#mentally disturbed

[glamorouspoets]

[redtoondevils]

I can't stress this enough. I just cannot agree with the idea of Sun willingly turning himself into Moon. If he get's pissed off enough. Because, he is popular opinion from those who say,

And agree he's mentally disturbed, and that's what he (Resort to do.) would do, kind of thing.

Yet, I feel like that's an over statement of what kind of person he is. I have a couple of things to say. That, from the book cannon, he's designed to be an entertainer.

And is a performer for young ages, and older ages. Then after get assigned to be an attendant.

Let's take one at a time, and so he's been moved over. Straight away, that is stressful.

And he felt, an a different atmosphere that would normally change the mood of someone. But for what he's going through, is different.

When he is with kids, I believe he does feel better. But, he'd never come to the point where...If he is feeling angry about something, the right thing to do is to walk away for a while. He takes himself away from the situation, he struggles to keep control.

Just so he can decompress, because he doesn't to do anything horrible. He does this a few times. When he was hiding himself from underneath the table.

When he flew himself away from Cassie, to a further away spot. So that way, he doesn't come close to her. When he tried to intervene from Moon jump scaring her.

For a character who is mentally disturbed, to do something like that. That is actually Selfless! It's minimal, but it is something big!

If he were to use Moon for anything, id think it would be for something dire. If it's a last resort thing. If he really, really needed it. Then maybe.

I typically thought he would threaten that to evil people. Not to people that he doesn't like.

[jumpingabout]

we already have separate bodies, how much more space do you need?

[qualityfartwerewolf]

I hate myself for how I treated you guys

@sammysundog @Motherpsyduck @bethisims 

I don't want to hurt anyone. All I wanted was to fix this, I know I made it worse, but I never meant to scare anyone or make things worse, I feel like a monster and I'm sorry! I'm literally crying in the middle of writing this because I feel so bad, all I wanted was a friend, I didn't mean to make anyone uncomfortable!

I want to move on but my impulsive side won't let me. People outside of this community tell me to move on, people in my real life tell me to move on, I tell myself to move on, but it's been hard for me and no one understands! I'm sorry for being so horrible.

The messages I sent to you guys in the past don't even hold a candle to what goes on inside my head. Terrifying imagery of myself appears in my head all the time, I never talk to anyone about this because I'm scared, I never projected these thoughts when speaking to you guys, even those images I sent back in May aren't as bad as what usually goes on in my mind. (keep in mind, I've mentioned I have Psychosis, I'm deranged and Im mentally disturbed, but I am harmless)

I don't mean to frighten you guys, but I need to offer you guys some context on what I am really like and how I know I need help because obviously this isn't normal so trigger warning for those who are sensitive to this stuff:

I have images in my mind of me gouging out my eyeballs.

I have images of me bleeding profusely out of my mouth and crying blood.

I have images of me sowing my own mouth shut.

I twitch when I am angry and I start shaking and clenching my teeth.

I'm always tired.

I rip out my hair when I am really angry or fed up with something.

I get snappy when I am agitated.

I have nightmares of something happening to people that I care about and that leads me to be tired and defensive a lot.

Despite ALL of this, I have never hurt anyone. I don't plan to hurt anyone, I just want to get better and return to you guys. OBVIOUSLY, this isn't normal, but I am not a threat! You guys always talk about me, and I care about your guy's safety, so I thought I would tell you the truth about what goes on inside my mind. I really am sorry for all of this.

[mentally-disturbed-lunatic]

Another Sammy Sundog Vent.

@sammysundog @bethisims @gnomethievery

Things Sammy Sundog has done: 

Called me a stalker just because I tried to defend myself from their claims. Even though they took screenshots of things I said on social media, took it out of context, and used it against me. I didn’t know they did this until December 2023, this feud has been going on since May/June of 2023. Then sent links to people's accounts who have nothing to do with our feud or the community, (They aren’t even Sims or Twitch-related)

Continues to bully me and take screenshots of my posts when Sam knows I’m going through a hard time.

They doxxed me for trying to call them out on their hypocrisy and doxxed me while doing it, then claimed I doxxed myself. (I continued to bother them because I didn't want that document spread around anymore either! I'm sick of looking like a bad guy for standing up for myself!)

They think its okay to make jokes about child abuse and make jokes about body parts. (KEEP IN MIND SAM BANNED ME FOR TALKING ABOUT MY JOB) (Example: Making children sleep outside, throwing someone down the stairs, making children play with feces, making children eat dog food, seeing teenage sim tiddies, knitting some orphans, peebis, shitting britches, joking about anus and trauma, and getting lobotomies. 

Sam thinks it’s okay to let children change their gender. (Even children as young as 6) yet in one stream Sam and chat were talking about marriage and how one viewer almost got married at around 18 or something and Sam said that they never would have thought of getting married at 18 because they were “just a baby and their mind wasn’t ready for that responsibility” or something like that. Children can’t make huge life changes such as “Getting Married” “Having Kids” “Getting a Job” “Buying a house” “Serving in the military” “Drinking Alcohol” Those are adult things. You guys agree that children can’t do any of the things listed but can somehow decided they want to change their gender?! You also think its okay to bring kids to drag shows and have them read to kids. There are trans adults and drag queens who are against this! 

Sams ideaology of creating multiple gendered bathrooms is harmful to those who are victims of rape, children, and religous people. Some men are uncomfortable with the idea of women going into mens spaces and exposing themselves and vice versa. Its also exposing children to genitals that they are not meant to see and that is borderline pedophillic. Yeah sometimes really young boys may go into the womens side with their mothers and little girls with their fathers, but thats only if the other parent is not around. Sure children may be exposed to breasts during breastfeeding but that is completely different than taking your shirt off to change. Also most religions (especially muslims) are not allowed to show their hair to men, its considered a sin in some religions (Which Im sure Sam was unaware about, but somehow im the racist one) Some people claim that “oh women rape women” and all that crap, but A man, raping a woman, could lead to an unwanted pregnancy. That can’t happen with a man raping a man, or a woman raping a woman, if its uncomfortable for them, make a completely different bathroom, instead of taking over single sex bathrooms. 

Sam called me racist for calling one person of color a whore which isn’t even a racist term. I have never in my life used racial slurs or homophobic slurs. I am in a new community with a black streamer and most of them are people of color, and they never claimed I was racist. YOU ARE WHITE SAM. You do not speak for them! I don’t even think I have the right to speak for them! 

Sam said they wish no harm against me, yet they let their community literally threaten me, CondensedPigeonMilk Said they would literally assault me if we met in real life, and celestialspirits said that he hopes I choke. Not only that but you let your community say hateful, rude, and ignorant things about me without hearing my side of things. (I did not threaten violence that one night, I was depressed and having a psychotic episode, I just wanted to die, thats it, I would never hurt anyone! But everyone decided to make themselves the victim of my trauma, and mental disorders (but somehow I’m the ableist one) People even told Sam to take legal action even though I was the one who was victimized.

Sam makes fun of their family. Sam acts like they come from a loving and accepting family who never caused them trauma, but they still talk bad about their parents and how “They don’t know how to use technology, they act like they’re 80” Sam also talks bad about their own brother saying “My brother does not want to get his dog fixed, he tries to hump other dogs, and he poops in my room!” 

Sam hates the military and makes fun of them even though most of their family (including their brother and father) served. They compared military veteran hats to “participation trophies” and downright disrespects the military.

Sam wants me banned for life even though, I didn’t threaten violence and that I was having a depressed AND psychotic episode and I just lost my mind! I didn’t mean for things to get this far! Sam is the one who banned ME and triggered a trauma response that led to those tweets being sent. Then Sam wants to sit there and act like the damn victim then wont even tell me what I said wrong, and sents people after me.

So how am I the problematic one? Why can’t we work this out? Why cant we just move on and be friends again? Do you guys think im THAT much of a threat?! 

I am not dangerous, I can easily forgive everyone for this and do better. IF it were the other way around, I would have let you back even if you pulled this shit because I believe people can change.

[mattsmemes]

[chloeworships]

This person could suffer from an eating disorder. I heard anorexia which is a disease of the mind (mental health). I also heard bulimic.

This person had you trapped in a vicious cycle but not anymore.

🎠

[xx-sketchy-xx]

The most unstable combination so far

[crippledpunks]

my heart goes out to you if you're a disabled person who has a complicated or negative relationship with sleep. if you need to sleep a lot but can't due to life circumstances, or sleeping extra causing other symptoms to flare up. if you can't sleep enough due to pain, or nightmares, or psychosis, or bipolar, or depression. if you sleep way too much and find it hard to stay awake. if you can't fall or stay asleep. if you need medication in order to be able to sleep. if you don't feel rested from sleep. if you wake up a lot in the night. if you have bladder or bowel accidents while asleep. if you twitch or convulse or move too or get injured in your sleep. if you can't control your sleep schedule no matter what. if you can't sleep during "normal" sleeping hours. if you can't sleep for 8+ hours straight but can sleep for shorter amounts of time. if sleep is what you need but for one reason or another you just can't or refuse to do it.

i care about you. your disabilities deserve to be seen and acknowledged

[i-like-media]

Dan and Mr. Mumbles are everything to me

[glamorouspoets]

[oliverwolfboy]

At some point Poe convinced Ranpo to read a book, that wasn’t made by him. Ranpo agreed on the condition that it wouldn’t be a mystery novel, because any mystery novel that wasn’t made by Poe wouldn’t be challenging enough. Poe agreed to this condition. Poe had many books in his library, for Ranpo he selected one of his favorite post apocalyptic sci-fi novels. Poe selected I have no mouth and I must scream. Ranpo was so disturbed by the book that he couldn’t sleep for that night (that hadn't happened since the first time his father let him see a crime scene), and the night after he had a nightmare. Ranpo had now seen Poe read that book with a smile on his face. Ranpo has begun to consider that his boyfriend might have a lot of screws loose.

[jumpingabout]

I'll kill anyone who gets near you.

[kanrix]

god you're so good at writing the interpersonal struggles of relationships between troubled and kind of shitty old men, i can't tell you how much of a refreshing breath of air reading your development/s and storylines for the characters you like are when all i see from other people is "oh they're so cute uwuwuwu" when like no there's more nuance and flavor to it than that!!!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wagh,, Thank you anon....

So far I haven't seen much of "that" but maybe that's because I've only been here one year, haha. Tho I guess I do tend to forget about a lot of the stuff I see since I always check the moral Orel tag when I'm barely awake.

[mentally-disturbed-lunatic]

What being mentally ill is like.

[harumiura]

normal kids who like to have fun. having fun and chilling out together.