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eternitas · 14 days

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Got some more, these are for squad 4, Asari and Rena

🎁 - How do they feel about their birthday/birthdays in general?

🎢 - Do they like amusement parks? What’s their favorite ride?

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(God this turned out way longer and more indepth than expected and MY GOD DID IT GET DEPRESSING AT TIMES) Thank you so so much for sending this in ♥

🎁 - How do they feel about their birthday/birthdays in general?

Asari Asaris birthday has always been something he looked forward to. The Doujo would throw a small get together with his course and he'd end up eating sweets with his friends, before he came home and got to spend the evening with his family, having some cake. Obviously all of that became just a lonely and painful memory after the massacre. But once he meets Mai and they become friends, he at least tries to go somewhere with her where they can have good food. When she asks what the ocassion is he doesn't hide that it's his birthday. Though he also tells her that all he wants is not to be alone on that day and finish it off with a good meal. He doesn't need much more. Birthdays of friends are always a high priority for him and he will always make sure to get them at least something small. For birthdays of people that passed he does take a moment to visit that persons grave and leave some fresh flowers. Even though he knows it's more of a consolation to himself.

Rena [CONTAINS SPOILERS] Being the heiress of a quite powerful family, her birthday was always a big celebration as a child. And she really enjoyed it too, until she slowly became a teenager and started to have strong aversions towards the topic of motherhood. She would still get toys related to it and got more and more uncomfortable, all until she fled. In her years outside of the family, Dimitri would get her at least a few slices of cake for her birthday and maybe something that he knew she would enjoy. Once she becomes part of the Neo Vongola she hasn't really shaken the trauma of her past, so she asks everyone to not make a big deal out of it. Together with Hayato, Tsuna then decides to have a small get together in the noon with tea, coffee and cake and afterwards Hayato takes her out somewhere for some fun. It's a very lowkey celebration but it means a lot to her. When it comes to the birthdays of those he holds dear she will get them something selfbaked or small presents to show her appreciation. Though she does sometimes miss birthdays because of the time and space dialation that she experiences when she is absorbed in her work.

Lorenzo Originating from a quite wealthy family with a lot of history, birthday celebrations where always more for the adults than the children. However, Lorenzo was never truly bothered by it. He didn't mind playing the violin for everybody or being shown around while his parents spoke of his accomplishments. He didn't have friends, it was always a competition between the children of wealthier family. At least that is how it felt to him. After he was on his own, his birthday became a day like any other. "I survived another year" he'd say and move on. Recently at the Varia however some people have been keeping track of his birthday and even try to make the day a bit more special by preparing him food or taking over some of his duties. He appreciates it. Since he doesn't give his own birthday much thought, he also doesn't exactly care about the birthdays of others. Though in the past few years he has been keeping track of Avas birthday and made sure to get him a new kind of tea every year. Just for the heck of it. No real reason...

Ava Avas birthday as a young child has been always a wonderful ocassion. The family would have cake and a small celebration with games and music and lots of laughter for their youngest until he fell asleep, satisfied and happy. After loosing his family and being given to his uncle Avas birthday had diminished more and more. Even if Ava asked if they could do something for his birthday the response was usually unhappy or even a decline. At some point he only wished himself a happy birthday. But after coming to the Varia things changed. Squalo took the day off and made sure Avas schedule was free too and took him down into the nearest city for some good tea and cake, gifting him a glass teapot. Since then every birthday the brothers spent the day together. However for 2-3 years now Ava has also been spending more time with Squad 4 and other friends on his birthday. Squalo and Ava still hold up the tradition of cake and tea together, but the remaining time Ava also spends with other friends. Even Xanxus, being difficult as he is, honors this day and never blocks the day for either of the sharks. When it comes to the birthdays of friends and family Ava is incredibly devoted. He wants to at least prepare a birthday present if not more and makes sure to give his best wishes to whoever is the birthday person. When it comes to his brother he goes all out in making sure that particular day is free for him, will even do double the work a week prior and a week after to make up for the lost time on that day. He has now worked together with Dino to make sure that his brother truly, really does take the day to rest and so far Squalo has not found a way to fight their undying resolve.

Sergey Living in a very lively and big extended family means that birthday parties are big celebrations. It doesn't always need a present (in fact with the number of all these kids it's a bit hard to always buy presents) but there is no arguing about taking the day off to come and celebrate with each other. Sergey takes this very seriously and always keeps an eye on scheduling so he can take the day off on one of his siblings birthday. He also always tries to get a present since money isn't much of an issue for him. It's a very important time for him to connect with his family which has been a very important anchor for him throughout all of his life. It's not much different when it comes to his own. He takes the day off and goes to one of his siblings home, depending on who wants to host and allows himself to be celebrated on this day. However he doesn't accept birthday presents as he sees himself as someone who already has everything and if he needs something he will buy it himself. The only presents he accepts are memories (going to a concert together or a small trip) or selfmade presents. Friends' birthdays he also likes to celebrate, especially when his friends let him do that for them, like Ava for example. And then there is Leo. Being Sergeys biggest strength and support throughout his whole life Sergey will do anything to get the day off for both of them and make this a special day for his best friend. After all it is not just Leos birthday...

Leonard [CONTAINS SPOILERS] Birthdays are nice days. When they happen to others. Leo is someone who gladly celebrates birthdays of his friends and Sergeys family. In fact he is always invited as well and has been thoroughly been accepted as extended family. His presents are always thoughtful and sweet and he always writes small meaningful letters to go with them. When it comes to his own birthday however he is a lot more drawn back. After all for many years it has not just been his own birthday, but his twin brothers birthday as well. Being still haunted by the incident that occured he becomes quieter and more reclusive as the depression slams into him like a truck and the memories and phantompain in his throat make it almost unbearable to just exist. That's when Sergey comes into play. His best friend knows how to get Leo out of his depressive slump and pulls him forcefully out of it, promising to make this day especially beautiful. They often end up playing soccer with good weather or boardgames when it's raining outside, and it always ends with them eating apple pie together, setting the table for one more person. There has been an organisation wide ban on touching the plate, cutlery and the piece of cake on it until the next morning when Sergey cleans it up. Anyone who even tries to mess with the tradition will have half the Varia out for their head. Leo doesn't know of it. But he still always feels a slight smile graze his lips when he wakes up to a plate with applepie next to his bed.

🎢 - Do they like amusement parks? What’s their favorite ride?

Asari Oh Asari LOVES themeparks and he will ride anything that is thrilling or interesting, he is that much of an adrenalin junkie. If a ride is also very atmospheric like a dark ride, or the ferris wheel by night, he enjoys that as well!

Rena Definitely also a fan of themeparks and thrill rides but she has some hard limits! If it's a thrill ride she HAS to have tracks under her feet. None of those free leg dangly things or carts so wide she sits outside of the tracks. She also doesn't do horror attractions very well and when she goes to a funhouse/mirror maze she easily becomes anxious and panics so she prefers not to go into those alone.

Lorenzo He doesn't particularly care about themeparks. He doesn't see their appeal, there are screeching kids and drunk people everywhere and the rides may be thrilling for civis but for someone that is part of the Unseen Varia it's not exactly that exciting. If he has to he will participate, but he definitely doesn't have as much fun at it as civilians would have. He also has a knack for getting quickly banned from the shooting and throwing games due to being able to see through the gimmiks and tricks of the stalls and work around them, to the point of easily winning high prizes.

Ava Ava absolutely enjoys trips to an amusement park. It's nice to pretend to be more of a civi once in a while and he finds some healing for his inner child whenever he gets to just let loose and enjoy a day at an amusement park. He has no limits for rides, though at first walk in horror houses were a bit of a challenge as they triggered his trained self defense reflexes. Now that he is older he senses the actors way ahead of time and can safely pretend to be scared. A thing he also really likes is pretending to be weak and meek when he gets to one of those strength meassuring machines, playing up how weak and scrungly he is, only to then nearly demolish the machine. It's always a nice feeling for him to see people so shocked over this meek boy showing such immeasurable strength and he usually gets double the prize if he played his cards right.

Sergey Being the older brother of MANY younger siblings, going to the amusement park is a very common occurance to Sergey. He always finds a way to have fun and enjoy the rides, mostly because it's something that makes his family happy. He doesn't have particular rides he enjoys or dislikes, but he is always willing to put focus on whatever his siblings wish to do.

Leo Like Sergey he enjoys accompanying others to the amusement park. He seldomly if at all goes or seeks it out by himself and he also has no preferences-- but there is one thing... just one that he stays away from no matter what. The mirror maze. It's always something that throws him into a panic attack. When asked why he doesn't answer. And if Sergey is asked he simply says that Leo always sees someone else in the reflections.

#HOW ARE ESPECIALLY LEOS PARTS SO DEPRESSING #reborn! next->#unseen varia #answered

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animeyanderelover · 4 years

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If you're not too busy may I request something: Ciel/Alois was barely alive when a little nurse came picked them from a dark alley and nursed them back to health. What she didn't expect is how they say thanks.

I went with Alois for this one and decided to turn it into a oneshot. This is the introduction to my first s/o. Here we go! By the way, I decided to split this part into more than one part because if I wouldn’t have done that it would have taken too long. I’ll write of course a second and if necessary a third part to it. I wanted to first of all write something different, but if you like this part and want the second one faster, I’ll concentrate more on writing it.

Warnings: Yandere themes, blood, violence

My little butterfly

Yandere aged up Alois x Sayuri

Sayuri didn’t really know why she ended up in this alley. Was it because she had thought that it could be abbreviation? Or was it because she just was incredibly stupid? Probably both after all she was a person who had natural a talent for making stupid decisions and today she was let out later than usual because she was ordered to help with a surgery and had just wanted to get home fast, taking a short and warm bath and then finally plop into her cozy bed. But for whatever reason she had went into this dark alley she hadn’t expected to find a young man in there beaten up blue and black with a knife stabbed in one of his shoulders. He was bleeding from countless wounds on his body and if it wouldn’t have been for the slight movement of his chest Sayuri would have thought that he was dead. “... Oh my god!!”, she shouted shocked and immediately ran to the boy. She carefully removed the knife from his shoulder, careful to not make him loose more blood than he already did. “What should I do?! The hospital is too far away from here, but if this wounds won’t stop bleeding he’ll die from blood loss!” Sayuri started panicking a bit before she slapped herself. “Get your shit together Sayuri!! You’re a goddanm nurse and have seen worse than this!” She took a deep breath to calm down and then carefully slid the man’s arm around her shoulder, supporting his unconscious body on her own. “If I can’t take him to the hospital, I’ll take him to me! I have everything I need at home to take care of those wounds!”

Like this she started stumbling her way back to her house, having troubles with not tripping with the additional weight of the boy. But somehow she managed to reach her house without stumbling or falling down once. She quickly unlocked the door and carried the boy to her bedroom, slowly letting him down. Then she quickly ran back and forth to get everything she needed. Then she slowly took off the boy’s jacket and top to take a closer look at the wounds and to take proper care of them. To her relief most of the wounds had stopped bleeding on their own, but her stomach twisted when she saw how much damage was caused to him. She could tell that all the wounds were made by a knife. Some were only scratches, but others were deep enough to leave a permanent scar. She carefully cleaned the blood around the wounds and applied an ointment on them to prevent possible inflammations. You froze when the boy groaned painfully, but continued to apply the ointment on all his wounds. After that you bandaged all of them. “That must do it for now, but as soon as he’s conscious again those stabs need to be sewn.” Now Sayuri had finally time to take a closer look at the man in front of her and she needed to admit that he was handsome. He had platinum blonde hair, sharp features and fair skin. He looked like he was in his early twenties and judging by his clothes and the ring he was wearing on his right index finger he was most likely someone from a high status, much more higher than her. “Was he attacked by some thieves? No, then they would have taken that ring of his. Or was it probably someone who wanted revenge on that man for something he did to them in the past?” Sayuri shook her head, deciding to worry about that tomorrow. She had focused her last bit of energy into saving this boy and felt the exhaustion from the day sinking into her. She dragged herself out of the bedroom, deciding to sleep on the couch. As she stepped down the stairs she suddenly tripped over her own feet and fell down, landing luckily only on her ass. She suppressed a yelp of pain, not wanting to wake the guest up. She rubbed her ass, trying to ease the stinging. “Whatever. I’ve experienced worse.”, she thought and continued her way to the couch. As soon as she reached it she just collapsed on it, sighing loudly into one of the pillows. She didn’t even care that she was still in her workwear that was smeared with the blood of the boy. She just closed her eyes and let herself sink into sleep.

When she woke up she didn’t know where she was at first before remembering what happened a few hours before. She was just about to go back to sleep when she suddenly heard loud screaming from above. Sayuri squealed surprised before hurrying upstairs, tripping a few times over the stairs. She slammed the door to her bedroom open and stormed towards her bed in which the boy was laying. He screamed and writhed in the sheets, Sayuri assumed that he must have a pretty bad nightmare. The problem was that due to his violently moving some of his wounds had reopened themselves and had already stained some of the bandages red. Sayuri quickly started shaking the man slightly, careful to not reopen any more wounds. ‘‘Wake up!!’‘, she yelled at him. Suddenly the man’s eyes, an icy blue, shot open and he sat up in a fast motion. ‘‘AAAHH!!!!’‘, he screamed loudly, causing Sayuri to flinch. She whimpered due to his shrill scream. The man’s head snapped in her direction and intense blue eyes stared directly at her. For a moment everything became silent and the both of them just stared at each other. ‘‘Uhhmm... Hi?’‘, Sayuri spoke up. The boy narrowed his eyes. ‘‘Who are you?! Are you one of the people who attacked me?!’‘, he spitted into her face. ‘‘No! I’m not!’‘, the girl defended herself indignantly. ‘‘LIAR! They’re all liars!! All they’re after is my money!!’‘, the boy screamed. Sayuri was for a moment speechless. This man had an unbelievable bratty attitude, but she was sure that she had just now sensed hurt in his voice. The boy tried to stand up from the bed, but winced and held one of his hands over one of his many reopened wounds. When he removed the hand and looked at his now bloodstained hand his eyes widened and his hand started shacking. ‘‘I’m bleeding!!!’‘ The boy started panicking and tried to rip all of the bandages on his body away. Sayuri quickly grabbed his hands to prevent him from it. ‘‘Stop it!!’‘, she called desperately. ‘‘Let me go!! You’re just like everyone else!! No one cares for me!! No one cares if I would die!!’‘ Suddenly Sayuri grabbed the boy’s face in both of her hands and forced him to look at her. ‘‘STOP IT!! I’m just trying to help you and this is how you choose to act!? I don’t know what makes you think like this, but I can guarantee you that it isn’t true that no one cares for you!! Your life is worth so much, don’t just throw it away!!’‘ She was gasping for air after her sudden outburst, but it had definitely effected the boy. He stared at her with wide eyes. ‘‘Then tell me, do you care?’’ The hurtness in his voice nearly broke Sayuri’s heart. ‘‘If I wouldn’t have cared I wouldn’t have taken you with me.’‘, she answered him softly,’’Now please sit down again and stay still so I can stop the bleeding and rebandage the wounds.’’ This time the boy actually listened to her and watched her like a hawk when she stopped the bleeding and bandaged everything again. Sayuri felt like he was burning holes into her. ‘‘Finished!’’ The boy quickly glanced down at all the new bandaged wounds and then looked at her. ‘‘It still hurts.’’, he whimpered. ‘‘Wait here. I have a medicine that should help to ease the pain.’‘ Sayuri wanted to stand up, but the boy grabbed her hand and pulled her to him. ‘‘No! Please don’t leave me!’’ Sayuri felt something wet dripping onto her cheeks and realized that it were tears from the boy. He was crying! She gently started to wipe his tears away and spoke with a reassuring voice:’’Don’t worry. I won’t be gone for long. I promise I’ll return as quick as possible.’’ The blonde looked really hesitant, but slowly loosened his grip around her hand. Sayuri hurried up to get the medicine and a spoon as quick as possible.

Whilst she was in the kitchen she also brought a glass of water and some selfbaked cookies with her. She somehow managed to not trip over anything whilst carrying all this upstairs. As soon as she stepped inside the room the boy’s facial expression brightened up. ‘‘Here. This medicine is really bitter so I brought some water along and some cookies if you’re hungry. I know that this isn’t what you’re used to, but I hope it’s alright.’’ She held the spoon with the medicine on it in front of the boy’s lips which he obediently opened. He grimaced because of the taste and quickly grabbed the glass of water, gulping it all down in one shot. Sayuri laughed lightheartedly at this. She offered him her cookies which he gladly took. Whilst he was munching them he refused to look away from Sayuri. She noticed that. ‘‘Ah! That’s right, I didn’t even introduce myself. My name is Sayuri. And you are...?’’ ‘‘Alois!’’, the boy quickly replied. ‘‘Alois? That’s a cool name!’’ For a moment it became quiet before a big yawn escaped Alois lips. ‘‘You must be tired. I’ll let you sleep, it was an exhausting day for the both of us.’’ She probably should have predicted his reaction from the first time when she tried to leave, but she didn’t and so a surprised yelp came from her when the boy grabbed once again her arm. ‘‘Please don’t leave me! Don’t leave me alone! You’re the only one who cares for me! If you leave me too I’m all alone!’’ Tears were once again threatening to fall from his eyes and the desperation in his eyes and voice was too much for Sayuri to take. His breathing was shakingly and fastly. She sighed and sat down on the bed, gently pressing Alois down on the mattress. ‘‘I won’t leave if you don’t want me to.’’ She started to gently stroke the boy’s hair in a comforting manner. Alois snuggled closer to her, hugging her waist possessively and slowly his breathing calmed down. Sayuri decided to ignore that he was hugging her waist. After some time Sayuri could tell that he had fallen asleep. She herself felt really tired, but was scared that Alois might have another nightmare. His grip on her was also really tight and it would nearly be impossible to free herself without waking him up. So she decided to stay in the bedroom. Her eyes felt heavy and with each blink it became harder to open them again. After a few minutes sleep came over her. Unnoticed by her she had another visitor, one that wasn’t human at all. His golden eyes wandered from the girl to his master who was clincing onto her waist tightly. ‘‘That’s interesting.’’ He sighed and walked over to his master. ‘‘It will most likely be hard to separate him from this girl without waking both of them up.’’ He let his eyes wander around the room, noticing the plate, the glass and the other things Sayuri had carried with her to the room. ‘‘And after that I have to make sure to erase all traces of my master. But what kind of butler would I be if I couldn’t do that much?’’

The next morning Sayuri woke up with her eyes still closed. She didn’t want to move, it was so warm and comfortable right now. She burried herself deeper into her warm bed. ‘‘Wait, something isn’t right.’’ For a moment she didn’t know why she felt like she missed something before it hit her. She immediately sat up and her head snapped in all directions. ‘‘Alois?’’ No answer. She quickly jumped out of the bed and suddenly noticed that all the stuff she had brought here yesterday wasn’t there anymore. ‘‘W-what...what happened?’’ She looked down on her clothes and her breath hitched in her throat when she noticed that they were clean. Not a single drop of blood was on them. Her mind was racing with millions of questions and thoughts. ‘‘No...that isn’t possible! I couldn’t have imagined all of that!’’ Sayuri sprinted down to the kitchen and ripped open the box with her selfbaked cookies. A scream escaped her lips and she dropped the box. The cookies inside the box spilled all over the floor, but the girl couldn’t have cared less. ‘‘T-that’s n-not possible. I-I know that I gave this b-boy yesterday the re-rest o-of the c-coo-cookies.’’ By now she was shaking like a leaf in the wind. Her knees felt like jelly and her breathing was going faster than normally. She didn’t even notice when her legs gave away under her and she collapsed on the floor. ‘‘Was...was all of that a huge joke my exhausted mind played on me? Was this boy...was Alois just an imagination?’’

Left you on a cliffhanger with this one, didn’t I?

#yandere black butler #yandere alois

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