#steve my love

[anticipatedexhale]

A Love Story Titled As Failure.

Steve Harrington x gn!reader

A/n: im in my sad era yet again finally got rid of writers block and i genuinely want to write, wanted this to be for eddie but lets all be serious steve fits the heartbreak genre.

warnings: angst, NO PART 2, breakups, arguments, kinda a toxic relationship, little bit of fluff but meh, i love writing steve being a total dumbass.

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This was stupid, it was stupid how you couldn't get over him. Even though he hurt you, and it was obvious.

The man you thought would cherish and love you like he promised broke your heart in a matter of seconds. And it was all because of one stupid argument.

You haven't talked to anyone in days, shutting off everyone all at once, you didn't want there "its gonna be ok" or the "he doesn't deserve you".

You didn't want any of that, all you did day and night sit in bed curled up under the sheets.

Eyes puffy, mouth dry, too lazy to get up to change or brush your hair.

God you hated being like this but all you thought about was him, his scent, his laugh, his smile all the way to how he used to look at you.

You groaned as you heard a knock on your door. "Go away" your voice barely passes as a whisper.

The knocking didn't stop even after you ignored it multiple times.

You got up dragging your feet on your carpet. Slowly opening the door, your eyes widened seeing him standing right there Infront of you.

You stepped back being too stunned to close the door in his face as much as you wanted to do that, you couldn't bring yourself to.

You were frozen as he walked Infront of you closing the door behind him.

Your eyes stayed locked on the floor not daring to look up into his beautiful Brown eyes.

Why was he here?

Didn't he say he wanted nothing to do with you.

Yes him with his own words.

He broke your heart and now has the nerve to show up.

"They told me to check up on you" he said breaking from your trance, of course they did your so good friends wanted to make feel better by bringing the cause of pain right to you.

When you didn't reply he continued "You know i never meant to hurt you right? I know you deserve better than me and that you think I'm a total jerk but please let me try to make it up to you" he said again seeing now you lifted your head looking straight at him.

His eyes frantic trying to search yours as he was waiting for an answer "Please just say something." He said voice dripping with desperation.

"You hurt me more than you'll ever know steve." You said cold tone trying to hide your hurt. Because you knew any second now you'll burst in tears just looking at him.

"I-i know i know sweetheart b-but please let me try again give me a chance" he said getting closer now trying to hold your hand.

"P-please i-i'd do anything to make this work, tell me anything I'll do it, just please dont leave me."

You ignored him, this wasn't like other times this was different this time you didn't feel the sympathy and sadness you'd feel for him no. All you felt was pain, a pain that he himself caused.

"You know what's sad about this? Is that im trying so hard to hate you yet i can't , i cant bring myself to do that. You are all i think about and just hate." You said pushing his hand away.

"You hate me?" He said voice cracking at the thought of you hating him, you can't hate him, no this was your anger speaking his mind was telling him, trying to calm himself down.

You couldn't bring yourself to answer. Really you didn't like him nor did you hate him.

It was so overwhelming that the air around you guys could almost choke someone.

"Do you think i liked hurting like this?" Now it was your turn to ask and steves turn to find the answer.

"Please look at me please- come on we can try again i-i p-promise to not hurt you" at this point both your faces had tears streaming down.

You shook your head passing him as you opened the door silently telling steve to leave.

"I'm sorry but there is nothing you can do. So please leave. We both know this won't work, don't make this harder on me" you said looking back down again trying to control your emotions.

"Please your hurting me i can't do this, one more chance i promise it will be better this time." at that you grabbed his arm roughly faces so close to each other.

"Hurting you? Please don't make me laugh harrington, don't make promises you couldn't keep." You pushed making him stubble out the door.

"Im begging you, don't shut me out." He said before you shut the door in his face.

You turned around sliding down the door with your face inside your hands.

Unstable breathing as you felt steves presence still outside the door.

It was unfair to both of you , as you both saw the depressing and painful ending of your love story being written by no other but you and steve.

A relationship between you two that could never be complete, a relationship between you two that's more like a dream.

Maybe this is a sign for the both of you to stop dreaming about this painful love.

A love story that was titled failure as you both burned away the days together living on false hope.

The pair of you both saw this coming yet you didn't leave. You didn't stop this from happening, now thinking about what was the purpose of staying.

Picking up both of your hurt slowly, You weren't special.

Neither of you were.

[rockaesthetic]

Mother Steve 😩

[littledoepeach]

some ocs!! a pissed off cat girl and a high maintenance puppy girl who met on tinder and are now dating 😌🙏

[sketchy-doge1]

Jedediah and Octavius wish yall a happy pride!!

[artrealla]

golden hour cuddles

[imfinereallyy]

you can pry happy endings from my cold-dead hands. It can be the most heart stopping, gut wrenching fic that has every existed and I will read every drop of it if I get my happy ending. I have had enough painful endings in real life, give me happy in my fantasy world. It can be at the last second, it can be a single sentence, even a single word. Give me all the angst and hurt in the world for 500,000 words, but please give me the comfort I need in the ending. please and thank you.

[swedenis-h]

Happy Pride 2023!

(last years post)

[yabakuboi]

Steve watched Eddie's van turn the corner and shut the front door, closing himself away from the outside world so none of his neighbors could see him as he rested his forehead against the painted wood.

"I'm not going to cry," he told himself.

He said it even as his eyes began to burn and his face began to twist, teeth grinding and throat closing. He wiped quickly at his face, again and again, as he stumbled to the couch to sit, drying each tear as it rolled down his cheeks, clinging to his jaw.

"I'm not going to fucking cry," Steve choked, and then doubled over into himself, arms around his thighs, and he began to sob.

So what if he was twenty-two, living in his parent's house alone, working the same dead-end job with a sixteen year old manager. So what if all his friends and family were in college, spread out from New York to Chicago to Los Angeles. So what if his boyfriend was moving to Seattle for his band and they broke up, because Steve was never going to be his parents, resenting and being resented for keeping his partner from his dreams. So what if he was too scared to ask Eddie to stay, to ask Eddie if Steve could go with him. So what if everyone moved on and Steve couldn't?

Steve grew up lonely. He could get used to it again.

He didn't realize how hard he was crying until the front door burst back open and Eddie hurled himself at Steve's feet, long limbed and clumsy and babbling.

"Baby, oh fuck, I'm sorry," he said, already untangling Steve from himself, tying all his loose ends back up together with his until they were a knot of their own. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Stevie. I never should have— I wanted to—"

"I'm sorry," Steve sobbed back. He gasped and swallowed it all back down. Eddie had already gotten them raveled up again, it would take forever to pick it back apart. Steve knew it would hurt worse this time. "Fuck, Ed, you didn't have to— I'll be okay, I don't want to hold you back—"

"Come with me," Eddie burst.

And Steve couldn't help himself, and began to sob again.

"Please," Eddie begged over Steve's crying, his voice shaking and his face wet enough to match Steve's. "Please, sweetheart, honey, please just come with me?"

Steve took a shaky breath, embarrassed and now too full of hope and fear. "You sure?" he whispered. He pressed his face into Eddie's neck, breathing him in again for what might be the last time, again. "Eddie, don't—"

"I'm so sure," Eddie said. "I'm so fucking sure, Steve, please."

"Okay," Steve breathed. Eddie had always been the braver of the two of them, especially when it counted. Steve leaned back so he could look at him, red faced and watery eyes. He tried to give Eddie a smile, but he knew it was wobbly and weak. "Okay."

All of Steve's fears meant nothing as he watched the happiness break like dawn over Eddie's face.

[tubesock86]

idk what happened I’m fully back on my steddie bullshit HAHA

[chloesimaginationthings]

William through the whole FNAF movie off screen

[stevebabey]

personally love the interaction in the start of s4 where steve goes “ugh, you know i don’t do double vhs.” when robin suggests doctor zhivago. like ugh robin!!!! we’ve talked about this before!!! steve has a limited attention span and if robin puts on something too long, he will start shooting her with rubber bands

[forestmossling]

just imagine rockstar! eddie releasing a new album, where one of the songs is called “a voice from above”. in it, he sings about a heavenly voice coming to him in the hardest, darkest hour of his life, when he was ready to give up and stopped seeing a future for himself, and calling him towards the light, coaxing the best out of him and pulling him up from the pit of despair eddie was slowly drowning in.

and it’s a rock ballad, so it differs quite a bit from cc’s usual style, is more “palatable” to the general public with it’s slower tempo, gentler melody and hauntingly beautiful vocals, with addition of a choir in the climax. and because of that, christians start claiming it (basically what happened with “take me to church”), newspapers and magazines wonder at eddie munson, the man a large part of whose aesthetic was so often referred to as “satanic” by the general public, with seemingly no denial from cc, who seemingly has finally found his way to religion.

and when cc comes to their next interview, the question of whether the great non-conformist eddie munson, who on multiple occasions dragged the christian church through the mud with accusations of hypocrisy and fostering bigotry in its midst in his songs and public speeches, has finally found god, inevitably comes up. the moment cc hear it they burst out laughing. after a while, eddie finally responds.

“this song is full of religious motifs, but not nearly for the same reasons you guys seem to think it is. it’s just that the experience the song is dedicated to was the closest i think i ever came to understanding what makes people come to real, genuine faith, the one that fills you with clarity, love and acceptance for the world around you, makes you feel like a part of something so much larger and greater than a mortal human being can possibly comprehend or reach on their own. that experience being the voice of the man that i came to love reaching me while i was in coma and reminding me of all the reasons life was worth fighting for, and then keeping inspiring me to be the best version of myself throughout my whole life.

and that, folks, is how being incredibly gay can save your life! i also don’t mind christians blasting “a voice from above” on their little church parties: my husband, after all, is definitely an angel on earth and absolutely deserves to be worshipped. but don’t you worry, i’m handling that pretty well on my own” and he winks at the camera.

and that’s how the world finds out that eddie munson is married.

[plistommy]

steddie in a nutshell

[2jihiir0]

(inspired by *that* shirt 🖤)

Corroded Coffin lead bassist meets a very cute fan ~

[artrealla]

kiss kiss fall in love

[freckledjoes]

"Still super jealous as hell, by the way."