Hey. The Finders have no idea that Bonzle was captured. Fritz and Spitz are still waiting, playing video games in the Monastery, for Cole to bring their sister out of hiding now that the blood moon is over. Geo is still sitting by the window, watching and waiting for a dragon on the horizon to return his kid safe and sound. Cole took a very unsure Bonzle, assured them all everything would be okay, and they'd be back soon. He promised he'd find a way to protect her.
Don't think about how they'll smile when Cole finally trudges back, happy to know he's okay. Especially don't think about the Finders stopping, looking out over the group, and how Cole can't look them in the eyes when they turn to him and ask; where's Bonzle?
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As time goes by I'm becoming more and more sure that I just can't survive on my own. I can take basic care of myself, but the second I have to go to a doctor or do some formal stuff I get paralyzed. I just can't. Fuck, I can barely even talk to strangers in general. Or even not strangers, I can't fucking text someone back if I'm not close to them, it's just so scary and exhausting. I'm becoming emotionally tired more easily and sometimes even talking with my mom about anything is too much for me and I love my mom. And I really need her, I can't do basic stuff without her pretty much holding my hand all the time. I can't get a normal job. We went to this blueberry plantation a few times but I just couldn't go there without her, and now the job is over and we can't go there at all. If I wasn't such a fucking baby I'd go there a few more times alone and get some money. I can't make calls, there's literally like two people I feel comfortable talking on the phone with. People used to say I was mature for my age when I was younger but I never grew up and now I'm almost 21 and can't do anything with my life. I'm scared of everything, I'm constantly exhausted physically and mentally. I'm like a fucking child. I'm scared that I'm gonna have to live with my mom my whole life. I can't see a future for myself, I'm just not able to survive without help and at some point I won't be able to get help, I don't want to be a parasite living off of my mom's money but I don't see anything else I could do. I hate my brain so much. I hate the way it refuses to work. I hate myself for being such a child.
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“Doesn’t she look pretty on King Aiden’s arm~?”
“He’s one smitten king, I would say.”
“One of many royals. I heard he was planning A. The back up plan was the crown prince of Greenhaven~”
Just the other night, Allisae was happily stargazing with him in the gardens. Now Azrael was forbidden from her chambers—from the East castle entirely. The princess wouldn’t even look him in the eye whenever she passed by wrapped in King Aiden’s arm. Avelan clammed up whenever he was asked for an explanation and made excuses to leave. The entire palace was suddenly giving him the cold shoulder as whispers and gossip flitted about— attacking Azrael’s pride and worthiness for marriage or outright pitying him, as though he’s been cheated in some way.
Everything changed in the span of a day. The last night they went stargazing, and Azrael preferred to watch Allisae's smile, rather than the night sky... he imagined the life they could have together. A life where Azrael--hopeless romantic that he was--could help her smile like this every day.
And then, in an instant... it was all over.
Allisae was now engaged to King Aiden. Azrael was forbidden from seeing her, even talking to her. It wasn't too long after Cecil and Avelan's engagement has been announced... and the alliance between Greenhaven and Vanystea was all but secured.
It didn't take a genius to figure out that Azrael had essentially been replaced, for a better option.
It was equal parts heartbreaking, infuriating, and humiliating. With the refusal of any sort of actual explanation, the sting of gossip behind his back...
The prince didn't want to be angry with her... he knew how the Emperor operated. But even so... Allisae refusing to even look at him burned. It burned to viciously and deeply that Azrael had no choice but to lock it away. If only to save his own pride.
King Aiden and Princess Allisae's wedding would be the last Vanystea would see Greenhaven's Crown Prince for a long, long time.
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hiii i'm really sorry this is kind of a Lot but um. is it bad to leave a toxic friendship by absolutely verbally destroying the other party? because like. i think i may have broken the geneva convention with some of the things i've just said to this girl. but she started it! she called me a stone cold bitch so i said she only dates narcissistic sex offenders i feel like i may have overstepped. but it is true she is currently dating someone accused of assualt so. we both leave for uni soon so i won't see her again but like i just feel BAD and NOT GOOD about being so mean even tho she cheated on my closest friend. i also said she was a pathological cheater which IS very true but i feel may have warped her perspective somewhat. is it just a rite of passage to have that one friendship that implodes spectacularly or am i doing this wrong
'she started it! she called me a stone cold bitch so i said she only dates narcissistic sex offenders'
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Dude i love that Spitelout is finally getting the hate he deserves and lemme give another take on it
So Spitelout is clearly toxic, it's in his nature. It's what he breaths and speaks. And Snotlout can't be the only victim of this fact as we know he has a mom who clearly cares for him.
If Spitelout brings so much pain to his son, how much must he bring to his wife the moment she steps out of line, like when Snotlout does something Spitelout doesn't approve of? And how much must it hurt momma Snotlout to see her son be so abused by his father, man who was supposed to love and cherish him and teach him the good things?
Conclusion, im sure there's is a lot more abuse happening in the Jorgenson household, which absolutely sucks and we should burn Spitelout at the stakes
THIS THIS THIS YES
Like yeah!!! Snotlout's dad sucks from what we SEE, but Hiccup's house in RoB/DoB is seen like, what, 8 times? and hes the main character. We never get to really see whats going on in Snotlouts house. We see him in RoB/DoB out and about, and in rtte on the edge. He could be so much worse than we think and we'd never even know
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