#on how to be courageous
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this is the first cult of the lamb thing i ever made. it's an artfight thing i made for @bamsara back in july that I was too nervous to post at the time lol
#cotl lamb#cotl#trod au#cult of the lamb#digital art#cult of the lamb lamb#art#myart#the rehabilitation of death#i dunno why but i am still very nervous about posting this#curse my social anxiety#its taken me nearly 2 months to build up the courage to post this#but i really like how this turned out so im gonna post it anyway
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My phuckass fiancé asking Dan and Phil to draw whiskers on her face during the meet and greet-
#dan and phil#phan#mine lol#I'll post the followup photo in a sec#I love her so much#no idea how she got the courage to ask them lol#meet and greet#terrible influence tour#tit tour#daniel howell#phil lester
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ive always found it crazy how they call what kai does courage
#besides the self destructiveness his courage is usually just him embracing 'fuck it we ball' which yea whatever buts thats still so crazy#early seasons things#i dont think i have to say this but kai isnt saying its stupid he just doesn't know why people do it or how hes doing it himself#theres a ninjago quote about revenge being like throwing a hot rock - only you get burned or something#and thats just kai but without the revenge he just keeps burning#i have to rewatch season 1-3 but yea#ninjago#kai smith#kai jiang#cw sh implied#are there any other cw tags i should add genuinely asking idk if thats good or not
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to wuming, hua cheng, san lang;
happy birthday, dearest a-hong. 🦋💘
DESSERT LATER !!!!!!!! 🧹🧹🧹🧹🧹🧹🧹(WHACK WHACK WHACK)
#a peach for immortality and love. the hualian of fruits#hua cheng means so so much to me words cannot describe how much i love this beautiful strong courageous man. he is everything to me#you don't look a day over 500 my lord enjoy yourself today mwah#heaven official's blessing#tgcf#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#花城0610生日快乐#its still the 9th here in america BUT I WAS TOO EXCITED ITS THE 10TH IN CHINA
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(This post was sponsored by a 1+ hour commute)
#I'm so frustrated how little time and energy i have after a day is done#i didn't win the fight against depression to have lofe ruined by THAT now#lacking time and energy to go on job hunt.. it's all very small steps only#a part time job would be marvellous but what flat can be paid with that#maybe also my anxiety is stopping me from getting a new job. what if i get fired. what if it's horrible there. ahh.. i need more courage#mine capitalism#anti-capitalism#work
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Charles has always left Edwin little notes slipped between the pages of his favorite books, in his science equipment, places he knows Edwin loves. Just silly things—post its that say “hi Edwin :)”. doodles of Edwin with his nose stuck in a book. reminders to stock up on wolfsbane. but.
Then, post canon, Edwin tentatively starts dating people. And it’s ridiculous, because Edwin’s right there, all the time, but Charles..misses him a bit. And his heads a mess, and he can’t sort out what the hell he’s feeling most of the time, and whenever he tries to say any of it out loud it comes out rubbish.
So. He writes down some of the shit he can’t say right, and because he’s a coward, hides them so he doesn’t have to see Edwin’s face when he reads them.
then Edwin starts writing back.
Neat lilac blue little envelopes appear in Charles coat pockets. In his bag. Once, in his shoe? Some nights, Edwin will clear his throat and mention something from a letter, offhand, like they’re just picking up conversation, and Charles can pretend they are. That they always have talked about the basement, the belt, the nameless fear that chokes him every time Edwin walks out the door with someone else on his arm.
Sometimes he can’t. The words get stuck in his throat. Edwin’s not mad, he’s maddeningly, stubbornly kind about it, which is worse.
Some nights they trade. A secret for a secret. Charles learns about the novels Edwin used to hide under his mattress, about all the lonely years before Charles got there. About Simon.
Meanwhile, Edwin is losing his mind, because Charles has accidentally stumbled onto what was a fucking courting ritual in his time. Love letters were something engaged couples treasured for years, kept and reread over and over. (Edwin does. keep them in a special box, will take one out and trace the words, tuck it in his breast pocket for courage).
Edwin would rather have to reattach a limb again than lose Charles trust, all the dark and beautiful things he shares with Edwin only. He knows—knows Charles doesn’t mean to make him fall more in love with him.
#payneland#dbda#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#mini fic#charles x edwin#chedwin#fic#anyone is welcome to write this!#maybe I will eventually once I crawl victorious from the mountain of my 10+ wips#either way I’m a strong believer in the 2 or more cakes principle#would love different peoples takes on this#UGH BUT JUST IMAGINE… Edwin being scared to date & try new things#reading over and over how Charles is scared too how he’s faking being brave most of the time.#keeping the letter over his heart for courage#(I do think Edwin should date people for a while because like. he’s hot! he never got to be a teenager!#let him kiss cute boys for a bit! realize there’s nothing wrong with him! become more confident! more centered!#maybe it makes Charles a little crazy! proud and possessive and confused horny!)#they have time! :) & sometimes you need to go on your solo journey so u can then become more freakishly codependent with your#work bestie husband ride or die twin flame in the future. yk
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give it up, give it up, give it up for lent
#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#anya#my art#mw#idk how to draw ponies and I didn’t use a ref can you tell#alternative caption would have been 'i'm the captain of courage that you've eternally lacked' iykyk#pf
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Eloise Bridgerton being an absolute mood:
and Cressida's reaction of 'this girl is so weird, but I'm into it??? Wait am I into this??'':
#i was so sad that no one had made gifs of this moment#that i simply made one myself#i just love this almost smile cressida has here#like she can't believe eloise would just say and do this sort of thing#which kind of also adds to what she says in a later episode about eloise being courageous#she means this; eloise just being unapologetically herself without caring about whats appropriate#something cressida doesn't have the freedom to do (because she lacks the family support eloise has) but probably wishes she could#i love finding these little moments bc you can interpret so much from them even though they're only seconds long#yes i am autistic why do you ask?#eloise bridgerton#cressida cowper#creloise#bridgerton#bridgerton s3#bridgerton 3x02#gifs#my gifs#(also i don't know how to gif i did my best with what gimp can do)#bc id rather die than using something adobe makes
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beating artblock the only way i know how

💖 drawing robot kisses 💖
#fnaf moon#fnaf dca#dca fandom#crab art#traditional art#bright colours#my OC Esther#before i joined the dca fandom online and got the courage to share my art#i drew a lot of little doodles of the DCA and my self-insert OC Esther#just little self-indulgent little doodles to restore my joy in drawing again#man that was basically a year ago#look how far we've come#and i'm still drawing robot kisses#heck yeah#admittedly should draw more robot kisses#gotta go back to my roots#kissin robots
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I know they have no relation but heyyyy they both use hammers as weapons!!!!
#ultra magnus#amy rose#ever since o saw magnus pick up solus prime's forge i thought#wow just like amy rose#and this idea stayed in my head#//this is one of the stupidest things i've ever done idk how i have the courage to post it#transformers#not exactly a sonic fanart#my art <3
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Alex and my farmer Cosmo (he/him)
#my replacement pen came in today ican finally start working on artfight attacks YAYYYYY#ive been clawing at the walls itching to get my ideas out for weeks#i drew alex with wavy hair in the second drawing bc i got his dialogue where he stops using hair gel and i hc he has naturally#wavy hair ^_^ i think it goes well with him softening up as u get to knw him.. now im just trying to work up the courage to give#him a bouquet lol. i keep flip flopping on whether i wanna play this file thru my oc or just fuck it and go self insert#but i like building little ideas in my mind for how my farmer would fit in pelican town and how they run their farm so i think ill keep thi#an oc thing. i have another file on pc since 1.6 isnt released for mobile yet so thatll be my self insert thing where plan on#shooting my shot with harvey. HES CUTE.. I LIKE HIM#cosmo seems pretty deadpan but only bc hes hardly fazed by anything and after working at joja for like 4 years. hes#desperate to touch grass. i think his personality would bounce off well with alex's since he comes off as arrogant to get a reaction#frm others and then u have cosmo whos like 😐👍. i like to think itd drive him up the wall LOL#he gets more of a reaction out of cosmo when he shows him his soft side which encourages him not to front all the time <3#my art#myart#my oc#oc#sdv farmer#sdv oc#stardew valley#sdv#sdv alex#alex mullner#doodles
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The Bats protect Gotham, but who protects the Bats?
The first time it happened, it was a mother at the end of her rope and there was nothing Batman could do to stop it.
Even if he broke every bone in his arm to escape, he would still have to wait for backup before being able to clear the kids. He could throw every protocol to the wind and it still wouldn’t have been enough. He told her how much time it would take for reinforcements, how long they had to hold out for. That was his mistake.
Because when their captors came back early he made himself their target. He fought, spit, said anything that would rile them. And it wasn’t enough. Because she put her hand on his arm and said, “protect my children,” before telling the men she would come willingly if they left The Bat alone.
They both knew that she was buying him time with her own life.
From there it happened rarely, but it never stopped happening. Random civilians would realize that it was either letting Batman die for them, or to die in his stead.
And the worst thing about Gotham was that the people knew how much they needed the vigilantes. How for every one person that died there were another 20, 50, 200 people who managed to be saved. Live long lives, or as long as any life ever got to be.
So for as willing as Batman is to die protecting people, those same people are willing to die for him if it will mean protecting their loved ones.
It wasn’t a burden Bruce had ever prepared to bear. And the first time a civilian stepped in front of one of his children, took a bullet in the neck that would have been a headshot, the relief almost ate him alive. The guilt certainly threatened to.
It was never a weight he wanted his children to carry.
#batman#bruce wayne#jason todd#dick grayson#tim drake#batfam#damian wayne#batfamily#nightwing#i genuinely think that random civilians have sacrificed themselves for the bats#the courage that vigilantes have to be willing to fight and die for a stranger isn’t something that can be taught#so sometimes they have to come across someone who in another life would have fought along side them#is willing to accept the risk. the danger. the sacrifice.#because if bruce is willing to die for his kids there are other parents who would do so as well#if his kids are willing to die protecting each other their friends and strangers/innocents then there are other people like them that exist#and people recognize how much good batman has done for gotham. for the world.#that if he were to die so many others would be left unprotected.#no civilian wants to be the reason batman is dead.
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Hi i'm absolutely in love with the reverse au!!
I want to know, in this verse does edwin still confesses to charles? if so how is it different? i feel if he did he would end it by apologizing, you know, religious guilt and all
There’s a train that goes through Hell.
Its journey starts in Wrath, and it departs already full of souls. It took Charles far too many years to realize that there were separate, more spacious wagons that demons could board. Not that he could understand why anyone, hellborn or not, would want to get into the damned thing. He certainly hadn’t.
Actually, Charles couldn’t recall ever boarding the train. As far as he could tell, he just appeared there one day, and had spent the next tortuous decades trying to get out. It was part of the torture. Getting out was entirely possible. More than that, it was necessary.
The train had no regular schedule that he could discern (not at first, though he had always been good at finding patterns, and was eventually able to crack it) but it would make quite a few stops before finally returning to the Wrath ring. Souls inside the train were already angry and far too close to each other (close, so close not even air could squeeze in) but when they got really violent was when the train made a stop.
Getting out didn’t mean you were free, no matter where you managed it, be it Sloth or Gluttony, Pride or Lust. No, as soon as the train finished its journey, you would appear back inside, in Wrath where you belonged, suffocating once again, getting ready to claw your way out for the millionth time.
Because if you didn’t get out, The Conductor would get you.
If he thought about it calmly, Charles could probably say that he got out of the train more times than not. Still, being caught by The Conductor once was bad enough, as there was no coal in Hell, and something had to serve as combustible. Souls could not burn to death, and the whole journey always felt longer than eternity when he was caught. Once it was over, he would be inside again, and fight with more desperation than before, not caring who stayed inside so long as it wasn’t him.
He couldn’t understand why anyone, hellborn or not, would want to get into the damned thing. He certainly hadn’t. But as the souls pushed and bit and clawed and punched their way out, Edwin boarded the train. And that wasn’t even the most groundbreaking revelation Charles had that day.
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#ask ask ask#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#reverse verse#you get a... drabble? because there's no way I can draw the train#i spent a lot of time wondering how to reply to this without spoiling anything#and then i realized hey i can just draw it there's no schedule#who would have thought#but yeah it was decided early on that charles would be the one to confess#hope you like my little version of charles' hell!#he doesn't like multitudes#trains or enclosed spaces#did edwin eventually understand what charles meant?#uuuuuuh yeah a bit but he's in denial#also i want you all to appreciate how much courage it took for edwin to go to HELL being the religious person that he is#cw blood#i guess?? idk if i should tag something else#I... I didn't proof read and I'm a better drawer than writer be easy on me yeah?
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One of the weird things about 21st century life is that in every majority-christian nation, the system is set up so that people with the most resources receive the most care and support. So, like, if you go to a hospital and you have a lot of money, you get treated first.
But in the Christian sacred texts, God is extremely clear about how social orders should be set up, which is that the last should be first to care and support. So the poor and marginalized should have access to the best care and support, and whatever resources are left after the poor are well-supported should be used in service of those who aren’t poor.
I think it is weird that God is so unambiguous about this, and people are so unambiguously into God and God’s will for us, and yet we don’t do much to amend these systems.
(We ARE better at providing care for the poor than we used to be, which is why there is so much less poverty today than there was 30 or 50 years ago. But it’s utterly obvious that we do NOT have a system that offers preferential care and support for the poor. Instead we offer preferential care to the rich--which feels so natural and inevitable to us that I often can’t see past the confines of this injustice. But it isn’t natural or inevitable. There was a time when monarchy felt inevitable, after all.)
#i got radicalized by tuberculosis#or more specifically by the injustice of tuberculosis#and i do not know how to reconcile my own plenty with the world's want#because I lack the courage to divest myself of all wealth#and i like my kids and want to pay for their college#but mostly it's the courage problem
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Suvi, The Wizard Sky | Chapter 3
#worlds beyond number#wbn#wbn pod#suvirin kedberiket#basquerville art#still very much learning how to do digital art#Loving suvi in her star wars imperium era#let's see if I can gather the courage to draw fox and spirit form eursilon
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Ok uhhh...Brea's hyperdrive suffers some kind of cataclysmic failure that sends her on a jump ALL the way to another version of her universe!! The one that was made by Aardman 😂 she's on coruscant, but not HER coruscant, and with her drive busted all to hell she's gonna need some help repairing it
And space Wallace, you know him, he falls in love so easily! He sees this tall, graceful jedi lady and is immediately smitten
Taglist♡: @me-myself-and-my-fos @flowering-darkness @sunstar-of-the-north @changeling-selfship @cherry-bomb-ships @rosieaurora @tropgothships
@little-miss-selfships @starlos-soulmate @limey-self-inserts @candyheartedchy @space-sweetheart @clancykisser @squips-ship @berryshipbasket
@soulnottainted @homevideorentals @severants @tex-treasures @sparkyscissorhands @iwishihadfangs @fictodreamer
#self insert#self ship#artfarts#self insert art#self insert x canon#oc x canon#NAHH NOT ME POSTING THIS WHILE WATCHING GG AND DAN SAYING 'NO MATTER HOW FAMOUS U BECOME YOU'LL NEVER BE AS FAMOUS AS CHEESE'#anyway im slightly tipsy#i wonder jf u can tell with how messy my lines become and how i didnt clean it up much 😂#but that gave me the courage to post these EVEN THO ITS SILLYYYYYYY#wallace and gromit#w&g#aardman#star wars#jedi oc#star wars the clone wars#🧀 will you brie mine? 🧀#my hyperfixations said you cant handle the uber instincts of my uber autism 🤓 observe 🤓☝️
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