#sorry anon you opened a pandora's box of my Thoughts lol

[fredrickzoller]

I jut watched a video of bar scene on YouTube and choked when I saw that viral comment(pinned too💀💀💀):»This cut makes the sexual innuendo even more obvious. SS Major Hellstrom was trying to flirt with Lt. Hicox but when it failed, he remembered his job was to cast his spies” like this man is GAY AF

lol I actually broke out my physical copy of the script for this because I wanted to point out: if you read the bar scene just on the page, Hellstrom reads a bit differently than how August Diehl portrays him in the movie. (tangentially, I think other characters read differently too in the script, like Shosanna, mostly, and Donny too, but that's mainly due to scenes of theirs being cut/changed. But anyway). The dialogue of the original script is mostly identical to what ends up in the movie, but there's very little cues in regards to staging/body language. I mean in general, scripts aren't going to be replicated exactly once they're filmed and brought to life, but I just mean the bar scene in particular, Dieter does not read as attempting to be charming/flirtatious with Archie at all (outside of the "The captain is immune to my charms" line), and if anything, I feel like it reads more like Dieter was meant to be interested (or at least pretending to be interested, to keep up his guise of ignorance) with Bridget. I'll put this out there: if you compare it to say, how Landa interrogates LaPadite or how he speaks to Aldo and Utivich... Hans is more about asserting himself as the dominant figure but does so in a more... casual way? He's slow and methodical about it. Versus how he acts with Bridget it's WAY more charged with sexual energy/physical contact, and more forward, and that's what's most comparable to how Dieter acts around Archie and Hugo (and let's not forget how much he outright ignores/dismisses Bridget). And I know a lot of people (outside of shipping Landstrom but just in general) subscribe to the idea that Dieter tries to mirror/imitate Hans but he, of course, does not possess the same superior social skills Hans does, and so is his confronting Bridget & co. and going about it as he did supposed to be his imitation of Landa? Also in re: to the "Perhaps the captain is immune to my charms" line, I've read up a lot about the history of homosexuality in Nazi Germany/within the SS and I can safely say that Dieter's comment, is NOT something he realistically could get away with saying were they in a different setting (where someone higher up or of equal rank might have overheard... but even then, he's only one rank above Archie's false identity so it's still questionable). There were soldiers/officers investigated/interrogated for less and so I find it an interesting thing for him to say in response to Bridget, while looking at Archie. (And again, the script is strictly the dialogue and no indication of who he's looking at.) So tl;dr i absolutely think he wants to fuck Archie lmfao but can we blame him? And one last thing on the topic, but I've had people point out to me that, yeah, surely Tarantino was just going for a dramatic shoot-out scene and wanted Hugo to be absolutely badass, but the incredibly sexualized slant to what prefaces the shoot-out? On top of the fact that in Nazi Germany, one of the forms of execution for military traitors (so what Hellstrom would be considered if his "behavior" were exposed) was a Genickschuss or being shot at the base of the neck. And how does he end up dying...? (Oh! and in the retail AU, it hasn't come up yet in full, but there's hints there and it will come into play later: I write him as being physically attracted to both Archie and Hugo and of course, being mad as hell about it, rofl.)

[ask-the-rag-dolly]

♪ ~ a little rag dolly , wishing your worries away ~ ♪

please read the faq ! ( updated as of 7/27/2024 )

a part ask-blog , part comic where ragatha is infected with a sentient virus that can talk to her - and somehow that's the least concerning part in all of this ?

there's no right or wrong choices here but these all definitely look like wrong ones

[ while this is mostly not intended to be a horror comic , please be warned that this will contain content that can be seen as disturbing such as depictions of mental illness and breakdowns , vomiting , self-harm , suicidal and intrusive thoughts , scopophobia , medical trauma - and possibly more i haven't listed ! if these things get too distressing it's okay to click away , your mental wellbeing matters more ^^

also disclaimer that a lot of the things here were written Before episode 2 so if there's some inconsistencies then you know ! ]

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[slvtforfiction]

Hi I think your request are open. 😭

Anyways I have a prompt where it’s like Jonnie meets a fan and like later on he kind stalks her media and accidentally likes something for an old emo phase and she dms him “??” And it just spirals from there into something cute?

An old phase,A new like

☆ Yesss!

☆ Love this,thank you anon x

☆ Sorry it’s so short

☆ Johnnie Guilbert X Reader

☆ Fluff

☆ If you are going to request: please check at the pinned post if requests are open,otherwise I will delete your requests which I have already been doing

☆ Creds to @cafekitsune for dividers :)

Masterlist | Pinned post

“So today we are-“ I look down at my phone as a notification pushed past my do not disturb, Johnnie Guilbert like your photo.

I knew Johnnie,we had text back and forth for a while about doing a video idea even though we had never done it. I had met him at a convention and most likely acted like the biggest fan girl alive.

I clicked on the notification and saw that the like was a photo from 2020,almost 4 years ago.

You:

Liking photos from 2020,huh?

Johnnie:

Sorry didn’t mean to.

You:

Nooo it’s okay sorry lol

Johnnie:

Okay good lol,thought you were mad

You:

No,no lol

Johnnie:

So how are you?

2 weeks later,

“I’ll see you again next week? Maybe another date?” I ask with a schoolgirl smile on my face, “Yeah ofcourse,I’d love that.” He replied and I smiled,kissing his cheek.

We walked back to my apartment and watched a movie,cuddling up to each other and sharing some popcorn whilst we watched some shitty romcom. Neither of us cared about the movie,though neither of us would say it. We just enjoyed the comfort of each other.

Around nine o’clock Johnnie left,I was sad to see him go but I knew he had an apartment to sleep in so I couldn’t exactly keep him.

6 months later,

“Hey Johnnie!” I smile down the phone,we hadn’t hung out a lot this week but I didn’t mind,opting to sleep on call for the week instead.

“Hey love,you okay?” He asks me and I smile at the nickname, “Yeah,im okay,you?” I ask and I could almost hear his smile.

It was always nice to hear johnnies voice,it had become comforting over the past month or so,despite his energetic attitude. He always knew when it was time to settle down and he always knew what to say and how to say it. It made me envy those closest to him.

“So how was your day?”

1 year later,

“Happy 6 month anniversary!” He said as he hugged me,I smiled and kissed him as I grabbed some chocolates I had bought him.

He handed me some flowers and chocolate and I smiled, “Happy 6 months!” I smiled at him,my face beaming with excitement.

One phone call 6 months ago had led me to become infatuated with him,though I would be lying to say that I hadn’t had a small crush on him since I first text him.

We sat down on his sofa in his apartment and smiled as we put on the same shitty romcom that we always do,it had become our tradition and no one was complaining. As long as I got to snuggle up to the comfort of his chest I didn’t mind.

It had become apparent to both of us that we didn’t really care what we watched as long as we were with each other. I smiled as I snuggled into his chest,something that had become somewhat familiar with us. He snaked his hand around my waist and we sat their in comfortable silence as we admired each other.

2 years later,

“Happy one year!” I say as I wake up next to him in our apartment, “Happy one year.” He smiled at me,clearly as tired as he always was,I smiled at his goofy little smile and kissed him on the cheek.

“I got you something.” Johnnie whispers as he reaches into his draw,on the other side of the bed. He pulls out a ring box and I smile as he opens it, “I got us those Pandora promise rings you like.”He says with a smile. I sit up in bed and shimmy onto his lap pulling him into a deep hug. “Thank you Johnnie!” I almost yell as I kiss all over his face.

“Do you wanna be the moon or the sun?” I ask and he shakes his head “Whatever you want princess.” He chuckles and I immediately give him the moon ring. “Johnnie,we’re literally the sun and the moon.” I smile and he nods his head, “I love you so much,thank you!” I say happily and he smiles at me as he gives me a peck to the lips.

“I got you something too!” I say with a huge smile beaming across my face, I reach into my draw and pull out three wrapped presents. I feel like a parent watching their child open their presents with glee.

“Awh thank you baby!” He says pulling me back in for a hug and I smile,accepting the hug gratefully.

6 years later,

“I love you so much,I couldn’t imagine spending the rest of my life with anyone else,Y/n Y/l/n, will you marry me?”

“Yes!!!”

[tsukimefuku]

sorry if it's been asked before but what are your top 10 fics??

Hey, Anon!

I don't tend to really list anywhere my favorites ~anything~, so I'll go from memory (as always).

Also, I'm terrible at big quantity, so I'll do a top "what I can come up with" instead (sorry 🥺).

These aren't listed in any particular order! I'll also @ the writers I know that are on Tumblr. All the fics are linked in case you guys want to go read them :)

Opening Pandora's Box by Nightowljane

This is a Gojo x Reader fic on AO3 in which both characters have a meaningful conversation about Gojo's and Geto's fallout (bisexual Gojo implied). It's a beautiful and quick read, I loved it with all my heart, the dialogue is incredibly well written, and God knows I'm a complete SUCKER for good dialogue.

2. The Ghost of You by Rampagescandal

This fanfic centers around Nanami's thoughts as he sits beside Haibara's lifeless body in Jujutsu High's morgue. I just discovered this gem today, and I'm ecstatic to recommend it (I'm still working on my comment on AO3, lol), and God knows how much I like reading stories about grief. First off: the MCR reference in the title? I mean??? I'M GOING TO CRY (I actually did while reading it). I don't want to spoil anything, but everyone is beautifully in character, and it addressed something I thought about for the longest time (how Nanami probably blamed Gojo to some extent when it all went down). It's a great and quick read, I highly recommend it.

3. Ikemen Kaisen by @rahuratna

If you wanted more filler episodes/chapters from JJK or are finished with the light novels but still need more canon-alike content, this is the one for you. While I was reading this, I actually felt like I was reading one of the light novels, and the characters depictions are so extremely on point — it still is, to date, my favorite fan depiction of Nanami ever. I mean, whoever follows me or has asked me about a fic I love has probably heard this already, lol. I also read this kicking my feet like a school girl. From their interactions to the world building, everything is just on point. Mwah, chef's kiss.

4. If art can be touched, will you let me hold you? by @seiwas

I read this in one go so fast. I'm so not normal about it. Firstly, the way the author weaved the motif all throughout the story was SO WELL DONE I could've wept, for real. Also, the parallels between sculpting, bread making and other things were amazingly well executed. This fic is on the very sensory side of things (at least for me), so it felt like I was reading living, breathing words — it feels alive. It's an amazing experience, and I'd totally read an entire book of this.

5. The widow's keeper by @pseudowho

I cried from beginning to end. I mean, is it possible to read it WITHOUT crying? If it is, please let me know. I'm very much someone who enjoys reading and watching media about grieving, so when this one appeared for me, it was an instant "yes sir please I want it". The most painful (and beautiful) thing about grief, at least for me, is the love that lingers on, and oh boy, it is beautifully woven into the story here. It's about guilt, grief, loss, and the life and keeps moving forward despite parts of the ones we still love being forever bound to the past. This one is also a must, do not skip it.

And that's it, I got to top 5. Hope you guys enjoy my recs :)

🦉

[concernedbrownbread]

Hi I read your This Unbearable Tragedy and I’m having a blast! And yes please I would like to hear your thoughts on your fic

OMG thanks for asking!! Sorry for the late reply. I had so much to say that I wrote wayyy too much and then had to cut it down, lol.

(Also for those reading the fic rn, Chapter 3 is delayed to next weekend.)

So, the main things that I immediately thought of when I started planning a fix-it was "there's not enough Ben in s4" and "why would they set Allison and Reginald up to parallel each other and not follow through?" and also "that is NOT where I saw these characters going". In essence, I thought that s3 was setting up a certain narrative with all of this and then was like ???? when they went (haha) off the rails. So I'll talk about those three points below. SPOILERS for the fic and s4. It's a long post!

Before I start: one of the major points of this fic (and s4 ig) is that timelines are spilling into each other. That doesn't just mean artifacts. It means people. The Keepers get memories of other timelines. Why shouldn't Ben and Reginald?

Character Arcs

Yeah ... I think the general consensus was that the characters weren't themselves in s4. I actually had no problems with the set-up in ep 1-2, but then ... Five and Lila happened. And the narrative seemed to hate Diego, reduce Luther to a himbo and not much else, and for some reason try very hard to make Reginald a dad to Viktor. Klaus, Allison and Claire had a kind of nice sideplot but I didn't love it. It tortured Klaus for no real reason and made Allison his saviour? And for what?

Anyway, for my fic, I start off the characters the same with some subtle differences.

We don't see Diego at his job. His job is to be a dad. That's his whole thing, that's the best part of him. He's a brother and he's a father, and the narrative will reward him for that

Lila starts by screaming. Can you tell she's NOT okay? She deserves a break and a breakdown, and she'll get both I swear. She is NOT a house wife because she simply wouldn't be. She loves working. I did almost make Diego a househusband though

Side note on Lila's parents: they don't exist because why on earth would Allison think of that and not think of bringing Sissy back? It's clear her fantasy timeline is selfish.

Luther is a stripper still but again, his job is a side note. His first scenes is with Klaus (which, again, was a relationship set up in s3 and never explored??). He's trying damn hard to keep his family together and I want people to appreciate that!!

Allison's first scene is still the studio, but I wanted to expand it to include Klaus. Her story is still of love.

Also Klaus has his own place because he has goddamn agency in this narrative. He and Luther deserve to have a home of their own, and they'd make hilarious roomates imo.

Ray of course, exists

Five is interesting to me because while it makes sense for him to be in the CIA, I can't see him staying with the CIA. This will be explored in ch5. I have a really cool piece written for him.

Viktor my beloved <3 I have no notes, I just want to say I love him. I will of course not let him near Reginald unless to beat Reginald up.

Anyway, I'm going to write a whole separate post for the characters. You opened the Pandora's box anon!

Ben (and Klaus)

I gotta say ... I tried, I really tried, to like Jennifer. She's just such a non-character. We know very little about her, her trauma barely gets explored, the Squid is stupid because all it does is exist and then Ben is like "hehe I have tentacles too! Means we're connected" WHAT?

I was excited for Jennifer. Curious about the Jennifer Incident. Very vindicated when I learned Reginald killed them because lets face it, that's super in-character. But I just ... couldn't get behind Jennifer. So I scrapped her.

Look, if there was anyone that Ben was going to be soulmates with, it was Klaus (platonically).

I mean, isn't that what we learned over two seasons? That Ben and Klaus are inseparable?

(I also don't get the whole Durango thing. TUA has never been all that science-y but at least they tried, but this season they didn't care at all. They really just threw in matter/dark-matter and pretended it was something.)

Anyway, I also don't understand why the fact that Ben was DEAD in another timeline is never bought up properly. In fact, Ben is barely bought up by the siblings? After they discuss his death, they all go off on their own. Viktor's the only one who seems to care (which is fine, I love Viktor and seeing him try to reach out to Ben was nice). Five and Diego are fighting each other during their fight against Ben??? Doesn't make sense - Five saves Ben in s3, Diego hugs Ben so tightly in s2, WHERE. IS. THE. PAYOFF.

(I think that is really what I hated about s4. There is no payoff to all that was built in s1-3. They bring in whole new narrative points without concluding the old ones, and then everyone dies. The end. UGH.)

Anyway, MY BEN needs his Klaus. His memories are a little janky, because timelines, but there has always been one constant. There has always been Klaus. I think even in childhood, they were close (and I'll try to explore that more in the memories). More than that though, Ben needs his FAMILY.

And he might deny that they are his family, but they are. And they will do so much to help him. Including, but not limited to, BEATING REGINALDS ASS (/j)

Allison and Reginald's choice

Okay, the final scene in s3 where we see Allison & Ray and Reginald & Abigail made me think that s4 was going to take this further. Allison and Reginald both made a selfish choice - not in resetting the timeline, but in directly going against the wishes of the loved ones they magicked into the timeline. Ray in s3 is very clear that though he loves her, and will always love her, his place is in Dallas 1963, where he has people he cares about. A life he cares about. Abigail is a bit more subtle, but I remember thinking that it was clear that she wanted to die/was content with dying. I was a pretty casual fan then so I don't know if this was true, but that was the vibes I got from s1, and I was pretty happy that s3 confirmed it just ... not in the way I wanted? I don't mind she destroyed the world because she wanted to die - it's clear Abigail and Reginald think themselves above human lives. I just wish they explored it more.

And again, this parallel was something I got from just the ending of s3. It wasn't a deepdive or anything. I feel like it was such an obvious choice for s4 to go "What happens if you can't let go of the person you love?" And then ... they don't even mention Ray properly. Damn.

I just don't understand why they didn't do it? They set it up so perfectly. UGHHHH.

The main reason Ray exists in my fic is because Allison has to reckon with the fact that she really did pull Ray out of his time, out of his life. And I want her to realise how awful a choice that was. At the same time, I want Reginald to face the exact same thing and choose to do the opposite - hold onto Abigail tighter. Chapter 3 is going to explore a bit more of Allison and Ray, while further down the line we'll see more and more of Abigail.

(ALSO OMG!!! Abigail and Five parallel each other in wayyy more interesting ways than Reginald and Five. I cannot WAIT to write that. But this is more a headcanon hehehehe.)

Other Notes

I think s1-3 set up a lot of things that I assumed was going to be explored and wasn't. I'm going to try and touch upon all of them

the Jennifer Incident felt lacking. s1-2 really were so good because there was a slight mystery to it all, and when there wasn't, there was a ton of dramatic irony - ofc we knew Viktor was the bomb, but it was interesting to see the family figure out that mystery. In the same way, ofc we know Ben is the bomb, but I really though s4 would allow the family to actively search for why and how to stop him. I'm more of a angst & fluff writer but I shall try to write some semblance of mystery here.

Marigold. I will explore. I have Thoughts. chapter 3 will answer more on why it was found by Ben in particular.

Relationships that were set up in s1 will be revisited because as the "last season" I expected it to be. Ofc, Klaus and Ben is the big one, but also Klaus-Diego, Viktor-Allison, Allison-Luther, Five-Viktor, etc. Some new ones will be there, especially with Ben who had little interactions (on account of him being a ghost) and with Lila.

Five continues to be old man on this side of crazy. Sometimes he has good advice. Other times his ideas are unhinged. Early chapters he's mellow because life is normal now but when things go to shit ... oh boy let's NOT forget how paranoid this guy is.

Lila is also a little crazy. Good for her.

Commission!Five is explained more than just a throwaway line in the Five Deli. Five Deli and the Subway is explored more too ofc.

DOLORES MENTIONED BECAUSE SHE IS GODDAMN IMPORTANT TO UNDERSTANDING FIVE. Not even as a "love story" (Five's love story is his familial one), just as a part of his psyche. She is mentioned in EVERY season. She deserves to be mentioned here.

Pogo. I will not say more.

Reginald. Is Reginald.

Anyway, I have a lot more to say but I'll stop here. Sorry this is so long! Thanks for the ask <3

[misc-obeyme]

to the 🪿 anon - your oc Pandora sounds really cool!! i also want more thirteen content 😭 I'd love to see her interact with others more. I can only think of the Battle for the Bread memory card and then that other one with her and Mammon (Panic something?)

I just end up daydreaming about scenarios between characters (and then never writing them down) BUT I'LL GET THERE... EVENTUALLY

I had an idea I wanted to talk about and I've totally forgotten. Anyway, LEVI BIRTHDAY CARD NEVER CAME HOME AND I'M SO SAD 💔 I SPENT SO MANY VOUCHERS, and unlocked so many spaces in devil tree (OG you got 75 devil points after unlocking 400)

WAIT I REMEMBERED MY IDEA, OKAY, UM, HOW DO YOU THINK DEMONS COMPARE TO HUMANS IN TERMS OF- I can't think of the word. Not durability. Endurance? Hm..

Because I'm thinking about Luci and Dia always having tons and tons of paperwork, and wondering if their hand ever cramps. Can demons develop arthritis?? (I ALWAYS COME UP WITH THE SILLIEST QUESTIONS/IDEAS I'M SORRY)

This came up in my mind because we finally got approved to get product in (brand new empty store), and we've been stocking nonstop. On Fri/Sat, me and another manager were in charge of floral AND breaking down everyone's boxes and throwing them out (15+ people who were instructed to throw their cardboard at the end of the aisle to work product faster)

So like, 9 hour shift both days, and my hand is curled around this tiny box cutter for a majority of it. I was switching between opening boxes in floral, and then doing laps around the store every hour to break down and collect everyone's trash. And understandably, it hurt to move my fingers on Sunday lol. I admit I also have a tendency to push myself because I want to get things DONE and move on.

Today I was stocking jewelry so no breaking boxes, just unwrapping beads. My fingers are doing a lot better AND THE AISLE LOOKS SO PRETTY.

Anyway, I wonder if they do get hand pain, and if Barbatos has a cream or pain relieving tea. I need him to teach me his ways.

- ✨ anon

My anons communicating through the ask box 🥹

Anyway, I did not get the Levi bday card, either. But I don't usually try too hard for the bday cards in general. I usually pull once or twice and that's about it. (Obvious exceptions are Barbatos and Solomon. They're the only ones I'm allowed to be weird about when it comes to bday nightmares. Yes I have rules for myself lol.)

Okay, so I've actually considered whether or not I think demons get things like carpal tunnel and like arthritis is a similar situation. And personally, I don't think they do. Because imagine Barbatos, if you will. Certainly a repetitive motion such as whisking or stirring ingredients could give one carpal tunnel if done enough. And that guy is constantly baking. Can you imagine Barbatos ever getting carpal tunnel?

I just think that demons live for so long, they would have to at the very least not get such issues as quickly. They live too long, you know?

BUT. I do love the idea of Barbatos having a little cream that he rubs into his wrists and hands as prevention. And I don't doubt that he knows of such things, too. Hang on why am I remembering a chat about this?

Yeah, I got a daily chat where Barbatos was like "Ciaran there's something weird in the fridge what do you think it is?" And it turned out to be some hand lotion that Diavolo had made for him, but he thought it was some freaky food substance.

I was so touched because awwww Diavolo looking after his old hardworking butler! But it doesn't really say if it's meant to like... relieve hand pain, it's just like yeah some kinda cream lol!

Anyway, I think demons likely either don't get such issues at all or they get them, but it takes a lot longer due to their lifespan situation. Either way, I also think that Barbatos is the one to ask about pain relief... I don't doubt he knows about all the perfect tea blends and likely the perfect types of creams and such, too.

As for you, I must recommend hand stretches. I get wanting to get things done, but if you push yourself too much you could accidentally cause yourself real and long lasting damage! Honestly all you'd need to do is put that knife down for like five minutes and roll your wrist around, maybe do that claw pose with your fingers and move 'em around, you know how it is!

But I'm glad you're feeling better now and I hope you get to do some things that don't put such a strain on your hands!

[talokanda-forever]

HOOOOO!!! This is just GLORIOUS! This is a prime example if what happens when, as people in America say, someone fucks around and finds out. And guess what: you know who fucked around and found out. I'm laughing my ass off right now. She really thought that by lying about Tenoch she would be popular and be a media darling. But instead, she opened a whole bunch of skeletons in not just one closet, but several!!!

This literally put me in a good mood right now because this childish idiot fucked around and is now finding out. Because if there is one thing that I know about the FBI, it's that they don't mess around. They don't have time for all those games that she plays with the public and social media. They get down to business, and they always get what they want or aim for. Brenda just opened her Pandora box and I'm all here for it!!! I love her so much right now. She just made my day.

Overall, the female Satan started her downfall when she falsely accused Tenoch, and she's going down. Not only did she make Tenoch innocent in the eyes of the majority on social media with her foolishness, but she possibly ruined her own case against her attacker. She even exposed her family and possibly her co-conspirators with her antics, and are probably distancing themselves away from her, especially the politicians to save their own skins. If push comes to shove, they will probably gladly turn her into the FBI as a way to get rid of her, and I would be celebrating if that happens.

Like many people have already said, the demon's needs validation and attention is going to be her downfall. In fact, I think it has started as the walls are closing in around her, as it is only a matter of time before everything comes crashing down. And I will smile in glee when that happens.

Tenoch's silence is probably the best that has ever happened to him because he basically got her to do all the work to prove his innocence of those accusations while she exposed herself as a fraud and criminal. All I hope that this news means is that something good will happen in the near future, regarding him as we are all waiting for his triumphant return.

I'm sorry for the long post but this news with Brenda just made my Saturday. I'm happy as a clown right now.

Yes, anon, it does feel like the walls are closing in on her. lf even a fraction of what Brenda shared is indeed true, MER is royally fucked.

LOL!!!! Happy as a clown. Such a great way to put it.

[aroaceconfessions]

https://aroaceconfessions.tumblr.com/post/686688214120054784/hey-im-writing-here-because-i-need-advice-and-i

Hi! I’m this anon 👆

First of all I want to thank everyone who answered my original post, you all really helped!

Secondly, I’m here for an update and ulterior advice (sorry if I’m annoying, but I literally have no one else that knows that I’m both aroace and going to therapy, so here we are).

TW: internalized aroacephobia, drinking, therapy.

So, after my previous post I’ve been to therapy a few times. Luckily, the topic of romantic/sexual relationships never came up again because I had more urgent matters to reflect on. And I hadn’t worried about it since literally my last post, but I went to my last session three days ago and once again I had to face this topic. 

For context: I had skipped two weeks of therapy because I’ve been really busy with planning a five months long stay in another country. I’m leaving soon. This week, luckily, everything is calmer so I went to my normally scheduled appointment and everything went well. We focused more on my anxiety because I actually had a few episodes and I wanted to work through them before moving away. 

Because of my imminent departure, however, my therapist took a few minutes at the end of my appointment to give me advice and a small recap of my journey/growth till now (which I REALLY appreciated, don’t get me wrong). However in this recap he also mentioned that he would have liked to talk about non-platonic relationships, but my aroace ass never gave him the opening for it. I found this observation pretty fair actually, seeing as a lot of my journey in therapy focused on relationships, how they define me and what role I tend to assume in them. However, he continued his speech saying something along the lines of: “I want you to take this period [the travel] as an opportunity to explore yourself and your boundaries.To let go. And, why not, to explore [non-platonic] relationships. So if you find a boy you like - or a girl - go for it.”

Basically, he told me slut it out lol

But now I find myself with doubts for my last appointment before leaving the country:

1) Do I actually open Pandora's box and come out to my therapist knowing that I won’t be able to go fully in depth of the issue in just one session? Doing this would allow me to get more “tailored” advice for my stay outside the country and actually work on my anxiety from another point of view (not the non-platonic relationships one he already suggested). But it’s still super scary considering I don’t have a lot of time to explain myself (altough he actually acknowledged the possibility of me being queer!!! “or a girl”). 

2) Second issue. In a fucked up why that I know I shouldn’t even be considering (for myself), what my therapist said makes sense. I feel like in a way he’s right and I should try exploring relationships, but I’m afraid I won’t ever be able to do it on my terms and that scares me because I already went through a “maybe I just need to get drunk enough to not feel repulsed” phase and luckily nothing bad actually happened. But now that I’m on the verge of moving continents and traveling alone I’m afraid I might resolve to that side of me again and go through grief and internalized ace/arophobia again and, man, I honestly feel like crying just at the thought of that. I wish there would be a safe and sure way to have these experiences but it’s either the unsafety of one-night-stands or the risk of losing a friendship because I decided to gamble on it in the hope I would develop romantic/sexual attraction.

I honestly feel so lonely and tired. It seems like this sexuality crisis will never end and like I might always be lying to myself. 

I was so hopeful after my last therapy session, but the more I think about it the more I want to scream.

Sorry for the long post, I hope you all have a nice day! 🧡💛🤍💙

[stormblessed95]

Hello,

I hope you are having a wonderful new year so far. This is my first time writing a post on tumblr but your latest post inspired me to write to you. You asked the previous anon to share their experience on how they changed from taekook to jikook. So I thought I like to share mine.

I became an army at the beginning of 2021. I watched all sorts of ot7 compilation videos to get to know them better. One day I got a taekook video on my YouTube recommendation page and I watched it and loved it. I loved their dynamic. As I watched more, I got more recommendations. Videos about them staring, slow motions, analysis, jealousy, all kind of things. I believed them. In one of the jealous videos, there were two scenes from run bts. One jimin touching v and rm and jhope looking at jungkook’s reaction and second one jimin and jungkook rubbing each other’s hands to warm up before a game and when v looked they dropped it suddenly. When I watched the video, I was like wow something is up between them to react like this. Then later I discovered run bts and watched all episodes in order. Then these two episodes came and guess what, nothing happened. It was all edited. That was my first eye opener. I found out everything out there is not what it seems. So I try to keep an open mind and started to watch original contents. Trust me, I tried to watch their scenes with a romantic mind and I got nothing.

I do not know what is the first video that made me a jikooker. But when I was a taekook, I watched a video that says jimin is a taekook shipper. It talked about how jimin was teasing taekook during the “shameless” comment, how jimin wanted to travel with taekook to Tokyo. At that time I believed because I didn’t know their dynamic. I was in for a surprise. It was like opening a Pandora box when I became a jikook. Gcf Tokyo and saipan, ear sucking, hiking early morning to gift a snow, “if I were a girl I will date a guy like jimin”, his face on that radio show when v said jimin likes men. These are some of my loud moments. I no more watch analysis videos. I only watch compilation videos of jikook and it’s beautiful to see their relationship from 2013 and how much they grow. I only see their dynamic and love grow. I dont see anything that makes me doubt their relationship so far and this is coming from an ex-obsessed taekooker. To all the people who says, company force jikook to be together right in front of his “boyfriend” I do not believe they are that cruel. We have many videos to show how much big hit staffs love and support them. Bts members are not even afraid to say something like “complete your diet” to the ceo in an award show. Also taekook is much more popular than jikook so I don’t know why they are saying it’s for profit.

If by chance tomorrow they announce they are dating someone else, I will gladly support them because they comes first before our ships. But I will still know that what I supported was a genuine relationship, nothing for the camera.

Sorry if this is too long. I’ve been holding on for too long and wanted to say something for awhile. I love your blog btw and I wish you all the happiness in this new year.

Hi, thank you for the sweet words and for sharing your story! This is very similar to the last anon and to everything I've said about why I think they are such a huge ship, which was in this post:

Thanks again for sharing with us! I hope you all understand that this will be the last post I make for a while about tkkrs. Any others will just be getting deleted. This whole day of asks answered has been mostly just craziness. Lol let's move on to some nicer topics shall we?

[spartanguard]

Hi! :) SN here! I fully agree with you about that Captain Cook drama and ep thoughts. I hope Colin gets a chance to prove he can be much more than some LI (I do NOT think he's ever been just that, just saying),but yes, Rogers needs lots of love,BrOTPs, princess squad II! I loved Ivy twist and Sabine AND Jacinda have grown on me :) I dont understand that anons who come to some blog just to stir shit about Cpt. Cook or LI or 'S7 is a big error,told ya,I was right!'again and again,it's ... (2Bcont)

2/2 I mean it’s always been like that here, but now? If they say they support the actors, why then even say that? You don’t like it? OK, stop watching! Better news - Jen wants to work with Colin again, wants to write scripts, direct… Both have heads full of CS life now great headcanons and BOTH are down for some CS additional goodies, soo… !!!? I hope you are fine and you enjoyed the weekend! P.S.: Btw what are Your current Rogers’ daughter thoughts? I am lost!SN :)

Hey friend! Sorry for the delay in getting back to you—I’ve had a busy weekend (but good!); hope you’re having a fantastic weekend, too! (And tumblr didn’t eat the second half this time! yay!)

I’m with you—I will never understand being an asshole just for the sake of being an asshole, especially when it’s so much easier not to be one. But people have always been like that, ever since Pandora opened her box, and the relative anonymity of the internet seems to make people think it’s easier to get away with. But if they’re an ass online, chances are they are IRL, too. 

(tl;dr: people just suck, but I’m not gonna let them ruin my enjoyment of the season. I will enjoy refuting whatever BS they try to throw at me, though, lol.)

We will ALWAYS have Colin and Jen and the amazingness of seasons 2 through 6 of Emma and Killian’s story! As well as the knowledge that CS is living out their happy ending together with their family. What more could we ask for?

It’s totally fine that some people have no interest in watching the show without them—they’re allowed! But certain bad apples just need to recognize that as far as official narrative, that story has concluded.

And yes—Colin is so much more than just a pretty face and a love interest. It’s kind of funny to me that it’s all some people seem to view him as considering his first big break over here was in a movie with no romantic plot whatsoever (The Rite). Obviously, we love to see him perform those kinds of roles, but he’s got such a range that he should have the chance to show off. And as much as I also support the opinion that he should sleep his way across Hyperion Heights, I do hope that his story stays centered on finding his daughter/the girl.

As far as who she is…I’m still leaning toward Alice until we get more information. I’m also wondering if perhaps Victoria is NOT involved, given that we don’t know who that guy was calling at the end of the last episode. It’s a safe assumption that it’s her, but it could be someone else; as we saw with that Drizella reveal, it’s hard to say who’s really in control here (and I LOVE that!)

Take care, hon!