#lully writing

[kooqitas]

#pairing: bf!jeonghan x virgin!reader.

#genre: smut MINORS DNI | #w.c: ~2500

#synopsis: you decide to question why your boyfriend is avoiding kissing you, you just didn't expect the reason to be so… sexual

#warnings: vaginal sex, unprotected sex, pet names, loss of virginity, fingering, praise kink, eating cum, oral sex, the reader at one point asks him to stop out of embarrassment, use of lube.

#notes: not proofread, english isn’t my first language! angry and longing sex has its value.

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dating jeonghan sometimes felt like punishment from the universe. he was the most affectionate boyfriend in the world, he treated you so fucking well, he was affectionate in his touches and gestures, he understood you, he spent all the time he could with you, you felt so fucking loved, and of course, he was beautiful, damn, jeonghan was so beautiful that it was unfair, you even thought when they started flirting that he was lying to you, it was inhumane for someone to be pretty like that.

but then, what would be the punishment of the universe? he didn't feel sexual attraction towards you, seriously, it was the only possible explanation, jeonghan never touched you too much, he never insinuated naughty things to you, it seemed like he enjoyed your presence and that was it.

like now, he gave you a few cute kisses on the couch, but soon walked away, hugging you carefully again and paying attention to the movie. it frustrated you like hell, and not even you could explain what made you complain.

"do you want to break up?"

"excuse me?”

"break up, do you want to break up with me, jeonghan?" you asked again, visibly irritated.

"what? no? baby, are you okay?"

"damn, jeonghan, you don't kiss me properly, i’m tired of this! what's going on?"

jeonghan read you easily, so he soon understood what that subject was about, it turns out that the problem wasn't the lack of sexual attraction that your boyfriend had for you, quite the opposite, the problem was the excess of sexual attraction that he had .

“you’re virgin.”

“hm?”

“i don't kiss you properly because…” he took a breath deep. “being too close to you makes me feel things, and i’ll never pressure you into anything, so i think it's better to stay away.”

“wait. what?”

you gasped slightly at your boyfriend's confession, what do you mean kissing you made him feel things? i mean, of course you know exactly what those things were, but, does jeonghan really feel sexual attraction to you and that's why he avoids kissing you?

“i wanna fuck you, so bad. wow, i wanna fuck you like hell to be honest, but i know you've never had this experience so i don't wanna pressure you into anything.”

“fuck me?”

“so bad. that's why i keep moving away from your touches, you're driving me crazy, doll, i'm gonna go crazy because of you.”

you didn't answer your boyfriend, you just kissed him, knowing that he wanted you like that made you a little clouded with lust, you thought the situation was just the opposite.

"alright, alright, doll, calm down!" he laughed with your mouth still attached to his. “i'm really not kidding when i say you're driving me crazy."

"i need your kiss, hannie!"

“fuck!”

your boyfriend mumbled before kissing you the way he did a few weeks ago, his big hands towards your waist, squeezing there tightly as if he intended to leave marks, as if he wanted you to remember that feeling for hours and hours.

jeonghan seemed a little bolder than other times, especially when he pulled you onto his lap, you went without even thinking, and didn't even notice when he started to awkwardly roll around there, you only noticed the atmosphere of things when he moaned against your mouth.

you were scared, not like you didn't know what that moan or that thing growing beneath you meant, on the contrary, you were scared because you knew exactly what it all was.

"it's okay, princess! I'll take care of myself later." jeonghan was gentle as he placed a strand of hair behind your ear and kissed you again boldly.

you had never been in that situation, it was very likely that in the future you would blame your fertile period, and of course, how handsome your boyfriend was and was a good kisser.

but, in a way, you never had any resistance to sex either, it was just a matter of never finding someone who made you 100% comfortable with the idea of ​​taking off your clothes.

well, at least until you met jeonghan.

from the way he kissed you, the way he touched you and moaned against your mouth, even the way he involuntarily lifted his hips against you, fuck, everything made you feel so desired.

you felt his big hands enter your shirt and slowly move up from your belly to your ribs, leaving a not-so-chaste affection there, all while he continued to kiss you. jeonghan needed those touches as much as you did.

“hanie~” you moaned. 

“what, doll?” he kissed your jaw, making you feverish as his thumbs came up to brush against your tits, you had never received that kind of touch, jeonghan smiled when he saw how sly you became with that simple act.

you didn’t say anything else, just relaxed when his thumb finally touched your nipple, moaning against his neck. jeonghan laughed, and fuck, you felt so turned on by his machiavellian laugh.

"is my doll sensitive? god, how will you react when i touch you more..."

jeonghan continued running his thumb there, and you wanted to scream when his index finger came together to pull your nipple, the pleasant sensation of pain with pleasure, it was very different to feel jeonghan do this than to do by your own.

noticing your nonverbal permission, jeonghan pulled your shirt up, and you didn't really notice until he started staring at your breasts, and when you noticed, you tried to cover them, embarrassed.

"no, kitten, don't do that! fuck, you're so beautiful, le’mme put them in my mouth, hm?" jeonghan said kissing your neck, making you forget anything about the damn shame you felt. and when jeonghan finally rolled his tongue around your right nipple you couldn't even think, fuck, that was too much.

your hand entered his hair, pulling hard while you moaned something that even you didn't understand, his tongue surrounding and sucking your nipple with devotion, making you rub yourself even more on his lap. and everything got worse, or better, when he gave a light bite there, eliciting a loud moan from you that made him smile.

"you liked it, didn't you?"

you wanted to tell him to fuck off, you had already talked about you being a virgin, so he knew very well that he was the first person to touch you like that, to be honest, he not only knew but he imagined, fuck, jeonghan lost count of how many times he cum in own hand just imagining how sensitive you would be to his touches.

and there you were, to his happiness, and yours too.

"do you wanna go to my room?"

you were hesitant at first, going to the bedroom would mean letting things get even more intense. of course you were horny, but it was still your first time, you were definitely worried.

"hey, it's okay! we've kissed there several times..." he tried to calm you down.

"not with me without a shirt.”

jeonghan laughed, taking off his shirt too, damn, your boyfriend was so fucking hot. it was the first time you saw your boyfriend without a shirt face to face, damn...

"this makes it worse, not help." you confessed, laughing.

"we're gonna do just what you want, doll."

and so you agreed, letting jeonghan carry you to his bed.

something happened on the way between the sofa and the bed, because jeonghan was much more daring, still careful but cheeky.

he continued sucking your tits, making you lift your hips off the bed in search of more contact while moaning slyly, and then he took two fingers to your mouth, without taking his own mouth off your nipple. you looked at him, not really understanding what he wanted with that, and the answer you got was your boyfriend's dark eyes.

you had never seen jeonghan like this, his look was brimming with lust, that's the truth, you could cum just seeing him like this.

jeonghan kissed you again, removing his fingers from your mouth and cleaning them on your thighs, pressing them there with some force, making you wish more and more that he was touching you somewhere else...

“hannie~” you moaned.

"please, you're gonna drive me crazy moaning like that, i’m trying to have self-control!"

your boyfriend continued to kiss you, his hand groping your body making you shiver and feel chills, you couldn't think of anything else, you didn't even know what you had agreed to when he asked you something that you didn't even understand, but the next minute, your shorts were running down your legs, and despite being shy, you were grateful.

"you're so wet, doll, is this all for me?" you felt your face burn at the question, closing your legs and trying to hide your face with your hand. "no, there's no need to be ashamed, damn it, knowing that you want it the way i want it..."

"what are you doi-" you couldn't finish questioning, jeonghan rubbed his nose against your wet panties before you finished the sentence, making you let out an extremely loud moan, which made him smile.

your moan was the key point for jeonghan to lose even more self control, in the next second he was pushing your panties to the side and running his tongue all over your pussy.

"did you get wet for me? do you want your man to make you cum?"

“hannie… god… hannie, don’t say it!”

"why not?" he said, running his finger over your completely wet cunt. "makes you more horny? that's good, doll, you have to be really relaxed, and open for when i put my cock inside you." jeonghan looked at you as if he knew all of his dirtiest sins. "can i do this, doll? can i prepare you for my cock?"

“p-please…”

you didn't even know what you were asking for please, but it was divine when ejonghan's hot tongue came into contact with your cunt, you arched your hips, whimpering at the new sensation, feeling like you could melt on your boyfriend's tongue and then grabbing his sheet trying to discount what you was feeling.

jeonghan knew exactly what he was doing, every inch of your cunt felt his wet tongue, the new sensation making you whimper with pleasure while he just laughed, enjoying everything. jeonghan added one finger on you, and then two, and by the third you were seeing stars, even more so when he was telling you the whole time that he was just preparing you for his cock.

he spat on your pussy a few times, and the pornographic sound drove you insane, but worse than that was the sound of his tongue playing with you.

you tried to close your legs, your stomach was churning, but jeonghan stopped you, taking his fingers out of you only to lock your legs on the bed, making you moan even more.

"please please!" you tried to push jeonghan away from you, you tried to push his head away, you tried to close your legs. "hannie, please stop, i'll..."

"are you gonna cum for me?"

you knew you would, god it was so embarrassing. you nodded, whimpering in humiliation, trying one last time to get your boyfriend to let go of you, fuck, what if he didn't like the way you tasted?

"then i won't stop, doll! this is the best part... cum in my mouth, princess, your hannie wanna feel you!"

and you don't know if it was your boyfriend's words or how deep he put his tongue in you, but in the next second your legs were shaking around his head, as you came on the hot tongue that kept sucking you. jeonghan didn't stop, he seemed willing to take everything from you, every drop, every tremor, everything.

he laughed when after a few seconds he moved up his body to kiss you, his chin completely wet and you didn't know if it was saliva or his cum.

"you need to prove yourself, love, look how delicious you are!" and then jeonghan kissed you.

and there you were, feeling your boyfriend's saliva mixed with your recent orgasm, and damn, that was delicious.

your breathing was finished, but you wanted more, you continued rubbing yourself against your boyfriend without any shame, missing something of him filling you.

"hey, calm down! we need to breathe..." he joked. “or do you want more? Of course you want it, you want my cock opening your pussy, right?”

"i want more, hannie! please!" you said slyly, still rubbing against your boyfriend.

"god, you're insane, my dirty little girl! do you want more? do you want hannie to fill that pussy?"

"please" you were dizzy, the recent orgasm was still having its effects on your body, but you wanted more, you needed it so much.

and jeonghan would never deny your request.

you watched jeonghan take off his pants and underwear, and you couldn’t help but widen your eyes when you saw the size of his cock, damn, that was big.

it scared you a little, but you still wanted it. jeonghan laughed when he saw your shocked face, taking something from the desk next to the bed: it was a tube of lubricant.

"it will help us." he chuckled as he spread it across the entire length. "i’m gonna fill you up now, doll!"

jeonghan entered slowly, kissing your neck and playing with your nipples as he put every inch inside you, it was a little painful, but nothing unbearable, fingering you and using lube helped a lot.

when jeonghan was finally inside you completely, he withdrew, entering again, and you heard him let out a grotesque moan. damn, you've never felt so horny in your life.

jeonghan continued thrusting, his walls squeezing you as you felt him opening you up more and more.

"fucking hot, damn, i can't believe i’m fucking you.”

you moaned, gripping your boyfriend's shoulders as he bit your neck and went deeper and deeper.

"i’m gonna to fill you up, i'm gonna leave your pussy leaking my cum. my pussy. you're mine. your pussy is mine." jeonghan was still careful, but he wasn't thinking very well, especially given the way he seemed to want to devour you if he could.

the sensation was completely new to you, your fingers and not even jeonghan's would give you that sensation, you felt him inside you, you felt the desire, the heat of his body, fuck, it was too much. you just moaned, begging him not to stop. he laughed.

"let me cum in you? let me cum in that pussy, please."

you just nodded, clouded with pleasure. jeonghan brought his thumb to your clitoris, giving you a new sensation that made your body shiver, and it didn't last long, the next minute you came again, screaming your boyfriend's name for all the neighbors to hear.

with the pressure your pussy exerted, jeonghan came right away, letting you feel the hot liquid paint all your walls white, damn, that felt so fucking good.

you took a breath, and a few minutes later jeonghan went to the kitchen to get you a glass of water

"are you ok? did you like it?" he asked you

"fuck, yes"

"good, because i still wanna fuck you in doggy style, and make you suck my cock!"

[artgirllullaby]

Under the Stars

So.... I made a ScaraxMona (WanderMona) fanfic a while ago and left it sitting on my stuff cause I wasn't confident or sure if I should post... But two days ago I got high on caffeine and in abstinence of my anxiety medicine which gave a sudden burst of courage and completely off my rails... then later had a depression crisis that E and the squad had to deal with (sorry guys)

So, in the middle of that, I forgot to post here too... So here we are.

Hope you guys like!

ScaraxMona Playlist: Spotify/Youtube

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Original Notes: So, this was a impulsive writing I had after watching some Scaramona montage on YouTube (thx Feniko) and then went into Scaramona hell. This was written before Sumeru Arc and was sitting on my stuff cause my anxiety is really bad lately and having no therapy isn't helping, but on a crisis today I fixed some stuff on it when i had no internet and decided to post on impulse (again) and I'll probably regret later cause I have no idea where this is going aside the fact I have a playlist, took coffee and am on VERY HIGH ANXIETY AND CAFEINE DRIVE SO LETS GO YAHOOO

THIS CONTAIN SPOILERS FROM SUMERU ARCHON QUEST

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Under the Stars

(You collected Part I of "Ocean of Stars and Wondering Clouds")

When Mona met the Wanderer, she didn’t know why she was so aware and suspicious of him, but her sixth sense didn’t let her guard down for any minute. In fact, everytime he showed up she would be more aware of him. The traveler had told he was someone they had met before, but many things happened and it was complicated to explain why she didn’t remember, but he went through a lot and had changed. 

They had met when the Traveler got her into the Akademia through their connections (which later she found out that was no one other than Sumeru’s archon herself), but not as a student, just a researcher who had access to their library and facilities as much she wanted as long it had to do with her subject of study. 

She had seen through the constellations that Traveler would save the nation or do something along those lines, but then again she avoided looking too much or taking it as raw truth, the memory of the former adventurer she met still haunted her once in a while. Normally, she would pick on their constellation just to see how they were, if they were doing well or alive in their long months apart in adventures and then continue her day. If she happened to look and they weren’t doing well, she would send a letter. She would look into the stars later and learn they were getting better and wasn't exactly because of her letters, but there was a weird relief to send them. 

So when she received a letter back telling her to go to Sumeru and she got free access to the whole library, to say Mona choked on her tea, would be completely right. She was on her way to Sumeru the very next day.

~~~~~~Continue Reading on AO3/FF-net

(trust me, it's too long for Tumblr)

[lunaetis]

@summoned-anima asked :

Sherlock swayed happily in graceful movement closer, one hand with bottle of wine and other with box of chocolates. His arm wrapped around the other with a gentle smile. 'I know it appears cliche, Mrs. Holmes - but it's not so easy to get during end of the world, so will I get points for that? Also, chocolate is not bad for this hunting dog.' Already putting one in his mouth, just to lean over to share the piece.

valentine's day ( unprompted. ) || always accepting

─「美沙夜」─  even prior to lifting her head to see who was it that moved SMOOTHLY into her line of vision, the avenger already knew by his aura and scent alone just exactly who it belonged to. she'd know him by heart, after all. that was why the moment his arm coiled itself around her waist, a SMILE was already presented upon her usually cold and distant features. a kind of expression that was reserved only for him and him alone.

                " nothing wrong with cliché, no ? after all, i'm the type that could appreciate the classics. " sentence uttered in a tone laced with clear affection. surely, had it been anyone else offering the same TREATMENT he had dared to, they would be sent away without a second thought, without even a moment of hesitation or consideration. he was an exception to ALL RULES, as he, himself, must be aware judging from how cheeky he was with that piece of chocolate between those lips.

                " points, huh. i'll be the judge of that. " crimson hues narrowed slightly, almost like a wolf before the distance between them was GONE. lips claiming his own along with the sweet treat he had in his mouth. the bittersweet taste of it melted into a heated kiss, one where she savored the flavor of his tongue much more than the chocolate itself. what a cheeky detective, though she wasn't going to have him any other way.

                even when the piece had disappeared completely, the taste she was addicted to remained to be taken, so much that when their lips finally parted, both their breaths were warmer, slightly foggy in exhale where she couldn't resist a playful nip to his bottom lip, followed by a proper, tender kiss to commend his effort.

                " i'll give you more points if you feed me again, dear sherlock. "

[markseow]

Gramophone

December 2023

Solo, Isabelle Faust

Lully, Thésée - Christophe Rousset and Les Talens Lyriques

[lully-jo]

Who wrote this god awful dialogue... if I have to hear someone be called a “normie” one more time. And who the hell thought it was a diversity win to cast a Black actor to be the son of a man who own’s a PILGRIM THEMED ATTRACTION IN TOWN??  The decisions made on this show are baffling and insulting to its audience.

[chrizztopher97]

Doctor!Chan, Patient!FemReader, swearing, oral, piv, protected and unprotected sex, breast play, praise, name calling, fluff.

WARNING: MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

Nothing medical here is 100% reliable.

Today, as always, you woke up in the middle of the night, sighing deeply since even this week sleeping medicine didn't work at all.

It's been a while since you've entered the mental hospital and you thought that it would have helped you with your situation yet... it really didn't.

Looking outside the window for a moment, you noticed that it was still pitch black and just that made you take a deep sigh.

Turning around to the nightstand where the clock was set, you saw that it was 3AM which made you a little mad as you stood up to go to the bathroom before trying your best to sleep once again.

Once it was morning, first thing you looked for was the time and your sleeping routine notebook.

The time of sleep was already written the previous night as you felt your eyelids heavy.

As you were writing the time you woke up, you thought that it was best to also note the approximate time you fell asleep once again.

For last, you wrote the hour you woke up and then the name of the sleeping medicine.

Per routine, you went to the hospital cantine to have breakfast and to your surprise you didn't see your doctor so you just slipped one more matcha bread.

"Please... Don't tell my doctor..." You sighed. "I fear my period is about to come..." You pouted as you looked at the lady who was staring at you with a warm smile.

"Then have one more once I finish the other batch." She whispered placing a kinder chocolate on your tray, hidden under the napkins.

Almost tearing up, you thanked her and grabbed your matcha tea before taking a seat and eat all by yourself.

"I wonder where Minhye is..." You mumbled as you looked around.

Minhye was the youngest girl in the ward, ten years old. Unfortunately she had gone blind so suddenly and her parents had no idea how to take care of her condition so they brought her here to help her adapt.

You witnessed her countless times having a panic attack everytime they asked her to open her eyes and that alone made you want to help her. Letting her know that nothing was wrong with her and that the people here only wanted her best interest.

"Y/N!" A voice called out your name so suddenly which made you drop your food in an instant.

"Where is she?" You questioned as you rushed outside the cantine.

"Garden. Minhye's doctor is forcing her to open her eyes." The girl, Olivia, told you.

Sighing deeply you rushed to the garden and almost tripped over a doctor.

"Excuse me." You mumbled passing through as you took Minhye in your arms, staying on your knees as you brushed the tears off of her face.

"You can't force her to open her eyes, doctor Vankurk." You sighed as you tried your best in calming her.

"I need to know her condition to be able to understand what to do." The doctor sighed as he stood up from the ground.

"Minhye needs to adapt to the new people, you can't just force her." You said as you looked at the girl who was now getting calmer by the time you lullied her in your arms.

"I'd like you to remember that blindness is something that only people affected can relate to." You spoke as you pulled up your glasses. "Even I, can't relate to that."

"I don't want to open my eyes..." Minhye whispered softly. "When I do... I see black ghosts and flames..." She said, sniffling on your shirt.

"You heard her, doctor." You said before taking the girl in your embrace and standing up. "Let's go have breakfast, little one."

Passing once again next to the blond doctor, you walked back to the cantine with Minhye in your arms. Thankfully Olivia was already there with the girl's breakfast ready on the table you were previously seated.

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"So," Your doctor, Mr. Burnwell, said. "How is this week going? Is the medicine giving you any progress?"

Sighing deeply you just placed the notebook onto the desk. "Not really..." Showing him the week sleeping cycle. "I fear that nothing works."

He seemed like pondering on something as he looked at the notes but instead said nothing. He just closed the notebook and sighed. "What about your ears? Are they still as sensitive as they used to?"

"My hearing? Still the same unfortunately." You mumbled as you put your palms on your ears.

Besides insomnia and the panic attacks you happened to have from time to time because of the lack of sleep and the severe migraines, you also had some sort of problem with your hearing.

At first, you thought it was just something temporary but by the time you grew up, you couldn't handle how sensitive they have become.

You could hear phones ringing as far as ten meters and that wasn't even the weirdest thing because, the less you slept the more sensitive your hearing became.

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

As you walked to go into the isolation room, you passed by the same doctor as before. Taking a peak at his information card you were able to see the birth year, 1997.

"Oh-ho, a young doctor we got here." You chuckled as you turned around to take a proper look at him.

Blond curls, a fit physique hidden underneath the white lab coat and a very pretty face.

"Can I help you?" The doctor turned around facing you as he placed down the files he was reading.

"A nice voice too, huh?" You mumbled to yourself while taking a closer look at his name. "Dr. Bahng." You whispered quietly.

"Mmh?" He hummed as he looked at you confusedly.

"Oh, nothing." You said, "Just wanted to know your name, doctor." you smiled softly as you looked at him.

After that little encounter, you arrived to the isolation room where they started testing your hearing.

Closed inside the quietest room of the hospital, you sat on the floor and put the bandana over your eyes.

"Ready Y/N?" Your doctor asked from the microphone.

Nodding in response, you waited for the noises to come. Pointing at every direction you heard, the doctor hummed in response.

Tilting your head at the sudden noise, you pointed your finger at the direction. "One of you kept their phone on vibration mode."

As you were about to take off your blindfold, a nerve-wrecking sound rang in your ears making the headache even worse.

"Fuck." You huffed cupping your ears with both hands, hoping for the sound to disappear.

In the meantime, on the other side of the plexiglass, doctor Burnwell was intently looking at you and listening to all your ramblings, trying to understand what caused your strong reaction.

"Does she hear things?" Doctor Bahng questioned as he took her file in hands.

"She's sane but her hearing is rather too..." Pondering on what word to describe it as he looked at you. "Enchanced."

Doctor Bahng as he read your file, he looked at you from the glass and listened to your rumblings. "Insomnia, panic attacks and migraines."

He was rather intrigued by your situation. "Did she-" Before he could even finish the sentence, he saw you almost drop on the floor.

Rushing towards the door, he instantly held you before you could hit your head. Looking at you, he noticed your eyelids closed.

"She fainted." He said, his hand moving to move your hair from your face.

His hand lingering on your forehead as he took the infrared thermometer from the pocket of his coat. Measuring your temperature, he sighed and held you in bridal style to put you on the stretcher.

"And she has a fever." He said showing the temperature number to doctor Burnwell. "I assume from the lack of sleep."

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As you opened your eyes, you found yourself in your room. Blanket pulled up reaching your chin.

"Ugh..." Sighing deeply, you pulled down the covers and hopped down the bed, almost tripping on your feet. "My sandals..." You whined sitting back on the bed.

Hearing a giggle coming from behind, you turned around and saw the blond doctor. "Why are you in my room?" You asked as you looked at all the empty water bottles that were on the table.

"Monitoring." He simply answered as he stood up from the chair and bent down on the floor.

Looking at him confusedly, you looked down and saw him standing up with your slippers in his hands.

"They did advise me to change the side but with everything, I simply forgot." He mumbled as he handed them to you. "Sorry."

Taking the slippers, you put them on and walked to the bathroom, after cleaning your face and teeth, you take a deep breath and exhale, disgusted by your own scent.

"I need a shower." You mumbled going back to the room to grab fresh clean clothes and close yourself in the bathroom.

"You know I'm still here, right?" Doctor Bahng asked almost in disbelief by your action.

"You're so right." You mumbled locking the bathroom door making him giggle.

"Weirdo." He whispered as he sat back onto the chair.

"I'll pretend I didn't hear that." You mumbled as you took your shower. "So... what happened?" You questioned, still confused as the last thing you remembered was being in the isolation room getting tested.

"You fainted seven days ago." He answered before proceeding explaining how you also undergo a severe fever and how your menstruation started.

"Wait, wait, wait." You mumbled as you were drying your body with the towel. "How do you even know I was on my period?" You questioned dumbfounded.

"The cook." He said. "I went there to ask about everything you ate and got to know that you broke your diet for it." He explained.

Not wanting to even know how your pads got changed, you let the topic drop.

Exiting the bathroom once you were dressed and with your hair dried, you walked to the bed to look for your glasses on the nightstand but sighing not seeing them.

"Here." He said placing your glasses on the desk.

Taking them, you cleaned the glass before putting them on. "Please don't tell me you told my doctor about that." You mumbled as you sat onto the bed before standing up with a huff.

The bedsheets were sweaty.

"I assume Doctor Burnwell thinks that your stupid diet would help your insomnia." He mumbled standing up and helping you.

As you were about to answer, the words got stuck in your throat. After all it was true. The diet wasn't helping at all.

As you grabbed the used bedsheets, you went to the bathroom to put them inside the casket that the nurses would eventually grab to wash all your belongings.

"Must admit... It may have helped me through losing some weight and getting a little fit but..." As you stretched the clean beedsheet, you sighed. "It doesn't help with my case."

"I noticed." He mumbled stretching the pillow before putting the pillowcase. "I heard he's been your only doctor ever since you got admitted." He mumbled placing the pillow onto the mattress before standing up.

"Yeah." You responded.

"I've went through your file but I have no idea how you got admitted." He said looking at you, a hint of pure curiosity making his eyes almost sparkle.

"I got myself admitted because I couldn't fall asleep for an entire week. Just ten minutes nap every now and then." You admitted. "Almost died while driving as well."

The look on his face was a mix of disbelief, concern and fear. "And this happened at the start of the year?" He questioned opening the file that was resting onto the desk.

"Yes." You nodded. "It hasn't been long and sometimes I think that-" Thinking about it for a moment, you forced yourself to shut up. "Never mind."

Looking at you for a moment, he gave you a puzzled look but then decided to remain quiet.

Just like that the time went by, he made sure to look after you through the entire night.

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An entire month passed by where Doctor Bahng would find some time just to make sure you were doing okay and that you didn't pass out anywhere. It felt rather refreshing.

As you were walking towards the hospital's garden, you couldn't stop yourself from getting drawn by the sound of some rollers.

Leaning onto a tree, you looked at the guy who was doing some tricks with his skateboard to notice later that it was Doctor Bahng.

"Dr. Bahng do be cool." You chuckled looking at him.

As you caught his attention, he swiftly grabbed his skateboard with a little kick and walked up to you. His lab coat resting on the bench right in front of you.

"What you're doing out at this time?" He asked looking at his wrist watch. "It's extremely late."

"I felt stuffy inside." You mumbled walking to the bench and sitting onto it, resting your back on the wooden backrest.

"Can you even...?" He asked looking around as if scared of something.

"Don't worry. I pretty much can walk around anywhere anytime since I'm sane." You chuckled. "So I'm not breaking the rules since the nurses saw me and knows where I'm headed."

"Is that so?" He mumbled sitting next to you, head falling back.

"Why are you still at the hospital? I assume you have the permission to sleep at your house." You questioned narrowing your brows.

"My family is currently on vacation so instead of going home, I'd rather sleep here." He answered, his head slowly turning to your side.

His eyes looking at you, a gentle smile on his lips as he sighed. "Also, the food is always ready." He giggled.

Chuckling softly you looked at him for a moment before standing up and grabbing his skate. "Can I try?"

"If you promise you won't fall on your face." He mumbled nodding his head.

As you stood on the flat surface of the skateboard, you made some simple tricks you've learnt when you were still in high school.

"You're not that bad." He chuckled clapping his hands.

"Don't make fun of me." You pouted as you rolled back to him.

As you looked at him, he was now standing. The moment you got closer, he stopped you by holding you from your waist.

"Be careful, Y/N." He said as he kept holding you in place while moving you onto the skate.

The touch feeling different. It felt... Intimate.

"Even if your family's out, why don't you go to your girlfriend's place?" You questioned, obviously it was a way to find out if he was taken or not.

"What makes you think I have a girlfriend?" He mumbled still holding on your waist but now pulling you down with both feet on the ground.

"You don't?" You questioned narrowing your eyebrow.

"I used to," He said, hands trailing off your waist, leaving only the memory of his touch. "we broke up and since we worked on the same hospital, I decided to come here." He explained.

"Bad ending?" You questioned walking back to the bench.

"She cheated." He replied as he shrugged his shoulders.

He seemed as if that thing wasn't the unusual which made you a little upset. After all, he seemed like a very nice person and he was definitely handsome so the thought that he got cheated on made you wonder. It was best not to pry though.

"She will get cheated on. Trust me." You nodded knowingly.

He simply laughed. And just that made you go in awe. There was something about his laugh that made you flutter.

"Also, why are you awake?" You asked, rather curious as to why he'd be out here instead of his own room, resting.

Cracking a giggle, he shook his head and looked at you. "Would you believe me if I told you I have insomnia?"

Incredulous, you just laughed and looked at him.

"I mean, I did manage to sleep when I was in a relationship but..." He mumbled doing some tricks with his skate.

"I feel ya'." You giggled. "Before getting admitted I had a boyfriend and when we broke up, my entire sleeping schedule got worse because the breakup triggered my depression and well, no cuddles ever since didn't help me at all." You said, it felt as if oversharing wasn't even overstepping.

"That's so true." He nodded. "Physical touch does help with sleep."

Looking at you for a moment, he tilted his head on the side. He looked like a little wolf pup.

"Why did you breakup?" He questioned fidgeting with his shirt.

"I asked him to marry me, he said that he didn't need marriage to be with me so I left him." You simply responded. "I learnt later on that he was seeing another girl from his own country."

"I guess you had it rougher." He sighed sitting next to you.

"There's no comparing when it comes to heartbreaks." You mumbled. "If you're in pain, you're in pain."

"What's his user? I wanna see who's the fucker who cheated on my favorite patient." He said pulling out his phone, opening insta.

"I'm not your patient but..." You giggled as you grabbed his phone and typing the username.

"You're not serious, right?" He questioned looking at the picture and then at you.

"Why?" You looked at him puzzled.

"He's the same guy I found in bed with my ex." He said rolling his eyes.

Eyes widened, you looked at him with some sort of dumbfounded face and even a laugh was escaping from your lips.

"I do wanna laugh." You cracked a chuckle. "He wasn't even that good in bed."

You ended up laughing, making him crack a giggle as well.

"This should hurt me but it feels so..." He giggled shaking his head.

"Ironic?" You questioned patting his shoulder.

"Yeah." He nodded.

An hour passed with just the two of you laughing at how ironic the entire situation was. He made sure you returned to your room safely and then just disappeard in the hallway.

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Another month passed and it was finally the day you could leave the hospital for a day. All ready, you walked to Doctor Burnwell's office to notice him that you would go out.

Knocking softly, you waited for a response. To your surprise the door just opened revealing your doctor, Doctor Bahng and the medical director.

"I just wanted to inform that today is the day I am supposed to go out till the day is over." You said, giving him the paper he signed in advance.

"I was about to call you in here." He said standing up. "I'm sorry but this isn't valid anymore."

His response made you sad since you planned the day to the perfection.

"Since I'm leaving the hospital, you have to get another doctor to assist you and have them sign you the document." He explained.

"Ah." You mumbled in distress. "I believe I have to sign the papers to have my doctor changed?" You asked looking at the time.

He gave you the document to fill and reading it through for a moment, you grabbed a pen and signed. Looking at the empty box regarding the new doctor, you just wrote 'Dr. Bahng' without even thinking twice.

"Here." You said, handing the pen to Doctor Bahng who said nothing but obliged. After signing the paper you looked at him.

"Now onto business." You mumbled grabbing the 'leave permission' document and erased off Dr. Burnwell's name and sign with a white marker.

After waiting five minutes, you printed the document all over and signed again and handed it to him.

"I guess you really want to go out that badly today, huh?" Doctor Bahng giggled as he signed the paper.

"Thank you." You smiled looking at Doctor Burnwell. "My phone." You said doing grabby hands. "Please."

"Will you get this office too?" You asked to your new doctor as you waited for your phone.

"Yes." He said. His eyes trailing off of you as he looked back at the medical director.

"It's not charged." Mr. Burnwell said making you sigh.

Taking both your phone and charger, you put it on charge in the office and took a seat. As you waited, everyone left but Doctor Bahng who closed the office door after Mr. Burnwell grabbed his stuff before leaving.

"Now you're officially my patient, huh?" He questioned sitting on the couch across from you.

"Do I have to use formalities now?" You whined as you accepted the glass of water he gave you.

"In public, yes." He chuckled as he grabbed your logs. "In the meantime, let's plan your new therapy."

Nodding you waited for him to say anything.

"Let's reset everything." He said grabbing a pen, "For an entire month you'll stop getting sleeping medications to get it out of your system." he said scribbling something on the logs. "No more diet, unless you want something less restrictive." He mumbled looking at you for a moment.

"I'm in your hands, doctor." You said tapping your hand on the couch.

"I'll make sure you get out of here as soon as possible." He said with a caring look.

One thing you loved about his personality is that he cared. He thought of your wellbeing and your thoughts first even when he wasn't even your doctor.

Once your phone was charged, you tossed the charger onto the couch and gave him a look. "I'll call if I have trouble coming back."

"Be careful and have fun." He said waving at you.

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

After a day of shopping and getting your favorite drinks and foods, you found yourself finally going to the bar where your favorite underground rappers had their little performance.

3RACHA were definitely your most favorite moment of the day. You waited long for this day to arrive which made it hundred percent worth taking the day off.

Once at the bar, you took a seat and ordered dinner. After your pizza arrived, you took a picture of it and tried to hide the bottle of soju that was resting beside the plate.

After inserting photo, you sent a little message to your new doctor.

[MESSAGE TO: Dr. Bahng] Gonna eat whatever I want hehe.

Setting aside the phone, you enjoyed your slices with a big smile plastered on your lips.

"Everyone, welcome our favorite performers." One of the bartenders said. "3RACHA everyone."

Clapping your hands, you gulped down and looked up. "Let's go 3RACHA!" You exclaimed excitedly.

Before you could realise, your eyes landed on a head with purple strands on blond locks.

As soon as the song started, you bopped your head to the rhythm as you ate your pizza. Shots after shots, you felt yourself tipsy and before you knew it, your eyes recognised your doctor.

"Let's go CB97!" You shouted with a giggle on your face.

Maybe you tried to make a little fun of him but you did respect him for being both a great doctor and a very good rapper and singer.

Once the performance was over, he came to your table and took the glass from your hands.

"So that's why you were this excited to go out." He chuckled taking a shot for himself. "You left this from the picture you sent me."

"Hehe." You chuckled as you gazed at him. "That's the doctor number, I can't send you stuff like these." You pouted as you grabbed the bottle and drank a good sip from it.

"Slow down." He mumbled grabbing the bottle from your hands. "You have to be back before midnight..."

Whining you reached for his hands, just to grab the bottle, but your hands lingered on his wrists, down the back of his hands where his veins popped out.

"Sorry..." You whispered, hands still holding onto him for some reason.

He didn't answer nor he retracted his hands from yours. Softly trailing your knuckles, he looked at you with a soft gaze. "Did you enjoy the show?" He questioned gently.

"I did." You whispered.

Trying your best not to stare at him for long, you let your gaze fall onto his hands once again. They were so veiny... so manly.

"Yeah?" He whispered softly, his voice going on a lower tone making your head more dizzy.

The alcohol already hit you yet the sound of his voice hit you harder. He sounded so sexy for some reason.

Nodding your head in response, you looked at him for a moment, catching him already looking at you. His gaze lingering in every part of your face.

"Shit." You cussed, a severe blush forming on your cheekbones as you grabbed the bottle and jugged it completely emptying the alcohol inside your throat.

"Are you crazy?" He questioned in disbelief as he grabbed the now empty bottle from your hands. "I'm not taking you back drunk."

"Then..." Looking at his hand, with your print you traced his popping vein. "Sober me up..." You whispered softly. "Christopher..."

Looking at him for a moment, your breath caught in your throat as he licked his lips.

"Did you just call me by my name...?" He whispered almost breathless.

"Maybe..." Your voice almost cracking as you found your gaze moving from his eyes to his lips.

"You're drunk..." Whispering, he gulped down his own saliva just to not lose it.

"Just a little tipsy..." Moving away your hands, you reached for the menu again.

Hearing a silent 'my Gosh' in return, he just grabbed the menu as well and you both ended up eating together.

Not long after, you stood up and paid for everything before turning around to catch him already standing behind you.

Breath hitching, you looked up to him who's eyes were already lingering on you.

"I'll go... you have fun with your friends..." You mumbled, face flushed.

"Don't think I'm gonna leave you all by yourself..." He said, hand reaching for your forearm. "I'll take you back to the hospital..."

"It's fine. I'll catch the last bus." You mumbled as you walked reluctantly outside the bar.

"Which already left ten minutes ago." He spoke walking right besides you. "Just give me a moment to grab my stuff and I'll give you a ride."

Not long after you found yourself in his car. The radio playing one of his playlists.

"I miss the sea..." You whispered looking out the window as you passed by a poster portraying the beach.

Closing your eyes for a moment, you found yourself dozing off.

"Y/N." A sweet voice whispered as a warm finger brushed against your cheek.

"Mhm... what?" You whined, eyes slowly opening.

It took you a few minutes to realise that you were parked in front of the beach.

"Go take a walk, I'll park the car properly." He spoke softly as he handled you a pair of slippers. "They're mine so they must be a little bit bigger than your size but at least you can walk without minding your shoes." He smiled as he gave you a little nudge.

Not wasting even a second, you took off your shoes and walked outside. Your feet dragging you to the shore.

It was beautiful and the thought of him bringing you here just because you said you missed the beach was even more touching.

A few minutes later, you felt a pair of hands resting on your shoulders, massaging it comfortingly.

"Thank you for bringing me here." You whispered turning your head to the side.

"Well, you still had two hours before midnight so I thought that maybe this would help you sober up a little." He whispered, chin resting on your head for a moment.

"Can I have your insta?" You blurted out, a cheeky smile on your lips as you looked ahead of you.

"Why? To stalk me?" He questioned, a silly giggle escaping from his lips.

"Aren't we friends?" You pouted as you let your head fall back.

His lips right above your forehead. Bending his head just a little, he grabbed your face and squished your cheeks. "We are."

With wavering eyes, you looked up to his lips before turning around to face him. "Then, give me." You pouted pulling out your phone from your backside's pocket.

Giggling he just grabbed your phone and typed his user before hitting follow and put back your phone inside your pocket.

Talking and laughing about this and that, you walked back to the car where he opened the truck and invited you to take a seat.

"Let's enjoy the hour before it goes to waste." He whispered, eyes lingering on you.

Nodding in response, you took a seat and enjoyed the view.

A few moments of silence passed and before you knew it, you found yourself gazing at him who was enjoying the sound of the waves.

Eyes turning soft, you bit your lip to not make a sound. Letting a soft sigh, you looked back at the sea.

"Feels good, doesn't it?" He questioned, his voice sounding so sweet that you were sure your heart exploded.

Humming in response you closed your eyes for a moment.

"I'll go and wet my feet just a little." You whispered standing up and walking towards the water.

Back in the car, he looked at you for a moment before walking right behind you. Stopping right behind your body, he placed his hands on your waist and slowly turned you around.

Your heart thumping hard on your chest as he leaned closer. His nose nuzzling against yours for a moment before he kissed you. Feeling as if a loud gasp could escape your lips, you wrapped your hands around the nape of his neck.

Your lips locked for a moment before you two pulled away slightly.

"What was that for?" Your voice barely above a whisper.

"I'm not that oblivious, Y/N..." He whispered moving his lips on your cheek. "You keep on giving me those eyes for a while now."

"What about professionalism?" You questioned, a smile on your lips at the thought of not thinking of it at all.

"There's a reason why I promised you that you would get out of the hospital as soon as possible." He whispered leaning in to kiss your lips again before grabbing you from your thighs and hold you in his arms.

Holding onto him, your lips remained locked on his while he walked back to the car. Your tongues moving around in each other's mouths as he held onto you tightly.

Placing your back onto the truck, he retracted from you and looked down at you. Hands moving up and down your legs as he smiled sweetly.

"What do you want to do?" He questioned seductively, looking side to side as if to confirm something.

"Can we just forget the doctor - patient relationship?" You asked softly, a deep blush on your cheekbones.

Didn't take much for him to just lean in and start kissing you all over. His hands roamed all around you as you let out soft moans in pleasure. Your hands finding the hem of his shirt, sliding your hands inside, you touched and traced his muscles.

Few minutes later you both were sitting inside his truck. Him holding you on your sides while you sat onto his lap, moving your hips up and down. His lips on your breasts as he pushed deeper and deeper.

"You taste so sweet..." He gasped on your skin.

Tongue tracing your nipples, he gave you one of those looks that you never thought he could give. Your hands moved on his back, scratching lightly his skin as you let him slide in and out of you.

Your head fell back while your back arched. "My Gosh..." You moaned.

Hearing you, he pressed his fingers on your ass cheeks, groping them as he kept the same pace. Slow, steady and deep.

Your mind went completely blank at how good he was ravashing you. Gentle yet provocative, soft yet hard.

Everything about him was just a step closer to one of the best orgasms you'd ever felt. His heart shaped, plump, soft and kissable lips, his eyes that looked at you as if you were the only one to exist for him, his manly hands that held you tenderly yet firmly. And his sweet yet sexy voice and the way he was vocal made it even harder for you to resist him.

"Fuck." He groaned grabbing you and turning you, his body hovering above yours as he pushed himself deeply.

Lost in pleasure, you grabbed his hands and in that moment he just lost it. Standing outside the car, he leaned in just right to keep your bodies still connected. His body between your thighs as he moved swiftly in and out of you continuously.

One of his hands holding both your wrists while the other groped on your breats, pinching gently on your nipples.

"This might get me addicted..." He moaned as he leaned in to catch your lips with his.

His naked torso now pressed on yours as he pressed himself as deeply as he could. The movements of his hips becoming relentless as you both reached your orgasms.

Riding both of your highs, he kept a steady pace before kissing you and stopping completely inside of you.

Both breathless, you kissed for a few moments before he slipped out of you.

"For how much I value aftercare after sex," He whispered kissing your forehead. "We have a ride to take back to the hospital before it hits midnight." He sighed softly.

Understanding you just tried to catch your breath as you grabbed a wet wipe from your bag. Cleaning yourself you dressed back. In the meantime, he slipped out the very full condom from his semi-hard member and closed it before dressing back.

The ride back was accompanied by music and your hands didn't stop caressing each other.

As soon as you two arrived, he made sure you got back in your room. Stepping inside just for a moment, he grabbed your face and stamped a sweet long peck on your lips.

"Goodnight." He whispered softly.

Smiling you kissed his cheek before sending him out.

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

In one month many things happened. The little girl you took care of surpassed her fears thanks to Doctor Bahng's counseling, a lot of the depressed patients happened to get out of their darkest thoughts and with his supervision they started to get out, talking with each other without the fear of triggering each other's depression. Lots of patients happened to get better, all thanks to him.

Every now and then you two happened to fool around in his office and thanks to that your sleeping schedule got better without the need of any sort of medicine. Also your hearing wasn't as sensitive as it used to be. All you needed was him taking care of your body to get better.

It started with you making out on the couch of his office, then you found yourself crawling under his desk taking care of his hard-ons, later you were on his desk while he took care of the throbbing feeling between your thighs, eating you out every chance he got. Later you just started fucking each other sensless on the couch of his office, always making sure to not be loud.

Didn't take long for you to get dismissed. You got better and you even started dating right after you got out.

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

"Wait wait, slow down." You moaned as you looked at his face.

His fingers moving in and out of you so fast that you couldn't keep up with all the pleasure.

"Baby, you're making one of the sexiest faces I've ever seen so far." He pouted as he kissed your cheek. "Let me fuck you good now that you're not my patient anymore."

"Unbelievable." You whined as you saw him smirk while holding your leg up. "I've been dismissed for three months now." You mumbled making him giggle.

"Move in with me?" He questioned nibbling on your neck.

You could feel his hand moving behind your ass. "Are you seriously asking me this right... Gosh..." You gasped as you felt him inserting himself inside your slick, soaked entrance.

"We've been dating for three months now, please?" He asked breathless as he pressed as deep as he could.

The hand that was playing with your clit was now holding onto your neck, softly choking it just the way you liked it. Back arched, you bit on your lip as you tilted your head back. Your hand seeking for his flesh to grab.

"Less money to spend on gas, every day ready for good cuddly-fucking sessions, morning sex and everything else." He whispered in your ear, licking on your lobe as he slid his dick in and out of you.

Hand on your ass cheek, he pressed his fingers on your flesh. His lips trailing wet sloppy kisses on your back as he fucked you from the side.

"It took some thrusts to get you fucked silly, huh?" He chuckled biting on your shoulder before leaving a love bite.

Answering incoherently at his suggestion, he just kissed your cheek while stopping his movements.

"Get some air and tell me in a way I can understand you, love." He giggled as he nuzzled his face on your cheek.

Trying to catch your breath, you turned your face and caught his lips with yours before whispering a soft yes.

"That's my girl." He smiled pulling up your right leg again as he started thrusting faster and harder than before.

After reaching your orgarms, you held onto each other. His lips kissing your face all over, a huge smile on his lips as he slid himself out of you before leaning to the nightstand to grab a bottle of water.

"Have some." He whispered handling you the bottle.

After getting a long sip, you gave it back to him.

"Feed me with your mouth." He smirked making you roll your eyes back.

"For a doctor, you're really nasty." You shook your head in disbelief but obliging to his request.

That wasn't the first time he'd ever asked you something like this but it was slightly funny the thought of him asking you these sort of requests.

One time you were spending the day with his friends in his living room, while the others were focused on the movie he just sat you on his lap and fucked you so slowly that it was even harder to remain quiet throughout the three hours movie.

Another thing that happened was him fingering you under the table while having dinner at a restaurant with his family. That was the riskiest thing you've ever done in your life.

There was a time where you two fucked in the balcony of a hotel, shamelessly moaning with your naked body pressed onto the glass balcony while other guests could see you.

Once you were having a picnic at a reservoir with his friends and while they were all busy splashing water around, you were on your knees giving him one of the sloppiest blowjobs he ever asked for. He always said that the messier the sucking it was, the more he loved it.

There was also that time at the club where you were all having fun dancing and drinking that he just lifted your skirt on your back and made you jump onto his lap while following the beat and if you didn't miss a beat, he would reward you with a breathless kiss. On your second lips.

The time where you watched a movie outdoors and fucked in the front seat was the cherry on top. You almost hit the horn so many times that he had to pick you up and pull down the backseats.

You two dated for just three months yet you experienced so many things and every time it was amazing if not perfect.

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

Months passing by became a full year of the both of you finding in each other's arms right after work. Make love to each other or just fuck each other brainless to the point of asking one another hand in marriage.

"Fuck yeah baby." He groaned kissing and biting on your neck. "God, I love you so much." He moaned hitting your sweet spot over and over, bringing the both of you to the edge.

"I love you, Chris." You sighed breathlessly as you fell onto the mattress with him on your back.

"Hehe, the baby making will be hella interesting." He chuckled kissing your cheek over and over, melting your heart.

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

"You may kiss the bride." The priest said.

Taking you by the waist, Chris gave you a light sweet peck on your lips, stopping before he'd completely make out with you in front of everyone.

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

"In or out?" He questioned holding you down in a mating press position. "Baby hurry, I'm really close to explode."

"Fill me to the brim." You imprecated while he gave you an open mouthed kiss.

Saliva all over your lips as he pressed so deeply, almost reaching your heart as he came undone inside of you.

"Love you." He gasped as he remained inside.

"Love you too." You whispered, your hands wrapping around his back as you finally let your legs fall loose on his sides.

"By the way," he said pulling his head up from your breasts. "I saw both of our exes the other day."

"Bet a thousand dollars that he cheated on her for a while and she just found out." You laughed while stroking his nose with your fingertip.

"Guess I'll have a thousand dollars to spend on you." He giggled as he leaned on your hand.

"Save it for the baby." You giggled as you leaned to kiss his face but with extreme difficulty. "Kiss," you pouted. "my breasts are on the way." You whined making him chuckle.

Kissing each other in a slow, romantic kiss you ended up repeating the same cycle. Making out, cuddling, fucking and every single time he took the chance to fill you up.

Tired of the bed, you moved outside, taking a very naked bath in the sea but that ended up with you fucking on the towel before turning back inside the beach house and doing it inside the bathtub and in every corner of the house.

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

"Mommy!" You heard your son screaming from his room. "Daddy keeps on stealing the plushie you made me." He whined making you roll over the couch.

"Christopher, give it back to Hyunbin." You laughed as you took the plushie from your husband's hands.

"But-" He whined with a pout making your heart melt in a puddle.

"Not buts." You giggled giving the soft plush back to your son.

"Come on, sleeping time." You clapped your hands before grabbing your toddler in a tight embrace.

Kissing his cheeks you tuck him in his bed, ruffling his hair in a tender motion. Chris, who was sitting on the other side of the child's bed, was humming a song for him as he rubbed the kid's tummy.

Once your baby fell asleep, you two went to the living room.

"Take a sit. I have something for you." You said kissing your man's cheek.

Obliging to your order, he sat on the couch and waited for you.

"Ta-da!" You said pulling a crocheted wolf plushie on his sight.

"Oh my God, it's so cute." He said squishing it a few times before pulling you onto his lap. "Thank you, my pretty wife."

Smiling tenderly you kissed his lips before pulling him in a soft embrace.

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

It took another year and you both had a sweet baby girl who was so adorable and while your son was growing, you could notice the similar features of your husband which made you overwhelmingly happy.

You became a happy family of four plus a little black husky pup and a baby ginger kitten that you rescued while returning from a trip to the lake.

You, Christopher, Hyunbin, little Yerin with Moon and Sun.

[bluespiderlully]

KNY - My lore (Obanai Iguro) 🐍

I'm back with another post about the characters in my AU and today is Obanai's turn!

He's a canon characters and of course his story is the same, but he's different in some ways too.

First of all, Obanai doesn't wear a face mask in my AU, he has a Glasgow smile scar on his face and he just shows it, of course people find it disturbing and/or disgusting, other Hashiras too!

First thing first, if you red my post about the Exterminators you know that he knows how to create poisons, he works at the Butterfly Mansion sometimes but he doesn't know how to care for wounds, he works in the lab and sometimes helps with autopsies (especially if the slayer has died due to some kind of poison).

He doesn't like to be around most people but he enjoys talking to Sanemi (if you catch my meaning eheheheh), he has a "good" relationship (acceptable, not necessarily good) with the other Exterminators and with Shinobu, they often work together when it comes to poisons and autopsies.

But let's come to my favourite part, snakes! I love snakes, I genuinely think they're really great animals, I'm planning to get a pet ball python or a hognose, Obanai is not like me, he doesn't like cute harmless snakes; Kaburamaru is probably an Habu snake, and that's a viper. I perfectly know that a bite from that snake, nowadays, isn't always deadly but let's say that that it isn't a pleasant experience (nausea, vomiting, hypotension, paralysis and ✨️death✨️ if you're not so lucky), we have to consider the timeline and my AUs are mostly in 1920s/40s and I'm 100% sure that you wouldn't have had many chances of surviving the bite.

Anyway, Obanai doesn't own a snake in my AU, he had Kaburamaru in his cell but since I headcanon the Rengoku Family as a rich and basically fancy family Shinjuro (and Ruka too) wouldn't allow Obanai to keep his snake with him. He often picks up snakes and he uses them for poison, he owns multiple snakes actually. And you'd say: "but Lully, how can a snake poison be deadly for a demon?". Well, he can experiment on demonic blood and see what can be deadly, he knows how to mix snake posion and wisteria to make something deadly or just paralising (for the Foxfaces for example).

💙Anyway I hope you enjoyed this post, the last season made me love this character more and so I decided to write this.🧡

[insteading]

Right near the beginning of s2 e3, there's another classical banger: La Folia. The first instance of the bassline shows up around 1670, and then for centuries, composers all over Europe have a go at writing variations on it. (Honestly, composers are still having a go at it, not limited to in Europe. This website attempts to catalogue all the compositions based on or inspired by La Folia, and, well, there are A LOT.

What we hear in this episode is a "later folia," in which a set melody in a minor key is put over that bassline. The result is a sober, stately dance tune, in a triple meter, with the emphasis on the second beat, which shows up in the beginning and ending of later folia settings. (In between the beginning and end, composers improvise more freely, as performers would in jazz or blues.)

Lully, Corelli, Marin Marais (whom I imprinted on), Alessandro Scarlatti and Vivaldi all had Folia variations in circulation by the time Ed and Stede met, though we know that this show is historically inspired rather than tied to history.

The piece's title means "madness" or "folly"-- perhaps of the sort that might lead you to bellyflop into the ocean to board a ship with no sails and no wheel, in the hope that someone you love is still there and alive.

[nickeverdeen]

Lully who send me as last (nsfw) match-up (Arcane + TLOU) I love you, but I need you to specify if you want TLOU1 or TLOU2

As if you write just “TLOU” without a number I’m taking it that it doesn’t matter from which game I’ll be choosing

Thank you, cariño 🫶

[tigreblvnc]

Hahaha! omg no I’m not hiding anything! I just don’t interact much with people or posts other than sometimes liking, so my blog is left empty:). I liked you and your writing, so I really had to comment and talk with you, you're very intriguing! :)

And I do in-fact write! Only for myself and family, I’m too shy to actually post. I mostly have just been doing poetry lately!

I’m glad we have the same thoughts about knowledge! I love pursing knowledge in almost everything I can, even if it’s just a little bit, I just want to be so knowledgeable that people immediately think of me whenever they have questions about anything! Like an encyclopedia! So far I’m succeeding :)

I didn’t know you knew classical pieces!! I love Swan lake by Tchaïkovski I also love his The nutcracker piece, another favourite of mine would probably be Dies Irae! Do you have any other classical piece that you like or even recommend? I’m trying to find more pieces to listen to! Ah! My apologies I rambled off again, I’m quite excited, I haven’t met/seen anyone with similar interests to me!

Intriguing, why?

I'd love to read you.

I took the time to gather some classical music that I really like. I have classified them in alphabetical order and starting with the name of the artist because they are often more telling than the title of the piece itself.

Classical music recommendations:

Bach Jean-Sébastien - Toccata and Fugue in D minor

Chopin Frédéric - Prelude op. 28 n24 in D minor ❤️

Chostakovitch Dmitri - Jazz Suite, Waltz No. 2 ❤️

Grieg Edvard - Peer Gynt Suite No.1 ❤️

Haendel Georg Friedrich - Sarabande

Kalinnikov Vassili - Symphony No 1.

Lully Jean-Baptiste - Marche pour la cérémonie des Turcs

Mussorgsky Modeste - Night on Bald Mountain

Offenbach Jacques - Can Can Music

Prokofiev Sergei - Peter and the Wolf

Rachmaninoff Sergueï - Piano Concerto #2 in C Minor, Op. 18 ❤️

Ravel Maurice - Ma mère l'Oye ❤️

Ravel Maurice - La Pavane pour une infante défunte

Rossini Gioachino - William Tell Overture: The Storm ❤️

Saint-Saëns Camille - Le Carnaval des animaux : Aquarium

Tchaikovsky Piotr Ilitch - Swan Lake ❤️

Van Beethoven Ludwig - Symphony No 7 A-Dur, op 92

Verdi Guiseppe - Requiem 1 - Dies irae, Libera me ❤️

Vivaldi Antonio - Concerto for Mandolin in C Major RV425

I also really like movie and video game soundtracks! I have a lot of tracks if you're interested. By the way, would you like to share some songs that you like? :)

[leggeteconme]

Random fun fact #2 (definitely making this a daily thing until I run out of fun facts, which is unlikely):

Okay not so much of a fun fact as a series of fun facts you might not have known about the absolute LEGEND who spun into being the impeccable French operatic style: the one and only Jean-Baptiste Lully.

Teasers because this is a long one:

• The man who invented French opera was not actually French.

• Lully did not die of gangrene. (Read what I have to say before you get all feisty.)

Without further ado, I present to you…

The Abbreviated Life and Times of Jean-Baptiste Lully:

1. The man who basically invented French opera was not French. He was Italian. Giovanni Battista Lulli. Moved to France as a teenager and eventually changed his name to fit in with the French court. If you know anything about opera you know that — especially in the Baroque Era when non-Italian countries were trying to create their own styles — the French HATED the Italian style and wanted something completely different: something stately and majestic and not all florid like what Peri and Monteverdi were writing. Makes it all the more ironic that the guy who manifested that style was in fact actually Italian.

2. Lully died neither from stabbing himself in the foot nor from gangrene. Let me explain: Ballet was INSANELY important to the French court at this time. Louis XIV was a celebrated dancer (the famous paintings of the French king showing off his legs by pulling his robe back and putting one glorious leg on full display? That’s our guy), and Lully actually met Louis while dancing in the court ballet. Louis was only 15 and had already been king for 10 years, so the actual running the kingdom bit was being done by one Cardinal Mazarin, his chief minister, but I’m getting off-track. Louis and Lully hit it off right away and quickly became besties. In 1661 Mazarin died and the now-23-year-old Louis took full control (I had to do math for this; you’re welcome). One of the first things he did was to appoint his ballet buddy to the position of Master of the King’s Music. Lully went nuts because he was a genius and also a control freak, and voila! French opera (keep in mind that the first opera was first performed in 1597, so the rapid evolution is pretty amazing). Ballet, of course, featured heavily in Lully’s operas, with long and frequent dance interludes that are extremely divisive among the classical music community (it’s either adore or despise. no in-between. I am of the former opinion). But whatever you think of them, they were there, and they were incredibly important and meaningful. So wtf does this have to do with Lully’s death?! you ask. Lully, as we all know, stabbed himself in the foot with his conducting staff (if you don’t know: pre-19th-century we didn’t use the little wands conductors wave around these days; a large staff, tapered at the end, would be beaten on the floor to keep time), and ironically enough this injury happened during a celebratory concert commemorating Louis XIV’s successful recovery from surgery. Anyway. Lully stabs himself in the toe, an abscess develops, and the wound turns gangrenous. So why did he die? Failures of contemporary medical care? No my dears. Lully’s life would have been saved with an amputation. Doctors tried to remove his foot to save his life, but Lully refused. Ballet was so important to the French court, to Lully himself, and to his friendship with the king that he chose to die a painful death over living a life where he could no longer dance. So while the gangrene went to his brain and he died, what killed the great Jean-Baptiste Lully was neither a careless accident nor the gangrene that followed: it was his refusal to stop dancing.

If you made it through all that, I love you <333

Anyway, this has been The Abbreviated Life and Times of Jean-Baptiste Lully. Absolute legend and one of my favorite historical figures. I hope you enjoyed my rambles, and have a lovely day <3

Take care angels <333

[kooqitas]

— playing in the park lot ★ with: jjk!

#pairings: bf!jungkook X reader #synopsis: after getting a little too angry at a random guy wanting his girlfriend, jungkook decides to give him a present. #tags: pwp, angry sex, public sex, no condom, spit kink, both drunk. #notes: JUST STREAM HOPE ON THE STREET! #wc: 1,4k blog em português X twitter

"no, don't even start, jungkook!" you muttered as soon as you saw your boyfriend staring at the guy on the other side, bringing the beer bottle to his mouth and swallowing the liquid in visible hatred.

"i'm not starting anything! the guy over there has no respect and is eating you with his eyes," muttered, still staring at the man.

"half the party is also staring at you and eating you up with their eyes, and that's not why i'm freaking."

"of course not, you like this shit!" he said loudly, pulling your waist against his.

don't take this the wrong way, jungkook was the perfect boyfriend, he cared for you too much, he'd face a bullet for you or whatever, he just fucking loved you and wanted to protect you from everything and everyone.

but sometimes he went overboard, and that was one of the times.

god, jungkook was completely irritated just because a guy looked at you from afar, and yes, you knew it wasn't an innocent look, but you just ignored it.

"do i like that shit?" you asked offended. "jungkook, if I wanted to fuck with another guy, i would have done it a long time ago." you rolled your eyes, continuing to roll around to the music that was playing. "relax, baby, hm? you know i'm just yours, don't you?"

you stood on your tiptoes, trying to give your annoyed boyfriend a kiss, but it didn't do much good, jungkook was actually angry about the situation, god, how could anyone be so stupid?

for the next few seconds, your boyfriend finally calmed down a bit, continuing to dance with you. that was one of the things you liked most about jungkook, he wasn't the kind of guy who held your waist and expected you to roll around on him all night, he just drove you crazy with him. pressing his hips against yours, rubbing his cock in your body, dancing with jungkook was begging to get wet in his arms, and you liked it that.

due to the large amount of alcohol you had consumed, the need to go to the bathroom became apparent, so you left, heading for the bathroom and leaving jungkook on the dance floor.

you waited a few minutes, the waiting line was infinitely long and peeing yourself silly was always an event.

a comical event, by the way.

but as soon as you'd finished, washed your hands and touched up your lipstick in the mirror, you left the bathroom, looking for your boyfriend on the dance floor.

or at least trying to, since a large hand grabbed your waist.

and you knew that hand wasn't your boyfriend.

"hey, kitten, decided to give your boyfriend a break, have you?"

"don't touch m-"

you didn't even get to finish, because the next second jungkook was punching the face of the guy who tried to kiss you.

and that's the story of how you and jungkook got kicked out of the club.

shit.

"there's no point in getting angry, jungkook! i didn't do anything."

silence.

"fuck, aren't you going to say anything?"

his boyfriend didn't answer, keeping silent all the way to the parking lot where the car was.

and that's where you got angry. fuck, it could have been anyone's fault but yours, you'd done absolutely nothing.

"jungkook, it's not my fault you're a lunatic who doesn't know how to socialize in public, stop acting like i did something." you pulled him by his arm, spitting the words in his face.

"you knew he was dying to fuck you."

"and what the hell do i have to do with it? literally the only person who fucks me in this world is you, shit! if i wanted to give it to another guy i would have given it to him ages ago, now, if you're going to get angry about something that didn't even happen, maybe i should go back inside and fuck with him!" you shouted.

you didn't even see how it happened, but the next minute jungkook's body was pressing you down on the hood of the car, his wet tongue making a mess of your mouth and his hard cock rubbing against you as he pulled your skirt up roughly.

"jung-jungkook, the cameras." you tried to say, the words being swallowed by the mouth on yours.

"now you care if anyone can see you?" he laughed. "you don't want to fuck, sweetheart? you're going to fuck me right here, right now!"

it would be a lie to say that it didn't turn you on, unfortunately that was a truth you were forced to deal with, jungkook's jealousy made you horny, very horny, and the insanities he committed after a crisis gave you the best orgasms ever seen in the history of the face of the earth.

in the process of lifting your skirt, he ended up breaking the zipper, and too irritated, he just ripped the strap of your thin blouse, exposing your breasts there as he leaned over the hood and started sucking on your nipples.

his nimble hand went to your wet hole, rubbing his middle finger over the lace panties you were wearing. yes, it was a fact that you intended to end the night with jungkook's cock inside you.

you just didn't count on the element of surprise that it would happen to him in the parking lot of the club.

"that dirty little cunt got wet seeing me jealous, didn't it? go ahead, whore, you love it when other guys get desperate to cum in you and i get angry."

without any warning he penetrated your middle and ring fingers, quickly establishing a punishing rhythm while biting and sucking on your nipples.

you moaned something disconnected, your boyfriend looked so handsome with rage and that made you even hornier.

a third finger was added and with your loud scream jungkook took the opportunity to spit in your mouth, slapping you across the face immediately afterwards.

it was pathetic how he put you over the edge in such a short time, and it was only a matter of seconds before you screamed that you were going to come on his fingers.

but he wouldn't let you.

jungkook flipped you onto your back in an aggressive way, the cold metal of the car in contact with the nipples of your breasts was enough to make you cum, but everything got even better when jungkook put his thick cock in your cunt, slamming it hard against you while bending your body even more on the hood of the car.

"my cockslut, you're such a beautiful little whore for me, baby. let me fuck your hot little hole right here where everyone can see you."

and you contracted hearing those words.

"you like it, don't you? desperate for your man to fill your pussy with my cum, you'll take anything i want, right?"

the heavy hand slapping against your ass, leaving red marks, while you drooled on the hood of the car because you couldn't even close your mouth.

"i'd like to take you back inside and spurt in your pussy in front of everyone. you'd love it, wouldn't you? everyone seeing that you're so desperate for cock that you'll accept me fucking you anywhere."

"j-jungkook!" you moaned, and your boyfriend understood what that moan was all about.

jungkook moved his middle finger to your clitoris, making relaxed movements while he thrust into you, calling you a whore, a slut, a bitch. you could only moan.

and when he pressed your face even harder against the side of the car, you came, so hard that Jungkook came right after, filling your hole with his warm liquid.

"good, baby, you were so good! so perfect for me…"

you smiled, feeling good about your recent orgasm.

"shhh, hold on, don't get up yet!" jungkook took his cell phone out of his pocket, squatting down to record a short video of you lying on the hood of the car and leaking his cum. "so beautiful, so fucking mine, i love you so much, princess."

jungkook kissed your back, and as you lifted your head you saw that he was staring at a specific point in the parking lot.

the guy who hit on you was watching everything from the other side.

your boyfriend laughed before helping you into your clothes, or at least what was left of them…

he blew a lazy kiss to the man who was staring at everything and opened the car door.

"you're bad, jungkook!" you laughed.

"me? fuck, princess, you're the one who agreed to give it to me this cunt in the middle of the parking lot."

[gyus2kook]

hi, i'm lulli! i originally write nsfw stories on @kooqitas, so this is just a side blog, i'll use it to reblog and recommend my favorite stories :)

minors don't interact pls <33

[culmaer]

I wasn't tagged in this but I wanted to do this so. also pretend I tagged you and do it too <3

The rules of the game are to write one song for every letter in your url, and then tag as many people as there are letters in your url. Let's see how this one turns out.

c — confession, Sjava

u — un million, Yelle

l — la différence, Salif Keita

m — marche pour la cérémonie des turcs, Jean-Baptiste Lully

a — aladdin, Wednesday Campanella (水曜日のカンパネラ)

e — enter the sphere, Perfume

r — rorate cœli desuper (SWV 322), Heinrich Schütz

[eggysimblr]

🎶✨ When you get this, write down 5 songs you actually listen to and post them. Then send this (ask or tag) to 10 of your favorite followers cool ppl✨🎶

I was tagged by lovely @taanoir (Thanks for tagging me luv!), and since I mostly listen to classical, I'm gonna make this interesting, and list my top five favourite composers instead.

Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. There's no point in denying it, the dude is a motherflipping genius, and each and every piece he wrote is just pure gold, wether it is an Opera, a Concerto, or symphony. He will always be my no. 1.

Pyotr Ilich Tchaikovsky. I love Nutcracker and Sleeping Beauty, what else can I say? His music is so enchanting and beautiful, it instantly makes you feel good. Not to mention the madlad used heavy artillery as musical instrument, and that's epic as fuck, pardon my vernacular.

Georg Friedrich (or George Frederic if you prefer) Handel. I generally love baroque music, from Bach and Scarlatti, to Charpentier and Lully, but Georgie here is my favourite of the bunch. His music is very dignified, yet cheerful. Alla Hornpipe from Water Music is absolutely my jam.

Sir Arthur Sullivan and W. S. Gilbert. I just recently discovered this dynamic duo of Victorian Opera, and it was a love from the first hearing. The hilarious texts of Gilbert combined with excellent music of Sir Arthur is just fire. In fact, I'm listening to Pirates of Penzance right when i'm writing this!

Camille Saint-Saens. I know a few of his works: Organ Symphony, Le Carnival des Animeaux, Danse Macabre, but each of those is an absolute joy to listen to.

I'm tagging... You! Yes, YOU, the beautiful person who's reading this. If you want to join the fun, of course, no pressure here. :)

[puzzlebean]

Welcome to my, puzzlebean's, blog. It is a pleasure to have you here. This is a multifandom blog. My fandoms are listed below. I try to tag everything but I may forget to tag sometimes or forget what I tagged something as. Feel free to ask me to tag something specific!

I have many blorbos but Steve Rogers owns my heart and soul. I like art, puzzles, SCI-Fi, comics, movies, books, music, mysteries, racing, and more.

Please don't ask me, or have people ask me, why you are blocked. I block very liberally so I can curate my own space.

This is a list of the fandoms I like and engage with (on different levels).

Marvel Comics • Marvel Cinematic Universe • DC • Star Wars • Star Trek • Murder Most Unladylike • A Series of Unfortunate Events • Death in Paradise • Murder She Wrote • The Old Guard • Doctor Who • Shadowhunters • Lulli • Ghosted • Taylor Swift • Lightyear • Warrior Nun • Merlin • Barbie • Winx Club • Arctic Monkeys • Knives Out • Wednesday • Ted Lasso • Chris Evans • Stranger Things • Nancy Drew • Formula 1 (I like many drivers and several teams but Max is my #1)

This is just a fraction of the things I ship, though I would say these are some of my current main ships. I have a ship list I am working on (I shall link it when it's finally completed). I have ships that are my big loves and ships I find interesting to write. Listed here are some of my loves.

Steve/Bucky • Kirk/Spock • Yelena/Kate • Wednesday/Enid • Ava/Beatrice • Sam/Steve • Alisha/Kiko • Vanessa/Elena • Carol/Maria • Steve/Darcy • Wanda/Vision • Sharon/Natasha • Bruce/Clark • Bruce/Clark/Diana • Tim/Bernard • Rey/Poe/Finn • Joe/Nicky • Gwen/Morgana • Merlin/Arthur • Merlin/Arthur/Gwen • Sharon/Sarah • Bloom/Stella • Amina/Daisy • Hazel/Daisy • Constance/Sophia • Han/Leia • Han/Luke • Jason/Stephanie • Stephanie/Cass • Harley/Ivy • Alex/Miles • Roy/Jamie/Keeley • Ted/Trent • Wanda/Darcy • Steve/Scott • Max/Charles • Max/Lando • Nancy/Robin • Eddie/Chrissy • Steve/Jonathan • Bucky/Tony • Max/Lewis

You can also find me in other places. Like my ao3 account (puzzlebean/hulkling616) where I post all my writing.

I also have a couple of sideblogs (which I occasionally reblog from and to). Including (but not limited to) @marvelfemslashweek, @puzzlebeanart, @marvel-women-events, @puzzlebeanficrecs and @jewishstuckyrecs.

Last updated: October 25th, 2023