#ps im shaking lol

[dtheshadows]

Ok, it's time to post about my opinions on the different relationships, so I'm not doing so in the middle of the night when I'm supposed to be sleeping.

To start off, I just want to say that these are all just my own opinions at the moment of posting, and I'm not trying to drag anyone for what they ship. People can enjoy what they want even if I'm just meh on it.

Crystal and Charles

Alright, so let's get this one out of the way first. I appreciate how the show kind of portrayed this as them going to each other for comfort more than for love. That being said, if this shows' goal was to make me think they were going to be an endgame pairing, then it failed. I think that they'll have their thing, but settle on just being friends, and that can still be beautiful. I just don't see it working out in the long term with Crystal being alive, and I don't feel like she is going to die. The show works well with her being alive and the boys being dead. Half the comedy is her interacting with the boys while everyone else just stares at her like wtf. They could very much be right person wrong time.

Monty and Edwin

I really like Monty. I love him, and that scene with him and Edwin on the swings was so sad. I don't know how much further this pair could go with Monty being a bird again, but I want to hope he can return. I feel like there is a little more to explore with this being that they were each others first kiss, and it could be cute, but not endgame.

Cat King and Edwin

I'm very meh on this one, unfortunately. I can see the appeal, but it just doesn't read to me, and I tried getting into it. I don't think they'll be endgame, but this one has the 2nd most potential.

On a separate note, this is the pairing that also makes me question why they didn't age the characters further. I feel like how ghosts mature after death needs to be explained a bit further. Otherwise, I see this being quite a fandom divider, and there has already been some division. Again, though, ship what you want. I literally don't care because these are fictional characters.

Charles and Edwin

Obviously, this is the big one. I adore this ship, and it has the potential to be exceedingly beautiful, whether it ends in friendship or romance. I, for one, want it to be canon because I would love to get a queer slowburn best friends to lovers romance arc for once. I feel like I never see long-standing male friendship that becomes romantic. It's either they've become close because they are into each other, or they were friends, but not best friends, and it always happens in a single season. I will say as well though that if they just remain friends I'd be perfectly fine with it as long as they revisit the possibility of it happening, because you can't have Charles say what he does in response to Edwin's confession and not revisit. Like the chapter isn't closed yet.

[acaciapines]

rotating noelle around in my brain. i need the dess raises kris au to be real RIGHT NOW.

please talk to me about the dess raises kris au i think im gonna explode. also start writing it this summer maybe :3333

[malaierba]

Fic: Karamatsu is mean to Jyushi

Me: this infringes upon my beliefs >:-/

[baby-yongbok]

OK I saw an anon asking for another hyunjin fic bc of the vmas (tbfh same) and have an idea for another vmas hyunjin fic (if you’re up for it) hear me out:

apparently people were freaking out the other day bc there was this video going around of Sabrina carpenter waving at hyunjin when it turned OUT she was actually waving to Dixie damelio bc they’re friends…what if y/n saw that and thought she was waving at hyunjin too and got super jealous? I know I would even though I love Sabrina lol. so she starts giving hyunjin the cold shoulder and answering in one word responses etc and he’s confused so she says something like ���why don’t you ask your new girlfriend” and he thinks it’s cute that she’s jealous and reveals Sabrina was waving to Dixie not him. And even if she did wave to him, he’s 10000% in love with you and absolutely does not want anyone else. Then after their performance and skz is backstage he pulls you into a closet/private room, locks the door and proves to you just how much he wants/worships you and no one else, in his sweaty state 😫 something like that? I haven’t been able to stop thinking about vmas hyunjin either and who can blame me

ps I’ve written to you before and idk if you take emojis for anons but if so can I be 🪽 anon? I love your writing sm and I know I’ll be back! I wanna be friends but I’m a lil shy lol… 🙂

I DID IT. IM SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT, DON'T HATE ME. 😭 Here you go, my love ❣️🪽

Let Me Show You

Hyunjin × Fem!Reader

Genre: Smut

Word Count: 3,442

Warnings: Semi-public sex?, Cum tasting (That should be it ❣️)

✨️Masterlist✨️ ✨️My First VMA Fic✨️

Surely you were seeing things right? You had to be seeing things. Maybe it was the stage lights or the adrenaline from the boys' win getting to you but you swear that the very beautiful and very talented Sabrina Carpenter just tried to shoot her shot at your equally as beautiful and talented boyfriend. Maybe it was harmless, Sabrina is a K-pop fan so maybe she was just trying to grab his attention and give him a friendly thumbs up or something.

You check your phone while you make your way backstage to meet the boys, of course they’re trending on every app that you have but a particular twitter post catches your eye. You stop in the middle of the very busy backstage hallway as you read the video caption for the third time, ‘Are Sabrina Carpenter and Hyunjin flirting?!’. You click on the video quickly, bringing the phone closer to your face as if you could zoom in on the interaction. It’s right there, it’s in very poor quality but it’s there nonetheless. Hyunjin definitely gave Sabrina a look and according to the video he did it more than once. You can feel your stomach turn as an emotion runs over you but you can’t figure out if it’s anger or jealousy, maybe it’s both? You take a deep breath and start walking again, you stuff your phone into your purse and shake your head a bit to try and get your thoughts together. This is a big night for the boys and you don’t want to ruin it for them by having an attitude but you also don’t know how to deal with this cocktail of emotion bubbling in your veins.

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“Baby, can you help me put this on?” Hyunjin holds his necklace out in your direction and you take it from him quietly. He furrows his brows a bit before turning around and allowing you to put the jewelry on him. He noticed your shift in attitude since they got their award but he thought that maybe you were just overwhelmed. He watched you as they got ready for their stage, you laughed with everyone and were talking to staff casually but when it came to him you were silent and short spoken. He instantly started replaying the last hour or so in his head. What could he have done to upset you?

“Thank you.” He turns to you and leans in to kiss your cheek but you pull back slightly, looking in the opposite direction. “Angel, is everything alright?”

“Yup.” Your eyes look everywhere but at him, even when he moves to your side to sit next to you.

“Are you sure? You’ve been quiet, did I do something to upset you?” He places his hand on your knee and you promptly cross your legs to get him to move his hand. You shrug your shoulders in response. Your gaze falls on Felix as he takes pictures of everyone in their finished looks. “Baby, come on.”

“Don’t you have someone else to talk to?” You huff, an over exaggerated sigh following your statement.

“Hm? What do you mean?” Hyunjins brows knit together as he racks his brain trying to understand what you’re referring to. 

“Why don’t you ask Sabrina? You seem pretty interested in her.” You roll your eyes and Hyunjin raises his eyebrows at your sharp remark. Felix had shown him a couple of the trending tweets along with the video of Sabrina waving in his direction, they laughed about it and Hyunjin told the guys that she definitely wasn’t waving at him and if she was he didn’t even notice her. 

“Ah, you saw that video?” You shift in your seat scoffing at his question. A small smile pulls at his lips as he watches you, you don’t get jealous often but gosh was it hot. Something about you giving him the cold shoulder turned Hyunjin on, maybe it was the way you rolled your eyes at him and how sassy you were everytime he tried to touch you. Whatever it was, he was enjoying it. 

“Everyone saw the video, so yeah.” You bite back, glancing at him for only a second before looking back over towards the rest of the boys.

“Baby, she wasn’t waving at me and even if she was I didn’t notice her. I was looking at the Stays that were seated in that direction.” Your heart starts to hammer in your chest as his words sink in. You can feel a blush spreading over your cheeks and a tinge of embarrassment in your core. He had pointed out the row of Stays in that direction earlier in the night but in the heat of the moment you completely forgot about it. 

“Why would I look at her when I have the most stunning woman in the world here with me tonight, hm?” He snakes his arm over your shoulder and pulls you into a side hug. “Is my jealous girl blushing?” 

You hide your face in his chest, trying to avoid his gaze. How embarrassing is this? Looks like you got jealous for nothing.

“Look at me, angel.” Hyunjin tries his best to gently pry you away from him but he’s interrupted by Chan calling everyone to get ready to go over to the stage. You look up, only because you know he has to go but his fingers catch your chin before you can look away again. Your shy gaze meets his and he smiles down at you, but it’s not a regular smile. It’s the type that he uses when he’s up to something. He plants a quick kiss on your lips before standing and holding his hand out to you. 

“Come, you can watch on the backstage monitor.” You take his hand reluctantly, an apologetic smile on your face. He shakes his head, chuckling a bit. 

“My possessive baby.”

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The boys absolutely killed their set but that was to be expected. You heard loud clapping and cheering as they made their way from the stage, a mixture of praises both towards the boys and the dancers. You join the busy crowd, clapping and looking through the sea of people for Hyunjin. Suddenly, you feel large hands on your waist and you turn around to see your boyfriend looking down at you with a grin. He’s sweaty and his breathing still hasn’t calmed down completely, He’s discarded the vest that he had on during the performance leaving him in only his black tank top. You open your mouth to congratulate him but he puts a finger over his lips, hushing you before taking your hand and pulling you with him. He makes his way in the opposite direction of the boys, towards the quieter part of the venue. You recognize the hallway from when the boys took pictures earlier, Hyunjin leads you into a small cut off hallway where some extra supplies seem to be stored. He closes the door behind you, placing a piece of paper over the latch so that you two don’t get locked in. He turns to you and you look up at him with confusion woven in your features. 

“What are we doing here?” You look around thinking that maybe you missed something.

“You know that you mean the world to me, right?” Your heart starts hammering in your chest again, your grip on your clutch purse growing tighter as embarrassment washes over you again. 

“I know, I’m sorry I should’ve asked you instead of drawing conclusions.” 

“Don’t apologize, you were being protective of what’s yours.” Hyunjin takes a couple of steps towards you, one hand sliding into the pocket of his brown designer pants.

“You know that I’m yours, right?” Your mouth goes dry when you take in his deepened tone, what exactly did he bring you here to do? You press your thighs together, shifting your weight from one foot to the other. Your black form fitting dress rides up a bit from movement. “Answer me, angel.”

“Yes, I know you’re mine.” You clear your throat, trying not to show how much his words are affecting you.

“I only want you, you’re the only woman I ever think about, the only woman I ever look at.” He steps closer, reaching up to cup your cheek. You close your eyes and lean into his hand. His fingers brush against your lips. “Do you believe me?”

You shake your head, opening your eyes to meet his. He smiles at you before leaning down and pressing his lips to yours. You kiss him back, melting into him. Your arms find a home around his neck as he deepens the kiss, his tongue parts your lips, slipping into your mouth and stealing a taste of you. You moan into his mouth and he smiles against your lips. He pushes you back gently, prompting you to take a step back. He leads you backwards until your back hits the wall, you gasp, breaking the kiss and Hyunjin takes it as an opportunity to trail soft kisses over your jaw and down your neck.

“Hyunjin…we can’t do this here.” Your words are anything but convincing and you know for a fact that you don’t mean them. After the rush of jealousy that you felt earlier topped off with the breathtaking performance that he just put on with the boys’ you know that your body is more than ready for him.

“Let me show just how much I love you.” He plants a wet kiss right below your ear before whispering. “I want you to feel how much I want you, only you.” 

Hyunjin presses himself against you and you moan at the feeling of his hard dick straining against his pants. “Only you do that to me.”

“Hyunjin.” His name leaves your lips in a breathy moan, you can’t think of anything else to possibly say. He’s completely fogged your mind.

He starts leaving sloppy open mouth kisses on your neck, rough yet slow actions of affection. His hands trace up your sides, lightly scratching at the fabric of your Versace cocktail dress, dragging the fabric up your soft skin and exposing your plush thighs.You trail your free hand down his arm, moving to palm him through his pants but one of his hands swiftly grabs your wrist, pinning your arm to the wall behind you. 

“This is about you, baby. Only you.” He whispers against your skin before his lips make their way down to your chest, sucking and biting at your skin leaving red marks in his wake. His other hand grips at your waist, pulling you towards him and making you arch your back off of the wall.

 “I’m all yours baby.” He slides down onto his knees. Sitting in front of you, his large hands trailing down the soft skin of your legs. He looks up at you, his sparkling eyes surrendering to you. “I would never worship another woman like this in my life.” 

He leans forward, pressing soft kisses to the outside of your thigh and making his way to the sensitive skin leading to your core. You spread your legs a bit to give him better access and he groans at the gesture. His hands snake up under your dress, he hooks his thumbs into the thin straps of your thong and leads the garment down your legs. You step out of them, and Hyunjin wastes no time bringing them up to his nose and taking a deep inhale. 

“Fuck, I love the smell of you.” His words are breathy yet stable, he stuffs your thong into his pocket, a treasure for him to remember this moment by. He peers up into your attentive yet fucked out gaze, watching you as he sneaks the pad of his pointer finger up to caress your soaked folds. You jump at the contact, a deep moan leaving your throat, you hadn’t realized how much you needed his touch until now. You relax as he runs his finger up and down your heat, circling your clit and teasing your entrance a bit. Your hips buck against his hand, silently begging him to stretch you. Small whimpers fall from your parted lips as you keep your eyes on his.

“You sound so beautiful, angel. You’re so fucking perfect.” He pushes his finger into you slowly, curling it upward to caress your g-spot. You bring your hand up to your mouth in an attempt to drown out your moans. Hyunjin shakes his head, fucking his finger into you a bit faster. “Let them hear you, I don’t care who it is, Let them hear what I do to you.”

“Hyun- Fuck” He adds another finger, scissoring them inside of you to stretch you out. “Oh my god, that's so good.”

“Only the best for you, this is only for you.” He leans up on his knees, sticking his tongue out and licking up the wetness dripping down your inner thigh. His tongue works its way over to your cunt, flicking your clit at a delicious pace that makes your back arch off of the wall further. He hums against you as you buck your hips, fucking yourself on his fingers and tongue. You feel yourself getting closer and closer to the edge, your body trembling as you beg him to keep going. He keeps up the pace, his tongue never stopping until you're finally pushed over the edge. You cry out in bliss as you cum hard, your body trembling with pleasure. He laps up every bit of your arousal that he can catch, leaving light kisses on your swollen clit as he allows you to come down from your high just a bit. 

“You taste like heaven” Hyunjin groans as he pulls away from you, licking his lips to clean up the mess you made. Your mind is clouded with lust, the jealousy from earlier nearly forgotten. The only thing on your mind now is how badly you want the man in front of you. How badly you need him inside of you. 

“I can feel like heaven for you too.”

“This is about you, angel.”

“Then fuck me, please. If this is about me then make me forget about that stupid tweet. You’d do anything to please me right?” Hyunjin, stands from his position in front of you. Your eyes stay locked on his dark ones as he towers over you. 

“I’d do anything to please you.” His words are soft and strong, he leans into you, catching your lips in a sweet kiss. You can taste yourself on his tongue as the kiss deepens, the gentle nature that Hyunjin held seconds ago melting away into a frenzied lust. 

“You drive me insane.” He whispers against your lips and you moan into his mouth. Your hands run down his clothed chest, taking in his firm core and his shirt damp with sweat. You run your hand over his hard cock, palming and stroking him. A pornographic moan erupts from his throat, he breaks the kiss and his jaw hangs open in bliss. You look up at him, watching as he bites his lip with his eyes shut tight, concentrating on the way your fingers move against him. 

“I want you to fuck me like she’s watching.” Hyunjin groans deeply, furrowing his brows at your words. “Show her that you’re taken.”

Your words flipped a switch in Hyunjins head, he grabs your hip, turning you around and swiftly pulling your dress up to expose your bare ass. He lands a firm smack on both of your ass cheeks, the sound echoing throughout the room.

“I’ll show her.” He presses his clothed bulge against you and you can feel him unbuttoning his pants with one hand. “I’ll show her who I belong to.”

He runs his hands over your bare skin, his touch gentle yet possessive. He leans in and whispers in your ear “I’ll let everyone know I’m yours.”

You gasp as you feel his cock part your dripping folds, stretching you out deliciously. He pushes in slowly, allowing you a bit of time to adjust to him. Your moans fill the air as he slides into you, once he bottoms out he leans forward, pressing you into the wall so that you’re flush against him.

“I’m yours” He moans as he starts to move, his hips pushing against yours in a rhythm that intensifies with each thrust. The sound of skin slapping echoes through the hallway but is easily drowned out by your shared moans. Your head falls back against Hyunjin’s chest giving him the perfect view of your fucked out expression. He leans down, leaving soft kisses on your forehead, a sweet contrast to the rough thrust of his hips. 

“You’re mine.” Your words make Hyunjin’s hips stutter, pushing into you deeper, he bites his lip as he takes it all in. The way you’re clenching around him, your moans mixing with his, the way the head of his cock hits your sweet spot. It all drives him closer to the edge. 

“You were right.” His thrusts become faster and harder and you squeeze around him as you draw closer to your release, meeting his rhythm with pleasure. “You do feel like heaven.” 

His fingers dig into the soft flesh of your hips as he comes undone, his moans mingle with yours as he fills you. The feeling of his hot release throws you over the edge, you fall apart seconds after him, his name falls from your lips like a chant as your pleasure washes over you. You both still, his dick stays deep inside of you as you both try to catch your breath.

“Thank you.” Hyunjin hums in response, soft pants falling from his lips.

“For what?” 

“For showing me that you’re mine, this might’ve been the best type of reassurance ever.” You chuckle and he follows, a wide smile spreading across his face.

“I’m glad that you enjoyed yourself. But, please remember that I mean this, there’s never anyone on my mind but you. You’re all I think about.” His sweet words send a shiver down your spine and you can’t help but to clench around him. 

“Oh fuck.” Hyunjin groans with a chuckle and you can’t help but to smile. “I need to pull out, I don’t think I’ll be able to control myself if you do that again.”

He slides out of you slowly, whines escape both of you from the sensitivity of the action. He tucks himself back into his pants and you turn around to face him, still leaning on the wall for support. 

“How am I supposed to go back out there with your cum dripping out of me?” You look down at the mixed arousal running down your leg and Hyunjin smiles at you. 

“Here.” You watch him as he kneels before you, dipping his tongue out and licking the stream of cum running down your leg. A groan falls from your lips as you watch him taste your mixed arousals. He trails his tongue up your leg, collecting all of the juices that drip from you until he reaches your swollen cunt. He runs his tongue over the sensitive flesh and you shiver in response, your head falling back against the wall and a moan escaping you. 

“Baby, I’m so sensitive.” Hyunjin hums in response and the feeling of the sound vibrating through you makes you clench around nothing. He dips his tongue into your hole, lapping up most of your arousal and cleaning your cunt to perfection. Once he’s satisfied he pulls away and stands, wiping his chin clean and smiling at you. He gives you a moment to recover before taking your chin between his fingers and tilting your head up to meet his gaze. 

“Next time that you get jealous just remember that you and I are made for each other. We’re perfect together.” You smile up at him and he leans forward kissing you with wet lips. He parts your lips with his tongue and gently runs his over yours. The taste of your mixed arousals flood your mouth and you relish the flavor. He breaks the kiss just as you move to deepen it, a slight whine falling from your lips. He grins down at you before running his thumb over your swollen bottom lip

“See? Don’t we taste good together? I only want you to mix with me, no one else, okay?” You nod your head, a sweet fucked out smile pulling at your lips. “I love you, angel”

“I love you too, baby.”

[carcarcraziiv2]

Hii! May I send in a request for HeartSteel headcanons of: Ezreal and Aphelios x Reader who’s a hip hop dancer/choreographer in a group of dancers? (I wasn’t sure if you do multiple characters or not but if you don’t could you just do Heartsteel Aphelios?)

I had the idea from this dancer I absolutely love! And she’s in a very cool group too: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGeNX3A2X/

This is great, and I would LOVE to do head cannons for more than one Heartsteel member! Plus, Phel AND Ezreal? The dancers, without a DOUBT.

UM PS??? I literally just realized that I wrote the entirety of Aphelios' as the reader being a solo dancer/choreographer *sigh*. I hope you don't mind if I keep that one? I WILL DO EZREALS CORRECTLY LOL IM SO SORRY

I know HCs are technically little burst/phrases or whatever but I am just gonna do lil shorts for these. I think it passes? lol

I hope you enjoy!

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Aphelios-

Another day at the studio. Aphelios and Alune frequented this particular studio at least once a week, using it as an outlet for not only exercise, but also to get away from all the hub bub going on at home.

As for you, you had just moved to this city. The air was vibrant with anticipation and excitement, and you decided that you would try out the dance studio near your house as a way to get to know new people and perhaps make some choreographer friends.

Although you were an experienced dancer, you still got nervous when dancing in front of new people. Especially people who you knew would know about what you were doing. Your nerves riled up within you as you took the center stage in front of all the prying eyes. It seemed as though they were having a dance show-off and you had just introduced yourself to a few of the people in there. Why not show them what else you could do?

As you start dancing, the music helping you find your tempo, you look around at the people observing you. Thats when someone in particular catches your eye.

Aphelios has been watching you since you shyly walked to the middle of the dance floor. His gaze followed your every step- and as soon as you started dancing, he was captivated.

"Like what you see, Phel?" The pink haired woman next to him nudged his side, pulling him out of his hypnosis. He nodded absentmindedly, returning his gaze to you. "You should talk to her when she's done."

He snapped his attention back to his sister, shaking his head no and rolling his eyes.

"What? Why not! They seem to be having a good time, and what makes it better than someone telling them they think they are attractive?"

Phel rolls his eyes again, pulling out his phone and typing.

Who said I think they're attractive? What if I think they are just a good dancer?

"Ha, as if. Phel, you're basically drooling," She retorts, crossing her arms after gesturing towards his face.

Your dance was coming to an end, and when you looked at the man who had been somewhat shamelessly staring at you before, you noticed he was gone. You were a little bummed by this but finished your dance off strong anyway.

Everyone cheered, some clapping you on the back and others jumping up and down in excitement.

"You're so good!"

"It's so exciting to have another experienced dancer come in!"

"Thanks everyone," You answered them all sheepishly, deciding to excuse yourself to grab a drink of water near your bag by the mirrors. As you approached your bag, you felt a light tap on your shoulder. Looking into the mirror, you saw it was the man who you had seen earlier.

Turning around to face him, you smiled.

"Hello," you greeted him. He smiled back at you, lifting his phone to your face.

Hi, you're really great at dancing! My name's Aphelios. What's yours?

You wondered only momentarily why he was using his phone to communicate but weren't entirely new to the idea of that form of communication as you had friends and family who were deaf and/or mute.

You didn't ask if he was deaf, assuming he would have told you if that was the case or if you needed to use some other sort of communication aside from your voice.

"Thank you, I've been dancing for a long time. Even had my own choreo career at one point- Oh, and my name's Y/N.," You explained, all the while feeling like this person looked oddly familiar. "I did dance lessons for a few guys that were part of a band at one point, never got the in to meet all of them though." You chuckled lightly.

He lifted his phone to you again, and you peered at the letters on the screen.

It didn't happen to be Heartsteel, did it?

You squinted at the words for a moment, then back up at Aphelios, then back at the phone, then back at Aphelios.

"Oh my god, I am an idiot!" You snorted, jaw dropping open. Did you just get a compliment from Aphelios from Heartsteel?!?!

No no no, you're not! As a matter of fact, I think it's cool that that wasn't the first noticeable thing about me. I wanted to tell you- if you decide to make this your regular spot, you should grab my number and we can plan to meet up here and dance together sometime?

You were taken aback, incredulously flattered by his remark and really dumfounded that you hadn't realized who he was before everything clicked.

"That is so sweet! I would love to," you accept his phone, and input your phone number into it. To your dismay, he sends you a text as if you would have the audacity to give him a fake number. Was he really that impressed?

Either way, you couldn't help but bite your lip and dance in excitement when you got into your car that evening.

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Ezreal-

The air was filled with excitement in the studio today. A few months ago, your dance crew was contacted by a woman named Alune, the band manager for an up-and-coming group named Heartsteel.

When your manager made the announcement that your crew would be back up dancing for their tour, your heart jumped out of your chest. You were the first one to know because you were the choreographer for the group- basically her right hand.

You LOVED Heartsteel.

Now that you knew you were meeting them today, you couldn't help but be giddy with excitement. Everyone in the room was chatting amongst themselves, and you were left to your own devices as you waited patiently for the band's arrival.

Before you knew it, the short time had passed and the door was opening, your dance crew's manager scurrying in and giving you all a look before ushering the boys in.

You all took a moment to gawk before chaos ensued, and everyone ran up to meet the guys. All of the band members seemed to be just as excited as you all were, clapping you all on the backs and returning hugs.

You reached the green haired man, Ezreal, and you felt butterflies dancing in your stomach. You had always adored Ezreal (not that the other members were bad by any means, but they weren't him.

"Hi! I'm Y/N. I'm so excited to meet you," you smile, bouncing on your feet.

"I'm Ezreal, I'm excited to meet you too! I've heard a lot about your work with KD/A, and I've got to say I'm impressed!"

Your jaw nearly dropped to the floor. You were shocked that he had heard of you before, even though there was a solid track record under your name regarding the events you've choreographed.

"That is the coolest thing I've heard in my life! Thank you so much," You smile, completely giddy with excitement. You bid your momentary farewell as you make your way to Sett so you don't hog all of Ezreal's attention.

A lot of time passed in what felt like an instant, and before you knew it your crew was on stage with Heartsteel. The show went perfectly, and you couldn't help but notice Ezreal looking back at you and winking from time to time.

After the show, everyone was backstage, and Ezreal walked up and pulled you aside- much to your crewmate's chagrin. Ezreal gave them all a polite smile, all the while gripping your wrist as he lightly pulled you to a small hallway outside the backstage area.

"What's up?" you smiled at him, admiring how well put together he still looked after the performance.

"I just wanted to congratulate you on a job well done! You did great up there, and the moves you whipped up were perfect," gulping, you looked down at his hand that was still holding your wrist. He noticed, pulling away quickly. "Oops, sorry," he chuckled, an adorable blush rising to his cheeks.

"It's okay," you laugh lightly, "and thank you, I couldn't have done it without your help."

"Well, even after our tour is over, I'd be happy to help you more. I mean- that is- if you want?" he asks sheepishly, and you giggle at his demeanor.

"I'd love that, Ezreal," you smile, and the two of you return to the backstage area- the excitement of future plans awry in your chests.

[diviinaee]

it is 11pm and i cannot sleep so here are some hcs i have of the redacted characters n their listeners

these are really random so bare with me as I fight the urge to sleep on the floor

David : first off. mans is latino. ok moving on. his grito? 10/10. MANS CAN SING

Angel : has cried over their minecraft dog for HOURS (david had no clue what to do)

Asher : is strangely talented at claw machines and every time a restaurant has one, he ends up getting something for everyone

Baaabe : this lovable human is the mom friend. angel needs a tissue? baaabe has it. sweetheart hasn't eaten? baaabe has their favorite fruit snacks. someone has a headache? baaabe is already giving them advil

Milo : has the worst leg cramps ever LIKE THE ONES YOU GET IN YOUR CALVES mf literally almost punched a hole in his headboard once

Sweetheart : made of liquid. this menace quite literally sits in impossible positions, fits in the smallest spaces, and is so slippery. almost like a cat

Sam : smells like coffee 24/7. this mans hugs are legit heaven on earth and i will PREACH THIS TO THE GODS

Darlin : has tried dog food before. out of stupid curiosity. did not enjoy it!

Vincent : lactose intolerant (lol fucking loser) (ps me acting like im not also lactose intolerant)

Lovely : double jointed and occasionally scared Vincent with the ways they can twist their body parts

Fred : can type on a computer blindfolded (my sister can do this and I'm so jealous)

Bright Eyes : very good at stick n pokes. has lots of them on their legs and had developed a high pain tolerance bc of it

Gavin : weirdly in love with the show ancient aliens. loves seeing what explanations humans have for magical occurrences

Freelancer : heavy-weight. this bitch can drink alot before finally crashing but is also victim to the worst hangovers known to man

Lasko : listens to Lizzo. he just does alright.

Damien : is far- sighted but he refuses to wear glasses (same)

Huxley : makes the most amazing shakes known to man LIKE SIR WHAT DO YOU PUT IN THEM

Kody : (im petty but im giving him this) smells like hair gel. AND NOT THE GOOD KIND.

Xavier : has sung let it go at practice to many times (he really let his life go tho) (im so funny 🤭)

Elliot : had too many beanies that are the same color/design but strangely knows the difference between all of them

Sunshine : a major bookworm. passed AP Literature with an A and got a 5 on the exam (prayin i got that luck 🙏)

Avior : the type of mf to go into a starbucks and order a tea. AND DOESN'T SPECIFY WHICH TEA.

Starlight : opposite of Avior. has the most detailed orders for EVERYTHING.

OK THATS ALL CAUSE NOW IM FINALLY SLEEPY i got 2 finals due tmrw so im gonna get a good night sleep so enjoy these!!

mwahmwah goodnight ♡♡

[darling-i-read-it]

Would you be willing to maybe write Giles headcanons from btvs. Like about his love languages and how it would go? Much love 💕! Please and thank you ☺️.

angel? spike? no. giles. it'll always be giles. (ps thank you for this request im knee deep in watching buffy so this is on my mind lots)

this is love language headcanons or alternatively: different scenarios in giles house. (gentle warning for some insinuating jokes lol)

acts of service

Giles appreciates when other people do things without him having to ask. He's very used to be in charge and likes that position; it makes him feel important

but goddamnit it sure would be nice for someone else to shoulder the weight. it would be double nice if it was someone other than buffy who also never gets a damn break.

it also doesn't have to be big things. Setting the tea bags out for him, buying the kind he likes when he's low.

Bringing him books you think he'll like or putting away the ones he had left out.

This also goes for things like helping research or helping Buffy if she needs it. A lot of his life is surrounding helping her so if you help as well it takes some of the pressure of his shoulders.

Giles ran his hand through his hair as he left the bedroom. You had stayed over the night before but weren't in bed when his alarm clock went off. He looked around the corner, seeing only himself in the mirror coming down the stairs. He wanted to call out your name but didn't, out of sheer exhaustion.

When he emerged into the living room he could hear you. You were in the kitchen, gently humming to yourself. His eyes opened wide, the sleep leaving them, when he saw you.

"Mornin sleepy head. You forget to turn your alarm off?" He gave you a confused look. "It's a holiday today. No school." He looked back up the stairs, trying to find what day it was in his head.

"Why are you awake then?"

"Couldn't sleep." His eyes drifted down to your hands. You were making breakfast. You had pancakes on the counter already made. Bacon was sizzling.

"Breakfast?"

"Figured it was the least I could do. You were so generous last night," you teased. He smiled, shaking his head.

"This..this is a lot of bacon." There was a whole stack already made.

"I figured your scoobies were going to be stopping by sometime this morning with a problem. Don't want them to starve." His eyes floated to your face with the most adoring look. You met his gaze. "You okay?"

"I love you. I love you so much."

quality time

Giles doesn't have a lot of free time, at least not in the first few seasons. He was technically always running around and doing something with the library or with Buffy or with the council. Constantly stuck within a losing battle of his free time and his sanity.

Spending all the time he could with those he loves and appreciates is important to him. He attempts to make time.

It's just...not easy.

It isn't actually his fault necessarily but yeah...he can barely finish a book for pleasure.

But when he has that time he does not like to waste it.

"I've taken the phone off the hook," Giles announced. You looked up from the couch where you were sitting. He looked quite proud. "Buffy is patrolling with Angel. She'll be safe for the night."

"You don't have to convince me," you told him.

"I know. I was convincing me." You gave him a sly smile. He sat down beside you. He had a stack of books in front of him on the coffee table. You were cuddled up in the corner of the couch with a blanket and a mug. "Has your tea gone cold?"

You shook your head, no.

"Good." He picked up the stack of books and rested them on his lap. You watched him with big heart eyes. He was about to talk about something he was extremely passionate about. You were excited to listen.

"Which one are you going to read to me tonight Rupert?"

"I have options."

"Naturally."

physical touch

we all saw the episode where they reverted to their teenage selves

growing up, Giles had the tendency to be handsy in relationships. That wasn't something that exactly faded away as he grew older, he just became slightly better at hiding it

It was something you were surprised about when you started a relationship with him but it was something that was simple to ease into. It became natural fast

He likes to have his hands on you whenever you're alone. the whole time. all the time.

in public he's okay, he's sophisticated, he's borderline shy/timid. He does not want to traumatize the children he is constantly around. Even when Xander makes joke after joke after joke after jo-

Will pull you aside privately if he feels the need to though. Stern talking to. You look too good. That's literally not his fault.

but ALONEEEEEE

"Rupert," you muttered. He had his arm wrapped around you tightly from behind as you sat on the couch. He had his book up but was holding it with one hand. Everytime he turned the page he would set the book down and turn it so he didn't have to take his hand off you.

"Yes?" he questioned. You looked up at him. You sat between his legs, your back flush with his chest.

"I need to go to the bathroom," you said. He raised his eyebrows, floating his gaze back to his book.

"Can it wait?" You laughed.

"No." He let out a hearty sigh as though you had just told him grave news.

He moved his arm off you so you could get up.

"Hurry back," he said. You smiled, face scrunching. The warmth in your chest expanded out towards to your face as you walked away.

"I'm hurrying."

[ahappyphjl]

i think if they do a what dnp text eachother they might post it on the last day? cause if i am not wrong the others were posted on christmas eve too? or at least the last two. If they are actually cooking a ditl maybe they are gonna leave that for the finale? i am so stressed cause there's only 5 videos left and one of them has got to be the last pinof reaction, right... im shaking jenna!!!!!!!! i have to say i lost a little bit of hope for the fditl but we can still win.

ps: i messaged you before about phils quiff but omg last nights videoooooooo i need her back.

ohh true you’re right! somehow i thought they posted the text videos earlier lol but anyway, i think it’s pretty safe to say we’re getting a new one. they seem to enjoy filming them, and we love them too. a win win situation!

i agree if fditl is happening, that’d be one of the last three. i have a strong feeling the devan wedding is gonna be the finale, so maybe pinof reaction today, it takes two tomorrow, fditl on the 22nd and texts the 23rd hmm… it’s so stressful though! like when i told my mom about gamingmas, she was like “well what videos do they upload and when?” and when i told her none of us know beforehand, she said “what? they’re keeping you all in agony every day?” lmao Yes

[darkstar225]

Twice's 10th member is Tzuyu's little sister and her unnie's Jelly Jelly

A/N: Heyyy, I'm trying to make up for the time I'm gone lol! Sry for taking so long to post :D I hope that the anon who gave me this idea on Tumblr likes it!

The request: hi unnie its been a while since you update about the twice 10th member book. so im here for a request. the 10th member is Tzuyu's younger sister. the other members are always close to her and also the 10th member always listen to her, go out with her friends and spend time with other member but not tzuyu. so tzuyu gets jealous and worried. THANK YOU UNNIE IF YOU COMFORTABLE WITH THIS REQUEST YOU CAN UPDATED IT. SARANGHAE AND TAKE CARE UNNIE.

PS: Tysm for everyone who reads what I write, I hope I can bring a smile to your faces every time I post! I'd like to thank whoever sent me this idea 'cause I loved to write it <3

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The sun shone brightly over Seoul, casting a warm glow over the JYP Entertainment building. Inside, the members of TWICE were busy with their usual routine, practising and preparing for their next big performance. Among them was Y/N, the 10th member of TWICE and Tzuyu's little sister.

The maknae had always been a bubbly and energetic presence in the group, loved by all her unnies. She had a close bond with each of them, always listening to their advice, going out with them, and spending quality time together. However, there was one person she seemed to spend the least amount of time with... her own sister, Tzuyu.

Tzuyu, known for her calm and reserved nature, couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy and worry as she watched her baby sister interact with the other members. She loved the girl dearly and wanted to be as close to her as the others were. But lately, it felt like Y/N preferred the company of her friends and the other TWICE members over her.

One evening, after a long day of practice, the members gathered in the dorm's living room for a movie night. They laughed and chatted as they settled in, with Y/N snuggling up between Sana and Momo. Tzuyu sat quietly at the edge of the couch, trying to focus on the movie but unable to shake off the feeling of being left out.

As the movie played, Tzuyu's thoughts drifted to all the times she had tried to spend time with TWICE's honey, only to be met with polite excuses and promises of "later." It wasn't that Y/N was avoiding her on purpose, but Tzuyu couldn't help but feel a growing sense of insecurity.

After the movie ended, the members began to disperse to their rooms. Y/N, still full of energy, suggested a late-night snack run with Mina and Chaeyoung. Tzuyu watched as her sister left the dorm with her friends, feeling a mixture of sadness and longing.

Determined to address her feelings, Tzuyu decided to talk to Y/N. She needed to know if there was something she had done wrong or if there was a reason for the distance between them. Taking a deep breath, she waited for her sister to return.

When the younger girl finally came back, her face flushed from the cool night air and the excitement of their adventure, Tzuyu was waiting for her in the living room. Y/N's smile faltered slightly when she saw the serious expression on her sister's face.

Y/N - Sissy, is everything okay? *concerned frown*

The older girl nodded, her heart pounding in her chest. 

Tzuyu - Can we talk, bae? There's something I've been wanting to say.

Y/N nodded as she took a seat next to Tzuyu on the couch. 

Y/N - Of course, unnie. You can tell me anything.

Tzuyu took a deep breath, trying to find the right words. 

Tzuyu - Honey, I've been feeling a bit... left out lately. I see you spending so much time with the other members and your friends, but we hardly spend any time together anymore. I miss you.

Y/N's eyes widened in surprise and guilt. She hadn't realized how her actions had been affecting her sister. 

Y/N - Oh, sissy, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to make you feel that way. I love you so much, and I would never want you to feel left out. *pouts*

Tzuyu's eyes softened as she looked at her sweet little sister. 

Tzuyu - I know you love me, Y/N. I just... I guess I got a little jealous and worried that you preferred spending time with everyone else over me.

TWICE's lovebug felt a pang of guilt and reached out to hold Tzuyu's hand. 

Y/N - Unnie, that's not true at all. I love spending time with you, and I'm really sorry if I made you feel like I didn't. You've always been my role model, and I look up to you so much.

Tzuyu squeezed Y/N's hand, feeling a sense of relief wash over her. 

Tzuyu - Thank you, love. It means a lot to hear you say that. I just want us to be close, like we used to be."

Y/N - We can be, unnie. Let's make more time for each other from now on, okay? *grins*

Tzuyu nodded, feeling a weight lift off her shoulders. 

Tzuyu - Okay, let's do that babygirl.

Over the next few weeks, Y/N made a conscious effort to spend more time with Tzuyu. They went out for meals together, practised their dance routines, and even had late-night heart-to-heart talks in their room. Tzuyu's insecurities slowly began to fade as she realized that her sister's love for her was as strong as ever.

One sunny afternoon, the members of TWICE decided to take a break from their busy schedule and go for a picnic in a nearby park. They spread out a large blanket under a shady tree and enjoyed a variety of homemade snacks and treats. The atmosphere was filled with laughter and joy as they relaxed and enjoyed each other's company.

The sibling duo sat side by side, their bond stronger than ever. As they shared stories and jokes, Tzuyu felt a deep sense of contentment. She realized that her sister's love was not something that could be measured by the amount of time they spent together, but by the moments of genuine connection and understanding they shared.

As the sun began to set, casting a warm golden glow over the park, Y/N turned to Tzuyu with a smile. 

Y/N - Unnie, thank you for always being there for me. I promise I'll never let anything come between us again.

Tzuyu smiled back, her heart swelling with pride and love. 

Tzuyu - And I'll always be here for you, Y/N. No matter what.

The members of TWICE watched the two sisters with fond smiles, happy to see them so close. They knew that the bond between the youngest girls was something special, a connection that could never be broken.

As they packed up their picnic and headed back to their dorm, Tzuyu and Y/N walked hand in hand, their hearts full of love and gratitude for each other. They knew that no matter what challenges lay ahead, they would face them together, as sisters and as members of TWICE.

Back at the dorm, as they settled in for the night, they shared one last moment together. Sitting on Y/N's bed, they talked about their dreams and aspirations, their fears and hopes. Tzuyu felt a sense of peace, knowing that her sister would always be by her side.

As they finally drifted off to sleep, the bond between Tzuyu and Y/N had grown even stronger. They knew that their love for each other was unbreakable and that they would always be there to support and care for one another. And as the stars shone brightly outside their window, they knew that they were not just sisters, but best friends, forever and always.

And this made them think:

I'll love my dear sister eternally.

A/N: I'm sorry for any errors. English is not my first language. Pls, let me know if there is something wrong, ty for reading <3

[crushedsweets]

holy shit your blog is literally like my favourite thing ever rn im always like yippee new crushedsweets post!!!!!! whenever i see u in my feed just AGH all of your hcs and your au and your art is all so so so wonderful keep up the amazing work and take care of yourself <3 <3

ps. to be an emoji anon here do you have to be a regular ask box user?? im not very good with words but i wanna be someones emoji anon :(

anon pl s. u r so sweet. shakes ur hand. thank u anon. u take care of urself too plsssssssss u r so kind. And no u dont gotta b e a regular !! LOL i legit have 0 requirements i just think emojis r cute and i think some people like being recgonized in their asks :9

[touchstiel]

Hihihi! Its me again, late once again with an update! (Guy in humanities class that has other guy who looks like misha lol)

Date went really well. Like. Really well. We got dinner and laughed a lot and ended up watching the sun set by one of pond/fountain things on campus.

It was a dream and ive been in shock all day. (And im ignoring the fact that i have so many bug bites rn) We even did one of those adorable finger heart phone backgrounds with fhe sunset.

We also decided to start offically going out. Im still shaking!! Thank you for fhe positive vibes. It was really nice of you to let me share this experience with you!

(Ps: If this blogs still up, ans we're still together in a few yrs, ill let you know if we get engaged/married lol)

AHHHHHH WOW THATS SO AWESOME!!!! IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!

[wonusite]

i am most definitely not thinking about fucking vernon in a tent after today’s gose. definitely not. absolutely not thinking about him being so vocal that you have to put a hand over his mouth because his friends are in tents around you and you don’t want them to hear. fully not considering that he would start sucking your fingers as he thrusts into you with his eyes squeezed shut and his whole body shaking with the pleasure and an orgasm he’s desperate not to have just yet. im not thinking about it!!!! i’m so totally fine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(ps hi i sent the vernon hot tub thot from before lol<3, i will never be normal about this man. N E way can i pls claim 🧸 anon here?🥺)

YOU ARE SO FUCKING INSANE AND I’M EATING IT TF UP!!!!

bc just imagine how giggly and excited he would be when you two are undressing. ofc his laughter dies as soon as he eases his cock into you. the needy moans and whimpers escape him involuntarily as he fucks into you. when you cover his mouth, it doesn’t do much bc he keeps getting louder as he keeps getting closer. so u shove your fingers into his mouth to gag him bc you think it’ll shut him up enough to not draw attention. but his cock just throbs inside you, even more turned on as he sloppily sucks on your fingers.

[stuffyflowers]

Started playing PS Outertale a few hours ago and I have, thoughts.

For the most part, geno has been a chill time. There are some tweaks I really appreciate, like the grinding being so quick and skipping dialog by holding C. Asriel was a little jarring at first, really did not like the way he talked down to Papyrus (and that bit where he's pretending Sans is still there? eugh), but once we were past not-Snowdin I really started to appreciate him. His relationship with Frisk/Chara/The Player/Whatever is really intriguing, especially how Frisk or whoever genuinely seems to reciprocate his feelings. Love the Best Friends Setting The World On Fire vibe we got going on.

I did kind of feel like the game was just, really easy? I beat Undyne the Undying without dying, and that's without knowing what the new spear attacks did. But a lot of her normal attack were just like, easier versions of her original attacks? I did like the extra attacking mechanic and how it was still loosely DDR esc like green soul mode.

Beat Mettaton on my second try. Orange soul mode was neat. A little weird to get used to but it didn't offend. Defiantly a little harder that Undyne but not a huge step up.

Alphys... I REALLY do not like this fight. As of writing this I have not beaten it and I don't thing I will. There are a just, lot of little things that just drag the whole thing down for me. For one, Screen Shake. Lasers shake the screen, the expanding rings shake the screen, hell, even the damn MUSIC shakes the screen! I can't see where I am or what I'm supposed to be dodging! Second, the obnoxious spinning background. It's distracting and bugs the hell out of me. Third, the music. It's very meh imo, gets grating after a bit and just sounds like noise now. So far my biggest issue is that her attacks are 1000 years long. Each one feels like three for four attacks in one. Sometimes I'd get most of the way through an attack and just, get fatigued and take my hands off the keyboard cause I'm so overwhelmed.

I've never felt like this before. I don't usually mind a challenge, I actually like throwing myself at a problem until I break through. I loved beating UTY geno without using any equipment (Only Rubber Bullets, the Patch and the Toy Gun. Honestly if you're looking to play UTY geno again but harder I highly recommend), and that was a grind that took weeks. But this? I have absolutely no desire to return to this. I can't honestly say the fight is even good or bad cause I just can't get into it. This is the worst time I've ever had fighting an UT boss, and I don't think that was the intention.

I don't know where I was going with this. I just had a lot of thoughts and felt the need to share them.

Fun fact u can hold alt+press left twice to open the debug menu and get temmie armour infinite hp etc etc would highly recommend using whenever a fight annoys u lol im not grinding for this game. I agree w ur alphys boss complaint so much, I almost got my ass beat WHILE using th temmie armour, the patience soul mode is just not made for a boss fight of that scale I don’t think, especially not one where it piles on what feels like 20 attacks in one turn. It’s so sad bc I was genuinely pretty hyped to see final boss alphys, seeing herself as the one to blame for everyone’s deaths in this route coulda made up for the nothingburger she was given in pacifist but it was just. Eh.

Also asriel is just very funny to me. This au really only cares abt asriel and twinkly seems to exist just to fill floweys slot which is smth I don’t care for, but I at least appreciate they let him be an edgy little shit rather than playing into the idea that having a soul would magically fix flowey/twinkly and make him a normal kid again. I like that frisk is kind of just fucking around ig, it makes a funny contrast against asriel. I wish the route used the frisk/asriel/mk trio more also. Idontknow I still haven’t fully figured out how I feel about this route it’s so weird. I did enjoy it more on average than lv0 pacifist tho so that’s. Something?

[aihoshiino]

okay so no idea how i should refer to myself as so: hi!! im the person who had way too much fun writing ai/nino toxic yuri on ao3! i was gonna just lurk (me, tumblr account with privated likes, reblogs and follows) BUT how could i with the promise of people being normal about fictional unhealthy gay women. idk if this is the optimal way to communicate i use tumblr with the sole purpose of following 4 people and digging up ai content

i am honestly so flattered (but also kinda upset at the lack of content on them aside from my own 1k word long oneshot please keep recommending if you find more stuff on them) that you enjoyed and recommended my fics considering i just straight up had no clue where i was going: okay so top priority i want them to kiss —> but also with how things are nino would probably lash out (read: bite) —> ai would be hesitant but also is so desperate that she’d still accept it happily —> this will fuel ninos idea of ai being the perfect, invincible idol —> and then i ran and tried not to trip with the rest

your translations of the side stories and blog was probably what helped me get in to oshi no ko again because even though i am still not over ai being dead i can now listen to someone talk about how great and tragic and sad and miserable she was along with all the other characters so thank you again!

also that ask for ai/nino toxic yuri visions was me lol, thanks for talking about my fic despite how short it was <3, i might de-anon myself at some point but rn im too shy for that

woof, this got a bit long. anyways love wins fr, if there was ever a day where i participate in an onk shipping war it’ll be on the side of them

LMFAO OH MY GOD I'M SO SORRY TO HAVE JUMPSCARED YOU WITH YOUR OWN FIC 😭 WHAT A THING TO SEE ON YOUR OWN DASH....

that said it does make me so happy every time I hear people saying my relentless oshi no posting stands out to them to the degree that it does lol. I guess I'm in a similar place as you where, as happy as I am for it, it does make me a little sad that it feels like there's such little fan interest in lengthy meta and discussion on Ai herself outside of some really banal, surface level stuff. To a degree, I get that with other characters having so much more time on the page and having ongoing arcs to speculate about, but Ai is sooooooooo fascinating to me and it really drives me insane how often I see people make zero effort to engage with her arc beyond her utilitarian function in the story. It also really bums me out how often I see her get reduced to just a stepping stone in the arcs of other characters — even though the manga is literally shaking you right now and begging you to understand and empathize with her more than ever, I straight up see people cheering and crowing about Ruby 'surpassing' her or 'becoming the true Ai' as if this is a good thing and they are not completely fucking missing the point lmao.

ANYWAY!!!! That's enough grumping because the actual point of this response was to say: the Ai posting will continue until I am physically forced to stop!!!! I have so many thoughts about my wife constantly and if I do not share them I will explode!!!

(ps anon pspspspsp if you are ever feeling brave enough to unanon pls feel free to just send me your discord or your socmeds off tumblr if that is less intimidating for u.... honestly that goes for all my oshi no moots in general Please Talk With Me In DMs About My Wife)

[definitelynotshouting]

Screaming, crying, dying inside, aaaaaaaaaa the Pearl and Grian convo was so BAD, HELPPPP

I mean, it was good in the sense that you wrote it masterfully, but IT'S A MESS omg

You're right, you did make it worse than Mumbo and Grian argument, dear heavens aboveeeee

I just wanna pick all of the characters in the fic by the scruff of their neck, like a bunch of kittens, and give 'em a lil shake. Just a lil. Hopefully enough to knock some sense into them, just enough to make them realise... I dunno, the value of trust and open communication? Mayhaps?

They all have so much emotional baggage, they end up (metaphorically) tripping over the suitcases on the floor, smh

~🌠

PS On a more personal note, congrats on getting your dream job!!! I hope you love it there ^.^

(Also, I too had a BNHA phase a few years back, so it amuses me greatly to know that you decided to get an editor job bcuz of being a beta-reader for a fic from that fandom lol/pos)

STAR ANON HELLO!!!! :D

Oh my gods yeah the Pearl+Grian convo is a wreck fr, they are both so fucked up and im really glad people found the dynamic and behavior i portrayed with them to be interesting and like, smth that hit really well. Truly, just writing that convo felt like continually getting hit in the face with a spiked baseball bat; i cant even begin to imagine what that was like as a reader 💀💀💀💀💀

Thank you so much for the congratulations!!! Waking up to that email was like the world's best glitter bomb to the face AKDNAKDJKSKS i was so excited and shocked. And YEAH absolutely buckwild that bnha got me into the editing profession. I never wouldve guessed that bnha fanfic would lead to an entire career for me 😂😂😂😂😂

[sailorshadzter]

me thinking about a modern au where jon is in a street gang (the nights watch!!!) & absolutely demolishes joffrey for hurting sansa.

anyways yeah

i wrote it lol

quick note that there is mentions of domestic abuse, just in case.

also im having all these ideas on the Starks being a mafia family

so uhhh who knows maybe ill write that too.

ps. i wrote most of this while drinking LOL so if its not good? we'll blame that.

When Sansa shows up at his door, he’s surprised. 

 

It’s been a year since they last spoke, since that day at Robb’s funeral. That day felt like a lifetime ago and even now he’s still coming to terms with the inability to text his best friend, to hear his voice on the other end of the phone, or to hang out at his parents' house as they’d done their entire lives. What was once familiar was now foreign, was now something he can only recall as a memory.  

 

But more than anything else, he’s surprised to see her there with bruises on her face.  

 

“Sansa...” Her name is soft on his lips as he steps back, giving her space to slip through the door and into his home. “What happened?” White hot anger surges through him as he reaches for her and she flinches, despite the soft, gentle touch his fingers provide. Her eye is blackened and her lip split, though she’s done her best to clean her skin of the blood, it remains, a stark contrast to her ivory complexion. She’s crying softly, shaking her head and Jon can do little else but reach for her, and there she comes, falling into his arms as if she were always meant to be there. 

 

When she’s cried enough tears, he steers her into his living room, settling her there onto the couch. “I’m sorry,” she’s muttering, but he’s shaking his head as he sits down at her side. “I just didn’t know where else to come.” The truth was, she’s thought about seeking Jon out several times over the last year, but there’d never been a moment like the one that had happened this day. He’d struck her before, Joffrey had, but never in a rage such as this one. He’d smashed her phone, tossed her keys, and when he’d finished with her, pushed her out the door into the night. For an hour she’d wandered the streets, finding a public restroom where she could wipe off her face, but then... She didn’t know what else to do, where else to go. But then it was Jon that had sprung to her mind, for he lived only a few blocks from where she was, and somehow it was the only choice that made any sense. 

 

“Don’t be,” he urges softly, reaching out so he might touch his hand to hers. “Tell me what happened, Sansa.” And so, she begins to speak, her words weaving a tale of all that had happened this night and the ones before. When she’s finished, she’s crying again, and all he can do is slip his arm around her until she’s quiet again. 

 

At the end, he’s full of fury, angrier than he’s ever been in all of his life. But he’s careful to keep his face passive, to remain gentle even in a moment such as this. “You can stay here,” he says, to which she begins to protest, but he shakes his head as he’s done already. “I mean it, you’ll stay here,” their eyes meet and finally she nods, relief flooding her features. “Come on, let me run you a shower,” he doesn’t know how, but somehow that always fixes even his worst of moods, and surprisingly she nods, rising up behind him.  

 

Upstairs, in his bathroom, he sets aside a fresh towel as well as a pair of his own sweatpants and a t-shirt, laying all of it out on the sink. She smiles her thanks as he closes the door behind her, giving her the privacy, she deserves, and himself the time to collect his own thoughts. When he hears the shower spray turn on, he returns downstairs, all so he might contemplate what would come next.  

 

It comes to him at once and he picks up his phone. 

 

[ x x x ] 

 

Later, she sleeps soundly in his bed and Jon creeps out his front door and into the quiet night.  

 

There at the end of his drive is a car, having just pulled in a few minutes before. When he climbs into the passenger seat, it’s Edd at the wheel, with Tormund in the backseat. His closest companions, his most loyal men from the Night’s Watch, who would do anything and go anywhere if he just asked. It was rare that he requested their help in such a way and he supposes that’s why they came so quickly. “He’s home,” Tormund says by way of greeting as they back out of the drive. “Is she alright?” Their eyes meet in the rearview mirror and Jon nods. “Let’s go.”  

 

It takes only a few minutes for the car to pull into the parking lot of the high-rise apartments where Joffrey lives. They exit the car and make their way up to the top floor, riding the elevator in silence, all knowing exactly what would come next. 

 

At his door, Jon knocks rapidly, repeatedly, until they all hear the cursing from behind the wood, as the door swings open. “What?” The golden-haired man snarls, clearly unhappy at these late-night visitors. “What do you want?” He demands, looking from one face to another, realizing slowly, that he’s perhaps opened the door to danger. If Jon remembers anything about this guy, it’s that he certainly was not brave when it came to someone, he knew was stronger than him. But a defenseless woman? Hurting her made him feel like a real man. 

 

“You know why I’m here,” Jon growls before he steps into the apartment, his comrades following after.  

 

There’s no time for Joffrey to speak, to even defend himself, as the first blow connects with his face.  

 

[ x x x ] 

 

When she wakes in the morning, it’s not in her own bed.  

 

Sansa sighs, rolling onto her other side, reaching for her phone, but remembers she doesn’t have one. It’s just past nine according to the bedside clock and she can’t remember the last time she slept so late. But she feels refreshed and so she slips from the bed and out of the room. Down the stairs she goes where, to her surprise, she can already smell the coffee as it brews.  

 

As soon as she’d set foot on the bottom floor, Ghost was there, prancing around her, eager for pets. She willingly gives them, giggling as the dog licks her hands, licks her face. And there Jon sits at his island counter, drinking from a mug, reading something on his phone. He looks up as she enters the kitchen and smiles, gesturing towards the stool opposite of his. “Morning,” he says as he slides from his own stool, all so he can pour her a cup of coffee. When it’s in her hand, he returns to his seat and they sit in silence for just a moment. He’s focusing on anything other than how good she looks in his clothing. “Did you sleep well?”  

 

Surprisingly, she nods. “I did, thanks... I’m sorry you had no bed, though.” Jon grins, shrugging his shoulders. He won’t tell her that he spent the better part of the night in her boyfriend’s apartment. What little sleep he did get was on the couch, which was just as fine, knowing she was safe upstairs. “Can I use your phone? I need to get my car back somehow... And all of my stuff...” 

  “It’s in the driveway,” Jon replies, having drove the car back himself. “I’ll take you to get your things later.”  

 

“It is?” She questions with surprise, her blue eyes widening. “There’s no way Joffrey...” She trails off, shaking her head, unable to imagine that he’d willingly bring the car himself. That’s when she realizes what’s happened, what Jon has done. He went and got it for her. “I have to get a new phone, too,” she goes on, to which Jon nods, tossing a small bundle of cash at her. “Let me guess, he offered to pay for the replacement?” Jon laughs, nodding; yes, he certainly had once Jon had finished with him. They share a secret smile and Sansa takes the cash, recalling days of Robb and Jon running the streets together, back before Robb had taken one risk too many. “Thank you...” She murmurs softly, changing, and Jon sobers as he gives her another nod.  

 

“I imagine you need a place to stay until you find your own,” Jon speaks and it’s her turn to nod. “You can stay here until then.” Unlike last night, she does not bother to try and protest. Truthfully, she felt safer here than she would probably ever feel in an apartment of her own. “Anything you need, you just have to ask... You know that, right?” Again, she nods, the rising tide of emotions within her tightening her chest. “I’m here for you...” He softens, reaching out with a gentle touch, all so he might trail his fingertips along her battered lips, a gesture that weakens her knees. Those same lips curve with a smile and she lets out the breath she’s been holding, reaching up so she can catch his hand with her own, giving it a tender squeeze.  

 

In that moment, she realizes this was what it should have felt like with Joffrey; safe and warm, this was what it felt like to be cared for... To even be loved. This feeling was what she should have felt all those nights and days. “Let’s get some breakfast,” he speaks, breaking the silence and she’s glad to excitedly nod, to have something else to think about. To get back a sense of normalcy in her life, even just one day later.  

 

Something tells her that coming to Jon last night would be the best decision of her life.