#system stuff ♤

[cosmos-collective-blog]

An odd thing about having some degree of aphantasia, and full-on synthesia simultaneously.

If you tell us to close our eyes and picture an apple, or any object really, we can't. We can tell you what it looks like from memory if we know what it is, but we can't actually see it in our head. It simply isn't there.

With our eyes open, however? Especially with our synthesia involved? That is an entirely different story.

With our eyes open, but with no music on (our synthesia processes sound as colors and/or feelings), we probably fall somewhere between 2 and 3 on the "visualize a star" chart here.

But with music on? 4, maybe 5, solely because there is now color involved and added to the vague outlines. And yes, we have tried to sustain what little imagery we DO get, but synthesia isn't exactly something that can be controlled— the entire Thing™ with synthesia is imagery or other sensations (such as taste, sound, etc) that happen as a result of processing stimuli. We've learned to just wing it and work with it as best we can and to use it to our advantage somewhat.

We still can't visualize shit with our eyes closed. But with our eyes open and music on, we've managed to visualize the headspace at least somewhat. More often than not, it's blurry colored outlines. But sometimes, we get bits of solid color and silhouettes. That's been happening a bit more often on good days, when we aren't too floaty.

I just thought this was interesting.

-Juno

[cursedkeyboard]

Babies shouldn't grow up ☆ Jason Todd & GN!Reader (PT.2)

What does Jason do after stealing a kid from Gotham's slums? Feed and give the little brat a home, of course. [PART ONE ♤ PART TWO ♤ PART THREE ♤ PART FOUR ♤ PART FIVE ♤ PART SIX]

pairings: Platonic Jason Todd & Child GN!Reader

To be completely honest, when Jason reached his apartment, he was panicking a little

The drive had been enough to clear his mind and he realized how impulsive he'd been

He is a damn vigilante, one with a hell of a reputation, and who's always messing with the baddest assholes of this city

Fuck, he's got guns and explosives in his house

But even with all the panic and rationality, Jason wasn't going to abandon you somewhere else

Orphanages were great places for villains to hit, the foster system might as well have been created by the joker, and no way in hell was he going to drop you at Bruce's

Anything but that

So he sucked it up and focused on your small voice full of wonder as you two drove through the city

"I didn't know there was so many tall buildings in Gotham!"

"That church is huge!"

"Holy shit is that a theater?! I only saw them in movies!"

At a certain point he was close to biting his fists in pure cuteness aggression

He knew exactly what you were feeling, could even picture your eyes glittering full of wonder behind the helmet

It didn't help his heart that your helmet also had comms, which were connected to his, so every single one of your little comments meant for yourself only were accidentally shared

Your Gotham accent was so thick too, born and raised in an area were the elite never tried to "cleanse"

Fuking adorable

Oh, also, he'd need to teach you not to follow strangers even if they were famous vigilantes

Because he realized how fucking dangerous it was that you just up and agreed to be taken by a random masked man

Sure, he knew he also did the same with Bruce, but hey, look at where that got him

When Jason finally brought you up to his apartment, still carrying you, he knew he'd have to immediately go out to buy some things

His fridge wasn't stocked with what kids need

Like... apple juice and cereal

Or any kind of vegetables

And, he definitely needed some kid safety stuff, even if he knew you wouldn't try opening the dangerous cabinets

... probably

Opening his door, he took you to the bathroom

Look, as cute as you were, you were also as filthy as a drenched sewer rat

He told you as much when he set you down

Your glare was worth the slap on the arm (it didn't even hurt)

"Can I assume you know how to take a shower?"

"I'm nine, not three, Red Hood."

"Not my fault you look like you're five."

He chuckled as you huffed and puffed

"Jason Todd."

"What?"

"My name is Jason Todd. Can't have you calling me Red Hood if you're gonna live with me, right?"

You gaped, big eyes going wide

He told you his name! And showed you his face! Why did this man trust you so much?

It... it made you real warm inside

You were quiet for a moment before quietly telling you your name, shyly, like you hadn't done that in a long time

"Hm, I think I prefer 'squirt', tho."

Okay, warm moment over, the guy is insufferable

Hissing and pushing him out of the bathroom with all of your strength, you hesitantly took your first real shower since... since you don't even know when

The water was black

You realized your skin could feel soft instead of oily

And your nails finally didn't look like you dug through dirt

Meanwhile, Jason was running around the apartment like a crazed man

Shoving his guns inside high drawers you wouldn't be able to reach

Trashing the cigs he had bought out of curiosity

And making sure any items for... his intimate partners were completely hidden away

He'd found those in Bruce's room one time as a kid and, needless to say, Jason still felt traumatized to this day

After making his apartment slightly less deadly and ordering food, Jason knocked on the door to let you know he'd left a change of clothes for you in front of the bathroom

Damian's clothes the brat left behind once he had stayed over when he was rebelling

they'd be a little too big for you but nothing like what his would look like

Once you came out, looking fresh and clean, Jason immediately carried you to the couch

Biting his tongue because the demon brat's clothes were actually so big on you he could cry

He ignored your complaints again, he knew your little feet were all scratched and they must have hurt like a bitch

Once you finally settled and didn't try to scratch his eyeballs out, Jason started to patch you up

Such careful, gentle touches for rough hands like his

He handled your injuries like you were made of glass

And despite your childish pride... you kind of loved it

It made you feel all tingly and cozy inside, like you were precious

Like you were deserving of kindness

As you started fidgeting with all the bubbling emotions inside of you, Jason tried to calm you down by talking

He learned your mother died from a drive-by shooting and your father was an alcoholic with a taste for physical abuse

"It only got bad bad a year or so ago, I think he blamed me for us being poor."

"And you know that's bull, right?"

You shrugged as he finished treating your injuries and started to dry your damp hair, a little awkwardly but attentive

"He left a month ago–or died, I don't know–so it doesn't matter either way."

Well, that was a healthy mindset for a child!

He had to breathe through his mouth to not get up and go put three little bullets in your piece of shit father's head

or his body, if the bastard was already dead

Jason definitely had a lot of work to do, but for now, ding-dong, he was going to focus on feeding you

And, no, he was never going to delete the photo he took of your face when he opened the huge takeout orders

Nor would he forget the way you cried silently as you ate

That was your first real meal in months

Your first real meal, washed and clothed, in a safe apartment that didn't smell of roaches nor booze, with an adult who looked at you fondly

Jason promised, to himself and God, that he'd make sure you'd never cry over something like food ever again

When you giggled at a joke he made and didn't flinch when he gently wiped a bit of sauce from your cheek, he knew he had made the correct decision

He'd keep you safe

To be continued...

[chessb0r3d]

I post jack shit of the things I like. Yippee!!

Art accont -> @chessboredom

Hamsteak accont -> @disguisedcheezed

World of Edd accont -> @cheezeweezer

Stimbored accont -> @chessboreds

Dirk Strider.

♤ ♡ ♤ ♡ ♤ ♡ ♤ ♡ ♤ ♡ ♤ ♡ ♤ ♡ ♤ ♡

Fun Facts about me and more jack shit! Bluh!

I made those BTW/TBH creature comic posts. :3

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Spam liking/reblogging is okay and is highly encouraged! Go crazy!

I have no DNI. Don't send me discourse/drama and such. U_U

If you followed me for my non-homestuck, here's a thing:

I LOVE dirkjohn. I am So Normal about them <-(warning) I will go into a weekly dirkjohn spam reblog hunt into the depths of this hell site, whether it either contains them both or individually #john #dirk. I also tag them in cat posts with #cat john and #cat dirk. I've been reblogging dirkjohn posts over a year. Current number of #dirkjohn tagged posts is 3155.

( Shout out to those who still followed me. I love seeing you guys in my notifs. )

I have other hyperfixations, but DirkJohn occupies almost all of my thoughts so I don't really care about them right now. /copypasta

More of which that is listed here in my listography.

《 Welceom to my really shitty tagging system navigation for myself 》

Tip! Click on the hashtags if your on pc/browser, or the words if your on mobile.

#chrambles - Me talking about what ever.

#mine - Tag for all of my art from across my blogs posted/reblogged here.

#chess ocs - My hell spawns that I love and hate dearly.

#asks stuff - Tag for answered asks.

I tag warnings such as #blood , #gore , #self harm , #decapitation and etc. just as they are. <- applies in all across my fandom blogs

I only tag bugs when I like the post.

#so cool - My inspo tag. It's because of this 13 second yt video that did irreversible effects to my brain.

#this is nice. - Like it said, it has nice things. The posts where it hits so close to home, and other positive things I'd like to remind myself that the world a wonderful place to be in. :)

#mecore - Posts that are LITERALLY me.

#more for the collection - Genres of posts that I find funny and so common and I like seeing them every where.

#cat :3 , #doggy :3 , #honse , #borb - Creatures I like. :3

《My Other Homosuck Related tags》

#so sadstuck , #dirkapitation , #hs meta , #hs gifs , #hs sprite edits ,

#striders , #lalondes , #strilondes , #egberts , #harleyberts , #crockerberts , #harlenglish ,

Other favorite ships that I'll just put here because yes

#nuzi , #tomtord , #krusie , #davejake , #batterie , #2bhank , #sasunaru , #sonadow , #kawoshin , #charlastor

[wonderbreadog]

hai! welcome 2 my page! :3

🎈 hiii my name is ren ! welcome to my very much 18+ personal blog !! I'm 21 and my pronouns are xe/they/he. I'm a butch bi-lesbian (demiromantic + grayace WHAMMY) and VERY MUCH GENDERFUCK ! I'm also the host of a DID system, a furry, fursuit maker, and a therian! I'll be usin' this account for multifandom things and general nonsense, though x3

🍭 fandom stuffz !! :

☆ furries

☆ utdr

☆ wwdits

☆ mlp

☆ subnautica

☆ and more I've probably forgotten abt!

☆ not a fandom thing but will also post my own poetry and similar stuff :3

🎪 system info stuffz !! :

☆ we are a traumagenic osdd-1b system

☆ we are medically recognized !!

☆ 60+ alters goin strong yeaghhh (not fun)

☆ other alters may post here !! some sign offs :

♤ ren 🐝 : host, xe/they/he

♡ rachel ❤️‍🔥 : she/her

◇ toko 📖 : she/her

♧ kris 🐺 : he/they

☆ no front requests, you will be blocked!

☆ we also are audhd and all struggle with :

▪︎ bpd

▪︎ npd

▪︎ psychotic symptoms

▪︎ potential ocd/anxiety issues

▪︎ intrusive thoughts

☆ ppl who struggle w these are safe here !

🎠 therianthropy stuffz !! :

☆ I am a polytherian !!

☆ I also id as otherkin and fictionkin!

☆ I was awakened somewhere around 2017-ish

☆ I am not the only alterhuman in our system !!

☆ my current theriotypes !! :

• tuxedo domestic longhair cat

• canadian lynx

• barn owl

• opossum

• white-tailed deer (doe)

☆ questioning theriotypes

• werewolf

• dragon

• some kind of dino

• macaw

• mantis

☆ I am also otherhearted !! :

• feline-hearted

• owl-hearted

• dragon/dino-hearted

🃏 dni stuffz !! :

☆ ppl who don't follow my dni will be blocked !!

🚫 DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE :

》 transphobic/homophobic

》 anti-mspec lesbians/gays

》 anti-gender fuckery

》 racist/sexist

》 ableist in anyway

》 a pedophile/MAP/zoophile (anti-contact too)

》 anti-age/pet regression

》 into ab/dl or ddlg

》 against those with personality disorders

》 a system fake-claimer

》 an endogenic system/tulpa/etc

☆ will add more as I think of em

🌈 anywayz that is all !! thank you for reading x3 enjoy these cool gifs of my fursuit from @ furry-stims (they make cool stim posts check em out)

[thissys-editz]

REQUESTS ;; OPEN [0]

IN-PROGRESS ;; 1

Hello! We're the Theatrix System, but you can call us Theo. Please refer to us using it/thon pronouns.

We will, as far as we know, be the only admins of this blog. This blog is meant to be fun for us, and while we do take requests, they may not be the sole focus of the blog.

What We Do

Icons

Stimboards

Playlists (rarely)

Headcanons

Edits to fit appearances (i.e. a fictive's innerworld appearance; how someone remembers themself as their kin; etc, etc)

Art (rarely here, only for us [unless a trade/etc])

Writing (selective)

Comfort letters

Userboxes

Moodboards

Shufflemancy readings

Want to request something else not listed? Check the list of what we won't make first, then ask if you're not sure!

What We Don't Do

Anything NSFW. Minor jokes and references are okay, but nothing more than that.

Replycons / Reply icons

Anything with lots of gore. Some blood and disfigured characters are okay, but we don't want to do anything heavy. If you're not sure, just ask!

DNI banners

Tbh anything political or dealing with similar stuff. (I.e. "[name] supports [political figure]" or "[name] is a [smth political]") Silly/Joke stuff is okay, though! Just ask if you're unsure

Kinfessions

Vents/Rants

Canon/Source calls

Callouts

Sources We'll Create For

Dreamswap

OMORI & AUs

Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium

FNaF & Selective AUs

Undertale & AUs

(Very selective) Ultrakill

Vocaloid

Yandere Sim (no, we don't support yandev. that's.. eugh.)

Our original content

Kirby

Minecraft

My Happy Marriage

Magica Madoka

Smile Precure (unfortunately we only know of the two that Netflix stole... May do more?)

Slime Rancher

DSaF / Dayshift at Freddy's

Kindergarten 1 + 2

Way of The Househusband

Dead End: Paranormal Park

Bee and Puppycat

Sources We Might Create For

Genshin Impact... rlly picky about this

Anime we don't know about

Pokémon (we just don't know a whole lot abt it!! love the lil guys tho <3)

Selective FNF mods + original game

Death Note (we know hardly anything abt it 😭)

Dialtown, again just.. lack of info lol

DDLC, depends on mood

BATIM, same as DDLC

Sources We Won't Create For

Bungo Stray Dogs

BNHA/MHA // Boku No Hero Academia / My Hero Academia

Cuphead & Mugman

Neon Genesis Evangelion

Most medias that are in real life if that makes sense? just ask if you don't get it

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all of these are subject to change at our discretion, at any time, with or without warning.

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Misc...

Notable Anons: [if you have a certain phrase/emoji you use to designate yourself as an anon, we'll add you here if you're frequent enough! Let us know if you dont want to be mentioned here]

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Notable Users: [if you request frequently off anon, we'll mention you here, unless you don't want to be mentioned.]

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“QUOTE” ;; TAG — WHEN USED

“you seem to forget you answer to me” ;; answering — answering questions

“screams with no sense for why” ;; chitchat — just talking / general info

“and they give it all they've got till they're down” ;; update — updates/announcements

“scattering sparks of thought energy” ;; request accepted — accepted a request

“i will abdicate these deviants sat inside” ;; request denied — denied a request

“one more day and one more night” ;; pending — paused a request / taking time to decide

“call me the soul or call me my name” ;; fanmail — compliments/kind words

“you must be so arrogant to think...” ;; hatemail — people who were so idiotic that, rarely, we feel the need to share their hate because it's just funny

that's all for now!! we may make a rentry later or smth, idk... decor + icon creds under the cut 👇

Post Header (Chonny Jash lyrics added by us)

Red/black dividers

Grey drip divider

Don't know where the scrollbar divider came from, seen it a lot of places :(

Icon

[invasionimminentz]

masterpost! ☆•°

hey there! my name is sanka. im a nonbinary lesbian and you can use xe/xem pronouns on me or it/its if you don't know how or otherwise wanna. im a MINOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tho im ok with interacting with adults unless ur gonna be weird about it. please don't be weird

i like tmnt, sonic, d4dj, and invader zim! i'm also a dj in training, which is my dream in the future!

jp/eng/spn

tags ♤•°

# |☆| sanka speaks - posting

# |♡| sanka reboops - reblog

# |□| sanka gets serious - vent or serious post

# |♤| sankautism - posting about an interest

# |♧| djposting - sanka posts about music

#|○| sanka did art - self explanatory. art.

other stuff ◇•°

i own roleplay accounts, but i am part of a system. be nice. i will punt you. endos fuck off not for you.

read this ♡•°

i have no dni because they don't work, but i block freely. however dream smp fans, hazbin hotel supporters, and zionists won't like me much that's assured. however id prefer if you're friends with or support navinenightshade to not interact (or just dm me to find out what they did).

Ring! Ring! Here's the colorful hearts directory!

♡

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(and now partner) ^

[anendoandfriendo]

We are absolutely not reblogging things that do not acknowledge plurality that is Obviously There you annoying fucks.

Call Ran from Shugo-Chara Ran and not Amu and learn what a median system is.

Call Raphael from Tensura Raphael and not Rimuru and learn what a multiple system is.

Not every system is a traumagenic DID system the way Toko and Genocide Jack from Danganronpa are, some of us are born this way like in Shugo Chara and some of us have spiritual origins like in TTIGRAAS and ALSO non-trauma systems can also be disordered and trauma systems can be non-disordered.

Fucking learn about plurality and stop being ableist about fandom (not even fandom but like, literal implied canon stuff) you annoying assholes.

<reblogs not a requisite to viewing this post but it would be NICE, this is like the one post we WANT to break containment>

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♤♤ anendoandfriendo ♤♤

~ Art from picsart ~

[A sparkly signature image. The background is the endogenic system flag, recursigenic flag, and protogenic flag. The endogenic flag has the treblesand on it. Amber from Genshin Impact is on the left side of the image; Cinderella from Disney's Cinderella and Aquamarine Hoshino from Oshi No Ko are on the right side. The words "They/Them (pl.)" sit in the bottom corner of the image.]

[richie-trshmth]

as you may have seen from my bio, this blog is mainly focused on stranger things [ BYLER ] and it [ REDDIE ] but there will be some stray posts or reblogs from other fandoms !!

header credits : @hazawhite

socials : twitter, instagram, tiktok, ao3

side-blogs:

hazbin hotel 》 @callista-alastor

corpse husband 》 @crops-mayora

current art wip :

• richie tozier fanart

current writing wip :

• prologue of my byler hanahaki fic

recent finished art :

• beverly marsh fanart — children of the end

recent finished writing :

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tagging system below !!

reblogs :

☆ : richie reblogs byler

☆ : richie reblogs reddie

☆ : richie reblogs steddie ( st )

☆ : richie reblogs stranger things

☆ : richie reblogs it

☆ : richie reblogs finn wolfhard

☆ : richie reblogs art

☆ : richie reblogs hazbin hotel

hall of fame :

!! fave artists !! : scrunchi

main posts :

!! fave artists !! : kidovna

!! fave artists !! :

♡ : my art - it

♡ : my art - stranger things

◇ : my writing - it

◇ : my writing - stranger things

♤ : my edits - it

♤ : my edits - stranger things

richie's aus :

random stuff :

◇ : richie's au – children of the end

richie's multi-chaptered fics :

☆ : my writing – rather lie than tell you

□ : rants

□ : polls

□ : random posts

□ : random reblogs

importance :

》 : mutual !!

》 : anons !!

》 : awareness !!

[crops-mayora]

this side-blog is mainly focused on CORPSE HUSBAND and the occasional AMIGOPS !!

main blog : @richie-trshmth

socials : instagram, tiktok, ao3

current art wip :

• corpse husband fanart

current writing wip :

•

recent finished art :

•

recent finished writing :

•

tagging system below !!

reblogs :

☆ : crops reblogs corpse husband

☆ : crops reblogs valkyrae

☆ : crops reblogs sykkuno

☆ : crops reblogs disguised toasts

☆ : crops reblogs amigops

hall of fame :

!! fave artists !! :

main posts :

♡ : my art - corpse husband

♡ : my art - amigops

◇ : my writing - corpse husband

◇ : my writing - amigops

♤ : my edits - corpse husband

♤ : my edits - amigops

random stuff :

□ : rants

□ : polls

□ : random posts

□ : random reblogs

importance :

》 : mutual !!

》 : anons !!

》 : awareness !!

[callista-alastor]

this side-blog is mainly focused on HAZBIN HOTEL and the occasional HELLUVA BOSS !!

main blog : @richie-trshmth

pfp credits : @sunlit-mess

matching pfps with :

socials : instagram, tiktok, ao3

current art wip :

• nun alastor fanart

current writing wip :

• alastor x gn!reader

recent finished art :

•

recent finished writing :

•

tagging system below !!

reblogs :

☆ : callista reblogs huskerdust

☆ : callista reblogs radiodust

☆ : richie reblogs chaggie

☆ : richie reblogs hazbin hotel

☆ : richie reblogs helluva boss

☆ : richie reblogs hh/hb memes

hall of fame :

!! fave artists !! :

main posts :

♡ : my art - hazbin hotel

♡ : my art - oc

◇ : my writing - hazbin hotel

◇ : my writing - oc lore

♤ : my edits - hazbin hotel

♤ : my edits - helluva boss

random stuff :

□ : rants

□ : polls

□ : random posts

□ : random reblogs

importance :

》 : mutual !!

》 : anons !!

》 : awareness !!

[thesillyparablesystem]

Intro

◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇♤◇

《The Parable System》

ㅤㅤWritten by Dr. Set !

[Profile picture made by asktsp on tumblr!!]

✧ He/It/Parable

More info in {Prns Page!} !

✎ Pansexual, Asexual, Greyromantic, Polyamourous, whole buncha other stuff!

♤ Transmasc

Romantic Status: One current partner that we love v v much!! They're so amazing. The amazingest. The best wife in the world.

Important!

◇ Endogenic

◇ Fictive heavy

◇ We switch between we/etc and I/etc pretty often

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> The Stanley Parable, The SCP Foundation, FNAF, Good Omens, WTNV, DST, etc!!

+ Brain/Body things: Slightly colorblind, hallucinates, ADHD n Autism, age regressor, sensitive skin, anxiety, plural, fear of insects and being alone, very clingy and attention/touch starved

Discord is the_parable_system [we love new friends, come say hi!]

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Layout credits! [Pk;s kpmlb Hollow Scripts©]

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!! DNI !!

Anti-endo, nsfw/kink blogs, proshippers, and anyone looking to cause a fight

!! POST GUIDE !!

parables rambles: original posts, mostly just our opinions

cool art: cool art we found

parables art: art we made!! (Few and far between)

reblogs: self explanatory!

important!!: important things

parables cats: our cats :3

Gabriel (Narrator): Posts that involve our Narrator

Parables asks: Asks that we answer

Parables ___: the guide for who posted a post. The '___' is replaced by the alter's name!! There may be multiple of these on a post

Our discord server!!

[cosmos-collective-blog]

We have been blurry and rapid switching for the past TWO FUCKING DAYS. I'm one of few that's been able to consistently stay in front while everyone else flows in and out.

Don't get me wrong, I'll take this over frontlocked quiet and seldom seeing/hearing from headmates for weeks or months at a time any day. And frankly, I missed the activity and chatter.

But there's a special sort of déjà vu and whiplash that one only experiences when you have headmates running in and out and having different responses to ONE THING, I'm realizing.

Prime example using our HLVRV fictives since they're the main ones running in and out: Every time we see a tomagotchi our Y2K headmates get excited and start rambling as though they just saw this yesterday. Meanwhile the Neos are like "oh damn I had one of these as a kid it's been AGES since I saw this", the Malcoms are "holy shit a fucking tomagotchi? People still play with those??", MST Benny gets nostalgic and starts missing the one he had as a kid, Polybius wishes he had one...

And the Swaps are confused as to why anyone would want to get that at all, when they could just get an actual pet to take care of.

All of this happened within 10 minutes.

-Juno 👻🌟

[hiddenspecter]

intro

hello tumblr, ive decided to come back here after many years of avoiding it so...

my name is specter

im 22 years old

im a pup, collared to my husband

im here to find online friends, other pups to talk with, things like that

this blog is gonna be marked nsfw for the safety of myself and others, but this will be where i post my pup-thoughts, my vent stuff, reblog things i like, etc.

so hello everyone on pupblr, i hope we can be friends

interests

video games (resident evil, project diva, and omori specifically rn)

anime (black butler/kuroshitsuji specifically)

spirituality (im like neck deep in demonolatry studies rn)

music (metalcore + kpop mainly)

DNI

this list is subject to being updated at any point

p3d0philes. idc if you call yourself a map you're a p3d0. get away.

'endogenic' systems + supporters

minors

religion pushers

(d/m)d/l(b/g)

ed tumblr (im recovering, please go away)

anti-pet re/anti- age re

My Tags

☆ - reblog

♡ - post made by me

◇ - mental health/neurodivergency related

♤ - vent

[omnidemidisaster]

Pete Thelman General Headcanons!

Tw: Racism, Gender Dysphoria, Neurodivergent issues, Drug use

♤ Pete has ADHD and has symptoms of OCD

♡ Like his head is constantly in 30 different worlds, he constantly stims, he gets overstimulated and overwhelmed easily, has issues with texture, ect

◇ One day Michael told him he should probably go get checked out and he was officially diagnosed with ADHD

♧ He is nonbinary, goes by He/They

☆ He remembers his entire childhood, he was constantly confused on his life. He liked being girly but he doesn't wanna be a girl. He liked being 'manly' but he doesn't wanna be a boy. They discovered nonbinary and eventually came out to his family. And that day was the best day to Pete

♤ Speaking of his family, he has...a odd family history. He is adopted, but not for the reason you think. Was his birth family abusive? No. Was his birth family neglectful? No. Why was Pete taken away then? Drugs.

♡ His family never did drugs, but they sold them for money. They wanted to save money for rent. His birth family was very poor and working for dirt cheap money so they resorted to selling drugs. They didn't take any nor gave Pete any.

◇ Once Pete found out, he was mixed with so many different emotions. He was mad at them for selling these substances. But confused cause he loves his parents and it wasn't like they were doing this for the wrong reason. And he felt sympathetic towards them cause, well, they were poor so he could understand why they would do such a thing

♧ His family was arrested. So, he was put in the system and adopted. His birth family still love Pete and Pete still visits them in jail. His new family love Pete too, and Pete loves his new family.

☆ Why the racism warning I hear you ask. Well, his new family is black. And unfortunately with today's world, they are often hit with racism. Pete, of course being sympathetic and loves his family, hates this. He just wants he and his family to live normally without issues. He is scared whenever someone comes over cause obviously they are gonna have questions, and he's worried someone is gonna make derogatory comments about his family history and him as a whole

♡ His families love Pete though and his moms and dads reassure him that no matter how life hits them, that they are happy where they are

◇ He is the memer out of the goth kids and will spam random memes in their group chat

♧ He straight up wheezes at the stupidest stuff

☆ He loves badz maru so much that he has badz maru stuff everywhere

♤ He likes to sit on tall places. Literally he sits on closets that almost reaches the ceiling, sits on the top of couches, sits on top of dressers. Everything tall

♡ He has an irrational fear of butterflies. He finds them pretty but he's afraid of being near them and having them land on him

◇ If he was a cartoon character, he's a mix of Gaz from invader Zim and Misery from Ruby Gloom

♧ He can sing but its very monotone. But there's more emotion and he sounds like he's trying, much more than Michael

☆ His playlist is filled with Jack Stauber and MSI

[the-canid-crew]

About the Canid Crew System

Self diagnosed traumagenic OSDD-1b system with ADHD.

Small system, 3 alters and 4 blends.

We're open to invasive/intrusive/offensive questions as long as they aren't purposefully rude ^^ (Remember that despite this we are not obligated to answer anything)

We can only answer for our own experiences, and as a self diagnosed system we encourage you to take everything we say with a grain of salt when comparing it to the larger OSDD community! Additionally, we cannot diagnose anyone.

Please remember to do your own research, and seek a professional if you think you may have OSDD 1 or DID!

We are open to criticism, especially if we spread any misinformation by accident, but being unnecessarily hateful will get you blocked. Please understand we are only self diagnosed because we do not have the resources to get diagnosed at the current moment, and are actively working on it <3 Thank you!

Beyond system stuff, we may also post stuff for FNaF, Undertale, Rain World, Warrior Cats, Wings of Fire and any other hyperfixations that grab us screaming by the heels.

Check out our carrd for more info! ^^

Who's Who?

My Name

They/Them/Themselves or ask

Plain, white text

Confused at who's fronting or isn't comfortable with letting others know.

Theodore/Theo

They/Them/Themself

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Neo

He/Him

Red text

Aries

He/Xe

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Creamsicle

She/Ze/🌈

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Darnell

He/Xe

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☆ Aster

☆ She/They

☆ Star

♤ Erebus

♤ He/They/It

♤ Spade

In comments, we will likely sign off since I don't think you can color comment text. I dunno we're new to Tumblr lol - Theo

(PS Check out our fren @max-the-valkyrie, they make very nice art ^^!!)

[strvingoutorca]

🦋 DIARY

Every single day I regret ever letting people make me recover. Because I was at my lowest weight and now I'm the heaviest I've ever been. And I don't know how I got to my LW because of Amnesia.

I can't fucking remember anything. Months of work gone. I remember the walks, with the main 3 alters taking care of all the ED stuff but I can't remember how long it took or what was most effective. I feel totally screwed out of important information. It's supposed to be faster, losing weight used to be faster I thought.

I fucking hate having DID. I can't remember Anything from then. I have a total of 5 still images and a vague idea of who fronted for them all. And we're trying to avoid using names on here so that friends don't find this fucking account but we are so open about all our disorders does it even matter? I'm just so sick of this. I'm so fat. How did I lose the weight before? Was the Junkie secretly on crack and hid it from the system like fuck dude. He's gonna kill me when he finds this, whatever. I hope he fucking takes over again, he was our main ED Holder and he actually was fucking good at it, so fucking do it again you dumb brat! I'm so sick of this. - ♤