#manic thoughts

[thebr0kend0llnextd00r]

I feel like I'm on this plant just to get used for my body sometimes... Like why I'm I so easy to girl it's so stupid... & men are just gross to me most of the time I have unreal expectations of guys. Why can't someone just act innocent with me for once. I just sometimes wanna kidnap all the people that hurt me & used me so they can see what they can really be scared of to make them see what a monster I've really become & hurt them as much as they hurt me I love blood a little too much... I'm genuinely scared ill snap one day...

[goldenspirits]

we hear ghosts from partially closed windows because the window, in a way, has unfinished business.

it is also in the cusp between closed and open. like ghosts are between life and death

[mariposas8494]

Racing to conclusions 🏎️

[taralen]

Spamton is the worst obsession I've had in my life.

send [help]

[jiraimomo]

i wanna stay awake until i physically collapse!! i wanna win a grammy!! i wanna be a housewife!! i wanna enlist!! i wanna learn to play guitar!! i wanna be a stripper!! i wanna be a toxic bass player’s groupie!! i wanna feel alive!! i wanna feel alive!! i wanna feel alive!! i wanna feel alive!! i wanna feel alive!! i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna !!!!!!

[queerlyneurotic]

hey so as someone who is new to learning that they experience mania and/or hypomania, how do you tell between being in a good mood and energetic from mania/hypomania

[flowersosa]

I have known about Aabria Iyengar, or @quiddie for about two years now. I mean this in the sense that I have watched or listened to multiple campaign with her as a player or DM.

What I am getting at is that I am blatantly intoxicated with thoughts of her characters and their relationship with power and control.

SOMEHOW, SOMEWAY, Aabria has it lodged into my head three variations of what the relationship of power and control looks like, feels like, and is experience as, by her characters. It has me in a fucking chokehold.

Suvi. Laerryn. Karna. Three excellent examples of characters that exercise those tropes(?) in completely unique ways has me in a chokehold. Idk.

In this essa-

[grumpyypumpkin]

With that being said-

GET UR ASS OUT OF MY HEAD WITH YOUR STUPID BEAUTIFUL EYES AND YOUR BRAIN MELTY VOICE

AND YOUR STUPID TATTOOS AND YOUR STUPID RINGS GOD DAMNIT.

Makes me want to throw a damn chair at someone.

Like I know I KNOW I couldn't pull him. You know that new Hoizer song?

"You're too sweet for me~"

YEAH I KNOW SHUT UP. IT MAKES ME THINK ABOUT HIM.

Like I know dnd (kinda)

I HAVE DND DICE MAGNETS ON MY FRIDGE.

I don't listen to a lot of metal BUT I FUCK WITH MODERN BANDS I THINK HE'D LIKE. Like I could see him enjoying Nirvana and maybe System Of A Down.

But then I remember his little thing for Chrissy right? And she's a CHEERLEADER.

Sooooooo

Maybe 👀

I didn't want to join this bandwagon. I was so good. I tried to ignore this damn trend in '22. I TRIED SO HARD. But you had to come along with your loser personality, your big brown eyes, your dramatic flair, your HANDCUFFS ON THE WALL-

I'm either feral, Manic, or both right now. I might delete this post later.

[111starlight111]

If he was sorry he’d send flowers to your house and stand outside your window with a boombox begging for you back 💝

[antiarasaka]

Antipsychotics are just to the left of horse tranquillisers. You agree. Reblog.

[wintvies]

sorry if i was a bitch i probably wanted to go home

[cutemysteriousgirl12]

[youroldpalsteph]

Fuck dude 9:30am - 1:00pm being labeled as "squander potential" hits so hard as someone who has spent that time frame dissociating everyday

sorry man im all booked

[111starlight111]

Me and the crazy yandere hot emo boy I pulled from being a damsel in distress

[coquettishpink]

[youroldpalsteph]

Ngl I did feel concerned watching Teya in the last vid -- I don't mean this in the backhanded "I'm concerned about your health (as a way to shame you)". I do wonder if her cats being so curious affect her ability to eat? Also she seemed very enthralled by what she was doing.

I regularly experience manic episodes (in the middle of one right now baby, it's the only time I post!!!) and I find I'm so consumed by the "loudness" of my thoughts and impulsive "goal-oriented activity" that I forget to eat (dropped 15lbs /~7kg in the last 3 weeks).

I hope seasonally-appropriate hearty soups and chilis find their way to Father Strange :)

Eta: folks with BP are more likely to be affected by seasonal affective disorder!! Be good to yourselves y'all

are u ok yuor looking rather pallid

i'm a canadian goth. im undergoing my seasonal transformation into a wretched creature who lives in darkness. (will not see the sun until april)