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#super junior ff
kangnina · 1 month
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MDNI - For science... yeah.... 😅
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Nope, I'm still crying
#i wish literally anybody from school remembered me#literally only 2 people i was friends with hace talked to me in the past four years#i had the realization tonight that i was never given the choice to nurture most of my friendships#everytime i tried outside of school hours including trying to join clubs my mom would make me leave halfway through then lecture me#that she didn't have time to drive to town and get me#but as soon as my brother wanted to join junior air force she suddenly had all the time and energy in the world to devote to that#so what I'm getting here is that my friendships and interests weren't important enough or worth her time#i wasn't interested in Junior air force 1 cause it wasn't offered to me and 2 I'm not a boit licker#no#i was interested in the video game and board game clubs cause my friends were in them and they WANTED me to join#but after not getting to stay for more than one full session after a month i left the board game club cause it wasn't fair to the others#and i only went to the video game clu once and i don't remember much of it cause i was too anxious that she was gonna flip on me#i kept waiting for her text but instead she showed up at the classroom and made me leave#so when the same teacher that ran the board game club asked if i wanted to join the chess club cause he knew i liked chess#i told him i couldn't cause i was too busy because i didn't want to deal with begging my mom to let me join#she would have said yes but would have continued not letting me stay and being super passive aggressive#I'm not even in the year book for the year my friends graduated#the one thing she did let me do was drama and i hated every second of it. it was genuinely a bad experience for me#yeah i had friends in drama but it's not the same as hanging with my nerdy guy friends playing a star wars ttrpg#the worst part is she gets so defensive when i bring it up and won't give me a reason outside of 'I guess I'm just the worst parent'#it's in those moments i really remember she's the youngest in her family#OH!! it gets worse! she told me when i was younger that she had to be an honorary cheer leader cause HER MOM absolutely refused to#let her join cheer and she's alsways been bitter about it but then she turns around and did basically the same thing to me ffs#at least she was allowed to hang out with people after-school i wasn't allowed to do that either#no. instead i spent the hours after shcool alone most days and my weekends home alone in my room. and she wonders why my social skills are#maybe if I'd been allowed to work on my relationships outside of a classroom i wouldn't have felt so abandoned when everyone i knew#graduated without me. maybe if i didn't have to start back at square one socially again and had people to text and hang with after class#i wouldn't have dropped out. and i think only atlas knows i dropped out. idk how to text these people without spunding like I'm looking for#sympathy when they ask what I'm up to. like yeah I'm stuck at home with an anxiety disorder and unemployed trying to get on disability#prisma vents
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sj-rockstar · 2 months
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ao3: teukie
Top written characters and pairings:
Yesung/Leeteuk
Leeteuk/Kyuhyun
Leeteuk/Heechul
Donghae/Eunhyuk
Donghae/Sungmin
Top tags:
Angst
Dead dove
Fluff
‘barely edited’
One shot
I do take requests. I will probably never write smut, though. I don’t ask for anything. Been out of the fan fiction game for years due to writers’ block. Ready to get serious again. Blog for notes, closing thoughts, mood boards, motivation and sharing. ‘sj-rockstar’ may be a temporary username.
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yutaholic · 9 months
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how are you feeling about the new 7 members they announced?
idk how to feel about it tbh :// imo there’s so much going on in ncity already, so this feels so weird and forced 😭 also i saw the youngest was born in 2007 🤨 like in my eyes nct are all grown men, like they make pussy music and sing about fucking bitches in porsches. chewing gum and mfal had its moment and i love those songs but it seems like such a weird move to inevitably regress to that kind of music when you debut minors…
and the whole survival show of it all, idk it just feels off and i’m annoyed at the direction sm is taking them
Well I just learned of this now thanks to your message lol I've been out of the loop
I think my first reaction is this makes no sense why they took Shotaro and Sungchan out EXCEPT to give RIIZE a boost of nctzen fans. Why would you add a whole 7 member group to an existing group after removing 2 other members who have been sitting around with no unit for 2+ years?
I'm more annoyed that NCT Tokyo, which was going to have Yuta and Shotaro according to earlier rumors, is now just going to be its own separate thing which makes no sense. They never stop fucking things up for my Yuta.
My friend said SM got so much shit from nctzens (Korean and intl) about NCT Hollywood that they pretty much scrapped all their future NCT plans. Nctzens may be so high maintenance (looking at the kfans that boycotted 127 for promoting in the US) that SM may be sick of them at this point.
They said the infinite expansion is officially over. I doubt this new crop of super young kids is to compensate for the older members starting to go to the military. Ffs look at Shinee and Super Junior. They did just fine with members in the military.
Idk in conclusion it just makes no sense to me but when has anything SM done ever made sense
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aroaceconfessions · 2 years
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I’m 20, and I’ve thought that I might be ace for a while, maybe since high school. My friends have (kindly) asked me if I was ace since I was around 16/17/18 years old. I’ve confessed/confirmed that I was many of times, but now I’m not quite sure + microlabels stress me out.
I’ve only had one boyfriend while I was a junior in high school, who I’m still bitter about more often than not. I wanted to kiss him, touch him, and cuddle, but I don’t think I really wanted more than that. I never got that from him anyway since we didn’t last long, but that’s besides the point. I’m confused about what sexual attraction is or if I have felt it at all or have ever felt it for more than a couple of guys, if you can call it that. I have tons tons of celebrity crushes and am often the first to point out a cute guy. Some have really got me going down there, but the idea of sex just weirds me out and repulses me entirely despite having a very mild, vanilla curiousity about what it feels like. Or maybe I’m just scared of sex or want to be special or am scared to be seen without clothes, who knows. I’m honestly just super confused about my identity. I’m 20 ffs. Every person who’s had a crush on me I’ve never liked back like that, and it’s made me feel really shallow. To be honest, I’m just lonely romantically. I’m told not to go looking for it and not to settle, but I’m tired of waiting. Especially after seeing one of my best friends get engaged and so many couples have a beautiful type of love. I don’t feel normal, and that breaks me. I’d love to feel desired and like I hang the stars by someone who I’m interested in too. I feel like not wanting sex is just gonna complicate things between me and potential partners, but I’m not interested in that type of intimacy right now. I’d rather just have kissing, over the clothes touching, cuddling, fluffy crap, etc. I seriously just want someone to hold me around my waist and rest his head on my shoulders. It’s lowkey scary af to be alone and feel empty romantically when you really don’t want to be, even if it’s not the end all be all of life. I don’t even want kids if that means having sex with someone, let alone carrying a child. That straight sounds repulsive, but I guess that’s normal at 20. I’m just really confused, scared, and in need of getting this off my chest to someone who doesn’t know me or will tell me that I “just haven’t found the right person yet” or that I’ll “definitely want sex one day” even if I don’t rn (bc what if I never do?).
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jakesplots · 30 days
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jake's wanted plots — annual summer vacation edition
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plot idea: my parents own a beach house right on the coast of north carolina, i've been going ever since i was a little kid. through the years i've annually invited many friends, including you, my best friend. now the five of us go to my beach house every year during the summer. unfortunately, we had a failed hook-up during our junior year of high school. now, we, along with our whole friend group, are freshmen in college. our failed hookup has led us to resent each other, we don't talk, we argue, and our friend group has no idea why. you are now in a relationship with one of the other members. the news leaves me shocked, but i don't care, because i hate you as you hate me. eventually, after more fighting, we fall into a frenemies-with-benefits situation. the whole group, including your partner, are all unaware. the two of us strictly agree it's just physical and just for the summer, but is it really?
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[ INCLUDED TROPES ] childhood friends to frenemies to friends with benefits to lovers, enemies to lovers, bad at feelings, love language: glaring, miscommunication (it eventually gets solved), sex with no feelings, heavy on the angst, eyefucking each other, sneaking around, keeping their relationship a secret, bad idea, cheating (on one of the other group members, it gets resolved eventually), private conversations on the beach, there's a lot to unpack here, unfortunate forced proximity, fast burn for sex, slow burn for romantic feelings, awkward arguments
inspired by the summer i turned pretty
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what you can expect from me with this plot !!
will send tons of songs, videos, tiktoks that remind me of our characters !!
will talk about our characters CONSTANTLY !!
will always be down to keep the roleplay long term !!
pinterest boards, spotify playlists, and google documents are my happy place !!
super in-depth characters that i hold near and dear to me !!
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extra notes !!
don't interact if you aren't comfortable with nsfw.
don't interact if you're more inactive than active.
this plot works with all pairings (mf, mm, ff), but best with mm.
there are a lot more plot points to discuss.
i only roleplay on private discord servers.
[ STATUS: CLOSED FOR NOW ]
like this and i'll come to you, or send me a chat <3
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spiteless-xo · 11 months
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eeee hi tiff!
it's your fellow porco enthusiast and birthday twin anon here (i'm deciding that that is a lot to type out to distinguish me, so i will just be tagging my future asks with the pancake emoji)!
i saw in a dif ask that you wrote shinee ffs and i wanted to ask if you still keep up with shinee / still listen to the kpop genre as a whole, or if not, what have been some favorite songs of yours lately? <3
~ 🥞
😮 what do you mean fellow porco enthusians/birthday twin anon?? that rolls of the tongue so easily 💀💀
every time you send me an ask i wanna call you my fellow porco fucker but i feel like that's too vulgar (but drunk tiff is ok w saying that so here we are idk)
i'm not a big kpop fan anymore sadly but i really like anything by Rap Monster from BTS (even tho I hate his name 💀 why is it so cringe) and I get a lot of Stray Kids tiktoks on my FYP but I don't know any of their songs offhand
my favourite songs when i listened to kpop tho from the top of my head are:
love should go on - shinee
lucifer - shinee (and probably everything from this album)
love love love - epik high
sorry sorry - super junior
superman - super junior m
sunset glow - big bang
last farewell - big bang
mister - kara
genie - snsd (one of the idols is named tiffany too!! 🥰)
i can't remember songs offhand but i also was a big fan of 2pm, f(x), 2ne1, dbsk, and ft island.
i'm gonna put this under a cut because it's kinda heavy (tw for shinee jonghyun)
i was a really big kpop fan for a long time until jonghyun's suicide. i never thought that a celebrity death would affect me as much as his did but i was really really broken up about him and i ended up just hating the kpop industry as a whole as a result.
even tho it's been like >5 years, i still kinda have a bad taste in my mouth about the whole kpop industry. a lot of other idols that i was fans of have died from suicide and i don't think the industry has changed at all so i feel weird supporting it
no shade to you if you do!! or anyone else!! just personally i feel weird about it.
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freshrunawayreview · 1 year
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"If comfort is people, then these guys are my comfort" (c)
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it's been a month since i saw super junior perform live and my heart couldn't get any happier.
in all honesty, i just became a fan recently and this is my first comeback. i hope you won’t judge me on why I'm part of that crowd even though I'm just a baby elf.
the thing is that when zayn left 1D i decided not to fangirl anymore because i cannot bear the sadness that comes after when your fave boy band disbanded. i was so heartbroken that time. ff to the years ahead, told myself why not try kpop this time..i listened to some of their songs & t'was actually good tho, u get that catchy vibe so i’ve been a casual listener since then. don’t want to stan hard yet....
a year ago, something happened and my days have been sad ever since. one day, i came across to this one eunhyuk video. he’s just standing and breathing there but damn he looks so ethereal?? got me curious like i want to get to know him.
so i search about him only to find out that he’s an idol and a member of sj. but before that, i already know yesung as sj coz of that kdrama voice. from then on, i started listening to their songs, to watching their variety shows & everything in between. the rest is history.
my sad days have been a lot better now since i get to know them i’m not even kidding. they are my new found source of happiness. sj are not just a performer, they can also be an entertainer, a host, an actor and i think that’s amazing. that’s why they’re still thriving even up to this day.
but what i love the most about them ofc is their music esp the ballads. i’m drawn to songs that makes me feel nostalgic/melancholic vibe. kinda weird tho i'm already sad but i still want to listen to their ballads.
i’ve come to a point that i won’t last a day without listening to their song & watching suju content. i somehow realize oh i’m in love with this group that i even bought their merch & the fanlight (w/o knowing if i’ll be able to attend the con or not)
i cannot believe myself! HAHAHA i usually don’t buy stuff. i’m really not into it plus it’s costly. besides, i don’t fangirl this hard before but rn when it comes to suju i’d be willing to go all in. the things you do for love.
and when i heard the news that they’re coming back here in my country i would never want that opportunity to pass. i need to see the group who keeps me sane and alive when i’m having a hard time even if they know nothing about it :((
i literally prayed for it to be able to see them perform live. i’m so glad i did, it’s the most surreal and special thing ever. & did you know that 15 mins before the show starts, my seat was upgraded into vip seated FOR FREE?!!! ISN'T IT AMAZING?! THE PLOT TWIST I DIDN'T EXPECT
indeed, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.
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13elievekyuwook · 6 years
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itshayhay · 3 years
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Me:
Good morning world I am ready to face todays obstacles-
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“NCT Hollywood”
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kimkai-jeongnini · 3 years
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thbn-anything · 4 years
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There are three types of kpop maknae: The one that actually looks like a maknae/behaves like a maknae, the evil maknae, and the one that doesn’t look like a maknae but apparently is
Super Junior has all three
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7biases · 5 years
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For the first time EVER imma stan a group who is younger than me.... guess who is old now because of TxT?🙃
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baozibunns · 5 years
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#LeaveKanginAlone2k19
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wonwooze · 6 years
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donghyuck: what is the most inspiring thing i have ever said to you?
chenle: “don’t be an idiot” changed my life
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