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leebythegods · 8 months

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I discovered today that I am aromantic. This isn't completely new I've known for a while. I previously identified with aromanticism because I felt I experienced love differently from others. It wasn't any more than that.

But today, in a culmination of events, I really properly realised the truth of my aromanticism. I realised that I will likely never be in love, and that I will never be loved in any way I am able to reciprocate. I will never be able to give or receive love to the full extent and depth of how it feels natural to me.

I'm devastated. I can't explain exactly the sort of dumb struck shock I feel. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm not even upset that I'll never have a partner, or a relationship - honestly that doesn't bother me. It's more that I know I am capable of love. I know because I feel it profoundly and with exceptional depth towards my friends. But one by one these friends bring home romantic partners and I am forced to confront that our love did not mean the same to them as it did to me. That most people separate the romantic and platonic, and they will never feel the same fulfillment from my love that I do from theirs. I'm devastated because I will never share a house with all of my closest friends and adopt cats and share beds and grow old under the same roof. I'm devastated because I want to be loved very very desperately, but I do not want to kiss or have sex or exclusively own a partner. I want my friends. I want somehow to be enough for them.

There is so much more I want to say about how this all feels, but I'm so tired and I feel very directionless. I can hear my friend upstairs with his partner and they are making him laugh in a way only I could before. I feel so stupid. So, so stupid, and utterly devastated.

#aromantic #vent #im sorry to my followers i'm sure this isnt the content you wanted #i just felt i needed to put this into the world somehow #i needed it to exist outside of just myself #need to sleep on this #need to sleep in general #aroace #arospec #growing up feels so much like shrinking

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how-a-potato · 2 years

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tdp writers giving us season 4: i noticed you like emotional whiplash. here have a few more!

me struggling to carry it all : um I don’t think I can take all this.

#the dragon prince #tdp spoilers #need to sleep on this #I literally bendged the whole thing #idk maybe it’s just me

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bucketofchum · 8 months

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IS THIS MAN OKAY??

#hazbin hotel #lucifer morningstar #hazbin lucifer #hazbin hotel lucifer #lucifer hazbin hotel #drawings #IT IS LITERALLY 5:30 AM #I DID NOT SLEEP BC I NEEDED TO DRAW THIS

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hinamie · 15 days

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to moving forward

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #yuji itadori #gojo satoru #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itadori yuuji #megumi fushiguro #jjk spoilers #satoru gojo #jjk manga spoilers #hina.comic #before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma #its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD #im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts #page 8 made me want to bash my head in #could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload #but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it #rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome #i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone #it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards #personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again #oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do

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herodzn · 2 months

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some kabru doodles cus im obsessed with this freak

#dungeon meshi #kabru dungeon meshi #dunmeshi laios #kabru of utaya #labru #laios touden #i live breathe and sleep labru rn i need them injected inside my blood veins

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starzoomies · 4 months

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Playing pokemon sleep and made a horrible pre-sleep realization.

Entei.... has floppy puppy ears???? Huh????

Do you understand how much this changes my perception of him???? Puppy?

#pokemon #entei #pokemon sleep #i need to draw king charles spaniel entei now

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jkvjimin · 1 month

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PARK JIMIN??? JEON JUNGKOOK???? HELLO?????????

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deesi-academia · 1 year

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hi yes I'd like to order a fucking break for the next million years please. thankyou.

#i need to sleep forever #chaotic academia #humor #memes #desiblr #desi #desi culture #dark academia #academia #1k #5k #10k #15k

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turtleblogatlast · 3 months

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Little Leo watching telenovelas with his dad

Bonus:

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rottmnt splinter #rise leo #rise splinter #rottmnt headcanons #turtle art tag #Leo would LOVE telenovelas #the DRAMA the BETRAYALS the CAMP #everything he’s shown displays that this is a very real possibility #I also just love little Leo watching stuff with his dad when he can’t (or won’t) sleep #and yes - he needed to be in his honk shoo mimimi pajamas for it

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todoga · 3 months

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#good omens #aziracrow #something old #ты как десять часов непрерывного сна #Crowley needs SOME sleep

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conspiring-literaries-society · 1 year

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I am a terrible combination of “whatever happens, happens” and “If everything doesn’t go according to plan, I will vaporize”

#dark academia #light academia #chaotic academia #student #studyblr #Vira needs to sleep #shitpost

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torubeth · 6 months

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things you do that makes him go crazy (mature content! 18+)

just finished a spicy book and idk what came over me, suddenly wrote this w a high ass adrenaline. and yes it’s not proofread :p

gojo satoru maintaining eye contact with him while making out drives this man to the brink of salvation. he goes insane because of it. your arms locked around his neck, pulling him impossibly closer as you press your lips to his. ‘if i didn’t know any better, i’d say you’re asking for more knowing i wouldn’t deny it sweet girl’

geto suguru ride! his! abs! he loves to watch you fall apart just by riding his abs. the sounds and sighs that leave your lips, your eyes hazy and filled with adoration just for him, your fingers aching to hold onto something, preferably his hands. ‘just like that angel girl- just like that. move those hips for me yeah?’

nanami kento *sensitive neck alert!* don’t say i didn’t warn you. the second he walks in through the main door, you’re ready to pounce on the man. your hands immediately tug at his tie, pulling him close enough to place heated kisses against his neck which has him melting and moaning. ‘fuck baby, been needing this all day..’

toji fushiguro acting like a brat pisses him off yet has his dick reaching for the sky. we all know the man loves to be in control and that’s the finishing line. but you decide to go and act all high and mighty? he wasn’t having it, although he must admit, it was cute. ‘okay princess fun times done, now start behaving and bend over f’me’ his hands reach down to give your ass a little squeeze.