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suntoru · 7 months

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getting flashbacks to when i didn't even know my own url and i spelled it wrong for about a year straight on the © of every post🫠

#˚₊✩‧₊ — lily rambles!#like i was a whole level of stupid #i didn't stop for a moment and think #hmmm this looks a little wonky #CRIES.

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not-poignant · 4 months

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Here's some of it @bloodlessbhaalbabe - I don't know if I'm brilliant at it but I do have a lot of practice! :D All my art is under the username Ravenari, if anyone wants to search for more of it!

(I also have more in the 'my art' tag)

(This is all traditional art - coloured pencil / watercolour pencil / waterfast ink and some minor acrylic or watercolour touches on illustration board!)

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armandposting · 2 months

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marius does seem to have a lot of complicated feelings about what he did to armand and I really hope one of them is guilt for his thinking in buying armand originally. he talks in blood and gold about how when he heard armand's mind, the entire reason he wanted him was because he thought, here is a child who has been so hurt that it will be no loss to the world if I make him a vampire. and he wavers on this later and I hope it's because he saw this child make friends and learn things and love rings and watches and swordfighting and realize that actually there is never a child so damaged that taking them from humanity is no loss. I wonder if part of the reason he never tried to talk to armand after seeing him with the children of darkness is that he saw that boy changed into a lonely stoic cult leader with no more will or verve and was too consumed with guilt to even try. I hope that guilt started when he took armand to kiev rus and saw how much armand still loved the family he hadn't seen in years and for a while barely remembered from trauma. also I hope marius explodes into one thousand pieces but that's mostly irrelevant

#I hate marius for the abuse and the grooming but even more I hate him because of this #like I cannot imagine being such a selfish asshole that you at 1500 whole years old hear a child suffering and you're like #oh fuckkn sweet dude no one will give a shit if I make this kid into the perfect vampire including the kid himself #like ten thousand years dungeon to you just for that dude.#I wish I never fuckin read blood and gold the way he talks about armand is SO harrowing #and he's not stupid unfortunately I thibk marius does know this #on some level anyway #but armand refuses to die and as long as that's true I don't think marius can fully face what he did there #except to say it was a mistake to make one so young #no dude tje mistakes started long before that.

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dkettchen · 4 months

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#meme #homemade memes #cw dysphoria #trans #bones are stupid #cw dysphoria venting #waiting out current phase of transition changes to happen #(cause I got my dose raised again in april & am waiting for my next two surgeries & continuing tryna build muscle 😔)#hoping it'll get to a point eventually where the affirming bits are overpowering enough to ppl's perception #that I can dress the bits I can't change (like hips) in things that suit them #and do the whole embracing looking trans thing without worrying abt the misgendering #but alas I won't believe in my body's ability to do that until I see it #seeing as I still get lady-ed & unquestioningly she/her-ed 5 years into HRT + post two highly visible surgeries #+ fully dressed in men's clothes + sporting the shortest hair I've ever had -.-#cis ppl learn what transmascs look like & what that means for words you use on them challenge 2024- difficulty level: impossible apparently #I've had several ppl in the last few months that I literally TOLD I am trans/'it's he/him'/was clocked as trans by #who then STILL proceeded to misgender me anyway???#like what more can I do than literally straight up tell you????#I told a clinician who was looking at my knee the other month that I was trans (cause they always ask abt all meds n diagnoses)#and he misgendered me as a trans woman on his report like-#sir I am 5'4" and have a flat chest baby face and facial hair #and I was telling you abt how I've been on HRT for years and have had several Transgender Surgeries #you're a bone doctor you know how bones work and what their limitations are and you have functionning eyes #you should be able to put 2 and 2 together abt how this works even if you've never met a trans person holy fuck #(I wrote a complaint and they amended the report and sent me an apology meanwhile but still like- buddy wtf)

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nartml · 2 months

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Saw a comment describe killugon as 'born to be brothers, forced to be best friends'.

And I just have to say that, out of all the things that have never happened, that has never happened the most.

#if y'all look at your siblings that are within your age group with THIS level of heart eyes know that im actually concerned #i say within your age group because i totally get being 'smitten' with your baby sibling #im six and a half years older than the little fucker contaminating my room and i too look at him with pure adoration sometimes #but that's beside the point #because even then trust that i do not refer to him as my light nor do i wear a lovesick expression every time he crosses my mind #most of the time actually he's an annoying bug i want to squash. like when he greets me with 'hello you stupid piece of trash'.#like boy don't you doubt my willingness to beat you up if you don't behave yourself istg #okay enough my little brother has taken over my sacred tags #anyway what im saying is that these bitches are head over heals in love. they have the fattest crushes on each other.#you know how i know? because i WATCHED THE SHOW #their relationship is so far from brotherly it's insane how you even came to this conclusion #real talk though #obviously yall can interpret aspects of a story like characters themes relationships etc differently and ofc your opinion is valid #blah blah blah #all that crap #but don't expect me to take anyone who says this with their whole chest too seriously #because if you look at kg aka two adolescents that invented the term puppy love but also im-wholeheartedly-devoted-to-you and see brotherly #then i can't help you atp bro you're on your own with this one 😭#killugon #killua zoldyck #gon freecss #hxh #hunter x hunter #my little brother #gotta add him he played a key role in these tags

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mavenbeeee · 1 month

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guys i’m sorry i’m not done complaining about ifys move. someone commented on my last post trust the dm when he kills a character and yes! literally that! brennan wasn’t just going to leave them all in the movie cause barsimmeon is dead that wouldn’t make any sense HE HAD A PLAN!! they didn’t need barsimmeon. they would’ve found a different way to resurrect him IF THEY NEEDED TO but i don’t think they would have even needed too cause i don’t think barsimmeon even exists anymore??? brennan said dave exists as long as the bomb exists so the same would go for everyone right? the dog tags exploded which would mean that barsimmeon literally just doesn’t exist anymore and i’m sure he would’ve made ify (or another pc) king of the movie or whatever regardless of what ify did. someone else, maybe even dave, would’ve been the new king so they would still be able to get out😭i think it was a completely useless move and the more i think about it the more it makes me upset I JUST WANNA SEE LA FAMILIA ON DRUGS IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK

obviously not saying that they should just allow brennan to do exactly what he planned and not make any moves that’s not how the game works, but this one, this one was stupid, and i think ify should’ve just let brennan do his thing

#im such a hater ohmygod #im not gonna stop tho u made a dumb move im gonna talk about it #i could FEEL jacobs anger during that whole thing #when he was like oh a friend level this better work OH MY GOD #ugh ify that was a stupid move you are a stupid man #not fully stupid but like #ugh this is literally not that deep but GOD why did he do that #then to not even correct his mistake by taking 6 bottles when he was gm????#and also killing 250 mil people when you KNOW that jacob is trying to get the highest kill count AND you just robbed him of his drugs #thats fucked #taking his drugs and his kill count UGH #justice for jacob fr #never stop blowing up #d20 #dimension 20 #brennan lee mulligan #ify nwadiwe #jacob wysocki #nsbu spoilers

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crimeronan · 5 months

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Hunter notices Amity is really distressed about that new kid Odalia somehow has, so he eventually suggests kidnapping because Odalia sucks as a parent and why not? Amity is still in her bloodline deduction state of mind so she blurts out that people will then make the awful mistake of assuming Grimwalker Alador is THEIR child, which is the wrong thing to say because for Hunter that's hilarious and even more reason to go kidnap him.

i love the shitpost horror-comedy universe where lumiter just keep acquiring grimwalker babies that look like them. in increasingly stupid & ill-conceived ways. between luzwalker and aladorwalker anyone who knows the three of them is like damn hunter why does the universe let you have unprotected sex with Two girlfriends. while hunter is out here like. ok. i have literally never even Attempted to touch either of these women in my life. and have no idea What The Actual Fuck is going on. however i Will commit to the bit if prompted.

#IT'S SO STUPID. none of this is canon and i rarely get invested in kid AUs but i DO love kid AUs that are really fucking funny.#too many grimwalkers! a timeline about how nobody will stop fucking making grimwalkers #also eternally compelled by a hunter who will just roll with anything. his levels of not giving a fuck are off the charts #i think canon hunter cares a whole lot about everything all the time forever. however #AU hunter has all his emotional eggs in like 3 baskets & anything outside of that is just a fun playground. why would he care what #anyone thinks of him. people have been making the wrong assumptions about him and luz for as long as he can remember #if being assumed to be someone's boyfriend protects them and/or furthers a very funny rivalry then sure. he'll have fun with it #AU hunter is the kind of friend every dyke needs when they go to non-queer bars. 'do you want me to kill that guy for you'#replies #toh #princess luz au #and who is that other witch #horrible mindscape trauma pals #shitty idiot repression gang

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longagoitwastuesday · 1 month

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I have learnt things about Geto that I wish I could unlearn

#I think I'm getting about the same amount of spoilers as a few weeks ago except now I understand them #But like. I expected so much of him #Seeing gifs of that one scene in which Gojo gets distracted because of Geto almost made me watch this a year ago #Geto was actually my favourite character in that one JJK fanfic I read that I mention so often even if he had literally one scene #I know so much of the emotional turmoil and conflict in JJK and Gojo in particular depends on him #And you're telling me he's Thanos?#I learnt a few days ago that everything pretty much happens in one year. That there's one year between Geto's death and Gojo's #I thought it would be like ten years. Ten years of the act haunting him #But no? So it's not a broken teenager who has these ideas and is killed by another teenager to stop him?#It's a what? ~30yo man saying Light levels of stupidity? Even worse perhaps?#Goodness I hope this is not so. I hope this is better written than what I am seeing #Because goddammit I can't do it. It would kinda ruin every emotional scene from then on?#That one scene I was so looking forwards about patting Gojo's back or whatever. The one in which Gojo gets distracted. It just. I don't know #I won't be able to be moved if Geto doesn't work xD #I was fearing I wasn't going to like him a lot because my expectations were big but oh my god please not like this #This is way worse than I expected. Someone tell me he actually makes sense. What's the point of this whole political play #in which no one is fully wrong and no one is totally right otherwise? What is the point of the haunting. This feels just idiotic xD #And I don't care about the traumas and all that. That works for the teen not the ~30yo man #It would have worked if Gojo would have killed him like 1-2 years after everything not like a few months ago. Last winter #After like ten years a 30yo man should have realised this plan sucks.#Even if it's utilitarian. Who is going to make clothes? Buildings? Streets and railways? Bread??? Go have a talk with Nanami please #We have been told there are not a lot of jujutsu sorcerers. How are you going to fulfill all those needs out of nothing?#And even if it were little by little so the needs could be getting fulfilled little by little too #If you decimate humans won't that cause more curses? I guess he's thinking on the long run but still this plan seems like a mess #I hope it makes more sense than it's looking it will make because of my god this would truly be the last nail on the coffin xD #I am being more and more tempted to get to Utahime and then just drop this. This is breaking my heart xD #It could be soooo good and it always almost is #And then. AND THEN. Abfksbfndbfkan #Jen pick me up. Come solve this. I am scared xD #I talk too much

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b4kuch1n · 2 years

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I lied I think it’s fun to draw animals sometimes

#sonic the hedgehog #miles tails prower #knuckles the echidna #amy rose #team sonic #hey. still dont expect more sonic stuff okay. this is an exception #(I say as I immensely enjoy scribbling these animals)#man. Im mad how good these designs are tbh theyre so (clenches fists) theyre so! scribbleable!#hate that! dont like that dont like how much fun it is to draw them!#also I made amy spiky bc I want to and I can. and also shes a hedgehog #gods. thinking abt it sonic designs cater to me to such a disgusting level... the cartoon gloves... the big shapes.... the varied footwears #it's like psychonauts raz was so fuckign fun to draw. but here it's the whole cast #it's fucked up! it's entrapment!! I didn't consent to this!!!#next time they give any of the characters a big coat I'm sending sega a strongly worded letter. they cant do that to me #well. here it is anyway. genuinely these all took like an hour each I drew them as breaks inbetween work #(an hour for me is equivalent to other artists' fifteen minutes btw. I'm not fast at all I just don't know when to stop)#well. that done. back to work now #I am actually so excited abt the current one lol its just also gonna be a pain in the ass to coordinate #but I really wanna do well with it. go crazy go stupid baku!!#have a good night! a good pair of boots is worth the money but only if you can tie the strings together & wear it on ur neck in emergencies

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definitelynotshouting · 2 years

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i think part of the reason i like scarian so much is that it really is just a clown4clown relationship. mutual idiocy. maybe half a braincell between them and they're bouncing it off each other like a volleyball. two jesters jingling miserably across the crastle floor. your honor i want to see them put in So many situations and this is why i write fanfiction

#scarian #desert duo #hermitcraft #traffic series #3rd life #goodtimeswithscar #grian #hermitshipping #trafficshipping #and then of course there are the Horrors™#cant forget those<3 #i think ive just really come to appreciate buffoonery in love which was already so great but they truly bring it to a whole new level #''would they do this incredibly stupid thing in this Scenario???'' theyre clowns of course they would #u could make them do almost anything and it'd be believable as long as its objectively a little funny /lh #scarian is like the equivalent of getting a pie to the face and inside of it is a rock #shouting speaks #txt

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blujayonthewing · 1 month

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SUPREMELY frustrating that we found something actually really cool and intriguing and plot relevant in tonight's session but I'm still so constantly preoccupied with whether the DM is going to 100% kill us with sheer poor game design that I barely have enough brainspace left over to even enjoy it

#the first half of the session was a random-off-a-rolltable encounter that had nothing to do with anything and gave us literally nothing #and used up all our resources and took a REALLY long time because it was-- you guessed it! another deadly encounter for some reason!!#that's 100% of the encounters we've had so far!#and EXPLICITLY not related to what we were trying to investigate AND creatures that drop neither loot NOR BODIES #(two wil o the wisps and a water wierd)#we did a lot better in this encounter but it WAS deadly going off CR #and the point is now we've done just a short rest and THEN found the Plot Thing-- which our bard used up a bunch of resources to access #SO NOW IT'S LIKE. OKAY LOOK. I WANNA PLAY IN THIS SPACE BUT YOU KEEP TRYING TO KILL US WITH THINGS THAT AREN'T EVEN IMPORTANT #ARE YOU ABOUT TO WHOOPSIE-DOODLE US INTO A TPK ON ACCIDENT HERE???#like... it FEELS dangerous and A Bad Idea to engage with in a way that paradoxically SHOULD mean it's safer in a game like this #like-- okay if this was ACTUALLY as dangerous as it feels we wouldn't BE here on session six. does that make sense?#like when justin had us encounter a lich at level two in session three and I was immediately like OH okay he must have a plan here.#clearly some Scripted Plot is going to happen because there's no other reason he would put us up against a lich three sessions in. you know?#we started dying immediately and I was not afraid at all as a player because I trust justin wouldn't do that for no reason #or be so stupid to have that happen accidentally #THIS CAMPAIGN HOWEVER.... I DON'T TRUST LIKE THAT!!!#ARE WE GONNA FOR REAL PERMADIE BECAUSE YOU WASTED ALL OF OUR RESOURCES ON A RANDOM ENCOUNTER FIRST AND YOU DIDN'T THINK ABOUT THAT #ARE WE GONNA FOR REAL PERMADIE BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T REALIZE WE COULD USE THE ITEM YOU GAVE US TO OPEN THIS DOOR WITH A 5TH LEVEL SPELL #I WANNA PLAY IN THE SPACE BUT IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE THERE'S ROOM FOR RISKTAKING WHERE THE BAD OUTCOMES WOULDN'T BE UNFUN CATASTROPHIC #AAAAUUUUGHHH #[shaking him violently] what do you mean that random encounter was a deadly encounter again what do you MEEEAAN #'oh huh this fight's taking longer than I thought' THEIR AC IS 19 AND THEY'RE RESISTANT TO NONMAGIC DAMAGE??#THE WATER WIERD KEEPS DISAPPEARING BACK INTO THE POND WHERE IT'S INVISIBLE??? MY BROTHER IN CHRIST HOW DID YOU EXPECT US TO DO IT FAST #hhhhhHHHH!!!!#I SHOULD BE THINKING AND TALKING ABOUT HOW COOL THE SECOND HALF OF THE SESSION GENUINELY WAS BUT I'M TOO STRESSED TO HAVE FUN #cannot stress enough that I'm in a million campaigns and I never have this problem with other DMs or with Highly Dangerous DnD Situations #melliwyk's party are in mortal peril constantly and it's... reaching a point where it's tiresome for how badly it's wearing on the PCs #but it rarely feels unfun stressful as a player playing a game #I never feel like the DM is about to accidentally end the whole campaign by bumblefucking us into a TPK at random #you know? it's different. this just feels unmanageable

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maddy-ferguson · 1 year

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i'm never not thinking about how people think that the duffers used will's feelings to fix mlvn and are just okay with that. and think we were crazy for ever expecting anything else

#2022!#we don't even need to get into whether or not it would be queerbaiting #it's like a whole new level of shitty #and everyone is just like well. that's just how it is sometimes :/ gay people :/ like the story wrote itself lmao #it would've been one thing to have will be rejected but they really think that...i don't even know what they think. they think that el #feels the same and are probably like why didn't she tell him that herself why did will have to get involved that's kind of bad writing #probably #and this is why people who don't feel that strongly about mlvn needing to break up yesterday are so weird to me #'i would be okay with will getting another boyfriend if it was well written :)' it will never be well written are you stupid. even if it #was i would still need mlvn gone like what #for tons of reasons obviously but also for this one alone #i'm not even talking about this from like a storytelling perspective #and like i say: brf slt

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liquidjapanesetit · 9 months

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I will forever mourn how we couldnt have an episode around draxum and donnie because i know it would be the most embarrasing battle of wits in the world because one of the participants is a 1 million year old failure of a man and the other is the world's most annoying 14 year old both of them are arch nemesis and none of them have anything better to do

#tmnt #rottmnt #donatello #i left this in someone tags but i decide to make a post because im right #like it would be edward elric and roy mustang level of cringe #i wish i could make an episode like that #i think i would make the purple dragons find a mystic artefact #and then donnie would call draxum for help #and the whole episode would be petty rivalry and magical shenanigans #oh and april would be there too #she would see donnie trying so hard to act like hes better then draxum and she would be like #'wow hes so stupid good thing you are an adult and wont fall for this right?'#amd draxum is planning sephiroth like mologues about how hes going to crush donatello #good morning guys

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itsalmostavengers · 3 months

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Okay so this is a bit of a random request for advice but. For those of u who know my situation n the grief and the loss suffered etc etc. Basically I’ve got it in my head that maybe I just need to fucking change my entire life and. Um. join the army reserves? So in the UK the reserves aren’t the fighting unit from what I know they’re just backup, so you get the adventurous/ thrilling training program + you’re called up only if there’s a national crisis like a flood or whatever, and you help your own country you don’t go elsewhere. However up until This Very Point I’ve always been very staunchly against the military as an entire ideal. And so I’m caught between like. This Huge urge to just. Do terrifying things like parachuting etc and really force myself into a training regime or whatever so that I don’t let the ummmmm substance abuse take over my life. But I’m also. Like I hate the military 😭😭 so I’m just really confused and if anyone has any good advice to impart on me. Please do.

#like im a socialist. and I don’t agree with the military on a philosophical level. but on a mental level? idk I just. idk maybe it would #help me #and my whole life I’ve had these crazy ‘what if’ ideas that I’ve never acted on.#and I just. I don’t fucking know. if this is just a stupid thought that shouldn’t be pursued please I want to know.#its jarring because my whole life I’ve KNOWN that these organisations - military religious etc- have always preyed on people just like me #and yet. like. I just….. I DONT KNOW. I fucking need to get out. I need to change something. I need to BE something else.#I want to be scared and do new things and reinvent myself I don’t fucking know.#ugh #anyway

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dramadramallama · 9 months

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your honor,

this might sound very specific—and it is—but do you know how much i yearn for easy, quick, normal, simple, no slow-mo, just everyday regular SMOOCHING in romance kdramas?

you'd think it'd be as common a thing to witness as dramatic make-out sessions under the rain, or love confessions during the first snowfall of the year, BUT honest to god these quick kisses are the rarest of pokémons. and i am always so stupidly thrilled when we have a newly established couple just act like... a newly established couple????

please let me see them giggle and be disgusting and childish like, this is what i signed up for?? they're supposed to be freshly in love and high on the fact they're being loved back!!! they're supposed to be silly with it!

anyway, all this to say, thank you the story of park's marriage contract for giving me exactly, and i mean eXACTLY, what i want out of two fictional people in love. candid moments.

i rest my case.

#the story of park's marriage contract #kdrama #i just finished ep 9 and i know there's a lot more going on but GODDDDDDDDDDDDD #i just needed to get this out first #like you don't understand i can count on one hand the number of kdramas that have these stupid non-eventful scenes lol #even when the whole genre of the show is ROMANCE #dont get me wrong i do like a serious #well-shot and aesthetically pleasing #emotional BIG DEAL kissing scene #but i love these unexciting/ordinary scenes WAY more #because they give the illusion of spontaneity and do not feel staged :)#if a drama ever shows a couple kissing each other hello or goodbye (difficulty level: EXTREME!!) i ascend

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gojoest · 4 months

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https://www.tumblr.com/chuluoyi/751595718601490432/hi-anon-who-has-lived-in-japan-for-15-years

Okay seriously what is going on here??

i got the exact same ask last night and chose to ignore it bc it makes 0 sense

it’s a quite obvious cry of desperation. he is confirmed dead im sorry and if he were to somehow miraculously come back from the dead, which is impossible bc that’s jjk and not some other shonen where miracles and power of friendship exist, it would ruin the tragedy of his death and the aftermath of it. ppl should let it be already it’s super annoying………

#[ ai—mail ]#😭😭😭😭😭😭#‘has lived in japan for over 15 years’ is like a whole new level of an attempt to sound more convincing but come on #do i look stupid or what….are we rly reading the same manga #i know mistranslations happen BUT COME ON

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