#not rlly lol but wtvr

[coquettecowboy]

Ocs who are a grey fox and a rabbit :) the rabbit thinks the fox wants to date him but she’s luring him in to eat him someday, if her plans pan out. Sorta like coyote and roadrunner with an adultish twist

[last-answer]

i want to cut mg hair

[noxtivagus]

NO THOUGHTS ONLY SHADOWBRINGERS HFALKDSJFASLKD

[astrxealis]

anyways. have you heard of the critically acclaimed mmorpg final fantasy xiv with a free trial that includes the base game a realm reborn and the award-winning expansion heavensward in which you can play up until level 60 with no time restrictions

[astarriscus]

omgomgomg ideas for angel!reader & demon!character (or other way around) or ... smth to do w life / death ??? like. yk. a reaper / someone who instead /yeah/ for life

[fictionkinfessions]

I feel kinda fake bc I see so many people talking about their kin memories and I DO have kin memories, but not visual ones. I don’t SEEING remember specific canon events (yet) but my memories are more like feelings, and senses other than sight. I remember how I felt on my birthday before it all went wrong and how excited I was, and I remember how it felt to just run around carefree.

When I saw the florida project, it just reminded me of being 5 and running around with a few friends and causing chaos. it wasn’t exactly like the movie (we never spat on anyone’s car or did anything to that level of disrespect) and i don’t remember anything visually, but I know. I know I’ve experienced that before and obviously, I would know if those were from my current life, but they aren’t, so where else could those feelings be from? I was never left unsupervised at that age here, but Jack, while I love him, wasn’t the best parental figure (in his defense, he wasn’t prepared to take care of me… at all. I know in canon, Peter moved away, but I’m not sure if that was the case in my memories. He might have stayed with us, but if I do get enough memories to be able to tell I’ll probably go here first thing lol)

I also remember the distinct taste of American candy, which is something I hadn’t tried till later in life here, so obviously, it wasn’t from this life that I’m getting confused. I want to reconnect with my family SO BAD, even if they’re not from my exact universe/timeline/wtvr, but I’m scared of just reaching out and being like “hey it’s me I’m kin with your dead sister from your past life do u want to be my friend”

- dee kennedy dsaf #🧣🎁⭐️ (rlly hope that specific emoji combo isn’t taken)

x

[emptifylie]

TW! ed mentions> tips on how to get ur binging under control

i recently got my binging under control which i forgot to say but it’s kinda obvious cuz i’ve been losing weight again and fasting! so i decided to share some tips i guess:

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the first thing i’m gonna say is that it takes time! start off doing the easier things and then eventually u could bring ur restriction levels higher if u chose to! one of my biggest mistakes is at the PEAK of my binging i was doing all of the most difficult restrictions and it led to MORE binging! 

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-stay OUT of the house. if you get the sudden urge that ur gonna binge once u get home here are somethings u could do:

1.) go into a random store and buy urself something like gum, an energy drink, wtvr else and then enjoy that before you get home. listen to ur fav sadish or ana playlist while u do that and genuinely EVERY TIME my urge to binge goes away(lmk if u want songs)

2.)(not recommended if you are still deep in ur binge cycle cuz it could be dangerous to some ppl SO BE CAREFUL> you know urself, if ur still gonna binge on this don’t do it) go into a random store and buy gummy vitamins , they’re usually like 5-10 cals, even if u eat like a handful(don’t recommend cuz they're still vitamins but if u do it like once it’s fine).what i do is i buy them and then take tiny bites of the serving size or suck on them until they dissolve. plus it usually lasts u like a good couple months depending on how big the bottle or serving size is!

3.) just don’t go home until the binging urge is gone, take urself shopping, do something tedious outside your house! 

4.) if you don’t live in a big city like me, they’re might not be as much to do! but don’t make excuses for urself, if u live in a boring neighborhood who cares, go for a long walk with a nice playlist or podcast! if u have pets, walk ur dog. it doesn’t sound that entertaining but i’ve grown to really enjoy my alone time walking. you’ll also get ur steps up! walking a lot is definitely gonna improve ur mood and a good mood is great to avoiding a binge

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okay the second thing you should do is have 0-10calorie food options at home. this is definitely harder for some people because we don’t live alone! but if you hide little things around your room, you won’t need to go into the kitchen for stuff that you didn’t buy but ur tempted with! 

-for example yesterday i had 5 calorie jello! the serving size was so big i almost didn’t finish it all

-i also crush ice in my blender until it’s super smooth like snow and add 0 calorie flavorings into it!

-i have gum ALL over my room

-0 calorie drinks

-tea

-coffee

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3.) MAKE SURE UR DRINKING WATER. being dehydrated can make u feel like u need to binge, but realllyyyyy all u need is some water!

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4.) -play tedious games like the sims! it’s super fun and u could make sims that look like u but at ur goal weight! ik that sounds weird but it’s honestly rlly comforting LOL

-another game could be roblox… embarrassing ik but it’s fun 

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5.) if ur like me and have a shit ton of hw or even work for ur job that you have been putting off, make a day out of it! bring ur laptop or ur work to a nice coffee shop or park spot if u don’t wanna do it at home :) the options are unlimited! and if u trust urself at home, do it there. the fact that you’ll have just SOMETHING off ur to do list is gonna make u feel so much better

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6.) this is if ur at the PEAK of ur binge cycle: buy NUTS! i’m telling you guys BUY NUTS! don’t get discouraged by the calorie label, ik it looks like a lot but our body intakes calories differently with different foods and u absorb nut calories less than u would others if that makes sense

^^^they take a long time to eat and they’re so filling! i know that even if ur full u still can feel like u have to keep going but that’s never happened to that extreme with nuts for me! if this doesn’t work for u tho, think of another healthyish food

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7.) if you can’t leave the house take LONGGGG baths!! like 2 hrs im serious it helps to calm u down and clear ur head! 

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i hope this was helpful :) ik it’s kinda basic info but i felt like sharing it for ppl struggling like i was 

[kaoharu]

🍫🍰💘💐🍦❣ ^_^!!!

ask game !!

YAYYY thank uu for the ask ruyaruya i can always count on uu 🫶 answers utc cause its a Lot

🍫 do you have a favorite chocolate or sweet?

hmhmm i like mint chocolates like andes the most i think . . . i like all chocolate except for straight up dark chocolate . . . its ok if it has a sweet filling like caramel or smth sometimes tho

🍰 what’s your favorite dessert to eat? do you have a favorite to make?

i loveloove all desserts ever . . . i rlly like tiramisu lately tho !! also i love making creme brulee tho i barely make it . . . i just think using a butane torch on the sugar is fun 👍

💘 you would fall in love with someone who…

hmm this is kinda hard to answer . . . i usually fall for my friends its kinda awkward :looks out the window: but ig i tend to like ppl who will match or at least try to match my energy and like. are nice to me ( this makes it sound like my standards are so low help i promise i dont fall for everyone whos ever nice to me. i have more self respect than that . . . )

💐 how would you woo someone? how do you flirt?

oh my god im the worst flirter of All Time actually. i dont even know if what i do counts as flirting 😭😭😭😭😭 when im flirting its kinda just me being friendly and wanting to befriend someone on steroids . . . i like to listen more than talk usually if that makes sense ❓️ is that even flirting god know 👍

❣ red, pink, or purple? glitter or sequins? silk or velvet?

purple or pink depending on the shade :D !!! glitter > sequins easy choice and i like the feeling of silk better :3

🍦 what are ten things you love about youself?

in no particular order

my voice 👍

my height at a nice 5'1 which id been aiming for since middle school

my handwriting ( it took me all of middle school to perfect my neat but intentionally a little messy handwriting . . . which sounds rlly weird but it looks good w/o seeming tryhard-y or wtvr lol )

my reflexes ( im not athletic in the least but like i have pretty quick reflexes from playing games + having to watch babies growing up . . . if that even makes sense . anyways i survived so many random occurances thanks to my reflexes yayyy )

my hair :3 except on the days that it doesnt want to cooperate /silly

my silliness ( im running out of things to say helpme )

my ??? musical ability ??? does that count

my ability to not be self conscious abt the clothes i wear 👍 overcame that hurdle long ago :looks out the window:

my oddly decent health . . . ? i only get sick like maybe 2-5 times a year

my awesome aura or smth. i attract fun ppl at times i think :shrug:

[cows-wearing-my-sweater]

i went to atvb when i hadn’t really seen it on tiktok that much and i enjoyed it! i do think that it’s interesting commentary and whatever but i 100% agree with your point of it getting old. i don’t think that it helps that it’s all over social media because there’s only so many times you can do it before the point is made and it’s a bit like whatever i guess.

hopefully they’ll be change for the next part of the tour as surely he realises that this same point he’s trying to reiterate has been done clearly enough. i know matty is aware as well of how popular the show was due to forms like tiktok so i’m trusting that it has to develop somewhere else now or get rid of it (which doesn’t seem to be happening) 😭😭

all i think we can do is hope for the best i guess😭

i’m super glad u enjoyed it!!! ik for a lot of people it rlly was a good experience, so i do think i need to keep the bad experiences some ppl ik had from putting me off from the whole thing. definitely agree with the bit about social media, i feel like this would all be more interesting and feel more fresh if it didn’t seem like matty was trying to make this his entire public personality, if that makes sense 😭

i just have a nagging feeling that the “dark and weird” aspects of satvb that he mentioned awhile back are Not going to be all that fun or interesting for me personally, which is a little disappointing yk?? i’ve been finding myself wishing more and more that i could’ve seen them during the mfc era shows because on a personal level i think i would enjoy that more than wtvr tf he’s got going on rn LOL

but!!! all that said!!!! i do still feel extremely lucky to have satvb tickets and i don’t want to take that for granted 💗 hoping for the best, a little worried for the worst, but all around still looking at it positively :’)

[grvntld]

okiE litol update lang abt my mental and emotional state lately and now i guess (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ

last week sobrang down ko talaga like di ko ma-explain but i do get moments na sudden wave of uhh idk if i should call it sadness pero parang ganon na nga from time to time and i know that i just have to release it in wtvr way i can so i can feel light ganorn tapos napadrama nga me sa ig kasi wala na talaga ako sa mood last week and i just had to let my tots flow so yAs dazz wassup but after that naman i felt rlly better naman and i think thursday ata yun when i woke up and i was like today will be different because i will make it different and im so happy that it did kasi grabe talaga crylaloo ko nung wednesday lol and then thursday and friday came and i was rlly like yAs litol by litol yAs focus ka muna on one thing lang ganOrn kasi i think aside from exhaustion i also felt overwhelmed din for wtvr reason

but ayOrn im rlly doing good naman na so far and idk maybe it was the affirmations and prayer that helped me too plus the messages i got from people dear to me huhu sobra grateful ko talaga for having a sweet, understanding, and vvv loving support system

bottomline is im happy that im happy na ulit lmao (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡

[reinventboy]

was tagged by @brokentoothkiss to answer some questions 🍽

last song

figure in the field by the brazen youth

three ships

hmmm. i have been thinking about richard and francis (the secret history), lee and maren (bones and all), & howl and sophie (howl’s moving castle) a lot recently

currently reading

nothing new, just rereading the secret history cuz i listened to the abridged version the other day, like the one robert sean leonard did, and… oh. it’s so good, i need more

last movie

howl’s moving castle (think i want my next tattoo to be about it cuz i’ve been rlly nostalgic for it recently lol)

craving

a loud concert and a normal sleeping schedule (and like love or wtvr)

tagging

not sure who to tag, but if you want to do this pls say i tagged you, i wanna hear about what you’re up to !!!

[astrxealis]

huh. an idea for a p5 oc

[luciathcv]

amusement park date - sjy

summary: what the title says || warnings: none || genre: fluff || word count: N/A

okay so like jake is def the bf you’d go on amusement park dates with

he just has those vibes (idk how to describe it💀)

anyways so you guys go to an amusement park!!

when you get there the first thing he does (after getting into the park itself) is bring you to get a map ofc!!

you both look through it and decide that you want to just go off and do whatever you see that catches your eyes- not really following the map

start off on some less harsh rides since you just got their

def the type to hold your hand the whole ride for like every ride

screams so loud! like you know his happy type of scream?? (idk how to describe it but wtvr..)

you then go on roller coasters!! 

literally you both scream the whole way

on one of them it’s like 2 seats on one side then 2 on the other (imagining like the joker ride at six flags lol)

ofc ur on one side and these 2 little kids probably like 10/11 years old on the other side

the whole ride u guys are much louder than the kids

MUCH louder

literally when the ride finishes the two kids are judging you two..

both of you notice and laugh about it

then you guys get some simple amusement park food

well you were going to but on the way there jake got distracted by a little stand with headbands

he brought the two of you matching animal headbands!! cuteeeeee

THEN you go and get food

at the cafeteria/food court area you guys are getting stares (ofc since ur such a cute couple!!)

both get food and find a little table where you both share it

also just so you know he likes PDA but like your not the cringey type of couple where you’re like making out in line or like idfk but nah ur not that more of a like holding one another’s hand and standing close to one another type of couple☺️

after eating you guys decide to go to a haunted house (well rlly you do- he didn’t want to..)

you force him tho since you’re such a great significant other!!

walking through the haunted house he’s clinging onto you

someone pops out and screams and he grabs onto you, pulling you away from them

some of the actors in the haunted house tease him..

lowkey he gets offended fr

anyways once the haunted house is over he’s holding his hand to his chest where his heart is

you were a little scared too but damn he was on a whole dif level

he always was when you guys watched/did scary things

after that you guys headed to the little games like the basketball games, and ball throwing games where you get like prizes (i don’t remember the name lol)

anyways you both play with one another and he insists on getting you a prize

fails the first few times and it’s so funny to you

he just rolls his eyes at ur laughter as he continues to play to get you a prize

eventually he ends up getting you a decent sized teddy bear stuffed animal

people around you clap when he finally makes it making you embarrassed but him proud lmao

at this point it’s already late asf so you decide to leave

best date ever!! def try and do an amusement park date with one another at least once every summer!!

[avornalino]

[this is like purely for college dormies so if its not abt college dormies then u can just ignore this uwu or take out the college aspects and substitute them for other stuff]

hallooo this is probably more of a "how to get along" rather than just purely "how to talk" to roomies. anyway i've had several roomies back in my college dorm days and what i did for them to warm up to me was to invite them to eat with me whenever i could (well, not too much, just sometimes esp if im alone). sometimes when i had food delivered, i would tell them to take a slice or if they wanted to try what i had. eventually they'd ask me if i wanted to eat lunch together like routine and i felt like i was able to bait & hook them. the stupid rule abt road to romance is thru the stomach or wtvr worked for me lol!

talking abt typical college discourse such as "being tired" or "too much work" also checks out ngl (yeah that sht works tbh its the bond between overworked students). i dont rlly press convos if it becomes stale because u can always build on other aspects beyond just conversing. tho tbh this also depends so much on ur roomie, thankfully i had another roomie who was v willing to talk to me whenever i asked questions. im also not sure if u mean college roomies but most (i've met) are pretty much open to having friends esp if theyre freshies and theyre new to the area. something abt building a small "home to return to" in ur dorm ykno or a sense of comfort

hope ur able to talk to ur future roomie! no worries if u cant tbh, even just having a sort of amicable acquaintance is enough.

thank you sm wtf !! this is for a college roomie (my very first one) we haven’t met yet since she lives a few hours away and we really only started talking today. and while i feel like i’m fairly ok at becoming friends with people (befriended the girl i sat next to at orientation and now we might be meeting up this week) i just don’t know how to talk to someone who answers my long winded questions with same lol but i digress.

i agree on not trying to force conversation too much so i’ll probably spread that out over the next monthish before i move in, i was just hoping to have some sort of connection that i’ve seen my friends have with their roommates :(

[dip-the-stick]

hahah