not to have npd and autism, but i genuinely don't understand how the opinions of other people have an impact on people's self esteem. like im not saying this in an edgelord-y oh look at me im so cool and stoic way but genuinely why does it matter if other ppl think you're ugly/annoying/etc?? like if you're content with your own personality and/or appearance how does what other people think have any impact on you?
i get that some people treat others like shit when they think they're ugly/annoying/etc and i get how that's an issue, regardless of whether they like or dislike them everyone should be civil and professional to everyone else, but if people just internally feel that they dont like you but otherwise still treat you fairly and decently literally how does what they feel actually matter in any material way? its literally impossible to be liked or respected by everyone, some people just inevitably don't like other people, thats just how people work, and that's literally fine as long as we're all still treating each other decently yknow?
like i don't want to say that letting what others think/feel about you is childish since it obviously isn't, people of all ages seem to be like this, and im pretty sure im the outlier here vis a vi NOT having my self esteem based on what others feel about me, but the idea of ascribing even a spec of value to anyone other than myself's opinion about me is so genuinely incomprehensible to me i can't help but feel that other people are missing out on a super obvious lesson that ive had internalised since i was a kid
is this because im low empathy?? does my npd just make me invulnerable to having my self esteem impacted by anyone other than me? am i just too autistic to be effected by others? is this because im such a consequentialist that i don't care what others think of me as long as they still act civil with me???
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sometimes you think about dora ingerlund/dolores dei for too long and this appears on your canvas
haven't figured out if I like that one but hey, purple guys
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pwNPD & pwHPD getting our needed attention supply from these boops
since there are a couple popular hpd flags i wasnt sure which to use so heres one with a different flag
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Fanon Jason Todd is least hot man in all of existense.Girl where's the 'female fantasy' in gender essentialism and male violence and entitlement and fucking latino fetishization and ableist caricatures???????
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do any borderlines find it relatively easy to cut people out of your life? because i have such an issue with this and i really wish i didn’t lol
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Jonathan Sims, Martin Blackwood and Timothy Stoker from The Magnus Archives are BPD4NPD
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sometimes i'm like. am i actually a narcissist? just for a moment. then i remember that from the ages of like 12-19 i eschewed all other photographs or more normal forms of decoration to keep a framed photo of myself on either my desk or my bedside table where i could look at it constantly. cuz i thought i looked cute and confident and no it did not occur to me i might like to have a photo of like, a family member or some cool trees or something i just took like 7 years to go huh wait other people don't keep a photograph of themselves on their desks? what do you do when you want to look at yourself go all the way to a mirror??? anyway it wasn't realizing this was unusual that made me stop the photo just got water damage
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society if people understood that childhood trauma isnt the only thing that can cause personality disorders
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Talk about meta please :3333
*walks up to the stage and takes the microphone*
hi everyone uh thanks for dropping by.um id like to make a disclaimer i think meta knight is cool n funny i love the dude.but my take on him is i think there should be nothing interesting going on w him bc it would piss him off.he had a completely normal life did alright in childhood activities he has no cool dark backstory to be a dark warrior or wtv n it drives him insane he should be this cool dark tragic hero but his parents still send letters during the holidays.i just think w the trend that hes portrayed as cool n mysterious yet silly w the cutesy face n the love for sweets thatd rly fit in.i think he has npd also
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