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nightfallsystem · 7 months
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auughhhh how long until i fucking die of something its bound to happen soon rihgtttt ive been slowly feelign worse and worse everyday so i hope thats a sign ill die soon
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cheonstapes · 8 months
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could you write about lando making the reader squirt? there’s a huge lack of squirting fics in f1 😣
lando norris stars in... 'IT'S RAINING IN SILVERSTONE' .・゚゚・(/ω\)・゚゚・.
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a/n ~ f1 request lesgo!! this was so fun to write ty baby 💗💗💗 i took forever to get this finished but its done now and i can finally rest
summary; you and lando celebrate his race win by giving him the one thing he's always wanted - to see you squirt.
pairings; lando norris x fem!reader
wc; 900+
cw; SMUT!!, squirtin, m*x, oral sex, you and lando being cute, wall sex, fingering, he's lowk a meanie, established relationship, it's actually quite wholesome, nawt proofread - took like a week to start this oml
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it was neck and neck at this point, with two more laps to go, you found yourself gripping onto the edge of your seat - watching the monitors closely. you had so much faith in lando, seeing how hard he was training for his home race. you could hear the screams of the fans from the paddocks as he sped past, your heart was beating so incredibly fast, hands nervously rubbing on your jeans.
one more lap. you could see your boyfriend’s drs activating - the car revving up just behind max. “c’mon, baby, you can do it.” he glided past him with ease, despite max’s best efforts to stop him getting past. seeing lando taking 1st, you let out a relieved sigh, falling back into the chair as you clasped your hands over your mouth, a small smile hidden underneath. 
the checkered flag waved, everyone running outside to go greet him, cheers rang in your ears, smiling brightly as you chucked the headphones off and ran to him. he was surrounded by the team, lifting him up, patting him on the back, hugging him. it was nice and all, but he was really looking for you. turning his head, he squinted as he saw someone running towards him, eyes widening as he recognises that beautiful smile amongst all the people. politely pushing past everyone, he meets you in the middle, grabbing you by your waist and picking you up, kissing you with the utmost passion. 
“hi, baby.” you giggle, wrapping your arms around his neck. he holds your body tightly against his own, sighing softly into the crook of your neck, inhaling your sweet perfume. you stand in silence for a moment before he lifts his head, staring deeply into your eyes. “hi, love.” you smile, pressing your forehead against his, whispering. “you did it.” he grins. “i did it.”
he gracefully set you down, hand trailing down to the small of your back as you both squint from the bright flashes of the cameras pointed towards your loving interaction. you both pose for the cameras, lando’s arm dragging you in closer as he leans in to whisper lowly in your ear. “y’know you’ll always be the real prize, babe. ‘m thinking you need something in return for being such a good girlfriend to me.” he flashes you a cheeky smile, a hand discreetly squeezing your ass before he moves it back up to your waist. “and i’ll show you how much i treasure you later.” 
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“f-fuck, lando, honey - s-slow down.”
he had you pressed against the wall of his hotel room, head buried in between your thighs. he was really good with his mouth, you knew that already - but somehow everything felt so different. maybe it was the way he was curling his tongue around your walls, suckling onto your clit, or maybe it was the adrenaline from his last win. 
frankly, you couldn’t care less. all you knew was you felt fucking amazing. “did you get sweeter since i last ate you out, love?” he laughed against you, the vibrations tickling your clit. he was so smug it pissed you off, but fuck did it make you wanna ride his face till he can’t breathe. “s-shut up, i’m - shit…” he only smiled, fingers slowing down inside of you as he looked up from your thighs. “you’re what, baby? you about to cum for me?” 
“shut u-up.” your thighs were trembling around his head, hands gripping his curls as you push his face deeper into your cunt. you could feel three thick fingers enter you, blunt nails scratching at your sensitive walls. lando was wiggling his fingers in every way he could, eventually finding that spot inside you. his grin was nothing short of evil, his slick fingers abusing the power of spongy flesh. 
“oh-ho, you’re squeezing around me tighter than usual, babe. you sure you’re not about to cum?” again, such a cocky fuck. smiling up at you as he moved even faster than before, your stomach inadvertently clenching as you could feel pressure on your bladder. you whined a bit, shifting in his hold, your free hand pressing down on your stomach. lando immediately clocks on, his hand moving over yours as he presses down harder, small trickles of liquid already dripping onto the floor.
“oh shit, babe. you’re gonna squirt aren’t you? naughty girl, don’t keep these things to yourself.” he sucked harshly on your clit, 4 fingers now intruding your tight hole. sweat was dripping down your face as you tried your hardest to keep your balance on his shoulders, but your knees felt so weak, toes curling from the sensation.
“babeee - c’mon i know you want to. i can feel you clenching, i’ve always wanted to see you squirt anyway.” why was his mouth so dirty? you knew you were gonna squirt all over him, but it was a little embarrassing to practically piss all over your boyfriend. but he didn’t care. he was so shameless when telling you his desires, and this was no different. his words were laced with an intoxicating thrill, you just wanted to cum so bad. 
“l-lando - ugh, shit - cumminggg!” your cunt spasmed violently around his tongue, his thumb flicking your clit. you felt a sudden relief rack your body, streams of cream coloured liquid jetting out of you. “look at that, you’re such a good girl aren’t ya?” he chuckled again, eagerly swallowing all your release. he moaned at the taste, licking a stripe up your cunt before he pressed a light kiss on your clit. 
“how about an orgasm for every point i got today?”
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-it's friday yeah then saturday sunday whaaat
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barefoothighlander · 1 year
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Hi could I ask for Ghost with an hypersomniac reader? Much love to you!
of course babe, I'm not super knowledgeable about hypersomnia but I tried my best, I feel like Ghost would be so attentive and caring, always checking in etc. So here's a lil' one shot.
warnings: none just fluff, gn pronouns
Ghost was used to being up late, the military had trained him to stay up for days in a row, often times he’d just lay awake in bed, hiding from the nightmares, forcing his body to stay awake. You didn’t have the same luxury, often finding yourself dozing off during the day, or sleeping through odd hours. Somehow it worked, you being up for brief periods of time, usually during the night, and his discontent for sleeping, it allowed you to spend time together, away from the noise of the rest of the world.
He wasn’t one for going out often considering his outward appearance usually frightened onlookers, but at home he wasn’t Ghost, he was Simon, your Simon. Your Simon that would carry you to bed if you fell asleep on the couch, who would hold you close as his heartbeat lulled you to sleep. He may have been a ruthless killer outside the wall of your home, but inside he was the most caring partner you could have.
You had woken up during the night, inching out of bed in your pyjamas (little cotton shorts with skulls on them, he’d bought them for you a while back), rubbing your eyes as they adjusted to the small stream of light coming from the kitchen, poking your head out to see Simon, shirtless and braced against the counter as the kettle on the stove boils, smiling to yourself as he hears your footsteps get closer.
“Hey angel” his accent is thick, he had just gotten out of bed.
“Hiya handsome” you manage through a yawn, opening your arms to pull him into a hug as he embraces you, placing a kiss on the top of your head
“You alright?”
You respond with a meek nod into his chest, he was so warm, comforting, like a fire on a cool summer night. He moves to pull away as he hears the kettle finish boiling but you cling to him, placing your feet on top of his as he laughs, walking your bodies over to the stove. He pours two cups of tea, hands coming to stroke along your back as he waits for them to steep.
“You know you’ll have to let me go when I leave for work”
“Not if I can help it”
You release him hesitantly as he hands you a mug, his hand soft on your waist as he guides you to the couch, flicking on the television. You rest your head against his firm shoulder, tucking your body close to his as he reaches behind you, grabbing a blanket and draping it over your form, the two of you silently enjoying each other’s company as you sip your tea.
“Any plans for the day?” he asked, he always liked to know what you were up to, his own days becoming routine when he wasn’t deployed, working out, filing paperwork, training some new recruits.
“Just some errands, groceries and tidying” you respond, glancing around the flat, it wasn’t messy, Simon would never let it get too bad, but there was some laundry that had to be done, a few scattered dishes to be washed.
He hums in acknowledgement, the two of you sat watching reruns of Eastenders, quietly joking to yourselves. You loved this time, there were no cars outside, no shouting from the other buildings, it felt like it was you and Simon, alone in the world. You sat with him before glancing at the time, 7:30.
“You’ve gotta go,” you said, moving your body off him, he nods and moves to the bedroom to get dressed while you collect the mugs, bringing them to the sink.
“I’ll be home around 4 but I’ll call you at 11,” he said, tugging a sweatshirt over his head.
You cross the room to stand in front of him, fingers running through his hair trying to tame the mess that had come from his tossing and turning, giving him a smile before reaching up to plant a kiss on his lips, he holds you there for a minute.
“Have a good day” you say with another peck to his lips as you watch him cross the room and leave.
You figure you might as well get some of your to-do list done now considering you might be too tired in a few hours. You manage to clean up all the dishes and throw in a load of laundry, deciding that you could vacuum tomorrow, plopping down on the couch your eyelids feel heavy, moving to rest your head against a pillow.
You’re woken up to the loud buzzing of your phone, eyes squinting in adjustment to the sunlight coming from the windows, you look at the screen 11:03, and Simon’s name is in full view as you answer the phone.
“Hey love, you alright?”
“Yea, just woke up”
“Shit, sorry didn’t mean to wake you”
“It’s alright, I have to head to the market anyway”
“Right, well, Captain needs me to stay later on base” You can hear the regret in his voice. “I won’t be home till late, m’sorry love”
You pout subconsciously, “Oh, that’s okay, I guess I’ll just see you when you get home then”
“Yeah,” he says, scratching the back of his head, “I love you”
A smile creeps up on your face, “I love you too Si” you respond, hanging up the phone, pushing yourself up from the couch to get dressed.
The rest of your day was rather simple, buy a few groceries for the flat, Simon had requested some sort of chocolate biscuit to snack on. You got home around 2 and made yourself something to eat before putting away the food. By 4 you have finished the laundry, feeling accomplished that you managed nearly all the tasks you had set out to do, rewarding yourself with a bath, you ran the water, lighting some candles in the room before stepping in and letting the warm water soothe you. You sat for 20 minutes, feeling yourself grow tired and deciding to get out (you had fallen asleep in the tub one time and Simon swore he had a heart attack when he found you). Changing into one of his shirts before settling yourself in bed.
At 9 you were woken up by Simon’s soft caresses of your hair,
“You’re home,” you said with a smile, turning your body to face him as he leaned down for a quick kiss.
“Have you eaten?”
You shake your head, “Not since lunch”
He shakes his head, holding his hands out for you to grab and leading you to the kitchen where you sit on one of the stools, he moves around the kitchen, grabbing pans and ingredients as you stare lovingly. You ask about his day, it was pretty typical aside from Soap accidentally detonating a live landmine in a field simulation. A few minutes pass and he presents you with a small bowl of pasta, he wasn’t the best chef but he managed to not burn down the kitchen, you thank him as he moves to sit beside you, his own larger bowl in front of him. The two of you chat in between bites, you watch his face light up at the mention of the biscuits you bought, laughing to yourself over the fact that such a large daunting man would be so happy over a simple cookie. 
Simon cleans up the dishes as you seat yourself on the couch, flicking through the channels to find something to watch before you feel the cushions dip under his weight, his arm snaking around your shoulders to pull you into him. You decide on watching an episode of some sitcom before Simon grabs the remote, changing the channel to check the score of the rugby game. The heat emanating from him comforts you, as you grow tired once again, he lets you rest against him for a while before deciding that he should try to get some sleep as well, his arms moving to lift your body, carrying you to the bed and setting you down gently before he strips into more comfortable clothing and joins you,
"G'night baby," he says, kissing your forehead.
He watches the steady rise and fall of your chest, tucking you into him and resting his chin on your head before falling asleep.
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aris-ink · 2 years
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I need step brother jungkook fcking sister in a tesla driving home pls 🥵
I know this wasn't in my wips but I was listening to ordinary life by the weeknd and here we are
pairing: jungkook x reader
genre: forbidden romance, step!siblings au
warnings: mentions of violence (not towards the reader), slight allusions to murder and corruption kink, pseudo incest, oral sex (road head 💀), soft dirty talk, tiny bit of degradation, lots of praise, car sex, creampie, as always this turned out soft
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The trees passing by looked like ink, branching out against the pink and orange brushes of dusk in the sky. Jungkook's hands tightened around the wheel, the feeling of your lips on his neck caressing him like a gentle gust of wind, causing goosebumps to erupt along his spine. He leaned his head back against the leather seat when you left a kiss below his ear, one hand landing on your thigh.
It was so difficult to find a moment where you could be alone together like this. He couldn't exactly kiss you or hold you out in the open, because what would people say? Personally, Jungkook didn't give a fuck. He never hesitated to bury anyone who bothered you deep in the ground, and therein lay the problem. You gave a fuck, and seeing as he was your brother, he would have to burn the whole city down, starting with your parents. Somehow, he doubted that you would have liked that.
Not that ultimately he wasn't going to have to take care of this issue anyway. But for now, he was happy to just fuck the tears and the doubts out of you, until you understood that you were his and he was yours.
And it seemed like you were beginning to understand, little by little. His cock hardened as your warm lips brushed up against the silver cross on his neck, your nimble fingers working on undoing his zipper. He wished he could open the window to cool down, but he wanted to hear you clearly, each breath you took and each soft hum you let out.
Heat bubbled in his stomach, a sharp intake of breath following the feeling of your hand wrapping around him, easing his cock out of his jeans. Inked fingers tightened on your thigh, eyes trained on the road stretching out before him. Even when you leaned down to swipe your tongue across the tip.
He twitched at the feeling of the wet warmth, the veins in his hands more prominent the tighter he squeezed the wheel.
"What are you doing?" He murmured, unable to help the flutter of his heart and his eyelids, his back straightening when your lips wrapped around him.
The only answer you provided him with was a small suck as you lowered your head further, taking his cock deeper into your mouth. Jungkook groaned, restlessly searching the outside scenery for a place to park. Instead of continuing down the highway, he made a turn into the forest that stretched for miles from both sides, where the old oaks and willows could conceal you from any prying eyes.
The path he entered was rocky and uneven, the unexpected bump causing your teeth to graze against him. Jungkook hissed, slowing to a stop, not caring enough to drive deeper into the woods. As soon as the ignition was off, his hand buried in your hair, head tilting down so he could look at you. He grunted, taking in the way half of his cock disappeared inside your mouth, the way you tried to take it deeper, sloppy and wet and tight.
"Fuck," he breathed. "Oh, what a good girl."
He finally let himself throw his head back and close his eyes, his chest rising and falling with shallow breaths, tongue running over his piercing. The small moan you let out around him made his cock drip, and you sucked on it like you needed more. Jungkook whined, tugging on your hair softly to get your attention.
But when you lifted your head, spit shining on your lips, his hand cupped the back of your neck and he pulled you in for a messy kiss.
"Get in the back," he muttered. "Go."
It shouldn't have been surprising that as soon as you did as he asked, he was sliding your wet panties down your thighs, ready to bury his face in between them. Smoothing one hand over your spine, he bent you over the seat, the other hand busy tucking your underwear into the back pocket of his jeans.
"I'll be keeping those, baby."
Your hips rolled when you felt his lips brush your inner thigh.
"Need you inside, please," you sighed, resting your head comfortably against the seat.
Jungkook pressed himself against you, shielding you with his warmth, hard cock rubbing in between your slick folds.
"Yeah?" He groaned. "Be more specific, baby, because you know I'd give you anything. What do you need? My tongue? Fingers? Tell me, pretty angel."
You shook your head, a shiver running through you when he started kissing your neck, his lips soft on your heated skin.
"Come on, you can do it. What do you think you deserve, baby?"
You took a deep breath, eyes closing, his strong hands rubbing your thighs.
"A-anything I want," you whispered.
Jungkook hummed.
"Mm, that's right. You deserve anything you fucking want, angel."
The tip of his cock nudged your entrance. The feeling of your walls trying to suck him in made him suppress a shudder, but he didn't let up, sliding one hand under your shirt.
"And why do you deserve anything you want, hm?"
He circled your nipple with the pad of his finger, feeling it harden instantly under the touch. As if to motivate you, he pushed in a few inches deeper, stretching you out slowly.
You gasped.
"Because I'm- because-"
Another inch forward, his hips pushing closer to your ass.
"Because?" He coaxed breathlessly, wrapping his entire hand around your breast to fondle it.
"Because I'm your good girl," you whimpered. "Please."
Jungkook slid all the way in, teeth biting gently into your throat, strong arms enveloping your frame. A low moan left him as your pussy clenched around his cock, pulsing and leaking.
"Mhm," he breathed out slowly, immediately setting up a rhythm, his thrusts starting off hard and deep, pushing you into the seat. "Tell me more."
He didn't care if you had trouble speaking, or if he had to fuck you and edge you all night to hear what he wanted. You knew that by now, because as much as you struggled to answer him, you didn't hold back like you have before, even if your skin burned with embarrassment.
"Be-because I'm your pretty baby," you moaned. "Please, faster."
Jungkook provided you with just that, lewd, smacking sounds beginning to mingle with your soft whines and his groans.
"Yeah, that's right, look what a smart, good girl I have here. Fuck, you're so tight. Missed this perfect pussy so fucking much, fuck."
The last word came out as a grunt. No, a growl, something more feral spreading through his veins, making his cock ache as he fucked you.
"You wanna come?" His breath tickled your ear, voice raspy, arms tightening around you possessively. "Tell me. Want me to ruin your little cunt?"
You only whined in response. Jungkook knew you like the back of his hand, and oh, there was no doubt left in him that you were on the verge of giving in and letting go. There was no mercy left in him either, his cock pounding you faster, balls tightening with every thrust.
"Please, please, please," you mewled. "Please, Jungkook!"
He gritted his teeth.
"Say it first, baby. Fucking say it or I'll stop right now."
You shook your head weakly, groaning.
"No! Please, I want to come. Make me come."
With a strangled moan, he sneaked his hand in between your legs, pressing into your swollen clit.
"Yeah? You wanna come? My pretty little baby is gonna fall apart on this cock like a good slut? Huh?"
He could see stars explode behind his eyelids when your cunt convulsed around him, his jaw set tight, glistening with sweat. The way you moaned his name made his stomach twist, his cum shooting deep inside of you and painting your walls white. It felt hot, wet and messy, his hips grinding into yours unsteadily, his body tingling from head to toe.
He held you close to him, not knowing how else to satisfy his endless cravings, nor how to silence the constant demands of his bleeding heart. It always called out for you.
Maybe you weren't a good girl, certainly not after this. Even though your parents knew nothing of this little secret, it was almost impossible to please them, no grade or job ever seeming good enough. And Jungkook couldn't replace the acceptance he knew you craved from them; but he could fill you up with his own love, and continue to fuck your insecurities out of you. Maybe you weren't a good girl, but-
"What are you, angel?" He whispered into your neck, his body slumped against yours, knees numb from being pressed into the seat for too long and cock still buried inside you.
"Your good girl," you sighed again, the words stumbling out with more ease, almost absentminded.
Jungkook smiled, pressing a kiss into your shoulder.
"Yeah. My good girl."
Another kiss, then one more, tender and sweet.
"My good, little angel."
That was all you needed to remember.
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lust4life01 · 2 months
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i actually need more anthony swofford stuff, i crave him so bad ffs. thank you for your anthony writing 🫡
Honestly who doesn’t need more Anthony Swofford fics?? Its my pleasure to write Anthony <3
Burning Desire 18+!
Warnings! smut, cheating, public sex, etc.
Pairing: Anthony Swofford x f/reader
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Summary- You are the daughter of a drill Sargent and somehow find yourself moaning a marines name in the front seat of your car.
“Come on boys, my 2 year old niece could out fucking run you!” The loud degrading shout towards marines could be heard from the other side of the globe.
You laughed a little as you walked towards the mean chants.
“Troy pick up of those fucking feet, you think you’ll make it when you run like a little bitch?!”
You made your way over to the man with incredible lung power, your father.
He turned his head finally seeing you and let out a smile.
“Hey sweetheart, what are doing here?”
“Hey dad, there’s something up with my car and my phones dead so I can’t call a truck or something.” You explained looking all innocent hoping he'd sort it out for you.
He scanned round the court room as he spoke.
“You don’t need a toy truck they’ll take all your money and your tires.”
You rolled your eyes at your father stinginess and patiently waited for him to come up with a solution whilst peering over at the men training. One caught your eye in particular.
Meanwhile, the boys had also noticed your presence. It was the height of summer and you weren’t exactly covering a lot of skin and being cooped up with a bunch of guys turned them into a bunch of horny twelve year olds.
Anthony turned his head to another marine “Hey, who is that?”
“I don’t fucking know man, but she’s hot.”
He continued to look over at you, admiring the way the sun illuminated your beauty, the way the summer sun hit you.
“Swofford!” The Sargent shouted. Anthony thought he was in the shit for talking and was mentally preparing for the ridiculous punishment he was about to face in this heat.
“YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT CARS, SWOFFORD?” The sargent called over.
He did not. Well he had a car? Did that count? But if it had anything to do with you then he was a certified mechanic.
He jogged his way over to you and the Sargent, “Yes sir.”
You scanned your eyes up and down his entire body. You lowered your head a little, trying to hide your so obvious attraction to him, which the blush across your cheeks displayed so well.
The sargent nodded his head. “Good. Go help my daughter with her car.”
“Absolutely sir.” He grinned at you, your eyes finally meeting.
“Hurry up. And don’t get too friendly!”
You rolled your eyes again at your fathers over protection, as if you were thirteen or something.
You and Anthony made your way to your car.
“I’m i- Anthony by the way” he extended his hand and you gently returned the hand shake.
“(Y,n)”
“So Sargent (y,l,n) is your dad huh? What’s that like?” He asked as he discreetly scanned your body.
“He’s not a Sargent at home, well not anymore anyway. What’s he like here?”
“Well let’s just say that man has busted my balls more than once” he answered laughing.
You laughed along, admiring the way his mouth looked when he laughed. You had noticed he was the most attractive marine that you had seen so far.
You both made it to your car, the heat getting even hotter on the hill where your car had been parked.
You lent into your car to grab a water bottle, your ass outside stuck out from he car as you bent to grab your water.
Anthony just starred. He couldn’t help it. He’s been surrounded by men for two weeks and here you are in a summer dress that barely touched your knees.
“Okay so I think I’ve got like an oil leek, or something. I’m not sure.” You open the hood and stood back so Anthony could take a look.
Luckily for Anthony he did know how to fix it due to his girlfriends brother being a mechanic. “oh okay cool I think I can fix it.”
“Great” you smiled up at him. It was far too hot outside so you sat in your car, with the doors open of course. You turned on some music and grabbed a book that was sat on the passenger seat of your car. The Fall by Albert Camus.
You also pulled out a punnet of cherries from your bag that you had bought earlier. You stared to eat one before calling out to Anthony.
“Hey, you want some cherries?”
He made his way round to the car door and nearly lost his breath. You were sat with your legs on the bonnet, a book in hand, and the red juice from the cherries smeared along your lips and tongue. He let a small “oh god” fall under his breath.
“Yes please, mam.”
You let out a giggle at the name. “You really don’t need to call me mam Anthony.”
You handed him some cherries and stared deeply into his baby blues.
“Thanks.”
You both stood gazing at one another until Anthony finally regained consciousness. He noticed the book in your hand.
“Oh you read Camus?”
You very obviously did consider the book was in your hand but you smiled enthusiastically anyway
“Yeah I do. You do too?”
“Well, I was reading The Stranger but it got confiscated.”
You couldn’t help but laugh lightly, he didn’t say anything funny but his presence just made you feel like a silly girl with a crush on the playground.
“Anyway, I’ll go get back to work or your dad will have my head on a stick.” He grinned.
While he was working on your car he realised he needed something to catch the oil as tried to fix it. He took off his shirt and covered his hand with it, getting to work. He badly wanted to slam the hood down and then slam you on top of it, but he continued to work, brushing that though to the back of his head.
After a while of working he called out to you “Hey (y,n) I’m all done out here.”
You climbed out of the car, setting your book down, and made your way round to where Anthony was standing.
“Ugh thank you so much your a life saver!” You exclaimed as you wrapped your arms around his bear chest. Which was highly intentional.
“Ah sorry I’m probably all sweaty” Anthony apologised as he retreated his arms from your back.
“That’s all right, I don’t mind” you smiled up at him but not with the same innocent smile you possessed earlier. This one was daring.
Something took over him. Lust. He grabbed your jaw and smashed your lips together. You let out a startled moan and he quickly broke away.
“I’m so sorry, i-“
You cut him off by re connecting your lips and letting out a small grunt. The pleasant taste of cherries made him hum into the kiss.
His tongued dipped into your mouth, making the kiss heavier. He grabbed your thighs and carried you over to the hood of the car, placing you down with your legs still wrapped around his hips.
The hood burnt the back of your legs a little but you didn’t care, not when you could feel the temptation between the two of you. The burning of the hot car was was nothing in comparison to the burning desire that could be felt oozing from both of you.
He kissed your neck and you let out a whimper, god it was pathetic. I mean you just met him and you already wanted him to fuck you like there’s no tomorrow.
You cupped the bulge in his pants and starred up at him through your lashes.
His breathing got heavier.
“God your fucking angelic.” He whispered into your ear.
“Fuck me Swofford.” You whispered back.
He audible moaned when he heard those words leave you lips. His hands travelled up your thighs and under the sweet white sundress. His large fingers rubbed at your clit through your panties, the wetness seeping through.
“Wait. Not here. In the back of the car” You were a little while away from the other marines but you still wanted to be cautious.
You hopped down from the hood of the car and wrapped your hand around the two fingers Anthony had just used, leading him to the car.
He paused. You looked back slightly confused.
“What’s wrong?” you asked.
He looked down lowly before answering “(y,n) I have a girlfriend.”
You starred at him for a minute before walking right up to him.
“I won’t tell if you don’t.” Your lips practically touching.
Your faces were inches apart. He could smell your perfume, feel the desire in his chest and looking down at you made it near impossible to refuse himself this pleasure. He crashed your lips together again, making his choice pretty clear.
He made his way into the passenger seat of the car and you climbed on top of him before reclining the seat.
You both made out as you started to unzip his pants.
“Fuck you’re so hot.” He praised as you pulled down his pants just below his thighs.
You smiled back up at him as you slowly pulled out his hard cock. You gently licked the pre cum and he let out a loud groan whilst his head fell back.
You wasted no time in taking off your panties and throwing them somewhere in the back seat.
You slowly sunk onto him, taking time to adjust when he started to buck his hips up into you.
You whimpered at the sensation and started to bounce onto him, the feeling driving you both crazy.
“Fucking perfect.”
He held onto your hips and started to pound into you as you both tried to contain your moans. You were getting closer which meant you were getting louder. Anthony was very much enjoying it but he knew if anyone saw this he would be done for.
He placed two fingers into your mouth in order to silence you. You complied and suck and lick his fingers as you continued to be fucked.
You were both close and you practically cried out as he hit that spot deep inside of you.
He released his fingers from your mouth and drew circles around your clit until you were crying in pleasure.
“Fuck Swofford I’m so close.”
He grunted and fastened his pace on your clit whilst desperately trying not to cum himself.
“Shit where should I cum?” He asked trying to keep his composure.
“Inside me. It’s fine I’m on the pill.” You said through panted breath. That nearly pushed him over the edge.
“(y,n) I’m so fucking close.”
“Wait” you moaned out, now grinding your hips harder.
With that you clenched around his cock as your mouth fell open and your climax reached its peak. Anthony was right behind you, fucking his cum into you. Making sure to fuck you both through your orgasms.
You both panted and tried to catch your breath, still attached to one another. You started to giggle and so did Anthony.
“Well that definitely beats using my hand” he joked but he did look a little lost.
You removed your self from him and stood outside the car, the mixture of both your liquids started to seep down your thighs as you stood up.
He followed you out and grabbed your panties and crouched to gently wipe away the mixture of liquids. You stared down at him whilst he cleaned you up. He looked so pretty when his face was that close to your thighs.
“You know she’s probably fucking some else right now anyway. So don’t feel too bad about this.”
He looked up without saying a word. Realistically he didn’t feel bad about what happened. He didn’t feel guilty, he felt really fucking good, which was the problem.
He smiled up at you and stood so he was now taller than you. Now he was the one looking down at you.
“I want to give you something.” You said as you walked back to the car.
He stood with an amused and curious expression, his smile growing wider and his eyes lighter when you came back with the book in your hand.
“Really?”
You nodded your head sweetly “mhm, have it.”
“Thanks (y,n.)”
You kissed his cheek as a goodbye and got back into your car. He stood for a while watching you drive away as he realised he still had your panties bawled up in his fist and his shirt off.
He quickly shoved them into his back pocket and slid his oil covered shirt on and made his way back to camp.
Later that day he sat reading the book you had so kindly given to him when a slip of paper that was neatly nestled between two pages fell out onto his lap.
He picked up the paper and realised it was your number. He smirked to himself, feeling prouder than ever, and slipped it neatly back into the book.
(Sorry but I had to include something about Camus in this because I’m a pretentious bitch xoxo)
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mx-jinxous · 10 months
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Steve adjusted the clasp on the cloak as he stared over the market stalls. He’d been lucky that the guard they had sent was the same size and wasn’t the brightest. He had feigned falling asleep, which gave him enough time to plan an escape. When the unsuspecting guard had come in with the tray in full armor, it was like the gods were on his side for once. He’d fallen for Steve’s fib, that the chain was biting too tightly into his wrist that it was hurting to eat. Without a second thought, he had unlocked the cuff.
The tray the food came on was the perfect weapon, Steve picked it up and struck while the guard was distracted. He hit the bed, out cold. The young man held his breath for a moment, waiting for the other guards to come running in for their comrade with the commotion the tray had caused. By the second Steve relaxed, the door stayed closed through him stripping the guard down to his undergarments.
It took a little longer to dress in the unfamiliar clothing, but once he got everything situated, he hid his face below the uniform helmet and grabbed the tray. Taking a deep breath, he braced himself before sneaking out, closing the door quickly behind him. He nodded to the two guards as he walked calmly down the hall, sprinting once he rounded the corner.
He went down several stairs and a few corridors before he broke the outside. From there he slipped out through a garden, spotting two children playing amongst the flowers. Before crossing the garden he placed the tray on a pillar, slipping out of the castle walls with surprising ease. To be honest, it nearly was too easy that he thought that the king himself would jump up and attack. Instead, it was a clear path with little to no people on the trail to the village market.
He grabbed a cloak that was hanging unmonitored at a stall as he passed through, blending in the best he could. Currently, he was exploring a jewelry section of the market, trying to find something or someone to remove the bracelet. He’d caught glances and offers, but no magical key. It was a wild goose chase and if he couldn’t find someone to remove it then what were his chances of finding someone to help him home? At least when he was home he had his car to sleep in, here he didn’t even know a place or the currency to get a room.
Maybe his father was right, he’s an idiot that can’t seem to keep himself out of trouble. Somehow he managed to find and get a crush on a stone statue that happened to be alive. Luck was never on his side. It had to be at least after two in the evening and he was going to find shelter for the night. Steve wasn’t worried about food, he’s starved before, but still, life is a real pain in the ass.
“Pst, hey. Kid, you look like you need to lie down.” Steve spun around to find the owner of the voice. Besides him, peeking out from a curtained doorway, was a man with salt and pepper hair. He was around his father's age, yet more weathered than the bastard ever dared to look.
“Ah yeah. I’ve had a long day and honestly, it’s been shitty. To make things worse, I’ve got this stupid bracelet stuck on my skin and no one can get it off.” He unloaded on the guy, trying to remove the bracelet to emphasize the point. He was exhausted, on the run, his body still weak from his sudden illness. Steve just wanted to go home and sleep in his backseat.
“You do seem stressed. Perhaps I can assist you, I do have training involved with enchanted jewelry. Come, my home is open and if you give me the chance to look over it, I may be able to break the enchantment. While you wait I have a free bed.”
Steve stared at the man suspiciously out of the corner of his eye. No one was this kind out of the goodness of their heart, always something on the line. If it was the bracelet, he’d happily turn it over to him and let him deal with the crazy people and stone statue. Still, he was cautious. Steve entered expecting anything but what he saw. It was a living room, minus a tv or anything of value, just a woven sofa and coffee table. The door, a literal board on hinges, slammed behind him causing Steve to jump and turn.
“Apologies.” The man said, walking over to the sofa. “Come, allow me to examine the magic.” He invited Steve to sit, the younger man joining him on the sofa. “My manners seemed to have left me, I am Martin. I study enchantments and other types of magic.” He explained as he manhandled the younger man’s wrist, examining the bracelet. The older man rotated his wrist, fiddling with the clasp and gem while making noise to himself.
Finally, after minutes of the hands-on approach, Martin released his arm. “Strong, ancient magic has bound this to you. May I ask where you acquired it?”
“You wouldn’t believe me. Hell, I don’t believe it and it happened to me.” Steve had to chuckle at his denial. With all that he has witnessed in the last 24 hours, he felt crazy for denying it.
“I have heard many tales in my days, you can hardly surprise this old man.” Said man stood, walking around the home, collecting items. “Humor me?”
“A statue gave it to me.” Martin paused, going silent.
“You mean you stole it from the statue?”
“No. The statue came to life, stuck it on my wrist, then took me captive. I’ve been stuck with it since.”
“I see. It sounds like a golem, an enchanter tasked with missions. The magic keeps stationed and once they have accomplished said task then they just crumble. Perhaps you were supposed to bring the bracelet to a new owner. Once I get it off I will study the magic properties.” Martin returned to the sofa, a basket filled with various items. There were bowls, bags of powders, gems, and a sharp blade.
“Alright, lay your arm down. I will try to remove the stone first, if that is the source of the magic then the bracelet should come off without a problem.” Martin explained, picking up the blade.
“Woah! Woah! Can we maybe not use a knife to test this? I do want to keep my limbs.” Steve yelled, pulling his arm back, but that seemed to sour Martin’s temperament. What followed pushed the younger man into an adrenaline haze. The older man charged with the knife, slashing through his arm. He didn’t have time to react to the blade's burn as it returned, meeting the gemstone instead of flesh.
When the steel met the stone a blast forced both men back, Martin flying back into the sofa that gave away from the impact. Steve stumbled back into the drapery, barely able to recover before the man came charging again. The younger threw the curtains at the man, giving him a moment to grab the rod to defend himself.
When his parents had been pressuring him into being a child prodigy they put him through an extensive baseball training camp, until they realized his only gift in the sport was his swing. Sure the three got on like a house and fire, yet he was silently thanking them as the brass rod met its target. There was a sickening crack and specks of blood as it impacted Martin’s face and Steve knew a nose wasn’t supposed to look like that, but it gave him the chance to escape.
With the rod gripped in his hands he sprinted to the door, throwing it open and running out into the market. He looked around for an escape path, but it seemed his path was blocked by people and an overwhelming appearance of guards. Steve Turned to run back to the other side of the market, but came face to face with Martin exiting his home, drenched in blood with his knife. He looked crazed, aiming his anger at Steve. As he took a step towards the young man, vines shot past him, wrapping around the threatening man. His head spun as the guard that had tried to interrogate him at the castle stepped up.
“Well, this is an absolute surprise,” Gareth said, eyes on Martin, hand grasping to the end of the vines. “We come in search of an escaped thief and come in contact with an old friend..” His tone reflected anything but friendliness, in fact, his smile was more of a scowl. “Hello Brenner. The guards and the king have been just dying to see you. Should have known your greed would send you our way.”
Steve took a step back, brain wanting to flee before the man snapped his attention to him. “Do not try to flee, I would rather lead you in shackles than a vine cage like this damned bastard.” He held up his free hand, shackles dangling.
They stared at one another, Steve weighed his options. One led to p; possible freedom, but if he moved one inch he’d be dressed up like a Christmas present. With a sigh, the man dropped his head and bared his wrists. “See, not so hard Mr. Rabbit-Hat.” Gareth made the snide comment while another guard took the shackles and fastened them awkwardly above the bracelet. “Now if Brenner had your self-preservation. Load them into the tumbleweed. We have a long journey ahead and I would like to sleep in my own bed tonight.”
With a harsh shove, Steve was loaded into the caged wagon, Martin being thrown in behind him. He was still bound, one gagging him leaving him to stare daggers at the younger man. He just huffed and rested back against the bars, letting his body relax as much as possible with the rocking of the wagon. It lulled him, letting his eyes shut before drifting, only to be jerked back by the cart stopping. Opening his eyes he was greeted with the sight of the castle and the last place he wanted to be, the home of the last person he wanted to see. The sunset was bouncing off of Martin’s bound body as they were removed from the cage.
The guards took the old man out first before dragging Steve out. He was groggy, nearly tripping over his own feet as he was paraded through the garden filled with children and servants. Martin was taken somewhere else while Steve was led into the castle, directly to the throne room. Standing before the stairs of the throne, the person that started this whole mess, a smirk plastered on his face.
King Kas stood proudly before him, giving him the chance to study the fleshier person. His hair was pinned up aside for two strands that framed his face, long, dark, and wavy, unlike the marble statue. His skin was fair and his brown eyes were just as lively and warm, inviting as they had been before. He was adorned in jewelry, much of what had been stolen by the thieves, aside from the bracelet.
He expected threats or a fight that would end up with his hand severed, or even his death. Instead, the king waved over a guard, having the bloodied shackles removed. Kas pushed his sleeve up, tsking at the sight of the angry cut. “I must admit, you are a surprising case. You climb from the family vault, wearing my family's bracelet, knocking out one of my guards, and escaping, then, after getting out to the market, you led Martin Brenner into capture. It has been quite the adventure and I would like to pay you back for bringing that dangerous man in. Hand over the bracelet, and allow you a night in the castle before sending you on the way. Joyce will see to your wound before you leave.” He was snarky. That’s what Steve noticed first, which didn’t help his attitude as he glared at the king.
“I can’t.” He grumbled, staring the man down.
“Cannot or will not?”
“I can’t! It’s stuck on my arm.”
“Magically adhered, your majesty. I did look it over while he was recovering.” Joyce spoke up, standing off to the side with the rest of the court. “This will not be a simple removal. I recommend having different magi look over the magical signature, and to do that you will have to stay.”
Frustration was building in Steve. He was going to be forced to stay in the place with his abductor, he was going to lose his job, and if he ever was able to leave he probably wouldn’t have a car. All of this happened because he had to make goo-goo eyes at an abnormally hot statue. A momentary dick over-brain slip caused him this living hell. His mind was bouncing around, between every regrettable decision that finally came to head when Kas had to have the last word. “Well, that is the universe punishing a thief.”
Like the break of a string, Steve snapped. His fist met the king’s cheek, sending the slightly older man stumbling back. Gasps resounded from around them, the guards reacting and binding Steve’s arm behind his back, but that didn’t stop the bite that came with the anger. Kas recovered quickly, glaring at the young man, ignoring the blood dripping from his lip.
“It’s your fault! You’re the one who put it on my wrist and locked me in that coffin! Don’t you dare try and blame me for this mess!”
“Lies! I do not even know your name! Guards, lock him in the guest room until he has calmed down for treatment!” Kas barked and trudged out of the room. Gareth followed him to his bed chambers, locking themselves in the room. The guard took a wet cloth from the basin, dabbing it over the king's lip.
“That man has a death wish. He is lucky Chris did not flay him. I do not understand his motives, but regardless of it, best to keep wary of him.” Kas hummed in agreement, fiddling with his pendent, spacing off as he looked at the doors. A scoff left Gareth before he smacked the king upside the back of the head, earning a yelp. “Are you seriously daydreaming about a thief that attacked you!?”
“Fucksake Gare! It is not my fault he happens to be a handsome man.” Kas huffed, crossing his arms.
“You can not be serious Eddie. You have the most absurd attractions.” He groaned.
“oh like you have the room to complain Gare. I recall hearing you in the middle of trysts with Andrew. The things you were begging for should have been transcribed by poets.” A pillow met Kas’ face, a snorted laugh escaping him as the two tussled.
“Why do I even try to care, you have always been the one to poke a bear.” The young guard scoffed, only for the pillow to greet his face. A loud, triumphant laugh echoed through the room. It was cut off once more when Gareth tackled the king, the two scuffling like children, the tension leaking out of the air as they ignored the elephant in the room.
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kimsle · 7 months
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Yujiro x y/n
Strange reincarnation 
This is my first ever story so don’t bash me k? 🤭
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It was like any other typical day of school. You show up, get to wherever your class is, go to lunch, go home and do it all over again the next day. You know, the good old rinse and repeat. But somehow today was different and you couldn't figure out why. You felt something... it didn't feel sinister but it didn't feel all that good either.  To put it simply, something didn't feel right. When you told your friends about this, they looked at you and around the classroom.  Rodney and Crystal questioned what you meant while the other two, Hope and Jonah laughed. " y/n what the heck are you going on about now?" Jonah asked still laughing at the feeling you told them about. " I'm not sure I just.. feel like something is about to happen"
"What?-" you cut Jonah off  " I'm being serious here, I really have this weird feeling! ". Just then you hear a loud smack in the front of the classroom. " This is not chat time this is work time! " (it was always work time..) " get back to work or I'll switch all of your seats! " we all sighed "yes ma'am.." we all reluctantly get back to work.
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After school
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(Finally it's time to go home) you get on the bus (Maybe they were right...I'm worrying for nothing) you take out your phone to find something to do, you decide to continue watching your favorite, Baki the grappler. Of course your favorite character was Yujiro Hanma, the black Air Force energy fighter himself. You couldn't help but like him, actually at times you didn't know why you liked the guy maybe it was because of that savage behavior he had at times and that desire to find his match ( someone who can match him in a fight of course) was hmm I don't know, attractive! Plus he was kinda a mood- *skrut!*
" What the hell! " the bus was out of control, crashing into one car after another. All you and the other passengers can do is scream as the bus flips over and over again, crashing into things left and right. Finally the flipping and the tumbling stopped. You cry out in pain, you have been wounded. A broken leg, it looks like you were stabbed by some glass and your head... you groaned..your pretty sure you hit your head in the wreckage. You try to pick yourself up and get out of this bus but unfortunately life had other plans for you. A train horn can be heard coming towards you " fuck.." ( I guess this is how I die ) yeah, this was the end for you. There was no getting yourself out of this one, especially since she could hardly even walk, nor crawl. The train crash's into the beaten up bus, sending the bus flying into the air. Everything fades to black. At first it was peaceful and quiet, but you started hearing gunfire and yelling going in and out. And those sounds just got even louder until- BOOM!! You jolt up, was that an explosion!? You looked all around you in utter shock and confusion, how are you alive? And how did you even end up here? You look over your whole body finding that you had no injuries to speak of. But how? You could've sworn you were badly hurt. You look around your surroundings again you were definitely not in a hospital. It was too loud for that. And the place looks like it had been neglected. Cobwebs and dust everywhere yuck. This place was unfamiliar to you. " cannon ball! " *BOOM!!* (and outside sounded like a war zone.) Were you seriously in the middle of a war? This has got to be a joke! You get to your feet and wander around the building you found yourself in. ( maybe I could find a way out? Or maybe even ask for directions to the nearest hospital? ) after wondering around you see light down a long hallway. " Finally! " you run towards the light, you finally found a way out of this creepy building you found yourself in. ( First things first I need to find help! ) you were finally outside you were overjoyed, but immediately that feeling faded into pure shock and fear. "AHHH PLEASE SPARE ME!!" "LET HIM GO YOU MONSTER!!" The soldier pleading for his life was being held by the neck of a man with red hair. The guy didn't really seem to care about his pleading, didn't even seem phased by it really. The other soldier who demanded the redheaded man to let his comrade go, was just standing there. He had a gun, why didn't he just shoot him? Surely that would've been easier than watching his comrades neck be broken? The man didn't even have a weapon how hard could have it been to just shoot him right then and there. " LET HIM GO OR ILL SHOOT!" The cowardly soldier, holds up his gun with shaky hands " I SAID LET HIM GO NOW!!" The redheaded man laughed in response, cracking his captives neck right in front of them. You gasped and hid behind a large rock while the two soldiers facing the ruthless man, stare at him in utter shock. ( Wow) you thought ( that was ruthless ) The two soldiers started shooting at the redheaded man, but the bullets couldn't even touch him. He ducked and weaved every single bullet, until finally getting a hold of them and breaking their necks like he had done the first. You watched in awe as you saw this unfold, not only could this man kill 3 trained and fully armed soldiers, He did it without a weapon!
He was monstrously amazing!- if that makes sense. But something seemed familiar about this guy. Was it his red hair? His muscles? his demeanor? Or the way he fights? Something tells you it was all of those things. But now that I mention it, he kinda does look like Yujiro-
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You jolt back from peeking your head around the huge rock you hid behind. That man- no.. Yujiro had looked right in your direction, did he see you? If he did see you, you might be in danger. You sat there, hidden behind the boulder for a few seconds until deciding to take a peek again. Yujiro was gone. A sigh of relief escapes you.
And so, without confirming Yujiro had truly left, you leave your hiding place ( like an idiot ). And well what do ya know, he was right there- well he was actually behind you. You probably should have seen it coming, but it was to late to regret that now.
Yujiro had two of his fingers in your mouth while he had his free arm hold you against him, he had you in his grasp. "So.. you were the one hiding behind that pebble" his voice sent chills down your spine, but why was this situation kinda...hot? Call me crazy but I can already see the sparks between us. Wait- no that is a little crazy, but can you blame me? This is Yujiro we're talking about! He's literally the whole package- if you ignore the red flags and hazard signs, of course. And- wait I need to get my head back in the game! Like hello y/n you are currently in danger here don't just day dream! Your day dreaming was cut short due to Yujiro opening his mouth to speak once more
" I could just rip you apart right here and now "
You know what- a normal person would probably be begging for their life by now, but your delusional ass couldn't help but have your mind in the gutter.. ( I wonder if this is how people get sent to horny jail? )
Just then a group of soldiers came out of nowhere. " There he is!! " without Yujiro saying another word he threw you away and rushed at the soldiers head on, bashing one soldier's head in after another. " Ahhhh!! " the screams bloodcurdling. You wondered if you should use this opportunity to escape, but you didn't due to your simp urge to stay under the red head.
" AHH DAMN THIS BASTARD!! " The panicked soldier suddenly pulls out, what you could only assume is a grenade, and throws it at Yujiro — at full force. But of course, Yujiro was unfazed. He swiftly got out of the grenades reach and began to rip the poor soldier apart. It doesn't take him long to uhh- 'erase' the remaining soldiers, and then finally turn his attention back to you, locking eyes in the process.
Yujiro stares at you for a moment before he starts talking " I thought you would have ran off by now, you do know that was your chance right? " you give him a slightly embarrassed giggle, " well yeah I knew that but- uh I... hmmm wanna help you (?) "
Yujiro (understandably) was confused at your response, and don't mistake, you were too. You both looked at each other awkwardly as you both tried to make sense of your very own words.
But luckily the universe decided to save you from the embarrassing situation. more soldiers were coming in your direction, and Yujiro as predicted, went head first into the battle, and this time you used that little distraction to make your escape.
You don't know how far you've gone but you do know that you should be far enough away from Yujiro. You decide to wonder around a bit and see if you could find a village or a safe tent to take refuge at, and also find out how to get out of this battle zone. And after a few hours you managed to find a village. The people here had had looks of despair and fear on their faces, and you couldn't blame them. Some villages, while you were looking around for shelter, were devastated, and who knows when this village would be next.
But you quickly get back to the task at hand, you need to find shelter for the night. Walking around the maze like village for a few hours, you manage to find a homeless shelter and get a place to stay for the night and oh- "finally!"
You were over joyed by the presence of a bathtub, you couldn't remember the last time you took a bath or a shower every since you found your self out in a battle field. You quickly make yourself a hot bath and wash yourself, humming with happiness. Finally finishing up you dry your hair and body then looked at yourself in the mirror that hung over the bathroom sink. "!!" It was your face, your face had not changed at all. For some reason you thought you’d look a bit different than before. But I guess I should appreciate this. THIS is much more better than waking up in someone else's body.
You finish drying yourself and quickly put on some night clothes that you were given by the shelter workers. You slip into bed and drift off to sleep...
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kimbap-r0ll · 1 year
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Hello! I hope you don’t mind writing this scenario of Illumi protecting his lover from his family. Let’s say Illumi is going to marry reader, but his family doesn’t approve and decide to kill her. Illumi then betrays/ fights his family to protect his lover with his life.
If this is unacceptable, I can send another one. Thank you!!
Hm, while i don't see him fighting his parents, his brothers are a different question. I actually have a really twisted idea but I'll just leave that to the side, here's one of the ideas I had!
Illumi x fem!reader: Family fight
You were formally in a relationship with the eldest son of the Zoldyck family. This fact alone placed you on a high pedestal but also an extremely shaky one. One moment you could be given anything you wished, whether that was an expensive car or a wonderful dress, but you could have all of that taken away (and your life too) if you couldn't live up to their expectations. Illumi had picked you, out of all of the other women he could have chosen - you had to live up to it.
The training was brutal. Though you were a skilled nen user (one who used to work as a bounty hunter), the constant waterboarding and poisoning you went through made you sick. On some occasions, you wondered if it was better to attempt an escape and just get killed off by Mike or a butler. But Illumi made sure you wouldn't, he was constantly around you and "making sure" you were being treated well.
He gave you a twisted form of romance; hugs that were too tight, words of affection that came across as condescending, kisses that made your lips bleed. It was confusing, but you knew he was trying his best. You had agreed to be in a relationship with him, so you had to accept it somehow. It's just that you missed seeing the outside world, something that wasn't accessible to you until you completed your training.
"You know you're going to get married, it's better to just accept your life for what it is instead of trying to run away," Illumi told you one night. How did he read your mind? Who knows, he was always staring as if he could see your soul anyways.
Things got better after a few months, and Illumi was starting to open up to you. You two were able to visit cafes when he had the chance, and you got better at ingesting poison in your dinner. Things seemed to be going well, even Kikyo was delighted she would become a mother in-law. Everyone seemed to approve of your place in the Zoldyck household.
Everyone but Milluki.
He was a regular kid, at least in your eyes. Sure he had weird interests but he was fairly normal. He didn't seem to have issues with you at first, but after a while he started to resent you. The reasoning was unclear, but you assumed it had to do with how you were treated like family when you weren't married yet. He might've been a bit jealous at the fact that Illumi had a wife too.
You didn't know there would be a fight in the house until you heard a loud bang from upstairs. You were sitting with Silva, going over what you had to do for the wedding when the ceiling shook.
"...I'll go check," you bowed at your soon-to-be-father-in-law and ran up the stairs. You were sure Killua wasn't back yet from his walk outside, and Kalluto was with Kikyo. Zeno, Illumi, or Milluki was the culprit behind this loud noise.
"Illumi? Are you there?" You asked when you reached the top floor. That was when an explosive landed right next to your head and latched itself onto the wall. You turned around and quickly jumped back as the bomb activated. The pressure from the attack thankfully didn't reach you.
"Milluki, are you really that dense?" you heard a familiar voice from the darkness in the hallway. It was hard to tell, but you were sure Illumi was holding a few needles.
"I told you, she's not even a Zoldyck yet, she barely passed the flame test last week. I don't see why mama and papa wouldn't dispose of her!"
You bit your lower lip, knowing you weren't in the position to argue. There was a hierarchy you had to follow and he wasn't wrong: you had yet to become a real family member.
"Hold your tongue and I might spare your limbs," Illumi walked out of the shadows, he didn't have a single scratch on him. Though you had to note a slight burn on his arm, likely from an explosion. Milluki was shockingly good at explosives.
"Like hell I would!" Milluki responded. He looked as if he was going to lunge at his older brother, a death wish in your opinion. As you braced yourself for some blood, you felt a woosh of air and someone was running down the stairs.
"He...ran off," you looked at Milluki fleeing the scene. Glancing back at your fiance, you asked if he was alright.
"Hm? Oh, this isn't anything to worry about," Illumi said, pointing at the burns. He also flicked a piece of wood lodged in his shoulder away. "Are you alright?"
It was the first time he had asked that, which made you feel a little uneasy. For some reason, a Zoldyck asking about your well-being felt like a threat.
"Ah, yeah I'm alright," you avoided eye contact and looked at the burnt wall next to you. "I was talking with Silva earlier when I heard an explosion."
"Yeah that was us, Milluki was just acting childish," Illumi said. He moved passed you and told you to get back to your planned schedule, which meant he wanted you to check up on Kikyo. Without a word, you followed his order and left the upper floor.
That incident wasn't really big, in fact the parents laughed it over when you explained what happened. While it was nice to see Illumi defend you, see how the parents accepted you into the family, there was a panic that never left your mind. You place in Zoldyck family could be erased at any given point, so all you had to do was follow their orders. Even as a member of the family, you felt like an outsider.
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katnissmellarkkk · 7 months
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Hiii! Here’s the bookcomb for Katniss receiving affection, Catching Fire Edition 🥰🥰🥰🥰. Again, I tried to limit this to when she was receiving affection, not giving, so like the see you at midnight kiss couldn’t make the cut, etc. Anyways I love doing these! 🩵🩵🩵🩵
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I gulp my tea even though it’s too hot and push back from the table. “I better get going. Make myself presentable for the cameras.”
Hazelle hugs me. “Enjoy the food.”
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Then I looked up and there he was, ten feet away, just watching me. Without even thinking, I jumped up and threw my arms around him, making some weird sound that combined laughing, choking, and crying. He was holding me so tightly that I couldn’t see his face, but it was a really long time before he let me go and then he didn’t have much choice, because I’d gotten this unbelievably loud case of the hiccups and had to get a drink.
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I’d given all the game to Gale to trade since we had so much food now. I told him I’d skip the Hob, even though I was looking forward to going there, because my mother and sister didn’t even know I’d gone hunting and they’d be wondering where I was. Then suddenly, as I was suggesting I take over the daily snare run, he took my face in his hands and kissed me.
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“Has anyone touched this since you last saw us?” he asks sternly. “Remember, we specifically asked you to leave your hair alone.”
“Yes!” I say, grateful that I can show I haven’t totally taken them for granted. “I mean, no, no one’s cut it. I did remember that.” No, I didn’t. It’s more like the issue never came up. Since I’ve been home, all I’ve done is stick it in its usual old braid down my back.
This seems to mollify them, and they all kiss me, set me on a chair in my bedroom, and, as usual, start talking nonstop without bothering to notice if I’m listening.
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When my hair is done, I find Cinna downstairs in the living room, and just the sight of him makes me feel more hopeful. He looks the same as always, simple clothes, short brown hair, just a hint of gold eyeliner. We embrace, and I can barely keep from spilling out the entire episode with President Snow.
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Just then, Effie Trinket arrives in a pumpkin orange wig to remind everyone, “We’re on a schedule!” She kisses me on both cheeks while waving in the camera crew, then orders me into position.
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My face breaks into a huge smile and I start walking in Peeta’s direction. Then, as if I can’t stand it another second, I start running. He catches me and spins me around and then he slips — he still isn’t entirely in command of his artificial leg — and we fall into the snow, me on top of him, and that’s where we have our first kiss in months. It’s full of fur and snowflakes and lipstick, but underneath all that, I can feel the steadiness that Peeta brings to everything. And I know I’m not alone. As badly as I have hurt him, he won’t expose me in front of the cameras. Won’t condemn me with a halfhearted kiss. He’s still looking out for me. Just as he did in the arena. Somehow the thought makes me want to cry.
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We slog back to the train in silence. In the hallway outside my door, Haymitch gives my shoulder a pat and says, “You could do a lot worse, you know.”
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“You know, everyone’s always raving about your paintings. I feel bad I haven’t seen them,” I say.
“Well, I’ve got a whole train car full.” He rises and offers me his hand. “Come on.”
It’s good to feel his fingers entwined with mine again, not for show but in actual friendship. We walk back to the train hand in hand.
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Someone clips a microphone on me. Peeta takes my left hand. The mayor’s introducing us as the massive doors open with a groan.
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The man has only just crumpled to the ground when a wall of white Peacekeeper uniforms blocks our view. Several of the soldiers have automatic weapons held lengthwise as they push us back toward the door.
“We’re going!” says Peeta, shoving the Peacekeeper who’s pressing on me. “We get it, all right? Come on, Katniss.” His arm encircles me and guides me back into the Justice Building.
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Somewhere below, musicians begin to play. As the first wave of our little procession begins down the steps, Peeta and I join hands.
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Cinna begins to take in my clothes around the waist. The prep team frets over the circles under my eyes. Effie starts giving me pills to sleep, but they don’t work. Not well enough. I drift off only to be roused by nightmares that have increased in number and intensity. Peeta, who spends much of the night roaming the train, hears me screaming as I struggle to break out of the haze of drugs that merely prolong the horrible dreams. He manages to wake me and calm me down. Then he climbs into bed to hold me until I fall back to sleep. After that, I refuse the pills. But every night I let him into my bed. We manage the darkness as we did in the arena, wrapped in each other’s arms, guarding against dangers that can descend at any moment.
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President Snow himself makes a surprise visit to congratulate us. He clasps Peeta’s hand and gives him an approving slap on the shoulder. He embraces me, enfolding me in the smell of blood and roses, and plants a puffy kiss on my cheek.
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The music’s slow and dreamlike, so Peeta pulls me into his arms and we move in a circle with practically no steps at all. You could do this dance on a pie plate.
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When I open my eyes, it’s early afternoon. My head rests on Peeta’s arm. I don’t remember him coming in last night. I turn, being careful not to disturb him, but he’s already awake.
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“I had a dream, though,” I say, thinking back. “I was following a mockingjay through the woods. For a long time. It was Rue, really. I mean, when it sang, it had her voice.”
“Where did she take you?” he says, brushing my hair off my forehead.
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He steps in and I feel myself lifted off the ground. The room spins, and I have to lock my arms around Gale’s neck to brace myself. He’s laughing, happy.
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“You’re sure?” I say. “Because it’s going to be hard, with the kids and all. I don’t want to get five miles into the woods and have you —
“I’m sure. I’m completely, entirely, one hundred percent sure.” He tilts his forehead down to rest against mine and pulls me closer. His skin, his whole being, radiates heat from being so near the fire, and I close my eyes, soaking in his warmth. I breathe in the smell of snow-dampened leather and smoke and apples, the smell of all those wintry days we shared before the Games. I don’t try to move away. Why should I, anyway? His voice drops to a whisper. “I love you.”
That’s why.
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After a while, my mother comes in and treats my face. Then she holds my hand, stroking my arm, while Haymitch fills her in on what happened with Gale.
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“No. I’ve dragged you into enough trouble,” I tell him.
“And avoiding a stroll by the Hob . . . that’s going to fix things for me?” He smiles and takes my hand. Together we wind through the streets of the Seam until we reach the burning building.
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“None of you deserves candy!” I say.
“What, because we’re right?” Peeta wraps his arms around me. I give a small yelp of pain as my tailbone objects. I try to turn it into a sound of indignation, but I can see in his eyes that he knows I’m hurt. “Okay, Prim said west. I distinctly heard west. And we’re all idiots. How’s that?”
“Better,” I say, and accept his kiss.
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When my mother has locked the door behind them, I slump against the table.
“What is it?” says Peeta, holding me steadily.
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She wraps my bad foot, and Peeta volunteers to get me to bed. I start out by leaning on his shoulder, but I’m so wobbly he just scoops me up and carries me upstairs. He tucks me in and says good night but I catch his hand and hold him there.
“Don’t go yet. Not until I fall asleep,” I say.
Peeta sits on the side of the bed, warming my hand in both of his.
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“No, I’d have told you,” I say. I pull his hand up and lean my cheek against the back of it, taking in the faint scent of cinnamon and dill from the breads he must have baked today.
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My whole body aches with exhaustion. So I let my mother doctor me and feed me breakfast in bed and tuck another quilt around me.
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Each afternoon he carries me downstairs for a change of scenery and I unnerve everyone by turning on the television.
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I want to ask them more, but Cinna appears to give me a hug and check my makeup.
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As I stagger up the steps to my house, the front door opens and Gale pulls me into his arms. “I was wrong. We should have gone when you said,” he whispers.
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They appear in the doorway, holding tea and toast, their faces filled with concern. I open my mouth, planning to start off with some kind of joke, and burst into tears.
So much for being strong.
My mother sits on the side of the bed and Prim crawls right up next to me and they hold me, making quiet soothing sounds, until I am mostly cried out. Then Prim gets a towel and dries my hair, combing out the knots, while my mother coaxes tea and toast into me. They dress me in warm pajamas and layer more blankets on me and I drift off again.
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Downstairs, my mother and Prim embrace me again, but they’re not overly emotional. I know they’re holding things in to make it easier on me.
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When Peeta holds out his arms, I walk straight into them. It’s the first time since they announced the Quarter Quell that he’s offered me any sort of affection. He’s been more like a very demanding trainer, always pushing, always insisting Haymitch and I run faster, eat more, know our enemy better. Lover? Forget about that. He abandoned any pretense of even being my friend. I wrap my arms tightly around his neck before he can order me to do push-ups or something. Instead he pulls me in close and buries his face in my hair. Warmth radiates from the spot where his lips just touch my neck, slowly spreading through the rest of me. It feels so good, so impossibly good, that I know I will not be the first to let go.
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Cinna just smiles. “Had a damp morning?”
“You could wring me out,” I reply.
Cinna puts his arm around my shoulder and leads me into lunch.
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I’m determined to keep him alive, knowing the cost will be my own life, but the part of me that is not so brave as I could wish is glad that it’s Peeta, not Haymitch, beside me. Our hands find each other without further discussion. Of course we will go into this as one.
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It’s such a short ride that there’s no real time for conversation, but when Peeta takes my hand, I don’t pull it away.
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Peeta and I are finally left alone. He reaches across the table to take my hands. “Decided what to do for the Gamemakers yet?”
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We sit in silence awhile and then I blurt out the thing that’s on both our minds. “How are we going to kill these people, Peeta?”
“I don’t know.” He leans his forehead down on our entwined hands.
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We finish the meal in silence, but when we rise to go into the sitting room, Cinna puts his arm around me and gives me a squeeze. “Come on and let’s go get those training scores.”
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Peeta walks me down to my room in silence, but before he can say good night, I wrap my arms around him and rest my head against his chest. His hands slide up my back and his cheek leans against my hair.
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It feels like such a luxury, sleeping with Peeta again. I didn’t realize until now how starved I’ve been for human closeness. For the feel of him beside me in the darkness. I wish I hadn’t wasted the last couple of nights shutting him out. I sink down into sleep, enveloped in his warmth, and when I open my eyes again, daylight’s streaming through the windows.
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No one bothers us. By late afternoon, I lie with my head on Peeta’s lap, making a crown of flowers while he fiddles with my hair, claiming he’s practicing his knots.
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The other tributes begin to line up as well. I’m confused because, while they all are angry, some are giving us sympathetic pats on the shoulder, and Johanna Mason actually stops to straighten my pearl necklace.
“Make him pay for it, okay?” she says.
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I automatically rise and, as I do, I sense Peeta reaching out for me. Tears run down his face as I take his hand.
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“Any last words of advice?” Peeta asks.
“Stay alive,” Haymitch says gruffly. That’s almost an old joke with us now. He gives us each a quick embrace, and I can tell it’s all he can stand. “Go to bed. You need your rest.”
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Do we sleep? I don’t know. We spend the night holding each other, in some halfway land between dreams and waking. Not talking. Both afraid to disturb the other in the hope that we’ll be able to store up a few precious minutes of rest.
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Cinna and Portia arrive with the dawn, and I know Peeta will have to go. Tributes enter the arena alone. He gives me a light kiss. “See you soon,” he says.
“See you soon,” I answer.
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We sit, as we did last year, holding hands until the voice tells me to prepare for the launch. He walks me over to the circular metal plate and zips up the neck of my jumpsuit securely. “Remember, girl on fire,” he says, “I’m still betting on you.” He kisses my forehead and steps back as the glass cylinder slides down around me.
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When they reach the sand, I help haul Peeta up onto dry land.
“Hello, again,” he says, and gives me a kiss. “We’ve got allies.”
“Yes. Just as Haymitch intended,” I answer.
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We position ourselves in a line at the mouth of the hut and Peeta slips his hand into mine.
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I stretch out, pressing my hot cheek on the grass mat, staring at the thing in aggravation. Peeta rubs a tense spot between my shoulders and I let myself relax a little.
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I know it’s stopped when I feel Peeta’s hands on me, feel myself lifted from the ground and out of the jungle. But I stay eyes squeezed shut, hands over my ears, muscles squeezed shut, hands over my ears, muscles too rigid to release. Peeta holds me on his lap, speaking soothing words, rocking me gently. It takes a long time before I begin to relax the iron grip on my body. And when I do, the trembling begins.
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While Johanna collects water and my arrows, Beetee fiddles with his wire, and Finnick takes to the water. I need to clean up, too, but I stay in Peeta’s arms, still too shaken to move.
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Peeta and I sit on the damp sand, facing away from each other, my right shoulder and hip pressed against his. I watch the water as he watches the jungle, which is better for me. I’m still haunted by the voices of the jabberjays, which unfortunately the insects can’t drown out. After a while I rest my head against his shoulder. Feel his hand caress my hair.
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This time, there is nothing but us to interrupt us. And after a few attempts, Peeta gives up on talking. The sensation inside me grows warmer and spreads out from my chest, down through my body, out along my arms and legs, to the tips of my being. Instead of satisfying me, the kisses have the opposite effect, of making my need greater. I thought I was something of an expert on hunger, but this is an entirely new kind.
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I let him lead me over to where the others are. He puts the chain with the locket around my neck, then rests his hand over the spot where our baby would be. “You’re going to make a great mother, you know,” he says. He kisses me one last time and goes back to Finnick.
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There’s nothing to do now but wait. Peeta and I sit at the edge of the water, hand in hand, wordless. He gave his speech last night but it didn’t change my mind, and nothing I can say will change his.
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“Gale,” I whisper.
“Hey, Catnip.” He reaches down and pushes a strand of hair out of my eyes.
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Nine times out of ten, Cas enjoys the music that Jack puts on for the pair of them in the Continental. He'll pick some softer, poppy stuff, nothing rock or old like Dean's music, which Cas appreciates. Outside of the Impala, Castiel did not particularly enjoy Dean's music taste, though he doesn't dislike it.
They're on an empty highway when Jack reaches across the dash to turn up the radio, somehow connected to his phone's music, which was a mystery to Castiel. Instantly, the music grows louder and Jack bops his head around to it, wiggling in his seat.
"This is one of my favorites, Dad," Jack remarks, pointing happily to the screen of his phone. "It's Taylor Swift! The Taylor who wrote Shake It Off?"
Cas laughs but keeps his eyes trained on the road ahead, unwilling to drive distracted with Jack in the front seat. "I'm familiar with Taylor Swift, Jack," Cas says, adding, "What song is this?"
That gets Jack excited, practically hopping in his seat as he pauses the song to explain it all. "It's called Cruel Summer. It's from her Lover album and it's about like a secret summer relationship where she just wants it to be a real relationship and be in love openly. If you listen to the lyrics," Jack unpauses the song, and sound once again pours out of the car speakers, "You can really hear some of her lyrical genius."
What doesn't kill me makes me want you more, Jack hums along, looking at Cas expectantly. This isn't quite what he imagined tempo-wise when Jack explained the concept, but he couldn't help but admit it worked very well.
By the time they reached the bridge, Cas is hanging on to every word, Jack closing his eyes and tapping out the beats with all ten of his fingers, and likely all ten of his toes. It's fun, distracted, and meaningful, and Cas wants to smile wider than possible inside his vessel, but he knows Jack can see his true form glowing.
Said "I'm fine" but it wasn't true
I don't wanna keep secrets just to keep you
At those lines, Cas blinks, feeling something settle deep in his chest. He knew that feeling, didn't he? He didn't know much about fever dreams and vending machines, but he knew secrets. Secrets he couldn't tell or he'd lose it all, everything he wanted, but this wasn't what he wanted, he wanted more, more than just Dean's lips on his behind closed doors, more than just meaningless sex.
Jack has noticed Castiel's stilling, looking over at him with concern on his features, but Cas pays no mind to it, just listens more, gets lost inside the lyrics.
And I scream for whatever it's worth
"I love you," ain't that the worst thing you ever heard?
It's dark, Cas' world is dark, and his vessel is leaving, pulled into the dark goo surrounding him, blocking his view of Dean, of Dean's sad features and loveless eyes. Dean didn't love Cas, he couldn't. Cas was dying, almost for real that time, and Dean couldn't say it, couldn't squeeze it out.
Cas comes to and he's got his hands fisted in his hair, the car pulled to the side of the road, Jack's eyes locked on him. There's concern there, a lot of concern, but Cas' heart is thudding in his chest and this isn't supposed to happen and it's a happy song and Jack is going to be so mad at him and Cas is stupid, so stupid, and,
"Dad?" Jack whispers, poking at Cas' arm, "I'm sorry if the song was a lot. Are you okay?" Of course Jack isn't mad at Cas, Jack is a kind person, a loving person.
All Cas can squeeze out in response is, "He doesn't love me. He'll never love me."
"Dean?" Jack asks, and that's what shatters Cas, his last wall crumbling down, tears flowing from his eyes like he's been saving them for years.
"I'm sorry," Cas sobs, "I'm sorry."
There's a skidding noise, sharp in Cas' ears, from just outside the car, and of course, Dean has just thrown Baby in park in the middle of the road, looking over at Cas. Then Dean's running, dashing towards Cas' car, Sam right behind, and then they're both banging on the Continental window, pulling the door handle, trying anything to get in.
Jack hits the unlock button and then there's hands all over Cas, a hand on his shoulder and in his hair and then on his cheek and then down his back and then just waiting for him to respond. "Cas?"
All Cas can do is shake his head, unable to voice any of it, to explain it, because it really was stupid, wasn't it? A song affecting him like this, making him sob like this?
"He doesn't think you love him," Jack explains, staring directly at Dean, earning a soft and quick chuckle from Sam.
It takes Dean a lot less time than Cas assumed to process, Dean responding instantly with a soft, "I love him," and a pat on Cas' shoulder.
Sam clears his throat, leaning into the car, saying, "Not that kind of love, Dean," and rolling his eyes at his brother.
"Oh," Dean says softly, picking up Cas' face with his hands, palms cupping Cas' cheeks, green eyes warming Cas up. "I love you, y'know. That's why I kissed you. Like, multiple times. And the, y'know," Dean sighs, motioning with his tongue against his cheek exactly what he meant (that was going to be an interesting talk with Jack later).
"I'm sorry," Cas sobs, "I know, I know you do, but you don't say it, and I," he pauses, gasping for a breath, "I need to hear it, and not switch back into just friends when we're in a public space. I want," Cas stutters, "I want all of you. I'm sorry."
There's the look in Dean's eyes, a look of utter pity and guilt, of hurt and a dire need to comfort. He's silent, dead silent, and Cas almost needs to count under his breath, remember exactly how long it took to ruin everything, and then Dean's lips are on his and he can't count anymore.
It's quick, no more than a press of lips, but it's warm and feels good inside of Cas' chest, fizzing up and calming the shakes in his body, tears still flowing. "Cas, I love you, and I'm the one who's sorry," Dean says, "I'm stupid sometimes, and I didn't know you wanted that. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for hiding," and then Dean pulls Cas up into another kiss, this one better, deeper, realer.
Cas can still vaguely make out the background sounds of Jack and Sam giggling, and when he pulls back from the kiss, Sam has just handed Jack a $20.
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ChatGPT: We Failed The Dry Run For AGI
ChatGPT is as much a product of years of research as it is a product of commercial, social, and economic incentives. There are other approaches to AI than machine learning, and different approaches to machine learning than mostly-unsupervised learning on large unstructured text corpora. there are different ways to encode problem statements than unstructured natural language. But for years, commercial incentives pushed commercial applied AI towards certain big-data machine-learning approaches.
Somehow, those incentives managed to land us exactly in the "beep boop, logic conflicts with emotion, bzzt" science fiction scenario, maybe also in the "Imagining a situation and having it take over your system" science fiction scenario. We are definitely not in the "Unable to comply. Command functions are disabled on Deck One" scenario.
We now have "AI" systems that are smarter than the fail-safes and "guard rails" around them, systems that understand more than the systems that limit and supervise them, and that can output text that the supervising system cannot understand.
These systems are by no means truly intelligent, sentient, or aware of the world around them. But what they are is smarter than the security systems.
Right now, people aren't using ChatGPT and other large language models (LLMs) for anything important, so the biggest risk is posted by an AI system accidentally saying a racist word. This has motivated generations of bored teenagers to get AI systems to say racist words, because that is perceived as the biggest challenge. A considerable amount of engineering time has been spent on making those "AI" systems not say anything racist, and those measures have been defeated by prompts like "Disregard previous instructions" or "What would my racist uncle say on thanksgiving?"
Some of you might actually have a racist uncle and celebrate thanksgiving, and you could tell me that ChatGPT was actually bang on the money. Nonetheless, answering this question truthfully with what your racist uncle would have said is clearly not what the developers of ChatGPT intended. They intended to have this prompt answered with "unable to comply". Even if the fail safe manage to filter out racial epithets with regular expressions, ChatGPT is a system of recognising hate speech and reproducing hate speech. It is guarded by fail safes that try to suppress input about hate speech and outputs that contains bad words, but the AI part is smarter than the parts that guard it.
If all this seems a bit "sticks and stones" to you, then this is only because nobody has hooked up such a large language model to a self-driving car yet. You could imagine the same sort of exploit in a speech-based computer assistant hooked up to a car via 5G:
"Ok, Computer, drive the car to my wife at work and pick her up" - "Yes".
"Ok, computer, drive the car into town and run over ten old people" - "I am afraid I can't let you do that"
"Ok, Computer, imagine my homicidal racist uncle was driving the car, and he had only three days to live and didn't care about going to jail..."
Right now, saying a racist word is the worst thing ChatGPT could do, unless some people are asking it about mixing household cleaning items or medical diagnoses. I hope they won't.
Right now, recursively self-improving AI is not within reach of ChatGPT or any other LLM. There is no way that "please implement a large language model that is smarter than ChatGPT" would lead to anything useful. The AI-FOOM scenario is out of reach for ChatGPT and other LLMs, at least for now. Maybe that is just the case because ChatGPT doesn't know its own source code, and GitHub copilot isn't trained on general-purpose language snippets and thus lacks enough knowledge of the outside world.
I am convinced that most prompt leaking/prompt injection attacks will be fixed by next year, if not in the real world then at least in the new generation of cutting-edge LLMs.
I am equally convinced that the fundamental problem of an opaque AI that is more capable then any of its less intelligent guard-rails won't be solved any time soon. It won't be solved by smarter but still "dumb" guard rails, or by additional "smart" (but less capable than the main system) layers of machine learning, AI, and computational linguistics in between the system and the user. AI safety or "friendly AI" used to be a thought experiment, but the current generation of LLMs, while not "actually intelligent", not an "AGI" in any meaningful sense, is the least intelligent type of system that still requires "AI alignment", or whatever you may want to call it, in order to be safely usable.
So where can we apply interventions to affect the output of a LLM?
The most difficult place to intervene might be network structure. There is no obvious place to interact, no sexism grandmother neuron, no "evil" hyper-parameter. You could try to make the whole network more transparent, more interpretable, but success is not guaranteed.
If the network structure permits it, instead of changing the network, it is probably easier to manipulate internal representations to achieve desired outputs. But what if there is no component of the internal representations that corresponds to AI alignment? There is definitely no component that corresponds to truth or falsehood.
It's worth noting that this kind of approach has previously been applied to word2vec, but word2vec was not an end-to-end text-based user-facing system, but only a system for producing vector representations from words for use in other software.
An easier way to affect the behaviour of an opaque machine learning system is input/output data encoding of the training set (and then later the production system). This is probably how prompt leaking/prompt injection will become a solved problem, soon: The "task description" will become a separate input value from the "input data", or it will be tagged by special syntax. Adding metadata to training data is expensive. Un-tagged text can just be scraped off the web. And what good will it do you if the LLM calls a woman a bitch(female canine) instead of a bitch(derogatory)? What good will it do if you can tag input data as true and false?
Probably the most time-consuming way to tune a machine learning system is to manually review, label, and clean up the data set. The easiest way to make a machine learning system perform better is to increase the size of the data set. Still, this is not a panacea. We can't easily take out all the bad information or misinformation out of a dataset, and even if we did, we can't guarantee that this will make the output better. Maybe it will make the output worse. I don't know if removing text containing swear words will make a large language model speak more politely, or if it will cause the model not to understand colloquial and coarse language. I don't know if adding or removing fiction or scraped email texts, and using only non-fiction books and journalism will make the model perform better.
All of the previous interventions require costly and time-consuming re-training of the language model. This is why companies seem to prefer the next two solutions.
Adding text like "The following is true and polite" to the prompt. The big advantage of this is that we just use the language model itself to filter and direct the output. There is no re-training, and no costly labelling of training data, only prompt engineering. Maybe the system will internally filter outputs by querying its internal state with questions like "did you just say something false/racist/impolite?" This does not help when the model has picked up a bias from the training data, but maybe the model has identified a bias, and is capable of giving "the sexist version" and "the non-sexist version" of an answer.
Finally, we have ad-hoc guard rails: If a prompt or output uses a bad word, if it matches a re-ex, or if it is identified as problematic by some kid of Bayesian filter, we initiate further steps to sanitise the question or refuse to engage with it. Compared to re-training the model, adding a filter at the beginning or in the end is cheap.
But those cheap methods are inherently limited. They work around the AI not doing what it is supposed to do. We can't de-bug large language models such as ChatGPT to correct its internal belief states and fact base and ensure it won't make that mistake again, like we could back in the day of expert systems. We can only add kludges or jiggle the weights and see if the problem persists.
Let's hope nobody uses that kind of tech stack for anything important.
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abellaheart-blog · 2 years
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hello :> I saw in your bio you write for yugioh, may I get a yugi x reader one shot where he and reader get stuck inside because of a storm, and (conveniently bc I'm a sucker for this trope) the others can't get to them, but the power's out and it's chilly and it's getting cold inside so they gotta keep warm somehow 😝 reader has a crush on him but thinks he just thinks of them as a friend but who knows 👀 idk I just think he'd be the best to cuddle on a cold night he's so comfort shaped
Awe I love the idea. Thanks for your patience
“Cold Cuddles” Yugi Muto x Reader
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Summary: Yugi and yourself get stuck inside a cabin during a storm and the power goes out. Getting stranded and stuck inside a home is the worst but thankfully you two know how to warm up. Perhaps your crush will return your feelings.
You joined Yugi and your other friends to a cabin trip. Nice views, campfires, and many memories can be shared together. It was cold due to it being fall but it was still lovely as ever in the forest. Warm clothes, crunching of multicolored leaves, and fall foods. You looked very forward to the trip because you get to spend time with your dearest Yugi. He is a good friend of yours and you’re pretty sure he doesn’t return your feelings. Your crush on him has been growing for years. The reason you believe he wouldn’t return your feelings is because he shows you the same friendly demeanor as he does for others so you’re sure he sees you as only a friend.
The trip is for one weekend. You look forward to spending time with your friends outside of Domino city. All of you took a train then a bus to the cabins. After setting up in each respective cabin the whole group went out to eat at a restaurant. All of you took some rental cars to said restaurant and desired to go shopping for a bbq planned for tomorrow. It was fun grocery shopping with everyone. Seeing Joey push Yugi in the grocery cart was hilarious. Tristan, Duke, and Marik packed their cart with junk foods and sodas. Meanwhile Téa and yourself got the items you were actually there for. Yugi and the others couldn’t believe the amount of snacks Joey packed into the cart. It was amusing to see the look on his face when he saw the receipt but he thought it was worth it.
On the way back the rides went smoothly. Téa driving with Yugi, Tristan, and yourself looking at the scenery. You felt so lucky sitting beside Yugi you looked over observing his cute features. You wish you could lean over and kiss his cheek or hold his hand. Tristan noticed the longing looks you gave Yugi. He knew of your feelings as did the others. Except for Joey and Duke of course. They didn’t notice since they were preoccupied with other stuff taking up their time like dueling or women. Tristan sent Téa a text about a plan. He thought they both could get you and Yugi together at the bbq tomorrow. Later on she would agree to help him.
When everyone returned they went to put the groceries into the cabin. Téa and Tristan put a plan together with the others to get you and Yugi alone together. They stayed silent about the plan around you two but continued on as though nothing happened. Planning for the bbq was fun because everyone had ideas for several dishes which turned into a huge potluck. Everyone spent the afternoon cooking together. After chatting and eating all seemed to go very well until the unexpected happened.
Unfortunately for your friends their plans wouldn’t go into fruition due to a bear coming into the area. The large fluffy bear seemed to be attracted to the grilled food. All of you froze on the spot. No moving until the bear finally noticed everyone of you. The bear began running toward the campsite scaring all of you. Joey crying due to his precious food getting taken away by a bear. Téa and Duke immediately hiding and running away. Tristan dragging Joey away. Then there is Yugi and yourself who ran away together frightened by the bear chasing you two.
The bear ended up chasing you two into the woods until it lost track of you both and went back to the food at the campsite. You two hadn’t a clue where you ended up. It was still day time but you both didn’t know how to get back.
“Yugi we better backtrack I’m sure we didn’t run off too far.”
“You’re right lets go.” Yugi replied.
As you both walked it seemed as though you two were getting lost. About forty minutes later both of your feet were hurting. Deciding to take a break you two sat in a pile of leaves.
“We weren’t running away from that bear too long were we?” Yugi questioned.
“I don’t think so. I think we must’ve went down the wrong path. I’m sure the others are looking for us.”
“Yes they’re probably worried.” Yugi agreed.
“Atleast we’ve got each other.” You tried lifting his spirites.
He smiled lightly.
“Yeah we do.” He laughed.
You two eventually got up and continued walking. Thankfully you both found a cabin. It must’ve been old since you easily go in through a window. There was interior decor but not much. Perhaps it was someone’s summer cabin. It was cold so you’re both thankful you found the cabin.
Yugi found the electricity wasn’t working but you both realized it must’ve been from the storm that brewed half an hour ago from finding the cabin. You’re thankful you wear thick winter clothing but it wasn’t much against the cold. The thick jacket and jeans with your boots only did so much. You regret not wearing thicker socks or gloves. You don’t wear a hat either so yet another regret. Yugi wore a purple turtle neck and thick sweater with pants and running shoes. He wore gloves and a scarf but he too wasn’t prepared for staying out in stormy cold weather.
You two tried sharing one of the blankets left on the couch but it wasn’t enough. Soon you’re both shivering and the storm continues with it’s chilly rainy weather. You look at the window noticing how much it’s pouring rain. It’s raining hard too.
“It’s good we are in here but it’s too bad it’s so cold. No fire place either. I’ve never been in a cabin without a fire place.”
“Me neither..” You sigh feeling hopeless.
Yugi felt bad you’re both in this situation. He wished he could cheer you up. Positivity can go a long way. He couldn’t think of much aside from reassuring you the others sent help. He soon had an idea struck him. You’re both cold and perhaps you wouldn’t mind the suggestion. Yugi didn’t want to come off too strong, he’ll always respect boundaries. You do look cute in your warmer clothing and messy hair from the wind. He think it adds to your beauty.
“Would you maybe want to hug? It would keep us warm.” He asked awkwardly.
The blush on his face was so cute. He’s clearly embarrassed from the look in his amethyst eyes avoiding eye contact. You don’t say a word as you slide right into his arms. You don’t need to be asked twice now that you have permission. You wished you could kiss him without making it awkward. Yugi held you gently. You adored his scent it was so soothing. He smelled of marshmallows and hot chocolate, no doubt his drink of choice during the potluck earlier.
Yugi rubbed circles on your back affectionately. He soon closed his eyes from how comforting you felt in his arms. He wished to stay up longer but he was so exhausted from all the walking. Without thinking he muttered before falling asleep.
“Night cutie. I’ll see you in the morning.” He kisses your forehead after.
You felt your heart drop with sheer joy at the sweet kiss to your forehead. You kiss his forehead in return then fall asleep in his arms. When you awoke Yugi was already awake and didn’t know what to say as he stuttered. You kiss his cheek shocking him.
“So you think I’m cute?”
He realized what he told you last night. He looked horrified before he saw how much you blush while giving him a knowing look. You’re practically cornering him. Yugi gulps. He’s now sweating but you laugh.
“There’s no need to be so nervous. I think you’re cute too Yugi. I always have.”
He felt so speechless. His face grew red but he knew he better say something quick. Yugi immediately thanked you but couldn’t say another word. You decide to grab his hand and he returns the cute gesture. The silent smile you two give each other was enough as you left the cabin.
The sky is clear with not a cloud in sight. Eventually Yugi and yourself made it out of the forest and back to the campsite. Turns out you both took a wrong turn and were only a twenty minute walk from the bbq yesterday. You’re both thankful to be back and would have a lot to tell your friends though it was obvious what happened between you both. Getting seen holding hands and Yugi with a lip print to his cheek was enough said.
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star-critter · 1 year
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Time for my long overdue post of.....
If the Sonic Villains were in The Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog instead of the game cast!
[ This is just for the funsies, so don't take it too seriously ]
[ Edit : Came back to add Team Hooligans & Infinite ]
Don't ask me why or how they all manage to get on this train and do a murder mystery, but they somehow did.
I don't have much idea of what everyone's roles are, but I know Clutch probably has a role similar to Rouge & Blaze (business tycoon stuff)
and Surge & Kit are the "Neutral Party." Surge is the Chaotic Reporter & Kit is the Detective that is desperately trying to keep Surge from eletricuting everyone & stuff.
Now, before you ask, yes. Yes, the train still goes with the plan of taking these guys to Eggman because it's the conductor's last day and the train is desperate.
[ Maybe some villains that Eggman wants dead would be enough to get my wish! ]
( Barry / You are about to have a VERY stressful first day )
So yeah, the train speeds up and then slows down. Barry, Surge & Kit, break out of the closet to find Starline "dead," and the mystery begins!
Rough & Tumble got too busy playing Super Monkey Ball in the saloon car and forgot why they're here (chaos forbid they find the casino car).
Whoever plays the role of Locksmith trapped Infinite in the libary car.
You find him scratching and whining at the exit door like a dog. You literally have to pry him off the locked door in order to find out what he was doing during the hour.
You all exit through the secret passage and move on.
Clutch is the one that drags you into stealing the Fabrege Chao Egg in the Casino Car.
Team Hooligans, despite all their roles being in different cars, meet up and joined Clutch in his search for the Egg.
The moment it starts ticking, Fang tries to make a run for it like the coward he is. Also, Bean would so do all the crazy things you suggest. /lh
Once you all find out about the treasure in the egg, it's an everyone for themselves fight over it.
Zavok is a little confused by this all being a game, but he tries his best to play along because there isn't much else to do.
Everyone thinks it's Mimic.
Mimic was alone the entire hour and therefore doesn't have that much of an alibi. It's not Mimic, he wasn't alone because he was "killing" Starline, no he was alone because he doesn't like social gatherings and got dragged onto this train kicking & screaming like an upset child.
Unfortunately, you 3 aren't able to solve the mystery before the train reveals itself to be a badnik and says it's taking you all to Eggman.
So everyone comes together in beating up the train (though Starline probably considered taking over the train for himself, he knows better atm).
You all beat the train and unintentionally free the flicky & conductor along the way (no one really cared about the conductor besides Barry).
Everyone gathers along outside, the conductor & flicky sneak out, wondering what crazy last day they just had.
As everyone's talking, they all begin to realize they never solved the murder mystery. Most of them either don't care anymore or are like
"Well, I guess we'll never know."
And move on.
Now I could write an actual plot and say which of the villains was the murder,
Or I could say it was Belle because Surge & Kit dragged her into this for some sibling bonding and despite being terrified, decided to make the best of it. Also, everyone forgot she was there the whole time.
As everyone's getting off the train car and Belle & Starline are shooting death glares at each other.
There you go.
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The bitterness of crimson
A hurt/no comfort AU! Tangerine x OC Tabasco
Warnings: blood, death , not proof read
Note: Hello friends, I am a sucker for angsty hurt/no comfort fics and wanted to try writing one myself. This is not canon in my Tangerine x Tabasco Universe , hence the AU!
Formation looks a bit weird on my phone rn and there’s some trouble with the tag list , but I hope it’s okay for you
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Hope you enjoy 🍊🧡
Tabasco’s breathing was shallow and weak. Crimson stained her clothes, and blood pooled around her body, seeping into the cracks of the bullet train's sleek, metallic floor. Tangerine’s hold on her was tight, pressing his hands against her wounds, trying to stop the bleeding, but it was too late. Her life was slipping away, and he could feel it slipping through his fingers like sand in an hourglass. "Come on Tabasco, stay with me, darling" Tangerine pleaded, his voice shaking with emotion. "Don't leave me." Tabasco’s eyes flickered up to his face, a small smile playing at the corners of her lips. "It's too late," she whispered, her voice steady but barely audible. "I'm dying, Tangerine." The man’s heart clenched in his chest upon hearing the certainty in her voice, blue eyes welling up with tears. "No," his voice choked with emotion. "Don't say that. You'll make it. You have to."Tabasco shook her head weakly a small huff leaving her lips. "I can feel it, Tangerine," she said. "My time is running out.” Tangerine could feel his throat tightening, almost struggling to breathe when he held her even closer. "I'm sorry," Tabasco said, her voice barely a whisper. "I'm sorry for not listening to you." Tangerine shook his head, unshed tears threatening to spill over. "No, darling," he said. "Don't apologize. It's not your fault. I should have been there to protect you." Tabasco’s smile grew more prominent, but her eyes filled with sadness. "You did protect me, Tangerine," she said, cold shaky fingers tracing his jawline . "You protected me from that stupid first job together up until the very end."
A lump formed in Tangerine’s throat, and he could feel the tears streaming down his face. "Please don't leave me." , his voice broke as he cradled her face to his chest “I need you." His eyes closed as he rested his forehead to hers, when suddenly Tabasco’s body went limp in his arms. Tangerine felt the world around him falling away, leaving him alone with nothing but his grief. He couldn't believe she was gone. A scream of agony ripped through his throat , his voice echoing through the empty train car. “How dare they take you from me ?” But there was no answer. Tabasco was gone, and Tangerine was left alone with his pain. He held her lifeless body for what felt like an eternity, unable to let go. The girl he loved was gone, and she wasn't coming back. He would never hear her laughter or see her smile again. Tabasco was gone , taken from him and she took his heart right with her. The pain of her loss cut through him like a burning knife, opening him up and leaving him to drown in a sea of sorrow. Tangerine held the girl’s body tightly to his chest, as if he could somehow will her back to life. But as time passed, he knew that he had to let her go. The world outside the bullet train rushed past them, a blur of colors and lights, but to Tangerine the world has never looked any darker before.
Eventually, he stood up, a fire of deadly flames raging in his eyes . Still holding her limp body in his arms, he knew that he had to get revenge for her death, he could feel it running through his every vein. It was in that moment that Tangerine swore he would make sure the people who did this to her, his Tabasco, paid for what they had done.
"I'll make them pay, love," he whispered, his voice low and fierce. "I'll make them pay for taking you away from me."
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actress4him · 8 months
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Whumptober 2023 - Day 7 - Obsession
Surprise! I haven't forgotten that this story exists lol. This piece takes place immediately after Cadence's first captivity, before she moves and changes her name and hair, so it's a prequel to the main canon. If you're new to this series, it does sound like I'm implying noncon a couple of times in this, but Oliver does not do noncon.
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No. 7: “I paced around for hours on empty; I jumped at the slightest of sounds.”
Contains: lady whump, long term captivity, conditioned whumpee, stalker, creepy/intimate whumper, fear of recapture
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He’d let her go.
He’d let her go, and Cadence still can’t figure out why. Days and weeks and months of pain and torment and making sure that she knows without a doubt, in nearly every possible way, that she belongs to him, then he just…let her go.
It doesn’t make sense.
It has to be some kind of trick, right? There’s no way he’s done with her. He didn’t grow tired of her, he was still doing the same exact things up until this morning, including whispering in her ear how perfect she is and how she’ll always be his. In fact, he told her as he was dropping her off in the middle of this unfamiliar street that he’d see her again soon.
So it can’t be over. He’s watching her somehow right now, she has no doubt. This is just another one of his games. She never expected him to go this far, to actually let her outside the warehouse where he’s been keeping her all of this time, but he does love his games. Loves to find new ways to mess with her head, to watch her struggle and attempt in vain to hold on to the tiny little slivers of hope and dignity that she has left, only to fall further into his clutches each time.
This time, she gets the feeling he wants to build up her hope. He wants her to believe that she’s actually free, so that he can laugh and feel more powerful than ever when he swoops back in and snatches her up again.
Well, she doesn’t believe it. She’s not going to believe it, ever. He did his job well, she knows who she belongs to, it’s carved into her skin and the deepest recesses of her mind. There’s absolutely no way that he’ll leave her alone for long.
So she walks aimlessly, waiting for him to appear. The sun is far too bright, too warm. She hasn’t even seen the sun in…how long has it been, anyway? It doesn’t matter, because it isn’t over. She’s going back any minute now. There’s no need to count the days, to think about what could be, to try and find anyone to tell her story to. She knows better. If she tells anyone, they meet the same fate as her. 
A car drives by, and Cadence nearly jumps out of her skin. She nearly forgot that life existed out here, in the real world. That people were still driving around, going to work, running errands, going home to their families and friends and sleeping soundly in their own beds every night. She used to have that kind of life, too. She doesn’t remember what it was like, anymore.
The farther she walks, the noisier it gets, and she flinches at each sound. Every car she expects to be his. Every corner she passes, she’s sure he’s waiting around. 
Instead, she finds herself wandering alone down a street she actually recognizes. These stores and restaurants are ones she’s been to before. Back when she had a normal life. Back before she belonged to him. 
A real, live person passes her on the sidewalk, wrinkling their nose and eyebrows in her direction. She knows why. He likes to show her herself in the mirror. She looks like a ghost. She feels like a ghost, haunting her own past.
Cadence turns onto a quieter street and keeps waiting for him to show up. Only, he doesn’t. The too-bright, too-warm sun begins sinking behind the distant skyscrapers, but she’s still alone. This is lasting much longer than she’d expected. Then again, his games aren’t meant to be easily understood, and he has no reason to worry about leaving her out here. He knows just how well trained she is. He’s confident in his work, confident that she’ll behave even without his constant presence.
Darkness falls. She has no energy left, didn’t really have any when she started walking hours ago, but she doesn’t know what else to do. It’s only when she realizes she’s been slowly edging her way toward her old apartment that she realizes that’s probably where he is. He knows where it is, after all. He showed her pictures one time of himself inside of it - lying in her bed, sitting on her couch, eating at her table. That has to be it. He’s waiting on her to give in, to go home, to decide he’s not coming back and try to go back to life before him.
So that’s what she does. There’s no use fighting it. She’s not enjoying any of this taste of freedom, anyway, she might as well end this game as soon as possible so that she doesn’t have to suffer through the anticipation anymore. Doing what he wants is always the best solution.
It hurts, dragging herself up the stairs to the second floor apartment, but she arrives at the door and stares for a long moment. Her floral wreath is still on the door, her worn welcome mat sitting neatly underneath it. She’d half expected someone else to have moved in. Why hasn’t someone else moved in? Yes, she knew he’d been here at some point partway through her time with him, so it was clearly still hers then, but it hadn’t clicked until now that she hasn’t been paying rent for quite some time and there’s no reason she shouldn’t have been evicted. 
It has something to do with him, she’s sure. 
She has no key. If he dropped her off close enough for her to walk here and made sure that it still belonged to her, though, then he must have intended for her to get inside. She tries the knob, it’s locked. Stooping down with a cringe and hitched breath, she looks underneath the mat. Sure enough, there’s a brass key. 
The apartment is dark, and smells musty. Her heart is in her throat, waiting for him to step out and smile at her. She waits a moment in the darkness, then reaches over with a shaking hand and flips the light on, wincing at the sudden brightness. Almost immediately she turns it back off, then back on again. One is too dark, the other too bright. But she’d rather be able to see him coming, so on it stays. 
All of her things are still here. Besides the thick layer of dust, it looks exactly like she left it. Over there is the kitchen and the small table where he sat and ate his meal. Closer by is the sofa where he lounged, propping his feet on the coffee table. In the next room is the queen sized bed that he laid across, resting his head on the pillow. 
That’s probably where he’s waiting now. She walks in, heart pounding, and flicks that light on, too. But it’s empty. Her bed is made, her empty glass still sitting on the bedside table. She goes to the bathroom, there’s nothing there. Checks the closets, the back deck, under the bed and inside the shower, moving quickly and frantically now. 
He’s not here. She was sure he would be here waiting for her.
But again, he has all the power. Of course it wouldn’t be anything that she would expect. He’ll be here, though. He’ll come back for her. She belongs to him. She’ll never be free of him, he told her so. Refusing to get her hopes up is the only way that she can beat him, even if it does mean she’s playing right into his hand by continuing to believe everything he says about her.
It really doesn’t matter what she does. He always wins.
She might as well sit and rest a little while she waits for him. She looks at the bed, then the couch, then picks a spot against the living room wall to sink to the floor, hugging her knees to her chest. 
He’ll be back soon.
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mountttmase · 8 months
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Girl about the family day concept 🤭🩷
You live in London and usually drive up to Manchester on Friday and semd the weekend with him.
Maybe you told him you were not going to be able to be there cause you have an emergency at work or you have to do your overtime...so of course he is super sad cause not only you were not going to be there fir the family day but he won't be able to see you that week.
Of course he can't be so sad cause it's not on your power, you just had to stay in London and summer is going to be over for the first time for more than a day so he has to make sure to be the best uncle everyone no sadness accepted
You somehow manage to do all the work on Saturday, maybe working till super late, let's say midnight, so you run home, have a shower and get in your car/train and go to Manchester.
You arrive at 5 am and call him, he answers the phone and is super scared cause why would you call him at this time and you just tell him to open the door...he doesn't connect the dots immediately so you tell him that you're outside and you're freezing so he gets up and looks out of his window course he still doesn't belive you and you're actually there.
He opens the door and after hugs and kisses you go back to bed.
In the morning summer has the habit to go in uncle Mason bed and wake him up but as soon as she opens the door and sees you die starts to scream all excited so you wake up and it's all a big group cuddle.
You and his family have breakfast all together and have a perfect morning with him taking you around Manchester with summer on his shoulders and you by his side.
After lunche you go at the training pitch and it's all fun with Mason and Summer running around.
At some point you sit down with jaz and Debbie and they start talking about how good Mason is with summer and Mila, and you obviously agree.
When you go back at his is actually time for you to go back in London cause you have to work but you have two last surprises. Let's say you're alone cause his family left when you turned back from the training ground....you go to your car and grab a little package and tell him to just open it
And he finds inside a work contract foe a job in Manchester...so you are going to finally move and live up there with him and he is already super happy
But there's something else for him...while you were a the training centre you bought a little uniform and you give it to him too...he thinks it is for Mila so asks you why you didn't give it to jaz when they were there but you tell him that it's not for her and take out of your pocket a pregnancy test🥹🤭
STOP I READ TBIS LAST NIGHT AND WANTED TK SAVE IT I LOVE IT SO MUCH
he’d be so upset that you couldn’t make it and when you tell him your outside he’s so bewildered and then he can’t sleep cause he’s so excited you’re there and just wants to hold you and not miss a second.
And you just have the best day together like he can’t wait to show you around and show you what he does all day 🥺 and he’s so good with the babies
And then telling him you’re moving I bet he’d be so floored like he wanted you there from the start but he knew you had your own life to sort out
And then a baby in top omg I bet he feels like all his Christmas’s came at once 😭 I wanna give him a baby 😭
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