save a horse, ride a cowboy
PAIRING jeong yunho x f!reader
WORD COUNT 12.25k
GENRES fluffïčangstïčsmut
WARNINGS 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, reader is a city girl but i tried not using too many gendered terms, cowboy!yunho RAHHHHH, mentions of food, reader has a boyfriend for most of the fic (an oc) but thereâs no real infidelity, reader embarrasses themselves on what iâd say is a few occasions too many, yunho is down bad, masturbation (m! and brief f! receiving), lowkey voyeurism, a really bad dad joke, horse riding scene bc i feel thatâs pivotal for a cowboy fic, lots and lots of kissing, marking, teasing, vaginal fingering x2, oral sex (f! receiving) x2, multiple orgasms, very slight edging, praise, pet names (baby, babe, and princess oops), unprotected sex (BE SAFE PLS I BEG), cowgirl position, pull out method, missionary position, creampie lol, ending is cute but also kinda up for interpretation? i guess <3
SUMMARY when your grandparents decided to retire and take a summerâs long vacation in celebration, they leave their house in your care. at least you donât have to worry about feeding the farm animals. but you do have to worry about the tall, handsome cowboy who does.
MORE AND SHEâS DONE oh my god, this fic actually pulled so much out of me i think i was the one seeing stars by the end.. đ but iâm so proud of it and the goals i tried meeting while writing. first of all the length??? insane for me. i can hardly get myself to write anything longer thank 5k đ THATS ENOUGH ABOUT ME THO,,, this fic was heavily inspired by the django performance if u couldnât tell by the banner đ and iâd first like to thank the academy aka @kimsohn for encouraging me to write this and fueling my delusions ilysm maya <3 iâd also like to give a huge thank u to @bro-atz TYSM FOR BETAING AND HELPING WITH SCENES BRO ur my life saver fr <3 PLS PLS PLS REBLOG IF U ENJOYED!!
Growing up, you werenât the biggest fan of trips to your grandparentsâ farm in the rural countryside.Â
You were born in a big city, full of all the glitz and glam. There were bright lights that lit the skyline at night, distracting from the stars that illuminated above. The wide open space was blocked by high towers and large skyscrapers. You were accustomed to the sound of bustling pedestrians and the obnoxious honking of cars in the streets. There was seldom an evening of complete silence.Â
Everything was so tightly packed together, within walking distance if you didnât feel like hopping in a car for a fifteen minute drive. You appreciated the insanity of the train station in the mornings before school, the metro so busy with students and working class individuals. You came into contact with numerous strangers throughout your day to day life.Â
However, every summer until you were a senior in high school was a different story.Â
Your parents wanted to keep you humble, you supposed, shipping you off to your grandparentsâ for three months. Living in the city kept people too sheltered, too primped and polished for the real world. They wanted you to have that exposure, to experience what it was like to live without the fanciness of urbanization. The nine months out of the year that you spent in the city stunted that exposure, though.
When youâd arrive at their farm, luggage stacked like you were taking a trip to London or Paris, you felt like a glorified version of Regina George. Maybe Blair Waldorf. Elle Woods? You werenât even rich like that. Your parents were nice, middle class people. There was just something about cow manure and the fear of stepping on a freshly laid egg that made it difficult to adjust to the setting.
It was most likely your stubbornness throughout your childhood that held you back even as you got older and more educated. You thought after graduating high school, the three-months-long âretreatâ would come to an end. Youâd only need to visit when necessary, maybe a week max. And that was true to an extent. During your university years, you only visited the farm around once a year. You were too consumed with school to even go home sometimes.Â
And then your grandparents decided to retire.Â
Their farm had supplied the town over with produce and other home-grown items for as long as you could remember. But they were getting older and no one in the family was willing to inherit the farm or its responsibilities. In celebration of their retirement, they planned a grand vacation to visit multiple countries. Their itinerary spanned an entire summer, just like your trips to the farm when you were younger.
Because you were the only one familiar enough with the area, they enlisted you to housesit while they were gone. You tried to get out of it, but they didnât trust anyone else as much as you, despite your convictions about country life. So you reluctantly agreed, packing up your things to prepare for another grueling summer at the farm one last time.Â
But there was a bit of a setback.
âWhat do you mean someoneâs living in the farmhouse behind their house?â You shriek into the receiver, holding your phone between your shoulder and ear as you zip up your final bag. Your mom sighs on the other end.
âYour grandma just only now told me, apparently it slipped her mind,â you can hear the sympathy in her tone. âHeâs this boy who grew up in the town and heâs gonna take over the farm for them on the condition that they still live on the property. She said he shouldnât get in your way and heâs expecting your presence. Youâll only see him if you ever actually go out to the farm and when he brings groceries to the house.â
âGreat. Another thing I didnât sign up for.â You mutter, giving your bedroom a once over to make sure youâre not forgetting anything. âIs there anything else I should know before I get there, like a secret pet or maybe a family living in the attic?â
âWatch the attitude, Y/N,â she warns, and you shut up immediately. âLook, I know this isnât ideal. Youâre a grown adult and youâd rather spend your summer going out with your friends, but you already told your grandparents you would do this for them. Itâll be over before you know it.â
You sigh, nodding even though she canât see it. At least you didnât have to worry about caring for their farm animals. It was time to think of this as a staycation rather than torture. Sure, your friends were going to be living it up in the Bahamas for a week and your boyfriend was going to be here while you were surrounded by nothing but flat landscape for acres.Â
Perhaps it was good for you that there would be someone else on the property. You mightâve started to feel scared being alone in the middle of nowhere for so long. Though, your boyfriend probably wonât be the biggest fan of you staying within the vicinity of another man for three months. Youâd just deal with that later.Â
The drive to your grandparentsâ farm is actually more peaceful than anything else. Driving for long periods of time wasnât your favorite thing to do, but doing it by yourself with nothing but your music filling your ears was a sort of therapy. It allowed you to come to terms with your fate for the summer and what it could entail, even if it wasnât exactly what you had in mind.Â
Seeing the lush greenery for miles upon miles as you neared their home evoked a sense of tranquility within you. If you kept a positive outlook on your situation, you would make it through these next few months unscathed and your sanity still intact. Maybe you despised the wide open space for years when you were a kid, but now that youâre an adult, you think you could learn to appreciate it and its beauty.Â
As long as the guy living in the farmhouse didnât bother you like your grandmother said, everything would beâ
Oh.Â
You pull up in front of the house, already thrown for a loop by the tall, very handsome stranger walking his dog back from the mailbox. His dark hair obscured his eyes, a bandana tied around his neck to match with the one hanging off the Border Collieâs collar. The two turn around at the sound of your engine, stopping in their tracks once youâve parked.Â
He brings a hand up to shield the sun from his eyes, watching cautiously as you park slowly. You donât know why youâre so anxious, itâs not like youâll be interacting with him much during your stay anyways. Thereâs something about his slender figure and the fact that he was so clearly dedicated to what he does upon first glance that it makes you feel shy. You suck in a sharp breath before deciding to exit your vehicle, wiping clammy palms on your denim shorts. Youâre starting to regret not dressing a little cuter, a little more presentable.Â
His features soften upon recognizing you, the pretty granddaughter that your grandparents showed him prior to leaving for their trip. The hand sheltering his face falls to his side and he gives you a warm smile, somehow warmer and brighter than the sweltering summer sun. Youâd always been told not to talk to strangers, to keep your distance for your own safety, but you canât help mirroring his expression with a small wave.Â
âH-Hi,â your voice wobbles and you kind of want to die just a bit. âIâm Y/N. My grandparents mentioned you lived in the farmhouse out back, but didnât give me a name or face to expect.â
He extends his arm out and you shake his hand, albeit slightly nervously. His eyes squint when he glances between you and his dog. âItâs nice to finally meet you, Y/N. Iâm Yunho, and this is Yeoreum.â
The name is fitting for the red and white colored Border Collie, her tongue sticking out as she stares up at you with big eyes that almost resemble her ownerâs. You bend down to pet her, patting the soft tufts of fur on her head and appreciating her licks of excitement. Yunho laughs, whistling to catch her attention.Â
âYunho and Yeoreum,â you repeat, a tiny grin on your face. âBefitting. Does she come with the property?â
âUnfortunately, no. Sheâs spoken for,â he teases, a pout on his features. âBut she can visit whenever youâd like. Jokes aside, did you need any help moving stuff into the house?â
âThat would be great, actually!â You scratch the back of your neck, lips pursing. Yunho waits for you to unlock the trunk of your car and places Yeoreumâs leash in your possession, making quick work transporting your bags inside. What was just supposed to be some light assistance, has evidently become him doing everything on his own while you stand and look pretty with his dog.
You didnât bring too much with you since you didnât have plans to leave while you were housesitting and your grandparents werenât so old fashioned that they didnât have a washing machine. Still, you felt useless allowing this stranger youâd just met to do all this manual labor on your behalf.
âDoes he always do this?â You murmur to the Border Collie, falling to a seat on the lowest front porch step. She doesnât give you a response (not that you expected her to), but pants happily in lieu of one, craning her head so you can scratch the spot behind her ear.Â
âYouâre a guest, itâs just good hospitality for me to help.â Yunho says as he comes out of the house, stationing himself in front of you with his hands on his hips, thumbs in his belt loops.Â
âThereâs a difference between helping and doing the work yourself. Youâre just being modest,â you push yourself up to hand him Yeoreumâs leash. âBut thank you anyway, that was really nice. Iâm so tired from driving up here, so I think I wouldâve collapsed doing all that back and forth.â
âYou should go rest,â he glances at the house behind you. âThereâs a whole three months of farm life ahead of you, so donât wear your pretty little self out just yet.â
Yunho salutes to you and takes his leave, walking around your grandparentsâ house toward what you assume is the farmhouse. Your eyes are wide and your cheeks feel hot, and youâre well aware that itâs not because of the summer heat. Your fingers clutch at the material of your t-shirt and you shake it to fan yourself.Â
It seemed like you were in for a bumpy ride these next few months. But like you reiterated prior to arriving, everything would be just fine so long as you and farm boy went your separate routes and lived your separate lives.Â
Yeah. Things would be alright. You hope.Â
Itâs a week into your stay on your grandparentsâ farm when you bump into Yunho again.Â
Youâre toweling your neck after getting out of the shower, heading into the kitchen to make yourself another bowl of cereal for breakfast. So far the only downside has been your inability to cook a decent meal. Takeout or your boyfriend sleeping over were usually your saving grace, but without having either of those options, youâve stuck to microwaveable things.
The sight of Yunho unloading groceries onto the counter has you squealing and nearly jumping out of your own skin. He flinches at your volume, knocking over the bag of rice resting against the vase in the center. Thankfully it was still sealed shut, if not there wouldâve been a mess of rice grains all over the island counter. His clumsiness has you slapping a palm over your mouth to silence your giggles, not wanting to embarrass him.
âSorry, I wasnât expecting youâŠâ You apologize sheepishly, folding your towel over your arm and placing it on a barstool nearby.Â
âN-No, youâre fine! I shouldnât have just let myself in, itâs kinda just a habit. You deserve your privacy without having to worry about whether or not Iâm gonna barge in unannounced.â He dismisses your apology with a wave of his hand. âIâll just put these up for you and then Iâll be on my way.â
âCan I help?â You waddle over to him, fingers laced behind your back. âIâd feel bad watching you put my groceries away for me after going out and getting them.â
Yunho gestures for you to occupy the space beside him with a small smile that takes solace at the corner of his mouth. The two of you do everything in complete silence, still not entirely used to each otherâs presence because of the lack of crossing paths. As youâre finishing up, you start grabbing the items you need for your cereal. He raises an eyebrow at you.
âYou donât want something a little more filling?â He suddenly questions, jutting his chin at your bowl.
âI would love that if I knew how to cook,â you laugh. âIronic isnât it? The granddaughter of two farmers canât cook to save their life.â
Yunho shakes his head with a chuckle, ruffling his hair. âWell, I donât have to feed the horses for another hour if youâd like for me to whip up something better than a bowl of cereal.âÂ
âReally?â Your eyebrows furrow. Despite growing up with the mindset that you were above the farm life your grandparents tried to impose on you, you hated feeling like you were coming across as entitled. You didnât want Yunho to think you were lazy or that you were too good. âYou donât have to do that. I can survive on instant ramen and cereal, I swear.â
âY/N,â he says your name with a certain authority to it, and youâve never loved the sound of your name coming out of someone elseâs mouth so much before. âI want to. Iâm not the worldâs greatest chef or anything, but I have a couple tricks up my sleeve.â
âOkay, then,â you nod, taking a seat at the island. You watch in awe as he dances around the kitchen and prepares something for you. Itâs weird, not in the sense that you feel awkward around this complete stranger, but because you feel the opposite. You feel comfortable around him, like youâve known him for a while. Itâs almost like Yunho has been a casual part of your life for much longer than a week. Heâs easy to get along with, easy to mold into what youâre used to.
And thatâs weird because you have a boyfriend. A boyfriend who cooks dinner for you most nights, but somehow has never made you feel this taken care of. It throws you off. That should definitely not be the case. How is this man doing this in one week and your boyfriend couldnât in two years?Â
The guilt settles in the pit of your stomach quickly. Sure, your boyfriend mightâve had a habit of forgetting important dates and didnât give you half as much attention as he shouldâve, but did that warrant the emotions brewing in your chest? Could that excuse this notion that maybe it was time to finally call it quits?
You zone out as Yunho finishes cooking your breakfast, too inside of your head to even fawn over the doting and slight coddling he was doing. Maybe you need to have a long conversation with Seojun about your relationship and where you want it to go. Perhaps it was a nice idea to invite him out to visit the farm, it could do you both some good.Â
âTa-da!â Yunho holds out a plate to you, the sparkle in his eyes effectively pushing out any thoughts of your boyfriend and the shame that was picking at you. You canât help but reciprocate his expression when you see how delicious the food looks.
Heâd made you omurice, the ketchup on top in cute squiggly lines to form whiskers and a little dog face. You accept the plate gratifyingly, your fingers brushing as you do so. He smiles shyly, eyeing you carefully while you take the first bite. You donât remember the last time you had a home cooked breakfast, accustomed to the occasional muffin at the coffee shop near your house.
ââNot the worldâs greatest chefâ my ass,â you grumble, pouting at his humbleness and his inability to be bad at anything. âI might just ask you to have breakfast with me every morning if you can chef it up this well.â
That melodic laugh of his rings in your ears, his elbows resting on the island and his chin in his palms. âIâm sure Yeoreum would appreciate a companion who isnât me.â
âHow long have you had her?â You ask, shoveling more omurice into your mouth. If you werenât so hungry and so appeased by how delicious it was, youâd feel bad for ruining his hard work. The ketchup no longer looked like a dog, but rather a splatter of red all over your plate.Â
âAlmost four years now. I had her for a year before I met your grandparents. She adores them, so itâs no surprise that she likes you too.â He has this fond gaze in his eyes as he talks about his beloved Border Collie and it makes your heart ache.Â
The fact that he has such a good relationship with your grandparents seals the deal for you. Well, it would seal the deal if you were single. Yunho is like the ideal man that every parent would want their daughter to bring home. He knows how to cook, knows how to clean. Heâs adept around the house, skilled in yard work and other random jobs like fixing leaky pipes and installing new appliances. Heâs gentle, but doesnât mind getting his hands dirty.Â
Your parents would never meet him, though. After the summer was over, youâd be back in Seoul and he would still be here, a distant memory. You forcibly laugh away the thought, excusing it as your response to his words and continuing the conversation about his dog.Â
Perhaps this stay would be harder to get through than you thought.Â
As the weeks pass you by, you find yourself becoming more and more infatuated with Jeong Yunho.
Cooking breakfast for you in the morning has become a regular thing. Monitoring him at the stove with sleepy eyes and a mug of fresh coffee in your hands has ingrained itself into your routine. Yeoreum called the spot beneath your stool her own now, laying there as her owner made your food. You think the transition from seeing him as just this comforting presence, this kind individual, to wanting something more was almost too smooth.
Especially right now as you sit on the back porch sipping on some lemonade, admiring the cowboy as he transfers bales of hay from the bed of his pickup truck to the pigpen and the cattle pen. He pauses in between trips, stripping off his flannel and tying it around his waist. He lifts the hem of the white tank top heâs wearing and uses it to wipe sweat from his forehead, revealing the toned abdomen he had been hiding from you up until now.Â
You feel like youâre going insane, trying to pretend like youâre reading your book as you not so subtly gawk at his muscles straining with each bale he lifts. Itâs crazy really, the effect he has on you doing his fucking job. Youâve made it a habit to sit out here and stare at him under the guise of various other things. Aside from being borderline obsessive, itâs horrible because youâre still very much in a relationship.
Most people would feel a hell of a lot worse than you do, like their entire world was crumbling between their fingertips just for finding someone else attractive. But for some reason, as time has continued to roll on, that guiltâ that self-preservationâ has faded. Youâre dipping into another emotion that youâre too scared to explore.Â
Yunho takes a break from his labor to guzzle down a bottle of water, his chest heaving up and down from exertion. Had you been paying attention to anything other than the view of the handsome man, you wouldâve noticed the glass sliding out of your grasp, the condensation becoming far too dense to keep a solid grip on the cup. In the midst of drooling over him, your lemonade falls to the ground with a loud clanging noise.
Your reflexes are only swift enough to save your book, but the drink spills everywhere else and you wince at how embarrassing the situation is. You hurry inside to grab a towel before he can see the mortification enveloping your features. He seemed like the observant type, like one scan of your face could tell him everything he needs to know without a single word exchanged. Your fingers curl around the edge of the counter, blowing a raspberry while you attempt to regulate your blood pressure.
Through the window above the kitchen sink, you make out a confused Yunho, brows furrowed as he looks in the direction of the house. He worried over you entirely too much, particularly when you take into account the fact that all you did was think about him in manners not necessarily safe for work. Maybe you were just delirious. That was the only logical explanation for why youâre spiraling.
The high temperatures of the summer coupled with your surroundings are contributing to your change in behavior. Yes. That made sense. You werenât crazy.
With a bit more reprieve, youâre able to grab a tea towel and head back outside to clean up your mess. (Not unaccompanied by a couple glances in Yunhoâs direction, but thatâs fine. Perfectly healthy even. Itâs normal to check up on a friend. At least, thatâs what you tell yourself, but whoâs holding you accountable?)
âYou know youâve been making me breakfast every morning without asking for anything in return,â you speak up one morning, chin resting on the island. âIs there anything I can do to repay you?âÂ
Yunho purses his lips as he hands you your plate. âNah, I like cooking for you.â
You try to ignore the way that has your heart fluttering in your chest, try to ignore the warmth blooming beneath your skin. Your eyes glance down at your food to avoid eye contact, bringing your chopsticks up to your lips. âOkay, well I wanna do something for you.â
Despite mumbling the words, he hears you anyway and smiles to himself as he takes a sip from his mug. He rolls up the sleeves of his denim button up, reaching down to scratch behind Yeoreumâs ear, the area that youâve learned is her favorite. She pants joyfully, jumping on his leg excitedly. He looks between the two of you.
âMissy here needs a bath,â he says, cooing at her. âI was gonna give her one later, after I cleaned out the stables, but if you donât mind doing it.â
âIâd do just about anything for that precious girl,â you nod enthusiastically. âConsider it done.â
This is how you end up out back, dog shampoo in one hand and the water hose in the other.Â
Yeoreumâs signature bandana and collar lay on one of the rocking chairs on the porch, the dog looking so different without her accessories as you prepare to bathe her. You wet her fur generously, squeezing enough shampoo into your palm to lather it on. Compared to your childhood pets, sheâs pretty well behaved.
Sheâs probably one of the only dogs whoâs ever actually enjoyed taking a bath, sitting still for you while you scrub and rinse and repeat. You take your time with cleaning her, wanting to make sure you do your best as a thank you for every plate Yunho has ever made you. Usually, this isnât something you would jump at the opportunity to do. Somehow, being back at the farm this past month or so has done everything your parents tried to do when you were younger.
It couldâve had to do with the desensitization of being here every summer for so long that it just never stuck when you were grade school age. But now, fully grown and experiencing this all over again on your own, with new faces at your side, itâs like youâre being exposed to something different. You can see why your mom and dad didnât want the city life to become a dependency.Â
You preferred the view of cabs and cafĂ©s over cows and chickens in the past, but now you found a sense of familiarity in them. Youâd always want to go home as soon as you got here. Unlike other kids, you wanted your summer to be over as quickly as possible. You couldnât imagine going home after this, though. This unveiled attachment to the farm you detested when you were younger could only be accredited to one person, and it was a little frightening.Â
He constantly brought out parts of you that you didnât know existed. This enigma, the one that emphasized how big of a role heâs fulfilling in the short period of time youâve been here, drills itself into your brain every day. You knew you had to acknowledge it sooner or later, but it was just less of a hassle to act like it wasnât screaming at you. Your fear of change was a more pertinent issue to ignore, so you let it consume all else.Â
While getting lost in your thoughts, Yeoreum starts shaking and startles you, causing your hold on the hose to loosen, water spraying everywhere. The diversion has you losing your footing and slipping in the mud. You shriek, though it does nothing to block the stream that drenches you, your clothes getting wet. The universe decides itâs not on your side, because you happened to wear a white shirt. Why you chose to do that when you knew you were bathing a dog, you have no clue, but it was a little too late for regrets.
Yeoreum jumps out of the basin you had her in and runs to the farmhouse just as Yunhoâs walking out, fresh from the shower. You forgot that he was cleaning the stables at the same time you were giving the Border Collie her bath, but now youâre starting to wish you waited until afterward just in case you needed the assistance. And well, you definitely needed the assistance.Â
Plucking the tail end of the mishap, Yunhoâs initial reaction is to laugh at your misfortune, but the closer he gets to the scene, the laughter dies out in his throat. Your top is sheer enough that he can map out the outline of your black bra. It leaves very little to the imagination and he thinks he might fall to his knees right here.
Since your grandparents told him that youâd be house sitting while they were away and proudly showcased a photo of you, heâs been enthralled by you. You had the face of an angel, or maybe a really enticing demon, he hasnât cogitated it much yet.Â
He swallows thickly, hoping to keep his composure as he makes his way to you. His hand is a little shaky when it reaches to take the hose from you, squeezing his eyes closed and switching off the water. He stays there for a few seconds to mentally prep himself for an up-close-and-personal look at you, even going as far as holding his breath.Â
âUhâ youâ umâ you should go inside and dry off before you catch a cold,â Yunho keeps his eyes cast downward. Heâs grateful that you donât note how red the tips of his ears are, or how he thinks the sky is suddenly much more interesting than your face.
Your head cocks to the side in confusion. âWhat do you mean âbefore I catch a coldâ? Itâs, like, a million degrees out.âÂ
âThe temperature drops at night and the sunâs setting soon. Iâll handle it from here. Yeoreum ran off, so I gotta chase after her anyway and I donât think you want her to soak you more than she already has.â Heâs insistent on shooing you away and getting you inside of the house. You huff.
âOkay⊠If you say soâŠâÂ
Reluctantly, you spin around and traverse back. The draft of the air conditioning has you shivering, rubbing up and down your arms as you enter the bathroom to inspect the damage. Your eyes almost bulge out of their sockets when you finally see yourself. No wonder Yunho was so adamant on staving you off like you were the plague.Â
In your defense, you didnât think the hose won the battle by that much. You assumed youâd just gotten everything above your shoulders wet, but no. You were practically doused head to toe. And the clear display of your brassiere under your clothes was the last thing on your mind.
He was stronger than you. Actually, he was a more respectful person than you. You wouldâve gawked at him shamelessly if the roles were reversed. But at least youâre self aware! Right? The first step in recognizing that you have a problem, is admitting that you have a problem. Thatâs what you think they say in those addiction commercials, but you could be wrong.Â
Wow. Now you were comparing him to drugs. Though, you suppose there isnât that huge of a difference. Both had equal success rates in terms of getting people high and then making it hard to wane off their effects.Â
You really had to quit it with the metaphor usage.Â
Itâs around midnight that night when the lightbulb in the bathroom goes out, halting you from finishing your bedtime routine.Â
Youâre exhausted to say the least, face damp from washing it and one of those fuzzy hairbands with the animal ears perched on your head. You were ready to crash out, but there were still a couple things you needed to do before that. It was proving to be a little difficult in the pitch black bathroom. The window above the shower was too narrow to provide any sufficient moonlight.
With a low grumble, you shuffle into your slippers and make the short trek from your grandparentsâ house to Yunho in the farmhouse. You hug yourself when a strong breeze blows past, your flimsy t-shirt and sleep shorts doing hardly anything to block the cool summer nightâs air.Â
A piece of you feels a little bad for bothering him so late, but you have no idea how to change a lightbulb. You donât even know where the lightbulbs are. Besides, you think youâd electrocute yourself if you made an attempt to do it on your own.Â
You huff out a sigh and bring your knuckles up to knock at his door, waiting patiently for a response. Heâs not asleep, you know this because heâs mentioned that his internal clock doesnât turn off until two in the morning. Circadian rhythms were an odd concept, so to each their own.Â
âYunho! Itâs Y/N! Open up!â
When a few minutes have passed, you try the knob. Maybe it was a bit⊠too presumptuous of you to enter his home without explicit permission. Yes, youâd known each other for the better part of a month and a half, and yes, youâd gotten very close in that timeframe, but did that constitute your actions?
Whether or not the answer to that question was a yes or a no, you really wish you wouldâve just waited outside. As you venture further in search of the cowboy, you stumble upon something you shouldnât have.Â
Standing in the hallway on the other side of his bedroom, the door ajar at least an inch, you catch a glimpse of him on his bed. That white tank top youâre so used to seeing him in is between his teeth, eyebrows knit together in pure pleasure as he fists his cock with a purpose. His nostrils are flared and whiny moans escape from behind the fabric.Â
His head falls back every now and then, eyes fluttering shut when he runs his thumb over the slit. Heâs so focused that he doesnât notice you, too entranced with chasing his high. Your lips part as you watch him fuck up into his hand, his shirt slipping from his mouth when he groans out a curse.Â
Just as quickly as you become distracted by the sight of Yunho jerking off, you become aware of what youâre doing. You flee the scene before you get yourself caught, exiting the farmhouse as quietly as you can. The lightbulb can wait until morning, it wasnât that important, honestly. Youâre in a daze the entire walk back to your grandparents house, goosebumps littering your arms and the image of him in such an obscene state burned into your brain.Â
You fall backwards onto your bed, staring at the ceiling in hopes of willing away the path your mind is beginning to wander towards. All you can think about is the sight of him so desperate for release, large hand wrapped around his dick, abdomen contracting with need. You know you werenât supposed to see, werenât supposed to bear witness to something so personal.Â
Itâs difficult to push out the nasty, inappropriate thoughts clouding your head. His expressions contorted into absolute bliss. His slender fingers could probably do so much more than your own, could probably reach places youâd never even dreamed of. And fuck, his dick, prettier and bigger than any other youâve ever seen.Â
Your chest blushes with heat, an embarrassment washing over you when you realize youâre turned on. You should feel terrible for intruding on Yunhoâs privacy like that, especially without him knowing, but all you can do is want him more than you already do. That craving for something deeper, carnal, fans the flame engulfing you, dragging you further into the sick and twisted hell youâve created for yourself.Â
Yunho has been nothing but welcoming, kind and gentle with you, someone he didnât even know the name of until last month. Someone whoâs done everything in their power to repress this lifestyle for so long. And for some reason, it just comes so easily with him. You donât feel forced to enjoy living on the farm. He makes you laugh and puts a smile on your face effortlessly. He has you wondering if life can actually be this simple.Â
But when all is said and done, there will be somebody else waiting for you back home. Somebody who doesnât know how to whip up omurice with freshly laid eggs. Somebody who isnât even a dog person, who thinks pets are nuisances. Somebody who doesnât live in the farmhouse behind your grandparentsâ. Itâs a bitter pill to swallow.
If you touch yourself with tears streaming down your cheeks to the thought of the man who has eyes that resemble the night sky, well thatâs between you and whatever higher being exists out there.Â
You sit across from Yunho with bated breath, afraid that if you opened your mouth he would know your dirty secret. You avoid his eyes for the same reason, like one good look at you would reveal what you were trying to hide.Â
Yunho himself was doing his best to pretend like he hadnât masturbated to the thought of you last night. He liked to think he was good at keeping his feelings under wraps. It wasnât like he didnât know you were in a relationship, heâs heard you on the phone before. He stays silent as he fries rice in a pan and has some bread in the toaster. The only sounds in the kitchen are sizzling and the pants coming from Yeoreum under your stool.Â
In the time that youâve been here, never once has it been awkward between you like this. The conversation usually doesnât stop flowing, rolling on and on and filtering into things that donât pertain to the original subject. He rarely has his back to you for too long, turning over his shoulder to shoot you a grin every here and now.Â
Both of you go to speak at the same time as a means of salvaging the morning from eternal strain. You stare at each other for a few seconds before bursting into laughter. Truly, you were two birds of a feather, or however that saying goes.
âSorry, I donât know why Iâm being so quiet today,â Yunho says, though he knows itâs a lie. âI guess I had a long night.â
âOh, that reminds me,â his mention of the previous night has you recalling the reason you went out to the farmhouse in the first place. âThe light in my bathroom went out, do you think you can fix it for me?âÂ
âYeah, for sure,â he begins preparing your plate. âActually, I have this joke about lightbulbs. You wanna hear it?â
Your lips curl into a smile, already attempting to hold back your laughter. With a raised eyebrow, you respond, âWhat is it?â
âWhat did the lightbulb say to the light switch?â He asks nonchalantly, taking a bite from his own piece of toast. Youâre failing miserably at acting like you donât think the joke is funny, although he hasnât even told you the punchline yet.
âI dunno, Yunho, what did the lightbulb say to the light switch?âÂ
ââYou turn me on.ââÂ
Thereâs a pregnant pause as the joke resonates and you canât stop yourself from cackling at how stupid it is. He joins in, but mostly because your laughter is contagious. His chest swells with pride at his successful landing, feeling like heâs on top of the world just for bringing a smile to your face. God, he was down tremendously bad.Â
Your spoon clatters onto the counter as you lean over, a hand clapped over your mouth as your boisterous laughing simmers into a giggle. Yunho leans into you slightly, matching your energy as he munches on his toast. This is what has you conflicted, so at war with yourself. The proximity should have you pulling away, but something about him always reels you in, despite the consequences that await.
And unfortunately, those consequences come to a head today.
âAre you fucking serious, Y/N?âÂ
You and Yunho jump back, whipping towards the source of the voice. Seojun stands there, his bags at his feet and his face crestfallen, disbelief written all over it. He shakes his head and turns to leave, you stumbling off of the barstool to follow behind him. The guilt youâve only ever felt momentarily settles deep in your chest and deep in your stomach, though you technically havenât done anything wrong.
Your abruptness startles Yeoreum and sheâs up in a heartbeat, tailing behind you curiously. Yunho has to rush to stop her, but a part of himself wants to do the same. No matter how much he likes you, heâs never wanted to be the cause of your relationship falling apart. He wanted you organically, not like this.
âSeojun! Wait!â You call after him, holding up a hand to block out the harsh sunlight, tripping over your slippers. He scoffs.Â
âWhat am I waiting for? You to spew some bullshit about how nothingâs going on between the two of you? Iâm not fucking stupid, Y/N. Iâm not blind.â He pops open his trunk and throws his bags in haphazardly.
âYouâre being unreasonable,â you exclaim, rounding the car so youâre directly in front of him. âThere is nothing going on. Weâve just gotten to know each other since we live in the same vicinity. Did you want me to stay here for three months and hole myself away with no other human contact?â
âHe was just supposed to be the guy who lived in the farmhouse. He wasnât supposed to bother you. Thatâs what you told me, remember?â Seojun is losing his patience, something that has always been the root of the problem when youâve gotten into past arguments. âHow do you expect me to react when I come to surprise you and see you being so close to another man?â
âI was laughing at a joke he told me. Youâre making this a bigger deal than it is and blowing everything completely out of proportion. Iâm sorry that it never came up that we became friends, but I didnât do anything wrong. Iâve never once cheated on you in the three years weâve been together and for you to accuse me of that is so fucking low of you.â Youâre not going to cry, not going to give him the satisfaction of knowing heâs won. He thrives off of seeing your vulnerability and you wonât let him have it.Â
âI saw the way he was looking at you,â he seethes, balling his hands into fists at his sides. âI know that look because thatâs how I used to look at you.â
A laugh devoid of any humor leaves you and he blinks. âThatâs how you âused toâ look at me? When did you stop? And why am I just finding this out?â
âThatâs notâ that isnât what I meant, Y/Nââ
âNo, Seojun. You did,â you glance away from him, nipping at the inside of your cheek. âWeâre grasping for straws. We arenât going anywhere anymore and we havenât for a while now. Thatâs why we're standing here arguing over this. I just want to know why you didnât just tell me.â
âIâm too complacent,â he sighs, breathing through his nose. âI was too comfortable with you and I didnât know how to let you go or walk away. But youâre right, there isnât anything for us to save, and it seems like weâre both ready to move on.â
âWhat does that mean?âÂ
âI saw how you were looking at him, too. You might not have acted on it, but you have feelings for him. Iâm not gonna stay and hold you back.â Seojun unlocks his car, opening the door. âAnd for what itâs worth, you wonât be wasting your time.â
You donât respond, instead humming and letting him drive off. Once his car is far enough out of your view, you go back into the house. Thereâs an indescribable emotion that hostages you, binding your wrists and tying you down metaphorically. You canât seem to shake it.Â
Yunho is still in the kitchen, sitting on the floor with Yeoreum to keep her calm. He gazes up at you expectantly and you feel the tears you were suppressing from Seojun bubbling up. If you werenât going to cry in front of your (now ex) boyfriend, you definitely werenât going to cry in front of him.Â
With a trembling exhale, you force yourself to say, âI need to be alone.â
He understands empathetically, clipping on Yeoreumâs leash and leaving the house in the same breath. That in itself has you crying like a baby the moment youâre all by yourself. You hold your face in your hands, body shuddering with each sob you release.Â
I saw the way he was looking at you.Â
I saw how you were looking at him, too.Â
You had a lot to think about, and everything always seemed to circle back to Jeong Yunho.Â
A couple days escape you before you register you havenât seen much of Yunho. After your breakup with Seojun, you really did need a bit of room to process it all, but you hadnât realized just how much you depended on the cowboyâs presence until you were missing it.Â
You hadnât meant to push him away, if thatâs how he saw it. A night of bawling your eyes out with a pint of ice cream and The Vow was enough to cure you. However, it appears that he thought you needed more, going as far as putting a pin in your daily breakfast ritual. You arenât sure how to extend an olive branch when you werenât even trying to cause a rift between you in the first place.Â
Being with someone for three years may not seem like a lot, but that fraction of your life is stuck with you, like a thumbtack that refuses to come out of the wall. Youâd had boyfriends before Seojun, but they werenât nearly as serious. There weren't formal introductions between parents, no late night conversations that bleed into early mornings, no sleepovers and quick kisses before work.Â
Of course, after a certain point, those had just become habitual. You werenât doing them because they evoked a sense of love or care anymore, but rather because you were familiar with them. It was safer to continue the pattern of waking up and falling asleep to Seojun on the other side of the bed, the intrusion of sunlight and the cacophony of traffic outside your window, even if you didnât really want to.Â
And then you came here.Â
Somehow, returning to your grandparentsâ farm was exactly what you needed to break through that cycle. As much as you would love to attest it to your location and discovering the appreciation your family wanted you to feel for it, you know the real reason. Itâs all thanks to a certain cowboy.
Yunhoâs feelings for you run far deeper than he couldâve imagined. He doesnât know the extent of what happened with you and Seojun, but he thinks putting distance between you is better in the long run anyway. On the off chance youâre still together, he wants to preserve his heart. Heâs handed it to someone else too easily in the past and he doesnât want to make that mistake with you if you donât feel the same.Â
But even on the off chance that youâve broken up, he still wants to stop himself from falling further and harder than he already has. Without ill will, he doubts that you would give up the life you have in the city for this, for him. Heâll be perpetually chained to being a faint imprint on your memory of the summer. Youâll think back to the months you spent here and heâll have played only a minor role.Â
It was wishful thinking, too hopeful of him to presume this would lead to a happy ending. You were from different worlds, led different lives. It was time for him to be realistic. And that meant implementing the space that was supposed to exist between you from the get go.Â
Though, you make it difficult when he bumps into you on the way back from the mailbox. DĂ©jĂ vu, anyone?
Yeoreum is excited to see you, jumping onto her haunches to lick your face when you kneel to her level. You giggle, squeezing one eye shut as you balance yourself and hold her still so her weight doesnât clamber you both onto the ground. Your fingers pet to top of her head softly as you coo, âWhoâs a good girl?â
Yunho physically winces when his chest tightens at the sight of his two favorite girls. The word âdistanceâ bounces around his head like a pinball, reminding him what heâs supposed to be doing. He just canât bring himself to walk away. Especially when you look at him with those pretty eyes of yours.Â
âHeyâŠâ You start, steeling your tone to ensure itâs even. âIâm sorry if it seemed like I was avoiding you or something. I needed some time to myself to figure things out. It wasnât my intention to shut you out and put you on the back burner.â
âNo, itâs okay. I had to figure stuff out on my own, too,â he uses his bandana to dab at the sweat perspiring on his forehead. âDid you sort through whatever you needed to?â
âI did,â you nod, standing upright. âSeojun and I broke up, so I had to sit with my feelings for a bit. Weâve been together for so long, I think I needed to remember what it was like to be without him, and then I realized thatâs basically what Iâve been doing since I came here.â
âOh.â Yunhoâs lips form an âOâ shape, hands dragging down the sides of his pants. âIâm sorryâ umâ about your breakup.â
âDonât be,â you smile, dismissing his sympathy. âIt was a long time coming, honestly. We werenât really in the relationship wholeheartedly anymore. There wasnât a point in stringing it along, you know? But thatâs enough about me, did you figure your own things out?â
âI thought I did,â he says, which is true considering heâd been mulling over what to do with his emotions subsequent to your argument with your ex. âAnd then I kinda steered off course. Itâs alright, though, I think I like the new conclusion Iâve come to a lot better.â
You might be on the same page now, but there was an entire discussion that had to happen to solidify that. Following a very emotionally charged past couple days, you could do without that today. Youâre both just glad that the air is cleared and you can resume building the bond that began forming the moment you stepped foot onto the farm, no restrictions whatsoever.
âHave you ever ridden a horse?âÂ
You glance up from your book, this time genuinely reading it as Yunho fed the chickens and cleaned up their coop. He towers over you while he asks the question, his shadow thwarting off any direct sunlight. Your nose scrunches.Â
âWhen I was in, like, middle school? Itâs been a minute,â you answer, making sure to bookmark the page you stopped at. âWhy?
âWould you let me teach you how to do it again?â He nips at his lower lip, like heâs nervous youâll say no. The truth of the matter is youâd say yes even if he asked you to commit arson, which is kind of a problem.
âThat sounds fun,â you shrug. âWhat time should I be ready?â
âUh, now?âÂ
Okay, so sitting on a horse did not seem this scary when you were twelve.
It probably had to do with you being fearless and whatnot, but also because you did whatever your grandparents asked just to appease them. The faster you got off the damn horse, the faster you could go back inside and situate yourself in front of the TV. They thought they were making progress with you, but really you were outsmarting the outsmarters.Â
Sweat glazes on the underside of your hands, disrupting the security of your grasp on the reins. Yunho thought it would be wiser if he stayed on foot, guiding you and the horse around the perimeter of the pen. You hoped you didnât look as afraid as you were, but youâre certain the slight quiver of your bottom lip gives it away.Â
âYouâre doing fine, Y/N,â he reassures, maintaining a comforting amount of eye contact with you.
âAm I? Or does it just seem that way because youâre pulling the horse?â You quip, gripping the reins tighter when it steps over a rock and you sway a little. Your tone is laced with sarcasm, something Yunho hasnât heard much of from you since youâve met, but he thinks itâs cute that you resort to violence when youâre scared.
You notice the quirk of his mouth and how heâs trying not to laugh at your terror. It pisses you off solely because his humor isnât unwarranted. You are being a bit over dramatic. He unties his bandana from around his neck and tosses it to you. âSo you donât callus your hands.â
Heâs too thoughtful, too considerate for his own good, but thatâs what roped you in. Even when you met for the first time, he had you figured out. The longer you stare at him, the more you realize just how perfect he is. If you were still in school and you were tasked with writing an essay about the summer you spent here, youâre sure the words would flow onto the pages flawlessly, without skipping a beat. Your prose would be so beautifully written, that even the most notable authors would be envious of your experience.
The only downside of this was the fact that time was beginning to seep through your fingers. There was mutuality in your feelings for each other, that was almost unequivocal. You were both just hesitant in taking that first leap. The uncertainty lied with that goodbye at the end of August, the one thatâll hurt a lot more than it was supposed to. But you know that postponing your unceremonious declaration of feelings would just do more harm than anything else.Â
One consistency youâve singled out since coming back to the farm is this common theme of divine intervention, or fate, whatever you want to call it. Right when youâre on the brink of an epiphany, youâre always forcefully shoved into it, like a freight train crashing into its platform traveling at full speed. This moment is no different.Â
Yeoreum barking at a squirrel on the other side of the pen scares the horse whoâs back you were currently on. It bucks up and you release the reins in alarm. You fall quickly, but Yunhoâs quicker, catching you in his arms like itâs been a childhood dream of his to be a superhero. He searches your face for any indication that you might be hurt, a hand coming up to cup your cheek.Â
The eyes youâve grown to adore examine your own with so much care that you find yourself melting in his hold. Your face instinctively leans into his palm, fingers still clutching the fabric of his shirt like he may drop you.Â
Itâs nearly second-nature to minimize the gap between you.Â
You never understood what novelists meant when they described kissing scenes. And you think thatâs because youâd never truly had a kiss like this before. It was as if they were all talking about this second, this blip in time. The sparks that shoot from where your lips meet to the tips of your fingers, the thump-thump-thump of your heartbeat in your ears, the sensation of never wanting to escape, never wanting to stop.Â
Yunhoâs hand snakes behind your head, tangling in your hair to deepen the connection. Itâs hungry. Itâs desperate. Itâs too much. Itâs not enough. Everything that had been stacking on top of each other was leading to this, the collision that rivaled the Big Bang. You whine into his lips, an invitation but also an inquiry.Â
He parts from you just so he can catch his breath, his forehead resting on yours. âCan I take you inside?â
You nod fervently. âYes. Please.â
He wastes no time hauling you to the farmhouse. His grip on your wrist is gentle as he pulls you into his bedroom, sitting on the edge of the bed and trapping you between his legs. Your restraint wears thin, nimble fingers fumbling with the rest of the buttons on his denim shirt. You push it off of his shoulders, a bit shell shocked when you discover that heâs wearing a regular t-shirt as opposed to his usual tank top.Â
âYou would pull something like this today of all days,â you laugh breathily, untucking the shirt from his pants. He reciprocates the sentiment, pressing a kiss to the side of your neck while you undress him.Â
âIs it evil of me to say I was sorta hoping this would happen?â He speaks into your exposed collarbone, nipping, sucking, biting the skin. Your appreciative sigh goads him, his tongue gliding across the abused surface as a form of relief.Â
âMm-mm,â you hum, shaking your head, fast to yank off his shirt and run your nails down his abdomen. âIâve been waiting for this for too long.â
âYeah?â Yunho flips the two of you easily so youâre the one on the bed now. He pushes up the hem of your shirt, pecking your stomach to your clavicle as he shows more and more of your skin until the fabric is removed from your body. âCanât believe I finally get to have you.â
You involuntarily moan, completely untouched and because of his words alone. Every part of you feels like itâs lit ablaze, burning with want and need and everything in between. This ran further than just what-ifs and late night fantasies. Your relationship with Yunho tiptoed on the edge of something youâve never known before, and that makes this so much more special.Â
He glances up at you when his fingers reach for the button of your shorts, a silent ask for permission. You give him the green light and hold yourself up on your elbows, watching with your breathing trapped in your throat as he rids of your panties along with them. His hands push your knees to your chest, kissing your inner thighs and right around the place you need him most, but never there.Â
âYunhoâŠâ You warn, but it comes across as a broken whimper rather than an establishment of authority. He laughs and then his lips are pressing to your clit, a sweet kiss that has all rationality taking a vacation from your brain. Your head tips back and you fist at the sheets.Â
He drags his tongue through your folds, swirling it around the sensitive bundle of nerves each time it makes its return. Itâs almost criminal how good it feels to have his mouth on your cunt, eyes already heavy lidded with pleasure. He sucks on your clit at the same time he decides to insert a finger into your entrance, curling it experimentally just because he can. Like you predicted, it reaches that spongy spot at the crook of your pussy, brushing it once heâs sure heâs found it.Â
While you walked in on him fucking his fist, the only thing on his mind was you. He was so absorbed in the mental image of what you would look like beneath him, wiggling, writhing, squirming with indulgence. His social awareness was at a zero. This replayed over and over until he came, his thoughts so vivid he couldâve swore it was real.
But this, the actual thing, was so much better; his forearm pinning your hips down, his middle finger curling and uncurling inside of you, his mouth working overtime to inch you towards the edge of that steep cliff. He moans when your eyebrows practically coalesce, bottom lip trapped between your teeth. You look so gorgeous like this, so disoriented all because of the bliss he was providing. The vibrations of the sound have you arching your back, uncontrollable whines running from your mouth.
âFeel good?â Yunho asks, disconnecting his mouth and replacing it with his other hand, ring and middle digits swiping across your clit with practiced pressure.Â
âMhm,â you nod frantically, eyes on the brink of rolling to the back of your head. âFeels so good, Yun⊠Just like that, âm almost there.â
Thatâs all he needs to hear, switching his hand and mouth once again, focusing on alternating harsh and gentle sucks of your clit, adding a second finger to pump in and out of your hole. The doubled change in stimulation knocks the wind out of you, the precipice of your orgasm so close you can taste it. Youâd never been brought to the summit this early in the past, and you think Yunho deserves some sort of reward for being the first to do so.
Youâd worry about that later though, because youâre blindsided by it before you can even conjure your next thought. You cum with a cry, tears springing to your eyes from the immense amount of ecstasy coursing through your veins, swimming in your bloodstream. Yunho coos at you, not stopping until youâve relaxed in his hold. âThatâs it, baby, youâre doing so well.â
The praise makes your head feel airy, like empty space unoccupied by anything. If you paid attention in chemistry, then youâd know thatâs highly impossible, but you didnât. The only chemistry you even remotely care about is the one between you and Yunho, the tension that has piled higher and higher for days on end until its crescendo now.Â
You sit up to kiss him roughly, savoring the taste of yourself on his lips. He smiles into it, a hand raising to caress the underside of your jaw. He climbs onto the bed, scooting you up so youâre positioned by the pillows. It doesnât take much effort for your bodies to swap, his back to the headboard. You clumsily seat yourself on his lap, a knee on either side of him and sighing wistfully when his mouth trails down your throat and sternum, slender fingers sneaking behind you to unclasp your bra.
He aids you in removing his pants, still simultaneously prioritizing kisses all over your bare chest. When youâre both fully naked, you take your time admiring his cock. Itâs just as pretty as you remember, long and thick. Your hand wraps around it gingerly, stroking the length as you lean down to kiss him again. You donât think you could ever get enough of his lips on your own.Â
âIâm not exactly getting any action over here, so I donât have any condoms,â he says into your kiss, voice no louder than a whisper.Â
âThatâs okay,â you run your fingers through his hair. âWanna feel you anyways, all of you.â
âFuck, Y/N, you can kill a man with those words.â He groans, nails digging into your hips. You giggle, but itâs interrupted by him sitting you fully, his dick slipping through your lower lips. A whine brushes his ear when the tip catches your clit, repeating the movement until you canât stay still.
The closest youâll ever get to Heaven on earth is Yunhoâs cock pushing inside of you, filling you up so deliciously you think you could die like this. Your jaw slackens, hands coming up to support yourself on his shoulders. Even if this is a one time thing, something that never happens again during your stay at the farm, he wants you to remember this when you go back home. He wants you to recall this sliver in your timeline and never forget it, wants his name engraved in your memory like a branding iron.
Once he feels youâve adjusted to him well enough, he pulls you off of him almost entirely, just to ram back in without mercy. He punches a voluminous moan from you, eyes watching where he disappears in you and reemerges. Youâre tighter and so much warmer than he dreamed youâd be, but itâs perfect. You suck him in like a vacuum, as if his cock was made to be inside of you, as if you didnât want him to part from you.
âYouâre s-so deep, Yun,â you mewl, pulling him in for another headache-inducing kiss. âDonât wanna stop.â
He exhales through his nostrils, mumbling out a curse when your walls squeeze around him. He wanted to last a while for you, wanted to hold out and prolong this moment until you were both on the crest of passing out. But you feel like a glove, your silk-adjacent cunt begging for more and more.Â
âThink I might cum soon, princess,â he groans, tossing his head back and just about losing every ounce of his sanity when your lips start marking the column of his throat.Â
His big hands move under your thighs, holding you in place so he can fuck up into you. The pace at which his cock drills in and out of your pussy has you seeing stars, eyes snapping shut and nothing but colorful spots decorating your vision. You were already abhorrently sensitive following your first orgasm, so it didnât really take much to introduce the second.Â
Your hips stutter and it washes over you like a tidal wave, your body shuddering and collapsing into his top half. He pulls out of you quickly, mouth stationed by your ear as he jerks himself off until heâs painting your backside. He moans, a lot like the sounds he was making the other night, and you feel the need to just kiss him again.Â
Your lips lock sweetly, a stark contrast to your previous actions. Yunho curves a hand on your cheek, seperating from you the smallest distance so he can admire you. The smile that etches onto his expression makes you dizzier than anything else. However, the cutesiness can only span so long before the setting gives way.Â
Yunhoâs hand snakes in between you, his forefinger sliding up and down your slit teasingly. Your breath comes out shaky, your face finding purchase in the crook of his neck. He replaces the digit with his middle finger, parting your pussy lips in search of your clit. It doesnât take him very long to find it, rubbing tight circles into the engorged skin. You moan into his shoulder, resting your forehead on it to see the way he works your cunt.Â
âYouâre so wet, baby. Have I not fucked you enough?â He whispers into your ear huskily. Yunho talking dirty to you is something you didnât know you needed in your life. His finger slips downward, thrusting up into your hole with ease. He keeps massaging your clit with his palm, the stimulation making your head woozy.
âMmmphâ Yun, god. Feels too good.â You whine, gyrating your hips on his hand.Â
âIs that right, babe?â He encourages, adding a second finger and increasing the speed of their thrusts, almost like you hadnât been in this position already. âI canât wait to feel this tight little pussy around my cock again. Gonna fuck you harder than the last.â
Your whimpers raise in volume, focusing on the way he curls his digits in you, applying pressure with the heel of his palm to the circles heâs rubbing into your clit. You can sense your third orgasm approaching, warmth flooding your cheeks at how embarrassingly fast he worked you back up. Your walls clench around his fingers, alerting him of how close you are. He pauses, worming his body down so his face is eye level with your cunt again.
Yunho does the whole teasing thing a second time, kissing and suckling the hot skin of your belly, knowingly denying you of your release. You grab a handful of his hair, tugging at the ends to spur him on. He groans, giving into you and licking a straight line up your slit. He inserts both fingers again, this time using his tongue to manipulate your swollen clit.
The heat of Yunhoâs mouth makes your insides ache, the necessity to cum intensifying. You keen loudly, desperately, needily, the sight of the brunette between your legs so incredibly arousing. He sucks on your throbbing clit, his long fingers as deep as they can go, and you crumble.Â
âOh my godâ oh my godâ Iâm cumming! Iâmââ You cut yourself off, convulsing under him. He laps up as much of your juices as he can, coating his chin with your release. You moan as you pull him towards you to unify your lips, a mixture of your saliva and cum connect your mouths in strings. At this point, the sex is messier than anything you couldâve plucked from your wildest dreams.Â
One hand trails down your body, using your nimble fingers to play with your sensitive clit when he starts fisting his cock in preparation to enter your pussy again. You use your free hand to scratch at his contracting abs. He hisses, propping himself up with one arm next to your head and his eyes trained on the way you finger yourself at the same time. You can feel his breath on your cheeks and being in this proximity to him fuels your yearning.
âPlease, Yun⊠Need you back inside of me,â you whimper. Rubbing your clit with your own fingers isnât satisfying enough, not with him here in front of you, not when you know how good he can make you feel.
âFuck, baby, when you beg like that I donât know if I can hold back.â He chuckles lowly. It rumbles from his chest, shooting to your core.Â
âSo donât,â you rouse. âThis is more than just a one time thing for me, Yunho.â
His eyes widen just a bit, your confession catching him off guard. Thatâs all he needs to line himself up with your hole, hooking his forearm under your knee as he slides in, stretching your cunt so perfectly with his perfect cock. âShitâ youâre so tight, princess⊠Itâs almost like I didnât just fuck you within an inch of your life.â He moans and spreads your legs wider. He bottoms out with a grunt, throwing his head back from the feeling of your velvety walls. A near deafening cry is ripped from your vocal cords. He nips at your neck, starting to piston his hips.Â
His thrusts donât slow but become calculated, speeding up and diving deep simultaneously. It only took a short amount of time to figure out what you liked and he used it to his advantage. Yunho hikes your knee to your chest, groping your tits with his free hand. He twists and tugs at your nipples just hard enough that it contributes to your pleasure rather than hurts you.
Itâs as if he doesnât feel buried inside of you sufficiently, because he decreases his pace to press and fold your other leg up, his hips ramming into your ass with each thrust now. The tip of his cock kisses at what feels like your cervix. That familiar coil begins to fasten again, keening with every drive into your cunt. The squelching noises wouldâve made you cower in shame with anyone else, but with Yunho it turns you on further.
You moan, and he flattens his hand on the lower part of your stomach. Yunho groans, biting the skin where your shoulder meets your neck. Your fingers find your clit again, circling insatiably to get yourself off.Â
âYou gonna cum for me again?â He rasps, his hold on your legs almost painful. The backs of your thighs burn, but you endure it for the sake of the moment. You reach up and behind yourself, grabbing at the headboard in an attempt to match his force.Â
âOh my god, yesâ yes yes yes yes,â you babble, the syllables blurring together like your mind. âGonna cum so hard for you, Yunho. Keep going, please.â
His lips attach to yours, tongues tangling sloppily. The position youâre in is on the opposite end of the spectrum from how you were expecting this summer reunion to go. Had you not been made aware of Yunho living here at the last minute, you probably wouldâve backed out of your commitment to staying. Deep down youâre a little too thankful that your grandmother mentioned him when it was too late to reconsider.Â
âI think Iâm in love with you, Y/N,â Yunho whispers into your mouth.Â
You let go of the headboard, cupping his jaw and kissing him lovingly. âMe too.â
Your fingers speed up and so do his thrusts, perfectly timed with each other to shove you both towards your highs. Youâre on the cusp of falling apart, arching into him to close the gap between your bodies.Â
âWanna cum inside you. Can I?â Yunho grunts.Â
âYes yes, please. Fill me up, Yun, want all of you.âÂ
He continues to abuse your cunt, pounding into you like his life depended on it. You sob, clamping your walls around him. He freezes, suddenly spilling into you. âCome on, baby, cum on my cock.â The warmth of his release and his words coax your orgasm, the fluttering of your cunt milking every single drop from him that it can. Even with his dick plugging you up, you can feel it dripping out of you and onto the sheets below.Â
He rocks into you languidly until youâve calmed down enough for him to pull out. His forehead is flush on your chest, rising and falling with it, both of you so spent from the intense physical activity you engaged in. You stare up at the ceiling with heavy eyelids, carding your fingers through his hair to soothe him.Â
âYou meant what you said right? About this not being a one time thing.â Yunho says hesitantly, like heâs afraid of permeating the atmosphere you created.Â
âI donât think I can go home at the end of the summer and forget the way I feel for you, Yunho.â You admit out loud. There had been a constant struggle in your head over whether or not to follow your heart, but as he looks at you with those sparkly eyes of his, you know your answer. And you feel a little stupid for ever considering the counter.Â
âAnd what exactly are those feelings?â He pushes, folding his hands on your sternum and laying his cheek on top. You giggle, brushing his hair out of his view. As tempting as it was to divulge your theatrical journey in assessing your emotions, youâre too exhausted to stay awake. It would have to wait for another day.Â
âYou have the rest of the summer to find out, cowboy.â
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TAKE TWO | CHARLES LECLERC
pairing charles leclerc x actress!reader
SUMMARY with your demanding careers, finding time for each other was hard. so after a mutual breakup, you and charles parted ways. but as fate would have it, you run into him a year later, giving you both a second chance.
faceclaim kendall jenner (or imagine who youâd like!)
warnings fem!reader, use of y/n, very light cussing (like one cuss word), mention of trent alexander arnold x reader
note this took way too long but it's finally done!! this smau will have multiple parts. i'm just not sure how many, but there will definitely be more to come. i hope u guys enjoy <3
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yourusername and thatâs a wrap!!
iâm extremely grateful to have been part of such an incredible franchise! thank you to our cast and crew for making this such an unforgettable experience.Â
i can't wait for you all to see it! scream 7 in theatres november 3rd.
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yourusername thank you :)
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fan03 fan02 weâre all children of divorced parents
sabrinacarpenter not a fan of scary movies but iâll watch it for u. see u at the premiere đ
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fan05 U GUYS DONâT KNOW HOW BAD I NEED THIS MOVIE
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fan07 i love u y/n but i donât know if i can handle another horror movie
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fan02 iâm so in love with her đ
fan03 She outdressed everyoneÂ
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fan05 sheâs really that girl
fan06 y/n is brave walking in the snow with heels omg
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scream 7 out in 3 DAYS!!
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francisaca.cgnomes rest up!! u deserve it
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fan01 yourusername we need a y/n and wags reunion NOW
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fan05 fr!! iâm glad she is tho she deserves it
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boss' daughter I ln4
pairing: lando norris x brown!daughter reader
summary: lando is down bad for zak brown's daughter but shes a little hard to get
notes: I know this isn't pt 3 of my other mini series BUT i thought of this idea and had to do it immediately hehe, I really like this one
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user i wanna see her at races shes so cuteđđ«¶
y/nbrown vegas! ill be theređ€
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user help why's lando in his boss' daughter's likes
landonorris đ€©
user norizzzzz
user is this him shooting his shot AHAHHA
user NO LANDO SHES MINE
user IT GIRL
user landooođ
y/bff/n pretty girl
y/nbrown love u babes
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y/nbrown college student by day, dj by nightđ
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y/bff/n ur so unserious babe
y/nbrown i ate, the people loved me
landonorris as a retired dj maybe you can give me some inspiration to start again
user LANDO???
user he's crushing so hard OMFFFF
user zak brown reading this: đ€šđ€š
zbrownceo dont have too much fun!
y/nbrown đ«Ł
user such a dad reply lol
user y/n brown slaying once again
user so excited to see you back in the paddock soonđ«¶
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danielricciardo you're perfect for him
y/nbrown who???
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y/nbrown vegas babyyy
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user gorgeous girl
danielricciardo finally reunited with my favorite brown
y/nbrown was too busy girlbossing sorry
danielricciardo what a shame, there's someone who's been waiting to meet you...
y/nbrown hm, i didn't meet anyone newđ€·ââïž
danielricciardo next race then
user is daniel hinting that lando didn't meet his crush sjsjkskks
user wait he hasn't EVEN MET HER?!?!
user im guessing not, shes been pictured with other drivers but never lando
user here for landos comments
landonorris maybe you should come to a race where I'm not crashingđ
user norizz strikes again
user its the fact that she never even replies and he's still trying HAHA
user hes fr out here risking his seat for her just not to respond back
mclaren đ§Ą
user shes finally back in the paddock!!!
user im surprised she doesn't go to more gp's, her dad's literally the ceo of mclarenđ
user i think she's mentioned shes very busy with uni so her schedule usually never aligns with the races
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abu dhabi, UAE
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y/nbrown escaping cold new york weather
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user landos got one more chance to shoot his shot before the season endsđ
landonorris hope to see you at the paddock!
danielricciardo thanks for letting me borrow that $10 mil bro I owe youđ€
maxverstappen1 thanks for saving my cats out of that burning building, you're a true herođ€
alex_albon thanks for paying off my whole family's debt mateđ€
carlossainz55 thanks for gifting me that mclaren, i love it mateđ€
user ALL THE DRIVERS IN HER COMMENTS IMDEAD
user his rizz was so bad they had to step in omg.
user and she still hasn't acknowledged lando AHAH
user a true girlboss, I love her
user i need to know what zak brown thinks off all of thisđ
user next season of dts gonna be craZy
user everybodys focused on the comments and not at the fact that these lyrics sound a little sus...
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dannyyyyđ€
y/n wyaaa
im in the mclaren garage rn
y/n
aren't you suppose to be in umm idk YOUR OWN GARAGE?
dannyyyyđ€
yeah but I need to do something real quick so come
y/n
does this have anything to do with lando?
dannyyyyđ€
maybe...
y/n
im sorry but he's exactly why im not in the garage rn
dannyyyyđ€
WHAT WHY
pls dont tell me I hyped him up just for you not be interested...
y/n
im not NOT interested
but he's my dad's driver danny
this can get messy so fast
and what if he doesn't approve
dannyyyyđ€
oh you americans and your dramatics
hes already talked to your dad dummy
y/n
wait really?
dannyyyyđ€
you really think he would PUBLICLY hit on his boss' daughter without asking first?
y/n
idk never really thought about it
dannyyyyđ€
JUST COME DOWN HERE YOU MUPPET
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landonorris didn't win the race, but i won her heart
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user FINALLY
y/nbrown cheeseball
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user HE ACTUALLY GOT HER
danielricciardo youre welcome
y/nbrown you pushed me in front of him then ran away...not the best wingman
danielricciardo its not like landos rizz was gonna get you togetherđ€·ââïž
y/nbrown true
landonorris hey! I wasn't that bad...
y/nbrown whatever helps you sleep at night hun!
user y/n blink twice if you need help
y/nbrown blink blink
landonorris đ
user obsessed with y/n bullying lando in the comments
user I know I love them already
zbrownceo better take good care of her lando
landonorris sir yes sirđ«Ą
user we can no longer make norizz jokes. sigh.
notes: what did y'all think of this one? I loved making itđ€žââïž
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ASTROLOGY FUCKING NOTES6â€ïžđđ
PLUTO CONJUNCT/TRINE/QUINTILE MOON are the ones whoâs always two steps ahead of everyone else. They're cunning, daring, & knowing - as in they see right through ya! They always pull through when it comes 2 seeing/knowing people's true intensions! - People may not always believe em fully at first, but they gon learn. Intuitive af really. They analyse&feel everything. EVERYTHING.
ASC AT 3, 15, 27° = GEMINI DEGREE Are the ones always talking with/2 themselves fr, I love itđđđ©đ. They're usually very open, non judgemental, talkative, & have no problems with sharing what's on their mind. They need something to be interesting 2 them, when talking to another person tho, cuz if not = they'll start to have a full blown conversation with themselves inside their head, bc they're boredđ.
I've seen many unhealthy mama's boys with Juno conjunct/square their Moon - undying loyalty 2 their mother.
VENUS SQUARE/OPPOSITE/QUINCUNX SATURN can def show a person finding love/dating icky sometimesđ„Žđ€ą. They don't get the hype at all, until they're the ones experiencing something mindblowing. And if/when they stop dating (again?) = back 2 finding love icky againđđ.
WEBB ASTEROID - 3041 CONJUNCT/SQUARE PREVERT ASTEROID - 18624 = issues with being a big pervert online - they can't help themselves.
SUN SQUARE/QUINCUNX ASC can also show up as a person having no "true" role model in life, when it comes to men. Their dad can be a deadbeat/or they just don't talk a lot. And if/when they do talk = their dad could be trying 2 undermine/bully them a lot. "Father not fathering", "shattered image of what a father is", "daddy issues", being, or feeling fatherless.
URANUS SQUARE/OPPOSITE/QUINCUNX MOON people are the ones that can become emotionally detached all of a sudden - they don't even know why themselves a lot of the times. They can feel on and off emotionally, & think that nobody will ever be able to fully understand them emotionally. They're eccentric - They always get new ideas - disappearing for a while, and then coming back. They sometimes get themselves caught up into something exciting, and can completely forget 2 get back 2 who they planned 2 get back2, or forget to do what they planned 2 do.
MOON SQUARE/OPPOSITE MARS people are def the ones who loves trying people at times, even if it's just for the fun of it. They really give no fucks, it all depends on their mood fr. Queens/kings of passive aggressiveness, & usually issues with controlling their anger2. They always give the exact same energy back that they receive, just twice as hard. They won't bow down ever, no matter what. Pride is usually a big thing here. Can go from 0 to 100 real quick - quick reflexes also shows up a lot here.
VENUS CONJUNCT/SQUARE/QUINCUNX MENTOR ASTEROID - 3451 IN SYNASTRY = Asteroid person is the one teaching the Venus person, basically what love really is, by treating the Venus person 2 the exact opposite. Mentor person usually gives very hard lessons to Venus, so that the Venus person can find out what they truly NEED, & want when it comes to love. Not a fun aspect, but it's CRUCIAL 2 Venus person's growth here.
Something I've seen for years = if two people have a child together, & the child lives with the mother, & the dad pays the mom child support = Dad's Mony asteroid - 7782 conjunct/trine/quintile the Moon of the mother!
SUN CONJUNCT WILD ASTEROID - 1941 IN SYNASTRY = two people who usually starts their relationships - whatever kind of relationship that is, in a wild/crazy way - a wild situation that brings them together. Wild person is the one "dragging" the other person into it/or the wild person is the reason for this "situation"/relationship 2 be happening. Their relationship could also ofc just be "wild" in general, bc of the Wild person.
VENUS CONJUNCT WILD ASTEROID - 1941 IN SYNASTRY = The wild person is the one bringing the "spice" into the relationship. Venus person loves how crazy, & wild the asteroid person can get! & they absolutely ADORE how the Wild person can be themselves with them unapologetically - Wild is in love with how the Venus person never turns their ideas down, but are usually equally into/excited about their requests/ideas!
MERCURY CONJUNCT MEMORIA ASTEROID - 1247 IN SYNASTRY = Mercury person's voice/words going over, & over in the asteroid person's head. Can also show up as messages from Mercury person being saved & read over, & over again on the asteroids person's part. Voice messages from the Mercury person could also be heard over, & over again here.
URANUS CONJUNCT CLOSE ASTEROID - 54902 IN SYNASTRY = unexpected/sudden closeness from the "close" person 2 the Uranus person. Asteroid person didn't expect, like at all 2 suddenly relate, & start2 feel close 2 the Uranus person. "Shocked", "unexpected, "outta nowhere".
IXION ASTEROID - 28978 ASPECTING VENUS = An affinity for badboys/badgirls/criminals. Soft heart for those who are misunderstood - falling in love with "outcasts" of society. Or they can love being an outcast themselves, ofc.
IXION ASTEROID - 28978 CONJUNCT/SQUARE MC = Known/famous for being a troublemaker, "outcast", "someone that messes things up for themselves", a "bad boy/bad girl", known for being a criminal.
SUN CONJUNCT KASSANDRA ASTEROID - 114 = a person being phenomenal at being right about their "predictions" in life. As in them knowing they're right in certain outcomes when it comes 2situations/people, but no one believes them - "Story of their life".
VENUS SQUARE/OPPOSITE/QUINCUNX AMOR ASTEROID - 1221 are the ones sacrificing themselves, to make others/their partner/s happy. They give way 2 much of themselves, at first - Until they learn the hard way, that there has to be an equal give, & take in any kind of relationship. &that their needs, &wants are just as important as others/their partner's. Hard lessons, but they're important.
BLACK MOON LILITH CONJUNCT/SQUARE/QUINCUNX JUPITER people lives life by their own rules. They have their own unique "religion", &morals that they go by. They truly follow no one in life, but themselves.
THANKS4READING BABE!!! I APPRECIATE U, ALWAYSđâ€ïž
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Hey, guys! I've been receiving a ton of messages in response to my last post. It's reminding me of how I first discovered shifting. I feel like doing a little story time since Ive just passed the three-year mark of my discovery, and I've been reminiscing with friends about it.
I remember being in a very dark place when I stumbled upon shifting. I was depressed, and very suicidal. Yet, there was this unshakeable optimism inside me that I was meant for an extraordinary life. Despite my mental state, I had a lot of knowledge of subliminals and the law of attraction (-_-). These gave me hope, but they weren't enough tbh. I didn't want to attract my dream life through practicing gratitude or becoming a magnet for my desires or whatever. Nor did I want to have to listen to subliminals for years on end to achieve my goals. My list of desires was so long, and I needed everything to change that going step by step and waiting years for each one to manifest just wasn't feasible.
But I refused to give up. One day, after a particularly hard day of being sad per usual, I searched on Quora for something like "fastest most powerful subliminals on YouTube ever" (Yâall đđ). Among the recommended sub creators, I found a video called "Desired Life: Reality Shifting". The description promised everything I had ever wanted: waking up with all your desires fulfilled permanently in short. It piqued my curiosity so much. Could I really just wake up with my dream life, family, house, wealth, all based on my scripts and imagination?
Growing up, I was a heavy maladaptive daydreamer. From ages 10-17, I created alternate lives in my head, telling myself I would go there someday. I was always doing SATs (State Akin to Sleep), and I think that's what kept me from ending it all. I was constantly in the wish fulfilled state, even though I didn't know what that was at the time.
Back to my story, I went into the comments of that video and came across a guy who claimed that after a week of using this subliminal, he woke up with a new life as a multi-millionaire living in his dream penthouse. I messaged him, and he gave me his Instagram which showcased his luxurious life. He had what seemed like a perfect relationship, he was very attractive, had so many cars, and travelled 24/7 while having a six figures amount of followers. He was living proof that this wasn't just scripting. Also the law of attraction community is known for their mad expensive coaching.. like hundreds of dollars per hour for questions and he was answering it all for free something I didnât see the law of attraction community. And I talked to him for hours! He never got mad, he had proof, and he was kind, proof and the behavior of someone who really had mastered the art of life.
After our conversation, I spent the next couple of months doing research. I found numerous stories about glitches in the matrix, accidental shifting, people entering parallel realities, and eventually, shifting communities on platforms like Amino and Reddit. It was stuff I already believed in and did in my imagination; I just didnât know there was a term for it.
Then I got reminded of a memory that I had seriously repressed bc it was so fucking weird. When I was 6 and my brother was 3, we were absolutely obsessed with dodo birds. One day, we were outside playing, and on god time seemed to stop. Out of nowhere, a dodo bird appeared. I know youâre probably like âmaya be so fr rn you were a kidâ but no, This wasn't just our young imaginations running wild - there was a bird that was huge, dinosaur-like, exactly how dodos are described in books and pictures we had.
Then things got weirder. Suddenly it started raining eggs. Big, large eggs everywhere it was so gross and my brother and I were a mess. We were young, sure, but not stupid. We knew this wasn't normal. My brother and I rushed inside to tell our dad. When I managed to drag him outside, he was furious, accusing me of throwing eggs everywhere. To this day, he tells the story of the time I "trashed the backyard with eggs." And every time, I'm like, "Dad, where would I get that many eggs?" We didnât have eggs but so he assumed I stole them and we went inside for hours and it was magically cleaned. So he also tells the story of how responsible I am and how I took accountability for my actions even as a child. I didnât clean that shit bro and I tell him that too and he just laughs it makes me so mad.
My brother, who knows I'm into reality shifting (though he doesnât really believe in it), can't explain that day either. He often shrugs it off as a "glitch in the matrix," which honestly, well no duh it is a shift dummie. He does believe in manifesting but only bc he has seen me use it and he experiences the good things I manifest as well. Theyâre the same thing anyways but that isnât the point
The reason I'm bringing up this bizarre childhood memory is because during my months of research into shifting, I found countless stories of accidental shifts, people entering the void, entering parallel universes, time glitches, examples of the Mandela effect first hand, glitches in the matrix and etc. It was like uncovering a myriad of experiences that confirmed what I already believed: we can change and choose our reality. I just didnât know the phenomena had a name. Obviously in the future I came across other things like the law of assumption, the void state, etc etc but this was where it started.
I wish I had saved all those fascinating stories, posts, and blogs. I might go back and compile everything I found because they were so real and enlightening. It will probably take forever tho if I do choose to do that, but I think it's worth sharing.
In the meantime, check out this accounts of accidental shifts that my friend shared with me this account https://instagram.com/tessicavision?igshid=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA== based off the Glitch in the Matrix subreddit which is also a goldmine of people experiencing similar phenomena. It helped me make sense of my own experiences and might do the same for you.
I donât want this to be too long and I already got to the point I think! but regardless stay curious and realize youâre really not that special. I mean ofc you are, i mean this is not some tumblr thing teens girls discovered or created and isnât even limited to âspiritually/manifesting inclined peopleâ I think at the beginning of my journey people talking about accidental shifts and such, inspired me more than purposeful success stories because they really have no reason to lie and they were looking for answers just like I was.
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Dad!Diego Hargreeves headcanons
Pt1/?
I might write a full length fic of this, Iâll see how I feel. Iâm still new to writing for Diego/tua btw.
Warnings: mention of adoption/fostering. SFW obviously đ€·đ»ââïž
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So itâs already established that he is a Girl Dadâą which is the most canon thing they ever did for season 4 LMAO
If you already have a kid from a previous relationship, heâd love them just as equally
Def insisted on growing a moustache as soon as you found out you were pregnant so heâd be dad readyâą
This man constantly wanted a decent father figure, as all the other siblings wanted
But especially Diego, considering his stutter and all :(
So heâd love them so much and would do anything for them
This is his life motto fr:
I also think heâd be willing to go to therapy before you have kids so he can be the best father he can be
Would 100% insist on attending every single baby/pregnancy class
I also see him willing to be open for adoption/foster care <3 Heâd love to be a good father figure to children who need one đ„ș
Also if he met you after he had kids heâd be so cautious to introduce his kids to you
Heâd want to make sure youâd be a good and willing parent
If his child ever had a stutter or anything similar (including neurodivergence) heâd want nothing but the best for them and would constantly tell them how much he loves them <3
Heâs just so supportive <3
Like if they want to draw? heâs there to help them colour in (and would try to buy the best type of crayons/pens)
If they want a bedtime story read? Heâd do it in a heartbeat đ„ș
He just would be so happy to do anything with them
Def would step up and change nappies/diapers
Heâd be complaining about it the whole time but deep down heâd want to help
Heâs INSANELY protective
Like he just worries all the time
This can lead to him being overbearing
But itâs never because heâs strict. He just wants to protect them and if he sees heâs actually doing the opposite of making them feel protected and supported, heâd tone it down (after a word from you of course)
Road trip dadâą (baby shark trauma)
Finds fun ways to get the kids to eat their veggies
He prides himself on being able to âfightâ the imaginary monster under the kidâs beds
Heâs like *superman pose* âdonât worry kids, dad is on the rescue!â
The kids would ask how heâs so good at fighting the monster and heâd be so careful not to tell them anything about his vigilante daysđ
Like the kids do not need to be traumatised or scared of their own dadđ
When the kid(s) are slightly older (like almost 1) and they start to move around more he insists on baby proofing EVERYTHING
Heâs buying all these over-priced equipment which you two really do not need and makes your credit card be in minus
He lets them wear his mask but heâs so protective of it
Like he only lets them wear it once in a while and if heâs watching them the whole time to make sure they donât damage it
Iâd say heâs quite iffy about letting them play with his knives and daggers
He definitely would wait until theyâre older to teach them how to use them
I see him being a stay at home dad
Maybe you both try to make it work (like in the show) but ultimately your family works best if heâs a stay at home dad
Heâd learn to be so patient with them when helping with homework <3
Especially considering he knows what struggling with something is like (his stutter) <3
Omg he loves sports days so much
Heâd be cheering so loud
âTHATâS MY BOY/GIRL!â
And when itâs the parents turn to join in, NO ONE is more determined to win than he is
Heâd secretly enjoy when his kid puts makeup on him
In fact I think heâd grow to love it so much to the point heâd be excited when your kid asks to put makeup on him
He even asks first sometimes
Heâd put on high heels and the whole look too (đ
đđ»ââïžthis pose and everything)
When they start school, heâd be taking SO MANY PICTURES
Sentimental king
He just wants to have pictures of so many happy memories of his family
Instead of the few ones he grew up with (those pics of the umbrella academy in the newspapers donât count bc letâs face it, those arenât proper family photos bc they were just for press) </3
You both definitely have a big photo album
Maybe he even makes it into a scrapbook (that is so cute)
And makes it a family bonding moment where everyone gets to design their own page
Heâd love cooking/baking with his kids and you
(Why is me writing all this making me emotional omg)
Maybe Iâll make a part 2 if I think of anymore ideas.
If u enjoyed this check out my tua blog @nacho-hargreeves and maybe Iâll post more Diego content here (we are starving).
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Gotham royalty, Dick Grayson, caught with actress Y/N Y/LN behind the scenes of upcoming movie (3/5/2023 1:52 PM)
For months now, fans have been questioning the mysterious relationship between Dick Grayson and Hollywoodâs favorite star, Y/N Y/LN. While this may come as a surprise to some, for most of us, it was kind of expected.
Just this morning, the two were seen outside of the actress's trailer on the set of her upcoming movie. The young actress, most notable for her acclaimed EGOT status, is using the feature film to officially bring and end to her acting hiatus.
For a little over three years now, Y/N has practically shut herself out from the public eye, wanting to take care of personal matters in her life. Insiders report that regardless of her "mysterious health condition", she's back and better than ever!
And of course, despite most of the filming taking place in the heart of New York, the gothamite had no trouble traveling to to visit her on set. Paparazzi spotted the apparent couple looking closer than usual just as Dick was seen leaving her trailer.
Throughout the years, both celebrities have been stuck in the classic "will they, won't they" situationship. We can easily take a quick look at the history of the two when they were introduced to each other through their mutual friend, Kori Anders.
Kori, who also happens to be co-starring in the same film as Y/LN, has noted in the past how much she would love for both friends to get together, saying that:
"I know most people usually don't want their besties to date each other, but I actually wouldn't mind. Dick is a good guy, and he's the kind of guy that Y/N could really use right now..."
On the other hand, Y/N has made it clear in the past that she's not looking for a relationship, wanting to focus on her son, Jonathan, instead. After getting pregnant by her ex (who ended up cheating on her, ouch!), the actress tried to keep her life as private as possible.
Dick, on the other hand, absolutely adores Y/N and her son! Over the course of their decade long friendship, the billionaire has proven to be a prominent figure in the child's life. Even this past March, the eldest Wayne flew both the mother and her little five year old out of the country to vacation with him in Italy.
Even though the celebs constantly try to deny any dating rumors, the proof is in the pudding now! No matter how much they try to defend their so called "friendship", we can't help but love the way they love.
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@bigdickgrayson: Welp I guess the secret's out. These past few years have been some of the best years of my life all thanks to the little family I get to call my own. After getting married, I get to call myself a dad to not only my son Johnny, but to my beautiful baby girl Mari as well. Of course, while Johnathan may not be mine by blood, I still love him and his sister as my own. After practically raising him alongside my beautiful wife, there's nothing else I would see him as. These people here are the light of my life and I am forever greatful for it. Love you Y/NNâ€ïž
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user1: THERE'S TWO???
‷ user2: no actually since when was there a second oneđ§ââïž
user3: ahh the babies are too cute!!
user4: he's not a step father he's the father that stepped UP
@y/nofficial: đ©”
‷ @bigdickgayson: đ
‷ user5: CRWING SCREAMING SOBBING
‷ user6: when is it my turn bro PLEASE
user7: congrađtulađtionsđđ
user8: my royal family frđ«¶
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@y/nofficial: my lil yeah <3
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user1: fym "lil yeah" girl yall are MARRIED
user2: WAR IS OVERRR
user3: im so happy for you mamas <3
user4: i like how dick wrote a whole essay while miss girl is out here giving us scrapsđ
‷ user5: bro she will NAWT hesitate to deactivate her entire account go get a straw and suck it up abeg
user6: still can't wrap my head around the fact that she hid a whole ass baby right under our nosesđ
@bigdickgrayson: đ
‷ @y/nofficial: đ©”
‷ user7: somebody catchme.... imma pass out..
user8: the true people's princessđ„č
notice how i used e news for dick and tmz for jason because it matches their color schemeđ also ty abby for giving me the idea to give them two kids instead of one ily foreva and eva
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soâŠ
about this human verse you gotâŠ
how does Al fit into all of this? Is that where Vaggie got the spell or is the gang sheâs a part of also a monster hunter org?
This is Alastor's human design! I wanted him to give off a old money rich vibe. I didn't look up a reference for old money attire đ i jjst looked at some randim char from a show i watched that kinda gave off Alastor vibes. This may change but tbh I kinda like it the way it is. Altho one day I may change my mind <3 lore drops under cut!!
(Sorry if he doesn't look like Alastor, these human designs are mostly based on my redesigns so they look even MORE different than usual ill get better hopefulllyyyy)
Husk(left) is Vaggie/Valerie's dad in this au cuz I said so unfortunately. Sorry i dont make the rules! Husk is Salvadoran like Valerie cuz ofc, like he's 100% black but I wanted him to be Valerie's dad soo I was like.... yeah win sum lose sum. But dw I have SO much black characters on the way. It's kind of terrifying!!
Alastor tries to be like a dad to Valerie but she resents him. Her mom died to a sickness, and Valerie has no room in her for another parent figure in her life except Husk.
Also, Al is gay aroace, so when he fell in love with Husk he was SO surprised likeee how??? He was his first love ever and Al just loves him dearly despite never loving anyone ever before. He's still a girls girl ofc but brutha is gay u can't tell me otherwise đ
Charlie gave him the headband with the antlers that she cheaply made herself. Alastor loves them genuinely. (If Alastor cares abt Valerie or Charlie is purely up to viewer, but if you want to see him care for orr like be toxic to them send a request fr fr imma draw that shi đđ). Alastor is the only one who knows that Charlie is a demon because he's the one that taught Valerie how to summon a demon(YOU'RE SPOT ON. HOW??).
(Also I forgor the stripes. Sorry I was so sleepy drawing this you can probably telll.đ)
Alastor is still a cannibal, his husband and step daughter just doesn't know it yet, and NO he will probably never tell them unless forced to or he feels like he can. This man is the friend the smiley bro đ
I'll maybe soon draw what happened between Valerie, Lute, and Adam during the fight, since ALOT happened. But it may be a bit before I get to that
Alastor taught the kids young how to summon demons the WRONG way. Because obviously he didn't want literal immature kids to end the world completely. The trio spent years finding ways to summon just one demon. Adam did it to create chaos, Lute just followed, and Valerie just loved having fun with her friends.
Now that they aren't childhood best friends. And that whole fight happened. Valerie doesn't know what to do. Alastor suggests she gets a bodyguard from hell, any demon at all(Demons are devoted to you as long as you keep a part of your deal with them or you break the contract of summoning one). Aaaaand that's how Charlie came to be summoned! Valerie got her eye stabbed out, Alastor was being silly and taught his kid how to summon a demon, Valerie was like "aight ig", then summoned her future wife.
(WILL ALSO ONE DAY DRAW THE FIRST TIME CHARLIE AND VALERIE MET.... ONE DAY....)
Fun fact: Alastor has a radio station of his own that he plays 1920's music in. Although most people would rather NOT listen to old times music, somehow he makes it work that people always listen to his radio. Maybe a deal with a demon of some sorts...? Perhaps... :>
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baby i'm yours â g. gallagher
pairing âgene gallagher x albarn!reader
summary âwhere geneâs a bit of a cheeky bastard & you post a new podcast episode
baby, i'm yours, and i'll be yours until two and two makes three
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genegallagher bitz n bobz
user blud was def giggling to himself choosing the second pic
âł user "they're gonna think im so cool for this"
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Meguru Bachira with a black s/o
LISTEN!! I picked up the 2 volume of the manga on accident when I went to target and Iâm in love w him the man of my dreams!! Not taking blue lock right now bc besides Isagi and kunigami i donât remember any other characters name or anything about themđ
feel free to talk to me about him tho I have SO many thoughtsđ
** can you tell this is just me rambling đ
Megaruđ:
- this pic gives me butterflies holy shit
- WHEW this man has huge unhinged sunshine energy
- Like giggling and kicking my feet how heâs the happy go lucky character trope (I.e hinata) but they make sure you remember heâs not âsoftâ
- Like the way yâall be uwuing hinata that is a grown manđ he was throwing fists the WHOLE SERIES but he donât know about sex? Bffr
- Anyway heâs definitely a switch but kinda leaning more top? he definitely just wants to fuck he donât care whoâs on top
- Heâs so cuddly itâs adorable
- Getting neon yellow nails to match his hair>>>
- Definitely would like to match fits w you when yâall step out
- WOULD GET YOU AN ANKLE BRACELET W HIS INITIALS ON IT SO HE CAN KISS YOUR ANKLE WHEN HE PUTS YOUR LEGS OVER HIS SHOULDERS!!
- Most fashionable couple FR
- Always has to be touching you in some way
- Holding your hand, arm around you, hand in your pockets
- Wants to make sure youâre there and wonât slip away from him
- Imagining him going to meet your family and heâs SWEATING like he knows heâs not everyoneâs cup of tea and really doesnât want to start anything
- âYou are good at soccer so you have like + 100 points right nowâ(watching Latino people watch the football on the Olympics is so scary đ«)
- Imagine your family watching his gamesđ embarrassing bc now Iâm imagining a room full of dads and uncles glued to the tv and cheering him on like he can hear itđđ
- âYou so skinny you need to eat more!â
- Heâs charming your aunties to steal plates from your house
- You get in the car and he has like 3 Tupperwares full of left overs
- Great with kids because they think heâs cool
- heâs breaking they ankles in soccer tho heâs not gunna play nice w kids
- If âplay where itâs safe cuz itâs NOT over hereâ was a person
- Like he can go 0-100 in a millisecond so if someone tries him
- Very âwhoâs gon beat my ass about it??â Type beat
- People think yâall are so cute bc heâs so smiley and sweet to you
- DEFINITELY says filthy shit in your ear too
- Like heâs cuddly w everyone he likes so youâd be no different but heâs slipping his hands up your shirt
- Number one hype man when you get your hair done
- So extra
- âMy baby so cuteđ„čđ„čâ
- Box braids are his favorite bc he can put charms and stuff in your hair
- also medium long locs bc imagining him walking up to you and pushing them out your face to see your eyesđ„ș
- Freak
- Probably sends you links to sex toys and is like
- âđđ??â
-âIâm a visual learner btwâ
- The MOST unserious character in this whole series so far
- His song is rodeo but just the flo Milli verse i WILL NOT ELABORATE!!
- Once he get to doing that thing where he lower his voice just call in sick bc you probably not walking
- Not that he doesnât care about your pleasure itâs more heâs fucking until HE taps out so your brains can be soup but heâs not done so,,,,hold on?
- If you like me and a few inches shorter than him will be smug about it
- His personality is big enough to count as a size kink but being a little taller makes him get a big head
- Talks you through it the whole time
- Switching back and fourth between degrading and praise so fast it makes your head spin
- âHm? Donât tell me my little slut is tapping out? You were begging me so nicely earlierâ
- only one who can say babygirl and it not be cringe đ€
- âbe a good boy and spread your legs for me, hm?â
- Really sloppy kisser during sex too
- Will tell you to stick your tongue out for him
- On the rougher side of kinky stuff
- Fucks you like itâs the last time he ever will every time
- Donât care about getting caught bc either way heâs not stopping
- Probably how youâd end up sleeping w him and Isagi I fear
- Isagi is so sweet and megaru is MEAN
- Isagi trying to go slow and be gentle and Megaru over here pulling your hair calling you a pretty whore
- this man In grey sweatpants would end me
- APART OF THE SHORT KING BIG DICK CREW
- heâs tall by Japanese standards but juuuuust 3cm above average in American height
- he already walks out the shower naked w NO care in the world
- probably walks around the house like that too Ngl
- âI am returning to the natural state of my birthâ I will glue your clothes to your body sir :/
- feel like heâs more girth than length like donât get me wrong he def has a third leg but heâs gunna have to work you open
- â Oh donât worry, Iâll make sure it fitsâ
- Act right dickâąïž so donât push him too far in public
- Definitely a bad influence!! Youâre trying to be normal in public and he gives you a look
- Next thing you know heâs on his knees for you in a bathroom or an empty hallwayđ
- In the locker room so many times the rest of his friends already know, and when you two disappear they not stepping foot in there
- Buys you lingerie because heâs your biggest hype man
- When you feel confident youâre the most sexy
- âMmm you look so good in that cute outfit, you wonât be too mad if I tear it off right?â
- Spreads your legs wide and will make you look in the mirror and watch as he fingers you open
- The type of man who fucks you so good you would get his name tatted on your ass
- Your family actually is probably like âdonât you go corrupting that sweet boyâ
- And behind closed doors heâs got his hand holding your hair in a tight fist as he makes himself comfy in your throat
- âLet me hold your hair up for youđâ
- L$D- asap Rocky is also his song
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Okay I think tumblr ate this (b/c it went red :( )but we fr need to talk about how young Billys muse is. 19 is young to be swept up in this world. Like imagine after they meet for the second time theyâre making out or something and Billy kinda just pulls away and is like âhold up how old are you?â And sheâs like â19.â And goes back to making out.
Also being that young adds to her being shy about media (I liked the shy Drabble) so like Billy even more thinks she just wants attention cause sheâs just a young brat
tumblr has been eating up my asks recently like I keep getting double messages so ik some things are getting lost đ
but like yes, by the time it's all over she's only like 22 and billy is like around 30 when the band breaks up, even eddie is probably around 27 or so, like she's really naive to all of this. like being in a situationship with billy dunne, the lead singer of a famous band at 19, who's struggling with addiction, like that's so, so much. but like she's young and it's probably one of her first serious relationships and his allure is so new and exciting
but like totally, weeks later when she's showing up to another show and he's finally able to get his lips on hers, the thought crosses his mind about how sometimes girls definitely too young to be here sneak in and he doesn't want to be one of those guys, so he's pulling away. "wait, wait, wait, how old are you?"
and you're chasing his lips as he's pulling away because he's so intense and passionate, you've never had something like that before and it's addictive. "19" and he's nodding before his lips are back on yours. and like so quickly he's got your number and is asking you to come over all the time. so you do, and so fast it becomes what feels like a relationship but to billy is more situationship, which you don't realize until he cheats on you
going back to that blurb too, it adds a layer to how she responds and he talks to her. like he's suddenly talking down to her and laying it down and she feels like there's nothing she can do, she's young and stupid. and then she's leaving and pissed. but he's going on and on explaining to her that this is what it's like to be a groupie as she's new at this, that she's just a pretty face, that she can't be entitled and throw fits to get him back, but like then not long after he's showing up.
she's at a diner with friends and he's "accidentally" bumping into her and asks her to step outside to talk for a second. and when you do, he's instantly saying how, "need my girl with me at the studio, just been so stressful recently and need my pretty girl back at the studio. missed having you around, baby."
and no one's ever said something like that so you're falling for it with little resistance, "missed you too, billy, wanna be around you." his lips back on yours and he makes you feel like putty in his hands. and he's taking you out on dates that wow you. and writing songs about you that have your jaw dropping, so you're back in the fantasy of billy dunne.
yes and with the shy addition it just makes it so much harder.
"your daddy's fucking rich, you're in the papers all the damn time. can't throw a tantrum because I don't portray you as perfect"
you're shaking your head, "no, only if I show up with my dad somewhere, or you, or they like my clothes. this is things I said billy, people can't know that. my dad-"
"your dad, what? time to grow up, baby, you're an adult, act like one. daddy can't come and fix everything for you, sometimes there's consequences for our actions" he's so condescending, so demeaning
"what actions?" you're crying
"you knew exactly what you were getting into when you showed up to that show, you wanted to fuck the lead singer and you kept coming back. if you're a whiny and entitled, then I can write about it, it's my job."
you're shaking your head, "wanna go home. I'm going home, fuck you, billy"
"such a goddamn child, don't come back here. there's no room for spoiled little girls who want me to spoon feed them from a silver fucking platter"
he does bring you back and still releases a song about how turbulent your relationship is
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My stardew valley headcanons because no one can stop me!!!!!!!
Part one
In alphabetical order
Abigail:
đBisexual
đshe/they
đHates children
đIn a Polycule with Sam and Sebastian
đShares a braincell with Sam
đsmoked weed once with Sebastian and threw up afterwards
đhas random beef with Haley that Haley isn't aware of
đgets piercings just to spite her dad
đwas only good in English class in highschool
đregrets being on 2020 alt tiktok
đ secretly vandalizes their father's yoba shrine (he thinks it's Sebastian doing it)
đtheir gay awakening was Keira Knightley in Pirates of the Caribbean (she just like me fr)
Alex
đthe definition of comphet
đhimbo
đgay man/lesbian alliance with Haley
đhis first crush was the team captain of an Opponent's school gridball team
đ doesn't drink alcohol because he's scared to be like his father
đhe had a pathetic crush on Elliot when Elliot first moved to the valley
đhas a bottle of the perfume his mother used to wear and sprays it on his pillow when he's sad
đused to go to a gym in Zu City but stopped after a boy there asked him out
đdated Haley in highschool for half a year until both of them came out to the other in hopes to let the other down gently
Caroline
đnot a single thought behind those eyes
đfell out of love with Pierre ten years ago
đgrows marijuana plants in her tea house (have you seen her two heart event?)
đdyed her hair green once when she was 15 and never tried a different color again
đhas a few secret tattoos
đthe necklace she wears is a gift by Rasmodios
đbest friends with Jodi and Robin
đloves to gossip, she knows everyone's business
đalmost became an almond mom but stopped before it could affect Abigail in the long run
đshe has no enemies, everyone loves her but hates her husband
Clint (it's red cus he's a red flag)
đš4chan user
đšincel
đšused to tell his mom to make him a sandwich
đšcalled his parents by their first names
đšknows the Irish dance (I don't know what it's called lmao)
đšcan't have friendships with women because he always thinks they fall in love with him
đšhasn't exercised since he finished highschool
đšstalks Emily (that's canon) (stay away from her)
đšcan you tell I hate him yet?
Demetrius
đ§Șis the reason his first marriage failed
đ§Școntrolling and possessive (Maru's two heart event)
đ§Șso boring
đ§Șthinks missionary is the only way to have sex
đ§ȘI know people headcanon him as autistic but I think he's just petty
đ§Ș arrogant, thinks he's smarter than everyone else because he knows science
đ§Șwas actually an okay step father to Sebastian until Maru was born
đ§Șhim and Robin are not compatible but neither of them want to go through a second divorce
Elliot
đŠ gay and proud
đŠin his mid thirties
đŠ can't swim
đŠ used to write star trek fanfiction as a teenager on fanfiction.net
đŠso fucking tall
đŠwent through three separate gender identity crisis before realizing that he just isn't comfortable expressing himself as a stereotypical manly man
đŠdemi romantic
đŠgay man/lesbian alliance with Leah
đŠsees Leah as the little sister he never had
đŠ isn't really broke, he's a trustfund baby who wanted to experience what it's like to be a starving artist (thinks it makes his art more valid)
đŠLeah beat him up when she found out
đŠ obsessed with his hair (I'm so jealous of his luscious curls đđđ)
đŠso dramatic (used to be a theater kid for sure)
Emily
đźthe character I headcanon as autistic
đź pansexual and asexual
đźthey/she, trans
đźdating Sandy
đźknows everyone's zodiac signs
đźnames her plants
đźgets the zoomies after work (at night)
đźHaley hates it
đźHaley's biggest supporter
đźvegan
đźthinks of Clint as a genuine friend (save yourself girly pop)
đźcalls Sandy the weirdest nick names "hello my cuddle bear" "it's been too long since we last saw each other my strawberry jam"
đźsuckles on Pennies (she just like me fr)
đźreads books about crystals for hours on end, Haley has to take the book away from her and drag her to bed sometimes
đźhas befriended the junimos
đźSandy sells the clothes she makes
đźhates the taste of strawberry in candy and stuff
đźwould vape if vapes existed in stardew valley but not in a I'm a thirteen year old boy way but in a I like the taste and I enjoy making smoke rings kinda way
đźyou can't tell me that she's not a pothead
đźknows Haley is a lesbian years before her sister figures it out
đźbesties with Shane (refuses to sell him alcohol at the Stardrop saloon)
đźgets extremely flustered around people she deems as attractive
đźis really bad at doing her own makeup (Sandy or Haley do it for her)
đźhas a huge tattoo that covers almost her entire back
đźher energy is contagious
đźhigh School was very hard for her but college was the best time of her life
đźwants to buzz her hair so bad but has enough restrain to keep herself from doing so
đźloves to make cocktails (she makes Gus try them and he always loves them and puts them on his menu)
đźmakes Shane, Sandy and Haley cosplay with her (none of them want to but they can't say no when Emily looks at them with that wide eyed grin of hers)
đźunleashed a group of rats in JoJa mart because Shane complained once (1 time) about his working conditions, the store closed for two months
đźcan you tell how much I love Emily?
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okay i am very new here, so i need a through introduction to your mcs! like eve for example, pls post his whole biography o(â„ïčâ„)o
fr tho, tell me anything and everything :D
TOOK SO DAMN LONG SINCE I WANTED TO DRAW A STEP ONE REF OF EVE BUT ITS GONNA TAKE A MINUTE so here are the sketches,,,
Anyways- gonna introduce the main two mcs/ocs you'll see here:
Eve Cortez Williams and Aaliyah Dubious
(dont mind my ipad scribbles on the screenshot iofqiowogi)
Lemme put this under a readmore actually so yall dont get slammed with a long ass post:
Starting with Eve:
He's my Tamarack MC, but I figured since uh. all my art that was a given
He has a strained relationship with Qiu in step 1 but they become besties by step 2 and by step 3, they are like family to each other. If no one got Eve, Eve knows Qiu got them, amen đ
He comes out as transmasc by step 2, and by step 3 he gets top surgery and starts taking testosterone and firmly identifies as a butch lesbian
He's from the southern part of Miami, Florida. He's Golden Grove's residential florida man
He practices martial arts religiously, he's a big fan of Goku and Dragonball in general so he wants to be like his idol
His story deviates a bit from the OL2 generic mc story, he did have a dad! Opal and his dad wanted a kid but they both didn't want to get married and since the two of them were best friends, they decided to have a kid together (or well two but we'll talk about that later)
What's important to note from above is that his dad isn't around anymore because his father passed away a few months ago due to a car accident and Eve was hospitalized as a result
So by the time he's at Golden Grove, he's in anger stages of his grief and he doesn't want to be bothered. Which sucks cause hes neighbors with the two loudest kids on the block
Doesn't help he's a ESL speaker (English as a Second Language) and Golden Grove's population is majorly white so he has even harder of a time adjusting to it
He gets into fights in step 1... a Lot. Someone will look at him funny and they'll get punched in the face
He does adjust but he still doesn't like Golden Grove by step 3 but funnily enough, he moves away at the end of step 3 for treatment but moves back in step 4, crazy how that shit works huh
He has two emotional support bunnies; Bulma and Chi-Chi! He gets them in step 2, Qiu and Eve bond over them LMFAO
As for Aaliyah:
She's my Qiu MC, to the shocker of no one. Tamarack is also her best friend <3
Aaliyah is from New Orleans, Louisiana! She's full blooded Haitian and she has family in Haiti
She's also transfem! She passes for cis in step 1 thanks to hormone blockers and some makeup and then starts taking estrogen in step 2 and onwards
Her being black and transfemme is integral to her character and how she navigates around Golden Grove, she doesn't tell anyone she's trans until near the end of step 1. By step 3, the girl gang and Qiu knows shes trans
^^ That's because she had a very negative experience coming out to her community who previously loved her but flipped on her just as fast
So moving to Golden Grove was supposed to be a fresh start for her as herself but by that point she feels like she has to keep up her "cis-sona" lest she gets bullied again
She still gets bullied for other reasons in step 2 though (being a pretty black girl and the one person who has a crush on her is the most popular kid in school... its rough! đ)
By step 4 though she is proud to call herself trans and will let people know!
She lovessss animals! And the animals love her back! She feeds them all the time and keeps animal food on her for that purpose when she goes to the park to read by herself, she got a flock of crows and stray cats that like to follow her
She has a cat named Kiki!!! Kiki loves everyone except Qiu though, Aaliyah doesnt know that though-
I hope that was enough of a info-dump! If anyone has anymore questions please ask i have so much lore please-
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I like paying GenshinâŠđ«Ł but I suppose you and I canât have all the same opinions. Speaking of which, I donât understand why people like NatashaâŠIâm sorry in advance. I can understand liking most of the others, like I get the appeal but idkâŠ.can u explain?
now that Iâve told you all my bad opinionsâŠI still havenât gotten all the messages from Kafka, very upset, I got yanqing from standard the same day AND HE KEEPS MESSAGING ME, I need him to stfu.
I was rewatching kafkas story quest and umm, I havenât looked at that photo in a bitâŠ.ngl I kinda want to rip open that slit in her shirt andâyk I need to sleep, ik when I start being less shy I need more sleep I havenât sleep for like two days.
also my friend just said that I probably donât like nat bc sheâs a doctorâŠmy mommy issues strike again.
-đ
i loved genshin i played it for over 3 years but by sumeru their characters stopped appealing to me, arlecchino saved me from boredom in fontaine and that archon quest was also really good but character wise sheâs the only one i care about. with natlan and those white ass characters i just cant like logging in and seeing white people with latin indigenous/african inspired clothing, names and history pisses me off to no end, they lost me forever with that one bc yelan reran and i still didnât log in consistently to get her cons⊠shes c3 forever now. i get mad seeing any natlan character atp like im so over this stupid game
not liking natasha is insane⊠if you like himeko theres no reason to not be as crazy about nat because theyâre so similar personality wise and we actually know more about nat than we do about hsr himeko rnđ i donât see why you donât see the appeal honestly, sheâs a sweetheart whoâs upheld an entire city basically on her own. not to diminish wildfire members but she literally created that too. only doctor in an impoverished and disorganized city, runs an orphanage, leader of the sole organization meant to keep the peace⊠sheâs willingly taking on all of that responsibility because she can and wants to help. shes not even from the underworld, she was adopted by a couple in the overworld and did her studies there. not to mention that before she was a doctor in the underworld she went on expeditions to heal those fighting against/researching the fragmentumâŠsheâs literally the most âmorally goodâ aligned person ever. disliking her is kinda unimaginable to me bc all shes done is save peopleâs lives and be pretty. kafkaâs nothing compared to my natty. i get it if sheâs just not your kind of character but disliking her is insane to me when himeko is the same kind of kind-hearted, diplomatic, intelligent, courageous, ruthless-when-need-be personđ natasha stepped up and saw people dying all around her for over a decade, she gave kids like Seele a future and a purpose in life and has spent every day fighting for them, sheâs even condemned her own brother because the methods he was using for his research/goals were hurting others. hasnt talked to her parents in years and didnt know her dad had died because of it so she wasnât allowed a moment to grieve like im sorry shes a hero of the people, no one has worked harder than she hasâ iâll die defending natasha sheâs incredibly admirable and inspiring to me. she thanks her patients for surviving gruesome surgeries, imagine the amount of people sheâs lost because of the underworldâs lack of supplies yet she CARRIES ON! the strongest person ever. and sheâs so gorgeous like thatâs my baby fr. plus her voice is really nice. sheâs the whole package, i take her so seriously if theres only one natasha fan in the galaxy its me!!! thee only healer for months before lynx came out, letâs all remember our roots (i wasnât there but wtv) for a second. everyoneâs used natty sheâs an OG!
i thought kafka had only 2 messages and was getting moze/jiaoqiuâs for days then saw that anonymous âhi, nyxâ and lost my mind at 6am on tuesday. hope u get them soon theyre so pathetic⊠she cares so bad. like soooo bad i cant believe she exposes herself like this do we think itâs because texting is easier or bc sheâs intrinsically linked to the tb or both?⊠because those texts (+ the fact that itâs her reaching out) are just insane.
i love how yall never go all the way with thirsting when i literally write smut like i promise you can say you wanna fuck her đđ everyoneâs gonna agree. the things iâd do to her would have me in the hospital for dislocated joints like itâs okay theres no shame in being horny
and you definitely need to go to bed!!!!!!!! now!!!! try taking some melatonin/tea if you can or getting off your phone an hour before going to sleep, it might help a little. but you should be sleeping itâs dangerous to go too long without it, how are you even functioning right now
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Louk's Bad Batch rewatch part 6 !!!
Y'all it's getting super close omg we're in feb now đ lets goooo
Bad Batch 1x02
Tech piloting +10 points
I'll never get tired of Wrecker and Omega napping together đ„ș
Echo and Hunter mom and dad đ
our lil bby Omega stepping into the sun !!! soaking up the fresh air and playing in the dirt !!! I am going to sob đđđ
"That would be dirt" ~ Tech đ€Ł
Tech: "we're all deserters now" Echo: đź
Hunter stopping Omega from walking into the booby trap
vs Wrecker 2 seconds later...
SUU MY QUEEN đđ
Wrecker is eating a meiloorun đ watch out buddy Hera's coming for u
Hello yes who do I talk to about getting a Cut Suu & the batch history/flashback/how they met story time anything pretty please
Rex mention đ
Tech đ€ Omega casually dropping the biggest plot points like it's nbd
Omega meeting other kids that don't share her dna đ„Č
"Uncle Wrecker!" I am totally normal about this
HER CHECKING BACK WITH HUNTER FOR PERMISSION đ
ok but are we just gonna ignore the fact that Shaeeah looks completely different to tcw ??
Cut knows what's up with the Kaminoans đ
Cut also knows what's up putting Hunter in his civvie clothes don't come @ me
Rampart đ€ą
"Omega went out past the fence!" *bad batch enters dad batch mode* đââïžđš
Cut is the daddest of the batch tho đ„ș he's parenting all of them
THEIR FACES WATCHING CUT WITH OMEGA I CANT đ
For some reason Hunter is the same height as Wrecker in this scene ??? lmao
Omega taking her lil charm out of her hair đ„Č
"Almost forgot how good of a shot you are" ~ Hunter @ Suu !! okay backstory PLEASE
Echo complaing about the imperial chaincode database vs Tech "it's ingenious" lmaooo
Hunter has the braincell rn
bro Hunter is literally growling at Tech for putting Omega in danger đ are we ready for his completely unhinged s3 arc??
Tech, Echo: đłđŹ Omega: đđ
Echo peeking from the roof !!
Tech's flip !!!
Tech catching Omega !!!!!!!
Echo mom put Omega in time out đ
Echo's scomp skills have grown sm đ„Č
the way he balances the chain codes on his scomp hand đ„ș
Y'ALL I FORGOT! I'm also doing a 'Wrecker hits his head count' for the first part of s1 and a different count for s2 later đ but we'll get to that hehe I hate it! anyway!!
Wrecker hits his head count: 2
(he bonked it on a pole this ep go watch)
Cut and Hunter wearing the same clothes is giving when ur mum dresses you and your siblings in matching outfits
Tech: "we can't get caught with these chain codes" đ€ Echo: "we can't get caught at all" đ being mom is hard
HUNTER GIVING ORDERS WITHOUT WORDS AGAIN bfkwbxhabckw my fav
Tech to the rescueeee
If I had a dollar for every time Omega was in danger bc of a random imperial droid but is saved at the last second by Wrecker smashing it, I'd have 2 dollars... which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice
Omega's hand is so tiny in Wrecker's đđ€Č
Cut and Wrecker are wearing matching hats đ
"but I want to stay with you" thanks I didn't need my heart anyway đ
Suu owns my heart fr
"It responded to that" ~ Wrecker đ
OMEGA SWEETHEART đđđ someone needs to hug her so bad she's just a baby can ppl stop upsetting her!! This is ep 2 plssss
Where is the Lawquane family? Are they safe? Are they alright?
Thanks y'all for joining again <3 I'm gonna have to keep it up bc feb is already going so fast?
Anywayyy ilysm đ
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So we have Survivor Nort Decucts... And now we have Hunter Nort deducts... Put them together and what do we get?
You get a hella tragic story oh my GOSHHHH đđđđ
The set up will be:
1-Surv!Norton
1-Hunt!Norton
-Then my thoughts đ
1-Kindness: Is that an Olive Branch you just threw or... (A Good Deed: Norton, a Miner, Always visited the hospice and cared for all of the homeless old miners)
1-Shrewd 'Each step requires long-term planning' (Shrewd: An old, folded letter: Yellow and brittle. It was once abandoned in a dust corner. Signed, Benny.)
-This is interesting đ These are both the first which automatically makes me think they are connected. I wonder if the Olive Branch thrown is from Benny? Or if its from Norton with the helping out with the people around Benny? Either way Benny ends up sending a letter to Norton. Maybe it saying something like 'want to meet up? I have stuff that might interest you' or something. Which adds to my -squinting- at Benny. Sounds like Norton was alone even though Benny was around all that time? hmmm
2-Diligence: The more effort, the more rewards? (Work Record: Norton Campbell is always the first to go down into the mines and the last to leave it.)
2-Lonely: 'The loneliness of separation must be endured on the climb up' (A coin: Stained by ash, footprints, tears, and dirt from the slums.)
-Brings up the whole 'he had nobody' not even Benny vibe again -squints- Where was Benny during all of this? Seems like Norton would work and work and work so he couldn't feel or notice how alone he is. Like work was his only constant and 'friend' to keep himself from going nutty, but in the hours where work couldn't be used as a distraction he was miserable đżCrying as he clings to what little he has...my gosh. That coin was so important to him man, I wonder if it was the last thing he got from his dad or something, cause he takes it everywhere and it pops up all the time in the trailer orz which means he never spent it just held onto it enough where you see TEAR STAINS ON IT! I CANNOT-- đđđđ
3-Efficiency: We need more trials. (A stack of Recommendation Letters: It can be seen that every one of Norton's previous employers appreciated his hard work and expressed their regret at being unable to keep him for long.)
3-Sophisticated 'wear a mask for the sake of survival' (A note on the back: What a detestable Person! Wagging his tail like a dog in front of the overseer!)
-This one I canât quite grasp yet -squints- is this referring to the back of the letter from Benny? Why write that there? Is Benny talking smack about Norton being so good at wearing a mask and pleasing the employers? Or is Norton talking smack about himself? Or is Norton pissed about others doing what he is doing? Wearing a mask to just survive or what the heck? đ€Ł This one is still baffling me fr fr Oh wait a min....Seems like he had to jump job from job cause employers kept needing to fire workers, unable to keep him on as an employee. Likely becoming more jaded that him working hard and being good isn't working much for him since he keeps getting let go. Then seeing some fresh faced bushy tailed worker beside him would likely piss him off lol 'Why are you acting like that we are all getting fired anyways' Yea I super don't know with this one, I am juggling so many possibilities for this one.
4-Persistence: People won't be unlucky forever, right? (1-Page Note: There are 13 items listed. The first 12 appear to be names of places, and the last one is crossed out.)
4-Willful 'Those who persist will encounter more opportunities' (A page from a diary: I found that old man's notes. Now, it belongs to the one who lives long.)
-He doesnât sound all that fond of Benny pff like there is a hint of a dig there and/or him trying to convince himself that he is going to break out of here and live. Did he decide to set a plan in motion after getting the letter from Benny? Or was it after meeting with Benny?
5-Patience: Next time... (Diary: Tomorrow, I will go to the last place recorded by the old man. If there's still nothing, then I hope he...)
5-Gloomy 'The other side of Kindness and affability' (Abandoned junk: A tattered quilt, a chisel, an unsent letter, and a small piece of wrapped and hardened white bread)
-This one I don't see much of a connection other than reference to old man and then there is that QUILT that could have possibly been the one Benny had made for Norton when the Dad was still alive. 'Then I hope he...' sounds hella ominous now lol -squints- Then Is this stuff found with Benny or was it found where Norton abandoned everything? Did Norton not send a letter? Maybe he meant to go back to get his things but never got to cause of the damage the explosion deed had on his mind ah. This one also gives me more questions than answers lol
6-Courage: The more dangers, the more opportunities. (A Geological Report: Part of the tunnel had been blocked by an unidentified object. One small mistake could cause the inner structure of the mine to collapse.)
6-Greedy 'Merely retaking what the heavens owe' (A map: Several crossed-out mines and a red circle.)
-I am thinking Greedy and Gloomy should switch here cause Greedy goes well with the Patience with reference to 'go to the last place recorded' BUT what the frig is that 'unidentified object' -squints- Did Norton set that up?? Was that in the red circled mine? Was the place just found like that and Norton was like -cough cough- "whatever nothing is stopping me". Is this all just setting up how Norton was willing to go anywhere to find what he is looking for? hmmmm Willing to go where no man has gone before. Smash Greed and Courage together and ya thats what you get lol A desperate dude that has nothing to loose and only to gain if this all goes right. aahh
7-Alert: You need to be more cautious. (News: Due to the use of gunpowder and detonators, the era of simple rock drilling is coming to an end.
7-Arrogant 'Only by being bolder can you challenge destiny' (Torn paper: Record the blasting's depth, distance between holes⊠and the amount of explosives used.)
-He uhhhhh, yea he definitely ends up using explosives lol. And its interesting that he made sure that everything was measured and counted in every way. Bro knew what he was doing 1000%. He had it all down to the second, the inch! He was careful alright, careful to make sure this goes perfect AH
8-Share: You need more helpers. (Mining Precautions: Theft of explosives is illegal and will be reported to the police once discovered.)
8-Hypocrite 'Important moments must be witnessed by companions' (A memo: Two bottles of the cheapest whine for those drunkards to wet their throats. And toss some fatty meat to the guard dog.)
-BRO STOLE THE HELL OUTTA THEM EXPLOSIVES LOOOOOOOL AND HE DID IT IN THE MOST CLICHE WAY EVER AND IT WORKED IIMMMMM--LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL Like How many laws did he end up breaking by the end of all this?? LIKE GEEZZ And people are so used to him being kind and caring, none were the wiser! This Duddddeeeee!! He played the LONG GAME GOLLY
9-Wisdom: Smart people know when to hold on and when to let go. (An Accident Report: An explosion collapsed a mine on the outskirts of the city. It's suspected that the miners had mishandled the explosives, and the police expressed that there's little chance for anyone to survive)
9-Ruthless 'Exploding from deep within like an ignited explosive' (A page from a diary: Those journalists and policemen are gone. So it's just that simple?)
-Bro played everything! The people, the system, the science, the math?? LIKE DUDE! If it was an accident, he wouldn't have survived. Norton had this planned to the T! Every 'i' was dotted and ever 't' was crossed, he knew he was surviving that explosion if everything went perfect like he was planning for OH MY GOSH. Bro playing chess while everyone else was LEARNING CHECKERS
10-Luck: That's only because the rest are just unlucky. (1-Page Case: Moderate burns to the face. Suspected to have been caused by direct exposure to excessive temperatures)
10-Numb 'Forget them and stay away from the dark underground' (A magnet: "Maybe it can keep me away from misfortune and darkness.")
-He really didn't get much out of this did he. Like, all he got was trauma, burnt up, and a magnet. And boi is he clinging to that magnet with is all. His new coin; his new thing to cling to orz He really lies to himself a lot đżHe keeps finding out far too late that what he thought would change everything just made everything worse đlike yes everything changed, but changed for the worst. That tunnel vision hitting him so hard he never stops to go 'huh, this is a horrible idea, how would this possibly change my fate??' Its like he is trying so hard to convince himself that it was all worth it cause he got this crazy magnet orz gooooossshhhhhhhhhhhh Instead of using this as a wake up call it seems he is pressing on that sigma grind. Nothing like a plague doctor bird man monster to set things right LOOOOL
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