#pls pls he's so extra in those animations
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eru-iru · 2 months ago
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Makoto in P5X congrats!!!
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exopelagic · 10 months ago
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talking to him more very much achieved. we just talked for like 4 hours in the kitchen holy shit I need to sleep
#I went into the kitchen to wash up wanting it to be a few minutes to get back to my parents by he came home at the same time#unsure what just happened honestly! as in I’m not sure what is going on from his end of the interaction#because I have never met anyone who would just do that before. like four hours straight when before we’d talked for periods of idk 10minutes#and he WAS engaged the whole time#granted he spent a significant amount of time talking. he talked far more than I did which is often the case but Im not sure how I felt here#I think he gets excited abt individual topics and. gets carried away is the wrong word but he gets absorbed in it#he spent a while talking me through the very complex maths he’s been doing recently#(he studies maths. also abt to start masters.) and was assuming a much stronger mathematical background than I have but I understood a bunch#he IS very good at explaining things and I was interested to a point but unfortunately I was not going to ask about individual theorems and#shit like that at 11pm. it was still super interesting I’m not downplaying that but I didn’t know half of what he brought up#there was basically no way I was going to understand much more than the vague concept anyway#anyway! also extremely into food. especially into traditional chinese cooking which is cool as fuck and I now know so much more abt food#I have never personally cared much at all about food. I enjoy when taste good and I enjoy cooking. he’s into the precision cooking#that he told me apparently Chinese and French food is the best in the world at. meant to be amazing at going for specific effects#oh he came back from a musical! apparently abt a woman with bipolar that was on in London I might check what that was. next to normal#cried 7 times. apparently he’s super into stories with that kinda emotional payoff. started telling me later abt tokyo animation#priest if you’re already seeing this I WILL be asking you abt it later but pls tell me whatever. he likes clannad and sound euphorium#bunch of others but those are the ones he talked most abt and started tearing up when he played me a song from clannad where the baby’s born#so I think biggest things I’ve learned are that he’s impressively in touch w his emotions (further damaging the straight guy case)#regardless it’s just nice to talk to a guy who talks abt stuff so openly it’s very refreshing#unsure how cultural differences factor in here. I would’ve expected it to go the other way but possible this is a degree more normal#and he’s very very academically minded. he learned Japanese bc was bored after high school and is doing a WHOLE lot of extra maths for fun#socially definitely very competent he’s very good at talking but a little more focused inward.#definitely did not notice the (admittedly extremely gentle) flirting throughout like when I complimented his bracelet#(this cute gold year of the rat thing his mum got him)#so yeah. was very fun talking to him. will process this for a while#I think this has definitely established that we could be friends if either of us pursue that after summer which is very cool!! will see#luke.txt
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wonryllis · 1 year ago
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watermelon sugar (m) | sim jaeyun.
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﹙ 🎬 ﹚ ぃ ────𝗶𝗳 𝘄𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗺𝗲𝗹𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝘂𝗴𝗮𝗿 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁?
preview. he’s the sweetest to you, one might confuse him for your boyfriend, but he’s not, he just your fuckboy of a roommate who treats you like a delicate candy, always looking out for you and never at you; or so you think.
or where, jake can't seem to get you off his mind no matter how hard he tries.
meet the cast. simp sim jaeyun(jake) with his obsession fem!reader
genre. and they were roommates trope, fuckboy soft for his girl trope, SMUT MDNI!!!, lots of toothrooting fluff, tiny speck of angst but not proper angst, drunk confessions?, only one who can control him/her trope, happy happy ending, crack/humor, domestic scenes(newly added) college fuckboy athelete roommate!jake with his candy!roommate girl. computer science & programming major!reader, exercise physiology major!jake, nonidol!au, soccer player!jake.
word count. 13,488 unedited! it's word vomit.
warnings. fingering, dry humping, dirty talkkk lots and lots of it, nasty freak jake with innocent(seems to be) girlie, experienced x inexperienced(virgin but has idea), pussy slapping, somewhat drunk sex but there's consent consent, oral (m rec.) different scenes, p in v (unprotected! but pls pls pls do not do this ever use protection!!!!!) multiple orgasms (f.rec), overstimuation(f.rec) and somewhat (m.rec), spitting? slight nipple play, jake is rough and filthy, with heavyyyyy corruption kink it's all throughout the story, strength kink, size difference “i worship the ground you walk on” energy but still dominant jake, jake has soooo many dirty inner thoughts about you it's innumerable. he's a simp for you so you're a slut for him— i guess that's them?
theme song. animals by maroon 5 (jake pov), into you by ariana grande (yn pov)
﹙★﹚ ࣪DRABBLES (find them here)
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` author notes. im sorry for making you guys wait three extra weeks I hope y'all still want to read this,, what do i say it was so horrible before the revamp, thankfully it's so much better now and the smut god, it was so hard to write it i hope it's good enough. REBLOGS AND FEEDBACKS ARE HIGHLY ENCOURAGED AND APPRECIATED!!
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“i don’t mind this feeling.”
YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO CALL IT, WHATEVER IS HAPPENING BETWEEN YOU BOTH, BUT YOU LIKE IT. IT FEELS SILLY AND FRAGILE AND GOOD. perhaps a little too good.
god forbid what you had done in your past life to get a roommate like jake, a complete package; a concoction of all classic kinds of roommate one could possibly expect. you aren’t complaining though he takes care of you in every way he possibly could. making you feel like his entire world revolves around you, from his time home to the hours he spends on the field. one would ask anything of him and his answer would surely include you in one way or another, everyone knew it, everyone could see it, the way he feels.
he makes you breakfast, he helps with the cleaning- you both actually have it planned to have a cleaning day every week to polish the apartment. he cooks for you and he does the dishes more often than not, the only exception being the time when you insist deathly on doing it yourself because come on you gotta do at least some thing around the house.
to add to the perfect mixture of god gifted man, he video games in his room with the door shut so that the sound of him shouting at the screen doesn’t disturb you. does the laundry- even your bras and underwear, he’s just too used to those clothings to give a care to get embarrassed (outwardly). he would never admit the way they get him all hot and bothered when he thinks of all the places those fabrics have touched. how wild his imagination runs and all the things he wishes he could do to you. all the sounds he could get, out of you and all the things you'd taste of.
you are his candy (well not exactly ‘his’ but according to him this nickname of yours is only and I repeat only reserved for him) literally because you are all over sweets all the damn time and figureratively because he’d die to have a taste of you; the forbidden fruit of his life, too innocent for a person like him to ruin. but lord would he give up everything to land a chance to lay his hands on you not so innocently.
this man does not give a fuck about who is not you, and maybe occasionally spare a care for his two best friends who so far have only been blessed enough to know your name because jake has made it clear that you're off-limits and if they ever dare to do anything given the opportunity he'd rip off their balls and feed it to ducks (he's serious he swears)
getting to the real point of your dynamic: the only drawback— jake sim is a renowned fuckboy on campus, the heartbreak prince and you, his miss americana as they all like to call it. it is a daily routine, having to find a new girl in the house and ofttimes hearing them even with your door closed and your hands pressed on your ears. at first it felt disgusting, then you got used to it, and now very recently you’ve been feeling weirdly dejected. a certain kind of hatred towards the girls, something you can’t pin point exactly to why and what it is.
“candy, my laptop broke down again!” jake's raspy voice dances through the little cracks of the bathroom door as you prepare for a quick shower. you sigh, tightening the towel wrapped around you before stepping out. a short knock at his batman poster door left ajar, and he's whipping his head to have a look at you as if he knew you'd be in the middle of washing up. a little secret, yes he knew because everytime ahead of bathtime you make sure to have a sip of your watermelon slush stack from the fridge and the sound of it's door reaches his room just right to let him know.
he remains seated on his bed, a sheepish smile on his face. your eyes fall at his desk to see his laptop closed, he tricked you, and like always you fell for it,“maybe if you used your school laptop to study instead of playing games on it, this wouldn't happen all the time. but i assume you probably did it to get me here, it’s not gonna work everytime yun,” you click your tongue in feigned annoyance making him grin wider,“well it does work everytime though,” he knows how to have you on his tail just like you know how to have him wrapped around your finger. it only seems fair, you both know what gets the other going and you use it to your advantage.
“what is it?” asking in a sing song tone, you plop down on his desk chair. spinning in rounds with your legs out swinging, hands gripping onto the arms of the chair while looking up at the phosphorescent glow-in-the-dark stickers you had forcefully put up on the ceiling of his room. a funny memory of jake trying to stop you because it would defeat the whole image of his room only to fold when you gave him the puppy doe eyes, baby talking that you really wanted to do it. it doesn't take much to have jake cave in, just one look from you and the boy is a flatline. fuckboy? he is that to everyone but to you he's practically whatever you want him to be, though you have never really had a talk about it.
“actually eunsang, she-” there is a hesitation is his tone you are well aware of, having almost a clear idea of what he's about to say,“i told- no warned you not to get involved with her for a second time, didn’t i?” you scold, feeling that little twinge of hurt knowing he probably will keep on being involved with girls like this no matter what you say. it's the one thing where you don't have him under your spell. or that's you think, i mean you you have no idea do you of how much he wants you. just like how you have no idea how much you want him.
“yes but it happened and now she’s after me all the time, she even showed up to my soccer practice yesterday! please just this one time, please help me get rid of her,” clamping together his hands in a plea, jake pouts as best as he can, giving you his puppy eyes. but when you don’t show a reaction of any sort he resorts to the next best guaranteed thing: bribery,“i’ll buy you tons of watermelon lollipops! from your favorite brand that too!” eyes sparkling with hope and expections of having you fall for it, like you do every single time, he waits. albeit patterns break, in everything and everyone.
“no, i’m on a diet. i gave up on sweets, what if i get diabetes? will you,” you point at him dramatically,“take responsibility?” to which his stance morphs into one of stunned. he would gladly take responsibility for you at any given chance, but it's one of more gravity and significance than diabetes. and he's sure he's not one you should be in care of as more than anything that you are right now. he's too corrupted and you are too naive.
“yes of course i’ll help you take your meds and-” he mumbles in a quick, hurried note aware that you’ll not let him answer if he’s not fast enough. you still beat him to it though, speaking loud over and above his voice, to drown out his words despite hearing them quite clearly,“will you? NO you will not! so let me just shower peacefully before i get the urge to lock you in the bathroom when you’re in there later,” with a silence after, one that has jake grinning again at your cuteness, you take it as a que to rush out swiftly. trying to make it to the bathroom before he decides to use his strength against you and hold you down wherever he wants. which though hasn't been often, has always left you breathless and flustered to a point you refuse to admit.
training to become an athlete, a buff center forward in comparison to you who barely puts effort into doing even a little bit of yoga once a month. it’s obvious he’ll have you give in if he wants but he’s too sweet to force you. and of course it's obvious, the tension of the strength kink that looms over in the room.
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it comes as a shock to you when the next day, the first thing you see waking up in the morning and walking into the living room: is eunsang standing by the kitchen counter. and important point: clad in one of jake’s dress shirts that you recognize from doing his laundry occasionally, pouring herself a glass of water. oh you had to see this coming, this is jake we're talking about will be really ever like ever not bring over girls? no matter if they're clingy or not. the answer is ambiguous and definitely not to your favor.
she’s shares a small smile upon noticing you, a friendly smile which you know is obviously fake. she’s doing it just to look good and polite in jake’s eyes. just to show that she's not bothered by you, because as said everyone knows if they don't like you then they automatically are on jake sim's blacklist. and being the star player of the team, his acquaintance is more or less influential to a large extent, so note to be taken be nice to candy to not be on the cross out list.
however as sad as it is to say it’s of no use. she’s not even there in his eyes to begin with. the moment the jake comes out of his room, his field of vision doesn’t include her. passing by her very visible figure like she’s a microscopic bug to ruffle your hair in a dotting manner, his morning voice coming out in an adoring essence,“good morning, candy,” he smiles and scrunches up his nose when he notices the baby cat you both adopted last month, curled up in the corner of the couch,“and mei,” he acknowledges your pet kitty but not the girl he brought home, that should speak volumes to you, jake thinks. treating you like candy of his world you are, shouldn't that be the ultimate giveaway of his feelings? like even his hookups can see how down bad he is for you why is it that you're the only one who can't? he wants you to know but at the same time he feels he's not right for you, a dilemma he handles by fucking up over and over again.
wishing him morning in response you give him a look which silently delivers your question of what is going on. you did hear them last night (more like her), but you didn’t know it was her her. you weren’t even expecting her to be the one. after the conversation with jake yesterday, she was the last person you would have ever assumed. he sends you a flying look that he’ll explain everything later, shushing you off before you speak out loud.
“yunie,” your ears perk up at her voice, eyes narrowing in a deadly stare at the nickname you exclusively call him with, leaving her crusty mouth. certainly, like jake you blossom a definite possession over names too. perhaps it's the effect of living with him 24/7 but you seem to have picked up a lot of his antics.
jake’s eyes shift to look at you for a moment and then he’s running a hand through his hair, dropping his sweet conduct to get back into his usual cold fuckboy self. he absolutely does not like the way your brows turn down and the pretty smile you were previously adorning for him falling off your pretty lips. he can tolerate anything but seeing you bothered in any way. “you’re still here? it's better if you leave soon, candy doesn’t like all this,” walking around her to the other side of the counter and into the kitchen to open the upper cabinets, jake ignores her like a plague as if he wasn't showing her heaven last night. but alas, nothing comes above you, she should have known that.
“what do you want for breakfast candy? should i make you some toast? or do you want your usual dose of sugar?” his palms rest on the granite countertop, leaning against it slightly while turning to fix his gaze on you. it makes eunsang rage with anger, throwing you a demeaning look before she disappears into jake's room.
the moment his bedroom door closes, you feel the unfamiliar weight on your shoulders relax a tad bit,“my watermelon slush please,” finding your cozy spot on the kitchen counter, you give him your most adorable pout feeling like you had to gain back his warmth after the hookup. your legs dangle over the height between, toes softly brushing against jake's calves every two seconds. watching him prepare your drink, you decide to voice out the thing that had been disturbing since the moment you walked out your room,”did you like make a friends with benefit kind of arrangement or something?” it comes out in a low whisper, afraid if you said it too loud it'd come true. the thought of it disturbs you for some reason, it’s not new for you to see random girls in your apartment; or to hear them while they’re at it. yet it still gives you a sort of uneasy feeling, something you do not like feeling.
“it was a last time kind of deal actually,” he stops briefly to give you a quilty smile. finishing your sweet slushy just as eunsang hastily steps out, wearing what you assume her clothes from the previous night. she slows down to observe as jake hands you the cup, repulsively watching you take a sip,“is it good?” hearing him speak in a tone way different than the one she’s acquainted with him using with her has stomp her way out in a grumpy fit.
looking up from the edge of your cup with hopes to give her a sly stare, your eyes follow her figure, flinching silently when she bangs the door close harshly,“bitch,” you comment, hooded orbs shifting back to jake who scowls in disapproval,”language candy,” he reminds, knowing very well it does nothing to stop you.
“sorry yunie but she's so agressive, and for what?” you whine.
“from what i’ve seen, you’re way more aggressive,” jake laughs softly, index finger coming to poke at your cheek tenderly.
with full cheeks, you grin like a cheshire cat and jake feels his heart rate speeding up, who gave you the permission to be the cutest person he's ever known? the urge to kiss you just keeps growing with each passing day and with with each little sneaky smile and doe eyes you give him.
“we need to get the groceries this week, i have after classes soccer practice for the next four days and we're not gonna last that long,” the thought of spending the next four evenings alone in the unit is gloomier than the half assed ham and cheese toast jake makes for himself. if only you said yes to some proper breakfast, his taste buds and stomach wouldn't be suffering so much.
you nod as if he has eyes on his back, knowing well he's gonna want you with him but not force you, if you'd say no. whatever you want, is whatever he does.
“‘m gonna go take a shower first then,” hopping down, you place your empty mug in the sink, and skip to your room to take your bath supplies.
“let’s shower together,” jake's friskiness thrives in the way he shouts with an undertone of mischief. watching you with a teasing gaze as you step out the threshold of your bedroom door. a tiny smirk spreading onto his lips when you scrunch your nose in a grimace. cute, he mouths thinking you wouldn't notice but god you do. he's clearly joking but you can’t help feeling flustered internally. keeping up with his flirty and touchy stunts and tricks should have made it easier for you by now, but over a year in and you're yet to find yourself getting used to it. he’s too attractive and hot to get used to; at least that’s what excuse your brain gives you, which honestly is true to some extent. his looks score a lot of points and you can't deny that.
“and if we get locked in there, who’s gonna get us out? you know the door lock has problems,” you complain in a soft groan which, in his eyes is more adorable with the little annoyance you show. if you think you could ever intimidate him, you probably will because he'll melt right away to even think of a counter back.
his stance straightens at that, a fleeting look of flabbergast clouding his face before he’s breaking out in a taunt of smile, eyes closing in on you in a brazen look,“so does that mean if the lock was fine you’d actually shower together with me,” he feels this triumph of emotions, a sudden rush of sugar at the realization that'd probably maybe perhaps someday let him get in the shower together with you. the sheer excitement he experiences through his veins is over the roof, just the possibility of something so intimate with you is a bite of golden spoon for him.
he purposely stops all he’s doing to stare at you, moving his eyebrows cheekily, trying to provoke you,“i never said that,” you stick your tongue out at him, closing the door in a soft slam and crying out a ‘you’re sick in the head!’
“only for you!” jake yells back, chuckling to himself as he leaves the room.
two hours later you’re both strolling through the isles of shelving, bright florescent lighting, end displays of popular products, sale signs, banners with store mottoes, isle signs with product locations, rows and rows of household products and everything you'd always spend lots of time looking through until jake has to drag you back home.
he pushes the cart while you look around for items to throw in and cross out one by one from your checklist. the way you both discuss and bicker over what to keep in the cart and what not to every two minutes will lead any sane person to conclude you as a couple. you both would also admit it feels as such. how he insists on taking what you like while you argue that you’re on a diet and need to cut down on the consumption and desires of your sweet tooth. it feels sweet, he feels sweet. and you make him want to coddle you so bad, like what do you mean you're on a diet? you're perfect already. too perfect for him.
“i’m taking the pop tarts!” you hear him shout from two or probably three Isles away while you look through some new make up launches,”…okay fine!” capturing the attention of an old couple who glance at your way and mutter something you don’t quite catch but you assume it’s probably about how annoying you both are, shouting at the mart.
“yunie look these are so pretty,” you point at the line of lipgloss as jake comes over with cart. he hums in agreement, watching you scan through the shades in an animated mood, mumbling over the names and speaking of how it'd look good for an everyday look or with summer dress you recently got. oh how smitten he feels, observing the way you seem so pumped up simply over gloss.
“there's no mirror— “
“try it on me,” oh he's bewitched under your spell.
jake stands still as you apply the mauve on him, staring at you through hooded eyes,”oh, this one’s really pretty on you!” you beam, looking up at him as if he could see it too.
“it'd look prettier on you,” he's hardly able to whisper out, gaze trained on the way you part your lips while you wipe it off his and apply another. if he didn't have a strong self control, by now he would have shoved his tongue down your throat in the dirtiest and messiest kiss you'd ever known. knocking your breath out, as well as his. he's already on the verge of losing it with every little touch you leave on his lips, wetting your own as a habit.
“which one should i take?” you ask something cutely, jake almost feels guilty for the thoughts swimming in his head.
“i’ll buy all of it for you, we can do something like a chapstick challenge you know. the one where you kiss and guess the flavor,” he teases loving the tiny exasperated glare you throw him. “yunn, be serious! which one?”
“these two?” he points to ones you commented were pretty feeling impatient at the conjured up image of you wearing the colors on with you tiny, sexy little sundresses you got hidden in your closet. please feel guilty man he thinks.
in the end jake (successfully) convinces you to continue your diet later over the summer break offering to help you with it. and grabs a bunch of packets of your favorite snacks, your favorite brand’s watermelon lollipops and not to forget the fruit itself. checking all out he insists on carrying everything himself, only handing you the little bag that held your lollies in case you'd want one on the way back.
the subway is more crowded than usual, scarcely any seat left. it takes you a whole minute to scan around for an empty one, immediately encouraging jake to take it. a silly game of rock paper scissors to decide who stands, insisting firmly that he sit when you end up winning. the grocery bags rest by his foot and you stand between his legs, holding onto the bar wobbling every now and then. it’s just one stop left when jake suddenly pulls you onto his lap, adjusting you comfortably on his thighs and placing his hands on your legs possessively. you turn to look at him, lashes brushing against his skin and lips parting in the slightest at the adrenaline you feel pumping into your fast beating heart. the muscles in his chest feel firm at the faint touch of your back against him, the thumping of his own heart similar to that of yours.
he leans closer to whisper in your ear,“that creep right there kept staring you up and down,” pointing with a discreet move of his eyes as he drills holes through his stern gaze fixed on the said guy. you on the other hand, grow hot with irritation, perhaps just as hot and bothered you are feeling jake pressed so close. an abrupt and sharp impulse of anger.
“i’ll show him the fuck he was staring at," you mutter out, teeth gritted, and hands almost forming into fists, expression as innocent as always. jake seems to catch on to what you’re about to do and before you can get up from lap, his hold on you gets tighter,"okay, i know you hate this candy, but i don’t want you getting hurt in any way, if he does anything i’ll make sure to set him right, for now i think he got it that he’s not gonna stare at you however he wants,” hand grabing yours in gentle caresses along the expanse of your arm. delicate and slow like a soothing rub. his touch just as enticing and stimulating it is, is also calming, knowing exactly how to pacify your hot headedness. jake finds that really hot about you, the way you look like you couldn't harm a bug but he's seen you throw kicks and punches (for the right reasons) ‘looks like a cinnamon roll, could kill you’ he never knew that's his type. sometimes and really only some rare times he wonders if you're not as innocent as he thinks you are, getting rock hard at the thought of it, dick twitching multiple times imagining you saying and doing things that an angel like you shouldn't be.
for the rest of the ride he manages to lull you back to your sweet candy mode, making you laugh at his lame pick up lines, and occasionally tickling your sides. head falling back into his shoulder in cute giggles and hips rolling on him, damn only he knows how bad he's holding back. as shameless as he is he'd probably jump your bones right infront of everyone to see. thankfully you bring the decency in your relationship.
when your stop comes, he intertwines his fingers you as you walk out the compartment, just in case you decide to give the dude a slap before leaving.
“'m gonna flatten out all your abs today, you'll need to gym again,” jake chuckles, feeling you roll over his body like mei’s lint roller as he lays on your favorite fluffy kuromi rug typing away on his laptop an essay deadlined for tomorrow. the weight of your body on and off and the touch of your hot skin he feels funsies,“you do this all the time, candy and my abs have never left. how can i let them? knowing how much you love it,” reaching behind to hold you still on his back. you are glad he can't see the way your cheeks warm up at that, a bashful look on your face remembering all the times he's caught you ogling at his body.
“why are you sulking?” he asks when you don't respond with a whine like you usually do. aware that you behave this way either when you’re over the top bathing in happiness or dissatisfied with something.
“’m gonna gain weight now because of you, i’ll see all the snacks and sweets in the pantry and not be able to resist binge eating,” you lightly punch at the curve of his shoulders, dropping your head into the crook of his neck in a pout. jake turns around swiftly to hold you in a hug, wanting nothing more than to cheer you up,“i love your belly anyhow, whether it’s visible or not,” giving the plump flesh of your stomach a zephyr-like pinch. you wince playfully drawing back inches to tease him only to drop down into his arms to hug him back seconds later,“yeah whatever,” his words make you feel butterflies, a turmoil of frenzy and fuzzy feelings, cheeks growing warm once again, and the warmth spreading all over your mind this time. why does he have to be so sweet to you?
you both stay like that for a while breathing slowly, and taking in the comfort of a hug, the room saturated with a restful and serene silence. you’re the first to pull away,“you should finish that essay, i have to prepare for my test next week,” jake groans at the loss of your touch, wailing out with his hands as you leave the room.
”i’m joining you as soon as i finish this!”
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four days later on the weekend, you sit on the couch alone, wrapped in the thin lilac charmeuse blanket jake got for you (he said it the softness of it, reminded him of you.) waiting for your him to join you. eight in the morning with ‘tangled’ running on the tv, it's not something jake would ever want to do, but he gives in because you like it; bonus sometimes when you get a little sleepy, he grabs the chance to cuddle you as close as he can, leaving a few fluttering kisses on your temple and cheeks. he's grateful you never say anything about it and just let him be.
“yunie, can you pass me the watermelon in the fridge? the one from yesterday,” you spare a quick glance towards jake as he walks out his room. his headset rests loosely around his neck, half naked, wearing only a pair of sweatpants and his black hair all dishevelled: looking even more messier due to the perm he got last week. “yeah sure,” the rasp in his voice as he mumbles out softly gives away the fact that he probably stayed up all night again.
taking the half a piece of watermelon out and grabbing a spoon, jake scoops out a small little portion. going up to your slouched figure on the couch, and extending it out for you to eat,“here you go, candy,” he does it quite often, infact he loves to feed you. seeing your cheeks full and your eyes sparkling makes him feel fond as much as it turns him on. picturing you the same way on your knees between his legs with his dick stuffed in your mouth. choking and gagging on him, tears dropping down your pretty eyes while you stare up at him with this same doe look. it'd be heaven. even more so if he would have to teach you how to do it right, further fueling the massive corruption kink he seems to have harboured after meeting you.
he passes you melon after you take the bite, sitting beside you with his legs crossed. eyes trained on the way you fill in more in your mouth than you can handle, face all round and full,”eat slowly,” he flicks at your forehead.
“do you want to go buy a new sofa at ikea tomorrow? this one’s pretty small,” he adds a minute later, raising his brows subtly.
“well, first of all i didn’t plan to have a roommate and secon- i swear if it’s for your hook-ups i’m kicking you out!” it comes out in a yell, voice raising with every syllable before you spit a seed at him. one that due to your bad aiming skills instead of landing on his face, falls and sticks to the skin of his chest. damn those muscles they get you feelings things you probably shouldn't be.
putting away the watermelon on your tea table, you pick up mei and settle her on your lap, pulling back your blanket which had slipped off in a crackle of laughter,“this is public space have some decency before you have such thoughts!”
“stop making me appear like a horndog!” he laughs along, whinning at your false accusations in giggles and a look of faux disbelief.
“well that is exactly what you are!” you throw the closest cushion at his face. grinning with your signature cutesy doe eyes and jake is a goner. he always is.
“no don't do this me,”
“change the sheets then, it's your turn this week,” turning away from him, you fix your eyes on rapunzel climbing down the tower. trying to avoid the way he stares at you with betrayal, immediately scooting over to tickle you.
“you cheeky liar it's your turn,” his hands glossing over your ticklish areas.
“i love you,” in a fit of uncontrolled giggles, you shout. pushing against him to escape only to have your wrists pulled away, held together in a tight grasp and pinned above your head. “candy! i love you is not gonna get you out of chores come on i'll help you. we'll watch tangled later. together, i promise,” his laughter dies down with every word he utters, whispering out the last part as he becomes aware of the proximity between you two. so close you both think, breaths slowing down and heartbeats picking up the pace with each passing second.
“we're doing this okay?” jake whispers again, albeit, his tone a tad bit more heavy and bothered. an ambiguous daze clouding over, as if he is talking about something entirely different than just changing sheets. a twinge of lust bubbling inside. having you under him like this makes him realize just how desperately he wants you, and how bad his strength kink blooms for you. to have you whimpering and moaning, gaze all hazy as you let him do whatever he wants with you. damn he feels his dick twitch at that, gulping nervously hoping you wouldn't notice.
“you look like eugene,” you mumble out suddenly and jake feels his thirst rise off the roof, because the size difference between the characters? he wouldn't deny he thought of you the first time he saw the animation. wanting you have you in his arms the same way.
“then you must be my rapunzel,” you feel even more flustered if that's possible, your stomach twisting and twirling at his words until,”now come on we gotta keep the house clean for mother gothel,” jake let's his grip on you loosen, taking a moment to get off you.
“yunie!”
“i'll make you some sweet soy-glazed potatoes too later,” he voice drowns out as he enters you bedroom first.
“well i guess it's okay then,” you giggle following after him.
“candy that's not how you tuck in the corners,” jake scolds you for nth time, running after you to fix the edges you mess up deliberately time and again. “hey! candy! get down!” you make it a chaos for him, jumping onto the unmade bed and messing up the sheets all the way.
“oops,” there's a devilish grin on your face as jake pauses to watch you have your sugar rush episode.
“if you wanna wrestle again and end up under me, just say so,” he teases, inching closer and grabbing you by the waist. you both laugh again as if you weren't dripping with need for each other just moments ago. he picks you up and walks to the door putting you down by the sill,”i seriously need to get this done, you go and peel the potatoes for me,” you can't cook for the sake of god and letting you use knives is like a deathwish, jake can only hope peeling will keep you busy and safe enough to not end up with cuts anywhere.
the doorbell rings just as you step into the kitchen, walking back to the front in a sluggish sigh. feeling utter regret for answering the door, the instant you notice the figure outside. not wanting to reveal the presence to jake, you shut the door behind.
he peeps out your room at the sound of it, shrugging it off as nothing because you’ve done it lot many times: when your friends show up because you simply don’t want them to fall under his radar as prey.
you spare an indifferent glance at the way eunsang stands tall; hands folded with a cocky look on her rather gorgeous face. she's a beauty and you hate to admit that, a vibe so opposite of you it makes you insecure considering jake's hooked up with her more than a few times. “i’m here to see jake,” she states, tilting her head to point over at the closed door, all the sugary honeyed act she keeps up around him nowhere to be seen.
“and he doesn’t want to see you, didn’t he tell you it was the last time,” you counterattack, folding your arms and straightening up to look intimidating. your stare is one of taunt, carrying a gaze of boredom in hopes to establish that you're one to reckon with.
“are you jake? i said i want to talk to jake not you,” her heels click in impatience and underlying disgust in the tone she uses with you gets on your nerves.
you close your eyes for a moment trying to calm the annoyance in you before it turns into anger, tongue poking at the side of your cheek, “and are you deaf? i said he does not want to talk to you,” assert dominance, assert dominance you repeat over and over in your head.
but what she says next makes you lose your temper.
jake, the very epicenter of it all, on the other hand has no idea of what's going on outside until there's a scream that sounds too much like you, one turning into many more. it's frantic and inhumane, the speed at which he runs out. dropping everything and anything. there in broad daylight he finds you and eunsang trying to rip each other's hair out in the thankfully empty hallway. he doesn't know if he should be worried more about your scalp hurting or your throat tearing from how loudly you scream over eunsang. his hands flail as he contemplates on breaking the fight or letting you calm down, which you probably won't as he knows. he grabs onto eunsang's hands on your head trying to loosen her grip on your hair, concerned over the pain you must be feeling while you're there now trying to kick her between her legs. she's shocked to say the least, watching him latch you off her in a swift motion and throw you over his shoulder. he takes you back inside quickly, groaning at your fists pounding against his back in a protest,”fucking let go of me! i’m gonna give her a good piece of my mind!”
“candy language!” putting you down by the kitchen softly, he grasps the side of your arms and forces you to look into his eyes,“stop fighting all the time, stay here i’ll talk to her, okay?” he speaks slowly as an attempt to calm you. when you wiggle off in a scornful shrug, he asks again, this time moving to cup your face, a tender look in his eyes,“okay?” you nod in a defeated sigh and he's out the door before you can say anything else. you're upset, really upset, you know what you did outside was not decent yet you can't get over the fact that he left you in here to go back to talk to her. he was on your tail last week trying to beg you to help him get rid of her and even shooed her out the unit harshly, what more is there to talk about?
truth to be told, this was how he first met you, or should he say saw you. it was the move in day, he had all the necessities for the week packed in a travel suitcase, with the other stuff to be brought in later on. he was waiting for the elevator in the lobby, more tense and anxious than ever to meet the girl he was going to be living with a good four years of his college life. hoping she'd not treat him like some stranger, or be someone impossible to get close to hash live with. along with little bits of curiosity and hopes again, that she'd be a pretty and sweet girl maybe someone help could form some kind of benefits with.
however never in a million years did he ever expect it to be the cute yet fierce girl in the elevator. to say he was flabbergasted would be an understatement, he was literally blown off his feet, scared or impressed, his confusion was massive. when the doors of the elevator had opened he had found you slapping a middle aged man,”fun? you think groping my butt ‘s fun, you sicko,” kicking him in the balls next. hard. jake had gulped at that, hard. heart on a pause. the look of feigned innocence on your face as you did all that. damn jake swears it was that moment he fell. maybe not romantically but you definitely got his dick hard.
you looked super cute, and you knew how to fight, jake thought he hit the jackpot when you turned out to be his roommate. pretty you were, definitely, and sweet wasn't even a question; you were sweet to him and you are a lot of sweet. the only thing that remains a mystery till now is if you'd taste as sweet. jake hopes he can find that out.
he returns a few minutes later, lips pursed in a small smile as he shuts the front door. it grows even wider when his eyes find you,“so your soy glazed potatoes,” he chuckles walking over to the kitchen and getting other things out.
“she called me a slut for living with a guy like you and i was in the midst of giving her a lecture on actually how good of a person you are-” you bang on the counter with a thud and turn around to face him,“and you dragged me in!” whinning in a pout that looked as upset as your furrowed brows.
jake glances over in amusement, halting to give you another grin as he boops your nose gently,“my darling candy, i’m only good to you,” the glare you throw his way only makes him snicker with adoration. the little flicker of bashfulness you feel making you break out in a smile which (thankfully, for you) jake doesn't notice.
“whatever, i’m gonna take a long shower. do not disturb me!” you leave in a rush afraid if you stay too long he'd see it all on your face.
ten minutes later, as you tiptoe to get your favorite shower gel from the shelf above the mirror, luck decides to remind you why you shouldn't ever stay away from jake sim. feet slipping on the wet floor, body colliding against the cold tiles in a thud loud enough to have jake come running.
“candy, you're okay? what happened? should i open the door? ‘m coming in,” his voice is laced with worry, snapping open the door to find you laying flat down, though to his relief not unconscious. he picks you carefully, bringing you to your room and seating you on the edge of the bed to check for any injuries. hands delicately caressing all over and asking if it hurts any where,”you're so clumsy, always getting me worried like shit,”
“language,” you giggle, trying to make him laugh and it works.
“sorry, just please be careful, okay?” his fingers brush back your hair as you give him a small nod,“do you feel pain anywhere?” another nod, and this one ticks his alarms.
“where!” your fingers reach out to press against the brooding crease between his brows, attempting to remove the frown from his face. and jake melts at that, feeling his heart flutter at your cuteness, god he loves this side of you so much.
“you little demon, look what happens if you don't shower with me,” laughing out together, oh how he wishes it were like this forever. and jake sim has never thought of a forever ever before.
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a month passes by in the blink of an eye, your routines and relationship staying the same as always, classes, his soccer practice and your weekly cleaning day. but what seems to have changed is his routine of bringing over girls, the number alarmingly cutting down day by day (which currently sits at zero) and what you haven’t noticed- his display of affection towards you growing more and more. yet you think nothing special of it, assuming that perhaps now he got a grip over himself. which is partially true. jake thought of you as deserving someone better, so it was only right that he became better. and what better way than to start with quitting the position of campus’ resident fuckboy.
after an all nighter the previous day, coming back from your classes you get straight to bed. changing you clothes and getting tucked under the blanket from around eight in the evening. jake returns from his soccer practice later, unaware of the fact that you're already passed out. opening your door to let you know of his night out plans,“candy, i’m gonna go out with jay and sunghoon! make sure to have your dinne- oh you were sleeping? i didn’t know i’m so sorry candy,” he mumbles out in a soft whisper towards the end, supressing a smile watching your sleepy figure under the covers. trying to rub out the drowsiness from your eyes; heavy blinking and a small pout, his cute girl.
“it’s okay no need to get up, go back to sleep, i’ll be back in the morning,” approaching the bed as you lay back down, he pats your head in a 'sleep well’ before leaving.
it's probably past midnight when you wake up to constant ringing of calls. fumbling around for your phone in a daze only to find a dozen calls from an unknown number and a bunch of texts from the same. it's jay, asking you to get jake from the bar they're at. saying the guy's refusing to go back with anyone that's not you: whining for your presence and making it hard for his two friends.
'where is my candy?’ jay and sunghoon are sick and tired of hearing it all night.
by the time you get him back to the apartment, it's three and your bones hurt from the weight of his body leaning all over you. it doesn't help that all he does is giggle and throw himself over you. there's been a lot of times you have seen him drunk, probably more than a dozen, but he's never looked as wasted as today. sunghoon told you it's because he drank way more than usual, and unbeknownst to you that you are the sole reason, you wonder of the things that plague his mind to the extent of drinking so much.
dragging him into his room you have him sit on his bed, going through his closet and getting him a pair of sweatpants and the first shirt you can grab. “come on yunie, get changed,” you hand him the clothes, turning away when he takes everything off nonchalantly. even though he likely would rather want you to look, from the many times he's said it before ‘why’re you looking away, candy it's all for you,’ his exact words. the bane of your existence.
after he's changed, you wipe the sweat off his body with a wet towel as much as you can. giving him a glass of water before leaving for your room when he grabs your wrist and stops you with his puppy eyes.
in the morning, around noon jake is the first one to wake up and having no memory of the previous night besides the fact that he was drunk. he sits at his desk chair, hands in his hair, watching you sleep on the other side of his bed, clad in his shirt. it’s like he feels everything is over and done from here. he did what he swore never to do, this was the very first thing he pinned on his mind as an important note: not using you even if he has very obvious feelings for you. he tugs on his hair in frustration, angry at himself for not staying in his lane when drunk. with his head hung in guilt, he doesn't notice you stirring awake, sitting up at the sight of his hunched figure.
“yun? are you okay? is the hangover severe? should i make you something for it?” startled at your soft voice, he flinches visibly. a thousand scenarios running through his mind and not one ends up good.
“you don’t even know any hangover recipes,” jake mumbles almost inaudibly.
“i can just search on the internet and try my best, it’s not like i’ll give you anything inedible,” you teaee, trying to lighten the heavy atmosphere you feel in the air.
it takes him a moment to speak again, sounding as miserable as he has never before,“candy i’m,” he halts, gulping to hold back the lump in his throat,“i’m sorry, i really didn’t mean to, i don’t why i, it's all my fault,” he stops again, leaving you confused and dumbfounded,“what are you saying? what apology?” it is when his eyes shift to stare at what you’re clad in, staying there for a hard minute when you get a rough idea of what he could be thinking of. your cheeks grow hot at the realization, shaking your head when unholy images pop up in your subconscious.
but the butterflies fly away just as fast as they came as his words dawn uppn you. even if it didn’t happen the fact that he wouldn’t mean it, want it, regret it has something in you twisting in pain, are you so bad? or that he actually really thinks of you as his little sister? that you read his affections wrong, assumed his feelings differently? your heart breaks more than a little at that.
“why? is it because i’m not like the others you have been with? because i’m not like eunsang? or because i’m not her? the one you were smiling so hard after talking to? are you dating he-”
“that’s the problem! you’re not like her! you’re not like anyone i've known before! you’re special and i’m afraid i’ll lose you, things will change and just i’ll have to get over you without even getting a chance,” it's the first time he's ever raised his voice at you, and the first time ever he's sounded so desperate, weak and dejected. so vulnerable.
the split moment of sadness dissipates with every word that sinks in. the revelation of a(n after)drunk confession. the fact that you're a different kind of special to him, that he would want a chance to be with you, that he's afraid to lose you. you supres the urge to laugh when it all settles into your understanding. having a better grasp over the bigger picture. your steps are slow and calculated as you walk over to him, sitting across his lap and cupping his cheeks in a fleeting breath of courage. his eyes almost bulge out when you brush your lips lightly against his, mumbling softly,“nothing happened, but if you still want i can give you a chance, it’s going to be hard though tolerating me, think wisely,” you giggle and jake malfunctions for an instant before grabbing you in a tight hug, burying his face into the crook of your neck.
“of course, of course i do want it, i’ve always wanted it,” chanting out in a trance.
“your lips tasted like watermelon,” he mutters out some time after, eyes locking with yours in an intense pull. still in a daze that out of all the bad things that could've happened it was none. literally none plus you perhaps wanting him just as much as he wants you.
“i had some in the morning before you woke up, anyhow yours taste like alcohol and your breath is horrible, go and freshen up,” you push at his shoulder, getting off him to leave the room to cook something. probably (as you said) a recipe searched up on the web, hopefully edible enough for a hungover person.
when he comes out later, all showered and back to the jake you know: the one who likes his hair slightly messy and almost never in a shirt. “why were- are you wearing my shirt then?”
“you practically begged me to last night while sobbing for i don’t know what reason,” he's a bit flustered at that, but hey, it's what got him here, you gotta do what you gotta do.
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“candy, you wanna go out tonight? jay and sunghoon wanted to hang out but i don't wanna leave you so i said i’d bring you along,” jake asks, knocking at your door.
it takes you a little over a minute to open up but jake's does not mind it at all for obvious reasons, his jaw comically falling to the floor when you walk out in your tiny little blue sundress and the shade of lipgloss he was dying to see you in. you're unreal.
“yes! i heard you on call earlier,”
“oh my god candy, gimme a princess twirl,” the amount of desire he feels for you right now is unfathomable. biting his lips at the sight of your lace panties underneath that faintly flash him in the mini twirl you do. can you get any hotter?
“just fifteen minutes and i'll be ready,” he got ten minutes to do something about the boner he just popped, and it's more than enough to have him rub one out with what he just saw. maybe add a little hint of imagination and wondering what you'd sound like if he were to touch you down there. especially given the fact that the likelihood of it happening were through the roof now. you almost kissed last week, anything could happen at this point. and jake's dick gets impossibly sensitive at the odds of it.
at the restaurant, jay and sunghoon sit in an awkward silence, watching you both be all over each other. when they agreed for jake to bring his girl along, they didn't expect it to be so bad.
“um jake talks a lot about you,” sunghoon says trying to start a conversation that he knows probably wouldn't go anywhere.
“he does? that's so sweet,” you smile, giggling over something jake whispers in your ear, his hand palming over the plush of your exposed thighs,”what do you wanna eat?” sunghoon nerves feel boiled at the way jake completely skips over his attempt to talk to you. while jay sips at wine, agonizingly slow knowing this is how it's gonna be from now on. their friend is a changed man.
“i have this picture of jake from middle school, you'd love to see it i promise,” a little tipsy, sunghoon's persistence to put himself in the equation albeit admirable, annoys the fuck out of jake, scowling at the other well of aware of the so called picture he wants to share.
“jay man, take care of him. candy and i are going home,” jake gives them a tight lipped smile, holding your rather drunk self (it's just wine you had said)
“see you later ca- y/n,” at first jay leans in for a friendly hug but— nevermind. the way jake stares at him is scarily weird.
jake makes sure to have you sit on the couch before he leaves to get you water but you're sprawled out on the floor when he comes back. mumbling something about how cool the tiles feel against your skin,”come on you should drink some water,” jake pulls you up on your ass, sitting cross legged on the floor beside you. his hand softly holds the back of your head as he brings the glass to your mouth.
“alright say, what did you wanna say?”
“i wanna kiss you,” if jake thinks the pout on your lips is the cutest thing ever then the words you say must have to be the hottest thing ever. how can a simple word like kiss make his heart flutter so bad? and it's not even lust at this point.
he fulfils your wish without a thought, leaning in to capture your lips in a gentle kiss. sucking on your bottom lip a second long before he pulls away and boops your nose. no tongue and no other intentions. the after taste of your gloss lingering in his mouth.
“let me tell you a secret,” you whisper out, moving over to his lap, knees on the floor each side.
“i knew you stole my kuromi panties,” he's shocked you know about it, he made sure to be extra careful with it, though his nasty ass was internally hoping you'd catch him.
“mhm, i do have it with me but it's not really wearable now,” he did not see this becoming something sexual but the moment you brought up the panties, you might as well have brought up his dick. man practically re-lived every single time he used it to jerk off, all those orgasms coming to life at once.
“you need to punished!” you whine,
“what do you wanna do?” and jake feels his dick get harder at that.
“can we kiss again?” oh my god, you make him feel so fuzzy and horny at the same time, it's unbelievable. in the guide of jake sim: to make him horny is relatively easy, to get him all fuzzy is once in a lifetime and to get him both at the same time is impossible. yet you do it so effortlessly.
jake answers you with his lips against yours again, relishing in the feeling of them on his own. all those times he wondered of how it'd feel like to kiss you seemed so lame now that he actually did. no imagination could ever come close to way he feels right now. his hand comes up to cup the side of your neck, his grip firm as he pulls away for a moment,”i wanna love you so much and take you on cute little dates and buy you all the food you want and fuck you so hard you only remember my name,”he mumbles against your lips in a bit whisper, letting you take a breath before he dives right back in. this time he lets his tongue slide in, rubbing against your own for a short while only to pull back and go for another trying to keep your lips pressed together for as long as he could. finally pulling away when he feels you push against him a little too roughly, a crawl of shudders all over his skin at the roll of your hips against his bulge.
“wan’ you to fuck me too,” you whine, this time desperately.
“fuck candy, you're drunk we shouldn't be doing this,” he reminds, failing miserably to hold himself back. his hands keep twitching to just grab your hips and grind you down on his dick until you're both cumming together.
“i’m not, i swear. i just drank a little because i couldn't have done this all sober,” even through the layers of clothes, jake can feel your neediness dropping with the way you roll your hips harder against him. speeding up when you think he's pushing you away, but he's just grabbing you closer by the waist. he can't deny how wanted he feels right now, feeling like he'd explode any second. the fuck were you so horny for him?
“are you sure this is okay?” he asks again. no matter how bad he's dying to fuck you, he'll never do it if you don't to.
“‘s okay, please yunie,” you feel his hands slide along your thighs and in between your legs. fingers faintly brushing over the wet patch on your panties in a sharp inhale. he grazes two fingers against your clit, testing the waters. rubbing harder when he feels your breathing pick up it's pace, switching to spank your clit impossibly fast having lost control at the sound of your wanton whimpers.
“don’t move and take it baby,” jake growls, pushing you flush against his chest, making your back arch more and more into him. tits bouncing right up in his face as he bends down to nibble as the exposed skin between them.
he stops for a moment only to push your panties to the side and touch you raw. rubbing rougher and so intense, your legs feel number from pleasure,”has anyone touched you like before?” his jaw clenches hard, eyes dark with want as they remain fixated at the sight of his hands on your pussy. fuck he finally knows what touching you feels like.
“ngh— no, fuck!” and it boosts jake's ego through the roof, he doesn't think he's ever felt as horny as he feels right now. the thought of being the first to touch you in your princess parts, the first you have seen you putty like this, the first to be the one to get you like this. fuck, fuck, fuck! he feels so turned on it's literally inhumane. precum oozing out his tip with every twitch of his dick.
“mm, gonna put my fingers in you,” you feel one of jake's fingers press into you, sliding inside easily with how dripping wet you are. the pornographic moan you let out when he slowly slips in another and curves up has his dick twitch so damn hard he thinks he just came untouched. you sound so cute yet so fucking hot, his mind is in a spiral of everything he wants to do to have you moan like that again and again until you're so drunk on pleasure, you only want him all the time.
“shit you're so tight and warm, can't imagine how good you'd feel around my cock,” his eyes keenly hooked on the way you raise your hips to meet the thrusts halfway,”y-yun, ‘s feels too g-good ah,”
“fuck you're so hot and so perfect for me,” his words travel straight to your core having you clench tight around his fingers and all of a sudden you find your oragasm hitting you as violently as jake continues to run you through it, fast and painfully pleasurable. enamoured and obsessed with the way your doe eyes struggle to stay open, mouth parting in a loud whine, back arching and hips shooting up. god you're a piece of art and jake doesn't think he's ever gonna want anyone other than you.
he immediately stands up with you in his arms, walking over to the kitchen counter and placing you gently on the cold marble. his fingers run through your hair in a soft caress, tucking in the messy strands behind your ears,”you sure you want this? we can stop here if you want. just say the word and i’ll stop,”
“wan’ yun to be my first,” you whimper wearily, jake feels his heart skip a couple of beats. your first, he wants to be your last too and you to be his last.
”gonna make you cum so much harder on my cock,” he places his hands on your thighs in a tight grip and forces them apart fervently. he so damn wants to eat you out but he also wants to feel you cum around his cock, it's a hard choice to make but his cock feels so angry and heavy slick from all the precum he shot out each time you whimpered or moaned or whined, if he'd wait to get his dick wet he'd probably actually come untouched from your sounds and reactions alone. and only god knows(jay too oops) how bad jake sim wants the first time he cums with you to be deep inside you. so much so that he might develop a kink of getting you knocked up (nope you're too young for that!)
he takes his pants off in a snap, practically ripping his boxers along with it, grabbing his rock hard dick, throbbing and red at the tip and trusting into his fist a couple of times. breathing heavy at the way you watch him with your lips between your teeth. he wonders how good it'd feel to watch you touch yourself while he does the same, cumming together with your eyes locked. but he probably doesn't have that kind of self control to just watch you touch yourself, when he can do it himself?
he taps his tip against your clit for a hot minute sliding it along your folds in a strained groan. you're so embarrassing wet, it's like jake could shove himself inside immediately and your you'd hardly feel pain for a while. however, holding back his desires, he pushes into you slowly, holding your body close and stroking your back soothingly,”let me know when i can move,” a tender kiss at your forehead, trying to make sure you know you have the say it in.
jake groans as you give him the go seconds later,”mhmmm candy⁠— baby,” moaning soft and lustful as he pulls out till the tip and thrusts all the way in. your insides feel so warm and gummy, walls clenching around him crazy tight. he thinks he'll lose his mind and end up cumming embarrassingly fast like a teen getting pussy for the first time. the way he feels the pleasure throb in his veins so intense all over his body, it's almost numbing.
your hands loop around his neck, fingers scratching at his back as he pounds into you rough, his pace hard and fast pushing all his body weight against you.
“don't think i can ever get enough of you,”
the sight of the thin straps of your dress slipped to the sides, tits almost spilling out of the front gets jake going, fueling him to grab at you anywhere and everywhere his hands can possibly go,”tell me im dreaming fuckkk— i've wanted you for so long, can't count the number of times i've jerked off to the thought of having you like this, so pretty and dumb under me,” all those evenings when you roamed around the unit in the shortest shorts and the smallest crops, driving him mad shit insane, having to sneak off into the bathroom multiple times. fisting his cock hard, groaning and biting back his moans as he got off to the thought of you, while you sat all unaware and innocent on the other side of the wall.
he stops abruptly, pulling out in a frenzy and turning you around on your heels and pushing you by the back of your neck to lay against the cool granite. one hand going down to grab at your thigh and hook it up on the counter, drooling at the way your pussy glistens from the angle. he shoves his dick back in without a warning, feeling your ass collide against him harsh yet fervid.
you both pant in rasps when his cock hits a sensitive spot inside you. he shifts to angle himself just right to repeatedly brush against that spot and you mewl out loud at that, so loud your neighbours probably know what you're up to.
“fuck i can't stand not seeing your cute face,” jake bends over to grab you by your throat, pulling you up and flush against him, head resting back at his shoulders as he forces to look at him, fingers gripping your jaw softly,”eyes on me, okay baby?” grunting from deep within his chest, a wild grin on his face as he watches you get lost in ecstasy,”i’ll get you addicted to my cock,” just like how addicted he already is with your pussy and everything about you.
his other hand reaches up to tug the front of your dress down, groping up one of your tits, a silk touch to see your reaction. loving the way it's so obvious how sensitive you are there. mouth parting open with you in sensuous gasps as he twists your nipple harshly, rubbing the tip with his thumb. your walls clench a little too hard and your back arches off as you push your hips back into him, the tell tale signs of you getting close,”my baby's gonna cum for me?”
holding your jaw to have your eyes trained on him, he unexpectedly inserts his thumb in your mouth pressing against your wet tongue, your red swollen lips too tempting to resist,“fuck yes, show me how pretty you cum,” you mumble out a series of incoherent words in hazy chant.
the hand on your breast slips down to your lower abdomen pressing rashly against his bulge, feeling faint movement of his cock deep inside you. fuck you're so small and delicate. his hold on you tightening as his calloused fingers find your neglected bud, rolling it in quick, tight circles. it's so painful yet you feel so good, tears wailing down your cheeks as your orgasm crashes hard, overwhelming and violent, thighs trembling and pussy clenching uncontrollably. jake's continues to rub your clit, helping you ride out your high. eyes fluttering shut, and swallowing thickly at the sensation of you creaking over his sensitive length, cock throbbing impossibly hard.
jake refuses to stop even after you have come down,”one more candy, i know you can do one more for me,” hips hammering into you at full force, and lips finding yours in ragged breaths. and it dawns on you what exactly you have gotten yourself into when you feel the two of his fingers protruding at your entrance, trying to push in beside his cock,“if you try to close your legs i'm gonna punish you,” he warns making you whine into his mouth.
in a flash he turns your body to face his, quickly shoving his cock and fingers back into you. his other hand spanking the skin of your ass and kneading it a soft caress after. he eyes hypnotized at the view of you taking him in, a white ring of your cum adorning the base of his cock. he spits at your clit, once again toying with the engorged bud, pinching and flicking,”“gonna make you cum until you pass out, fuck i really wanna do that⁠—” your hand darts out to grip at jake's wrist, feeling too overwhelmed with hypersensitivity. wanting to shy away but the pleasure’s so good you can't bring yourself to push him away.
“but it's your first time,” jake mumbles between hoarse grunts.
before you can even realize it yourself your third orgasm courses through you vehemently. body jerking and twitching, almost falling over if not for jake's hold. jets of cum gushing out as you moan loud.
feeling you spill down his cock, all warm and tight, his brutal rhythm falters,”fuck- ‘m gonna cum,” eyes locking with yours as he thrusts once, twice and then stills, burying himself deep, streams of cum shooting out. hot spurt after spurt, swollen cock twitching against your walls. goosebumps all over, his legs quiver from how hard he came.
he stays quiet and motionless for a while, his arms wrapped around your shaking body. breathing in the scent of your shampoo, trying to calm his pounding heart and cock.
“you good candy? i’m sorry, i think i went a little rough on you,” you nuzzle into him in quiet,’its okay’ as he strokes your head, leaving fluttering kisses over your face. picking you up by the thighs he brings you to your bed, laying you down and gently pulling out. groaning at the way all your mixed cum oozes out, pretty little hole clenching around nothing.
exhausted, you let your mind drift, feeling the drowsiness kick in while jake bends between your legs with a wet towel. whining wearily, when his lips wrap around your nub in a suck, the wet sensation of his tongue against your clit like a shot of electricity,”sorry, baby just had to do that once,” he knew he didn't just call you candy for nothing and he was right. grining sheepishly as he wipes the rest of the cum off, cleaning you all up.
“you're nasty,” you manage to whisper out.
“only for you,” the touch of his body is hot and comforting, arms around your waist cuddling closely(and half naked).
“let's shower together in the morning, wanna eat you out so-”
“jake!”
“what? it's the truth!”
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the following around four in the afternoon before jake has to leave for his soccer practice, you approach him on the couch, as always re-watching an episode of vincenzo. you haven't talked much about labels, but it's known to everyone that you're sorta together. more like jake is taken by you. his friends weren't too surprised to know about you both, it was obvious jake had the hots for you and from the little hangout at the restaurant they figured it all worked out for him.
“incoming, pocky!” you sit beside him with a banana flavored pocky stick between your teeth, leaning in teasingly.
“oh you want me so bad,” he plays along inch closer and biting it off in a snap, lips barely brushing against yours.
pulling you onto his lap with your back pressed into his chest, he locks you in place, chuckling at the way you attempt to escape. his fingers twirling the ends of your hair as you surrender in seconds, switching to watching the show absent-mindedly,”my parents wanted to meet you,” he drops the bomb, tracing random letters on your skin to distract of the fact that he just mention a meeting with parents.
“as my roommate, actually,” quickly adding the important point, fingers poking at your cheeks like jello.
“so suddenly though?” you think back on all the things you have ever done to him, for them to want to see you. perhaps they think of you as a snobby girl who’s indulging their son’s already unpleasant habits.
“they’ve actually been wanting to meet you for the past three months, i was putting it off but now summer break is starting next week and i have no more excuses to give,” hugging you, he rests his head on the curve of your neck, breathing in the smell of watermelon that surrounds you after you had basically devoured a whole at lunch. “if you don’t want to then you don’t have to, i’ll talk to them,” he assures, not wanting you to feel obligated to agree, or force yourself despite being uncomfortable.
“no it’s okay, we can go meet them. how long will the drive be?” fumbling with his red knuckles, your mind wanders off to when he fingered you, growing hot and embarrassed all of a sudden. hardly listening in on his answers.
when jake leaves for his soccer practice, you find time to complete the trivial chores around the house. watering the plants with a pout, missing jake more than ever. you have completely different majors and you are not in any clubs either to stay after classes. the only time you spend together being the one at the apartment which is also cut down by his frequent practice sessions, sometimes in the morning during weekends and normally most evenings on weekdays. it makes you ponder on whether you should try out for any club, after all these years doing something else besides studying. but you have no idea what you should consider, having no knowledge on which clubs you could be eligible to join.
it takes you two whole weeks and a bunch of outfit checks to find yourself on your way to meet jake's parents. feeling almost weird and exhilarating at how his parents and his older brother welcome you. treating you so well even though they recognize you as nothing more than just his college apartment roommate who helps fix his laptop and tolerates the boy knowing the kind of womanizer he is. appearing more as a meeting with in-laws when you jake and you are not even official yet, more so they have no idea of what's going between you two.
they try their best to make you feel at home. during the lunch as jake had told them beforehand, his mother had a few sweet dishes prepared for you, coddling you just as jake does back at your unit. they talk to you about casual things including your likes and dislikes, what major you are in, whether jake treats you well, if you have any complaints regarding his behavior. it doesn’t feel as awkward as you as thought it would and you didn't have to put on any act as you prepared yourself to do.
in the beginning of your roommate journey, his accent, his voice was the first thing to attract you but slowly as you explored his personality you came to like him for more than just what attracted you to him. now you as you spend time with people closest to him, you understand where he got it all from. the sweet person he is, which you never expected a fuckboy to be, you didn’t even have an ounce of hope that he’ll acknowledge your presence in the apartment when you got to know about his playing around conduct. yet he turned out to be the sweetest boy you’ve ever come around in your life ( and the nastiest perhaps, )
when you are sitting alone with his brother, while jake is away downstairs to bring you something sugary to eat, his brother takes it as a chance to share his thoughts,“you know until i heard him call you candy a while ago, i was under the impression that 'candy’,” he quotes it specially with a movement of his fingers,“is supposedly a cheerleader fling of his after i saw the contact name showing up when he got a call the last time he was here,” giving you a sly look as he catches sight of jake approaching,“turns out it’s you, i never knew he is the type to give such sweet, unique petnames,”
before you leave in the evening, jake makes sure to let them know that you’re toegther, and that he’s not playing around this time. he’s willing to give effort into it and change his usual ways of living, to be better for himself and as well as for you.
on your way there you had thought of a lot things, had a lot of assumptions and expectations. even prepared yourself to hear things that’ll stick to you not so positively. but what stays in your mind now is completely unexpected and opposite of what you had internally composed yourself for. it’s all you can think of in the car and after you’re back in the comfort of your familiar apartment.
cheerleader, not a bad idea—
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“oh my god candy, you're gonna be the death of me!” jake pulls you away, dragging you to the back of the bleachers, his cock already rock hard and throbbing with need.
“don't you like it? i thought cheerleaders dressed like this,” you pout at him, fiddling with the ends of the literally shortest skirt of your closet.
“i love it baby, but you can't just show up to practice like that, how am i gonna be able to concentrate when all i can think of is fucking you,” he groans scanning over your figure again and again, it's like you brought out a hidden desire he didn't even know he had. he'd win every game for you if you were to cheer by the stands like this, the adrenaline of getting to ruin your perfect outfit and your perfect makeup after, putting him on a winning streak.
“teach me to suck you off,” jake loses his mind when you get down on your knees, pushing your hair out of the way and looking up at him through your lashes, doe eyes driving him crazy.
“shit baby, i will,” oh he's so going to corrupt you.
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gatorbites-imagines · 3 months ago
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could you do something were one of the mark variants likes ftm reader who has a 1 sided crush on his mark (if that makes sense lol)
bottom/sub reader pls😔
Shiesty Mark x ftm reader 
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I just... really like this Mark. The mask does something to me. I also learned that shiesty Mark was inspired by Cole Cash from DC, which is really cool. 
Bit of a mixed bag when referring to readers bits, and hinting at front hole penetration at the end.  
It's been so long since ive written smth like this, so bear with me. 
You hated this fucking city, and country, and probably world. Just because you had powers, because your mom just happened to be some hero, who fucked some government guy, you were expected to keep her legacy. 
Your dad wasn't much of a dad, even less so when your mom kicked the bucket when you were little. Your powers weren't even that impressive, you could make force fields and different shapes with your will, but it was nothing compared to the powerhouses of this world. (imagine like an off-brand green lantern, but without the ring) 
Dear old dad had you trained from the very moment you could walk, and it was clear from a young age that you were not his son, or rather daughter at the time, but an asset. But what else could be expected from the guy that turned your mom's corpse into a reanimen. 
Life was a chore, a drag, you didnt get a social life, it was all about training and becoming a better asset for the GDA, for your so called dad. There were days you wanted to use your powers to just... kill him, to kill everyone.  
Or yourself. Those days were growing more and more common. It made you wonder if your will was so strong you could surpass the human want to survive, and just... take yourself out. 
At least your top surgery and testosterone were given to you for free, like some kind of reward, like the GDA were dangling a carrot, after you had sacrificed so much of yourself with as little as a thank you being given in return. 
It all became a little less shit when Invincible appeared. In the beginning you liked him only because your dad feared him so much, after seeing what omni-man did to the guardians and world.  
Invincible, or Mark, didn't help these blooming feelings. He was just so kind, so willing to help and so determined. He hadn't been crushed under the weight of the universe, of his father's legacy, like many others would have. Like you had. 
You two had worked together on multiple occasions, since you didn't have much of a choice about joining the new guardians.  
Being raised by the government to live as a tool meant your ability to communicate and build relationships was very lacking, so you two never became more than acquaintances, but Invincible still made your heart flutter and your body heat up. 
Maybe that was why it was hard to fight these alternate variants of him. It wasnt like your forcefields and will created tools were much help, as they shattered under the punches and kicks of the Mark variants.  
The Mark variant you had ended up with was an extra rude one, he cursed and spat and growled like some kind of animal. He fought manically, clawing and bloody from all the lives he had taken. Maybe dying wasn't too bad, if you got to die by Invincibles hand. 
That was why you had ripped out the earpiece you always wore, even using your will to shape a little sharp contraption to dig out the one that had been placed under your ear with surgery, a long time ago. 
It could explain why you allowed this veiled Mark passed the multiple layers of glowing green walls, when you let him clasp a bloody hand around your throat, and why you only groaned a little as he slammed you down, the very pavement shattering into rubble. 
“Im getting tired of your fucking lightshow” he snarled, his voice so similar to Marks put different in its roughness. There was a familiar heat pooling in your gut, your thighs clenching together as this Mark variant choked the very life out of you. 
You weren't reaching up to hit him as he choked you, instead gripping onto the veil he wore. Part of you wanted to look him in the eyes as he killed you, so you could at least see the face of the one person who made you feel alive, even if those feelings were never returned. 
Black spots were swimming across your vision, your grip weakening and focus wavering, enough for your green domino mask to disappear in a flicker of green.  
There must have been something in your eyes, as this Mark variant furrowed his brows, his hand loosening just enough for you to gasp in a few breaths of air, ripping the sweet release of death out of your hands once more. 
“Shit, you are into this, aren't you? You disgusting freak” he snarled, a cruel animalistic smirk growing on his lips, Marks eyes widening like a tiger spotting a wounded rabbit. His pupils were blown, but if it was adrenaline or lust, you couldnt be sure.  
One thing was sure, that expression on his face, was never one you would see on your Mark. He would never look so wild, so feral and violent. It made your cock throb and front hole grow wetter than you had ever been before, the inside of your suit growing uncomfortable. 
The Mark variant gave a snarl, grabbing you like a ragdoll and blasting off in some random direction, his veil falling back in place as he did so. 
You weren't sure where you guys ended up, but it was somewhere not destroyed by the invasion. The near-death choking had left you with an aching headache and blurry head, so you ended up just flopping down on the ground Mark threw you on. 
“I love nasty freaks like you. Always aching for dick as much as you ache for pain.” the Mark variant purred, settling between your thighs, his hands strong and tight as they gripped onto them, spreading them apart far enough for it to burn. 
“Fuck, i could break both of these, and i bet you would just beg for more” he groaned out, voice somehow more growly and hotter than before, as he squeezed your thighs, right above your femur. 
“Come on, give me that dick” he chuckled, bending forwards just enough for his veil to move, enough for you to see his hungry shark-like grin, and the way his tongue licked against his teeth. 
There hadn't been much thought in your head about your body this whole time. You had never been very active in that regard, what joy was there in jerking off and exploring when you were always under watch.  
So, you hadn't thought of this Mark variant's reaction when you willed away your suit, just enough for your crotch to be freed, your t-cock hard and filled with blood as your slit oozed. 
Mark stopped for a second, his brow furrowing so visibly you could even see it through his veil, and for a moment you felt something akin to dread. Damn, did you fuck it up? Maybe he was disgusted by it, it was a fear you had of your Mark, that he would think you were a liar, or something. 
That was, until the Mark Variant laughed, his tone like somebody who just won the damn lottery. “Shit, fuck yeah! Spread those fucking legs, open up for me” he cackled, hands pushing at the back of your thighs, almost folding you in half. 
You weren't given much time to reach before he leaned down, his veil almost innocently covering your pubic mound, before his lips closed around your engorged t-cock. 
Your legs kicked at the sudden feeling, a noise leaving you like he had just punched you in the gut. There was no damn finesse in this Marks movements, as his arms kept your folded in half, as he feasted on your slit like a starved animal. 
It was so loud and wet, his tongue and lips pulling you open, sucking, biting and flicking anything he could reach. Mark groaned as if your slit was a five-star meal, his tongue wiggling inside your slit as he released your legs with one of his arms, only so he could pinch and jerk your t-cock in cock cruel movements. 
There was no control over the noises you let out, your hands gripping at his hair, his arms, shoulders, anything, the blank yellow goggles of his veil staring back at you as Mark slurped up all the juices you had gushed out. 
“Ffffuck, I could suck this cunt for days” he gurgled out, even his voice sounded wet from feasting upon you like this. Marks tongue returned to your t-cock, his fingers plunging inside you and fucking back and forth with a speed that had you wailing. 
Not being able to see what was happening only made your legs shake more, your spine arching upwards as he wrenched an orgasm out of you.  
“There we go, god damn, fuck. I wanna see you fucking squirt” Mark panted, his mouth descending back on you as his fingers twisted and worked even faster. He sounded near drunk, almost as much as you as your entire body tensed and jolted from overstimulation. 
But you had nothing against viltrumite strength, and hunger, it seemed. “Come on, come on, on my face, give it” the Mark variant growled, and for a moment, you could imagine it was your Mark, slurping and licking at you like a hound lapping up a puddle.  
The noise you let out must have been loud, as your throat ached from what you could only assume was a scream, or perhaps a screech of some kind. Your entire body felt like jello, as you shivered and shook through what must have been the most powerful orgasm you had ever experienced. 
It was difficult to open your eyes, even as Mark dumped your legs back down, letting them splay open to give him a perfect view of your sore reddened cock and slit. 
When you finally succeeded, you almost shut them again. Marks blue veil was soaked, giving it a darker hue. It was so wet that it stuck to his face, draped over the bridge of his nose so you could see his pink wet lips, and his wet tongue as he licked at his chin, trying to lap up the last of your fluids. 
“Shit, might just have to keep you if you keep doing that” the Mark variant chuckled, voice rough as he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand.  
“I'll have to be sure though, might have to make you do it again” Mark borderline giggled, as he ripped the front of his suit, letting his own very large, aching problem, slap against your abdomen.  
“You gonna show me freak? Huh?” the tone was so degrading, but hungry. “Let's see if it's just my mouth you can't resist, or if this works too” Mark groaned, slapping his length against your t-cock, before shuffling down to press it against your hole. 
Maybe it wasn't all bad... and they couldn't say you hadn't distracted one of the invincible variants, so technically you had done more than others at the end of the day. 
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gakukitty · 4 months ago
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DIFFERENCES ! x itoshi brothers
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summary . today , we’re gonna explore the differences between the itoshi brothers . . . they’re similar in some ways , but in others , they’re the complete opposite !
wc . 1.3k
cw . lots of fluffy fluff fluff idk .. nothing to be warned abojt but we’ve got loverboy rin and gn reader (correct me with any mistakes abt that pls ! )
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hand placement . rin has never been one to be over the top about his love for you. even if his heart beats your name in codes. the younger itoshi prefers to hold your hand, rather than touch your back or your arm. that way, it’s easier for him to stay close to you !
“ooh, baby, look!” you beam, lightly tugging your boyfriend along. rin just exhales softly in amusement, trailing behind you. today, the two of you are visiting an aquarium.
“that’s very cute.” he muses, gently squeezing your hand. his eyes soften at the sight of your smile, his heart swelling. rin leans in slightly closer, gaze drifting down to your lips.
but befote he can press a sweet kiss to those lips he loves so much, you’re already turning to another animal and pulling him along with you by the hand. rin sighs, a smal smile crossing his features. he’s so in love with you.
hand placement . sae’s a bit similar to rin; he’s not going to jump onto you and hug you tightly. however, what he will do is place his hand on the small of your back, or maybe even your hip if he’s feeling extra affectionate.
“stay close.” sae mutters softly, his hand reaching to gently touch your lower back, guiding you along with him. he leans down, his lips brushing against the side of your head in a small kiss.
his hand moves to your hip, and he just clicks his tongue as someone gets a little too close to you for his liking. sae steers you away gently, humming to himself at the smile on your face.
“are you enjoying yourself?” he questions, lightly squeezing your hip. he looks straight ahead, eyes drifting across the stores down the street. he knows you’ve been wanting to go shopping for a while now, so how could he not give you what you want? you didn’t even have to ask, too.
“mhm.” you smile, nodding slightly at him. sae just makes a small sound in response, hand returning to it’s spot on your lower back as he watches you brighten at the sight of a store— one he knows you really like. he gently nudges you towards it, heart feeling a little warmer at the look on your face. so cute.
kisses . aside from the usual kisses on your lips, rin loves kissing your cheeks. he just thinks that they’re the cutest in the world! his lips just find their way there, no matter where you are.
“come on, come on..” you trail off, eyes narrowing at the arcade machine. you and rin are visiting an arcade today; there’s a new restock of the plush toys in the claw, and you have decided that you will be getting this chiikawa plushie.
rin hums, looking through his wallet. you’re eating up his coins like a damn piggy bank, but he doesn’t mind. if you’re happy, he’s happy.
“no!” you exclaim in anguish as the toy drops— just missing the stupid little tunnel that’ll bring your beloved chiikawa plush to your arms.
“let me try,” rin hums, slipping a coin into the slot. you step aside tearfully, lips curving into a determined pout as your hands curl into fists.
“go, go!” you cheer your boyfriend on, lightly hitting the machine. maybe if you beat it, your plushie will come home! not that you don’t trust rin’s skills, though— this chiikawa is just a little stubborn.
the two of you spend almost half an hour more trying to get this silly little plush; until there is just one coin left. both of your hearts are beating a little quicker, hands shaking and sweat forming.
“okay, let’s do it..” you put the coin into the slot, rin watching intently. he holds his breath as you guide the claw above the plush. it lowers, picking up the plush and rin’s hand moves to hold yours.
the claw lifts, clutching onto the plush as rin’s hand tightens his grasp on yours, almost as if to will the claw to hold on. you both watch as it guides it down, and eventually drops— right into the chute!
you smile widely, cheering victoriously as you do a little jump. your free hand reaches down, grabbing the plush.
and when you straighten back up, rin cups your cheek gently, leaning in to press a soft kiss to your other cheek.
kisses . sae isn’t too particular about where he kisses you— but if he had to choose a favorite spot, he’d probably pick your wrists or your hand. the story of how he found this out is quite cute, too!
“this one smells nice.” sae hums, gaze drifting down to a perfume on your vanity. it’s the one that he got you just recently. he’s glad that you’re using it.
“thank you.” you say softly, flashing sae that pretty smile he’s become so fond of. the man just leans down, his hand reaching to gently touch yours.
he lifts your hand, his fingers fidgeting with yours slightly before he leans in, his lips brushing against the skin of your wrist. yes, sae really likes this perfume. he presses a gentle kiss to your hand, ignoring the flustered sound escaping your lips.
he just smiles slightly, pulling you a little closer to him and lacing your fingers together. he presses a kiss to your lips, then your cheek, then your jaw, before eventually lifting your intertwined hands and kissing yours.
confession . rin, unlike his brother, is honestly quite shy when he confesses to you !
after receiving a rather cryptic message from rin to meet him at the park down the road, you find yourself feeling a little nervous. the two of you have been … “talking” or something like that for a little while now, and if you’re being honest… you think you like him.
he’s very sweet; a little stoic and cold sometimes, but you know that he’s very kind at heart. it’s obvious, wirh rhe way he’s shifting a most nervously in his spot on a park bench, hands adjusting his scarf unnecessarily.
“rin?” your voice snaps him out of it, and he almost jumps to stand back up. he fumbled slightly with something in the pocket of his jacket and clears his throat.
“hi.” he says, eyes shifting away from yours. he’s honesty quite unsure. rin absolutely refused to ask anyone for help on this, his pride blocking him from getting advice, so he’s almost clueless. how’s he supposed to confess to the person he likes?!
“i have something to tell you.” he adds, gaze drifting to meet with yours. he thinks he’s going to fall over. you look so nice today. he’d compliment you if he wasn’t feeling so light-headed at the moment.
“go ahead.” you prompt, tilting your head at the younger itoshi brother. he just stays quiet for a few moments, before finally speaking.
“i want to be your boyfriend.” he states, taking a hesitant step closer. his hand reaches for yours, your fingers interlocking with his. “please.”
how could you say no to him and his cute face?
confession . itoshi sae is quite different. he’s not shy about his feelings at all; why should he be? he thinks you’re the most gorgeous person he’s ever laid eyes on, and he’s definitely not too scared to admit it.
“you’re beautiful.” he says, tone softening slightly at the sight of you. he asked you out on another date; the two of you have been going out for a little while now, but you’ve yet to put a label on what you have going on.
and that will change tonight, sae decides.
“will you be my girlfriend?” he questions, a hand reaching to gently tuck a stray lock of hair behind your ear. he raises an eyebrow at the expression on your face, and part of him wonders if this is too soon or too sudden.
you just stare back at him, taken off guard by his.. blunt way of asking. but, either way, you nod— and sae’s very pleased. he gives you a small smile, and if you looked close enough you might notice the way his shoulders relax slightly.
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lostinlovingrevery · 2 months ago
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Van i gotta ask…
what do u think Logan would be like when ur on ur period. and im talking about the smutty stuff sjdjjd
OKAY OKAY I GOTCHU
I'm gonna write a fic about this but ill put my thoughts below (it'll give you an idea of what im writing...)
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(SMUTTY NASTY PERIOD STUFF BELOW)
(PERIODS AREN'T NASTY BUT LOGAN IS!!!!)
This man is WILD
an absolute menace
period sex doesn't bother him. blood doesn't bother him.
sorry yall be he will eat you on your period. idc if its nasty this is logan nothing gets worse than this man. hes an animal
im sorry but not really sorry but he'll definitely love that extra wetness going on down there
hes extra affectionate, for your sake of course but also periods mean ovulation coming soon. i feel like your hormones are going to set his hormones off. yknow cause. mutant, animal stuff???
any excuse to touch you. but if you want to be left alone he'll do it (he'll go into the corner like an injured animal and frump)
i think he'll love to see the relief on your face when he fingers or fucks you.
will use the "orgasms help period cramps" excuse to get in your pants. I mean sure- he definitely wants to make you feel better, but he also really wants to get in your pants. the smell of your hormones drive him insane.
He won't care about the mess, bed, shower, floor- wherever the fuck. He'll start by being real smooth about it. Wanting to give you a full body massage- you need to relax. You're obviously tired, and sore. His big strong hands can help loosen those such tense muscles, belly massages would feel SO good from him (oh my goooooood pls just imagine it)
Of course, he has ulterior motives. First he has you sitting down, maybe on the edge of the bed to give you a nice neck and shoulder massage- complete with kisses, of course. Convinces you to take your clothes off- to really relax. His hands move down massage your sore breasts, and to be honest you really can't complain. They're warm, gentle. Maybe he'll mess with your nipples a bit and even thought they're sore to the touch the stimulation feels so good at the same time. Maybe you start picking up what hes up to but you wait before you say anything
Then he gets you on your belly, massaging your back. It seems like it went back to being innocent again. Logan is cooing sweet things to you, hands careful in the areas that are touchier than others. moves down to your butt and thighs too. Personally I hurt really bad in my thighs and hips during my period- so a good massage there would be HEAVEN
and then, before you know it- you're back on your back and hes "massaging" between your legs. You can't complain though, his thumb is rubbing over your clit, two fingers buried inside you, gentle in his stroking motions in and out. The feeling brings relief to your cramps- like your body is getting exactly what it wants.
and no one knows your body better than logan.
Don't worry about the messy, he'll clean it up. (and how he cleans it up ill leave it up to yalls imagination....)
It just happens to be an accident when he slips his dick inside you.
You're half asleep, enjoying this so called "massage" from him, that feeling in your belly is wound tight but not quite there. The relief from your cramps is enough to make you happy though- so you let him have his fun. Then you feel the bed shifting, and his pants unzipping. Hes pressing kisses against your neck.
"Yknow darling, I learned something new earlier."
rea;ly, he just wants you to feel better!!! Logan is all about making his love feel safe, protected, happy. What better than being wrapped in his arms while he gets rid of those pesky cramps?????? (while also giving you orgasms
he'll draw orgasm after orgasm out of you. its not even about any of his own pleasure at this point (altho with logan really when is it ever??)- he just loves seeing the relief on your face. thats really all its about. the stretch his cock gives you, relieves that tight feeling going on down there- its almost like he's supposed to fit right in there
will be very gentle about it, checking in on you- however if you want it normal, or rough- he'll happily oblige. Prepare for lots of loving, cheek kisses, wrapped up in warm hugs while he buries himself in you- maybe your sheets are getting ruined but maybe he purposely set out an extra pair for a quick change when things are done (its gonna be awhile. the longer he smells you, the more feral he feels)
trilogy logan i think can be very animalistic over it, or very sweet. or both. both would be good. hes' gritting his teeth while thrusting into you because you smell so damn good and he's trying not to lose control. Muttering sweet things and letting you know he's not going to stop until all those pesky like aches are gone. plays with your boobs too.
old man logan will eat you out. he's old, doesn't really care. its adds flavor. Anyhoo. Thats his go to, fingering and oral. He'll have to shower afterwards cause maybe he gets all messy in his beard but oh well. Knows all the tricks in making you feel good. all the massages too- i mean, you give him massages. gotta take care of each other right? then will make you both a nice meal.
origins logan does everything, including doing it in the shower so he can wash you up after. He's very gentle and sweet, constantly checking up on you. He'll hold you and fuck the daylights out of you until youre good and tired, then draw you a nice warm bubblebath where he'll wash your hair and you both can have nice conversation.
Worst wolverine DEFINITELY AN ANIMAL OVER THIS. I think he'd want to get rough but will hold himself back until you give him the okay. Eat you out, kisses you after. Will fuck you doggy style for hours, nearly breaking the damn bed and pissing off your neighbors.
dofp logan will go missionary on this bitch. bury himself inside you, won't stop till youre literally about to pass out bc your period is giving you bad insomnia and this is solution to tiring you out. i feel like he would use a vibrator on your clit too will stuffing you full of him. double the pleasure amiright. sex in the bath.
70s logan will suck your sore tits for a long time. his hands massaging your achey thighs. if you even complain once about your cramps he's going to have you pinned (or tied up) to the bed and take care of them. great! no cramps! now you can't walk. also will kiss you after eating you out.
2013 wolverine mmm i feel like hes a mix of dofp logan and worstie. a animalistic vibe but considerate. teases you over and over to get you wound up as if you already aren't enough. you'll get your relief soon. its all part of the game.
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stunie · 1 year ago
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Zevie it is I, the maid cafe anon once again coming to you to request more cute(or lewd, it’s your choice like fr) maid cafe content.
Maybe they show up when it’s like a day for a different costume(OH MY GOD A PLAYBOY BUNNY OUTFIT DAY??? A CUTSIE ANIMAL ONESIE DAY??? CHEONGSAM DAY??? MAGICAL GIRL DAY???????) or literally ANYTHING, whatever inspires you.
The only characters I’ll specifically ask for are kiryu, suo, and Kaji if possible!!!!!
ANYWAYS REMEMBER TO TAKE IT EASY AND HAVE A SNACK AND REST MWAH MWAH -🐌
WELCOMMEEE !! u r now snail anon and no longer maid cafe anon !! i hope u and the others r comfy here ໒꒰ྀི ˃ ∩∩ ˂ ꒱ྀི১ <3 i made this sfw <: also pls im gonna share my snack with you (it’s a mango roll cake!)
hayato suo, kiryu mitsuki, & kaji ren x maid cafe!f!reader
sfw. ft. costumes (animal onesies), you call them ‘master’
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HAYATO SUO gives you an all-too-warm smile when you’re shyly handing him a menu, tensing when his fingers briefly brush over the paws of your onesie.
“a kitten? how cute,” he teases, hand coming to cheerfully rub at the top of your head. it was only your second week since you’ve started your job here, and yet he’s made it very clear that he’d be paying you a visit every single shift.
a part of you wishes he had never found your cafe’s instagram, where they uploaded each week’s theme on sundays without fail. you can only imagine how ecstatic suo must’ve been when he saw what was scheduled for today— because he was stepping through the door only fifteen minutes into the start of your shift.
“c-can i get you anything else, master..?” you stammer, eyebrows deeply furrowed in embarrassment as you hug the extra menus to your chest. he’s only chuckling at your nerves, back of his hand coming to mask his laugh as you give him your best attempt at a glare. “you’re not supposed to laugh,” you whisper through your teeth, “stop being like that..!”
“oh, sorry,” your shoulders relax a bit when his laughter dies down, and he’s smiling back at you all over again. “then i’ll just have you stay beside me until i’m done with my tea. that won’t be a problem, right?”
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KIRYU MITSUKI’s mouth parts open in surprise when you come to serve him his food, cute little bear ears sticking out from the hood as you set down his plate in front of him.
“this is your omelette, master!”
“oh, thank you,” his voice comes out soft, but he’s tugging you by the little bear tail at the back of your outfit as soon as you turn to check on your next table, “but don’t leave just yet.”
your head turns back, gaze shifting back and forth between his hand and his face. “..is something wrong?”
he doesn’t respond.
you sigh when he still doesn’t let go of your tail, not even looking at you as his free hand comes to click at his screen. “wait just a couple more seconds…” he says, scrolling through his apps. “ah..! here it is. okay~”
some of the other visitors are turning their heads to look at you as soon as they hear his chair abruptly scooting backwards, body leaning back a bit to angle his phone’s camera towards you with a content hum.
“k-kiryu!” you huff under your breath when you realize exactly what he’s doing, “that’s so embarrassing..!”
he only chuckles in response. “but you look so cute,” he coos, “smile nice and big for me, okay?”
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KAJI REN’s lollipop falls out of his mouth as soon as he sees you dressed up in a bunny onesie, one ear flopping over your face when you do a little bow to greet him and the two standing behind him.
“oh, it’s kaji’s girl working today! what a nice surprise, huh kaji?” you hear enomoto’s voice loud and clear, followed by a loud ‘tch’ from your boyfriend.
those two— enomoto and kusumi— didn’t say a single word about this. he was wondering just exactly what they were snickering about so loudly earlier before they were suddenly at his side to ask if they could stop by your cafe before heading home.
something about a deal on coffee? he can’t believe he actually fell for that.
“oh, kaji!” you gleam, lips tugging into a huge smile. “oops— i meant master. your table is over here. follow me.”
he’s clenching his jaw in place of his lollipop, eyes narrowed into a deep scowl in his attempt to dissipate the blush rising to his cheeks. you looked cute, big ears flopping up and down with each step you take, and you’re practically drowning in the excess fabric.
did they not have your size?
“oh,” enomoto interrupts his train of thought, and he turns to see him and kusumi are suddenly checking their phones, the weather app- specifically. “we gotta leave, actually. we’ll see you tomorrow, yeah?”
and they’re gone just like that.
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allpiesforourown · 10 months ago
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put me in the same room as shen yuan and I am violating him in ways that cannot even be conceived
OP, pls elaborate I need it for science, i need to write my dissertation pls pls pls pls pls pls
Top mistakes Binghe has made that I would not because I am superior
1. In the regrets of chunshan extra he poured wine into shizuns hole, and then just let it LEAK OUT?? Fuck off, that was PRIME real estate, you could have poured shots into shizuns ass and then had him sit on your face to drink but no you just let such a great opportunity go to waste.
2. Too respectful. He goes to the water prison and sees shizun tied up, like that first day with the skinner demon when he had his sexual awakening, shizun is on his knees his clothes are ripped off and you walk AWAY? fuck the hell off. No way. If shizun doesnt want to talk to me, I'll pull on the back of that Immortal Binding Cable and tighten it until he can't breathe and has to force himself to talk to beg me to stop
3. Does not bully shizun enough. Shizun is SO easy to bully. The holy mausoleum was like the first time ever Luo binghe really yelled at him in anger and he IMMEDIATELY started crying. That's no. 4 btw he saw shizun crying and didn't fuck him about it. Just absurd. But back to no. 3, shizun is so thin faced it would be so easy to fluster him and he'd only need to fuck him on his demon throne for 3 minutes before shizun would start crying and how many times did Binghe do that? 0 times. He deprived the world of shizun sobbing as he's pounded in front of a demon audience. Literally vile.
5. You're a DEMON your race and cultivators are at WAR because you guys KILL PEOPLE and you've never once hunted shizun down for sport like an animal and thrn fucked him when you cstch him ??? Never locked him in a cage and told him to wear a collar ???? All those times shen qingqiu would see him and get scared binghe would go "shizun thinks all demons are filthy" :(((" instead of "SHIZUN THINKS ALL DEMONS ARE FILTHY 🔥🔥TIME TO PROVE HIM RIGHT!"
okay I'm done ranting for now SHIZUN PICK ME ID KNOW HOW TO DO EVERYTHING RIGHT
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mindless-existence1 · 6 months ago
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Random Mha boyfriend headcannons
Authors note: So I have finals to study for and I said I wouldn't be posting stuff but I'm a fiber so I decided to write this short blurb instead of doing my actual school work
Live, laugh, love, yall
Pt2
This includes fluff headcanons for Bakugo, Tokoyami, Denki, and Izuku
Tw: Cursing (f word like twice)
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Bakugo would be the king at making sure you have eaten. I'm taking he makes your favorite meals when he knows you've been having trouble eating, he's constantly checking up on you, etc.
Denki definitely plays dress to impress and would be so fucking terrible at it. He's rage quick after some 8 year Olds win by not even doing the theme. He'll play it with you and every time your outfit comes up he gives it 5 stars.
Tokoyami has a peak taste in music and would love to go to concerts with you. Like he'd be the kind of guy to find some random concert where the tickets and cheap and yall start listening to the bands music on the way to the concert. He just likes the atmosphere I fear
Izuku is super embarrassed about literally every form of pda. So tease him about it pls. Out snd about and you decide to hold his hand? Oh the poor guys is done for. A kiss? That's attempt of murder right there.
Denki is the type of guy to binge watch movies like nobody's business. Definitely will make 'movie dates' where yall just stay up till 3 am watching a 12 epsiode anime that will destroy your soul.
Bakugo will constantly have a be holding your waist or shoulder or hand or literally anything while yall are on a date. You call it being cutly protective. He calls it 'making sure those stupid extras know your mine'
Tokoyami will most definitely get matching jewelry with you. RINGS! This man would wear the fuck out of some rings, I'm talking stacked up and on each finger. He'd get ones to match yours so when you hold hands you can feel the rings on eachothers fingers. It gives him a warm feeling.
Izuku probably keeps a diary or some cute dorky thing like that. The pages are filled with stuff about you and your quirk and just YOU. He'll put notes you've shared over the course of your relationship and stuff like the movie tickets to your first ever date which was to the movies.
Tokoyami most definitely has some of the big and warm and amazing hoodies ever that you constantly steal. He gets cold really easily I think so he'd have a bunch. Most of them end up in your dorm. I imagine yall would like trade them out so then you could have one that smelled like him and he could have one that smelled like you.
Bakugo would feel so nervous and self contious about holding hands because they get sweaty really fast and he thinks it's the worst thing ever. So when you take it so confidently and lovingly in your hand his mind short circuits. He trys pulling away but you keep it in your hand. Some days he wears gloves to mask the sweat but other days he wants to feel your hand skin to skin.
Denki thinks he is extremely ritzy (sorry for the brain rot). He thinks he is a lady's man all day and he'll flirt like crazy with you but if you even so much as compliment him he turns to jelly. He's spewing pick up lone after pick up line then you reciprocate with a flirty remark and he just melts, you'd think he over used his quirk.
Izuku likes when you play with his hair. And in secret he'd also let you style it. His hair is so fluffy you could bury your hands in it forever. He'll lay his head in your lap and just let you go to town. Some days he'll let you put little braid in it or up into pony tails.
Bakugo radiates heat something crazy so cuddles are a must. It'd take a LOT to convince him to let you snuggle up with him on the common room couch but in your or his dorm? He'll eat you be all over him. He won't admit the fuzzy feeling he gets when you cuddle up with him and trace your fingers on the scars on his arms or up and down his abs.
Tokoyami would be so good with words and he wouldn't wouldn't know it. Like you'd ask if he liked your outfit and he'd hit you with straight poetry. Now this doesn't mean he's smooth all the time. The first time yall held hands he almost tweaked out, and the first time he saw you all dressed up for a date he almost fainted. But he has his moments.
Denki has crazy insomnia so he'd stay up late and if you don't stay up late he'd flood your phone with just random stuff he thinks about through out the night. If you also have insomnia he'd either be on face time with you or be with you irl. Yall would go on so many side quests at 3 am.
Izuku is a yapper but also an attentive listener. He'd love to hear you talk about the most boring thing in the world and not even care. He finds everything you talk about so interesting, he'd want you to reciprocate tho so when he yaps you also listen with your full heart.
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My Main Masterlist
My Mha Masterlist
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cannedbabs · 4 months ago
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Taking $1 Turbo Sketch Comms! (And more!)
((Please read below!))
Hello lovelies! I have gotten a tad tight w money and I’m looking to do adult things like move out and the like and thought I’d do something here about it :] and that’s Turbo sketch commissions!
DETAILS:
* They will be Fullbody sketches! Optionally colored like the above image or like the below images
* Once I’ve gotten a decent amount they’ll be compiled into a sketch page to post!!
* Other characters also allowed, please keep reading to find out about those!
* If you Comm you MUST be ok with messy lines and guidelines. I’ll try to make it as nice as I can, though!
* I take PayPal / Venmo / Cashapp! I even have a Kofi if that’s easier! Just PM me if interested :]
* Also pls nothing NSFW or fetish-y. I’ll turn you down immediately.
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For $1 it will be Turbo OR King Candy in any sort of pose, expression, etc you like. Small props (like the spray paint can, a trophy, etc.) allowed at no extra cost!
If you want to add an extra character FROM WRECK-IT RALPH (or Ralph breaks the internet) it will be just another $1! If you want to upgrade it to King Candy/Turbo Bug he will be $3 (sorry he’s just hard to draw!)
If you have a WIR OC and want them, it’ll be $5! But keep an eye out I’m going to be making some WIR inspired YCH’s for cheap soon… ((if you’ve read this far give me suggestions on characters you’d like to see for that!))
If you don’t want Turbo/KC at all just let me know and I’ll most likely haggle! I just enjoy drawing him the most, hence it being $1.
If you’d rather just want a sketch comm from me, those are $5! Doesn’t have to be WIR related :] example below
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I talk a LOT and probably some stuff didn’t make sense. Feel free to ask for clarification :] Any reblogs help also!!
All this stuff is listed on my Trello! It also has my TOS so I encourage looking there!
EDIT: sliding this here… also accepting $5 iron headshots and $25 experimental animated bounce icons… examples blow!
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((The animated icons will be that simplistic, but I can edit very small things but it will be general bounce + smile! Any species! :]]))
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tokyo-daaaamn-ji-gang · 7 months ago
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PLEASE I NEED HELP FINDING SOME TOKYO REV THING
You know rindou’s very iconic slay poses???
I’m trying to find the one in the Anime where he’s in top of one of those giant dumpster rectangle thingies and he’s bending his head back for no reason and he’s like cross legged and really fruity looking and I CANT FIND IT ANYWHERE PLS IF YOU HAVE IT BC YOU SEEM LIKE THE PERSON I NEED ITTT
Thank you :D
The one where Kisaki starts talking and instead of turning around like everyone else he decides to do this???
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Just so extra for no reason
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tomriddleslovergirl · 3 months ago
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False Hopes
Pairing: Tom Riddle x Vampire!Reader
Summary: A small glimpse into selfishness and want.
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Tom’s skin was easy to bite through. Despite being a rather frail man, Tom was insistent that he be the only one you were to feed on. He had only ever given an answer once as to why, and if asked again, you were gifted with a: “Haven’t I told you?” or: “Hush, darling.” You didn’t mind, of course. You’d never tasted another’s human blood, and so were unaware if you were missing out on anything.
The rabbits, fawns, and vixens would make sounds of displeasure; whimpering and snarling. The thumping of their feet, shaking to the point they would fall over, and the scratching of paws just made it all the more entertaining.
Tom was different from those animals. Sometimes he would let out a sigh as if he were finally settling down after a rather restless day, and sometimes a laugh would pass through his lips for whatever reason. Perhaps Tom, unlike the animals your parents would present to you for the taking, knew he would make it out alive.
And so, there would be times where you would hold onto his shoulder for a bit too long, digging fingers into the pale flesh of his back whilst your teeth worked on him. Tom’s hands gripped you in turn, your skirt ruffling around his long fingers and lifting above your ankles.
Small huffs escaped Tom. The complaints about you stealing him away from his knights while he was making his way to his next class died on his lips.
The broom closet smelt damp, reminding you of petrichor and blood on grass and dirt. Ears perked at the sound of Tom’s irregular heartbeat slowing down.
You finally pulled your teeth away from Tom once your stomach was beyond fulfillment, and licked a stripe horizontally over the two bite marks you’d left behind, the extra blood that had escaped your mouth before making its way onto your tongue, where it belongs.
Tom stayed quiet for a moment, only speaking once he was sure his voice wouldn’t tremble. “You could have waited.” He was already letting go of your skirt and instead grasping at his school bag.
“No. I don’t think I could have,” you replied, fixing the top button of his shirt.
There was always the chance that Tom could have been whisked away by Professor Slughorn — that pest had been spending a lot of time with Tom —  or a group of students.
Tired eyes blinked up at Tom. Your stomach was full, and your cold skin and barely beating heart would be enough of a reason for the nurse to allow you to rest in one of the cots.
In class, Tom’s hand trembled as he held his quill, and he was slower than usual in writing down the words spoken by his teacher.
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a/n: no clue what this is, but someone being mean to Tom sounded like fun. Man who wants to live forever and woman who sends him to the brink of death over and over again? yes pls. Might write more of them, but I might also crawl into my cave of a writing slump again. Also, I read chamber of secrets for the first time, and Tom was nonstop giggling and for what. divider creds: @saradika
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foreverromanticising · 2 months ago
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for a long time - ln4
two: ralphie - post animal
lando norris x fem!oc | 3.7k words | as always, pls listen to the song as u read and pls chat to me with what ur thinking | prev chapter.
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Summer 2022 - Belgian Grand Prix.
Everyone who surrounded themselves with Lando knew Phoebe, or at least knew of her. Lando wouldn’t shut his mouth for more than five minutes when it came to talking about her, he would talk to anyone that would listen. He wanted to brag about her, he wanted the world to know how amazing her mind was, and he wanted people to know she was his. A tad possessive, it was in his nature, but Lando never denied it.
No matter the location, Lando was known to let her name spill from his lips despite the situation he may be in. Often, the glittering skylines behind him as he stood on a rooftop bar were no match for his Phoebe. It didn’t matter the view or the people, he would let everyone know about her. 
His teammates and engineers alike were interested, at first that was. The first few months of truly getting to know each other, to learn what it would be like to be teammates, to know each other inside out were drastically important so they would pay attention, take notes, on what Lando deemed important. But as time went on, there were only so many Mclaren employees who were willing to listen to Lando absentmindedly speak of what Phoebe was getting up to that weekend instead of being at the race.
Daniel had had the chance to meet Phoebe, brief but there, during media day at the Belgian Grand Prix. A quick two minute introduction, a smile and wave, as Lando introduced the two as they walked throughout the paddock; in between interviews, rushed as Lando searched for Phoebe for those five free minutes with Daniel. But that was all Daniel needed in order to understand how utterly smitten Lando was with her.
He didn’t quite have the time to understand the girl in the same way Lando did but he was finally able to see the pure admiration he had for her with his own eyes. His hand gently placed on the small of her back, delicate but guiding, as he introduced the two; eyes beaming with pride as he watched her. Whilst Daniel was important to Lando, being his current teammate and all, he hadn’t set out to introduce him to Phoebe. 
Rather, Lando had set out to introduce Phoebe to Carlos. That was important to him; two of his favourite people finally having the chance to meet.
Over the years that Phoebe had been in attendance at races, making appearances in the paddock, there had never been the chance for her to run into Carlos. Nothing had stopped Lando from trying; dinner reservations booked but cancelled due to flights and classes, media commitments pulling them in every direction except hers, and of course Phoebe was only able to attend the paddock for only a short few weekends throughout the years.
Time had never been on his side but Lando was nothing but determined - ‘its my middle name,’ he had whispered to Phoebe once when she asked how he would make it to her graduation, and he did, despite the fact he had a flight to Miami that same night. Once he put his mind to something, especially when it came to her, there was no stopping him. 
Belgium was already a special enough race for Lando with his distant family able to attend, fans coming out in tenfold to support him, and now he finally had Phoebe by his side for a race he still considered to be his home. Perhaps it was greedy, that he wanted to have his cake and eat it too, but he wanted an extra cherry on top of the weekend. He was sure he could figure something out for Phoebe and Carlos. 
“Carlos!” Lando yelled once he saw a blur of red pass him by after the race on the Sunday of the weekend. It wasn’t the finish he was after, P12, but he knew his friend would be buzzing with his result of P3. A text would’ve done fine, a phone call later that night when everyone was back in their hotels, but Lando was never one to wait around. “Excellent race, mate, well in.”
“Appreciate it, feels good.” Carlos hummed in agreement but he felt awful sceptical of Lando’s sudden appearance to congratulate him; not rare for the two to celebrate one another, but uncommon for it to happen so abruptly.
“So, drinks later? I know a good bar.” Lando maintained his overly dramatic smile despite noticing the way Carlos screwed his eyebrows together, his suspicions clear as day. “Me, you, Phoebe- c’mon, you don’t want to miss it.”
“Ah, so this is about your girl.” It was as though the pieces clicked together in Carlos’ mind once Lando mentioned Phoebe’s name. 
“No, not really,” Lando shook his head. “I mean, I want you to meet her but I think we should celebrate you. And she’s not my girl, Carlos.”
“You know what I mean, I’d love to meet her,” Carlos had spent years alongside Lando, listening to everything he had to say about Phoebe and he couldn’t deny he was shocked that they still hadn’t met yet. “I think I’ll ask Charles if he would like to join.”
“Cool, yeah,” The Brit was slightly confused as to why one of Carlos’ first thoughts was to bring along Charles but he kept that thought to himself; it wasn’t too strange after all. “I’ll text you tonight, yeah?” 
Thought it didn’t take much searching, Lando found Phoebe in the paddock once again alongside his mother. He didn’t finish the race with the result he wanted but there were bigger things on his mind for now. Any other race, any other situation, Lando would’ve spent the rest of his day beating himself up over the result; what he could’ve done better, what he could’ve done to prevent such a result. 
But when he saw Phoebe sporting a Mclaren cap with his number, he couldn’t even try to force himself to think about his result. Not when she was stood in front of him, beaming with pride despite his result. There would be other races he could berate himself for, he was sure of it.
“You wanna get out of here?” Lando spoke once his mother had bid him farewell; a kiss to the cheek and an exclamation of how proud she was, no matter what. He appreciated it. But he let his arm snake around Phoebe’s waist, tugging her into him and leading her away from the paddock.
“Only if you do.” Phoebe let Lando lead the way as she followed him willingly into his driver’s room in order to collect his belongings before making their way to his car.
She could see his fake smile, plastered on for everyone they passed by on their way out of the paddock. He hadn’t said much but she knew how he felt. Not making it into the points for a home race was devastating, she could only imagine. However, Phoebe wasn’t there to push him into opening up to her. She would let him come to her, open up in his own time. 
“I said we’d go for drinks with Carlos later,” Lando hadn’t spoken a word on the drive back to their hotel, letting himself bathe in the silence that filled his car. But as soon as they both stepped into his hotel room did he speak up. “Let you two finally meet, celebrate his podium, all that.”
“Mm, sounds fun,” Phoebe watched as Lando pottered about the room, watching as he absentmindedly fixed the corners of his bedsheets and pushed his suitcase into a different corner of the room, opened and then shut his curtains. An anxious habit of his, she had come to know, rearranging whatever he could get his hands on just to keep himself occupied. “Y’sure you’re up for it, though? We don’t have to go.”
“Yeah, ‘course, yeah,” Lando brushed Phoebe’s question off, immediately catching himself in the meticulous routine he had developed after a race of fixing his room. He pulled himself out of it, turning to face Phoebe with her legs crossed beneath her as she sat on his bed, a gentle smile looking back at him. “It was my idea, so… thought it’d be good to get out tonight, relax a bit. I really want you to meet Carlos, y’know, figured there’s no time like the present.”
“Well, I’m excited, I think it’ll be good to go out,” Phoebe didn’t move from her spot on the bed when Lando plopped down beside her, his head buried in the sheets as his eyes fluttered shut. “I do think you should shower first, you stink.” 
“Shut up,” He grumbled as his voice was muffled against the bedsheets. “I will, I’m just tired.”
“You just said it was your idea to go out, I dunno why you do it to yourself.” She brought her hand to his hair, letting her fingers twist around his damp curls without so much as a care for the sweat that had coated itself throughout his hair. 
“We haven’t gone out in a while, y’know, and I don’t wanna just waste time by sitting in here.” Lando sighed and rolled over onto his back, taking Phoebe’s wrist in his hand and placing it back into his hair for he missed the feeling too much. 
“You get too caught up in missing people, Lan,” She knew where his words were stemming from, how they had missed each other over the years. They had gone from seeing each other everyday to maybe once or twice a month, and Phoebe could tell Lando was still stuck in that mindset; a mindset that forced him to utilise every minute with her for they didn’t know when they would next see each other. “I’m here for the next while, you know I’m not going anywhere ‘till I can find a job, maybe, and even then who knows when I’ll actually find one.”
“Don’t say that, anyone would be lucky to have you working for them,” He could hear her doubts creep through her words; her worries of being unable to find a suitable job postgrad seeping through. “I’m just trying to soak up actually having you here, you’re usually getting a flight back to uni after a race so I just thought we should do something.” 
“I wanna go out too, just don’t wear yourself out,” Phoebe could see the bags under Lando’s eyes, ones that he would deny the existence of, and she would let him deny them to his heart’s extent but that wouldn’t stop her worries. “Now, go and shower so I can get ready, you properly reek.”
She shoved his shoulder as he finally got her hint to move, rolling his eyes before dramatically dragging his limbs towards his ensuite bathroom whilst she grabbed his hotel key and headed to grab her belongings to bring them back to his room to get ready. She sat down at the vanity across from his bed, focusing on the the faint sound of a playlist heard from Lando’s phone, over the steady sound of the streaming shower through the closed door once she reentered his room. 
Lost in her own world, Phoebe hardly noticed the sound of the bathroom door opening as she was more focussed on trying to perfect her makeup for the night ahead. The familiar music started to grow louder as Lando appeared behind her, chest bare and almost glittering from the low sun that shone through the window. His hand danced across her back, resting on her shoulder as he watched her through the mirror in front of them.
“You look pretty,” His voice was low as his eyes caught hers through mirror, focussing on the light glitter that rested upon her eyelids delicately. “Really pretty, Pheebs.” 
“You’re so nice when you’re tired.” Phoebe hoped the fresh makeup that covered her face could hide the pink flush that crept up her cheeks.
“I’m nice all the time, I’ll have you know.” He scoffed at her words but kept his hand floating along her back, fingertips massaging into her shoulders as her head fell back to rest upon his bare chest with her hair tickling his skin. “To you, at least.”
“I really could just stay in tonight, your tiredness is rubbing off on me.” She curled into his touch, warmth spreading throughout her body.
“No way I’m letting you get all dressed up just to keep you in here for the night,” Lando drew his eyes away from hers over to her dress that hung from his wardrobe door, knowing that he would battle through any level of tiredness to see her clad in that dress. “Let me get dressed and then I’m ready to head out.”
Once the pair were both ready, they headed into the taxi Lando had booked and made their way towards a bar with Carlos and Charles already there. Lando was only expecting Carlos and Charles so he couldn’t deny his minor shock when he walked into the bar to find Daniel and Max also sat at the same table as the Ferrari drivers. 
“Thought I’d extend the invite to a few more, Max has a win to celebrate after all.” Carlos raised his voice over the volume of the crowd so it would reach Lando as he approached the group. He spotted the confusion Lando was sporting and hoped to ease it, the boy simply nodded after hearing the explanation. The quiet night with a few drinks he had planned in his mind he now knew wouldn’t still be headed in that direction with the many drivers that sat around the table.
“Yeah, no, totally,” Lando nodded and slipped into a seat on the end of the table, hand in Phoebe’s as she sat down beside him. “Anyway, yeah, this is my- my Phoebe. She’s Phoebe, you probably all know all about her but yeah, thought it’d be nice for everyone to finally meet.”
Phoebe gave a small wave to the group, almost intimidated by the chorus of ‘hello’s that sounded after her arrival. She was familiar with each driver, though not outside of any team clothing. An unfamiliar feeling rolled over her shoulders as she sat among the drivers, despite her close friendship with Lando she wasn’t sure she’d ever feel in the correct place in spaces that involved more than just her and Lando.
Bottles upon bottles of champagne made their way to the table, trays of gin and tonics followed along, and the tequila shots that Charles had requested were struggling to to find a space on the table. Whenever new drinks were ordered, each driver would mutter ‘just on the tab, please’ to the waiter without a blink of an eye when the price was muttered into their ear. This was entirely unlike any night out Phoebe had ever been on with her own friends; she was more used to splitting a bottle of vodka between multiple people, mixing it with nothing but water and squash to stretch it thinner. 
Lando had slid away from her at some point, a whisper in her ear that she didn’t quite catch - something along the lines of ‘I’ll be back soon,’ - before he was out of the front door with Daniel. She sipped on her drink, something fruity and pink that Max had recommended, as she listened to the conversations that flowed around her. She didn’t quite know where to speak, what to say, and she was happy enough to listen. 
Though, Phoebe couldn’t deny how thankful she was when Charles slipped into the seat Lando had been occupying beside her.
“Heard a lot about you, it’s nice to finally put a name to a face.” Charles pushed into her space, the small table they sat around far too crowded for the amount of people there, his knees nudging hers once he sat down.
“Hm, what have you heard?” Phoebe hadn’t heard much about Charles from Lando, only knowing bits and pieces, so she couldn’t help but wonder what he knew of her.
“You’re much smarter than any of us sitting here, for sure, and you were working in New York, yeah?” Charles tried to pretend like he had to spend sometime thinking of what to say to her but really he had paid attention to all of the chat about her that flowed through the paddock. “What was that like?”
“Magical.” Phoebe laughed as she spoke, knowing her words were maybe the slightest touch dramatic but there was no denying the truth behind how she spoke.
“Yeah? You’ve clearly never been to Monaco if you think New York is magical.” Charles let his eyes watch Phoebe over the rim of his glass as he took a sip of his drink, a smile dancing along his face as they spoke.
“Well, yeah, I haven’t actually,” Phoebe had never had the chance to go to Monaco, despite how desperately she wanted to - Lando had moved there in the previous year and she hadn’t yet had the opportunity to explore his new life, but she longed to go. “I’ve never been able to make it work, but I’d love to go.”
“Lando has been living there for how long and has never taken you? That is awful,” Charles tutted after hearing Phoebe’s confession. “I’ll take you, I’d be a better tour guide than Lando, anyway.”
“Who’s a better tour guide than me?” Lando’s voice joined the conversation before he had the chance to even find a seat, his eyebrows scrunched together as he watched Charles comfortably sit in his previous seat.
“Charles- in Monaco, at least.” Phoebe turned her head to look over her shoulder as Lando stood behind her, fingertips playing with the ends of her hair.
“Lando, you have lived in Monaco for how long and have never taken Phoebe over,” Charles quickly dipped his eyes to Lando’s hand placement, trying not to focus on it for too long. “This is shocking, she thinks New York is more magical than Monaco.”
“Hey, I never said that.” She turned back to face Charles, her hand playfully swatting at his arm.
“Yeah, we’re gonna fly to Monaco tomorrow, spend some time there.” Lando’s face was stern with emotion as he watched Charles and Phoebe laugh like they had known each other their whole lives.
“I thought we were flying home tomorrow, news to me.” Phoebe couldn’t hide the shock in her voice as she was none the wiser about this plan of Lando’s.
“Yeah, I was gonna surprise you,” Lando had wanted to wait to keep this surprise from Phoebe, to let her reaction bloom with excitement but he couldn’t refrain from telling her after the way Charles had spoken. “Thought it’d be nice for us to go for a little while.”
“Seems like I’ll get to be your tour guide after all.” Charles shot Phoebe a flashy grin, unable to hide the happiness that shone through his face.
After a few moments of standing behind Phoebe, Carlos nudged Lando’s foot with his own before pointing to the seat beside him. The Spaniard watched as Phoebe and Charles wrapped themselves up in another conversation before speaking to Lando.
“Jealousy isn’t a good look for you, Lando.” Carlos’ voice was low as he spoke to Lando for he hadn’t missed the tense look that had taken over his friend’s face when he caught wind of how close Phoebe and Charles were acting.
“I’m not jealous.” Lando scoffed yet he couldn’t help but look away from Carlos and back over to the pair, his eyes zoned in on the way Charles leaned into his friend - his lips brushing the shell of her ear as he pushed back a few stray hairs behind her ear before he spoke.
“Tell that to your face,” Carlos watched as Lando visibly forced himself to relax his face, his jaw loosening from the clenched position it had been in. “Charles is a nice boy, a gentleman, she’ll be okay.”
“What? What are you talking about?” Lando knew what Carlos was trying to say but he didn’t want to think about it, not when he was watching it play out in front of him.
“I’m just saying, there are worse people in this world that she could end up with,” Carlos shrugged, knowing Lando wouldn’t want to hear what he had to say but he also knew that he had to hear it. “You are not one of them, y’know, if you just owned up and told her how you feel.” He let his voice drop lower, quieter, so only Lando could hear what he had to say.
“I don’t feel anything, Carlos,” Lando spoke in the same, quiet volume as his eyes flashed with surprise for he had never expected this from Carlos. “She’s my best friend, I don’t know what you’re talking about. She can do whatever she wants.”
“I’ll let Charles know, then,” Carlos nodded along to what Lando had to say thought he didn’t believe a word that left the young boy’s lips. “He’s been wanting her number for a while now, wanted to wait for the right moment.”
Lando simply hummed in agreement as his eyes flicked back over to Charles and Phoebe, but he was quick to notice the empty chairs that now sat along the table. He let his eyes wander throughout the room, catching the pair at the bar standing all too close for his liking. He watched as Charles’ hand lingered for a second too long on hers as he handed her a drink, both of their smiles far too bright for whatever Lando would be comfortable with. 
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call-me-strega · 2 months ago
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HBSD Extras: Happy Garden Friends!
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Extra that takes place after chapter 6/7 of HSBD. Jason gives Damian those erasers he bought.
( Also, there are mentions of religion in the beginning. I'm just using some headcanons on that so pls no one upset or fight abt it. Let's remain respectful and if you don't like it you don't have to read it.)
ao3 version
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Sundays are a special day in the Wayne household.
Typically, people associate Sundays with going to church, but it honestly had little to do with it.
You see the Wayne's weren't a particularly religious bunch. Heck half of them aren't even Christian. Bruce was Jewish by heritage, Jason was (surprisingly) ex-catholic, Tim started Christian and ended up largely agnostic at some point during his time with the Young Justice, Cass held no affiliation, and Damian, who had a complicated multicultural background, chose to identify as Buddhist. Dick, Babs, Steph, and Duke were the ones who practiced to varying degrees. And nobody was really sure about Alfred. Anytime someone asked he'd get this lonely look in his eye and stare off into the distance. (And honestly what was that about?)
Regardless, the reason Sundays are special is because Sundays are Family Night.
Despite their turbulent past, Bruce is proud to say that he has dinner with all his kids on a bi-weekly basis. They don't even try to kill or maim each other anymore! Well- at least not usually.
Tonight seems to be one of those exceptions.
Bruce sighs as he looks at the commotion in front of him. When Alfred sent him to see if the kids had finished setting the table this wasn't what he thought he'd find.
Dick and Tim are pointing and laughing as Steph records Damian attacking Jason with a butter knife. Cass and Duke are giggling over some small plastic package while an amused Barbara watches passively.
Suddenly, Jason spots him and quickly runs to hide behind him. Bruce only has a couple of seconds to brace himself before an infuriated Damian is caught in his arms. He struggles against his father's arms trying to get to his brother so he can gouge his eyes with the dinner utensil.
Bruce swears he can feel a vein in his forehead bulge as he pushes Damian off of him and exasperatedly bellows out, "What is going on here!"
Jason peaks out from behind him and points at his younger brother.
"I thought I'd be nice and get my littlest bitty brother a back-to-school gift and the ungrateful brat attacked me!"
"Tch," Damian rolled his eyes. "Only because it was deserved. Akhi demeans me, Father."
Bruce raises an eyebrow at them. "Uh-huh, and what exactly is this gift?"
That's when Duke chimes in, "Oh only this pack of erasers!" He giggles tossing the package he was holding to Bruce.
Bruce catches it with ease. It is garden-themed with writing in bubble letters, clearly marketed for little kids. He reads the label: "PENTEL ARTS, Hi-Polymer Eraser: HAPPY GARDEN FRIENDS!" it proudly proclaimed. It was a package of those pencil topper erasers for kids. A quick examination of the back revealed more cutesy labeling showcasing images of all the little garden animals included in this variety pack.
Despite himself, the corners of Bruce's mouth twitched.
"These are good quality."
Bruce probably shouldn't be this amused by the look of betrayal that danced across his youngest son's face. His siblings resumed their laughter and Jason stuck his tongue out at him childishly, still hiding behind their father. Bruce gave the package to Damian and placed a hand on his son's head.
"Just accept the gift, Son. You don't have to use them if you don't want to."
Damian pouted, nodding begrudgingly.
"Now," Bruce said looking at the rest of his kids. "I believe you all were meant to be setting the table. I'd hate to tell Alfred it still isn't ready yet."
Bruce definitely shouldn't have been amused by the way his kids collectively paled, immediately springing into action to set the table in under a minute.
'48 seconds,' he mused. 'That's a new record.'
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A few days later Bruce goes looking for Damian to call him down for dinner. He finds him studying in the library, those same pristine pencil toppers he vehemently protested just a few days before, now safely attached to a number of pencils Bruce knew his son kept in his bag but never used.
Ah, Bruce really loved his family.
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Please enjoy this extra I wrote in between studying for finals and totally not bc I was procrastinating.
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yingdu-lover · 5 months ago
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I never knew I would be so passionate to say shit about link click ☠️🤣 I mean, it's so angst, life philosophy, metaphor, symbolism shit that I almost forgot to sit and enjoy but NOW when the ' meticulous construction of plot, intertwined parallel narratives and themes and intense philosophical symbolisms' are away, I CAN FINALLY BASH IT BWAHHAAAHAHAHAHA to my heart's content.
so, @whispersoflullaby and I decided to watch THAT godforsaken special episode and we have been inventing creative slurs in our mother tongue since then
Cheng Xiaoshi dives into the body of someone called Sanren laoshi who(via qiao ling) hands them a very...questionable photo.
I SWEAR TO GOD I AM NOT HOMOPHOBIC (maa kaalir dibbi) but that masked person/the very obvious sexual partner of the host is a...MAN?!
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they do not seem to be an AFAB person. and also, for some reason that person's voice felt like lu guang's?????????? (I played it repeatedly but that 'look, look, look!' felt very much in lu guang's voice!)
idk is there any sober explanation to this or what the fuck 😭😭😭😭😭
the case is (head to toe) weird. it felt very weird and doesn't feel to have any significant connection to the main story. how is this canon?! I mean whatever special episode...Lan studio produced it, right? it has proper OP and ED... that made it look extra funny 🤣
I didn't question my life choices watching this episode! Not for one sec I felt the urge to cry, stupid things were happening in the most stupid and corny anime way possible. They failed their mission (100% cheng xiaoshi's fault) and the lines are so fucking hilarious
"during summer vacation people either
1. sleep to their heart's content
or
2. focus on their hobbies
or
3. post shoddy videos (a man taking pictures of a girl in blue underwear standing in a pool)
what should I do during summer?"
the host's request was to rectify the fuck up and say
"I really like games more than the sea!"
😭🤣🤣 so stupid everything was. And also the underwear thing...HUGE focus on hosts'....
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'flexible' and 'cute'?
and ofc
" look, look, look, look, look! you have been staring at me for a while, what? falling in love?" ☠️ broski...sex is over now fuck off and pls kindly wear your trousers or somebody weird will pounce on you like this.
Cheng Xiaoshi's inner eiden was threatening to dominate when he said "oh? Sanren laoshi is not single then?" the zesty voice 🤣☠️ PLZZZ
☠️ why the episode was so weird, horny and hilarious lmao. don't mind grammer I just can't comprehend what I watched. hianime comment section 😭 some are saying wtf but others going like
"samajh nahi aya par link click hain to pura dekha aur accha laga" ☠️
"not quite sure what I watched but this show is peak and I watched it whole-"
noooo you should join us ☠️, link click has made me cry like a pathetic fox howling and all, now it's a slacking episode, I'm gonna call it names ☠️😭🤣 it feels SOOO good to not to intellectualise link click and cry with every fibre of your being
but a few serious things........
1. they wear those summer clothes...the happy visions/memories shown in 'The Eye' are the same
2. Lu Guang really feels...NON TRAUMATIZED? at least I got this feeling. he is just a chill guy, and extra silly, more expressive (I FELT THAT) can it be that it was...in the og timeline? IT FEELS LIKE ONE
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this is the actual 'dumb time traveller photo faggots doing silly things together ' in a real sense (the misconception most of us had before we started watching link click???) it's silly through and through trust me
before watching this my brain was so hacked by profound depression (caused by nothing other than link click, surprise!) but I feel 🤣🤣🤣 so good now. had a good night's sleep. I passed out writing the half of the post and now I am writing at 4:30 am ☠️
anyways, I have never seen anyone discussing this episode before so I did it 😭 I am in love with the silly things actually! man I love this head emptu no thot vibe, and those questionable frames ☠️ and that masked man! hsjsjkkakekrisjznfkk why was all of these needed at all! but I loved that 🤣
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wsknbfanaccnt · 7 months ago
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Mental Disorders Headcanons
pls keep in mind that im not an expert on disorders or anything, i just thought this would be fun lmfao
TW!: suicide, depression, panic attack, self harm, self destructive thoughts, mentions of blood
Characters: Akashi, Kuroko, Midorima, Aomine, Kise, Kagami
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PTSD
lots of disassociating and emotional detachment
and I can imagine that he experiences derealization a lot, especially during his mental breakdowns
for example in the middle of the Rakuzan vs Seirin match
disassociating
in fact, the entire time that Bokushi was in front, he had tunnel vision
i feel like there would be times that he would just stare at something for hours
that wouldnt stop him from completing the tasks that his dad makes him do, but in those times he forgets to take care of himself
Kuroko is usually the sensitive one, quickly seeing if Akashi's having trouble
he tries to talk to him and distract him and when the others catch up they do the same
Aomine would like give him a pat on the back in the middle of a game maybe, Kise would compliment something of his, Murasakibara sharing candy, stuff like that
the problem is, Akashi doesn't see their gestures
ive mentioned this before too, but i would think he self harms
he has scars on his thighs, both red and white ones
no one knows
Nijimura has a suspicion though
theres just a slight hesitation when Akashi runs, or sometimes he jolts when he forgets about it and fabric brushes against it
has attempted suicide twice
neither of which Masaomi knows about
Midorima knows about the second time but doesnt know about the first
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Anxiety
also emotional detachment
he tries to avoid as much conflict as possible, which also leads to him prioritizing others instead of himself
a bad habit he has is helping others regardless of how it would affect him
he likes to sacrifice himself a lot for the sake of others
lots of overthinking
frequent panic attacks in the locker room when he's alone
but he also experiences them around people, so he learned to suppress them throughout the years
he experienced once, exactly once, that he was having an obvious panic attack in front of people (what people? idk)
so his chest was tightening, he couldnt breathe, he was shaking and all that
but no one noticed because of his lack of presence
he couldnt even ask for help, nor he would want to do that anyways
when the GOM learned about it, they make sure to pay extra attention if they feel that Kuroko is on edge about something
there was once he had a panic attack in the locker room and Aomine caught him and calmed him down
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OCD
routines and rituals, as we've seen from our beloved Shin-kun
every morning Oha Asa, has to prepare everything exactly the way he wants it to be, and be finished at a specific time
if something goes wrong he outbursts, either a breakdown or doing something repeatedly to make sure that what his doing is correct
and the times that he somehow cant find or dont know his lucky item (this is canon btw lmfao) he hoards everything that he can find in relation to what small thing he knows about the potential lucky item
we also know that he takes very extensive care of his nails because of basketball to the point that he wraps bandages around him
now that i think about it maybe him having ocd might just be canon atp
when he accidentally fucks up, or the shape of his nail wasnt what he wants it to be, he continues filing down his nails until it bleeds
fuck ow lmfao
Akashi notices this and forbids him to practice when he sees blood on the tips of his bandages
sometimes when the rest notices that its really bad, they offer the some of their things in hopes that it would be effective as his lucky item
also, at times, they listen to oha asa just in case Midorima has trouble with his lucky item so that it wouldnt happen again
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Depression
we see a lot of the symptoms in the anime actually
loss of interest in hobbies, self isolation, irritability, stuff like that
i think he would definitely engage in self destructive behaviors, but not quite like cutting
suicidal ideation
he doesnt practice, we know this, but instead of "theres no point" its more of "someone might be able to beat me if i stay in this level"
but i feel like he would train outside their practices, harder than a lot of people
running for hours regardless of how much he throws up, working out in gyms but not using equipment properly or pushes himself past his limit
stuff like that
he actively avoids people, and he struggles with doing basic functions like eating, brushing his teeth, taking a bath
self destructive thoughts:
"theres nothing left for me"
"nothing matters anymore"
"no one understands me"
"i dont need anyone"
its not often that the gang notices when its particularly bad, but Kise and Kuroko never miss it
they'd always make sure that hes with someone, and they'd watch over him so that he doesnt do anything that might harm him, especially after an incident
they were about to cross the road but Aomine wasnt looking
(he doesnt look when he crosses anymore and its just become a habit)
both of them pulled him back, and he was pissed at the two of them because he also landed on his ass
when they made eye contact, all three of them just immediately understood what Aomine was trying to do
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NPD or Narcissistic Personality Disorder
in the manga, Kise's very rude to people he deems below him
or in general, people who he doesnt call "-cchi"
i would think that Kise actually has a very fragile self-esteem
most people in his life praise him anyways, and it doesnt help that he's a model thats often swarmed by girls wherever he goes
but when someone gives him critisizm, its like a switch
he doesnt get angry, but he does feel intense shame and he'll overthink about it for days on end, sometimes not being able to sleep at night
and he'll do everything to make sure that he himself knows that he isnt what that person says he is
when that doesnt happen, he questions his self worth and disassociates for days as well
often it gets self destructive
those he sees below him, he despises
as if they arent even worthy of breathing the same air as him
he treats them like shit only in private tho
he doesnt want his reputation to be tarnished after all
I think Aomine would be his number 1 supporter
Kise doesnt rely on others nor shows vulnerability, but you can count on Aomine to point out the things that he's good at when he's feeling down
Kuroko would try to distract him i think, like taking him to eat popsicles or karaoke
(some of the only times that Kuroko actually agrees to hang out with him)
has almost attempted self harm many times but never actually goes through with it
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ADHD
we see traces of this too in the anime and in the manga
his hyperfixation is definitely and quite obviously basketball
he has difficulty with emotional regulation as we know, feeling hotheaded and sometimes explosive anger
we've seen him restless as well when he's looking forward to games too much, or he just cant help but practice when he needs to blow off some steam
and id also think hes just generally restless, he has to be doing something or fidgeting with something and he cant sit still
hes a bit of a perfectionist (just a bit)
i think hes also a little sensitive when taking critisism, and sometimes he takes it the wrong way and suddenly outbursts
something that's also shown in the anime is that hes impulsive, especially on the court but also off court
ADHD often comes with anxiety and depression, so sometimes the Seirin team can tell that he's down or he's more fidgety than usual
Hyuga is a tough love kind of person, so he doesnt hesitate to be blunt around Kagami
Sometimes he takes it wrong, but Kuroko and Izuki is always there to help Kagami understand that Hyuga just wants the best for him
when hes down, Seirin goes to Maji burger and they all split the bill to pay for the ridiculous amounts of burgers that Kagami loves so much
Kagami i think fidgets with himself if he's restless, biting his nails, peeling his lips, to the point of bleeding
Seirin notices every single time and just grabs kagami's arm and pulls it away from whatever he's doing
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