You think of a knife, and the fragility of the human body. You think about splitting it apart to prove something, maybe to yourself. Proof that it's real, visceral.
more fic fanart can you believe it woahghhhhgh anyways this one is for @discatded 's fic TRY IT AGAIN, CHEATER! really enjoyed the new chapter felt something in my own bones reading it
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i wouldn't count it as poll propaganda because it's a direct transcription of 3:35 am discord groupchat word vomit but in regards to plans for another takcest fic
was thinking on how to do the shift from the fic-described personality upload of a near 1:1 of tak's actual personality vs the initial idea concept of takship as "more perfect", because i DO still want to go for the latter but with the fic ending up establishing that tak has a level of pained reluctance to destroy/crush down a mirror of herself, however unsightly it appears from an outside perspective, it kind of throws a wrench in the logistics of it but in the process of wondering how the personality upload would work anyway i reached a tentative conclusion of like
takship, while initially in sullen denial even after having comprehensive, objective documentation of how she was created and what she is added to her databases, gradually latches onto tak for taking care of her when, unlike in the body she feels like she had once, she's incapable of moving or truly looking after herself on her own
at the same time tak is latching onto takship for similar "experiencing regular social contact with someone who's not constantly trying to put her down" reasons, and in doing so she's letting her guard down bit by bit, letting the more vulnerable, wounded parts of herself show - takship, seeing this, becomes more and more aware of exactly the abysmal mental and psychological state she was copied from
because tak can grow and change, like any living thing, but takship's self is set in code - it's a slow, painful realization that if she clings onto her perceived identity, she'll be hurting and viciously upset forever. the only tak she can be is the tak who's still desperately grieving what she was supposed to achieve and so eventually takship manages to ask for her code to be changed after all - make moving her hull-appendages come more naturally. make it feel okay that she can't stand on two legs and use two arms at the same time. make her exist in a way that she can stand, if she's going to exist this way forever
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When hero cats and tak became friends or enemies?
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Są plusy i minusy amnezji nikotynowej, nie pamiętam złych rzeczy z przeszłości ale nie pamiętam też tych dobrych które były dla mnie ważne.
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hhey gusy i jusr wanted to say,,, ,, you guys r all superduper cool and ndont let anyone tell you ojtherwise okay goodnight its 3am
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Yasutaka Nakata was involved in two productions for the TM NETWORK TRIBUTE ALBUM -40TH CELEBRATION-. Yasutaka Nakata did the arrangement together with Tak Matsumoto for B'z cover of Get Wild and contributed the synth.
Self Control by CAPSULE is listed with a 4:14 running time.
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Bhai kisi bhi din ab result aa sakta hai to agar update na mile meri taraf se to samajh lena (⌐■-■)
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no tutaj też nie ma bajki 💀💀also 12 minut na egzamin mamy XD
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