[dbhc flavored] Hermit a Day May: Day 11 — Pearl!
Did this one on stream, it was lots of fun!! I feel like I’ve never gotten to draw Pearl super detailed/colored, so the post master Pearl fit was too fun not to try my hand at >:]
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I've been enjoying s8 of litg. It's the first season in a long time that's got me excited for new episodes. A lot of it is thanks to Claudia who is a top tier love interest! So I drew a little something of her. ❤️
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hey do you ever think about how the start of a good man? (~40s in) sounds a little like clara's melody. almost like he has literally built his whole self around her. isn't that neat and by neat i mean i can't think about it too hard or else i will scream 👍
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Interesting how we have a man (Amir) who never got over his grief of losing his wife and is so consumed by it that he's willing to kill by going after a man (Bobby) who's found a way to process and live with his grief of losing his wife (and kids) and has even found another love of his life.
And then we have a man (Eddie) who hasn't processed the death of his wife properly enough so he is actively sabotaging himself and his current relationship by cheating with someone who looks like his dead wife in a desperate attempt to hang on to the memory of her.
I wonder if this attack on Bobby gives Eddie the perspective that he needs. Like, hey this is how bad grief can be if you don't work through it properly.
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Two sides of Last Christmas
—"Yes, I'm really here. I'm back. Now get inside the TARDIS. I don't want you to talk, I want you to do as I ask. Please."
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—"The TARDIS is outside." —"So?" —"So all of time and all of space, sitting out there in a big blue box. Please. Don't even argue."
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it's so significant to me that do you believe in miracles paralleled all hell breaks loose specifically. because ahbl is the first time dean violates sam's autonomy to bring him back to life. it shows the extreme lengths that dean will go to protect sam, and despite all the other times dean has ignored sam's personhood in his pursuit to keep him alive, this is the moment in the show that fully exemplifies just how codependent these two really are, because there's an entire season dedicated to the consequences of that codependency.
so for dybim to take that imagery and scenario and reverse the roles means that this is supposed to be just as indicative of their codependence. it's a threshold that will have major consequences because sam crossed over the point of no return. there's no going back from choosing unhealthy codependency with your brother, the show is signaling. dean is sam's ultimate decision—he doesn't choose himself, he doesn't choose independence, he chooses dean, and all that that entails. he probably only realizes that all of his posturing about autonomy was a lie at the very moment he says it out loud, but once he's finally honest with himself it's a done deal. just like dean can never go back from his deal for sam's life, sam can never return to any point before this moment. he's in this relationship for good, and he wants to be codependent with dean; that's his decision.
and this is why soul survivor hurts so bad. because dean, like sam in season 9, declares that they're not family, not brothers. the role reversal continues, and sam is now suffering all of the pains he unwittingly put dean through by trying to maintain boundaries between them. now that he's realized he can't handle having those boundaries, any distance between him and dean is too much. here sam is, violating dean's autonomy and saving him against his will, just like dean has done to him so many times before. here he is, listening to dean reject him over and over again, like a parody of all sam's attempts to extricate himself from dean. he's on the other side now, staring down his brother and seeing his past self within him.
9.23 to 10.03 is just a speedrun of the previous 8 seasons but in reverse, with sam enduring the suffering of being in dean's position. and how tragic is it for sam to finally commit to his codependent relationship with dean, only for dean to leave him the moment it happens? how must that feel, for him to finally return his brother's feelings in all their toxic and fucked up glory, only to lose him in the worst way? to have all of his own words shouted back at him with the cruel intent to hurt—jesus christ. how am i supposed to cope with this in any normal way?
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