#seriously please idk… take a breather

[zourried]

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[arminsumi]

PLS PLS PLS IM BEGGING FACE SITTING W ARMIN BUT DOM VERSION 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

S*T ON MY F*CE

↳ ARMIN アルミン + fem!reader

Note : idk if u meant him dom or reader dom so i made both lol 🫡 also the censoring of the title made me giggle its so dumb i just did it for visual reasons

Summary : faceriding/sitting with your boy Min... both a sub and dom version :)

Warnings 1/dom ver. : minors do not interact/read : smut/explicit content : daddy kink, face sitting/riding, mean dom Armin, dirty talk, begging, use of "good girl" and "wh*re" and "sl*t", after care

Warnings 2/sub ver. : sub Armin, mean dom reader, use of "good boy"

. . . Dom!Armin ver.

"Rub that pussy on my face. Don't fucking stop or daddy's gonna give you another spanking. Understood?"

"Yes daddy!" you whine, lowering your pussy and feeling his tongue lap at your folds immediately.

He's ruthless, latching his lips onto your clit when he knows he's fucked you to oversensitivity. Suckling while flicking his tongue against it.

He seethes in annoyance when you try lift your hips to have a breather from the pleasure.

"Who said you could take a break?" he said icily. "You're making daddy mad, baby. Being a bad girl... you know what bad girls get?"

"P-punishment...?"

"Aw, so you do have a thought behind those pretty eyes. I thought for a second I fucked your brains out and turned you into a dumb slut." he condescends in a saccharine voice. "Now you be good and stay right fucking there while I eat this pussy, yeah? Can you do that for me, precious?"

You nod and let out a raw moan.

He locks you in place, veiny forearms and hands hooking around your thigh's underside to secure that position. During times like these, he likes to show off that underneath his cute puppy face he's a strong man. His abs flex excitedly when he feels your cream dribbling down his chin.

"Mmm! Daddy daddy daddy I'm gonna cummm~"

"Hmmm?" he hums, lips flush against your pussy hole while he wriggles his tongue inside. He pulls back and looks up at you. "You wanna cum on my face? Beg for it."

"Oh but please—"

"—beg. For. It."

He edges you with his tongue, teasing your slit, nibbling at your labia, suckling everywhere except your clit just to frustrate you. Then he builds you up to orgasm and repeats the process, never letting you get your relief.

"Daddy daddy daddy please! I'm your good girl! I'll do anything— I'll do fucking anything for daddy! I'm d-daddy's little whore! Please let me cum, please! G-gimme my orgasm, please!"

He cracks a smile. Such an Armin smile. So sweet and genuine. He's so pleased with you.

"Then cum." he's curt before suckling your clit once more, denting his fingers into your thigh hard enough to make you feel like your skin is bruising.

"Cum cum cum, ohhh cum baby — that's it. Cum for daddy. Watch daddy rub that little clit. Goooood girl." he's frantically thumbing your clit, making your tremble and shake and roll your eyes back.

"Daddy, I'm cumming!"

"Good fuckin' girl. Aw look at that pussy cum... so perfect." he watches you become breathless, relishing in how you grind your pussy onto his mouth.

He licks your slit slowly, savoring the juices dribbling out your convulsing hole, while you pant and come down from your orgasm.

"D-daaaddyyyy..." you shakily croak.

"I know baby, that was a lot, hm?" he kisses your clit, "But you did so good for me. Let's go get a bath running, yeah? Aw, my girl you look so dazed it's cute."

You cling to him happily, smiling to yourself while he takes you to the bathroom.

"Hey..." he plucks a kiss, "Can you taste yourself on my lips?" he winks.

"How embarrassing!"

He giggles cutely. "Sorry. But you taste good. Really good. Could eat you for breakfast lunch and dinner."

"Stop." you laugh.

"Seriously, that was a full-course meal. I'm so full." he keeps going, slowly receding into that dorky loverboy side of himself who lovingly helps you wash up.

. . . Sub!Armin ver.

"Fuck my face, please. Fuck my face with your pussy. Wanna feel you c–cum on my tongue."

He's a whimpering, pathetic mess with skewed glasses and a blissed-out expression. Nothing puts him in this crazed horny state quite like being sat on by you.

Min thinks he's in heaven between your thighs. He inhales your scent and it makes his dick stand up straight in his tight, belted pants. He didn't bother to take off his tie or shirt; he laid there looking like a good academic boy.

"Thank you... thank you." he mumbles into your wet folds, slurping up and down your slit and kissing your pussy like you're a goddess he's worshipping.

"Ooh, you're such a fucking loser, Armin~ it's cute."

You roll your hips against his face, clutching his bangs tight. He can feel you tug his hair, it makes his cockbead leaky.

"I'm a l-loser for you." he whimpers. "Ride my face harder, please! I'll beg you!"

"Then beg me."

You press your pussy harder against him and he drowns in it. His veiny pale hands cling to your thighs like they're his lifeline.

"Mmmf~ ride my face please ride my fucking face. It tastes so good d-don't get off. J-j–just use me, use my mouth."

"So cute..."

He cums in his pants when you ride his face harder. A gooey load spurts into the fabric, you can smell it and taunt him. Your degrading words just turn him on more.

"Cum on my face! Pleaaase!" he's trying so hard to make you cum; rolling the tip of his tongue into your hole and fucking into it, lapping at your slit and gulping and gasping against your labia. Kissing your clit. Suckling it. Giving sweeping motions to it.

And his jaw and mouth are so tired but it's worth it when he feels your hips shudder on his face, and your pusssy dribbles cream out.

"Miiin~!"

"Did I do good? Am I a good boy?" he pants, looking up at you with baby blue eyes from below.

"Yeah... my good boy. You did so well..." you smile down at him and his heart flutters.

Copyright @arminsumi don't steal.

[faiirybread]

the wilt of the rose ︴dr3

🥀in which.. they just cant talk to eachother

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[softxsuki]

HEY HEY, back at it again with me being ⚜️ anon. kinda embarrassed after the last declined request because i’m like that

sooo, hopefully, could i have trope dabble with trope #3 and it would be fem!reader (one piece as well)

congrats on 1.5k AGAIN !!

1.5k Follower Event Trope #3 One Piece

Trope 3: Friends to Lovers

This even is now CLOSED. You can checkout the masterlist here.

| Pairing: Zoro x Fem!Reader | Genre: uh hurt comfort? idk | Post-Type: oneshot (so much for drabbles omg) | Word Count: 1.1k (bruh) |

Warnings: mentions of making out, kissing, reader gets injured, Zoro is a little hard on her for a bit because he's scared and wants her to get stronger faster, minor swear from Zoro

Note: I was excited for this one! I had trouble choosing whether to write for Luffy, Ace, or Zoro, but I had to go with my man :') hopefully it came out okay! There was so much I wanted to write, but as we can see, I'm struggling to keep this under 500 words...

Our stoic Zoro is difficult to get close to, questioning the loyalty of all crew members before he gets to know them, he’s a hard shell to crack. That included you as well. 

Your key to getting closer to Zoro was your desire to get stronger within the crew. You were tired of being weak and unable to fully defend yourself against enemy pirates and marines. The last thing you wanted to do was hold your crew mates back, so this was your best solution. Zoro spent all his time training anyway, so when you asked for his help, he gave a shrug and a grunt in response. You were in.

From that moment forward, you both spent a lot of time together. He could see your passion and seriousness towards wanting to better yourself for the crew's sake, and he respected that a lot. Training time expanded into spending even more time together; whether it be sitting beside him during dinner, having a drink with him during celebrations, or watching each other’s backs during fights, you guys were joined at the hip.

One specific battle left you severely injured, you hadn’t noticed that enemy pirate behind you while you were too focused on the one you were dealing with at the time, leading to you being slashed deeply across the back.. Thankfully Chopper dragged you away and began emergency procedure straight away. 

After the battle was over, Zoro was the first to stop by and check on you. His face remained stoic as he nodded his head towards, chopper before turning to face you as you laid in your bed. You felt bad, even after all that training, you were the only one seriously injured.

Zoro sighs as you avoid his eye, taking a seat on the chair beside your bed. He felt angry, but not at you. He didn’t realize how scared he was that you wouldn’t make it from that injury until he rushed to your room where Chopper had taken you, and felt how relieved he was when he saw you up and alert. He cared about you.

“Need someone to take care of you, huh? As soon as you’re done recovering, I’ll see you bright and early in the crows nest,” he mumbles, standing up again. He was bad at expressing all these confusing emotions bubbling up inside him, so he decided to keep them to himself, leaving you to rest.

It took a few weeks for you to fully recover, feeling frustrated with yourself and your weakness, you hurry to meet Zoro in the crows nest, who hadn’t visited you as often as you had hoped during your recovery.

Making your way up to the crows nest, you could hear the familiar sounds of dumbbells clanging, meaning he was up there training as usual. As you enter, he nods to you in acknowledgment, before finishing up his set. It was back to training, but this time Zoro was even more strict on you, pushing you beyond your limits.

This went on for a week before you couldn’t take it anymore.

“Zoro, please I need a breather,” you pant, your arms already feeling like jelly from the hours you’d already trained this week, your body couldn’t keep up.

“No, not until you finish your reps,” he answers coolly, continuing his own exercises, glancing over his shoulder to make sure you were still going.

You were done.

You slam the dumbbell to the ground and spin around ready to leave the crows nest. You were trying your best, but each day he went harder and harder on you with no remorse.

“I’m done with this,” you grit, storming off.

But Zoro is quick as he puts his own weights down and races to you, grabbing your wrist. He pulls you towards him, spinning you so you’re facing him.

“You’re not done until you finish your reps. Are you going to give up already? You still have a long way to go,” He says between clenched teeth. He was doing his best to control himself and not do or say something rash, but that all crumbles at your next words.

“No,” you retort, snatching your arm from his grip, sending him a glare, “You’ve been pushing me to the bone all week, you never did this before! What happened to our training sessions when we first started? I can’t do this anymore.”

He stops you once more, grabbing your arm and pulling you into his chest so your faces are inches away from each other. He’s breathing heavily, looking into your eyes, his hands still gripping you to hold you still.

“I can’t lose you too, dammit!” Zoro screams, finally letting those unresolved emotions race out through his growing frustration and fear.

His heart almost races out of his chest when your eyes widen, those eyes he thought he’d never see again that one day after you were seriously injured. Without even thinking, his lips crash down onto yours with such ferocity, you’re frozen in shock until he pulls away.

It all made sense to you now, he was pushing you because he cared. He was scared that day and wanted to try and help you get stronger as soon as possible.

“I’m sorry,” he whispers, leaning down to press his forehead against yours, still not making any attempts to let you go just yet. “You understand now, don’t you?”

How could you not? You felt your face go flush as he held you close.

“I just can’t lose you.”

You're silent for a few moments, processing everything until you sigh and finally wrap your arms around him, shocking him now.

“You won’t lose me. I want to get stronger too, but this isn’t the way to do it.”

“I know, I’m sorry. If you still want to train with me, I’ll make it how it used to be,” he mumbles, holding you tightly to his chest, scared to let you go.

That was something you could agree on, so you both made it happen.

After that night, things seemed to move forward naturally between you. Training went back to normal, but there was this new tension between you. Zoro would be a little more touchy during training which would lead to heated makeout sessions later on. It was a nice change, one you welcomed with open arms.

During battles, Zoro was on high alert, keeping an eye on you at all times and always ready to step in to help if you ever needed him to.

It was clear how he felt about you, and maybe he wouldn’t express that verbally right away, but his actions always made it obvious that his feelings for you had a romantic twinge to them. One that would grow quickly the more time you spent together. 

Posted: 1/4/2024

[rokirokiro]

Shuichi Saihara x reader (he overworked again!)

bulleted headcanon, reader's gender is not specified so gn reader

cw : no proofread again as I immediately went back to study after writing this I'm sorry, platonic romantic kinda idk, probably bad English but it's my second or third language but uh oh.

this guy is canonically a people pleaser, sacrificing his time and sweat to make people happy (Danganronpa S, Ultimate Detectives interaction) (if I'm not wrong idk)

he would mostly spend his time working on his detective jobs, helping people on their missing nothings and give his detective intuited inputs for people who need his aid.

but this time, he worked himself a bit too hardly.

he woke up at 4 am, collecting materials for the crime case that he was given to. the case was harder than his usual and it took him hours of analytical thinking and he constantly made coffees to stay awake.

night before, he slept super late preparing documents for the same exact case too.

he undoubtedly has grown tired of seeing the same words and being not able to figure out things out of them, but as a committed detective, he considered it as part of his job and he took it very seriously.

he's the type that put others before himself, and in this case, he ignored his health and wellness to put an end to the case.

he neglected his well-being. like instead of eating actual meals, he stored a lot of noodle cups at his place as he doesn't want to waste his time making and eating a meal (what a Kanade Yoisaki from the hit game Project Sekai Colorful Stage ft Hatsune Miku move). not to mention he also do his job in his usual leisure time so he practically doesn't have time focused to himself.

and of course, as the good best friend you are, you constantly check on him and brought him foods when you have the time because years of friendship with this guy made you discover one thing about himself. a hardcore people pleaser. his inferiority complex doesn't help too.

but today, he's working outside so you two will be separated until the end of the day.

it was your usual evening, and you were strolling around (a place idk free imagination section), killing time and such. you were talking to Maki via call (see her as your close friend, please)

"Maki, I have an idea. let's go shopping at the town this weekend! I'm sure it will be super fun!"

"I got nothing to buy so I see no reason to. go ask for someone else, Saihara, for instance."

"but he's buzy! I can barely see him nowadays unless I go to check on him and serve him food!" you whines

"I'm sure he would ditch his work to go with you, (name)."

"Wwwhat are you talking about?? he's very determined into solving all his cases so that won't happening! don't talk nonsense, Maki!"

(Maki carved a little smirk without you knowing)

"right, but he will still go with you. that's the kind of guy he is, anyway."

"I don't want to tire him after all his detective wor- AAAH!"

you screamed into the phone right to Makis ear, resulting her pulling away from her phone and covered her ear with one hand.

"what the.. don't scream like that! what's wrong??"

"IT'S, IT'S SAIHARA! he's laying at the floor now! ah I'll hang the call now Maki!"

turns out, you found the said person laying unconsciously at the front door.

his face was kissing the ground, body completely facing the floor.

you took a breather and took a necessary move by calling out his name multiple times and shaked him a bit. but he remained not responsive.

you wanted to freak out so bad but you thought it wouldn't be wise to do that, so you started taking him by the shoulder and dragged him to his room.

his body weight made it harder for you to step forward but you weren't discouraged,

so you carried him bridal style to fasten the process instead.

after some time, the guy slowly opened his eyes to see a sight of a familiar ceiling, he's in his own room.

"what am I.."

he raised a hand and rub his aching beating head, probably the impact from his fall to the hard ground. he carefully brought himself to lean at the wall and recall what happened.

in the exact moment, the sound of the wooden door creaking made he turned his attention to the entrance. a familiar friend was pushing the door with a feet as the person carefully hold a tray of food into his room.

it was you.

you looked up to meet his gaze and your face brightens, quickly step foward to his bed.

"Saihara! you awake. I'm glad that you're okay."

"hold up, no you're not. you collapsed. what happened?"

"I bet it's because you're too into your work! oh and anyways, you should be eating first. we'll talk later."

you lifted a plate of Omelette to his lap and gave him a spoon and a fork, along with a glass of water that you put at the table by his side. you also prepared him some apple slices, too.

he wanted to answer you first, but the food before his eyes are super mouth watering especially when he starved himself since yesterday and only took those bitter coffee plus noodle cups. so he took a bite, and another, and another.

"I cooked that. it's delicious, isn't it? simple but I think you don't have the energy to chew on fancy meals anyway"

he nodded.

and embarrassed with the fact that you're gazing at his features as he eat. but that made him realized that you're super concerned of him and made him blush even harder.

you're such an angel.

he was eyeing on the apple slice but he took the water instead. you noticed this and smile a little,

"I know you wanted it. it's for you anyway."

"ah, yes.."

Shuichi shyly grabbed the apple slices and put a few in his mouth. the juices of the fruit filled the caravan of his mouth, refreshing his entire body.

he looked so cute like this,

after finishing his dish, he wiped his mouth with a tissue and put the plate on his table.

"thank you, (name). I think I did collapsed on my way here. did you brought me in too? thank you again, haha.."

"don't haha me, mister. how dare you neglected your health like that. maybe I should've follow you to your office and become your caretaker for the time being."

"ahahah, please don't be.., I finished the case so I won't be like this again. sorry for making you worried and troubled you, (name)."

his replies are weak

but your heart is weaker to scold him in his unstable state.

"it's alright, Saihara. but please don't overwork yourself again in the future."

you said as you put the cutlery in the tray, ready to be washed.

"ah and also!"

you faced him, who was seemed to be blushing. (but you didn't say anything)

"thank you so much for helping me, (name). I wouldn't know what to do without you. and for you to go as far as cooking something for me, I wish I could repay you.."

"....you can repay me by taking a rest, Saihara. and it's my responsibility to look after you, after all. I'm just doing my job here."

you removed your eyes and now looking at anything that's not him, red streaks are visible at your cheeks.

"and when the time comes, I'll surely take care of you too, (name). but no, actually no, I'll always do my best to take care of you as the returning favour too.."

and now you two are blushing like crazy. wahahah

you immediately excused yourself to the cafeteria/kitchen (whatever) and brought your tray with you.

"(name)!"

you stopped your tracks to see him, humming.

"well, um, can you come back after washing the dishes? I.. I think I haven't spend much time with you this whole time s-so I thought.."

"I thought I can reclaim the times now.."

your eyes were widen by the statement, biting your lower inner lip as a way to hold your urge to scream.

you're so in love with this man.

".. I told you to rest, idiot."

"but if, if that's what you want, then,,"

"I'll be back!"

you raced to the kitchen and did everything you need to, unknowingly smiling by yourself and excited to to return to him.

Extra : Maki called you and ask if hes okay and you three along with Himiko/or whoever went to the city anyway.

Extra note : bro why are my dialogues are always so corny ass like when I was about to write it I was like, this gon be the one but when I reread the sentence I was like, Gosh did I fr write this garbage kinda like conversation?? please don't bash me y'all.

another Extra note : where are the other Shuichi x reader writers please be active I beg I'm tired of refreshing the tag and see my same art everytime 😞

[willkimurashat]

Looking for Gabi fans to follow and MC/Gabi fanfics to read. Some of my favorite lgbt litg blogs have either deactivated or are no longer playing litg Suresh fans are trying to hijack Gabi's tag with biphobia and hate posts. I'm scared to open her tag. Suresh fans are hating on lgbt players because FB made Gabi a LI and they can no longer use her to justify Suresh's action. We get enough bigotry from the writers. =( I have met some lgbt fans on reddit and IG, but they don't have blogs

Hello anon, and welcome to ✨Gabi Fan Club✨

From the second I saw her design, I completely swooned (and maybe drooled a little too, but we don’t talk about it🤫) and kept imagining the Frida Kahlo scenario between Gabi and MC, passing down the clown red nose of shame to Suresh lol!

In all seriousness though, I am so sorry you encountered hateful posts and biphobia, and I am not surprised - the Suresh debates can get heated. I think fusebox did us dirty for only giving us Dana as an li (who, let’s be real, wasn’t written great, especially with the kissing Eddie part) and Gabi aka the girl Suresh cheated on MC with. Idk what reaction they were expecting from fans because there’s something problematic with every single character this season, and I’m so sick of fusebox perpetuating these racist and biphobic stereotypes time and time again. So naturally, it sparks further hate and -isms from the players, trying to defend or offend some pixels. I am personally not on a Suresh route, so I don’t really care about that side of drama. I like Gabi and I think she is an interesting character, she has a cool back story, she’s interested in MC, and jee is she hot (sorry for being shallow). I also think it’s weird to shame people for liking a game character. Like, I guess I can understand it if someone’s into Dylan, who is just beyond problematic, and good friends wouldn’t and shouldn’t let you date someone like that. But other than that, my philosophy is that LITG is a game - that’s literally all it is, just a story with some 2d pixel art, and we shouldn’t be taking it so close to heart. If people like Suresh - you do you, if people like Gabi - please, by all means, suit yourself. They’re not real, so we shouldn’t let the hate and bigotry and racism get so out of hand that it hurts real people.

Anyways, this got very long, and idk if any of it is coherent, but in short: we shouldn’t bully people on which characters they like and we shouldn’t let the hate hurt others. What we should do, is criticize fusebox for continuingly villainizing and stereotyping LGBT characters and characters of color, and we should be able to have some fun playing:)

P. S. To people spreading hate and biphobia: check your privilege please. Before posting hateful comments about LGBT characters, ask yourself, why does this reaction come up to me in the first place? Why am I so angry about a wlw route? Who do I see in Gabi? Maybe it’s someone who hurt you before or maybe it’s internalized homophobia speaking? Food for thought. And honesty, if you do have so much hate on your mind, maybe just put your phone down, take a breather, and just.. close out of the post/comment/reply? Your bigoted opinion is not worth the pain it can cause someone.

P. P. S. Also, just wanted to mention as well, there’s definitely a lot of wonderful people on here, who I know would not judge you or anyone for liking Gabi or what have you, and I really hope you stay safe out here because cyberbullying is real, so please, take a step back if hateful posts get too much - always always always put yourself first, lovely!

P. P. P. S. Also also, I haven’t written any Gabi x mc fics and I don’t know if there are any, but you can definitely check out @litgwritersroom - they’re a bunch of wonderful, talented, creative lovelies that are very open and accepting of every player. I’m not sure if their asks are open currently, but they do take fanfic requests!;)

[peaterookie]

Lupin III Chapter 48 Review

heyo! im assuming covering the chapter this late at night… that everyone's practically gone to sleep already. i hope everyone will have better dreams than whatever lupin has in this chapter… because damn does he have a bad time..!

in chapter 47 - "crazy crazy," lupin wakes up in sweats from a nightmare he experienced in the nightmare, he meets this woman whom he tries to have intercourse with, but as he grabs her, her skin peels off and her skeleton emerges!

spoooky lupin tells jigen about this, and he doesn't really take it so seriously, saying how its just a dream lupin still feels weird, considering how real it was…

L: I know... pulling off her skin- it's fantastic! L: And yet it felt so real. Maybe it did happen...!! J: Shit, man, don't come unglued. It was a dream.

Lupin then ponders, feeling like he's already been in this room before, and opens the curtain of the window. and what does he see? the woman from the dream!

he then freaks out, while jigen still doesn't take the situation seriously while making comments about the woman, jigen smacks lupin on the table right into a plate of soup lupin, frustrated, takes it out on monkey punch and throws the plate of soup on him

yes, this chapter will involve A LOT of fourth wall breaking.

lupin then heads out the apartment to take a breather, then the lady from his dream approaches him with something to say lupin asks her if they've met before. to his confusion, she saids no- even though she is staring right at the window to his apartment..! she then reveals that she knows that someone in that room will be murdered at 10pm that night! how does she know!?

W: Someone will be murdered at ten o' clock tonight. L: Murdered...? L: Psychic powers, eh? Look like...old Monkey Punch...has run...out of ideas. L: That's impossible. W: But it's true.

lupin asks her who would be murdered tonight, and she says… jigen??? lupin doesn't believe it, why would anyone try to kill jigen? he then realizes that 10pm has approached, and he runs to check on jigen- but is stopped by a shadowy figure holding a gun…

lupin then assumes that he's the one targetting jigen for some reason, and decides to kill him before that though, the man says that the reason hes after lupin is that the lupin clan has no need for him anymore- and he'll be the one to take over it in a sense all the blabber sounds like nonsense to lupin, and the man is quickly defeated… only to turn out…

that the man after him was jigen!?

what is going on?????

lupin tries to find out why jigen would betray him like this and tries to force the woman to tell him but ara?!

her skin peels off, revealing her skeleton and it was just a dream the entire time.

lupin then wakes up to see jigen, alive and well, wondering what happened for lupin to be sleeping-walking he gets even more frustrated, and jabs at monkey punch again saying he should dream up a better story

idk lupin this is probably the funniest chapter ive read so far

then lupin and jigen get a visitor, and ITS THE GIRL AGAIN holy fucking shit jigen then reminds lupin that the woman is fujiko, and she came her for a thing lupin was going to assign her for. lupin remember nothing however, i guess you can say he forgor 💀

F: Is he feeling ok? J: He's just worried about your thing... L: Could I put my thing in her thing?

lupan please istg you're a litte cray cray in the head rn get some rest jigen then just yells at lupin to make her undress so he can remember, and uh…. i guess they decided to do just that???

i dont like this

lupin tells her to undress EVERYTHING. he doesn't want any surprises after what hes went through today… but…

L: I'm ready for anything.

F: Shall I take everything off? L: Absolutely. I don't want any surprises!

F: How about this? L: What!? You can't do that! I wanted the sex this time!

L: GO TO HELL, MONKEY PUNCH!

the end.

[sukirichi]

Hi! I hope you're doing okay. So I just had a thot. And idk what to do with it. So Imma just put it here cause your blog is my new favourite. I'm not even joking. I literally devoured everything related to Tokyo Rev on your blog. So here's my theory. Do correct me if you think I'm wrong Sensei!

Bouten husbands and where they liked to be kissed the most/ or is their weakness. (Ps: it's just my opinion. I mean no offense to anyone.)

Mikey~ Kiss him on his shoulders and he'll cry. Cause he's been bearing all the burden of his dark and decaying world for so long that he doesn't even know that he needs to take a minute for himself and rely on others around him. Especially since most ppl around him are willing to give their life and limbs for Mikey. He just can't seem to keep that in mind. So you've taken it upon yourself to remind him frm time to time. Just a little peck on his strong and broad-ish shoulders to remind him that he's not alone. That if nothing, he has you. He always will.

Rindou~ Something about being kissed on his cheeks, especially by his lover, does things to him. Like his cardiovascular muscles do a little somersault in his chest or something. Because yes, it doesn't matter if he's one of the big, scary and irreplaceable executive of Bouten, he still has an unconscious inferiority complex. Sometimes it just skips his mind that despite everything, he too deserves the world. And every once in a while you need to remind him about it. That he doesn't have to be flashy and snarky like his brother. He just needs to be himself and that he is undeniably worthy of love.

Ran~ Not many people are taller than him, you are no exception. So it makes sense that in order to kiss him you need to be on your tippy toes. And still you're only able to reach his neck. So yeah, just kiss him there. Right on his Adam's apple and he's a goner. It doesn't even have to be sexual. Ran is always the one to take charge. It's kind of in his nature and you happily oblige him. But every now and then, you also need to remind him to take a breather That he can just let go and get dotted over for a change. You're more than happy to take care of him, that he needs to be taken care off.

Koko~ This man not only, brings in the big dough for Bouten, but also beats up people while at it. To say that he's always overworked is an understatement. His hands are always doing something, illegal things most of the time. He knows he's no saint. That there's no coming back into the light. He's painfully aware. But once e intertwine your hands together and kiss him on top of his knuckles, he swears that it's his redemption. You're the only light in his dark and dangerous world.

Kaku-chan~ Please. Just kiss this man on his forehead. Please. He's literally out there, ready to give his life for the things he wants to protect. He's always doing that. Protecting the people that have gone astray, who have no more hope left. He's ready to die for them, if it means they'll keep going. So please, just once, just protect him instead. Protect him from the demons he skillfully hided in his head. Protect him from the nightmares that torment him every night. Just protect him for a change. He needs it more than he's willing to admit.

Sanzu~ Okay. Hear me out. He's deranged and he knows it. He knows he's won't bat an eye before painfully torturing someone to death. Heck he'll even do it with a smile plastered on his face. He knows that he's stained in blood almost all the time.(sometimes his own, most of the other times, not his own). He'll even relish it. He knows that he's been tainted with burden of death. He knows that he lives in the shadows. He's not sane. He's not good. He's bad. He's ugly. You can tell that these awful thoughts keep him awake at night. So when they do and he has this almost painful look on his face. Just pull him close and kiss him on his face, over and over. Kiss his scars, kiss his lips, kiss his nose, his eyes. Just don't stop until he's got your point across. That yes, it's true that he's despicable. But you still love him nonetheless.

Ps: Sorry that was too long and kinds got out of hand. But these are just my "thots". Thank you for hearing me out!~ Thot anon

hi i’m doing okay, thanks for asking n i hope you are too !! also aaah i’m glad to know my blog is your new fave, i hope you enjoy more of my future tokrev content 🥺 ALSO YES ITS HEADCANON TIME LETS GO LETS GO

mikey n shoulder kisses 🥺 i hc that mikey is stiff and rigid all the time without knowing. like you said, he has a lot on his mind and draken even said mikey had a heavy ass cross to bear, so imagine the weight and burdens he has to shoulder 🥺 so if you lean into him for a hug then kiss his shoulders, mikey deflates. to him, its like a reminder he doesn’t have to carry it all by himself all the time and poor bb forgets that often

cheek kisses for rindou 🥺 the idea of this big, bad executive infamous for breaking limbs but is actually a sucker for cheek kisses and turns into a soft lil bean when you cup his face and just smother him with love n affection? bless. rindou probably unknowingly exerts too much effort sometimes to prove something - may it be his strength, his power, or how he’s perfectly capable of fighting by himself - he’ll have that voice at the back of his head that he needs to do something. giving him cheek kisses grounds him and elicits butterflies in his stomach bcos he realizes that, “oh, i don’t have to try so hard. silly me...now more cheek kisses, please.”

ran and neck kisses !! ON THE FLOOR RN, TELL ME MORE. but yes omg i also hc that ran is such a giver and grown up to look for others the way he does for rindou, so in his head, he’s kind of drilled it into himself that he has to be the one in the lead - not necessarily in a mikey way - but in a “he needs to take charge and take his responsibilities seriously” kind of thing. like mikey, ran is probably often deep in thought as well despite his teasing mannerisms, that when you kiss his neck he can’t help but soften. he enjoys being doted on. loves to be the one on the receiving side. has the sweetest smile on his face when he gets a lil ticklish and he just feels like he’s on cloud nine <33

knuckle kisses for koko 😫 everything you said was on point !! his hands are probably so tired from fighting and counting bills all day, not to mention the amount of paperwork he has to do bcos who else will do them ?? no one knows the inner system of koko and how it works as well as koko does, and he wants to do his job right. he gets a little too absorbed in his work, however, that koko gets a little confused when you take his hands away from whatever he’s working on to leave little kisses at the pads of his knuckles, maybe even massaging his hands or playing with his fingers to help him relax a bit. and you know how koko is so good at what he does bcos its all he knows, but at the same he probably hates how he treads on this dark path ?? so when you kiss his knuckles, he feels relieved. like everything will be okay and second chances are real n something he’s worthy of

omg now this is my favorite - kakucho + foreahead kisses. forehead kisses are always so intimate and soothing in a sense. like come here so you can kiss him on the forehead, watch the way his eyes flutter close and a smile tugs at his lips when your lips trail down to his scar, all the while your hands are cupping his face with such tenderness he never really knew of. kakucho is so used to being the tough guy with his rough childhood that it almost feels surreal. surreal that he’s in bed, with you, safe and sound and you’re kissing his forehead so comfortingly he doesn’t have to worry about putting his walls down for a second. he feels safe. he feels at home. but most of all, he knows he’s not alone and he has you - his family

kissing sanzu’s scars 🥺 everything you said was beautiful n i can totally see it happening !! as much as we all know sanzu takes great pleasure and finds entertainment in what he does, it sinks down a little too late. when he’s not high, that’s when he feels the lows. when the blood on his hands are dried, that’s when he realizes it gets harder to wash them off until it stains deep all the way into his soul. then his scars. he sees his scars and remembers how he has to hide them at some point. he stays awake at night and oddly enough, silent and unmoving. and what better way to ease his worries than to pull him close and just to kiss his scars that he thinks are only one of the ways the darkness - the ugliness - of his soul shows through. keep him close and kiss his scars. sanzu may not always be in the right mind to understand your words, but the simple gesture of showing love and acceptance to a part of him that makes him a whole will engrave deep into his heart. leave him butterfly kisses. kiss him from everywhere to his eyes until they flutter close to sleep. kiss his nose adoringly until they scrunch so cutely. kiss his lips until its your taste that overwhelms him. and kiss his scars to remind him his imperfections are accepted and loved

[makeste]

my long boring post about chapter 293 and Kacchan’s hero name

lmao I think that’s all of them. anyways, so I said I was gonna do a post on this, and so here goes.

first off, I just want to say that people are allowed to not like the name! it’s a completely subjective thing, there’s no right or wrong “it’s good” or “it’s bad.” or rather, there is a right or wrong, and it’s whichever one you think it is. if you think it’s good, you’re right. if you think it’s bad, you’re also right. it’s an opinion, it doesn’t need to be backed up by peer review lol.

that said, here is my own completely subjective opinion: I think “Dynamight” (though please not with the capital “m”, I beg you lol) is a terrific name for him honestly. it’s clever wordplay, it’s a subtle callback/tribute to his favorite hero who is also his inspiration for becoming a hero, and it’s a perfect fit for his chosen aesthetic. it’s honestly great.

and what makes it even better is that at the same time, it is also stupid as fuck lmao. this is a name that encapsulates the duality of man. it’s the perfect metaphor for this boy who think he’s the hottest shit god ever invented, and has no idea that the number of people who take him seriously after interacting with him for more than ten seconds is actually in the single digits. this hero name is the equivalent of an excited puppy ferociously bounding towards a squirrel only to trip over its own feet and fall flat on its face. it thinks it is scary as fuck, and has no idea that 30,000 people on TikTok think it’s the most adorable thing they’ve ever seen. I unabashedly love it, and will also ceaselessly roast the everloving shit out of it without the slightest remorse, just like I roast the beloved boy attached to it. that’s just how it is lol.

so that’s how I feel about the name! however, this next part I need to emphasize: my opinion of the name, and my opinion of whether or not I actually think this will be his name, are two different things. I like the name Dynamight. I really do. and I also think there is next to no chance that this will actually be his hero name.

here’s the thing. this would have been a perfect name for him if it had been his chosen name back in chapter 45 when everyone else picked their aliases. it would have fit in seamlessly with the rest of his class. Red Riot, Chargebolt, Earphone Jack, Sugarman, Uravity; those are all names that stick in your mind and look great on official merch. those are names that sell action figures, but they also do a great job of representing the individuals behind the names. they have personality. and so does “Dynamight”, for sure.

but the thing is, for whatever reason, Horikoshi didn’t have him pick this name back in chapter 45. he went with a running gag instead. “King Explosion Murder”, “Lord Explosion Murder”, and so forth. and in the end, we never got a hero name at all. he could have had him pick Dynamight after we’d had our laughs. hell, he could have used it as an early easter egg hinting at Kacchan’s admiration for All Might, which wouldn’t be officially revealed until the final exam arc about twenty chapters later. “Dynamight” in Japanese is written out in katakana -- ダイナマイト (“dainamaito”). this is the word that’s used in Japan for actual dynamite. there is no inherent indicator that it’s a pun; it just so happens that the “mite” in dynamite is spelled out phonetically in Japanese the exact same way that “might” is. so the pun isn’t obvious unless you know to look for it. Horikoshi could have left us all thinking that “Dynamite” was his name until chapter 62 or thereabouts when he revealed that Katsuki looked up to All Might, at which point Horikoshi could finally reveal the official English spelling and it would be like a second name reveal. which would have been pretty sweet, actually.

but my point being, for some reason he instead chose not to do this. instead he chose to drag it all out for 250 chapters, content to let us all languish. this man had not a shred of mercy for the thousands of Bakugou fans who were all “please, sir, the fic,” before eventually giving up and adopting Ground Zero as the official-unofficial name until we either got a real reveal or died of old age. he dragged it out, and kept it as a gag, and eventually it was just like, fine, whatever.

and then this happened.

and it changed everything.

because you see, all of a sudden “Bakugou’s Hero Name” wasn’t just a running joke gag plot anymore. in the span of three sentences, Horikoshi changed the entire meaning of it. “your hero name represents your desires. the embodiment of how you wish to be. your ideal self.”

just like that, the whole mystery of “what will Bakugou’s hero name be” goes from being a funny little ongoing thing to an existential question, with the implication being that the choice he finally makes, whatever it may be, will in essence reveal the very core of his character. “your ideal self.” in other words this will really be almost the pinnacle of his entire character arc. his hero name, when he finally picks it, will show us just how far he’s come. it will show us his answer to “what kind of person do you want to be.”

that is an insane amount of meaning to suddenly dump onto something that up until this point had just been a funny little running gag. “lol Bakugou loves murder and death.” “lol at this rate Bakugou will graduate while still not having an actual hero name.” from that, to suddenly out of the blue, “Bakugou’s hero name will show us who he is as a person.” like, holy shit though. and mind you, this isn’t something that’s been done for any other character. this is very Bakugou-specific. all this build-up and significance has been ascribed to his hero name specifically. at this point his name is basically its own fucking plot. it’s literally its own individual little arc. all of that build-up. all of that meaning and importance given to it.

and then Horikoshi goes and gives us this.

so. like... okay, I guess??

like, just some quick things of note here though:

he is still doing the whole “explosive destruction murder” thing on top of the “Dynamight” part. indicating that there has not been the slightest bit of thoughtful consideration actually given on his part. literally the one thing that everyone and their mom was trying to explain to him not to do, and all of it went in one ear and out the other. which is fine!! he is adorable here and I want to ruffle his hair, honestly. but it’s clear to me that he still hasn’t grasped what Jeanist was trying to explain to him before, if this is really his answer to “what would you consider to be your ideal self” lol.

the name is INSTANTLY panned by every single person in the surrounding vicinity, villains included. hell, Mirio might as well have stabbed him all over again. obviously this is intentionally being used as a lighthearted moment to briefly give the audience a breather before we wade back into the Todoroki drama; but at the same time it indicates that this name isn’t exactly going to be taken seriously by anyone who hears it in-universe. they are literally wincing upon hearing it skjlklhkgf.

lastly, none of the people closest to him -- Deku, All Might, Kirishima, or Shouto -- are even there to hear it. all of that build-up, all of that “Kacchan’s hero name will show us how far he’s come in his character development”, and then when it finally happens, the people who have had the most impact aren’t even there to partake in the moment. Shouto and Deku are busy dealing with an entirely separate plot and trying very hard not to be set on fire while Kacchan is out here providing comic relief.

because that’s really what this is, though. this is a joke. like, I don’t mean that in a pejorative sense; I mean that it is literally a joke. and so what you’re telling me is, if this really is his hero name, we waited 250 chapters and Horikoshi built up an entire character arc around it, only to have the end result be a joke panel that in the end was arguably not even the biggest thing that happened in the chapter.

like, idk, maybe there’ll be a flashback about it later after all’s said and done which will imbue it with more meaning as some have suggested. maybe Horikoshi will explain how it’s a childhood throwback name that Deku once picked for him, like that theory that’s been making the rounds. I’m not saying it won’t be possible to build on this after the fact. but it will be after the fact, all the same. as far as the initial reveal goes... this is it. the epitome of anticlimactic. a brief joke reveal mid-fight where everyone immediately goes “are you fucking serious” and he’s all “I WAS FUCKING SERIOUS” and falls down out of comedy lmao.

and so, to wrap this post up finally, basically the way I see it is that there are two possibilities here. either (1) I have been way overthinking this from day one and it was never really that deep and Horikoshi thought this would be an appropriate and funny conclusion to a plotline which in his mind was always meant to be mostly lighthearted, with the Jeanist stuff mostly just thrown in there to push Bakugou into picking an at least halfway-decent name in spite of himself.

or, (2) this isn’t going to be his final hero name either. this is instead the last hurrah of the “Lord Explosion Murder” part of that plotline, and after he’s laughed out of the room yet again he will mope and cross out this one as well, and Horikoshi will sit on it for another 500 chapters until he finally reveals it at the very fucking end of the series. like at this point I wouldn’t put it past him to wait until the very last page. I s2g, this man. but the flipside of it is that when that moment finally does happen, I fully believe it will be a moment that actually feels earned. it will feel right. it will feel like the moment we spent all that time waiting for. or at least that’s what I hope.

so anyway, those are my thoughts on it! tl;dr, while I like Dynamight as a hero name in and of itself, I don’t think it’s going to be endgame, mostly because nothing about that reveal moment actually felt right to me. and of course, it’s very possible that I’m completely wrong about this; it wouldn’t be the first time (Kacchan’s quirk says hello). but on the other hand fandom isn’t totally batting a thousand either (Ground Zero says what up), so hey. we’ll see!

[kpopfanfictrash]

Hi Shanna! I really liked how detailed and technical ur dance ranking of twice was--as someone who has no formal dance experience, it was enlightening. Would u mind doing one for bts? Only if u want to of course :)

Hello! I have a few of these in my inbox, so yes! I will do this one for bts (but then I must stop before this becomes my blog LOL). I’ll give the same caveats I gave for Twice, though. 1) Dance is always somewhat subjective because it’s an art form. I can talk about technique, but at a certain point my favorite dancer might not be someone else’s favorite dancer because of performance quality, and 2) ALL OF BTS ARE GREAT DANCERS! You don’t become a professional performance artist without already being head and shoulders above the rest. At the end of the day, all are fantastic. 

NOTE: Please don’t use my words on any other platform/to respond to the boys. I’m posting only to give some insight to their skills, not to try and critique BTS. They have dance coaches, trainers and choreographers for that. They absolutely do not need some random person on the internet telling them what they should be doing.

With that in mind, here are my personal thoughts/loose ranking of bts at dancers:

1. Jimin. Not that I’m biased. LOL but seriously, part of the reason I’m drawn to Jimin is because he’s such a fantastic performer. With dance, a lot of people think it’s just body type which can make or break a dancer. To some extent, this is true. If you aren’t born with amazing arches, turnout or flexibility, there’s only so much you can do to improve. That said, there’s a certain intrinsic performance quality which also can’t be taught. You either have it, or you don’t and Jimin has it. It’s mesmerizing to watch him on stage. He has such fantastic control when he dances; his execution of choreography is flawless, but he also puts his own spin on things without standing out too much (a bad thing, when you’re dancing as part of a group!) Jimin does have a background in contemporary/ballet,  which is different from Hobi. One of the places this is visible is in how grounded Jimin is with his transitions/how he finishes his movements. This is SUPER dorky of me lmao, but one of my favorite moves I’ve ever seen him do is this roll up from the ground at 2:05. The absolute CONTROL Jimin has; his heels don’t move an inch, which is so hard to do. Another impressive move to me was the jump Jimin did in the Dynamite dance break (1:09). Neil Haskell did this freaking move all the time on SYTYCD lmao, and it was a staple “trick” on the dance circuit for years, because it’s hard and requires a gymnast/martial arts background. LOTS of control and complicated timing. I could honestly go on for pages about Jimin’s performance quality, but I’ll stop and say one other thing. I occasionally see people praising Jimin as an amazing contemporary dancer (on par with professional contemporary dancers), and I do think it’s important to clarify Jimin diverged from that path nearly ten years ago to become an Idol dancer. Those are two very different styles of dance and although Jimin is FANTASTIC, it’s okay for him not to be the best at every single dance style! lol he’s the first one to say (because he has, while watching the black swan orchestral video) he couldn’t do some of the things professional contemporary dancers can do. (I will add though, yoongi is also right in that I have full faith Jimin COULD have done those things, had he chosen to pursue that path). ANYWAYS. I’ve rambled enough about how much I love Jimin. ONWARD!

2. Hoseok. Surprise, surprise! LOL okay, so let me start by saying out of all BTS, Hoseok is what I consider the smartest dancer. What I mean by that is, the man never burns out. He knows when to conserve his energy and when to go all out. Hoseok is the master of rise and fall in intensity, and there’s a reason he’s highly regarded by all dancers in the industry. Hoseok also seems to have a choreographer’s mind, whereas you don’t see this as much with Jimin. To clarify, being a dancer and being a choreographer are two separate things. It’s like being a soccer player versus being a coach. Being a choreographer requires a big-picture mentality not all dancers have. Hoseok has this though, and you can see this in the natural leadership role he takes whenever they’re rehearsing on their own. He sees mistakes, fixes transitions, etc. (it’s hot, but I digress). Hoseok has a background in various styles of hip-hop, which is really clear when he freestyles. He’s demonstrated popping, tutting, locking and more, which you really only learn through rigorous hip-hop training. His MMA 2019 solo is WILD because he showcases like, five different styles all within a minute. They’re all sub-genres of a genre (hip-hop), if that makes sense. He doesn’t have the same contemporary background as Jimin, which is somewhat apparent whenever BTS leans into more contemporary styles (spring day, black swan, etc). Hobi is good, don’t get me wrong, but his spot isn’t as natural, he’s not as flexible and sometimes you see him overthinking movements. But anyways, Hoseok fancams are the BEST. Go watch one today.

3. Jungkook. Jungkook has improved SO. MUCH. Y’ALL. I can’t stress this enough! A lot of BTS fans probably remember Big Hit sent Jungkook to LA for a few months prior to debut to get him to loosen up in his dancing/improve his performance quality, and boy did he ever. Overall, I think Jungkook’s biggest strengths are his 1) endless stamina (wtf lol) and 2) lately, performance quality. When I’m talking about stamina, I mean Jungkook always goes full-fucking-out in performances and it catches the audience’s eye. One example which comes to mind was during MMA 2019 Dionysus. If you start at like, 2:10, BTS does this really exhausting floor part and then you see everyone around him conserving their energy as they move into the next chorus. It’s supposed to be a breather in the choreo lmao but Jungkook is FULL OUT. It’s his intensity and strength which really makes him stand out as a dancer. If I had written this a year ago, I would’ve said Jungkook’s biggest weakness is contemporary dance. The flip side of the coin to being strong is it can be difficult to slow things down and display the same intensity with slower music. Then, he went and did Black Swan. Like... just watch this spring day performance and contrast it with this black swan one for jungkook. He has gotten SO MUCH BETTER at staying grounded, moving through his transitions, instead of rushing past them to get to the next step. I’m just really proud of him. I still think hobi + jimin have a leg up on him, but Jungkook is a close third.

4. Taehyung. When you get to Taehyung + Yoongi, things start to get blurry. But since this is a list of my personal preferences, I’m going to put Taehyung first because for me, performance is everything. In my opinion, Taehyung’s performance quality is second only to Jimin. More immature dancers will often refer to performance as “making faces.” I.e., purse your lips on count five, smile on count 8 and frown on count 1. A mature dancer though, knows dancing is really an extension of acting. You need to embody the emotions of the song and convey them to your audience, and not just through your facial expressions! I think Tae does a really great job of this, and I’ll often watch his fancams, even though his dance technique isn’t as strong as say, Jimin or Hobi. That’s Taehyung’s main weakness, in my opinion. If he’d started dancing at an earlier age, or taken ballet/contemporary.... lord, idk LOL. help us all.  

5. Yoongi. THIS MAN! Used to be a b-boy and the background is crystal clear if you’ve ever watched a Yoongi fancam (and if you haven’t, what are you doing with your life?) There’s an effortless quality to his movement and, when he wants to, his strength + performance quality rival Jungkook or Taehyung. That said, I think the main reason I’m not ranking Yoongi above them is consistency. Yoongi, simply put, isn’t a dancer. He’s a rapper/producer who likes to dance and enjoys dancing as part of BTS. I’m not saying he doesn’t like it, but it’s not his main passion, unlike some of the others. His intensity can vary depending on his visibility, which again, isn’t a bad thing. When Yoongi does turn it on, he turns it ON. He’s also very comfortable onstage, which is important. Yoongi doesn’t hesitate in his improv (esp. in his solos or rap line performances), which gives his stage quality a more natural ease.  

6/7. Namjoon + Seokjin. I honestly don’t know who I would put as seventh; it’s hard to pick. And again, I don’t consider either of them to be bad dancers. It’s just when you have a group of people and some have prior dance experience/a strong passion for dance, and some don’t... it is what it is! I will say I think both Seokjin and Namjoon have grown tremendously over the past years. They’ve become so much more comfortable onstage, and it really shows in their performance quality. Sometimes, being confident you won’t look stupid is half the battle LOL. The other thing I’ll say is their execution of choreography is always down pat. You’ll rarely see either one messing up the steps, which means they practice a LOT. Sure, there are areas where their technique could be improved. Quality of transitions, staying grounded through difficult moves, always using their spot on turns... but I think it’s amazing that, despite their lack of formal dance training, they both keep up with some of the above dancers. Like... fuck it up, guys. 

and that’s all! thank you for reading if you made it this far LOL WOO, BTS!

[isaacdoesart]

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Chest binders are designed to flatten your chest, giving it a more masculine appearance

The full effect depends on the size of your chest and quality of your binder

They can be used by anyone with breast tissue, including people who’re AMAB (e.g. those who have Gynecomastia for example) or cis women for aesthetic reasons!

They’re almost always made of a swimsuit like material, with a compression panel at the front (that material is hard to describe)

Different kinds of binders:

Half binders:

(Photo from gc2b’s RGBP collection)

Half binders are great for when it’s hot, and are usually cheaper too

Can accidentally give you a muffin top!

Tank top/full binders:

Look more like tank tops, less like a sports bra!

Definitely keeps you warm, but made of sports material so its ok

Razorbacks:

(Photo from FLAVNT’s website)

Lots of people find this style more practical and comfortable!

Strapless

Usually too tight or poorly made, I really don’t recommend!

Zipper!

Some binders come with zips down the front, making them easier to take on and off, just make sure the company makes quality binders though

Nude colours:

(Photo from gc2b)

Like a lot of things in life, it’s hard to find nude binders in a variety of darker shades, but Flavnt and gc2b both offer reasonably good options, and Shapeshifter Inc offers custom material if you’re willing to splash out (£80)

These are great for going swimming if you don’t want to wear a t-shirt, but are harder to pass off as tank-tops if seen (although they look great under white t-shirts, if you get the right shade)

The classic white/black:

Every binder company besides Flavnt offers these

White looks great under all t-shirts, but half binders will look a bit like sports bras if you have a white t-shirt

Black will DEFINITELY show through non-black shirts, but is great for all my emos out there. GC2B’s are great because they don’t tend to fade to grey, and even offer grey as a colour

Funky:

(Screen shot of Shapeshifter Inc’s colourful binder collection! Honestly you can find anything you want on there)

These binders are great for events like pride! (Look at gc2b’s pride binders!)

Colour block ones like gc2b offers look awesome if you’re going for a bold statement or matching an outfit (look at their RGBP collection)

Where can I get one?

DO NOT buy from Amazon or similar ‘market place’ style websites, they’re often made of the wrong fabrics (so can’t stretch enough) and come in the wrong sizes—they can cause permanent rib damage

That being said: gc2b is probably the only brand i really recommend, they’re safe, well made and well known, and have a lot of discount codes, they also have a European store now, meaning their deliveries come more quickly than other brands a lot of the time—$37 or £30 for half binders and $41 or £33 for tank top binders

Other options include Underworks, Flavnt, Shapeshifters Inc, or Heroine

Underworks is good for longer binders that don’t have compression on the stomach too, they have a website but can also be found on Amazon (just make sure you’re buying from them)—around $44 or £35

Flavnt has slightly odd necklines, but a good range of nude colours, have razor backs—around $50 or £40.50

Shapeshifters Inc has handmade, very funky binders. Importantly, they offer custom sizing and can alter the width of straps for you, etc. Don’t offer as much compression as others, but are good binders overall!—around $50 or £40.50

Heroine’s binders (I know, the name is a bit of a turn off) are actually pretty good from what I hear, but tend to be marketed to masculine women rather than trans masc people, and the often sports-bra like cuts reflect this, but are by no means bad! They also come with a zip down the side usually, but are almost entirely in black and grey. Shipping may take a while.—$45

What if I can’t afford it?

There’s lots of discount codes! I recommend going on youtube and looking at recent reviews, they’re often sponsored and have discount codes

This website has second hand binders for $10

Point of Pride does binder giveaways

This Tumblr reblogs giveaway posts

Reach out to trans people online, often they’ll know good places to get cheaper binders, or be willing to give you an old one

Make sure that you’ve got some spare change if you’re shipping internationally, because sometimes things get stuck in customs

DIY Binders:

I really don’t recommend sewing your own, and for health reasons you should never try bandages or tape

BUT: good alternatives to binders (if you’re more small chested) are sports bras (obviously this mostly applies to AFAB folks but it’s definitely relevant), any non-paded one you can find should be ok, and are good if you want a flatter chest but are stuck in the closet.

If you need to then layering sports bras is an option, but you shouldn’t do that for more than a few hours, and should immediately stop if you find yourself out of breath (I’ll talk about this more in a sec)

Also, tight-ish tank tops/vests (sorry for my UK English idk the American word!) can be folded in half and have a flattening effect (but they do look a bit lumpy, and don’t have any support)

I’m in the Closet/can’t let my parents know:

Binder companies tend to ship discreetly, with their parcels looking like your regular Amazon package

If you’re out to a friend, you can always get it shipped to their’s

If you called them up in advance, getting it shipped to an LGBT centre is also an option

Half binders can be passed off as sports bras, especially if they’re razor back

Binding with Health Problems:

If you have asthma, it’s not too much of an issue, but take it slow (you can always take it off in a toilet cubicle and have a breather?), don’t bind for too long (six hours or so) and pay attention to how you feel.

Safe Binding:

I’m an idiot, so I haven’t always used a binder safely, especially when my dysphoria is bad—but this advice is probably the most important thing on here:

Do not bind for more than 7 or 8 hours

Avoid strapless binders, however practical they look

Never sleep in a binder

PLEASE never wear more than one binder at a time

If you can’t breathe, you can’t breathe—take a break and listen to your body

If you’re in between sizes, size UP not down! Binder’s usually come smaller than you expect

You can swim in (some) binders (e.g. gc2b, i know i’ve mentioned them a lot), but will likely find that it really really hurts your ribs if you go too far under

But ‘Why?’ you might ask!

Complications from improper binder use include rib damage (fractures, breakages, permanent rib bending) and tissue damage (this can seriously impact your chances and results for top surgery!)

Excess binding usually leads to your chest muscles weakening (AKA you will get a saggy chest) but this can be avoided by working out your chest and taking breaks :)

Binding can also lead to breathing difficulties and impact growth! (Just look at me, oof)

Thank you for reading! In conclusion, don’t cut corners, bind safely and have a great day!

Feel free to add to the post if there’s anything i forgot/got wrong.

[justmeinstead]

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Well there it goes again. Im stressing out alrd. Boom! Straight to my brain. Countless of thought running thru my mind. What are you thinking?? Gosh!gosh!gosh! Take a breather my thoughts take a breather. My oh my, few more weeks alrd forsee such things could possibly hppn any problems will be facing at this point of time. Grant be the patience please oh please. My god, just only past one problem antoher problem im facing. Thats a lot of question tho? Why? We should be praying and doa more to ensure tht evrytg goes smoothly to plan. Asking for his help, instead going to such places. What could possibly go wrong. Seriously, i dont knkw wht to say. I know the urge of you wanting to go but please anytg could go wrong at this precious moments. Im sorry if i dont let you go to such places, if seriously do go then i fail to guide you to the right path. I will take the blame for myself. Gosh wht am i thinking, arent there any other way to hve fun. Im sorry but i hve to say this. Im happy finally your heart is open to cover up and i wont fgt the date when you start to put on full time but this kinda stuff leads you to take it out. Ask yourself is it worth it?? Just for a night hvg fun with your buddies you take it off. If it really hppn im for sure a failure.

What could posssibly go wrong??

Gosh theres so much tht i could think of man. Here i thought it wouldnt be up for a talk once again. Man, what am i suppose to do bruh?? Should i even be angry about it?? As much im trying to put myself to calm mode, i wouldnt know whats there for me in the upcoming future. Trying to write this down, keep telling myself am i a failure to guide you to the right path?? As old folks says " darah manis" does this still applys to tdy generations?? I believe tht wtv is behind the meaning of " darah manis" i cant rebel to the words of my parents if they say so. I keep reminding myself is a test from Allah swt. As much as i know is a test from him, im afraid of the outcome. It doesnt hppn alhamdulillah, it does what is the step tht i need to take in order to accept the situation. How strong i am infront of your eyes, the weakness of me is easy to be told. Say is next week. If it does will i be able to face you the week aftr. Ladies be on the 6/11. Weekends will be 9/11-10/11. On this date i knw tht your mom will be overseas, therefore you hve your free time. 9/11 is also our daughters orientation. Whr you gonna let her stay if you gonna enjoy yourself syg?? Must i beg and kneel infront of you tho?? Truth be told idk whats in store for me this coming week. It seems like a heads up, i guess just prepare myself and stand firm om my grown. Grant me strentgh, patience and will to go thru this situations.

Stay blessed. Keep moving forward. Justmeinstead.

As'salamualaikum.

[rainescorporation]

LONG ILB RANT

if you have some sort of incapability to accept any opposing, negative opinion on tom and parker, then probably don’t read this rant.

also disclaimer: the only diamonds i used on this book was for the “take a breather” scene in chapter 15. apart from that, i didn’t use any diamonds on this game. please keep that in mind if you read.

okay, here’s my unpopular(?) opinion; parker and tom were annoying and absolutely pathetic in ilb.

before you get angry, here me out.

so i came into this game thinking i would really love tom and at first i did. i thought he was cute, quirky and thoughtful. but as the game progressed i found him to be constantly unable to cope under pressure (leading him to lash out) or to get himself out of dangerous situations (risking his and other people’s lives). i’m talking about him getting angry in tense situations and just completely freezing when dangerous things happen. (i mean seriously my mc lost her pinkie bc of him!)

now i understand that a LOT of the character’s actions have to do with nerve count and of course i took that into consideration. because i’m not playing with diamonds, it’s harder to get the nerve count up. but even so, i found that imogen and tom had roughly the same nerve count at one point and yet, tom still cracked under pressure while imogen came through. idk i understand a lot of people will disagree. but i just found myself constantly annoyed by him and his complete lack of intiative.

now, parker. oh boy. do not get me started on parker. this boy. you’re telling me he’s supposed to be a cop? mr “i won’t shoot a giant monster that’s charging towards us and will probably kill us”? please.

something i found super annoying about parker was his constant inability to rein in his emotions at the right times. i get that chief kelley “practically raised him” and i get that parker was probably torn between emotion and doing the right thing. but his constant “cHiEf KeLlEy Is A gOoD pErSoN!1!” made me want to absolutely claw my eyes out. he constantly refused to see things for what it was. he always picked fights when anyone dared say a bad word about kelley.

but let me put this to you. when imogen’s parents—her parents—turned out to be cultists she never ever clapped back at anyone who had things to say about them. she understood they were bad people and needed to be charged for what they did. i mean, for pete’s sake, she joined the group to fight against them! she knew they were bad and she never tried to deny it. also MC. when everyone thought grandpa murdered MC’s parents, MC knew he was a bad guy and not once tried to defend him. (until it turned out he wasn’t a bad guy but anyway.)

and what does parker do? parker chucks a tantrum every time someone says something bad about kelley. he refuses to see kelley for who he is. like dude we get you love the chief but he’s a bad guy. don’t deny it. and THEN. oh boy, and then.

(keep in mind, no diamonds, guys, which obviously means low nerve. this might not have happened for you, but it happened for me and it pissed me right off.)

he UP AND LEAVES. he ABANDONS THE ENTIRE CREW AND NEVER COMES BACK. so let me get this straight. you’re telling me, this guy who can’t put aside emotions for facts, who ABANDONS A GROUP IN DANGER because it’s “too much” is a bloody cop? an actual, life-saving cop? what a joke.

anyway, that’s just my two cents guys. remember it’s an opinion. and it’s obviously formed based on how my play went. if your play went differently then you’ll probably have a different opinion and that’s totally okay. feel free to even tell me what you think! just don’t come for me because it’s only a rant and i don’t wanna fight anyone.

[studysnooze]

i kind of felt like i needed to make this post because i have been stressed out of my actual mind as of late and that isn’t helping me with my anxiety so i thought i would share some tips with you guys- friends in hopes that this helps you and also in turn helps me bc i am s t r u g g l i n g right now haha 

If you find yourself in panic attack/mental breakdown situations (during studying, sleeping, whenever):

1. TAKE A DEEP BREATH: this is legit some of the most underrated advice but this is so so so so so important. i often find myself holding my breath without thinking and even if you look stupid forcing yourself to breath between shaking and crying just do it. please. you will instantly feel better because bottling things up is legit the most toxic thing you could do to yourself

2. if the resource is there: talk to someone. talk to a trusted adult like a teacher, mentor, counselor, or even your parents. i know how it is: you might not trust them, believe me- i have had a fair share of adults who have let me down from time to time and trust me, once you find someone that is perfect for you to talk to, you will cherish that person for the rest of your life. I will never forget my first middle school counselor, i don’t know her name mainly because i was having a panic attack when i met her but i’ll remember her face and her hospitality forever. and she was a stranger to me at the time: sometimes you need that outside stranger to talk to you know? that way, you get a less biased? (idk weird wording there but you get it) response

3. FOOD AND WATER: i cannot tell you how bad i am at drinking water like it’s hopeless at this point but its SOOO important for you! pleaseee drink water. i think water tastes like nothing and it’s pointless to drink it but that is really crazy thinking so don’t follow me on that please because i am seriously working on it these days and my skin has started to clear up majorly but i also feel so much better in general? like hydration does wonders i’m serious- you might not even notice but it’s doing something nice at least to your body. food food food food food please eat something. i know sometimes when i dont eat a few meals because i am so caught up in work, i forget what it feels like to be hungry and that is absolutely ridiculous, do not skip that many meals. i don’t care if your grade depends on it tomorrow for chem or that you need to finish your slide for that group project: if you cannot remember what you ate last literally drop whatever you are doing and get a freaking granola bar- not even- get a sandwich, some chips, and a water or a salad or some carrots and hummus LITERALLY ANYTHING put it in your mouth and chew it slowly and savor your food and thank the universe that your food is making you more energetic to complete your work because honestly not eating makes you feel so weak and it shuts you down. and you know what? when you shut down, it gives you more room to be stressed and anxious because that happens to me too many times in my life and it is the worst feeling in the world: being anxious, sleep deprived, weak :( its not okay and i need my people to stop suffering so eat your carrots kiddos❤

4. nap! this is also extremely simple but soooo underrated. literally nap for like 10 minutes and you will feel SO GOOD afterwards. i know it takes me at least 30 minutes to fall asleep because that’s just me but as soon as i feel sleepy, i turn on my alarm. shutting your brain off for a few minutes does wonders: it actually recharges and resets your brain for a little bit and as long as you don’t sleep for too long, you will wake up more motivated than ever before! 

4.5 going off of the previous point: if you are truly tired, sleep. sleep. sleep. i cannot tell you this enough. there is absolutely no point and no shame in going to bed if you have a headache, your eyes are closing and you cannot focus anymore. plain and simple: it’s just a major waste of time and you will have to end up studying it again anyways. i try to get to bed around 11 which i know is already pushing the late boundaries but if you go to sleep and really, truly, need to finish your work in the morning, wake up a couple hours earlier and finish it quickly- maybe catch a few more z’s. it’s better to get your hours in earlier and wake up feeling better than going to bed at 4:30 (cough thanks nonso) and waking up 3 minutes before school because you shut off your alarm. i’m only telling you guys my stupid mistakes just so you know there are consequences to not following this advice people- this is first hand experience haha

5. TAKE YA MEDS KIDDOS: that’s literally it, you may have forgotten and now are in deep doodoo with yourself whoops set a reminder

if you have trouble sleeping/resting at night or whenever:

1. i have had trouble staying asleep throughout the night for the past few years now. i’m not sure how it started but my brain is just too hot wired these days to stay put: there are some quick things i do when i wake up shaking, panicking, restless, miserable, whatever in the middle of the night: 

 listen to rain sounds on spotify

listen to my favorite podcasts (i gotta make a post about this, message me if you want podcasts like asap after reading this something)

watch “planet earth” or “round planet” on netflix-  round planet is by BBC so there’s that old british guy talking and i think it’s nice :) overall, it’s super therapeutic i highly recommend 

make a warm cup of tea or milk: i usually put honey and cinnamon in my milk or honey in my tea and it’s quite nice i think, it makes me sleepy again

sometimes i wrap myself in extra blankets and cuddle with more stuffed animals to help me fall/fall back asleep. i think there is some nostalgic feeling about being tucked in and being all warm and safe that makes me calm down again i’m not sure why 

if you’re having trouble focusing while studying (i got through this at least once a day omg):

1. take a breather! drinks a glass of cold water, stare around the room for a bit, walk around the neighborhood or the house or the library or wherever you are for a bit- get that blood flowing again

2. look at something motivational! i have a motivation tag kind of thing on my page called #feelgood so you can check it out if you want haha but there are tons of motivational videos and posts from the studyblr community so :)

3. study something you are interested first! this is by far the most useful study advice i have ever received because it motivates me to subconsciously focus my brain and keep me in a “grind” kind of mood 

3.5 related to the previous point, study in small chunks! also switch up on the subject if you get bored.

4. do a hobby! i LOVE reading for fun during study breaks or when i can’t focus especially when i’m super interested in the book because i get sucked into that universe and after i finish a chapter i want to finish more work in order to keep reading- it’s great. i also love doodling intricate designs on my moleskine to keep my busy and i also like writing poems or editing photos. just find something that is calming to you in order to give your brain a break! once you have that little reset, i promise you will feel better going back to work 

5. stop studying? sometimes i burnt out in the middle of studying and you just have to realize when you’ve reached your limit for the night/day so just stop and get some sleep, there’s nothing wrong with sleeping or taking a rest just a reminder <3 and sometimes that means you can get back to your work later or not and that’s okay :)

along with my finals series, i’m going to dedicate an entire post for reasons as to why you should stop comparing yourself so look for that in the next couple of days or so :) 

and just a reminder that you can do it! no matter your barriers you WILL overcome them with flying colors and you will have an amazing summer very soon✨

love,

Nonso

[emphasisonthehomo]

How to Work Out Regularly Without Wanting to Die 

(Mostly. You Will be Sore but it Will Suck Less)

@notcishet9

Eat something light about an hour before working out, like a protein bar or something. If you eat a lot/anything heavy, you’ll be more likely to puke. 

Hydrate!!! Gatorade and Powerade are kinda overrated, there’s tons of sugar in them which isn’t great. If you need electrolytes try cutting it w/ half water and half sport drink. Pedialyte works too but is more expensive.

Seriously tho, water first. Especially if it’s hot where you exercise, and/or you sweat a lot. You’ll be surprised sometimes, just how much water you need to stay hydrated. 

If you don’t like plain water, just shove a lemon slice in there or something.

Get a good warm up workout and stretch before beginning any weight training or main workout. Basic yoga stretches can be good for this. 

Focus on stretching out the areas you’ll be working on. For example: if you’re doing a leg day, extra leg stretches are important. 

Alternate what you focus on for your main workout, so like leg day one day, arm day the next, etc. That way your body can recover. 

No matter what you’re focusing on, a full body warm up is always a good idea. 

Push yourself past your comfort zone, but not so hard you break.

That one can be really tricky when you first start exercising, because you need to get a feel for your own limits. 

A good rule of thumb, if you’re sore keep going. If the pain gets sharp, take a breather. 

Puking during a workout is not a sign to quit, but it is a sign to chill out and slow things down. Also maybe take a five minute break. 

Please don’t puke in the gym, try to at least make it to a trashcan. 

P much everyone vomits during or after a workout at some point. If you do it doesn’t mean you are some how weaker or worse at exercising than other people. 

Don’t be afraid to half ass things. If you can’t to a traditional push up, do a knee push up. If you can’t touch your toes, touch your ankles. Something is better than nothing. 

Blah blah blah try your best motivational horseshit.

Cool down after a workout. Stretching again is a must. Walk some laps if you can, or just sit tf down and do basic leg and arm stretches. 

It doesn’t need to be complicated. Again, something is better than nothing. 

Eat some protein within an hour of finishing your workout. You’ll probably be hungry anyway, but like if you go eat afterwards make sure you get something besides just a pile of pancakes. 

I always want pancakes after I’m done working out for some reason lmao. Idk.

For reals tho you need to eat enough in order to keep up with your workout, otherwise you’ll hurt your body in the long run. Protein and carbs are your BEST FRIEND. The more energy you use, the hungrier you will be. 

Also try and get a good workout buddy! Someone who encourages you, and who you encourage. This is one reason I like my gym, bc my instructor and classmates are v supportive. 

Small improvements are still improvements! Celebrate the little things. 

Don’t be concerned or weirded out by weight gain/your body changing in ways you didn’t expect. Muscle weighs more than fat, and affects your build differently. 

Ice if something is really sore afterwards, especially a joint. 20 minutes w/ ice on, 20 minutes off.

Idk if epsom salts actually do anything scientifically significant, but it is nice to take a hot bath and soak w/ it afterwards if you’ve got time. 

As you workout more you’ll get to know your body and what your strengths and weaknesses are, and how to work with those. For example I’ve got a fucked up hip, so I make sure to be careful during my workout, and tailor what I do to be gentler with those joints. 

Also try to have fun! You’ll find that you enjoy some exercises more than others, and while it is v important to have a well rounded workout, don’t be afraid to do more of what you like the most. 

I hope this is helpful :) 

[lovelycheollie]

Equally, Just Like Him (Jun)

“It was only a sunny smile, and little it cost in the giving, but like morning light it scattered the night and made the day worth living.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald

Words: 2545

SEJUN=JUN’S CHILD

Hello everyone! This a requested made by an anon, and I personally had fun writing it. Somehow I was motivated and stuff and I imagined how adorable it might be. Anyway! Please be reminded that Sejun is the name of Jun's child for this one idk I wanted to use Jun's name for the child's name as well

I hope you like it!

"Jun," you mumbled under your breath, eyes still closed and dozing within the covers. Your body shifted to the side as Jun stepped out of the bathroom with only a towel covering his lower torso. He rested his sight on your slumbering state. His hair was damp from the morning shower, droplets sliding on his nape one at a time and his skin smelling like jasmine with a musky touch in it. A warm smile grew on him as he walked closer to the bed and palmed your face.

"Hey, Y/N wake up," he whispered to your ear, making your shoulders jerk a little from the tickling sensation. But you didn't budge, instead you continued to dance with him in wonderland.

"Wake up sweetie."

"Ssh, it's too early to get out of bed," you replied with a falling tone on the end and covered your face with another pillow. Jun was sure you weren't in your usual self yet, and he was very fascinated by it.

"Too early? It's 8:25 Y/N."

Shocked upon hearing the time, you rose, sitting straight with bed-ridden hair and grabbed the alarm clock on the night stand. 8:25, he was right, and it was the horrible truth.

You heard him chuckle as you rushed to fix your bed and lock yourself in the bathroom. You had no time to scold him and ask about his laughing fit. "What's the rush for sweetie?"

"I have to drive our son to your mom's house by 9:00!" You grabbed the knob, opened the medicine cabinet and eyed its contents. You took out the tube of minty toothpaste and toothbrush and busied yourself with thoughts. One minute to brush, thirty second to rinse, then two minutes to wash your face, it'll be fine.

Jun calmly opened the closet door and strolled inside to see what he could wear on the fanmeet today. He was humming with rhythm on his feet, and the grin on his cheeks never faded as he took out a dark blue turtleneck shirt and black oversized coat. He knew you'd swoon on your toes at the sight of him wearing such, just like how you did when he kneeled in front of you.

"Is Sejun awake? Please, at least tell me you woke him up," you cried as you rinsed the foam off on your face. Your silk shirt became heavy as water seeped into it, and some of your hair got wet as well. You cursed in a very soft manner, grabbed the hair blower in the drawer and styled your hair into natural waves.

"He's awake, I served him a bowl of cereal and milk, toast on the side. He's probably watching some cartoons downstairs," a snicker echoed outside the bathroom once more. "But seriously, how can you oversleep on the day you'll visit mom?"

The door opened to the side, exposing a somehow fresher version of you in curls and in wet silk. You dashed forward to him, and Jun prepared himself for the worst. Your sight was away from him though, you were scanning the closet for decent clothes. Luckily for you, the white long sleeves and black pair of slacks were still available for today.

As you were to step outside the walk-in closet, Jun blocked the doorway, extending his arms right to the other side. "You shall not pass!"

"Good reference, but I'm in a hurry, so move aside."

"Nope, nuh-uh. You're not passing Y/N."

"Jun, come on! I have to leave before 9."

His fingers pointed at his right cheek as his face went closer to you. He winked, and like the fangirl you were, your heart took a leap and your cheeks were blossoming with a bright shade of red. "Give me a kiss first. You're my wife after all. Care to give a farewell kiss before I hit the road."

"What? Oh, right. You're having a fanmeet today. What time is it again?"

"What's up with you and the time? It's 10:30 a.m. but I have to meet up with the others by 9:30, so I should go, but I can't."

"And why is that?"

He pointed to his cheek once more, putting emphasis with the look on his eyes and the pout on his lips. Jun was clever. Charming. Cleverly charming, and all you could do was roll your eyes and plant your lips on him. As soon as you did, he was beaming with joy, his smile was a virus and it lightened up your mood.

Remembering the state you were in, your dearest husband moved to the side to make way for his beloved wife. The two of you were a couple of smiling idiots, him helping you out with your accessories and leaning for a kiss as he bid his goodbye.

So you went downstairs, your attention in a sweet trance as your heels clicked on the wooden floor. The red handbag dangled on your arms while you strolled to the living room. Your son Sejun was sitting in the middle of the sofa, in his striped shirt and pants, together with the stuffed panda his father gave him last night. He was the spitting image of Jun, and you loved them both equally.

His ears perked up as you went nearer to his side. His small head turned, and the straight, curious look turned into the warmest smile you've ever seen. The kid bounced up and down, showing you that he was ready for today's adventure.

"Mama, mama! We're going to grandma's house today right?" He said between breaths as you turned the TV off and sat across him. You settled the empty glass and bowl on the tray and walked towards the kitchen. Your child trailed from behind, still holding on the stuffed toy.

"Yes Sejun. I see you finished your breakfast. I'm proud of you."

He then showered you with his loving grin, the smile glittering with the rows of his pearly whites. "You should eat too mama."

"Oh I ate already Sejun, now hold mama's hand. We're leaving now,"you told him and he obeyed. His little hand rested on your own, walking to the garage as the maid opened the gates for you. Sejun climbed to the back, his 6 year-old self wearing the seatbelt on his own while staring at your reflection.

You turned to your wristwatch, 8:45 a.m., you still had 15 minutes to spare. You thanked the heavens for giving you some time, and your husband as well for waking you up that early. The car's engine hummed in the hushed state of the morning, and soon the two of you were driving on the main road.

Seventeen's music was showcased in the morning radio as your child listened attentively and looked at the passing scenery outside. Sejun's gaze fell on the empty passenger's seat in front, then to you. "Mama, where is papa?"

"Oh, well, he has to be with your uncles for today. They're meeting their fans."

"Fans? The one that papa calls carats?"

"Yes Sejun, and he has to spend a day with them since they are his friends."

"Oh, can we go too? I want to see papa and the carats!" You took a glimpse of your child on the mirror and back to the road again.

"Sejun, papa is going to be busy today. Plus grandma is waiting for us-" a ringtone excused itself within the talk and you figured that your mother-in-law was trying to reach you. Your thumb pressed answer and turned it to speaker mode.

"Hello?"

"Yes mom, it's me Y/N. I'm with Sejun now, we're on our way."

"Oh my, where are you?"

"In the main road, why mom?"

You heard some sighs on the end of the line. "I have to cancel today's plans. I have to go to the mall and buy some furniture because this dog of mine tore some leather again. I'm so sorry dear."

"It's okay mom," you looked at your son once more. He wore a sad pout on his lips, eyes a little bit teary and all. You knew that look very well from a certain man, and he just had to pass it on to his son. "Sejun wanted to go and visit someone today anyway."

"I see, then we'll just see each other around some other time. Goodbye Y/N, take care."

"Yes mom, see you soon," as you pressed the red button on the screen, you drove to the nearest u-turn and turned to your son's delight. The sparkle on his eyes appeared again, the kid turning into a whirligig of energy.

"Mama, are we going to see papa?"

"Yes Sejun, but first we have to make a short stopover."

The thirteen men sat on the edge of their seats, smiles plastered on them and giggles were heard here and there. They were dancing and singing together at the center hours ago, showing off their talent, laughing together with the fans and making them giddy and excited. The hall was filled with melody and stunning visuals as the relationship between Seventeen and carats bloomed.

They took a breather from the fun-filled chaos for an hour and filled their stomachs, giving them enough energy to last for the whole afternoon. Soon, they were back to the front again, sitting in one line and holding on to their markers to greet their loyal fans.

Jun was the first in line since it was his job to properly thank the carats, or he believed that it was his task. His grip on the marker was firm, grinning and pleasing every carat with his soothing yet sexy voice. The glitter in his eyes never wavered as he wrote his messages and posed for the cameras. He was a professional at these kinds of things. He'd send them off to the next member beside him, aiding them while holding their hands like how a prince would. But he figured that if you were there, he'd never let you off with the others.

As he thanked and guided the fan to Wonwoo who sat beside him, a little boy wearing a Jun headband presented their album and gave him a box of his favorite doughnut. What made Jun's heart flutter more was when he learned that the kid was no other than his own little Sejun. His eyes became watery as he looked lovingly to his son. The kid was on the tip of his toes, offering the album with a grin, just like his father's. "Hello papa!"

"Sejun! Is this for me?"

"Yes it is. Please sign this album for mama!"

"What are you doing here?"

"Well," he shifted his foot to the back of his other leg and fiddled with his stuffed toy. "Grandma had to go somewhere today, so I asked mama if we could come and visit you!"

"Where is mama?" He motioned his hands in a way to tell his son to come to him. Sejun followed his father, and was awarded by letting him sit on his lap as he signed the album. Fans were head-over-heels with the duo, squealing and taking pictures of the two. The fansite noonas focused their lenses to the young boy and his father who took their sweet time.

The kid then pointed at the far back of the crowd, directly to you who smiled along with the managers. "Mama is over there. Hi mama, I'm with papa!"

"Oh, it's little Sejun!" Wonwoo exclaimed and took the attention of the other members. They waved their hands to him, fascinated by Jun's carbon copy. Jun settled the child on the floor to greet his uncles and pose with them. And as you watched the others having fun onstage, you heard a ring and checked your phone to see Jun's text for you.

The managers beside you hooted and cheered, saying that your family was perfect and such, enough to make you flustered as you accepted their compliments. You saw Jun in the middle of the stage and carried his son with the microphone on. "This is my son Wen Sejun, isn't he handsome like me? My wife is over there! Y/N! I love you, thank you for visiting!"

Everyone's eyes were on you, grinning and applauding as you turned into a blushing mess. Carats knew that the man was married, and even before you introduced yourself as his wife to the public, they knew Jun was in good hands, and that he was going to be happy. In fact, he was lucky to be married to you and to be called as your husband.

After the fanmeeting, Jun quickly ran to you, together with Sejun and the other twelve. You were still taken aback from earlier, and being the center of attention was still new to you and made you nervous. The kid ran to you and hugged your knees while hiding from his father who carried the stuffed toy and the signed album.

"You know you could've just asked me to let the others sign this album right? Did you really have to make Sejun fall in line?" Jun asked as he pinched your reddened cheeks.

"Sejun wanted to surprise you, plus he wanted to experience the feeling of waiting and falling in line."

"Did we surprise you papa?" Your child asked, and all that Jun could do was carry him once more and press his cheeks to his own.

"Yes, you and mama did. Thank you for visiting Sejun, papa loves you and mama too," he looked at you and winked, the members whistled as he locked his hand with yours. "Now let's go and eat! Uncle Woozi said he'll treat us today!"

And so, the fifteen of you celebrated the success of the event in a private karaoke room, chomping and eating to your heart's content together with the child you called your treasure. Sejun was charming and talented, attracting the hearts of all especially his parents'. As he sang his father's favorite song with his grown uncles, you and Jun shared a quick peck, hiding from Sejun's wandering eyes.

"You took me by surprise earlier Y/N. Really, you always keep on making me love you more."

"Oh geez, it's all Sejun's idea. But if he's happy with it, then I'm happy as well."

"You're too good to be true, Mrs. Wen. I'm lucky to have you as my wife."

You looked and stared at his brown orbs as you felt the same. You sneaked another kiss on his lips once more before making a satisfied sigh. Oh how lucky you were to have this man as your child's son and your husband.

"The feeling's mutual Jun. And I'm thankful to have you as well. You're not a bad father after all."

"You have to be kidding me-."

"And I love you."

He chuckled and rested his head on you. Another afternoon was perfect because you and Sejun were right beside him. And within his thoughts, he wished that the day didn't have to end. But if it was to end, he wanted to see the hues and the setting sun with the two people he loved the most.

"I love you too, and Sejun too. And I'll never stop loving the two of you."