#not tagging the nams crush ones

[bernardisgross]

Random KH doodles from 2k20 - (mostly my AU - modern au set around Lauriam’s flower shop)

[beautifulchris]

love die young

wc: 0,5k

pairing: bang chan x gn!reader

summary: after months of young love, you decide it's best to part ways

genres: angst, breakup!au

tw: mention of death (just a thought) and anxiety

notes: this drabble is inspired by love die young by eric nam as requested by my friend. i hope i did it justice and it's angsty enough djdjdj @badwithten 🙏🏼 also the lyrics are in italic and 2/3 chris' thoughts. i'm reposting the works i posted while shadowbanned, please don't mind me

networks: @kflixnet @k-labels @whipped-kpop-creators

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prequel to: fate brought us together again

GIF publié par sevengems07

Chris fell in love with you rather quickly. He was attracted to you the second he laid his eyes on you, your beautiful hair complimenting your face nicely.

He got the courage to speak to you after class one day, and your personalities matched perfectly.

It was young love at its finest.

You’d do everything together, without forgetting your respective family and friends.

This amazing relationship was around nine months old. Then, one afternoon at his house, you said something that shook his very core.

“Chris, I have to tell you something.”

“What’s wrong, angel?” he asked, worry in his voice. You rarely called him by his name.

“I— OK, this is gonna be difficult.”

You breathed, throat tight.

You were seated on each side of the couch. At the sight of your dejected state, he moved closer to you, a reassuring hand pressed against your knee.

In his head, he imagined one of your family members passed away. Honestly, he couldn't think of anything else that could put you in such a distressed state.

“I want to break up.”

He thought wrong.

Your words felt like a bomb exploded in his chest. You weren't one to make jokes this hurtful, and he always knew when you lied.

The fact you were being real filled him with confusion and anxiety.

“I don’t understand,” was all he could reply.

Weren't you happy together during the many months you spent together? Was every single moment all a lie? Did he even know you like he thought he did?

“You don't love me anymore?” he resumed, “Did I do something? Is there someone else? Someone better?”

Self deprecating questions spiraling in his head, he felt like suffocating. He moved back, away from you.

“No, it's none of that, Chris. I promise. I just feel like I don’t know myself, and I need to. In order to know who I am… This journey I have to take alone.”

Tears were staining your shirt, but you didn't care one bit. Seeing him like this hurt more than words could describe.

“Please, don’t let this love —our love— die young.”

“I love you,” you said softly, “I just need to put myself first this time.”

“Y/N,” he whined, your words feeling like a white-hot knife cutting right through him. “I need you to stay.”

You sniffed, caressing his elbow with your thumb. The movement calmed his nerves, if only a little.

“And I need to go.”

Chris’ heart was hammering in his chest.

Tell me it was just a wrong feeling.

“I’m sorry,” you resumed, “I really am. I never meant to hurt you. I’m leaving the day after summer break officially starts. We may never see each other again.” Your voice broke a little.

It was painful— no, crushing the both of you. However, you had to do it. For your own sake.

“I love you,” he whispered, barely seeing you through his tears.

He got closer to you, pressed his forehead against yours.

The goodbye kiss was passionate, teeth crashing and full of love and pain.

“Thank you,” you murmured, out of breath, when you let go of his face, “for everything.”

“Don’t leave me.”

“I have to.”

These were the last words spoken to each other.

You left, heart heavy but determined to find yourself and be able to love yourself like you loved him.

Chris stayed for hours, crying on his couch.

Maybe I should blame myself for never thinking we’d end up this way.

thank you for reading! if you enjoyed, here's the masterlist<3

[wavelikewhat]

More Than A Latte

Pairing: Barista!Seungcheol x Reader (any pronouns) Summary: You have a huge crush on the handsome and flirty barista who makes you a perfect latte nearly every day. Unfortunately, it’ll probably never be anything more, right? That’s what you believe… until you see him on a night out with your friends. Wordcount: 1.7k Content notes: Reader goes to a bar and orders drinks, but no direct mention of alcohol, drinking alcohol, or drunkenness. No smut. Total fluff. Genres/themes/appearances: Fluffy and frothy like his lattes would be. Entirely inspired by this clip. Barista!Cheol in that shirt with that hair and those forearms really put a lot of thoughts into my head.

A/N: this is a mini "collab" with @seungkwansphd: please read their version of this concept called bean me up, scotty!! we both had different inspiration based on my totally normal and definitely not over the top reaction to that Barista!Cheol clip ☕️

SC - What will it be today? YN - Medium latte. SC - Perfect… and can I have a name? YN - Y/N. SC - Thanks Y/N. Your drink will be on the other end of the counter over there. 

SC - Hey! I remember you from the other day! What will you have today? YN - Hey, good morning. I'll have a medium latte. SC - Excellent choice… Remind me of your name? YN - Y/N. SC - All right Y/N, it’ll be at the end of the counter. 

SC - Hey Y/N, good morning! Medium latte? YN - You are a quick learner. SC - It helps that you order the same thing every time. Have a good one! 

YN - Hey, good morning. SC - Hey Y/N! Regular? YN - Make it with an extra shot of espresso, please. SC - I can't tell if that's a commentary on last night or this morning. YN - Let's just say both and leave it at that. 

YN - Hey, good morning. I'll have a medium latte. SC - Perfect order for a perfect day. YN - It really is beautiful out… I was thinking of taking the bus but maybe I'll walk. SC - You can't take hot coffee on the bus. Unless you're sneaky? YN - I am not very sneaky… I just drink my coffee a little faster than is probably responsible. Is that against the rules too? SC - I will be here to make your medium latte whenever you need it. Just don't take it on the bus.  YN - I promise.

SC - Hey Y/N, how was your walk yesterday? YN - It was really nice. Did you get a chance to get outside? SC - I did, you inspired me. I took the long way home. YN - Home isn't nearby? SC - I live on the other side of the river. YN - Oh, me too! SC - Really?

SC - Hey Y/N, medium latte?  YN - You are my hero. 

……………………

“Hey, good morning Y/N! I saw you across the street through the window.” Seungcheol picks up the white cup on the counter in front of him and hands it to you. “Here you go,” he says with a casual smile. Your knees threaten to give up on their one job of holding you upright.

You take the latte from him, fingertips gently brushing against his. You couldn’t have imagined the spark you felt when you touched his skin. Your fingers are probably going to tingle for the rest of the day from the memory of his touch. 

You gather your wits and look up at him. “Wow, thank you! Does everyone get this level of service?” You’re flirty, you always are. You can’t turn it off when it comes to him.

“Only you.” The corner of his mouth tilts up. He’s flirting, too.

“Do you say that to everyone?”

“Only you.” He grins wider and runs a hand through his blond hair, all while meeting your gaze.

You glance down at his name tag to break eye contact. “Seungcheol (he/him)” it says, as if you haven’t read it a thousand times before. 

His crisp white shirt is buttoned nearly all the way up to his neck, just one left undone, giving you the tiniest peek at his collarbone. His sleeves are rolled up the same way as always, showing the same few inches of forearm you stare at almost every morning.

He chuckles and draws your attention back to his face.

You still haven’t ever said his name, but he always greets you with yours. It gives you a buzz every time you hear it.

The way he says your name affects you. The way he smiles after he says your name affects you. The way his eyes light up when he sees you walk through the door… That definitely affects you.

……………………

“How did you even find out about this place?” you ask as you step out of the taxi. 

“Someone I work with was talking about it,” your friend Nina replies, adjusting her top. “I figured we might as well go somewhere new.”

“What, you don't like change?” your friend Eunchae teases as they hold the door open in front of you. 

“Haha,” you reply sarcastically, knowing full well that you're the most routine-oriented person any of your friends had ever met, even counting Nina’s dad who delivers mail—which means he goes to the same houses on the same street in the same order every single day. You can’t help it if you like routine! Spontaneity isn’t really your strong suit.

“Well, it looks pretty cool,” you say, scanning the crowd. Everyone seems to be having a good time, which is always a promising sign. It isn’t too loud, but there’s a level of excitement in the air that makes you bob your head slightly to the song spun by the DJ in a far corner of the room. Your friends lead you to the bar and you run your eyes down the length of it, seeking out the bartender with the shortest queue. 

And that's when you see him. 

Seungcheol. He's in a tight black tee (where did those muscles come from?) flashing the smile that had become a crucial part of your morning routine. As he turns his head, his blond hair sparkles in the dim bar lighting. 

Your eyes narrow at the women giggling as he hands them two colorful drinks. Who could they be? Does he know them? Why is he smiling at them?

“What do you want?” Nina asks in front of you, breaking your concentration. Thankfully, she’s caught the attention of a bartender working exactly where the three of you are standing. You make a very large mental note to avoid Seungcheol's section of the bar for the rest of the night. 

As much as you want to see Seungcheol again, because once nearly every day is definitely not enough, you have absolutely no idea what you would say if he recognized you… if he even could recognize you outside the context of the cafe. You’re dressed totally differently from how you dress for work, and your hair is different, and your makeup is different, and hopefully your entire demeanor is different because it isn’t the crack of dawn and you aren’t getting the caffeine you desperately need in order to become a human being. You have many hours of being human behind you today. 

That’s when you remember that you didn't actually see Seungcheol today. You were running late to work and you didn't have a chance to stop for coffee, so you ended up making instant coffee in the break room after you arrived. It wasn’t the same. Seungcheol’s coffee just works better.

Needless to say, you plan to do everything in your power to avoid him tonight, even though every single molecule in your body wants to be as close to him as possible… tonight, tomorrow night, and every night until the end of time. 

Your friend hands you a glass and motions you away from the bar. You’re more than happy to escape the possibility that Seungcheol might notice you (even if that's secretly what you want). You attempt to stop thinking about him for the next half hour while your friends gossip and sip their drinks. You mostly succeed, because your eyes only land on him every few minutes instead of every fifteen seconds. 

“Come help me carry the next round,” Eunchae instructs as they stand up. You casually glance at Seungcheol’s section of the bar as you follow Eunchae. There’s a huge smile on Seungcheol’s face as he pours drinks for two guys who look to be as tall as he is. He looks so painfully good in that shirt. 

When the guys turn around to walk away, they are very obvious about glancing back at him with their wide eyes and secretive grins, clearly discussing the handsome bartender who just made their drinks. As they should, you think. He deserves it. 

You shake your head, trying to get him out of your mind. “Can you see which bartender we should go to?” Eunchae asks, looking at both ends of the bar in confusion. You point to the bartender at the exact opposite end of the bar from Seungcheol. 

“He only has one person in front of him,” you explain, walking as far away from Seungcheol as possible. 

Despite your reluctance to look at a certain bartender in the building, you and your friends have an amazing time. The drinks taste great and the vibes are just right. The three of you were enjoying letting loose after a long week, and you can tell the people around you are enjoying themselves, too. 

After the three of you head out to the dance floor, Nina and Eunchae keep saying they’re looking forward to coming back and bringing your other friends along. You’re excited and horrified by this possibility. It’s always great to find a new place you and your friends all like. The problem is you don’t know if you can even get through this night without making eye contact with Seungcheol and melting on the spot. There is no way you'd be able to hide from him on another night out, or other nights if your group keeps dropping by. 

Sooner or later you’ll end up having an awkward encounter with him and you do not trust yourself to be cool in that situation. Not even a little bit. 

“Let's have one last round?” Nina suggests, and you nod. Eunchae moves toward Nina, saying they’ll help carry water to the table with the drinks if you can snag a table. You look around, enjoying the music and carefully avoiding a certain someone in a black shirt. 

When your friends come back and set all the drinks and water on the table you're at, you let yourself enjoy their company fully, appreciative of the fun night with some of your favorite people. You’re finally able to completely forget the man at the end of the bar. 

Suddenly, Nina and Eunchae both turn their heads toward you. No, not toward you: they’re looking at someone behind you. You turn back to find out what caught their interest.

“Hey Y/N,” Seungcheol says with an easy grin, the same way he always does. You can’t help but smile in return. You kick yourself for developing this specific muscle memory.

He’s looking you in the eye for the first time all night. Despite your best efforts (and you tried really hard!) it turns out he did notice you. And he didn’t just notice you, he recognized you and sought you out and said your name out loud in his way that always sends a chill down your spine.

He introduces himself briefly to Nina and Eunchae, exchanging only names and nods. Then he focuses his attention on you again.

“I’m done with my shift. Ready to go?” he asks expectantly.

Without receiving any instructions from your brain, your mouth responds. “Yes.” 

“Are you sure?” Nina asks, looking right at you. 

“I thought we could share a cab?” Seungcheol adds, still smiling, still looking at you.

“We live in the same neighborhood,” you explain, as if that’s all the explanation necessary for leaving with a hot bartender your friends have never spoken to who also somehow knows your name and where you live. You find yourself backing away from the table. Tonight your mouth and legs have made a lot of decisions without your brain’s direction.

“I’ll text you when I get home!” you promise, waving at your friends before spinning around. 

When you turn to face Seungcheol, he takes your hand and bites his bottom lip for a moment before grinning at you. “Hi Y/N,” he says.

“Hi Seungcheol,” you respond, grinning back at him.

[lee-minhoe]

top songs (of the first half) of 2023, tagged by @changbeens!! 💞

ordered by release date: left right - xg // autopilot - purple kiss // crazy stupid love - twice // journey - woodz // time and trace - ha hyunsang // fanfare - ini // serenade - boynextdoor // FNF - skz // django - ateez // wild heart - lun8 // dreaming - kang daniel // broken melodies - nct dream

i tried to make photocard type gifs this time hehe after siyuan's great idea <3 who knew it was so hard to find pics of pc backs LOL i had to do so much google image hunting and watch unboxing videos to find some of these photocard backs but i like how they turned out overall :D the lun8 one in particular had so many details on the pc, and their album is really cute!!

okay but god this was SO hard...and i had to resist the urge to make my top 12 the entire 5 star album lmao (im sorry but top 10 was just not happening). soooo here is my infinitely long honorable mention list, also ordered by release date:

beautiful liar - mx // volcano - han // love or die - tnx // sorrys never enough - corbyn // cupid - fifty fifty // wildfire reimagined - eric nam // trendz - new dayz // cherry blossom - bobby // snain - changbin, felix, seungmin // tricky house + rockstar - xikers (two songs) // golden hour - mark // salty - n.SSign // time machine (2100) - giuk // drowning - woodz // blue moon - nflying // crush on you - vahn // loser - ab6ix

tagging (if you want to, and if you already did it please tag me!!): @agibbangs @ambivartence @baekhyunnybyun @chanrizard @ggthydrangea @hannahbahng @hyunebear @leemarkies @minchanz @seungmoes @shorelinnes @skzfaker @snug-gyu @strayklds @woodziecup @yohanblr

[thasorns]

Every month of 2023!

I tagged myself (shamelessly) on my sideblog b/c I was more active on my main and it looked like fun so :)

JANUARY: my most popular set is WaanTul from Between US and probably one of my faves but also this set from Jung Da Eun in The Witch Part 1 The Subversion

FEBRUARY: popular set is Yak from My School President but my fave would be Ken from Chains of Heart

MARCH: my most popular and also my fave is HinPayu from Chains of Heart

APRIL: popular set is Zorzo as Ae in Step by Step and fave is Thomas' famous drawing from Missing: The other Side

MAY: my most popular set is Be Loved in House: I do but my fave is probably Ms Min's savage moment in The Love you give Me

JUNE: popular set is Home School the Series + Tumblr text post but since I only giffed two sets I'll include View Benyapa in the Home School Special

JULY: most popular set and my fave is Louis Thanawin in Hidden Agenda

AUGUST: goes the same as july most popular and fave is my set about Sing my Crush

SEPTEMBER: three times in a row I only giffed once for this month which means my most popular and fave is a quoteset of Sandray in Only Friends

OCTOBER: was the month of my little obsession with 'Kimi to Nara Koi wo shite mite mo', my beloved <3. let's start with my most popular is where Amane confesses to Ryuji and it's so hard to choose but it's probably the ice cream scene

NOVEMBER: most popular set is Nam Joo Hyuk in Vigilante and my fave is this beautiful Toptap set (what a fake fan I am)

DECEMBER: another month with a new obsession and this time with 'The Sign' so my most popular is the hugging scene between Phaya and Tharn and go judge but going to include two for my faves. One is this single gif of Tharn where he just looks pretty and the other one is my recent about again Tharn's beautiful and pretty face with his mole

I had fun doing this and feel free to ignore and idk who'd already done it but: @itsallaboutbl @raypakorn @i-got-the-feels @wanderlust-in-my-soul @sparklyeyedhimbo @khaotunqs @pondsphuwin @morkofday @loveisactivated

[hughungrybear]

7 Comfort Movies

Tagged by @imlivingformyselfdontmindme (post here). I have to confess that I have not seen the inside of a cinema since the pandemic. However, I do have tons of subscriptions from different streaming services and most of my favourite movies are old anyway lol 😅

In no particular order

1. It Happened One Night (1934, United States)

Starring Clark Gable, Claudette Colbert

Synopsis: In Frank Capra's acclaimed romantic comedy, spoiled heiress Ellie Andrews (Claudette Colbert) impetuously marries the scheming King Westley, leading her tycoon father (Walter Connolly) to spirit her away on his yacht. After jumping ship, Ellie falls in with cynical newspaper reporter Peter Warne (Clark Gable), who offers to help her reunite with her new husband in exchange for an exclusive story. But during their travels, the reporter finds himself falling for the feisty young heiress.

2. Crazy Little Thing Called Love (2010, Thailand)

Starring Baifern Pimchanok, Mario Maurer

Synopsis: A junior schoolgirl Nam (Pimchanok Luevisetpaiboon) falls in love with her schoolboy senior Chone (Mario Maurer) but is afraid to show her feelings to him, partly because Chone is everyone’s idol, and Nam regards herself as unpopular, homely-looking, and average. She has nothing that can make him notice her. But with the support of her three best friends, Nam revolutionizes herself, starting with her looks and activities to get him to notice her.

3. That Thing Called Tadhana [Fate] (2014, Philippines)

Starring Angelica Panganiban, JM de Guzman

Synopsis: A story about a broken-hearted girl who meets a boy in a not-so-normal way. Together, they go to places and find out "Where do broken hearts go?"

4. Koe no Katachi [A Silent Voice] (2016, Japan)

Starring Miyu Irino, Saori Hayami

Synopsis: As a wild youth, elementary school student, Shouya Ishida sought to beat boredom in the cruelest ways. When the deaf Shouko Nishimiya transfers into his class, Shouya and the rest of his class thoughtlessly bully her for fun. However, when her mother notifies the school, he is singled out and blamed for everything done to her. With Shouko transferring out of the school, Shouya is left at the mercy of his classmates. He is heartlessly ostracized all throughout elementary and middle school, while teachers turn a blind eye. Now in his third year of high school, Shouya is still plagued by his wrongdoings as a young boy. Sincerely regretting his past actions, he sets out on a journey of redemption: to meet Shouko once more and make amends.

5. While You Were Sleeping (1995, United States)

Starring Sandra Bullock, Bill Pullman

Synopsis: Lonely transit worker Lucy Eleanor Moderatz (Sandra Bullock) pulls her longtime crush, Peter (Peter Gallagher), from the path of an oncoming train. At the hospital, doctors report that he's in a coma, and a misplaced comment from Lucy causes Peter's family to assume that she is his fiancée. When Lucy doesn't correct them, they take her into their home and confidence. Things get even more complicated when she finds herself falling for Peter's sheepish brother, Jack (Bill Pullman).

6. Empire Records (1995, United States)

Starring Ethan Embry, Rory Cochrane, Robin Tunney, Liv Tyler, Renee Zellweger, Anthony LaPaglia

Synopsis: Joe (Anthony LaPaglia) runs Empire Records, an independent Delaware store that employs a tight-knit group of music-savvy youths. Hearing that the shop may be sold to a big chain, slacker employee Lucas (Rory Cochrane) bets a chunk of the store's money, hoping to get a big return. When this plan fails, Empire Records falls into serious trouble, and the various other clerks, including lovely Corey (Liv Tyler) and gloomy Deb (Robin Tunney), must deal with the problem, among many other issues.

7. Clerks (1994, United States)

Starring Brian O'Halloran, Jeff Anderson, Jay and Silent Bob

Synopsis: Dante (Brian O'Halloran) is called in to cover a shift at his New Jersey convenience store on his day off. His friend Randal (Jeff Anderson) helps him pass the time, neglecting his video-store customers next door to hang out in the Quick Stop. The uneventful day is disrupted by news that one of Dante's ex-girlfriends has died. After attending her memorial service, Dante muses over staying with current girlfriend Veronica (Marilyn Ghigliotti) or reuniting with ex Caitlin (Lisa Spoonhauer).

Tagging @lost-my-sanity1, @telomeke, @bengiyo @shortpplfedup and anyone who sees this and would want to play 😊

[colourme-feral]

CURRENT ASK GAME

Tagged by @dribs-and-drabbles, @ranchthoughts and @lurkingshan!

Current time: 10.13pm

Current activity: It's the weekend and it's 10pm. Of course it's tea time. Tea and Tumblr.

Currently thinking about: How I am gonna finish 2 parallels posts by tomorrow/Sunday while not being distracted by the idea of watching shows instead. Help!

Current favorite song: Not quite favourites per se, but I'm enjoying these new songs lately: My Plan by Durdn and House on a Hill by Eric Nam. (And if @shou-jpeg is asking, I'm still enjoying Can't Keep Up by Tilly Birds. Watch this be my most listened to song on Spotify again this year, lol.)

Currently reading: Still reading Brutalism by Alexander Clement. Hopefully I don't need to extend my loan again. And I started on a recipe book on shaved ice, which was one of the themes of my trip to Taiwan. So obsessed with shaved ice.

Currently watching: Watching live: Be Mine Superstar, Hidden Agenda, I Feel You Linger in the Air, Laws of Attraction (SEASON TWO WHEN.), Moving (I love how much like a movie each ep feels), Only Friends and Taikan Yoho (I can't explain, but I'm enjoying this a lot) Watching at my own pace: Kinou nani tabeta? and Meikenchiku de Chushoku wo Just started and watching slowly: Genius Chef Junior (It's the Ghost Month and I happened upon this), Kiseki: Dear to Me and Sing My Crush

Current favorite character: NAWIN FROM LAWS OF ATTRACTION HANDS DOWN

Current WIP: Let's say I've got a lot that I wanna do. I'm trying to finish 2 parallels posts, the locations post for that one show I planned to finish 8ish months ago (@aprilblossomgirl I think you know which, lol) and the rainbow post, but that's gotta be done slowly, amongst others.

Tagging: @aprilblossomgirl (I wanna know what your current WIPs are, lol), @blmpff, @callipigio, @shou-jpeg (So what's your current favourite song? A Tilly Birds one, perhaps?)

[wonieleles]

project: stay single — nine : ynwonshipper acc

word count: 430 ! (screenshots below!)

everyone in ms. lee’s third period chemistry class knows that lab days are often more about writing notes and recording data than completing actual experiments, which is probably why y/n and jungwon’s lab mates, nam doyun and kang hyejin, decided to skip again.

initially, the two had no problem with them missing out on labs, but when a four person experiment is left to be done by two people five times, it becomes irritating. upon seeing their message, the two normally sweet and kind students rolled their eyes with frustration.

“not this again,” jungwon scoffed before putting his phone back in his pocket without answering their texts.

“at this point, i’m about to tell ms. lee to swap them out. and i hate confrontation,” y/n added as she grabbed the test tubes and placed them on the test tube holder.

“ha, tell me about it. i’m honestly praying for their downfall because no way are they gonna get the same grades as us while doing absolutely nothing,” jungwon complained.

“me too. anyways though, do you want me to record this time or will you do it again?”

“um, i can do it still.”

“okay.”

after finishing the final steps to the experiment, y/n leaned over towards jungwon to take note of what he was jotting down. she glanced at the paper, trying to copy down the exact words on her own while jungwon sat there, attempting to seem unbother. but the way her face was right in front of his, and it being close enough for him to notice the little mole under her eye, he couldn’t help but stare. because man, was she beautiful.

unbeknownst to the pair, however, was riki and wonyoung huddled together watching the two sit so close that jungwon was all tensed up.

“quick, riki snap a pic of them. it looks like y/n’s resting her head on his shoulder or something,” wonyoung ordered riki.

“got it!” riki cheered after taking a picture of his friend with the girl jungwon “claimed” he didn’t have a crush on. “man, why do they look so cute and lovey dovey together like that?”

“i don’t know, but she’s smiling and it’s genuine, so i’m happy he’s making her happy even if it ends up having no romantic motives,” wonyoung answered, still watching the two.

“i’m gonna make a ship account for them.”

“wait what? i thought we’re just gonna tease them for it. oh my god you’re already creating it. what the actual hell nishimura riki, you are going to get killed by them.”

synopsis: when being the youngest and only girl of the park household, strict parents and overprotective brother and cousins are a given. therefore, park y/n sworn off dating until she enters college (not that she had much of a choice). but when the awkward but terribly cute yang jungwon is placed in her lab group, she finds herself wanting to break the number one rule in her family—no dating till college. or maybe they could be just friends, right?

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note: a boring obviously unedited chapter 🤗🤗 anyways tho everyone say thank you to my friend who helped me come up with making the ynwonshipper acc !! and honestly you could probably get the gist of what happened by just looking at the tweets if you didn’t want to read the written part (cause i get it my attention span is terrible too) but i would appreciate if you guys actually read it since i lost sleep writing it el oh el

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[inpursuitofnunchi]

Finished a time called you and then came on the tumblr tag to see what people think of it and found an interesting mix of reactions.

I too hate that they decided to go with the bury your gays trope (sigh).

And i had no clue that the show was adapted from a massively popular taiwanese drama. I guess I've found my first ever taiwanese drama to watch next.

The plot was quite engaging tbh, i never really checked out of the show, sometimes the chemistry was off, but they individually did justice to their characters.

Yeo Been is fantastic, i could immediately tell when she was joonhee/minju! Hyo Seop is also too cute and gives me the butterflies. He was truly the popular kid in school who everyone crushes on (including me). He weirdly reminds me of Nam Joo Hyuk always and when he makes an excuse to go find a manhwa before it gets sold out, it reminded me of 25/21 so bad haha.

The show was good with good performances from the actors, beautiful cinematography and a decent ost. Now i need to watch the original one to judge how well it fared as an adaptation.

[pufflix]

love die young

wc: 0,5k

pairing: bang chan x gn!reader

summary: after months of young love, you decide it's best to part ways

genres: angst, breakup!au

tw: mention of death (just a thought) and anxiety

notes: this drabble is inspired by love die young by eric nam as requested by my friend. i hope i did it justice and it's angsty enough djdjdj @badwithten 🙏🏼 also the lyrics are in italic and 2/3 chris' thoughts

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Chris fell in love with you rather quickly. He was attracted to you the second he laid his eyes on you, your beautiful hair complimenting your face nicely.

He got the courage to speak with you after class one day, and your personalities matched perfectly.

It was young love at its finest.

You’d do everything together, without forgetting your respective family and friends.

This amazing relationship was around nine months old. Then, one afternoon at his house, you said something that shook his very core.

“Chris, I have to tell you something.”

“What’s wrong, angel?” he asked, worry in his voice. You rarely called him by his name.

“I— OK, this is gonna be difficult.”

You breathed, throat tight.

You were seated on each side of the couch. At the sight of your dejected state, he moved closer to you, a reassuring hand pressed against your knee.

In his head, he imagined one of your family members passed away. Honestly, he couldn't think of anything else that could put you in such a distressed state.

“I want to break up.”

He thought wrong.

You words felt like a bomb exploded in his chest. You weren't one to make jokes this hurtful, and he always knew when you lied.

The fact you were being real filled him with confusion and anxiety.

“I don’t understand,” was all he could reply.

Weren't you happy together during the many months you spent together? Was every single moment all a lie? Did he even know you like he thought he did?

“You don't love me anymore?” he resumed, “Did I do something? Is there someone else? Someone better?”

Self deprecating questions spiraling in his head, he felt like suffocating. He moved back, away from you.

“No, it's none of that, Chris. I promise. I just feel like I don’t know myself, and I need to. In order to know who I am… This journey I have to take alone.”

Tears were staining your shirt, but you didn't care one bit. Seeing him like this hurt more than words could describe.

“Please, don’t let this love —our love— die young.”

“I love you,” you said softly, “I just need to put myself first this time.”

“Y/N,” he whined, your words feeling like a white-hot knife cutting right through him. “I need you to stay.”

You sniffed, caressing his elbow with your thumb. The movement calmed his nerves, if only a little.

“And I need to go.”

Chris’ heart was hammering in his chest.

Tell me it was just a wrong feeling.

“I’m sorry,” you resumed, “I really am. I never meant to hurt you. I’m leaving the day after summer break officially starts. We may never see each other again.” Your voice broke a little.

It was painful— no, crushing the both of you. However, you had to do it. For your own sake.

“I love you,” he whispered, barely seeing you through his tears.

He got closer to you, pressed his forehead against yours.

The goodbye kiss was passionate, teeth crashing and full of love and pain.

“Thank you,” you murmured, out of breath, when you let go of his face, “for everything.”

“Don’t leave me.”

“I have to.”

These were the last words spoken to each other.

You left, heart heavy but determined to find yourself and be able to love yourself like you loved him.

Chris stayed for hours, crying on his couch.

Maybe I should blame myself for never thinking we’d end up this way.

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APPEARANCE

(Dark) blonde hair // I prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // I have one or more piercings (5, all ears) // I have at least one tattoo // I have dyed or highlighted my hair // I have gotten plastic surgery // I have or had braces // I sunburn easily // I have freckles // I paint my nails // I typically wear makeup (at work, outside, but not at home, not sure it's typical though...) // I don't often smile (one can never smile ENOUGH, right !! (And mean it, of course - Nam Seon Ho's false smiles do no count!!) // I am pleased ok enough with how I look // I prefer Nike to Adidas // I wear baseball hats backwards (don't wear caps)

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I play a sport (used to classic dance and grs until my 18th or something) // I can play an instrument // I am artistic (kind of writing whenever the mood hits? does that count?) // I know more than one language (native french, english and dutch ok enough, some basic italian (especially when it's close to french, lol) few mostly forgotten spanish and latin from school, and i wish bits of wherever i ever went to holidays would stick for longer than the holidays but alas... sigh... (i always try to communicate the basics hello please thank you sorry in the language of the country i'm in...) // I have won a trophy in some sort of competition // I can cook or bake without a recipe (don't expect any michelin star though, but i know how to survive) // I know how to swim // I enjoy writing // I can do origami // I prefer movies to tv shows // I can execute a perfect somersault // I enjoy singing (false, on my own, in the car) // I could survive in the wild on my own (I WISH !!!) // I have read a new book series this year // I enjoy spending time with friends // I travel during work or school breaks (as much as possible, if only to go back home and visit the family :)) // I can do a handstand (against a wall, does that count, lol)

RELATIONSHIP

I am in a relationship // I have been single for over a year (after +20years of being together... the kids are so worth it anyway!!) // I have a crush // I have a best friend who I've known for ten years // my parents are together // I have dated my best friend // I am adopted // My crush has confessed to me // I have (HAD) a long distance relationship // I am an only child // I (TRY TO IF ASKED) give advice to my friends // I have made an online friend (I love you all even if I haven't actually met you all) // I met up with someone I have met online (a few people, years back, at two events)

AESTHETICS

I have heard the ocean in a conch shell // I have watched the sunrise // I enjoy rainy days (occasionnal dance in the heavy rain included) // I have slept under the stars // I meditate outside // the sound of chirping (cigales and crickets) calms me // I enjoy the smell of the beach // I know what snow tastes like // I listen to music to fall asleep in the car // I enjoy thunderstorms // I enjoy cloud watching // I have attended a bonfire // I pay close attention to colors // I find mystery in the ocean // I enjoy hiking on nature paths // spring autumn is my favorite season

MISCELLANEOUS

I can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // I am the mom friend everything // I live by a certain quote // I like the smell of Sharpies (??) // I am involved in extracurricular activities // I enjoy Mexican food // I can drive a stick shift // I believe in true love // I make up scenarios to fall asleep // I sing in the shower // I wish I lived in a video game // I have a canopy above my bed // I am multiracial // I am a redhead // I own at least 3 dogs (cat person here sorry, i have 2 at the moment)

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[thatbtssong]

meant to be

summary: Namjoon and Jimin went to a museum date (but they don't know it is), turns to be the most romantic thing they do togheter.

or where Namjoon doesnt know how to tell Jimin that he loves him. like a lot.

tags: friends to lovers, nam is over heels for jm, also jm, shortau minimoni idontknowhowtousetags, thisismyfirsttimewrittinghere

hello! before u start reading i have to tell u that i speak spanish so,,,, english isnt my first language but i have a pretty good level i gues. i have this story runing on my mind since nam upload that pic with jm in the art gallery! and i cant sleep so im just writing, my first time writing about a ship!!! omg im so excited, hope u enjoy it! and pleaseeeee (please!!!!!) let me know what do u think pls :)

this was inspired from a tweet I SWEAR TO MY MOM THAT I SAW!!! AND I PUT THAT FCKN HEART ICON!!111!1!!!! but i dont find it anymore so now, the history behind the art work its fake ok peace out

Namjoon don't have any hope when he ask Jimin to come with him to this new art gallery that just open in town.

He knows Jimin also enjoys art, so, why not?

And why he was so douboting to ask his friend to come with him?

It's whats friends do, right? hang out and stuff like that. He has no reason to be so nerveous about hanging out with his long time friend Park Jimin.

But when he saw Jimin coming to the main entrance of the museum, he feels his hands shaking because how it's possible for a person to be this beautiful?

He can't see his smile while he's walking to his way but he swears he's doing that shy and shiny smile that tempts Namjoon to be ready to kneel down. He gulp, trying to disappear the nervousness.

It was just another friends outing, so why he feels like his heart it's going to explode when Jimin take of his mask just to show his beautiful smile.

"Hyung! Sorry for make you wait. I didn´t know the bus station was so far from here, I have to walk like fourteen minutes." says breathless, he is so ashamed to make him wait. But Namjoon don't mind.

Namjoon smile tendersly and put his big hand on the shoulder of the tiny man in front of him. Namjoon can feel the results of those sessions in the gym where they go together.

"Don't worry, Jimin, next time you should call me and I come for you on my bike."

The exibitions are beautiful, Jimin loves hearing Namjoon chat about his perspective about the scultures and art paintings, he loves how serious and passionate he sound about it.

Jimin also wonders if he is that way when he loves someone.

In the past ten years, since they met, Namjoon has only a boyfriend, but most of the relationship he was abroad. He was an art curator, the one who introduce Namjoon to the art and make him fall in love with it. Jimin barely hears about this guy, Namjoon barely spoke about him. He knows he was in England and that in the three years of relationship Nam travels four time to see him and the other guy just two.

One day, the pictures on instagram disappeared. And that was how Jimin knew Namjoon was already single.

In that moment, Jimin didn´t have any loving feelings for his friend, seriously, he was enjoying life.

But this man become brawny and spoke more (because he is a little shy, don't let his muscles distract you) and tell smart things that Jimin can´t help but developed a crush for him.

He was aware he is handsome, but when he was taken he didn´t see it.

Jimin is open about his loving feelings for his friend (only with his other friends), but he didn't want to make the first move. Not since that incident on Taehyung's birthday, when he was -not that- drunk and try to kiss Namjoon and he just move his face away and then, he just disappear.

The next day, he just want to hit his head against the wall.

Namjoon abrouptuly stops in front of a painting. This has different shades of color blue, like a mix between the ocean and the sky, a lot of squares that have inside white dots. He is complety absorved by this painting.

In someone else eyes, maybe this is too simple, too boring; but not in his. He knows what this painting means, he hear the painter interview. He read about it. He, also, was reading the description on the left side of the painting.

"In every ocean, In every sky, I´ll can find you. In every universe, I can find you. We are meant to meet, meant to be. No matter how long the road gets or how violent the storm become, we are wainting for eachother somewhere near."

There's a work of art in front of Jimin, actually there's a room full of works of art but he can't help. He can't help himself but fall in love with Namjoon everytime he's near him.

Namjoon doesn't know about his feeling, but maybe, he's aware. And if not, Jimin think he would have to be oh so naive.

"What do you think about this paint, Jimin-ah?" Namjoon ask, so offish.

Jimin clears his throat before he can says something. Yes, he enjoys art gallerys but he doesn´t know anything compared to Namjoon; he just like the colors from this painting, and he can say that the lightning it´s awesome.

"It's so cool hyung, I like the colors and those little dots," he says so sure of himself, even is this was just a vague reply.

Namjoon laughs a little under his breath, he finds Jimin so cute because he would never let him see insecure. He find that cute and wants to just kiss him until his lips burn.

"Yeah, it is. The painter made this in honor of his lover, he was searching to express his feeling about how he think he would find her in every life, no matter how many oceans or skies he has to cross," Namjoon sound so passionate about it that Jimin can´t help but get lost -again- into him, "I mean, I know you could maybe only see different shades of blue and white, but trust me, there's more behind it. I find it beautiful how subjective and interpretative art can be."

Namjoon sigh and Jimin can't help but feel jealous about some paintings. He want that Namjoon sigh for him.

If only he knows.

"Would you like to take a picture here? I think we contrast with this one." Namjoon ask after a few minutes in silence. He get more nerveous, thinking that maybe Jimin get bored.

"Oh, of course hyung, I would love it."

Namjoon reach a girl who was pasing by to ask her if can take a picture of them, and after a few shots, she returned his phone to him.

The tall boy is trying really hard to hide his smile, but why Jimin has to be the cutest boy in the whole world?

"We look good together, even if we are backwars" Jimin say softly while leaning his head on Namjoon's shoulder. To have a better view of the picture, of course.

"Yes, I think the same" Namjoon say without thinking. Jimin can feel him get tense.

"Nam, what would you think if here was painting of me?" Jimin ask, shamesless.

Namjoon is thinking in silence his next words. He is aware of what would he think, because he is afraid of the consecuences of his words could cause.

"That the painter is in love with you, because there's no way someone paints you witout loving you so much and make you a work of art."

Jimin knows he said it seriously, but it was too cute and fuuny at the same time.

"Hyung, you make me laugh"

Namjoon laughs too, but not in a funny way.

"I'm glad to make you laugh but im serious; I believe painters paint pretty skies and fancy gardens because they see the beauty in them, and they make those paints something beautiful and alluring to watch. You're a living work of art, Park Jimin."

Namjoon's eyes feels like they're seeing his soul, unlike Jimin's, that are lost in every inch of his face. He get lost inside his words and everything that adorns his handsome face.

"I've been waiting more than a year to hear from your lips that this feeling, that burns inside my chest, it's mutual. And it was more better than I'd ever imagine, hearing you said in your particular way to be."

They close the space between their faces joining their foreheads. Laughing but, this time, because they know there's no going back.

"Can I kiss you now?" Namjoon ask only for Jimin to hear. The younger boy laugh and it sound heavenly to the oldest.

"Only if you don't run away this time," Jimin jokes and Namjoon just shakes his heads laughing softly.

"You were drunk, what if I let you kiss me and the next day you said me it was a mistake? At that time, I already was deep down with you."

"Or maybe we could have saved all this wasted of time. Be brave, Kim Namjoon."

And after that life advice, Jimin kiss Namjoon. It feels like fireworks, like if they are the only ones in the art gallery.

If you think, this is romantic. Like a classic romcom. Jimin can't help but laugh inside his mind, now he is bussy kissing (finally) the man of his dreams. And the dirties too.

When the kiss is over, Namjoon look into Jimin's eyes again, his hands still in Jimin's puffy cheeks, but this time, he took a few seconds to look at Jimin's face; he can't believe he is actually this close to him.

"I really, really, really like you and I would love to be more than a friend to you," Namjoon confessed.

"More, like... a brother? Should I'd call you dude or something?" Jimin loves to joke and Namjoon maybe loves to roll his eyes for his antics.

"Whatever you want to be with me, as long you let me kiss you." He didn't lose the opportunity to left a quickly peck on his full lips.

Namjoon loves Jimin lips and he can't believe he has now the opportunity to kiss them whenever he likes.

"I want to be whatever with you, as long you let me hear all your bad jokes and smart chats that turns me on," Jimin says happily, unlike Namjoon who has to hide in the space of Jimin's neck to hide his blush.

He was so nervous at first, but now, he is happy.

Because no matter how much time they waste, they are meant to be.

And they will always going to find a way to them.

I start writing like aftermidnight and now its 4:30 AM omgggg my eyes hurt.

This is something short and cheesy but hope you like it! also is the raw version, i dont edit anything T.T but id surelly would do it.

PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT DO YOU THINK!!1!!!11!!!

[miscellaneous--bones]

FINE I CAVED there i made a fuckin. tv head. grrrrrr squares /nm /j

anyway, some nonsense ocs for funsies :)

[joylvetie]

Hii! Could I request a Gwi-Nam (All of us are dead) scenario/reaction to reader asking to meet him by himself and then she gives him flowers and confesses her feelings?

Flowers and Name tags

Gwi-Nam x Fem!reader

Warnings: High places, Kissing

Word count: 514

You finally confess your love to the school bullies gopher

My friends could call me dumb, idiotic anything but I don’t care. At first when we started in freshman year i thought it was just a silly crush all my friends did too but then it grew more and more each year. I’ve been holding onto my love for gwi-nam for three years.

“Y/N i don’t think you should do this he’s an ass” Nam-ra said trying to convince me out of the embarrassment that I might endure.

“But…. He’s nice to me and he’s really attractive” I say grabbing the flowers from the shelves, “Ah you're so hopeless sometimes” She sighs.

I just shrugged and go up to the cash register to pay for the things i got “Just you wait i told him to meet me on the roof—alone” I smiled and she looked at me and shook her head.

“What if she breaks your heart” Nam-ra tried to reason with me again as we walked oy the store to get back to school.

“Argh Nam-ra if that happens it’s on me because well you can’t lie about who you like in the end it’s just gonna hurt everyone” And when I said that she didn’t reply, she just looked at me as we continued our walk to school silently.

——

I was at the door of the roof with Nam-ra quietly rethinking if this was even a good idea, should I go back? Is all of this gonna be worth it, what if i get embarrassed.

I felt someone grab my hand, I look up and see my best friend by my side “Goodluck” She whispers and then walks away. I put my hand on the cold knob and twist it, feeling the cool air on my skin, seeing Gwi-nam.

I walked out onto the roof and he turned around “Hurry up, what do you want? I got other shit to do” He says, looking me up and down. “Uhm.. yea okay it’ll be quick” i say showing the flowers from behind my back.

I hand them to him and he looks in the middle and sees something red, he takes the red tag out the flower and sees it says my name then looks up at me.

“Holy shit—does this mean, you like me!” He says laughing through his teeth. They tried to warn me but no I didn’t listen now i’m going to be a laughing stock and get teased about it from everyone after they found out.

“I should’ve listened to Nam-ra” I said, turning around and walking away from my embarrassment, I heard someone yell No wait but it didn’t stop me, I put my hand on the knob but I felt him pull it off and turn me around placing my back against the wall.

That’s when it happened I felt his cold lips collide against my warm ones while he puts his hands around my neck “I like you too” He whispers, making me smile and blush like an idiot.

The prez was so wrong, I can't wait to brag about this for the whole week.

[fireofjudgement]

Intertwined

Fandom: All of us are dead

Pairing: dom!Su-hyeok x sub!f!hambie!reader

Summary: After being bit, there's many things you should be worried about, and yet you can't stop thinking about the one man who decided to stay by your side no matter what.

Warnings: this fic is strictly 18+, minors and empty blogs do not fucking interact or you'll get blocked on sight, hambie reader (basically Nam-ra but hornier), swearing, kissing, hand kink, d/s dynamic, choking, groping, public sex, finger sucking, restraints, fingering

A/N: @allofuswantgwinam I was browsing the tag, saw you simping and got inspired so I decided to quench your thirst a little with this short thing. I hope you like it!

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He was doing it again.

His long fingers brushing against the skin of your thighs seemingly on accident. It wasn't the first time he's done it either, ever since he decided to tie your wrists together for the group's safety, a shiver going down your spine every time you felt his soft hand on your body.

Even though you had much bigger problems right now, with your future unclear and the trust people had in you now gone, you couldn't help but think how much you wanted, no - needed, his fingers squeezing your thighs, wrapped around your neck, stretching your pussy.. With all of your senses now at their peak it was hard to focus, for reasons different than your friends would think.

You tried to fight this urge, suppress these thoughts, but to no avail. The fact that you've had a crush on Su-hyeok for as long as you could remember wasn't helping either. He's never given you any signs that he likes you back, until now. Or maybe he was just being friendly? You've always struggled to read people, even if their behavior was obvious to everyone else, you remained oblivious.

But you were tired of that, tired of the constant fear and anxiety. There was already more than a hundred reasons for you to feel that way, Su-hyeok didn't have to be one of them. Not anymore. You decided to put his intentions to a test, without risking making a fool out of yourself, if your little experiment failed.

"I think I need to go to the bathroom.." You said, loud enough for the rest of the group to hear but still quiet enough for it to not seem suspicious. You tried to act naturally but on the inside you were shaking, anxiously waiting for Su-hyeok to say something, do something.

Regret quickly replaced your anxiety however when he stayed still, looking you in the eyes without a word. Were you that obvious? Did he think you were pathetic? If he did, you wouldn't blame him. He was probably trying not to laugh at your horrible attempt, ready to tell the story to his friends and-

"Are you sure?" He interrupted your thoughts, his question innocent enough but something seemed off about it, you couldn't quite put your finger on what it was though.

"Uhh, yeah?" You responded, still not sure what he was asking.

"Let's go then." His serious tone left no room for arguments, besides, with your hands tied together you couldn't really do anything even if you wanted to. But right now there was nothing you wanted to do more than Su-hyeok.

Getting to the bathroom was easy enough, the hallway now quiet and empty but to you it felt like the longest, most mentally draining walk of your life. You didn't expect it to go this far, you had no idea what you're going to say or do, if you should even say or do anything. A million thoughts racing through your mind, all of which disappearing the second you were pressed against a cold bathroom wall, Su-hyeok's lips attacking yours in a kiss that was anything but gentle. It almost seemed like he was waiting for this moment, maybe even longer than you have.

His free hand started roaming your body, just like you imagined it, rubbing lazy circles into the skin on your thigh, moving up and brushing over your breasts, before it closed around your neck.

"You're such a fucking tease, you know that?" His tone ice cold, like you've never heard before. The nice and caring guy you knew for years was gone, replaced by..whatever he was, he seemed ready to devour you, break you until the only thing on your mind was him. "You think I didn't notice the way you look at me? The way your legs are always touching mine? I can see how much you like it when I touch you, but now I want to hear it." He added with a smirk.

You were too stunned to speak, still struggling to process what was happening. While you stood there, silent and frozen, mouth agape, he took the chance and let go of your neck, two of his fingers sliding into your open mouth. Without thinking, you sucked on his digits, the sight and the sensation making his dick twitch. He loved seeing you like this, loved how obedient you were for him. Putting your mouth to better use than talking shit, acting like you're smarter than everyone else. If he knew how little it took, he'd force you on your knees way sooner. But now that he had you where he wanted you, he wouldn't let you go that easily.

Before you could say anything, you saw him untie your wrists before he pulled you away from the wall and bent you over the sinks, this time tying both of your wrists together behind your back. With his hands now free and the group in a different area, he no longer had to control himself. Kicking your legs apart, he yanked your skirt up, your panties quickly pushed aside.

"Su-hyeok.." You finally mumbled, not exactly sure what you wanted to say. You were overwhelmed by what was happening, what he was doing to you, the way your body reacted to his touch. You were sure he could see how soaked you were already, with him barely touching you.

"What is it?" His hand wrapping around your throat again made it difficult to speak but oh, how you loved the way it felt. You never wanted his hands to leave your body ever again.

"Please..please fuck me.."

"Oh, I intend to, don't worry sweetheart." He replied, chuckling at your pathetic pleas. His chuckle turned into full on laughter when a surprised gasp left your lips the moment two of his long fingers pushed into you. "But you better get ready, I'm gonna take my time with you."