#semi recovery

[saberry]

Body goals

[s4r4hlynnlover]

Prawdopodobnie bedzie szpital i nie wiem co robic obliczylam moje zapotrzebowanie 1800 i nie wiem co zrobic czy dalej w to brnac czy sie wyleczyc zwlaszcza ze jakiwgos wyboru to ja nie mam bo predzej czy pozniej mnie zmusza a o tym ze dowiedzialam sie ze moi rodzice moga mi dac sonde bo zre i zygam/nie zre to ja nawet nie wspomne (tylko musza wystapic o zgode do sadu wiec zajebiscie teraz rurka mnie strasza) w sensie mama ojcidc nie wie co sie odpierdala tylko mama mu powiedziala cos w stylu ze nie ja chce zyc (rozwiedli sie) i zaczal mi mowic ze zycie jest fajne tylko nie moje i nie wasze ale moze jego patrzac na to ze po za bieganiem i browarami ma wszystko w dupie wiec jaja troche takze prawdopodobnie sie stane rekowery klin (zobaczymy jak dlugo)

[maquely]

my mom said if i don’t cvt myself until christmas i can get a belly button piercing so if i do ever post cvts they’re probably old! i need that piercing.

[xdeathblossomsx]

I’ve been in “recovery” for almost 2 months now and one of my worst fear foods used to be sugar, right? Well, I’ve given myself permission to consume it now and I’ve been eating it and that is NOT good because sugar is harmful regardless of how I feel about it. Yesterday I had a chocolate chip cookie and a lemon poppyseed cookie for dinner and I woke up with HYPOGLYCAEMIA. That used to never happen to me, so I’m guessing my sugar/insulin levels are unbalanced af. I really want to quit sugar again idc if that’s an ED behaviour or not.

[gir1yvents]

I try to semi-recover at home

Because I don't want to go back here

[patronsaintofsacrifice]

Replacing "I dont want to live" with "i dont want to live like this" was v helpful for me because it helped me figure out what parts of my life i was trying to escape and reminded me there are absolutely versions of myself i want to work towards and ways of living i havent experienced yet that i want to see

[thiscryptidischronicallyyours]

For @avatar-wtf-weekend

Day 3 prompt: “Well nobody died.”

A Jet lives AU with plantonic (or the very beginnings of not so platonic) Jet and Piandao, a recovery fic and the road to recovery is swords

Also inspired by @bearsandbeansart ‘s incredible Jet and Piandao art

[sinestrosmind]

ssssomebody made a mistake pissing off the geniuses

they got a lot of firepower and you have next to no time to run so......

anyway hey hi Rec's cloaked as a softshell and @thescribblings' future Donnie, Akari, is about to kick some ass

[michyeosseo]

I could really feel my heart sink when I heard the news.

Yoon Hae Young and Choi Myung Gil as JANG SE-MI & BAEK DO-YI LADY DURIAN (2023) 1.08

[isdalinarhot]

Dalinar ass sentence but. I don’t unsderstand the songs in like pop culture like ohhhhh alcohol is making me feel nothing…….. numb the pain……… like huh?????⁇ alcohol makes me feel MORE it’s just that there’s like a 60% chance that the more I’ll be feeling is happy party joyful life purpose yippee!!!!!‼︎ and the other 40% of the time I’ll have a nice cathartic ugly cry about my troubles. It’s not for not feeling it’s for feeling in a more productive way!

[morwynposts]

Turns out not only do i have bulimia, but i also have a digestion disorder, which means even if i WANTED to keep food down, my body would reject it anyway <3

[hibiscuswolverine]

What is with specifically THH fans and trying to rewrite the damn thing, PLEASE do something else

[lumpsbumpsandwhumps]

Who said having a whumper as your best friend was a bad idea

[dog-v3ntz]

was reading a post that had a bunch of th1nsp0 quotes and one said “if you can pinch it, you can lose it” and i felt ready to cut my skin off.

now if you’ll excuse me im going to cry 3,200 calories worth of tears and starve myself until im put in my grave.

[crossmyheartandhopetodie94]

Medicine

I’ve been self medicating

Back to my old ways already

None of these damn pills work for me

Self medicating is the only way I see

R. C.

[evilkitten3]

i just. had a very silly bnha au idea