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yawnderu · 6 months
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delulu time🤭
Everybody keeps talking about how Simon’s hands are constantly cold… But I have a feeling this man is a fucking furnace.
He’s so big and burly, so warm and cuddly… He’ll take off his hoodie and give it to you and it would as warm as if it just got out of the dryer. He’s so warm his cologne just spreads out like from an oil diffuser.
He’s looking so warm and cuddly just laying on the couch, you just want to put your hands down his sweatpants🤭 He’ll let you lay down on his chest, pulling his hoodie over your head and body.🦘
And with Simon being such a girl dad we have to talk about the ‘hot balls’ phenomenon. A theory that athletes and physically active people have more baby daughters because of having a slightly higher body temperature and the heat destroys male spermatozoa😭🫶🏼
I also believe he always wears a lot of layers, as many as the weather allows. He’ll always spare you his jacket… He has so many hoodies, socks, it’s insane… He’s so clean and disciplined, folding his clothes impeccably, his bed always perfectly made. His apartment is so neat, a remnant of his army ways.
Only problem is his place is always a little cold, he simply doesn’t need the heating like you do :( Your feet would get so cold he would simply have to warm them up in his lap, rubbing your soft soles against and tenderly kissing your pretty toes… He secretly loves it and that’s why he never puts the heating on :(
Don’t get me wrong, Simon isn’t a feet guy per se, but he adores every single part of you… He worships the ground you walk on. So he’s utterly blind to the fact that you’ve been feeding him so well these past months all in an attempt to get him to the optimal cuddling weight🤤 (photos for reference🤭)
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Ps. This is so discombobulated and corny but I can’t stop thinking about it. I swear I’m a better writer in my native language.🎀
YES YES YES TO ALL OF THIS.
I used to date a guy who was ALWAYS a fucking furnace. It was lovely during winter, but summer were nightmares in a small bed. x_x
Yeah!! I'm also a firm believer of Simon always having VERY warm hands, to the point he can easily sandwich your cold hands and heat them up almost instantly. Simon's body is always very warm, yet he uses long-sleeved shirts out of habit, keeping his tattoos hidden from his enemies to keep both of you safe and away from Ghost and his enemies.💗
One of his favorite things is putting his hoodie over your body when you're cuddling or standing together at home, watching your pretty face peer up at him from the fabric has to be the closest thing to heaven he's ever gotten.
The ‘hot balls’ phenomenon made me giggle GRJFEHJB God, he's such a girl dad that it hurts. I can see him cuddling his baby daughters, holding them close to his bare skin because they find it comforting and always sleep through the night without waking up whenever their papa puts them to sleep. <3
YES!! Simon loves rubbing and kissing your feet, simply because he loves you and loves using his body to make you feel better, his warm breath tickling your feet to the point you've been close to accidentally kicking his face more than once, yet it's worth if for him the moment you start thanking him for warming you up, rewarding him with a rapid-fire of kisses all over his rough face.
I stand by the fact that the easiest way to Simon's heart is his stomach. He needs to eat plenty of calories to maintain his body mass and keep growing muscles, coming home especially hungry after being at the gym, ready to eat whatever hot meal you've prepared for him. :((
Sometimes you have to remind him to eat slower, yet the small hiccups he gets after eating fast serve as reassurance that he absolutely adores and devours anything you cook.<3333
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showf4lls · 9 months
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ɞ ― make a home in you; chuckle sandwich
cw + info! fluff, headcanons / no CWs
includes! ted nivison + charlie slimecicle + jschlatt
dedication! @ivyinnit
notes! i’m currently trying to get over a breakup and am kind of struggling w yearning atmo so this request (while old) was kind of perfect thank you for dropping into my askbox, ivy!! little update: it’s been so long since i’ve received this request, i know. it should’ve been easy to get it out quickly, but school absolutely melted me this semester. i know that ivy’s deactivated now, but in the case that she comes across it, i hope you enjoy beloved <3
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TED
⎼ y’all schedule out laundry days together. it’s cute as fuck okok
⎼ forehead and cheek kisses while you’re on your way out the door
⎼ if he wakes up before you, he makes your morning drink of choice just the way you like it! though, he prefers to sleep in with you
⎼ if you don’t have any important plans for the day and you’ve set alarms just for the sake of waking up at a certain time, he turns them all off before you wake up. he wants to give you an opportunity to rest as much as you need to; your body will wake up when it’s ready
⎼ brunch dates! while you guys prefer to sleep in together, you alternate between sleeping in and waking up at a reasonable hour depending on your plans. ted really likes taking you out to brunch and just walking around window shopping with you after
⎼ if either of you are going somewhere important, the other will help them get ready and run through a mental checklist with them before they go in order to make sure the person leaving has absolutely everything they need
⎼ y’all are constantly doing bits. it’s kind of confusing for your friends, but neither of you care much because you’re just having a great time
⎼ ted is an absolute gentleman always, not just in the honeymoon phase. constantly opening doors for you, helping you put your sweater on when you’re leaving the house, opening the car door for you. stuff like that
⎼ he rubber ducks for you a lot. just sits down near you and listens, letting you work out your issues by talking it out without feeling awkward about it
⎼ he’s just overall a great listener and very in-tune with your needs. only gives advice and input when you ask for it, but he always makes an effort to validate your feelings. holds you when you need him to and steps back when he senses that you need space. also really good at problem solving and helping out when you get overwhelmed or have sensory overload
– when you have bad days, he has a tendency to go above and beyond. he cooks dinner for you, makes sure your comfy clothes are all washed and clean, and generally just makes sure you have to do as little as possible so that you have the proper space to calm down
CHARLIE
– you guys have rapid fire joke contests together, usually late at night when you’re sitting on kitchen counters, snacking. you go back and forth until either the two of you are laughing so hard that it would be physically impossible to keep going, or someone can’t come up with a joke fast enough
– you try to stay on the sleep cycle but you both tend to get a little out of whack every once in a while, so you have these phases of going to sleep at a decent hour and then going to sleep when the sun is about to come up
– as such, you guys have these phases of making spontaneous runs to the grocery store or gas station to get snacks, usually cereal for some reason. you get whatever you want and charlie never lets you pay for any of it. on the later nights, you guys sometimes experiment with new flavors of things or weird snack combinations
– he has a thing about always making sure you’re warm enough. you’re a little chilly? he’s pulling his sweater off and pulling it over your head. once you’re all comfy and settled, he’s on his way to turn on the heater. your feet are cold? he’s running to get you a pair of fuzzy socks and a blanket in case your legs are cold too. even when you’re about to leave the house -- it’s colder than 50 outside? he’s scrambling around the house, gathering gloves and scarves and beanies for you to take with you in case you get cold, even if they don’t match. no other options but you’re still cold? mans is wrapping himself around you, trying to use his body heat to warm you up himself. he hates when you’re chilly and uncomfortable :[
– brings you home little presents all the time. literally anything that remind him of you. you have a collection of buttons and keychains that he’s seen while walking through shops. he also steals cool props from videos and projects to give to you. you have a little collection going
– loves pda all the time, but not always cuddling (which can sound confusing, but let me explain). he likes casual pda with you around the house, whether it be you resting your feet in his lap while you both lounge across the couch, sitting on the floor and leaning back on his legs while you watch a movie, him putting a hand on the small of your back while he moves around/behind you, holding onto your hand until you’ve walked out of reach, gently pressing his knuckles into your back while you’re laying on the other side of the bed and facing away from him. likes to be touching you when he can be but in little ways that aren’t super overwhelming (mostly because i feel like you’d both be too fidgety to just cuddle)
– some of your most domestic moments are spent in the kitchen, usually cooking dinner together. it’s light and warm and it feels so much like home that you sometimes find yourself questioning if it’s all real. he’s right there to tell you it is. but back to dinner. he loves cooking for you, and you love cooking for him. it’s all laughter and winding down from work days and gentle hugs and swaying together as he hums for you
SCHLATT
– it’s a little hard to find domestic moments with schlatt off the top of your head, but they’re there when you look for them. they’re quiet, but they’re ever present
– he sleeps a lot, meaning that you usually wake up before him. if he’s sleeping light enough to hear you get up, he’ll roll over, half asleep, wrap his arms around your middle, and pull you back into his chest, mumbling a groggy “ten more minutes, babe. i’ll be up then, jus’ ten more minutes.” it’s never just ten more minutes
– he picks you up and carries you around a lot. not in the typical way. if he thinks you’re working yourself too hard, he’ll grab you from your desk and throw you over his shoulder, dropping you onto the couch and forcing you to watch a movie with him. or you’ll be sleepily making yourself a snack in the kitchen and he’ll grab you from behind, just wrapping his arms around your middle and picking you up. he carries you, complaining and squirming, the whole way to your room and tells you it’s nap time
– you guys have a lot of nap dates. it’s an easy, sweet block of time for you guys to spend together, hazy and together while napping on and off. if one of you wakes up, you get to fondly watch the other nap until you fall asleep again. watch the easy rise and fall of their chest, run a hand through their hair, trace gentle patterns on their skin, play with their fingers, listen to the beating of your heart
– you do the dishes together. you wash and schlatt dries. sometimes you get into towel fights or start flicking water at each other with your fingers
– schlatt follows you out of bed when you get up in the middle of the night. he’d never admit it, but he has a hard time sleeping without you. he hates waking up to a cold bed. so when the clock blinks 3:17 and he feels around to find nothing beside him, even if your side of the bed is still warm, he huffs and gets up. pads through the house with puffy, tired eyes until he finds you. wraps his arms around you from behind and rests his chin on your head. “what are you doin’ outta bed?” he never waits for your response, just starts ushering you back to your room
– really likes seeing you in his clothes, again, not that he would ever admit it. he’ll purposely “forget” to do your laundry so that you have to start wearing his hoodies, tee shirts, sweats, etc. it just gives him the warm fuzzies, seeing you be so comfortable and cozy in his clothes
– hangs on you a lot on days when there’s nothing to do. he’s pretty idle about it, too, kind of like a character accessory. sometimes you just have to go around the house doing your stuff with this big man hanging off of you because you don’t have the heart to tell him to leave you alone for an hour or two to get your work done
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igotanidea · 6 months
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We'll make it: Jason Todd x reader
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Warnings: 18+, MDNI!
So, she got accepted to that one Univerity faculty she wanted to attend since being a teen.
It was a dream come true, except for one tiny detail.
She was leaving.
For 3 years.
A thousand miles away from her boyfiend Jason.
And he never explicitly said it, but his eyes, his face, his entire posture that shifted from relaxed in her presence to terrified at the thought of loosing her, were speaking volumes.
And no matter how much she tried to assure him the two of them will survive it, regardless of the strength she put on for both of their sakes - nothing could ease his worries.
How would he survive without her by his side?
Who would he come back to after patrol to hold and love and snuggle with?
Whose laugh and tears and words and touch and humor and moodiness would fill his days?
But he knew he had to let her go.
It was her dream after all, and who he was to ever stop her from fullfilling it...
Nothing.
Just an outcast, outlaw, vigilante casted away and abandoned even by his own family.
He never deserved her in the first place and it was time to deal with it.
She were too good for him.
But that was never what she thought.
So the last night before the departure, when she was finishing packing her bags and he was keeping his distance, leaning on the doorframe trying to act casual and happy for her?
She couldn't stand it.
She hated the fact that he seemed to just ... give up. Let go of the fight. Surrender.
Red Hood would never surrender.
And Y/N Y/L/N wouldn't either.
"So, are you excited for tomorrow?" he asked with a fake smile
"I'm actually feeling a lot of things at the same time" she sighed heavily zipping her suitcase.
"I think it's pretty normal." Jason shrugged taking a step forward putting her luggage up to make it ready for the morning and that little, somewhat helpful after all, gesture made her mad.
Mad like he has never seen her before.
"What is wrong with you?!" she yelled but all she got in response was a surprised, indifferent look on his face.
"What do you mean?"
"what do I--?" she stuttered, her eyes widening in shock. Was he for real? He didn'd care at all? "WHAT DO I MEAN?!!"
"Stop yelling princess, you're acting crazy."
"CRAZY!? I'm acting crazy to you?!"
"Ok, seriously, what the hell do you want from me!?" he spat back, getting annoyed by her behaviour.
"WHY WON'T YOU FIGHT FOR ME?!"
"Fight for you?" his eyes glistened with rage, but also something more, something she couldn;t quite decipher "you want me to fight for you, huh? Well be careful what you wish for cause if I start doing it--" he gritted his teeth stopping the sentence in the middle.
Y/N took a single look at his face. Narrowed eyes. Pursed lips. And then other telltales. Hard breathing. Rapid chest movements. Clenched fists.
"Jason..."
"FUCK!" he yelled, grabbed the back of her head and pulled her to the kiss that was as intense as if he was trying to swallow her whole. His lips moving against her with the power and stoutess that resebled the fire consuming everything that happened to be on his path. Nothing else mattered in this moment, except for her.
His girlfriend, his lover, his babygirl.
Who just finished collecting her things before flight.
Jason groaned grabbing her waist, squeezing her body in an iron tight grip, her whimpers only spurring him on, making him want more, making him want to tear her clothes off, pin her to bed, take her like an animal, make her stay.
Make her fucking stay.
But he couldn't.
And it made him stop and pull back in shame.
"Jason..." she gasped, feeling the emptiness when he moved away. Her hair were messy, eyes glassy, lips already swollen.
"I'm sorry princess..."
"Oh fuck you todd" she groaned rushing to his arms again, wrapping herself around him like a glove, needing his touch, his love, his lips, hands, everything.
She started the fire in him.
The fire he was trying so hard to contain while withdrawing and keeping his cool.
He wasn't anymore.
She was going away. There was no denying the reality. So if anything he could give her something to remember him by.
To rememeber them by.
"I got a little surprise for you..." she whispered pulling back to the point where he let her. Her hands locked with his, guiding them to the hem of her shirt signalling to pull it up.
And when he did?
The view that came to his eyes counldn't be compared with anything else. The sexiest, the most turning on, cock hardening red lacy lingerie made her look like a goddess.
"Fuck, Y/N." he tore the shirt off completely, tracing over her soft, warm skin, caressing her breasts through the thin lacy material.
"Say it..." she gasped feeling his kisses on her neck, his hands on her ass, pulling her closer.
"I don't want you to go."
"Show me."
"Oh I;m gonna show you."
Her pants were gone in a second, his fingers dipping under the material of her panties, feeling her wetness, going lower, depeer, harder...
"But not like this." Jason grabbed her waist and carried her to the bedroom.
Layed her down.
Kissed her enitre body.
Slowly unclasped all those tiny buckles, untangled all the strings, making sure that she felt each caress, each kiss, each sweet word whispered in her ear.
Moved slowly and tenderly.
Made love to her with so much care and intensity without going rough.
Looking straight into her eyes with each thrust.
We'll make it.
That was the message his gaze was conveing. One simple sentence that never had a chance to leave his mouth.
We'll make it.
"Yes..." she gasped tightening the grip of her legs on his waist, running hands down his back, pulling him closer, and they both knew that she didn't just refer to sex.
We'll make it.
And when the first rays of sun shone on the horizon....
When her lips brushed his forehead till the next time they were going to see each other....
When the doors closed quietly to not stir him awake...
Two hearts were still beating in the same rythm,
We'll make it.
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ef-1 · 11 months
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Transcribed Excerpts from Christian Horner's hour long Interview that are batshit insane and so narratively dense you'd think they're lifted wholesale from a book, featuring:
The most in depth, behind the scenes view of what transpired in 2018
Fords CEO getting in touch with Dax to gush about how much he likes Daniel
Christian feeling vindictive towards Daniel
Christian comparing Sebastian and Max
Christian comparing Daniel to Roger Federer
How Christian had to mitigate Helmut's shitshow and personally asking Dietrich to give Daniel everything he wanted
Hilarious rapid fire in the end and his perspective on the failure of Ferrari
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Dax: In tennis you see guys when they lose steam, they break apart.
Christian Horner : you see that with checo.
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[Dax mentions that in Christian's position, a lot of people would not have invited Daniel back into the family. "Because Daniel turned his back on the family." ]
Christian: Daniel's a great guy. Very badly advised in his early career. Everybody fucks up at some point. I think he recognizes that he made a mistake. He didn't have good advice around him at the point he left us. Having spent time outside the family he realized what he had here was actually good. It was horrible to see that it got worse and worse after us. It was actually this time last year in Mexico where I sat down with him in my hotel room, I told him you need a complete reset- take a year out. Come back to us.
Dax: He's such a win for you guys.
Christian: Totally.
Dax: you sent Daniel to Jim Farley [ CEO of Ford] and I know Jim Farley and he got in touch with me and told me "That Daniel Ricciardo guy is the greatest!" I'm like to him: he's the dream, send him anywhere.
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Christian: He's [Daniel] a confidence driver, when he's got his mojo, he one of the fastest guys on the grid.
Dax: he's lethal.
Christian: yep.
Dax: he's got that magic thing that people either have or don't have in my opinion which is: there are winners and there are not winners
[you're not ready for this lol]
Christian: He came to us, he's one of our juniors, I remember going to watch him in formula 3, he really stood out. Very smooth. Just great. Naturally. Like a Roger Federer kind of style behind the wheel, very very classic. Light touch. Great, great skill. And then he came through the system [RB program] when we had Sebastian Vettel, 4 time world champion- Mark Webber retired. We chose Daniel as the Junior, with no expectation on him and he started beating Vettels ass. he won 3 races in 2014 when we had FAR from the best engine, Sebastian never won a race that year.
Dax: Even his time at Mclaren, it sucked for him but he's the only one who won a race.
Christian: He IS the only one who won a race.
Dax: and for a long time now.
Christian: and Renault he had great performances. [...] he's got to feel the love. He's got to feel comfortable in the environment that he's in. Some of his races for us were- absolutely outstanding.
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[Christian about the 2018 negotiations]
Christian: I asked Dietrich to show Daniel love. Helmut was obviously pro Max, I said if you could just balance things out, let him [Daniel] know you want him. Dietrich said "no problem, I'll talk to him" so he took Daniel upstairs after the race in Austria to talk to him, and they were there for well over an hour.
Dax: To the point you were nervous?
Christian: I thought SHIT! But they reappear, and they're both smiling, I tell him: "Dietrich, how did it go?" He says,"No problem, don't worry about it. It's not even a question [that daniel would leave]"
Christian: Then we went to Germany, and his engine blew up. His engine kept letting him down, letting him down, letting him down. But from there, we went to Hungary, and we got his paperwork [Daniel's contract] for a TWO year deal all sorted out. Daniel's manager came to me and said 'listen Daniel is nervous about the engine' because we were going to switch to Honda so his manager said: 'he'll do ONE year' I thought wow. That's not really what we talked about, because in 6 months we'll be having the same conversation. So I remember I went back to Dietrich, and I said, "it's about relationships. It's NOT about contracts. If he wants a one year contract, give him a one year contract," so at this point: he's got everything he wants. Also, at that point, Daniel was doing a test for us after the Hungarian race, I thought Daniel will sign the paperwork on Monday, suddenly Monday goes and he's in the car on Tuesday. I'm starting to smell something because this is an enormous deal, you'd have thought he'd be in a rush to sign this contract. And he didn't sign the contract before he got in the car in the morning and I thought he'd sign by lunchtime but it didn't happen. He had to get out of the car and go straight to the airport because he's flying from here to LA and I thought he'll call me. I'm feeling something at this point.
Dax: you know you're about to be broken up with.
Christian: yeah.
Dax: if your girlfriend didn't show up to lunch then dinner-
Christian: exactly. So- he [daniel] rings me, I was in the car with Geri, he tells me "I just got off the plane, I arrived in LA, and I've been thinking on the flight, all the way here- I'm not going to sign the contract. I'm going to take another contract. [...] he tells me Renault? The engine that let him down for 2 years? I was convinced, I was CONVINCED- because Daniel has got a sense of humour- I thought- he's taking the piss. I thought come on. I told him: come on. There is no way. You're not going to Renault, stop fucking about, just sign the contract. After 10 minutes he finally persuaded me that he was going to Renault. It was disappointing.
Dax: I wanna applaude you, because a lot of people who go through that experience think: fuck you.
Christian: there was an element of that. I thought: go and suck on a lemon for a bit. But actually during the pandemic, I remember he called me and said "Christian I hate to say this to you but you were right"
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Christian thinks Max > Vettel
Christian about Alex and Pierre being teammates with Max: he broke them
[Very confused in this part because Christian like? Says the best thing for Checo to perform is to forget about Max, stop trying to compete with him, stop looking at his data? Girl you are NOT selling it rn]
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When Christian is asked to analyse Red Bull's champions, he thinks Sebastian and Max are diametrically opposed . Sebastian is your stereotypical German, he would be at the track until 11 to analyse data. Max is not interested in all the detail [devasting news for all the bitches who spent years trying to dunk on Daniel by calling him not technical, Christian seems to think that Daniel and Max share a natural ability that doesn't rely on data.] He [Max] Gives you just what he needs to go faster. Max hates testing, has no interest in it.
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Christian confirms he has a lucky toilet.
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Christian says in 2014-18 Red Bull came this 🤏 close to selling to Audi.
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Christian: Drive to Survive is the Kardashians on wheel
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Christian: You get characters like Gunther Steiner. How scary is he. He used to work for us, I had to be the one to fire him.
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Christian on why he believes Ferrari have failed over the last 15 years: Ferrari is a national institution instead of a Team. It needs to become a racing team again. Too many people have input at the top.
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moonstruckme · 1 year
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Hey love! How are you? I hope everything is well. Could I request a fluffy fic where the reader is sick and the marauders dote all over her? I have been sick the past couple of days with high fever and I am in desperate need to be taken care of lol. It doesnt matter if it is a poly!marauders or one of the boys. You can choose whichever you are in the mood for. Thanks in advance <3
Hi sweetheart, I'm good, thanks! I'm sorry to hear you're unwell :( Soooooo relatable, basically all I do when I'm sick is fantasize about someone taking care of me. I've been dying to write a roomate!James fic so I took this in that direction, hope that's okay. Thank you for requesting and I hope you feel better soon lovely!
roommate!James x fem!reader ♡ 1.4k words
James listens as the door to your room opens and closes again, his unease mounting. 
You’re typically quiet, but lately you’ve been quieter than usual. Normally, James can count on at least seeing you in passing, or hearing your comings and goings signaled by the ridiculously harsh creaking of the front door. You sometimes play soft music while you cook, or have a friend over to chat in your room, or listen to a podcast while you get ready in the morning. 
For the last few days, there’s been none of that. If it weren’t for the occasional sound of your bedroom door and your key still on its hook in the entryway, James might think you’d moved out. 
He’s been walking past your door more often today, curious and a bit concerned at what’s keeping you confined in there. Though he knows he should be more ashamed of his eavesdropping, who else is responsible for making sure you’re okay if not your roommate? Anyway, if one day he finds you dead in your bedroom, “I was trying to mind my own business” isn’t going to make a very good excuse. 
When he goes by on his fourth unnecessary trip to the kitchen that afternoon, James is stopped by the startling noise of rapid-fire sneezes from behind your closed door. He’s knocking before he can second-guess himself. “Hey, you alright in there?”
There’s a great snuffling sound, and then, “Yeah, thanks,” your voice muffled. 
James hesitates. He’s not sure what your definition of “alright” might be, but he doesn’t feel right going about his day when you’ve locked yourself away and are acting so strange. “Can I come in?”
“No.” 
Well, that’s about as much confirmation that you’re not alright as he needs. “Are you decent?”
“I—yeah, but James—” 
He cracks the door, sticking his head in just as you dive beneath the covers of your bed. The floor is covered in tissues and wrappers of some sort, dirty dishes stacked on your desk. The room actually smells like sickness, likely a result of your being in here without opening a door or window for days. 
“James, please go.” Your voice is muffled by the covers, but now James can hear how congested it sounds. “I don’t want to get you sick.” 
“We’re roommates, love,” he says, taking a few tentative steps toward you. “Whatever you have, I’m gonna get it eventually.” 
You sneeze, your form tensing under the covers. “Not if I stay in here and you stay out there,” you insist nasally. 
James crouches by your bed, careful to avoid the tissues and what he now sees are cough drop wrappers. He tugs at your sheets until you release them, pulling them down to reveal your very flushed, very displeased face. James can’t help it; his eyebrows come together and his bottom lip juts out in pity, and your glare intensifies. 
Of course, it’s hard to appear very intimidating when your nose is twitching as you fight off another sneeze. After a moment you give in, pressing a tissue under your nose as your shoulders hitch. James winces in sympathy. 
“How long have you been like this?” he asks, taking advantage of your distraction to touch the back of his hand to your forehead. He’s not surprised to find it warm, but the intensity of the heat that meets his hand has him inhaling sharply. He presses his palm to your cheek to be sure, but it’s the same. “Merlin, you’re burning up.” 
“S’not that bad,” you say, though your next sniffle undermines the claim. 
James brushes a sweaty strand of hair from your forehead, worrying his lip. “Seems pretty bad, love. I think we ought to get you to a doctor. You shouldn’t be this warm.” 
You’re shaking your head before he’s finished speaking. “James, no. I want to stay here, at home.” You pull your blankets closer about your shoulders protectively. “I don’t want to sit in some freezing waiting room for hours just so they can tell me I have a cold.” 
James looks at you for a moment. Your clammy forehead, your poor pinkened nose. A tiny shiver takes you, making you burrow under the blankets until just your pleading eyes are peeking out at him, and that’s what softens him to your cause. “Alright,” he sighs, “but then you need to let me take care of you.”
“But—”
“I don’t care about getting sick,” he cuts you off, leveling you with his sternest look. It’s not very well-practiced, but it does the trick, and you settle down. “You let me help, or I’ll take you to someone who will.” 
You look resentful at being given an ultimatum, but nod. 
“Great.” James grins, his usual affability returned. “Now when was the last time you ate?”
From that moment on, you’re on strict bed rest. James cancels his plans with Remus and Sirius for that night, both of them sending wishes that you start to feel better soon, and a call to his mum grants him access to her recipe for “get well soup.” You don’t have an appetite, but James coaxes you into eating a few spoonfuls, and the warm sensation in your throat proves too soothing to let a silly thing like appetite prevent you from finishing the bowl. James cleans your room as you eat, ignoring your protests and embarrassed groaning as he puts your tissues and wrappers into a bin, placing it beside your bed for easier access when you need it. Then, he gives you a steaming bowl of water, making you sit with a towel over your head in your own personal sauna. You complain about feeling disgusting as your sinuses empty themselves out, but admit to breathing a bit easier once it’s done. Soon you’re feeling well enough to sit up, propping yourself up on a few pillows with a full stomach and slightly clearer nasal passages while James takes your temperature with the thermometer he’d run to get from the corner store. 
“Can’t believe we didn’t have one of these,” he mutters as he holds it in your ear. “One of us was bound to get ill eventually, it’s a miracle it’s taken this long.” You hum, your eyes trained on the inside of James’ forearm. It hasn’t escaped his notice that you’ve been looking at him more today than you ever have before; he supposes he owes that to the glaze of fever he can still detect in your eyes. James would never embarrass you by mentioning it, but the warmth of your gaze is nice, and he’s glad you’re not sharp enough at the moment to notice he’s as flushed as you. The thermometer beeps, and he pulls away, the tension in his brow relaxing a bit as he reads the number. “Well, it’s not nothing, but it seems lower than earlier.” He feels at your forehead again, nodding to himself. “Yeah, definitely lower.” James leaves his hand on your face a tenth of a second too long, and your eyes raise to his.
“That’s good,” you say, giving him a small smile. He returns it heartily. “I feel better, thanks.” 
“Yeah?” he asks, his smile falling away when you give a small sneeze and then wince. “You sure, love? Is your head still hurting you?”
“It’s not as bad,” you sniffle, grabbing a tissue to wipe your nose. “I really think all this is helping, James, thank you. Sorry you have to be around me when I’m so gross.” 
“You’re not gross, you’re lovely,” he says dismissively, moving the box of tissues closer to you when you reach for it again. “You’re incapable of being anything but lovely.” 
You actually snort, the sound loud and wet. “Yeah, okay. Whatever you say.” 
“I do say,” James insists. “And I’m the only one here not delirious with fever, so I think that makes mine the final opinion.” 
Your cheeks get impossibly pinker, almost matching the hue of your nose, but your smile rivals James’ own. “Well, anyway, thanks for taking care of me. I really appreciate it.” 
James doesn’t bother to pretend he’s feeling for a fever this time, placing a hand on your cheek and rubbing at the skin under your eye affectionately. He thinks his heart actually turns to mush when you lean into the touch. “No thanks necessary, sweetheart. Happy to do it any time.”
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PAIRING: jaehyun x afab reader
WORD COUNT: 1.5k
SUMMARY: you are ready to catch your inconsiderate neighbor who keeps smoking below your open window and what you find surprises you
AUTHOR'S NOTE: I know I owe you all Dive Part 2, I know. Things have gotten in the way of me writing but I am ready to get out of my own head about it. I'm here now and I'm happy to be writing. I'll have Dive Part 2 very soon because most of it's written and a lot of it is in my head, but for now, please take this peace offering of one of my favorite Jaehyun visuals to exist <3 Thank you for all the new followers and the continued love for Dive.
WARNINGS: cigarette smoking, weed smoking reference, explicit smut, carbon copy of Jaehyun from his I Like Me Better cover but hot neighbor version
PLAYLIST: I Like Me Better by Lauv (Jaehyun cover), Cigarette Daydreams by Cage the Elephant, Cigarette by offonoff, Tablo, Miso
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A familiar scent tickles your nose, causing you to sneeze violently, three in a rapid fire succession. You slam your knitting project down on your coffee table and peel yourself off the couch and over to your glass sliding door that leads out onto your small apartment balcony. Ripping open the screen door, you lean over the shaky railing to see a strong trail of smoke floating up towards you, knowing the inconsiderate cigarette smoker must be standing below your window at this moment.
For months you have been unable to leave your windows open consistently because despite your building’s policy against smoking, someone has still taken it upon themselves to smoke directly next to the building. You used to enjoy sunny afternoons on your balcony with a glass of lemonade or being able to leave all your windows open for weeks at a time during the pleasant fall months.
You aren’t one to hate on someone else’s relaxation methods - you yourself loved a bong filled with the favorite indica blend your friend grows or a couple gummies on a lazy Saturday in the park. It’s just the scent of cigarettes filling your apartment, clinging onto your clothes and hand knit sweaters air drying in your living room that got on your nerves. Your cat seemed equally annoyed, scrunching up his delicate features whenever the scent would waft in.
You quickly slide into shoes near your door and run down the back stairs of the building, hoping to finally catch the person in the act and give them a piece of your mind. You push open the emergency exit door abruptly and almost run head on into a tall figure, causing you to stumble back and almost fall. A hand is suddenly gripping your forearm, steadying you.
“Whoaaaa, you ok?” comes a low and gravelly voice as you lift your eyes up to meet his.
What you see is startling and not what you imagined. A handsome face with a sharp jaw and lightly styled lavender hair hanging over sparkling eyes looks back at you. His shoulders are broad, covered by a black t-shirt with a small silver cross dangling on top. Black denim is tight on his thighs with slits at the knees, held up by a belt with silver accents. He has a dark sweatshirt draped over his shoulder and he adjusts it slightly as he releases your arm.
“Um…” you start, unable to find your words before the anger flares up in your chest again, seeing an almost finished cigarette held gently in his fingertips.
“No, I’m not!” you continue, pulling your arms tightly across your chest. “Do you have to smoke right below my window almost every day?” you find your voice raising more than you had intended, cheeks flushing deep red as you speak.
He chuckles lightly, taking a final drag from the stick before dropping it to the ground and stamping it out with the toe of his sneaker. He brings the same hand back up to run through his silvery locks, taking a step back to pull the hoodie over his head, tugging the hood up to cover his hair.
“It’s about time you said something,” he mutters, taking a step closer and closing the gap further between you two.
It’s only now that you recognize him. With the black hood covering his hair and silver rings adorning his fingers you realize it’s the same man who always holds the door for you when you arrive home from work at the same time each evening. You often see him heading out to his car early on the weekends and swear you’ve even seen him at your local gym on occasion. You had never caught a whiff of the smoky scent from him before, and now as he invades your personal space, you breathe in deeply.
Despite you having barely spoken with the man, he had become a comforting figure in your life, noticing when he didn’t walk from the parking lot with you and especially when you struggled to balance all your grocery bags and iced coffee at once. Occasionally he would compliment your sweater, scarf, or beanie and you would joke back that you could make him one. The times when you really appreciated his presence were the winter nights when the sun set earlier and you had to make the dark walk from your car. He would always walk in front of you, giving you a warm smile and wave before doing so to reassure you. He would then linger while you checked your mail but not too long to let you go to your door in peace.
You didn’t even know his name or what unit he lived in, but that didn’t stop you from thinking of him late at night when you were bundled up under the covers or during steaming showers in the morning. Your delusional mind had sent you through countless daydreams of him draped across your lap as you made him a dark green beanie to match the hoodie he always wore or gloves to cover his large hands.
Something about the way that his cologne laced hoodie mixes with the cigarette smoke is intoxicating and inviting. The way his eyes are sparkling in the afternoon sun is making your heart race and every trace of anger leaving your previously perturbed mind.
“You…you always hold the door for me,” you mumble back, feeling your legs shuffle you forward even closer.
“I’m your neighbor, Jaehyun,” he replies, flashing a toothy grin that forces adorable dimples to appear on his cheeks.
“Now that I’ve finally gotten your attention, why don’t you let me make it up to you so I don’t have to keep standing out here smoking,” he replies quietly, placing a hand on the side of your neck, thumb brushing up against your jaw gently.
Your lips are on his and kissing with a sense of urgency you didn’t realize you held. His mouth greedily opens for you to slide your tongue in, tasting the bitter tobacco mixed with mint, unable to get enough of the menthol flavor. You slide your hands into the pocket of his hoodie, pulling him closer before slipping them down to grip his ass through his tight jeans.
He smiles against your mouth, applying pressure at your neck with his fingers and finding the hem of your shirt to slide under and stroke your waist gently. As your bodies meld together you feel his hardening length through his pants and groan as he presses into you. Your thighs press together, desperate for friction as he keeps kissing you deeper and deeper, leaving you gasping for air when you finally break apart.
“I thought you were going to make me a beanie,” he laughs against your lips, looping a strong arm around your waist before pulling open the nearby door, peppering your neck with kisses as you both stumbled up the stairs to your apartment.
Once inside, his hands are all over you, ripping at your t-shirt and pulling your sweats down to the floor before pulling you up into his arms. You wrap your legs around his middle tight, sinking your teeth hungrily at his lower lip, eliciting a deep moan from him. You laugh against his mouth, dropping your legs down and letting your feet dig into your hallway carpet again.
“Let’s see how this goes and then we can talk about the beanie,” you reply between kisses, ripping his hoodie and shirt off his body in one motion. Your brain short circuits briefly at his tight abs and broad chest before you turn on your heel and head back towards your bedroom, unclasping your bra as you walk, letting it fall to the ground.
A few hours later your cheek is resting against his bare chest as your cat jumps up on the bed and howls in surprise at the man under your covers. He paws over and starts swatting at his hair, scrunching his nose at the scent held there. He moves to you, sniffing at your skin and finding the same smell, eliciting an annoyed sound he usually made when you were taking too long opening his can of food. You laugh at the cat and push him gently to the edge of the bed where he begrudgingly curls up into a ball with a flick of his tail as a warning.
“Guess he doesn’t like me,” Jaehyun laughs, pulling you closer to him to place a tender kiss on your forehead. 
His lips on your skin brings flashes of how it felt to ride him just moments before, your lips pressed against his as you pulled your body slowly up and down his cock. His large hands had found a home at your lower back, making circles there with your thumbs. He would occasionally drop his mouth to your neck, biting there before moving lower to suck one of your nipples between his soft lips, teeth grazing lightly. You could feel him moan against your skin and pull you closer to him, spurring you on to move faster in his lap.
Pulled back to the present, you shake your head in reply, breathing in deeply as the faint scent of cigarettes fills your nose, mixed with the lingering notes of his peach body wash. Somehow, the way he smells isn’t offensive to you, it’s quite the opposite. 
Maybe you didn’t hate the smell of tobacco after all.
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Full Beaver Moon in Gemini ♦︎ Moon Magick Pick A Card
(I’m ultra-sorry for this PAC being ultra-late!! I’ve been in deep, intense spiritual rehab🙏🏻Also, y’all have NO idea how much psychotic psychic ‘opposition’ I was fighting to get through with this PAC! It was plain insanity at this point. If you’ve found this PAC and you resonate, please, PLEASE, take care of your spiritual wellbeing and amp up your psychic protection for next year!)
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Collectively speaking, the whole of Mankind is being prepared for a massive transformation that, hopefully, will lead to real, lasting harmony and prosperity. It is high time Mankind grew up and learnt to be responsible for the choices it makes in regards to co-Creation with the Universe. Where attention goes, aenergy goes, right?
Every man’s priority and perspective hold the power to shape—and reshape—Reality. For realz. For we are all part of that same fabric of Reality, we are constantly, with each other, co-Creating various spectrum of experiences that affect each other’s wellbeing. It’s inevitable. Your attention is what gives power to the Matrix. If you want to beat the System, you need to learn its mechanism and ultimately, stop giving your attention to Reality creation that doesn’t serve the highest good of all of Mankind.
Full Beaver Moon was on November 27. Its effects can still be felt by most peeps until at least April Fool’s next year (funny). This full moon is second to last before this year’s final Full Cold Moon on December 26, which will be in Cancer; and so the meaning of this Beaver Moon is for us to gather as much resource as possible before the cold winter.
For this Beaver Moon is in Gemini—the sign of thinking and learning—this implies gathering info, perspective, knowledge, intel as much as possible for us to study and digest all throughout winter. Sounds funny but trust me this will be SO relevant by spring next year. The aenergy I’m tapping into is super intense as the whole of Mankind is being ushered into a phase of rapid growing pains that will affect societies on a global scale.
Death of an old paradigm. Death of the 3D Self. It’s all happening. If you identify as a Lightworker or a Starseed, the message you find here could potentially be more relevant to you than most other peeps you know in your circle. You’re in gestation mode. Get ready because spring might be…weird?
It’s high time Mankind learnt to be responsible for its real power of co-Creation. Those who are more spiritually attuned have always had a craving for a freer, more authentic existence. Use this time to rest your heart, your mind, your soul, and let your Higher Self show you the way towards new avenues and grounds for things and pursuits you’ve always felt a calling to.
Even your weirdest hobbies and interests are no coincidence, hon. 2024 will probably not allow anyone to have a stagnant time—for better or worse… But you? You’re going to have a blast! I just know it🥂
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Pile 1 – Spread Your Wings and Fly Away
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resource – 3 of Pentacles
I hope you acknowledge just how resourceful you are as a person. On top of that, you’re naturally courageous. If you feel like you’re not that brave, it must’ve been your environment and the people you’ve met that have dimmed that fire in you. It is now time to reclaim your authentic voice. And you need to begin with acknowledging just how much your environment is stifling your creativity and/or originality. It is only by understanding the patterns that have shaped the way you view yourself can you then unravel that false perception that, you could say, was imposed on you.
Don’t kill your inner child to please the adults around you—no matter who these adults may be (they could be your peers if you’re already an adult yourself). When you were born into this world you carried seeds of courage, creativity and invention. All of these are such precious gifts for Mankind. You were supposed to develop yourself as one of the new builders of New Earth. You may have forgotten the minute details of your blueprint, but I know that you know it in your heart of hearts that this is the truth of your reason for being born :D
recollection – XVII The Star
You’re literally the only Pile that’s gotten a Major Arcana. Surely you know you’re a Starseed? :D If you don’t, you soon will. Perhaps your parents know something about the ‘waves of volunteers’ that was quite a topic back in the 60s or 70s? (I’m not duper sure about the timeline lol) At any rate, you have a great destiny ahead of you and it is imperative that you acknowledge this of yourself first before you’re launched into initiation*. What’s that about, you ask?
Many of your latent talents that may still be offline right now will gradually be uncovered for you. Throughout 2024, I’m sure you will experience many awakenings of sort that will propel you into remembering bits and pieces of talents you had acquired in other lifetimes. All of these gifts, are your gifts to Humanity. There is a divine reason why you’ve had to work so hard for your own personal transformation before you could assist others in helping themselves transform their paradigm. OK?
respite – 10 of Cups Rx
It is rather common for Starseeds to feel like the family they were born into, isn’t the family they belong to. Many Starseeds even find themselves look quite visibly physically different from the rest of their family. There’s just something there that seems to act as a bridge between your entire existence and theirs. You don’t think the same way; your moralities totally clash; the essences of your values are worlds apart; and so on. You’re right, these people aren’t the people you’re meant to call ‘family’. Their only purpose is to show you how ‘crazy’ develops in people, all for you to learn to navigate it and put an end to generational curses on Planet Earth. And thus it begins at ‘home’.
I have a feeling that for many of you reading this, there is an elder in your family—a much older elder—whom you could actually talk to, who would be able to share information about circumstances surrounding your birth or the bloodline you are born into. In another scenario, this person may not be older but simply possesses immense knowledge pertaining to your raison d’etre or even Life Purpose. In yet another scenario, it may not necessarily be a family member but rather, a teacher, a divine someone you meet serendipitously, or some random-ass wise Boomer you watch on YouTube who holds ideas and perspectives that make you feel seen and validated.
The period from this Full Beaver Moon until at least April next year may involve a lot of healthy grieving. Let yourself feel those emotions and feel Human. You deserve a safe space to be yourself and see all your dreams manifest. You’ve got this, OK? One day you will be serving the Light by sharing your stories😊
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Pile 2 – Where Have You Come From and Where Are You Going, Dear Traveller?
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resource – 7 of Cups Rx
In your childhood, I feel like you were forced to grow up faster than your peers. Your environment was not exactly friendly to the dreams and imaginations of a child. So you grew up to become practical, pragmatic and responsible rather quickly. But it was really hard to grow up like that because you, the real you, are a visionary. A visionary is someone who has many dreams and wild ideas, and in the right environment, a quality like that would’ve been much, much more celebrated! In the wrong environment, a dreaminess such as that is stifled.
This FM in Gemini invites you to revisit this dreaminess of yours because in your imaginations and daydreams lies the map of your Soul. Where have you come from and where are you going, dear visionary? Understanding your place in the world helps you gain insight about your Life Purpose, so to speak. What gifts have you brought into this world to share with Humanity? What challenges have you come face to face that have shaped your unique skills and perceptions?
recollection – 6 of Cups
Your home environment, your family and society have shaped the person that you are. It is important to understand your ‘roots’, kinda, so you know your strengths and weaknesses when standing in the midst of society. The rich kid from the upper echelons of society will possess skills and knowledge the poor kid from the hood wasn’t fed with. But likewise, the poor kid from the hood will possess perspectives and street smarts that are very unique in comparison to the shielded experiences of most privileged kids. Something like that.
One is not necessarily superior to the other. It’s mostly about understanding where you’ve come from and where these experiences, skills and perspectives could get you. Know your own uniqueness and use that to serve Humanity as you use that to take care of yourself and those you care about. A true sense of success can only come from being useful to other people, for the most part…unless you’re a psychopath XD
respite – King of Pentacles
You have so many natural talents that could make you money, that much I’d like to reaffirm. But more importantly than money, it’s that you have such a strong penchant for true leadership. If you work with your Throat chakra, you could become a very appealing public speaker. You could convince people to join your causes. But to become a true leader of the new world, you must possess good morality, so don’t forget to take care of your Solar Plexus and Heart chakras, so you don’t fall into the trapping of manipulation through speech.
Honestly, I think you are such a good person in spite of all the mental/psychological hardships you’ve had to grow up with. Calm your nerves down and enjoy slow moments with, idk, camomile tea or lavender bath, every now and then? Relaxation practices like breathing meditation, or even just fixing your sleeping pattern/schedule, could help you get in touch with your inner child again and I feel that this is something that will be important for you throughout this winter☃️Everything about your Life will become a lot clearer by spring, trust that😉
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Pile 3 – Let the Past Die and Live on For Your Soul Tribes
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Honey, it’s time for you to rejoice. You’ve been through so much disappointment, so much heartbreak, and people have betrayed and abandoned you, and you’ve come through nevertheless. Surely that deserves some kind of karmic reward? Your Spirit Guides, your Soul Family, are applauding you for all you’ve been through. I think you’ve worked hard on yourself. Releasing yourself from past pains, distancing yourself—to the best of your ability—from toxic people and environments, and you’re about ready to serve your Dharmic Purpose.
I know many of you reading this will resonate with having worked on transmuting a lot of generational karma, but plenty of you tapping into this reading have even worked on transmuting geological karma and curses. The geographical location you were born into or the race you were born into, collectively speaking these kinds of things also carry generational curses based on terrible things that have happened on that location. I’d like you to know that you’ve done so much just by existing! You are the magic, the miracle that you’ve been hoping to see in the world🐣
recollection – Page of Pentacles
You’re an individual of many talents, but I’m sure there’s like 2 or 3 things you’re INSANELY good at. Do you know what they are? If you focus all of your aenergy on just these few main talents, you will literally shift your whole Reality to a much higher bandwidth! Try it. By focusing on just these few main pursuits, I sense you will be attracting your Soul Tribes at a much faster rate. I’m seeing these pulsating energetic vortexes that represent you and your Soul Tribes currently incarnate on Earth. These vortexes are spinning and expanding so rapidly that you and your Soul Tribes are magnetising each other into your morphogenetic fields—essentially, your Realities.
You and your Soul Tribes literally have unique missions on Earth and when you meet and collab, everything is going to make sense for you. These seemingly different groups of people are doing things (or exist in industries) that are similar to your own interests and visions for the world. I sense you may have felt a calling to be part of a certain industry and you’ve been studying and preparing yourself for that. ATTENTION! THIS. IS. NOT. RANDOM. You are being manifested by that industry if anything LMAO You have a place there so keep going!🌾
respite – 2 of Cups Rx
With all of that said, let this reading be your confirmation that you can make the choice to die to everyone and everything that doesn’t align with this vision in your mind that you know comes from your Soul. Be a ghost. Hustle in quiet. Don’t spill the beans until they are ready for planting. And when you plant, plant with your Soul Family and not those who are only pretending to be there for you so they can take advantage of you later!
Connections with your real Soul Tribes are going to feel effortlessly uplifting on top of being respectful of boundaries. Interactions and exchanges with your real Soul Tribes are never going to make you feel icky. Trust your gut instinct when you feel that someone you’ve come to trust is probably manipulating you with kind or sweet words imbued with some dishonourable intent. You’re probably right but let’s not take chances; you’ve had enough, so keep your brains about you, too. Best to use this time to build—or rebuild—your world of everything that makes Life worth living🎂
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bound to you, (part 6)
diluc x fem!reader
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author's note: thank you so much for your patience! i've been so busy sos. i have an idea for another small blurb for this story where a certain yashiro commissioner pays the winery a visit... but this is the official last part for now! i hope u enjoy. <3
CW: established relationship, fem!reader, oral (fem receiving), face sitting, mildly possesive diluc, overstimulation, choking, dacryphilia, marking kink, diluc calls reader 'angel' literally every other word bc he's a sap, diluc calls reader 'good girl' bc i couldn't help myself, reader is a serious crybaby but we still love her
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Your husband practically ripped your dress off of you, the fabric singed where he held it. You yelped in response, his fiery eyes piercing into your own. He chuckled, throwing the dress across the small room.
“I’ll replace that, angel.” Diluc grabbed a fist full of your hair and forced you to bare your neck to him once again, continuing to bite and mark the skin there with no regard to how visible they were. “You’re mine.” his breathing was rapid and shallow, and you wrapped your arms around his neck.
“Prove it.” you panted, forcing your husband ever closer with your tight grip. He moved suddenly, flipping over so you straddled his hips. Grabbing your hair again he forced you to bend down so he could speak directly into your ear. 
“Sit on my face. Now.” He immediately let go of your hair and began to lift your hips, helping you settle with your thighs on either side of his head. Brushing his hands over your legs and ass, he wrapped his arms around your hips. His touch felt like it was setting you on fire and you were becoming impatient. “Use me, y/n. I want to taste you on my tongue this time.” Diluc immediately forced you downwards and shoved his tongue into your pussy, causing you to yelp from the sudden pleasure. Your hands flew to his hair and you began to ride his face with abandon while your husband devoured you. He moaned and writhed beneath you, clearly getting off on your pleasure. You could faintly feel the coil at your core begin to tighten and your hips moved even more frantically.
“Diluc, please-” you whined, “Fingers, I want your fingers, hah-” Diluc didn’t even let you finish speaking before he shoved two fingers into your sopping wet cunt. You wailed from the pleasure the sudden intrusion brought, and you leaned back to grip your husband’s hips to keep you steady. He moved his lips to your clit, sucking and flicking the engorged organ as you rode his fingers. You were lost in the pleasure your husband gave you, ignoring the ache building in your thighs. Your orgasm was tantalizingly close but you weren’t ready for this to end yet. You suddenly rose off of Diluc’s fingers and face, breathing heavily. His head shot up, checking to see if you were alright.
“I’m so close but I don’t want this to end-” you whined. Tears were forming in your eyes once again as you wiggled your hips, inviting your husband to continue his relentless attacks. He smiled and gently slid his fingers into your pussy, bringing you back down to his face.
“We’ve only just begun, my love.” he quickly took your swollen clit back into his mouth and began to flick his tongue in such a way that made the tears in your eyes spill over instantly. He curled his fingers roughly into the spongy spot inside of you, adding a third to thoroughly prep you for his cock. You sobbed at the delicious stretch, knowing the coil in your core was about to snap.
“I’m coming, oh GODS Diluc!” you cried out frantically, squirting all over his face. He held you in place tightly as you squirmed above him, keeping you still enough so he could continue giving his attention to your worn out clit. As your movements slowed, his grip softened. You fell forward onto your hands, tears streaming down your face. Your husband was quickly behind you, pulling you backwards onto his lap.
“You’re such a good girl for me.” he wrapped his arms around your waist and you turned to look at him. His hair was a wreck after being pulled at for so long, and his eyes had softened slightly. He leaned down to bring his lips to yours, and his face was covered with your essence. You could feel the coil tightening deep within you again, forcing a needy moan out of your mouth.
“Need you, Diluc, I need you-” your whines trailed off as your breathing began to quicken once again. 
“I’m here angel, I’ll always be here.” he peppered the back of your neck and shoulders with light kisses. “Get on your hands and knees for me, that’s my good girl.” Your legs were still trembling from your previous orgasm but your excitement held you up as your husband began to line his cock up with your entrance. He slowly slid into you, inch by inch, stretching you in a way you’d never experienced before. You held your breath, trying not to cry out as Diluc fully sheathed his cock inside of you. “Sweet angel,” he cooed, sliding his hands up along your spine, “You take me so well, like you were made for me.” he gently pushed your shoulders, guiding your head to the pillows below. Your back was arched as far as it could go and Diluc’s cock filled you to the brim, making you whine from the pleasure.
“Gods, you feel so good.” you breathed, starting to push back onto your husband’s length to let him know you’d adjusted to his size. He gently pulled back, rubbing circles into your hips. Then suddenly he snapped his hips roughly into you, and set a deliciously rough pace. Your eyes rolled back as the head of his cock kissed your cervix, and your hand flew down to your already overstimulated clit. Tears streamed down your face as you cried out for Diluc to fuck you faster and harder. He grabbed your neck and yanked you backwards, holding you to his chest as he fucked you senseless. 
“I know you like it like this, on your knees for your husband.” he groaned in your ear, wrapping his fingers around your throat while he fucked you. “I saw you the other day touching yourself while you cried out for me.” you gasped in response, remembering your confusion when you realized your door was open. “I should’ve taken you then and there.”
“Spying on your little wife, were you?” you spat out between cries, throwing your head back onto his shoulder. “I’d expect nothing less from you, Master Diluc.” he growled in your ear in response to you using his formal title. His grip tightened on the sides of your throat, and you quickly got lightheaded. His other hand snaked around to your clit, and you could feel yourself coming undone. “Close-” you rasped, and he quickened his pace. You came with a scream, chanting your husband’s name over and over again. He coaxed you down from your high and gently laid you back down on the bed. He leaned over you, brushing your hair from your face.
“Give me one more angel. You can give me just one more.” catching your breath, you rolled over onto your back so you could see your husband’s face. You reached out to him and he settled lightly between your legs, and he buried his face in the crook of your neck. You began to softly run your fingers through his long hair and he shuddered, wrapping his arms underneath you to pull you closer to him. “I’ll be gentle this time.” he slowly sank his cock into your worn out pussy again, both of you moaning from the pure bliss the feeling caused. Diluc rocked his hips slowly, feeling his own release building as he fucked you. 
“Tell me how to love you.” you managed to choke out. “I want to know- I want to know everything!” you were practically sobbing, partly from the endless pleasure your husband was giving you and partly from the residual anger leftover from him abandoning you yet again. “Please don’t run away from me again, I don’t think I can take it anymore.” tears continued to stream down your face and Diluc leaned down to kiss the corners of your eyes. 
“I won’t, my angel. Not again.” he slowed his hips, stopping himself. “Look at me.” you opened your eyes and reached up to cup your husband’s face. “Just be patient with me, please. It is all I ask of you. I’ll go to the end of Teyvat and back if it brings you happiness.” he began to rock his hips into you again, “I’ll give you everything you’ve ever dreamed of.” his sudden softness sent a shock to the tight coil in your core once again, making you gasp. He quickened his pace, chasing his own high. “Are you close, angel? Because I, hah-” Diluc’s voice caught in his throat. You suddenly tumbled over the edge, clenching around your husband so tightly that you brought him with you and he emptied himself inside of you.  “FUCK y/n, oh fuck angel-” he fucked you both through your orgasms, his hips stuttering from the pleasure. 
“So good, Diluc, that was so good-” your voice trailed off, completely worn out from the multiple orgasms he had pulled from you. He slumped on top of you gasping for breath, and you wrapped your arms around him to hold him close. Tears fell down your cheeks as shockwaves continued throughout your body from the three orgasms your husband ripped from you. Diluc looked up and gently smiled, reaching up to wipe the tears from your eyes. “I’m okay I- I just feel so good…” you whispered.
“I only ever want to see tears of pleasure in your eyes,” he sighed, “and I want to be the only one that causes them.” Diluc stretched up and kissed you softly. He could get used to this. “I think we may need to get back to the manor- I’ve burnt through your dress and I don’t suppose you brought a spare?” You couldn’t help but burst out laughing after seeing the sheepish look on your husband’s face.
“I didn’t think that far ahead, I’m afraid.” you chuckled and cupped his cheek. He eagerly leaned into your touch and a satisfying warmth bloomed in your chest. “Let’s go home, Diluc.”
“Addy!” you practically wailed as you threw your arms around the head maid. She held you tightly, and you started to cry on her shoulder. “Adelinde I was rotten to you, I’m so sorry.” You and Diluc found her waiting at the entrance of the manor, obviously lacking sleep. You could feel her trembling under you.
“Y/n, my dear, I’m so glad you’re okay.” she sighed with relief. She took your shoulders and looked at you, a stern look replacing the worried one from earlier. “But if you ever do that again, it won’t be your husband that you’ll need to worry about.” she huffed and turned her attention to Diluc. “And you. If you leave her alone again without warning, you know what I’ll do. I raised you better than this.” your husband went pale and shook his head to signal that he understood the message. Adelinde brushed off her nightdress and straightened up. “Good. Now, if you’re both done being spoiled children, breakfast should be on in an hour. Go clean up.” She stalked off, leaving you and Diluc feeling like scolded children. Once she was out of sight, you burst out laughing.
“I’ve never seen you look so scared!” you gripped your sides, worried they might burst. Your husband couldn’t help but laugh with you. 
“You’re one to talk, angel. Plus you have no idea how terrifying Addy can be.” Your laughter sounded like bells chiming, echoing through the quiet halls of the manor. The crinkles around Diluc’s eyes appeared as he smiled and relished the sound. You caught your breath and looked at him, his eyes softer than you’d ever seen them. 
“If you continue to look at me like that I might be inspired to paint your expression.” you teased. “Though I wouldn’t be upset having you as my muse.” your husband chuckled and wrapped you in his arms, nuzzling his nose to yours. 
“I’ll do anything to keep that smile on your face, angel.” the warmth from earlier settled in your chest again as you held Diluc close. 
“Oh? So if I asked you to pose nude with grapes all over y-” he silenced you with a kiss. Surely he’d let you, though. 
“We’ll talk about the details another day. Let’s get dressed. I have visitors coming later this week- after that, I promise to be a dutiful muse.” you giggled, making Diluc sigh. “What have I gotten myself into?” he couldn’t help but continue to smile as you pulled him through the halls. 
“A lifetime of mischief, Master Diluc. What else?” you turned and smiled at him playfully.
“I could get used to that, angel. I could definitely get used to that.”
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Super Chase
TW: miscommunication, murder, blood, dagger, death. Mood: Light, humorous
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Civilian stood motionless and scared in the dark alleyway. Their breath came out in short, rapid bursts, they struggled to hear their surroundings over their own beating heart. Their eyes darted around the scene in front of them, as their own mind refusering to accept what just happened. “You… You murdered Hero!!!” Civilian yelled before they could stop themself and cover their own mouth, even though it was already too late.
Immediately Villain wiped around startled at the sound of someone else in the alley. Their black mask and hood hid most of their face, while they still held the bloodied knife in their hand as they stood over the lifeless body.
Villain took a silent step towards them, before Cicilian’s scenes kicked in and they bolted in the other direction screaming. As they ran, Civilian heard the villain yelling at them. “Wait, it’s not what it looks like!” 
But Civilian did not believe that for a second and kept running as the villain took off after them.
Superhero lunged forward to attack, only to hit the wall shattering it into pieces as Supervillain effortlessly dodged them. 
“Are you done with that little dance of yours yet?” Supervillain mocked them as Superhero got back up. “you know you're too slow to hit me!”
“I’m only done when you're behind bars, and the ruby is returned to its rightful owner!” Superhero snapped back.
“Oh come on…” Supervillain said mockingly as they again dodged Superhero’s attack. “It's so pretty, can’t you just let me keep it?” they asked innocently before holding the gem in front of them letting it glow like fire in their hand.
Superhero was just about to say something when they were startled as Civilian bolted around the corner, before they crashed into Supervillain's arm sending the gem flying into the air. 
“What tha-” was all Superhero could get out as the Civilian stubbled forward before catching themself, only to look at the super’s they were now next to in terror. 
‘Oh, god, they are both looking mad at me!’ they thought and ran off not even realizing that the ruby had landed in the hood of their jacket.
 Before the two supers could even react to what happend, Villain came around the corner and ran past them both. “Coming through!” they yelled, showing Supervillain to the side.
“Villain!” Superhero yelled before they gave chase after them. 
“The Ruby!” Supervillain yelled and followed.
As Civilian ran they glanced behind them seeing that now both Villain and the Super were running after them. “Why did this have to happen to me? I just wanted to go out for dinner!” They yelled out to the universe, who seemed to then give them the answer of crashing into Right Hand who fell down into a muddy puddle. 
“OI!” Right hand snapped at them.
“SORRY!” Civilian screamed as they kept running. 
“Right hand!” Supervillain bellowed “catch that civilian!”
Right hand did not have to be asked twice as they set off with the ever growing group “On it! Sir.”  
“There is only one way to settle this!” Villain sidekick said as they and Hero Sidekick kept circling each other in the small street. There was a small crowd that stood nearby looking at them intensely. 
“You know that you don’t want to go there” Hero sidekick smirked “I’ll win this time, just like last time.”
“We’ll see about that!” Villain grinned as the two of them readied themself.
“3, 2, 1, Let It Rip!” they both said together as they unleashed their beyblades. The crowd cheered them on. But the two of them were to foucued on the battle to let the crowd distract them, and to foucued to hear the oncoming chase.
“Passing though!” Civilian yelled as they bolted in the middle of everything, barely missing the spinning blades. 
“Watch it!” Villain sidekick yelled, only to stop when Villain and Right hand passed them knocking out both beyblades at the same time. “NO!” they yelled defeatedly as they fell down on their knees.
“This is outrageous!” Hero Sidekick was now the one that yelled, only for them to also stop when Superhero and Supervillain came in behind the others and vanished down the alleyway.
“Um… do we follow?” Villain sidekick asked.
“Come on!” Hero sidekick yelled as they ran off. 
And the crowd also followed.
“Tonight was fun” Henchman said blushing, as they held Other hero’s hand. “I hope we can go out again some other day” They had wanted this for so long, it felt strange that this was real. Part of Henchman still waited for the moment they would wake up.
Other hero smiled gently as they leaned into Henchman “Well, maybe? If that boss of your’s won't get in the way.” they let their head gently rest on Henchman's shoulder.
“I don’t think Villain would mind,” Henchman chuckled as they brought Other Hero closer staring into their beautiful brown eyes. 
“Oh why is that?” Other Hero asked teasingly.  
“Well, because…  WATCH OUT!” Henchman suddenly yelled as he grabbed Other Hero and held them close just as Civilian whipped past only to be quickly followed by everyone else. 
Before the two could fully figure out what happend, Villain sidekicks yelled a “Hi Henchman!”  as they whipped past. Henchman immediately felt the blush growing.
“Hope your date is going well, Other Hero!” Hero sidekick yelled as they caught up and ran past the now embarrassed couple.
As the group got further away the two of them looked at each other before agreeing that they needed to follow, just in case it went wrong.
At this point Civilian was panting heavily, their vision had started to get blurred, but they still kept the pace. 
Of all things to think about, they thought back to high school and how much they hated that their father forced them to do cross country running. But now it seems that their endurance might finally pay off.  ‘If I survive this, then I’ll tell dad that I’m eternally thankful!’
But just after they thought that, they could feel that they were losing speed, and the sound of the ensuing group grew close and closer.
Civilian did not want to know what would happen when they caught up to them, so they narrowed their eyes as they bolted with all their remaining might. They were going to out run them or die trying!
And for a moment they were doing it, each turn the sound of the group got smaller and smaller. For a split second Civilian thought they might actually lose them. 
Then there was a sudden sound in front of them as someone dropped down in front of them, before they yelled “STOP!” Civilian did not react in time as they crashed head first into said person and fell down. 
The last thing Civilian saw as they lost consciousness was Hero’s concerned face.
“They are waking up!” Hero sidekick yelled, as they removed the ice brick they had made to cool Civilian head down. 
It felt like the whole world was spinning as a group of blurry figures slowly came into view.
“Lay still,” Supervillain said calmly, holding his hand on Civilain’s head to heal it. “I think you might have gotten a concussion”
“How long was I out?” Civilian said in a weak voice.
“Just two minutes,” Hero sidekick answered. “So everything is still chaotic… unfortunately”
Then like a light switch went on, everything that had happened came back to them. “HERO!” Civilian suddenly yelled.
“Yes?” Hero just after they sent the group of civilians away.
“You're alive?” Civilian yelled as they sat up only for Hero sidekick and Supervillain having to catch them as they almost fell back. “I thought Villain killed you!” 
“So that's why you were running from Villain?” Hero asked them. Looking at Villain who looked visibly stressed.
“Yes! I saw you! I saw them!” Civilian continued almost in tears. “They had a knife and blood and everything!”
“Is that why you were chasing them?” Hero snapped suddenly as they turned to Villain. 
“I just tried to stop them from running, so I could tell them that there was a misunderstanding!” Villain said defensively though they were not meeting anyones eyes. 
“Villain! What did you do?” Everyone, except Civilian groaned. While Civilian looked confused.
“I killed the robot that Scientist made after it began to run rampant! I’m sorry for helping! It was dark. The robot was made to look like Hero. I totally understand where Civilian took the conclusion that I had murdered you.” villain said clearly flustered.
“What I want to know is why everyone else joined in?” Villain added pointing to the rest of the group. “I mean come on! Hero Sidekick and Villain sidekick dragged a whole crowd with them!”
“We just came along because you ruined me and Hero sidekick’s weekly beyblade match!” Villain sidekick said grumpily “and!” they added “you bent my favorite beyblade when you stepped on it! Look!” They said as they held out the broken beyblade close to Villain’s face for proof.
“Sorry, about that… I’ll buy you a new one” Villain said. 
Civilian could hear villain sidekick mumble something close to ‘you better’ as they sat back down.
“And how about you two?” Hero said smugly as they looked at Other Hero and Henchman who upon everyone turning their head towards them immediately moved further away from each other, “why did you two chase after everyone?”
“Well…” Henchman said “just wanted to help in case things went south” to which the Other Hero nodded. “About you Right hand?”
“I was ordered to by my boss” Right hand said crossing their hand. 
“Wait a minute… supervillain?” Superhero yelled suddenly as they remembered the fight had been in the middle of. “The ruby in Civilian's jacket!”
Civilian “The WHAT?” 
But it was too late, by the time they noticed Supervillain was in a mad laughter as they ran away ruby in hand. Right Hand quickly took the hint and followed suit.
“Get back here!” Superhero yelled as they bolted after them, only to be followed by not only Other Hero, Hero sidekick, and Hero, but also by Villain sidekick and Henchman who wanted to try and steal the gem for themself.
Leaving a very confused Civilian and Villain behind.
Villain made a loud sigh, as they looked down at Civilian. “Come on, I know Supervillain healed you, but just for safety sake let’s get you to a hospital”
“Is your job always like this?” Civilian asked.
To which the Villain only answered with laughter.
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Chapter 3 of Sins of Knowledge is up!
Chaptered fic (3/12?), WIP, posting every other week
Here Come the Man with a Look in His Eye
Rated Explicit
CW/TW and tags: sex pollen/dubcon, ethical concerns, coercion, blackmail, human AU, university AU, more tags and notes at AO3
Biggest thanks to the usual suspects, @cheeseplants and @gaiaseyes451 for the stellar and thoughtful beta! You two are fantastic ❤️ also thanks to the @goodomensafterdark writers for being all around super supports and the best goblins anywhere ❤️‍🔥
Chapter Summary:
When last we left them, Crowley and Aziraphale had been discovered in flagrante-ish, or least in somno (...after flagrante) by Shax and Hastur. (At least they had their pants on? Mostly?) They meet the man behind the lab. Extortion ensues. Aziraphale attends Crowley’s class and does science badly, Crowley experiences some odd perceptions, and the next formula is ready to be tested. Also we may have gone from the rapid-fire burn of last chapter to a bunch of cool coals. Oh, dear.
See AO3 for full work summary and tags!
Excerpt:
Something was welling up in Crowley like a giant balloon. Was it hope? Relief? It was heady and huge. He remembered the word angel burning in his mouth, and the glow of Aziraphale’s forehead. Could it be that once in his life Crowley had actually judged someone accurately? And that someone had also judged him and found him to be something other than treacherous? “I did bring you over to Ashbury in the first place,” he reminded Aziraphale.
A tiny smile flickered over Aziraphale’s face. “Are you trying to convince me of your guilt?”
“No. I just – no.”
“Fine. Good. I’m still going to audit your course. You can still audit mine as well, if you like. Not sure what to do with this independent study nonsense, though.” 
“I could help. I’ve set up loads for Bea, they have me work with masters’ students on it.”
“No, I’ll speak to Ana.” Aziraphale looked as though he were steeling himself, and then in a rush, he said: “I just want to be clear. I don’t want to do that again.”
And just like that, wheeeeee the balloon punctured. “Okay,” said Crowley. “That, meaning…”
“What we’ve been captured doing on live and uncensored late night camera. I mean. I’m not sure what will happen next with this absolute madman playing God and apparently no consequences, but I don’t want – “ Aziraphale sighed. “That wasn’t me. I don’t do that.”
“What,” Crowley said unkindly, “sleep with blokes? A little late in life for panic, eh? Maybe I’m the one who should be asking about STIs, you know studies have shown closeted gays are just as promiscuous if not more so — ”
“Oh fuck off, you know what I mean,” Aziraphale snapped. “I’m not in the closet. I meant I don’t sleep with people like that, like you.” 
Oooh, this just got better and better. Crowley couldn’t help smiling a bit even as his chest constricted. “Like me. What, sexy?”
Aziraphale put a hand to his temple. “Bloody hell. Yes, I despise giving head to sexy men.”
His lips still looked soft, as soft and warm and wet as they’d felt when he’d kissed Crowley’s belly, bent down and closed them over the head of Crowley’s cock. Crowley gulped. What had he been about to say? Something smart. Quick, say something smart. “Big apologies. I am what I am.”
“I forgive you,” Aziraphale said, with so much sarcasm that it practically deluged the quad. 
“Ahhhh. You’re one of those pining-for-ages types, then. In love from afar and all that.” Crowley couldn’t stop, his mouth had taken something smart and launched into the void. “Distance makes the cock grow harder. Wanking every night, wishing and hoping.”
Aziraphale flushed deeper at each word. Crowley stuck his knuckles between his teeth to shut himself up. He wanted to curl into Aziraphale, press his mouth against the heady warmth of that blood rising beneath the skin. He settled for scooting around on the bench, stretching his legs.
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Pierced my heart part 3
The sooner the better. You watched as your elder finished setting his traps along the border line. Everything needed to be ready before the energetic demon returns.
Elder crow stood up examining his work. It was just before midnight. He turns to you. And while you can't see his face due to his mask you know he is scowling.
You bow your head as he disappeared into the trees. The Hum-in-oda tribe had been avoiding demons since the beginning. It was how the clan stayed safe. The clan had to be thought of as a whole and no individual could be favored over another. Especially if one was to be labeled as a hazard to the tribes safety.
You were a hazard now. A demons interest was not a good thing to have. You sat and waited. It was the only thing you could do at this point. The moon hanging high over head.
You heard heard the tell tail signs of wings. Your only clue that he had arrived. You sat patiently. You knew he spotted you because his steps got careless instead of stealthy. You drew out a knife and threw it.
The blade cut through the air and embedded itself into the ground in front of him before he could take another step. He's smiling again. You could have stabbed his foot and he was smiling.
Demons were strange... especially this one. "That's as far as your getting." You try to keep your voice flat and your heartbeat calm. He dropped his bag. His green eyes never left yours.
♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧
They were here! They were waiting for him! He thought he had been super early by arriving at midnight on the dot but nope!
Ah! Maybe they were waiting the entire time for him to come back. His heart raced. He wanted to hold them! But they threw a blade at him before he could get further. He pouted.
"But I missed you!" He whines. They look so pretty standing there in the moonlight. He knew they would be even prettier without the mask.
"Is it because I took to long getting back. I'm sorry next time I'll come back right away!" He says egarly. "Go back to your clan and stay there!" They hissed. "No way!" He shakes his head.
He couldn't leave! He didn't even know their name yet! "I have so many questions!" He tries to advance further but they throw another knife. This time it lands in a trap that would have most likely taken his leg. THEY DID CARE♡!
"What's your name? Do you like flowers? Which do you like better fish or meat?" He shoots rapid-fire questions at them. "Why do you want to know that?!?" They snapped at him.
"Well I think I should get to know my future spouse!" He says happily. He's met with silence. He looks at them. He can't tell what their thinking with the mask on.
♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧♧ Your brain was broken. That had to be the most logical explanation. You misheard. Definitely misheard.
"What did you just say?" You asks in a tight voice. "Ah I said I should get to know my future spouse!" He said it again. 'AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH' you threw your hands up into the air. Spirits give you strength.
"Who said I was marrying you!" You pointed an accusing finger at him. Embarrassment flooding your body. "I did just now!" He has the nerve to be cheerful about this!!!??!!
"I didn't agree to this!!!" You snapped enraged. "You haven't disagreed either!" You froze. Blinking and thinking back you realized you technically hadn't rejected him.
"To late can't change it now! We're getting married!" You sputtered and gasped at the conviction he held in his eyes. This wasn't fair! Not at all!
"Don't worry, I'm gonna court you properly. So by the time we get married, you'll be head over heels for me too!" He declares. You just stare at him. You should have just killed him when you had the chance.
He's gonna haunt the border forever at this rate. You could practically hear Elder Oak laughing about this when Elder Crow would report back.
Maybe it wasn't too late to drown in the river? You were dealing with an internal crisis. You were gonna die anyway, and you might as well put yourself out of your own misery.
"So what's your name?" You looked into the demons' bright green eyes. They glowed in the moonlight. It was beautiful... just a name couldn't hurt... right?
"They... they call me... Y/N." Of course. That would be the moment. That is the exact moment you are pierced through the heart by an invisible arrow.
Cause in that moment... there in the moonlight. He gave you a smile so bright it oushined the heavens. All from knowing your name.
"Y/N...? I like it! It's beautiful!" He cheered. You blushed behind your mask. He was just... just so...? Enchanting. How could a demon like him possibly be bad?
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Down South pt 3
Stacie:
Stacie peeked around the back corner of their house and took note of where the remaining shooters were located. There weren’t that many but a few had taken cover behind still living tumbleweeds that ringed their courtyard. Without a good line of sight Aubrey would be hard pressed to pick them off. In the end each side would resort to potshots at the other until someone ran out of ammo or they lit the house and barn. 
Well that sure as hell wasn’t going to happen on her watch. They had spent good long hours together, sweating and bleeding to build a home from nothing but dirt and clay. It was the proudest work she’d ever done and the most peace she had ever felt and she wasn’t willing to let anyone ruin it for her. For any of them. Stacie gave a soft bird whistle and smiled when a volley of shots rang out from the second floor. Just enough fire to give her cover as she scooted the exposed span from the house to the barn. 
She ducked inside and closed the door behind her. Shouts from the bushes let her know they’d seen her and they were planning to flush her out. Stacie chuckled and rolled her eyes at the predictability. 
“Men. Always in a rush to get ‘er done.” 
The tall brunette ducked down behind a squat platform on wheels and pushed it forward to center it to the door. She stepped up behind it and yanked away the heavy canvas tarp covering her newest baby. Stacie’s fingers traced over the calligraphy lovingly etched on the side of one of the six barrels of her gatling gun. 
Southern Hospitality. 
 Each piece was crafted by her own two hands with the help of the local blacksmith. It had taken her weeks just to figure out how to get the lock cylinder to work and truthfully she’d hadn’t had the chance to try her out. There was a very real possibility that it would blow up in her face from misfires when she turned the crank. And it was still the sexiest damn hardware she’d ever laid eyes on, making her hands itch with anticipation.
“Hello gorgeous.”
Rough voices barked out orders in short staccato bursts. It didn’t worry her none. Stacie whistled a tuneless melody as she lifted the hopper full of rounds and clicked it into place. The activity on the other side of the door became frenzied when the men had finally made their way past the barrage of bullets from the house. 
“We know you’re in there, woman. Come without a fight and make this easy. Don’t make us have to hurt you.” 
If she had a peso for every time she’d heard that. Stacie snagged a long stalk of hay from the abandoned pile and stuck it between her smiling lips. Well, they’d learn just like the others, she never went down without a fight. 
“Well boys, if ya want me you’re gonna hafta just come and get me.” 
The doors to the barn rattled ominously, a threat of what would come if they had to come in and get her. They would come in with guns drawn and ready, that was for sure. They might underestimate who exactly they were dealing with but not enough to be that careless and stupid. Stacie didn’t intend to give them a chance to shoot. The moment she saw the doors buckle and start to bow out she started to crank her girl up. 
Her lips tugged back wider as her grin turned to a grimace from the loud crack of rapid fire shots blasting through the doors of the barn. Acrid smoke from the gunpowder stung her nostrils, the heat of combustion left her face feeling warm and raw like she’d been too close to a blacksmith’s forge. 
Stacie kept cranking until the hopper was empty and the only sounds left were the echoing clacks of spinning barrels rotating through the locking gear. What was left of the lower half of one of the doors creaked in the breeze and promptly fell to the dirt. From where she stood she counted four sets of legs on the ground and none of them were moving. 
Careful steps brought her around Southern Hospitality toward the doors. The woman cautiously pushed the door open and peeked out at the damage. They’d need to replace the doors before the cattle arrived, maybe a plank or two out of the front wall but the building stood strong. Stacie gave a testing kick to the foot of one of the men and nodded with satisfaction. Movement by the porch caught her eye and she drew her pistol without thought and fired.
He dropped to the ground with a groan and a curse. Gut shot. No bullet wound was a good one but a gut shot was the worst. The man raises his gun and fired back wildly, making her have to duck back into the barn for cover. Now she was pinned until he either bled out or one of the girls came downstairs to deal with him. She was guessing the latter would be happening very quickly.
It wasn’t long before she heard the soft fluttering chirp of their all clear call. Whatever end that man had met it ended silently and likely by one of Beca’s blades. Stacie pushed the door open wider and scanned the area. Nothing moved save for Beca wiping a knife on the shirt of the man on the porch. They shared a solemn nod as she closed the distance to the house. 
“We get all of them?”
“Aubrey says yes.”
“Good enough. Who the hell are they?”
Beca knelt by the man and searched his vest pockets. She sighed and ripped off the badge pinned to his shirt to hold it up. Pinkerton National Detective Agency. Well shit. Stacie holstered her gun and kicked at the man’s leg just out of spite. They looked at each other over the Pinkerton’s body, each refusing to say the smartest course of action. 
They could run. They should run. 
But she just couldn’t bring herself to do it. Stacie couldn’t even bring herself to voice the idea that felt like admitting so much defeat. They broke eye contact when the front door swung open and Chloe and Aubrey shuffled out. Beca silently held out the badge to Chloe and stood back. The redhead shuddered and dropped the badge on the ground as if it burned. 
Aubrey wrapped an arm around Chloe’s shoulders and nodded to the men laying scattered around their property with her chin. Her nose wrinkled daintily as she considered all their options. Stacie hoped the blonde wasn’t about to suggest a Christian burial for any of them. She was far past being done with breaking her back for a man. Any man.
“They’ll come looking when this lot doesn’t come back to the pueblo. If they come here they will burn it to the ground if we’re inside or not.”
Chloe shook off the memory that had prompted her statement and hooked her thumbs in her suspenders. If they ran now it wouldn’t matter, everything would still be destroyed. They’d lose everything but their lives and even that wasn’t guaranteed. Stacie tossed her long locks over her shoulder and looked up at the position of the sun. It would be dark soon enough and that would provide them a measure of cover. 
“I don’t know about y’all but I’m all out of run. This is our home now, we built this, and I’ll be damned if I like some shiny metal scare me off our land.”
Aubrey gave her a long measuring look before nodding her agreement. Her soft voice carried the weight of all their thoughts. 
“For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven. A time to be born…”
“And a time to die.” 
They finished the verse solemnly. Stacie imagined those Pinkertons would agree. Right up until they realized they would be the ones doing the dying. Aubrey mumbled a soft prayer for them all and placed her hat on her head with firm conviction. 
And so their time for peace was at an end, as they were certain to ride into a time of war. Stacie watched the light that had grown in Aubrey’s eyes dim with cold resignation. For now. For now they’d give up their peace. But Stacie would spend every minute until her last bringing that light back if she had to blow up every single Pinkerton that crossed the border.
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The Separation
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The Seer, Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4
Chapter 5: Sanji
“Fucking shit!”
Sanji staggers to his feet, trying to control his trembling legs. “Shit. Fuck. Fucking shit!”
The adrenaline is still coursing through his system, feeling like fire in his veins. He’d flown for…well, he’s not sure how long, but it had hit him hard again when he’d landed, like he’d been frozen in place and restarted once he met the ground again.
He turns in place, trying to take in his surroundings. He’s in some kind of forest: the trees and plants are all grouped together in close quarters, poking at his back, his knees, his face. He keeps flinching as he moves, the plants brushing against his skin feeling like hidden fingertips, ready to attack him as his back turns.
He stops, squinting out among the trees and trying to find a way out. The sun is out, but the plants are packed so close together in this forest that he’s covered by darkness. Everything seems to converge on him, looming up and out, covering him in shadow, staring down at him with eyes that resemble…
Sanji threads his fingers through his hair, closes his eyes, and shakes his head viciously. “What are you doing?” He hisses to himself, “You’ve been separated from everyone and you don’t know if they’re okay, and you lose it over a forest? Pull yourself together!”
He tugs on his hair, trying to make the pain and the pressure ground him a little, shake feeling back into his bones. Okay. First thing’s first. He needs to get out of here. But how?
He opens his eyes, slowly letting his arms fall back down to his sides. Forests are dangerous: you could be wandering in one for years, right up next to the edge and never know it. If he’s going to pick a direction and move, he needs to be sure he’ll hit the shore. Once he’s there…maybe he’ll hunker down somewhere, then figure out his next move.
Sanji glances around again. Now that he has…some sort of a vague plan, it feels lighter, somehow. The trees don’t loom as large, and he can breathe a little again.
Well. He’s alive, at least, and not badly harmed. He can work with that.
He looks up at the trees, and their vastness, and thinks a little. Maybe if he can get to the top somehow, and look around…maybe he can find out which direction the shore is and head that way.
Plan decided, Sanji makes his way to the closest tree, the lays a hand on the bark, testing its texture. It’s not slippery, not shiny, and seems like it wouldn’t be too difficult to climb.
A memory flashes in his mind. Robin-Chan, laying her hands on the bark of a tree in Skypeia, giving him the vaguest hint of a grin. I can see where we are from the top, She had said, crossing her arms. Just give me a moment.
The memory fills him with warmth. She had still been so new to them then. So quiet and reserved and baffled by them all, slowly coming out of her shell to bless them with true, genuine smiles, and even laughter…
The image of her hands on the tree bark and are abruptly replaced with a different set of hands, bigger ones, that grow and grow and grow, coming towards him at a more rapid pace, until—
“No!”
Sanji comes back into himself, and the pressure on his knees and palms tells him that he’s fallen to the ground. He grips at the dirt, then pushes himself back up, brushing at his shaky knees. I’m fine, he tells himself. So if I’m fine, they’re fine. They’re fine. They’re fine.
He takes a deep breath, then grabs onto a branch, pulling himself up into the tree. He climbs, carefully trying to find a grip with his dress shoes, wincing as his suit gets caught in the branches and rough bark. It’s going to get destroyed for sure…he’s going to have to try another way to put himself back together later.
Unfortunately, the top of the tree can’t handle his weight, so he slowly makes his way back down, muttering, irritated, to himself the whole way. He’s going to have to just pick a direction, at least until he finds a better tree.
Sanji orients himself in a direction and goes, keeping an eye on the trees as he walks past. The crew make their way back into his mind, as they tend to do, and he can feel the simmering worry start to boil over.
It’s possible they didn’t all get hit, right? Brook had, and Franky, and poor Chopper, and—
The image of Robin disappearing right before his eyes slams back into his memory, and it’s enough to almost make him lose his breath. She…he had a duty to protect her, and he had just…
He’d failed. He’d failed her, he’d failed the others, and he’d failed Luffy…
He purposefully draws in a deep breath. The rest of them have to be okay…they were probably on another island too, and they would all make their way back out. They’re smart, they’re capable, and they’re part of Luffy’s crew. He’ll see them again. He will.
The back of Sanji’s neck prickles. Somewhere in the distance, there’s a sharp scuttling sound, getting closer and closer and closer, until…
Sanji whirls around, leg up, a yell of “Hey!” Building in his throat. It dies before it gets out his mouth, and he freezes in place, eyes wide and a sweat instantly breaking across his forehead.
Because there, in front of him, is a giant cockroach. All legs and arms and clicking mandibles and huge.
Sanji breaths out a shaky “oh, hell no,” turns around, and books it. He’s not sticking around to deal with a cockroach, especially a giant one. No way in all the deepest hells of the sea is he dealing with this one.
He can hear the angry chittering behind him, and the falling trees and trampling plants behind him as he’s pursued. “No!” He pants out, continuing to run as fast as his legs can take him. “Go away go away go away go away—”
Another prickle at his neck, and he hears a subtle thwip in the distance. Months of time in Usopp’s company has prepared him well for the sound, and he can feel his body tense in panicked readiness.
With another call of “shit!”, Sanji throws himself to the ground, covering his head just as he feels something fly over him, breeze fluttering his hair. A shriek of…something emerges from behind him, then a thump, then another, before it all goes quiet.
Sanji leaps back to his feet and turns around, battle readiness pumping through his veins, preparing himself for the worst—
There, in front of him, is the corpse of the giant cockroach, half-stuffed into the dirt. It sends a chill up his spine and he instantly averts his gaze. He lands, instead, on another half-buried figure in all black, legs twitching.
Sanji takes a cautious half-step forward. “Hello?” He calls out, hesitant. “Oi, are you—?”
The earth seems to rumble for a second before the figure gives another large twist, and then pops back out of the dirt. Sanji stops in place, body going tense instantly.
The figure turns around, and it looks like a man, a man in full length black armor and a helmet obscuring his face. He stands still for a moment before lifting his arms then maneuvering himself into a self-assured pose.
“Hello!” The man cries, twirling the weapon in his hand. “Are you going to eat that?”
-
Sanji feels his brow twitch. The man’s energy seems…familiar. “No!” He exclaims, a shiver running up his spine. “You take that!”
The man shrugs. “Suit yourself!” He says, tugging at the cockroach’s large legs.
Sanji quickly looks away. “Oi,” He says, to the general direction of his left. “Who are you, anyway? And where are we?”
The man instantly shoots over to his line of sight. “My name,” he begins, striking another overcomplicated pose “Is Heracles! And you, my good sir, are currently in the forest of Greenstone, on the Boin Archipelago.”
Sanji sighs. “Haven’t been having the greatest luck with Archipelagos,” He mutters, suddenly feeling the great need for a cigarette. “I’m Sanji, by the way. Nice to make your acquaintance, I suppose.”
“Oh yes!” Heracles says, giving a flourishing bow. “How wonderful, how wonderful! If I may ask, how did you get here? And, in all honesty, why would you want to be here to begin with?”
Sanji digs around in his pants pocket, searching for his cigarettes. “It’s kind of a long story,” He says, not really wanting to get into it. “But in summary, I was not sent here by choice, and I need to get out as soon as possible. Oi, Heracles. Know a way out of this place?”
Heracles strikes another pose, somehow even more overstuffed than the first. “It will be treacherous!” He cries, putting a hand to his forehead. “This whole island is inhabited with creatures that will try to eat you…even the plants! Watch out, Sanji-n, or they will defeat you, and you will become food on this island.”
Sanji’s hand hits a mysterious piece of paper in his pocket. “Sure,” He says, distracted, as he fishes it out. “Don’t get eaten. I’m a cook, I think I can handle that. I’ll eat them, instead, nicely seasoned and plated.”
“A cook?” Heracles says, voice rising. “Oh my! Well, you must be extra cautious, as I’m sure the lure of food will appeal to you. You must make sure you stay away from the plants, or my name isn’t,” And here, he goes through the rigmarole of a performance again, ending with a flourish of “Heracles!”
Sanji’s eye twitches again as he folds open the paper. “So you’ve said,” He sighs icily, and peers closer at it. “And—”
He cuts himself off as he recognizes the paper, feeling his eyes widen underneath his bangs. “What the hell,” He mutters, shaking his head. “How do I have a Vivre card?”
Maybe…?
Well. He needs to find a way out of here before he figures out whatever the hell is going on here. “Okay,” He says, leveling a sharp look at Heracles. “I need to get to the shore, all right?”
“Well,” Heracles says. “About that. The island gets more treacherous the further out you go, so you should wait a moment. And I swear to you, upon my name of—”
“I get it!”
-
“Sanji-n, please reconsider—”
“No.” Sanji says shortly. The cigarette between his fingers has done wonders for his shot nerves. “I told you, I don’t give a single shit about whatever monsters are around here. I’m a bigger monster than any of them. They’ll run away from me, and then I’ll get to the shore and get out.”
“But, if you will wait a moment—”
Heracle’s words at abruptly cut off by the sound of a warbled screech, and a huge plant suddenly leaps at Sanji, petals opening wide to reveal a mouth with jagged, sharp teeth.
Sanji stubs out his cigarette, drawing back a foot and leaping forward, destroying the plant with one kick. “Goddamit,” He laments staring at his half-smoked cigarette. “I could’ve kept this on.”
“Incredible!” Heracles says, sauntering towards him. “You have the heart of a warrior indeed! However, Sanji-n, we’re approaching the Forest of Gluttony, so you may want to remain cautious.”
This makes Sanji stop in place. “The forest of what?”
“Gluttony,” Heracles confirms, then points to the distance. “Look”
Sanji looks. There, beyond the rows and rows and rows of trees is something different. Something colorful.
He breaks into a run, heart beating in double speed as he approaches closer, then stumbles out into a cook’s paradise. There are trees and crops as far as the eye can see, of every color and variety.
“See?” Heracles-n says, crossing his arms like a proud father. “Gluttony. Everything you could ever want to eat, all in one place.”
“How?” Sanji breathes out, staring at the miles and miles of food around him. “This doesn’t make sense. The crop distribution alone…”
He trails off, staring into the distance. Now that he’s closer, the river looks…not right. The color is off, and the smell…it smells like home-cooked meals and comfort.
Heracles nudges him, and he jerks away. “Go look,” He says simply. “You will not believe your eyes.”
Sanji glares at him, but moves closer anyway. The smell grows stronger, and Sanji is strongly reminded of Zeff, and of the times he’d given him lessons on comfort food.
You feed the body, He’d said, putting broth into a pot. But you also feed the soul. Food for comfort is the best thing you could offer a soul.
Sanji kneels down near the river, stares at the noodles and broth and vegetables, then collapses back into a sitting position in shock. “That’s ramen,” He says, stammering, then again. “That’s ramen.”
“Yes,” And that’s Heracles next to him, out of nowhere. “Fascinating, isn’t it?”
Fascinating? Hah. Fascinating…
Sanji leaps back up instantly. “Quickly!” He says, glancing around desperately. “Bowls! We need…anything that can hold this! Before it goes bad!”
“It won’t.”
Sanji clenches his fists. “What?”
“It won’t,” Heracles responds, shrugging. “I don’t know how it works, but it doesn’t go bad. It never smells off. All the food here is perfect, in pristine condition. Well. That’s the Grand Line for you!”
Sanji shakes his head, numb. “How? Why?”
“How, I don’t know,” Heracles says. “Why? Well. The island need to fatten up its prey before it eats them. This is how it does so.”
Sanji crushes the half-finished cigarette still in his hand. “Food?” He asks, voice hoarse. “It uses food? To kill people?”
“Well,” Heracles says. “Indirectly, I suppose. But yes. So be cautious, will you?”
Sanji stands there for a few moments, takes a few shallow breath, then turns on his heel and storms in the opposite direction.
“Sanji-n, wait!” He hears behind him, but he ignores it. Instead, he moves forward with even more renewed energy and motivation, body so tense that he’s starting to get a headache.
I have to get out of here, he thinks, then says aloud “I have to get off this fucking island!”
-
“What kind of fucking island is this?”
“Language!” Heracles protests, shaking his head. “Foul words won’t solve anything.”
“Who asked you?” Sanji growls, squinting in the distance.
“Who am I? Well, I’m—”
“That’s not what I asked!” Sanji snaps. “Anyway. Are you going to help me or not?”
Heracles is behind him, so Sanji can’t see what he’s doing. The tone of his voice sounds hesitant, though. “Sanji-n, I would of course he honored to help you, however—”
“If you’re not going to help,” Sanji snaps. “Then leave me alone. I need to get out of here, I have people who need me!”
He thinks about all that food, just lying there in the distance, luring people in until they’re ready to be eaten themselves. His jaw clenches.
“You’re going to the shore?”
Sanji glances back. “Yeah,” He says gruffly. “Like I said. I’m going to leave. So I need to sail out. Is it this way, or not?”
“Yes,” Heracles says, still hesitant. “We should arrive any moment, actually. But—”
Sanji just goes faster, practically running at this point. He can get there, try to figure out to do with a vessel, and then just…
Just what? Just go, without navigation?
He clutches the Vivre card in his pocket. Well. He does have some sort of navigation, right? He can go until he gets to the destination, or until he finds something familiar. Either way, it’s the best plan he’s got.
“Sanji-n, wait—”
The forest runs out with a suddenness that trips him up. One moment, he’s fighting through the trees, and the next, he’s stumbled over a tree root and fallen onto sand and open beach, and it’s so unexpected and welcome that he feels a smile grow across his face. “Yes!” He cheers, forgetting his hanger-on that follows him onto the beach. “Made it!”
He hurries right up to the surf, squinting into the distance. If he can chart some sort of path that’ll lead back here, then maybe he can try to see if Heracles has a vessel he can use, then—
A hand grabs the back of his jacket. “Sanji-n!”
Sanji can only squeak out an indignant “Hey!” before he’s dragged backwards with a speed that shocks him. There’s a prickling at the back of his neck, and then everything begins to shake, sudden and strong, and Sanji is instantly thrown to his knees.
“Get up!” He dragged back to his feet and tugged back and back and back until he’s surrounded by green again, by trees and forest and flora.
Heracles flings him towards a tree. “Hang on!” He cries, and Sanji does, clutching as hard as he can as the ground ripples and shakes, and muted roar sounding in the distance.
He doesn’t know how long he hangs on, but eventually the shaking lessens in intensity, before gradually wearing down and stopping completely.
Sanji takes a breath to find his solidity before shooting back up on his feet. “What the fuck was that?” He yells, marching towards Heracles, who had been clutching a tree of his own. “What the fuck?”
Heracles doesn’t mention his language this time. “It’s the island,” He replies, pulling himself back up and dusting himself off. “I’m sure you may have noticed…it’s alive, you know. You think it’ll let us go again that easily?”
Sanji’s teeth clench. “I don’t care!” He snaps. “I’m not letting this shitty little island make me stay. Like I said, I have people who rely on me, two of which are the most gorgeous women you’ve ever seen!”
“Oh?” Heracles says with interest. “Really?”
“Yes!” Sanji exclaims, heart filling at the thought of Nami-San and Robin-Chan. “They’re beautiful, and kind, and wonderful and need to be looked after! The others too, I guess. But, you see, I’m the cook. They all need me!”
“Sanji-n,” Heracles says, tone serious. “I understand. I’m trying to leave as well, but you must listen. This island is going to try to get you to stay. This island is going to try to tempt you into growing so that it can eat you with satisfaction. This island is actively working against us, trying to keep us here. It will take time.”
Sanji shakes his head. “I don’t have time!” He snaps. “I—”
“You don’t have a choice,” Heracles says, gentle, but firm. “Look. I have been working on a way out. I have a vessel that I’m working on. I have a route out that I’m planning. But, so that I don’t die in the process, I need time to build the plan. Help me, and we will leave together. That’s a promise from me, Heracles!”
Sanji barely notices the pose this time. It’s like there’s a line of panic running through his brain, and it’s chanting leave leave leave leave and it’s difficult to keep it quiet.
But on the other hand…
Sanji knows, logically, that Hercales is right. If he’s learned anything during his time on the crew, it’s that sometimes, lying in wait is the best thing he can do. How many times has he separated from the crew, then reappeared at the best time to help them? It’s a concept he’s very familiar with. It’s just…this time, he doesn’t know where they are, what they’re doing, if they’re okay…
He can’t spiral. The sooner he cooperates with Heracles, the sooner he can leave. This is his only shot.
“So?” Heracles asks, arms folded, cocking us head to the side in a move that evokes Chopper, somehow. “What are you going to do?”
-
What do I do?
The question plagues him. It plagues him as he follows Heracles through the forest, gathering supplies and building shelter. It plagues him as he attempts to put meals together from the things they hunt and plants they pick, even though Heracles gushes over the food. It plagues him as he fights day and night, defeating giant carnivorous plants and insects that he can feel crawling all over his skin, even after he kills them. It plagues him as he tries to stay clean and put together, desperately but delicately washing his suit daily even though he knows it can’t be saved. It plagues him whenever he catches the telltale smells of the forest of gluttony, making sure to turn away as soon as he can. It plagues him as they slowly work on the ship that Heracles had marooned on, trying to get it back to working order without altering the island to their plans.
It plagues him for a few weeks, following him around like a shadow, sneaking its way into his dreams.
He hasn’t known Heracles for very long, but the man seems to have keen enough senses, and knows instinctively that something is wrong with him. So, he gently tells him it’s time to leave the suit behind (we’ll get you some new clothes, Sanji-n) and follows his lead to avoid the forest of gluttony (ah, it was that way, Sanji-n), and tries to console him as they slowly work on their escape plan (soon, Sanji-n. The ship will be ready soon. You’ll see.)
At some point, though, enough is enough. And enough happens during a very normal day, consisting of Sanji looking up at the trees again.
This has been happening more frequently as of late, but Sanji can’t help it. As they trudge through the forest, his mind keeps going back to the image of Robin-Chan, hand on the bark, saying I can see where we are from the top.
He tugs on his new, hastily cobbled shirt, trying to get used to the itching. Maybe if he could do that, could navigate this goddamn shitty forest by himself, maybe he could actually make this thing go faster…
“Sanji-n? Are you thinking of the trees again?”
Sanji is snapped back to reality by Heracles’ concerned voice. “Yeah,” He shrugs. “When am I not? Can’t escape them here, after all.”
Heracles looks back at him, and then back up at the trees. His pace doesn’t slow as he leads them through with sure steps. “And you want to get to the top, you say?”
“Yeah,” Sanji says. “That way…I’ll have a good lay of the land. I’ll always know where the sea is.”
“Then why don’t you go?” Heracles says, still looking up at the trees as he walks. “Go up. What do you have to lose?”
“What?” Sanji asks, bewildered, looking back down at the ground. “What do you mean?”
“I mean,” Heracles says, voice steady and sure. “That you’re stuck here for the foreseeable future, correct? So, you might as well make the best of it. Learn how to make it to the top. Learn the fastest way to defeat the new enemies here. It’ll serve you well when you return.”
Sanji pauses mid stride. His gaze lifts from his new, wooden shoes, up to the tree closest to him.
I can see where we are from the top.
A grin spreads over his face: some joy, mostly determination. “You know what?” He says, crouching low. “You may have a point there, Heracles. And you know what I think?”
Heracles has paused too, a little ahead of him now. “What?”
“I’m not the strongest climber,” He says, tensing his legs. “I save my upper body strength for my food. But…if I can jump high enough…”
“Yes!” Heracles cheers, catching on to his plan. “Yes, indeed! Learn to fly, Sanji-n! Learn to fly!”
-
A few days after Sanji’s newfound determination, something happens.
He’s made good progress during the last few days: going up is not all that different than going through, with the exception of the extra enemy that is gravity. But he’s working on it: gaining height every day, getting closer to the top, using everything around him for momentum.
Heracles had also introduced him to a species of plant on the island, one that he called Pop Greens. “They’re useful as ammo,” He’d said, then visibly drooped. “You don’t use ammo though, do you?”
“No,” Sanji had said, staring at them thoughtfully. “I know some people who do, though. I’ll get back to you on those. For now: I have others things to work on.”
It’s at that moment, as he’s readying himself for another try, that something hits the top of his head. It’s not heavy, and doesn’t hurt much, but it’s enough for him to stop in his tracks, out a hand to his head, and stare indignantly at the sky. “Oi!”
“What?” Heracles pops up, covered in some sort of gunk from the aftermath of a bug battle. “What is it?”
“Something fell,” Sanji mutters, scanning the forest floor. “Fell on my goddamned…”
He trails off, seeing a small heap of white paper somewhere next to him. “What is this?”
Heracles approaches it cautiously, picking it up from the forest floor. “Oh!” He says. “Its a newspaper. Well, I haven’t read one of these in ages!”
Sanji had, in the month and a half or so he’d been here, filled Heracles in on some things here and there, but not more than that. Heracles is nice enough, but he doesn’t quite know if he can trust him with everything yet. Including certain world events, and his own identity and crew.
Heracles flips open the newspaper. “Hm,” He says. “It’s a bit of an older one…must’ve fallen out of a trash heap somewhere. I see there’s been a confrontation between the pirates and Marines…oh. Whitebeard has passed. A damn shame…”
Sanji sidles closer, curious despite himself. “What are they saying?” He asks, peering over Heracles’ shoulder.
Heracles steps to the side, allowing him access. “Look,” He says. “It was at Marineford.” He flips over a few more pages. “Several crews were involved, it seems, including…”
He flips another page, and Sanji’s heart drops. “Wait!” He says, and pulls the paper closer. Because there, on the page, is—
Sanji takes a shuddering breath. He can feel a relieved smile break across his face. “You’re all right,” He breathes out, automatically reaching into his pocket to pull out a cigarette. “And…okay. Fine.”
He returns the newspaper to a befuddled Heracles. “It’s okay,” He tells him, lifting a slightly shaking cigarette to his lips. “We’ll go on your schedule. I have about a year and a half or so in time now, so I can wait a little longer.”
“A year and a half?” Heracles asks, still baffled. “Why?”
Sanji blows the cigarette smoke out through his mouth, letting the nicotine calm him. “Heracles,” He says, “I’m going to tell you the story about a pirate in a straw hat…”
-
It doesn’t take long after that, only a few weeks, for the worst to happen.
“No,” Sanji says frantically, knees pressed up to his chest, one hand in his hair, the other clenched over the object in his palm. “No no no no no…”
“Sanji-n!” And there’s Heracles, shaking his shoulders, clearly terrified. “What’s wrong? Are you hurt? Unwell?”
Sanji lifts his head up, feeling the wetness in the corner of his eyes. The late afternoon sun’s rays dip, visible even beneath all the trees. “It’s happened,” He says, voice breaking.
“What?” Heracles says, looking seriously concerned now. “What’s happened?”
Sanji’s hand clenches, and he lifts it up, showing Heracles the empty box in his palm. “My cigarettes,” He says, voice shaking. “I’m out. I’m completely out.”
“Oh,” Heracles says, a slightly puzzled tone to his voice. “Ah, well. You’ve been smoking less these days, anyway.”
“Yeah,” Sanji wails, putting his head down on his knees again. “Because I had to! Because I was running out! Hey,” And he looks back up, a sudden thought occurring to him. “You think that we could find any nicotine growing around here?”
“I do not,” Heracles says, an amused note entering his voice. “Ah, well. Not to worry, Sanji-n. I, Heracles, will assist you through any withdrawals you may have. And who knows, you may find that your sense of taste may be altered by this change, which will help you with your cooking skills.”
Sanji humphs. “I suppose so,” He aquiesces, leaning back against the tree. “I’ll get more when we return, I guess.”
“I can check again,” Heracles offers, sitting on the ground in front of him. “The forest of gluttony sometimes has—”
“Pass,” Sanji says stiffly, avoiding eye contact. “I’ll just wait until we’re out of here.”
He sees Heracles shrug from the corner of his eye. “Whatever you say, Sanji-n,” He says. “It’s your choice, completely.”
Sanji nods, settling back out against the tree. Silence falls between them, but Sanji can practically feel Heracles preparing to say something.
He’s proven correct soon after. “So, I’ve noticed something,” Heracles says, leaning forward from his sitting position. “Now, you don’t need to explain anything to me at all, Sanji-n. Not if you don’t want to. But…I’ve noticed that the forest of gluttony makes you uncomfortable. And, as you are a cook, this surprised me. I would’ve thought you’d be interested in the food there.”
Sanji really wants a cigarette right about now. “It’s none of your business!” He snaps. “So I don’t want to go there? So what?”
Heracles puts up a hand in surrender. “It’s fine,” He says. “You don’t want to go. No problem with that. I just noticed, that’s all.”
“Oh, you noticed?” Sanji says, voice rising abruptly, without his permission. “You noticed that it’s all sorts of fucked up that this fucking island is using food to kill people? That it’s taking advantage of hunger? That it just…creates food out of nowhere and so many people don’t have that but it still uses that to hurt and kill? That it—”
He catches himself mid-yell, almost swallowing the words back just as they emerge. Heracles just sits and watches without saying a word. Sanji wishes he could see his face, get an idea of what he’s thinking, what expression he’s wearing.
The guilt hits him quick. “Sorry,” He says, dropping his voice down to a normal volume, hushed even. “I didn’t mean to do that. Sorry.”
He really needs a cigarette.
“Not to worry, Sanji-n,” Heracles says, and the gentleness to his tone makes Sanji feel even worse. “We all have our things to work on, hm? You can tell good old Heracles about them any time. Or not. Whatever you want.”
Sanji hadn’t known how badly this was affecting him, even now. “Yeah,” He says. Then, even more quietly. “Thanks.”
He’s going to have to face it at some point. He’s got over a year left here, he’s going to have to go back there eventually. And face it. Eventually.
Sanji looks back up at the sky. But not today.
“Hey, Heracles,” He says, maneuvering himself back to his feet. “I’m gonna work on getting up there, okay? I’ve been doing pretty well with that.”
“I noticed!” Heracles says, standing up with him then shooting him an enthusiastic thumbs up. “I saw you run up into the sky! You’ll get this in no time at all.”
Sanji nods at him before turning, revving up, and running, putting on a burst of speed and power that propels him into the sky. He goes, up and up and up and up, until he finds a sturdy branch.
He sits, watching as the sun sets into the tops of the trees in the forest around him. He’s almost there, almost reached the very top of the forest, but that hadn’t been his goal today. He just…he needs to think. To remember.
He takes a deep breath, faces of his crew flipping though his mind. That, more than anything, works wondering on steadying his racing and anxious heart. You better be safe, he thinks, for what feels like the millionth time. You better be safe.
They’re all strong, they’re all capable, they’re all—
The image of Usopp, eyes bandaged, throwing rocks and stumbling around, unsure, slams into his mind. I’m trusting you, He thinks. And in all your capabilities to be okay. If not, I’ll kill you myself.
He has to admit, he does miss them. All of them. Even the Marimo—
Sanji scrunches up his face in disgust. Ugh. Never mind.
He leans back against the branch, chuckling softly at the slowly darkening sky.
“Won’t be long now,” He tells the forest. “I’ll see you all soon.”
-
Everything changes on the day that she appears.
He’s about a year and a few months in now, he thinks. And in that time, he’s been laser focused on getting better. Better at everything. Better at fighting, at facing the bugs and plants head on. Better at running, and flying. He’d made it to the tops of the trees ages ago, and now he’s thinking bigger, beyond the trees and into the sky.
Better at managing the forest of gluttony, at walking in without feeling the overpowering urge to run, at using what he can find in there to make the dishes he can string up here more interesting. He’s been forced back to the most basic of ingredients and techniques, which has proved a welcome challenge to keeps things fresh, new, and different.
Sanji is…well, he’s not all right, per se. He’s managing, he’s fine. He’s counting down the days until he leaves, until he can put what he’s learned here into practice but also while feeling like himself again.
There’s been one thing, besides the obvious stuff, that’s been bothering him, though. And that is…
“It’s been over a year!” Sanji laments, flopping dramatically to the ground. “A whole full year!”
“So you’ve said,” Heracles says, distractedly gathering his pop greens. He’s used to this countdown by now.
Sanji stares up at the visible sun from beyond the trees. “A full year plus,” He groans. “With no women!”
“With no anyone,” Heracles chimes in, tone completely unbothered. “It’s just you and I on this island, partner.”
Sanji snaps back up into a seating position. “I know!” He yells. “And that’s whatever. But not a single woman for over a year! I’m dying here! I’m so empty! Meaningless!”
“Sure,” Heracles says mindlessly, examining a pop green critically. “Less than a year to go, Sanji-n. Do not worry.”
“Oh,” Sanji cries, falling on his back again. “If only my will was strong enough. Maybe, just maybe, I could summon a woman here to—”
“Watch out!”
Sanji doesn’t even register the words, too used to hearing just his and Heracles’ voices than anything else doesn’t even seem to reach him. By the time he realizes something has been said, a large weight has hit his face and he instantly gasps in pain, sitting up as it leaves his face. “What the hell?” He said, siting back up, clutching his smarting nose and readying for battle. “What was—”
“I said watch out!” The tone is upset, weary. “You didn’t listen!”
The voice knocks around Sanji’s skull, starting with not-Heracles and moving to not-man leading to…
Sanji’s head snaps around, all pain instantly forgotten. “A woman!” He cries, searching for her. “My prayers have been answered! Thank you, gods above, for listening to—”
He trails off as his gaze finally lands on the new individual, the first person he’s talked to outside of Heracles in over a year. His mouth snaps shut instantly.
Because standing in front of him is not a woman, but a girl. A little girl, no more than ten, with bright pink hair, small drawn lips, and a truly impressive scowl. She looks bedraggled and waterlogged, but that doesn’t seem to faze her one bit. “Hey!” She snaps at him. “What gives?”
Sanji tips his head back to the sky. “That’s cruel!” He wails. “You know I meant!”
“No matter,” Heracles says, cautiously approaching the girl. “Young one, how are you here? When did you arrive?”
Sanji looks back to the girl. Horror instantly fills him as he sees tears form in her eyes. “I’m a pirate captain,” She burbles out, angrily swiping at her eyes. “And…and I got caught by another pirate. A bad one. Blackbeard.”
Sanji stills. “Blackbeard?” He asks softly, images from his time in Marineford filling his memories.
“Yes,” The girl says, locking him in a defiant, teary glare. “But…they were gonna take me and my crew to the Marines. And…their ship flipped over and I was drowning and couldn’t control where I was going and then—”
“And then you ended up here,” Heracles continues, hand over his heart. “Oh, you poor child. Not to worry, you’re safe here. Sanji-n and I will protect you.”
The girl sniffs, wiping at her eyes again. “I don’t know you,” she says angrily. “How can I trust you? Stay away from me!”
Sanji stands up slowly, trying to look as nonthreatening as possible. “Hey,” He says, trying to stay calm. “I understand. We’re strangers, and you do whatever you need to do to be safe.” He moves a little closer, waiting until he’s a couple paces away to crouch down so that she’s at eye level. He makes sure to stand out of reaching distance. “But it’s dangerous here, so let’s stick together, okay? We’re the only residents of the island, and it’s carnivorous.”
“Wait?” The girl says, eyes widening. “The island? It wants to eat us?”
Sanji gives her a small smile. “Yeah,” He says. “We’re tying to get out of here too, but it’s going to take time. When we leave, do you want to come with us?”
The girl stays silent, eyeing him wearily. “Okay,” She finally says. “For now. But, if you cross me—”
Sanji nods. “Understood,” He says, mind whirling. He needs to make sure she doesn’t stay scared of them. “What’s your name, anyway?”
“…Jewelry Bonney,” The girl says after a slight pause. “And you?”
“I’m Sanji,” Sanji says, pointing towards himself. He gestures in Heracles’ direction. “And that’s—”
“My name! Oh, you wish to know my name, Bonney-n? It’s—”
“That’s Heracles,” Sanji interrupts, to Hercales’ disappointed wail. “We both got marooned here too. He’s been here longer than me, though.”
“How long?” Bonney sniffs, curiosity helping keep her tears at bay.
“Oh,” Heracles says, always recovered from the disappointment of not saying his name. “Ages, Bonney-n. Ages! But, if I may ask, how did someone as young as you become a pirate captain? It’s quite an impressive feat.”
Bonney’s young face grows serious. “Cause of my dad,” She says. “I want to be a great pirate so that we can meet again. And,” She looks around conspiratorially. “I have a devil fruit ability.”
Sanji nods enthusiastically. “That’s interesting, Bonney-Chan!” He says. “What do you have?”
Even though it’s unusual to be a pirate captain at such a young age, Sanji has seen stranger things during his time on the Grand Line. He’s not sure if he believes her 100% yet, but he thinks he does, mostly.
Plus, she’s a little girl that needs help. Sanji will never, ever ignore that call.
“This!” Bonney says, scrunching up her face. There, right before their eyes, she begins to transform: shooting up taller, face thinning out, hair growing longer, until…
A young woman stands before them, early twenties at most, waving happily. “See?” She says, and even her voice has matured, although there’s a lilt of childishness to the quality. “I can do it to me, and other people too. I can make anyone younger or older!”
“Incredible!” Heracles exclaims. “Phenomenal! What an fabulous ability!”
“Really?” Bonney says, scratching her head disbelievingly. “I mean, it’s cool and all, but maybe not that cool.”
Sanji smiles at her. She seems to be getting comfortable, at least. “I think it’s cool, Bonney-Chan,” He says. “But keeping a different form all the time must get tiring, right? You can switch back to yourself if you want.”
Bonney nods, face scrunching up again as she grows shorter, regaining her baby fat and youthful expression.
“I still don’t trust you,” He says suddenly, eyeing them wearily. “But I guess we have to work together to get out of here, right? So…let’s work together, for now. If you mess with me, I’ll make you a hundred years old!”
Sanji nods encouragingly. “Deal,” He says. “Do you have any more questions for us?”
Bonney nods. “Yeah, I have a question.”
Sanji grins at her. “Yes, Bonney-Chan?”
“Where’s the food?” She asks, a sunny grin finally splitting her face.
-
Getting Bonney-Chan changes life on Boin entirely.
For one, having someone under his protection on here has a huge impact on his day to day life. It’s dangerous here, even more so for children, and Sanji has to make sure that Bonney-Chan stays safe and that she can get back to her family.
So, he takes night watches where he hadn’t before, faces the bugs he’d rather not face (as it turned out, Bonney-Chan was also terrified of them), and goes into the forest of gluttony with increasing frequency (growing children need more nutrients, after all).
It’s funny how having a child around can change you, practically overnight.
Bonney-Chan herself also changes the more they get to know her. At first prickly and cautious, she slowly grows to trust them as they continue to show her that they are no threat, and can even be allies. Her true personality starts to shine through: cheerful, hopeful, and extremely intelligent, especially for her age. She also loves a good meal, to Sanji’s joy.
Getting to know Bonney-Chan also confirms that she is, in fact, an actual pirate captain. She begins to tell them stories of her adventures, of getting her crew, of her worries about their safety and their whereabouts.
Sanji can definitely relate, and tells her so. She’d heard of their crew before, and had not been pleased about it (their reputation, Sanji learns, is not particularly stellar, especially after Marineford) but Sanji had brought her around, particularly with his recountings of Luffy’s exploits. They’re so alike that Sanji needs to double take about it sometimes.
The biggest shock of all, however, is learning of Bonney’s father. She had been, as she often did, waxing poetic about her father and his kindness and love.
“…and then Dad used his devil fruit power,” She says, cross legged and grinning toothily. “And sent the guy far away, and—”
Sanji’s heart drops to his gut at the words. “Bonney-Chan,” He interrupts gently, jaw clenching in his attempt to keep calm. “What did you say your father’s devil fruit power was, again?”
Bonney-Chan blinks at him. “Oh,” She says, only a hint of suspicion in her voice. “He has a paw that sends people away.”
Sanji’s heart beats faster. “Is your father,” He begins, hesitant. “Bartholomew Kuma?”
Bonney-Chan’s eyes widen. “Yes,” She says cautiously. “Do you know him? He’s a warlord and all, but—”
“Kuma?” Heracles pipes in, swinging into the conversation with gusto. “Bonney-n, this is wonderful news! He’s a friend of mine, you know?”
“What?” Bonney-Chan says, sitting up straighter.
“What?” Sanji echoes, an ominous feeling growing in his chest.
“Oh, yes,” Heracles says, launching into his tale enthusiastically. “He’d come to visit here on occasion, and would meet me! He’s a good man, Bonney-n.”
Bonney’s smile grows tearful. “Yeah,” She says. “Which is why I need to save him, you see? I need to save him!”
Sanji sighs, running a hand through his hair. Maybe this is a bad idea, but…the coincidence is too strong to stay silent about it. “I know him too,” He finally admits. “He sent me here. He attacked my crew and sent each of us somewhere different.”
There’s a short silence, then:
“Oh!” Heracles says, a hand over his heart. “What excellent news bring us together today, my friends! We all have in common a good friend in Bartholomew Kuma.”
Sanji shoots a quick side glance to Bonney-Chan before replying. “Well…he did attack us, though. I’m not sure why, however, and he did seem to give me a Vivre card as he sent me away…”
“The Vivre card is from Kuma?” Heracles asks, and Bonney-Chan immediately runs to Sanji’s side.
“My father gave you a Vivre card?” She demands, crossing her arms sternly. “Will it lead to him?”
Sanji shrugs helplessly. “I don’t know,” He says, mind whirling with the possibilities. “It’s possible, I guess. But I don’t know why, because I don’t know why he would give it to me. Why would he attack us, then provide us a way out?”
“He was trying to help you!” Bonney-Chan exclaims, eyes fiery. “I don’t know why or how, but he was! Why else would he send you here to Heracles and make sure you could leave? My father is a good man, and whatever he was doing, it was to help you.”
Sanji sighs. “If you say it, Bonney-Chan,” He says. “Then it’s true. I believe you.”
“So will you help him back?” Bonney-Chan demands. “When I come back with you, I’ll follow you to him. And then help me save him? He’s in trouble, and I need to save him!”
“I suppose,” Sanji says, deep in thought. “I can’t make you go there by yourself.” He gives her a searching look. “I’ll help you get better at fighting too, if you want.”
Bonney-Chan’s chest puffs up in indignation. “I can fight!” She says hotly. “I can use Haki, too!”
This catches Sanji’s attention. “Haki?” He asks, remembering Rayleigh’s words on the subject, Usopp’s extraordinary abilities, the prickling he sometimes gets on the back of his own neck…
“Haki,” He repeats, frustrated. “Why does it always come back to Haki?”
“It’s accessible to anyone, Sanji-n,” Heracles chimes in. “A good tool to learn in a world full of devil fruit users.”
Sanji nods, a plan forming in his mind. “Bonney-Chan,” He says, crouching back down in front of her and meeting her eyes. “I need to ask a favor from you. Will you help teach me how to use Haki?”
Bonney-Chan nods fiercely. “Yes,” She says. “And…fine. You train me to fight better, deal? So I won’t be captured by any other pirate ever again. We’ll help each other, and then help my dad.”
Sanji sticks out his hand, pinky up. “Deal,” He says.
Bonney-Chan grins, then sticks out her own pinky, giving his a firm shake.
Sanji nods at her, then moves out of his crouch, stretching. “Ready to start?” He asks.
“I’m ready whenever you are, Sanji!” Bonney-Chan says, grinning wide. “Let’s work on some Haki!”
-
“All right!” Heracles stands on the completed ship, pointing at the sea. “Are you ready to set sail, my fellow seaworthy comrades!”
“Ready!” Bonney cheers, arms in the air.
“Let me finish inventory!” Sanji snaps from the back of the ship. “We need to make sure we have everything we need!”
Heracles glances at the two of them, hands on his hips. “Bonney-n!” He proclaims. “Tell Sanji-n to have some fun for once!”
“Have some fun for once!” Bonney parrots as Sanji finishes the last of his count.
“Oi, old man!” Sanji snaps, making his way to the front of the small ship. “You’re a full grown adult! Don’t bring her into your idiocy! We’re all ready now, anyway.”
“Excellent!” Heracles says, voice dropping its boisterous quality. “Now. Do we know the plan?”
“Yes!” Bonney cheers again.
“Yes,” Sanji says, with less enthusiasm.
Heracles claps his hands together. “Good, good,” He says. “Excellent. This plan has been a long time in the making for me, and I trust nobody more to help me execute it. Both of you have saved my life, enriched it in so many more ways than one. I owe you both more than you will ever know.”
“Heracles…” Sanji begins, but Heracles puts a hand out to silence him.
“Please accept my gratitude, Sanji-n,” Heracles says, laughing back to his regular, boisterous self. “Now. Hoist the sails, team! Let us sail out into the sea, and back home! Sanji-n, the Vivre card if you please.”
“Aye aye!” Bonney says, saluting.
Sanji ruffles Bonney’s hair. “Aye aye” He repeats, passing the card to Heracles. He looks out to the sea. I’m on my way he thinks, breathing deep. I’m coming home.
Chapter 6
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casualjacobwrites · 20 days
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FFXIV Write 2024 Prompt #3 - Tempest
Continued from Prompt #2.
More specific spoilers for patches 5.4 and 6.0 in this one. Didn't make the deadline on this one, but fortunately the deadlines don't start until September 8. Also, these are unedited and rushed (which is the idea!) so there's likely some mistakes, grammatical and otherwise.
Reminder: I'm taking on the added challenge of trying to weave the prompts into a continuous story rather than separate little entries. I probably will write other things during this month, but the idea for bringing Emmanellain and Sicard together amid a huge crisis is, for right now, really making my brain happy. If it works, I'll edit it all and make it a proper story.
Word Count: 1,537
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Sicard lowered the spyglass with a curse then shouted, "All hands on deck!"
The collected crew rejoined with a collective "Aye aye," and ran off in separate directions. The Roegadyn woman who'd reassured Honoroit earlier began pulling at a large canvas cover to reveal one of the cannons aboard the ship. The lalafell man climbed the mast with surprising nimbleness for one of his diminutive stature. He managed to reach the crow's nest within half a minute and set up with a spyglass aimed in the direction of the smoke. A moment later a bell sounded, the rapid clanging loud enough to rouse anyone from the deepest sleep. A slender elezen man with deeply tanned skin repeated the captain's call for all hands on deck.
"Lafotal, the moment you see anythin' you tell me," Sicard shouted to crow's nest.
"Aye, captain!"
"Wastgeim, get the cannons prepped, an' don't be stingy with the powder this time."
The roegadyn woman paused in her work long enough to give a quick salute. "Aye, captain!"
"Cannons? I-is that really necessary?" Emmanellain followed Sicard back to the helm so closely the hyur swore he could feel the lordling's breath on his neck.
"Don't know yet," he said, his eyes locked toward the bow. "But I'd rather have 'em ready and not need 'em than to have a hole blown in my ship."
"The ship is on fire. They need help, not weapons."
Sicard inhaled sharply while grinding his teeth. Even in the middle of a crisis he manages to find a way to vex me. Out loud he asked, "And how does a ship catch fire?" He gestured in the direction of the distressed vessel.
"I-I don't know," Emmanellain stammered. "An accident?"
"Could be," Sicard allowed. "But could also be they were attacked by another ship we can't see waitin' to ambush and rob us. Worse, it might be someone set it up to lure in unsuspectin' crews so they can kill everyone on board and take our ship for their own. So forgive me for thinkin' about protectin' ourselves first."
"That's ludicrous! Who on earth would set their own ship on fire in the middle of the ocean as a trap?"
For a long moment Sicard was too stunned to respond. When he regained his ability to speak, his words came out in a roar. "Pirates, you bloody imbecile!" A throbbing pain shot through his temple and he knew his face must be red. " There's no trick in the book too low down or dirty for anyone greedy enough to try, an' I should know. I used to be a pirate."
Emmanellain stared at him, his mouth twisting in horror. "Did…did you ever hurt people like that?"
Sicard started to say, "Of course I did," but when he noticed the way the other man looked at him, his speech failed. Emmanellain had of course known he was a pirate, but this was the first time he'd been forced to consider what that meant and it had repulsed him.
Never before in his life had Sicard been so consumed by shame and guilt. Sure, he had turned over a new leaf after running afoul of the Warrior of Light and the Scions of the Seventh Dawn. He and his crew had provided vital aid during the End of Days and for the first time he could say they had made a positive difference in the world. Yet, in the back of his mind he carried the reminder of his past misdeeds and the knowledge he could never truly atone for the many terrible things he had done. Each day since his duel with Admiral Bloefhiswyn he'd dealt with a constant swirling undercurrent of regret, but now it was turning into a raging tempest of sorrow and self hatred. To know Emmanellain de Fortemps thought lesser of him as a man cut far deeper than he wanted to admit.
"This is hardly the time or place to discuss that," he snarled. So what if some Ishgardian noble thought he was a monster? What did the spoiled second son of House Fortemps know about his life? No one who lived in luxury could ever understand why he made the choices he did. "I've got a job to do. You and Honoroit need to get belowdecks 'til I give the all clear."
"No."
Sicard swore his neck muscles creaked as he slowly turned his head toward Emmanellain. "What do you mean 'no'?"
"I want to help." His reply was earnest and spoken as if it was the most natural thing.
"Did you miss the part where I said we might be headin' into a trap?" He shook his head. "No offense, mate, but you have neither the stomach nor the skill for fightin', an' if this all goes to pot I can't be worried about you gettin' a splinter."
"I'll have you know fought in the Dragonsong War alongside the Warrior of Light!" Emmanellain's voice grew higher in pitch, an obvious sign of his wounded pride.
Sicard slammed his hand against the wheel and whirled to face the elezen. He leaned in until their faces were mere ilms apart and growled, "Get your arse belowdecks 'fore I kick it down there for you."
Just as Emmanellain's mouth opened to respond, another voice interrupted. "I got the supplies, my lord." Amid all the chaos and arguing Sicard hadn't noticed Honoroit had slipped away. The manservant stepped onto the quarterdeck carrying a large leather sack.
"What in the hells is that?"
"Apothecary supplies," Emmanellain replied. "Potions, poultices, bandages, and anything one might need in an emergency."
The smug grin on his face was doing little to keep Sicard's urge to deck him at bay. "An' what am I supposed to do with that?"
"You said it yourself. You don't know what might happen when we get to that ship, but regardless of if we're rendering aid or drawn into battle, you're going to need healing." He waited for Honoroit to set the bag on the ground then crouched down to rifle through its contents. After pulling out a selection of vials, he slipped them into slots in his belt and stood. "I'm no conjurer, but I am trained in basic field medicine and can still help."
"No, no, too dangerous." Sicard refused to budge. The thought of Emmanellain being injured or worse filled him with an odd sort of anxiety. He ignored the little voice inside him that said his worry had nothing to do with the potential loss of profit from their new business venture. "Both of you should stay below."
"Now see here--"
Honoroit raised his voice to interrupt his master. "If I might make a suggestion, Master Spence?"
Sicard scrubbed a hand over his face. It was bad enough to deal with the lordling's thick skull, but the younger elezen was too clever by half. "What? An' keep in mind we don't have much time."
The manservant nodded. "What my lord said about his experience in the Dragonsong War is true."
"Thank you," Emmanellain cut in.
"Yes, my lord is quite adept at keeping himself safe in battle to the point where he has never needed to draw his sword."
"Yes, that's ri--hey!"
Honoroit ignored Emmanellain's protests. "But he has seen a variety of injuries both on and off the field and knows which medicines to use. I myself have studied a bit of alchemy and anatomy, and I'm quick on my feet."
Sicard considered the page and rubbed his chin. "What you're sayin' is he knows how to avoid a fight, an' you'll keep him out of my way?"
The page smiled. "Yes."
The hyur sighed. "Fine, but if either one of you causes a problem for me, I won't hesitate to toss you overboard, profit or not." It was an empty threat, but they didn't need to know that.
"I see flags, captain!" Lafotal called down from the crow's nest.
"What colors?" Sicard asked.
"'Ard to say with the light." The lalafell's silhouette leaned forward with his spyglass firmly attached to his eye. He muttered something unintelligible then shouted, "Garlean, sir." Below him the crew fell silent. Though Eorzea was now allied with what remained of Garlemald, it was hard not to feel some sort of apprehension upon encountering one of their ships at sea. Decades of imperial invasion and oppression couldn't be forgotten or forgiven in such a short time.
"Anything else?" Sicard asked.
"Ship's still aright. No sign of anyone on deck." No one spoke while Lafotal continued reporting. "Smoke, no fire."
"No fire. That's good, right?" Emmanellain asked.
Sicard shook his head. "Just means we don't see the flame. Could be an engine fire." Above him Lafotal was adjusting the focus on his spyglass. Sicard saw him jump backward as if startled.
"There's a body, captain, an' it's not a Garlean."
That was a strange observation to make. There was not enough light nor were they close enough for Lafotal to see a uniform. "How can you tell?"
"Fishback, sir. There's fishbacks on the ship!"
Both Sicard and Emmanellain took a step back then looked at each other. An already strange evening had just become even stranger.
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Howdy @comrade-botanistman ! I was assigned to celebrate @sstewyhosseini 's Resident Evil Gift Exchange with ya, and I come bearing a gift!
This fic was really fun to write out, and I had a lot of fun exploring the idea of transfem!Jill with Carlos. I hope you like this bittersweet little moment between them <3
Let me know if you'd like a more permanent copy of this, too! I'd be more than happy to slide ya a PDF version or something like that :)
Under a cut for length!
The mornings were always the hardest. Watching that sleepy fog lift and give clarity to the mirror hanging just above the sink, lights shining down to illuminate every exposed inch of Jill's features. The slowly fading shadows beneath her eyes. The texture of her skin. The way her brows knitted as blonde strands of hair fell into her view, unable to shield the way the image before her morphed. The way the room turned and grew cold as an all too familiar feeling of panic settled.
'Jill. Jill—Come on. Snap out of it!'
Knuckles paled as fingers dug into the slick ceramic. Eyes narrowed at the distorted reflection. A shadow loomed just behind her, though she remained unaware. All she could see was the husk that Wesker had left in her place.
'Come on, Jill!'
A hand rose to clutch at her chest, fists balling around the loose fabric of her shirt. She winced at the empty feeling, shrinking in on herself as she finally broke her gaze and came to rest her shoulder against the adjacent wall. Breaths grew rapid as she sunk to the cooled, tile flooring. Eyes darted to the space before her as she felt herself growing dizzy. Felt a warm feeling just beside her. She froze, just able to raise her gaze enough to see a familiar face by her side.
"Are you alright?"
"Carlos..."
The man smiled a bit at the recognition, worry stricken in his features as he cautiously touched at her arm. He used his leg to nudge the discarded pair of scissors away from her side, opting to place himself between them as he kneeled. Gentle eyes met her gaze, and the mercenary found himself gently guiding her into a loose hug.
"What happened? I heard something fall, then I came in, and you were... I don't even think you saw me, but you were lookin' right at me. Least it seemed like it."
Shoulders dropped as she leaned into his side, hands hesitant to reach out and touch at his arm. To guide him closer to her as she caught her breath. She watched his hands as they moved, focused just enough to react in the event he tried anything. Deep down, she knew he wouldn't. She told herself that countless times. She was safe; Carlos was safe. Still, her nerves were taut. Drawn like that of a bow, ready to fire. She shook her head a bit, taking a breath before speaking.
"I didn't realize how much my hair's faded..."
"Huh. Yeah... It looks good." Carlos smiled a bit.
Jill scoffed, watching as the movement of her head guided the light locks to rest against her shoulder.
"I hate it."
"Because of—?"
"Yeah."
Carlos nodded a bit, watching as Jill rested by his side. Watching as she brought her knees closer, hugging them as her gaze rose to the dye on the counter. He followed, wheels turning as he reached for the scissors beside him.
"Hey, how about I help you fix it up, then? Just a warning, I didn't exactly go to cosmetology school." He laughed, nudging her arm as he stood and offered a hand.
She couldn't help the ghostly laugh that escaped her, nor the way her hand seemed to find his on its own. And so she stood with him, slow to sit herself on the counter as he’d retrieved the discarded tools and set them down beside her. Yet even that bit of comfort seemed short-lived as the nausea resettled in her gut. Conflict etched itself onto her face as Carlos finished setting up a little station, and it didn't escape him.
"Hey," his voice was soft, and his touch even softer. Calloused fingers brushed the back of her hand. "What's on your mind, supercop?"
"I..." The words failed to escape Jill as she peered over her shoulder and toward the mirror again. 
She remained present this time, allowing herself to reach up and brush a few stray hairs aside. For a moment, there was euphoria. A comfort in what she saw. But as always, Wesker lingered behind the sensation. He was there to ruin it, just as he’d (effectively) ruined her. She sighed, shaking her head.
"I should be happy it's gotten this long. I used to always have trouble growing it past a few inches. Hell, your hair's longer than I've ever managed back then." A faint laugh, accompanied by a subtle nudge to his arm.
He laughed with her, offering a playful 'hey!' as he nudged back.
"But?"
Curse him for knowing her so well.
"... But even though it makes me feel more feminine, more like me, I just can't shake that asshole from my head. This," she held up a thick string of hair, so close to just yanking it from its root," is because of him. Whatever the hell it was he did to me, this was the result."
'That's not true'. That's what he wanted to say at the moment. To tell her as he wordlessly grazed his hand against hers. Yet the words didn't escape him. He couldn't lie to her like that. Couldn't put himself in her shoes to figure out what exactly happened. She knew better than him. She was there; he wasn't. Silently reassuring her was the best he could do. To offer his hand as he stepped back and looked her over.
That was when the gears began turning.
"Well, what if we compromise on it? Cut it real short like you like it... Maybe leave some of the blonde in?" He watched her eyes snap to his face. Curiosity shone in them. "Ease ya into the idea and all."
It wasn't a bad idea. Jill could almost see it forming before her as she gathered a handful of strands and pulled them back, hiding them behind her head as her bangs fell into place. Seeing less had already made her feel more secure... and it wasn't a bad color on her. Not for the moment. Perhaps not anymore. Fingers unfurled, and lengthy strands fell back into place.
"Yeah... Okay. Maybe a little bit in the bangs? Right around..." Brows knitted together as she leaned closer to the mirror. Her fingers grasped at the loose strands just above her brow. "Here?"
"I like it." Carlos clapped his hands together, practically beaming as a hand gently tilted Jill's upward. His expression softened, lips pressing a gentle kiss to her forehead as he got to work.
Scissors sliced through hair, quick to make work of the overgrowth and allow it all to pile on the floor by the former commander's feet. Sections were pulled and set aside, though a tad lopsided, no thanks to the way Carlos' head would tilt as he attempted to find the natural parts beneath the layers. It was rough, but it was an attempt. And not a terrible one, if Jill said so herself. She did. Practically leaped at seeing the vision come to life. Already, it had felt like the weight on her chest slipped off. She ran a hand through the short cut, sighing a heavy breath of relief at the choppy feeling of the underlayer against her fingers. Those same fingers made their way forward, moving alongside her partner's to section off the small bit of bang that would remain undyed. She smiled to herself, peering at Carlos' reflection and nodding. He nodded back, grabbing the box of dye to begin the next stage of their plan. Of course, even the included set of gloves didn't stop either of them from making a mess of themselves. They shared soft laughs and playful teases, pointing out the splotches of brown that coated their hands. Jill was the first to begin the cleanup, wetting a rag and guiding Carlos to offer his hands so that she could scrub them clean. Their shared touches lingered, fingers intertwining as their lips brushed together. 
Carlos smiled, then Jill. They kissed each other tenderly, hovering tensions dissipating as a comforting blanket of warmth surrounded the duo. Hands cautiously wandered along the other, tempting the other closer to savor that warmth. Jill gripped at Carlos' shoulders lightly, attempting to distract herself from the building fire behind her eyes. The moisture building on her eyelashes. Carlos noticed the squeeze, drawing back just enough to ask if she was okay. She nodded, thanking him softly before pressing one last, chaste kiss to his cheek as she withdrew entirely. 
Soon enough, idle chatter was cut short by the sound of a phone going off. The timer had finished, and Jill abandoned her post on the countertop to lean over the sink and rinse her hair. It would have been easier to shower, but she didn't quite feel like kicking Carlos out of the bathroom just yet. So he stayed, helping her reach the back of her head and washing all the excess down the drain. He offered her a towel to wipe her face and dry her hair, to which she gladly accepted. For a moment, she considered simply keeping the towel there. Hiding herself from the reflection that eagerly awaited her. What if she hated it more? What if she didn't look any different?
What if all of this was some sick dream? A faux memory implanted into her?
'No.' She winced at the thoughts, shaking her head before taking a deep breath and removing the towel.
And before her stood herself. The Jill that awaited her was... her. She had that signature short, brown hair. Those focused eyes. And, a streak of blonde that only added to the inquisitive spark in her gaze. Beside her was Carlos, who seemed to beam at seeing the result of his handiwork. Lips curled into a bright grin, eyes squinting as he squeezed his partner's arms excitedly.
"Well? Not too bad for a hired gun, huh?" He paused, leaning in to press his cheek against hers. "What do ya think, supercop?"
Her lips mimicked his, head bumping against his as she squeezed at his hand. She looked happy. At peace with herself again. And god, was it a beautiful sight.
"Could be more even, but I like it. It has that Carlos charm." The pair laughed, exchanging yet another series of playful bumps and nudges. "I like it... Thank you."
"Anything for you, Jill. You know that. I love you."
"I love you too."
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(21 she/they pronouns/ 18+) hii <3 i am yearning for some new plots!!! i primarily write fxf but i'm also looking for a few mxf and mxm ships. i readily welcome portrayals of character's with complex gender identities! i love writing darker themes and exploring complex characters. i generally write fandomless and in the high fantasy or low fantasy genre. i love plots inspired by greek mythology, the ghibli universe, game of thrones/house of the dragon, dnd, interview with a vampire, black sails and the witcher to name a few! for modern settings i always enjoy magical realism and supernatural elements. i'm not too fussed about faceclaims, it can take me awhile to find a face that fits the character and when i do it's generally a model or actor but i'm not opposed at all to using art for fcs — just let me know your preference! please be advanced literate and ready to exchange paragraphs as well as headcanoning! i love hcs that turn into rapid fire with dialogue. i write on discord!
a few prompts i'm looking to fulfil:
— a pairing with an oc inspired by barry keegan's character in the green knight. he's soooo skrunkly. i just want to write a silly peasant that robs the bodies after a battle and always has dirt on his nose. a skrunkly little thief. give me someone to match his freak!!! preferably mxf
— i am absolutely dying to write a wlw handmaiden x lady plot. i would prefer to play the handmaiden. maybe one is a vampire? or a sorceress?
— an artist and their muse. maybe a dressmaker and her favourite client. a painter and their subject. preferably wlw! low fantasy, magical realism. think howl's moving castle!
if you have any prompts you think i'd like, please share. leave a like and i'll message you!
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