#so im glad now i can at least talk to someone and know he'll understand when im upset about something LMAO

[slasher-male-wife]

hello hello ! been a while since ive requested. could i get og micheal, thomas hewitt, jason, and the sinclaires with a really out-there gothic bf? im talking the whole nine miles, extravagante makeup, very gothic clothes, loud goth music, all of it. i just wanna see what their reactions would be! thank you :]

also shhhhh take the dabloons i gave you, even if it isnt applicable on tumblr. please i have too many dabloons i must share my wealth.

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Of course I can heart anon. So I was goth for about a year before I just kind of wasn't interested in it anymore and I've had my fair share of out there looks. I've dyed my hair every color under the rainbow, I've drawn on horrible big eyeliner, etc. But I still hold an interest in goth looks, music, etc.

Slashers with an out there, goth male reader

Includes: Og Michael Myers, Thomas Hewitt, Jason Voorhees, and the Sinclair brothers

Warnings: Slashers being a little mean, mentions of self harm and mental health issues, mentions of stalking, kinda implied Stockholm syndrome

Og Michael Myers

Now Michael first started stalking you because of how out there you looked. He was so curious about your big hair and huge eyeliner.

He'd watch you very often, learning that this is just how you are and not actually a costume. This just drew him in even more.

Now as for when you start dating Michael will be a little jealous because of all the attention you're getting from strangers. He doesn't care how you dress it's the fact that other people feel the need to comment on it and constantly look at you that bothers him.

He's not too confused about why a man is wearing makeup because he doesn't fully understand gender norms but he still wonders why you do it.

I know goth music is a wide set of genres but I feel like he'd like the slow and dark music. He honestly might put on a few of your records if you're out and he's at home.

Overall Michael doesn't care so much how you dress but it is something he likes and thinks you should keep doing.

Thomas Hewitt

I wouldn't say he's scared the first time he sees you but he is kinda freaked out. Thomas is a sheltered Christian man so seeing someone like you is freaky for him. Although if he sees you wearing rosary's he's feeling a little better.

After getting to actually know you he sees that you're not that scary and that he doesn't really mind how you look. Although his family will give you odd looks and rude comments about how men shouldn't wear makeup.

As for the music Thomas is a little sacred. I know that everyone thinks he would listen to metal but if we're being honest he was raised on country music and gospel music. He doesn't mind your music it's just new and a little scary.

He'll also worry about you getting hot in all black clothing. He'll try to get you to wear lighter colors but will give up when he realizes that it's not going to happen anytime soon.

Jason Voorhees

Pamela warned him about people like you. Goth's, who according to her are all depressed and cut themselves. But upon meeting you Jason learns that's not true. You're actually pretty happy and you just enjoy dark music and clothes.

He'll watch every morning that you put on makeup. He loves seeing your process as you create thin sharp eyebrows and big black eyeliner. A little confused about why a man is wearing makeup but he honestly doesn't care too much about it

He doesn't mind the music. I feel like Jason never really listens to music anyway so this isn't too big of a deal for him

He's also glad that you don't really mind being around death. Obviously he's going to keep you away from the people he kills but it at least means that you're not going to hate him for it.

He's a little freaked out by the music. No one he's come across has had this kind of music before so it's new to him. Start off slow with The cure and Siouxsie and the Banshees.

Vincent Sinclair

Out of all of the Sinclair brothers he's the most supportive. His mother would have hated you and he loves that. Especially if you have dyed hair, piercing and or tattoos.

Speaking of dyed hair, if you have it he's obsessed with it. He'll convince Bo to go buy you more when your roots grow out and he'll help you with dying it.

He loves goth music. He loves the instrumental elements and how dramatic it sounds. I have a feeling if you gave him pictures of what some goth musicans look like he'll make some of the wax figures look like them.

He'll steal clothes from victims if he thinks you'll like the clothes and probably makes some accesories for you. He'll kinda treat you like a goth barbie doll with how he want's to constantly dress you up and do your makeup.

If his brothers ever make any kind of rude comments he's quick to shut them down. He loves you so much and he won't let Bo give you shit for wearing makeup.

Bo Sinclair

I'm not gonna lie, he's gonna think it's a sex thing. You quickly shut that down and he realizes you just genuinly like the style and music. But he also never even knew about the music element.

But like Vincent he thinks his mother would hate you and he loves that. Probably one of the reasons he keeps you alive.

He'll think you're a little gay for wearing makeup but point out how he is literally dating a man and he'll quiet down really quick.

Doesn't mind the music and will probably start listening to some of the bands you listen to as well.

He doesn't get the fashion and thinks it's just for attention but over time he won't care as much and understand it's more about self expression.

While he does (lovingly) make fun of you for being goth. If anyone else does it, especially a victim he's not having mercy on them. Sure he thinks you look ridiculous sometimes but only he can say that.

If you have piercings and tattoos he will encourage you to get more. Maybe will drop the idea of getting his named tattooed but if you don't want it then he won't force it.

Lester Sinclair

You scare him a little. But after talking for a little bit and seeing how sweet you actually are, he falls for you very hard.

Again, like his brothers he loves you even more because his mother would hate you.

Thinks your music is scary but he won't tell you that.

Loves watching you get ready and how you turn from some normal dude into a super hot vampire.

He loves to play with your hair if it's big and teased up. He knows it's crunchy form hairspray but please let him touch it Y/n.

Will gift you things made of bones and animal skins that he thinks look gothic. He's glad to have an s/o who's so into death. It makes it easy for him to talk to you about his job.

Will defend you against his brothers. Lester won't put up with Bo calling you freaky or asking if you cut yourself. Honestly I can see him getting physical with Bo if it gets to that point of him being an asshole.

[kevjrr]

Idk but maybe neymar will make a good decision that he feels is right for the time?

He's always been brave at making decisions. Leaving Barcelona at that time was what he thought was best for his career. Choosing Barcelona over Real Madrid when he was a kid.

He did do well in psg, he might not have been as much in the spotlight as he was, but idk his football improved in different ways?

I think he'll do what's best for him, he's a superstar

And nice blog :)

Hi darling,

You’re right he’s made quite a few imp decisions in his life. And yes, he has become more refined and his first season at psg was out of this world, he was thriving. I know that no one will know what’s best for him more than he himself…

It’s just that while I love psg, I’ve been here for a while now but as a Neymar fan, I still think him leaving might be for the best. If not because the club itself wants to get rid of him then because a number of other things. Firstly, bcs of the constant disrespect he receives from psg fans. They will never appreciate him the way he deserves, you saw the mc donald scandal? What on earth was that? They didn’t even know what he had ordered or if he had even ordered smth yet they made such a big deal out of this. They act like he brings nothing to the team when he’s literally one of the only players actually trying. Someone of his caliber deserves fans that recognizes what he does. I don’t need them to like him (I know he’s not at his best right now) but the least they can do is acknowledge what he does for this team.

Secondly, the ligue 1 refs don’t like him. I know there are shitty referees everywhere but these ones are ridiculous. They always give him yellows for the slightest things, but his opponents get away with doing the same thing/worst things to him. The sheer number of times I’ve wanted to throw things at my tv when this happens is unreal.

Thirdly, psg isn’t what it was when he first got here anymore. Some of the players (midfield especially, except Marco) are average at best. Soler gives me nightmares, Vintinha is unreliable( good one day, bad the next), I don’t even what to talk about Hugo (he needs more time ig). As long as Luis campos is in charge, psg is going to remain at the level they are right now; I do believe they will improve but not by much. Out of all of the players he could’ve bought I don’t understand why he chose the ones he did. He has so much money on his hands yet he doesn’t know how to use it efficiently. Galtier…Just please bring Tuchel back. If it continues like this, psg is in serious trouble.

Again, I love psg, this team raised me but I don’t want him to spend his last years in a team that might as well be cursed atp. His contact is till 2027, he’ll be 35. If he keeps getting injured like he did during the past years and the way he said that he might not be mentally strong enough for another World Cup, if he starts to feel like this with club football…I’m scared that psg is sucking the joy that football used to bring him, out of him.

Ohmygod I didn’t mean to write this much I’m sorry…I just wanted to let this out.

Thank you so much!! Im glad you like my blog, I’m kinda insecure about it haha

[bbeelzemon]

I havent really sat down and really talked to (texted) my brother in a while BUT i found out hes playing animal crossing (hes usually not much of a gamer, especially for nintendo games), which im very surprised about because i was literally wondering earlier today if he would even like this game, AND i found out that both him and his girlfriend hold the same political revolutionary ideals that i do! Neat!

[kimbap-r0ll]

Hi! So I hope this is okay if not don’t worry about it then!

During potions class the ADuce combo accidentally made a potion that trapped MC in there mind (the potion was meant to be a simple brew lord know how they did what they did) so the dorm leaders must go into mcs mind and bring them back in the “drivers seat” MC never told anyone about where there from or there fam so what they see when they enter saddens them. When they first entered they see an MC that looks about 6 guiding them to the first memory. It’s Mc trying to stop a fight between there parents. Following little Mc again they then see Mc trying to take care of there mom and little siblings. The third memory was when mcs mom died, it foggy switching from when she died, the funeral and finally Mc taking on all responsibilities at the age of 14, the final memory they see is an internal one. Mc crying over all the overblots Crowley never helping worry about there siblings it’s all to much. And finally little mc disappeared leaving the mc they all know. Broken crying just wanting a break and true friends. (IM SO SORRY IF THIS IS BAD I HOPE YOU CAN USE THIS!)

Hello, thank you for the ask! To anyone that experienced anything like this btw, I hope you are doing well right now. It's not easy when a family member passes away, or seeing relatives fighting, and I know there isn't much a blogger can do other than write words, so I hope that this virtual hug can brighten your day even by a bit. This one does cover some darker material so I will be making a cut after the title. Other than that, I hope that the headcanons come out well.

Dorm Leaders react to mc's past (family hardships)

tw: parents fighting, death

You blacked out after drinking a potion and Ace and Deuce were panicking while looking for someone. They just happened to run into a dorm leader, great.

Thankfully they're more than happy to help you get out of a situation, so they come running to the rescue!

Riddle

He's shocked to see himself somehow at a person's memory, but even more when he sees a small version of you. He knew he had to help but this was a first timer for a skilled magician like him. First of all, he wants to ask if you can see him but it seems that it's like a movie instead where he can just watch.

He sees your parents fighting, and it causes his hands to go flying to his own ears. It's one thing hearing yelling but seeing parents fighting reminds him of things from home. It's something he understands.

He then sees you take on the responsibility of being your siblings guardian, and it pains him to see that you have to do so much at a young age. He reaches out but can't put a hand on your shoulder.

The next time you see him, his voice is a lot softer and he acts more patiently than his stiff self when with you. You laugh, asking him if he's okay, and he smiles warmly that he is, and that he's glad that you're smiling at him. You're confused but giggle at his remark. He can only hope he can keep making you smile like that.

Leona

"Get me out of this you furbrained idiots," he groans, "I didn't sign up to suddenly enter their childhood." But he stops complaining the moment he sees a child version of you talking to your siblings.

You seemed to be warning them not to go downstairs, and that mom would be okay because you were taking care of her. But behind you it seemed like a loud argument was going on. Leona furrowed his eyebrows, a family fight was what it looked like.

The scene somehow switches and you're taking care of a few younger children while doing your homework. It looked like you hadn't slept in days. You seemed to hold back tears of frustration as you muttered to yourself how you need to keep yourself strong.

You won't hear him ask about your past nor see him act nicely like Riddle. But the next time you ask for a nap with him, he'll hug you tighter than before. He can't do much about changing your past, but if he can at least give you more time to rest let it be that way.

Azul

He wants to get out of here and get you to safety as fast as possible. But then he sees a small version of you crying and trying to pull your mother away from your father.

The two of them were throwing swear words and were close to throwing the vases near them. You were stuck in the middle, tears streaming down your face and not being able to do anything. "YN!" Azul tried to shout, but his voice didn't reach you. He knows how parents fighting can pain you, his own parents did that and those memories sometimes wake him up at night. He wants to find an exit for you fast.

Then the scene changes and you're standing in front of a few of your classmates, thrown to the lockers of your school. "I heard you were parenting your siblings? What did you do, fuck your brother?" one of them spat. Then they began to call you things, and he couldn't help but shake his head while covering his ears. It was like the things he experienced when he was younger, getting bullied and being helpless.

When it's all over and you see him again, he hugs you. You laugh, asking him what happened, but he doesn't say anything. He just tells you that he's glad to have met you, and that you mean the whole ocean to him. You pat him on the back, saying you love him too, but not realizing he's crying tears because of how much it pains him to know you went through so much.

Kalim

He's trying to pull you out but you're like a ghost, his hands just run through you. He sees you shouting at Crowley, who seems to be almost like a faceless creature and more like a reflection on a mirror. You're telling him you can't stay here longer and you have siblings to take care of.

He had seen you with your siblings earlier in the memories, where you were trying to make them stop crying by saying you were watching over them like your mother, but breaking down into tears yourself when you were alone in your room. He felt like crying too.

You cried in your memories, wanting true friends and saying repeatedly how much you wanted someone to just treat you like a human. He shouted your name, wanting to get you out of here, but it wasn't working.

When it's over, he's crying and running to you the next time you wake up. He slams himself to you and you laugh, asking him what was going on. "I LOVE YOU Y/N, DON'T FORGET THAT!" he shouts, squeezing you harder. He knows that you've been through hardships that he never went through, but if he can do anything to help, it's hopefully by reminding you everyday how you are like the sun to him.

Vil

He's already wishing he didn't help haha. He wants to go back, out of this foggy mess until he hears a child's voice crying "stop" over and over again. He turns around and sees a small you.

It's you, but you're trying to stop two people from continuing a screaming match. He scowls; adults fighting in front of a child and making them stressed? As if your health wasn't already damaged when he first saw you, seeing you stressed as a kid and by parents fighting made him want to whisk you out of that situation and slap the parents for not thinking about the kid who's obviously wanting them to stop. But he can't reach you, and it just makes him more desperate to get you out of this.

Then later, after seeing you struggle with your mother's passing and the siblings you had to take care of, he saw you crying to yourself and complaining about the overblots. You said to yourself that you weren't able to take more stress and that you had to go back to your family who needs you. He bit his lip, he knows he's part of the problem. He'll need to apologize as soon as he gets you out of here.

When you wake up, he's sitting next to you, perfect face and everything. But he doesn't greet you with his usual annoyed voice, and instead softly asks if you're alright. When you nod, he closes his eyes, and sighs. "Thank the great seven. If you need anything, just know i'm here for you and..." he takes your hands. "I know words don't work the best, but know that I am grateful for how much you have helped me and the entire school, thank you for being strong."

Idia

He's nervous, and his shaky voice is repeating your name. But then he sees you trying to calm your siblings down as they complain how "mama isn't here" or so. He doesn't need to hear more, he gets it. You're taking care of your siblings as you're parents aren't around. He wants to go in and help you, but can't.

He also understands that this must be like a hologram and waits for the next memory to play, and it shows you arguing with Crowley to no avail and then finally you in a dark room. You look beat up, almost helpless like you really don't have anything left.

You ask for help, for a true friend, for a way back home to get to your siblings. But nothing answers your calls. He feels his body stiffen, knowing that the feeling of loneliness is gnawing at you. Loneliness hurts him too, but he can't imagine how bad it must be for you, especially with you being from a completely different place.

When you wake up, he acts the same around you, but you do notice that his touch is a lot softer. He asks about your siblings, and you share stories with him about the funny antics they do or the nice things you did with them. You notice that Ortho shows up more often with him too, which makes you happy. He just wants to make the most of a family-like feeling for you to feel better in, and hopefully he can help find a way back home for you.

Malleus

He knows what this potion does, and he's ready to face whatever memories might show up. But he wasn't expecting to see you trying to stop your parents from fighting, a small fragile version of you standing between large adults. He furrows his eyebrows as you're eventually pushed out of the room.

Then he sees you in front of a gravestone, telling yourself and your mother that you'll do your best to take their place. You're shaking, nails digging into your palms. But what happens next isn't something he was ready for.

He hears you crying, a cry for help but for friends too. You say you just want to be treated normally, like a human. This hits him, hard. You're lonely. You're like him, feeling as though there's no one to turn to nor to smile with. He can't help but call out your name though he knows it's futile, he wishes he could do something to make this end faster but it goes on.

When you wake up, he smiles at you like he always did and asks if you're alright. You say you feel a bit dizzy, but he then takes you by the hand and offers to take a walk with you. He knows that loneliness hurts, but if he can do even a little bit to make you feel like there's someone there for you, he will. "Y/n," he stops during the walk. "Know that to me, you are the world, and I will continue to be by your side no matter what." You can't help but smile at his words.

[yutadori]

for me that natori thing was like... natori really sincerely believes that he's gently giving natsume a place to go once he realizes the inevitable, and doesn't realize this Sucks Extra Bad for natsume

like, to natori (and basically every exorcist we see in the series), spirits and exorcism are part of who they Are. with natori it's extra clear - he has a youkai wandering across his skin like a brand, and no one around him can see it. no one can see who he is, so he lives his life as the person they CAN see. he even goes into acting, to really hammer the point home. in his view natsume is grateful and happy RIGHT NOW to have a home, but eventually he'll get tired of lying about who he is (someone who can see spirits). when natsume is ready to Be Himself fully, he can still reach out to natori for help. natori didn't have an adult to guide him with this, really, but natsume could have him.

except of course natsume's whole story is about finding that balance - about learning stories, building bonds, reaching an understanding. all of that is possible with humans AND spirits. there's no need for one to be 'real' and for the other to be 'a lie'. for natsume ALL of it is painfully real and dear to him. natsume is natsume with both spirits and humans, so the implication that his life with the fujiwaras isn't Honest (towards himself, or towards his new family). ☹

OH MY GOD ANON...... first . can i just SAY your mind ??? oh my god i didnt even think of it that way im going to cry omg fuck ;---; god thats so sad that natori has already considered that natsume would most likely (from natori’s pov at least) lose his family and have to move AGAIN, so he thought it’d be best if natsume went with someone he knew + knew about youkai and accepted him for his abilities im T___T oh god it hurts so bad miss midorikawa WHY 

omg WAIT THE PART ABOUT ACTING.... HOLY SHIT???? i didnt even consider that was why oh my god T__T only letting people see the ‘’’’’acceptable’’’’’ part of him that they wouldn’t reject.... oh my god oh my god )))): oh my god wait i dont remember if i said it in that post but you know what else i also thought about?? you know how natori grew up really distant from his family (and kinda ???? disliked by them T__T) what if... what if... he also became an actor because that was a way to receive praise and to be liked.... like that was a way of feeling loved, like he never got to experience growing up T___T 

no... oh god fuck youre RIGHT like natsume sees this as ‘finally i have a place to call home and family and friends who love me ^_^’ (which is TRUE) but to natori, because of his and many other people’s experiences, he sees natsume’s current life as something extremely temporary and as something that he could lose in an instant... oh my god... WAIT THATS WHY !!! natori often repeats the phrase ‘you have to choose humans or youkai’ because in his experience hes never seen someone have both T___T oh my god like he wants natsume to choose before it’s too late/so he gets hurt less,,,,,,,,,,, i ,,,,,

omg exactly... exactly i love your point about the balance omg. natsume always makes a point to say that he cares about both youkai AND humans like they’ve both shaped his life and though, it initially wasnt in the best way, they have a positive effect on him now )): like communicating with youkai has allowed him to learn more about reiko and understand her, something he couldn’t get from his family because they either spoke badly of her or didn’t want to talk about her )))): 

im so emo.... this has so many layers..... it makes me so sad that natori thinks that things will end badly for natsume because of his own childhood )): but i can totally understand why he thinks that and im really glad that he’s extended a hand to natsume... like i feel like it’s comforting to know that natsume has a place to go if anything goes wrong )):

[theday]

Those feelings are perfectly valid. It doesn't make you petty just because you still feel this way while some have moved on; people feel and deal with things differently. I don't know how you feel about these feelings of yours, but try not to beat yourself about it. Hopefully he'll apologize if he gets the chance. If he doesn't, I hope these feelings leave eventually.

For the Jae situation (if you’re talking about the song) I think it’s unfortunate that the song he recommended has such problematic lyrics. My stomach was twisting the whole time I was reading them and to know that he thought it was appropriate to recommend it didn’t make that it any better. I try my best not to blindly love bands or idols but a part of me thought that he was going to apologize. It’s been almost a week but I don’t think I’ve seen anything yet. This has me feeling torn at this (1)

point. This might be biased but I suggest having a bit of faith in him perhaps? Based on his personality (from what we can see anyway) I feel like he wouldn’t leave a topic like this untouched on purpose, especially if he knew that my days were upset about it. I understand that it can be unsettling to have one of your favorite people do something that rubs you the wrong way without any closure to disappate those negative feelings. Even if you do continue to feel badly towards him, know that (2)

hi anon!! how are you i didnt really expect anyone to talk about it bc i have v few day6 mutuals but thank you for bringing it up!!! i have talked about this before in an ask i answered on my main blog (thought it doesnt relate to the topic at all so ill just copy and paste what i said) under cut bc this will get long!

as of november 6:

so something (refer to the song he said suits myday) happened with jae recently and ive seen fans trying to defend him by @ing him and saying that they love him which is fine - great even! but what i dont approve is how everyone’s basically forgotten about the whole matter because they had concerts so instead of @-ing him and asking him to explain himself, they tell him what a great concert it was which is also great bc their concerts are honestly amazing. basically my pet peeve is when ppl dismiss the problematic action of some people just bc they like them.

another thing is that there were some fans who started guilting others for wanting to drop day6 completely because of what jae did and in my opinion i think it is totally cool to want to drop a group if they did smth bad like??? its ur life???? u can choose who you want to like. what is not cool is pulling out all the good things the person has ever done in their entire life and try to remind others about the positive sides of the person. yes. they’re an encouraging person, etc. but that does not cancel out the bad things they’ve done until they explain/apologise. what is infuriating is just the manner some people took it?? they literally went ahead and tweeted shit like “would your parents drop you if you did smth wrong?” and “you’re seriously gonna drop someone whos been nothing been nice because of one incident?” yes. people will and you dont have any fucking right to stop them? so dont go pulling out receipts.

another thing. its also okay to want to stan the whole group even if someone has done smth problematic. like? to me youre cool if youre able to see and acknowledge the bad shit someone has done and still stand by their side while educating them at the same time its nice to have faith in your idols. however, i wont say much when your idols dont respond and/or respond in a way that shows absolutely no remorse. its cool if you want to support them too, despite that.

tldr; dont fucking excuse someone’s behaviour/action just because youre so far up their fucking ass. dont pull out shit from before either, be it good or bad. and lastly, its okay to want to drop/continue supporting them, its your life.

i just wanted to talk about this tbh,, it was nice to see a few mydays trying to urge jae to explain the whole situation but seeing as he still hasnt and couldve it really irks me :-/

okay update its been a day and i havent really thought about this but im kinda conflicted now bc jae still hasnt talked about the song and im probably just making a big deal out of smth that will never happen again but it really doesnt sit right with me knowing that jae recommended that song to his fans and said it suited mydays?? bc looking at the lyrics… i SURE hope not… idk i have neither forgiven or forgotten but he’s okay now.? i cant stay mad at someone for that long anyway ill never forgive him 4 it though lmao petty ppl only

 jae’s still an amazing person to me with all the encouraging words he says to mydays but this one incident is just soOOOOO hrm 

okay so that ^ was like 4 days ago and it was answering a question on pet peeves so it didnt really have to do much with jae at all sorry for making u read that the second last paragraph is probably the most relevant whoops anyway

ive already said this but thank you so much for coming to my ask to talk (? though its mostly to reassure) about this with me because on twitter where i follow more mydays, i barely saw anyone talking about it and as i mentioned above it really bothered me :-/ everyone has different ways of responding to it so ill let that slide because there may be people who still want to enjoy day6′s music without having to deal with anythng “problematic” idk i cant speak for those fans who keep quiet about it but this isnt about other mydays its about jae and 

the fact that he’s been active on twitter since the release of the november magazine but has yet to speak about it also bothers me and its not smth i can just brush aside because like you said the lyrics are fucking terrible and has upset at least 2 people??? (which is completely understandable, the lyrics are trash along with the artist but i doubt jae knows about the shit the artist has done) from what i managed to catch on twitter idk about others and i posted a message on fans here because he has said that they do check fans so im hoping he ends up seeing it soon assuming he doesnt know about how the song distresses some mydays (i think most people have stopped @ing him about it at this point) and ill try to keep tweeting him??

i check the jae_day6 tweets and there are barely any tweets about the whole thing which is sad :-( so im just giving him as you said, the benefit of doubt and i believe that once jae finds out he’ll speak about it because jae is still the kind, encouraging person to mydays and i dont want something like this to change my opinion of him although it did eventually since i cant look jae (and pictures of him) the same way :-/ it probably has to do with the fact that i get influenced really easily by what others think?? and this time bc of what i think i ended up reacting negatively/not at all to jae things and i mean it sucks??? but i know that its okay to feel the way i do since we havent gotten any sort of explanation whatsoever 

anon i hope youre doing much better and even if you harbour any negative feelings towards jae too i want you to know that it’s really alright to feel that way like you said!!!! it makes me a feel a bit better that i have done my part to try and get jae to notice the mistake he’s made and i just hope he’ll talk about it eventually because he has so many opportunities to apologize/discuss the matter (vlive, twitter, fans) theres also music access which i will try and tune in to next monday so i can leave a comment (id feel bad for bernard though since hes the main dj)

once again thank you so much for being kind enough to reassure me and im glad it gave you a chance to talk about this too because something like this isnt something i can forget easily and i hope you have a good day because youre really great!!!!! i love you and its amazing that you believe in jae idk i think youre amazing!!!!