Finally
(Wholesome story)
I finally feel safe and happy. I just burst into tears randomly after a good day. I have a roommate who is extremely supportive of my autism and has never judged me no matter how embarrassing my meltdowns are to me. I got off some meds that were making me gain weight and I have been working out so I’m fit. Im far away from my abusers. Im in a racist-free environment; the weight of my race finally off my back. I’m finally comfortably and openly non-binary and gay (sapphic). I finally have a gf and she’s very kind. She on her own wanted to rewatch my favorite anime (favorite is understatement, it’s special interest) and she loves it. Season 3 of my fav anime is coming out this fall (mob psycho). I have a job being a parapro for the ASD classroom at a high school and feel so normal around them. This might seem like just a typical life but (TW: suicide mention)
Last fall I had a plan to kill my self, got rejected by my birth family, betrayed by the very friends I loved so much I was gonna give them my stuff when I ****, experienced significant maltreatment at two forced hospital stays, and was unemployed.
I’m alive, I’m actually finally living freely and happily. It’s possible guys. I didn’t expect to be here still. But I’m glad I am
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Repairing a stuffed animal is a very cathartic thing. Like:
you've been loved so dearly that part of you is beginning to fall apart, but I can put you back together. Your stitching won't be the same, but I can fix you, it might be a little lopsided but you're good as new and I can love you again.
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Something that really bothers me about the rose coloured glasses vis a vis tellius and fe fans (ESPECIALLY from 3h fans who learned about tellius later) is that many like soren purely because of his main ship (i mean i like ikesoren too but come the fuck on) and jokingly characterise soren as a stereotypical nasty mean limp wristed sarcastic gay man instead of a deeply flawed branded angry at the world and definitely trauma bonded to ike, but micaiah is still absolutely getting raked over the coals over the blood pact and not being ike’s fangirl
Well,
Jokes often involve flanderisation, so Soren being flanderised to oblivion when people joke about him isn't something I really care about, but maybe that's because I'm not really fond of Soren to begin with lol
What annoys me more is when some people try to rationalise Soren's anger and backstory by either pointing at Almedha or Deghinsea being responsible for everything, and I'm like, what.the.fuck?
Almedha's just, idk, I won't call it sexism, but damn - that woman loves her son who is the only reason why she hasn't completely lost her mind over 1/losing her powers 2/being casted away like trash by her "BF" 3/being rejected by her dad 4/thinking her brother was tortured and abused to death because of her actions 5/being separated from her beloved child.
Deghinsea being "uwu bad bcs he's the reason why brandeds are rejected by both beorcs and laguz" is another take I really am not fond of, and iirc I wrote a post earlier this year about it? But to some people who buy the "Crusts BaD" as the reason why Fodlan sucks, I guess they need to have someone to name and pill all of the world's nonsense rather than, well, in Tellius' case, realise that the worldbulding and the lore really sucks, to the point where the duology touted as the most "against racism" of the franchise, is pretty much way more racist than anything Tru Piss can throw us (yes, because in Tru Piss we have characters rejecting coexistence, in Tellius, it's the world mechanics - whenever a Beorc and a Laguz coexist too much, the Laguz dies...).
As for Miccy,
Just like, imo, Soren gains some "new" attention and "uwu excuses for why he's being a snarky jerk at times", Miccy used to be bashed when FE10 was released (with all the Mary Sue accusation being thrown around!) because she was written to be a sort of foil/antagonist to Ike, and when the party reunited, she was demoted to a "soul-jar" role, let it be regarding the greater plot, or, even, her own backstory!
TBH, for people who didn't play FE10, if Ike is the bestest thing since melted cheese, Miccy, who opposes him, must be BaD and so you can pile everything you don't like on her, hoping to see it stick.
Or even worse, I've seen posts here and there comparing Miccy to Supreme Leader and how misunderstood uwu she is, which is the worst insult poor Miccy ever received since FE10 came out rofl
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sorry but jaheira showing up and sitting by durge’s bed all night with her scimitars out, just watching you sleep in case you wake up and go feral? when you both know very well she might have to kill you before sunrise? the choice to trust her BECAUSE you know she could & she would in a heartbeat…. astarion’s selfishness or karlach’s empathy or gale’s hubris might make them flake or falter. but not jaheira! not when her kids are in this city! not when she knows better than anyone how dangerous you are!
a lot of people threaten durge in this game. hell, a lot of COMPANIONS threaten durge! but none of them do it like jaheira, baby! swearing to kill you and showing she means it is the kindest thing she knows how to do and the only thing anyone EVER said to my durge that made her confident she wouldn’t wake up with blood on her hands again. god BLESS that woman. character of all time for REAL.
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Rise of the Mighty Morphin Power Rangers - The Green Ranger
The Power Rangers refuse to accept that killing her is the only way to free Tommy from Rita’s control, determined to find a way to end RIta without risking their friend.
One by one, over several battles with the Dark Green Ranger, the team are able to summon their Dino Zords, all inspired by a comment made by Billy when they first found the Power Coins. Once all five are summoned, they make a last stand, taking down Rita’s Dark Dragonzord with their newly formed Megazord, the Rangers fight on the ground, urging Tommy to fight her, don’t let her win!
Zack cries out, holding her back from the rest of the team, “Tommy! Don’t let her decide who you are! You decide that!”
Jason on her other side adds on, “You’re one of the strongest people I know! Fight her!”
Trini supports, disarming the Dragon Saber from Rita’s grip, “You have to be brave for us! For yourself!”
Billy, staff of the Power Lance pinning the Dark Green Ranger to his stronger teammates, “We’re not giving up on you! It doesn’t make sense for you too either!”
Kimberly rushes into Tommy with all her strength, wrapping her arms around her so tight that no power in the known universe could break her grip, face pressed into Tommy’s chest, “Please, you have to come back to us! You have to come back to me!”
From then on, Tommy officially joins the team as the Green Power Ranger.
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