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#overwhelmed by everything going on rn
barbiferrari · 1 year
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can NOT go to sleep as if it isn't almost 4 am
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sergle · 1 year
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There's something about like. A certain genre of posts / Online Opinions about insecurity/depression/misery/complaints that are so unhelpful that they wrap right around to being straight up hilarious. and it's the ones that are more or less written to the tone of "Feeling bad? That's gross!" Like, just so you know, don't voice your insecurities/ have low self esteem, because that's offputting! You're gross and weird. Don't be insecure about that, though. That would be stupid if you felt insecure about people disliking you for being insecure. Not attractive. You should be thinking about being as attractive as possible. You shouldn't make comments about suicide, even if you're suicidal! Keep those thoughts entirely to yourself. Make sure nobody around you knows you're thinking about this. It would Make Them Uncomfortable. It's better to keep these thoughts in your head where they can fester. Don't post OR talk to friends with complaints about you feeling miserable or depressed. Tbh people who are sad/upset a lot? Kinda a red flag! You are probably miserable because you're a bad person and you've brought this on yourself. If you don't have friends, it's because you're awful to be around. Easy! Solved the problem for you. And no, there is no nuance to this, got it? So, make sure to feel bad about feeling bad, but don't feel bad about it, because, well, that's just gross. And annoying! You might've wanted your brain rotted thoughts to be Peer Reviewed, you might have just needed to vent- you might've been hoping for some comfort, to get things off your chest. Well, don't! Don't talk about thoughts or feelings that are negative with your friends, you'd be burdening them and that's only meant for THERAPY. #SponsoredbyBetterHelp #MentalHealth like, DAMN. that's so helpful. you're so good at helping. I um really liked the part where these are all hard and fast rules that encourage keeping feelings bottled up and keeping your friends at arm's length. That's really funny of you.
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msburgundy · 2 months
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3/4 of the expected surgery cost in a single afternoon, what the hell man lol
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i will never feel normal ever again, words truly cannot express
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mochiwrites · 4 months
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being so honest I don’t understand how people can expect you to be doing things constantly every single day. I’m supposed to be on summer break but my university expects me to send in 80 sources for my senior thesis by next week
the very thought of doing school work right now makes me want to cry. I can’t even open a blank document and start writing for my own fics. I can’t even engage in my own hobby right now because I’m so mentally exhausted. how can you expect me to do thesis work? I’ve hardly had a break since finals
my personal life has been an ongoing shitshow since last summer. and has only gotten worse in recent months. how can you expect someone to function in society when you throw one thing after another at them?
I’m so tired and done. but I have no choice other than pushing through it because that’s what’s expected of me! that’s exhausting
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cumulo-stratus · 29 days
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Max r u okay😰
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everything just sucks rn
my sister is gone (at college she's not dead) so i'm dealing with that and the house feeling empty, and school is starting soon, and my mom is at a new job, and there's gonna be a ton of new students at school who i don't know, and idk my brain isn't built for this
i got overwhelmed tn but luckily i ended up being okay with minimal crying 🥇🥇
and i called my sister so i got to talk to her!!
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dodgeryaps · 2 months
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like what if I just deleted all my works
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cimicherrychanga · 6 months
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aaaaghhh im going insane i love my wife so much!!!!!!!!
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there-will-be-a-way · 5 months
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I have another outing tomorrow. Been avoiding outing myself to this friend for far too long out of fear it might change our relationship. But he deserves to know - and I gotta put some trust in the fact that he cares about me enough to support me being trans. It's so nerve wracking though *screams*
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tony-andonuts · 3 months
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God I wish I didnt get ostrasised by all but like 4 of my peers because holyfucking shit am I overworked and need a hug
#why cant everyone just be nice like for fucking real!!!!#so sick and tired of looking like Mother Theresa compared to my coworkers bc i do the bare minimum of making the residents feel cared for#like girl we are working with the same cast and crew#will never forget the time a cna came in and after telling them 'hey that guy will get seizures if you give em that' and they replied with#'well they get seizures regardless' AND LEFT#EVIL!!!!!!#andlike#i understand that not everyone has the same memory capacity/ability but oh my motherfucking god#if everyone around me is at baseline then i must be either God or the absolute perfect person#which is saying something bc ive genuinely killed quite a few braincells with my former [redacted] addiction but here i am#knowing the smallest things about everyone that makes em happy#and the thing is is that I WORK IN THE KITCHEN!!!#IM NOT A CNA/RN WHO AT ALL HOURS OF THEIR SHIFT WILL BE INTERACTING WITH THE RESIDENTS!!!#idk man if i were generally mentally n physically well in my 30+s AND gettin outshined by a 21 year old for the past 2 yrs id be embarrasse#cannot fucking wait for my mom to get a job so i can leave mine and take a break#tony speaks#and before anyone says 'the CNAs are overworked and some of the residents can be overwhelming!'#the residents know im nice so they come to me for fucking EVERYTHING!!!!#ESPECIALLY the overbearing ones!!!#AND ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE LITERALLY EVERYONE. STAFF AND RESIDENTS.#ASKING ME WHATS GOING ON WHEN IM BALLS DEEP IN THE AM AIDES BULLSHIT ON TOP OF THE MORNING COOKS#not only do i ghostrun the kitchen but im the guy everyone goes to for everything. regardless of department#im literally a kitchen aide with no further qualifications leave me the fuck alone and ask your superiors/managament FUCK!!!!!!!!
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wip Wednesday ask: faking your death after turmoil (gone wrong) :))
OOOOOOOOO yes…. let us see!
Aziraphale lets out a very unangelic shriek that pierces Crowley’s ears even when submerged in freezing on impact soil. He keeps a vice-like grip on the thing he’s snatched, because now he’s got to start kicking. Like swimming! Except he hates swimming. Then again, he always did it if he had to. This was definitely a had to situation.
has Crowley been saved? whoooooo KNOWS I DO BUT YOU WONT FOR A WHILE BECAUSE NANOWRIMO AND ZINES HAVE CONSUMED MY LIFE—
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notstinglesstoo · 21 days
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Going crazy, running up walls, biting my own hand, eating the wolf, killing the cop in my brain, diving 20 feet off a cliff, jumping out of the fire into the frying pan, there's nothing touching me, everything is touching me, gnawing at the pool noodles that are the bars of my enclosure -
Sitting there. Just sitting there.
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megagrind · 1 month
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Shit dawg I cant say I’m drawing yaoi and then not post so…
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And a bonus cuz it was based on that one scene from voltron
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Anyway support animation and fight against Ai
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boomerang109 · 6 months
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cosmogenous · 11 months
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i hope you're charmed by near constant state of exhaustion & burn out
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tvrningout-a · 11 months
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hmm how would we feel if i remade
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rouge-the-bat · 3 months
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idk how ppl can handle kids. i sit in the room with 2 of them for just a little while and i get overloaded with anxiety from too much sound and constant interruptions from whatever im trying to focus on
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