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#okay I'm going to rant a bit about gender here
mistydragonflyart · 2 years
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Cheers to always learning new things about ourselves and happy pride month!!
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fallingdownhell · 11 months
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May I request the Sumeru boys getting head pats and long rants about how attractive they are from their s/o who's blasted drunk?
Oh my god! This is so adorable!
Characters Included: Cyno; Tighnari; Alhaitham; Kaveh (+Wanderer)
Content: gender neutral reader; reader is drunk; fluff and funny, otherwise safe; Characters get flustered a lot
Word count: 2,8k words
I can't really write drunken slur, so just... pretend, okay? Also, I included Wanderer in this because he's technicaly a Sumeru boy and I love him and he deserves headpats. Anyways, have fun!<3
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Cyno
He sighed heavily as he adjusted your drunken and slumped body on his back, continuing his way home. He knew it would go that way. You always got way too drunk when going out with your friends.
Yet you kept insisting that you would control yourself this time. That he could relax and drink one or two drinks as well. But Cyno was a protective boyfriend, so if you said you wanted to drink, that meant he was staying sober.
And again, he was glad he made that decision as he adjusted you yet again while you slept peacefully on his back, arms hanging loosely from his shoulders.
Still, he couldn't help but smile at you. After all, you were adorable when drunk, he always had something to laugh about and tease you the next day or two, so it was fine.
"Mhhh..", you mumbled, trying to turn around on his back, but finding that you couldn't move very much.
"We're almost home, (name). Just a few more minutes, alright?"
"Hhmm.. Cyno?", you asked, still sounding sleepy from all the alcohol you've been drinking.
"Yes, (name). I'm here.", he answered and you retorted with a small hum. Thinking that you would just fall asleep again, like the last few times, he kept his eyes in front of him and on the street, but then he suddenly felt a hand in his hair.
"You have so beautiful hair..", you mumbled, quiet like a whisper, which almost made Cyno think that your words weren't meant for him to hear, but then you continued talking.
"And your face! Cyno, do you have any idea how handsome you are? It's unfair!"
Hearing you say this, so unexpected, it made his cheeks all hot, getting red just from a few compliments from his significant other. He was really glad that you couldn't see him right now.
"Hey! Did you hear me?", you suddenly yelled, but still continued to stroke through his hair while Cyno kept walking with you on his back, which only gave you the perfect access to his hair that you needed.
"Hey? Cyno!", you yelled again but he kept quiet, still flustered from your compliments. He just wasn't used to that, okay?
"Meanie... but still a handsome meanie... MY handsome meanie.."
You then started giggling, laying your head to rest on his neck, but you still kept playing with his hair..
Oh Archons above.. he would have to make sure about your memories after you woke up. He couldn't handle it if you were to tease him about his reaction (or lack thereof) to your remarks. Because sober-you would have no problem figuring out that he didn't answer out of embarrassement..
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Tighnari
Partys and such were a rare occurence within Gandharva Ville, but they did happen from time to time.
Today was such an occaision. One of the forest rangers recently got engaged and with permission from Tighnari was now hosting a small party with all his colleagues and friends.
Tighnair himself has only been a brief guest to said party. Not because he wasn't happy for the couple or didn't like the guy. It was simply because it quickly reached a state were it was just too loud for him to handle, and he didn't want to get yet another headache.
He went to the newly engaged couple for one last time, congratulating them again, before telling him the reason for his early departure. They were understanding, offering to safe him some of the leftover food, which Tighnari greatly appreciated and accepted.
You, however, decided to stay for a bit longer, which Tighnari didn't mind all that much. There weren't really that many opportunities for the people here to have fun, and he didn't want to put a damper on things, so he agreed.
He went home alone and made himself comfortable in bed, reading a book he recently started to pick up. Of course, it felt a little bit off to him, since you were missing from your usual spot by his side, but that was just his fox side being needy. He would be fine like this for a few hours.
Time continued to go by and it was now late at night, yet Tighnari could still hear that the party was far from over. However, he did get a bit of a bad feeling when he suddenly heard knocking from his front door.
"Yes?", he asked to let the person know that he was still awake.
"Ah, Master Tighnari. Sorry for the late disturbance. We were just.. hoping that you could come and collect (Name)? They're pretty drunk but refuse to be taken home by any of us."
"...I'm coming.", Tighnari sighed but still got up from bed and made his way over to the venue. It was only a short walk but even standing outside hurt his ears already from how loud it was inside.
When he walked inside, he instantly spotted you, talking to a group of Forest Rangers. Even though he was a bit further away, he clearly saw you swaying from one side to the other, people watching you closely to make sure that you wouldn't just fall to the side... Archons, you were absolutely drunk.
He sighed again as he made his way over to you. You spotted him when he was only a few more steps away. Your entire face lit up with excitement and you threw your arms out for him as you yelled "Tighnari!!"
He smiled, even though his ears hurt just a tad bit more from your hinge, but he didn't mind. It's not like you were aware of your actions right now.
"There's my beautiful boyfriend!"
He stopped at that, but didn't really have much time to react since you were throwing yourself at him. He caught you as you kept laughing and giggling, nuzzling up to his neck.
Then, the next second, you detached from him, standing by his side. "Right? Isn't he so pretty?", you looked expectantly at the forest rangers, who were all looking kinda amused at Tighnari.
"Come on, (Name), let's get home.", he tried to pull you along with him, which you let happen, to his surprise.
The entire walk back to his hut, you kept saying things like how beautiful he was and how unfair it was. To be honest, it made him flustered beyond anything.
Once he had you home and changed into your sleepwear, he just wanted to sleep, but seemed like you had other plans. You grabbed him and pulled him so that his face was now against your chest as you began to gently stroke through his hair, occaisonally scratching his ears as well.
"So pretty.. my pretty boyfriend.. very handsome..."
You kept mumbling to yourself, stroking and massaging his scalp and even though Tighnari was a blushing mess, he couldn't deny that he enjoyed the attention and the compliments..
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Alhaitham
Even though he would never admit to it, Alhaitham was staying up late because of you.
You had told him that you would be going out with your friends tonight and that you would be getting late so he didn't have to wait up on you.
Little did you know that Alhaitham had picked up a habit... he quite literally wasn't really able to sleep anymore without you either by his side in bed or just in his general presence.
Don't get him wrong, he was still able to sleep without you, it was just that his sleep tended to be a lot worse and pretty light when he was by himself than compared with you.
So, he decided to not heed your words. Instead, he made himself comfortable on the couch while he waited for you, reading one of his many books. Since Kaveh was out tonight as well, the house was silent for once and he actually got to finish his book, so he went to pick up a new one right away.
He had no idea how late it had gotten when he heard a set of keys clinging from outside. He waited until the front door opened, revealing your form to him.
He immediately put his book aside and went to greet you, but that was also when the smell of alcohol hit him. Just how much had you been drinking?
"Haitham!", you suddenly yelled and launched yourself at him. He managed to catch you, but he did stumble from the impact, making you both fall back onto the couch behind him.
You giggled as you got up from him, but when you looked in his eyes, your face suddenly got serious as you climbed on top of him, looking him dead in the eyes.
He stared back at you, trying to figure out what was going on in your head right now. But before he could say anything, you took that off of him, revealing your thoughts to him.
"Why are you so damn handsome? It's not fair! Gimme some of that!"
He was shocked and confused at your remark, but before he could say something or react otherwise, you suddenly began patting and stroking his hair, getting him even further into the confusion.
"...What are you doing?", he asked, irritated by your behaviour. You never did something like this, not even when you were drunk before.
"Giving you headpats. You desere 'em for always working so hard... and for being my handsome boyfriend!"
You smiled up at him, clearly satisfied with your explanaition, but it left Alhaitham in a mess. He put an arm up, trying to cover up his cheeks so you wouldn't notice them turning red from your words.
However, your drunken mind didn't even recognise the gesture, you just happily continued giving him headpats, not making any indication that you wanted to move from on top of him.
So, Alhaitham simply resigned to his fate, letting you do as you pleased. There was no reason for you to know that he was secretly enjoying the attention he recieved from you right now..
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Kaveh
Kaveh enjoyed a good night out with a few drinks just as much as the next person, maybe even a little more. You, on the other hand, never really enjoyed drinking and going out all that much, only doing so very rarely.
Today was a date just like any other with your boyfriend, Kaveh. However, when the two of you decided to go to a tavern, you decided that you wanted to drink something with him this time around.
Normally, you were the sober one, managing to get him back when he had a tad bit too much to drink but usually, Kaveh was pretty good at knowing his limit.
Seeing as how you wanted to drink something today, he decided to hold back on alcohol for today. You insisted that he didn't have to, but he wanted to stay sober so he could have an eye on you, just in case.
And man, was he glad he did so. Seeing as you weren't drinking much, you didn't have much tolerance for alcohol. So, you were already pretty drunk after only two or three drinks.
Kaveh had a great time however, seeing you all confused and still smiling brightly at him really only made you all the more adorable in his eyes.
He was having a great time picking at you, teasing you, until he was suddenly yanked by his collar. You had pulled him down so he was now at face level with you.
Your cheeks were flushed red from the alcohol, yet you were looking at him with a half assed, angry look in your eyes.
"What?", he asked, still smirking at you as he kept the position, remaining on eye-level with you.
"Quit teasing me already! Gods, why do you have to be so adorable when you're so annoying sometimes."
Choosing to ignore the last statement you made, Kaveh instead focused on the other thing you said about him.
"You think I'm adorable?", he continued teasing, even though his cheeks did flush a bit red at your words, but in your drunken state, you didn't realize that fact.
"Yes. And also cute, handsome, very beautiful, pretty-!"
"Okay, okay! I got it!", he suddenly yelled as he put a hand over your mouth, shutting you up effectively. Now he really wasn't able to hide his blush anymore.
He was looking to the side, trying to figure out how to go from here, when he suddenly felt a hand on his head. He whipped his head back around to you, seeing that you were now entirely focused on your hand in his hair.
You were petting him... in front of all the other customers of the tavern!
Kaveh looked at you, shocked, but not opposed to your sudden affection. You just looked at him and then flashed him your biggest smile.
Now he really didn't have the heart to tell you to stop, so he just let you do as you pleased.
And you did just that. You continued to pet and stroke through his hair, while the occaisonal compliment slipped past your lips, making him even more flustered every time he heard it.
Gosh, why did the Archons bestow him with such and adorable partner. He was sure he wasn't deserving of you, yet he soaked up the affection he was recieving like he was starving for it. It didn't matter that you were in public, he liked it all the more...
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Wanderer
'Coming home' was an experience he never thought he would have. Yet he did get that... and so much more when you entered his life.
You showed so many things to him, helped him learn and grow so much over the time, and finally helped him build a place that really felt like a 'home' to him.
He enjoyed coming back to you every single day, he adored you with every fibre of his body. There was nothing in this world he wasn't willing to do for you and your happiness.
And yet....
"Babeee!", you yelled as he walked through the front door, greeting him like you usually do when he returns.
But this time, he is stunned. He immediately smells the alcohol in the house and all around you. You're much more enthusiastic than normally, which only solidifies his assumption that you had been drinking.
You did mention that you would be having a friend over today and wanting to have one or tow drinks with her. But it seemed like that turned into a couple more drinks.
He caught you as you were charging towards him, jumping into his arms without any regards for your safety because you knew that he would catch you, without a doubt. He always did, even though he complained to you afterwards (only half-assed, but still).
You immediately hugged him, pushing his giant hat off of him, so you had better access to him, nuzzling your head into the crock of his neck.
"What the- What is wrong with you?", he asked, incredulous. He never witnessed you acting like this before, so this was entirely new territory for him.
"He he", you just giggled and nuzzled against him more, tightening your arms around his form.
He stood there for a few more seconds before sighing and resigning to his fate. He somehow managed to pick you up and carry the both of you over to the couch so you could both have it a bit more comfortable than it would be just standing around in the open.
"Mhh.. pretty boyfriend.. so handsome..", you mumbled as you rested on his chest, and the remark made him freeze up under you.
Did you just- Did you.. mean that?
You must have felt his tensing up, because you suddenly sat up a bit to look at him with a serious expression. Then, you pulled yourself up a tad bit more, so that your hand now reached his face without problem.
You continued looking at him as you stroked some stray strands of hair behind his ear, then your hand wandererd higher, now massaging his scalp, patting his head every now and then.
"So handsome.. and all mine..", you continued to mumble, still staring at him with a serious expression.
He blushed furiously from your remarks, trying to look away from you but finding himself to be unable to do so. He wanted to say something, anything really, but the words keep getting caught in his thoat, so nothing comes out.
Then, you smile softly down at him and nuzzle down against his neck again, still stroking his head.
He just sighed as his arms around you tightened just a bit more, holding you more protectively..
He would never admit to it when asked out loud, but... he really started to enjoy this...
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cannellee · 7 months
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May I make a comfort request with alpha baji and an omega reader who basically tries to go against their instinct nc they were raised in a household where they were shouted at, belittled and then ramen advantage of when they needed it the most. (During heat siblings would mess with them and fuck with their stuff and when darling got angry, they were ranted to fight and got their ass beat)
Sorry I'd it's a little specific, I'm just having a bad day right now and I guess I want comfort.
TOKYO REVENGERS OMEGAVERSE ★
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୨୧ alpha! Baji x omega! Reader
— his reaction to an insecure & traumatised omega s/o.
tw : mention of domestic violence, psychological abuse...
(thank you for requesting🫶🏼, I really wish you get better and that everything's okay for you:( I hope you like it!! angst isn't what I'm best at so I hope it's still okay!)
my masterlist : ☆
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you & baji met in a weird way, nobody would have assumed you would end up together.
baji was just so overwhelming, with strong pheromones, strong aura and a presence which subconsciously drew you to him.
and you were just an insecure omega, not as comfortable with your second gender as your counterparts were.
baji knew of your insecurities, that's why he always made sure to remind you of how perfect of an omega you were.
he would scent you every hour of the day, partly to claim you and keep away other alphas, but also to make it clear to you that you were loved. really loved.
coming into baji's life was the best thing to ever happen to you. you lacked so much confidence baji practically had to beg you to go out with him.
dozens of courting gifts were apparently not enough of a sign that he was clearly into you.
still, he was persistent and finally, you got your dream mate.
baji's the best alpha you could hope for. being aware of the way you were treated, he obviously did his best to make you feel safe and comfortable.
but there were days where your mood was worse than usual and baji just wasn't there at the right time to lift your mood up.
so here you were, gobbling up a fist full of pills to suppress your pheromones. your scent, as delicious as baji told you it was, disgusted you and you couldn't help but think about how your family would be way more satisfied if you got rid of it.
so you did. you also messed up your nest, destroying it and spreading the soft items baji precociously scented for you earlier this morning.
you curled up into yourself on your bed, hating your omega instincts for pleading you to get back into your nest, and cried yourself to sleep. it seems it's the only thing you're good for.
when baji came home and didn't immediately detect your strawberry scent, he knew something was wrong.
with his nose scrunched up and eyebrows frowning, he tried hard to smell you but he just couldn't.
when he called you and you didn't answer, he started to get anxious.
cautiously enters the living room and finds an empty bottle of pills, he paused for a second because those were pheromones suppressant your promised him to never use again.
those were bad for your health and baji thought he made sure to throw away all the remaining ones and lecture you to the importance of your well being.
he went to your bedroom, now more worried than ever and when he found you curled up in a ball and the end of the bed he thought he could feel his heart break.
baji quickly connects the dots when he cradles you in his arms and he doesn't even smell a thing coming from you. gently wakes you up and makes sure to let you know you're safe now.
he knows you're very vulnerable in this state, and although he's worried sick and a bit mad you neglected your health like that, he doesn't wish to alarm you any further.
although he can't sense any pheromones emanating from you, he just knows you're distressed and need his presence.
that's why he quickly reorganise your nest, scents everything he can and tucks you inside your poorly made shelter.
you're not fully conscious when his big arms hug your trembling frame, but his scent alone is enough of a relief that you don't even need to open your eyes.
he kisses you softly and makes sure you're as comfortable as one can be, covering you with blankets and letting your head rest against smooth pillows.
he soon spreads his own pheromones, making them sweeter than they normally are to appease you and pull your nose into the crook of his neck, where his scent is the strongest.
by the time you're fully awake, his presence calmed you down enough that you can completely look at him now.
his relief is visible by how his eyes soften when you give him an apologetic smile.
it pains baji to see his omega, the one he swore to protect, so weak and suffering.
he feels like a total failure, not good enough of an alpha for you.
later when you're doing better, he talks things out with you. make you promise once again to reach out to him, no matter when if you're feeling so terrible again.
if only baji could turn back time to shield you from all those people who hurt you, he would. his omega doesn't deserve the pain she's inflicting herself, both mentally and physically.
you're the best omega he could dream of, how could someone ever want to hurt you?
for now he needs to assure you it's totally fine being who you are ; yes you can surround the both of you with your oh so sweet smell, whine and complain about everything, let baji feed you and care for you.
he can be strong for the both of you, that's what he's good at<3
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nomoreusername · 3 months
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Hidden Burns
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⚠️Self harm⚠️
Summary:As you think you're hiding your problems fine Gally quickly proves otherwise
Pairing:Gally x gender neutral reader
Escaping the Glade went differently for everyone. Some people didn't escape at all, some were picked up by people in black suits, one of us shot Chuck after getting stung, and one of us stayed behind after that person got a spear through the chest.
Gally and I are the last two. Apparently, I helped save his life that day.
I don't feel like a hero though. I feel like someone who was forced to make a choice. Mine was to go with my friends or stay with the two dying people.
Except, it was too late. Chuck was already dead.
So now I figured out how to work a lighter. The problem is why I use it. My arms can give you that answer. To be more specific the old and new burns on them can tell you that answer.
The pain I feel when I use I though, is nothing compared to the others, to Chuck's. That little kid died. Maybe if I had figured out what to do quicker, had been more calm, more collected, more clear minded, I could have helped him. I wasn't though.
I hide that pain well though, just like I hide the burns on my skin.
"Earth to Y/N. Are you there?"Gally asked, snapping me out of my thoughts as he waved a hand in my face.
"Yeah. What'd you need?"I asked, resting my hand on my chin as I looked at him.
"I was asking if you're okay,"He stated, though it sounded more like a question. Not that I let it throw me off.
"I'm great,"I lied, giving a fake grin.
"No you're not,"He confronted, making my heart drop in my chest. Still, I refused to let it show as I played dumb and asked what he was talking about.
"You're not okay,"He repeated. I feigned confusion as he let out a sigh. Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a small item and placed it on the table in front of me. As I saw what it was time froze. I thought I had lost it, but sitting in front of me was my lighter.
"Where did you find this?"I asked quickly.
"Your room."
"What were you doing in my room?"
"What were you doing with a lighter?"
"It's not mine,"I calmly lied.
"It's not yours?"
"No. It's not."
"So it was just on your dresser in plain sight for the fun of it?"
"It's not mine,"I insisted.
"Why are you lying to me about this? That's so stupid."
"I'm done with this,"I huffed, going to walk away. Before I could he grabbed my wrist, making contact with the fresh burns. I let out a yelp of pain as I pulled my hand away.
"What is on your arm?"He asked after a moment of silence. I still didn't answer as I stared at the ground. "Y/N, what's on your arm?"He slowly repeated. I gave a half hearted shrug as I pretended none of this matters, as I pretended this wasn't pissing me off.
"Show me your arm,"He suddenly demanded.
"Shuck off,"I mumbled, crossing them over my chest.
"Show me your arms,"He said louder. I bit the inside of my cheek to keep from screaming at him. So far it was barely working as blood filled my mouth.
"Y/N, if you don't-"
"Fine! You want to see so bad?! Here you go!"I yelled, pulling my sleeves up. His face dropped the second he realized the truth. "You happy? I'm a wreck. Is that what you wanted to know?"
"I don't-"
"Because you got it! I'm an absolute mess, a disaster, and I don't even care anymore! It's fine though! I'm fine! Everything about this is fine, and I don't need anyone's help, and I don't even need you so just leave me alone or-"
Before I could finish my rant he gently pulled me into his chest. I froze as I tried to figure out how to react. In all the years I had known him he had never hugged me or really anyone before. Ever.
So maybe it was that, maybe it was the way he knew the darkest part of me, or maybe it was the toll that outburst had, but I cried. No. Not even that. I was full on sobbing into his shoulder as I wrapped my arms around him.
"I don't want help,"I quietly admitted.
"Even though you need it,"He whispered.
"Yeah. Even though I need it,"I whispered back as he only held me tighter.
"But you need it."
"I do,"I agreed. "But there's nobody who can give it to me."
"I can,"He said firmly.
"But you're not going to like it. You're going to get sick of me, Gally."
"No. I could never get sick if you,"He coaxed, rubbing my back.
Did I completely believe him?
No.
Would I trust him just enough to let him try?
Yes.
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alex-rambles · 1 year
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Could you please do some Bill X reader headcannons with a reader who helps Bill at no cost, which Bill likes at first, but he slowly grows attached to the reader as they'll listen to him vent and help him feel better and are there to listen to him, making him close to the reader. However, Bill grows concerned for the reader with how far they'll go, and when he sees that the reader has nothing to lose and wants to see the world burn, Bill puts his plans on hold asking the reader if everything was ok, to which the reader cries
Reader is gender neutral
-Honestly his "HMMMMM" detectors were going off from the start. He just wasn't sure why.
-Were you gonna pop up later and try to trip him with "I helped you sooo much for free, now it's your turn?"
-Weeks go by. Nope nothing.
-Months. Zilch.
-One year, and you're still just helping for no reason.
-Around the two month mark is when he starts enjoying your company and starts actively seeking you out when he didn't need help
-But Bill is a prideful being and doesn't admit he wants to see a mErE hUmAn
-"No, no, I was just looking for another idiot to swindle. This is YOUR mindscape? Oopsies well since I'm here let's chat! "
-His excuses fool no one
-At first venting might be around trivial matters, such as humans being pricks when he's trying to use them
-Eventually he opens up more, and you might hear small rants about the people of the Second Dimension, and maybe, just maybe, you'll catch a few glimpses into the life he had before Bill Cipher was Bill Cipher
-And you listen. You feel sympathy
-So, he grows to care for you, which actually pisses him off a bit
-You're human, you don't deserve him and all his glory
-Attempts to talk himself out of emotions
-Truth be told, Bill is just upset because you're human. You will be dead long, long before him (...unfortunately an incorrect assumption due to his death after Weirdmaggedon)
-And eventually, when the tasks he assigns begin to get more and more absurd and impossible to complete, he watches you accept and try your best again and again
-And then,
-"The brown-haired boy? With the hat? He's figuring things out he shouldn't, and it's messing up my plans. He somehow managed to... never mind. I couldn't get rid of him. Are you comfortable-"
-"Sure, why not?"
-You said it with a smile
-This disturbs Bill on a level he didn't think possible, and he attempts to backtrack.
-"Hey, hey, I was just kidding there, kiddo... Can't have you going to the bighouse, can we?"
-After that, Bill doesn't return for a few days
-When he does come back, he seems off
-"What do you have against your world? What is wrong with you?"
-Probably came off more accusatory than necessary, but he doesn't really care until you burst into tears
-Obviously, he knows what crying is, and why it happens, but he's still incredibly uncomfortable now and has zero clue how to comfort someone in a genuine way
-"Uh... I think your eyes are leaking."
-Which only makes you cry harder.
-Honestly, whatever the reason for your grudge against the world, Bill does his best to sympathize, just as you did for him
-Were you abused or bullied? He probably was once as well
-Are you a sadistic freak? Okay, so is he
-Passion for death, chaos, and destruction? Yas, twinsies
-Either way, he'll be quiet and listen to your story
-Maybe holding your hand
-You best believe you get front row seats to Weirdmaggedon
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bbyquokka · 8 months
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Okay, I know Han is probably one of the members that's Least Likely to be a Sugar Daddy BUT while my friend and I were ranting about him, I made a joke saying I was okay with being one of the Maknae's Sugar Baby (It's not actually a joke, I'm 100% down for this) and I couldn't get the thought out my head
I honestly want to hear what you think about Sugar Daddy Jisung (If you even think he'd be a Sugar Daddy) cause I'm genuinely curious🥹
- 🦁
i ran out of brain juice and i just don't even know what this is tbh. it sucks. asdjbndo
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𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 | gender neutral reader, sugar daddy jisung, dilf jisung, oral (m rec), masturbation, penetrative sex, semi proof read. 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒 | 0.4k ~ ( 499 )
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sugar daddy ! jisung who is also of a mature age with a small child. he loves his child more than anything in the world however, he is lonely and wants a companion for himself. his child fills that hole in his heart but something else aches inside of him. unfortunately, the love his child gives him just isn't enough.
sugar daddy ! jisung who just wants someone to throw money at. he never really had an implications of wanting the relationship to be sexual of any means. he just wants to care for someone, make them feel loved and cherish because it makes him feel good. he has enough money to go around so why not just throw a couple of hundreds here and there.
sugar daddy ! jisung who saw your ad on a website. his heart sank as he read that money was a little tight for you and that things were a little tough right now. you just needed something stable, a little bit of money for bills and food that's all you asked for.
sugar daddy ! jisung who helps pay your bills, pays for your food and also helps pay your debts. he does it out of the kindness of his own heart however, his feelings are growing for you as they are for you.
sugar daddy ! jisung who jerks off to the thought of you. his sexual desire, the desires he has been suppressing since day one, finally being unleashed. he saw you play with his child, how happy his little one was and it stirred something inside of him. his hand gliding over his thick cock. breathy moans in the form of your name leaving his lips. he didn't want the relationship to be sexual by all means! he just wanted to make someone feel loved and cherished.
sugar daddy ! jisung who thinks things have to change. he loves the relationship he has with you however, when you asked for a certain luxury item one day did you become shocked when he demands you to suck him off.
sugar daddy ! jisung who watches you get down on your knees for him. who watches you take him in your mouth; no questions asked. it's fun, it's dangerous and it just adds more feelings to the relationship. once the deed is done and jisung is somewhat satisfied, does he give you want you want.
sugar daddy ! jisung who thrusts into you like an animal in heat. since the bj you gave him, he's been wanting more. the relationship has escalated into this and neither of you mind. you give him what he wants and vice versa. his thick, veiny cock thrusting into you. one hand on your inner thigh to keep it open whilst the other is over his shoulder to allow him to thrust deeper and deeper. he puts you in various positions, asks you to do various things whilst throwing money at you in the process. you feel degraded but you enjoy it so much!
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Can you share more of the Murder Drones stuff? Headcanons, thoughts, sennarios?
*Deep breath in*
Contains: Lgbtq+, vore, ranting, abuse mentionsTHIS IS LONG!
HEADCANONS FOR THE SILLY LIL MURDER ROBOTS :D
Let's start with the background characters!
I think Lizzy would be lesbian. Ofc, crushing on V. I also think she'd have an extreme soft spot for anyone who treated her with respect out of hey, Lizzy's actually pretty cool and not heck, if I don't be nice she'll spread a petty rumor- (she has and will do it again)
Thad.. Thad's gay. He is.. SO GAY. I know he's a 'jock' and all that, but the way he act is kinda soft, I wouldn't be surprised if he fell for the rival school's quarterback-
Now for the main 3 Disassembly Drones!
I don't have any actual headcanons for J because A, I don't like her.. at all- and B, she barely shows up-
But I think J would be one of those extremely straight, extremely Christian people. She's okay with LGBTQ+ people, but she's never held hands with any woman other than her mother. Do Murder Drones have mothers like Worker Drones? N is straight! I love him to death and I think him and Uzi's relationship in the series is adorable, though I don't see him being attracted to any other gender.
I have a feeling that N may have had some cheap programming for him to be so soft on Worker Drones. Perhaps he was made fast using any part available, or maybe repaired, and they used some Worker Drone parts to fix him?
V is such a damn lesbian and you cannot tell me that she doesn't has a crush on Lizzy-
I don't know what it is about the Vizzy ship, but I love it. It might just be my love for gay, interspecies romance, but... gimme all of it!
Now for the others!
Tessa is straight, though that.. doesn't really matter anymore considering she's like the only human left-
Tessa has been both verbally and physically abused from just being overly scolded in her childhood, to being locked/chained in the library/basement/wherever V and her were in Ep. 5, Home-
Uzi is pansexual- she'll take anyone as long as it's genuine love, since she's been starved of affection for so long (Khan I'm gonna beat you up for this)
Uzi bit Rebecca once when she was mocking her. It's canon now.
Doll.. I think she'd be extremely against love and she'd think she's asexual, but then she has love at first sight with someone and she panics.
I have a feeling she has a Gacha 2019 backstory- her mom loved her and her dad couldn't care, and oh no, here comes V killing them both, and now she's the quiet kid
Nori has no clue what her sexuality is. That was an arranged marriage between Khan and her; I don't think she'd actually fall for someone that interested in doors and doors only- but then again, Khan got more adventurous in Ep. 7, so that could show how he was before Nori 'died', which in that case she would have happily indulged in her crazy drawings with him.
"ACCORDING TO MY WIFE'S CLOSET, THE PLANET IS GOING TO START EATING US SOON."
Khan is doorsexual straight. He's a simple man, despite his... affection for doors. I don't have anything on him other than he has an overwhelming guilt for having to 'put Nori out of her misery' and being a horrible dad to Uzi.
Yeva doesn't get much screentime, so.. I don't have any real headcanons for her.. I got nothing :P
Scenarios:
Once V gets regrown or respawned or whatever, I think she'd get immediately hug-tackled by Uzi. She's definitely shown some growth in personality in a good way.
N would let Uzi shove herself down his throat because A, is this an act of love? B, he's too shy to stop her, and C, oh hey she tastes nice
Nori could shrink and then eat Uzi like the mother she is
or vice/versa, Uzi finds Nori and eats her to keep her safe
I is kinda drained so uh yeah that's all the stuff I can spew, thank you for asking this and sorry-
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Hello and Happy New Year! I saw your requests open and I'm not sure if you just forgot to close it (because I saw your drafts post and it seemed like quite a lot,)
But if I'm just in time, may I request Bela, Cass, and Dani having an S/O (preferably fem but can be GN) who was just a regular person at first, but after getting the Cadou, they gain the power to turn into spiders (like the sisters but instead of flies, it's a bunch of black widows)?
I headcanon that the girls, as intimidating and dangerous as they are, are still comically afraid of spiders or anything that eats flies, so it'd be funny to see how they react.
I also share this headcanon.
Bela Dimitrescu, Cassandra Dimitrescu, and Daniela Dimitrescu reacting to a s/o that can turn into spiders after receiving the Cadou.
(Gender ambiguous)
Warnings: brief mention of gore.
Masterlists here!
Bela Dimitrescu
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At first, it seems as though Bela doesn't really have much of a reaction at all. She raises her eyebrows a bit. That's about it.
Then you get closer to her.
And she sort of has the air of someone who got told to "act casual" but doesn't know what to do with themselves.
"Are you alright?"
"Of course!"
"It's okay if it freaks you out, Bels." You're not gonna lie, it scared you when you first realized what you can do.
As soon as you say that, it's like you open a floodgate. Bela starts talking and rambling and you can barely understand what she's saying because she's going so fast and she isn't even pausing to take a breath and—
She stops. You're sort of confused. You don't even think half of that rant was on topic, but she seems much better now.
Why don't you tell her about what things are like now that you've gotten your Cadou? She'd like to hear :))
Cassandra Dimitrescu
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Cassandra quite noticeably jumps.
Her form becomes completely solid in an instant.
She then proceeds to let out quite a long string of expletives. You've never even heard some of those curse words before!
She tells you that this whole thing doesn't freak her out, but she's a terrible liar. She's leaning away from you as you try to reassure her. Like, you're kind of afraid she might keel over.
Once she does eventually get used to your new ability, Cassandra actually finds it pretty cool.
The two of you end up making quite the terrifying couple. How very sexy of you guys!
Normal spiders still freak her out, though. She will not hesitate to avoid a room for weeks if she sees a spider that isn't part of you.
Daniela Dimitrescu
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Dani straight-up screams.
The scream is blood-curdling. Anyone else in the castle who heard it probably thought a maiden was getting murdered.
It is long. As in, she keeps it going the entire time she's swarming away from you.
You eventually find her hiding on top of a cabinet.
You have to try and coax her into coming down. You're still you! You just so happen to also be a hivemind of mutant black widows now.
"But what if you try to eat me?" It's a bit funny to hear coming out of the mouth of someone who frequently bites people hard enough to rip chunks of flesh out, you think.
"I'm not going to do that, Dani."
Listen, pal. You can think that, but you don't know for sure! Daniela and her family didn't have a thirst for blood until they got their Cadous.
...Or at least, she doesn't think so? She can't remember anything from before then.
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That question was super serious im trying to figure out what's going on, love that taylor got all that exposure but it was a bit surprising, Im from a super homophobic country (illegal/death penalty type homophobic) and china is probably more progressive from where i stand but by western standards its still a lot conservative. So it was odd that an actor who's only popular in certain groups for playing a queer character is getting hyped up there.
Heads up, I went on a rant lmao
I agree. And I was really freaking anxious the whole time he was there because of it.
Okay, for those who don't know, here's the thing about LGBT+ in China. And I'm only gonna talk about the sexuality aspect because the gender aspect is a whole other topic and a lot less progressive than the sexuality side (that being said trans lives matter)
The official stance promoted by the government, ergo the public, is condemning it. Thankfully not in an illegal/death penalty type, but more in a "if we ignore it and don't talk about it, it will go away" type.
There were a couple of years I think in the mid-2010s where significant progress was being made in terms of both representation (see shows like Guardian, the Untamed, Word of Honor) and pride organizations and support (see Shanghai Pride)
But starting in mid-2021 the government suddenly cracked down on queer representation. "Effeminate" men were publicly condemned and called "sissy" BY THE OFFICIAL GOVERNMENT NOTICE (I was fucking fuming when I read it). Dangai (BL, or simply, adapted from gay novels) shows were banned. Multiple LGBT+ organizations were shut down without explanation. And just this year, when a singer with a famous song about being an LGBT ally supporting the community held a concert in Beijing, anyone with anything remotely resembling a rainbow was banned from entry and had to hand in the rainbow object, even if it was their clothing. And those stuff were never returned. The older generation, such as my parents' generation, condemn it. It's not an optimistic sight.
But here's the fucking truth: queer people, have always existed, and always will. So actually, younger people, I'd say 30 years old and younger, the vast majority accept queerness. Gay couples are sharing their lives on Bilibili. Danmei (explicitly gay) radio dramas, novels, and comics are still being produced and consumed. There are so many people watching Western gay shows and movies such as RWRB as well as producing gay fan content. And honestly, part of it is due to the shipping culture here (which is a whole other topic I can write a dissertation on).
Either way, what I'm trying to say is regardless of whatever the "official stance" is, the demographic that's active on social media is accepting of it. Which is why RWRB could gain such popularity in China.
As per my last ask, I think the main reason for inviting Taylor is his willingness to try things the local way. A lot of times Chinese capitalists/executives don't really care where the star got their fame from, they just care that they are famous.
The difference with Taylor is that actors in China of a similar level of status locally to Taylor and who have been in queer productions don't talk about it after the promo period is over. If anything, gaining fame from being in a Dangai is kind of considered shameful. In fact, they actively avoid it. Taylor is of course, more than willing to talk about RWRB. In fact, during the videos, live streams and stuff, I was actively observing if RWRB would be brought up by the Chinese side/host. It wasn't. During the Little Red Book livestream, despite basically everyone in the live chat spamming RWRB comments, Taylor was the one who said "Oh I see talk about RWRB, what do you want to know?" And I understand that there are several potential reasons why RWRB wasn't brought up by the host, including time constraints, pre-set questions, pre-set agendas etc, but latent homophobia is also a potential reason.
Either way, yeah. I don't really know what the conclusion of this ramble is but here you go 😅
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winters in sumeru (part 1)
OH MY GOD THIS ENTRY IS SO LATE I’M SO SORRY @kunikushi I hope you enjoy this despite me being to late to finish it I’m so sorry again 😭 also the formatting might be weird cause tumblr just??? Broke on me!???
right before posting edit: hey so I think I hit the word limit so I have to split this into two posts so the second one is here
charas/content: al-haitham, scaramouche, gender neutral reader, modern/college au, inaccurate weather scenario, author writes Cheese, kinda ooc i'm sorry i tried my best
Al-Haitham:
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You placed the tip of your pencil against your lip as you chewed on it thoughtfully, staring down at the problem in your textbook. You understood the material fairly well, but this problem was made to be difficult, and you knew it’d be on your exams. You sighed and placed your pencil down, opting to run a hand through your hair in frustration instead. You’d been staring at that problem for almost fifteen minutes now, and it’d take a miracle for you to understand it. “You’ve been staring at that problem for a while. Are you sure you don’t want my help?” A voice asks from over your shoulder, causing you to turn your head to look at the source. Al-Haitham was sitting on a stool at the kitchen island, a book in his hand and a cup next to him. His face was blank as usual, but also had a fair bit of concern on it. You shook your head at him, turning back to the books in front of you, deciding to move on to a different subject. “No, I’ll be fine. You can’t help me on the exams, so I have to do this by myself,” you said, going back to scribbling down more notes, cutting the conversation abruptly. After a couple more minutes of writing, your coat was placed next to you, and tapping was felt on the crown of your head. “Well, at least take a break,” Al-Haitham said, pulling on his own coat, slipping on his shoes. “C’mon, we’re going for a walk.” His tone of voice told you that it was less of a suggestion and more of a command. You stood up and put on your coat, deciding that it’d be good for you to stop staring at the same tiny font for now. The words were jumbling together anyway. “Hey, wait, does Kaveh have his key?” You ask, looking up at him as he gives himself a small smirk, locking the door and placing his key in his pocket. “No,” he simply replies, starting to walk off, you giving a little gasp as you caught up with him, smacking him on the arm lightly with a pout. "You're so mean to him!" You exclaim, him only giving a shrug as he kept walking, slipping his hands in his coat pockets. "Oh well. He should've taken his key. But don't worry about him. Just walk with me for now," he said, slipping a hand out of his pocket and grabbing yours, squeezing it gently. "Just focus on me for now, okay? I'm not particularly fond of you thinking of him while you're with me," he said, mumbling the last part, locking his neck and eyes forward to avoid your gaze as you looked up at him. "What do you mean by that?" "Whatever you think I mean." "You know I can't think, my brain is fried!" "That's a shame." "Al-Haitham!" He laughed at your pout, looking up at the starry sky above the two of you, watching your breaths of air create small puffs of steam. Maybe after exams he'd elaborate. But your brain was already fried, so there was no need for him to fry it more with the knowledge he liked you, right? 'Soon,' he told himself. 'Soon.'
Scaramouche:
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You let out an internal sigh as you watched your lover walk into your shared home, already ranting about different people he had seen today. You had just wanted one night of peace, but no. Not tonight. Not with him. But you loved him regardless, so you took a sip of your tea, closing your laptop and placing it to the side, glancing over at him. He had taken off his jacket and placed it on the coat rack, still grumbling as he took his spot next to you on the couch. "And seriously, if Childe says something else about our professor being hot I'm gonna kill him. Like that's not just our professor, jackass, that's my fucking mom!" You had to hold back a snort, knowing that any sign of amusement from you would only make him angrier. You listened to him go on a bit more before placing your cup down and grabbing his face, making him pause mid-sentence. "And I swear if I could I'd have Dottore blown away in a-! …What. What are you doing?" He asked, still confused by the sudden warmth on his cheeks. You nodded a bit, as if in thought, before standing up and handing him your blanket, pointing to your balcony. "Go sit out there. I'll be out in a minute," you said, walking off before he could question you, let alone protest. He eventually decided what you had planned couldn't possibly make his day any worse (he was being dramatic, it was only slightly annoying at best), and wrapped the blanket around his shoulders, going to sit on the couch, shivering at the cold on it.
You walked out soon after, holding two steaming cups, handing one to him as you took your seat next to him, wrapping your half of the blanket around you in a shared cocoon. Scaramouche shivered, and you scooted closer to him, knowing he was both too cold and too smart to make a remark to push you away. "What's in the cup?" He asked, you taking a sip of your own. "Hot chocolate." "With milk or water?" "The way you like it." He let out a small hum, taking a sip of his drink, letting the liquid warm his insides and simultaneously calm him. "Feel better?" You ask, glancing over at him. He took another sip, giving a small nod as he answered under his breath. "S' fine. But why are we out here when it's so cold?" He asked, you simply raising a hand and pointing up. "Look up," you said, his indigo eyes looking up with an eyebrow raised. The sky was clear, and the stars were shimmering. And some of them were... Moving? "It's snowing...? But it's completely clear out!" He exclaimed, his understanding of earth science failing him. "Diamond dust." "Huh?" "Diamond dust," you corrected. "It happens when the surface is a lot colder than the air above it. It takes the moisture from the warmer air above and freezes it. It's like snow, except it doesn't accumulate. That's the short version, anyway," you explained, not noticing how his eyes gazed at you with wonder, like a child seeing a firework for the first time.
"Is that why you brought me out here?" He asked, you giving a nod as you leaned over to him, resting your head on his shoulder. "Yep. It's pretty, and it's hard to be mad while you're looking at something pretty," you commented, looking out at the dust, the stars, and the city. "...Yeah. You're right," he said, nodding with your words. The sight calmed his mind and his heart, but made it race all the same. A small smile graced his face, placing an arm around your shoulder. But he wasn't looking at the city. He was looking at you.
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Toxic Consequences AU: Chapter 9
Insecurity and Thievery
(As always, notes will be under the cut. Enjoy!)
It had been a few days since Kieran left.
Not that he minded. He got to ride on Okidogi's back and race with him, play some mind games with Munkidori and watch him show off his powers, and talk smack with Fezandipiti, who always had something new to say.
The Loyal 3 were like those cool kids at school, the ones who did what they wanted without a care in the world, not letting anyone into their circle.
But they let Kieran in. He was one of them now, after all. He'd probably go with the group on some of their heists and maybe even go to Dokutaro's home region!
But that was for later. For now, he was ranting about Juliana to Fezandipiti.
"And like, she's just so annoying! She's always inserting herself at every moment, and she always gets what she wants! I loved Ogerpon since forever ago, but she got to keep it. Well, Florian did, too, but he's less annoying." Kieran grumbled. He was still upset about the Ogerpon situation, even if he claimed he hated her now.
"Ugh, she is so the worst, Kieran!" Fezandipiti agreed, making a face. At least someone here agreed with him!
"Thing is, I know someone exaclty like Juliana." The bird said with a sneer.
Kieran was intrigued. "What's that supposed to mean?"
"Well, Juliana took what you wanted, the same thing happened to me!" Fezandipiti replied, pouting.
Kieran had no idea what he was going to hear.
Fezandipiti began his rant. "I wasn't always like this, you know! I used to be ugly and hated by many, until this sweet Unfezant came along and me and him, oh we hit it off!"
Now Kieran was confused. "Aren't you a guy?" He asked.
"Well, yes, not before, but... look if people can change their genders who's to say I can't?" Fezandipiti replied. For once, the bird didn't act smug and confident like he usually did. Rather, he seemed.... insecure. Fezandipiti hid his face in his wings, embarrassed.
Kieran was a bit confused. He'd never seen this sign of Fezandipiti before. He sat down next to the Pokémon.
"Do.... do you want to talk about it?" He asked.
Fezandipiti peeked out from his wings, before hiding his face again.
"You wouldn't understand." He said, his voice glum.
Nonetheless, Kieran still wanted to help.
"I can try, at least."
After a moment of silence, Fezandipiti spoke again.
"My species... they've always been the prettiest. Well, at least the males. The females aren't as exquisite, but most are fine with it."
The bird let out a sigh, before continuing.
"Growing up, I've always wanted to be like the males. Adorned and seen as valuable, loved by others. But I didn't look the part. My feathers were short and dull, my voice was horrendous, my colors were ugly and gray... no one wanted to be around me."
"Even then, I didn't like how I was. It didn't really feel like my body, you know? But I just went along with it because it was seen as the norm... until I've heard tales of people who changed their genders, or had no gender at all. It... it fascinated me, a lot."
Fezandipiti let out a small smile.
"I didn't understand how it worked, but I wanted to learn and be like the people, to be how I want to be, and not the body I was stuck in.... when Dokutaro found me, I was desperate. I didn't just ask for beautiful looks, I also asked for him to change my gender, to be a guy."
"And that worked?" Kieran asked, surprised.
"It did. It felt... right. I was finally me, in a way. But even then, there's some who think that I'm still a girl, that I'm still the old me, and they won't listen otherwise. It's... frustrating.... and I don't like it..."
The bird almost looked like he was going to break down into tears.
Gently, Kieran wrapped his arms around Fezandipiti, giving him a hug.
"What... what are you doing?" Fezandipiti asked, tears in his eyes.
"Well, you said you wanted to learn from people.... well, this is what people do to others when they're sad. If... if you're okay with it, of course." Kieran replied.
"No, it's... nice.... thanks." Fezandipiti smiled, hugging Kieran back in the sunlight.
The two enjoyed the nice moment until they were interrupted by Dokutaro.
What are you two doing?
"We're having a nice moment over here!" Fezandipiti gave a snarky reply. There's the Fezandipiti Kieran knew!
Uh-huh. I want to talk to Kieran.
"Alright. Well, talk to you later, Kieran. And... thanks." Fezandipiti smiled as he flew off.
Now Dokutaro and Kieran were alone.
"So, um, what did you want to talk to me about?" Kieran asked, a nervous grin on his face.
It's a favor I want you to do. Consider it a way to prove your worth to me.
"Oh, uh, okay. What do I have to do?"
It's simple. I want you to steal Ogerpon's Teal Mask. It's the last one not in our hands.
"Um, steal Ogerpon's mask? I can do that.... I think." Kieran sheepishly responded.
.... Right. Remember, if you fail, I won't give you what you want. Think of it as an exchange. You help me, I help you.
Kieran felt a bit uneasy. But it shouldn't be that big of a deal, right? He stole the mask before, he could do it again.
"But, how do I do that? I haven't seen Carmine or Ogerpon in days. Who knows what they'll do when they see me?"
If they won't give it to you, do what you did before, and take it with force.
With that, Dokutaro left.
Now Kieran had to go steal the Teal Mask again.
okay this chapter went from silly goofiness to deep emotional shit real fast.
I am a trans man and kind of poured some of my experience into this chapter. Was not expecting that at all. One minute, I'm writing some Becky Apples type shenanigans, and then the next thing I know, I'm getting way too invested in this bird.
Anyways, Fezandipiti says SUPPORT TRANS RIGHTS AND TRANS WRONGS
Be gay do crime, have fun.
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hi cas!!
im gonna rant at you for a bit if you dont mind :)
Im a minor that lives in a super tight night, close minded community. Super religious, super homophobic transphobic ect. Seeing as im a teenage girl whose questioning their gender and is definitely attracted to women thats kinda problematic lols. Honestly idek how to explain the situation without a bunch of details, but basically, theres a fifty-fifty chance of me being sent to conversion therapy or just cut off from any internet access (and i mean ANY. i have a flip phone for fucks sake.)if my fam finds out im queer, i have no support system outside of some internet friends who know nothing about my situation, and within the next few years(so like once i turn 20ish, thats in like 4 years but whatever) my family is going to expect me to get married to a man and start popping out babies asap. Btw thats whats expected of me in this community, marriage under the age of 25, have like as many kids as physically possible and god forbid higher education. And im not okay with that . Ffs i want to go to college, major in fine arts, meet a person i like and fall desperately in love or maybe not just have a bunch of close platonic relationships i want cats and a dog and a cute studio in a big city where i can dye my hair whatever color i want aand get an obsene amount of piercings, i want to wear pants!! I just want to live. Without expectations or limits or people who love me hating everything they dont know about me. Is that truly so much to ask for?
And im incredibly dramatic cuz i literally have the dream life. My family loves me, my parents are upper middle class, theyve never hurt me before(besides for all the anti everything rants haha) i literally have a full sized bed, which for some reason i see as the peak of being spoiled idk why. I go to school, not even public, a private religious school that prob costs thousands of dollars, i have friends(who are all part of this community btw and id bet my entire savings that most of them think gay is only a word that ppl use to mean happy lol) close ones even!! I have adorable neices and nephews(my 3 sisters all were married by the age of 20, so i have 11 niecesand nephews while my oldest sister is 31) im living the dream life. But i hate it and i have no way out. No hope of college to get on my feet and find someway out, no people that'll help me fucking run away or some bullshit like that, hell ive considered it and then felt like shit, cuz what am i even running from? Im probably attracted to men it wont kill me to marry one. And i like kids, i wouldnt mind having any either. But.... i dont want to be trapped anymore. Cuz ill be honest thats what i am.if some one asked me to run away with them rn i would, no hesitation.
God im a mess😭😭 anyway this was me ranting in my notes app, im just apologizing for dumping this on a complete stranger(we're moots actually!!) albeit a very kind one :) i dont know what im looking for, but ill take whatever your comfortable giving ig.
I love and appreciate you<333
And hey this has been oddly cathartic so lmk if its okay for me to do this again sometime :))
"im living the dream life. But i hate it and i have no way out."
Hon, you're not living the dream life...there's a difference between financial privilege and being happy, you know? It's pretty clear that this isn't what you want.
I'm not sure if you're asking for my advice here, or if you just want to vent. But I care about you, and if you want me to research some things to try to help you, I'm more than willing to (that way it's not on your search history.) Just say the word!
Until then, you are ALWAYS allowed to vent to me.
I'm naming you venting anon in case you write again!
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Hello! I just read your most resent post, answering “splattysplattington”s request for the reader flirting back with Leo and him getting flustered. It was so cute and I was wondering if we could get a part two of the date they planned for that night? Either way the post was adorable and I love your writing
Thank you !! If Im honest, I'm not as proud of that specific work as I am my other ones I've posted so far, so to hear you all liked it so much, (enough to want a part two even!!) really means a lot ! Hopefully this is just as cute as that one was!
(And I have a half hour break period to write stuff let's go !!!!!)
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Warnings: cussing, a pigeon is mentioned to be choking
Part 2 of ( Romantic ) Rise ! Leo x Gender Neutral Reader
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Fluster The Flirt (One More Time)
Okay so.. maybe you should've agreed on a time.. or an activity.. or maybe talked this through for even a second longer.
Leo thought all of these things and more as he sat on a rickety park bench, watching a pigeon tear into a hot dog left in the grass.
He had gotten a little too excited and had made it to the park hours before he was meant to. At least he assumed? He really hoped he hadn't missed you, he doubted it, but he still hoped.
So here he was, watching this pigeon choke on a hot dog peice too big for it's throat.
He debated grabbing the pigeon to help, but as soon as he saw you on the sidewalk in front of the library, all thoughts went out the window.
He blinked owlishly as he watched you check the street before crossing. You had to have gone home to change, your new outfit was a bit warmer for the chill of late new york, and you were absolutely rocking it.
He had only spent a minute or two on his appearance, being too excited to even think about doing anything except grab some human clothes from his closet and rush out of the lair.
He only snapped back into reality when he realized you were fucking scaling the closed park gate.
He shot up and rushed over, looking up to see you were already at the top. "Holy- Oh my gosh what are you doing?!" He asked frantically, watching as you looked down at him with a grin.
"Climbing the gate? What does it look like I'm doing?" You snickered as he continued to gape at you, hovering his hands over the bars of the gate.
"Wh- that's so high up!" He continued to protest as you started your slow descent on the other side of the gate.
"Relax L, I've done this plenty of times before." You grinned, hopping down to your feet once you made it far enough.
He blinked, staring at you for a moment before shaking himself back to reality. "Right, okay. I guess that's fine, but just.. be careful next time?"
You smiled, rolling your eyes and starting towards the bench he was previously sitting on. "You're starting to sound like Raph."
He gasped, stomping his way over to follow behind you, "I am not! That was so uncalled for how DARE YOU!"
You laughed along as he ranted defensively, so far this didn't feel like a date at all, it felt more like two close friends just hanging out, and really that was perfect. You didn't feel any pressure to push yourself into romantic actions, and truly you were grateful.
And Leo had all but forgotten about his previous anxiety, simply happy to talk and goof off in your presence. He was so nervous about what this date had in store, what did people on dates usually do? Hold hands? Hug? Kiss? Oh god.
But now he didn't feel any pressure at all, he simply enjoyed the moment with you, and every moment after that.
And sure, when he got a little too cold without a jacket, you offered him one. And maybe that flustered him to no end.
And perhaps when you saw him sat there in your coat, it made your heart beat just a bit faster. And MAYBE you couldn't look each other in the eye for the next ten minutes.
But you both knew there'd be no rush for anything more than a simple clothing exchange. This was more than enough for both of you.
At least until Leo's brothers got word of this, then you were fucked.
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hyperfigations · 2 years
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ahem,, how about some first date hc’s with the counsellors?? you can chose which ones you’d like to include !!
AHHHH YES I LOVE! (Gender Neutral Reader)
These HCs will take place after that night.
So! Here's what I think first dates with some of the Hacketteers would be like! (Excluding Max and Laura because they are perfect together and I can't bring myself to separate them.)
Dylan:
-Dylan was never really hush hush about his crush on you. -In fact, he flirted with you at every possible moment. -You did not mind though. -The day came when you finally decided to ask him out. -AND BOY DID HIS TUNE CHANGE. -His face flushed, he was stumbling after every other syllable. -But eventually, he agreed to go out with you. -You had suggested a fun bowling night. -Dylan chuckled slightly and raised in non existing hand. -"We haha... I don't think that idea is very um..." -"OH SHIT! IM SO SORRY!" -You both agreed that a night in, watching shitty B movies and making fun of every little aspect of em. -HE WAS SO NERVOUS. -Blasé Dylan was no where to be seen. -He would try to make a joke but fumble over them. -"I-I'm sorry. I'm just like- a little nervous I guess? I mean after everything that we've gone through, I guess I didn't really think that we would ever... haha... do this? But here we are and it's great but god... Is it hot in here? Are you hot? I mean, of course you're hot but I mean hot hot. Not like hot. Because you're very hot and-" -Dylan would go on rambling rants about random things. -But when you gently took his hand, and laid your head on his shoulder, he realized he had no reason to be worried. -He finally relaxed, and slowly went back to being Dylan Dylan. Not rambling, nervous-wreck Dylan.
Jacob:
-Jacob always acted different around you. -Side glances and soft smiles. -Both of you having butterflies fluttering in your stomachs. -The boy was silly, but god, if he wasn't the sweetest thing. -Jacob was a hopeless romantic, and loved cliches. -He would pick you stray wild flowers, and try to find any reason to be near you. -"You're so cheesy, Jacob." -"Yeah, but I love cheese." -An idiot, but your idiot. -Jacob was a little afraid about asking you out. -Boy is a bit scared of rejection. -So, he didn't. -He didn't ask you out. -Instead he tried to be a little sneaky about it. -"Oh um, do you wanna grab lunch with me?" -You had agreed. You and him have had lunch together before so you didn't think twice about it. -It wasn't until Jacob and you were standing in a cute little park, a soft blanket covering the green grass and all the snacks imaginable. -You finally realized that this wasn't like your guys' usual hangouts. -"Um, Jake?" -"uh... yeah (Y/N)?" -"This is a date, isn't it?" -"Wwwhhaaaat, no- Okay, yeah. It is."
Kaitlyn:
-Kaitlyn isn't someone to beat around the bush. -She knows exactly what she wants and she's not gonna play games. -Kaitlyn teases you but in a very loving away. -You know she doesn't mean any harm. -Kaitlyn also LOVES showing off to you. She thinks the more she shows you how capable she is, the more you would reciprocate her feelings. -She asks you straight and direct. -"So, you wanna go that axe throwing place this Friday?" -"NOO! I'm gonna be so terrible at that, Kaitlyn!" -"Commmmee on (Y/N), most bullseyes has to buy dinner?" -You both didn't specify but you guys knew it was a date. -You were right by the way. You sucked in comparison to Kaitlyn. -Every single time it was her turn to throw, it was a bullseye. -bullseye... -bullseye. -And another bullseye. -"Kaitlyn, I already lost. At this point you're just rubbing salt in an open wound." -You were pouting. -Kaitlyn giggled lightly, and grabbed your hand. "You have the potential, (Y/N). You just need the guidance." -Your heart skipped a beat as she was teaching you how to throw the axe from behind. -She was guiding your every move. -Finally, she let you try on your own. -BOOM! BULLSEYE! -You excitedly jumped up and down, doing a dorky little celebration dance. -"You're a dork," Kaitlyn laughed at you.
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plasmasimagination · 5 months
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Greetings ! I saw your match up event and I don't know if you're still up to it but I'll give it a shot anyways !
Fandom : Honkai Star Rail
Characters I don't want to be paired up with : Blade, Sampo (sorry boys)
Ahem, I'm an ISFP who's rising sign is Scorpio, moon sign is Aries and solar sign is cancer.
I absolutely adore writing, reading and exploring outside, urbex is the best thing I've ever known in my entire life. I'm also trilingual ! I just like languages so I'm studying them, probably to travel later although I might just change and get a bachlors degree in psychology just so I can help people. I also love swimming, favorite sport ngl. I forgot to mention, my pronouns are she/her and I'm bisexual though I lean a little more towards women (bless them).
In terms of personality I'd say I'm pretty shy and quiet with strangers but once I know them I'm a goofy dumbass and seem pretty extroverted because I become rather chatty. People have mentioned how intimidating I look, I'm about 5'8 and fairly fit with broad shoulders. So some have approached me out of curiosity and because I look mysterious (their words not mine). Though I'm a big teddy bear, my love language is physical touch and quality time after all.
Aside from my height I have middle length wavy (mb fluffy too ig) brown hair and brown eyes. I wear glasses or else I can't see crap. My clothing style is rather tomboyish, I prefer brown and beige colours and wear pretty simple things (tho I make them stylish).
Some details about myself are that I really like a good challenge and annoying the heck out of someone, some say I seem a little sadistic with my teasing lmao. Despite being chatty I'm rather laid back and quiet.
Have a good day btw ! I hope it was enough.
HELLO THERE SWEETHEART YAYAYA, so you didn't mention which gender you want to be paired up with so i just decided to give you uh...both? Bisexual problems frfr anyyyywaaays, matchup go!
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March 7th!
Okay okay I know you might be asking why and stuff, so first off, who are you to question my way? (/J) and second here's why!
I always like to pair up introverts and extroverts together so they can balance each other out
And you two would fit so well, like-
Intimidating girlfriend that looks like she could beat your ass, and cute smol girlfriend protected
IDK I JUST FIND IT ADORABLE
You might say that you see her more as a friend but I think you two would start off as friends and then turn into something more
Also two chatty cuties would be a blast to be with one another, like I like to imagine march would enjoy chatting with you even if it's just random ranting about insignificant stuff and then be excited to hear your opinion on the insignificant stuff😭
Welt!
Calm collected and reserved
A complete opposite of march yet still a fit for you
This time two introverts together, who enjoy each others company
He prefers to listen to you talk rather than talking himself, but he does enjoy making small comments or chuckling at your stories
Very interested in your writing hobby
Will ask you to show him the newest thing you wrote, he gives constructive criticism but also praises, a tiny bit ;)
Your annoying won't work in him because he will just see it as your personality (ouch) and will sit there with a small smile on his face
Also enjoys different languages and will be fairly impressed by your knowledge, sometimes will ask a thing or two about a certain thing he's unsure of
Doesn't mind your displays of affection, quality time and acts of service are his so he's completely content and happy with spending time with you
About physical contact, he's rather not the one to initiate it, but if you do it first he'll have no trouble ab it
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forgetmenots0250 · 1 year
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Casper crew + Finney x Tomboyish Nonbinary reader
For each character whose age differs from the other your age will change depending on the character, such as Griffin, Robin, or Vance Also thanks for requesting it was fun writing this
You knew who you wanted to be but there wasn’t really a label for you out there so decided to just not have one
Most couldn’t dissociate you from a boy or a girl and even if you dressed boyish, they couldn’t tell
You even gave vague answers to throw them off your trail
“Are you a boy or a girl?”
“Yes” finger guns away
”What’s in your between your legs?”
“Thighs” finger guns away
“What’s in your pants?”
“Sponge bob underwear” finger guns away
“Do you have a penis or a vagina!?”
“Neither” finger guns away
After a whole 3 months of pestering and people asking question that were to the point you actually had to get in a fight with a guy because he thought you were a pretty boy who couldn’t fight and you kindly told him, "I'm not a boy fuck face." (You made him eat shit for that)
People then just started to not care anymore which they put your gender aside and started to look at your talents 
Also, your attractiveness 
You liked music
It just spoke to you that no human emotions or people could ever say
Your violin was your baby and took classes when you were a child and it just stuck
Even though you can play other instruments like the piano and guitar 
Finney
You met Finney when you were invited to a baseball game with a friend 
Unfortunately your other friends weren’t there so it was just you and your friend, your friend group was small since some people you were just uncomfortable with
Most people must stared at you but didn’t really move to talk to you or anything just stared which kinda creeped you out
But unknowingly to you it was actually you were dubbed as “Untouchable” due to you beating up that one guy and threatening people who hurt your friends
Finney was the best and when he won the game you just had to tell him something
“Finney that was amazing! You did amazingly Finney!”
“O-oh thank you. I’m glad you’re here cheering me on” 
Finney was so fucking nervous
You were so attractive and so very making Finney’s heart beat like he ran a marathon and you high fived him, you even complimented him, the most attractive person in the school
You asked for him to sign a baseball because 
“I just want an original one so when your famous I can flaunt it to other fans”
You damn near killed our boy Finney
He gave you his baseball cap as a gift and now you wear it in school and he takes so much pride in being close to you
It even makes him a bit popular 
Robin
You met Robin while going to the movies and he recognized you as Pretty Face from school
Robin sits next to you and try to get a conversation rolling first talking about the movies and then related movies and then interests 
You happily spill about your interests since you don’t get that opportunity everyday but once you realize your ranting you try to apologize but then Robin is just sitting there listening intently smiling softly for a moment before he realizes you stopped talking and asked if you were okay
You were glad that you weren’t annoying him and asked him about his interests which he happily ranted about 
This atmosphere that you had around you made his heart light and made him not even pay attention to the movie and once it was done you asked if he wanted to hang out 
“I really had fun talking to you dude, can we hang out? Maybe bowling or skating?”
“Yeah I had fun talking to you too, skating sounds nice”
“Great! I’ll see you later, same time on Friday at the skating rink!” 
You ran to your sister’s car since she did drop you off and you were worried that if you took any longer get she would embarrass you in front of Robin
Robin was left standing there with your number in his hand and fluttering feeling in his chest 
All he could do was smile as the car drove away 
He was definitely calling you later and making up some bullshit excuse to talk about your favorite horror movie 
Just to hear your voice 
Bruce
You met Bruce when he was at the bike shop 
He was given some money and was sent to get his own bike of his own so he was very indecisive about his choice
Your dad worked there and had been apart of the shop for years so almost everyone knew you as the kid who brought everyone coffee on weekends in the morning 
You were going to visit your dad for his break and found Bruce looking between two bikes 
One was a white one and a blue one, he was really torn between the two and was muttering to himself the pros and cons of both bikes 
“I say the white one it looks nice and it even has a basket”
Bruce jumped out of his skin as he heard a voice right behind him
“WHAT THE FUC- oh hi”
“Oh sorry for giving you a scare, my bad”
“Oh it’s fine, I get scared easily…”
“Really? I’m sorry, how can I make it up to you?”
“Well…”
Bruce asked for your number, as awkward as it was 
You two hung out at an arcade and had fun in the shooting games and after grabbed a smoothie and hung out just sitting at the park
Vance
You met Vance at grab n go when he was playing his pinball machine and the guy who bumped into the machine masses him up and ruined his score
Thankfully you deescalated the situation making a deal with Vance that you would buy him something to eat
You got him whatever he wanted, and you got him some fast food
You two got talking and found out that you two shard a love for music, he had an electric guitar that was gifted to him by his mother and you just had to ask for him to play
He was unexpectedly good and liked to listen to his music and even played with him with your own guitar
You loved his hair it was just long and pretty and fluffy, and for what? who gave him that right to look so angelic?
You invited him to your house often and had sleepovers and let him brush your hair and in exchange he let you braid his hair, and it was fucking fantastic
You being the person you are took every opportunity to hug Vance since why not?
You and Vance now hang out annually at grab n go where you just watch Vance play pinball and eat snacks
You and Vance sometimes go to the park and play with the neighborhood stray cats and oddly enough Vance is a cat magnet
Vance literally has 4 cats that just run up to him when they go to the park
You only have one that recognizes you right away and she is your baby
Vance teases you about having the most cats which you just throw your water bottle at him, it's an empty plastic bottle that you forget to refill everyday but just have on hand
Vance was really good at hiding his adoration for you and tried to subtly give hints, but they were so obscure that you couldn't tell what he was trying to say
Billy
You met Billy while he was on his paper route because you were taking some cheesecake to your auntie
He came up behind you making you almost lose control of the bike
“a-AAAH-! FUCK-!”
“Jesus- sorry I didn’t mean to scare you I just wanted to say hi, you okay?”
Y-yeah… I’m fine but what the hell.”
“My bad, how about I buy you a soda as an apology?”
“…Deal but you have to buy me soda for the next week!”
Billy sighed as he knew he was not getting out of this one
“Deal…”
And so how your relationship started
Billy for the next week would buy you soda and would sit next to you in the morning once he was done with his paperboy work
He was always early to school almost an hour early and you came 15 minutes into his hour chatting away and him buying you your soda in the morning
You two would complain about teachers and Billy had tales and tales about his horrible PE teacher while you also had tales and tales of your guitar teacher who was just an ass but you still learned in that class surprisingly
Once it was raining and hadn’t brought your umbrella and you found Billy who was also standing under a hangover with no umbrella
He spotted you first
“Ah (Name)! You stuck in the rain too?”
“Yup, I’m guessing you don’t have one either?”
“I wouldn’t be here if I did!”
“Oh wow. I feel so loved here.”
You said that in the most monotone voice you could muster but even still you had a little smile on your face
“Whatever- wait I got an idea”
“What? You gonna hold your jacket above us as we walk?”
“Basically but not technically”
“Wait I was joking-”
“We’ll you got it right out his on!”
Billy hand you his jacket that was somewhat plastic fabric so the rain would roll off
You put on the jacket and Billy crouched down as if to give you a piggy back ride
“Get on!”
“Cool”
You held the jacket out to cover you and Billy and he started to blitz down the sidewalk
“AAHHHHHHHHHHH!!”
“AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!?!?!?!?”
You both screamed until you guys got home
Griffin
Griffin was a quiet child and you two met when he was getting bullied but you defended him and even though you got hurt you were able to send the bullies crying
”Are you okay?”
“Am I okay!? Are you okay!?”
“I’m fine, it’ll heal!”
“T-then let me help you bandage it up!”
Griffin took your hand and took you to his front porch and he went inside to get a first aid kit
He disinfected the wounds and put Babbage’s on them
“How do you know how to do this?”
“Well-… I’m really clumsy and have to bandage myself up most the time so I learned quickly! Hahaha…”
You didn’t believe it really but you didn’t want to push Griffin so you let it go and offered him to go to your hideout
Griffin perked up when he heard hideout
“Hideout? As in secret base!?”
Griffin was absolutely enamored by the idea of a secret base and you had one? Awesome!
You took Griffin into the woods where there was an abandoned bridge that was over a small river
But the bridge was covered in rugs and half on it was covered in wood that looked to be drilled and roped together (the wood planks could only go so far up)
“How in the world did you build this?”
“I didn’t but my pops did when I was bit younger, he build it because I wanted to go camping but was too scared of the woods to actually camp so he built this near town”
“It’s amazing!”
“I know right? Come in we can play game boys!”
“You have those!?”
“You bet I do!”
You had been Griffin’s hero and he adored you for it, you also defended him even if he didn’t need it
He always gave you a big hugs and insisted on holding hands to school
You and Griffin after school would go to the hideout to play games and hang out
During the summer you two would go down to the river to splash around and have fun in the cool water while in the summer heat
After once you had gotten somewhat dried you two would do to grab n go and get soda and even ice cream to enjoy your day even more
Griffin comes to your place more than you go to his place
In the winters you two hang by the heater and cuddle in blankets and you play the piano that’s your folks have for Griffin and he loves it
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