#nobamaki angst

[zerosiesblog]

reunions

[supalonly]

"where were you?"

[din0bi7]

Old art cus i didn't know how to cope but now everything's okay :]

[renereneo]

“after everything i’ve lost on you, is that lost on you?

[kingofanemptyworld]

oh. wow. finally have an idea for a jjk fic and it’s a body swap AU. never written one of those before. even better, it’s not Itadori and Fushiguro being swapped, it’s Itadori and Nobara.

granted I have one specific scene in mind that I’ll need to build the entire fic around but that’s par for the course. it’ll be fine. probably.

it does give me the excuse to write both itafushi and nobamaki though so I’m gonna see where this takes me

[dailykugisaki]

Day 310 | id in alt

Give a girl a break, Maki.

(right to left)

[yeojatoru]

WINTER

cw: HUGE ANGST, one-sided love, BIG BAD YEARNING, nobara is a sapphic mess, internalised homophobia, yutamaki, nobamaki, timeskip

note: this is an au where nobody died and they made it to graduation and adult life.

"the promise I made myself to forget you, sways right away with the wind" - 寒(Alone in Winter), G-IDLE

“hi maki senpai, this might sound a little bit weird but i swear this is just a farewell letter. ALSO NOT LIKE THAT!!! not at all, but you know you are graduating and yes, it’s THAT kind of farewell. anyway, i am sorry i am not good with words so no poetics flowery words, just what’s on my mind.

maki senpai, do you remember that night when i went to your dorm? and cried about how i missed saori a lot? how you tried to soothe me and hugged me and told me what i felt was not weird at all.

you told me it’s not weird to be in love with a girl. you told me it’s as normal as being in love with a boy. you told me love is for everyone and i shouldn’t limit it because of their gender.

coming from the countryside, i have found a lot of things considered taboo there was a lot of bullshit. and some of the so-called traditions were… weird? i don’t know, i was too young after all to think about it. all i cared was about to make saori feel comfortable living there, to play with her and make my friends love her too the way that i do.

ohmygod. i’m so sorry i got sidetracked and retold you everything we talked about that night. okay however back to what i was saying.

dearest maki zen’in, i think i am in love with you. no, i don’t think so— i am sure i am in love with you. nothing else could explain these aches in my chest whenever i see yuta senpai being all blushy around you. nothing else could explain how i just want to keep you in a cosy house to adore you and feed you with all your favourite desserts and just give you the prettiest flowers. oh and of course, those piles of ceramic plates you love so much. i would let you flourish as the little girl in her safe haven— away from the bastards in the zen’in clan. i would worship the path you step on, your steps are so lovely they dropped rose petals like the one on my face. i love you, maki. sorry i can’t write sweet words.

i will never forget the nights when i sneaked into your dorms to cuddle because i couldn’t sleep, the mornings when you were being strict with me for slacking off during trainings and most of all— when you kissed me on the lips to comfort me about saori; telling me it will all be okay and someone will love me the way i deserve to be loved. you bastard, you took my first kiss. but i won’t have it any other way though, i would love to give you everything i have. i also wanted that someone to be you.

for you, you are my red dahlia and i would wait till you bloom to your fullest. i won’t be in your way, senpai. i hope everything comes in your way the way you would like.

p/s: i am sorry i pushed you away that night, i was scared. but i would love to try to be in a relationship, as long as it’s you :)”

nobara stared at the long ass essay in her hands, written using her favourite pen that she would smack itadori for sneaking it away whenever he needed to borrow one. she would never let the ink dry up nor finish as it was a gift from her beloved, maki zen’in.

“fuck, this is so cringe. don’t be weird, just send her a note and wave her goodbye.” she crumpled the paper and tossed it into the corner of her bedroom, where piles of unsent letters were accumulating till it spilled out of the dustbin.

10 years later…

she panted heavily after that full sprint of marathon. the cold, refreshing air of the winter didn't seem to cool down the fire set ablaze in her heart. she didn't get why she felt like this, she felt strangled by plethora of invisible thorns around her neck. she didn't get why she felt like this, her heart sinks deeper than the ocean could measure. but most of all, she didn't get why she felt like this over her senior that she looks up for getting married.

she was sure back then in highschool she was just confused, not sure how to deal with affection poured by the figure she thought she had a crush on, but overtime she got over it after maki graduated. that was not love, she couldn’t be in love with a girl.

but oh god, how torturous it would be to love someone you aren’t supposed to?

slowly, she fell on her knees and looking up at the sky that still cried icy fractals— landing on her warm skin to form droplets that soon combines with her tears. she was so confused— no— she was upset seeing how her angel walked down the aisle with the beaming smile on her face with her— of course— fated lover, yuta okkotsu.

they were written to be together since the start. it had always been maki and yuta, not maki and nobara. stupid girl, she thought as the infinite streams fell down her rosy cheeks.

thus, she made peace with herself by rewinding the very words maki said to her about saori. she was indeed in love— still is, but what there’s to do when she was late by ten years?

oh how she wished, she didn’t outright rejected her— the horror on maki’s face kept repeating on her mind like a broken record over the decade.

how she wished, she had forgotten everything and didn’t catch the smile maki gave her when she saw her at the wedding.

how she wished.

[meltingstarsss]

3 penny commisssion 4 @nmbr1nobamakilvr ;-;

this is joke pls

[idontknowanametouse]

So... I wrote a fic about Jujutsu Kaisen. Cause I refuse to believe canon. Anyway, here it is. (spoilers for Shibuya arc and a lil bit for the Culling Games arc) (briefly, it will be available in Ao3. probably) (sorry for bad english and probable inaccuracy with canon)

Kugisaki is moved to another room of the infirmary. Shoko knows she’ll have to do a herculean effort to try revert the cursed technique, but it’s worth it. Furthermore, she can see that the body modifications that were made on the girl’s body are less profond than those made on Nanami’s. And maybe, just maybe, the fact that Kugisaki’s technique affects the soul may help her during the execution.

When she finally stops doing the Reversed Curse Technique, Shoko falls on her knees, all vitality leaving her body. She feels like she is about to die after fighting with such effort against the cursed technique. Hana helps her to get up, as she was there after being called to take off Gojo’s seal, and Shoko took advantage of her presence to ask for help and try reverting the curse’s technique. The woman is reliefed they cured the girl’s physical form, but doesn’t know if they did the same to her mind.

_

There are people on the room before Ieiri can stop anyone from entering in. Even though Itadori, Fushiguro and Maki are the only ones to stay in there all the time, the rest of them stays a long time, and it works like this on the following two days until Kugisaki wakes up.

At the first moment, she looks around, confused. One of her eyes is milky and has stretch marks around it, as they couldn’t heal that damage without leaving behind a scar. Kugisaki moans a little because of the pain, squinting her eyes, trying to make the left one see, but in vain. Then, as her gaze falls over those around, her confusion seems to increase with their faces of expectations and tension, and opens her mouth, about to ask what happened, when she remembers she couldn’t speak before.

An avalanche of memories suddenly comes up and burries her under it. Memories from Shibuya and from the week after that.

Then, for the first time in many, many years, Nobara Kugisaki starts crying.

There’s an instant of shock in which everyone can’t do anything except feel their hearts break with the vision of her face getting contorted with pure trauma and pain as tears pour uncontrollably out of her eyes, making clear how broken Nobara is. The following instant, she feels arms squeezing her tightly and continues to cry.

_

It’s been a few hours since Nobara woke up. She is shrunken on the litter, and, even though she no longer has the empty look from before, now, it seems her eyes are the epitome of silent pain. Yuji hasn’t left her side since she woke up, and everyone agreed on making shifts to stay close to her.

Suddenly, the infirmary door opens and Megumi enters in.

“Nobara.”

“Ah, hi, Megumi.”

“Do you want to speak?”

“No.”

“Ok. Then, you just need to turn around to look.”

Without knowing what he means, she turns around and immediatly sits on the litter, exclaiming:

“My cane!!”

She practically rips the metal object out of Megumi’s hands, looking at the pink stars pattern with the trans and lesbian flag stamped on the handle, shocked. She asks:

“How did you get it?!”

“They found it on Shibuya and brought it back here. Yuji wanted it to stay here.”

“...thanks, Yu.”

“You’re welcome!” he smiles, and, for a second, just a second, she seems to almost smile back to him.

_

Now that she can walk through the school again, it’s normal to see Nobara wandering around without saying anything, but it’s even more common to see her alone, at her part of the infirmary, staring at the wall while hugging her knees, her eye looking so, so tired.

Maki is the third one on the shift to visit her. They see the colorful cane propped up on the wall and the eyepatch with a heart on it (it was gift from Itadori) on the girl’s face. Just as she enters, they say:

“Hi.”

“Hey, Maki...”

“How are you doing?”

Nobara doesn’t answer.

“Does it hurt?”

“The eye? No. And... the burn scars?”

“Just when they touch something.”

“I’ve never seen your arms before. They’re beautiful.”

“Ah... thanks.”

She sees a hair strand fall over Nobara’s face. Since they started hanging out, Maki sees that this sometimes happened, and always puts it behind her ear. They tries to do the same now. In an instant, Nobara’s eye gets wide and she almost falls back, covering her face with her hands:

“NO!!!”

Maki immediately stops. A second passes until Nobara looks between her fingers and uncovers her face, now flushed, murmuring:

“Sorry... sorry... I’m really sorry...”

“Hey, hey, it’s ok. Don’t apologize.”

“It’s just... that...” her voice almost disappears as she speaks. “...his... hand...”

Maki doesn’t need any more information. She just approaches without raising their arms and sits by her side on the bed. Nobara hesitates for an instant, then her head falls over their shoulder.

_

The cane hits the ground when Nobara enters the other part of the infirmary. Nanami’s eyes meet her and she backs off, getting off the room. She can’t face him. Not yet.

_

“It’s made to wipe you out.”

“What?” Shoko asks, looking at Kugisaki.

“The needles. They stick you and make you get confused everytime you remember a little bit of yourself. They’re parts of his body that he modified to make it look like this way.

Shoko looks at the girl’s face, so shaken by everything that happened.

“...thank you, Kugisaki.”

_

‘She wakes up, feeling like all of her body was under the effect of anesthesia. There’s a point of her face that hurts. She tries to move, but feels heavy. She can barely open her eyes, such big is her tiredness. Her mind seems to be completely empty and she can barely think. Suddenly, someone raises her eyelid delicately and her gaze falls over two men. One of them smiles and says:

“Ah, you finally woke up! How do you feel, Hime-chan?”

She tries to speak about the mess that her body feels like, but her tongue curls up and shows itself as being useless on saying anything. The man raising her eyelid giggles and says:

“Oh, of course, silly me! You can’t speak. But don’t worry, you won’t need it. Instead, I’ll explain you what’s happening, ok? But, before, I’ll just put this behind your neck!”

And he creates out of the palm of his hand an ensemble of black needles.’

Nobara wakes up suddenly and turns around, gets her cane and walks out of the room. She doesn’t know what she wants to do, all she knows is that she doesn’t want to stay there to ruminate that again and again.

She goes to her room on the dormitory and looks at her stuff. She gets surprised they didn’t put everything away when they thought she was dead. Maybe Yuji stopped it from happening. Suddenly, her gaze falls over a small bottle of brown hair dying product.

She takes it. Her hair is now on its natural color, black, and she hates the fact that it’s this way. It always gave her a fucking horrible disphoria. She goes to the bathroom, but stops walking once she hears someone say:

“Ah, sorry. I didn’t saw there was someone here.”

She turns around and sees a person on pajamas with brown skin, long black hair with a pink strand and piercings on the lip. Nobara asks:

“Who are you?”

“Hoshi Kirara. I came here cause of my boyfriend.”

“Kugisaki Nobara. I... kind of live here.”

“Kugisaki...? Ah.” They seem to notice the bottle in her hand. “You gonna dye your hair? Sleepless tonight?”

“Yeah.”

“I know how. Wanna help?”

Nobara was about to say she was fine, until she realizes that, actually, she wants to do anything, except be alone. Then, she nods and they go to the bathroom.

Occasionally, Kirara makes a few commentaries, but they don’t seem to be expecting an answer from Nobara. Instead, they give her space, seeming to comprehend that the girl does that mostly to have someone by her side, to make those haunting thoughts leave.

“You are so pretty!” Kirara exclaims. The morning is arriving when Nobara’s hair entirely brown.

“...thanks.”

“You welcome.”

(this is the part 3 of a fic I wrote. To get the other parts, research for "the shape of two souls")

[uriekukistan]

❤︎ rin ❤︎ 22 ❤︎ any prns ❤︎ ao3 ❤︎

writing

呪術廻戦 | jujutsu kaisen

➸ itafushi dance au

Dancing With a Stranger | Itafushi | College/Dance AU | Fluff & Light Angst | 16/16 | 46.4k : Ballerina Megumi is forced to take a hip-hop class to complete his dance major, and his tutor is very cute. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

i can't let it slip away or drift away | Itafushi | College/Dance AU | Fluff & Light Angst | 1/2 | 7.6k : Yuuji falls head over heels for a pretty ballerina after watching his school's performance of Swan Lake. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

➸ multi-chapter fics

summer lovin' | Itafushi & Inuokko | Beach AU | Fluff & Light Angst | 10/10 | 35.0k : Yuuta and his boyfriend Toge decide to set their friends Yuuji and Megumi up. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

Family is Embarrassing | Itafushi | No Curse AU | Fluff | 2/2 | 4.5k : Megumi and Yuuji meet each others' families after they start dating. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

koi no yokan | Itafushi | College/Band AU | Angst | 1/16 | 4.2k : Megumi learns to love and be loved with the help of a certain college radio show host. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

➸ one-shots

fiction, future, and prediction | Yuuji Character Study | Angst | 8.5k : Yuuji loses his grandfather in bits and pieces, not all at once. Major Character Death. No Spoilers.

Happiness is Strawberry Cake & Dog Plushies | Itafushi | AU Where Everyone is Happy | Birthday Fluff | 2.1k : Gojo gets the gang together to throw a surprise birthday party for Yuuji. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

home is where the heart is | Itafushi | Angst & Horror | 9.7k : In the aftermath of the events at the detention center, Megumi struggles with his grief and malfunctioning technique as the lines between dreams and reality blur. Graphic Depictions of Violence and Major Character Death. No Spoilers.

honey and lavender | Itafushi | Hurt/Comfort | 4.1k : Megumi has nightmares following the detention center and Yuuji tries to help him sleep. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

hydrangeas and morning glories | Itafushi | Angst, Happy Ending | 6.7k : Megumi finds meaning in his life and his relationship with Yuuji through flowers. No Major Warnings. Shinjuku Showdown Spoilers.

i’m sorry i’m the one you love | Itafushi | Angst | 3.2k : Megumi tries to figure out how to heal from what has happened. No Major Warnings. Shinjuku Showdown Spoilers.

infant and innocent | Itafushi | Bittersweet Fluff : Yuuji tries to help Megumi heal his inner child. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

Laundry and Taxes | Itafushi | Bittersweet Fluff | 3.0k : Megumi and Yuuji live the quiet life they deserve. No Major Warnings. Shinjuku Showdown Spoilers.

a lesson in self-love | Nobamaki | Fluff | 2.1k words : Nobara overcomes her self-doubt and gets a girlfriend on the same trip to Yokohama. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

make me feel alive like you | Itafushi | Hurt/Comfort | 11.3k words : Yuuji mourns the death of his grandfather with a not-so-healthy dose of weed, his trusty skateboard, and a grumpy psychology tutor. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

moon, i already know | Megumi Character Study | Angst | 8.2k words : Megumi relives his worst memories while drowning in a cursed bath. Graphic Depictions of Violence and Major Character Death. Shinjuku Showdown Spoilers.

a poison tree | Itafushi | Angst | 6.4k words : Megumi needs revenge, but Yuuji just needs Megumi. No Major Warnings. Shinjuku Showdown Spoilers.

Sweet Thing | Itafushi | Fluff & Angst | 9.3k words : Megumi develops his first crush. Major Character Death. No Spoilers.

you walk around...shining like the sun | Itafushi | Angst & Fluff | 10.9k words : Megumi has three loves of his life: music, playing guitar, and Yuuji Itadori, not necessarily in that order. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

➸ itafushi week 2024

dust-piled crown | Idol AU | Mild Angst | 1/1 | 2.0k words : Megumi wishes he could dance like his group-mate, Yuuji. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

Twisted Curse | Angst | 1/1 | 4.1k words : Megumi processes his feelings for his best friend following the incident at the detention center. Major Character Death. No Spoilers.

Cherry | Gender Swap/College AU | Fluff | 1/1 | 3.7k words : Yuuji has a big crush on her college roommate and isn't sure what to do about it. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

wasteland, baby! | Hurt/Comfort | 1/1 | 2.5k words : the Culling Game Arc hotel scene we all deserve. No Major Warnings. Culling Game Arc Spoilers.

So Start By Saving Me, Itadori | Reincarnation AU | Angst | 1/1 | 8.6k words : Yuuji is trapped in a cycle of death and rebirth until he can fulfill his promise to save Fushiguro. Graphic Depictions of Violence and Major Character Death. Shinjuku Showdown Arc Spoilers.

Tamagoyaki Troubles | Domestic Fluff | 1/1 | 1.9k words : Itadori always treats Megumi to breakfast, so he decides to try his hand at cooking to repay the favor. No Major Warnings or Spoilers.

catharsis | Hurt/Comfort | 1/1 | 3.1k words : Megumi develops a fear of water, Yuuji wants to visit Malaysia, and everyone heals a bit. No Major Warnings. Shinjuku Showdown Arc Spoilers.

東京喰種 | tokyo ghoul

apple cider | Hsaiko | Fluff | 1/1 | 1.7k words : Hsiao isn't sure she wants to fall in love with a co-worker, but Saiko might just change her mind. No Major Warnings.

building home | Birthday Fluff | 1/1 | 1.5k words : Touka celebrates her first birthday without Anteiku. No Major Warnings.

love was too strong a god. | Shiraurie | Angst | 1/1 | 2.0k words : Urie comes to terms with Shirazu's death. Major Character Death.

Memories | Birthday Fluff | 1/1 | 1.4k words : Haise can't remember his last birthday, or any of the ones before that, but why does that matter when his new memories are so sweet? No Major Warnings.

meta

Megumi Analysis: Establishing Motivations

Yuuji as Mahito's Natural Enemy

Yuuji's Not Dumb!

Megumi & Mahoraga

In Defense of Megumi + Yuuji analysis (spoilers through 259)

JJK 261 : Gojo analysis + Morality, Burden, and Loneliness in Jujutsu Kaisen

JJK 261 : In Defense of Shoko/Shoko analysis

JJK 263 Theory : Yuuta, Rika, and the 5-Minute Limit

JJK 265 : The Role of a Sorcerer

JJK 266 & Megumi’s. Childhood

Character Death & Tragedy in JJK

[rose-matcha-latte]

nobamai nobamai nobamai nobamai fic

shamelessly promoting my toxic yuri Nobamai fic

featuring: trans lesbian Nobara and femme lesbian Mai and he/him lesbian Maki

theres A LOT of angst and toxicity and a little comfort but they get better i promise

oh Nobamaki is there too (mostly in the beginning)

[mana-jjk]

i know we’re talking about THAT chapter right now, but i need another day to cope y’all <3 anon i promise i’ll answer but angst actually kills me lol

so instead !!

i’m here to present my case that toge would absolutely be the first choice of a pseudo-god parent. not for any religious reasons, if there was a better name i’d use it, but i think jjk definitely has a need for that system.

with how common mortality is, the high demand in sorcerers, the uncertainties of their lifestyle… i mean just look at megumi. not exactly the same, but in any case, they need to know that their kids will be okay if anything ever happens.

i personally headcanon that nobamaki would have twin boys because it’s actually adorable to me. they expected at least one girl at first, they even had their names picked out. mai and saori, after two of the most important people in their lives. but around the time it got closer, maki started second guessing naming the name mai, wondering if she’d ever be able to associate it with anything but her sister.

then two healthy baby boys came into the world, masaki and takai, elegant and beginning, new world. not exactly a copy of maki and mai, whose names corresponded with hope and each other, but a homage. an act of service to what they never got to see together.

anyway, toge was absolutely their first choice for a godparent.

individually, their relationship with him is one of their strongest dynamics for both characters.

yes, nobara loves yuuji and megumi in her own way. yuuji might have been the second pick if he wasn’t so head empty, eating cursed fingers. i truly do not think megumi would have been entrusted with any of her children lol, that boy is emo and emotionally stunted (in a nice way).

maki and yuuta friendship is so good, but he’s still kind of pathetic. his favorite food is sesame oil and cabbage y’all, there’s no way. panda would’ve been the second pick if he wasn’t such an instigator.

on the other hand, nobara understand toge so well that it freaks out even the second years. after being kidnapped, she was first hand witness to his dependable side and kindness. he’s like a big brother to her, and i know without a doubt that their dynamic only got stronger after that. they are the besties, shopping buddies, gossip squad, unserious duo. he takes care of her, he notices when her self-esteem is lower and immediately addresses it. he was the one to catch her during training, encourage her, and tease her. i cannot stress enough how bestie coded they are.

i might love maki and yuuta friendship, but maki and toge are my absolute favorite to think about. i know the general consensus in their dynamic seems to be toge being a gremlin and maki screaming at him, but i really think they interact in a different way. i’m still waiting for a couple translations from phantom parade, but i truly believe maki genuinely respects and loves toge, vice versa. when we first met yuuta, maki’s first reaction was to bully him lol, but it wasn’t until toge spoke up that she stopped. in the light novel, it’s said repeatedly by nobara that maki respects him. maki herself goes on to openly admit that he’s the most considerate out of all of them, and says that his only flaw is that he can be pretty mischievous. nobara also notes how close the second years are to each other enough that they share a braincell. when you look at the art of them together, there’s only one where maki looks irritated, and it’s only because toge is laughing at her tourist glasses. it’s kind of crazy to me that the dynamic in fanon between toge and maki is actually the canon interactions between panda and maki. i could talk all day about this, but i genuinely see a more placid maki when she interacts with toge and need more of that dynamic. they love each other !!

so yes, they have a really strong relationship with toge, i would venture to say one of the strongest for both characters. emotionally speaking, toge is also shown to be extremely mature.

he doesn’t show much in his body language, but he can read others very well. despite not being able to speak outside of safe words, he’s also good at settling the people around him. most importantly, he’s one of the few characters we’ve never seen lash out. despite being villainized by yuuta lol, smacked by nobara, on the end of gawking by kamo, pushed to near death, permanently disabled, and more, he’s confronted each situation with emotional maturity. the fact that he told yuuta that his arm being torn off wasn’t yuuji’s fault, speaks volumes about the character. yuuta too, when he was afraid, toge tried to comfort him but also backed away when he saw him being scared. silencing himself in itself speaks to his maturity.

as a babysitter, he’s also very well off ! with being the best cook of the second years, he also made sure panda was eating too by feeding him. when left alone with children, he was seamlessly connecting with them to the point where they understood him fluently. his first reactions are always to emotionally and physically protect the first years and yuuta. with his abilities, he also knows more than most the importance and correct way to control abilities. is this not your dream babysitter?

more than that, i truly believe that if anything ever happened to nobamaki, he’d love and raise them as his own with zero hesitation. he’d raise them the way they’d want to and never let them believe that any set of parents loved them even a little less.

with that being said, yuuta gets the default second spot as a godparent purely because toge was the automatic first choice. eventually, when nobamaki have a little girl named saori, they are her godparents too.

i know he holds those babies like he’d tear himself apart for them. it’s a learning curve with one arm at first. he’s scared his prosthetic will get in the way or hurt them. but for some reason the babies seem to adore his prosthetic arm too. tiny fingers wrapped around robotic joints, toge could swear he feels the warmth even through false flesh and phantom pain.

some of their first words end up being onigiri ingredients, it’s only because “mama” came first that nobamaki can see the humor in it. they have to consciously teach their kid that they are capable of saying yes instead of shake. what they don’t realize is that sometimes they talk in onigiri too.

yuuta sulks a bit that his spot is only be default, but he proves himself as a very good godfather and babysitter. he does not feed them cabbage, thank you very much. but they usually ask toge to cook instead, much to Yuuta’s’ devastation.

it’s probably through babysitting that the baby fever reared its head in both of them. watching yuuta hesitantly toss takai in the air after his insistence that mommy does it all the time, and freak out over his health frantically. toge letting masaki cling to his leg in public, always one tiny hand clutching the robotic fingers. yuuta showing masaki how to use a wooden sword in cool moves just likes mommy. toge acting like the damsel in distress for takai to play his games. watching yuuta get swatted by the wooden swords, allies enemies in an instance, toge watching with a tiny smile he doesn’t bother to hide.

they’re good with kids.

at night, it almost hurts to say goodbye. but their own little girl isn’t too far away.

i need more domestic fluff right now y’all, this in physically paining me you don’t understand. toge is so parent coded i will actually scream cry sob throw myself on the floor. inuokko would be such good guardians no matter what and i love them.

[mobumi]

Who are your favorite romantic relationship's couples in books/ manga/ anime/movies/tv series (can be canon or non-canon)? Feel free if you want to write the reasons or not of why you love them...Thanks if you want to answer.

Hi! Thank you for this ask, it's always fun to answer😊 So these are my current or most recent favorite ships:

Itafushi (Jujutsu Kaisen)

It's my number 1 right now, like i love them so much! Their ship is really cute and i love the contrast between them and how they work so well together as friends and more! I'm always giggling and shit when i think about them even if they're doomed by the narrative :(

Zolu (One Piece Live Action/Animanga)

I really liked their dynamic after watching the live action so i mainly ship opla! zolu, but any content of this ship is cute and catches my interest! This ship literally made me write fanfics again lol More Zolu please!

Miyusawa/Misawa (Ace of Diamond)

Miyusawa my beloved ❤️ The first time i watched this anime it had been an instant ship, their chemistry is amazing, the pitcher/catcher dynamic is chef's kiss and just the development of their relationship throughout the show was the highlight for me! I watched everything again recently and i still love this ship very much, fave fave fave :')

Shiguang (Link Click)

They are everything honestly! The angst of it all and their beautiful relationship is just aaaah and the show is INCREDIBLE?? Whether it's friendship or more, they love each other so much. In my head they're canon, i mean after what Lu Guang did, for me that's just proof of his love for Cheng Xiaoshi... they make me ill

Renga (Sk8 the Infinity)

Sk8 was the anime of the season when it came out, the serotonin was just high with this one, especially during covid time. Reki and Langa's friendship was the cutest thing to watch and it was so genuine and then ep 7 happened and the ship just sailed really hard for me! So many cute moments while a beautiful relationship blossomed in front of our eyes!! Love!!

Kazurei (Buddy Daddies)

A new favorite from last year! The premise of the show was so engaging to me when it first came out and even though i knew Kazuki and Rei weren't going to be canon, we were still fed so well? Like Queerplatonic, same-sex parentality, friends to lovers trope??? we got everything and more, especially last episode like omg they're canon idc!!

Dreamling (The Sandman)

Fell in love with this ship instantly with just one episode and little content... the fandom got my back though, i was well fed and shipped them even harder thanks to all the fanarts and fanfics! i want season 2 right now and more of them!!

EmiSue (Dickinson TV)

Not my first wlw ship but definitely my favorite! From the first episode i knew they were soulmates and i wanted more of them together! The show gave us everything we wanted and i'm glad i got to witness it :)

Satosugu (Jujutsu Kaisen)

They're not Itafushi but they are Itafushi in some ways?? like parallels we can't ignore. It's a big ship in the fandom but i'm not as invested as many stsg shippers are, though i really like the ship, i read fanfics about them and i love their story in the first part of season 2! So much angst though...

Nobamaki (Jujutsu Kaisen)

I love them together, i think their ship is cute and has a lot of potential! I don't obssess with them enough and i should read more fanfics, but they're amazing so they stay at the top of my list!

Other favorites but not current (or more like 'not in an obsessed phase' type of way): Villaneve, Hannigram, Narlie, Willex, Thominho, Kagehina, Daisuga, Asanoya, Kuroken (I watched Haikyuu again so yeah), Furuharu, Sanarai...

Old ships that i used to love, but not as much now or just not at all: Sterek, Merthur, Sasunaru, Spirk, Cherik, Romione, Drarry, Johnlock, Stony, Spideypool, Zarry, Datesana and others I might be forgetting...

[k-martins]

My top 10 favorite JJK ships

10 - Hanami X Jogo

That's kind of dumb, but I think that Juju Stroll is really cute where the curses are schoolgirls and Hanami is sad about her destroyed garden so Jogo appears to apologize. That was really funny and cute. Hanami is my favorite curse.

9 - Mai X Takada

That's also thanks to that Juju Strol. I don't have much fog on it. I just like it and if you don't like it, fight me (but be kind, because I'm very emotional).

8 - Geto X Me

Sorry Satoru, but that man is mine.

7 - Yuki X Choso

I don't even remember them in the manga, but the arts are really good. I like Yuki and I like Choso. Why not make them make out? I make the rules.

6 - Hakari X Kirara

What can I say? They are so cute together! And no matter what you think, it's somehow always going to be gay. GG made sure to make this as fruity as possible. I love Kirara and I love Hakari and their relationship is so cute. They have to teach these other couples how to have a relationship that doesn't end with one of them dying/sacrificing.

5 - Miwa X Kokichi

These two are so sad and cute at the same time. (spoiler) As strange as it may seem, Kokichi's death was the one that moved me the most and took me by surprise. I had already gone to the manga knowing what would happen with Nobara and Nanami, but I didn't expect all that Kokichi stuff. It made me really sad. And his passion for Miwa moved me.

4 - Yuta X Maki

Honestly, as much as I ship more Nobamaki, I'm not opposed to this ship. Yuta and Maki have a good dynamic in the manga and they kind of match each other a lot. Yuta is a sweetheart and Maki is a queen. They deserve each other and I will be very happy if they finish the manga together.

TOP 3!!!!

3 - Nobara X Maki

They are perfect queens and deserve each other!!!! Simply this. I love their interactions in the anime, how Nobara looks like a happy puppy when she sees Maki, and how Maki really enjoys her company. Both are powerful, beautiful and evil. They really deserve each other!!!!!!

2 - Satoru X Suguru

Ah, Satosugu. I was swept into this tide of pain, regret and sadness before I even read the manga (I already had images saved of the two of them without even understanding what's going on, impressive). They became the most tragic couple and equally fun to follow. Their relationship was so well built that it's almost impossible not to feel sad. Besides, I completely understand Satoru. Suguru is too hot for this world :,(

1 - Yuji X Megumi

Nobody is surprised. It was these bitches that dragged me to JJK so they have to be in my top 1. I like grumpyxsunshine relationships with a good dash of angst so they were perfect for me. Everything about them is perfect and so good to go with it. The amount of fanfic I've read and fanart I've saved is obscene. GG needs to give them both a happy ending, otherwise I'm going to rip that eye out of his stupid cat face.

Honorable mentions:

_ Toji X Mamagumi _ Yuta X Inumaki _ Sukuna X Uraume _ Sukuna X Megumi (One-sided) _ Satoru X Nanami _ Shoko X Utahime _ Nanami X Haibara

[ao3feed-itafushi]

i whisper your name like a prayer

by nakahera Fushiguro struggles with his feelings and identity. He takes time to accept it. Or, basically is forced to face them and it isn't so bad. Words: 2413, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Itadori Yuuji, Fushiguro Megumi, Mentioned Gojo Satoru - Character, Mentioned Kugisaki Nobara - Character, Mentioned Maki Zenin, mentioned Suguru Geto - Character, Mentioned satosugu - Character, mentioned nobamaki - Character Relationships: Fushiguro Megumi/Itadori Yuuji Additional Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Eventual Fluff, Internalized Homophobia, Religious Discussion, Religious Conflict, Idiots in Love, Confessions, First Kiss, Fushiguro Megumi is Bad at Feelings, Love Confessions, Pining, Fushiguro Megumi-centric, Not Beta Read from AO3 works tagged 'Fushiguro Megumi/Itadori Yuuji' https://ift.tt/sRH5amy

[sunbeamah]

Can I ask your top 10 fav fics ever (from any fandom, if you don't mind)?

Also, just curious, is there a story behind your name "sunbeamah "?

OF COURSE!!! I'M SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO GET BACK TO YOU D:

I currently have 999 bookmarksgdfjh so this is gonna take a moment. And I've also been in many, many fandoms over the years, so please forgive me!

As for my name— there's only a little story!

One of my (many, lol) names mean 'sunrise', and one of my nicknames is Mah (that's the shorter version tho). Sunrisemah was a little strange imo, and Sunraymah reminds me of my Aunty's name, so Sunbeamah it was! It rolled off the tongue a little nicer too, I thought!

When I first made this account I would sometimes get confused and accidentally type in sunbae mah haha. I was reading too many manhwa!

Below the cut, in no particular order, are some of my top favourite fics that came to mind!!

Nobamaki (JJK)— witches x mafia au, what a mix!!! Absolute genius, I need to re-read this fic, it's part of what got me into nobamaki and urged me to finish jjk season 1 last year. I love Nobara and how feisty she is, and how powerful Maki is. The power struggle and I really enjoy fics with magic, and this one has a really cool system mixed with cursed techniques! I've read heaps of Rigamaroler's works, they're so good

Dabihawks (BNHA)— I remember being on Tumblr the DAY the hotwings ship started. I can't remember the exact user who started it up, but I remember in the week following it just ramped right up. I hopped on the hotwings train immediately-- even though I was even worse at using Tumblr than I am now. These 2 are fics that I LOVE, they're tied! Both set in canonverse, top one is a soulmate au, angsty with a happy ending and reformation (SUCH good angst, sometimes when I cry I come back to read it). Second one is an au where Rei divorces Endeavour and Hawks is saved from the Commission, it's so good!! Juurensha is awesome

Zolu (One Piece)— THIS ONE GOES CRAZY!!! So the backstory is like one of those christmas movies where a woman (Sanji, ironically (jkjk)) with a high powered city job goes back to her snowy home village and reunites with a charming man she grew up with, a lost love if you will (Ace), falls in love and realises her relationship with boyfriend (Zoro) is going nowhere. And said boyfriend comes to surprise her, only to find she's moved on. WITH A TWIST! A zolu twist. I love their instant attraction, they're so funny in this fic. Very real of them. Background Frobin, too!!

Karonico (Runaways)��� Does anyone remember runaways?? I loved Karolina and Nico when I watched it. I hadn't read any hades/persephone au's until this fic, and ever since I've always been reminded of this one. Love their relationship, Nico's gentleness shining through the walls she's built around herself, Karolina wanting to be with Nico no matter what. It's how I like their relationship, as two girls who have been through a lot and when they come out of hard times, they want to be holding each others' hands. Very sweet!!!! This fic made me want a relationship so bad when I was younger. I still remember the OCs this fic lowkey inspired, too.

Fraxus (Fairy Tail)-- university au where Laxus is a wrestler and Freed becomes the wrestling team's social media manager. It's so so good, I love their relationship and their raw attraction. All of Eryiss' fics are amazing, I binged every fraxus fic they ever posted while I was recovering from surgery earlier this year. So good, alleviated my pain 100x better than medication haha

Klance (Voltron)— ahh yes, my voltron phase. My dark past, if u will. Jk jk. I made on ao3 account just to bookmark this fic haha! It's been so long, but I have to give this fic its roses. Lost in space au, injuries, fighting, angst, getting together, the whole lot. It was amazing, changed my life, genuinely. Cw for past non-con in Lance's life.

Elhani / Teleanor (The Good Place)— I can't figure out which ship name I like better. This is the fifth fic I ever bookmarked, I read this instead of studying for an important test. It was absolutely worth it. I remember it took me hours to read 'cause I kept trying to picture every scene perfectly. And also because I'd stop to 'study' haha. Tahani and Eleanor struggle with their attraction to one another, and yet it's love at first sight (I LOVE love at first sight..).

Sasunaru (Naruto)— I have to admit something. I love omegaverse. I know it's not for everyone, but it's definitely for me. Usually I go for F!omega x F!omega (i have a nobamaki wip of this), M!alpha x M!beta, those dynamics are super fun to me. But this one is M!alpha x M!omega, which I also love of course.

Anyways, I loved this fic, read it all in one night and then re-read it the next day, and when the final chapter came out I reread it all again haha. I'm a Naruto glazer, every time I read a fic and Sasuke acts like he's doing Naruto a favour by dating him, I want to claw at him. He doesn't know how lucky he is! In this fic, Sasuke knows his place! Jk jk, but I really do love their all-encompassing love for and devotion to each other, and I think it's especially present here!

Viktuuri (YOI)— Another omegaverse! This is also royalty au, Viktor is a little dark here but not to Yuuri and that's what I'm all about loll. It also has mpreg. Anyways, the protectiveness and cold opulence is something I really enjoy, and whenever I feel terrible and don't want to write, I'll read this and feel comforted that, between me and him, at least one of us is having a good timejfbhdgk.