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There is no such thing as an individual, there are only collectives. No single being is capable of doing anything, & we only accomplish things because of all the help we get from others (most of which happens invisibly to us on the other side of the world).
Anything we can somehow accomplish alone is because we are collectives of organs, which are individually useless. Those organs only function because they are collectives of cells. Cells only function because they're collectives of organelles. Etc.
The world is collectives made of collectives made of collectives, & that is all there is. There are no individuals. This is why any individualistic ideology (like capitalism) is doomed to fail. Humanity only works as a collective, because collectives are all there are.
State? Collective. Corporation? Collective. Comune? Collective. Friend group? Collective. Household? Collective. Polycule? Collective. Union? Collective.
Leftism is the only way forward because only leftism embraces this truth. All other ideologies seek to fracture humanity & keep our collectives of collectives from forming 1 large collective to benefit us all.
The bigger a collective becomes, the more efficiently it is able to operate. Don't believe me? Run off into the woods & try to live solely off your own merit. Or rip your heart out & let it try to live its own life. Or just look up "economies of scale"
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cha1cedony · 5 months
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I'm gonna ramble about fic writing (while taking a break from actually writing, but I'm making progress this time! I promise! woohoo. knock on wood). ANYWAY, one of my favorite things to consider as far as characterization goes is self-awareness. Because there's so many different ways and degrees to which a protagonist can be self-aware, and I just LOVE seeing how characters shift (not necessarily 'grow') over the timeline of a story. I love thinking about where a specific character would choose willful ignorance, where they would choose to come to terms with a harsh reality, where they would be entirely oblivious, where they're NOT oblivious but can't even verbalize it in their own internal monologue... chef's kiss. My favorite stuff to write
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8aji · 1 year
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im a lil embarrassed that most of the posts ive posted (duh) as of late were text posts abt me being sick LMFAO n it feels silly to write this but i think i may log out of this acc for a lil while at least on mobile <3
#not being able to write is making me feel a lil dizzy dizzy#a lil embarrassed a lil 'i do not belong' ya know???#hm yeah i also need to get off my phone bc i start uni next week and i need to wake up early and im soooo stressed bc of another uni thingy#so...i will be deactivating 😔👊#im joking im joking#ofc i wont deactivate i think my shrink would kill me if i did anyway /hj#she was the once that convinced me to make the writing blog#but rn the internet doesnt feel good to me and i need to be more present and more real and prioritise other aspects of my life#i wanna be more stable and journal and move my body and read books bc i like the feeling of the paper and and#i had the sweetest ask ever about my book recs and i was also a lil embarrassed to respond bc im not much of a reader but i try TT#anyway !! aside from this mildly incoherent ramble which i loved writing ngl#i havent been writing a lot and i think ive lowkey un-hyperfixated on tr and jjk so the inspo isnt inspoing#and tbh that feels a lil awful to say bc tr has taught me so many things and helped me grow and im so painfully in love with shin but idk#idk what happened i think i just hit a lil bump in the road of life and the stress has me focused more on real life and other things than#my darling beloveds. and im sure itll pass like most things in life i will feel good again#but rn it doesnt. i havent even caught up with the latest ep of tr :') but nonetheless writing is one of my truest loves as well#so i will comeback hopefully with a few stories mapped out including a lil gojo series and all that fun jazz :D#i have shin naoto izana gojo and toji in store !! and tbh im not ready to just leave them all behind#ANYWAY OKAY this' gone for too long LMFAO but thank u if u read till here i think i needed to rant#that means ill probably be less active than im already am but ill be back !!#still i dont think this exactly qualifies as a hiatus so i wont mark it down as such wait is this a semi-hiatus??? lmfao idk but eh 🤷‍♀️#i love love love love love yall so so so much and forevever and always will#MWAH#<3
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astrxealis · 7 months
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i've stopped rambling abt fandom stuff on tumblr as much bcs i do it more on my priv twt but it's sooo crazy how i reach max tags & max tweets in a thread pretty easily. oh god.
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finallygaycoldones · 7 months
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Hi, can I get some info about your yardbois Abo au if you don't mind?
Omg YES yes you can but also it’s not really 100% well thought out it’s mainly just vibes? The main cliff notes are: Slime is an alpha who is like, a based champion of omega rights, who collided with Ludwig, also an alpha who comes from a longgg line of alpha purists, and the two of them butt heads about this for a long duration of their friendship. Slime is also a kind of “only dates betas and other alphas” guy because he finds the whole “pheromones and marking and claiming” thing to be…like kinda weird, so it doesn’t take long for one of his and Lud’s empassioned arguments to turn to making out.
On the other half of the equation, we have Nick, who is a scent-blocker abusing omega who just HATES the whole orientations political bs of it all, and just prefers the world regards him as a plain Jane beta boy. In comes Aiden, a friend of Slime’s who met at an omega rights rally, who A.) thinks Nick is a cutie (he has eyes), B.) thinks Lud is hot but also needs a reality check about how he’s treating omegas and C.) has been praying for Slime to get over his omega complex for YEARS so they can just bang already!! Where they all converge is where it gets muddy for me? Like all I know is I want Aiden teaching Ludwig and Nick that being an omega is actually based af, they become a pack at SOME point during the whole roommate situation etc etc
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feariteriu · 2 years
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𝐃𝐫𝐮𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐲 — 𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬
—MasterList!
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𝗦𝗨𝗠𝗠𝗔𝗥𝗬: y/n gets a late night call from the boy that has her completely whipped, she’s confused as he rambles on drunken thoughts to her.
𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦: cursing, under age drinking? lol just really fluffy tbh.
𝗣𝗔𝗥𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚: miles morales x female y/n
𝗔/𝗡: sorry it’s kinda long hope you like it!
Collapsing on your bed, you moved your arm to rest over your forehead. You were exhausted. The party you'd just gotten home from had completely drained you. You were moments away from falling asleep when your phone rang. Groaning, you lazily reached across your bed for it. "Hello?" you murmured, answering without bothering to check the ID. The sound of pounding music and muffled chatter echoed through the speaker. "Hello?" You repeated.
"Y/N!" Sitting up, you quickly checked the caller, "Miles?"
"Where are you?" His voice sounded slurred. "Are you drunk?"
"No-maybe-that's not the point."
"Are you still at the party?" you questioned, checking the time. "Do you need to be picked up or something?"
"No," he denied. "I need to know-" he paused for a moment. "I need to know where you are."
"Why? What's wrong?" Miles muttered something incoherent under his breath.
"Just tell me where you are!"
"I'm at home," you told him, confusion filling your face. "What's wrong?" He released a deep breath of relief, "When did you-when did you leave?"
"I don't know," you sighed. "Maybe half an hour ago?"
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I hadn't seen you for a while," you explained. "I didn't even know if you were still at the party. I thought maybe you'd left with someone."
He snorted, "As if I'd leave with any of these people," he muttered, trailing off into something you couldn't understand.
"Miles," you sighed, "you're drunk."
"So?"
"Can we please just talk tomorrow?" you requested, rubbing your temple. "Are you safe?" he asked you, his voice turning serious.
"What are you talking about?"
"I thought something had happened to you, I was looking everywhere," he explained. "No one could tell me where you were and I-I was really worried and I just-" he fumbled on.
"Miles, calm down," you instructed. "Take a breath." You held back your laughter as he followed your instructions, the action being much more dramatic than necessary. "Now, why were you worried?"
"Because I couldn't find you! I was looking everywhere," he repeated. "I'm sorry you got so concerned," you told him. "I promise you I'm okay."
"You promise?" His tone was much softer now, his voice so quiet it was barely audible over the background noise. "I promise, Miles," you smiled. "How much have you had to drink?" you inquired. "Just a little bit."
"A little bit?" you repeated, lying back down and turning onto your side. "Are you sure?"
"Maybe-maybe a little bit more than a little bit," he replied. "I take it you're still at the party?" you asked him, though you already knew the answer. "Mm-hmm."
"Did you need a lift home?" you offered. "I can come get you."
"No," he denied. "I'm crashing here tonight. A few of the others are too."
"Are you sure?" you asked, toying with your bedspread. "You sound like you're ready to go to bed," you told him honestly. "I don't think you'll be able to get any sleep there at the moment."
"I guess not," Miles agreed. "What are you doing?" you questioned, the background noise changing and becoming more muffled. "I'm going outside," he said. "There's a pool."
"Miles no! Don't get in the pool. You're probably too drunk to remember how to swim."
"That's not true," he muttered. "Oh shi-"
"What did you do?" you sighed. "Someone left their shoe in my way," he groaned. "Are you sure it wasn't your shoe? Did you fall?" you asked, unable to hide the amusement from your tone.
"Maybe."
"I'm going to ask once more, are you sure you don't want me to come back and get you?" There was silence from his end for a moment and you felt your heart pick up the pace.
"Miles?"
"I'm here," he whispered.
"You okay?"
"I'm fine. Keep talking," he instructed.
"Talking?"
"I like your voice." You could hear the smile behind his words. "It's a very nice voice."
"Thank you?" you laughed, not sure of how to respond. "I can't say I've ever been complimented on my voice before."
"You should have been," he responded. "It is a very nice voice," he said again. "With a very nice face to match.”
You and Miles had known each other for a very long time. You wouldn't ever admit it aloud, but he had always been the one who was able to make you smile and who was able to make the butterflies in your stomach come to life-especially when he said stuff like that. He definitely wasn’t aware of the effect he had on you if he did he would stop saying things like that right?
"Why aren't you talking?" From the tone of his voice, you could tell he was pouting. "Sorry," you smiled. "I'm talking now. Will you be okay tonight? I really want to come pick you up," you sighed out.
"I'll be all good," he responded, dragging out his words. "I've found myself a nice chair," he laughed, his laughter soon turning to giggles. "It's so comfy."
"I'm sure it is."
"You sound tired," Miles commented.
"That's because I am," you told him. "And I think you are too."
"I think I am, too. You're so smart. Did you know that? And very pretty. And you have an amazing voice."
"I think you should probably go get some sleep, Miles," you sighed, trying not to read too much into his words because of the state he was in. "I'll ring you tomorrow to check on you, okay?"
"Okay," he mumbled sadly. "You promise you'll ring me?"
"Of course."
"Pinky swear?"
"There's no other promise," you insisted. "Goodnight Miles."
"Goodnight (Y/N)!" Shaking your head, you rolled onto your back-opening your messages to text your friend who was still at the party, asking them to go check on Miles. Once they had replied, you tossed your phone to the side before sliding under your covers. You understood that Miles was under the influence of alcohol and that probably wouldn't remember the conversation you had just now.
You didn't want to get your hopes up, have any form of expectations. Pushing certain thoughts out of your mind, you hugged your pillow to your chest, closing your eyes-ready to fall asleep. Tomorrow you would ring Miles to check on him and you hoped by then your head would be clear.
. . .
Entering a small little cafe of his choice, you cast your eyes around trying to find Miles. Unable to find him in the cafe, you made your way towards the counter. "Hey," you greeted.
"Hi," she smiled. "What can I get for you?"
"Something strong and sweet please," you answered. "Has a black guy with dark curly hair and a dopey smile been in here yet?" She shook her head, "Sorry, haven't seen him. Go take a seat and I'll bring this out to you."
"Thanks," you told her, following her instructions. Taking a seat at the table with two chairs, quickly looking over at the door to see if Miles was nearby. You'd rang him earlier like you had told him you would do last night and you'd both made plans to meet up here.
The conversation hadn't lasted long, Miles had only just woken up when you called him and he was getting ready to go help clean up. He asked you to meet him at the cafe and you jumped at the chance. Pulling your phone out, you spent a few minutes replying to a friend before a steaming mug was placed in front of you.
"Thanks again."
"Let me know if there's anything else you need," she replied, heading back to the counter. You weren't sitting alone for long when Miles sat opposite to you. You jumped slightly in surprise at his arrival. "Hi," you chuckled, taking in his appearance. "You don't look..." you trailed off.
"Yeah I know," he sighed. "I think I may have gone over my limit a little yesterday," he admitted. He took a deep breath before resting his arms on the table, "Hi," he smiled finally.
"Besides the obvious...are you doing okay?" Miles nodded, "I guess, just a little embarrassed," he told you, his cheeks flushing. You raised an eyebrow, "What do you have to be embarrassed about?" you asked him.
He sent you a knowing look, "Last night," he clarified. "I'm sorry for disturbing you."
"Miles," you groaned. "You're one of my closest friends," you told him. "You weren't disturbing me, I'm just glad that you're okay."
"Right," he said, his tone almost sad as he muttered something under his breath. Before you could ask what was wrong, the waitress from before placed a drink in front of him, "You look like you need this," she laughed, walking off once more.
His hands immediately wrapped around the mug, "She's like a mind reader," he mumbled, taking a small sip. "Can I ask you something?" you questioned, almost hesitantly.
He nodded, confusion crossing his face for a brief moment. "You don't usually drink so much," you began, "and I was just wondering..." the boy sighed, "Why I ended up as smashed as I did?" You gave him a short nod.
"It's a little...stupid," he confessed, you could tell he was reluctant to divulge his reasoning to you. "It's okay," you said. "You don't need to tell me, I just hope nothing's wrong," reaching across the table to rest your hand on his. Noticing how his body tensed at your touch, you retracted your hand immediately. "Sorry," you squeaked.
He shook his head, "No, it's not-don't be," he insisted. "I uh-you rang because you were worried about me...do you remember?" He brought his hand to rest on the back of his neck, rubbing at it awkwardly, "Yeah...I remember. I thought maybe you'd left with one of the guys," he admitted.
Your brow furrowed, "Why would you think that?"
"I overheard-actually it doesn't matter," he told you. "I'm sorry about all that. Ringing you I mean."
"It's okay," you admitted. "It's good to know someone cares," you joked. "Of course, I care," he said softly. Smiling down at the table, you moved your hands to wrap around the mug in front of you. "Do you happen to remember what else you said?" you dared to ask, your face heating up at the thought.
Miles laughed, "Now I think you're just trying to embarrass me."
"So you don't?" you questioned, trying to hide the hurt from your tone. His expression turned serious, "No I-I do remember," he confirmed slowly. "All of it." Miles leaned back in his seat, "Last night I learned that I become very...vocal and honest when I drink."
"Honest?"
"Well you do have a very nice voice," he replied playfully. "And an equally pretty face." You could feel your face redden further, making him laugh. "It turns out drunk me has more confidence around you than sober me."
"What do you mean?" The boy's smile turned shy, "It seems I'm much more likely to spill certain things," he hinted. "I don't understand," you replied.
"Don't worry about it."
"Okay..." you drawled. "Did you end up sleeping out on the pool chair?" you questioned. Miles shook his head, "F/N helped me find an actual bed, thank you for that by the way," he said, giving you a knowing look.
You shrugged innocently, "A pool chair is not a good place to spend the night," you commented. "I owe you for that," he continued.
Scoffing, you take another sip of your drink, "That's not necessary. Like I said, we're friends." The hurt that flashed across his face matched the feeling that had risen within you at your words. "Friends," he sighed under his breath.
Miles seemed to be in the middle of a debate with himself. "Are you okay?" you asked, the concern evident in your voice.
"Actually," he announced, "I want to ask you something...I was talking with F/N last night, and she kind of helped me realize a few things," he admitted. "And if I read into her words correctly... then I think..." He found it hard to finish what he was trying to say.
"What is it?" you laughed nervously. "I'm just going to say it," Miles told you. "Right now. Out loud." Not wanting to interrupt his thoughts, you both fall into a small period of silence.
"I like you," he blurted out.
"What?"
"I like you," he repeated, meeting your eyes.
"I like you too, Miles," you insisted, tilting your head.
"No," he smiled, amused at how oblivious you could be, "I like you."
"Oh." Miles suddenly grew nervous, "That's your only response?" he asked. You moved your hands to rest on your lap, "I don't really know what to say," you said slowly.
He took your words as a sign that you didn't feel the same way. "Right, I'm sorry," he laughed. "Just forget I said anything," he said, averting his eyes from you. "No!" you shouted, feeling your cheeks heat once more-not meaning to be so loud. "Sorry...I just-you took me by surprise. I was just...not expecting you to say that."
"Is the concept of me like you so hard to imagine?" he joked, but the nerves behind his eyes were still there. "No...what's hard to imagine," you told him, "is that you feel the same about me as I do about you."
The boy's mouth parted slightly, "Wait..." You laughed at his expression. "You like me too?" he grinned. Nodding, you wrapped your arms around yourself loosely, "For longer than I think I want to admit," you told him bashfully.
He beamed at your words, "So...does this mean you'll go on a date with me?" he questioned hopefully. Chuckling, you found yourself staring into his eyes, "I would love to go on a date with you, Miles."
“I just realized we never paid for our drinks.”
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wrathofrats · 2 months
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Hiii you're the first person I've ever sent an ask so sorry if it's weird, but I have a request (if it's okay of course)
Could you do some swissdew? I don't see much writing of it and it makes me a bit sad
It's okay if not! Just wanted to know :)
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Omg??? No you’re not weird at all I love getting requests, in fact I’m naming you ur star anon now I hope you’re excited
Honestly it’s a bit funny that you say you don’t see any Swissdew because they used to be extremely popular! (Honestly tbh I haven’t seen them a lot recently?? Idk!!) They were my first fav ship when I joined the fandom lmao
Before I start rambling here’s some other Swissdew pieces I’ve done if you’re looking for more
(Swiss dew angst series)(breath play and being weird about paint)(dom drop after care)(forcefem)
This is weird and strange as I usually am, you didnt specify on nsfwness but most people come here for porn, if however that’s not what you wanted feel free to send me another ask!!
Uhhh basically short and sweet Swissdew and by sweet I mean finger sucking and stupidification
“Swiss, fucking move already please”
Dew felt like he had been laying there for hours with Swiss looming over top of him. The false sense of security brought on by his sweet words and gentle touch has long since faded into something dew could only really describe as torture.
“See? Now you’re learning to ask nicely, it’s getting hard to keep fighting huh?” Swiss coos
“No, it fucking hurts asshat”
“Must not hurt bad enough since you’re still being a brat”
Dews cock sat hard and sensitive against his stomach. Pre had dribbled along his torso, leaving a sticky mess that only added to his discomfort. His brain no longer felt fuzzy, as it did when Swiss finally got his cock in him after what seemed like endless prep that was mostly just Swiss playing with dew as he pleased. It felt sharp, electric and on edge, every slight jostle making him gasp in false anticipation.
“I’ve been good, I haven’t moved at all” dew pleads.
“You also haven’t shut up, probably should’ve just gagged you before we started”
Swiss moves his hands along dews body, a teasing nail tracing along his skin up to his neck. “Think you probably want to be gagged though, right? Too desperate for your own good?”
“No, I want you to fuck me already” dew whines and squirms from the uncomfortable position on the bed.
“Oh I don’t think you know what you want, don’t think you’re smart enough to make your own decisions like this since you keep talking” Swiss rubs his hand along the column of dews throat, thumbing at his chin to pry it open.
Dew attempts to mumble something incoherent around his mouth being forced open, eyes staring up at Swiss in confusion. He doesn’t make an effort to close it, waiting for his next move as saliva pools in his mouth.
“That right baby? Just get too stupid to make good choices when you’ve got a cock in you” Swiss’s tone alone has dews cheeks heating up, cock twitching on his abdomen. Two fingers slide past his lips smearing the saliva over them and down his chin.
“See, you’re already calming down, just had to get a couple fingers in your mouth didn’t I? Drool that pesky little brain out”
Dew whimpers in response as Swiss pets over his tongue, sliding the two digits in and out past his lips. He feel docile, the fuzzy feeling in his brain creeping back in around the edges
“There’s my good boy” Swiss smiles
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freckliedan · 5 months
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Hi!!! I just wanted to talk about how Dan and Phil as a brand is so relatable to neurodivergents in the way that they've been treated recently. So DnP built their careers off of being "weird" and "quirky" and socially awkward. That was Their Thing. Dan spoke for years about being violently bullied (quotes such as "being punched in the head by dickheads" stand out as a pre-BIG example of just how violent it got at times), Phil had the Why I Was a Weird Kid series, they both were frequently talked about as being "weird" and "awkward" by other YouTubers - they WERE the "weird" ones of the vlog group. The ones that awkward teens could relate to. Unfortunately, this got the attention of the #imsoquirky crowd who talks like they're experiencing all of these things while also being the same people who would mock me for my autism.
And that's the crowd now saying Dan is too old to be posting catboy photos or saying that the two of them "give the ick now, idk why." And I just can't help but notice how much I relate to that as an autistic and ADHD person. So many times over the years, I've made "friends" who were slightly into my interests, but then got weirded out by how hard I went into them. I think what we're seeing is the same thing happening to Dan and Phil. Drawing cat whiskers on your face to answer questions? Well that's "so cute and quirky"!! (/s). But actually playing as Catboys in JRPGs, dressing up in cat ears, making animal noises (which the two of them always did but ig this group overlooked), etc? Well that's "too far" and "so weird."
I think Dan especially got hit with this because he has more subscribers. When he talks about being bullied, most people can relate to that. But then when he goes and honks a horn in a game repeatedly (which tbh I've done before myself, very ADHD coded of him) or talks about hiding behind vending machines to avoid talking to people, that is suddenly "too annoying/weird" for some of the audience that got into him for his "relatably weird" content.
Sorry this is such a long ramble, but basically Dan and Phil have accidentally become the perfect examples of how kids with autism/ADHD/social pragmatic disorder/nvld/dyspraxia *insert other neurodivergencies that can cause atypical socialization* are treated. People might find your initial "quirkiness" relatable because everyone feels awkward or socially anxious at times, but it's when they see that you are Actually Just Like That and it's not to be #relatable that they turn on you and start saying that you're "too much" and "too weird."
Dan and Phil were the "weird" ones of the British vlog scene, and those of us who tuned into the younows or watched their older videos knew this, but someone who only subbed after watching a meme review or the two of them playing undertale might have assumed that they were the "right" kind of quirky/weird.
This is probably incoherent, but I hope you get what I mean.
this isn't incoherent! just such a well thought out ask i don't have anything to add. there's really specific ways i'm comfortable talking abour dnp + neurodivergence & neurodivergence in general so it's not something i've ever done super in depth posts abt!
i've actually gotten a few really lengthy asks like this over the last few weeks, so this is to you and to my other askers: i really appreciate that folks want to share their ideas with me but sometimes i genuinely don't have enough to contribute in response to add on to what's being said! and that makes it pretty impossible to answer asks like this.
so this is to everyone: feel free to @ me in the replies on your posts! (doing that leaves things cleaner than @ ing in the body of a post, which in my experience means folks are more likely to engage, if that's what you're looking for). especially loop me in about dnp + neurodivergene or dnp + gender!
this isn't a promise i'll rb or even see things, this website's functionality is shit, but like. it's actually way easier for me to see and support than if yall are sending me essay length anons, and this way i + others can find more people who share the same opinions as us! make ur own posts & ppl will follow u i prommy
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sophieinwonderland · 2 months
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hi o/ jus wana start by saying dis is jus semi incoherent rambling of a sleeby oupy who didnt get to eat 5 borgars for dinner.
i find the anti endo point of “just doing it for attention” so weird
for one its really disconected from real life, like, attention is a basic need fir our body, its why solutary confinment is such good tourture. its like saying “theyre just doing it to get food” :l dumb argument, evyone needs and withholding food because someones starving is an evil thing to do, an so is ignoring someone who’s in need of social interaction.
and two, its blatantly wrong. like, we’ve told 0 people irl about being a system, we’ve only told like, 3 online friends, and we never talk about system stuff with them still cuz we’re scared of loosing those friends for being too weird. we pretty much never post about it on our blog an besides the blog description no one wud probably ever know. the one time someone guessed we’re a system in a discord servr i had a full anxiety attack an avoided any interaction for 2 weeks even tho they were accepting, an then when we finaly went back to talking there i made sure we had any trace of system stuff wiped from the servr profile an deleted the messages that made them ask and only just showed that all again after 2 months of keeping everything hidden. we’re terrified of people we know knowing we’re a system or getting attention cuz of tgat.
tho we’re definitly on the extreme end for that (mostly me tbh… the social isolation and abandonment issues exo-memories and the body’s trauma from similar irl stuff deff made me super scared about this) but its a pretty similar experience for a lot of systems from wut ive seen where telling ppl is pretty much an act of compleat trust an usualy very anxiety inducing.
besides, if someone really wus just after attention, they could just post a incorrect fact online or a really dumb take. thats much easier an will get a lot more attention than faking being a system ever could. like, saying something like “reading is bourgeoisie” on a semi popular post will be a thousand times better at getting u attention than being a system ever could.
theres so much more i wana say about this, like the ableism inherent to that argument point, or the way its linked to child abuse, but phone keyboard is stupid and terrible and im too hungy to think well enough to write out those points properly an do them justice.
anyways, i hope u have a great day/night depending on when u read this.
Right! And if they're claiming people are wanting positive attention, I don't see that as being that hard either.
Like, if someone wants to talk to people on the internet about stuff, there are spaces out there for literally anything and anyone. You're not going to get more attention for being a system than you would for being outspoken in a fandom or a religion or any other social group you're a part of.
People who want attention... don't need to pretend to have people in their head to get it. And the attention you would get for that is often going to be negative because a lot of people are sanist and pluralphobic. But as you mention, it's not even the best way to get negative attention when there are so many actual troll-y things you can do.
You can find hundreds of communities online with people who will support you and give you attention for your takes on various topics! Or you can find hundreds more who will hate you if you push the right buttons!
There's just... no logical reason to fake being plural for attention.
And isn't this, again, the very same claims that have always been made against the LGBTQ community?
It's actually kind of funny how that happens, isn't it?
The people who are getting attention are generally the ones who most conform to society. It's not plural or trans people. It's the ones who do their best to fit in and be like everyone else in their group. Meanwhile, people who have identities that diverge from the norm are often left outcasts and shunned by peers.
And yet it's the latter group that's accused of attention seeking?
It makes no sense. 🤷‍♀️
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cognitosclowns · 2 years
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This might be a big ask but what characters do you think are dom/sub and top/bottom? If thats too long, just Brett, JR, Glenn. Thank you!
ANON YOU KNOW I LOVE LONG ASKS SMDNSDMSN
NSFW BELOW!!
okie im gonna need,, a system,, okie okie okie,,
Brett Hand
vv sub - sub - switch - dom - vv dom
vv bottom - bottom - vers - top - vv top
YEA BABEY <33 NOBODY IS SURPRISED HERE, HES SUPER SUBBY
mostly bc he struggles with being,, Confident and Dominant and In Charge smdnsmd. 
It just doesn’t suit him!! Not a fan!!
If he does try to dom, he’s definitely very Soft Dom territory - all cooing and praise, super affectionate and doting!! Maybe some light pinning of your wrists if he’s feeling particularly,, confident.
and even then by the time he’s cumming he’s probably gonna default back to being super submissive.
it’s just so nice not having to think. He can just be soft and safe in your arms, and know that you who can enjoy yourselves without him being put together. 
He can be all rambly and incoherent bc. he knows he’s safe!! He can be vulnerable with you he can be himself!! <333 twue wuv babey!!
I hold strong to the idea that he’s a vers bc not only would he be the Prettiest, Sweetest Bottom known to mankind but. I can just see him adoring getting his lights fucked out?
LIKE RAILING SOMEONE IS ONE THING, BUT BEING RAILED?? Whole different sensation. Completely different flavor of Brain Shutting Off, Nothing To Worry About to enjoy!! <33
Gigi Thompson
vv sub - sub - switch - dom - vv dom
vv bottom - bottom - vers - top - vv top
<3333 ANDRE SAID HE WAS ‘A LITTLE SCARED’ DURING SEX W/ HER. PLUS HER WHOLE ‘I LIKE POWER’ ON HER RIGHTSWIPE PROFILE. SHES A DOM COME ON <333
I was gonna say,, VV Dom but tbh?? I can see her letting herself unwinding a bit and letting smb else take care of her. She likes to treat herself <3
esp when she’s stressed and tired and just. everyone is pissing her off and she wants to be anyone else in the world but Gigi Thompson??
YEAH <333 those are especially the times where she just wants smb to fuck her brains out while she lays face-down in bed. Pure bliss nothing like it <3
But overall,, she’s gonna favor being dominant. she knows what she likes and she knows how to get it <3 and she knows how to make you feel perfect all the while!!
Vers, she loves both to death <3 all depends on her mood, not uncommon to,, switch halfway through and back again <3333
SHE HAS SUCH PRETTY STRAPS. SORRY YOU’RE GETTING A PARAG ABOUT THIS I THINK ABOUT IT SO OFTEN.
she gets them custom made to match her lingerie - clear and all these different glitters inside so it shines against the glow of her bedlamp <3333 the harnesses are covered in this super smooth silk <3 aaaa <33
She’s gonna have hold of your jaw, to make you’re you’re keeping eyecontact <3 whether shes giving or recieving - you’ll be able to feel the dig of her nails the whole time (stiletto, ofc)
Reagan Ridley
vv sub - sub - switch - dom - vv dom
vv bottom - bottom - vers - top - vv top
ARE WE SURPRISED NO BUT STILL VERY FUN <333
she much prefers to be in a,, dominant role vs submissive - gives her more room to maneuver + she’s usually the one initiating, so she can orient herself!! 
She’s very specific about what she does and doesn’t like, so it just makes things easier for her!!
that isn’t to say she’ll never enjoy some submissive stuff - every once in a blue moon it’s really nice to just,,, lay back and let someone do the work.
usually with oral she’ll get more submissive, bc it feels ‘safer’?? She doesn’t have to worry about really unexpected touches or sensations. It’s super straightforward so she can,, just let her brain shut off <3333
But also. Oral is super imprecise so it isn’t usually her go-to
THAT BEING SAID SHE PREFERS BOTTOMING OVERALL
Mostly bc she doesn’t have the stamina to top. Pegging is fun but she doesn’t have the core strength to keep that up for long 
MSNDMSNDMD IF YOU WANT SOME OF THAT,,, JUST RIDE HER. PLEASE. HER HEART WILL GIVE OUT IF SHE TRIES TO TOP. 
Glenn Dolphman
vv sub - sub - switch - dom - vv dom
vv bottom - bottom - vers - top - vv top
again we aren’t surprised but ALSO,,,, THERES A LOTTA FUN HERE <333
HES A TOP AND HES GONNA TOSS YOU LIKE A HACKYSACK WHICH IS,, SUCH A DELICIOUS COMBO <333
he manhandles like nobody else. It’s like a goddamn tilt-a-whirl with how often he’s gonna be flipping you over, moving your legs, pinning you, etc. You’re gonna feel like a rodeo clown. <333 IF YOU LIKE IT ROUGH THEN HE’S ABSOLUTELY YOUR MAN
AND THE TEETH <333 look at that absolute maw,, he has such a thing for leaving marks!! If you ask he will,, gladly put those chompers to use.
JUST <333 he always gets this amazing Grimace where he bares his teeth when he’s close and. his teeth get so shimmery 
he. does have a bad back though and several other injuries from several things (deployment, surgery, misc injuries he ignored and they’ve just,, got worse) so,,,, riding him will probably be the best for this knees!!
DON’T TELL HIM YOU WANT TO RIDE HIM TO MAKE SURE HE ISN’T IN PAIN THO, HE’LL GET SO HUFFY. He’s too prideful and stubborn for his own good.
Andre Lee
vv sub - sub - switch - dom - vv dom
vv bottom - bottom - vers - top - vv top
TRUE NEUTRAL BABEY <33  SMDNSMD
with,, the SLIGHTEST lean towards sub - just because he’s a lot more used to it!! 
When he goes to orgies he loves to just,, bend himself over the nearest couch and wait. Tried and true method, never fails smmnmdsnds.
MSNDSMD HE’S ALSO VV EXPERIMENTAL!! He’ll try (almost) anything once - he lives by the idea of Don’t Knock It Till You Try It.
(granted he’s tried almost everything. but. shush.)
GOD BUT HE’S SO ENERGETIC AND FUN DURING SEX IM NEVER LETTING GO OF THIS <33
he’s just got this Vibe about him of pure excitement and shameless enjoyment.
like whyyyy should sex be so serious,, this isn’t a funeral,, please he wants both of you to be happy and giggly and feeling good!!
So whether he’s dom or sub, he’s gonna be keeping that vibe!! 
Sex with Andre just has this. super Light feeling. Like afterwards you feel all floaty bc you’ve basically spent the last 3 hours,, laughing and cumming. 10/10 he’s the perfect man.
like some ppl are shy about sex, worried what ppl will think of their sounds, etc, NOPE NOT ANDRE LEE BABY
He has no problem telling you exactly how good you’re making him feel. In as much detail as his brain will allow him, the most dazed smile plastered on his face <333
Myc
vv sub - sub - switch - dom - vv dom
vv bottom - bottom - vers - top - vv top
YEAH NO BEING SUBMISSIVE IS VERY HARD FOR HIM. He likes having a lot of control - being submissive takes,, some vulnerability so it’s. not ideal.
Having so many tentacles <33 just,, come on, being a top fits so naturally!!!
I have thought very hard about the logistics of how he would bottom and what I’ve come up with is either,
Sounding 
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So do with that what you will MSNDMSND
OVERALL THO??? JUST,, THE MOST FILTHY DIRTY TALK. He’s absolutely shameless. Andre’s rambling turned up to 11. He’ll comment on your thoughts, his thoughts, any little details to get you even more fucked-out and eager <33
Idk why I imagine him being pretty rough?? Like wrapping his tentacles super tight around your hands, wrists, thighs, etc. Tight like a tourniquet, as he holds you up against the nearest surface <333
LIKE TEASE AND DENIAL IS ABSOLUTELY HIS JAM. So many tentacles <3 so many fun sensations to play with. 
Jr Scheimpough
vv sub - sub - switch - dom - vv dom
vv bottom - bottom - vers - top - vv top
THE MOST SUBBY BOTTOM TO EVER BOTTOM. we already knew this but COME ONNNN <33333
He may rival Brett in that regard smdnsdm I’m unsure.
he will top,, sometimes,, but that submissiveness never goes away <33 he’ll be begging and apologizing the whole time.
NO IM NEVER GIVING UP ON THE,, ‘JR apology kink’ train. It lives in the walls of my brain. I don’t even know if there’s a specific word for it but this man has such a thing for Apologizing and Begging Forgiveness. Half of his work is groveling. He throws himself on his knees at the slightest provocation. I am a JR Apology Kink Truther.
ALSO DEGREDATION SMDNSDM
<333 HE WANTS TO FEEL LIKE THE SCUM OF THE EARTH BABY BE MEAN BE CRUEL <333333
I would go Full Bottom but,, I feel like he does likes topping, he just lacks the energy most of the time.
He’s always so stressed and exhausted from working around whatever the last disaster was, that most of the time he just wants to get his brains turned to jelly. and not have to do anything. Greedy bastard <3
Alpha-Beta
vv sub - sub - switch - dom - vv dom
vv bottom - bottom - vers - top - vv top
YANNOW,, I was gonna go vv dom but. I feel like you could get this man submissive
His preference for being dom + top is mostly due to
This bitch loves being in a role with power,, having ‘control’ over smth or someone,,,,, it fulfills the same biological niche that Ruling Over The World would occupy MSNDMSND
Oh No Vulnerability Is Terrifying (tm)
If you know what buttons to push, this man will be as pliable as tinfoil for you <3
Praise and/or Overstimulation are the fastest avenues, but there’s plenty of room for experimentation with him!! He’s,, almost always up for a challenge, and he loves seeing how far he can be pushed.
MWA OK I THINK THATS ALL OF EM <333 this was very fun, please lmk if you had something else in mind!!!
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muirmarie · 2 months
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https://www.tumblr.com/amrtiamat/737730626917122049 sorry but i just had to send this to you because. it reminds me so much of the way you write bones.
godddddd that post is so real
i am a v v strong believer in stories belonging to their readers, but i think, how i tend to think about him, it's not necessarily that he thinks that people don't like him per se, but more that people don't. think about him at all in that way? not even in a negative manner, exactly, just. that he thinks that he's not someone that people necessarily miss? like i think he thinks he always loves more, and that while he misses people, they just. carry on without him just fine? not even in a way where he's sad about it, just like. it's the baseline he's working with?
like i think if you asked him if jim loves him, he'd say yeah, sure he does, jim loves everyone? and i also think if they didn't see each other for a month, and jim grabbed him in a hug and sincerely said he'd missed him, mccoy would just kind of laugh it off like he thinks jim's joking or just trying to make mccoy feel good? and he'd think, i don't need him to miss me, so it's vaguely annoying that he feels like he needs to lie about it to make me feel better, but also that's just how jim is, so because jim needs to feel like he made me feel good, i'll just laugh it off and move on?
and meanwhile jim is just. continuously lowkey frustrated at the way mccoy will pull back when jim tries to sincerely, emotionally engage with him? but he lets him because he doesn't want to make mccoy uncomfortable by pushing too hard?
(and then spock gets a hit of mccoy's emotions through some form of touch telepathy or other lmao and is just. hmm. that's not ideal. we should. we should probably discuss this. we should definitely discuss this. jim is probably going to commit a murder. unfortunate.)
like while i love that post in a very OUCH way, i think i'm back at it again at the krispy kreme putting my own baggage on my favorite guy lmao, so that's more where i'm coming from on the writing side? BUT again that's just a writer's pov, and stories belong to their readers!! and i genuinely love hearing what you're getting from it, tbh!!!
this is probably so nonsensical lmao i am, as always, so incoherent when i try to talk about things directly instead of just trying to write around the shape of it lmao, oh well
thank you so much for sharing that with me!!! sorry about the extended ramblings!!! <3333
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fatalwhims · 1 year
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i am going to ramble about Heart of the Sun Warrior into the void in hopes that someone will actually browse the tags and join me because i need to gush about this book through incoherent rambles
Wow how do I put into words how this book (and duology) made me feel?? Tan had me guessing throughout the entire book about who would be endgame. Just when you think the scale tips one way, she follows it up with a tender scene with the other boy (?? ok technically man, but we’ll affectionally say boy because they are my boys). It swung back and forth so much that tbh I got frustrated at one point and legitimately thought that Xingyin wouldn’t end up with either. 
With Wenzhi’s last scene in DOTMG I had a feeling that he would be endgame. So I’m surprised that even with that feeling, I was so unsure throughout the entire book. With Xingyin + Wenzhi’s conversation before the final battle and the finality of the word “Friends” and Xingyin’s monologue: “a part of me mourning the end of something precious, that never truly had a chance to begin”, I thought that was it. I convinced myself that the “I love you” when he died was just her speaking in the moment. Yes it was a truth, but not the truth. And with Wenzhi dead I didn’t think there was any chance that she would end up with him in the end.
Unless he was reborn as a mortal. Which brings me to the ending... oh the ending. It was such a beautiful resolution. What a way to bring Wenzhi and Xingyin back together, but also involve Liwei. With his death, I thought the only way Wenzhi + Xingyin would end up together was if he was reborn as a mortal and she found him. But to have Liwei send him down so that he could regenerate his immortal self, to do this out of love for Xingyin to see her be happy...we love to see growth! And not just growth of Liwei, but also Xingyin in her decision to wait for the elixir of immorality. It’s the classic tale of an immortal falling in love with a mortal and having to watch them die and then find them again in each new life. Tbh it’s a tragic curse, but there was so much joy in Xingyin’s thoughts as she describes all the moments that they would share together, that it filled me with hope instead (that and the fact that it shouldn’t be centuries hopefully). And the resolution really comes full circle with Chang’e and Houyi’s circumstances. 
My thing with love triangles is that I feel like the author can sometimes force their resolution by just writing out the one who isn't chosen by giving them less screen time. For a while I felt like that's what Tan had done. Liwei just didn't have as many opportunities as Wenzhi here to prove himself or do something for Xingyin. Wenzhi had the pivotal role of getting the scroll from his father and then casting the enchantment, which was the key part that tethered them together and allowed for the sacrifice. Liwei was imprisoned for part of the novel. Etc. Etc. But as I thought more about Wenzhi's death and how he gave his life for her and thus his crown, I realized that Liwei could have given up his crown too. Ok yeah, it's easier for Wenzhi to do that when he knows it's a choice of life or death. Maybe if Liwei was tasked with the same decision to save her, he would give up that duty as well (tbh he probably would). BUT in the aftermath, when he still wouldn’t make the choice and help her heal... when he still believed that she would be able to live there, despite how much he could sense her hurting, that was when I knew that Liwei just couldn't choose her over everything. And he admits it when they meet for the final time. I guess all this to say that, I’m glad that Liwei did have his chances and his choices and that he wasn't just written off as shitty guy.
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star-girl69 · 3 months
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DUDEEEEEE. She calls me baby youuuuu ate that harrrrrrrd. Like I had to go back in for seconds and thirds and fourths fr fr. Cause are we even surprised or are we just grateful that you give us mortals a second of your time and talent????
Babe you are so incredibly talented. The way you write is sooooooo amazing its like you just know how to manipulate your words into something that will and has had me in tears in like 2 seconds. Don't even get me started on how you write your characters. Like I don't know how I can fully and most genuinely express the astonishment you leave me in all the time.
I believe that you are one of a kind and a treasure to be cherished. I know that doubting is inevitable but I hope that you know that I'm always gonna be in the obsessed with addie corner no matter what. Like I meant it when I said that there won't be a time when you have no fans. Ever. You will forever be my favourite gorgeous goddess❤️❤️❤️.
-❤️
(I'm sorry I've been so absent school has been actually eating me alive)
(I think about you everyday though and it makes life just that much better)
(I hope you don't think I'm exaggerating😭😭😭😭All of this that I've been feeling without releasing had to be sent in a long ask my bad)
(I missed your little bonuses though, I hope you're doing okay)
(I'm always here for anything you may need, even if its literally just to tell you how amazing you are)
(love you ❤️)
#jealousclarissesupremacy
I WAS WONDERING WHERE YOU WERE I WAS SO WORRIED I SMILED SO HARD WHEN I GOT THIS ASK 🤭🤭
I CANT THAT WHOLE SECOND PARAGRAPH LIKE I CANT LIKE WOWWWW YOU THINK THAT???? ABOUT MEEE??!!!!??!?!?!?!!
TREASURE IS INSANE BTW 🤭 anyways omg. i’m so grateful wtf like i’m sorry i cant come up w something more poetic like you i just love these asks so much i get so happy and idk how to express that other than ilysm and i’m just so happy and so so grateful
also gorgeous goddess… i giggled 🤭🤭🤭
(ITS OKAYYYYY IM GLAD YOUR BACK SCHOOL HAS BEEN COOKING ME TOO 💔💔)
(EVERYDAY??!?!?!?! i think about you everyday too tho….. thinking about that one day you were so active and i got like 5 asks from you… BEST DAY OF MY LIFEEE) (also pls don’t take this as me pressuring you TRUST i am grateful for whatever you give me 🙏🙏)
(STOP. I. LOVE. LONG. ASKS. DONT ANNOY ME BY DOUBTING MY LOVE FOR YOU!!!!!!!)
(idk i’m okay i’ve just been really feeling pressured to write stuff bc the fandom is dying down (guys pls come back) and i am now firmly addicted to the praise and number of notifs i get…. lol. the bonuses have always been weird bc sometimes they come so easily to me like the first one i did was so it goes and i didn’t even have to think about it and then someone said they liked it so i went back and did it to my other fics and started doing it and idk yeah basically what i’m saying is sometimes they’re so easy and other times i have to force myself to come up w something which sucks but people like them so i’m happy to do it!!!!)
(tbh i’ll probably go back and add a bonus to she calls me baby bc i have just a little teeny bit of ocd and it will bother me but also i’m trying to let the little things go but idk we’ll see how strong i am 😭😭)
(sorry i will stop ranting now) (shoutout to anyone who actually reads that incoherent ramble)
(i need to be told how amazing i am 24/7 so that will be hard 😔) (BUT I APPRECIATE YOU SAYING THAT)
(LOVE YOU TOOOOO 💋💋💋)
#iagreesobad
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badhabitsledmehere · 1 year
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How i think the brothers, royals and purg hall (minus luke) would behave on the ‘lettuce’
Not proof-read and also just a shitpost so
Brothers
Lucifer
He would probably pretend like he’s ok.
Too prideful to admit how toasted he is (he is GONE)
Sits in the same position for like an hour.
He has his classical music playing, but he’s just staring at the wall like something is happening
Can not be bothered to move his eyes from the one spot (eyes are comfy)
Ends up ruining Mammon’s experience because he’s glaring directly at Mammon with a cold face.
(Has a nap after like an hour and a half)
Mammon
Procured the za
Went to like four different dealers cause he needed enough for the brothers, royals, and purg hall.
Probably a low tolerance to be honest
Didn’t have a lot cause he really wanted to see what Lucifer and Barbatos were like gone (wanted to see if he could convince Luci for money)
He fell asleep for like 20 minutes and woke up to Lucifer glaring at him (regrets giving Lucifer a lot)
eats all the chips.
He giggles alot (to nothing)
Talks and talks (incoherently)
Leviathan
Didn’t have a lot but it hit.
HARD
He starts rambling about TSL to Simeon who honestly couldn’t collect his thoughts for his life.
He starts freaking out when some of Lucifer’s music starts playing so he tries to retreat to his room.
He jumps off the couch and waddles, like my bro is WOBBLING, to his room
He is in fact mumbling the whole time (mostly to himself) and can’t look anyone in the eye
When he gets to his room he starts playing a random rpg (he’s just walking into a tavern wall, or reading the same dialogue box over and over)
Probably devours the stale chips that have been sitting on his desk for like a week
Satan
He’s enjoying himself.
He didn’t think this was a feeling, but boy does this feeling feel nice
He’s talking to you a little and trying to speak cohesively but when he makes a mistake, he starts chuckling to himself.
“MC, did you know that when a cat meowed. Meowed? Mew? Meyoed? Hehe.. hehahahah! Ohuahahahaha!”
He sits still for a little while staring at the ceiling, then decides he wants to see a cat.
You know that isn’t a good idea to you put a cat compilation video from Deviltube on your D.D.D. For him to watch.
He watches in delight
Asmodeus
Not his first rodeo with the cush
He has what he knows will allow him a good time and to stay relatively aware.
Probably stares at himself for a while and takes photos of himself.
Before deciding everyone else needs a photo (many photos) of their high.
(All of the photos have him in them)
He teases Solomon and Lucifer.
Lucifer can’t hear him and Solomon is still deciding whether or not Asmo is a character in his imagination or he himself exists at all(Asmo leaves in the middle of Solomon’s dilemma)
He runs a hot bath and soaks in that for the rest of the time that he’s high.
Beelzebub
He is gone
My boy ate up almost all of the snacks and also the entirety of the kitchen stock.
He’s ordered food delivery.
A LOT of delivery.
Probably watches cat videos with Satan until the food comes.
He devours all of it.
After consuming all the food, he crawls - yes - CRAWLS back to his room and falls asleep out in the hallway, just before his room.
Belphie also decides a good sleep in bed is desired but passes out on top of Beel
Belphegor
Definitely ate some food too.
Beel’s unnatural appetite and sudden hunger really made Belphie hungry and in the mood for a bite.
Really destroyed some juice tbh
He didn’t immediately sleep but felt Beel’s fatigue
Honest, he jus sleep
Royals
Diavolo
My boy, my sweet boy is absolutely zooted
Never felt so care free like ever
He probably feels no responsibility, and incredibly relaxed
May even drop some risky sentences to you cause he thinks no one can hear
Pretty much everyone heard
Absolutely decimates the Hellfire mushroom rolled cigar cookies Barb made beforehand
He’s chuckling, giggling, laughing having a great time
Barbatos
HE IS SO GONE
Definitely had way too much
(My man did not know that the brownies were eddies)
“MC you made the brownies? Well i suppose in that case…”
The munchies got to him in the worst way.
He’s standing still. So still. Well thats what he thinks anyway.
Probably swaying and maybe even tilting
You sit him down (with no effort) and rest with him for the rest of the sesh
(He’s internally freaking out)
Purgatory Hall
Solomon
InterDIMENSIONAL
Barbatos may be gone because he also doesn’t really tango with the mango but Solomon? He took way too much for no reason.
Usually does it recreationally at parties (most of the time with Asmo)
I couldn’t tell you why he went so insane, he just did.
Has a 7 second delay
When Asmo comes to get photos of him, Solomon loses his shit
“Am I real? Are you real? Wait am I watching myself, or am I myself? Wait-“
Simeon
Originally wasn’t going to participate, just because he doesn’t enjoy smoking in general.
Actually ate two some of MC’s brownie on accident tho.
“Oh no”
Mans thought that they were just regular brownies uh he was wrong.
Probably somewhere in between Lucifer and Barb
Just sits down and tries to wait it out.
Sends a text to Luke like
[don ot coe t hus of lemantaton!] ((Do not come to the house of Lamentation))
Squinting so hard he can barely see
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blue0909 · 1 year
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please infodump about Mephone4 in the newest episode DONT HOLD YOURSELF BACK even if it's like the most. incoherent mess ever. i need to hear somebody else's word vomit over the new episode
HIII SO MANY PPL ASKED FOR THE ANALYSIS!!!!
Spoilers below cut for the newest iii episode!!!
Floory not being able to truly be eliminated was obviously a huge problem for mephone. He stated that he does the creative parts, not the logisticals. So in a way, he relies on the contestants to do their part. He relies on things being the same every time. So, when things DIDNT go as they normally do, or as theyre supposed to, it instantly took him down. He wants things to be perfect, and when they ARENT? He feels like hes let down everyone. When Mephone was with Cobs, most of the tasks were probably associated with logistical stuff, not creative things. Mephone wasnt good at it then, which led to Cobs replacing him (even though it would have been enevitable no matter what.) So when Mephone isnt good at it in the show, he fears that people won't want or need him anymore. He blames himself for anything that goes wrong in the show.
This is where Mepad came in. During season two, Mephone had help. Mepad could do the technical stuff. Now that Mephone doesnt have Mepad, he honestly has no clue what hes doing.
but now he has floory!!! also this is just a ramble tbh lmao
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hey girl heyyyy
For the ask game:
📚 ⇢ what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app? 
🍬 ⇢ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character
🌿 ⇢ give some advice on writer's block and low creativity
🏜️ ⇢ what's your favourite type of comment to receive on your work?
hi babes 💕
send me some writer asks!
📚 ⇢ what's the last thing you wrote down in your notes app? 
uhhh outlining because i'm trying to get this stupid fic done, but the last line was levi saying: "Got a bunch of new recruits. Might as well put them to work." feel free to get creative over what that means ;)
🍬 ⇢ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character
ma'am are you trying to bait the anon hate 😭 hmm, idk if this is an opinion per se because i might just be straight up wrong LMAO i'm sure it's been chatted about and is said otherwise in the manga/anime and i missed it bc i'm a dumdum but i hc that levi knew that he was ackerman? maybe never confirmed that there was something special with the bloodline and that what he didn't know was that he was a blood relative to kenny upon hearing that ackerman was also kenny's last name. i need to dig through the manga to refresh because it's been a minute anyway i could ramble about this more on my logic but i think it might end up being an incoherent essay lmaooooo
🌿 ⇢ give some advice on writer's block and low creativity
boy am i STRUGGLING with this rn probably the whole "write for yourself" mantra and write things with little to no intention of publishing, but ALSO writing can mean anything! it can mean jotting down a trope that caught your eye (i have many drafts that just say "idk maybe a high school au with tutor levi or something"), writing a single line that you want to use at some point occasionally i'll go thru these little things that i jot down and when i feel that even slight sense of motivation, i have something to go off! and then of course that it's ok to have a block. our best work comes from when we're REALLY into it and riding off the hyperfixation. i know sometimes it feels like it'll never come back, but it will (even if its not in the form that we were hoping/expecting :3)
🏜️ ⇢ what's your favourite type of comment to receive on your work?
tbh probably the ";ALSKDF;LAKSDF;LKJ" type because that's the vibe i'm always going for 😂
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