#lil ducky boy

[80yearoldmanmoodboard]

The Yukon Affair S2 E14

[triona-tribblescore]

AUNTIE HIIIIII!!!

I have a very important question.

who’s your fav hazbin hotel character?

mines lucifer :D hes a silly duck 🦆

THIS MF-

[1luckyrubberducky]

<3!!!!

BBBBSBSBSBSBDBSBSBDHHDHSBSBSJNSNSB

[vivalaraptor]

I uhhhhhh made a thing👌🏻

[kirbyspixiecraft]

A beautiful boy. His name is Jeffery💙

Credit for the pattern goes to “Cozy Day Diary” you can find it here.

[heartfeltcherie]

Soft Lucifer idea for you! :)

He's feeling insecure and is afraid his lover will leave him like Lilith. Loving comforts and assurances? ♡

can lillith fight cuz i will

as stated in the show, lucifer has depression. and with depression can come loneliness. and poor luci has been all alone since lillith left him so his little heart is probably in a bunch of tiny pieces (and he’s making lil duckies to cope. he’s so cute omg).

but all of that changes when he meets you. too perfect and ethereal to be in hell, so sweet and delicate like you were hand crafted by heaven itself, you. and oh boy, does he fall. and so do you.

but of course he’s got trauma from his ex (?) wife leaving him. and the one question that goes through your mind is “how could anybody leave him?”

he’s lucfier, for hell’s sake. the king of hell himself. and god, he’s so sweet and handsome and gentle. it’s like holding a tiny lamb in the palm of your hand.

he’s always asking for reassurance, asking if he’s enough for you to make you stay. always asking if he’s worth your while.

and with a gentle kiss to his lips, and his face in your gentle hands as you look into those mesmerizing eyes of his (allowing yourself to get fully lost in them) you tell him,

“lucifer, you’ll always be enough for me. even more so. i’ll never leave you in the dark, my love”

and he replies; “sweetheart, you’re my night light in all the darkness”

[honeysuckleharringtons]

Mm i just think Steve has a ton of sweaters, some snug that fit him well and some that are purposely big so he can drown in the warmth and comfort. And his mind would stop as soon as he sees you wearing one of his sweaters

went a lil silly and wrote a cutie lil blurb about steve's girl wearing his sweater, hope you enjoy! 🫶🏻

Fall-ing In Love ~ S. Harrington

pairing: steve harrington x fem!reader

word count: 0.5K

warnings: none, just tooth-rotting, pumpkin scented fluff

extra notes: all photos in the collage are from pinterest! dividers are by @firefly-graphics!

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The air was crisp, the scent of your favorite cinnamon candle burning in the living room wafting through the air as the menu credits of St. Elmo's Fire played from the television. Freshly plated pumpkin squares sat on the coffee table next to two mugs of milk, the scent only adding to the aroma of the candle. The scene truly looked like something straight out of a romance movie, and the only thing missing was your leading man.

Just as you checked your watch, the familiar sound of the car engine turning off rumbled outside, prompting you to leave your spot on the couch and head for the door. Instinctively pulling open the door, you greeted Steve with a soft peck before moving to let him in.

The boy's jaw was just about on the floor as he took in the sight in front of him—you, all wrapped up in the sweater he'd forgotten a couple days ago, looking absolutely beautiful and perfect. It was a navy blue number, one that fit him snuggly but seemingly swallowed you whole. You had to curl the ends of the sleeves into your fists, effectively making paws out of the material, so they didn't drag or get caught in any of the snacks you'd made.

"Woohoo," you called, waving a hand in front of his widened eyes. "You good up there?"

He blinked a couple times, bringing himself out of his thoughts. "Just wondering how in the world I got so lucky enough to end up with the prettiest girl this side of the Mississippi."

A blush crept up your cheeks as you flashed a shy smile his way. "You think I'm pretty, Stevie?" you kidded, hitting his chest jokingly. "I never would've guessed."

A deep chuckle fell from his lips as he pulled you in for a hug, his lips pressing softly into your scalp. "I think you're very pretty. The prettiest girl in the whole galaxy."

You shot him a playful look, a smirk tugging at your mouth. "What made me get upgraded in the last ten seconds?"

And with that, he was back to his normal self. Not that Steve wasn't sappy or absolutely in love with you, but that was just the bonus version of Steve. The Steve you'd fallen for was sarcastic and playful and knew exactly how to create the perfect balance of charm and romance. "I take it back. Your sarcasm has you back down to 'prettiest girl this side of the Mississippi'," he joked, slapping you playfully across your denim-clad butt.

In a matter of seconds, you were back in the living room, Steve's face practically glowing as he took in the display in front of him. "Woman, you spoil me."

You brushed a delicate kiss to the sharp line of his jaw, arms wrapping around his midsection. "It's easy to spoil someone when they love you the way you love me."

"I don't know what I'd do without you," he commented, lips meeting the top of your head once more.

Your eyes met his, a knowing smile splayed across both of your mouths. "Well, for one, you'd have no one to share your sweaters with. And for two, you'd die of pumpkin deprivation."

"And that, my love, is a world in which no one deserves to live."

-> taglist: @dungeons-are-too-cold @ducky-died-inside @awkotaco24 @liberhoe @princesseddie @aftermidnightwriting @manuosorioh @esoltis280

[babyaiker]

Mr pookiebooks can you pls draw low honor Kieran 😈 maybe in Colm’s big fluffy coat tysm tysm your artwork makes me squeal and giggle and spasm with delight

Wassup Duckie I got u pookie >:3

I’ll do ya one better, here’s my spin on a lil “what if Kieran was leader of the O’driscolls AU” too cuz I got way too outta hand with the coat

- I don’t imagine in canon Kieran EVER got along with Colm. Never liked his ideals, his methods, his vibe, a true “ride with em’ or die” entrapment situation. Awful

- It’s the same for this AU, but in order to save his own ass he becomes the biggest kiss-ass to ever kiss-ass. He just does whatever he’s told because he knows he can do it, and it keeps him safe.

- Bro sycophants so hard he ends up becoming one of Colm’s right-hand men. And despite really not wanting to, Colm gets arrested and writes to have Kieran be next in command. 

- The gang doesn’t actually fall apart immediately, but it starts changing how it goes about things.

- Rather than robbing, the O’driscoll boys begin taking up bounties, putting criminals away better than the sheriffs ever did due to their power in numbers. This practically forces the law within the small towns they occupy to tolerate them, as without them, crime would go back to it’s uncontrollable state.

- Through offering protection from other gangs, the boys are able to make good money extorting entire towns throughout New Hanover. Of course the money’s still dirty though, as the O’driscolls aren’t afraid to create some new problems if the towns stop paying. 

- Kieran essentially introduces a more “mutually beneficial” money-maker into the gang.

- He may be low honor but I still see him as the awkward gentle soul he is in canon, and would prefer to rest easy knowing he’s committing the least amount of murders required.

- Kieran becomes known as this lanky stoic guy who never talks, who ripped the coat off of Colm’s dead body, and uses Colm’s men like guard dogs.

- While he’s definitely gained a fair bit of confidence as leader, he chooses to never speak directly to those he’s dealing with, instead whispering to his men to speak for him. It’s great for his scary gang-leader image, but in actuality it’s cuz he doesn’t wanna stutter or say something weird in front of the ops. 

(Shout out to the LISA: The Painful fans in the crowd, I stole that idea from the game) (fun fact the reason the image is cut off is cuz I drew him too tall haHA)

[alyxdefoisnthere]

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[anzynai]

Omg omg omg OMg OMGOMGOMG gong happy 300 Pookie wookie!!!!!

I’m so proud of you for hitting this milestone! It is a well-deserved one.

Ducky is in criminal need of Lee!Lyney as her obsession with him has rekindled. May I humbly request a drabble of switches!Aether and Lyney?

I would love to see little shit Lyney who always tickles Aether, and our babiest boy Freminet wondering “why doesn’t Aether just tickle lyney back?”

STAY HYDRATED MY LIEGE! AND HAVE A LIL SNACK AS YOU WRITE!

hii thanks for this request!! i thoroughly enjoyed writing it hehe i hope u have a great day ducky and anyone else who might be reading this! enjoy<3

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aether couldn’t count the amount of times he was tickled to death just this week by fontaine’s resident magician. at points, there were times he cursed himself for his sensitivity. that was, until dear, sweet freminet, had the brilliant idea of suggesting aether tickles lyney back after witnessing yet another one-sided tickle fight.

and really, the answer must have been so obvious since the beginning, but aether had no idea whether lyney was actually ticklish.. but if freminet was the one who offered the idea, he had to be, right? and so now, aether was on a mission, hiding.

when lyney finally appeared, it was with air of complete relaxation, no idea of what was to come. aether jumped out, latching his fingers onto lyney’s sides in the process.

“a-aehehehether?!” lyney gasped out, immediately.

“i think my payback is due, isn’t it?” aether teased, his hands gliding over different spots on lyney’s body, finding out what made him click.

“nohohoho, plehehheease!” lyney cried, but made no moves to stop aether, only squirming around endlessly. a bright smile was plastered atop his red cheeks, and yet, despite the forced smile, he looked genuinely happy.

“you seem to be enjoying this. is this what you’ve been waiting for? for me to tickle you?” aether laughed when lyney’s blush became more prominent. he laughed even more when lyney decided not to say anything.

he began kneading his hands into lyney’s hips, positively delighted when his laughter became higher pitched. he was going to have fun with this.

[oh-hey-its-gray]

oh my arc, finally.

Hey guys, it's Gray again!

Andi hasn't let me get on Rotumblr for like. how long has it been at this point. Too long dude who tf knows at this point. All I know was there was spacetime shenanigans that apparently involved me not getting on here again for whatever reason. But now I'm back!!! Yay! :D

Magic Anons: On!

Pelipper Mail: On!

OOC Below:

//the boy is back, back again. Like the song. By M&M. The wrapper

But yeah lil soft reboot! Lot of stuff is the same, some of it isn't. Be patient with me, I haven't done rotumblr stuff in a hot minute lol

For example, here's Gray's team!

China - Absol

Bass - Noibat

Wake - Dewott

Millicent (Milly) - Lilligant, Hisuian

Ducky - Porygon Z

Andromeda (Andi) - Lunala

Zagreus (Zag) - Togekiss

Some devolutions there, and a fakemon evolution retcon.

Still lives in Driftveil as a Poke Ball crafter and merchant. Still demi and poly.

Notable retcons: Heart and Soul arc didn't happen. Gray just adopted Zag. Has a house on the outskirts of the city that has the land around it developed to accommodate his Pokemon and to grow Apricorns.

Apart from that, relationships remain the same, he's just a bit more like I am now, more relaxed and easy-going. Expect less high stakes stuff and angst than what was previously the norm. Might be a bit more lax with reblogging suggestive jokes, but I'll keep it tame and tag as needed.

That's all! Ttyl!!! <3

Avatar made on:

[neonscandal]

Neon Road to Artist Alley, p12

Mighty Duck: You can't tell me Deku didn't have one of these bad boys growing up. Bakugo did too but he'd never admit it.

LOOK AT WHAT JUST HIT THE SHOP. More lil duckies are heading that way soon along with some other goodies.

I'm in a manic panic churning art out at the moment and still very much behind on MHA and JJK but I refuse to stay behind. I can't miss the "You had to have been there" moments as MHA comes to a close. 😭

DAYS LEFT UNTIL OTAKON: 26 🥲

[tword-brainrot]

By Popular Vote! 🗳️ Here’s some Stardew Valley HeadCanons

Bachelor’s Edition!

(Feat: Dialogue lines!)

Alex! 🏈 (Lee-Leaning)

Ler!Alex

A bit awkward at the start but, will get very pokey and playful

Tends to laugh along with the Lee

Almost has like a singsong voice with his teasing

“What about here?? Maybeee over hereeeee?? Aww, that’s good spot!”

Is 100% strong enough to pin you down and 100% uses that to his advantage 👀

^^^ He’s careful about it tho as he doesn’t want to hurt the Lee

Lee!Alex

His tough guy persona? We don’t know her and after tickling Alex, I’m not sure we ever did.

He’s the type to hug himself during it, allowing the Ler to totally destroy him

Definitely a squirmer, a possible squeaker if you hit the right spots

The right spots being his thighs and under the arms

You’ll definitely get at least a little bit of laughter from practically anywhere on his midsection though

Would rather die than admit he likes it

“T-this is so childish!!! Wait, not thERE!! Nonono!!! Stahahahap!!”

Elliott! 🪶 (Ler-Leaning)

Ler!Elliott

Very soft ler, a traces; flutters, and spiders type beat

Loves to use both ends of his writing quills to tickle with

Asks the Lee if his tickling is ✨Dazzling✨ them at least 4 times throughout (50% for ego and 50% to make sure it’s to the lees liking)

A teasy little shit and he absolutely knows it, aims to make the Lee blush

“Why, does this tantalizingly light touch bother you?….No? Marvelous~”

Lee!Elliott

He laughs kind of like Gaston if you hit a less sensitive spot but, if you get a good spot?

Squealing, absolutely hysterical

Said good spots are his neck and the arches of his feet

His hips and ribs will get that boisterous Gaston Laugh

Surprisingly good at keeping still for the wreckoning given his shrieking

“I mahahay peheherish! Cehehehease this AHAHahaha! nonsense at once! IHihiHi implore you!! aAAHaHa!!”

Harvey! ☕️ (50/50)

Ler!Harvey

Has 100% played it off like an exam

Tickle hug extraordinaire, loves to squeeze the Lee close

Uses his stubble and stethoscope as a weapons if he’s in a mood

Can go from the softest ler in the world to absolute evil in 0.5 seconds

Loves to talk to the Lee, almost like he’s monitoring them??

“This gets quite a reaction, must have a lot of nerve endings here. Is this too sensitive for you to handle? ..Oh, it is? That’s good~”

Lee!Harvey

Won’t ask for it but, won’t ask for it to stop either

He’s the type to cover his face while peeking through his fingers

Worst spots are his hips, ribs, and under the chin

Has a laugh that can range from gruff and wheezy to squeaky and giggly depending on where you hit

Finds the aspect of tickling absolutely fascinating and is not afraid to ask the ler to experiment

“Maybe if you hit bone instead of muscle you’ll get a different reAHAHACTiOn! WaAhAHaOW!!”

Sam! 🛹 (Ler-leaning)

Ler!Sam

As an older brother, this boy knows how to make grown men WEEP

Has the tickle monster act down to a science 🧪

“””accidental””” elbow nudge or something like that to find out if the Lee is ticklish

Playing the guitar helps with his moods a lot 🎸

“The tickle monster is gonna find you and tkltkltklTickle You!! You can run, you can hide but, you will be caught~”

Lee!Sam

Not very ticklish except on the knees and sides

If you catch him off guard or fresh out of a kick flip, you could probably at least get a chuckle out of him

Maybe a giggle if you’re a super duper lucky ducky

Retaliation is inevitable so, the ler better hope that they’re less ticklish than him

“Hehehey, cut that out! Hehehe, quit it! You’re so paying for that!”

Sebastian!💧(Lee)

Ler!Sebastian

Very soft and easily flustered

His nails are his biggest weapon 👀

Chuckles when he hits a good spot, very pleased with himself

Hums a lil tune while he tickles

Stronger than he looks and can pin the Lee if he absolutely needs to

Typically too shy to ler though

“Hmmmhmmhmmhmm~Ahh..that must be a sensitive spot? I’ll stay there for a little while then, hmm?”

Lee!Sebastian

Most ticklish of the Bachelors!

Hyper-sensitive to touch, literally a feather could absolutely destroy him

Cannot ask for it as he can’t say “tickle” without turning bright red or stuttering

VIOLENTLY gets into moods

You won’t catch him barefoot around another person as it’s his worst spot (besides Sam and Abi)

Starts to get giggly hiccups after about 5 minutes in

“Plehehease!!! *hic!* NaAhahAhat Thehehehere!! *hic!* you’re gahahahanna kihihihill *hic* mehehe!”

Shane! 🌶️ (Lee-leaning)

Ler!Shane

ABSOLUTELY DEVIOUS LER

Typically pins the Lee in positions where he can hit any spot

Starts slow and methodical, ends fast and darty

When he’s drunk, he’s bad about knowing when to quit

Teases with intent to kill

“Awww, Whazza matter? Can’t handle a lil’ tictictickling? Too bad, you’re cute when you laugh so, you’re gonna keep laughing for me~”

Lee!Shane

Can’t ask for it when sober but, is happy to when drunk

A definite squirmer, almost shaky

Curses like a SAILOR if you hit under the arms or his tummy

Absolutely melts at back tickling, he’s as happy as a purring kitten

Goofiest of goofy smiles, like he gets lil dimples (I just want to see this man happy I stg 🥲)

“Hehehehehey!! Stahahahahap!!ShitshitshitshIHIHIHIT!!! Y-you MAHAHA-Mother F*cker AhahaAha!”

(Sorry this took so long, fam! But, I hope you enjoyed the read!)

[wombywoo]

11, 28, 38, 56 for quinncent, please!

thanks for asking <33

11. Do either try to hide their emotions if upset? Can the other still tell?

Neither really enjoys showing vulnerability, so if something's bothering them they'll most likely try to hide it to save face. Vincent is a bit more honest with his emotions, whereas Quinn will keep everything locked up until he explodes. I think, generally, they read each other pretty well--Vince can especially tell when Quinn is upset with his vampire senses, lol.

28. What are their thoughts on pet names? Do they have any?

Oooh boy....Vincent is definitely the more affectionate of the two, at least in the beginning. 'Sweetheart', 'darling', 'my dear' are usually his go-to's (very old-fashioned hehe), but he likes to tease Quinn by calling him 'kid' or 'young man', lol, or if he's feeling extra cheeky he'll call him 'ducky' 🥰 Quinn tends to refrain, goes with 'mate' more often than not, though he slips in a few 'loves' when he can't help it, and very rarely 'lovely' :'D

38. Who is more sexually experimental? Who’s more vanilla?

Quinn for sure. He's kind of a menace in bed, and likes to, ah..push the limits as much as possible lol. Vincent is more old-school, so trying to keep up can sometimes be a struggle 😅 Quinn uses sex as an outlet for...a lot of the shit he's going through mentally, which isn't always in his best interest (having a vampire bf means he can get even more risky with his proclivities, which is kinda the main appeal for him). I think Vince would rather take things simpler and slower, but hell...he's not gonna say no to that 😏

56. What do they do to turn the other on/put them in the mood?

Thanks for all the sexy questions asdfgk 🤙 For Vincent--if he's looking to get lucky, he'll put on his good cologne, a nice outfit, leave the collar open to show a lil somethin, draw out his accent niiice and smooooth, lean in whenever he gets the chance, etc. Quinn's a goner in a second flat, but he does appreciate the effort~ And for Quinn--he's mastered the perfect technique of arching his neck in just that perfect way 👌 drawing all the attention to his hot pulsing arteries lmao, works every time 😂

[buckys-little-belle]

little rae here 💌 if it okay can i talk to u & vent a lil?

feelin small, got a bit triggered by parents arguing. loud noises wit no sleep & my brain is feeling staticy nd fuzzy, rlly hard to think rn if that makes sense? wish i had stevie & eds wit me :( took a shower tho & now im gon cuddle wit my stuffed duck mr waddles & read some of ur stuff. thank u for makin me feel safe, love u belle i sendin hugs

Duckie

Steddie x Little!Reader (They/Them Pronouns Used)

Warnings -

Notes - Sometimes my brain feels all fuzzy so I definitely understand how you feel. Though I can’t actually send Steve and Eddie your way, in a literal sense, I can write them, so this is for you bub <3

SFW - Please keep all interactions with this post, and this blog, SFW.

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“Duckie?” Steve questioned, holding up two boxes, one filled with regular waffles, the other blueberry. Y/n’s head snapped towards him, their mind far away as he spoke. “Which ones do you want?” Steve asked, the question now being asked for the third time, though Y/n seemed to be listening at least a bit this time.

“I dunno.” They mumbled, a sigh punctuating their words. “I can’ fink.” They confessed, their eyes filled ever so slightly with tears, guilt building in their chest at their inability to give an answer.

“That’s okay Duckie.” Steve smiled knowingly, he knew Y/n sometimes got ‘far out’, as Eddie would say, their thoughts slower and mind distant. Instead of asking the question again he placed one of each waffle into the toaster.

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Steve hand’t told Eddie about Y/n’s mindset, just sending them to him after breakfast to wake him up and get dressed. “What do you want to wear?” Eddie asked Y/n, rubbing sleep out of his eyes as he strode over to the dresser, opening the drawer filled with Y/n’s clothes. “A big shirt? Sleeves? No sleeves?” He began rattling off the options.

“I don’ know Ed’s.” Y/n frowned, sitting on the end of the bed, their hands in their lap as their head hung low, the carpet the centre of their attention.

“Well what colour do you want?” He asked instead, thinking that might be an easier question to ponder.

Instead of yell out their favourite colour like usual Y/n let out a sob. “I don’ wanna pick Ed’s.” The cried, tears falling from their cheeks, dripping onto the floor.

“What’s going on?” Steve asked, entering the room, a coffee in hand as he assessed the situation.

“‘m head feels fuzzy, I don’ know what shirt I wanna wear Stevie, I don’ know what waffles I wanna have, I jus’ don’ know!” They cried.

“Hey, hey.” Eddie cooed, kneeling down in front of Y/n, his head blocking their view of the boring carpet, Steve sitting down beside Y/n, his hand soothingly on their back, his mug long disregarded. “That’s okay, you don’t have to decide anything okay.” Eddie smiled, rubbing up and down their arm.

“We don‘ t have any plans today Duckie, we can stay in our Pjs and watch some movies, nice and simple, okay?” Steve offered, knowing how hard it can be for Y/n when in this headspace, their mind distant and the day confusing. “Come on, let’s brunch your teeth, and find Mr. Waddles, hm?” Steve stood up, grabbing his mug and gesturing to the bathroom.

“I’ll set the couch up for us.” Eddie smiled, leaping in action, gathering pillows and blankets for the group, the couch soon a miss mash of fuzzy blankets and comfy pillows.

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The day went by quickly, the three of hem sprawled out over the living room, more and more stuffies being added in after every movie, Eddie wanting Y/n to be as comfy as possible. “Here.” Eddie whispered, passing Y/n their sippy cup, and Steve a new mug filled with coffee. “It’s fruit punch.” He warned, making sure they knew what was in it, not wanting them to be surprised.

“Tanks.” Y/n murmured, gripping their stuffie closer, and snuggling back into Steve, Eddie picking up their legs to lay in his lap, blankets quickly thrown over them all to keep warm.

Sure the days plans had changed, but Y/n needed their boys, and their boys were happy to comply, willing to make the hard decisions for the day in exchange for some warm cuddles and happy laughs.

[sarahsmi13s]

Duckie

Chapter 5

pairing: bradley ‘rooster’ bradshaw x twin sister!reader; (eventual) jake ‘hangman’ seresin x bradshaw!reader

characters: y/n bradshaw, nick bradshaw, bradley bradshaw, penny benjamin, amelia benjamin, tom kazansky, sarah kanzasky, ron kerner, henry ruth, rick neven, kendall adams

word count: ~2.9k

warnings: fluffy, angsty, being a single mom, crying, grief, letting go of grief, fear of forgetting, canon character deaths, i believe that’s it

a/n: i’m sorry.... and i’m going to be entirely honest with you guys, i don’t know when the angst will end

series summary: daughter of goose and carole and twin sister to bradley ‘rooster’ bradshaw, y/n bradshaw also got her papers pulled when she tried to enlist in the Navy. which turned out to not be as bad as she thought.

chapter summary: lil nick is now one! but it brings a lot of the feelings to the surface for duckie.

ch. 1  ch. 2  ch. 3  ch. 4  ch. 6

********** (23 and 1)

It was Nick's first birthday party.

His birthday had actually been Monday, but you couldn't put together a party on a weekday. So instead you planned it to be on the Saturday afterwards.

After getting Nick dressed in a pair of jeans, a t-shirt, along with a pair of little boots, you got dressed yourself. Penny had gotten you a shirt that said 'boy mom', so you put that on along with a pair of leggings and sneakers.

You pick up Nick and walk out to your car. "Alright, Nicky boy, let's go see everyone. Are you excited?" Nick clapped and made noises of excitement. You smiled and kissed the top of his head, "Good, me too."

The drive to the Hard Deck wasn't long, and when you got there, you were a little surprised at the turn out.

The parking lot had a good amount of cars in it; some you recognized, others you didn't. Like Penny's car, the Kazansky's, and a few others but that was it.

You got Nick out of his carseat and went inside. "Come on, bubba."

When you walked in, everyone turned to greet you.

After you made some quick small talk with a promise to catch up later, Ice came up to you and took Nick from you. "Hi birthday boy." He placed a kiss on his cheek before kissing your temple, "Hi, honey." "Hey Uncle Ice."

You looked around seeing all the decorations.

There were black, yellow, and white balloons, some of the white ones had smiley faces on them. The table cloths were black, the plates were yellow smiley faces, and the cups were white. Two walls had been designated for photos; one said 'one happy dude' and the other just had a smiley face.

"Guys, this is so cute. Thank you for doing this." Penny smiled, bouncing a two year old Amelia on her hip, "Of course, Sweetheart. Do you wanna see the cake?" Amelia looked at her mom, "Cake?" "Yes cake, Ames." "Wan' cake." "And you'll get cake, you just have to wait okay?" "Otay." Penny passed Amelia to Sarah and took you back to the kitchen.

When you got in there, someone was leaning on the counter.

It took you .05 seconds to recognize him. "Bradley!" You ran to him and hugged him tightly. 

"Hey, Duck," he hugged you back, picking you up a little bit. "Where's my nephew?" You pointed to the door, "Ice has him." He smiled and pecked your temple, "I need to go see the birthday boy."

Penny walked to the fridge and pulled out a yellow smash cake. “We decided to keep it simple. I hope that’s okay.” You nodded, “It’s perfect. Simple is really good, considering that kid destroys everything. I’d hate for a lot of work to go into a cake just for it to get ruined.”

She pulled out another cake, this one rectangular with smiley faces, “This one is for the guests. And I made some lemon cookies.” You hugged her, sighing a little, “Thank you, Penny. Really, thank you.” She tightened the hug, “Of course.”

Bradley reappeared in the kitchen, “Hey, there are some people here you need to come see.” Your brow pinched together, you had already seen everyone, “Who?” His smile widened, “Just come see.”

You casted a confused glance at Penny who just shrugged.

You followed Bradley out and over towards where Ice was. He was surrounded by other men his age and they were all just talking as Nick played with a toy.

When he noticed you, Nick made a little grunt noise and held his arms out for you. But you weren’t close enough. So, when you took too long to get to him, he made another noise of displeasure and this time he caught Ice’s attention.

“Hey, what’s wrong little man?” Another grunt and he dropped the toy. “What do you-” Ice turned his head to see you, “Oh, I see what you need.” You got there and Ice passed Nick to you. “You just saw your mama.”

One of the men in the group spoke up, “Duckie?”

You looked up at him, bouncing Nick and pulling his little hand away from your necklace. “That’s me.” By the time the words left your mouth, you recognized him. “Slider?” “The one and only. Wolfman and Hollywood are here too.” They both smiled at you.

“Wow, it’s been a while,” you gave them side hugs. “I’ll say. The last time we saw you and Bradley, it was your 16th birthday,” Wolfman said as he squeezed your shoulder. “Now you’re a college grad with a one year old and Bradley’s a pilot,” Slider said, wrapping his arm around Bradley’s neck to give him a noogie.

Bradley laughed and shoved the tall man away, “Alright, alright. Watch the hair, watch the hair.”

Wolfman crossed his arms, “You know, I’m surprised you-” He stopped talking when he saw Ice shaking his head behind you and Bradley. Bradley raised a brow, “Surprised I what, Wolf?” “That-that uh, you grew a mustache! I mean you tried once in high school but you shaved it when your girlfriend said it looked bad. But I mean look at it now, it looks so natural and you look a lot like your dad.”

Your brother nodded, “Thanks Wolf.”

You and Bradley walked away to mingle with other guests. And Ice looked at the three in front of him.

He gestured with his finger, “You guys can���t say anything.” “What do you mean, Ice?” Hollywood asked. “I mean-” Ice glanced around before stepping closer and lowering his voice. 

“I mean, they don’t know Carole never wanted them in the air.” Slider’s brows pinched in confusion, “They don’t know? Then why isn’t Y/N a pilot?” “Maverick pulled their applications to the Academy.” “Why would Maverick do that?”

Ice put his hands on his hips, “Because Carole asked him too and he wasn’t sure they were ready for it…” “And they don’t know that’s the reason?” “No, and it’s not our job to tell them. So zip it!”

****

After talking more with your guests and opening gifts, it was time for cake.

You grabbed a microphone and addressed everyone. “Hey, everyone! Hi. Before Nick destroys this cake, I just want to thank all of you for coming out. I know Nicky is just loving the attention, so without further ado, let’s have some cake!”

Bradley set the cake in front of your son and Nick’s eyes went wide and you could see amusement flicker in them. He clapped his hands and giggled. You pass the mic to Penny and walk over to your son’s high chair. “Okay, bubba, dig in.” Nick grinned and immediately started to plunge his tiny fists into the dessert.  

Everyone cheered as the cake and frosting smeared on the tray and on Nick’s face.

You laughed as you watched your son draw in the frosting with his fingers. You smiled and messed with the blond hair on top of his head, “I’m so glad I changed your shirt.”

He turned to you and grinned, cooing as if he understood you. He held out a tiny fistful of cake towards you. “Is that cake good buddy?” He cooed again and waved his fist. You got a little closer and Nick pushed the cake against your lips.

Everyone laughed and you pulled back surprised. You laughed and licked the icing off your lips. You smiled and kissed his cheek, “Thank you Nicky.” He laughed and clapped his hands before taking another fistful and pushing it into Bradley’s mustache.

“Okay everyone, who’s ready for cake?” Penny announced as she started to cut the guests' cake. Everyone got up except for you and Bradley, Ice was going to grab a piece for both of you.

Nick kept eating his cake and occasionally offering you or Bradley a fistful. You smiled and kept playing with your son's hair.

But despite your valiant efforts, Bradley could see the pain you were trying to hide in that moment. He knew you better than anyone, so he saw behind the curtain. He could tell you were holding back tears.

He watched your eyes finally gloss over when you made eye contact with your son. Nick grinned and cooed innocently at you and your lip trembled as you smiled back.

You sniffled, but kept your smile as you swiped a thumb over the apple of Nick’s cheek. “Oh Nicky, I wish your daddy was here.” You tried to say something else but your throat burned with tears.

You cleared your throat and looked at your brother, who was pretending he wasn’t watching you. “Hey, I’m gonna step outside. It’s getting a little stuffy, I’ll be right back.” You got up and went to the back deck.

Bradley looked after you with sympathetic eyes before moving his gaze back to Nick.

“Rooster, here’s your cake,” Ice said, holding out the plate. “Thank you, Ice.” “Where’s Y/N?” Bradley gestured outside, “She’s outside.” “Oh, I’ll just take this out to her.” Bradley reached out and touched Tom’s arm, stopping him.

Ice looked at Bradley, and just knew; Mav had given him that look before when it came to Carole.

He nodded and just sat the piece down, patting Bradley on the shoulder before walking away.

*****

Bradley gave you a few minutes before going outside after you.

He grabbed the slice of cake and got Penny’s attention. “Hey, Pen, can you watch Nick for a minute?” “Yeah of course.” “Thank you.”

He stepped out the backdoor.

You had moved from the railing to be curled up in a deck chair. Your eyes were distant but he could see you trying to pull yourself together.

He walked over and sat by your feet. “Hey Duckie.” You didn’t say anything, but your eyes flicked over to him. He sat the cake down, “I brought you a slice.” When you still didn’t respond, he turned to you.

“What goin’ on, Duckie?” You swallowed and picked at your nails, “I don’t know, Brad. I was doing so good…” “Y/N, you’re gonna have your days. That’s okay.” You looked at him.

“It’s my son’s birthday party, today is not the day.” You started to cry again.

“I don’t know what to do Bradley… This is a lot harder than I thought it would be,” you looked at your hands in your lap. “No one ever said it was gonna be easy. Grief is messy and unpredictable,” he grabbed your hands. “It’s been two years, Bradley. I thought I’d be better…” “Y/N-” 

You interrupted him to voice what was plaguing your mind. “Bradley, Nick is one and he will never get to know his father. At least we got to meet Dad and know how much he loved us. But Nick will never get to know that and it hurts.”

You pulled your hands from his to wipe your eyes. “It hurts so much. And I don’t know how to make it stop.”

Bradley doesn’t know what to do, this is not his level of expertise. All he knows is that something as simple as a few words won’t fix this.

“Y/N, there’s not a lot I can say to make this feeling go away.” “I know, I’ve just been keeping this in for too long. Thank you for listening.” You hugged him and he hugged you back.

He decided to say the only thing he could think of. “You’re doing a great job. Nick has the best mom in the world.” You sniffled and pulled back, “Really? Cause I don’t feel like it…” “Yes, really.” He smiled at you and hugged you again.

****

Inside, Penny and Ice watched from the window..

Penny had just cleaned Nick up and changed him into the outfit he showed up in.

“She’s having a hard time,” Ice observed, arms crossed over his chest. Penny sighed sadly, and opened her mouth but Nick had other plans.

“Mmmm! Mmmm!” He attempted while pointing to you with his little hand. “What was that Nicky?” “Mma..” He whimpered a little frustrated. “I think he’s trying to tell us something.”

Ice noticed tears in his little eyes as Nick flailed his arms again. “Yeah, he wants his mom.”

They shared a look and stepped outside.

****

The door opened and you and Bradley looked towards the door.

You quickly wiped your eyes when you saw Nick. “Oh hey guys, Nick okay?” “He’s okay, just wants-” Penny was cut off.

“Mama!”

Your jaw dropped and both you and Bradley stood up slowly. “Did-did he just?” “I think he did, Duckie.”

“Mama!”

Nick leaned toward you as he said it, making grabby hands at you.

You stepped forward and scooped him up and planted kisses all over his face, “Oh, Nicky baby! You just said your first word!” He giggled and said it again. You laughed and held him to you. “Oh my sweet boy!”

You sat down and held him to you, tears coming to your eyes for a whole new reason.

“We need to tell everyone!” Bradley said, just as excited his nephew said his first word. You waved him away, “Sure, but I need some time alone with my baby. I’ll be inside in a little bit.”

Bradley nodded, smiling as he placed a kiss on top of your head before going inside.

After a few minutes you went in and everyone fawned over Nick; and then about an hour later, people left.

****

You laid on the couch as Rooster slept in the chair and Nick had dozed off in his play pen.

Your eyelids began to feel heavy as you watched reruns of crime shows and soon you were asleep.

****

You sat on the couch, head on Kendall’s lap as you looked at the playpen where Nick had fallen asleep. Kendall played with your hair, humming a tune as he did so. 

“I miss you,” you quietly said, turning your head back to look up at him. “I miss you so much.” Tears slipped from your eyes and Kendall wiped them away. “I know you do, sweet girl. I know. But you’re doing such a good job. I’m so proud of you.” 

You sat up, “I wish you were here. To watch him grow and turn into a mini version of you.” You rested your head on his shoulder, “He said his first word today. Gosh, I’m so proud.” 

He kissed the top of your head, “I know. I’m always watching. I’ll always be watching over you and Nick.” He stood up and took you with him.

He walked you over to the playpen, “I will be there. For every milestone, every step of the way. Maybe not physically, but I’m there. I’ll see it all.”

You nodded and wiped at your eyes. “I wish he knew how much you loved him before he was even here. I wish you got the chance to show him that. Bradley and I were lucky to know how much Dad loved us before he died.”

Kendall smiled and wrapped an arm around your shoulders, “They’re watching over you too, you know. Your parents. Your dad gushes over little Nicky every chance he gets and your mom, oh goodness your mom.” You both laugh. “She is so so proud of you and the woman that you’ve become.”

It was quiet for a few moments as you and Kendall watched your child sleep peacefully.

“You can let go, you know,” Kendall said out of nowhere.

You stepped back, confused, “What?” “You’re holding on, Y/N. It’s okay to let me go. You deserve to be happy.” You shook your head, “I can’t let you go Kendall.” “You’re hurting, Y/N. You’re suffering because of me. Getting past this-”

“No! I won’t!” You sank to the floor. “I can’t…” Kendall knelt beside you, “Why?” You looked up at him, “Because I’m afraid of forgetting you if I do…” “Sweetheart,” he wrapped his arms around you. You clung onto his shirt, “I don’t want to forget you.”

He rubbed your back, “Sweetheart, I want you to listen to me. Don’t say anything, just listen.” You nodded. 

“Just because you let go of this feeling, this pain, doesn’t mean you’re letting go of me. Because I will always be yours, no matter what, I’m yours. But this pain, this grief, is not all that’s left of me.” 

He tilted your chin up to look at him, “You have the product of our love just feet away from you. Our love will always be here-” He pointed towards Nick. “-and here.” He pointed at your heart. 

Kendall kissed your forehead, “You won’t ever forget me. I don’t think it’ll be possible. Especially with our little boy over there.” You chuckled a little bit, smiling as your head fell to his chest.

“But you can’t let yourself stay in this cycle. It’s not good for you or Nick. And while grief is ugly and unpredictable, you can get past it. I know you can, because you’re just like your mother. So try to let go of the pain and hold on to the love.”

You nodded, understanding what he was saying. “It’ll be a long road, but you’ve got support. And don’t think that you can’t have bad days, but don’t try to go through them on your own. Okay, I hate seeing you cry.” 

“I’ll try Ken.” He smiled and squeezed your arm, “I love you.” You gently kissed him, “I love you too.”

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lil nicky is one and said his first word!! and duckie and rooster got a special visit from some of their dad’s old classmates

duckie also got a special visit from her late love and got a little closure

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