after he was in the same residence as you were.
He saw your brother and followed him, he felt like being on Matrix, he was making sure no one saw or heard him, that was until he stumbled on a vanity table and knocked half of the things that were in there
"What was that?" He heard and that's when he ran, the quitness and calm forgotten as he was desperate to find you. He took a right turn colliding with a female chest after a few seconds
"Joder, lo siento mucho" (Fuck, I'm so sorry) He said inmediately
"Pedro?" You said shocked as he also stood there impressed. You looked even more beautiful than always. Your tanned skin, your red cheeks and your Y/H color making you look perfect. "Pero, ¿Qué haces aqui? (but, what are you doing here)
"Por ti. I came here for you, I want to talk to you"
"We don't have anything to talk, in fact, you don't even have to come here, you don't have a reason to travel all the way from Barcelona to Venice"
"I did, I do. My reason is you and you'll always be. I fucked up, yeah? I get that" Pedri shakes his head "You were right" He opens his mouth but closes it "You were right all this time and I'm sorry I couldn't see it through, I'm sorry I did not take your words, I'm sorry I just kinda left and pushed your feelings aside, you deserve more, you deserve better but I can be better, I can be what you want, need and more if you want me to"
You started shaking your head, pushing him back from his chest when he tried to get closer to you.
"Pedri por favor, aquí no" (Pedri please, not here) "Pedri, stop. We don't have anything to say"
"Y/N, bonita, te lo suplico-" (I beg you-)
"Vamos al cuarto, ¿si? We can talk about whatever you want and then you leave" (Let's go to my room, yeah?)
"I don't want to leave without you"
You looked into his big brown eyes as he looked into your (Eye color) ones for a good while, you sighed before breaking eye contact
"But you have to" You said nodding slowly, Pedri shook his head
"Por favor" (Please) He whispered
"This way" You turned around walking away while Pedri watched your every move
You called the elevator and entered when it came, you turned to Pedri
"You wanna talk or not?"
Pedri nodded and walked towards it, he turned his head to look at you
"Do I have something on my face?" He hummed for a few seconds before answering
"You're beautiful" He ignored your words as you looked up at him
"Please, stop that"
"I-" He got cut off by the elevator doors opening
"This way" You said walking off as he only could follow you.
You stopped walking when you got to the door 408, with the key you opened it and then stepped inside letting the door open for him to come in as well.
You took a seat in the couch and patted the spot next to you, he took it and you both were silent.
"So... ¿Vamos a hacernos compañía o vas a decir lo que sea que quieres decir?" (Are we going to be each others company for now or you are going to speak whatever you want to say?)
"I'm sorry" He began "I fucked up. I should've listened to you and put Victoria a stop, I should've been more careful with you and your feelings, not passing through them and ignore them. I believe you, I always did and I always will do but it seemed so unreal that what I thought was my best friend, could do such a things, hurt the one I love and the one I want to spend the rest of my life with, when her whole life she was protecting me and supporting me through everything"
"If my family wasn't there, she was. If my family didn't have an advice, she had. And for you to just say she did this and said this was a whole different thing from what I knew from her that I just couldn't believe it. But it was truth. And I'm sorry once more"
"Y/N, I'll do anything for us, I'm not giving up, we're so good together, I love you so much and if only I could turn back in time and do everything right I would but I can't, however, I'm here to mend things, I'm not expecting you to forgive me and that's it. I'll earn that forgiveness, I'll protect us and I'll be better for you if you let me, please. I love you, I want you and I need you"
"It's not easy as you made it sound, Pedri"
"Pedro" You shook your head
"That's something only family and close friends can call you, right?"
"Don't do this, please"
"But you did it first" You said pushing your lips together. Those were the exact same words he had told you the night you left "You really hurted me and you just can't change that. Please, I think it's best if we let this go" You looked into his brown eyes as he was shaking his head "For both of our own goods"
"Not having you in my life it's not good for me"
"Maybe not but it's the correct thing to do" You said "I just can't trust you anymore, no matter what you do. You told me I wasn't the same girl you fell in love with, that says enough"
"But it's not true, I said it in the heat of the moment! You are still the same girl I fell in love with and you're still the same girl I want to do my life with"
You stood in silence for a few moments before you stood up "That hurt me a lot. Hearing the guy I'm terribly in love with say that I'm not that girl he fell in love with"
"Y/N-" He stood up from the couch as well
"It's done" Your voice cracked "You don't get to come here after doing that stunt back at your brother's birthday and once you realized I was in the right came straight back here to apologize, hoping for me to run back into your arms" You shook your head "You don't"
"Does he treat you good?" He said out of nowhere
"¿Acaso te la fumaste? ¿De quién estás hablando?" (Did you smoke it? Who are you talking about?) You said confused
"About your new friend! The one that appears in every single story of yours and on your posts!"
"Mason?"
"That same one" You laughed dryly
"He's gay" You blurted out "Believe me if he wasn't I would be already trying something with him since he does believe in me not like others"
"I said I was sorry"
"And I said that didn't make it. If you want me back you'll have to do a lot more than just apologizing, González"
"He seems to like you"
"He doesn't. He's here with his fiancée, they're celebrating their engagement" You remembered that night at your apartment, the night he showed you his new engagement ring and that same night he asked you to go to Venice with him and your family to get your mind out of your ex.
"I'm sorry"
"You like to apologize a lot and tend to not feel the sorry"
"I do am"
"Great, good for you. Can you please go now?" He shook his head
"No. I love you and I know I messed up but I can mend it, anything you want, think or say, I'll do it. I'll cross world wonders for you, oceans, vegetation, deserts, anything"
"I don't think you can do that, Pedri" You were at the verge of tears "I was hurt by every action and word you said, I reached the top and while I know you messed up, you could've prevented it and simply start acting like you should have but you didn't. And I can't handle that"
"Please" You said after a few minutes "I think it's time for you to go" You said walking away
He couldn't watch you walk away once more so he did what he had been wanting to do. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close to him, in a hug.
"No"
"Let me go"
"No"
"Let me go"
"No" His grip got tighter on you as you were fighting and at the same time, enjoying being in your exlover's arms again.
His arms were your safe space and laying your head on his chest brought you peace but now all it brought back was hurt and pain.
Hurt and pain from the situation you were going through
"Pedro, please, let me go"
"I don't want you to leave me"
"I didn't left because I wanted to" Silence flowed in between the two of you as Pedri was crying into your neck "I did because you asked me to, you made me leave, you pushed me away when all I wanted and needed was you, to stay by your side and defend our relationship" You took a breath "None of that happened and now that I'm recovering from everything, I want you to leave, I want you to go away because I can't be with someone who doesn't trust me and just throws everything out of the window without listening first" You said with closed eyes and tears running down, he chocked on a sob
"I'm sorry" He cried "For everything. I should have done a lot of things and one of them was trust you, fight for you and our love but I'm here trying to fix it, to fix us, you were giving me your everything while I wasn't and now it's my turn to pay it back until we're all good. Please, I beg you, give me just one more chance to make everything right"
You looked into his eyes as he looked into yours "Please" He whispered with tears falling down his cheeks
You were going to hate yourself so much for this but you can't lie to yourself and say you didn't want, need or love him because you did with all of your body. You were aching for him, for his kisses, for his cuddles, for his warmth, his laugh, his bad jokes, his company and love. You needed him. You wanted him. You loved him. He was the one for you.
"Please" You said shaking your head "Don't you ever do that again to me" You whispered "'Cus this is your last chance, González. I don't care if I'm dying for you, if you do it one more time, you can swear to all of your ancestors I will not take you back" Pedro's face changed to one of relief and he pulled you into his hold tightly this time tears of happiness coming out of his eyes.
"Te amo, I always will" He said crying, kissing your neck, ear, cheek, nose "Thank you so much for this opportunity, I'm very sorry, amor" He said resting his forehead against yours "You'll not regret this, I promise"
"I better not be" You smiled softly "But don't get too ahead of yourself, Pedrito. You need to work for everything back"
"I'll do. I don't care, I charmed you once, I can do it twice" You smiled softly "I missed you so much" He said hugging you once more, his face rested inside your neck as you finally felt at peace, breathing properly and safely in your lover's arms.
You were about to reply when two knocks came in and then someone entered
"Y/N, cariño. We are going to be late for the trip, weren't you so excited to see Venice's bea-Oh! Am I interrupting something?" You pulled away from Pedri shaking your head
"Para nada, Mason" (Not at all) You smiled softly drying your tears "We're good"
Mason, the guy, turned around to look at Pedri and then to you as you softly nod locking hands with Pedri
"Pedro, this is my friend, Mason. Mase, this is Pedri"
"The asshole?"
"¡Ostias!" (F*ck!)
"You were pretty much an asshole" You defended Mason with a soft smile "We can't lie" You shrug your shoulders "What's up?"
"Venice's beaches. Coming?" You nod softly
"We'll be there in a little while" You smiled
"Great!" Mason smiled "Also Pedro..." Pedri's big brown eyes went to Mason's "Hurt her again and I'll make sure you'll never be able to play football again for what's rest of your life"
"I won't"
"You better" Mason said "If I was straight I would've gone straight away after her to get her" You laughed softly
"He got your point, Mase. Give us a few minutes, we'll be downstairs quickly" You said and once the door was closed you smashed yourself against Pedri's lips "Te quiero" You said "A lot" You smiled "Please, don't let me go"
"Never again"
And with his heart full, he felt as if the stars had alligned just for him, you were his angel and he'll take good care of you now. He lefthe left the hotel. All the luck his friend wished for you and all the praying he did, were enough. His world is and will not be the same without your presence, your kindness, your laughter, your smile and your love in it, he hated himself for what he had done but thank God you give him another chance. This time, he was surely not going to lose you this time.
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Disclaimer: possible deviation from the canonical characters, possible errors in both lexical and spelling, gender-neutral reader, possibly a slightly dry story
Address: you, yours
Characters: Prowl x Jazz + Reader
"Mentors"
Okay, the story is about you again, my dears, in this universe, to be clear, you are a Cybertronian teenager. You woke up during the war, so you don't know life without war, without all this cruelty, the spilling of internal energy of other Cybertronians, but you quickly adapted to this world, you kept neutrality, as you saw that neither one nor the other was any better, in the extreme, these were your conclusions.
After the war, you finally stopped hiding from the constant fights, you could finally feel what it was like to be a teenager, but there was one but.... You basically had no idea how to behave, so you became a very wild and unruly teenager, you didn't do anything serious, but you still did some dirty things, for example, the same steps on others, painting walls, and sometimes even resorted to theft, because you have to eat something, and you don't have someone adult, you don't have a mentor, and you often feel lonely, but it won't be for long, because soon you will have a mentor and not against your will.
Everything was fine with you until one moment, until you were caught for vandalism, you drew on the walls again. You didn't have time to escape and now you are sitting in the police station.
They gave you the task of calling your mentor, to which they received an answer from you.
"I don't have any mentors." And they were a little aggressive towards others.
To which you received surprised looks at this answer, usually teenagers your age already have some kind of mentor, but here without supervision, things won't work out that way, they thought, and reported this to their boss.
It would be better if you didn't do anything that day, because when you saw this cold optician who literally analyzed your every move in detail, it was scary ..... and the voice was even colder than the optician with notes of aggression, because he introduced himself as Prowl.
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You don't know how it happened, but somehow it happened, probably even Prowl himself didn't really understand how it happened that he became your mentor, you would have preferred to stay like that somewhere else ... but not with him, he had a terrible aura, you didn't believe it until you met Prowl. This is where your story of discipline and not very sweet life begins, don't think there is no cruelty, it's just that this life is a bit tasteless for your taste ..... until you were introduced to another Cybertronian named Jazz, and you were quite interested in him, although he could also be serious, and some of your mischief was approved negatively.
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Well, congratulations, you now have two mentors, of course, your relationship with them was very, very difficult at first, although Jazz still tried to find a common language with you, sometimes like Prowl, you had demands on your behavior and your studies.
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Here you are going to go outside, the spirit of their permission, or rather you want to escape while they are gone, well, one of them wants a lot of demands and expectations from you, you have already left the building and were about to run when there is a dull knock and you bump into Jazz.
"Hey, where are you going in such a hurry?" He looked at you and raised one of his visual combs, there was also a slight smile on his face plate.
"If you are going somewhere, you better warn one of us," it was clear that he understood your intentions perfectly.
"Ah ....hah ...I'm the one..." You didn't know what to think of, what excuse to say, so you just agreed to go back to the apartment with him.
"Okay, just don't say anything to Prowl, please... I don't want to be burdened with even more studies"
"Agreed, but you're not running away anymore, kid?"
"Okay," you thought.
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"Well ....seriously? I just did all the tasks you gave me."
"We still have about 30 minutes left, and you still can't hurt to study a little theory."
"Aaagh.... That's slag..."
"Watch your language," he squinted his optics at you.
"Sorry." You quickly apologized, looking at a new stack of datapads with assignments
That's the relationship between you and Prowl, you study the material on time and then more material is added, it's terrible for you, although sometimes it seems not so bad when it recharges.
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As for your life, it's not sweet but you can wash it off, with Jazz it's fun, and with Prowl it's fashionable to learn something, although the fact that he gives additional material for studying is not cool at all.
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(I got sick, so the story came out a bit dry and unclear, sorry, when I get better I'll try to write some kind of pine story, maybe I'll even betray my principles, or rather I'll try).
(English not my native language)
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Distant AU
I'ma just make bullet points of my idea cause like:
It's like 1:00 am at where I am
I just thought of this and I do NOT want to forget about it
University has me b u s y. I got a test the day after and a few meetings for our school council
Anywayyyyyyyyyyy-
Basic Idea I wanna do for this AU:
In Old Gravesfield
Caleb still runs away with Evelyn to the Boiling Isles but the reason being is that the villagers of old gravesfield figured out about Evelyn so they ran.
Philip essentially snitched and he's like.....14 here. Caused a drift between the brothers and like a huge argument but later for that. Deep down Caleb still lives his brother so whether he liked it or not Philip was going with him and Evelyn (Philip thought naively that he'd be witch hunter general once he lead the minister of gravesfield and the mob to Evelyn and then they could exorcize Caleb to save him....Caleb however knew that Philip wouldn't be spared since the minister will believe Philip might be tainted too)
The Wittebros and Evelyn ended up getting into the Isles as the minister and mob didn't dare cross what was essentially a gate way to Hell in their eyes
In the Boiling Isles
I still haven't thought much for this part but I do know that:
Philip and Evelyn would not be on good terms a good while. It's only when Philip is around 17 nearing 18 they finally get along since Caleb and Evelyn by then have a kid on the way and Philip is...somewhat open minded now
Philip and Caleb are.....a bit rough on the edges of their relationship since clearly there's a lot of misunderstandings and a lot of ideologies they got to break through before they can get to an understanding
When Philip is like 17 to 20 he starts to want to go home only now he sees Evelyn as family just.....not as a witch but as someone who can be converted....he got the spirit just not the attitude nor right mind set💀
Yes Philip from arriving at 14 then roughly living with the Clawtbornes with his brother for 5 ish years he washes off s o m e of his beliefs on witches....he can tolerate the humanoid ones...the demon's just genuinely freak him out
Philip here essentially believes that some witches in the Boiling Isles are the damned who ended up here in Hell but have learned somewhat from their sins just cursed. So now he wishes to somewhat...save them, redeem even (deadass doing a Charlie Morningstar 😭)
Evelyn is nicer than he thought. Makes Caleb happy, and over time he made friends with some witches plus friendly with the other Clawthornes thus why the belief
Now how does one save the sinners from Hell? Well bring them to the Human Realm! Find a way back home and bring them back to God's temple! The Father is merciful after all and he can vouch for their acts of service!
To shorten my ramblings here's some key points
Philip is tricked by The Trapper (the shadow collector person in the owl beast' memories. I'm calling them that) and got cursed with the Mud Beast
He accidentally killed Caleb while he was trying to hunt down titan's blood with him (Caleb indulging in his little brother's attempts of making a door to the human realm so he could hopefully fix his relationship with him since it well soured) (Also the way Evelyn traveled to the Human realm was through rips between realms that with practice can be morphed into a temporary solid area. More will be explained about that)
Out of devastation, Philip side tracked on his goal and tried to find a way to bring back his brother. The guilt of not getting to say sorry to him and leaving his nephew (Caleb and Evelyn's kid) fatherless crushed him
Evelyn helped him in making the first grimwalker but both were dissapointed it just made an extremely unstable zombish version of Caleb (here grimwalkers are more fucked up cause I ain't limited by disney-)
What horrified Evelyn is that Philip wouldn't stop making grimwalkers after each one kept on dying to fast or got too violent and had to be put down
For her family's safety....she distant herself away from Philip. The Clawthornes still regard Philip as part of the family just...estranged (thus the au title wow!)
Now as Emperor ✨
Philip felt ashamed of all the fucked up shit he did and especially with designating his brother's corpse and finally ended up with one stable clone (Hunter) he changed his name to Belos since he didn't deserve the human name his family called him...that man died
He's more like a sort of sad preacher than a monarch. The boiling isles is both chaotic with everyone free to use whatever magic they want but with the cost that everything is fucking chaotic
Belos came to power more so as his followers loved his talks of mercy and salvation to a realm where the rain doesn't boil and nights oh so quiet. The placed him as a leader to give him the ability to reach that goal
Most of the politics are ran by what would be the Coven Heads who are still the same. So you could say the isles is also Republic?
Belos is aware of Edalyn and her many many crimes (here's she's like...a menace cause she would be. Like an arsonist or something) but his family bias allows her to get away with it. Lilith is the first direct family he actually allowed to be so close to him. Guilt and shame making him be such a mystery for the generations of Clawthornes but they are aware they are related to the Emperor thus why they are a bit famous and with some cases (rarely) are treated like nobility
Lilith those try to get on good terms with her great great great(?) Grand uncle but again....real secluded
Hunter is the one that mostly is the bridge between the clawthrones and the last wittebane. Kid is too enthusiastic to be talking to potential family (hunter here is severely sickly)
Oh boy I rambled but essentially this is just a goofy ahh au where it's purely telonovela level family drama BAHAHAH follow if you want to see how the heck I develop this AU.
A lot may change cause I'm like...so inconsistent but that's how I write things! Like what will change the most probably is how Belos' attitude is different here
Stay tuned~
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~ ⚠️Luigi breaks☣️ ~
these are just a couple of seeds to it idea of a version of Luigi that becomes a villain (attended but is optional), because I love the idea of Luigi becoming a villain, but I want to reason of him being villain to be probable
And of course, my little hopeless, romantic heart is gone make it bowuigi/Booigi related
C/W bad boy luigi, Mario is hurt, I think this is Angsty? Emotional break. And maybe more idk
Ok now that that’s out the way injoy :3
in general, how it basically all starts is that Luigi was only ever appreciated by Mario and didn’t have that much of an emotional support group. Daisy was constantly traveling Dr. E.Gadd dealt with ghosts and isn’t really the type for emotions most of the time while peach, she mainly focused on Mario
So, when Mario gets extremely hurt and hospitalized, (or even loses his life) due to all of the hero work that was being pushed onto him Luigi suddenly finds the same hero work starts stacking on his plate of responsibilities
Like, if no one learned their lesson

Bowuigi~
When Bowser next attacks the mushroom kingdom 
 The toads only concern was getting Enough time in where princess peach can run away finding a safe spot for her and Mario
So the toads put Luigi into one of peaches spare dresses and metaphorically, but also quite literally threw him to the wolves
Luigi tried to tell Bowser that he got the wrong person but he was to busy reviling in his victory to notice
By the time bowser finally took notice he was furious and would’ve gone on a rampage if it wasn’t for how empty Luigi looked
Bowser poking and prodding at him ask him what’s wrong with him and if he’s gonna puke
But their was nothing
not a single responds
Not a single retaliation when he was put into his Bird like cage
Only eating half of his meals
He’s only spoken a few words to the guards, and even then it was only thank you’s and sorry’s for not finishing his food
After a week of nothing not even a single report of a guard coming back with injuries bowser finally goes to talk to Luigi
And the answer that he finds is bone chilling
Luigi goes on to tell him the toads half ass plan as well as why they did it 
Luigi after a week of having this, all bottled up, starts to scream and rage and heartbreak 
When Luigi is done, he was shocked to see the sympathy on Bowser’s face and is even more shocked when he is moved to a spare room instead of back to his cage
Bowser, on the other hand is shocked, as well as appalled by the behavior of the mushroom kingdom
Ever since adopting the Koopalings and having junior family has been the upmost importance, so he understands the heartache that Luigi must be going through he doesn’t understand is how a hero can be so alone
Either way the Italian man clearly is in no state to be a threat and no one is coming for him, so there is no point in keeping him in the cage
 bowser finds himself checking up on Luigi frequently as well as keeping the poor plumber updates a Mushroom Kingdom until at some point he asks for the updates to stop “ they never cared about me, so why should I care about them especially what they did to Mario”
Thankfully, with time and a certain little Bowser, Junior Luigi gained a little bit of his spunk back, but not without some poison
Luigi doesn’t want to go for lives, but he does want to ruin them
Let’s see if they ignore him now, when he helps Bowser take as much as they have token from him and more
Bowser is shocked, but more than delighted to have a new partner in crime (and a bit more with time)
Booigi~
Luigi never really liked ghosts, but when the probability of his brother going to the other side started to look sooner rather than later he went to Dr. E.Gadd for help
But the doctor is not good with death, with the dead? yes, but with the death not so much
And he has a habit of getting engulfed into his work, so when Luigi came to him while he was in the middle of working on the poltergeist, he didn’t notice Luigi’s desperation, his fear, his heartache,his anger…
His exhaustion
No… the doctor was too focused on his stupid machines to give him a single moment
 Luigi has been working day in and day out to find a way to help his brother while also trying to fill in his shoes
He always wanted to be just like his brother
A hero
And in every form of the definition he is, he was just never recognized as such
Crazy how people change when you’re the only option left
Him and his brother needed to help anyone and everyone
yet when he was the one who was reaching for a hand he was left in the air
So he’s not all that sorry when that hand finds its place on the release hatch to the ghosts in containment
one by one he lets every ghost that he’s ever caught free till he finds himself in front of king boo’s containment cell
King boo was shocked which says a lot sense he’s the king of all ghost’s and boo’s
But there was no other way to put it
He’s been hearing the alarm system go on for the past 32 minutes
And when he finally finds out what’s happening, it’s only to see Luigi‘s release the others.. erasing all of his hard work
This is odd
for the many years the king boo has been fighting him for the many years that king boo has been (upsettingly) pining over him never once did Luigi seem to be the type of person to do something like this
Well, not entirely he’s a very forgiving person, but something is off. he’s not releasing everyone out of forgiveness or for a new leaf no…theirs something else
 When Luigi finally drags not step, drags his feet over to his prison cell KB noticed something.
He looked…
Tired
 just utterly exhausted
And even though his face lacks emotion, he can tell with the slight redness around his eyes that he’s been crying and can tell by the messiness of his hair that has been stressed
 king boo, changes himself into his human form in hopes to take away some of that stress after all in this form he’s a bit more vulnerable since some of his magic is now being used to keep its shape and luigi know that he which made king boo happy as he saw the tenseness of his shoulders, fade slightly, not all of it was gone, but it was better than before
After a moment of just looking at each other, king boo steps up and placed a hand on the door he mentions how exhausted Luigi looks and for a split moment his face showed a hint of surprise.
But it quickly fleeted as king boos words were pushed to the side for the plumber, to ask a favor
“don’t go after E. Gadd I want him to live with the consequences”
 a shiver of excitement goes down K.B’s spine  at the cruel words it is quickly snuffed out by concern when Luigi doesn’t even wait for a response instead, he just opens the door and steps to the side 
Walking out KB notices all of the other doors left, wide-open, and empty frames scattered about 
King boo askes, if he’s the last one, only to receive a nod from the other occupant in the room
“Good”
Luigi doesn’t put up a fight when he gets picked up by king boo, he doesn’t even let out a squeak. after all, he figured this might happen since he’s sure that king boo still wants him in a painting, yet Luigi still just doesn’t have the energy to stop it from happening
he finds that he didn’t need to
no, instead for the next few days king boo has kept a careful watch on him, aswell as some odd ghosts and regular boo’s seeing if he needs anything like food, water, blankets?
All the while king boo kept poking around for answers on why he did what he did and what was going on to make his usually perfect green personality so blue
And so at some point, he breaks, hiccuping and sobbing as he explained to the king all that happened, and all that has burdened him
Pain covered him entirely but His sorrow soon stepped aside as his rage took centerstage. king boo’s heart ached as he saw Luigi falling apart but when a sinister more vile look was placed upon his features Curiosity was mixed into the emotions that KB had
 Luigi was tired of being the underdog and ignored. He never needed to be centerstage, but he has a plan to make sure that everyone knows how badly they fucked up.
And king boo was more than willing to lend a helping hand



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I'm not sure if I already requests it bc my phone is broken and don't work really well soo if I didn't request it already here:
Daddy stucky x little reader where they are at the avenger tower and they watch a movie with petie his daddy is busy in the lab soo they all 3 of them watched a movie together but the reader falls asleep on daddy bucky. Petie sat next to the reader and bucky when he notice a bruise on her leg (she wears a skirt) he tells it her daddies that he saw a bruise on her leg and when she's awake again her daddies ask who hurt her but she brakes down and is scared to tell them but somehow they get her to tell who it was? (you can choose who hurt Their baby) and how would they react??
Hi darling Nonnie! This is the first time I'm getting this particular ask, I'm sorry about your phone, love. So here's the deal with Baby and bruises...
you're rambunctious. Like...SUPER rambunctious.
you love running (when you're allowed to), and things like crawling on the couch, climbing on anything, falling into a big pile of pillows, basically flinging yourself around for no good reason is always a good time for you.
so it's natural that you'd have a lot of bruises and bumps from your various activities.
It drives Bucky bonkers.
He's always trying to divert you from anything that might hurt you. He has a lot of hang ups about you falling (hmmmm wonder where that PTSD came from...).
He gets that you're just playful and a scamp, so he honestly tries not to squelch you too much, even though his heart nearly stops every single time it happens.
Steve is a little more understanding. Remember, this is the scrappy guy who wouldn't stay away from a fight. So he understands your need to toss yourself into these situations on a fundamental level.
He's not crazy about all the bruises and bumps, but to him, it's all part of the human experience and you're happy, so he can breathe a bit easier.
One of their main rules is no doing anything dangerous, and you have a fairly healthy, a decent, a nominal sense of what is actually dangerous and what isn't, so usually it mostly works out for all of you.
However, if you're in a situation where someone hurt you, you have no problems telling them at all, with all details included.
Why? Because you trust them with your life.
You know beyond a shadow of a doubt that they love you unconditionally. They've not only proven it time and time again, they tell you every day. And they have never (and will never) give you a reason to doubt that.
You know that they will help you, or take care of, any situation where someone hurts you.
Simply as a precaution, because this world is mean, they've taught you some simple and basic self defense maneuvers, on the super off chance they're not close enough to take care of the job themselves and you need help immediately.
It was extremely hard for the both of them to put you in that position to teach you these things, but you soaked it up like a sponge, and they ultimately felt better about giving you every precaution they could.
But let's face it...you'll never need it. Because you have the best daddies in the world who will stop time to make sure that you're safe and loved.
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