✵ Just fuck me up, bebby whoever you wanna.
Send ✵ and my muse will answer the following.
XANDER/ABBEY
Their first impression of your muse: Weird nun :/
Current impression: A kind, generous, and delicate soul, handle with care
Are they attracted to your muse?: Somewhat, yes. Not so much physically, but she really activates his protective instinct, he wants to see her smile and defend her from every bad thing in the world. (But in an abstract way where he acknowledges the impracticality.)
Something they find frightening about your muse: Her nervousness. The thought that he could make a wrong move and scare her and then he'd become one of the bad scary things in her world.
Something they find adorable about your muse: Her enthusiasm over his teaching.
Would my muse sacrifice themselves for yours?: Yes absolutely in a heart beat.
Would my muse go on a date with yours? platonic/romantic: Yes definitely. He'd love to see her excited and having fun.
One word my muse would use to describe yours: Anxious
Would my muse slap yours if they could?: Never, not for all the money and fame and power in the world
Would my muse hug/kiss yours?: Yes, either, but she would have to initiate in some way. He wouldn't so much as lay a finger on her without her say.
XANDER/ALICE
Their first impression of your muse: Weird little freak. Kind of off-putting. What does Jay see in her? Super anxious too.
Current impression: Gushing and gushing and gushing. Literally the best. Brave and strong and smart and cool and caring and determined and amazing and adorable. Still a little weirdo though. <3
Are they attracted to your muse?: Oh yeah, big time.
Something they find frightening about your muse: How much about her he doesn't understand. How adamant she was about her own death.
Something they find adorable about your muse: Her nicknames for people generally and him specifically.
Would my muse sacrifice themselves for yours?: He's done it once and he'll do it again.
Would my muse go on a date with yours? romantic: He would love to.
One word my muse would use to describe yours: Funny
Would my muse slap yours if they could?: Only if needed to snap her out of something.
Would my muse hug/kiss yours?: Yes and yes, he's already looking for little excuses to touch her.
CYRUS/ALICE
Their first impression of your muse: Touchy, obnoxious, persistent, immature, rude, holier-than-thou
Current impression: Silly and funny in a way people like. Beloved. Kind. What’s it like to want to die and have so many people come chasing after you?
Are they attracted to your muse?: Not even a little
Something they find frightening about your muse: How much better she is than him. The thought that jay might like her so much that she realizes how shitty he is.
Something they find adorable about your muse: Her enthusiasm for bugs.
Would my muse sacrifice themselves for yours?: Probably not. Probably.
Would my muse go on a date with yours? platonic/romantic: Not unless someone else set them up.
One word my muse would use to describe yours: Fine
Would my muse slap yours if they could?: Yeah. Would probably feel kinda good.
Would my muse hug/kiss yours?: Don’t touch him.
JEREMY/MADDOX
Their first impression of your muse: Tired and stressed, but cool. Nosy and popular.
Current impression: He's had some shit happen to him, huh?
Are they attracted to your muse?: N/A
Something they find frightening about your muse: How much he tries to be cool about everything
Something they find adorable about your muse: His lamest jokes
Would my muse sacrifice themselves for yours?: He might try.
Would my muse go on a date with yours? platonic/romantic: No thank you.
One word my muse would use to describe yours: Thoughtful
Would my muse slap yours if they could?: Noooope
Would my muse hug/kiss yours?: A hug, maybe? But probably not, maddox doesnt seem like a hugger.
ROWAN/CHESTER
Their first impression of your muse: Uptight and insufferable
Current impression: Uptight and tormentable. Reliable. Uncomfortably generous.
Are they attracted to your muse?: It's not a hard no, shockingly? I'm as surprised as you are. I'm pretty sure it's the tormentability.
Something they find frightening about your muse: How much he owes him.
Something they find adorable about your muse: Kitty <3
Would my muse sacrifice themselves for yours?: Could go either way, but probably not.
Would my muse go on a date with yours? platonic/romantic: Only if by "date" you mean "go somewhere and judge people"
One word my muse would use to describe yours:
Would my muse slap yours if they could?: Yeah! For fun.
Would my muse hug/kiss yours?: No real inclination there. on either of these.
ROWAN/NIL
Their first impression of your muse: The most annoying kind of liar. (Thinks he's being helpful, actually just being a pain.)
Current impression: Generous, but also overbearing and condescending. Still a liar. At least he's good at his job.
Are they attracted to your muse?: Not at all.
Something they find frightening about your muse: The power he currently holds over Rowan's life.
Something they find adorable about your muse: His sewing room
Would my muse sacrifice themselves for yours?: No way in hell.
Would my muse go on a date with yours? platonic/romantic: Not a chance.
One word my muse would use to describe yours: Insufferable
Would my muse slap yours if they could?: Gleefully
Would my muse hug/kiss yours?: No.
NAT/FENN
Their first impression of your muse: Heheh idiot can't climb a tree
Current impression: Best friend (for now), rough and adorable <3
Are they attracted to your muse?: Nat's not picky but Fenn's not generally their type either.
Something they find frightening about your muse: Nothing?
Something they find adorable about your muse: How flustered she gets when they hold hands <3
Would my muse sacrifice themselves for yours?: Never
Would my muse go on a date with yours? platonic/romantic: Yes! For fun! Plus they'd enjoy seeing Fenn's flirts.
One word my muse would use to describe yours: Gruff
Would my muse slap yours if they could?: For fun, yeah~
Would my muse hug/kiss yours?: Absolutely.
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Started something . . .
“But really . . .” she says after a long silence, not lifting her cheek from its resting place against his chest, “Did you?”
A dozen teasing answers spring to mind, but here: alone and stripped of all armor, the last thing he wants to do is to put a wall up. So he runs his fingertips back down her bare spine, soaking in the reality of Kathryn: here in his arms at long last and replies simply: “No.”
Why do you say that like you’re embarrassed?” she questions, turning her face to look up into his, while staying wrapped close against him for the most part. “Do you have something more shameful to tell me than what you apparently didn’t do while stuck alone on that planet with my hologram?”
Kathryn’s voice is curious, no hint of accusation or resentment to be found. She can be a jealous mistress, this woman he loves with his entire being, but that apparently doesn’t extend to whatever she was imagining might have passed between him and her hologram.
It is a fair question. It isn’t like the thought never occurred to him. It’s not even like holoJaneway (yes, he still insists on thinking of her that way, never holoKathryn) hadn’t broached the topic. (That’s irony for you, isn’t it? All the years the two of them spent talking around it, but he’s had dozens of conversations about himself and Kathryn with her holographic facsimile.) He spent a decade with only holoJaneway for comfort and he wouldn’t even let himself truly have that.
“It sounds ridiculous, doesn’t it?” he has to admit. “But as much as having that little imitation sliver of you kept me going, kept me alive . . . I think it would have hurt more than it would have helped to pretend like that.”
I didn’t deserve the comfort, a voice inside of him adds. Not after what happened to my crew, to Adreek . . . Not knowing I could never come back to you and you might never know why.
“Noble,” she bites her lip with a smile. “Principled. Honorable. Long suffering.”
And with that, Kathryn shifts her weight to roll more evenly on top of him, beginning to crawl her way up.
“I felt more like I was being a petulant child sometimes,” he admits. “Refusing comfort, taking my own frustrations out on an imperfect copy for not actually being you.”
Which isn’t exactly the romance hero answer, but that’s kind of the point. He’s here now, running his fingers through the bits of gray in Kathryn’s hair. She’s real and can be too, finally. This isn’t some hallucination, some fantasy temptation to pristine to be true. He looks up into her smile lined face and his regret is that he wasn’t there to see every millimeter of them forming.
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Hi! I’ve recently visited your page again, after a longer tumblr break and saw your posts about people’s comments on your fics. It made me both sad and angry. Sad because they’ve managed to take away your joy for writing Supercorp and angry that people feel like they can type out any hurtful thought that goes through their head, for a thing that is absolutely free and made with so much passion and care. 😒🤬
For what it’s worth, I always loved the way you write both of them. AND the fact that you don’t ignore Kara’s trauma and struggles. “i’m spilling all my words (but you keep 'em to yourself)” will forever be one of my favorites. Thank you for the hours of joy and fun you have given us! I hope you know that for every entitled commenter there are ten times more people who love your works! 🫵🏻🤘🏻
ahh thank you so much, i appreciate this. i have to say, sc still has me by the neck, i do plan to finish that fic & maybe write some more but it won't be anytime soon. i had hoped that the fandom would calm down with the kara hate after the show ended but i was wrong, it still hasn't changed.
when you've been writing for sc for so long, the frustration builds up, & there have been many times where i felt like i needed to (& did) restrict myself when writing them. it stops being enjoyable when people are constantly calling kara 'stupid' & insult her in many different ways for not being the happy sunshine kara danvers who takes care of lena all the time.
personally i love reading & writing the reverse situation (lena who's being the patient loving one & also the shoulder for kara to lean on) because the show didn't give us enough of that. unfortunately, people don't respond well whenever kara is struggling with her issues & lena isn't the one who's being comforted.
i write what i like & that's what i'm always going to do, but this build up of frustration over the past years & always anticipating kara hate every fic/chapter killed the joy a lot.
i've seen some authors speak about this too & it's genuinely sad to see! people can like & dislike whatever but it's important to note that there are readers out there who don't realize that their personal feelings against kara also affect authors & their love for writing supercorp
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