#such pretty cool bby I luv her

[chibichax]

Kumo

KUMO'S DESIGNS ARE FINISHED!! as for her "after being captured" design, it'll be revealed soon, along with her "healing up" design, I just want it to be a lil surprise for now :P

I'll answer some questions abt her but won't go deep cuz I don't wanna spoil anything abt the lore I made :>

cool SpaceRiders AU –> @onyxonline

asks are open, if ur curious bout anything go ahead and ask (*｀▽´*)

[pokeythegreat123]

Season 3 wasn’t so bad actually.

I mean, I don’t like that Tim died, but it wasn’t a surprise. Daisy was certainly interesting, so it’s sad to see her go too.

bUT THEY KILLED MICHAEL! AND GERRY! TWICE EACH!!! and the other Michael. And ALMOST Jon, but he’s thankfully not dead.

I’m really glad we got a full grasp of what entities there are, and why, that just makes me happy lol. The more I listen to this the more convinced I am that I wouldn’t mind this job TOO too much. I probably wouldn’t, y’know, SURVIVE, but I think I’d be good at the rest of it. I also really liked getting to see all the different characters, like Trevor, Julia, Gerard Keay (r.i.p. v_v), and Helen once she became the Distortion. I can’t believe she literally asked Jon for help and he was just like “gEt OuT”, like SIR. STOP PICKING FIGHTS WITH ENTITIES THAT DON’T WANT TO KILL YOU!

I gained some healthy respect and admiration for Elias this season but while I appreciate how absolutely killer the man is, hE MADE MELANIE AND MARTIN ***CRY*** AND THAT IS **NOT** OKAY WITH ME!!! I loathe that he was like “well, if I had more time I’d tell you about how your crush despises you and break your heart THAT way, buuuuuuut since I’m a very busy man I’ll just go with shattering your entire sense of self-worth instead. :)”Watching Martin snap at people is probably one of my favourite things though because yes bby, stand up for yourself! Stop taking shit from people! You have a right to be angry and optimism is not a bad thing!

Oh my gosh though, when Jon was in Georgie’s house and all the lights went out and Nikola came in and talked to him I almost died. My sister had showed me TikToks and YouTube Shorts that she liked, usually cosplayers, using the audio of “You don’t sound Russian??” “How can I sound ANYTHING, silly? I’m Plastic! :D I don’t even have a vOiCe BoX, I had to bOrrOw this one!” And she’d literally shown me one like, THE DAY BEFORE, and I have no idea how I didn’t pick up on Jon’s voice, but once the scene was playing on the episode and then hit that part I was like OH MY GODS NO WAY ITS FROM MAGNUS ARCHIVES NO HEKKING WAY!! I played it for her and she got the exact same look on her face, though since I started the scene earlier than most audios do (for context) she already had the look because she recognized the voice lol.

But yeah, pretty good season overall. Listening to Basira and Melanie go “oh my god nobody has ever had a bigger crush than Martin has on Jon” was absolutely brilliant, I couldn’t stop grinning for a solid minute. Then Elias made her CRY but that’s not the point here. I also love that they invited Martin out for drinks, and that Jon is a Cat Person(tm).

I’m excited to see what season 4 does with Jon’s essentially-a-coma-but-he-has-no-actual-vitals and dreams, and whatever the ritual for the eye is, since that was supposed to come after the Unknowing. I can’t remember what Gertrude called it, but I know it had to do with crowns.

Anyways, thank you for listening to my rambles, luv you so much, and enjoy the beginning of yet another school year! :D <3

AHHHHHH season 3 my beloved. Also you may judge me but one of my favourite scenes is Elias making Martin cry because the two things I love in this world are Elias Bouchard and angst. Season 3 is so much fun bc u get to meet so many cool people. I love Daisy sm, she’s such a cool character. I’m very excited I think you’ll love season 4. Anyways have fun I’ll probably see you tmrw <3

[chryblossomjjk]

I just wanted to say this to all the readers who are asking about a part 2 of the weekend.

While I, too, would LOVE a continuation bc it was finger licking good (if y'know what I mean) and the execution was AMAZING, we do need to respect kiki's choice to only release the one part of the story.

She's not giving up on the story or trying to ignore the interests of her readers. But instead, is putting out her story in the way she wants to present it and choosing to share that with her audience.

It's the same as if she painted a beautiful but somewhat heartbreaking and bittersweet portrayal of love on a canvas, and we asked her to further it to give it a happier and more soft narrative just for our enjoyment without appreciating the rich concepts already there.

She allows room for interpretation after the ending for the readers, but furthering the story wasn't part of the idea she wanted to capture.

So, let's try to remember as readers that to truly appreciate the works that writers are SHARING with us (that they do outside of both school and their jobs) means respecting their boundaries when they say they won't continue a story and not trying to peer pressure them into changing the storyline/develop it further to fit our wants bc that's not kind nor is it considerate.

That aside, the story wouldn't be very genuine in the end if she did. She can't cater to everyone, and honestly, every fic would pretty much be the same if writers did that.

Kiki has been very gracious and sweet to everyone asking about pt 2 or an ending, and I very much admire that, but we should really try not to abuse that. Y'all are such cool readers, but we can always be cooler by respecting kiki 🤘😌.

Ily u kiki 🥺. You're so cool and deserve all the hype and luv💕✨️.

bby i love you with my entire soul and being and you mean the world to me!!

it doesn't necessarily bother me that people are asking for a part two, i appreciate the enthusiasm and interest in my writing!! means the world to me!! but with that being said, the point of this piece is to be ambiguous and up to interpretation!! this story is meant to just hang in the air, no resolution, no hopeless heartbreak.

and i agree!! i know that fanfic is escapism to everyone, me included, however, its also someone's writing yk? and topics they like to explore. i generally tend to like writing realism and angst. not that happy endings aren't realistic, however, they're not realistic in every circumstance!! especially the plot of the weekend!! my escapism is just exploring plots n characters in a way that feels authentic to the world im trying to create!!

furthermore, any movie or book or writing thats ever stuck with me has had an unideal or unexpected ending, so those just tend to be the things i like to write!!

also platform changes have kind of killed my willingness to write certain things lol. for whatever reason, the platform has been super duper agressive with labeling and shadowbanning my fics within like 2.5 seconds of posting lol, so my motivation to write is not what it used to be. not that i dont want to, just my dedication to one storyline is faltering as of now!! i do apologize!! i understand that a lot of people support my writing and i do feel some sense of beholden (idk if i used this word right rip, i just mean i feel like i owe you guys!!) to those people bc i genuinely appreciate the love sm!! all i can promise is to provide the best stories i can with what i feel motivated to write!! i have no desire to continue the weekend and never intended too!! if i did it would be v disingenuous to myself and readers!! hope you all understand!! love u dearly <3

[unlikelyjedi]

Star Wars Movie Pride Headcanons

Obviously I can't do all the characters in Star Wars (movies or otherwise) so today I'll start with just the movie characters I find important or just fun!

Of course, these are just my opinions and it's totally cool if you have different ideas. Art is subjective and there are plenty of ways to engage with said art. This is just for my personal fun.

Luke Skywalker (he/him): Bisexual

I know people like Gay!Luke and that's totally fine, but... I just think of Legends!Luke and his wonderful wife Mara Jade, and I think Luke Skywalker is a man who can appreciate both Mara Jade and Ezra Bridger! Would be open to polyamory if it was like a throuple situation and everybody loved everybody.

Leia Organa (she/her): Bisexual

Now, I know the Leia book says she only likes humanoid males, but as someone who had a crush on both twins growing up, this headcanon is for me personally.

Han Solo (he/him): Bisexual

Okay, so most of these are going to be bisexual because I'm a stupid bisexual and I said so. Han Solo would flirt with anyone in the galaxy, including but not limited to Qi'ra, Lando Calrissian, Leia Organa, and Luke Skywalker.

Chewbacca (he/him): Ally (?)

Idk, tbh. He's got a wife and kid, and I think he thinks gay people are neat.

C-3PO and R2D2: Queer-platonic

They're droids and even though I do think droids can develop attraction like bio-species, I don't think these droids feel any attraction. Doesn't mean they don't have chemistry with each other though.

Lando Calrissian (he/they): Pansexual

He fucks. Everybody. I think Lando would be hand-wavy about gender. Most people use he/him with Lando, but they also enjoy they/them pronouns. Totally chill with polyamory.

Obi-Wan Kenobi (he/him): Graysexual

I really don't think this man knew he could have attraction until he met Satine Kryze. He just didn't think about it. It's not important. He probably scoffed at people who had issues following the Jedi Code. "What, like it's hard??"

Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader (he/him): Hetero-flexible

My man loves his wife (to quite an extreme degree actually). He's pretty sure he's straight? He's never thought of anybody but Padmé so it's not like he's really explored more. He wouldn't be opposed to dating men or other genders, though.

Wilhuff Tarkin (he/him): mlm

The only reason I'm including him on my list is because it's actually canon. He likes men. That's all I know on that front. I just had to include it because I was flabbergasted.

Yoda (he/him): Aro/Ace

All Yoda knows is talk funny, eat hot chip, and lie. (but actually he's a very wise master and mentor who loves his students and loves pulling a prank or two).

Padmé Naberrie/Amidala (she/her): Ally

Padmé loves her friends and family. She'd defend them with her life. I don't think homophobia exists in most areas of the SW universe, but if there was ever a time her friends felt marginalized, she'd be there to defend them. Whether that required just a simple talk, all the way to "aggressive negotiations."

Qui-Gon Jinn (he/him): Asexual

He feels like he could like somebody in a romantic sense. I don't think he'd hold on too heavily to the Jedi Code either. He just doesn't have the time. He's also never really wanted the sexual aspects of a relationship. I bet he gave all his Padawans "the talk" though.

Mace Windu(he/him): Aro/Ace

...and judgmental about it. Very sex-repulsed. He's not homophobic. He hates all PDA equally. Don't kiss in front of him. He will gag.

Rey (she/her): Pansexual

She just has a whole lotta love to give. :)

Finn (he/him): Bisexual

Rey's really hot. Poe's really hot. Why is everyone so hot???

Poe Dameron (he/him): Gay

Gay. Gay. Homosexual. Gay. (This is for Oscar Isaac. Luv u bby 😘) Poe looked at Finn like he was the first drop of water in the desert. And I think that's beautiful.

Rose Tico (she/her): Queer. Non-Binary.

Rose knows who she likes. She doesn't need a label to save what she loves. I think she still likes she/her pronouns, but doesn't necessarily like the label "woman."

That's the list! I'll be doing more Star Wars queer headcanons for people outside of the movies too! So be looking out for that, if you've read this far! Let me know if I've missed someone important from the movies and I'll add it later!

[heeliopheelia]

first of all sorry to hear that ure sick :(( i hope u feel better soon love <3 thank u for still posting ure so cute! *kissing ur forehead through a mask cuz ure sick boo :((

BUT HELLO WE’RE BACK ON MY BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

yn: so what that she fainted THIS AINT ABOUT HER BOO HOO also yunjin queen bestie im also low on iron - hot girl shit 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

the texts exchange between hee and yn had me losing my mind *real*

like the opening line heeseungie WITH THAT FUVKING EMOJI - i died, the fucking smooch shit bby boy (wtf) - what in the fuckboi shit is this AND THEN THE fucking CEO OF WHAT NOW  I DIED DEAD okay AND THEN THE FUCKING PLOST TWIST CUZ HEE ( this fucking loser btw this part   ???) has been putting his tongue all around ??? im shook 🫣🫣 🫣  🫣  🫣  🫣  🫣 actually like no wayyyyyyyy

heeseung priv…………. be seruiius yhe fucking liam pain meme (lol)  BROOO ITS LIKE everytime ure about make post on hus priv u …idk…. snort cock i mean coke ……  its pretty amazing tho makes me go literally  frhn21kwqjfdfkekwleds,noekerjkmds 

the rizz comment………well did he lie thoo yeah??? also  bro u sound pretty fucking excited to me *side eye*

this chapter was cool af, thank u ma’am  🫡

ps dude i started using all of those emojis ironically and now i cant stop ????? whats wrong me ..actually dont answer that

ABZNAMKKKSNXJZII BESTIE I HAD TO POST THIS, I MISSED YOUR COMMENTARY SO MUCH 😭😭 yn was unstoppable today i admit ✋ hee has that little fuckboy arc on his record but i promise he's not all greasy (maybe just a little) 🥺 GIRL THE LIAM PAYNE MEMES ARE MY FAVORITES I CAN'T JUST NOT PUT THEM IN HERE I'M SORRY...... pls hee's priv is my favorite part of making this smau im not joking 💀

but anyways thank you so much for making my day so much better (as always tbh) luv luv luv u nonnie *MWUAH* 💕💗

ps this emoji 😩 has become my addiction ever since i started making the smau so i understand that struggle lmfao

[tonaken]

DILF NANAMI | Dilf December Collab

a/n: this is part two of the first piece I wrote for the Dilf December collab hosted by @r1nf4iry. I felt like it needed a part two because I just wanted to write some smut for this wonderful specimen of a man. For context, Y/n is a dental hygienist and Nanami has a daughter, Emiko. Here’s part one. I hope you enjoy!

content: Nanami keeps meeting you around, and his feelings for you become ever more real...

warnings: MDNI (it’s on sight) Nanami x fem!reader, au where Nanami is a retired sorcerer and has a child, fluff, crack, angst??? Nanami is just a bit insecure, strong language, age gap (roughly ten years), use of japanese honorifics (do not be shy to tell me if i don't use them properly, i did some research, but i’m not japanese), alchohol consumption (they are not drunk, maybe tipsy), smut, nothing too out there, oral (fem receiving), breath play??? You suffocate him with your thighs, he loves that, praise kink, dirty talk, nipple play, body worship, unprotected sex (this is fiction, so use protection), no skin color/hair texture/body type mentioned, whole lotta feelings

w/c: 9k i went overboard but I JUST LOVE THIS MAN

Reblogs and likes are appreciated!

The few weeks after Emiko’s visit Kento can’t get you out of his mind

Yes, you were a sight for sore eyes

Yes, he found you intriguing

Yes, you surprised him with what you could do

But it wasn’t because of that

It was just that Emiko wouldn’t shut up about you

Awwww 🥺

Everytime she had to brush her teeth, it was “Y/N-san did it this way”

When Nanami and Emiko were strolling around she run up to a total stranger thinking that it was you

Gave Nanami a whole heart attack

When he catches up with her, the poor lady is calmly explaining that she doesn’t know any Y/N (when Emiko got close she realized that she just looked like you, so she asked if you were sisters)

Nanami is doing everything to apologize, bowing profusely

Poor bby, Emiko is really a handful

Emiko even mentions you to her mom

Nanami is shocked when he receives a call from mama Emiko, all smug asking about a certain Y/N

“When were you going to tell me you found someone? Hm, Kento?” 😏

Nanami was sooo embarrassed, he is denying everything

y is u lyin, I know you want me 😒😒😒

Mama Emiko knows him well

He may be all calm and collected, but she can almost see him blushing in embarrassment

Nanami explains that you are just a dental hygienist Emiko seems to have fallen in love with

I luv u too bb🥰

Mama Emiko accepts the explanation

She reasons that Kento doesn’t need to know that Emiko herself said that he was giving you heart eyes😁👀

The end of the month is approaching and like every month, Kento and Emiko go on a daddy daughter date

He knows how much work can keep him away from his little love, so he does his best to spend the most time with her

He always takes her to different places

Places he finds special

This time, he goes for something a bit more simple

He takes her to his favourite bakery

He promised her a treat for the nice grades she got at school recently

Purrr 💅🏾💅🏾

Emiko is super excited when she sees the place; she hasn’t been there in ages

Mrs Kimura is lowkey shocked when she sees how much she’s grown

She’s so pretty and poised that she just gives her free pastries

Nanami is lowkey jealous

He also wants those nice fuming dorayakis

But he doesn’t complain too much because he doesn’t even get to pay, even after insisting with Mrs Kimura

He does slip a nice amount in the tip jar tho

A grateful and generous king

Just when their about to step out of the bakery, someone pushes the door in the opposite direction

Nanami is already ready to fight, because his little girl almost tripped

All that stops him from losing his cool is Emiko excited squeal

“Y/n-san!” an incredulous, yet thrilled gasp escapes Emiko’s chest while she lunges towards your leg.

You most definitely did not expect such a strong grip, or the shrill voice of a child, or Emiko’s dazzling smile.

Your face of surprise quickly turned into one of delight.

“Well, hello there!”

Nanami just stand there looking at you and Emiko just talking and laughing

He loves likes the way you compliment her for her new cut

Emiko can’t stop babbling about how different you look without your usual scrubs and surgical cap

Nanami himself appreciates the way your hair frames your face and even your sense of style

He’s basically hypnotized by you

So much so that you catch him staring👀

Just confess alreadyyyyy i’m ready to be your wifeeeeee 👰🏾🤰🏾

He shrugs it off, politely greeting you and lying confessing that he didn’t recognize you

You believe him without questioning him, even if you did see the softness in his eyes

You end up talking a bit, with mrs. Kimura lowkey eavesdropping ✋🏻👂🏻

She’s never seen Nanami-san talk to a woman like that

She doesn’t even know who Emiko’s mom is and she knows that he isn’t married

She means nothing bad i promise, but she is a bit nosy

Same sis 🙋🏾‍♀️

Same with Kento, clearly

“Do you come here often?”

There it was again. His curious side, that is. You smirked at the realization. You weren’t exactly mad about such a handsome man showing some interest in you.

“No, it’s my first time here,” you admitted.

Nanami silently nodded in response, eyes on Emiko, who was now playing with the hem of your coat. He was about to speak, if it were not for Mrs Kimura’s interjection.

“Even if she lives upstairs”.

The little grin on the woman’s lips made her joking tone transpire, making you laugh in turn. Emiko was excited to know something new about you and Nanami couldn’t deny that the sparks of something unknown lit up deep in his chest, even if he readily stopped himself from indulging in the feeling.

“I’m no detective, but I see you leaving that door each morning,” she continued, pointing at the entrance of your apartment complex.

The speed at which Nanami followed the woman’s indication was something that he would have rather forgotten, regretting it the second his eyes fell on you, seemingly amused by his antics.

He was just curious, nothing more. There was nothing wrong with that, right?

Yeah, right👀

Anyways you and the Nanami pair part ways

Emiko keeps waving at you while they walk away, so you just stand there awkwardly waving back until they disappear around the corner

She’s too cute😍😍😍

All that Nanami thinks about is the fact that he owes you an apology

You helped his little girl and he always treated you coldly, even asking invasive questions at times

He kinda hates himself for it, because he can tell that you’re a good person and that you didn't deserve it

So he makes it a plan to say sorry the next time he sees you

That is why he casually finds himself roaming that area of the city after work, even when he lives and works on the other side of Tokyo

That is why he visits the bakery more often, unknowingly confirming Mrs. Kimura’s suspicions, especially with the way he always seems to eye your door

Yes, that is why he’s there, in the nearby park, eating a nice sandwich after work, trying to muster the courage to speak to you, sitting not too far away

He realizes that Emiko was like a bridge, her affection giving him access to you

But now that she’s not here, he feels a bit lost

The thought of fearful Nanami makes me go😩

He is being a bit stalkerish here tho🧐

But as soon as he starts walking toward you, you get up and walk back home

😭😭😭

Saying that he was disappointed is an understatement

He doesn’t give up tho

It’s the Nanami Kento, and he does not half ass things

So he keeps trying, spending quite a bit of money at the bakery

Mrs Kimura right now 🤑🤑🤑

But she lowkey feels bad, because she knows Kento is a decent man, and he seems like a lost puppy always coming back obviously in hopes to find you 😔

Two weeks have passed, and Nanami has not seen you since that time in the park

At this point he gives up trying, concluding that you’ve probably forgotten about everything, and that if the chance arises he’ll do his part and say sorry

But after a long, stressful day, his feet almost instinctively take him to the bakery, and since he’s in a bad mood he buys a couple of really nice pastries

He decides to go the park and sit on his favourite bench, already imagining the sweetness comforting him from the tension that grips his shoulders

That’s when he annoyedly huffs at the sight of someone already there, until he realizes that it’s…

“L/n-san?” a deep, curt voice speaks behind you. It seemed that also today, peacefully unwinding wouldn’t have been an option. Despite the lush green surrounding you, relax seemed like a distant mirage, with you hopelessly abandoning any pursuit of loneliness.

“Yes, how may I help you?”

Your back was still facing the unknown man, since you were trying to contain yourself. It had been a really bad day since everything seemed to conspire against you since the crack of dawn, but you didn't want to just dump everything on a polite stranger.

At the lack of response, you turned around, quickly recognizing the man.

A tense smile graces your lips, feeling half guilty and half surprised.

"Nanami-san! How are you doing?"

Kento did not let himself be taken aback by your embarrassingly loud voice, if anything he found it slightly comical. You clearly seemed in a bad mood earlier, and you were probably regretting being so cranky. You didn't even ask why a stranger would know your last name.

"I'm well, thank you. How about you?"

The setting sun was casting beautiful shadows on his face, delicately highlighting the sharp but elegant lines of his face. The brown of his eyes seemed to take on an amber tinge, smoothly mixing with the orange rays that painted the sky.

"I'm better now," you murmured.

Nanami's face only partially emoted his confusion, his brows almost imperceptibly rising. You quickly catched on to his puzzled silence, filling it on your own.

"I mean," you nervously chuckled. "I got to unwind a bit here, after work. I mean it was a long day today, I feel better because I’m.…in the park enjoying the leaves!”

“Leaves?” Nanami’s brow quirks up, the corner of his lip shyly following. You don’t notice though.

“Yeah, plants, leaves, whatever. I like the green,” you rambled, looking away from him, embarrassment eating you alive. With his face behind you, you could only imagine the expression he was having at that moment. Still stoic, but mildly annoyed, you imagine.

“Green?” he asked, sounding almost…teasing? The look on his face seemed to confirm it, and you swear that that little smirk suited him more than it should have. He was now sitting next to you, readily waiting for your reply. He moved with so much grace and humble confidence, something you weren’t able to catch on earlier, probably because he had always kept that rigid salaryman persona that made him look so aloof. His demeanour became more suave, a dash of charm dancing in his voice.

Daddy Kento is becoming a bit more comfortable with us

Please do sir😌

You meet at the park quite often after this, almost as if you had an unspoken deal

Mondays and thursdays after work, you were both there, in the park talking

You just have conversations, nothing more

Kento is such an insightful man and you notice how he’s so mature, stable and balanced (sexy af 😩)

Under the stern, stoic exterior, he’s very thoughtful and caring

You lowkey wonder why he’s single

Same😐

You don’t know if to pursue him, so you test the waters before committing

You invite him for a drink

“Are you ok, L/N-san?”

Good. Your plan worked. You knew how Nanami was scarily observant, noticing the smallest things about his surroundings at all times.

"Yeah…", you begin, lightly coughing with your hand on your chest. "I think my throat was a bit too dry for the bread."

It wasn't a lie, per se, but it was definitely not the truth. After trying to find a way to smoothly ask him out without actually doing so, all that came to your mind was this: "choking" on some bread to then drag him to the nearby café.

Not the best plan, yes, but you were almost fully sure that Nanami would have seen your slightly uncomfortable swallowing. A perfect segway to a nice chat in front of a hot drink.

"Do you want water? I have some if you wish," he offers, already pulling his own water bottle out of his leather work bag.

Shit. You hadn’t planned this.

You instantly refused, maybe a bit too emphatically. You were hoping he took it as you not demanding anything from him, but the littlest frown casted over his features, just to be wiped away by a small, polite smile.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

Kento honestly felt stupid. Offering you water, from his used bottle? Were you even that close? Were you dating? He should have known better. You obviously didn’t want to share it with him. He felt even more stupid when the disappointment washed over him. He felt almost feverishly angry at himself for letting go like this, especially at his age. He was silently contemplating leaving, since he seemed to be only collecting embarrassing moments with you. You probably thought he was old fool who just-

“Nanami-san?” Your gentle voice called him from the dark pit he was burying himself within, pulling him back to reality.

“Are you ok?”

Nanami blinked a few times, looking up to you. Were you standing before? Were you leaving? Was it because of him?

“I’m good…thanks.” He mumbles, almost forgetting his manners. You wondered what could have gotten him so flustered, not that he really showed it on his face. You were getting to know him decently well, and you learnt that he wasn't a very expressive man. So it wasn’t farfetched to assume that he was maybe…fearful?

“Are you leaving?” His voice was flat, but a drop of humiliation seemed to taint his tone. Your heart unknowingly tightened at that.

“No Nanami-san, I just wanted to go to a cafe to drink something.”

Shit. He was right. You were leaving. There was nothing to be sad about, he quickly reasoned. He just ruined his chances with you and all he could do was leave you alone and not bother you anymore. You didn’t deserve him and his gaffes; he wanted better for you. Deeply embarrassed, he grabbed his work bag and jacket, ready to go.

“Then I will take my leave”. He announced, bowing and uncharacteristically avoiding your gaze.

Why was he bowing so deeply? Was he sorry? But, God, why was he leaving?

Panic bolted through you when you saw Nanami turn away from you, his back now facing you. Right. You hadn’t asked him anything.

“Wait, Nanami-san!” He stopped in his tracks, already quite a bit far from you. He reluctantly turned around, waiting for you to speak again. He didn’t know if to feel happy or childish that you ended up calling him back, even just to greet him. Because that’s what, in his mind, you wanted.

“Would you want to come with me?”

To your surprise, he accepts, and you end up at the cafe

He’s completely forgotten about how you’re not coughing anymore

But no worries, you’ve forgotten as well

Your plan worked, and now you’re sipping on a warm drink

It’s almost dinner time, so the place is quite empty

The two of you sit in a secluded corner, quietly laughing at the funny names you read on the menu behind the counter

“Super swirl strawberry shortcake sundae sounds intriguing” he wondered, curiously eying the bright neon letters on the led screen.

You huffed a chuckle. “Sounds like diabetes to me.”

“Oh, Y/N-san, live a little. Couldn’t hurt too much, right?”

“Says the one with four filled teeth.” You were leaning into him with a shit-eating grin on your face. You didn’t fail to notice how he used your name or the little blush he developed, probably from how close you were.

You expected a smirk, a snort maybe, but definitely not this. Nanami’s shoulders shook while his deep voice slipped into his laugh making it sound so sophisticated and warm. His face brightened up, and you couldn’t stop admiring the crinkling at the edge of his eyes or his dazzling smile or the way he shyly covered his face. You were truly mesmerised by Kento’s effortless beauty. Once he calmed down, you quickly looked away, a dumb, dazed smile set on your lips.

Yall

I can’t 😭

Nanami laughing😭😭

y/n is a lucky bitch, fuck😒

I’m tryna be like you, ma boy

You are slowly but steadily falling for this man

You can also see how comfortable he’s getting around you

And needless to say, but you love it

Sadly the “date” is cut short

Nanami has work the day after, you too and it’s past dinner time Nanami wanted to lowkey ask you out for a light dinner in some nice place but he got scared because he didn’t want to overdo it

You can ask me out anytime baby boy 😎😘

Monday comes around, and Nanami walks to the bakery then straight to the park

He waits, but you don’t come

He doesn’t worry too much, he’ll probably get to see you on thursday

Except he doesn’t

He doesn’t for a good few weeks

He doesn’t see you, but it gives him the time to truly assess his feelings for you

He hates how he’s feeling like a teenager all over again with his little crush, namely you

He hates how nice you are to Emiko, and how much she likes you

He hates how you didn’t let his stern persona scare you off

He hates how caring you are, occasionally catching you helping Mrs Kimura at the bakery, cheeks adorably covered in flour

He hates how cultured you are, judging by the deep conversations the two of you have had

He hates how cute you look when you trip over your words, looking in the distance to calm yourself down and start your sentence over

He hates how bold and strong you can be, pridefully defending your boundaries

He hates how comfortable he is with your feather-light, unintentional touches

He hates how he wants more, his heart skipping a beat in hopes that you deliberately continue

He hates how he has accepted that his feelings have become less innocent with time

But most of all, he hates how he may be the only one feeling this way, with you considering him nothing but a friend

Kennnnn 😔

Time passes and soon, it’s almost april

Which also means end of the financial year💴

Which mainly means super stressed and overworked Nanami

On this particularly horrible day, Nanami loses a client and his boss goes batshit crazy on him

He totally ignores how the dude didn’t even like their company that much, putting all the blame on Kento

🙄🖕🏾

Nanami’s obviously feeling down, frustrated and unappreciated

Please don’t bae💘

During his walk home, he decides last minute to go to the bakery, just to at least end the week on a good note

It’s drizzling outside, in typical spring fashion, but Nanami reasons that he’ll be quick and get back home

All he’s thinking about is laying down on his couch, eat a nice meal and drink some sake

Too bad that by the time he buys his pastry it’s pouring outside

And he doesn’t have an umbrella

He’s mad yall 😳

He resorts to running back to the metro station, but the rain somehow intensifies

He quickly gives up, hiding under the entrance of a random apartment complex in the area

He has to find a way to get back home

Nanami was drenched. His hair, skin and clothes were all dripping. He remembered about his stop at the bakery, but just the sight of the tearing paper bag once he tried to open it made him want to scream in frustration. He couldn’t even count on Emiko to cheer him up when he got home. She was with this mother this week, since he wanted to avoid neglecting her for the sake of work.

His wrist watch indicated that it was exactly 8:27 PM. He didn’t have time to feel sorry for himself, and since his train was in about fifteen minutes, he needed to think quickly. His eyes scanned the area, inspecting the various illuminated signs that brightened up the neighborhood. He was looking for any kind of convenience store, or anywhere he could buy an umbrella.

Upon not seeing anything. He grabbed his phone, the shivers making droplets fall from his hair to his phone screen. Even the simple fact that he couldn’t wipe his phone screen dry because of his wet clothes made Nanami inch towards madness a bit more.

He contemplated asking someone passing by, but chaos ensued with the falling rain, people running to shelter or speeding under their umbrellas, looking forward to getting somewhere undeniably dry.

He sees someone walk in his direction and he gets ready to ask for information before he gets interrupted.

“Nanami-san?”

It’s us lol

The man was too stunned to speak

He lowkey forgot about us he didn’t, he just thinks of other things so that we don’t drive him crazy

He forgets about his objective

“L/n-san, what are you doing here?”

There he was again with his last name calling. The few weeks apart had drifted one from each other. You decided to not make a big deal out of it, opting instead for a small snort at his question

“I live here, remember?” At his silence, you turned around and pointed at the bakery in the distance, instantly getting a small reaction from him.

Always so contained, you thought..

You notice his wet clothes, eyes widening in worry.

“I came here running from the bakery and it started raining.” He admitted, seeming a bit defeated. “Do you know where I can find a convenience store? I need to buy an umbrella”. He pointed at yours, and for a split second you were tempted to lend it to him, thinking that it would have given you an excuse to see him again.

But a feeling of opportunity and something much more voracious was slowly crawling on your skin. It was feeding off the way his white dress shirt clung to his chest, or the way his hair fell disheveled on his forehead, stray tufts swaying under the weight of the water; the innocent, helpless look in his eyes that contrasted with the almost sinful, athletic body you had suspected he had. The wet skin of his face shimmered thanks to the light of the nearby traffic, red hues flowing across the sharp planes of his graying temples.

“Nanami-san…it’s cold outside and you’re all wet.” You tried to reason, while your hand gestured towards his weighed down attire. “You’re going to get sick by the time you get home.”

Nanami’s spine was coursed through by shudders, whether it was because of the cold or the way you were eying him up and down, he still had to understand. You had stated a simple fact, but it seemed that something else was about to follow your initial sentence, something that he could guess and that he secretly wanted you to say.

“Do you want to come upstairs? I mean, until the rain stops”.

He gasped, but in between honking cars and wet, running footsteps, you didn’t hear. His eyes bore into yours, trying to glean any type of information. What were your intentions?

Whatever they were, he couldn’t say he cared. Not with the way your shiny doe eyes looked up at him so beautifully from under your transparent umbrella. How could he, when you looked like a higher being, unscathed by the cursed, pouring rain that soaked everything around you? Could he, especially with the inviting warmth radiating off your body?

He simply couldn’t hold back.

“Ok.”

You and Nanami go upstairs

He loves the idea of getting to see where you live, but he is a bit apprehensive

He literally doesn’t walk in until you ask him to

I just want to hug him

He takes one step in and just stays there, telling you that he doesn’t want to ruin your floor

You then offer him to put his clothes in the dryer while he showers

He accepts

You lowkey can���t believe that this fine man is in your bathroom butt naked, but you try not to think about it

He, on the other hand is curiously and discreetly looking through your cabinets

He isn’t proud of himself, but he can’t help it

I am guilty of this as well

You lightly gasp when you see him walking out of the bathroom with a black hoodie and grey sweatpants

😏

“Are these for your…boyfriend?”

“Boyfriend? Oh no, Nanami-san, they are my brother’s”

He hates how he’s happy you don’t seem to have anyone in your life

The rain doesn’t seem to stop, so you offer him some dinner

“Now? It’s…9.22. I don’t want to disturb you.” he explains, checking the clock on the wall.

“No worries, Nanami-san, I haven’t had dinner yet.”

As if on cue, his stomach grumbles, right when he was about to refuse your offer. You giggle a bit, already turning around to check the fridge.

“Do you always eat this late?” His grave voice startles you, sounding unexpectedly close. He had gotten up from the couch and was now leaning on the counter, carefully observing you, his demeanor calm and relaxed.

“Yeah, usually.” You croak, your voice a bit breathy. You had tried to not look at him too much, fearing that he would have understood what was festering in your mind, but right now, it was inevitable.

The way the hoodie highlighted the broadness of his shoulders was intoxicating, to not speak about the way the sweatpants hanged low on his-

“Is that wine?” He asks, interrupting your progressively lewd thoughts.

“Um- yeah! You want some?” You were scurrying to grab the bottle, making Nanami lightly smile at your eagerness. He hadn’t even answered you.

“Now,” you warn, still holding the bottle tight to your chest. He doesn’t fail to notice the way your chest seems to spill around the glass, but he tries not to think too much about it. He hums to urge you to continue. “I know you love drinking.”

His eyebrows shoot up. He was oddly more expressive tonight. “Love is a big word…Let’s say I particularly enjoy it.”

“In any case, drumroll please” You theatrically announce, earning a big smile from him as he rhythmically tapped the wooden counter. What possibly did you have up your sleeve?

“I know you are a wine connoisseur, but I’m no expert in wine,” He’s now looking at you with a smirk making his lips twitch. “You have indeed tried the best merlot, pinot, prosecco, moscato, champagne and whatever french wine is out there.” You continue, mocking his voice. He is amused by the little show you are putting on for him, even if prosecco and moscato were definitely not French. Your heart skips a beat when you see his hand rest under his chin, his brown eyes locking with yours.

“But I’m sure that a distinct man like yourself has not tried the wonderful and delicate bubbliness of this rosé.” You conclude placing down the bottle, maybe a bit too violently, with Nanami chuckling at you.

“Oh, wow. You got rosé…I wonder where you bought it. I’ve been having a real hard time finding some, you know?”

His voice is animated, lowering and raising in tone and cadence. You mistakenly take it as a genuine question.

“Oh no, Nanami-san, I got it from the grocery store down the street. It’s nothing special, really. I was just joking.”

A dark laugh comes from him, his eyes set on the bottle. “Don’t worry, I figured.”

His aura is heavy, suffocating, but all in the best way possible. You feel like your head is spinning, even if the bottle is sitting there, unopened.

“Oh you were joking all this time.” You try to play it down with a light laugh, rubbing your eyes from the tiredness.

His eyes shoot towards you and something grabs hold of him. He doesn’t know what it is, but he knows that it begs him to get closer to you.

“Please, call me Kento.”

You freeze at his invitation. His eyes hold a look of welcome and tenderness that ties in perfectly with his small grin.

“Kento-san?”

“Please, just Kento.”

I’m sweating

You know he’s down bad when he lets you call him by name even if your like twelve years younger

Nana- Kento is head over heels for us

Purr as he should😌

He keeps swirling the pale pink liquid in his wine glass, slowly sipping it. You didn't expect anything different from a man like him.

“Do you know wine ruins your teeth more than soda?” You immediately regret blurting that out.

“Oh really?” He seems to appreciate the information, now that he is facing you and not his glass.

“Yeah, I was surprised too when I learned it back in the day.” You sigh looking outside the window, water drops still flowing against the glass. His little huff captures your attention.

“You say that as if you were old,” The joking lilt in his voice catches you off guard, but you play along, careless of where it could have taken you.

“Who said I’m old. That’s you.”

Nanami grabs his chest in a joking manner, his head shaking from side to side.

“I’m not old!”

“Says the one who thought I was too young to treat his daughter.”

He sighs, a smile plastered on his face. “Did you have to go there?”

You simply shrug. “No, but I really wanted to.” You keep sipping your wine, never breaking eye contact with him. You felt like you were getting a bit bolder and you knew that it was from the alcohol.

“How old are you? If you don’t mind me asking.” His tone is low, collected, even if slightly languid. He doesn’t know why he’s asking this, but in exchange of his first name, this was ok, right?

You hum pensively, setting your glass and your elbows on the counter. Your eyes are leveled up with his until his travel a bit lower stopping at your lips. The whole exchange makes your body burn.

“Why do you want to know, Kento?”

He seems to think of an answer when his eyes sink even lower towards his glass. “I’m curious.”

“You don’t strike me as a curious man.”

“When something catches my eye, I am.” He mumbles it, a bit too quickly. He’s shooting his shot, you think, and he’s getting a bit shy. How cute. Or he couldn’t hold back anymore.

You couldn’t choose which one you preferred.

“How old are you, Kento?” You lean a bit closer, and you hear him gasp. He loves the way his name sounds from your lips and he can’t stop himself from imagining you saying it in a much more unhinged way.

“Why do you wanna know?” His words were slurring, and his prim and proper persona was slipping. He didn’t care anymore.

“I’m curious as well, but I think you already knew that, didn’t you Kento?” Your voice is undeniably dripping with desire, playing with his ears and tickling his neck.

He swallows. Hard. “Yeah”

You don’t know what happens from there onwards. Nor you or him. All you realize is that you’re kissing fervently on the couch, Nanami’s hands roaming your body in heated curiosity.

“Nan- Nanami-san.” You mewl at the sensation of his tongue gliding across your neck with his warm breath making your body tremble.

He stops, searching your eyes, and for a second he fears that he misread the signs, that you didn’t actually want this, and that he let his greediness take over. Your hands find their way to his face, gently caressing his tense brows.

“Can we take this to the bedroom?”

Without a word, or maybe a muffled groan of relief, he grabs your arms, finally making you stand on your feet. You take his hand and hurriedly walk to the bedroom, his hands already spinning you around to kiss you again.

He’s warm, gentle, but urgent and needy at the same time as he expertly sucks on your tongue and on your lips. He cradles your face in big hands as yours end up on his arms, now that he’s on top of you.

By the time he breaks the kiss, you’re dizzy from the lack of oxygen, but he doesn’t seem fazed, by the way he’s kissing, nipping, biting at your neck. He’s never been the type to leave marks, preferring to stay true to his innate sobriety, but right now he’s got what he’s wanted for the longest time, and he wasn't going to let go.

Your body seems to be vibrating with anticipation, periodically shivering in Nanami’s hands at his ministrations, and your cunt keeps clenching in neediness, driving your hips to gyrate against his torso. He is taking his time, savoring every inch, every moan, every pant that comes from you, bathing in the bliss you seem to be basking in.

“Nanami-san please.”

A small whine escapes his lips, flush against your chest, heart thrumming against his ribs.

“Kento, just Kento” He growls, raising up and taking off your shirt.

When he comes back down, his mouth dives exactly where he stopped, tongue flicking at the exposed skin while his fingers hook on the cups of your bra. He brings it down in one swift motion, both of you lightly moaning. He can’t believe he’s getting to see you like this.

“Beautiful, just beautiful”.

Soon enough, he’s sucking, squeezing your tits, blood rushing to his cock at the softness of your flesh. He’s a bit rough with it, greedily brushing his teeth on the sensitive nubs, not neglecting either of the two, passing quickly from one to the other. His hands knead your mounds as you whine beautifully above him.

But it’s not enough. Not a fucking bit. You want him. You crave him. You want him everywhere. Around, on top, inside of you. The neediness is maddening, finally finding a way to reach your quivering lips.

“Kento, I need you.”

Your eyes meet his, and you’re finally able to get a glimpse of his faltering sanity, pupils blown out in lust and drooping eyelids. He quickly picks himself up, sliding further down the bed. His hands are set on the pajama shorts you put on while he was in the shower. He looks down at you in confirmation and you nod, ready to dial things up a notch.

You feel the disappointment wash over you when he leaves your panties on. Just when your hands travel down to take them off, he quickly stops you, kissing your inner thigh.

“Patience, darling. I want to take my time with you. You deserve it.” he breathes, inches away from your weeping pussy, a wet patch already visible.

He proceeds to lick it with a wide flattened tongue. Your hips instantly thrust in the air with a hiss while he continues, drenching your panties with his spit. The fabric is now dark and clinging perfectly to your lips, so he lines your slit with the tip of his tongue, delicately wiggling it when he reaches your clit.

“Kento!”

He groans at you writhing with his name on your lips, and he starts getting impatient as well, dissatisfied with the way he can’t dig into your dripping core. He needs more too, he has to thank you, worship you for giving him the chance to please you, to have you like this.

He tugs off your panties, strong hands hastily keeping your thighs open for his twisting tongue. He’s left dumbfounded by the way your pretty pussy glistens in the dim light of the room. The sight of the clear liquid already finding its way to your ass makes him want to cum then and there.

Nanami slurps everything up, cleaning you up from your own mess. He suckles on your clit, your hand already carding through his hair. He pushes his tongue inside you, savoring the source of your essence. He drinks as much as he can, albeit the small part that ends on his chin, mixed with his saliva.

He's going so fast, you don't even have the chance to breathe in between moans. His skill is unparalleled, having you jolt from the stimulation. Your thighs close in around his head, his hands allowing you to. The small flame in your core progressively builds up and Nanami’s tongue’s just feeding it. He wants your whole body on fire. He wants to see it all burn down for him.

The lack of air makes him moan in your delicious cunt, the vibrations teasing your clit, a wail flowing from your lips. One of his hands rests on your lower belly, squeezing the soft flesh, maybe to soothe you, maybe to ground himself. He doesn’t even know, too keen on studying your expressions and burning into memory what makes your eyes roll back and your body twitch.

Everything comes crashing down when he places his whole mouth around your opening, sucking harshly. Your hips jump from the bed, his lips never leaving you, as he keeps feeding off your nectar. His thumb finds your aching bud, helping you to ride your high.

“Good girl. Keep cumming on my face like that.”

His eyes are tender as they look at your blissed out face; he’s addicted and he’s just begun. Your chest heaves in exertion and your skin shimmers with a light layer of sweat. You slowly come down from cloud nine, barely able to register your surroundings.

With a final kiss on your clit, he wipes his face with the bedsheet before kissing you, your own taste invading your mouth. Your arms wrap around his neck, your heart fluttering at the sensations he put you through.

“That was so good, Kento.” A light murmur against his lips as he continues smoothing his tongue against yours. His throbbing dick presses against your thighs and a new desire starts consuming you, making you feverish with sheer need.

“I want you inside of me, please.” You urge him, grabbing onto his clothed shoulders, hating how the fabric stops you from feeling his skin. He gulps, finally sober enough to find himself nervous about what was to come.

Your hands slide from his sturdy thighs to the hem of his hoodie, his hands blocking yours in no time. You sense his reluctance and fear that you may have overstepped a boundary.

“Do you want to stop?”

Nanami hates all of this. The doubt, the awkwardness, himself. He wishes he were younger, better, maybe worthier of you.

“Hey, Kento. We can always stop, you know?” Your hands are holding his face, your eyes silently begging for an explanation.

“I don’t want to…It’s just my….” and he vaguely gestures at himself. He feels childish saying it, so he doesn’t, leaving to you the interpretation. Your eyes soften, your lips catching his in a heartfelt kiss. You lay your forehead on his with your lashes lightly tickling his cheeks.

“I bet you look stunning, Kento. Whatever you have under there, I want it." You whisper in the air, trying to encourage him, hoping that it would have at least soothed this hidden part of himself.

Determined to take some pressure off his shoulders, you gently push him against the bed, glossy, curious eyes following your every movement.

You want to start slow, just like he did with you, progressively accustoming him to nudity.

A hand finds itself stroking the skin of his lower abdomen, and even after an initial jolt of surprise, he lets you continue.

You already feel the short, coarse trail of hairs that lead to his crotch, your eyes already on the strained appearance of his erection. You also feel what you could describe as scars, one big one going across the right side of his waist, once your hand starts going a bit higher.

"You feel wonderful, Kento."

He can't hold your gaze, his immediately going to the view of your hand underneath his clothes. He's a bit embarrassed, but a bit aroused nonetheless. It's been a long time since he's shared himself with someone, but it's his first time being catered to like this. He was the one always making his partners comfortable and at ease, now he was letting you do it for him.

As you reach his chest, he groans at the sensation of you grazing his nipples, his head slightly falling back on the pillow. The heated pads of your fingers soon grab and lightly twist the small buds, one by one, his breath already getting s bit more labored.

His eyes are squeezed shut as he finds a newfound pleasure in your touch, lips partly open to let out hot puffs of air, hot as his burning skin that craves for more of your touch, his hunger surpassing his shame.

You silently admire the older man, almost comically conflicted between his insecurities and his evident lust, his hands almost itching to stop you, but kept there by his undeniable enjoyment.

A sliver of his skin peeks out from under the hoodie and you decide to be a bit bolder. You give a long, slow lick on his belly, stopping just short of his belly button, where you give him a light peck. He starts shivering as he groans harder.

"Pl-please don't."

You smirk.

"Why Kento? You look so good like this." You teasingly admit. Slowly, you grab the hem of his top, sliding it until his chest, his nipples just under the edge. The friction is driving him crazy, and the sight of you eying him so hungrily makes his insides shake with need and shame alike.

You hum, placing kisses all over his stomach and lining every scar with your tongue, an action that makes his heart beat even harder.

"Are these what you don't want me to see?" You ask, referring to the cicatricial skin.

He finds himself nodding, a blush already forming on his cheeks. And the aging skin, and the depleting muscles, and the fat that has started to accumulate, he adds mentally.

"You have nothing to be scared of." You place one last kiss on his lower chest before taking off the hoodie completely. He gets up a bit to help you slide it off him, his arms soon covering his chest.

"Kento, please." You gently take his hands and kiss them, looking in his eyes. "I want to see all of you."

His broad chest comes into view, your lips impatiently playing with his nipples, going from that pulsing vein on his neck, down to his hip bones. He's not a very noisy man, but he sure is sensitive, already panting from the stimulation.

You reach the band of his boxers that is slightly coming out of his sweatpants. You pull it lightly to then let it snap against his hip, gaining his attention. He looks down, and he feels his head spin. Your cheek is laying right against his twitching dick, your eyes big and pleading.

Fuck him.

"Do you want me to suck you off, Kento?"

His heart jumps in his throat at the forwardness of your question, voice so honeylike, sweet but dangerous. In his current state, a blowjob wouldn't have scratched that itch that had his body in overdrive for you. He swallows before responding.

"I want to be inside of you...please"

The sheer desperation in his voice has your mind reeling as you pull down his boxer briefs and his sweatpants together, letting the urgency make you completely forget your slow and calculated approach.

His dick springs up, hitting his lower abdomen with a slap, his tip slobbering precum everywhere. You take it upon yourself to lick it off, popping in your mouth the flushed tip.

The moan that ripples out of him is heavenly, soft and vulnerable. You love this side of him.

"You're still in time to take up the offer, you know?"

You're a total minx, he thinks. Asking him questions while you swirl that devilish tongue of yours around him.

Just pure evil. He is nothing but a man, after all.

"No, pl-ah-- Please, please, please fuck me. I can't take it anymore." He doesn't give a shit no more, he'll beg as much as he needs to, he just needs to feel you tighten around him to make him feel good.

Amused by his pleading attitude, you quickly jump off the bed to get a condom. You also deem yourself too impatient to have your mouth wrapped around him. You need to feel him deep inside of you. Now.

Your eyes go from the condom you have in hand, to the impressive, thick cock Nanami's is not-so-discreetly begging you to ride.

Fuck. It doesn't fit him.

His eyes find yours in a moment of uncertainty.

"I'm on the pill." You blurt out.

He laughs a bit. "I'm clean." Of course. How couldn't he be?

His eyes scan your body. You're indescribably stunning to him. He really got lucky with you.

"Come here." He invites you on the bed, you already straddling him, with your pussy hovering over his cock.

He pulls you down for a kiss, his hand resting against your ass. Instead, yours go through his hair, across his neck and chest, loving the feeling of his light chest hair against your skin. His confidence has risen, judging by the way he isn't as shy and reserved anymore.

"Go ahead darling, make us feel good." He urges you further with a light pat on your backside, before you straighten up, showing yourself in all of your glory to him.

He feels like he's dreaming: the beautiful young lady who he always used to meet at the bakery was here now straddling him naked. You spat in your hand, a bit ending on your tits, and you stroked him, first with your hand to lubricate him, then with your pussy, to give himself, and you, a preview of what was about to come.

The tip of his dick catches your clit, making you gasp. He's doing his best to hold back from fucking you senseless, reasoning that this is his punishment for going slow with you.

When you insert the head in your tight ring of muscle, Nanami feels light headed instantly. He closes his eyes, trying to ground himself with his mind, but, unable to do so, ends up grabbing your waist, nor stopping, nor helping you.

As you slide down, his length stretches you out, burning amazingly nicely. Your hands grip his shoulders trying to balance yourself, your ears buzzing from the involuntary apnoea you put yourself through.

You look at him, and he is positively perfect. His brows are knitted, almost making him look like he's in pain. His swollen lips are slightly agape, letting pass the shallow breaths he's taking. His temples already shine from the light perspiration. He looks as gracious as a painting, even the rosy dusting on his cheeks adding to the imagery.

You kiss him on his forehead to calm him down, biting back a moan when you move with him lodged so deep inside you.

"Hey, relax. You'll get wrinkles on your forehead if you continue like that."

He chuckles airily, ready to reply. "Too late. Already have them." His eyes crack open to look up at you, beaming when you get in focus. "I'm ready when you are."

You smile back at him, finally ready to move.

The first stroke sends him to a higher state of being, but he collects himself, biting down hard on his lip, reminding himself of reality through the pain.

You start off slowly, feeling oh so full of him. He manages to get every spot, making you moan wantonly for him. You feel intoxicated, as your clit brushes against his pelvis.

He feels you drip on him, sticky fluid getting everywhere. It's covering his balls, his abdomen, his upper thighs. And oh how he loves the wet squelch your pussy makes when you start going faster, riding him with more fervor. He wouldn't have it any other way.

"You f-feel so good Kento," You mewl, speaking almost aimlessly. Your thinking abilities are starting to slip, as you feel him prodding against your sweet spot, kissing it lovingly and making all your muscles tense up.

He moans in response, drunk on your praise and on the way you wrap around him, massaging the tip of his cock so good he's seeing stars. The few times he's able to open his eyes, he stares at your bouncing tits, shiny and inviting, and he swears that if he could, he'd suck on them forever. All he can do now is stretch a hand towards them and fondle them like there was no tomorrow, all the groping going straight to your slicked clit.

He can't forget your face, not now that he is balls deep inside of you. He's committed to memory the ethereal glow you bask in, the one that makes you oh so perfect, almost too much for him. The one that makes him grateful you want to have him like this, secretly venerating you in his head. The one that makes an unprecedented feeling bubble up in him, his chest tightening at the mere thought. He holds onto his last shred of sanity to not blurt it out, letting his body, and not his heart, take over.

The stimulation is overbearing. Every nerve in your body is starting to fire up, to prepare for the grand finale, not too far away. Your hands are gripping his chest, your nails leaving marks behind.

He had marked you and you had marked him.

He is struggling to keep stable, every flick of your hips driving him wild. He's panting like death's chasing him, his body and mind failing to keep up with the pleasure.

Your thighs begin to shake from the effort, causing you to get progressively frustrated at the lack of needed friction and penetration. He somehow notices your annoyed huffs, even if lost through a myriad of sensual whines.

He raises his legs, using them as leverage to pump into you, slowly releasing that flesh-eating tension in his hips. He fucks you with need, of the desperate kind, still somehow finding the way to convey his feelings through each and every thrust.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

You are pushed forward, kept immobile by his brawny arms, while he fucks you now. Your arms flail a bit out of surprise, ending on either side of Kento's head. Now your breasts are just above his face, and he feels his mouth water. The view makes him go impossibly faster, the man grunting through gritted teeth.

The clapping noise of your ass against his thighs echoes loudly in the room, bouncing off the walls before your moans join in. He regrets not being able to see the flesh ripple and recoil, so he opts for making the front part of your body enough for him.

Not only do your tits bounce, but the skin of your thighs, tummy and arms do as well. Everything is affected, and the eroticism of the scene goes straight to his head. You look so fucking pretty.

"Fuck."

With a strained moan, he throws his head back, he's close, so damn close. He wants to tell you but you beat him to it.

"Oh-- I'm gon-na cum."

"Yeah? Me too, darling."

Your pussy is coiling tighter and tighter, leaving him gasping for air as he approaches his high. You get there first, your eyes rolling back in your head with a shriek.

He holds on tight, eyes intent on seeing you at the peak of your orgasm. You shake, your voice following suit. His hands are now on your back, smoothing it over to calm you down even though his balls are twitching, heavy with cum.

Your pussy clenches one last time, and his own orgasm flows through him. His jaw falls in a silent scream, his body constricting to the point he can't breathe, let alone make noise. His neck tenses up as he rolls his eyes backwards. The view makes you want to cum a second time. You move a bit, to keep him going, feeling hot ropes shoot up inside of you.

You are left so full that it ends up trickling out of you in no time, joining all the liquids from prior.

You are both panting, and you giggle at Nanami, still tense and shaking, his eyes squeezed shut. He looks adorable, not counting everything that happened in the last 30 minutes.

He feels your hand on his cheek, and he looks up at you, joining you in laughter, his eyes glimmering in sweet, silent adoration.

You lay on him, your skin sticking to his. You feel his heart almost beat out of his chest, the sound progressively quieting down. It's just your breath fanning against him, still a bit labored.

"Let me grab something to clean ourselves up." You propose, imagining him uncomfortable with the state you two are in. You plan on changing the sheets as soon as you get out of the shower.

"No, stay. Please?" His voice is a delicate whisper, so delicate it barely reaches your ears. It manages to be heavy, though, with something you can't decode. You lay back on him, content regardless.

You start running your hands along his torso, your fingers raising and dipping along the ridges of his body.

"You're beautiful, Kento. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise."

His brown eyes seem to turn misty as they look away from you. He simply nods, covering his face. He can't take it. He just can't.

The way you look at him, the sound of your voice, the words you say to him. It's all too much to handle.

He tries to hold back, his arms encircling you. He looks at you in the eyes, no shame, even if a stray tear teeters at the edge of his eye. You see him, you really do. You always have, and he knows this.

Maybe it's a bit early to open his heart to you completely now, but something in him senses that something similar shines behind those bright eyes of yours. He'll wait, if that's what you wish. If you want to keep him next to you.

You know you will.

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*✧･ﾟ:* baby explosion murder

pairing: bakugo x reader

summary: bakugo gets hit with a de-aging quirk and it’s up to you to take care of him until it wears off 

a/n: this is part of my fic-swap with @a-monsters-love​!! xoxo i luv u bby sm you can read her fic here! (it was amazing)

“Hey, Midoriya!” you cheerfully spoke into your phone. “What’s up?” 

“Y/N? Oh, thank God--okay, something’s happened while on patrol, Kacchan got hit with this Quirk and he’s--” 

“Wait, what?” you said, immediately on high alert. You got to your feet and made towards your bag and shoes. “Where? What hospital?” 

“Well--they didn’t exactly send him to the hospital because he’s not hurt, he’s just…” 

Your hand stilled over your bag. “He’s just what?” 

“We’re on our way up to you right now. Don’t freak out, okay?” 

“Uh,” you said, glancing at the front door. “Alright.” 

A few minutes later someone knocked. Unsure of what you were about to see, you peeked through the peephole and saw only Midoriya standing there, looking worried. You unlocked the door and pulled it open. “Where is he--” 

“Y/N-chan!” 

A small child launched itself into your apartment and latched around your waist much like children do when they’re excited, throwing you completely off guard. The child buried his face into your torso, giggling maniacally. 

“ Midoriya, what’s going on? Whose kid is this?” Your mouth fell open in shock. “Did you steal someone’s child?” 

“No!” he protested, running his hands through his unruly hair. “Y/N--that’s Kacchan.” 

There was a second of silence before you burst into laughter. After it had subsided to amused chuckles, you looked down at the child still wrapped like a vice around your waist. “That’s very funny. Now c’mon, tell me where Katsuki really is.” 

Midoriya simply raised an eyebrow and pointed at the child. “He was hit with a de-aging Quirk.” 

This time, there was no laughter. You pried the child off of your torso and held him at arm’s length, your eyes going wide when you recognized him from old childhood photos the Mitsuki had shown you. It was definitely him. 

Katsuki made grabby motions with his hands, and you instinctively picked him up and set him on your hip. He bared his teeth and giggled again. “Die!” 

“Jesus,” you sighed, gently swatting away his hands that were tugging on your hair. “Do we know how long it will last?” 

Midoriya shrugged. “I don’t know. We took him to a Quirk specialist and they said it could vary from a few hours to a few days.” 

You shifted Katsuki on your hip and studied his little face. “Do you think he’s aware of what’s happened?” 

“It’s hard to tell. All he’s really said so far is ‘Die!’ and ‘Y/N-chan!’” 

You snorted. “Sounds like Katsuki to me.” 

Midoriya rubbed the back of his head awkwardly. “Do you need any help? I can stay until it wears off, I know how much work children are.” 

“No, no,” you said, waving a hand dismissively. “I’ll be alright. You’ve got to finish your patrol, right? I’ll call you later and tell you if anything’s happened.” 

“Alright.” He leaned in and studied Katsuki’s face. “So strange. He looks just like when we were kids together.” 

Katsuki growled at him and made biting motions. 

“Hey!” you chided. “Don’t be rude, Katsuki. He’s trying to help you.” 

Katsuki grumbled and hid his face in your neck in shame. You rolled your eyes and gave Midoriya an apologetic smile. “Sorry. Seems like he hasn’t changed much.” 

“It’s alright,” he chuckled, taking a step back. “I’ll leave you to it. Call me if anything happens!” 

You closed the door and locked it. Katsuki whined and struggled in your arms until you took him into the kitchen and set him in one of the chairs. He playfully slapped his hands on the table and bounced in his seat, looking at you with those familiar, crimson eyes. 

You took the seat next to him, unsure of what to do next. “Are you hungry?” you asked him. 

“Guhhh!” was all his reply. 

“Food?” 

Katsuki stuck his fingers in his mouth and giggled. 

You sighed and got up from the table to make him something to eat. Maybe if you made his favorite food, it would make him change back faster...or...something.... 

As you moved around the kitchen preparing some spicy curry for him, you forgot he was a child and that children love getting into trouble, especially one like Katsuki. A few minutes had gone by and you no longer heard his toddler-babble at the table. You glanced over your shoulder and nearly dropped the bowl of rice in your hands. 

“Katsuki, no!” you cried, running over to where he had his pudgy little fingers inches from the hot stove. You whisked him away and returned him to his seat at the table. “Don’t touch that, you’ll hurt yourself.” 

He sniffed, burying his face in his arms. You gently pulled his hands away so you could look at him in the eye. 

“Stay here,” you told him, tapping the table. “Don’t move.” 

He pouted, but remained seated. 

Satisfied, you turned your back and finished making his meal. You ladled the spicy curry over the rice and returned to the table, where he was getting antsier and antsier by the second. He whined and grabbed for the bowl. 

“Nuh-uh,” you chastised, holding it away as you sat beside him. “It’s hot. We have to let it cool down.” 

“Hungry!” he complained, kicking his little feet in his chair. 

“Katsuki,” you warned. He huffed and crossed his arms, glaring at you with those eyes. His mop of blonde hair seemed even more wild than it usually was. Maybe that’s how it looked when he was a child. You reached out and pushed a strand out of his eyes. He scrunched his nose and ducked from your hand. 

When you were satisfied that the food was cool enough to eat, you pushed the bowl towards him. Katsuki stared at it, and then at you, and then back to the bowl. It was as if he had never seen something like it before in his life. 

“Here,” you said, picking up the spoon and scooping it into the bowl. You held your hand underneath it to keep it from dripping everywhere and pushed it towards Katsuki’s mouth. “Say ‘ahhhh’.” 

“Ahhhhh,” he repeated, opening his mouth and taking the bite. His little eyes lit up with happiness, immediately chewing and swallowing and opening for another one. You chuckled and fed him more, until he had finished the entire bowl. 

“Good job!” you said, folding your hands and smiling at him. “Did you get enough?” 

Katsuki responded with a yawn, his tiny hands rubbing his eyes. He looked like he was about to fall asleep in his chair. 

“C’mon,” you said, picking him up. His head fell against your shoulder as you carried him to the bedroom, where you gently placed him underneath the blankets. Katsuki was already fast asleep when you patted his head, shaking your head in disbelief. “Demon child.” 

You decided you would take a nap too, out on the couch. Somehow watching a child for a few mere hours was exhausting. As you stretched your legs out and yawned, you decided you would call Midoriya when you woke up again. 

“Hey, dumbass.” 

You blinked your eyes groggily, not sure what time it was or where you were. The apartment was dark and there was drool on your pillow. 

“Katsuki?” you groaned, sitting up on the couch. “Are you...are you back to normal?” 

“Yeah,” he growled, and you felt the couch dip as he sat down next to you. “Stupid Quirk. I hated every minute of it.” 

“Wait, so you were aware of what was going on?” you asked, scooting closer to him. “The whole time?” 

“The whole time,” he said. He gave you a sideways glance, a sly grin on his face. “I can’t believe you cooked and fed me curry.” 

“I did what I thought you wanted!” you protested, crossing your arms. “I have no idea how to take care of kids.” 

Katsuki chuckled. “You seemed to know what you were doing.” 

“You were so cute,” you said wistfully, “so tiny.” 

“Watch it,” he warned. “I’m not cute. Or tiny.” 

You wrinkled your nose. “You’re a little cute. Wait--if you knew what was going on, why did you go to touch the hot stove, dumbass?” 

“Because, dumbass,” he said, glaring at you, “I wanted to see what you would do. Turns out you’ve got some pretty fast reflexes. I think our kids will be just fine.” 

Your cheeks turned pink. “Our kids?” 

Katsuki gave you a pointed look. “Yes, our kids. Don’t tell me you’ve never thought about it.” 

“I’ve thought about it,” you admitted with a hidden smile. You felt giddy as you snuggled into his side, resting your head on his chest. “Our kids.” 

“Our kids.” 

[missdawnandherdusk]

an americano

Remus X Reader (coffee shop AU) 

Summary: He always asked for the same coffee order, but one day, he finally asks for your name. 

A/n: So, I put up a post and the lovely @trappedgoose-in-a-writblr-room​ responded first with a request for a Remus drabble so here it is! Our soft nervous precious Remus. I limited myself to about 1k words, so it is truly a drabble, but I’m willing to do a part two if y’all are into it. It’s super cute, and yes, I may or may not be a barista at a coffee shop, but that’s beside the point. and I am seriously judging you if you like americanos

“So, you come here often?”

He had been coming here for weeks. Maybe a few months. And every time he followed the same routine. He’d walk from the small bookshop across the way and into my café just as my shift was coming to its midway point. Always in a jumper. Always with a beat-up satchel. He’d order an americano and sit in the corner booth and tap on his laptop and work through a book, frowning and typing again, until his coffee was gone, and he seemed satisfied with his progress.

Remus. The name he’d put for the order. The first time I wrote it on his cup was customary. By his third visit, I didn’t bother. I knew who he was. By his fifth, he just waved, and I smiled, already pulling the shot of espresso for his americano. After a while I’d write stupid things on his cup. The slower days when we were the only two in the café. The color of his jumper, a silly variation of his name, whatever the main character of his book was. 

“Seeing as I work here,” I baited with a smile. “Yes,”

“Right,” He stammered. “Um...”

“Do you want another coffee?” I prompted, as he looked down, blushing a bright pink. 

“I... uh.” He finally glanced up. “I don’t know your name,” He rushed out.

I looked at him a moment, taken by surprise. 

“And I would ask you to join me for coffee, when you’re off your shift of course... or maybe on your day off if you even want to not that you have to, but I realize that I can’t exactly do that if I don’t know your name, so...” His nervousness left me scrambling to keep up with his rushed words. 

“Y/n,” I gave a reassuring smile. “And I’ll join you for coffee as long as I don’t have to drink an americano,” 

Now it was his turn to look shocked. As if my acceptance of his offer wasn’t expected. 

“I’m sorry, what?” He stumbled. 

“Americanos,” I clarified. “I don’t know how you manage them, because they’re just awful,” 

Whatever he had been thinking was abandoned to defend his drink of choice. 

“They’re not that bad,” He refuted. “And I’m lactose intolerant, so I don’t really have much of a choice,” 

I pursed my lips and chuckled. “Go sit, I’ll be there in a minute,” I sat across from him, setting a cup of coffee in front of him that held a warm amber color. He studied me and the cup. 

“This has milk in it,” He accused. 

“Oat milk, completely lactose free,” I rose my own mug of coffee. “It’s the only way I take my coffee anymore. I haven’t put any sugar in it, I don’t know how sweet you like it and I didn’t want to overdose you,” 

“Oat milk,” Remus pondered, picking up a fair share of sugar packets. “I never would have thought of that,” 

“Here’s to good coffee, not watered-down espresso,” I raised my mug and we both took a sip together and I watched his eyes widen at the coffee in his cup. 

“This is brilliant,” His eyes lit up. 

“You’d think that after the few months you’ve been here constantly, you’d figure out we had non-dairy options,” I teased lightly, and he blushed slightly. 

“I... I was distracted. So, I ordered what I knew,” He stammered, staring at his coffee. 

“Distracted?” I pressed. “Lost in too many books then?” 

“Well, yes. But no,” He chuckled. “There’s this pretty barista who works here that keeps me off balance.” I hid behind my mug my cheeks warming. 

“That so?” I tried to play off, but he caught my flush and grinned. “Then why the hell did it take you three months to ask for my name?” I accused, chuckling. 

“Well, I don’t know!?” He laughed. “You just so... you!” 

“What is that even supposed to mean!?” I giggled. 

“I don’t know,” His face was red from the laughter and the unanswered questions. 

“I’m glad you did finally ask,” I admitted, fidgeting with a spare napkin. “Are you a student? You’re always here with a book,” 

“Grad student,” He clarified. “Working on my dissertation. I have an internship at the shop across the way,” 

“You’re there most days that I work,” I noted. “You always come for coffee,” 

“Yeah, well,” He ducked his head. “I may or may not have accidentally memorized your schedule, so that our hours are close to the same,” We both blushed again. 

“Little creepy,” I raised an eyebrow, “And kinda a shame. I’d love to come and bug you while you’re working,” 

“Oh... I—you like to read?” I raised an eyebrow at him, and he backtracked. “Not to say that you don’t! But it’s a shop filled with—” 

“Vintage books, classics, literature, mythology. I know,” I smiled. “I frequent there. Even before you came around,” 

“Really?” 

I nodded and nursed my coffee. “I might not seem like it, but I’m also a student. I work here for the extra cash,” 

“Right,” He fumbled. “I—read anything interesting lately?” He redirected the conversation, and I could tell that he was more comfortable with the topic. It wasn’t hard to pick up that he wasn’t one for small talk, but his eyes lit up at the mere mention of a book. 

“Some work by De Pizan, my professor is doing a seminar on her,” I gave. “It’s really interesting, I’m enjoying it a lot,” 

“De Pizan,” He mused. “Middle Ages? Rhetorist, right?” I nodded and smiled. “It’s been a while since I’ve read anything of hers for class, or fun or that matter. I remember liking her work though, she was a proto-feminist,” 

“Yes...” I was surprised by his base of knowledge.

“Sorry, I know I ramble,” He ducked his head.

“I think it’s cute,”

“Oh... well,” Remus was becoming a permanent shade of pink. 

“You don’t do this sort of thing often do you?” I prompted. 

“What gave it away?” 

“Well, I mean there is the whole name ordeal. Then of course, you’re a shy book nerd, that’s obvious, but honestly, you’re nervous for all the wrong reasons,” I supplied. 

He gaped at me as if he didn’t know what to address about what I said first. While he was deciding, I reached out and placed my hand over his. 

“As someone else with anxiety, let me tell you, you’re doing just fine.” 

“Yeah?” His eyes were hopeful. 

I nodded and glanced at the clock. “Well, my break is over, but you’re welcome to hang out.” I stood, gathering both of our empty mugs. “And thanks... for finally asking,”

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KUMO'S DESIGNS ARE FINISHED!! as for her "after being captured" design, it'll be revealed soon, along with her "healing up" design, I just want it to be a lil surprise for now :P

I'll answer some questions abt her but won't go deep cuz I don't wanna spoil anything abt the lore I made :>

cool SpaceRiders AU –> @onyxonline

asks are open, if ur curious bout anything go ahead and ask (*｀▽´*)

[gureishi]

so... today I finished off Rays route with the GOOD ENDING (thank god) and my sleep schedule is officially non existent! :D

lemme start off with Day 8, because that must've been the creepiest the game has ever gotten for me. I MEAN LOOK AT THIS:

EVERYONE IS LITERALLY GONE, SOMEONE PLS SEND HELP! T_T

I never knew there was a part of Saerans route in which he quite literally cuts off your contact with the RFA????? wish someone warned me, but the surprise was quite welcome too I suppose?? the glitches and the distorted music definitely amplified that scary and hopeless feel I got after being cut off from the rest of the members (especially bby Saeyoung, god I love that boy). OH AND THE WAY THE CHATROOMS WOULD GLITCH BEFORE LOADING?? THAT CREEPED ME TF OUT THANKS!! Although I was in a way also happy that I was able to talk to Saeran more! (it is his route after all).

The chats with Rika always left me feeling frustrated. I could see where she came from and understood her motivations for the way she acted and behaved, but it hurt to see the way in which she believed she was loving and caring for Saeran, and how Saeran internalized everything she told him, idk that just left me feeling a new typa broken.

It was very tempting to lash out and get angry or even just to submit to Saeran and his horrible tormenting, but I held on to get that sweet delectable good ending! (gotta get that cute kiss CG after all)

Also I was worried about Saeyoung and his safety ALL THE TIME, I knew there was a part in the game in which he'd be kidnapped but when it finally happened I honestly wanted to stop playing lmao, also Saejoong Choi can take a piss somewhere, I hate him and I wish they revealed more of his crimes in Saeran's route :(

Saeran's route also honestly made me love Jumin so much more, his so endearing, honest and caring. Love that we get to see more of his relationship with V here, you can actually see that they're best friends and that makes my heart smile.

and AWW THE END WHERE WE SEE V WITH RIKA? That really played with my emotions, and has got me considering jumping straight into his route, because I for one know his life doesn't get any better in Saeran's AE unfortunately. (and of course I won't jump straight in again, since everyone around me has been saying getting two hours of sleep every night just to play an otome game is not healthy at all)

I love the calls we get with Saeran after he finally comes to and realizes his worth, the drugs finally out his system. His so adorable and soft and even goofy at times that it makes me question whether I actually see Saeyoung as my fav (though I'll have to think alot more about that T_T, I swear tomato boy I definitely still luv u lmao)

Also love that Saeran has the most kiss CGs out of all the routes, like yes we love to see it ^^

Oh and the guests for Another Story are just such a treat from Cheritz. I mean we literally invite a dragon?? (a shame Saeyoung couldn't see his dragon buddy) and a coding language??? cmon you can't tell me that's not cool.

even though you gave me the sleep friendly guide, I still ended up getting 100% for nearly everyday (except for 2 of them which was 90%) and I must say I'm quite drained and tired but also happy that I was FINALLY able to experience Another Story, something I only really read about online before without knowing too much detail of what specifically happened. It has quite honestly given me a bigger appreciation of the game as a whole :)

I would love to play Saeran's AE but am so scared of getting a bad end, and also there's like no guides for it anywhere? so there's that to worry about too i guess.

I did decide I'd perhaps take a break from playing this game for a while since unfortunately life continues and its back to work for me, but perhaps sometime soon I'll see myself playing through the alluring and mysterious photographers route instead? ;)

also this route got me thinking alot more why Cheritz didn't give the MC eyes?? Like what purpose does the MC not having eyes provide?? idk Cheritz just give her eyes please, I think that way there'd be alot less questions floating around my bloated and overfilled mind, thanks.

Also thanks for coming along with me and listening about my journey of playing through this Another Story, I really appreciated it! :))) <3

I have been so eagerly waiting for this update!!!! Congrats on getting that good end! I'm really impressed with your dedication—and also, like, please get some sleep 😭❤️

He really is such a sweetheart, isn't he? I totally relate to that feeling of like I LOVE YOU wait I wanna MARRY YOUR BROTHER wait I love you uhhhhhh help, both of you come here and give me a hug.

I am so excited to hear how you feel when you play V's route and, eventually, the AE! And I'll recommend another of Seeme's guides, hehe. I used it last time I replayed the AE and it was great. Here! There's a sleep schedule-friendly one too (though you are clearly a completionist when you play these routes and I feel that—I'm the same way).

Those kiss CGs! Are! Amazing. He honestly needs a lot of kisses.

As far as the eyes thing goes, it sure is weird, huh? Apparently it used to be pretty popular for otome game MCs not to have eyes so it's easier for players to self-insert. Lots of newer games seem to have MCs with more specific appearances (and personalities), though.

I do like to self-insert when I'm playing otome games but also...I look nothing like this MC anyway, so her being eyeless does nothing for me, lol.

Would you prefer an MC with eyes even if she's more clearly not you? I think I would.

Also this route ending man it kills me literally just thinking about it. But just! Remember! That our boy is fine in the end. He's okay!!! He's safe and he's happy and he's got a boat ❤️

Thank you for sharing this Saeran route journey with me, my dear. I enjoyed every second of it!

[pinkykitten]

Guess who saw IT chapter 2 in theaters last night???

Omg it was an amazing movie like I loved it so much I could watch it again. It was scary and hilarious and to me the cinematography was great

My butt hurt after cuz I did not want to miss anything and in scary parts I would cuddle with my jacket but never take my eyes off of it

Anywho I am adding this as a new fandom I will write so requests r open now for IT chapter 1 and IT chapter 2!!!👏 and for stranger things, Spider-Man homecoming and far from home, Gabriel Reyes / reaper, and 13 reasons why all seasons and season 3

!SPOILERS!

So I’m crying and dying on the inside rn because Eddie is dead and Stanley died like I wanted my losers to be together and like Eddie was strong in the end he faced his fear and that shows what a strong and building character he was.

I have a Pomeranian so I will never be the same after that not scary scary and very scary door scene with Eddie and Richie

I luv Richie so much cuz he’s so funny and just doesn’t even care lol

The scene w Beverly and that old lady scared me sm

Also the scene in the beginning with the two gay guys and penny wise eats the guys like chest like bro I was eating my candy in that scene

My fav scene and what I loved the cinematography was when Beverly was getting bullied in the bathroom and then a whole wash of blood enters and Ben is getting buried alive alone which is his fear so they’re both screaming out for each other and like the scene where she kicks open the door and sticks her bloody hand out to Ben for him to take to me like that could of been a cover for a movie game or book it was that cool looking

I actually like stories and books that don’t end in happiness cuz it’s real life... what bill said

I honestly felt high watching the Native American sacrificing scene, did not get it at all until mike explained it

One of the most scariest scenes to me was when that cute adorable precious little girl went down under the bleachers to find pennywise and she is scared by him I would be too child. But he guilt trips her and the crying he does and the way he acts to me is so scary idk why! Anywho then he likes eats her which to me was scary and sad cuz she was so sweet to him like f u clown!

And the other kid dying at the carnival like I got stranger things vibes from the carnival

I loved it when Richie and Eddie are next to each other and big pennywise is trying to kill the others and Richie asks Eddie u think he can see us? Like I cracked up so hard

I also liked the chase scene like the blue light and how it felt like the characters were running on something spinning but it was they were running at an angle

I ships ben and Beverly so hard and I loved that they kissed

Fortune cookie scene was wack but like awesome wack and that only they can see it so the waitress walks in while mike is literally smashing the table with a chair for no reason

Leprosy dude throwing up in eddies mouth lol I cannot the song and just

I kinda laughed when pennywise got small I’m sorry he just looked like a pancake

Stanley I luv u bby so much and I luv that u brought shower caps for the club house he is just so sweet

My sis just told me to put down that she fell in luv w Ben cuz he yes is delicious but she loved him so much even as a kid like she wanted him to be happy and have friends we just love Ben

My fav characters tho I can’t rlly choose r Richie and Eddie like I luv them so much I choose more Eddie in the first movie and then Richie in this movie but both r special

Pharmacist dude was touching himself and then touching my precious Eddie like dude get ur hands off my man

Love it when they all hugged Richie after eddies death and they held onto him like how friends do

Love it when men say they love u to other men and like as a friend it’s hard for them to do it but I liked it when mike said he loved him to bill and bill said he loved mike too

Didn’t rlly understand tho the bully zombie dude in the car like is he dead did they kill him what’s up w him like that part was pretty strange

Anywho if y’all want to talk to me about IT at all pls do I want to see how u liked the movie how u felt about it and maybe how u feel about the other movie get all fangirly w it

[thoseratgirls]

happy birthday ren!!! we luv n appreciate n adore u to bits bby!!!! @hatefuckz

lex: ren!!!! my ride or die!!!!! my MAIN BITCH!!!!! we have been through so much in such a short time. you are always there for me and i appreciate it so much. i hope you know i’m always there for you. i truly can’t imagine life without you. i’ve never met anyone like you. you are so strange and i love it so much. we can talk about literally anything and i feel so comfortable. thank you for being one of my best friends. i love you demon baby 🖤

val: i love ren with all of my heart and i want nothing but happiness and love for them !! they're pretty much the most chaotic person i have ever met in my life and it truly is amazing to admire what ren is like, there's nothing they would do without feeling it truly deep in their hearts and i'm so amazed by that 🤍🥺 i hope this is the best birthday yet

maddie: hi ren ilysm and happy birthdayyyyy!! i hope you got lots of lovey kitty cuddles and had an amazing day!! you're one of the strongest people i know and you're so so nice and sweet and so!!! funny!!!! you're hilarious, the life of the party. i always feel comfortable around you and you've given me advice when i needed it and you're always so caring and warm and just always there. ily ily ily ily

rosie: ren!! you are genuinely one of the very funniest people i know and i adore you!! you do so much for me n all of us and you’re always so willing to help n be there for everyone n u are just !!! so so kind. you’re also so SMART i always forget you are only a year older than me because of how smart you are sdkjfls i luv u and u truly deserve the whole entire world im so grateful that you are apart of my life n i hope your birthday has been amazing bby !!!

olivia: ren u have!!! the kindest heart and always let people know that youre there for them and that truly means the world. u bring so much energy and fun to the gc, it truly truly wouldnt be the same without you, thank u for being so lovely always💗💗💗i love u !!!!! happy birthday angel mwah

ness: rennn!!!! is my favorite gamer hi ren I love you so much thank you for being hilarious and telling amazing stories and empowering all of us, you remind me of a wolf and the forest at night 💚 have an amazing day

julia: ren!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! u are such an incredible person n so fucking cool n i love u so so so much. i hope this birthday treats u well n that everything u want to happen Happens. ur such a rockstar. keep kicking life's butt. i love u sooo much <333

cara:  Happy Birthday Ren! We’ve known each other for so long and I feel so blessed and grateful for that because you have brought nothing but joy to my life and you are honest to god one of the funniest people I know you are so real with everyone and you make everyone feel comfortable and loved at all times you are always there for everyone no matter what I love you and I hope you have the best day ever you deserve it 💛

abbie: ren is one of the strongest, most kind hearted people i have ever met ! i am so grateful to have to have met her ! bc she has such a warm energy that always makes everyone feel so comfortable and seen! i adore her v much ! i hope u have the best birthday ren!! 💗💗

in conclusion we luv u

[spiritsncrystals]

Yu-Gi-Oh GX for the fandom thing!

why did i expect this lol

Favorite Male Character: Judai. he’s my kuriboh bby boi and i luv im to bits his growth as a person was also interesting to see but in terms of my favourite favourite there’s 1% competition cuz my bby is my favourite

Favorite Female Character: probably either tania or bursty (burstlady/burstinatrix) Tania is p much the urbosa of Gx a strong cool And beautiful tribe leader. (except she’s also a tiger) and well she’s great.bursty i like cuz she’s a badass lady spirit in ep 20 and welp i just like her

Least Favorite Character thats a hard one. i got a load of characters i have a disliking to (mostly S3 jackasses that got what they sorta deserved)but if i had to pick someone it’d be satou/ professor stein mostly goin by dub logic here because the voice really backs up the point. his voice is just so..monotone and boring that really you cant find any or much interest in him. and he wonders why everyone slept through his classes..

Favorite Ship: my blog name is an anonym for it it’s even in my blog title header it’s spiritship.

Favorite Friendship: another hard one.. there’s a lotta good friendships in Gx although im probably gonna be an odd one out saying i enjoyed the sorta friendship rei had with martin (before the whole yubel possessed martin stuffu) it was nice to see rei fussing over someone who wasn’t ryo or judai. plus it’s someone who looks about her age (whatever her actual official jap age is)

Favorite Quote ooo thats easy. yknow where haou says to judai “to be willing to become evil to defeat evil..” it just has more of a deeper meaning to me sorta questioning the whole can the hero always win in the end? plus it has a nice tone to it.

Worst Character Death: in terms of brutality/darkest id say Cobra’s was the worse. i mean paralyzed into walking off a platform 20feet high and falling to his death…that’s pretty dark. literally

This made me so happy you have no idea Moment: im just gonna mark this as a moment that is never not gonna be funny to me-

where manjoume calls sho and kenzan judai’s lil baby duckies which in it’s context makes 100% humorous sense

Saddest Moment: i still gotta get through a few major angst episodes but i think in 146 where judai’s just wondering round the remains of the villages and that in darkworld after the destruction he caused as haou and keeps flashing back to when he caused it. and then ends up returning to where he dueled brron and keeps seeing images in his mind of the suffering the 4 friends killed 4 super poly and is just really torn about what he’s done and wants to know how does he repent for the sins he’s caused and then that bao guy shows up wanting to beat judai so he can be seen as the new ruler and obviously his whole PTSD has limmited how effectively he can duel and the most sad bit is he sees it as the answer to what to do about his sins and accepts almost in hopes of duelicide (basically a suicide duel) with very little hope of winning and finds it fitting that his life should end where his friends did.

honestly that’s like how he feels at the time and its kinda heart breakin

Favorite Location: Orisis\slifer red dorm. no questions asked.

but thats p much it.

[skizmin]

minghao!soulmate au

prompt: if someone touches you, your soulmate feels warm where you’ve been touched and can sense how you feel about the contact (uncomfortable, calm etc;)

genre: fluff soooo much fluff, soulmates!au, very very brief and vague ment of sexual harassment its tiny pls dont be put off, college!au

a/n: hey minghao, i miss you, please rest lots and become healthy for seventeens next comeback!!

okay so

throughout your younger years youve never really paid much attention to your soulmate, ofc your parents told you when you were about four that the weird warm things you were feeling was your “one true love that you’ll meet later” and whatnot

i mean of course youd chuckle sometimes when your cheeks got all warm and an annoyed feeling fleetingly passed through you knowing your soulmate must be being coddled by one of his aunts or smth 

but other than that

you just went on with your life

it wasnt until you were sixteen did you start paying more attention to it

sometimes youd get a bit worried when youd feel a warm spot on your arm and a surge of slight anger in your heart but it was always quickly replaced by happiness

you knew it was his friends hitting him by then so you just chilled tf

even when you felt your ass became VERY warm, you felt the same anger/happiness flow through your body so you just shook the fact that your soulmates ass just got BEAt off and continued what you were doing. 

youll have junhui to thank for that later

so by the time you were going into university you had become very aware of the fact that your soulmate was barely ever getting hugs anymore

and you just :^((( poor bby

and an idea popped into your head like !!!

my soulmate feels warm when i get hugged akdfksjla

instantly you were like IM GONNA HUG EVERYONE!!!!! EVEN IF ITS AWKWARD

so like, first day on campus housing grounds you found your dorm house and with that your RA housemate

she was cool and you where like hhhhhhh

i barely know you but

i have this duty of care for my soulmate so im just gonna

and you hugged her rly big and you felt uncomfortable at first but also so proud of yourself like wow

get you a girl like me ;^))

anyway your housemate is like “oooooookay, this is your room here and its just us and three others who’re already here”

youre awkwardly like cool okay see u later

amd ur blushing rly hard but hey at least you did it

anyway fast forward a couple weeks and youre like hugging all your new friends everytime you see them and theyre like wow shes clingy but they still luv you

and youre!!

so!!

comfortable!!

abt doing it now like “hey hugs????? hugs are my shit.” ya feel?

cut over to minghao whos going to the same university as you with junhui

they both moved from china and minghao misses his fam so much :^(((

particuarly his mums hugs which he got all the time and sometimes he thought it was annoying but now hes like hhhh

MUM BRING ME BACK

minghaos mum was also rly open about haos soulmate and loved hearing about her

like one day hao came home (age 18???) fuming bc he felt his chest get warm in class and then his butt and a really strong feeling of fear and uncomfort and disgust filled him and he immediately knew what happened but he didnt feel anything else after that and he was so glad but still and his mum was like hao that happens to girls :^((( im sorry your soulmate must feel awful rn 

and hao felt sick in his stomach and he was like “im gonna kill anyone that does that to my soulmate again mum !!!!!!!!

and his mum was so proud

anyway hes almost fluent in korean by now and luckily junhui is good at making friends and found some that speak madarin and korean too so!!

their new friend jackson and some others are constantly with hao and hui being like “no that means square, this is how you say suspense” n shit

and hao learnt rly easily!! so did hui!! anyway

lately hao has been feeling his soulmate hug a lot of people lately and hed be rly happy except hes sorta 

“is my soulmate dating someone rn?? :^((” 

and hed remind himself you can date whoever you want before you meet him 

but hed still be all emo bc he wants love too and he misses his family and hes in a foreign country and hes failing one of his subjects bc how is he supposed to know all the non latin korean terms for all the flowers and plants they get pop quizzes on

and he just wants to hurry up and meet you bc hes all 

“everythings gonna be fine when i meet my soulmate!!!!!! theyre gonna make everything perfect for me!!!!!”

like, hao sweetie

calm down

but he’d be so determined like legit whenever junhui was with him and they were around people he’d be like JUNHUI TOUCH MY ARM

and he’d look around frantically for someone being like “tf my arm is warm gosh dang wonder what my soulmates up to lol” but he’d be a bit disappointed every time.

anyway tho so jackson invites him and junhui to his friend jaes party after teaching them all the korean slang shit

legit hes like

“guys. i think youre ready for your first party”

junhui nearly cries

little does he know youre??? invited to the same one by your housemate jimin (jyp gang here we go)

anyway you go to the party and are determined like legit hugging everyone you meet and jimins next to you like

im rly sorry about her dont ask

and minghaos in the kitchen like!!!! wth my soulmate keeps hugging people junhui smh smh 

he’s slightly buzzed and hella jealous

anyway he goes to the loungeroom for a sec to find his friend sicheng who just messaged that he was here 

and wow best luck ever you walk up to junhui and jae and meet them both!! youre all 

JAEE THANKS FOR HAVING THIS PARTY IM Y/N and you give him the biggest hug and then you turn to junhui whos all

hi im junhui

and smiling awkwardly and youre like

NICE TO MEET YOU!!!!!

and give him an even bigger hug than you gave jae and jae and jimin are watching you like wtf and junhuis like awkwardly patting your back and IN COMES MINGHAO WHOS GETTING SICHENG A DRINK

hes like jeSuS chRiSt how many time does she have to hug her s/o in the span of an hour!!!!!!!!

and he feels random extra warmth spurt on his back and hes like what sort bf/gf pats their s/os back lmao and then he seens you hugging junhui and he like

pauses for a second 

then hes like haha gtta be a coincidence that i can see a georgeous random stranger hugging my best friend in the same way i can feel my soulmate hugging someone rn

amd junui sees hao and a wave of relief passes over him and he grabs your shoulders and pushes you away like

MINGHAO HEY!!

and you turn around as junhuis like “this is y/n, friend of a friend of jacksons ad jaes”

and minghaos like HOLY SHIT I FELT THAT MY SHOULDERS JUST GREW WARM

and then you meet eyes with the most goRGEOUS boy youve ever seen like HOW can someone look like that

and as soon as you meet eyes your body just gets soWARM and your heart like

fuckin swells and shit

and youre like ohmygodohmygod whats happening

and hes looking at you with the widest eyes ever and everyones like “wow they must find each other pretty hot theyre just staring at each other”

and suddenly minghao grabs sichengs hand and just places it on his chest and sichengs like wtf no homo

and you feel warmth on your chest and a surge of shock, excitement and hopefulness rush through your blood but the first thing you say is

WTF YOU PERV as youre grabbing your chest and junhui finally catches on and walks up and pokes you in the stomach and you yelp and minghao just touches the warm spot on his stomach and smiles SO wide

he legit runs up to you like OHMYGOD YOURE MY SOULMATE TELL ME EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU IVE DREAMT OF MEETING YOU MY WHOLE LIFE 

and he goes to hug you but stops himself

by now everyones gone to give you some privacy 

and youre like wot!!!!! hug me!!!!!!

but he just says “dont you have a partner?? im not doing anything with you until you and them break up” he ain no homewrecker sweeties no cheating in this household

and youre just like

????????? what ?????????

“youre always hugging your partner!! its hard not t notice, youre so proud after too :^(((”

and you start laughing

hes just pouting at you like whattttttttttttt

you say in between laughs

im hugging people for you!!! you havent been getting hugs lately, and i like it when you get hugs i love the feeling so i thought id hug a bunch of people so you could feel warm anf fuzzy inside!!!

he looks at you like,,,,,, oh,,,,,,

and then he swoops you into the biggest bear hug ever and you feel warm and fuzzy except its not the same. it feels so

so real??????

you almost start crying and then he pulls away looking teary eyed too

“y/n was it??? im minghao. and im looking forward to hugging you and being with you for the rest of my life.”

youve never smiled wider as you jumped into him and gave him your first kiss while thinking of how great your future was gonna be.

fin.

hope yall liked that shit!!!!!!

[fxrris]

hello my friends it is i, ur friendly neighbourhood canadian moose !! i’m 20, use she/her pronouns, and i’m a virgo sun, pisces moon & scorpio rising. also a future vet but we don’t like to talk abt school because yikes !! i’m rly excited for this y’all don’t even know. this is my bby ferris & she’s a bit of a nut buT i hope u like her anyway ?? i’m a thirsty hoe and i wanna plot w all of u so HMU or just LIKE THIS and i’ll come to you !! u can also peep her pinterest board HERE for a lil more vibes but more info abt her under the cut !!

holy shit! did you see that? oh wait, that’s just ferris mcelroy, the local madelaine petsch lookalike. apparently, she’s been in Moon Valley for twenty-one whole years! they’re very enthralling, but also pretty reticent, which is why: a bouquet of wilted flowers, dirt caked under chipped fingernails, smudged eyeliner, and moths surrounding a flickering light describes their vibe effortlessly. I wonder what this 21 year old hopes to discover in good ol’ Moon Valley.

she’s v inspired by jennifer from the movie phenomena and a lil bit of luna lovegood !!!

so ferris was born & raised in moon valley and has lived there her entire life !! 

she’s always been a bit of an unusual gal ig ?? a quiet girl who kept to herself while her identical twin sister, piper was like...the more outgoing & friendly & popular one. but the two were still best friends & ferris didn’t really care that ppl didnt like her as much

she actually preferred it that way bc she’s always really liked being alone. she very very rarely spoke up as a child and ppl and teaches especially thought she was just dumb but she is actually v intelligent

1000000% nature hoe !!! she grew up always being outside and playing with bugs and in the trees. always walkin around barefoot and trying to talk to and befriend the plants and animals

she very much believes that she has a deep spiritual like......paranormal connection to nature?? fully believes that she can communicate with and understand plants, animals & insects and sense how they’re feeling and vice versa. she is very in Tune with the world around her

so she’s quite sensitive and her mood / attitude / emotions are also v heavily affected by like....nature and the weather and stuff u know. but she’s happy when it rains.

tw: missing person / death !! her twin sister piper went missing shortly after their 17th birthday and her whereabouts are still unknown. no one knows what happened to her and her mom still hasn’t given up the search. it was such a tragedy and it rly tore the family apart as u can imagine??? about a year after, ferris’ parents split up and her dad moved away bc he couldn’t rly take it and her mom is.....still pretty shook up about it. she refuses to stop trying to find piper and bc of that people think she’s a bit nutty ???? but what else is she supposed to do u know thats her babY. and she lowkey.....resents ferris bc she is just a constant reminder of their once picture perfect family and her mom always lowkey liked piper more rip

even tho no one knows where piper is or what happened, ferris fully believes 1000000% that she’s dead and the two of the can communicate. she was really devastated when she first disappeared as u can imagine but after speaking to her sister she is no longer upset about it bc she believes that her sister is at peace now and in a better place. she claims that her sister speaks to her in her dreams and also that she can communicate with her spirit. 

is it real ???? is it just her way of coping?????????? we will never know for Sure.

lots of people think she is just like.....out of her mind & full of it but she doesn’t rly care ??? like....these are her experiences and if u dont believe her oh well !!! join the club !!!!!

she has major insomnia that only got worse after her sister disappeared. she’s basically the queen of the no sleep club and she’s always tired but.....the bitch can’t sleep !!!!

she is basically in her own little dream world at all times and can be p disconnected from reality ????? like....she’s always got her head in the clouds

she lowkey ruins everything good in her life and is consistently fucking up. she has a tendency to push ppl away ?? just because like......idK she just doesn’t rly think people would like her if they rly got to know her so it’s better to keep people at a distance to start with rather than get attached and have them fuck off???? she’s never had good luck w relationships so it’s kind of sketchy to her

but she feels everything so deeply like.....she’s an incredibly sensitive person she feels everything sO MUCH

her house is an bug zOO. like, she has pet tarantulas and stick bugs and giant millipedes and ant farms and probably cockroaches and shit too like.....it’s GROSS but she thinks they’re rly cool and she likes to talk to them

she’s worked at the amusement park since she was 16!!!! she sells cotton candy :’)

her sexuality is v fluid and she identities as queer !!! she doesn’t rly think abt it too much ig ??? she just......likes whoever she likes and it’s not some big deal to her u know

did i mention that she luvs bugs bc..........................she luvs bugs

smokes a lot of weed probably mostly to help her sleep but also bc.....why Not. when she’s high she’ll just talk about shit forever man which is wild bc she barely talks when she’s sober ???

as for wanted connections i literally want...........everythinG but here is a lil list of ideas !!

a best friend !! probably since they were v young like,.......the one person who rly knows her inside & out and she can trust with anything

a drug dealer !!!!! i imagine she would be like kind of friends w them ?? since she is prob blowing up their phone a lot lmao. also just ppl she can get high with would b cool as well

an ex !!! she probably got scared and pushed them tf away and ran for her LIFE bc she just.......has Issues and it’s hard for her to connect w people

her sister’s friends !!!! this is something i REALLLYYYY want bc piper was v popular and well-loved so it would be interesting ??? they could like....resent her or think she’s a total freak or remind them of piper and they want to be her friend or literally anything i just Want it

maybe some hookups or somethin

someone who like....deadass just thinks she’s a fucking weirdo

also !!!! someone she has a big crush on but.....she is like too nervous to talk to them or like act on it or anything

some friends maybe

literally anything

[missdawnandherdusk]

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Draco X Hufflepuff!Reader

Summary: A new student needs a bit of guidance from you. 

A/n: No, this isn’t the chapter you’re looking for but this was in my archive of notes for this series and I ended up cutting it, but it was too cute and pure not to share with you guys, so here’s a deleted scene from my Hufflepuff series!! New chapter to come soon! 

Until McGonagall was standing over Draco and I, my nerves had calmed down. Now, they were sky high.

“Professor?” I asked, taking Draco’s hand in mine under the table. He squeezed it reassuringly.

“Miss Y/n, I would like to speak with you in my office,” McGonagall looked over her spectacles at me.

“Uh, okay,” I stood slowly, eyeing Draco, who was glowering. “Love you,” I whispered softly to him before following the professor.

“You can stop your fretting dear,” McGonagall encouraged. “You’re not in trouble,”

McGonagall closed the office door behind us where a young Gryffindor student stood, looking quite terrified. Her bright golden eyes stood starkly against her deep chocolate skin. If I hadn’t seen her eyes, and it had been years ago, I might have mistaken her for Hermione.

“This is Cheyenne Clearwater,” McGonagall introduced. “She is descendant of Ieles.”

“The nymphs?” I gasped, a smile growing on my face. “That’s so cool!” 

Cheyenne blushed. 

“Quite so,” McGonagall pressed her lips into a thin line. “But it also means that she is deaf,” 

“What?” I backtracked.

“And until we can get a proper translation spell in order for her and her tastes, Professor Sprout proposed that you might be able to translate for her? She needs a translator in Herbology, and as a part of your N.E.W.T course, Sprout said that she would accept if you were a teacher’s assistant for the younger years, and thus being able to aid Miss Clearwater, here. Since you and Abby took up sign language last year for your... task.” Her blue eyes held an air of mischief.

“Oh, yeah, of course,” I smiled at Cheyenne and began to sign: My name is Y/n. It’s nice to meet you.

Cheyenne’s eyes widened in shock and awe as she quickly began to sign back: You can sign!? I didn’t think anyone here knew how to! Momma and Papa always used translating spells.

I learned last summer. I smiled signing, mouthing the words.

Cheyenne beamed up at me, and for a moment, all of the darkness that loomed over the school was absent in her smile and shining eyes. To my surprise, McGonagall began to sign at Cheyenne asking her to wait outside her office door while she spoke to me. When we were alone, my anxiety began to flutter again.

“It shouldn’t take more than a day or two,” McGonagall reassured. “And, of course, you’ll get House points and extra credit.”

“No, I don’t need that,” I refuted quickly.

Cheyenne was waiting for me out in the hall, still beaming. We chatted—signed—and I asked her about her first day so far. She was a bit wary of Professor Snape, and I informed her that it was a commonality amongst all students. She said she had made a few friends and that her sister was also here, helping her translate in her other classes. I led her back to study hall, where Draco’s stormy blue eyes flashed up and met the two of us.

Is that your boyfriend? Cheyenne asked, giggling. He’s very pretty.

Yes, he is, I chuckled to myself. That’s Draco. He’s a bit rough on the outside but deep down he’s sweet.

“Who’s this?” Draco asked. “What happened?” I could hear the anxiety in his voice.

“This is Cheyenne,” I signed as I spoke. “She’s a first year and she’s a nymph decensdant, so McGonagall asked me to translate for her until they could get the proper spell for her.”

I watched her hands.

“She says it’s nice to meet you,”

Draco looked baffled at the young girl beside me.

“It’s nice to meet you too,” He gave a tight smile, watching my hands as I signed to her. “We have homework, love,”

I told Cheyenne that I would see her in class tomorrow, and that Draco was correct, I did have homework to attend to. The first year nodded, still smiling as she bounced off down the halls towards what I assumed was the Gryffindor Common Room.

“Were we ever that lively?” I murmured, sitting back down next to him. “As first-years?”

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