The Future Has Ended Before it’s Begun
Hello all! I am delighted to introduce my most recent fanfic! If you’ve been mentioned in this post it’s because I added you to a taglist of people I’d really like to check this story out! I’m so over the moon with how much I’ve written and how much I’ve enjoyed writing these past few days. Of course, you are under no obligation to read my work if you don’t want to! There will be no hard feelings <3
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Summary: Peter’s gonna do it. He’s going to. He doesn’t care anymore - he’s going to get back at Harley in any way he possibly can and he’s about to. Fucking. Do it. Hell yeah. No longer will he be a prime target for jock bullying; no longer will he be wary of his own locker slamming onto his fingers before class and most importantly: no longer will Peter Parker have to hear one more insult, slur or degradation from Harley Fucking Keener. Even better - Peter hopes Harley never even looks in his direction ever again after this. What an absolute dream that would be.
Or: The one where Harley has been bullying Peter for so long that he finally snaps and comes up with the brilliant idea to sleep with his charming, debonair father: Tony Stark. (Because, let's be honest, Peter was looking for an excuse).
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 11,962
[Unfortunately the italics I used in both AO3 and Google Docs don’t translate here and I couldn’t find the strength to go through and italicise everything one by one, so while there aren’t any italics here, there are on AO3]
Peter’s gonna do it.
He’s going to.
He doesn’t care anymore - he’s going to get back at Harley in any way he possibly can and he’s about to. Fucking. Do it.
Hell yeah.
No longer will he be a prime target for jock bullying; no longer will he be wary of his own locker slamming onto his fingers before class and most importantly: no longer will Peter Parker have to hear one more insult, slur or degradation from Harley Fucking Keener. Even better - Peter hopes Harley never even looks in his direction ever again after this. What an absolute dream that would be.
Peter had only attended this party - the party that Harley throws at the end of the year for the whole school (y’know, since he’s a rich-white-man’s-son kind of asshole) because MJ dragged him along in that brusque manner of hers, claiming that he was a “loser” for wanting to “sit and mope around at home again when this is literally the last time you’re gonna see any of these people now that we’ve graduated High School” and was subsequently told to “get up off your ass, make yourself look good and come downstairs, Ned’s waiting”.
Of course, Peter came along, but only for his friends. No way in hell was he ever going to go to a party like this by himself - not when he’s finally free from High School, Flash, Harley and everything in between.
For what it’s worth, the party wasn’t actually that bad to begin with (as much as Peter hates to admit it) but, again, he credits that to Ned and MJ just being their awesome, funny selves. MJ spent a lot of the evening going around the mansion of a house (seriously, it’s humongous) and telling all of their former classmates what she really thinks of them, swiftly followed by a bird being flipped by someone and then an unbothered exit on MJ’s part. Ned, on the other hand, has not been able to stop gushing about the high quality food being served, or the decor, or the retro arcade games set up in one room, or the round of beer pong that he actually won, or the compliments he received about his hat, or - okay - Ned hasn’t stopped gushing about anything since they entered the party, and to be honest… the excitement was kind of infectious. Peter actually began to enjoy himself, relishing in his last moments as a senior, surrounded by familiar faces - many of whom were actually quite nice to him throughout the course of his school years - but of course, one could not get through the party without bumping into the host…
...And now Peter’s evening is ruined.
Placating his friends’ worried expressions, Peter retreats - uh flees.. Um.. makes his way upstairs and away from the chest rumbling, ear numbing beat of heavy bass music, drunken chatter and shame. Maybe a few tears too.
The hallway is long and dark, modern and sleek and cold. The surfaces might as well be concrete. Dying dregs of sunlight filter through multiple walls of windows and Peter stares out at what little there remains of a once serene dusk. Peter feels raw. Hollow. On display.
He’s going to do it.
Peter knows Harley’s Dad is in the house - he entered through the front door somewhere in the middle of the party, warning Harley to not keep the festivities going for too long, “Your old man needs his beauty sleep”, before going up the stairs, turning around on the landing and yelling: “Oh, and if anyone ‘stays over’, make sure to kick them out before I have to meet them over breakfast tomorrow - I’m not one for awkward conversations with one night stands, punk.”
Oh boy.
Harely’s Dad sure is… something. Peter’s interest in him isn’t just revenge fueled agenda, in fact, he views the man with a kind of curious admiration. There were always whispers about his successful business between parents and carers during school trips and plays - harsh mutters about his lack of presence as a father for his son, or as a participant at PTA meetings - but Peter will never forget the time when Mr. Stark did show up for a school trip.
It wasn’t that long ago actually. It was an Academic Decathlon that took place in DC and all the parents of the team were invited to watch their kids slam buzzers and answer trivia for a big shiny trophy - the ‘trophy’ part being the one motivator for players like Harley and Flash, where Peter, Ned and MJ just… really like knowing weird stuff, okay? Anyway, Peter answered the “Sudden Death” question correctly and subsequently won Midtown Tech the trophy and the title and all the glory. It’s up there as one of his favourite memories, honestly, and what came after only served to enhance the high that Peter was riding from his success.
After hogging the trophy all evening, Flash and Harley were finally convinced to let the other teammates pass it around, MJ presenting it to Peter last in an overdramatic fashion, the (almost) entirety of the Decathlon team cheering and whistling, before separating to drive back home with their respective families. Aunt May needed to use the bathroom so Peter said his goodbyes, handed the trophy to Mr. Harrison, and waited by the building’s entrance.
“They should’ve let you keep the trophy,” Peter jerked and turned his head towards an unfamiliar voice. “You were the best player up there, kid - gave the final question and everything.” A smirk followed the statement and Peter began to get a good look at the stranger.
He was incredibly handsome. A distinguished, yet roguish kind of handsome. His dark hair was artfully tousled, his goatee trimmed to razor sharp perfection, defining his acute jaw, and his eyes were a hypnotising whiskey - pools of colour that enhanced his effortless charisma, whilst also hiding a deeper emotion. His eyes looked tired, his crows feet gently creased and his mouth slightly strained at the corners. God, was Peter swooning big time. He was also not saying anything. Shit.. Uhh..
“Uhh.. Thank you, Sir, but it really is a team effort. I definitely wouldn’t be able to do a solo Academic Decathlon, i-if such a competition even exists, so… yeah,” Ugh... Peter still cringes thinking about his response to this day. God, he’s lame.
“Yeah sure, it’s a team contest, but kid, you answered more questions than the whole ‘team’ combined,” The man insisted. “Hell, you answered two times as many questions as my son - meaning I obviously messed up somewhere raising the guy.”
Oh, he was a parent. Of course he was, why would a random guy watch a Decathlon of High Schoolers and then strike up a conversation with one outside, Peter? Yeah, ‘parent’ made much more sense.
“Oh uh, Who’s your son?” Peter turned his body to fully face the older man, hands gripping his backpack straps, silently hoping May stayed in the bathroom for at least a few more minutes.
“I happen to be responsible for the punk with the blonde mop of hair and way too much self confidence for his age,” The man said, gesturing down the steps of the building to where Flash was talking with… Oh God, please no …
“Harley?” Peter tried to keep the disbelief out of his voice. Judging by the look that was on Harley’s Dad’s face though, Peter probably didn’t succeed. “So uh, you’re Mr. Keener then?”
“Stark.”
“What?” Peter, about to do a light introduction and shake the man’s hand, started to drop his arm.
“Tony Stark, kid,” The drooping hand was grasped in a firm, calloused, ohmygodhishandsfeelsonice grip - as was the breath in Peter’s chest. “And you?”
“Oh uh, I-I’m Peter Parker, Sir…” Neither one of them had let go yet.
“It’s very nice to meet you, Mr. Parker,” Tony Stark gave a lazy grin and gently released the hold he had on Peter. The physical hold, that is.
“Nice to meet you too, Mr. Stark…”
With a final smirk and a parting salute, Tony Stark made his way down the stairs of the venue, grabbed Harley by the scruff and dragged him to a black car before driving off. Peter had stared at the car, frozen in place, eyes remaining on the vehicle even as it faded from sight.
Mr. Stark was also at his graduation ceremony. He was sitting next to a blonde woman.
Peter noticed him the moment the school had settled and the first speech began. He was sporting a pair of golden aviators, a form-fitting blazer, a white tee and some tight jeans. In short, he looked good. Like, really good. Better than good actually - he was all the adjectives. Peter couldn’t stop staring at him.
When Peter’s name was called he made his way across the stage, smiled at May’s cheers and turned to shake Principal Mortita’s hand, before moving to sit with the other students - making eye contact with Mr. Stark whilst doing so. Holyshitholyshithe’slookingthisway- Peter had thought. The man sent him a smirk and a nod of approval and Peter felt himself blush, raising a shy hand and sending back a timid smile in return.
Peter couldn’t stop looking at him for the rest of the ceremony. He probably wasn’t being subtle in the slightest. He just remembers feeling transfixed by the captivating man - frozen and drawn in and… incredibly warm. Nervous butterflies fluttered in his stomach every time their gazes met - Hell, every time he so much as glanced at the man his tummy would clench and thrill, buzzing with anticipation for… something. Peter had never felt this way about anyone before.
And he hasn’t since.
After what seemed like hours, the final speech concluded and everyone rose from their seats to mingle and chatter and take last-minute pictures in their graduation gowns - Peter making a beeline to May who couldn’t stop smiling and crying and laughing and taking hundreds of pictures of him and his friends. Peter really enjoys that memory too. And it seemed Mr. Stark had a habit of appearing during the best moments of his life, serving to make them even better.
Case in point, May leaving to use the bathroom and Ned and MJ taking off to greet and share pictures with their respective families, leaving Peter alone on the outskirts of the sports hall.
“Once again, Mr. Parker you have managed to outdo all of your classmates in terms of Academic accomplishments,” Peter looked up at the now familiar voice and sight of Mr. Stark approaching his solitary corner. God, but those butterflies were raving.
“And once again, Mr. Stark, you have grossly exaggerated my academic skill,” Peter returned, incredibly smoothly he might add, definitely making up for his awful first impression. “Plus I don't think you should be saying my accomplishments are better than your own son’s, Sir, especially at his graduation,” Whoops, that might’ve been a bit too scathing… But Mr. Stark looked as if he was astonished and delighted by Peter’s newfound snark (Peter doesn’t blame him; even he can’t recall where this sudden ability to socialise came from).
“I’ll only compliment Harley when he’s done something worthwhile with his life, lest his ego get too inflated for him to make it through doors,” Mr. Stark replied, somewhat bitterly, looking to the other side of the gym where Harley was talking with the woman Mr. Stark had sat with all day. “God, I wish there was less of me in that punk.”
“What’s so wrong with you, Sir?” Peter asked carefully, glancing up at Mr. Stark and tilting his head. Mr. Stark looked back at him with amusement.
“Think of all the worst traits that Harley has, kid,” Peter started listing them in his head. Egotistical, self-absorbed, selfish, violently competitive, just downright mean honestly. “Yeah he got all of that from me,” Mr. Stark muttered with a self-deprecating grimace.
“Well to be honest, Sir, you’ve only ever been kind and flattering to me and neither of those words came to my head, so clearly Harley has been ignoring all of your good traits.”
A genuine, surprised smile began to blossom on Mr. Stark’s face, making his eyes twinkle and his crows feet crease delightfully.
“Who’s the flatterer now, huh?” Mr. Stark laughed and nudged Peter’s shoulder playfully. “God, kid… You just made my day.”
“Hey Peter! Sorry I took so long, the line was an absolute- Oh!” Aunt May effectively broke their little spell and Peter discreetly shook his head, thoroughly rattled by how enchanted he was for a second there. For a moment, it seemed like the entire hall - no, the entire world - had narrowed down to just the two of them. It was dangerous, it threw Peter off his guard. It was heavenly. “Hi there, Do I know you?” May came to a stop in front of them, gesturing to Mr. Stark with a confused, slightly sceptical look on her face.
“You must be Mrs. Parker,” Mr. Stark extended his hand to May for a shake, clasping their hands together once she reached in. “Tony Stark,” He began with a grin, flashing his perfect teeth. “I’m responsible for one of the students graduating today, he’s actually in a lot of Peter’s classes, so I thought I’d come over and congratulate him.”
“Mr. Stark was also at the Decathlon, May,” Peter added, trying to make eye contact with her and not glare holes into where Mr. Stark and his Aunt’s hands were joined. Get a grip, Parker-
“Oh! Nice to meet you then - I assume you saw how my nephew absolutely crushed the other school’s team?” May grinned, letting go of Mr. Stark’s hand (finally) to put an arm around Peter and hug him to her side proudly. Oh God.
“May-” Peter tried to interject, feeling his face rapidly heat up to the point of embarrassment. Not in front of Mr. Stark-
“No, no, Pete, she’s right. I wholeheartedly agree actually,” A handsome grin stretched across Mr. Stark’s face and his head tilted attractively to one side as he observed the display. “Your nephew has got an incredibly bright future ahead of him, which is more than I can say for my kid,” His eyes softened. “If I were you, I’d be so, so proud of the person he’s become and the things he’s accomplished,” Mr. Stark was obviously talking to May there, so why was he looking into Peter’s eyes? Why was Peter so transfixed? And why, oh why was Mr. Stark saying such kind things about him?
What is this man doing to him?
“I am proud,” May crooned, startling Peter out of his reverie once again - seriously he needs to stop that - and bringing his attention to her shining eyes. “Very, very proud.” Peter can still remember that little moment between them to this day; that shared look of pride, gratitude and mutual grief. It felt good to hear those words. Mr. Stark shifted in the corner of his eye.
“Well,” Mr. Stark clapped his hands together. “I know when I’m a third wheel. You two enjoy the celebrations tonight, okay?”
“We will, Mr. Stark. It was lovely to meet you,” May smiled, probably under the same spell that Mr. Stark seemed to cast on everyone he met.
“You too. Take care, Mrs. Parker,” Beautiful, dark eyes slid to catch Peter’s. “Peter.”
With that, Mr. Stark sauntered to the other side of the hall, ruffling Harley’s hair, exchanging some words and a curt nod with the blonde lady before pushing open the double doors of the gym and disappearing into the afternoon sun.
Peter hasn’t seen him again until now. Until this party. This fucking party.
The halls seem to stretch out forever in this mansion, making it frustratingly difficult for Peter to try and navigate. To try and “accidentally” find Mr. Stark. So frustrating, in fact, that Peter gives up after just a few empty rooms and slides down a perfect wall onto a perfect hallway carpet and stares out of a perfect window into a perfect garden. His heart is still pounding from the altercation downstairs, his chest still clenching with shame and fear, his side still bleeding from the harsh daggers thrown so carelessly his way. It hurts. The insults and jeers always did hurt, but something about tonight has made that ever-approaching tide of cruelty finally reach Peter, completely overwhelming him. The sheer volume of taunts had never seemed that significant before, but now that he’s thinking about them - now that they’ve caught up to him - Peter can feel himself being swept up in an endless surf of suffocating, terrifying indignity. Peter’s eyes start to sting. This is stupid, he’s ready to go home now.
It’s in this state of distressed exhaustion where the sounds of the downstairs party become muffled and Peter starts to tune into a different kind of music somewhere else in the house. A guitar wails quietly as if it’s underwater, accompanied by bass, drums and keyboards, luring Peter to stand up and investigate. Strains of music lead Peter to the right side of the house, where he gets close enough to catch a faint tune sung by a deep, growling voice.
Born in a graveyard adopted by sin,
I cultivate evil that's living within.
A warm glow seeps through an open crack of a door, spilling into the hallway and sliding towards Peter’s feet, carrying the - now pretty loud - music with it. With a delicate tread, Peter steps closer and creaks the door open.
A preacher tried saving my black damaged soul,
Possessed by a demon that had full control.
A record player sits at the back centre of a room, crooning and crackling, sending classic rock to every corner of what seems to be a study - an incredibly cosy, leather-y, expensive looking study, with bookshelves embedded in almost every wall. The one side of the room without a bookshelf holds a gorgeous fireplace that appears to be the main source of lighting, as the sophisticated lamps are extremely dimmed and (unlike the lengthy hallways) there are no floor-to-ceiling windows. Plush white sofas circle the hearth to the right of the room while a grand desk is situated to the far left; books that aren’t shelved are strewn on every surface and there are two closed doors in both bottom corners of the room.
This can’t belong to Harley, Peter thinks, it has to be Mr. Stark’s study. It certainly looks that way. Everything about the room screams class, charm and… sexiness. Yeah, okay, Peter’s such a dork, he finds older men’s offices sexy, laugh at him all you want, but who’s the real winner here? The person making fun of the dork? Or the dork who gets to breathe in a heavenly, woodsy smell and just imagine the elegant, alluring man he’s been fantasising about for the better part of weeks now standing right in front of hi-
“Peter?”
Shit.
Mr. Stark emerges from the connecting door to his right, a tumbler of amber liquid in one hand, single-handedly surpassing all of those aforementioned fantasies of Peter’s in one fell swoop. God, but he looks incredible in loungewear right now; his black long-sleeved t-shirt and sweats, coupled with deep red socks has Peter’s aviary of butterflies swarming once again in his core - desperate, enamoured and wanting.
“Uh, h-hi, Mr. Stark!” Peter stutters, his panic rising by the second. Oh shit, how’s he gonna explain this?
“What are you doing up here?” Mr. Stark glides over to him, his mystifying eyes searching Peter’s in the dim lighting. “The bumping and grinding downstairs not doing it for you?”
A startled huff of a laugh pushes through Peter’s lips and he has to look away from that intense gaze for a second. The glowing fire and dull lamps are only serving to create an atmosphere designed to torture Peter with how exceptional Mr. Stark looks highlighted by orange, yellow and red. He looks like a God. A God that Peter hasn’t answered yet. Shit.
“Yeah, no, Mr. Stark - this kind of party’s never really been my scene,” Peter glances up shyly at this, finding the same simmering stare looking back at him. “I needed to get away… I might just go home now actually,” Peter mumbles, fiddling with his hands and moving to stare at his feet. Nice job, Pete, now you look absolutely pathetic in front of the smoothest man in the history of men. Mr. Stark probably hosted all the best parties when he was a teenager and didn’t have to scurry away in fear halfway through.
“I get that, kid,” Mr. Stark rumbles soothingly, like a big cat comforting a stray cub. “House parties can be intense at the best of times and not really all that good for your safety considering the illegal junk that makes an appearance during most of them. It’s good that you’ve got a better scene to be enjoying, rather than the one that can potentially end you up in juvenile detention.”
“Actually, I’d just be going to prison since, y’know, I’m eighteen,” Peter returns quietly, feeling far more relaxed now that Mr. Stark hasn’t made fun of him or kicked him out or anything.
“Even better - or even worse, in fact - prison certainly isn’t a good time. Look at you, being all responsible, I’m impressed,” Mr. Stark jokes softly, his eyes crinkling delightfully when Peter lets out a soft chuckle. There’s a slight pause as they look at each other. “Do you have a way to get home then? Someone to give you a lift?” Mr. Stark asks. Oh yeah, he was leaving wasn’t he? After his ridiculous, unrealistic plan of revenge fell through.
“Uh, well, I came here with two friends and they’re supposed to be my ride but-” Peter’s breath hitches. Don’tcrydon’tcrydon’tcry. “-I uh… I left them downstairs and I don’t know where they are, so they might’ve left already… Or they could still be here, but they might want to stay longer so-” A single tear sneaks out of Peter’s eye and he hurries to scrub it away with a frustrated huff. Damnit. Wasn’t the original idea to seduce Mr. Stark? God, what was he thinking? The man probably feels so turned on watching some random teen cry right now.
“Come and sit down, Peter,” Mr. Stark hums, gently steering him towards one of the lavish sofas and setting him down on the buttery cushions, stroking Peter’s shoulders comfortingly and murmuring “It’s alright, Pete, it’s okay,” and honestly, that just makes Peter’s eyes water even more. This man is so kind and beautiful - he doesn’t deserve to be a pawn in Peter’s vindictive schemes. He probably wouldn’t even entertain the idea of sleeping with Peter to get back at his own son, let alone sleep with him for his own pleasure, or desire, or attraction or… anything like that.
“Stay here, okay?” Mr. Stark gives his arm a final pat before moving to the back of the study to turn down the record player, until the music becomes much more ambient and a lot less blaring.
God of the almighty never answers their call.
Satan is just waiting for the righteous to fall to him.
Mr. Stark lets out a little exhale as he sits down next to Peter, resting his hands on his knees and inclining his head towards him. After a moment of silence (and slight awkwardness) Mr. Stark shuffles a bit closer - close enough that Peter could touch their knees together if he really wanted to (he really wants to) - and slings his arm over the back of the sofa.
“Okay,” The older man begins, splaying his hands in preparation to gesticulate. “The first thing you’re gonna do is message your friends and tell them that they don’t need to wait up for you to leave the party,” At Peter’s look of confusion, Mr. Stark continues. “Because I’m gonna give you a lift home, okay?”
“Oh God, Mr. Stark, you really don’t have to do that, I can-”
“Woah, woah, try to appear a bit less aghast at the notion of riding with me Pete, it’s hurting my ego a bit.” Mr. Stark brings a hand to his chest in mock-offence.
“No, no, no, I didn’t mean it like that, Mr. Stark! I’m perfectly fine with riding you to m- R-Riding with you I mean! Oh my God, I-I didn’t-” If there’s a God up there, can he get the memo and smite him already? Peter has already dug himself a grave as it is.
“Take it easy, Petey, I know what you meant, it’s okay,” Mr. Stark chuckles, crossing his legs before reaching out to touch Peter’s bicep placatingly. God, Peter loves it when Mr. Stark touches him - he’s only really interacted with him three times, but Peter has no idea how he managed his everyday life until now without this man. “I don’t mind driving you, Pete. You’re clearly not in a very good state at the moment and I don’t want your friends worrying about you all night under my roof, okay?” Peter nods. “I assume the reason you were getting a ride was because May can’t drive you?”
“Yeah, May’s working tonight,” Peter confirms. Mr. Stark remembered May’s name.
“Alright, so let your pals know about the change of plans then,” Mr. Stark moves back slightly and reaches for his drink on the coffee table, giving Peter an opportunity to get out his phone. Whilst typing in a quick message to the group chat, Peter can’t help but look at Mr. Stark out of the corner of his eye as the older man takes a delicate sip of what appears to be alcohol before setting it back on the polished wood in front of him. Peter can’t believe how generous Mr. Stark’s being - how caring and thoughtful. The way Mr. Stark has catered to Peter’s sensitive state and told him what to do in such an assured, calming manner is just doing all of the things to him right now. And he means all the things. Now is not the time to be popping a boner thinking about being ordered around by your bully’s Dad, Peter.
“Done,” Peter croaks, clearing his suddenly dry throat.
“Done? Good,” The older man angles himself towards Peter again, giving him his full attention. “Now, the next thing is for me to ask you if you want to talk about whatever’s made you so upset,” Oh boy, so the hard part then. “Even if you don’t want to talk, I recommend taking a few minutes to relax, cry, sleep - whatever - because the few therapist appointments I’ve had have taught me that suppressing emotions is a no-no,” Mr. Stark jokes, making Peter grin involuntarily. So charming.
“But at the end of the day, Pete,” Mr. Stark continues. “It’s your choice, alright? I could take you home straight away if that would make you more comfortable.”
“No,” Peter blurts, a tad too loudly and bluntly in his opinion. “N-No, I… I’d like to stay for a little bit… w-with you,” He trails off, gaze retreating to his lap. God, he hasn’t felt this nervous in forever. High School finals could never come close to Tony Stark.
“Perfect,” Mr. Stark breathes, then subsequently clears his throat. “That’s fine with me Pete - keep me updated, okay?” Peter nods and smiles gratefully, letting out a relieved breath. Simply spending time with Mr. Stark is infinitely better than his ill-advised ‘revenge’ plan.
The older man turns away briefly to reach for a remote and turn on the wide T.V settled above the fire. Flickering to life, the large flat-screen displays an episode of Friends, already half-way through and seemingly on a channel that shows only reruns of Friends episodes, if the rest of the T.V guide is any indication. After scrolling for a moment, Mr. Stark can’t seem to find anything more interesting at this time of night, so he goes back to the reruns channel and lets Rachel argue her heart out with an exasperated Ross. It’s mostly for ambience, Peter guesses. He doesn’t think either of them are die-hard fans of the show, but Peter appreciates the tinny laugh tracks coupled with the record player that’s still droning on. He feels calm and relaxed - probably for the first time in hours - all thanks to the wonderful man sitting next to him. So close that Peter can feel the body heat coming from his side; smell the warm, woodsy scent… So close that Peter knows the butterflies in his tummy and the hold on his mind - his heart - won’t be released anytime soon.
Slowly, emboldened by the hypnotic calm that has washed over the two of them, Peter tilts his head to flop gently onto Mr. Stark’s shoulder. Before the younger man can panic too much about his actions, the defined arm that was previously resting on the couch behind him draws ever closer to wrap itself around Peter’s side protectively, selflessly and (Peter can only dream) affectionately. It’s probably the stress of the evening, the fresh bout of mocking he endured and the fact that he’s curled up with the man of his dreams that makes Peter’s throat sting; makes his vision blur; makes his breath hitch and it’s probably some sense of obligation that makes Mr. Stark squeeze him a little closer and rub his arm soothingly in response to the shaky exhales of breath he’s letting out, but just for the moment, Peter pretends it’s something more. Mr. Stark heaves a deep sigh before moving to speak.
“Tell me what happened, Pete,” He murmurs, in that ever caring, ever understanding baritone. Peter tells him. He tells him about his reservations to come to a house party; he tells him about his incredible friends and how they managed to help him eventually enjoy himself; he tells Mr. Stark about his son’s endless harassment and bullying, about how he’d managed to brush it off for so long, but for some reason it was all too much tonight, resulting in his retreat from the main area of the house, away from the party - away from everybody. He doesn’t tell Mr. Stark about his spontaneous revenge plan. Instead, he skips to the part where he heard music and decided to follow it - his voice faltering with every new development - finishing his story with a ragged gasp, followed by a somewhat controlled breath in an attempt to calm himself, lest he burst into unrestrained sobs.
There’s a charged silence. Mr. Stark’s hand has long stopped stroking his arm and instead holds it still with a firm squeeze. If Peter’s head hadn’t slid down to the man’s firm chest, rising and falling with every breath, he’d assume the man had stopped dead. Sassing with someone about their troublesome son during graduation is one thing, telling them that same son has been your bully for years by crying on their chest and hugging their side is another thing entirely. Peter can’t imagine what’s going through Mr. Stark’s head right now. Worst case scenario would be an angry, protective father who unblinkingly vouches for his child against this random kid of the same age; best case scenario would be a Mr. Stark who returns Peter’s hopeless crush, but - in Peter’s totally unemotionally compromised opinion - both of those seem pretty unlikely at present, so he can only hope the middle ground isn’t too awful. Mr. Stark shifts, bringing his other arm up to cradle Peter’s waist in a loose hug.
“Peter,” He utters, huskily. “I am… so, so sorry you had to go through all that,” With a quick breath, Mr. Stark seems to come to life again, smoothing Peter’s arm with one hand, rubbing patterns on his back with the other.
“It’s okay, Mr. Stark,” Peter whispers, still teetering on the edge of a breakdown.
“No,” Mr. Stark insists, his voice firm and unyielding. “No, it’s not okay, you hear me? You are in no position whatsoever to apologise for being a victim of harassment, okay? Harley is to blame - that little shit - no, if anyone, you should be blaming me for not raising him properly-”
“No! Mr. Stark I don’t blame you at all,” Peter cuts in, rising up on his knees and looking Mr. Stark in the eye, because - anxiousness about eye-contact be damned - Peter needs to stress how much this isn’t Mr. Stark’s fault.
“-and for not teaching my own son that bullying people to the point of tears isn’t fucking okay!” Mr. Stark curses, distress tensing every line of his person; anger etched into the handsome creases on his face. Despite Peter’s kneeling up, they’re both still holding onto each other and Peter belatedly realises that this is the closest they’ve been - their faces inches apart.
“Trust me, Mr. Stark,” Peter stresses, looking straight into those distraught eyes, the colour of whiskey. “You’re the last person I would think of to blame for anything,” Mr. Stark’s hands tighten where they’re clenched on Peter’s body. “You’re not responsible.”
“You don’t blame me?” Mr. Stark queries, head tilting minutely.
“No,” Peter responds. Mr. Stark smiles, resigned and bitter.
“You should. You should hold me responsible, kid.”
“Well, I don’t.”
“You should,” Mr. Stark repeats. “There’s far too much of me in that punk, I told you,” Peter swallows, remembering the reference he’s making. Their reference.
“You’ve never bullied me, Mr. Stark,” He emphasises, jaw clenching. “I’d say that’s a noticeable difference.”
“Still, I’m not proud of myself for this,” The older man puffs, world-weary and disheartened. “I should’ve put a stop to it sooner.”
“Mr. Stark,” Peter retorts. “I. Don’t. Blame. You,” Eyebrows furrowed, Peter continues to stare Mr. Stark down, determined not to lose this argument.
“You shou-” Mr. Stark begins, but Peter interrupts him. With his lips. Or more specifically: with a kiss.
For a moment it’s still - it’s bliss - it’s Mr. Stark’s moist, alcohol tinged lips against his own and then Peter jerks.
What the hell is he doing?
Peter hastily detaches himself from the older man’s face, but doesn’t retreat very far, leaving their heads incredibly close, their hot breath mingling in between their matching expressions of shock. Holy shit… Holyshitholyshitholyshit-
“I’m sorry! I didn’t-” Peter breathes hurriedly, only to be cut off by Mr. Stark’s finger against his lips.
“Shh,” Mr. Stark hushes, his expression morphing into something curious. Not disgusted, not horrified: curious.
The finger on Peter’s lips gently drags across the flesh, moving onto the corner of his mouth, then his cheek, until a large, warm hand is cupping the side of Peter’s head. In his chest, Peter’s heart is pounding impossibly loud, throbbing in his ears and making his cheeks flush a fierce red - Mr. Stark can probably hear it in the tense silence between their bodies; he can probably feel it from the hands resting on Peter’s face and arm respectively. Their eyes have yet to tear away from each other. Mr. Stark gazes with microscopic intent - searching for something in Peter, in his eyes. What are you looking for? He wants to ask. What are you hoping to see?
Eyes still locked, the hand cradling Peter’s head starts to pull forward, bringing their faces closer and closer - inch by excruciating inch - until they’re virtually a hair’s breadth away. Mr. Stark’s all encompassing eyes dart down to Peter’s lips, staring hotly as Peter slowly wets them with his tongue, his pupils dilating almost imperceptibly had they not been so close. Peter drops his own gaze to look at Mr. Stark’s plush mouth in kind - the flesh rosy and shining from the alcohol he drank (and probably Peter’s saliva too). He’s gorgeous. He’s effervescent. Peter wants to kiss him again and again and again, and from the way the older man meets his stare once more - eyes hooded and almost completely black - it’s not too hard to guess Mr. Stark wants the same thing.
With a conclusive breath huffed between them, their mouths meet for the second time, both men unsure of who initiated it; both men rapturous with undeniable pleasure. A shared sigh of bliss is released, the breath from their noses puffing on the other’s face, warming the little space left between them and sending shivers down Peter’s arched spine - is this what heaven feels like?
Rising higher on his knees, Peter tilts his head down to where Mr. Stark is still sitting and wraps his arms around the older man’s neck, holding on for dear life as their mouths start to open and they begin to taste each other. Mr. Stark shifts in response and wraps his arms fully around Peter’s middle, squeezing euphorically, causing Peter to breathe an involuntary moan.
“Mr. Stark,” Peter sighs into Mr. Stark's open, gasping mouth. Their lips dance for a moment, their open mouths grazing and sliding, before Mr. Stark surges forward to reconnect them - his groan vibrating Peter’s skin.
“Mmm, Pete,” Mr. Stark grunts, squeezing their bodies together once more, before tipping back to lie on the plush cushions, taking Peter with him. Rearranging his legs so he’s straddling the older man, Peter moves back down to connect their bodies, only for his quickly developing hard-on to meet the significantly larger bulge in Mr. Stark’s pants. “Ah, fuck,” Mr. Stark groans, detaching their lips to tilt his head up in pleasure.
“Nngh, is this okay?” Peter whispers, almost shaking with restraint, trying to keep his hips from desperately rutting into Mr. Stark’s. He doesn’t want to appear overeager and end up cumming before anything’s truly begun yet.
“I should be the one asking you, kid,” Mr. Stark grits, shuffling them both further up the couch so he can rest his head on the plush leather arm and look down at their bodies. “You sure you wanna do this? With me?”
“Oh, Mr. Stark,” Peter breathes. “I’ve been wanting this ever since I first met you,” He confesses boldly. Were he not out of his mind with lust he’d probably be mortified to reveal such a thing, but when his head is grasped and pulled back in so Mr Stark’s tongue can penetrate his slippery mouth, Peter quickly forgets his fears of humiliation.
As soon as their tongues slide together, Peter’s hips jolt without his permission, thoroughly turned on by the wet sounds they’re making as Mr. Stark holds him still and dominates every crevice of his mouth. The older man tastes heavenly: the alcohol he was drinking is sharp and addicting when shared via Mr. Stark’s spit, and the deep sounds he’s grunting into Peter’s mouth are just as delectable, if not more so.
“Yeah?” Mr. Stark moans, somehow still speaking whilst licking around Peter’s mouth. “You get off thinking about me? The father of the kid that bullies you? Does that get you hard, Petey?” Peter lets out a throaty shout he didn’t know he could make. Fuck, that’s hot. His hips speed up. “Do you want revenge, baby?”
“Yes!” Peter wails. “That’s why I came upstairs tonight,” He whimpers, eyes squeezed closed in ecstasy.
“Oh, fuck, really?” Mr. Stark pants, dragging his lips down Peter’s cheek to mouth at his jaw.
“Yes, yes!” Peter exclaims. “I was so angry, I wanted to make sure he never - ah! - looked at me again,” His body trembles as Mr. Stark grabs his hips and grinds their fronts together with fervour. “But, I also, hah… I wanted - needed - a reason to f- uhnn, to sleep with you.”
“Ngh, Peter… baby,” The hands on Peter’s hips slide lower to grope his ass, hard. “Coming to find me during my son’s party,” Mr. Stark slows their movements to an easy, pain-staking rhythm. “Revenge at the forefront of your mind, intending to seduce me with your beautiful tears and alluring doe eyes,” The older man moves to lay back against the arm of the couch, stopping to just admire Peter’s kiss-swollen lips, ruddy cheeks and glazed eyes. “Not even knowing that you could’ve asked me to eat you out at your graduation and I’d have dropped to my knees right then and there,” Peter gasps as fresh heat flares in his tummy - those butterflies finally released from their cages, completely free to flutter around where they please. “You’ve had me wrapped around your little finger the moment you stepped on that Decathlon stage, in your little blazer with your serious face and your incredible, fantastic brain-” Mr. Stark cuts himself off to kiss Peter furiously, removing the hands previously clutching at Peter’s ass to thread through locks of chocolate brown hair, holding his head steady. Always so gentle, always so delicate, as if Peter’s made of porcelain. “You’re so fucking smart, Pete, so smart and fascinating; so darn perfect, I’m obsessed with you,” He kisses Peter once more before stopping to stare into his eyes, completely enamoured and full of… affection. “I’d much rather have you as my son.”
Peter freezes. His control vanishes and he cums. Instantly. His mouth open in a silent scream of elation; his hands clenching where they’re holding Mr. Stark’s shoulders. I’d much rather have you as my son. Fuuuck, fuck - Peter’s already getting hard again just thinking about those words. To be Mr. Stark’s son, to be Mr. Stark’s boy… He’d be so good for him, he’d never cross a line or talk back; he’d always do what he was told and he’d do whatever it took to make Mr. Stark proud of him every single day.
“Oh fuck, Petey, darling, look at you - of course you’d cum untouched like that for me - fuck, you’re so perfect,” Mr. Stark frantically kisses every part of Peter’s face he can reach. “You’re Daddy’s perfect boy.” Peter whines at that, because God… He did not know he had a Daddy kink until now - until Tony. Maybe he just has a Tony Stark kink. “Yeah, you like that, baby? Of course you do - it’s like you were tailor made just for me,” Mr. Stark coos, scratching his fingers passionately through Peter’s hair. “D’you wanna be Daddy’s good boy, Pete?”
“Yes, yes, yes, please,” Peter sobs, his face slack and his eyes watering from the overwhelming everything happening all at once.
“Okay, baby, it’s okay - Daddy’s got you - Daddy’s never letting you go,” Mr. Stark murmurs soothingly, stroking and kissing every part of Peter that comes in reach. “Hop up for me, baby, that’s it,” Peter sits up as instructed, Mr. Stark following behind. “I want to eat you out, Petey, can you take off your pants for me?” Mr. Stark purrs, pawing at the fabric of Peter’s jeans - hungry. Peter hasn’t taken off a pair of jeans quicker in his life.
Once free of his boxers, Peter allows himself to be manhandled by Mr. Stark so he’s sitting above the older man’s face, the position sending ripples of humiliation through Peter’s body - especially when Mr. Stark breathes “Oh, yes,” as soon as Peter’s settled inches away from him.
“I can’t wait to ravish you, Peter,” Mr. Starks croons, thumbs lifting to spread Peter’s already extremely exposed cheeks further apart, giving the man an unobstructed view of his pink, untouched, virgin hole. Peter’s thighs quiver with nerves and anticipation, his heart rabbiting away in his tight chest. He clutches at the wrists of his sweater and button-down combo, creating little paws for his hands to fumble in. Sensing Peter’s tension (as he always seems to do), Mr. Stark rubs at Peter’s skin and hums soothingly. “Is this your first time, Pete?”
“Mmhm,” Peter mumbles.
“It’s okay to be nervous, we can do something else if you’d like?”
“No, I want to do this, Mr- uhm… D-Daddy,” Peter stammers, face rapidly heating up. “I-I want to be a good boy for you…”
“Oh, sweetheart, you already are, but I’ll gladly eat this delicious ass regardless,” Mr. Stark quips, slapping the meat of Peter’s ass gently. “I probably won’t be able to stop, even after you cum,” He muses, kneading Peter’s flesh with intent.
“I wanna make you feel good too,” Peter says, hands twitching, desperate with the need to touch this awe-inspiring man.
“Perfect boy,” Mr. Stark utters fondly. “You know what? Let me…” The older man reaches down with one hand to blindly yank down his sweats and boxer briefs, revealing his impressive erect member to Peter’s salivating gaze. That’s the most beautiful cock he’s ever seen in his life… “There, you can play with my cock while Daddy tastes your beautiful hole, okay?” Peter immediately leans down to press a chaste kiss to the glistening head. “Ah, just like that, baby… just like that.”
They both begin exploring each other, licking and sucking and spitting and slobbering with exhilarated abandon, moaning without restraint or embarrassment - their minds focused on one thing and one thing alone: the other’s pleasure. That being said, Peter’s finding it somewhat difficult to coordinate his mouth whilst Mr. Stark is working wonders spearing his tongue in and out of Peter’s hole - wetting it, sucking it, just all in all devouring it like it’s the best thing he’s ever tasted. But Peter tries regardless, hollowing his cheeks and bobbing his head to the best of his ability, stopping every now and then to follow the vein from the underside to the tip with his tongue and suckle on the weeping head. Peter’s heard of cock whores and cocksluts from porn and films and such, but now he thinks he gets it. Just like how Mr. Stark won’t be able to stop eating him out after climaxing, Peter doesn’t think he’ll stop sucking this gorgeous, girthy cock until he’s physically dragged away.
“Ooh, yes, Peter, just like that,” Mr. Stark moans as Peter starts sucking and swirling his tongue around the head of the older man’s cock.
“Uhn, right there, right there,” Peter responds, shyly bucking back against Mr. Stark’s heavenly mouth.
“C’mon, Pete, ride Daddy’s face,” Mr. Stark encourages, using the hands he’s resting on Peter’s ass to start up a steady rhythm. “That’s it, don’t be shy, Daddy wants you to ride his face as hard as you can, baby,” Keening at the man’s vulgar words, Peter begins rocking, delicately uncertain at first, but as soon as Mr. Stark starts sucking on his rim and penetrating his hole, Peter can’t stop himself. The little restraint he had left snaps as he surrenders to his body’s movements, letting his hips grind, swivel and thrust of their own accord, doubling his efforts on Mr. Stark’s cock by sinking down further - gags and gurgles impeding his progress, but never stopping him for long. “Oh, yes, yes, yes,” Mr. Stark’s gravelly, muffled voice chants behind him. “That’s it, that’s it, ride me, honey - suck my cock just like that-”
“Mmphf,” Peter groans enthusiastically, repeating himself when Mr. Stark lets out an uninhibited cry at the sensation. “Mmm!”
“Ngh, yeah, moan on my cock, sweetness,” A loud slurp interrupts Mr. Stark’s speech. He must be drooling all over himself, Peter thinks delightfully. “Let Daddy feel how much you love it.”
“Mmm! I love it, I love it-” Peter slurs, lips still attached to the older man’s heavenly length, abhorring the idea of stopping his ministrations for even a second. “I love your cock, I love you, Daddy,” Mr. Stark’s hips cant upwards in response and a particularly loud and unrestrained moan follows the confession.
“Ah, fuck! Uhn, I love you too, baby. God, the things you do to me-” Mr. Stark gasps for breath, but never falters in the attention he’s giving Peter’s slick hole. “-Daddy’s gonna cum, darling, you’re gonna make Daddy cum-”
“Yes, yes, yes, I’m close, I wanna-” Peter squeals with sheer ecstasy as a rough hand circles his drenched cock. “I wanna cum with you, Daddy!”
“Ride me hard then, baby,” Mr. Stark pants, hand speeding up where it holds Peter’s cock. “Suck Daddy as hard as you can for me,” Peter immediately complies, slurping and bobbing with abandon, uncensoring his cries and whines and muffled ‘ah, ah, ah’s. His ass bounces wildly, the rhythm of their bodies bordering on animalistic as they chase their climax together. “Daddy’s cumming baby, Ah! Yes! Cum with me Peter, cum for me now-”
“I’m cumming! I’m cumming, I-” Peter wails as the ferocious heat in his stomach blazes, getting hotter and hotter until it finally overflows, shooting across his whole body from the swell of his chest to the tip of his toes. His entire being curls with satisfaction and his body shakes uncontrollably with the toe-curling aftershocks that seem to last forever; overwhelming, all encompassing, ravishing. Mr. Stark follows soon after, his release spurting erotically all over Peter’s gasping lips and face, the older man letting out a long, drawn-out grown of rapture and bliss - both of their bodies sagging with exhaustion and euphoria.
After a moment of calm and post-orgasmic serenity, Peter feels himself being manhandled and rearranged so he’s draped on Mr. Stark’s chest once more; firm but so, so comfy. Peter nuzzles his head into the warm space underneath Mr. Stark’s jaw, completely spent and touch starved.
“Oh, baby, your face is so sticky,” Mr. Stark chuckles, reaching up to lift Peter’s head gently with both hands and inspect him lazily. The streaks of cum are only really in the centre of his face, draped over his nose, lips and chin, due to most of Mr. Stark’s release dripping down his length and landing on his abdomen. “Ahh I can’t be bothered to get a tissue, screw it,” Mr. Stark bemoans, leaning forward to lap Peter’s soiled face with his tongue, like a big mama cat grooming her cub. Peter giggles drowsily at the thought. “What’s got you giggling, huh? Does it tickle?”
“Heh, no… well, a little bit - you just reminded me of a cat licking its babies,” Peter smiles. He imagines this floaty feeling must be what tipsy or drunk people experience at the peak of their high, because Peter feels invincible right now - on top of the world. Completely careless.
Mr. Stark huffs out a laugh, growling low in his throat to imitate a wild creature, nipping Peter’s skin and baring his canines playfully.
“My little tiger cub,” The older man murmurs, voice laced with fondness, eyes twinkling and tender. “My perfect pet.”
“Ngh, don’t get me started Mr. Stark,” Peter whines. “I’m still worn out from the last two orgasms.”
“Ooo, being my little kitten makes you horny again, does it?” Mr. Stark teases, licking a big stripe up Peter’s cheek, making him squeal in faux disgust. “And also, Pete, you’ve sat on my face, I think you’re allowed to call me Tony now,” Peter’s face heats up and the smile on his face freezes before widening into an infectious grin.
“Tony…” Peter croons, tasting the name out on his tongue. Strangely enough, calling Mr. Stark ‘Tony’ feels more taboo than the whole… y’know, sex thing.
“That’s it,” Tony’s smile turns lazy and affectionate as he licks his lips clean of the remaining spatters of dry cum.
“Well, Tony,” Peter exaggerates, leaning forward to press his nose against Tony’s, playful and flirtatious. “How does it taste?”
“My cum?” Tony asks, bemused.
“Yup,” A big smile grows on Peter’s face as he pops the ‘p’ gleefully.
“Uhmm,” Tony tilts his head, pretending to think about it. “It’s not the best thing I’ve ever tasted, but certainly not the worst,” He concludes matter-of-factly.
“Mmm,” Peter hums, playing along.
“Want a taste, Mr. Parker?”
“I’d love one, Mr. Stark,” Peter beams sunnily, before leaning down to meet those magical lips, his tongue sliding its way past the seam to greet the older man’s. Their tongues rub against each other, sliding and smoothing noisily, as if they’re kissing for the first time and not the fifth, sixth, seventh (Peter hasn’t kept count). Lovely as sucking Tony’s cock is, Peter thinks he already infinitely prefers making out with the man. The intimate depravity of licking into someone’s mouth is so unlike anything he’s ever done before and will probably never lose its appeal if Peter has anything to say about it. In fact, Peter would be happy - overjoyed, even - to share saliva with Tony Stark until the end of time.
The tang of cum in Tony’s mouth fits the older man’s description pretty well actually - not the best taste, not the worst - but Peter would be lying if he said the ambiguous flavour, plus the knowledge that it was Tony’s seed they were sharing, didn’t make his exhausted cock give a feeble twitch.
The kiss begins to slow down even further, until all they’re really doing is bumping mouths and touching tongues, so tired yet so insistent on continuing any form of contact possible until the very last second. However, Peter’s neck is starting to protest its prolonged craning position, so he moves to rearrange himself and sit up, stopping short when he spots something attached to his bottom lip. It’s a string of spit, stretching all the way down from his lip to Tony’s glistening mouth, quite thick and noticeably bubbly.
“Oh, let me-” Peter starts, prepared to wipe or slurp the saliva away (as un-grossly as he possibly can), but Tony’s hand moves up to grab his wrist, halting his movements.
“Wait, let it drop.”
“What?” Peter questions, confused at the older man’s sudden seriousness.
“Let it fall into my mouth,” Tony says seductively, laying back and parting his lips carefully. “Spit it into my mouth, Peter.”
When will this man stop being sex personified? Holy hell… Peter’s discovering all his unknown kinks this evening then.
If only his friends could see him now… Man, he’s got so much to tell them.
Too afraid to outright shoot saliva into his… boyfriend’s? No, boyfriend is too ambitious and a little overeager after one fuck (plus a tad childish for an experienced man like Mr. Stark). Partner? What if this was just a one time thing though? Agh… lover? Yeah lover sounds good for the time being. Distinguished. Cool. Mr. Stark is his lover now. Tony is his lover. Hell yeah.
So, too afraid to outright shoot saliva into his lover’s mouth, Peter gathers up all the fluid he can and slowly dribbles it out of his pursed lips, some of it catching on his chin; most of it drooping and slowly reaching its way towards Tony’s. The older man rises up to meet the string halfway, letting the spit land and pool on his outstretched tongue, holding himself steady as the rest of the saliva makes its way down the line and into his mouth. When the spit stops moving, Peter leans down the rest of the way, allowing Tony to tilt his head up and kiss the remaining saliva off of Peter’s lips, Lady and the Tramp style. Well, that was really sexy…
“Well, that was really sexy,” Peter voices out loud as he watches Tony swallow satisfactorily, eyes hooded and mischievous.
“You’re telling me,” Tony retorts, swiping the side of his mouth with his thumb. “Is there anything you don’t look beautiful doing?” Is there anything you say that isn’t irrevocably charming?
“Probably a few things, I’m not the most graceful person,” Peter replies, mouth twisted bashfully.
“Your incredibly flexible body and gyrating hips beg to differ,” Tony states, eyebrows wiggling as he leers at Peter’s lower half.
“Oh my God, shut up!” Peter grumbles, ducking his head into Tony’s shoulder - trying not to give him the satisfaction of seeing Peter’s enraptured smile. Judging by the way Tony snickers and wraps his arms around Peter’s back, nuzzling his head and kissing his temple protectively, he probably doesn’t succeed. Peter doesn’t care. He loves the taunts and the teasing. He loves Tony. And he most definitely heard Tony say “I love you” back. Heart pounding suddenly, Peter quietly snarks: “You love it, Mr. Stark,” The arms embracing him tighten affectionately.
“I do love it,” Tony chirps, voice sweet and affectionate as honey. Peter smiles contently and lowers his voice to a timid whisper.
“You love me,” Peter breathes, shy yet eager for confirmation of his statement.
“I do,” Tony repeats, volume low to match Peter’s. “I love you, Pete.”
“I love you, too,” Peter responds instantly, endorphins rushing through his body at those magical words. They feel so unthinkable on his tongue, an onlooker would surely gawk at the idea of confessing their love after three interactions, and Peter’s sure he’d deny it if a time traveller told him he’d ever do such a thing, but there’s something so irrevocably right about loving Tony - and telling him so soon. Romeo and Juliet probably felt something similar when they kissed during their first ever meeting. They were meant to love each other; meant to devote themselves body and soul to each other. Like the world would cease to go on turning if they didn’t. Peter feels forever changed. He feels as though he’s finally met the person he was supposed to meet; the person he’d encounter over and over again in unquantifiable alternate universes. The person he’d always end up loving one way or another. It just happened a lot faster in this specific time and place.
“That works out wonderfully, because it turns out that I love you more,” Tony drawls in a sing-song voice, reminding Peter of that scene in Tangled, but - y’know - healthy.
“I love you so much, Tony,” Peter reiterates, his voice enraptured and full of yearning. “I don’t know why or how, but it’s so crazy, you’re like- the love of my life and it’s confusing my brain, because we’ve only known each other for such a short time, but… I just know, y’know?” That whole speech didn’t need to happen, Peter, could you not ramble for once in your life?
“Pete,” Tony slides his body so they’re both lying down on the sofa facing each other. His eyes burn like the crackling fire behind him, full of warmth and devotion - hundreds of emotions simmering behind those deep, endless orbs. Peter can’t wait to see every single one someday. “You just perfectly summarised how I’m feeling,” Tony confides, voice low and secretive. “My rational mind is just… screaming at me that I shouldn’t be allowing this - should convince you to find someone else that isn’t old enough to be your father and doesn’t harbour this unexplained, uncontrollable protectiveness over you - but I…” He pauses, averting his eyes in a rare moment of fear and uncertainty. “I don’t know, I just… can’t,” He concludes, eyes desperate to convey all the emotions swimming behind them - trapped and beyond words. Peter leans forward and rests his forehead against Tony’s, closing his eyes he tries to feel, communicate and understand everything Tony wants to say; everything he wants to say…
… Everything they both want to hear.
“We’ll get through it, Tony,” Peter murmurs, reaching up to caress Mr. Stark’s cheekbone, jaw, nose - everything he can reach. “Thank you for not leaving me alone with all this love,” He expresses softly, chest tight and throat beginning to sting.
“You’re very welcome, Peter,” Tony swallows thickly. Peter opens his eyes. “Thank you for loving a lonely old man with no friends and barely any family to speak of,” Peter wants to object. He wants to call Tony beautiful and scream about his love from the very highest mountain-top, but he stays quiet. Tony needs to express these feelings. “Thank you for not choosing someone else over me. Thank you for not making off with the one thing I wanted to do right by in this world. Thank you for not turning that thing into all the worst parts of myself. Thank you for loving me when clearly no one else wants to anymore - if they even did in the first place,” Tony’s eyes glisten with sorrow and untold misery, the bottled emotions finally spilling over - the carefully manufactured walls cracking under the weight of a great, painful ocean locked behind it. “I don’t know what’s going to become of this… thing that we’ve got going on here… But I will tell you - with the utmost certainty - that I’ll do my best every single day to earn your love, Peter, because it’s going to be hard for me to be convinced that I deserve it.”
A silent tear falls down Peter’s cheek. When did he start crying? He looks up and sees a corollary tear sneak out of Tony’s mystifying eyes and reaches out to wipe it away with a shaky thumb. He doesn’t know what to say. What can he say in the face of such a vulnerable revelation? Peter doesn’t think words can suffice just how grateful and honoured and scared and small he feels, so he tries to pour everything into a vehement kiss - probably failing to impart everything he wants to say, but striving to do so with every fibre of his being regardless.
They lay there for hours, minutes, days - neither of them know - just kissing, whispering and holding each other close, trying their best to process the enormity of what they’ve done; what they’re feeling; what comes next. It’s during this moment of quiet that Tony’s record finally comes to an end and the fire dies down to a handful of burning embers, prompting them both to sit up and stretch, parting for the first time in at least an hour so Tony can put his record away and Peter can hunt for new clothes.
“Keep going through that door, you’ll eventually end up in my bedroom,” Tony says, pointing at the door he came through when Peter entered the study. “Have a rummage, look for some new boxers and pyjama bottoms or something,” Tony mumbles, closing his record player and shelving the vintage sleeve. Peter follows his directions (but not without one more kiss), finding himself in a stunningly modern, connecting en suite bathroom, with white ring lights and black marble surfaces. After an awe-struck cursory glance, Peter continues through to the gorgeously distinguished bedroom, with a colour scheme not unlike the study’s. Dark browns, reds and the occasional stroke of white decorate the space, creating an even cosier area that Peter thinks he wants to curl up and quietly exist in forever.
The undeniable musk that permeates the room becomes stronger as Peter searches through draws of clothes and underwear - barely stopping himself from leaning in and taking a long, lascivious inhale, his nose buried in the fabric - eventually choosing some older briefs and some flannel pyjama bottoms that look small enough to fit his lithe frame.
As he’s in the middle of tightening the drawstrings (as much as they can be, so that the waist doesn’t completely slip down his hips) Peter hears footsteps outside the room and looks up, startled when he hears a knock on the main door to Tony’s bedroom. It’s not Tony.
“Dad? Open up, or say ‘come in’ or something, I don’t wanna see you naked,” Peter’s heart starts rabbiting almost painfully. Shit, shit, shit! It’s Harley- “Dad! Are you decent? Yes or no?” Shit, shit, say something! Don’t let him come in!
“N-No?” Peter’s voice breaks (because of course it does) and he cringes, teeth gritted, body poised to flee.
“What the hell is up with your voice? I’m coming in, Dad, I don’t care-” The handle turns and the door starts to swing open.
“No, no, no, wait!” Peter shouts, but it’s no use. The door is open, Harley is standing right there… and Peter is wearing his father’s pyjamas.
Fuck.
“What the fuck?” Harley demands, a bottle of beer loosely grasped in one hand, a horrified look on his face. “What the fuck are you doing in here?” The teen starts to advance on Peter, gait somewhat sloppy due to the alcohol probably coursing through his veins right now, but the underlying intentions of harm frighteningly clear.
“I-I was just-”
“‘I-I was just’, Jesus, lissen to yourself,” Harley mocks, invading Peter’s space, filling the air with his intoxicated breath. Peter shrinks away like the prey he is, frozen with fear under a predator’s gaze - nowhere to run. “You’ve got one last chance, Penis,” Harley threatens, grabbing the front of Peter’s shirt in a vice-like grip. “Why the fuck are you in my Dad’s bedroom?”
“I can answer that for you,” Tony’s voice appears behind Harley, causing the boy to turn around and let go of Peter, freeing him. Tony stands there like a guardian angel - his saviour - and Peter allows himself to take a relieved breath. He’s safe now, Tony’s here. “Peter here just spilled a drink on himself and needed a change of clothes, okay Harls?” Tony reaches out to grab Harley by the ear. “Does that satisfy your drunken invasiveness?”
“Yes, ow! Yeah, okay! Stop it!” Harley squirms, unable to detach himself until Tony deigns to let him go a few seconds later. It’s so strange to see Harley, of all people, so defenceless and submissive in the face of his father. This was the guy that argued with a teacher for a whole period, refusing to back down or keep quiet - even when sent outside the classroom - so clearly he’s not afraid of authority. But now Peter sees that what he once believed to be a vicious wolf, lone and aggressive, is in fact nothing more than a misbehaving dog that cowers before the apex predator that is Tony Stark. It’s quite therapeutic actually.
“Actually, Harley, while you’re here,” Tony begins, slapping his hand onto Harley’s shoulder and giving it a squeeze. “I’d really like you to make amends for being such a colossal asshole to Peter during your entire time at High School, pretty please,” Harley’s mouth drops open in disbelief. As does Peter’s. They both start protesting at the same time.
“What the hell, Dad? I’m not gonna do that-”
“To- I mea, Mr. Stark, you don’t- he doesn’t need to do that I’m fine-”
“-I’ve got nothing to apologise for! If anything he should be apologising for barging into these rooms!-”
“-Seriously, I don’t wanna cause any trouble! I don’t need an apology-”
“Boys,” Tony projects, effectively silencing both of them (and making one of them a tad aroused). “I’m perfectly serious about this, and I’m not letting either of you go until you’ve apologised, Harley.”
“I’m not gonna apologise!” Harley declares, the arm still holding the beer bottle swinging dangerously in protest. “I’m a fucking adult, you can’t treat me like a goddamn child right now!”
“Can’t I? Don’t children bully other people for years on end for their own sick sense of enjoyment?” Tony challenges, voice brutal and unwavering. “I’m so disappointed, Harley - you were always a little shit to me, but I didn’t think you’d stoop this low,” The older man stalks forward, stopping in front of Harley and leaning in close. “Peter doesn’t deserve to be dragged into our mess. If you hate me and your Mother then take it out on us, not him,” Harley glares down at the floor, hands fisted so tightly his knuckles turn white. Peter looks on, heart thumping uncontrollably. He feels like he shouldn’t be here - watching this. There’s a lot of pain and repressed anger permeating the air and Peter is most certainly intruding on this private interaction. “It’s not Peter’s fault that I’m such a bad Father.”
There’s a deafening silence. Peter doesn’t dare breathe. He can see Harley’s jaw clenching repeatedly, his head still ducked - eyes ablaze with intensity, eyebrows furrowed in a permanent frown. No one moves. Harley breathes an aggressive inhale and shoves Tony’s chest, before storming out of the bedroom and slamming the door with such hostility, the entire house seems to shake. Peter flinches at the burst of noise after such a tense silence, eyes flicking immediately to Tony.
“Are you okay?” Peter whispers, afraid to speak any louder.
“Yeah, he’s pushed me harder, I’m fine,” Tony grumbles, his gaze lingering on the door, mouth twisted bitterly.
“B-But are you okay, like, emotionally?” Peter asks, slowly approaching Tony with the ease of someone who doesn’t want to spook a distressed animal. The older man turns to him and huffs a sigh, mouth tilting at the corners into a woeful smile.
“Not really, but I don’t think anyone is, so,” Tony throws his arms up in a wry, “what can you do?” gesture, probably attempting to appear nonchalant about the whole ordeal. Peter strides forward to hug him urgently. There’s very little he can say that would be of any comfort at this moment, so he does what he is capable of: unconditional support and physical compassion. It’s difficult not to feel completely useless and out of his depth when Tony clings onto him just as tight, clearly distressed and in need of solace, because… he’s just a newly eighteen year old kid who doesn’t know anything about marriage or kids or the kind of struggles Tony’s going through, but the stubborn, determined side of him doesn’t care how unsatisfactory his loyalty and encouragement may be - Peter just wants to alleviate this admirable man’s pain in any way that he can. So he keeps hugging Tony. He keeps trying to hold in his tears and be strong for his lover. He keeps drawing circles on Tony’s back in the hopes that he’s calming the older man somewhat. Peter knows he isn’t capable of solving everything right now, but he’ll do everything he can in the meantime to try and show Tony how serious he is about this burgeoning… thing between them. He’s not going anywhere.
“I should probably take you home now huh?” Tony muses, pulling away from Peter and looking into his eyes. So beautiful.
“I want to stay,” Peter whines, succeeding in making Tony’s lips quirk up in a fond smile.
“I know, baby,” Tony whines back, pursing his lips into a long-suffering pout. “But it’s been a long, exciting night and I don’t want you getting sick of me,” Peter hums low in his throat at that and leans up to give Tony a long, closed-mouth kiss.
“Never,” He sighs against Tony’s lips once they part, making the older man chuckle softly.
“You made my night, sweetheart.”
“Mmm, you made mine… Daddy,” Peter simpers, a saucy grin stamped on his face. The taboo word still leaves an unfamiliar tang in Peter’s mouth, but he’s certain it’s a flavour he’ll grow to love.
“Argh, stop tempting me you… temptress,” Tony growls, dipping to kiss Peter before launching a tickle attack on his unprotected sides. The squeal Peter lets out is probably hideously unattractive, but Tony catches it gleefully with his mouth - a contagious, enamoured grin spreading across his face.
They both wear those grins all the way down to the basement garage. Those same smiles remain stamped on their faces as Tony navigates the dark, empty roads - occasionally using the steering wheel as a make-shift drum to accompany the blaring music he plays. When they kiss goodnight, parked outside Peter’s apartment building, they do so with beaming mouths (making the mechanics of the kiss pretty difficult to navigate, but blissful all the same). Now lying on his bed, a brand new phone number in his contacts, Peter grins down at his glowing phone screen as the first ever text in an empty message display comes through.
Miss you already xxxxxxx
Cheeks starting to hurt, Peter types out his reply with the most lovestruck, idiotic smile on his face, uncaring about what’s sure to come and what complications the future may bring - it’s all white noise; inconsequential. The only thing filling the space in Peter’s overtired brain is undeniably, irrevocably Tony Stark.
Miss you more xxxxxxxxx
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