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actually uyeah im bored im gonna run it down. what specific Thing does naielle have with (pretty much) every member of her family that has her fucking wracke with guilt or smth
At a very basic level, a context - naielle comes from an elf napoleonic france, with some specific details that the usual max lifespan is closer to 500, and that the emperor has no heir and is like. 450. i wrote it down somewhere. doesn't matter. So naielle, being exiled from elf france, very early on made the assumption that she could Wait Out the collapse of it. That the emperor would die in, yknow, 50 years, the power vacuum would be contested by every general and cousin and random former nobleman, and the country would be ripped apart, nullifying her exile by technicality. this established,
Saroel - Naielle's grandmother, 495.
Naielle loves her grandmother. She's this wise and cunning lady, who survived the turmoil of Bonaparte's rise to power by making deals and using the family's noble fortune to buy favour. Her husband died in the post-rise period, and Saroel didn't. She bought the life of her and her children when her husband was accused of treason. She's clever.
Naielle has her engagement ring, a gold band designed to snugly fit under a wedding ring, a piece of jewellery older than the empire itself. Naielle used it as a blueprint to craft a pair to it, and matching wedding rings, with which to propose to her girlfriend Xistina.
If Naielle waits out the empire's demise, she'll never see her grandmother again. Never be able to tell her she was right when she told Naielle to be careful about her historical research, or show her the now complete wedding ring. She'll never get to hug her one last time and be enveloped in a stiff embrace that smells of old pines and old times, like the oils of the paintings and brass of the sculptures that make up the universities museums, of the motar that keeps its bricks together.
Laucian - Naielle's father, 333
Naielle is a daddy's girl. She's her father's son, without question or ambiguity. She's got his square chin, his broad nose, his golden eyes, his curly hair (albeit lighter than his - her mother got lucky with that). She's got his passion for history and all that came before, for the nebulous space of was and may have been.
For Naielle's 100th birthday, Laucian gave her a red ribbon. He's not from a noble background, rising from the peasantry with a father in the military and a mother a nursemaid. He has no heirlooms to grant. But the red ribbon, Naielle thinks, is just as meaningful as the engagement ring, because it's a connection to that paternal grandmother, Shana. She was a hard worker, stern with her charges and utterly doting on her own children, sneaking small things from the noble houses she served to give them. She wore her hair in intricate braids, which she taught Laucian and his brother how to do, and she tied them, always, with red ribbon. It was her favourite colour, she'd say.
Shana died when Laucian was only 24. A child, in elf terms. He's worn a red ribbon ever since, 300 years, for longer than Shana was even alive, in her memory. And he hands this down to his daughter, who takes after him so strongly, and in whose smile he can undoubtedly see his mother's.
Naielle adores her father. She fears, down to the bone, that she has disappointed him. That in her exile she has perverted the passion they share for history, turned it into a reminder of the crushing weight of the empire. That she's ruined something.
She still wears the ribbon in honour of a woman she never met. She never learnt her braids.
Oriphira - Naielle's mother, 321
She didn't inherit any particular gift from her mother - Saroel's engagement ring was a joint gift, a blessing for such an item to skip a generation to find itself on Naielle's finger.
They haven't always been close. Oriphira inherited her own mother's preservative streak, an understanding that the family exists at a knife edge between imperial eradication and flourishing, and a single wrong move could damn them. She grew up in that tumultuous era. She would have watched her father die, or march to die, dragged from their home by imperial troops. She would have seen the pathetic graves for him and his brother, her beloved uncle, and known they should not lie there. That a family mauseleum lay open and expecting, and would recieve naught. That they were disgraced. That it was only Saroel's cunning which saved the life of her and her younger sibling.
Oriphira has seen her family's birthright, such that nobility can claim it, ripped from their grasping hands. She's clawed for every inch back. She's fought for the university Saroel used to buy their freedom. She's fought for the healers and medical practicioners to return to her town in the post-revolutionary period, as she watched her own child die of a preventable childhood infection, watched her sibling die of a stomach left to fester and rot without aid. She's seen the gods abandon that town, and she's filled that void.
She's a tough woman, and she is tough to love. Naielle does all the same. She may not have understood it then, the depths of the sacrifices her mother had made for them all, the agony she must have gone through with every child thereafter. The ingrained fear of heights, inherited in most of her children, after another fell from the roof.
But Naielle gets it now. Now that she fights in a war in a different land for its very existence, she finds that common ground. The two fight a war for their continued existence.
And Naielle imperilled it, didn't she? By raising imperial ire, a century after they last turned their baleful gaze Odelia-ward. By reminding that families like theirs, descendant from noble excess, can still be a threat.
She doesn't know what lengths her mother went to in order to keep them all safe after she left. She supposes the military service of her siblings may have shielded the family. But she knows her mother calculated the loss, and weighs that debt on Naielle's soul.
She wishes she could tell her she gets it, or thinks she does. That she understands the responsibility her mother is unjustly laden with. The blood on both their hands.
Aedelie - Naielle's older sister, 201
Naielle and Aedelie have almost a century in age between them, and its a very different dynamic than to any of their other siblings. Aedelie has to carry that torch, borne by Saroel and Oriphira, of being the responsible one. Being measured, and careful, and keeping everyone safe.
And Naielle always felt very safe. Her older sister was gentle and kind, a bulwark against anything that might hurt her. No monster under the bed would dare lay a finger on her when they knew Aedelie was never far, and even when Aedelie enlisted in the army she left her strength with them.
Aedelie's married, you know. She married a human man around 5 years ago, a fellow soldier in her cavalry unit. They have a little elf daughter, cherubic and giggly, just 2 years old with a wide toothy grin. Or so Naielle's been told.
If she waits out the collapse, she might never even meet her brother-in-law, a kind and soft-spoken man with a reflexes of an acrobat and hair like beach sand. She might never meet the man who makes her stern sister smile softly, with eyes that sparkle. A man whose duty, such that it is, is to protect Aedelie's life with his own.
Naielle is terrified for them both. War wages, and the Empire swings the proverbial club high overhead and demands blood, and her sister and brother-in-law must provide. None of them might see the two of them again. Forget the mortality of a human, anyone is mortal in the line of fire. And Naielle happens to know of a weapon, currently travelling by sea towards that firing line, and she fears what will happen when it goes off.
Quenaris - Naielle's older twin brother, 122
What can you say about a twin that isn't obvious? Peas in a pod, identical up until their mid 30s when he shot up like a stalk and left her a few inches shorter. The two know each other better than anyone else, Naielle is certain. She knew his adult name long before he told anyone, and he hers. She is him, and he is her, and they're two halves of a great whole.
Quenaris knew something was wrong, didn't he? That Naielle was lying when she said she had everything under control. That Naielle was hiding something, sparking like a fire in a cave, desperately being smothered. He saw the glitter in her eyes and knew it wasn't emotion that shone through, even if he couldn't identify the source.
She told him everything was fine. She didn't apologise for lying when it became clear it wasn't. That the situation had spiralled out of her control, that her warlock pact - a grave illegality as it stood - had shown her things she shouldn't see, and sent a beacon to the empire to observe.
He knew she lied. And she couldn't apologise, because to stay and do so would have seen her treason identified and laid bare before the Empire's vast apparatus. It would see her killed. She had to flee.
It ate her alive, it truly did. She didn't know how much he knew, how much he held against her.
She was lucky enough to see him, for only a few minutes. To hold him tight, as though by a hug they might be one and whole, and to cry, and tell him she was sorry. That he accepted her hug, and shed tears of his own, is enough for her.
It would still hurt if she never saw him again. Less, maybe, now that she knows he misses her too. Or more, to have given him a glimmer of hope that things might be normal in the future. She's scared of facing his ghost centuries from now.
Mariela - Naielle's younger sister, 110
Where do you even start?
These sisters have never been close. Each claims the other is irresponsible, too easily distracted, too something. There's always something wrong. Naielle isn't patriotic enough, Mariela is too patriotic. Naielle is too wrapped up in her books and shit that happened centuries ago, and Mariela is too concerned with her magic and the things that will happened soon, months and years in the future.
They're similar, and very different.
Naielle had no particular feeling towards her sister when she was forced to flee. To never see her again would hurt, but not as much as with others, a feeling tempered by the knowledge that Mariela would have some snide remark or another on her return. She lied to Mariela, but Mariela wouldn't care, would she? Naielle can't fathom the idea that Mariela cared either way, beyond that Naielle had embarrassed them.
Then Naielle came back, briefly, briefly, just to marry her fiance, and got roped into capturing Mariela.
What's Mariela been doing? Well, she'd taken what remained of Naielle's notes, on old histories and the magic so thusly entwined, and turned it into a weapon. A different weapon entirely, one worse than most others, and which Mariela saw simply as a tool. Naielle was a fool, she said, to focus on the historical implications of her research, and not to use its practical benefits. Look what lies in our grasp - the power to unravel reality!
Naielle was furious. She took Mariela as a prisoner of war.
And then her patron took her as a warlock.
It was not willing - Mariela made no deal, was offered no bargain she could stomach. Her will was superseded, Naielle's consent to the idea assumed, and her body made to channel magic it rejected.
Naielle did this. She did not know it would happen, had not even considered the possibility, wanted none of it. Mariela will probably never believe her.
It doesn't matter what Naielle thinks of Mariela's original ideas, her plans to turn utter destruction into a military tactic. It doesn't matter the differences of their personalities, that the two don't get along. Naielle did this. She forced this on her sister, intentionally or not, and she intends to make it right.
She expects she'll never right her initial mistake, the pact that brought her into exile in the first place. She fears she'll not right this. But it's in her power to do so, and whether Mariela wants her there or not, Naielle will fix it. Naielle would betray almost anyone to fix what she's done, burn most any bridge, because it almost isn't about Mariela anymore. It's a proxy for every mistake she's ever made, every harm she's brought, a way to try and make up for the life she ruined for herself by ever doing this.
If all goes well, Mariela will go home. Naielle can only hope she understands how much that means.
Yivien - Naielle's younger brother, 104
Probably the person for whom Naielle has the least consideration, a fact that would invariably infuriate the poor boy. The two have somewhat less in common than Naielle to Mariela, but do have one key thing - their academic focus. While Naielle is a historian, Yivien is an architect, and spent much of his youth fighting for their father's attention, to little success. Naielle was his daughter, following in his footsteps - Yivien's achievements weren't as important.
If Naielle was honest, and looked critically at herself, she would concede that Yivien is the smarter sibling. His grades are better, his grasp of abstract fundamentals stronger, he's quicker on the draw. It isn't fair, she reckons, that she was given that attention. The boy earned it, or ought have done.
She would struggle to tell him that. She doesn't think its pride - she never said she was the smartest sibling. What she struggles with is the idea that she needs to correct it, when surely, that burden lies with her parents for not acknowledging him better when she was around. Did she hog their attention? She isn't sure.
But as days grow darker, and doom grows nearer, she wonders if she should have said it anyway. Care or not, guilty or otherwise, he deserved their attention, and it was denied him. And she's responsible, in some capacity. Shouldn't she have tried to fix it? To say she was sorry?
The longer it goes, the more she thinks maybe she means it sincerely this time.
Xistina - Naielle's wife, 135
God, what could she say to her that she hasn't said already? Her most dearly beloved, a part of her soul, the keeper of her heart in turmoil. They've known each other nearly a century, and Naielle can only hope for centuries more.
Xistina wasn't in the country when Naielle went into exile. She was on business, sailing the sea, plying wares and doing trade under the gleaming sun. She would not hear news for months, till she landed in a bustling port and spotted no beaming face amidst the crowd, no-one all but ready to leap aboard before a gangplank was ever lowered. Naielle didn't know what she'd heard. She wished, dearly, that Xistina could have heard it from her.
She doesn't know what Xistina knew. She doesn't know if her fiancee saw the stars in her eyes and saw the meaning behind them. She spent years in dread. At least her siblings, her family, heard of the matter directly, that she'd had a feeble chance to defend herself in the hours before she fled. Xistina knew naught, and could learn less, and Naielle could not reach out for fear of potential consequence. Her fiance could not be party to treason. Her distance would keep her safe.
Her fiancee knew more than she thought, had an ear to the ground and the sea, and loved her still. She wore Saroel's ring proudly as a token of their love, and kept it in care over the decades.
Xistina knows it all, now. Naielle travelled across the planes to see her, to know her truly, all secrets bared on both sides. Pirate and Warlock, Traitor and Traitor. Let the empire declare their treason in love if they wish, for she has it.
And it scares her to think she might let it go. That, having come so close, having even successfully married her after decades apart, that they might lose it all. And that it will be Naielle's fault in totality. Her fault for her treason, her fault for leaving for the distant lands, and her fault for not staying when she had the chance. Who better could have ferried a wanter criminal than a rebel corsair? Where else could Naielle find that kind of safety? And yet she left, for she felt a duty to a war that still wages, and she knows there's a chance she will never return. That she will have given her wife - her wife! - false hope of a future together, of merry centuries in a free Sylvian land, or aboard a ship in the glittering sky, where no mortal government dared tread.
She fears she's given her wife a lie, and did not know it when she spoke.
#naielle odelia#there was like a 4 hour gap in the middle of writing this and i kind of lost the plot. anyway#shes got something for all of them. even yivien. its not much though#yivien and naielle are never gonna properly reconcile because naielles 'crime' is just. not giving a shit about him#she just doesnt think of him. its why she can only acknowledge any fault at such a long draw#like oh. hm. maybe?#quenaris probably had to tell her this himself when the two met up. if he even had time!#but something on the fact that yivien has flourished with his fathers attention after naielle left#and naielles like. huh. i think this should be prompting some sort of self reflection#naielle isn't an attention hog though. not like. purposefully? she's not showy or particularly theatrical#so again like. she has a point. is she the one who wrong yivien or does that fault lie elsewhere#and shes just the vector by which it happened? a convenient mark for a legitimate grievance? who knows#shes not exactly gonna talk to him about it. unless? 👀#ongoing bit that if someone successfully banishes naielle that she shows up in her family home and gets 6-60 seconds with#whoever happens to be home at the time. could be anyne. yivien they just get into a fight#everyone else it could go a few ways. no matter what naielle leaves in tears#someone breaks the banishment and naielle pops back like 😭 and everyones going ? uh. are you okay???#and naielle has to snap back to the reality of the battle she was in like uhhh ouais 😢 eldrítch blást#(i have no idea how one would render eldritch blast Frenchily in text. its not like fjord here)
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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
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the question is who taught lucanis to knit. was it something he already knew how to do or is he picking it up over the course of the game as part of his 'if I manage to cram enough hobbies in there I won't have to sleep again ever. easy' experiment. did he learn it out of a book (as a sometime knitter, a horrifying thought but I wouldn't put it past him). as hilarious as I find the mental image of caterina with knitting needles I do not believe in it, did he pick it up from someone in the household staff growing up the same way he did cooking. is the sweater he wears with his introductory armour his own work (very funny if so it's just so. incredibly neutral toned and sensible.) I understand why he never does it on screen because animating knitting is the devil's own work and bioware were right to dodge right past it no one should wish themselves that kind of pain, but do you think off-screen he's using it the same way davrin does whittling during team meetings and book club nights (for real the grandmas were so right for this: knitting during social group situations is a neurodivergent life hack like you wouldn't believe if doodling isn't your thing/isn't doing it for you). it's that or sharpening his knives and some people seem to get a bit nervous about that so he mostly sticks to the knit one purl one of it all. does he make things for the team. for romanced rook perhaps. boring but useful things like socks and scarves, to be clear. I think mr. 'I made you a cake (cautiously marital intent)' would not mean to impress just make sure your feet weren't cold jogging around the heights of athim killing darkspawn. knitting more socks for harding so she won't get cold walking around everywhere in her fereldan *checks notes written on palm* clogs. some of taash' outfits... you think rook and lucanis are letting them walk around the anderfels like that without at least a token sensible scarf on even tho adaari are built different in terms of body temperature. I say no not in my lighthouse they would team up and mother hen them to shathann levels before they'd let that happen. (the scarf has dragons on it taash thinks it's kind of cool actually.) a bobble hat for manfred not because he really needs it but because he wanted to feel included. assan indignantly tries to steal it and fly away with it so he gets his own scarf to promote peace between the lighthouse little guys and it works. help.
#lucanis sitting there with his scariest coldest most focused eyes and people going 'hey are you... are you alright there?'#and him looking up like 'hm?🥺🧶oh yes I'm just counting'. it's canon in my heart.#he's just like me frfr in a variety of ways that are really funny fhdskja. I paused on knitting a sock to write this out#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#he overtakes my neurons in such a unique way from time to time I don't even write these things The Truth is just channeled through me#*head in my hands* I love all these characters so much. especially him but all of them. imagining what each of them might like to get#like would bellara want something for an experiment and not so much to wear. do the wisps playfully unfurl anything neve leaves around#for inscrutable reasons of their own. does lucanis make a sweater with something rude on it for davrin. like 'asshole' in antivan#'it's our word for 'warden' :)' 'uh-huh' (davrin still wears it all the time as a pure powermove to be clear)#(im crying 'cover them up warden we're going to lavendel. also happy birthday or whatever' as he tosses the sweater#directly into davrin's cleavage)#I spent most of this day quite unhappy. and then i thought about this for a while and now I feel a lot better#maybe there is joy for me in the world after all. I'll leave the possibility open another day
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Another amalgamate
#danganronpa#kaito momota#kokichi ouma#i remember last year#me seeing the fic for the first time: amalgamate? oh like undertale hehe :)#author (somewhere): yea the title is a reference to undertale's amalgamates#me: CFIXZFUFKGKCG??!?!!??#yea#fanfic moments#hm wait hold on maybe i can find old art in my last year sketchbook
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I love will in primavera,, literally everyone is going damn dude u guys were close that sucks wanna join me in killing him?? U could also stay and recover normally. Like you don't have to do anything. and will is just like. no how fucking dare you. leave us alone im gonna sail the ocean to find him explore his family trauma wax poetically to him try to stab him and give him (my) head!! go kys before I do it myself. strange little gay man
#it was his hot girl autumn#i think its autumn idk#it was snowy in the states and fall looking in lithuania#time lowjey doesnt make sence in hannibal and especially in s3a and i honestly love it#plotholes?? maybe#but more fun to see it as part of the dreamlike vibe of thet era#and the way reality seems to bend and warp to hannigram's whims#what was i saying#oh yeah#will graham doesn't need help#hannibal#hannigram#will graham#hannibal lecter#nbc hannibal#murder husbands#primavera#oh and then after being saved from the head giving he gets angry about it LMFAO#idk he didnt seem to mind it much#was giggling n shit during the scene of uh#yk the scene where hannibal is. taking off his jacket. and rippeling open his shirt. hm.#still sounds like smth else whenever i say it#then again “intimacy is striking” so like yeah
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This one was so weird and i’m sure it could be explained in so many ways but he looks like he’s retreating 💔
My first reaction to this is why he looks so sad/disappointed?? Lmaoooo
#At first I was hm everyone’s so surprised and smiley and he’s just like Oh wow ahah and I thought maybe that was just his awkward reaction#but it’s the way he walks away JJ is like hotch I can explain and he’s like you couldve told me 🥲#aaron hotchner#criminal minds#hotch#please give me a child hotch#jennifer jareau#cm 3x20#jotch
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meow
#i feel like i should have made his ears a little bigger in th first pic. maybe ill go back and edit it later#GET WRINKLED IDIOT#i first thought of drawing him as a sphinx cat bc i looked at his third eye like hm... if he had wrinkles he could hide his eye#its also very fun imagining him wearing head coverings and hoods cause hes so fucking nakey#kinda makes me wanna draw him more... sphinxes are fun to draw. i kinda wanna make a sphinx design now <- loves designing characters#a thought i had while drawing this is that if only few had seen narinder before (like the lamb and previous vessels) then not many would#know what he looks like. since hes supposed to be death and the only time you see him is when you die and pass on i guess??#so i think it would be an interesting situation if the lamb just introduced narinder as some guy without telling anyone he is or used to be#the one who waits.. smth like a false idolatry situation so everyones like. oh wow our leader has been channeling the messages#of the one who waits for so long its almost like they have become death itself!! ^_^ and narinder is just. standing there#maybe if he gets enough power he can grow more eyes between his wrinkles like in his eldritch form. that would b cool#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl narinder#cotl fanart#my art#myart#doodles#the one who waits
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how do you find songs for your character playlists? is it generally just songs you like to listen to or do you have a process to choose specific songs for each storyline? how do you find/choose them? I’ve really been enjoying listening to the playlists lately!
Omg thank you so much!! Honestly, I very very rarely seek out songs for specific moments for each characters' playlists. More often than not, I will be listening to a batch of new music (my brain can be very picky as to when it's ready to consume new media and new music especially), and I usually just have my ears open for 'which character does this remind me of,' and if a character kinda clicks, 'what moment does this best represent?' and if it's not a perfect match I'll usually try to think of other characters to see if there's a better fit. Sometimes if a song is reaally close to a moment or feeling but not quite perfect, I'll try to re-imagine the events to more closely match the song more, to see if i vibe more with what the song could imply for character relationships, plot-points, etc if i were to keep and use it on the playlist. Sometimes it works and creates a plot point that matches a song like, perfectly, and sometimes I'll just keep a song because it means something verrry specific to me that others wouldn't pick up on without me explaining haha
As far as what new music i listen to, sometimes i'll rely on Spotify's smart shuffle to give me similar-sounding songs for a playlist, other times stuff will hit me while i'm listening to an artists' discography or a random album, or hell a couple of weeks ago i was re-listening to musical albums and got punched in the throat by a couple of songs that ended up being perfect fits for bdubs and 24.
It's not a super reliable system, and it leaves playlists with some big empty chunks (such as, for example, Docs playlist, which has the beginning of s8 and a large chunk of s9 pretty thoroughly covered, but a lot of the meat of s8 is missing, which bothers me because all of that i think is important for his character), but i listen to new music often enough that i'm slotting new songs across my playlists at least a couple of times a week! It's a system that works for me, and i end up putting a good variety of songs onto each playlist since i'm not searching for anything specific for each moment. Hopefully that's helpful!! :D
#dbhc#dbhc ask#ask#anon#dbhc music#music is so special to me but i can also be so finicky about my tastes and what i like on certain playlists#it's gotta FEEL right#most of the time when i find a song that works for a character it's like. <listening to new song> ooh maybe... bc like... hm.......#<one particular line reminds me of something specific and re-contextualizes the previous lyrics> oh. NO. SHUT UP#<rewinds song back to the beginning> .......... SHUT THE HELL UP. I'M GONNA BARF. <listens to it 5 more times> <adds to a playlist>#this happened 3 separate times on my drive today <3#shep speaks
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It's my 14 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

#if only my 2011 self could see me today#he’d probably say something like “Oh. Hm.” or maybe even “Yikes!” 🥰#14 year tumblrversary#tumblr milestone
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An Actual Engagement???
♡ I have been wanting to write this for so long... Just know this takes place years after they've escaped Gardenview, I'd estimate it'd be 4 years later than the current timeline rn. Anyways - Vee has saved enough money to finally buy Shelly a true ring and wants to actually marry her for real now, will she accept or is it too soon? ♡
ᰔᩚ Caretaker Shanon au is mine! ᰔᩚ
ʚɞ @soupiestzilla thanks again for always being here for me - here's the Shelled Vision proposal fic you've probably been wanting from me lol ʚɞ
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It's been years since their "wedding" in the oat milk aisle.
It's been over 10 years since Vee finally gave in and confessed her feelings, since Shelly claimed her that fateful night, since they started dating.
It's been too long.
Vee adjusted the pink ribbon around her neck anxiously, shaking as she gently felt her pants pocket to make sure it was in there. The box. The ring. The actual engagement ring, the one she's been saving for almost a year for, the one she knew would make Shelly the happiest dinosaur on earth. She looked over her suit in the mirror again, making sure it was perfect. It was the same dark rose theme she knew Shelly - and Glisten surprisingly enough - said she looked amazing in. Her undershirt was a hot pink, her bowtie being Glisten's old bow. She adjusted the sleeves before taking a deep breath, forcing herself to stop shaking as she walked out of their shared room. Shelly waited for her, all beautiful and perfect as always, in a flowy pink dress with one of Vee's sunhats on, pink makeup on her face - just enough to notice but not enough to cover up Vee's favorite features. They looked like they were just going on a yearly Valentine's Day date - Shelly was clueless, just laughing with her mom at a stupid dinosaur joke. Vee smiled as she nodded once.
She was definitely the one.
"Hey, ready to go on our yearly dinner date, Shells?" Vee asked casually, making the fossil turn and look at her with those beautiful amber brown eyes Vee's fallen in love with a million times over again. Vee shakily took a deep breath, her heart racing. She fell in love with them again.
"Of course Vee-Bee! Let's go! We'll be home in an hour mom!" Shelly cheered as she ran over to her girlfriend, taking her hand. Vee gripped it tighter than usual, but Shelly didn't care. Shanon just waved them off happily as Shelly lead them out, the two walking quietly to their favorite restaurant as they always did, their tails wagging in unison, Vee's gaze lost deep in Shelly's eyes. She hoped the boys she invited for support would be there... She was so nervous she might cry.
They were there, Sprout deep in a conversation with Cosmo, the two sitting at a table near the one Shelly always loved sitting at. Vee sighed in relief, feeling a little bit better with them there. She gently stopped Shelly before she sat down at their table, then grabbed both of her hands, shaking. Shelly looked at her, confused and concerned. Sprout and Cosmo were now watching, silently cheering them on.
"Shelly... I wanted to talk to you about something..." Vee managed to say quietly, the nervousness deep in her voice. Shelly looked even more concerned.
"What is it, honey? You look so scared... Are you okay..?"
"I'm fine, I just, I just hope you don't say no-"
"Say no to what???" Shelly asked, scared to know, but deeply curious now. Vee looked at the floor, taking a heavy deep breath before she let go of one of Shelly's hands.
"Shelly... We've been together for over 10 years, we've seen hell, we've survived the world ending and we've loved each other for every second of it. You held me when I needed it, I held you tight when you needed it, we've given each other thousands of kisses - hugs - compliments. We wake up every day and smile because we just see each other - we do everything together and we are so stupid together. We've shared our room for even longer than we've lived with Shanon- we get lost in each other's eyes constantly, we cheer each other on every day. We even tell each other the dumbest jokes every morning over coffee just to see each other smile... You're my world, and I'm yours-" Vee said, pausing to study Shelly's face. She was smiling one of her pure smiles, her eyes shining and full of love and bliss. Vee went on one knee, Shelly looked stunned.
"Vee-"
"Shelly... My beautiful girlfriend, best friend, my world... Would... It be okay if I officially stole your really badass last name- and made us the happiest lesbians in the world. Would you marry me?" Vee asked, pulling out the box and offering it to her. She knew she was supposed to open it, but her... Brain kind of fried when she saw that look on Shelly's face. The way she stared back at her, her eyes full of tears but joy and love and excitement. Her body trembled as a sob came out, her other hand over her mouth.
"Vee... I... I would marry you 100 times over... I... I'd love to marry you, oh my god, YES!! PLEASE!!!" Shelly answered when she got herself together enough to talk. Vee froze, Cosmo and Sprout cheered louder than they intended to, Shelly fell on her knees sobbing.
It was a happy sob though.
The two newly engaged soon were latched onto each other, crying and laughing together, both so surprised by this and loving it so much at the same time. The people around them were cheering for them, but they couldn't care. They only cared about each other.
"I love you so much you stupid fool, why would I ever say no?" Shelly asked once they'd gotten themselves mostly together, making Vee laugh while sniffling quite often.
"I just, I love you so much I got scared, I'm sorry I know you would've said yes." Vee admitted, then looked at the still closed box and then back at Shelly. Shelly just offered her hand, and Vee opened it, revealing a beautiful silver banded ring with Topazes and Emeralds embedded throughout it, a white heart shaped diamond being the centerpiece of it all. Vee gently put it on her finger, still laughing like an idiot, and soon they kissed while still sitting on the floor. They were stupid, but they were each other's stupid forever now.
"I love you, Vee."
"I love you too, Shelly."
"We should get off the floor and actually... Eat dinner..." Shelly said mid laugh, slowly getting up and helping Vee up as well. They sat down beside each other, shoulders touching, Shelly's hat being set aside just so she could use Vee's shoulder as a pillow.
They were attached to each other the entire dinner, sharing stories of their stupid past crushing on each other moments and laughing at how they still wore those dumb pop tab rings despite them being worn down and starting to fall apart now. They were deeply in love, deeply stupid, and deeply enjoying every second buried in the other's love.
They were perfect.
Cosmo and Sprout took so many pictures of them being this way, and a video of the proposal, and Sprout sent it all to Shanon, then he looked at Cosmo.
"So when do we tell them we saw everything?" He asked, tossing his phone to Cosmo, who caught it perfectly like he's done thousands of times before.
"When Vee inevitably asks for the proposal video, she did invite us here for a reason ya know." Cosmo casually replied with a smile. Sprout nodded, giving his boyfriend a kiss on the head.
"That makes so much sense... Want any dessert before we leave?" Sprout asked, tapping a finger on the table, deep in thought. He didn't care if their matching rainbow promise rings were showing, not after a whole restaurant cheered for two lesbians getting engaged anyways. It was the closest thing Cosmo wanted to a wedding, they're still debating it - since neither really see the point of one. Cosmo thought as well, then nodded.
"Only because we'd be able to see those two be happy more, they're really stinking cute together." Cosmo replied after thinking a bit, making Sprout nod.
"Agreed, I'll pay for it, no problem."
"Thanks Sprout."
"Anytime, Cosmo."
#kai was grinning like a fool writing this one#oh my god it's so sweet it's so cute#this is way in the future but this is a canon event I promise-#they will get wed!! they will!! just after they get therapy#kai's writing#kais original post#dandys world#shellvision#shellevision#caretaker shanon au#<- in the future#fruitcake#<- the ship#I spedran writing this I don't know what took over me but dudes#it's edited it shouldn't have typos I swear#they're so happily in love gang I've undoomed the yuri once again#maybe this'll patch up everyone's souls after Zilla destroyed them hm#hehe#lol#I'll shut up now hehehe
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Yeah Star Butterfly was my favourite character as a kid (<- trans guy)
#i love her i love her i love her#GODDD#i used to have notebooks full pf this silly teenage girl......#I wonder what this says about me. hm#something about how she's off-putting to others and....#and something about how she refuses to comform to being a princess like her parents want her to ....#something about her relationship with her father...#oh she's me#which obviously means she's transmasc to me btw.#you can come at me all you want#Star Butterfly and Marco Diaz have always been transmasc and transfem solidarity#maybe even... t4t.....#i immediately get shot by the non starco shippers or whatever#sorry i haven't been in this fandom for ages guys I'm a little rusty#star vs the forces of evil#svtfoe#star butterfly#MILO ART#this is. so personal to me btw#she's an awkward teenage girl... ourgh#inclined to state that this was just. a quick sketch :)#I've been kinda. in a slump lately i think#gurghh#traditional art#fanart
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— THE ELECTRIC-FEVER REMEDY.
#my posts.#lackadaisy#my art.#thinking about … rocky ‘winning’#in the sense that mitzi ends up completely alone and can only rely on his help to keep lackadaisy afloat …#making him irreplaceable — finally! and wick is nowhere to be seen to save the day anymore … so it’s just him#and maybe mitzi’s miserable and he’s miserable but he doesn’t care about it really … he’s just happy to be important … essential … etc#mitzi has shrunk and she’s become blurry and faceless because rocky is indulging in his victory#is too busy internally celebrating to really. notice her. so she’s small and disproportionate … murky …#AHEM! since i can’t write about my mitzi/rocky feelings i’ll art about it ( very quickly lmfao )#i just think rocky’s obsession with mitzi and being the person she relies on most is something he takes to extremes#and will continue to do so the way his arc is going. there’s not much left for him outside of ‘this’ anyway … or so he believes#i also think they will continue to drag each other down …#rocky doomed by the narrative and mitzi IS that narrative. they’re fucked but at least they have each other i suppose!!!#i have so many more thoughts and ofc this is more metaphorical …#but i do think. about the darkness around the corner for the two of them … hm! anyway! yeah!#rocky rickaby#mitzi may#wrote up these tags and drew this at like 3am to 5am so thats why i sound crazy#OH and the lines are from the bunnybox page in the comic <3 where he compares her to drugs twice <3#totally NOT a really bad sign im sure!! that would be silly :3
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Hey folks anyone got a story or joke or doodle suggestion or something?
#minute rants#not exactly at our best rn#Uhm#i crocheted an elephant and a snake and it didn’t work#Which is weird usually doing things helps but#Yea my brain is doing us the disservice of providing lovely simulations of terrible things that could happen to us#Anyhow#delete later#oh it got worse#Uh#yea we need noise right now#Not like loud noise or attention grabbing but like#Podcast. Or phone call#Maybe i should call my irl friend…#Hm
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Genuinely I think we as a society need to figure out why 90% of the population is unbelievably bad at math and hates it like why have we demonized truly one of the most important subjects in school
#obligatory “i don't hate people with discalcula and that's also not what I'm talking about”#and i am genuinely a bit upset about this because i truly don’t get it. like math is hard but not THAT much harder than english#or learning a language#and you can't ALL have had super shitty math teachers#so why are so many people incapable of doing like basic algebra#“oh math isn't applicable to real life” yeah man i bet you're forced to read various classics and talk about them later all the time huh#maybe not everything you learn in school DIRECTLY translates to real life hm? maybe you're developing your brain to be able to think?#and don't get me started on “gays can't do math” hey worstie why are you correlating being queer with anti intellectualism#math#education
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/staring into the middle distance/ I saw someone say that Alfred pressured Steph to give up her baby and EX-FUCKING-SCUSE ME Alfred and Stephanie didn't even MEET until AFTER her entire teen pregnancy arc was OVER BY LIKE SEVERAL ENTIRE MORE ARCS.
Steph figures out she's pregnant shortly after the quake. Tim running away from home to be present for the birth happens before he gets stuck in No Man's Land and is what resulted in Jack agreeing to move them back from Key City. Steph gives birth and we still have the entire fucking arc of Tim stuck in No Man's Land to get through!!!
It's only after Gotham is back to semi-normal that Jack sends Tim to Brentwood and Alfred goes with Tim to Brentwood, and then is pissed at Bruce and then while Tim is at Brentwood Bruce tells Steph Tim's identity AND THEN ALFRED AND STEPHANIE FINALLY MEET FOR THE FIRST FUCKING TIME EVER AND HE'S PISSED AT HER FOR BEING A JERK TO TIM.
"pressured her to give up her baby" are you fucking SHITTING ME.
#fandom wank#Alfred Pennyworth#Stephanie Brown#DC#Batfam#usually I can go ''oh maybe it's post flashpoint fuckery'' but NOT THIS TIME#ah yes Stephanie ''I Do What I Want'' Brown pressured by a man she's never met or even heard of#mmm hm sure Jan#editing tags to add#I think this one bothers me so much because Steph's ultimate reasons for adopting out her baby#is one of the few parts of the arc I found to be genuinely interesting character work?#like the BULK of the arc is very Author Mouthpiece Yells At Strawmen#but her nightmare about Arthur interacting with the baby? OOF
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God Games finally broke me, so here's my first shot at some Epic Designs
I know Artemis isn't God Games, but wanted to do something with her anyway. Might redesign these, still shaking them around in my head. Might give Apollo shorter hair, I think he would rock a pixie cut, kinda like that one star boy concept art
#epic the musical#epic god games#artemis#apollo#Hm#not sure if I'm quite happy with the designs yet but oh well#Maybe Artemis is the one who deserves a pixie cut. Hmm#didnt have time to add this but I like to think Artemis' star patterns change with the placement of the stars in the sky between seasons#she also has little lines to show the constellations. but again. time#RA Art#I FORGOT THEIR FUCKING LAURELS
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