#surreal thoughts
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girl in the window
I been taught my whole life what to do , morals of life , to be the best self of me ,
but the girl i been turning everyday is like, light from dieing stars, scatting the light of pain ,
but never taught how to question my fears , how to interact with infinite gaze of my unfilled moments passing by,
my poor little younger reflection questioning me, of my picture of her ,it's like iam bleeding internally with my own self twisting nife to my unfinished dreams I'm dropping behind , burying the only fantasy we still want and to the self i'm becoming,
This tremendous change in my self , to the person I can't distinguish from who i was , like a infant to criminal girl ,of being a slow poison to my own life?
i don't know weather im still hiding spark that i owe to the girl still watching from tiny window in my brain,
If only i could escape wht i have strictly thought, what life is by torn monks .
if only i could make my mind to not to drown beanth the norms that creating a garden of needles upside down catching my will every time I try.
If only i could be brave enough to be the strong girl i believed i was
#lost and found#emotional writing#surreal thoughts#inner conflict#dream like reality#drowing in norms#poem on tumblr#tumblr asthetic#poetry#relatable#poemblr#spilled thoughts#my poem#short poem#spilled poetry
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house tour :)
bonus art, lossy versions of the first 2 gifs
#ask to tag#unreality#flash warning#art#gif#photomanipulation#ganbreeder#<- for the creatures in the first 2 gifs#horror#surrealism#liminal spaces#weirdcore#creatures#i ended up using the non-lossy versions bc they were better for the effect i wanted#+ i wanted the last one specifically to look like it was corrupting the camera kinda like radiation#but thought id still include the lossy versions cuz theyre neat#the third gif is based off a reoccuring thing from my dreams#some sort of bright white object usually a big orb or disk#that you cant look at directly bc its so bright. its like a welding arc#you can usually touch or move it#it doesnt turn red like that in the dream or glitch out the camera tho thats just for the spooky#well the glitchyness is more bc the non-lossy version compressed the gif badly#so i figured id just play into the compression effect and make it fit the mood better#honestly turned out much cooler. limitations in art etc etc
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It’s always funny to me when I post a drawing in a different style I commonly use or whatever and people go “Omg you’re THAT artist?? I never connected the dots” and I’m like really, how did you not know, I feel like all the work I put out is pretty similar. And then I look at the difference between the fun art I make vs the bigger part pieces I make and it’s like.


Ok yeah I get it. That’s fair.
#on here I’m a surreal artist. on twitter I’m a shrimp artist.#very funny to see me post my surreal work and people go#holy shit I’ve seen this stuff. never realized it was you. I thought you only draw shrimp#and then I post shrimp art and some people are like#holy shit I didn’t realize you were the shrimp guy. that’s insane.#postings
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My page for @sheikahzine; about Impaz's duty to her village, empty of people and full of memories.
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#legend of zelda#loz#twilight princess#loz tp#i'm still reeling that someone sent me an ask about this one.. that they took the time to find my tumblr and tell me they liked it#it really meant a lot; thank you to anyone that stops to leave comments like that. they make me happy#but yeah! here's the usual symbolism ramble:#i thought it'd be cool to have the 'spirits' flowing one way and the cats walking through them the other way#to kinda show the difference in life inhabiting the village in the past and present#link's face is covered because impaz was just waiting for 'the hero' so his clothes are what matters; not his face#and it (hopefully) gives a surreal and intangible sense to 'the hero' she could only hope would actually show up#you can feel free to interpret the glowy blue sheikah as ghosts or just as memories of the past! i couldn't decide either way#the one on the bottom left is oot impa since she's implied to be the village founder. so i guess she would be a ghost actually?#fan art#my art#project stuff#and ahhh the book-- everyone's stuff is so beautiful!!#especially the writing. some of the fics made me really tear up and some were so fun and clever. i really love them#a lot of them captured the sheer burden of the role of the sheikah; all of the time and grief and doubt#i know i always say this stuff about every project but. the people i get to work with in these are truly so skilled every time
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💖🎊the end, & thank you for reading!!🎊💖
im so thankful for all the support i got on this story, and i wouldn't have finished it if not for all of you, and for the love i got for seb and clora. so thank you again for giving me the motivation to write this 600k+ monster, and to see it through to the very end. LOVE YALL💖🫶 (ao3/wattpad)
#THAAATS ALL FOLKS#so surreal that after over a year i wont have the thought in the back of my mind of 'oh i need to start on the next chap soon'#its freeing but also empty🥲 im sure ill still have moments where im like CRAP I NEED TO UPDATE--oh wait nvm LOL#sebastian sallow x mc#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#choccyart#my first ever longfic i managed to finish... all my other attempts in other fandoms i fizzled out at like 60k or 70k words#all thanks to yall supporting my brainrot 🙏🙏whether it was a year ago or a day ago🙏#there are some regular readers i had in the VERY beginning that i still think about BAHAHA......hope theyre doing good#and if they ever remember my fic and think about reading it again AT LEAST ITS ACTUALLY COMPLETE AND GOOD TO GO WOO#i feel so accomplished...SIDEQUEST COMPLETE😤
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i could wait
#dreamcore#weirdcore#oddcore#strangecore#ventcore#aesthetic#weird aesthetic#surreal#dereality#derealization#tw dereality#tw derealization#tw sui ideation#tw sui implied#tw depressing thoughts#tw vent#vent#sorry for being depressing#idk just feeling shitty lmao#!EDIT
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Sketchy thingy. It’s literally releasing this week ahhh.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#da manfred#my art#it’s so surreal wtf#10 years and suddenly it’s here#I’m still very zombie after the convention so my thoughts are incoherent babbling#thoughts are just all heheh#so exciting ahhhh#need to see him#and Manfred of course
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idk i just want more Soap + surreal horror but in a "you think you ran over the neighbours dog coming home late at night so in a panic, you stuff it inside your trunk until you can figure out what to do. but it isn't a dog and now it won't leave you alone" kinda way.
#i know i know dog soap has been done before but i have such a Big Mood for David Lynch levels of surrealism#and nothing digs into that more than the “thing you thought you killed comes back to get you”
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athena choosing to bury bobby with his children is the kind of character choice that i would usually eat up. I would love to spend hours analyzing what this selfless act says about her and their marriage. i should've been crying when athena got on her knees in front of her husband's grave. instead, i was fuckin laughin.
angela bassett was acting her ass off and i was laughing cause all i could think was ''are you fuckin for real? is that it?''. that scene has no emotional impact cause bobby's death was so dumb TO ME
#i'm still processing i have too many thoughts abt too many things but watching that specific scene was kind of surreal#i'm alobby truthing for another week. christ got 3 days i'm giving bobby 3 weeks#911 spoilers#lcease and desist#athena grant#bathena
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"Haha Dream BBQ is so random and incomprehensible" "did they take drugs to make this lol" "you're actually not meant to understand anything in this series it's ok" "Joel G just makes up stuff on the spot based on what would be funny" "it's just random for random's sake" "is this AI" "stop theorising, it's not that deep" SHUT UPPPPPPPPPP
#ena dream bbq#ena joel g#random art does not exist. all human made art is made with intention.#like. sure. ena is intentionally surreal and aburdist and weird. and im sure some things were less thought out#but to say its all just random bullshit does SO much disservice to the creators behind this project#and disservice to your OWN intelligence in giving up and refusing to work those braincells of yours to create your own interpretation#like. There Are Things To work with here. there are a Lot Of Things#you just have to actually Think and connect the pieces and do introspection on what this Means to YOU#like. you dont wanna think hard. fine. if you wanna just enjoy the experience thats fine too#but then you have to still ackowledge that youre getting SOMETHING out of this (unless youre actually not and are just a hater)#even if its just emotionally. even if its jus unconsciouslly#there Is Meaning There#its just not linear#so think about it!!! thats whats fun about this series!!!#it forces everyone to think about it instead of just following the one 'canon'!!!!#there probably isnt one right answer here!!!#but that doesnt make it any less valuable!!!!#just. auuuughh#i have a lot of thoughts about this#the ena team would not put in this much effort and creativity and symbolism and themeing just for shits and giggles#ok ill stop being a hater now. and I WONT go in the opposite direction and start wining about how a lot of theories (on youtube at least)#seem to ignore the more emocionally significant and symbolic themes in favour of basic or emotionally shallow takes.....#ggrhrgrh (through gritted teeth)... everyones interpretation is valid.. everyones interpretation is valid#whatevr. im just rambling. idk. i hope you get what i mean#negative#fandom critical#my own post
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#angelcore#angelic#angel wings#ethereal#surrealcore#surreal#fortune cookie#cyber blue#tenshi kaiwai#pale aesthetic#pale blog#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#spilled words#spilled writing#spilled poetry
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HOW ARE WE FEELING OFF NATION
#off game#off the game#le batteur#the batter#off (game)#are those still the tags fuck it anyway#doodle#AFTER 16 YEARS..... A PHYSICAL ED#AND AN OFFICIAL EN RERELEASE#i feel insane what timeline is this rn#anyway i thought to post this here first as a homage to how it was thanks to tumblr i got into off and everything related to it#still have that book mortis ghost signed when i met him that feels surreal#i still wanna get an off tattoo.......
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"Let people enjoy things", "It's not that deep", "Stop being a hater", No.
You are capable of criticizing something and still enjoying it. Criticism should add to your enjoyment of the thing. Contextualizing and analyzing media is the only true sign that you enjoy it instead of just consume it. Stop selling the straggling iotas of your final brain cell to a fascio-capitalist system that wants to gorge you til you burst. Not consuming anything is better than blindly inhaling whatever is put in front of you without discretion.
Be an intellectual and have respect for yourself so you can have some sugary Wattpad fanfic and a Netflix reality TV show for dessert.
#yes that means pry your eyes off of tiktok#use that brain baby!!!#intellectual#intellectualism#anti capitalism#antifascism#provoke thought#THINK#english literature#american literature#gothic literature#contemporary literature#romanticism#transcendentalism#surrealism#creative writing#booktok#anti booktok#hater#hater mentality#critical thinking#media literacy#treat yourself#little treat#rewards
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Save me from myself
#cry for help#a e s t h e t i c#body art#aesthetics#pale aesthetic#goth aesthetic#aesthetic#art aesthetic#art academia#sculpture#grunge aesthetic#white aesthetic#surreal aesthetic#surreal#art#desi tumblr#existential thoughts#photography
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Chema Mendez
#art#artist#surreal#fine#digital#create#artwork#album#covers#top#musicians#magazine#dream#truth#nature#dead#hand#flowers#plants#universe#stars#planets#trip#travel#revelation#soul#memories#synthetic#intrusive#thoughts
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