#my feelings. my delusions. my issues.

[dog-girl-zezora]

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[theygender]

This has been on my mind for weeks and I talked to my therapist about it today and told my girlfriend about it too so now it's time for me to update the gay people in my phone: I may have schizotypal personality disorder

[brofightiscancelled]

fighting yowai....

[hauntingblue]

Mmm.... so FRIENDSHIP it is

[kidfoundonstreets]

I DONT HAVE THE IMAGES IRGHT NOW BUT YOU UNDETRNSAD?? YOU GET ?? YOLU GET? IM MADLY I NLOV WITH YOU TIWLIGHTRCADE MY GOOD FRIEND MY COMRADEMY RIDE ROD IE

[thethingything]

so our brain has absolutely not chilled out with the Cotard's delusion which normally wouldn't be a huge deal because we're used to it, but usually it presents a specific way for us that we've got really good at handling and our brain has kind of added extra stuff on this time that we're not as used to that's making it harder to deal with and I can tell I'm gonna want to talk about it a lot but I'm also aware that I sound kind of insane when I try to explain it.

on the plus side I'm at least used to the way our brain works and the logic it uses for this kind of delusion so I feel pretty confident in our ability to figure out how to deal with the new stuff, and other people in the system have been coming up with stuff that's actually helped a lot so that's a relief

[immortaltale]

does anyone else ever think about this because i do

[piplupod]

yet again i am trying to figure out how much to tell the counselor/therapist about how bad things are getting bc the considerations i must take into account include:

1) will i be put into the psych ward for this, and

2) will telling a professional actually help me, what kind of help would actually be available for this, and

3) are they going to give me more medications that don't actually address or fix the root of the problem while still giving me awful side effects that I'm just supposed to deal with and hopefully not end up in the hospital for

[batqueers]

“are you sleep” no im not sleep you ran over me with a 16 wheeler

[rigginsstreet]

sometimes i'll be watching a video or reading up about a certain mental illness from people living with it and im like "oh some of these things are hitting..." but not to an extent that it debilitates my life? but also it feels like its certainly happening more than it should for like normal people lmao and i can never tell if these are just symptoms of my anxiety that cause certain feelings to be heightened or if theres something else going on

[interstellarbookofflowers]

happy points

i prioritized myself and moved a consultation online rather than commuting for over an hour to the city

im editing my playlists and adding cute covers to them and also reminiscing over songs id forgotten about!

hozier. that's it, thats the whole point.

i am slowly getting into writing again! hopefully ill make sth half decent, maybe continue where i left off

[everswift]

autistic ppl in latin american countries are just built different. so much physical contact. so much metaphorical language. so much eye contact. so much instant closeness with people that just met you. so much obligatory small talk. so much “friendliness” with unspoken boundaries, especially in the workplace. so much “oh i'm gonna check and i'll tell you later if i can” instead of “no, sorry”. so much imprecise language because being clear and direct is seen as rude. so much disregard for personal space. so much willingness to bend the rules here and there. and yet we just keep on going

[yououghtaknow]

google search how to stop feeling guilty for getting help

[voiceshearingyouloud]

Would really love it if now that my brain is behaving more my body would get the memo too

[backtodecembertv]

listening to clean as if i am not the exact opposite of clean right now

[irlnikeiyomiuri]

...... la la la la la