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every once in awhile i'll start thinking my dad isn't really THAT angry and/or controlling, then he'll just merrily prove me wrong. thanks dad.
#hes not like. the worst. and things have improved but hes still such a shit sometimes.#he told my mom she's not allowed to bake for big groups anymore even though its something shes been doing for a decade and finds a lot of#satisfaction in doing#and he wont let her leave her job even though it makes her fucking miserable#and i realize theres real financial constraints to both of those things but he hasnt even bothered to talk things through with anyone else#it just feels like now that my brother and i are out of the house all his toxic behaviors are concentrated on my mom. which i fucking hate.#and he doesnt treat ME like shit just my mom and brother which just makes this whole situation feel grosser#sorry. just needed to vent.#raspberry rambles#vent post#please dont reblog
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It's worth noting that there are some extraordinary people in the world who have been quietly doing the work for decades, and they should be celebrated with all the fervor that we denounce the villains. I first read about Harrison twenty-odd years ago, when he'd already been doing this for about fifty years, and this is one of those guys whose life can, indeed, be summed up by his headline.
James Harrison saved millions of lives. Millions. Not with anything flashy or dramatic, not with profound speeches or brilliant strategy or any of the things we insist are the ways to impact the world. He simply kept himself as healthy as possible so that every few weeks he could go and sit quietly in a room and give away a fundamental part of himself — quite literally his lifeblood — to people he'd never meet, for no pay and no expectation of acknowledgement. (He was, it should be said, acknowledged quite a lot per this article, but that's beside the point.)
When we talk about the kind of people we want to elevate and celebrate in our societies, I often think of people like James Harrison. I hope we get more of him; not just for his blood, but for his heart.
#it's incredibly sad that he passed#though at 88 I'd say that's a pretty good run#but I wanted to highlight this guy who you might not have known about#as one of the people who were out there doing the work#there isn't always glory or glamor in doing the work#but there is satisfaction#and I think Harrison more than many people on the planet died satisfied#that he had done what he could in this world before leaving it#anyway
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i actually get so much satisfaction out of mending and repairing my stuff. like yeah it's a chore but also it's almost a religious ritual: bending my head gritting my teeth squinting my eyes at the thing i'm fixing all the while chanting fuck you capitalism fuck you consumerism fuck you i ain't buying jack shit
#i do not enjoy hand mending but by golly i will do it out of SPITE#i don't care if buying a new one is easier FUCK YOU MAKE ME#using an old razor and a clothes roller to remove piling every few months? annoying chore#but the FUCK OFF satisfaction of knowing companies aren't getting my money ? immense
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So I have been reading svsss here is my first contribution to this fandom
#marim's art#[satisfaction points: -42069]#svsss#svsss fanart#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#bingqiu#liu qingge#shang qinghua#did I do this right#I am still avoiding spoilers so I apologize if this has been done 173727372 times already#I love sqq that’s my new bestie btw#scum villian self saving system#mxtx#mxtx svsss#girl how many tags do I use#based on the iconic hark a vagrant comic. u know the one#I love it and it felt very fitting#anyways if ur curious I just started vol 4 ;)#meme redraw
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may I have this dance?
#figuring out (not for the first time) that I can't draw backgrounds and it's destroying me#also absolute minimum doing lineart for once???? it's less likely than you think#i was gonna do highlights n shit but then I remembered I can't do backgrounds and that destroyed my motivation for this piece#6 hours is my max to work on a digital piece I can't finish to my satisfaction#maccadam#transformers#my art#tf jazz#tf prowl#prowljazz#jazzprowl#prowl/jazz#jazz/prowl
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Last year I started working on a picture of Lucy Gray and Katniss. It was meant to be something about how rebellions are a communal thing, how tiny acts of resistance build up over time, how the fall of dictators is an inevitable thing.
I struggled with it because I felt my current skill level wasn't enough for how important the piece was to me, and I eventually decided to put it aside until my art improved.
And then SOTR came out. My boyfriend bought me the book and I settled down to read the first few chapters. I read up to Haymitch's reaping, found out Katniss's father was related to the Covey, and the disappointment was so much I couldn't bring myself to read anymore.
My art has improved vastly over the past year, and from a technical perspective I'm ready to tackle that picture again. But every time I pick up the pen, I think about Katniss being Covey, and I can't. Because now the message is gone. Now it's not about rebellion, it's about destiny. It's about the rightful heir to the rebellious throne. It's about hereditary lines and good breeding stock.
And it sucks.
#i don't know if I'll ever finish it#arthur will not rise up from his slumber to save you#suffering doesn't become worth it because you're waiting for the destined hero to come into play#collins might not have meant it to read this way#she might have been thinking about narrative bookends and the satisfaction of snow's past coming to get him#but doing so elevates snow and gives him more importance than the people who died because of him#rip the wip you would've been so cool 😞#thg meta#rambles#the hunger games#katniss everdeen
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#the pitt#frank langdon#mel king#thepittedit#kingdon#kingdonedit#melangdon#this mf needs to fucking blink#she's not going anywhere#imagine you go to the er and you watch the two doctors taking care of your very serious injury do this#i'd be wondering who the patient is#and what they are#it would heal my injury tbh#0% satisfaction score from the patient but 100% satisfaction from mel#and really that's the most important thing to him
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I’ll never understand why He Xuan had to go through with his elaborate revenge plot against Shi Wudu the way he did. He already had the perfect revenge set up. Murdering Shi Wudu might have brought He Xuan momentary satisfaction, but seducing the man’s precious little brother and rubbing the relationship in the water tyrants face every single day is eternal.
#Shi Wudu would have lost his shit if he knew what he xuan was up to his with baby brother#and he xuan could have used what Shi Wudu did to him as blackmail to force him not to do shit about it#all he had to do was say ’want me to tell Shi Qingxuan what you did’ and Shi Wudu would have ground his teeth in anger and shut up#he xuan needed to learn the art of petty revenge#it brings so much satisfaction and you don’t upset Shi Qingxuan and make him cry#sorry he xuan I know Shi Wudu deserved it but did you have to make Shi Qingxuan cry?? that was a line too far my dude he’s to precious#tgcf spoilers#tgcf#tgcf novel#tgcf beefleaf#tgcf he xuan#tgcf shi qingxuan#tgcf shi wudu#shi qingxuan#shi wudu#he xuan#black water sinking ships#black water arc#mxtx fandom#heaven official's blessing#heaven officials blessing#mxtx hell#danmei#danmei fandom#tian guan ci fu#beefleaf
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A belief in Nominative Determinsim
#mira & isa sitting at the other side of the room: oh that cannot be a healthy rationalisation. someone should deconstruct that QUICKLY...#change's strongest soldiers VERSUS one guy echo chambering themselves about a susperstition-based retributive model of the world. GO!!!#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#sloops#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#hey look now. this is softer than usual isnt it? ignore the. ignore the subtle damnation of blame unto the self. its fine. theyre fine#this is in fact a slight adaptation of that headcanon of mine i linked! yep! turns out the way to comic-ise it was to. make it like#90% speech bubble and get kinda weird with the formatting. it's clunky and experimental but hey. im experimenting.#the next ones gonna have even more fucking speech bubbles if it goes how im planning. christ#then its gonna get followed up with something wordless so. all things in perfect balance.#DISCLAIMER: i like to write loop and siffrin displaying the maybe not so great logic-holes their seeming fear of 'retribution for not#sticking to (the script) what the universe intends for them' entails. i do not agree with their weird philosophising.#i in fact think this is . bad for them. and am exploring how fucking unhealthy their mindset seems to be even when 'mundane'#OCD siffrin real as hell whats with the doing arbitrary actions in specific ways lest Something Nebulously Bad Happen little dude?#anyway if you caught the extremely blunt symbolism of kissing a hand with a knife in it you win a prize! it's called self-satisfaction 🎉🎉#hmm. do people realise i kept calling this type of back and forth between siffrin and loop a socratic dialogue bc socrates was also just#arguing with himself? like he was just making up the other guys. complete thought experiment. i also call them that because theyre WORDY!!!
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Believe it or not, I'm always down to milk a sub with my mouth. Not even for his satisfaction, for my own. I have such a huge oral fixation, I do it just for funzies atp
#i do things that give me satisfaction#femdxm#subby boys#m0mmy dom#syl's txt post#subby men#fem domme#submisive men#subboy#fem/dom
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apologies if this is a repeat ask, I have a terrible feeling tumblr ate the previous before it sent properly, and i have a burning curiosity to know:
has derek ever taken killie to a medieval fair? not the same thing as an american renfair, but it's a fun day out on a summer weekend, and look, killie, they've got horses!
and if killie HAS been to a fair with jousting, what did he think of it?
(i shudder to think what o holy thunder would be like in a joust)
Ahahaha thank you so much for this and apologies for the delay in replying. I’m very proud of my sparkling Friesian

I have to say, while Derek would be easily swayed by the majesty of the Friesian horse, Killie would be scandalised (as many horsegirls are) by their grip on the public imagination as The Prettiest Horse.
You just like it because it’s big and shiny. It’s a carriage horse! It’s anachronistic! It’s barely in condition! It’s like an animated leather armchair! What do you MEAN it’s the prettiest horse you’ve ever seen. Thoroughbred racehorses, which can run at 40mph and look in comparison like a weasel strained through a colander, are the objectively best and prettiest horse. Are you feeling too hot? Do you have sunstroke? Is it sunstroke, that you have?
#Killie#Killie and Derek#horsegirls derive immense satisfaction from scoffing at anachronistic Friesians in media#we went to an educational medieval reenactment at carisbrooke castle and Mouse aged 18 months fell passionately#in love with a knight and began a continuing love affair with swords.#it was objectively the cutest knight. the knight spoke to Mousey with Makaton and Mousey IMPRINTED.#mousey tried to steal a war hammer from a tent allowing children to touch weapons and give it to the Blue Knight.#nobody allowed mousey to do this and the bereft mousey was almost successful in stealing and presenting an ordinary hammer.#it would be very easy to ID the Blue Knight as another member of their reenactment society was IDed on here in about 15 minutes by Tumblr#so I’ll let it rest there but if you know him. he’s amazing.
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Just went in for a snack, honest 🍎💋
(Please don't tag/comment with your Rook, thanks)
#Dragon Age#Dragon Age: the Veilguard#Rookanis#Rook Laidir#Ath'ema Laidir#Rook de Riva#Iero de Riva#Lucanis Dellamorte#Story Time#boys please - they just wanted to get some fruit#hey Iero will you still respect Lucanis when tomorrow comes#heh heh was hit with a bolt of inspiration to do a short silly rookanis ver just as i finished up the bellarook one#bc Ath'ema would. on purpose even#possibly even just to fuck with Iero specifically#but very certainly for the personal satisfaction of getting Lucanis to see stars
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on the one hand oversharing will probably come back to bite me in the ass eventually. on the other hand it's very validating to see that kind of response to what i consider the least bad things about scabsy. perhaps occasionally bitching to the groupchat or in locked fedi posts is not giving them an unwarranted amount of my attention, actually.
#original#the odds of that post getting screenshotted for facebook#and then reaching a coworker who only uses the internet for facebook#who then actually reads the whole thing and sees through my minor changes to recognize who it is#are extreeeemely low and none of them have the tech savvy necessary to prove to the union's satisfaction it was really me#but it's not impossible!#however. i only need to last another five years. and then i get to do whatever the fuck i want.#also i don't think they can afford to replace me at this point. i've become point lead on a major tech project accidentally.#i am our microsoft365 admin for some reason
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Hi, Howdy! Hey! I really love your novel!! I got a little confused by the 4 day, may maybe you help me please? who is it? why we got the bad end staying the night in Ren’s apartment and he disappear of the home screen? I can’t understand “unset memory” game, sorry if I wrote smth wrong or smth sounds rude, I swear that I didn’t mean it if happened, I’m really a fan of the novel, I’ve been playing the game since day 1 or 2 I guess, probably day 1, english isn’t my first language, but I tried lol
⌞♥⌝ I hope you don't mind me answering these as bullet points!! ^^
"It" will be revealed later in the game! So I won't reveal too much right now.
You can only get the Dead End in Day 4 by staying at Ren's apartment — the rest of your choices before that don't matter. I'd also pay closer attention to the black smoke and Ren's reaction towards it!
Ren disappears from the home screen because he promised to help the player out (and stop them from getting the Dead End again). Try replaying the game again from the beginning for a surprise!
"Unsent Memories" was another visual novel (initially being written by @10chimes / @unsentmemory, though the project has since been dropped and handed back to me /pos) and is set in the same universe as 14 Days With You. Its storyline and characters are completely separate from 14DWY, so you don't have to worry about them while playing 14DWY.
#I don't think a lot of people know this but River was originally my OC lmao#Obviously BEFORE Jesse picked him up and turned him into an entirely different character /pos#We originally planned for Riv and Ren to have a Billy and Stu dynamic; except River would pretend to be a himbo—#— The same way Ren would pretend to be some Normal Empathetic Guy™️ kjgskg#River was also going to be a lovesick serial killer who incapacitated Bunny so that they'd stay with & depend on him forever#Also because Jesse and I wanted to have a ''same production factory; different yandere'' kind of vibe with Riv and Ren (and their dynamic)#Like... Ren puts Angel above himself and craves THEIR satisfaction whereas River cares about himself and prioritises HIS own satisfaction#Ren would hit his best friend (River) with a car if it meant keeping Angel happy & by his side forever#River would hit Bunny with a car if it meant keeping them by his side forever (thus making him happy)#But!! After everything that's happened in the yandere community; Jesse (understandably) wanted to get away from that kind of environment#So he's since dropped Unsent Memories and hasn't really got any plans to work on it again or return to da yan vn circle#I'm also continuing to write 14DWY the way it was originally planned (with 2017!River only getting a brief cameo to serve up some lore </3)#—But I'm lowkey holding out just in case Jesse ever considers returning hehe :3 I like their version of River and I wanna do him justice#Until then though?? I'll yearnfully clutch my locket and wait for my lover to return from war.... (she has a literal 9-5 job now) /hj /p#GKJSDG I scrolled up and??? NOT ME RANTING IN THE TAGS AGAIN?????????? WHY DO I UNINTENTIONALLY YAP SO MUCH#I will 🤫🤐 now#💌 — answered.#�� — 14 days with queue.#🖤 — shut up sai.#to be tagged later#weird0nerd
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sorry but can we take a second to acknowledge just how impressive and iconic this scene of zuko redirecting lightning for the first time is please??
like hello??? can we talk about how he did not only redirect one lightning bolt but TWO LIGHTNING BOLTS?? at the same time!!! and again, this is his first time redirecting lightning okay i need yall to keep that in mind cause girl what.
(and while i hate to praise a bitch i don't like i must say it's crazy that ozai is even able to shoot two lightning bolts within a second like phew okay girl i'll give u that i guess)




like that's insane!! and ozai was literally out for blood like he wanted zuko DEAD yall. and he managed to redirect it in the blink of an eye without any preparation and still walk away after that in one piece. and he was like? just fine afterwards??? the longer i think abt it the crazier it just gets liiike this is seriously so impressive.
#like i know ppl do talk about this scene but they dont talk about it enough for my liking!!!!!#zuko really said wtf are daddy issues just traumatize ur father back#underrated moment tbh#antis will see this and still say that zuko was a mediocre bender#the fact that he redirected his fathers lightning back at him AFTER he basically told him to fck himself too.. damn double homicide#CATCH IT OZAI#the way he sat there like a loser after being catapulted against the wall bc of the explosion LMAO#can you tell that this scene brings me a lot of satisfaction#zuko u will always be the coolest to me#zuko#atla#atla zuko#avatar the last airbender
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boy that causes me great pain
#my art#bdouble0100 fanart#bdouble0100#bdubs fanart#i still do not know what tags to use for him#<— says that every time i post art of him#ehhhhhhhhh.#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#i guess#you knowww i dont feel like im getting much enjoyment or satisfaction from drawing anymore#i just do it because if i dont then i go insane#but im so tired raghghrgh. never make anything worth it#come back to me passion for creating. come back to me. i need youuuu#motivation. energy. ideas. please
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