#part one cause I am tired ^^; AGAIN
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Wearing your boyfriend's jacket
#for the anon asking who would wear it#any one of my characters WOULD wear it#its just a matter of how...#you dont understand my passion for fashion and what this means ok#it means an article of clothing is not about the clothing at all#its about how it fits and what it goes with and how you choose to wear it#a shirt is not just a shirt its a part of a whole...#I'm so passionate about this... it doesnt really show in my comics but thats mostly cause. there is only so much time I can devote to thing#anyways#adam is able to make anything look good#and steve is able to make anything seem like hes owned it for 10 years#they can both wear anything but in extremely different ways...#anyways this was a nice little break#its been hard HAHAHAHHA not gonna lie having an extremely rough time#I so so so do not want to return working for webtoon#I need you to know I am ONLY doing this for my readers#because I could use more time. I could use forever away from webtoon#but. I want to see the comic through! and so I will.#I'm so tired of them...#and also still frustrated by people being like 'is this ever coming back' and all that#but its fine. its coming back I'm working on it...#and its good.. its gonna be so good......#time and time again#ttawebcomic#adam and steve#sketch#I JUST REALIZED I SAID ANON...#I MEANT ASK#my brain just calls all asks anon
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realizing i have. a lot of untapped trauma potential for clone^2 danny because i just Fully Processed Four Months Late the fact that his parents were capturing and torturing ghosts in the basement before he became Phantom. and the fact that he was on house rest for 2 weeks. during that time period. and he wasn't really leaving the house. he could hear their screaming through the floorboards
*points at clone danny* i can give you suuuuuuch a bad time babe ahaha. i've got two untouched years before you meet damian what fucks you up before then
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#like i dont even need to traumatize you worse the pure explorative options from this aLONE is enough to feed me for a week.#like. tucks hair behind ear let me shatter you into glass pieces then glue you back together babe. i can put you back together so good.#i'm missing a few shards because some parts of you broke into such small pieces i couldn't pick them back up again so you'll be missing a#few chunks of yourself that you'll never get back but that's okay. you'll still be a resemblance of your old self :]#don't let anakin (me) listen to late night sad songs he makes angst.#hhh imagine being stuck in a house for two weeks where you can hear your parents torturing ghosts in the basement and not only that but#you're the only person who can undERSTAND the ghosts. how many times did he see his parents drag in a ghost with whatever capturing device#they made recently? iirc the thermos was like. brand new in episode one right? but gOD the trauma this alone would cause#nobody touch me im cooking rn i need to think about how this would impact danny. like obvs it would fuel into a developing obsession to#keep his parents away from ghosts and to help the dead but what *else.* i need to refine my becoming phantom ficlet i wrote back in winter#raaa#and like even after two weeks they were *still capturing ghosts* danny just wasn't in the house 24/7 at the time.#*but those two fucking weeks man*#i need to sleep on this first before i make any major moves bc i know im tired but i am having thOUGHTs
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Louis does see Armand for all his flaws, and yet still chooses him, and loves him, but when he sees them for what they really were, and really entailed, he no longer can. Oh, gradations of evil. Louis had in ways bought into it.
#contriversial?#Like you can't deny Louis knew Armand to be a liar manipulator a disciplinarian betrayer and a threat among other things#He knows him and Claudia are at odds with each other#You might ask why then would he not turn the other way and run? And well cause Louis is tired of looking and feeling weak and Armand#where he isn't flawed offered him all this power as flimsy and dangerously able to be undermined as it may be#and he offers a place for him to have a connection he fears he would otherwise never have again in his everlasting existence#Suppose then Armand is the lesser of two evils#I feel too that since Louis views himself as deeply flawed and deeply capable of the same things that they are both#beings of evil as they are vampires and so on#to go about judging it so strongly that you deny any sort of connection you could have in another would really be to deny himself of#all he wants and needs and desires which gets at a point of him of his inner felt weaknesses of denying himself and being subjugated#away from being able to obtain such things without opposition or other forces#Armand is flawed in that he is a force but Louis sees to the potential of him being genuine in his devotions to him as#capable of quelling this entirely. To have Armand be 'his' is to finally control what has long been out of his control.#It's... more complicated than this surely but surface level Louis does choose armand and loves him but#it's always layered with an amount of false pretense and illusions of deeper trust#If you're whole vampire community is assholes who would either want to die or kill you you might as well choose the one who won't do either#at least by all impressions#and who you find very attractive physically and intellectually and who finds you attractive too and who happens to be good in bed#and into the same sex things you're into and curious about#Who you contentiously just get and who gets you back even if you would never really see eye to eye because you know a specific kind of pain#still knowing you relate to them somehow even if you can't see to their perspective#I am rambling now but this ship gets me ....#Feel similarly about why Louis would apologize to lestat - he feels put down to not own up to his part in all of it and he feels more in#control over his situation and his sense of self to simply admit this than to pretend like he was an absent player#He doesn't agree now with how he acted back then and in a way this is his way of admitting to he can move past that he is that person still#which he isn't in any sense still that person#Do I ... fully agreeeeee??? no. Do I get it? yeeah.#It's an autonomy thing really like I'm also not going to say he can't if it genuinely doesn't harm him to I guess.#Not like he's fully forgiving and forgetting here either he's just owning some shared responsibility esp. on part of Claudia
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i think people on twitter have a fighting fetish because otherwise what explains this nonsense
it's genuinely unbelievable at this point i swear they're inventing new things to argue about
#and the discourse about getting multiple m&gs is so tired#cause the answer is there just is no correct answer and you will argue anout it until you drop dead if you're looking for one#personally i stuck to one m&g for my own sanity lmao i value not getting yelled at over meeting dnp mutiple times#it IS selfish to get a whole bunch of them but that's not... evil? like being selfish is a morally neutral thing imo lol#cause you got those tickets fair and square and to say you don't ''deserve'' to meet them several times is dumb as fuck#it does mean less tickets for others who haven't gotten to meet them at all though and you also can't really be mad people are upset by it#because obviously they are going to be#but again you have every right to go to idk 30 m&gs if so be#am i making sense#like. no side is more in the right than the other here#the stupid part is arguing about it for days on end#cause once you're done arguing nothing will have changed#answered
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me: dude im not even feeling that tired rn and haven’t for ages oh no oh fuck im probably accidentally faking my disability-
my chronic fatigue, loading ammunition into a massive fucking cannon: damn really bro?
#been so tired these past like 2 days#like not regular gotta lie down tired nah#like i don’t have the energy to do basically anything tired#and again i don’t mean like idk i can’t wash the dishes cause idk i’m sleepy or whatever#i mean like i physically can’t do or say like double the amount i normally can’t#like i’ll know how to do smthn or what to say clearly in my head but i just don’t have the energy to get it out if that makes sense#and that’s not like all of it but it’s one of the worst parts (at least rn)#like i feel like i’m actually going insane cause of this it’s just rlly weird#idek i am also like i gotta lie down most of the day tired#but it’s not that strong idk#this is turning into kinda a vent idk#but it’s fine to rb the actual post is fine#chronically ill#chronic fatigue#disabled
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I mean this in the nicest way possible: I wish I was a better friend.
#delete later#I know I’m not a good friend#but i think it’s trauma related#and I know that’s not an excuse#but a reason#and I’m just… also tired of people leaving me#I don’t strike up conversations anymore cause I was the friend who always did so#I was always the one making the effort to be in other peoples lives#and it sucks. ya know.#and sometimes I say dumb things that then like….. makes people not want to be around me I fear#and like…. yeah…. that’s part of life#but I’m just so tired of being alone#I want friends. I want people to send post cards and letters too#and I wanna hang out with people#and I want them to tell me things I want them to tell me how they are feeling#like. online friends are great!!#don’t get me wrong!!#but I know I’m not a great online friend either.#and when I try to be I fear I come off as flirting. like sometimes I am. don’t get me wrong#but I wish I could just… go to a friends house and sit with them and hold their hand when they are having a bad day and have the same done#for me!!!#I am always giving…. I am always giving parts of myself to people who don’t give themselves back#I still know my ex-best friends favorite color but I doubt she knows what mine was when we where friends#if you read this far just…. ignore it oof.#it’s just a rant#sometimes I rant in a tumblr post cause reading rants back in old journals is. bad. for my mental health#my adhd just picks the emotions right back up and then I go through it again. so it’s best to tumblr rant#I’ve also been having complicated gender emotions again#I don’t hate the idea of being a woman/girl as much as I used to. and it’s throwing me off a bit#I mean it’s right on time really… I have a gender crisis almost every four years…
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#bad news lads#they cancelled my interview because the position’s been filled#I wanna scream 🫠#I’ve been up since like 2:30 am because anxiety over it#I’m exhuasted and frustrated and just burnt out I guess#it’s been almost four months of me applying places#I’m just so… tired I guess#I’m trying to stay positive and be like well I’ll find something and it’ll be better but like#the pay was above average and it was literally just down the street from my husband’s job#it was perfect#I mean I’m at the point where as long as I’m not doing customer service and it’s full time and it pays at least a little better#then im applying to it but just its rough out there#tired and frustrated and I hate it#this is an expensive area to live in and no one pays a liveable wage#we’re trying to move to Maryland cause we like it and it’s cheaper but it costs money to do that too#I feel like I’ve been down on my luck/stuck at rock bottom for years and just like#when does it get better#I had a mental breakdown yesterday and like I know that’s part of why I’m feeling so down atm#but it’s rough#I feel like a failure yet again#I know I’ll find something eventually and there’s more opportunities#but I’m just tired of waiting
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For the record, I have not given up on the Jancy Rear Window AU fic. It's just that right now I'm stuck in two parts and it requires some planning and rewatching
#like opening and ending of chapter 1 is all written out that was easy from the get go#I'm stuck on who to make Stella or in a Stella like role and ive got three options with varying levels of what makes sense#and jancy at home dinner date and fight is gonna take some time to write as there is soooooo much going on in 'watching the neighbours' lan#i'm spending too much time pondering words in that part of the fic too#I also need to do a st rewatch cause it has been a bit and I need to get my grasp on the dynamics again#like I understand them but its like im on the monkey bars in a park and im slowly losing my grip#I do hope I can finish it before I go back to school and at a time where I can write the second chapter and have tons of time to do so#anyways I'll figure it out eventually#a rewatch might help make it more clear#and planning ou how I want a scene to go down will help too#oh and another thing!#one thing I am excited about this fic is how the identities of who I casted as the neighbours will be shrouded in mystery and y'all will#have to guess who's who based on description#I wanted it to be that way since in the movie Jeff doesn't really knows his neighbours personally and calls them by nicknames#its also cause I want to stay true to the movie in this regard and not have Jonathan know the names of his neighbours (cause honestly he#probably wouldn't since his apartment is so high up compared to a select few)#im going to stop yapping in the tags now since its late and im tired#emily yaps
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#the fridge part of our fridge broke so here i am feeling sick and now feeling sicker having to try and chug all my milk#everything was lukewarm so i hope my lamb i seasoned last night doesnt go bad#i put it and a couple other things in my room fridge since my mini one still works#the new fridge was getting delivered tomorrow like lmao why couldnt this happen tomorrow or tonight#im going to the dentist for something that could be dangerous (likely an infection in my mouth again)#so like im having a bad day (bad night last night) im feeling so sick and in a lot of pain#idk what theyll do for treatment bc it might be serious already idk#might get a glasgow smile idk what they do for infections like this#likely 99% sure caused by the shitty one-size mouth guard the tmj specialist gave me#i cant explain everytbing but im having a bad time in pain and lowkey scared for my life#hopefully its an infection that can be treated just with antibiotics but im feeling it pretty seriously rn and idk#my mom was already mad when i said they might send me to the ER like UH HELLO I MIGHT DIE IM IMMUNOCOMPROMISED#anyway lemme try and finish chugging this iced coffee so i can take all my piercings out#im so fucking tired man everything always happens all at once#delete later / /#vent / /#personal / /
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trying to resist my urge to go missing and be a little hermitted cryptid with no friends and kinda failing miserably at it folks
#but hey i havent actually gone missing yet so#.... the friends part tho...#another part of me is begging for me to just go fucking text them but also most of us are like 🙃 what if we didnt#have i been dissociating and doing nothing the past week?? yes. yes i have.#what a time to be alive folks#i am losing my marbles#if there were any marbles to be had in the first place lol#my poor friends#yikes#and thats not even counting the new friends lacey was trying to make like 2 months ago 😬#u know what??? i think im just not meant for relationships#we're very bad at keeping up with ppl and thats like. 99% of a relationship#its cool i got my 2 cats#also fuck that little voice going “what if we see how long will it take for ur friends to drop u??” like bitch we'd be the one causing it#u idiot#thats the dumbest idea ive ever heard#and yet#its like.... arent you tired of dissapointing ppl over and over again?? and yet we still do it#ive got that good ole avoidance disease ingrained in me since i was but a child folks 😌#that is all 😌
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Don't shut up | Spencer Reid



summary: Spencer is used to people who constantly tell him to shut up, but somehow, he feels even more embarrassed and sad when he thinks you want him to stop talking after looking at the tired and confused expression you have when he's trying to help you. The thing is you hate when people do that to Spence and would spend years just listening to his voice.
genre: fluff
pairing: Early seasons!Spencer Reid x bau!reader
warnings: mentions of the team shutting Spencer down. Derek and JJ being a little mean to him when he's spreading information. Spencer being a cutie potato. Mention of a stomachache and its causes (mention of miscarriage as one of the causes, but nothing happens). Reader not being a native english speaker, but just a slight mention.
a/n: Dr. Spencer Reid is a genius.... I am not. I literally had to search for information and copy-paste here in some parts, so if there's misinformation, it's Google's fault, lmao. I wrote this yesterday when I was about to sleep, so I'm sorry if something is wrong with the writing (even though I already edited). English isn't my first language, please be kind <3.
Masterlist Spanish ver. On Wattpad (coming soon)

Spencer and you arrived early that morning. He hated being late for anything. He couldn't afford to be late if he wanted to stick as closely as possible to his assigned schedule, especially because he took public transport. On the other hand, you had no choice but to arrive early when you woke up at four in the morning thanks to a severe stomachache and couldn't go back to sleep.
That's how your conversation started. Your genius workmate was surprised to see you, first hour in the morning, when he walked in the office, even before Hotch arrived.
“Are you feeling better?” He asked, furrowing his eyebrows. You couldn't deny that the expression was too cute for your own good.
“Yeah… I think so. It's not even the stomach ache that bothers me, it's the fact that even if I was sleepy, I couldn't fall asleep again. You know? That happens to me a lot. Once I open my eyes, I can't go back to sleep. I've also been feeling mildly unwell for a week, but even though the medication is controlling it, it doesn't stop."
At this point, he already set up his desk, leaving his briefcase on his own chair to walk over to you and sit at your desk, next to the chair you were sitting in, to listen to you attentively and answer.
“The brain works with different phases of sleep: light sleep, deep sleep, and REM sleep. The cycle usually restarts every eighty to one hundred minutes, and we typically have four to six cycles each night.”
Hotch came out of the elevator and walked upstairs after both of you waved at him, and he let out a soft “good morning”. Emily arrived a few seconds later. You greeted her too, as she took place on her desk, but that didn't stop your conversation.
“So, it's completely normal that we wake up in the middle of the night because of that process, but if it is frequent, for three months or more, it may be a symptom of insomnia.”
Your view went to the floor, and your head nodded in a semi-unconscious movement, because although you knew that your sleep cycle was ruined by work, you had not come to that conclusion, maybe that was it.
“Now, the stomachache…” He said, taking one pen from your pencil case to concentrate. He usually never took other people's belongings or shared his own stuff because of the germs, but somehow, after a few years of working together, he had come to have a good amount of closeness with you to borrow some stuff from you. Months ago, it hadn't gone unnoticed by Penelope that Spencer had a box full of pens reserved for you, in case you needed one, nor the fact that he denied JJ one of them once, when the blonde girl needed something to write with quickly.
“The causes can be the most common, such as gas, indigestion, a muscle injury, or stress. Although there are also more serious causes: gastrointestinal infections, inflammatory bowel disease, irritable bowel syndrome, ectopic pregnancy or miscarriage..."
“Wow, what are you trying to do? Scare her?” Derek's voice invaded the place and Emily smirked.
“What? No, I'm just saying the possibilities…” Spencer whispered, looking down, a little worried that he might actually scared the person he cared more, besides his mom.
“It's okay.” You answer loud enough so your friends and coworkers would hear. “Thanks, Spence. I already went to the doctor, so I have none of… those.” I gave him a little smile. “But about stress…” The sentence hung in the air, so Spencer looked up and continued speaking automatically.
“Stress can cause stomach pain because the autonomic nervous system of the gastrointestinal tract reacts to the same hormones and neurotransmitters as the brain. This is because the digestive system is connected to the nervous system, and the enteric nervous system, which is located in the digestive system, is able to send and receive impulses and assimilate emotions.” He started to talk faster.
Your focus on the genius boy and his explanation was sincere, but maybe it was the fact that you didn't rest well, plus the fact that he was speaking too fast and not vocalizing all the syllables, that for a moment your brain didn't process what he was saying.
It was weird. At some point you didn't even hear words, just sounds from his mouth. That didn't happen to you for a really long time because you already had experience with the native speakers, even if english wasn't your mother language. The exhausting feeling of not being able to sleep well was definitely to blame.
While your brain was coming to that conclusion, Spencer could only see your furrowed brow, tense jaw, tilted head, and dissociated look.
“You want me to shut up, right?” That whisper was enough for you to come back to reality. His cheeks were red and his eyes looked a little sad, not to mention the way his mouth formed a line like whenever he felt awkward.
“Yes, please!” Derek answered instead, leaning back in his seat and looking up with his arms outstretched as if he'd had to deal with seven unsubs in the five minutes he'd been there, listening from his place to the information Spencer was giving you.
“Little genius boy got excited… again.” JJ said, looking at some documents in front of her, opening her eyes wide in an expression of tiredness and disinterest.
The young profiler stood up from your desk thinking about returning to his chair, a little embarrassed, but you took his pinky with yours —that way you wouldn't make him feel uncomfortable in case he wasn't in the mood for physical touch, something he refused unless it was you. Again, another special treat—. “Wait. It wasn't like that.” Hazel eyes looked at you intently, still with a bit of doubt. “I'm sorry Spencer. Yes, you got excited, but that's not something bad.”
“It isn't?” He questioned.
“No, but you started to speak fast, and the fact that there are some words that I have a hard time processing in English and I couldn't quite catch what you were saying because I didn't sleep enough, well, that distracted me. Would you mind repeating it again, slower?” This time, you were the one with warm cheeks.
“Oh. Are you sure you don't want me to shut up?” The boy was actually intrigued and a little surprised.
“Why would I want that?” The fact that your teammates often shut Spencer up when he tried to share extra information, or information that he had been asked about, was something you had noticed from the moment you started working with the team. You thought that was rude. You understood that sometimes Spencer got excited, gave information that was perhaps better saved for another time since you were investigating a case, or people could be tired and want silence, but the team either silenced him or made fun of him most of the time. Plus, there weren't many other things you liked more than hearing his voice.
The sweet, soothing tone of his words helped you sleep on the jet after a long case, or made you want to hear more about whatever he was talking about. Feeling like he was sharing with you, a mere mortal, some of the vast knowledge he had was nice.
“I'm always happy to hear whatever you need to say, even if it's about something I don't understand. And, right now, you are helping me a lot, so, please, don't shut up.” The crimson color returned to the tall boy's face, this time not because he was uncomfortable. Your kind and somewhat complicit smile made his heart race, like almost every time he was with you. Spencer knew that no matter how tired he got, he would never shut up if you wanted him to keep talking.
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First | Mingi x F Reader



Cross posted on ao3
Summary: You just wanted to lose your virginity — no drama, no strings attached. What you didn’t expect was for your friend Mingi to make it that good. One wild night, a lot of firsts, and maybe… just maybe, a reason to do it all over again.
WC: 10.5k
⚠️ warnings: smut, first times, virgin!reader, oral sex (f/m), vaginal sex, dry humping, dirty talk, praise kink, voice kink (kinda), big dick Mingi (canon, right?)
An: sorry about the wc, I just really like Mingi 🫠
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You got dumped again. Yeah, seriously. At this point, it was getting old. But no matter how frustrating it was, you knew exactly what the problem was, and it wasn’t something you could just fix overnight.
You were… inexperienced.
Going to college after a lifetime of being smothered by overprotective parents meant they had successfully sent you off as a virgin. And for a while, that was fine. It wasn’t a big deal—until people started acting like you were some kind of loser just because you hadn’t fucked anyone yet.
And the guys? Every single one you tried dating was the same. Either they wanted to get into your pants before the first drink was even finished, or they pretended to be patient—like they weren’t just waiting for the moment you’d cave. You might be inexperienced, but you weren’t stupid. And as much as you wanted to get it over with, you couldn’t do it with just anyone.
But after getting dumped for the third time in two months, you decided to do something about it. Something had to change. You wished you’d just handled it back in high school like everyone else, but that ship had sailed.
Your friends told you to just ask one of your guy friends to help you out. Which sounded easy enough… until you actually pictured doing it, and embarrassment nearly killed you on the spot.
Still, if you wanted to lose your virginity, your options were limited. The random guys you’d been trying to date were too impatient, too pushy, and way too stupid.
Which meant your only real option was actually asking a friend. But which one?
You had a few options, but you needed someone who wouldn’t laugh in your face or make things weird. Someone who’d get that this was just a favor, not a relationship.
Okay. That made things a little easier.
Maybe Mingi? You’d been friends for years, you went to the same college now, and he was definitely experienced enough to help. Plus, he already knew you were a virgin, so at least you wouldn’t have to explain that part.
But how were you supposed to ask him?
Like… “Hey, I need someone to fuck me so I can finally lose my virginity and date like a normal person”?
Yeah. That didn’t sound awkward at all. Well, you would have to try. Maybe it would be less awkward if you could text him…
You: Hey! You good? Look… I kinda need to talk to you about something.
Mingi: Hey, pretty. Long time since we talked, wanna hang out at that coffee place you like?
You: Sure, we can meet there after class. Byeee, see ya.
Well, if you couldn’t even type the question, saying it out loud was going to be a nightmare. But you had to try. No backing out now.
After class, you went straight to the coffee shop and ordered your usual before Mingi arrived. The second you saw him walk through the door, your stomach dropped, a cold, nervous, oh-god-what-am-I-doing panic settling in. You took a deep breath, trying to calm yourself down.
“Hey! Still buried in your books, nerd?”
“Yeah, and it’s been causing me some problems.” Mainly the one you were about to dump on him. “What about you? Still hitting up every party?”
“Not as much. Kinda got tired of it.”
That… was a surprise.
“Oh. Right.”
He ordered his drink, then leaned on the table, watching you. “So… what did you wanna talk about?”
Okay. You can do it.
“Uh… so… I don’t even know how to say this, Mingi.” You took a slow sip of your way too large Americano, trying to find the right words. “I mean, it might be a lot to ask, but I’m kinda out of options.”
He tilted his head, waiting.
“I got dumped again yesterday. And look, I know these guys are assholes and not worth my time, but it keeps happening because I’m a virgin. And I feel like… it’s really getting in my way, you know?”
“Uh… I don’t.”
“Of course you don’t.” You groaned, shifting in your seat. “Okay, what I’m asking… it’s just a favor, that’s all. I really want to lose my virginity, and I really don’t want it to be with those idiots I’ve been dating.”
Mingi blinked. Then blinked again.
“You’re asking me… to take your virginity?” His eyebrows shot up, his expression somewhere between shock and did I hear that right? “…Is that what’s happening here?”
“Yeah… I mean…” You trailed off, shifting uncomfortably.
Mingi still looked shocked, but you could tell—this whole situation was doing wonders for his already massive ego.
“I gotta ask… why me?” He leaned back slightly, arms crossed, clearly enjoying this a little too much. “You have a few friends.”
You sighed.
“You already know I’m a virgin. And you also know I’m not an idiot.” You glanced down at your drink, feeling your face heat up. “We’ve been friends for years, and I don’t know… I trust you.”
Mingi didn’t say anything right away, and the silence made your stomach twist.
“But if this is too much,” you added quickly, forcing a laugh, “just forget I ever said anything. And then I’ll dig a hole in the ground and hide from you for the rest of my life.”
“Relax, I was just curious,” Mingi said, holding back a grin. “Of course, I can help you with that. I think any guy in the world would.”
You rolled your eyes. His ego was thriving.
“But,” he continued, tilting his head again, making that cute puppy face at you “I gotta ask… how far have you actually gone?”
You exhaled sharply. Alright. You can do this. You weren’t exactly the type to chat about your sex life — or lack thereof — but considering you’d just asked Mingi to take your virginity, honesty was kinda mandatory at this point.
“Huh… I…”
“Oral? Fingering?” He had zero shame. Which, good for him. Terrible for you.
You cleared your throat.
“No. And… yes.”
“And did you ever… you know, finish from it?”
“Nope. Only by myself.”
That bit of information seemed to stir something in him. His expression flickered between offended and genuinely shocked.
“Damn. So the guys were really that bad, huh?” He shook his head, exhaling like this was personally upsetting. “Yeah, okay. We’re definitely not jumping straight to it, that’d be traumatizing.”
Your eyes narrowed. “What exactly are you suggesting…?”
“That we take it step by step.” He leaned in slightly, voice a little lower, a little slower. “I can’t just… do it. I mean, it’s already a painful experience for most girls, and it’d be a hell of a lot easier for you if we… prepped first.”
You were already blushing because of his lower voice. It got worse.
“Oh…OH…”
“Yeah. Well, that’s my one condition if I’m gonna help you.”
“Okay… I guess.” You swallowed, fingers tightening around your cup. “So, uh… when do we start?”
Mingi shrugged, finishing his coffee.
“You can come over tonight if you want. My roommate’s out.”
He set his cup down and looked at you expectantly. You, on the other hand, were frozen.
That soon?
You did want to get this over with. But you’d kinda imagined having some time to mentally prepare. Then again… maybe not thinking too much about it was the better option. If you gave yourself too much time, you might just chicken out entirely.
“Okay. So…”
“We can go now,” Mingi said, already standing up. “It’s getting dark anyway.” He waited for you to do the same, then tilted his head before asking you. “You’re really sure about this?”
“Yeah, I’m sure. I can ask you to stop anytime, right?”
“Of course.”
You nodded, but your mind was already spinning. You couldn’t stop thinking about what you were about to do — and who you were about to do it with. But the truth was, you had no idea what was actually going to happen. Mingi had been clear, this wasn’t going to be just jumping into it.
So… were you two just going to make out and see where it led?
Jesus. Just thinking about that made your stomach flip.
You hadn’t really considered how weird this could get, but for some reason, you still felt safe about it. Mingi was a lot of things, kind of a fuckboy, sure, but he wasn’t a liar. If something felt off, he’d tell you. You just knew that.
As soon as you got to his place, Mingi gestured for you to sit on the couch before heading to the kitchen. A moment later, he came back with two cans of beer, handing you one. The silence was already killing you.
“Drink,” he said, popping open his can. “Might help you relax. You’re really tense.”
“Yeah, I am… thanks.” You exhaled, cracking yours open. “I was just about to ask for one.”
Mingi smirked before sinking into the couch beside you. “So… tell me more about these guys you dated. They’re really dumping you just because you’re a virgin?”
“Yeah… I mean, they always try to get in my pants, and when I don’t let them, they just… lose interest.” You shrugged, taking a sip. “I don’t even always tell them I’m a virgin. I don’t need that getting around and people making fun of me, you know? So I just let them assume I’m, like, frigid or something.”
“They’re just assholes.” He paused, tilting his head. “But, like… your virginity… it’s not something important to you?”
“Not exactly…” You sighed, swirling the beer in your can. “I just wish I’d gotten over it when I was younger, like all my friends did. But you know my parents.”
Mingi nodded. He definitely knew.
“I just couldn’t do it with some random guy,” you continued. “That would’ve been awful.”
“Yeah,” he murmured, watching you. “I get that.”
“And I know you’re very experienced, so…”
Mingi chuckled, finishing off his beer and setting the empty can on the coffee table.
“I wouldn’t say very… Just… enough.”
Oh. His voice. The way he looked at you.
There it was.
That shift in the air, the kind of tension you could feel settling between you. You took a slow, deep breath, then placed your empty can next to his.
“If you say so…”
“So… whenever you’re ready, pretty.”
Your stomach flipped again.
“Can we… kiss?”
Mingi’s lips curved into a small, knowing smile. “Yeah. That’d be a great start. I told you… I wanna take things slow.”
You were already sitting close, so all it took was him leaning in, a slight tilt of his head, a shift in the air between you. You mirrored him, your breath catching just before your lips met.
Soft. Damn, his lips were soft… and so plump.
So far, nothing too unfamiliar. You let yourself ease into it, testing the feel of him. But then his tongue brushed over your lips before slipping into your mouth, meeting yours in a slow, teasing slide. And that… that sent a rush of heat straight through you.
In just seconds, that shy kiss turned into something messy, wet, hot, needy. Damn it. You could feel the effect between your legs, heat pooling inside your panties. And just when you thought it couldn’t get worse, Mingi chuckled, that deep, lazy sound vibrating against your skin as he trailed kisses down your chin, your neck.
“How you feeling?” he murmured against your throat, his voice low, teasing.
“G-good…”
His lips curved against your skin. “Hm… you’re pressing your thighs together.” Another kiss, right under your jaw. “Already horny?”
God. You swallowed hard. Why were you suddenly so shy?
“Uh… yes.”
Mingi hummed like he expected that answer.
“Ever dry-humped someone before?”
“No… never.”
Another smirk, he was such a tease… and then, two slow taps against his thigh.
“Come here. Sit on my lap.”
You hesitated for half a second before obeying, standing up just to settle yourself over him. His thighs… fuck. Thick. Comfortable. Solid under you. And even through his jeans, you could feel him. He was hard, very.
“Good girl.” Those words hit you in a very specific way…
Your hands rested on his broad shoulders as you kissed him again. Embarrassment still lingered somewhere in the back of your mind, but it was quickly drowned out by the heat pooling deep in your core. You let your body take over, responding to him — the kissing, the touching… the way his big hands gripped your waist, strong and steady.
“Come on, baby. Grind on me.”
Oh, fuck.
You felt those words straight between your legs, a sharp pulse of need making you clench so hard you whimpered against his lips.
Mingi groaned, his hands sliding down to cup your ass, guiding you into motion, urging you to move against him. Against his hard cock pressing through his jeans. Against his thick thighs.
“Just like that…” The delicious friction sent sparks up your spine, and soon enough, you were moving all on your own, chasing more of it. “Don’t stop.”
“Mingi… fuck!”
You ground down harder, a little faster, just enough to push you right over the edge. The orgasm hit you in waves, leaving you shivering and whimpering in his lap as his hands held you steady. He murmured soft praises, his voice thick with something dangerous, something that made your toes curl. Wow, that was really fast.
And all you could think was: Holy shit! You just had the best orgasm of your life. From grinding on your friend. And you didn’t know how you were supposed to feel about that, but you were just fine for now.
“So… was it good?” Mingi chuckled against your neck, his lips trailing soft, teasing kisses back up to your mouth. “You good?”
“Yeah, but… I feel… uh…” You pulled back just enough to catch your breath, to think. “I don’t know. I just came, but I’m still…”
Needy. You didn’t have to say.
His lips curled into a smirk, and you didn’t even know you like that pretty face of him that much.
“We can keep going if you want to.”
“What would be the next step? Since you wanna take things slow.”
“Hm…” He tilted his head, considering. “Maybe I can make you feel good with my fingers. If you’re okay with that.”
Your brain short-circuited for a second. Because fuck. Your panties were soaked, embarrassingly wet just from kissing and grinding against him. But you were still throbbing, still desperate for more.
So you just… nodded.
“Yeah… it’s fine.”
Still perched on his lap, you hesitated before shifting off him, kneeling on the couch beside him. Your legs felt shaky, but not from exhaustion, no. It was pure anticipation.
Mingi followed, sliding down to kneel on the floor in front of you, his eyes dark and hungry as he leaned in.
“You want me to take your shorts off, or you wanna do it yourself?” He murmured the words against your lips, stealing a quick peck before trailing his fingers down to the waistband of your shorts.
“Y-you can do it…”
His touch was slow, deliberate, as he unbuttoned your shorts and slid them down, pushing them aside like they were nothing.
Then, his hands settled on your hips, his thumbs rubbing slow, soothing circles against your skin.
“Wanna keep the panties on?” His voice was low, husky. “I can still make you feel good like this, if you’re not ready to take them off.”
You should’ve been embarrassed. Should’ve felt shy about the way he was staring at you, at your pussy, taking in the obvious wet stain darkening the fabric.
But you weren’t.
Because he looked wrecked just from seeing you like this. And you loved that, really turned you on even more.
“...It’s okay,” you whispered. “You can take them off too. I mean… there’s no point feeling shy now, right?” Your breath hitched. “You’re gonna see my pussy anyway…”
“Hm…” He chuckled at your words, fingers toying with the waistband of your panties. “So… you told me you’ve been fingered before, right? How was it for you?”
You hesitated for a second before exhaling, remembering the times you let that happen.
“It was always rushed. Like… in the backseat of a car, or some dark corner in a club. Sometimes it just felt uncomfortable. Sometimes a little painful…”
Mingi hummed, his fingers slipping lower, tracing light patterns over the fabric.
“So has anyone actually seen this pretty pussy, baby?” His voice had dropped, thick with something you couldn’t quite name. “Am I really the first?”
Your breath hitched as he hooked his fingers under the elastic, dragging your panties down slowly, revealing your mound first, then the rest as you lifted your hips just enough to help him.
“Yes… you are.”
“Fuck.” His exhale was heavy, like he was struggling. His hands smoothed over your bare thighs, slow and teasing, while you instinctively pressed your legs together. You had just told him there was no point in feeling shy, but still… his eyes on you like that made your skin burn. Mingi let out a soft, amused hum, his lower voice killing you. “You don’t have to be embarrassed, baby.” His thumbs brushed gently along the inside of your thighs. “But I need you to talk to me, okay? I don’t want you to feel any pain.”
You nodded, but he wasn’t done.
“Good girl.” He said that again, making you shiver once more at his words. His lips curled into something dangerously soft, dangerously sweet. “Now… spread your legs for me.” His voice was just sinful, God. “Let me see you.”
Even with a lingering trace of shyness, you spread your legs for him. Mingi let out a sound that looked like a moan, his eyes locked onto your glistening pussy like he was savoring the sight. You knew you were dripping, could feel it pooling beneath you, and the thought alone made you squeeze your eyes shut, bracing for his touch.
“Nah-ah.” His voice was pure, silken dominance. A soft kiss landed on your thigh, his warm palm resting against your belly. “Eyes on me, baby. I wanna see every little reaction. So behave, and look at me while I touch you, okay?”
Your breath hitched, but you obeyed, blinking up at him, cheeks burning under the weight of his gaze.
Mingi started slow, his fingers first trailing over your mound, teasing, barely there, making you ache for more. Then, with the lightest pressure, he dipped lower, parting your folds, gathering your slick on his fingertips. You whimpered when he finally brushed over your clit, already swollen, already throbbing for him.
“Fuck, you’re so wet…” His voice was rougher now, and when he pressed down on your clit, moving in slow, deliberate circles, your body reacted instantly. Your thighs threatened to snap shut, but his free hand kept you open.
“Talk to me, baby.” He smirked at you, making your cheeks burn again. “You like it when I touch you here?”
“Y-yes… feels so good, Mingi…” Your voice was barely more than a breathy moan, your chest rising and falling rapidly. God, what was this man doing to you?
“Good…” He kept up the slow, torturous rhythm, circling, sliding, making sure you felt every second of it. And then he smirked again, eyes flickering down between your legs. “I can see you clenching…” His fingers teased lower, brushing over your dripping hole, but never pushing in. “You want a finger inside this pretty pussy, huh?”
“Yes… please.”
You’d never felt like this before. Sure, you’d touched yourself before — your fingers, the desperate grind against your pillow. But this? Craving someone else's touch this badly? That was new.
“Yeah?” Mingi’s voice was warm, teasing, his breath fanning against your skin. “Alright, baby. Gonna put it in now. Tell me if it hurts, I’ll stop right away.”
He played with your clit for a second longer, making you squirm, before twisting his wrist and easing his middle finger inside you. He slid in easily — too easily — because you were already so wet, dripping onto his palm.
“Fuck…” He exhaled, watching the way you clenched around him, his voice thick with something almost reverent. “You’re clenching around my finger so tight, baby. Tell me how it feels.”
“Hm… it’s okay. No pain…” Your words were soft, airy, but your body was already responding to him, hips shifting just the slightest bit, searching for more.
“Yeah?” He started moving, slow thrusts, just the tip at first, then deeper, dragging against your walls in slow, deliberate strokes. “You like it like this? Or maybe…” He let his finger sink all the way in, curling it just right, hitting somewhere entirely new inside you.
A moan ripped from your throat before you could stop it.
Mingi chuckled, clearly pleased. “I think I have my answer… Looks like I just found your G-spot.”
“It’s… embarrassing that I couldn’t find it myself…”
“Mm, it’s fine, baby…” His tone was honeyed sin, smooth and coaxing. “It’s kinda deep, see?” He pushed in again, curling that single finger right against the spot, making your body jolt. “Here… this spongy little place… this is where you’re most sensitive inside.”
Another slow press, another deliberate curl of his finger, sending a shudder down your spine, leaving you gasping.
“Feels… different…”
“A good different? Or do you want me to stop?”
“No… keep going. It’s good… really good…”
“Mm…” He smirked, his free hand sliding down to find your clit, circling it in slow, teasing motions while his finger pressed against that spot inside you over and over again. “Like this, baby? Feels good?”
“Yes…” Your voice was breathy, almost desperate. It felt too good — like nothing you’d ever experienced before. You had no idea your body could respond like this, that just one finger could unravel you so easily. But now you knew. And you needed more. “Don’t stop…”
Mingi hummed in approval, his movements shifting, pressing into your G-spot with more precision, rubbing your clit with just the right amount of pressure. It was overwhelming, the pleasure washing over you in such an intense way it left you breathless. Your hips had a mind of their own now, rolling into his touch, grinding against his hand as you chased the high building inside you.
“That’s it, baby…” His voice was low, dripping with praise. “Keep riding my fingers like that… fuck, you look so pretty like this…”
You felt something building inside you—something different. A weird kind of pressure you’d never felt during an orgasm before. It made you panic a little.
“Mingi… feels weird.” But it still felt good, so you didn’t stop. You kept grinding against his hand, chasing the high.
“Weird how? Talk to me.”
“Like I’m gonna… pee…” you admitted, your voice small, embarrassed.
“Mmh…” He didn’t sound the least bit bothered. “Wanna try letting go, baby? You might squirt if you do. It’ll feel so good…”
But you couldn’t. The sensation was too intense, too unfamiliar. And the idea of actually doing that in front of him made your whole body tense up.
“I can’t… I just wanna cum, please… make me cum…”
He kissed your thigh again, soft and reassuring, his finger still buried deep inside you. But now his focus shifted. His other hand is working your clit in that perfect way. God, he knew exactly what he was doing.
“Come on, baby… cum on my fingers. Keep moving, just like that…”
You did. And it hit you hard. Your orgasm crashed over you, stealing your breath, making your legs tremble uncontrollably. You couldn’t even speak, so you just moaned and whimpered as he worked you through it, drawing it out until you were spent.
Then he slowly pulled his finger out and, without breaking eye contact, brought it to his mouth and licked it clean. The sight alone made your pussy clench again.
“You taste so fucking good…”
You bit your lower lip, trying to hold back a moan, because fuck. He wasn’t even touching you anymore.
“So…” Mingi sat back down beside you, his tone playful. “How was it for you?”
You let out a breathy laugh, still recovering. “That was amazing… thank you. Uh—” your hand moved to his thigh, remembering how you’d been grinding on it minutes ago, “—want me to return the favor?”
“Not today, pretty. Tonight was all about figuring out what you like.”
“Well, mission accomplished.”
“Next time we can try adding another finger… if you’re up for it. Maybe I could eat you out, too.”
“You really wanna do that?”
He looked at you like you were crazy.
“What kind of question is that?” His eyes dropped briefly to your bare skin. “Why wouldn’t I?”
“I don’t know… Some guys just don’t like giving head, I guess.”
“Straight guys? I don’t think I know anyone like that. Shit… were your exes that kind of loser?”
“One of them… maybe two.”
“Yeah, they probably didn’t like girls to begin with.” He laughed, shaking his head. “But me? I love eating pussy. You’re so damn responsive… so sensitive. Probably ‘cause you’re a virgin. Honestly, I had a lot of fun today.”
You smiled, cheeks warm. “I’ll take that as a compliment.”
“It is!” He gave you one of his cutest smiles, like he wasn’t just talking about eating you out a minute ago.
“Wanna crash here or want me to take you home?”
“I don’t know… I think I could stay on your couch.”
“Damn, do you think I’m an asshole or something?” He laughed, but it had a bit of a bitter edge to it. “You can use my bed. I mean, if you want, we can share. It’s big, and I don’t mind. But if it makes you uncomfortable, I’ll take the couch.”
“Calm down, Mingi… I just don’t wanna bother.”
“We’re friends, relax. So, bed or couch?”
“We can share the bed, I don’t mind.” You were just a little embarrassed, but it was fine. “Give me one of your shirts or something so I can sleep.”
“Wanna shower?” You did. You were still a mess, sticky and flustered, adjusting your clothes like it would help somehow. “Go ahead, I’ll order some food.”
Mingi was so sweet you couldn’t help but feel safe there, like actually comfortable. That post-makeout awkwardness you usually felt with guys? Nonexistent. Maybe it was because he was your friend, and it really felt like he cared.
You took a long, needed shower, and when you were done, he handed you a pair of boxers, some comfy shorts, and a soft oversized shirt like you’d asked. He’d ordered Chinese, and you ate with him while watching TV like nothing had just happened between you — chatting about college, life, random stuff. At some point, you were barely keeping your eyes open.
“Let’s go to bed. It’s pretty late,” he said, turning off the TV and getting up. “I’m gonna shower. You can go ahead and sleep if you want.”
So you did. You headed to his room, crawled into his bed and immediately sank into the smell of his sheets. That soft, clean scent of his cologne was everywhere. Your brain briefly panicked about what you’d tell your roommate the next day, assuming you’d even tell her anything. But she'd probably annoy you until you did.
You were drifting off when you heard Mingi come in. He had a towel slung low around his hips, and you peeked — just a little — before shutting your eyes again. He changed, then slipped into bed right beside you, and suddenly your heart was racing. He smelled like soap, like shampoo, like everything warm and familiar, and holy shit, all you wanted to do was reach out and touch him. But you didn’t. You forced yourself to stay still, and eventually, you managed to fall asleep.
But nothing — nothing — could’ve prepared you for the morning.
You woke up to a warm weight draped over your waist. At first, you almost ignored it… until you remembered you weren’t in your bed. You weren’t in your room. You were at Mingi’s. And his arm was on your waist.
And then it all came rushing back… the way his finger felt inside you, the things he said, the way you came so hard you couldn’t speak… and now? Now he was pressed right up against you, and very clearly hard. You could feel his cock resting against your lower back, thick and hot even through the fabric, and you really, really didn’t want to freak out.
But fuck.
How?
You shifted your hips, just a little, enough to grind back into him, slow and deliberate, because you wanted to feel him. All of him.
Mingi mumbled something low, half-asleep, and pulled you closer, spooning you tight, his breath warm against your neck. The way it made you shiver? Unfair. You bit back a soft moan, trying to keep it together.
You couldn’t stop wondering… was this just morning wood? Or was he actually turned on?
But the way he was holding you, not moving away, letting your ass press right up against him like that… yeah, it could definitely be both.
“Hey…” His voice was deep and rough, soaked in sleep, and it went straight to your core. “You doing that on purpose?”
“I was just… trying to feel you.”
Your voice came out breathier than you expected. He let out a low groan, somewhere between sleepy and way too sexy for your own good.
“Then why don’t you just touch it?”
“You want me to touch your dick?” You didn’t mean to sound so surprised, but damn.
He chuckled against your neck, his body shaking a little with it.
“You did say you wanted to feel me.” Then he rolled onto his back, arms behind his head, shameless and relaxed. “I’m all yours.”
You could see it. The tent in his shorts, the thick bulge straining against the fabric… and shit, it looked huge.
You swallowed hard, your shaky hands practically begging to touch him.
You sat up on the bed, reached for him, and the second your fingers brushed over his clothed length, you felt it. Hard and heavy, all for you. Fuck.
“Shit, baby… want me to take it out for you?”
His voice was low and wrecked, thick with lust, and god, he wanted this just as badly as you did.
“I can do it.” Your fingers slid under his waistband, tugging down his shorts and boxers in one go until his cock sprang free. Thick, flushed, and already leaking, smacking lightly against his stomach. “So big…”
“Yeah?” He wrapped a hand around himself, giving a slow squeeze that made precum beads at the tip. “You like it?”
“Yes…” God, you did. He was pretty, and that wasn't something you'd ever said about a dick before. But his? Fuck, yes. “Let me touch you.”
You weren’t some handjob expert or anything, you’d done it before, sure, but this felt different. Bigger. More intense. More him. Still, you wanted to do it right. You wanted to make him feel good.
Mingi watched you as you wrapped your fingers around him, slow strokes at first, eyes flicking between your hand and your face. His cock twitched in your grip, and that alone made your thighs clench.
He hummed in approval when you squeezed a bit harder, stroking slowly, getting his tip wetter with precum before you could do it a bit faster.
But you wanted more.
You didn’t even think, just leaned in and spit on his cock to help your hands glide easier.
The slick sound it made when you started stroking him faster had you biting your lip, and then came his whimper… breathy, needy, absolutely filthy.
“Fuck… you’re good at this…”
Hearing that lit something in you. Gave you all the confidence you needed to keep going.
You spit on him again, not giving a damn about being messy, and the way Mingi moaned for you… it was the hottest sound you’d ever heard.
You were using both hands now; he was big, too big for just one. It made your hands feel small, and the thought of having his cock inside you? Kinda terrifying… but mostly it just made your pussy clench and drip even more.
“Baby… I’m gonna cum—” he panted, voice desperate, eyes locked on you like he was begging you not to stop.
And you didn’t. You weren’t stopping until you felt his hot load spill across your fingers.
He let out a deep, wrecked moan as he came, hips twitching, cock pulsing in your hands. His cum painted your fingers, spilled onto his belly, his pelvis, so much of it.
God, it was so hot.
You loved the feeling, knowing you made him come like that. Make him lose it with just your hands.
“So…” Mingi was still catching his breath, chest rising and falling. “Now you’ve felt me.”
You laughed under your breath. Yeah, the whole thing started with you just wanting to feel how hard he was. But this? This was so much better.
“Yeah… I liked that. And…” You still had his cum on your fingers, warm and sticky. And you didn’t fight the urge anymore. You brought them to your mouth, licking them clean right in front of him — just like he did with you. “I like your taste too.”
“Fuck, you’re killing me.”
He sat on the bed and pulled you closer, kissing you like he needed it. That caught you off guard. You thought most guys would be grossed out by kissing you after you had their cum in your mouth.
But not Mingi.
He kissed you deep, tongue and all, messy and hot, just the way you liked it.
“Can I do something? Please?” he asked, breathless against your lips.
“What?” You were already dizzy from the kiss alone.
“I wanna eat your pussy…”
You felt heat rush through your whole body. You wanted that, bad. Even if the sunlight was peeking through the window, making everything feel more exposed. There was no way you could say no.
“…Okay.”
You didn’t know exactly what to do, but Mingi did. He gently switched your positions, laying you on your back and climbing over you.
He tugged your shorts off and tossed them aside without looking, he couldn’t tear his eyes away from your pussy. You were soaked, your arousal shining under the light, and it clearly drove him wild.
You didn’t need to be asked, your legs opened for him on their own, desperate to know how it would feel to have his mouth on you.
He kissed your thighs first, slow and wet, his soft lips making obscene sounds against your flushed skin. You couldn’t stop staring at him, he looked like he was enjoying this as much as you.
Your eyes locked, and in that second, you knew: if you wanted him to stop, he would. You felt safe. Even with your legs spread wide open in front of him.
Then his lips met your mound. A chill shot through your spine and you had to fight the urge to squeeze your thighs together.
But Mingi kept you open for him.
He pressed a kiss to your clit first, then started to lick it, slowly, teasing, just getting a taste of you. Watching your reactions.
Your eyes fluttered shut. It was already one of the best things you’d ever felt — and somehow, it got better. He started sucking your clit, flicking his tongue over it, then dipped just the tip of his tongue inside you. Then he was making out with your pussy, completely lost in it.
You wanted to scream. Your whole body was trembling, your chest tight with how good it felt. You couldn’t keep your hips still, you were grinding against his mouth, moaning uncontrollably, fingers tangled in his hair as you pulled him even closer.
You were so close. You could feel yourself falling apart.
And when your orgasm hit, it wrecked you.
Your legs trembled, your stomach clenched, and your moans were so loud you didn’t even register them until your body started to come down.
It was hands down the best orgasm of your life.
Fuck.
Mingi kissed your thighs while you were still trembling, then crawled up your body to press soft kisses to your neck and lips.
You could taste yourself on his tongue, and fuck, that was easily the hottest thing you’d ever done.
“So… did you like it?”
“Are you kidding?” Your voice was barely audible. “That was insanely good.”
“I’m glad.” He let himself drop beside you with a satisfied sigh, stretching lazily. “Hmm… I think we should get some breakfast. But… my roommate might be home already…”
What?
Fuck.
There was someone there? And Mingi just let you moan like that?
“You didn’t think that was worth mentioning before I screamed loud enough for your neighbors to know your name?”
“Nope,” he said, grinning. “Didn’t want you to hold back. But relax. If he heard anything, he won’t care.”
“Fuck, Mingi. I’m so embarrassed.”
“There’s no need. He won’t say anything, and he won’t even know it was you. I’m not telling anyone.”
“…Okay then. Thanks. I guess.”
You didn’t stay in bed much longer. Not because it wasn’t tempting, but because you were starving. You changed back into your clothes from yesterday, and Mingi took you out to your favorite coffee shop so you could have your much-needed morning caffeine.
What surprised you most was how easy everything felt. There was no awkwardness between you two.
You talked about college, cracked dumb jokes, and laughed about random stuff like nothing had happened. Like he hadn’t just made you come harder than anyone ever had.
But then it hit you: a vivid flashback of Mingi’s mouth between your legs, and your thighs clenched on their own. Your cheeks burned instantly.
“What?” he asked, smirking. “You’re blushing.”
“Yeah, I…” Why couldn’t you breathe properly all of a sudden? “Sorry, I just…”
“You were thinking about the dirty stuff we did, huh?” He leaned closer, teasing. “I think you might be ready to really do it.”
“I was… and you think so?”
“Yeah. I figured you might be a little traumatized from the other guys,” he said gently, “but you’re doing fine. So, whenever you feel ready… we can.”
You were speechless. Truth was, you’d felt ready the second he first kissed you. He had been nothing but respectful, never pushing, never rushing, and that made you want him even more.
“…Okay, so what do you think about tonight?”
Mingi raised his eyebrows, looking a little surprised by what you’d just said. You were surprised, too. You thought it would take longer for you to let go like that. But the truth was… you felt ready. And the best part? Him.
You weren’t going to lose your virginity to some random loser. It was going to be with someone you trusted. Someone who cared about you.
“It’s totally up to you. I’m free tonight,” he said with a soft smile, a sweet one this time. “You sure about this?”
“Yeah… I really want to.”
Mingi smiled wider and, like the absolute prince he was, formally invited you on a date. He said he didn’t want to just take you to his place and jump into bed — he wanted to give you the whole experience. And you kinda liked the idea.
He even walked you home. But the moment you stepped into your apartment, your roommate nearly lost her mind.
“Tell me everything!!! You slept with your hot friend, didn’t you?! I saw you two! Holy shit, he’s gorgeous… you’re so fucking lucky.”
“I didn’t…” you muttered, cheeks burning. “Yet.”
You were way too embarrassed to give her all the details, like how he made you moan louder than you ever had in your life. So you just said one thing led to another… and now you had a date.
That was enough to send her into full panic-mode-on-your-behalf. She practically dragged you out of the house to buy lingerie, insisting that if you were finally going to lose your virginity, you needed something sexy. And you knew that she was right.
You found a few beautiful sets. Lacy bras and panties that made you feel way hotter than you expected. But once you bought them, it really hit you: this was happening. You were finally going to have sex.
Fuck.
You still couldn’t believe it.
Back home, your roommate helped you style your hair and pick out an outfit for the night.
She was genuinely happy for you, and you were getting really nervous. But in the best possible way.
“Listen… it might hurt a little. But it’ll feel good after, okay? Just keep that in mind.”
She wasn’t trying to scare you — she was actually being gentle — but it wasn’t exactly helping. “And he’s experienced, right? That’s a very good thing.”
“I know it’s gonna hurt…” Because Mingi was big. Like, the biggest you’d ever seen. “But I’m not really that scared about the pain. I’m more nervous about… what happens after.”
“Like… things getting weird between you two?”
“I don’t think they will…”
And you meant it. Mingi didn’t make things weird. He made you feel safe.
“Then relax,” she said, placing a hand on your shoulder. “And for the love of God, use a condom.”
That made you laugh, even if you weren’t sure why. Maybe because you were quietly freaking out and laughter was the only thing keeping you from losing it.
And yeah… time was running out. He’d be there any minute, and your nerves weren’t exactly calming down.
You took a deep breath, reminding yourself that it was Mingi. You’d already done things with him, intimate things. This was just the next step. You wanted it. And you trusted him. Everything was going to be fine.
Your roommate helped you finish your makeup, soft and glowy, just the way you liked, and a few minutes later, your phone buzzed.
Mingi was calling. He was already downstairs, waiting for you.
When you came down, he was already in the car, parked right in front of your building. As soon as you got in, the scent of his cologne hit you. Clean, expensive, and so him. He looked really good too, even more so in those clothes.
“Hi…” you said, trying not to fall apart while buckling your seatbelt. “Where are you taking me?”
“Well… I know you like Italian food, so I picked a nice Italian restaurant.”
“You’re making me really nervous, you know? I…” your voice was shaky, your breathing unsteady. “I just feel a little weird doing this, like…”
Like it was something serious. That’s what you meant.
“There’s no need to be nervous, you know that, right?” he said gently. “We’ve gone out to eat a bunch of times. The only difference is that tonight, I’m helping you with something… personal.” He smirked, starting the car. “Could’ve happened before, if you wanted.”
“I just don’t want you to think I’m unsure about this. I want it. I’ve been thinking about it all day, actually… it’s just… I don’t know how to explain it.”
“Maybe you’re just overthinking it,” he said, flashing you that same calm, charming smile. “It’s all good. We don’t need to plan every step. Let’s just eat, talk, and see where the night takes us.”
He was right, you knew that. But still, why was your heart racing like that? Damn.
Either way, you managed to calm down a bit when he let you pick the music.
Dinner was amazing. You ate well, sipped on some very good wine, and Mingi showed you just how much of a gentleman he could be on a date. You’d been out with him before, sure, but it never felt like this. This was different. This was a real date.
A few hours passed in what felt like minutes. Eating, drinking, laughing, talking. When the check came, he grabbed it and paid before you could even peek at the price.
As you were leaving the restaurant, his hand found your lower back — guiding you gently, protectively, until you reached the car. That simple touch made you shiver, even though you were way calmer than earlier.
“So…” he said once you were both buckled in. “Wanna go somewhere else?”
The playful tone in his voice helped a lot. You were still a little nervous, sure, but you knew exactly what you wanted now. You weren’t backing out.
“Maybe your place, handsome,” you replied, matching his tone.
He chuckled, turning the engine on. “Not nervous anymore?”
“Just a little. But I’m good.”
“That’s good.”
You looked over at him while he drove, and damn, he looked so good. So relaxed, so confident. You were on a date with a ridiculously hot guy… and you were going to sleep with him. Silly thoughts, maybe. But you couldn’t stop them.
Not long after you left the restaurant, Mingi was already pulling into the parking lot of his building, and you could feel the thick tension between you as soon as you stepped into the elevator. He was acting all relaxed, but you could tell… he was probably just as nervous as you.
When he opened the door to his apartment, you walked into the living room a little faster than you meant to, maybe driven by all that anticipation building inside you. He locked the door behind you and turned the lights on.
“Do you want something to drink…?”
“Not now, but thanks. I’m kinda nervous…” You bit your lower lip, taking a good look at him. God, he looked so good. So fucking good. “Can we… go to your room?”
“I’m kinda nervous too, to be honest. I’m gonna be your first, and I really don’t want this to be a bad experience for you. I’ll try my best.”
“Mingi, I trust you. I really do. I’m not even worried about that…”
“Good… so, we’re both nervous and in the mood. What are we waiting for?”
You chuckled at his words as he guided you to his bedroom. He had changed the sheets, it smelled really nice in there, clean but still like him. You sat right on the edge of his bed and waited as he closed the door behind you.
When he turned around and looked at you, his gaze was so intense, you could feel he was holding something back. And fuck… you couldn’t wait to find out what he was going to do to you.
Mingi sat right next to you, and after making you squirm under his intense stare, he grabbed the back of your neck and pulled you into a rough, hungry kiss. Fuck… it was really happening now. Kissing him wasn’t new, but this time it felt different. It felt hotter, more desperate, like you both couldn’t wait any longer.
Your body was already burning up, and it was like he knew exactly what you needed. Without saying a word, he unzipped your dress and slid it off you like it was nothing, not even giving you a second to overthink it. You let him, kissing him harder, wanting more.
You couldn’t help but silently thank your friend for making you buy that lingerie set, because the second Mingi saw you sitting there in just your bra and panties, he let out the filthiest fucking groan.
He hooked a finger under the strap of your bra, playing with it, before biting your lip and trailing his mouth down your neck. Then, without hesitation, he reached behind you, unhooked your bra with one quick move, and tossed it aside like he couldn’t get it off fast enough.
He was still fully dressed, it didn’t feel fair at all. So you tugged at his shirt, desperate to feel more of him. You had to break the kiss for just a second to pull it off, and that gave you a chance to really look at him… his flushed face, his lips already swollen from how hard you’d been kissing him. You couldn’t help yourself. You had to bite them, suck on them, make him feel just as desperate as you did.
You pushed him back until he was lying flat on the bed, and as soon as he hit the mattress, you climbed on top of him, straddling his hips. This time, it was you who kissed him like you were starving for it, your tongue in his mouth, your hands all over his chest, raking your nails down his skin.
His hands slid down from your waist to your ass, gripping you so hard it almost hurt, squeezing and groping until you couldn’t help but moan into his mouth. He pulled you closer, pressing you down against the bulge in his pants, making you grind against him as your bare tits brushed over his chest.
But he wanted more. He pulled you enough to bury his face in your breasts, licking and sucking your nipples, teasing them with his hot tongue until they were aching. He devoured you, biting just hard enough to make you gasp, his lips marking you, claiming every inch of your skin. Fuck, it felt so good you couldn’t think.
You shifted to kiss him again, grinding shamelessly against his clothed cock, your hips moving on instinct as dirty flashbacks flooded your mind. You could already feel how soaked your panties were, though they barely counted as panties at all. The thin, see-through thong did nothing to hide how wet and desperate you’d gotten for him.
“Baby… I gotta…” He grabbed your hips, holding you still for a second as his hands moved down to unbuckle his pants. You hadn’t even realized how tight they were on him. “Let me take these off.”
As soon as he shoved them down and kicked them away, you climbed right back on top of him, grinding against his cock again, slow and needy. He left his boxers on, but you could already see the wet spot spreading there.
You really wanted to make him feel good, you felt this urge to try something new, it was pulsing inside you. You rested your hands on his chest, slowly breaking the kiss.
“Mingi… can I…” Your fingers slid down to his waistband, teasing, pulling the elastic just enough to catch a glimpse of the neatly trimmed hair there. “Can I suck you off?”
He blinked at you a few times, like he couldn’t quite believe what you’d just said. Of course, you knew you were offering something no man in the world could resist, and you wanted to get that exact reaction out of him. It worked.
“F… fuck. You really wanna do that?” He licked his lips, almost trembling beneath you. “If you really want to… do it. I know I’m gonna fucking love it.”
“It’s my first time…” you murmured, trailing wet kisses along his jaw, down his neck, then over his chest and hard abs. “Tell me how to make you feel good.”
He just nodded, breath hitching, eyes fixed on you as you slid his boxers down, finally freeing his cock. It sprang up, thick and heavy, slapping against his lower belly. Your mouth watered instantly. Fuck… you’d never thought about sucking a dick before, but you needed it, craved the taste of him.
You wet your lips first, then stroked him slowly a few times, just to watch the precum bead at the tip. You leaned in and cleaned it up with your tongue. It tasted a little salty, but it only made you crave more. You licked along his length, making him groan again, a sound that you felt deep between your legs as you clenched harder than you thought was possible.
Wrapping your hand around the base of his cock, you started sucking on the tip, just like your friends had described before. God, you liked his taste, and you were already making a mess with your spit and his precum.
“Just like that, baby… make it wet. I like messy.”
Fuck, his voice. You couldn’t believe how turned on you were just from sucking him off.
You tried to take more of him into your mouth, and you gagged a little when he hit the back of your throat, but the way he moaned almost made you not care at all.
“You’re so pretty sucking dick, baby… keep going…” He caressed your head, holding your hair to get a better view as you started moving a little faster. “Fuck, yes… use your hand too. Like that… fuck. Such a good girl for me.”
You didn’t care if you were choking on his cock or not. You loved being praised like that. You could already feel how wet you were, ready to drip at any second.
You kept using your hand just like he told you to, listening to every instruction, loving how much he kept telling you how good you were at it. You bobbed your head faster, getting used to taking him while jerking him off at the same time. It was hard at first, but now you were doing it easily.
“I don’t wanna cum in your mouth… let's stop here. Let me eat your pussy now.”
He gently pushed you away, watching as a string of spit kept him connected to your swollen lips.
“God, you’re gonna kill me.” He touched your lower lip, running his thumb across it, as if he couldn’t resist praising you. “Lay down and spread those legs for me, huh?”
You used the back of your hand to wipe your chin and happily laid down for him, letting him slide your ruined panties off in a second.
“Fucking God, you’re so wet…” He ran his fingers between your pussy lips, feeling just how slick you were. “Baby got this wet just from sucking my cock?”
Yes, you did. And you were so horny that any trace of embarrassment had already faded. You nodded, spreading your legs a bit more, silently begging him to lick your pussy because you couldn’t wait another second.
Mingi didn’t make you wait. He dived in, eating you out like you were his favorite fucking meal. His groans and moans vibrated against your pussy, his tongue teasing your entrance before he slipped a finger inside, making your head spin. Fuck. You ground down on his face, unable to stop yourself… your whole body was on fire, and you screamed when he added a second finger, the sudden stretch making you shiver under his touch.
There was nothing but pure pleasure. He finger-fucked you so fast and so deep that the obscene wet sounds echoed through the room, proof of how messy and turned on you were.
“Gonna cum… fuck, don’t stop, please…” You clutched at his hair, grinding your pussy against his face, sloppy and desperate. He loved every second of it. So did you.
You tried to close your legs when your orgasm ripped through you, stealing every breath and almost your soul, but he didn’t let you. You whimpered, tried to push him away, but your legs barely worked. He finally stopped touching you, but kept his eyes fixed, watching the way your pussy kept clenching even after you came.
"That was so hot, baby..." When you finally came down from your high, you saw Mingi ripping open the condom and rolling it down his cock. "Ready?"
"Yes. Fuck. Yes." You didn’t mean to sound so desperate, but your pussy wasn’t exactly letting your brain make decisions anymore. Your legs were already spread, your body completely relaxed, and you couldn’t possibly be any wetter. Everything was ready.
"Okay, I’m gonna put it in… slowly. Tell me if you need me to stop, okay?"
He hovered over you, eyes locked on yours, holding himself up with one arm while guiding his cock to your entrance with the other. You felt the pressure, the stretch as he started pushing in—slow, careful. There was pain, but not in a way that made you want to stop. It was… thick. Full. He was big. You knew that. But feeling it? That was something else. And he was barely halfway in.
"God, you’re so big…" You gripped his biceps, biting down on your lip.
"You can take it." He leaned in and kissed your cheek, his voice deep and steady. "It’s just the tip now, but you can take my cock. You’re my good girl, aren’t you?"
You moaned just from hearing him say that. He already knew how much you loved being praised, and when he felt you clenching around him, he groaned.
"Fuck... can I keep going?"
You nodded, bracing yourself, but the pain never got too sharp. He didn’t bottom out just yet, but even half of him made you feel stretched to your limits. Still, the thought of having him completely inside you made your whole body ache for more. You focused on relaxing, breathing slowly.
"Fuck... I want more. Give it to me. Please."
Mingi waited a few seconds, like he needed to be sure you were okay, and then did exactly what you asked. He was so gentle, so patient—you couldn’t have asked for a better first time. And then it happened. His cock slid all the way in, filling you to the hilt.
The feeling was overwhelming. You felt so full, so hot, so incredibly stretched.
"Tell me when I can move."
You pulled him in for a kiss, wrapping your legs around his waist.
"Move... please..."
Nothing could’ve prepared you for that. Not fingers. Not toys. Nothing. It burned at first, but not enough to stop. You were soaked, and the sounds—wet, obscene, addictive—only made you more delirious. You squeezed your eyes shut, trying to focus on how he moved inside you, how deep he was, how thick he felt.
But you needed to see it. You looked down, desperate to watch the way your pussy was taking him.
Mingi got the hint. He sat back on his knees, shifting your hips slightly so you could see it happen—see his cock disappearing inside you over and over.
"Play with your clit for me." He grabbed your thighs, his eyes fixed on where you were connected. "Fuck, you're taking me so well..."
You licked your fingers and started rubbing your clit. It was swollen, hypersensitive, and the added stimulation made you moan like a mess. You didn’t care. You just needed more.
"Feels good, baby?" He held himself deep inside you. "Think you can cum for me like that?"
"Yes..." You looked again, watching how slick his cock got each time he slid in. You didn’t stop rubbing, and soon your hips started moving too, chasing that feeling. You felt everything—his size, his weight, the way he hit that same spot his fingers found before—and it made you dizzy.
"You're clenching... keep going, baby. Use my cock. Get yourself off. Cum all over it."
You didn’t hold back. You rode him the way you needed, chasing your high, grinding and moaning and letting go. It didn’t take long. Your body locked up as your orgasm hit, your pussy squeezing him in waves while you screamed, head thrown back, completely undone. Mingi groaned with you, like your pleasure alone was driving him insane.
Your legs were useless now, limp from the intensity. You were still coming down when he started moving again—this time harder, faster, with no hesitation. All you could feel was pleasure.
"You're so hard... I can feel you. So deep..."
"Didn’t think you’d take cock this well, baby... Can I fuck you harder?"
"Yes... fuck me. Wanna feel you cum too."
For a second, you hated the condom, but it didn’t matter. Not when he started pounding into you like that. It was rougher, and you loved every second. Your body was sore but it felt too good to care. You heard his moans, his breath getting shakier as he got closer. He kissed you, bit your neck, and moaned against your lips when he finally came, filling the condom as his cock throbbed inside you.
God, that was insanely good.
You were caressing his back while he tried to catch his breath. You had just lost your virginity, and it felt so good you could barely believe it.
“So… good enough for your first time?” He slowly slid out of you, pulling off the condom and tying it up. “I’m really glad you chose me, gotta say.”
“It was amazing. Thank you… really.”
“You don’t have to thank me. I did you a favor, and as you can see…” He lifted the condom, still full. “I had a great time too. Huh… Did I hurt you?”
“Not at all. And… you know… is this a one-time thing? I’m sorry for asking that right now, it’s just…” You hesitated, suddenly aware of how exposed you were—and not just physically. “I… I don’t know. Forget it.”
“It doesn’t have to be. A one-time thing, I mean. If you want more…”
“I was just thinking that maybe next time you could… skip the condom, maybe?” Your voice dropped a little, more nervous now. “I was a virgin until now, and I take the pill. I just… really want to know how that would feel.”
“So… you’re asking me to creampie you?” He raised an eyebrow, smirking like the cocky bastard he was. “You know that feels like going to heaven, right?”
He looked so hot saying that, so confident, his body still glistening slightly from sweat. You couldn’t stop staring.
“I can do that, of course. Your pussy’s gonna look so pretty dripping with my cum…”
Your cheeks burned instantly, and you had to look away.
“Hm… feeling shy now? Bit too late for that.” He chuckled, tossing the condom aside and lying down beside you, his fingers lazily exploring your chest, your collarbone, your neck. “Ask me whatever you want. I’ll do it. I can be your first for a lot more things, you know.”
“That sounded like an invitation… want to keep me around?”
You turned to your side, facing him, still trying to process everything that just happened. Your legs were sore, your body still buzzing, and your brain felt like it had short-circuited somewhere halfway through.
Mingi looked over at you with that same cocky, satisfied smile, resting one arm under his head.
“I think I'll.”
A second later, he slid closer behind you, pressing his bare chest against your back and wrapping an arm lazily around your waist. You didn’t answer him, it wasn’t necessary. You just tangled your fingers with his and fell asleep.
Somehow, the crazy decision that led you to end up naked in his bed turned out to be the best one you’ve ever made.
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☆ iixch production
He’s family! He’s a dog.
synopsis: I just really love Titan (everyone’s favorite Great Dane!) and Simon’s dynamic, so here’s more of it!
warning: cursing
more Titan shenanigans: Pt.1 - Pt.2
Titan was usually a dick to Simon. He still was a dick to him, but less of one as of late, and Simon couldn’t tell why but- thank god almighty! You know how tiring it is to be knocked behind your knees, get your ankles nibbled on, with constant scratching and barking? Hell. It’s hell.
The only thing that sedated Titan was you, and because you and Simon have taken the next step in your relationship and you’ve moved in- Titan has been over the moon, because you spoil him tooth achingly rotten.
“Get the damn mutt down my bed.” Simon growls when he comes into his bedroom- he’s tired. exhausted from days work and just wants to sleep when he sees the devils hell hound on his side of the bed.
“But he wants cuddles….” You say cuddling into Titan side.
“He also wants to occasionally eat shit.” He huffs as he walks over to his side of the bed and tries to push the Great Dane down. Titan doesn’t budge.
“Baby you gotta ask him, nicely.”
“You’ve lost your goddamn mind, I am not asking him anything.” He tries again, Titan just smiles.
“Si, ask him.”
“Y/n, baby, no.”
You sigh at his stubbornness and decide to put aside your hope of him asking. “Titan, can you please lay to the foot of the bed?” You ask him motioning to the spot. And as if he spoke English the dog shifts down to the end of the bed.
“What has the world come to? I have to ask the mutt permission to lay in my own bed.” He mutters as he scoots under the sheets.
——
Simon started to notice the way you treated Titan, like he was a person or something, and it drove him crazy.
“One piece for me,” You whisper before taking a bite of bacon. It was noon and you and Simon… and Titan, were having a lazy Saturday. “One piece for you,” You give Titan a strip of bacon. He sat under the table head peaking between your thighs as you secretly fed him.
Simon’s the twitches as he knows your feeding hells hound. “Y/n, stop feeding it.” He says as he eats his eggs.
“First off, it is a he,” You say pretend you haven’t been dealing under the table, “and i’m not feeding him.”
“I can feel his tail slapping my legs with every piece you give him.” He says unimpressed. “He has dog food.”
“Just a little spoilage. He’s all muscle, he’s not fattening up anytime soon.” You say defending your cause.
Simon groans.
——-
Your lazy Saturday day consisted of cuddles, conversations and snacking. You’ve been in pjs all day. Simon was currently in the kitchen popping popcorn on the stove when he peers to the living room to see you.
“Y/n, that’s too far.” Simon says suddenly.
“What?” You ask taken back.
“You’re letting him rest his head on your tits!”
“I let you rest your head on my tits.”
“That is not the same.”
“I can make the argument that you’ve been down bad like a do-”
He shoots you a glare and you can’t help but laugh out loud.
——-
You both decided that you both needed to get some vitamin D, so you two were currently in the crisp Autumn air, arms linked and Simon holds Titan leash.
“How long have you had Titan?” You ask Simon as your head rest against his forearm, his arm protectively around your waist.
“Master Evil? I’ve had him since he was a pup. He was better than, back then he wasn’t a hellion. It’s been five years since I got him.”
“Yeah? You guys have been together for a while.”
“Eh, I guess after five years you gotta.” He thinks, “There was this one time, before I had him trained, I was out, and he ran out the back gate and when I got back it was so late and I couldn’t find him. Scared the shit out of me. Was out on the streets like a damn fool, random ass shoes on my feet as I find and chase him.”
You laugh and watch as Simon glances at Titan with melancholy and memories.
“He’s part of the family, huh?”
“Y/n please-”
“He is! You love him, despite all your complaints.”
“I don’t love him. I tolerate him.”
Titan suddenly stops walking and Simon runs into him, grunting as he trips.
“Never mind, take it back. He’s a bitch.”
“But he’s ours.”
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normally i wouldn't comment on posts like this but i can't not say something given that i'm also of chumash descent.
great that they're promoting conservation, but i implore people to be extremely cautious w/ boosting donation links/sites for this b/c a lot of what's out there, of people saying they're representing my tribe, are not giving the full story. often donations aren't going to the tribe, and if they do, it's some small portion that does not benefit nor speak for all of us, and it's especially frustrating when they're actively associating w/ people who claim tribal ancestry but we've been able to prove time and again that they're not. so when i see the phrase "chumash people" i can't help but be skeptical b/c of both these issues, that it's a for-profit initiative by someone who is not chumash and/or ignoring a significant portion of the tribe. and in this case, it's also disrespectful to see an organization run by non-chumash claiming they're preserving heritage when it's not theirs to begin with.
any friends who are living in California--
The Northern Chumash Tribal Council is having an event tomorrow to celebrate the public comment period for Chumash Heritage National Marine Sanctuary, September 20th at 11am-3pm at Morro Rock Jetty Beach, on the south side of Morro Rock at the end of Coleman Rd.
This rally is a great way to learn more about the Chumash Heritage National Marine Sanctuary, which is a really important initiative by the Chumash peoples to preserve the coastal ecosystems as well as protect important sacred sites. If you're not able to go, check out the website, sign up for the mailing list, and donate!
#rb'ed this earlier but then i mentioned it to my mom and she confirmed my fears#so once again my family having to be the bearers of bad news and (potentially) getting shit for it but like#i am So Tired of seeing my tribe only being represented by a bunch of fakers#and no one else wanting to call them out on it#sure this may seem petty but that's kinda the point; when people think 'oh who cares if they're not native; it's a good cause'#it's just perpetuating a long standing issue of pretendians getting thousands of dollars in donations and grant money#and giving None of it to the tribe they claim to be a part of#native tag
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Pairing: Joaquín Torres x Fem!Reader Summary: Joaquín loves referring to you as his wife after your wedding... even when it's driving Sam insane at work. Warnings: I don't think there are any. Word Count: 937 A/N: I had a request to write something about this and since the fic about Joaquín loving to be called husband has done so well, I thought this one would be a cute one. It's not very fluffy or romance based and Sam is in it a lot but I think it turned out pretty cute and funny and very Joaquín. Enjoy 💗
It’s uncharacteristically quiet inside Sam and Joaquin’s base. The two men are sat at their desks, eyes focused on their computer screens as they look up information about their next target, trying to memorise as much as possible before it’s inevitably time for them to save the world again.
Sam leans back in his chair and stifles a yawn. “So, when’s your girl coming by?” He asks, looking across the room at Joaquin, who is sat at his own desk, staring blankly at his computer.
Joaquin blinks, sitting up a little straighter at the mention of you, and turns to look at Sam. Despite the fact that staring at a computer screen is part of his job, even he’s getting tired of it today.
“Oh, my girl? You mean… my wife?”
Sam immediately regrets saying anything. Joaquin has been talking all morning about how you’re coming by to visit and take him out for lunch this afternoon. He’s been excited because you’ve never come to visit their base before and after marrying you last month, being apart from you is harder than ever.
The thing is, every time Joaquin mentions you lately he never mentions you by name. It’s always ‘my wife’ or some variation of it. Sam has never heard of anyone liking a word so much.
“If you say one more word I’m sending you home and finishing off this mission plan alone,” Sam sighs, turning back towards his own computer where he’s been reading up on their target.
For a moment, Joaquin just stares at Sam. “Okay, what’s so wrong about me referring to her as my wife? Just cause you’re not married doesn’t mean I can’t talk about my marriage, Sam.”
If it were anyone else, Sam would’ve been surprised by their confidence in saying something so bold directly to him. But with Joaquin… well, this is really just a regular Tuesday.
“Cause she has a name, man, and I don’t need you trying to rub the fact that you’re married and I’m not in my face, Joaquin,” Sam shakes his head. He’s not as annoyed about it as he sounds – he’s really just trying to get Joaquin to use your name for once. It’s almost like a challenge to him at this point.
As if you’ve been summoned, there’s a knock on the door of the base. You push it open a little, just enough to poke your head through to make sure you’ve got the right room. When you see Sam and Joaquin, you smile. “Am I interrupting?”
Joaquin springs from his chair and is across the room, wrapping his arms around you like he hasn’t seen you for weeks. He moves so quickly Sam barely even registers him moving.
“How you doin’, Mrs Torres?” Sam asks, spinning around in his chair so he’s facing you. He feels like he’s the one interrupting based on the way Joaquin is hanging off you like a koala.
You pull out of Joaquin’s arms, smiling a little at the way that he still keeps a hand on your waist. “I’m good, Sam. How has this one been today?” You point a finger towards Joaquin.
“The usual,” Sam grins. He knows that you immediately know what he means by that. His smile grows even bigger at the look on Joaquin’s face. “He’s talked about you so much that it’s felt like you’ve been in the office with us all day.”
Joaquin pouts a little but quickly removes the look from his face, not wanting Sam to notice and tease him about it later. “Hey, don’t talk about me like that to my wife, man.”
“Oh, here we go again,” Sam huffs out a laugh. He’s pretty sure Joaquin hadn’t even meant to say it that time, but he jokes with him anyway. “You can’t call her by her name just once?”
“I am. It’s ‘my wife’,” Joaquin protests, looking proudly between you and Sam as he says the words. Then, his grin fades. “Wait. That did not sound as good out loud as it sounded in my head.”
Sam puts a hand over his face and tries not to laugh.
Beside Joaquin, you’re also trying not to laugh. You hadn’t taken offence at his words – you knew what he meant by them. But his realisation was amusing.
“I’m sorry, angel. I know that’s not your actual name,” Joaquin apologises, his grip tightening on your waist a little. “It came out all wrong.”
You meet Joaquin’s eyes and smile at your husband. “I know what you meant, but you’re right. It did not sound good in the slightest.” You look over at Sam. “You mind if I steal him away for an hour or so?”
Sam shakes his head. “You can take him for the rest of the day as far as I’m concerned.”
“Hey,” Joaquin narrows his eyes at Sam.
“Go on,” Sam waves his hand at Joaquin, ignoring the look he’s giving him. “Your wife wants to take you out to lunch and you’re wasting time, Joaquin.” He smiles a little as he speaks, knowing Joaquin will enjoy him giving in and referring to you as his wife.
Joaquin smiles a little – just as Sam had expected.
You reach down and take one of Joaquin’s hands in yours. “Come on, husband. We have an hour and I intend to make the most of it. I’m sure Sam feels the same way.”
At hearing the word husband come out of your mouth, Joaquin’s smile grows. He happily starts to lead you out of the office, hand holding yours tight. “I’ll lead the way, my wife…”
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request: can i plsssss req dbf joel fingering you in the car while he’s driving while teasing you abt not being able to finger yourself cause you have nails. and when u catch an attitude he slows and u have to act like it doesn’t bother you but he knows it does, then u finally give in and beg to cum. i feel like reader would be innocent/inexperienced. thank you! word count: 947 words warnings: +18 minors dni, fingering, language, and kissing!

you shouldn't have worn the damn dress. not in his truck, especially not after that smirk he gave you across the dinner table when you leaned forward to grab the salt, your newly painted nails flashing in the candlelight, and your thighs parting just enough under the tablecloth for him to get a peek of your skin.
you’re not even thirty minutes into the drive back, and you already feel like you’re gonna crawl out of your skin. joel’s thick, rigid hand is between your legs. fingers all lazy and knuckles brushing the damp curve of your inner thigh. the windows are cracked just a little, the night air blowing soft through your hair, and the hum of the road underneath the tires might as well be a gotdamn vibrator with the way your whole body is buzzing.
his thumb strokes idly along the edge of your panties slowly like he’s got all the time in the world. “you keep shiftin’ in that seat like i’ve got a gun pointed at you.”
you glare over at him, chest tight, lip caught between your teeth.
“well, maybe if you actually did something with your hand instead of teasing me like an asshole—”
"hey," joel cuts his eyes toward you, mouth twitching. “watch that tone.”
you roll your eyes, but it’s a weak gesture, and he knows it.
he taps his fingers against your inner thigh. then slips one in, just under the edge of your panties, enough to feel the heat of your cunt.
“bet you tried to take care of this yourself, huh?” he mocks with a laugh. “what, couldn’t get those pretty little fingers in far enough?”
you shift in your seat again, thighs clenching tight, but his hand stays firm between you. you cross your arms and look out the window, stubborn. “they’re not little..and yeah, i can finger myself, actually.”
joel huffs out a dry laugh. “baby, you’ve got inch-long fuckin’ nails. you’d poke your own damn cervix before you’d get off.”
you don’t answer, mostly because he’s right and you hate it. hate how easy it is for him to take up every inch of space in your body and how good he is at this.
“you were prob’ly up in that bed,” he goes on, voice a little softer, dragging the words out, “fuckin’ whining all frustrated, tryin’ to get off with two fingers and endin’ up just rubbin’ your clit too hard without cumming.”
your cheeks burn as your hand grips your thigh hard. “you’re an asshole.”
joel finally slips a finger inside you. just one thick, shallow one. you breathe in sharply, bite the inside of your cheek to try to stay quiet.
he smirks, ready to mock you again.“but i’m not wrong, am i?”
you don’t answer him, refusing to give him that satisfaction. he curls the tip of his finger just enough to make you clench on his finger and squirm in your seat.
he keeps going..finger sliding in and out at a maddening pace—too slow, making you feel every second of it, but not enough to tip you over. you begin to bite your lip so hard it might bruise or bleed.
joel chuckles. “’s what i thought.”
you turn to glare at him again. your voice comes out rougher than you want.“you’re being mean on purpose.”
“yeah, well. you get mouthy, i get mean.” he adds a second finger, and your whole body tenses at the growing pleasure from his hands.
“joel—”
as soon as you speak, he slows down. so slow it feels like he's not moving, just unsatisfying thrusts.
your hand fists in your lap, eyes start sting.“that’s not fair,” you whisper.
he looks over at you, eyebrows raised, smugly. “’course it’s fair. you get attitude, you get edged.”
you try to act like it doesn’t bother you. try to sit still, cross your legs tighter, tilt your hips just a little to get more friction.
he hums, amused. “you’re twitchin’. can feel your little pussy grippin’ me. you wanna cum that bad, pretty?”
you stay silent, making his fingers still completely. you could help but let out a broken little breath that’s almost a whine.
“you were gonna make me beg anyway,” you mutter, glaring at the dashboard.
he grins, satisfied. “yeah..but it’s cuter when you try not to.”
you stare at the windshield, and exhale, turning your head toward him, voice coming out like a whine—putting your pride away.
“joel..please..want it so bad. promise i’ll be good, i promise.”
he groans like the words physically hit him, mutters something under his breath you don’t catch, and then his fingers are back in motion—faster this time, precise, curling into that perfect spot that makes your eyes roll back into your head.
you reach for the edge of the seat, gripping it hard, hips twitching toward him as he works you open. wet sounds echo obscenely in the cab—sounding so filthy.
“’s that what you needed?” he mutters, not even looking at you. “just had to ask nice, huh?”
“joel—fuck—i’m—”
“go ahead,” he says, voice dipping even lower. “cum all over my fuckin’ hand, baby.”
you're pussy clenches as you cum with your thighs trembling, mouth open, and whole body shaking quiet in the passenger seat while the truck hums along the empty road as if nothing’s happening.
joel’s fingers slow down and comes out warm and fully covered with you.
he licks them clean while keeping his eyes on the road; while you’re boneless in the seat, heart still racing.
he glances at you, smirking. “next time you give me attitude,” he says, “i’ll stop halfway through and make you walk home.”
you hum, dazed. “so worth it.”
his hand returns to your thigh, squeezing the fatty flesh. “we’ll see.”
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