#the homophobia is blinding y’all

[shieldmaiden19]

Did Marvel execs seriously think we would watch a movie with a running theme of who Steve would get together with, a movie that includes the line, “It’s not like there’s someone out there with similar life experience,” and NOT go absolutely feral for Steve/Bucky? Did they seriously?

[thursdaywritings]

Social Media Blues

Bucky Barnes x Daughter!Reader

A/N: hello y’all this is like my first ever fic so pls do not judge me too harshly </3

Request: hi could you do bucky barnes x daughter!reader where he accidentally finds out that she is gay and maybe different pronouns? like he finds her social media and it kind of outs her i don’t know haha. maybe some angst but then fluff at the end?? ty and happy holidays!

Warnings; being outed & not being accepted, homophobia, but fluff at the end dw

Word Count; 2.1k

Coming out was never something you had an immense urge to do, you were content being closeted. Growing up as a lesbian in the 40s was rough, even decades later the fear and trauma you faced towered over you, eating you alive daily.

As you adjusted to the 21st century, you were set up with social media accounts. Most public, but you had private accounts for the closest of your circle. Which is where you met your girlfriend of eight months, nine next Tuesday, but who’s counting? You had finally gotten together after months of commenting jokingly flirtatious words on each other's Instagram posts. It wasn’t a surprise to your mutual friends when you got together, lightheartedly rolling their eyes as they commented various forms of “finally!” on your private relationship debut. But, it would be a surprise to everyone else in your life. Most importantly, your father Bucky Barnes, and your not-by-blood uncle, Steve Rogers. Thinking about it too much made your stomach like, clench up, and the feelings of spinning nausea wash over you.

It was now the middle of June. Wincing as you turned on the blinding light of your phone while laying in bed late into the night because let’s be real here, you had no clue what “dark mode” is. Opening your photo gallery, smiling as you swipe through the abundance of images taken of your girlfriend & you at yesterday’s sunset date. On a whim, you decide to change your profile picture to an almost, silhouette-esque photo of you & your girlfriend kissing. Noticing the new pronoun feature, you decide to add those as well. You could feel your heartbeat race as you hit the “done” button and excitedly spam your girlfriend with the news, falling asleep with a smile on your face minutes later.

3 am rolls around, your father & uncle heading up to the shared apartment floor after a grueling mission, snapping back into reality when the elevator dings. They go their separate ways with a small nod, and Bucky ever so softly opens your door to check in on you. The first night he got you back a couple of years ago, you could have sworn you heard the door open at least 30 times throughout the night. Seeing you safe & sleeping, he haphazardly unloads his baggage in his room and flops down on the couch. The soft buzz of the TV is the only sound to be heard that late, and he mindlessly flips through several different channels before sighing and giving up. He never used his phone much, as to him, there was no need besides the occasional text to you or Steve. Maybe even Sam, granted they weren’t in a petty fight. He taps on Instagram, furrowing his brows as he comes across an account in his recommended with a profile picture that looks strangely like you. His daughter. Kissing someone, another girl. A girl you had never brought around him, but with Bucky being Bucky, he knew who she was. His breath hitches as his eyes frantically scan the little information your account provides, nothin’ but a short bio, the profile picture, and what he learned to be pronouns. His face scrunches up in confusion as he realizes your pronouns aren’t well, typical.

He shuts his phone off and faces it flat down beside him on the couch. He runs his hands through his hair while trying to process all of this new information. How could his baby girl be a lesbian? I mean, he was the last guy to be homophobic, or anything of that sort, but being a man of the 40s he still had the occasional old thoughts. He had assumed you dead for decades before you were found, hoping you had married the guy of your dreams and had kids, maybe even grandkids. His teammates constantly teased him about how he was going to have to deal with boys takin’ ya out soon. This is not what he had hoped for, or thought, not at all.

He doesn’t sleep that night. Your alarm blares at 6 am, rolling over to slam it off. Begrudgingly, you make your way out of your room to the kitchen, finding Steve already eating breakfast at the bar. He looks up to give you a friendly smile before quickly getting back to his food. “Have you seen dad?” you question, as he was usually up way before 6. Swallowing quickly Steve answers “Uh. No, actually. We did get back, quite late though. Could still be sleepin’. Ya know how he is.” You really didn’t know what Steve meant, but you nod anyway and sit down as Steve is getting up. Checking the time, he gives you a quick side hug and heads to training after cleaning up.

Hearing the elevator close, Bucky makes his way out of his room, refusing to meet your concerned eyes for several minutes. “Hellloo? How was the mission?” you say for the second time. He looks up and mumbles a quick, incomprehensible response under his breath. Guess he wasn’t in a talking mood, you thought before rinsing your bowl under the sink. You could feel the thick tension in the room and you didn’t understand why. Deciding to get out of the tower for the day to escape it, you quietly turn to go towards your room. “Wait.”, the unmistakable voice of your father harshly states. “Sit down, please.” Nervously you slide a chair out across from him and sit waiting for whatever bomb he’s about to drop on you. Fumbling with his phone, he pulls up your not-so-secret profile and slides it over to you. “Can you..explain to me this?”

You gaze bewilderedly at the profile picture as if it was staring back just mocking you. Even though your eyes are clearly welling with thick tears, you try to play it cool, and frantically think of a B.S excuse along the lines of “Ohhhhh. That’s a like, really really old private account I made. Completely forgot about it. You know how like, the media and uh. Public get, just wanted a place I could not have to worry about all..that?” He looks up at you unimpressed. He’s old, not stupid.

“Are you..gay? What’s with the..kissing?” he manages to choke out in a repulsed tone. You stare down at the table, transfixed in studying the diverse patterns and grain in an attempt to focus on something, anything other than the fact that your life is crashing around you. You know there's no getting out of it, this wasn’t how you had planned this going at all. There was no plan in the first place. Tears are spilling down your face and yet, he’s still staring blankly at you. “I...I’m a lesbian. I’m sorry. I...I don’t know.” you mumble out in a haze, your head in your hands. Bucky pushes himself back, stumbling out of his chair to pace in endless circles around the kitchen. You watch him through your fingers as your heart sinks further and further down. Sobs wrack through your body as you desperately spew every built-up thought out “This..this is exactly why I didn’t tell you! I knew you would react like this. I knew it. I didn’t want to believe it, but you proved me right once again. Do you know how hard this has been for me..for years! Years, dad. I’m sorry. I tried so hard to “fix” myself so it wouldn’t come down to this, I never wanted you to find out.” He watched you quietly as you briskly walked away from the scene of the near murder, attempting to slow your exceedingly accelerated heartbeat.

The lighting dims and you have yourself still locked in your room, not being able to bare facing him again. It’s now 11 pm, laying half-asleep in your bed until you hear a faint knock at your door. “Just..go please.” The golden round doorknob jiggles and you groan in annoyance as it opens. “Don’t worry, it’s just me. Buck’s not around.” your favorite (and only) uncle softly says. You nod and feel the corner of your bed dip down as Steve sits down

“My opinion? I think he’s a total dick for all that. Don’t tell anyone I said that, but it’s true.” A faint smile tugged at the corners of your lips at the curse word Steve just dropped. “I didn’t really plan what I was going to say, but I’m proud-a ya, kid. This...It doesn’t change my opinions towards you, not even in the slightest. I’m sorry for what he did, you don’t deserve this.” he rants. “Thank you, Steve. It’s nice to know that Captain America has my back.” you tease. “‘Course’. Would really love to meet this girl of yours sometime though. Swing her around whenever you two are comfortable.” he smiles and pats your knee as he gets up to leave. The heavy sound of your door shutting once more rings through your ears, and you close your eyes once more.

Of course, as you are peacefully lulling off to sleep yet another soft rapping of knuckles on the doorframe sets off a hoard of butterflies in your stomach. The door partially cracks open once more, followed by the soft voice of your father “Could we talk?”. A wave of dread rushes over you, unknown if this was the end. The end of movie nights, ordering in greasy take out, directly against the suggestions of Steve. The end of shushing eachothers boisterous laughter when trying to hide after pranks. The end of your relationship, the one you just got back into your grasps. After a bout of silence, he feels compelled to enter regardless. He’s prepared a speech, but his mind goes blank as he examines your visibly frightened body language. His heart pangs, knowing he’s the one who put you in this position, something he promised to never do.

“You..you know I’m not good at these things. That’s..that’s...not an excuse.” he says, breaking the tranquilent silence. Shifting uncomfortably in your bed, you prop yourself up to get a proper view of him. Getting down on his knees at the side of your bed, he continues “I love you. I’m not mad at you, I could never be mad at you. The way I reacted, it was shitty. Selfish. I can’t imagine how hard it must have been for you…but all I could think about was myself. I know that’s not how I should have reacted at all, and I’m really sorry, doll. I was..scared? Worried?”

His own eyes now are filled with tears, as he lightly grips your bedsheets. “I know how..gay people were treated back then, even now.. and I didn’t want you to face that. I guess I thought that by trying to deny it, you would be safe. I’m sorry you felt like you couldn’t tell me, all I’ve ever wanted was your happiness.” Now sitting up, your face twists in deliberation, eyes flicking back and forth desperately scanning his face for any sign of dishonesty. You didn’t expect this, not in the slightest. Taking in his words, your mind is racing with every possible response, feeling overwhelmed. You gulp and nod, mumbling out a small “I- I understand. I mean..obviously I know how it was back then. It still affects me today. I know nowadays it’s a lot more accepted…but the guilt like, consumes me everyday. Especially with us being so much in the public eye, I didn’t well, want to embarrass anybody if it got out.”

“You could never embarrass me doll, especially with something like this. I mean, have you SEEN my reputation? Anyways, seriously, do you have a girl? Because really! Love to meet her sometime. What’s her name? How did you guys meet? She treat you right? You treat her right?” jokingly rapid firing questions at you as you giggle with each one. “Alright, I’ll let you get back to sleep. ‘Night.” he says softly, giving you a bear hug before exiting your room. For the first time in decades, you sleep like a feather, one of the biggest weights you were bearing finally hoisted off your shoulders.

[netflixbyler]

it seriously irks me when people accuse byler shippers of fetishising mlm relationships or claim we only ship them because they “look good together”. i’ve been told countless times that shipping mike & will is sexualising - because they’re “just kids” (cue those same people drooling in excitement when mike & eleven - literal 13 year olds with no romantic experience - were making out obsessively in s3).

there’s a real problem in this fandom - and society in general - that used to make me feel ashamed to even point out queer-coding, because apparently, if a gay couple has any chance of becoming canon, it needs to have 1000x the amount of evidence than a heterosexual couple does for people to actually open their eyes and address the possibility of it happening. otherwise, you’re “forcing a sexuality upon the character”. it’s interesting how they don’t recognise they are doing the exact same thing when they scream ‘MIKE IS STRAIGHT’ in social media comments. i don’t recall that ever being confirmed (news flash: kissing someone of the opposite sex does NOT prove anything, especially if you’re unable to say/write i love you to that person … make it make sense ??). and that dry crap about mike reflecting his parents’ loveless marriage would be a very weak storyline, considering he never expressed any concern towards their relationship dynamic, which was also written in a comedic style rather than a sad one. i heavily doubt that his huge emotional monologue will revolve around a topic that has had absolutely zero build-up (y’all know how much the duffer bros love their parallels to earlier seasons) and would add nothing to his character development.

many people are blinded by heteronormativity, and to be completely honest, i’ve fallen victim to queer-baiting a couple of times, so i’m not saying it’s not a possibility. however, i find it impossible to ignore the growing evidence that mike wheeler is also heavily queer-coded, and the reason why fans are ignorant to the clues is because he presents himself as straight. that’s literally the whole point. that’s why he’s described as “clueless”, and acts awkward/conflicted for no apparent reason. it’s a very accurate depiction of internalised homophobia & forced conformity to a ‘safe’ or ‘normal’ relationship, when in reality, all the cracks in his picture-perfect romance had already been forming since season 3.

[olderthannetfic]

people donate slightly more than half a million to ao3 every year, which is roughly a tenth of the budget it should take to even run a website of that scale. Three-fourths of that budget goes to maintaining basic site expenses, like server costs, licences, and other software/hardware-related costs. I got this info from googling “ao3 2022 budget” and looking at their publicly-available budget sheet

wherefore, pray, are they going to get this “millions of dollars” to hire an external racism consultancy org?

just. *angry programmer noises* why are y’all so wilfully and aggressively blind to the material costs of actually implementing your brilliant fix-fandom-racism ideas?! your “here’s my brilliant never-seen-before idea to fix racism in fandom!” anons remind me of annoying Startup Idea Guys- “here’s my excellent startup idea to fix <wide-ranging social problem> that is definitely feasible! i have a budget of $10,000 and one potato”

tbh I think racism in fandom- at least relating to types of racism that is recognizable to american writers, since they’re the majority of english-language fandom- might go the same way open homophobia in fandom did, i.e: shifts in the general zeitgeist and open conversations about subtle racism in fiction influencing how writers write. the Untamed fandom, for example, has a metric ton of writers openly asking for corrections on cultural sensitivity or details they get wrong (and a lot of chinese or diaspora writers providing those details), which would not have been the case if the fandom existed, say, 15 years ago.

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IDK if I agree with you about that last part. People were desperate to make their anime fics more Japanese back in the day, but the average fic was still a culturally insensitive modern AU that sounded hella American... Which has not actually changed, frankly.

The douchebaggy One Right Way policing of a large culture is still the same too as is the treatment of the shittons of SE Asian fans in these fandoms. The only change is the level of visible English-speaking fans from the originating culture of the media in the same spaces.

[apology-or-marcus]

Y’all wanna see my Esmp!Lauren design?

Here are some of my HCs

TW⚠️- transphobia homophobia abuse

Like in my HC she is Scott and Xor’s older sister also their last name is actually Emerelda and there is nothing you can do to convince me it’s not

Scott changed his name completely after he lost his memory after Aeor took it because Xornoth turned evil

Also Lauren’s wings are like under her arms connected to her torso and her hair is blonde dyed purple and cyan

Also Scott is FtM and Xornoth is agender

Lauren is the token cishet of all the people in her family her age even all of the cousins are in some way LGBTQ+

Their parents were homophobic/transphobic and thoughtless class people were worthless they also believed that their kids had to be perfect and were pretty abusive

Scott doesn’t remember because of the whole memory thing and thought they were good people

Xornoth’s pronouns are it/they

Scott’s pronouns are he/vae/vaer

Lauren’s pronouns are she/her

Xor ran away and changed its name at the age of 13, 2 days before their coronation so Scott had to fill in at just the age of 11

And and theirs age gap compared to Scott cuz he’s the youngest is Lauren-7 Xornoth-2 Scott-0

Scott is partially blind in his left eye due to a piece of glass getting in it when he was seven

Anyways do y’all want me to draw her design digitally

Ooooo I should draw them all

Should I make more HC posts

[everything-laito]

aight probs the last “hot” take I’ll make on this

Also, not to proliferate the drama that just happened, but I wanted to say,,,, that once again,,, I am a lesbian, and any lesbophobic (and transphobic etc) stuff on this blog is not tolerated. I can’t believe I have to say this on Tumblr of all places lmao. 

TW ahead for just drama and some threats I got

but seriously, please read

Sure I have not been directly affected by the lesbophobia in this fandom aside from some r*pe threats and people wanting my nudes (with the reason that I’m a lesbian) with the whole anon attack back last summer, but this fandom has chock-full of heteronormativity and lesbo/homo/transphobia/sexualizing asian culture, etc. This blog is, and always will be, used for promoting education and talking about topics such as these, and I have every intention of upholding that.

The content depicted in DL should never be used to justify actions of promoting incest, borderline pedophilia (or legitimate pedophilia), homophobia, and transphobia. This also goes for any media that’s deemed “problematic” (aka just indulges in darker topics). I still can’t believe I have to say this. On 2022. On Tumblr. 

Also for clarification, incest!!!! in DL!!!! With Vampires!!!! Is still not normal in their culture!!! LMAO MY GUY!!!! I have fucking covered this so much!!! I know I’m not that big of a blog and my reach is very niche but wow it should be common sense!!! Especially for the adults in this fandom!!! Do you even know how much that fucked up Laito??? Kanato???? Visibly??? Can you even read??? Read between the lines??? Have reading comprehension??? Like damn you’re not being blind at this point, you’re just fucked up.

Not calling out anyone specifically because I don’t know the exact blogs who are doing this bullshit, I just know it’s happening because it’s always been in this fandom, and sometimes I see it. So basically, if you’re one of those people, you know who you are. Don’t feel like you have to respond to me to defend your “point”, just think about it inwards. You’d be exposing yourself if you did because I don’t know rly anyone specifically lol. 

I know I’m kind of isolated in my very niche bubble I’ve made for myself and I don’t interact with that side of the fandom, but sometimes I just gotta pop it.

I can’t wait to finally be back to posting, but man––some of y’all are wack, like,,,, stop that, get some help, and reflect on yourself. I’m not saying this to instigate anything, I just sincerely want to make this fandom a better place for everyone. Just be conscious of what you post and what you think! 

Just saying to my fellow sapphics, you are seen. As for gay and trans people, sure I do not share your experiences personally, but I have every intention of standing by you as an ally. You are seen as well. Feel free to DM me if you need any extra support.

[desmond-the-queer-dragon]

TW: Transphobia, suicide, homophobia.

So, while I tried to explain the harm in using the term Gold Star Lesbian, terfs here lost their shit.

Let me fucking repeat this and be done.

Gold Star Lesbian is a term used to describe lesbians who have never had sex with a man before or never interacted with any person who has a penis. Hence the term gold star because purity politics.

Trans women are women. Trans lesbian women are lesbians. Still having male genitalia does not make them less of a women.

Lesbians can acknowledge a man is physically attracted and not be sexually or romantically attracted. YOU CAN ADMIRE THE OCEAN AND NOT WANT TO SWIM IN IT

The term shames lesbian women who have been sexually assaulted by men. You are shaming them and their experience because they have been forced into sexual intercourse with a man and therefore are not pure.

Gold star is not a reclaimed slur. Those slurs that have been reclaimed are Dyke and Lesbo. Gold Star is simply a title and nothing more.

Every time I have tried to explain to you why it is harmful, and this is stuff you can look up yourself. But no, you would rather act like a bunch of teenagers and call me a rape apologist and a homophobe, when all of these things you are calling me add up as acts of hatred you claim to stand against.

How fucking dumb are you?

You are so blind in your own hatred you do not understand that the ignorance y’all claim that I have is the one that is guiding your stupid ideologies of “purity” Y’all clearly want to remain ignorant and remain transphobic and that’s a damn shame.

Hopefully in the future you will realize how harmful your views are.

But that’s fine if you don’t.

Because we trans individuals will always survive your transphobic bullshit.

Sounding off,

-a genderqueer trans-masculine Queer Bitch.

Trans women are women.

Trans lesbian women are lesbians.

Trans women are beautiful.

Trans women are valid.

Ps: hope y’all know that the sunset flag was made to include transgender women who are lesbians. (The dark orange stands for gender non conformity)

[victorsandvanquishers]

Glass Tempest - Chapter 7

Fandom: 손 : The Guest (Korean Drama)

Ships: eventual Yoon Hwa Pyeong/The Guest, one-sided Hwa Pyeong/Kang Kil Young, one-sided Hwa Pyeong/Choi Yoon

Rating: M for Mature

Story Synopsis: “Stay with me, Park Il Do,” and so he does. Alternatively, three years after Yoon Hwa Pyeong's exorcism in the sea, and two years after Kang Kil Young and Choi Yoon found their way back to him, murders with Park Il Do's signature resurface. This time, however, the possessed aren't killing themselves after their murderous rampages, but instead blinding themselves in one eye and waiting for judgement from none other than Hwa Pyeong himself.

Chapter Synopsis: If Hwa Pyeong kills him, then it's murder, but maybe that's fine. Park Il Do has never hesitated to take a life before, so why should he?

Warnings: Post-Canon, Gothic Horror, return of the king aka Park Il Do, Park Il Do Origins, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Multiple Religion & Lore Sources, Korean Religion & Lore, Catholicism, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Ableism, Ableist Language, Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, one-sided Hwa Pyeong/Choi Yoon, one-sided Hwa Pyeong/Kang Kil Young, eventual Hwa Pyeong/Park Il Do

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Fast approaching the finale!!! Thank you to everyone who followed this story through to the penultimate chapter. Hope y’all have been enjoying the absolute insanity. Stay tuned for the conclusion, coming next week!

And as always, if you’ve been enjoying the tale, pls leve comints. My narcissistic ass LOVES them hehe (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

[whysojiminimnida]

🙄 JKKRs and TKKRs are all a bunch of deluded idiots. Anyone who ships the BTS members are honestly ridiculous and the lengths y’all go to prove they’re real is peak crazy considering nothing they express to one member is any more special than another.

And here you are feeling strongly enough about it to read my obviously Jikook-centric blog, write a whole anonymous ask and drop it in my inbox. Congratulations you.

You appear rather invested. I’m gonna go ahead and assume you’ve never been in a long-term romantic relationship with a coworker (I have) in the arts community (over here) where you had to keep said love on the down low (hi me again). You also may be very young, naive or you just can’t hang with the gay. I’m neither young or naive and I adore me some homosexuals, having been literally raised by three gay men during my training years.

Um, hickeys aren’t unusual between straight dudes? Ohhhkayyy. Earlobe sucking a normal thing for your bros? Near full mouth kisses with no flinching a standard behavior between coworkers? You’re not that stupid but you might be that willfully blind. Read a lot of y/n fan fiction, maybe?

Frankly, anon, you don’t know what the hell you’re talking about. So I’m gonna call it like I see it and politely ask you to get off my blog before your homophobia ruins my decor. Don’t let the door hit you in the ass on the way out. Bye!

[faakeid]

I am new kaisoo Supporter.

I am very logical person & I don't get convinced easily. After I saw almost all theories and analysis.

Kaisoo Supporters have always presented theories and analysis without any fake scenarios.

It was all based on true events & moments.

That's make them "real" than any other "ships created for entrainment purpose only."

That's why they are getting new Supporters.

Because to consider them real you have to keep your homophobia aside and your eyes and brain open.

(I am not a native English speaker sorry for my bad English.)

Kai/Soo is the obvious real ship.

S*M behaviour all the damn time + Theories and analysis + Kaisoo treatment given to eachother Vs other members = kai/Soo is real.

It's easy, people are acting dumb, deaf and blind and mainly homophobic.

I found my self doubting sometimes to but i seen some unexplainable things from them that no other ships have done it made me support them more i really hope their relationship can make it through all the trials and tribulations they faced and will have to face im shocked a whole 10 year relationship under all their circumstances not even supposed straight industry relationships can do that hopefully they can live there truth one day

There are a LOT of weird coincidences involving those two. Just to mention a few:

Kd predebut photos (especially the sandwich one);

The way the otp was born (there’s a post I did regarding their origins as an otp);

A few members reactions towards them (especially S*ho and CY and a bit of BH too);

How KS is adamant into slapping the other members on screen (HARD) but with JI is less expressive;

JI had an habit of slapping members while he laughed but he hardly did it with KS;

That time where they were super close to each other until they saw a fan filming them and they had to change positions to fit bro narrative;

HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS IN A BRO WAY;

And this (you can ignore the words but the images talk for themselves, byeeee);

All the times they were backstage giving each other massage (known as a zone we don’t let people we don’t know get close with);

How confession was a song Jon*gin wrote and it doesn’t talk about women but uses mostly masculine traits (like a deep voice);

All the ways Jon*gin mentioned he loved Kyu*ngsoo;

How KD (mostly JI) and the other members calls them Dika;

How little they were paired up together in almost ten years of promotions;

In other hand, the ways Lotte promoted Kaisoo, SM shakes;

The whole mess involving ka*stal;

The awkward way KD behaved towards each other during April 1st and a few days afterwards;

How the timeline between the same sex couple and KD match (kd being weird around august - sept around the time the rumor between the couple was revealed and how it was brought up again a few days before april 1st);

How they always mentioned themselves as the members who got the closest after a short time but, at the same time, they never openly said they were like brothers or best friends (JI’s besties are Ta*min and Moo*kyu);

They hanging out at Valentine’s day only the two of them???? In the evening???????;

How media seemed adamant into taking pictures only of the two of them;

Including sports seoul;

That time KS changed “Nothing on You” pronoum from girl to boy (when the original song had girl);

How KS’s first love narrative fits JI;

That day KS had a problem with his zipper and JI... closed it for him??????;

A preview of a constirpated bro ???;

That time where JI mentioned he spent his bday with R*vi and Moo*kyu but didn’t mention KS at all when, in reality, he was the only member there;

How to explain any of this?;

And this?

More for y’all;

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

All the times they said the cutest compliments towards each other;

All the times JI (and KS too aknowledge KD shippers in concerts);

SEXUAL TENSION;

How they hold hands <3;

The weird reactions regarding jagi;

JAGI THE ORIGINAL;

Soft stares;

Xi*min at a call with KS and JI’s voice on the background. Funny that later, when they reunited, they weren’t together even the voice is totally JI’s...

How the bros know they took showers when they were supposdely to live in different floors;

List of couple or same items, shoes and accessories

I could make a list with more stuff but this is enough and I feel like I wouldn’t be able to finish it today. In any case, meanwhile, haters just are loud psychos who love to brag about their faves being straight bc of media couples and bc the other makes straight dramas.

[we-took-a-chonce]

Okay so I just realised it’s 4:40am ... (I’m nowhere near finished and it’s 5:50am)

Anyway. So I’ve got some of my favourites here for anyone who decided to come and join me :P these are in no particular order by the way :,)

A Pair of Idiots in Love

Words: 71,190 Works:7

Series summary: a bunch of really really cute (and slightly smutty) shorts about Harry and Louis and them living life to the fullest... in lockdown.

Note: I absolutely love this series, I think I’ve read it fifteen times over and it never gets boring. The balance of fluff and smut is so just *cheffs kiss*. I’m yet to read the seventh short actually, but I can’t wait to do so. I’d definitely recommend it to anyone who loves fluff (and smut) as much as me :)

Tags: I mean it’s a series so there are so many tags, I feel really bad for not putting them on here but it takes me ages. Anyway. There’s a lot of smut and a lot of fluff, some jealousy, petty fighting and just like tooth-rotting amounts of fluff but I’ve already said that :)

https://archiveofourown.org/series/2056104

Your mess is mine

Words:176723 Chapters:20/20

Summary: Louis is the father to the most brilliant little boy in the world who is all Louis really needs, or at least that's what he tells himself. Harry is a gorgeous boybander fresh off a two year break and a massive scandal that's left him a little broken and more than ready to move on. They fall in love.

Note: THIS NGKSKWKRKW SORRY MY GAY IS SHOWING BUT I CANT. I have a thing for single dad fics idk but it was just so p e r f e c t. You know? And like- ugh just- I’m gonna go read it again. ALSO NOAH IS THE CUTEST THING EVER PLEASE.

On a serious note however, I was really hesitant to read this at first. I hate angsty fics and scandals just scream sadness but honestly? You’d be slightly stupid not to read it. I loved it so much and god the angst is so little you barely even notice it!! Really would recommend to literally anyone.

Tags: Kid Fic, Famous Harry, Ordinary Louis, Fluff and Angst, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Past Drug Use, Single Dad, Louis Falling In Love, Non-Famous Louis, Friends to Lovers, Journalist Louis, Family Fluff, Pet Names, an abundance of pet names

https://archiveofourown.org/works/3426800/chapters/7508540

Through Eerie Chaos

Words:102,104 Chapters:5/5

Summary: The Ghost Hunter AU where Niall lives to prove ghosts are real, Zayn is a skeptical librarian and Harry gets caught up in a century-old mystery and catches feeling in the process.

Note: WHEN I TELL YOU THERE WERE TEARS.

God this fic- I sobbed through most of it I’m not going to lie. I am telling you all it was so worth it because the ending had me crying happy tears but g o d UGH I REALLY CANT IT IS SO GOOD

Tags: Alternate Universe-Ghost Hunters, Ghost Hunters Alternate Universe, Fantasy Alternate Universe, Historical Alternate Universe, 1920s Aristocracy, Haunted Houses, Haunted Manor, Supernatural Elements, Supernatural Investigation, Historical Inaccuracy, Typical Homophobia, Arranged Marriage, Slow Burn, Fluff and Angst, liam Ghost, Aristocrat Louis Tomlinson, Photographer Harry Styles, Ghost Hunter Niall Horan, Librarian Zayn Malik

https://archiveofourown.org/works/10875072/chapters/24160332 - JUST QUICKLY!! IM SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE BUT YOU NEED AN AO3 ACCOUNT :(- if anyone can’t get one I’ll be happy to help sort something out!!

knock knock, i love you

Words: 86,066 Chapters: 4/4

Summary: Harry and Louis get kicked out of a statistics exam for passing a knock knock joke note, and subsequently fall in love. Harry's a virgin, there's a cat, a hot cocoa date, a lot of sex, even more knock knock jokes, and everything is lovely and happy.

Notes: I think we’re getting a theme here but this fic was so absolutely unbelievably fluffy I cried from a sweetness overload more than once. It is quite literally a vanilla fic at its finest and I am honest to god in love with it. Anyone who likes a lot of smut would love this and there was nothing overly kinky in there so yeah :,D

Tags: fluff, Alternate Universe aCollege/University, Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, First Time, Rimming, Dirty Talk, Banter, Knock-Knock Jokes, No Angst, Virgin Harry, Bottom Harry, Hot Cocoa, Date, Spooning, Come play, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Halloween, a cat named Sushi, Masturbation, Flirting

https://archiveofourown.org/works/8342227/chapters/19110898

driving instructor fic

Words: 104,935 works: 2

Summary: the AU where Louis is a 25-year-old driving instructor and Harry is a 17-year-old virgin who's really awful at seduction, except for the time he gets Louis to fall for him and fuck him senseless and take him on kinky adventures.

Note: THIS WAS SOME KINKY SHIT AND I HAD TO STEAL EVERYONES HOLY WATER TO MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER. I admittedly didn’t read the second part because I’m not really one for threesomes, not really my thing lmao but THE FIRST PART... I was on the edge of my bed for the entire thing because of the constant t e n s i o n. It was just amazingly written and I fell in love with it :]

Tags: Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson, side Zayn/Perrie, side Niall/BARBARA PALVIN YES, Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Zayn Malik, Perrie Edwards, 17!Harry/25!Louis, age gap, dom!Louis/sub!Harry, Daddy Kink, Virgin Kink, Bondage, breath play, Exhibitionism, collaring, Sex Toys, Barebacking, Overstimulation Orgasm Denial, Subspace, Kink ,Negotiation, Spanking, Dirty Talk, Possessiveness, Facials Marking

P.s. reading over the tags now.. fookin hell I don’t remember it being that bad gnjejejq I swear (this is what I get for not reading the tags lmao)

https://archiveofourown.org/series/86149

Crave

Words: 90,765 Chapters:11/11

Summary: All eyes are on Louis Tomlinson to bring new talent to save Hanover Records from the mess the previous executive left behind. His newest artist, Harry Styles, is charismatic and everything Louis needs to revive the label. It’s up to Louis and his team to make Harry the star he was born to be. When Harry and Louis come face to face, it isn’t the first time they’ve met, and their worlds are about to be turned upside down.

Note: so I often get this mixed up with another on this list (walk on the ocean) but I think that’s just because of how they first meet? Maybe.. I’m not sure. But anyway. What I’m trying to say is that these two are probably my favourite two which is absolutely bonkers considering the slight angst in both of them (if y’all hadn’t already picked up, I hate angsty fics) but g o d it’s so g o o d. And like- UGH THE ENDING NFKSKRJRW

Tags: Strangers, BDSMDom/sub, Bondage, CEO Louis, Musician Harry, Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, Sexual Tension, mentions of Simon Cowell, Daddy Kink, Sub Harry, Dom Louis, Kink Negotiation, Friends With Benefits, Nipple Play, Nipple Clamps, Sexting, Phone Sex, Cock Rings, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Blow Jobs, Rimming, Anal Sex, Face-Fucking, Spanking, Riding, Top Louis, Top Harry, Bottom Harry, Bottom Louis, Multiple Orgasms, Begging, Handcuffs, Panties, Collars, Barebacking, Butt Plugs, Anal Fingering, Biting, Painplay, Aftercare, Subspace, Subdrop, Hair-pulling, Light Angst, Switching, Rope Bondage, Public Sex, Exhibitionism, Sex Club, Kink Discovery, Kink Exploration, Dirty Talk, Happy Ending, Blindfolds, Teasing, Feathers & Featherplay, Spreader Bars, Coming Untouched ... so I didn’t realise the stuff I read was this bad h a

https://archiveofourown.org/works/12951438/chapters/29604861

walk on the ocean

Words:26,099 Chapters:5/5

Summary: Harry is an on the rise rock star. Louis is as far from the music scene as a famous producer's son can get. They meet and everything changes.

Note: again, I was really hesitant to read this one, I feel the summary doesn’t do it justice. The fic itself left me gobsmacked for the rest of the day, it was just written so well, it’s hard not to like [love]. It’s nowhere near as kinky as “crave” but it has its moments. I think that the angst got me a bit, but I didn’t shed too many tears and all in all it was just such a good read.

Tags: Surfer!Louis, Singer Harry, Louis has daddy issues, Minor Character Death, a wee bit of angst, Smut, Bottom Louis, Top Harry, Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, the ocean

I also love this person right now because there aren’t that many tags :,,)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/7969168/chapters/18228733

Bite My Lip and Close My Eyes (Take Me Away to Paradise)

Words:3,937 Chapters:1/1

Summary: Or the one where Harry goes on the date from hell only to return home to find he’s not alone in his desire to wank over his room mate

Note: now it wouldn’t be a favourite list without the one very e x t r e m e l y shameful wank fic in there. Honestly there’s not much to say. It’s written really well and that’s that :). Not really because it’s kinky asf and I’m dying

Tags: Friends to Lovers, Roommates, 19 years old Harry, 21 years old Louis, Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Voyeurism, Exhibitionism

We’re What’s Right In This World

Words: 48,809 Chapters: 16/16

Summary: Or the World War II AU where Harry goes off to fight and all Louis wants to do is be the boy who brings him home.

Note: I DIDNT WANT TO READ THIS. THEN I DID. I CRIED A LOT. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. I CRIED A LOT MORE. IT WAS SAD. IT WAS EVEN MORE SAD. THEN IT STARTED GETTING BETTER. THEN IT WASNT BETTER AND IT WAS SAD AGAIN. But it’s fine because the ending was so prefect it fixed my heart to a point of which I watched all of my sad Larry tiktoks without crying once :) (or maybe it broke me.. I’m not sure)

Tags: World War II, Alternate Universe - Historical, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Blind Louis, Soldier Harry, Frottage, Blow Jobs, Rimming, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Period-Typical Homophobia

https://archiveofourown.org/works/12211689/chapters/27734604

Okay I’m going to leave it there for now. It’s just gone six in the morning and I’m yet to go to sleep. My asks are always open and I’d love a chat if anyone wants one!! Remember to treat people with kindness. xx

[vampish-glamour]

I honestly hate the “the gays have enough representation!!!!!!¡” shit that people will say, it pisses me off so much, like in what world do you live in that those “gay ships(specifically always mlm from what I’ve seen)” are canon. How dense are you to say shit like that when I, and many others, grew up with fucking nothing, I wish I had grew up with shows that had canon rep, I can’t think of one show that I watched as a kid that did that besides Korra and even then all they could do was hand hold and look into each other eyes. I don’t know if I just went off onto to something else completely or what so I’m sorry if I did, but it really upsets me when I see these assholes spewing the same hair over and over again, it’s not even just fandom spaces but with more canon LGBT couples y’all hear homophobes cry out about how it’s “tainting their kids” or that “the gays are taking over”.

It’s all good anon, you’re right and you should say it.

It’s so frustrating when people act like gay representation is overdone… especially because both right wing homophobes and left wing homophobes do it. Like the homophobia just doesn’t end, it comes from both sides.

On the right it’s “the gays are taking over and corrupting our children!! Enough is enough!!!”. On the left it’s “the gays are taking up representation spots and robbing the Q+!!! Enough is enough, not everything is about you!!!”. It’s tiring. (And as far as real life vs fandom goes, the right’s sentiment is usually found irl, left’s mostly the fandom)

I just don’t see how they can be so blind to reality lol. Sure there’s much more gay representation than there was before… but that’s because gay representation was literally censored not too long ago!!! It wasn’t allowed!!

The fandom spaces that go on and on about how important Q+ representation is and how overdone gay representation is seem to forget that. And they tend to forget that you can find women being friends with each other, or men being friends with each other, in literally every piece of media ever. Go project dumbass Q+ headcanons there lol. Don’t take the gay representation (if it even is proper representation, because often it’s not) and claim it for yourself because “the gays have too much”.

I’m just so sick of it lol. If I have to see one more person going on about how revolutionary it is for demisexual representation, or aromantic representation, or nonbinary representation, or whatever the fuck they come up with next… and claim that actually it’s more important and more revolutionary than proper gay representation, I’m going to have a fit. I’m done with the nonsense smh.

[feral-minecraft-reloaded]

Ok. So if mental issues trigger you please skip, I just need to get some things out of my chest

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I like discourse and I like critical posts, but I’m extremely depressed. Why is that important? In this moment of my life I’m hyper fixated in a certain part of the mcyt, it’s one of the few things that give me joy (along with cats).

I know that dream has been doing some tasteless stuff but I’m choosing to turn a blind eye, not because I don’t think it’s harmful or what he did is right, but because I need all the joy I can get in my life right now.

Nobody is flawless, I guess I’m “embracing” dreams tone deafness with this topic. I’m part of the lgbt community so in a way I’m involved too.

In my opinion dreams tweets (without counting the iPad one) are pretty harmless, just tone deaf. The real cc that’s promoting homophobia (even as a joke) is jschalatt, he’s basically attracting the alt right and there’s a point where his jokes stop being just jokes. I don’t see that talked enough.

I know jschalatt is a smaller creator, but he also needs to be discussed and criticized, you can’t tell me that jschalatt is funny and then be outraged by dreams tweets.

This is (I hope) my last statement about this topic, I’m probably going to only post fan art and not look at my dash at all for a few days, as it worsens my depressive state. Hope y’all can understand even if you disagree.

Also that’s why I don’t follow certain creators, I can’t stand the jokes of “George doesn’t have personality!” Just because he likes to have some privacy and he’s kinda introverted doesn’t mean he doesn’t have a personality. I could write an essay about that but I don’t want to create drama.

[myfortuneandterrorandrapture]

On a personal note.

I know a lot of people call out Disney for their corporate bullshit. Good! Keep on doing that, and I agree with what y’all are saying too!

But I want y’all to know how much of a difference the new Inclusion policy has made in Orlando. We live in a mostly rural, Republican state, led by DeSantis. We mix with people who hate our very existence on a daily basis, who come into the parks with Trump2024 bumper stickers and tees. It’s a daily clash, because Orlando is a pocket of liberal surrounded on all sides by conservative. And ever since Pulse, it’s always felt like the borders are oppressively pushing in.

But now it feels like we are the ones pushing outward, spreading acceptance and inclusion. The fact that the LARGEST Florida employer now says that homophobia, racism, islamaphobia, and other hate (even ableism!) will result in that cast member being disciplined and that these points of view will no longer even be tolerated at Disney is LIFECHANGING.

We aren’t blind or ignoring the problems that still exist, but work has been so much brighter, happier, and free. It’s so easy to find who has love and kindness in their hearts these days, because everyone can come to work as themselves now. A man with an Afro, a woman in pants, a gay man with eyeliner, a woman in a Hijab, an enby changing their appearance and costume based on how they feel any given day. These are visible ways that we can be proud of who we are. Even though some of these were already acceptable previously, now they are the RULE that it is our RIGHT to be proud of who we are. And it doesn’t stop at work.

Sure Disney is making a profit off of LGBT merch, but do you know how powerful it feels to walk around this state in a liscened Walt Disney World tee that has a Mickey painted with the rainbow? Walk into a Target and know that those who hate me realize that they are losing the fight? Because conservatives understand capitalism and “wholesome family values” and even capitalism and Disney are saying they are wrong.

[losebetter]

The issue with you— and the reason you will always receive backlash— is that you can’t differentiate between genuine criticism and spreading hate and misinformation. We criticize the cast when need be— about the homophobia they allow from parts of their fan base, about their sometimes harmful depictions of trauma, about problematic elements in game— but we don’t approve of you accusing every man in CR of abusing their wives, so that makes us a cult to you.

You’re so blinded by your weird rage with this show that you’re unable to think critically about why people might have an issue with you slinging around blatantly untrue allegations.

“accusing every man in CR of abusing their wives“ is a weird way to say “said one thing about the corporate structure of the company on twitter.” THAT’S what’s fucking weird here, you know that, right? 

i advise not taking everything someone says as a threat or an attack, or assuming everyone on earth is just as obsessed with cr as the fans are. (hello, i’m raising my hand, as someone who thinks about critical role maybe once every month or two, and always against my will bc it ended up on my fuckin tumblr dash or something.) critters can give those morons the benefit of the doubt all they want - which is what people are doing by continuing to let them get away with making outrageous amounts of money from the work of exploited, abused, and silenced marginalized people in their fucking industry - but this constant dogpiling on people y’all don’t like is not actually a useful response to criticism. until you learn to hear things you may not want to hear, any amount of slapping them on the wrist for their bigotry does nothing but make you feel good, and like you have done your Justice Of The Day. until any ACTUAL victims of cr’s behavior get the floor and are given the chance to speak safely in their cult of personality, that’s all it will ever be: a performance, so its audience can let out a sigh of relief that cr is Okay Actually, and they’re Learning, and Growing, and “those critics clearly have some bad blood or something.” if you criticize their behavior but trust their ~mysterious~ team of sensitivity consultants to - what, educate them behind closed doors??? make amends with the creators they’ve taken everything from? - all you’re doing is handing them the power to make those same hurtful choices and cause more people more pain, all over again. and more than that, you’re paying for the privilege.

anyway. i don’t care if critters “approve” of me. please stop making that my business, thanks!

[victorsandvanquishers]

Glass Tempest - Chapter 8

Fandom: 손 : The Guest (Korean Drama)

Ships: eventual Yoon Hwa Pyeong/The Guest, one-sided Hwa Pyeong/Kang Kil Young, one-sided Hwa Pyeong/Choi Yoon

Rating: M for Mature

Story Synopsis: “Stay with me, Park Il Do,” and so he does. Alternatively, three years after Yoon Hwa Pyeong's exorcism in the sea, and two years after Kang Kil Young and Choi Yoon found their way back to him, murders with Park Il Do's signature resurface. This time, however, the possessed aren't killing themselves after their murderous rampages, but instead blinding themselves in one eye and waiting for judgement from none other than Hwa Pyeong himself.

Chapter Synopsis: Yoon Hwa Pyeong has a choice tonight, and this choice will write every chapter of everyone's life for the next ten thousand years.

Warnings: Post-Canon, Gothic Horror, return of the king aka Park Il Do, Park Il Do Origins, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Multiple Religion & Lore Sources, Korean Religion & Lore, Catholicism, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Ableism, Ableist Language, Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, one-sided Hwa Pyeong/Choi Yoon, one-sided Hwa Pyeong/Kang Kil Young, eventual Hwa Pyeong/Park Il Do

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So I lied, and there’s one more chapter left! XD I broke the ending into two parts because of the length and pacing, so I will be posting the finale on Sunday to close this out.

I hope you've all enjoyed the story thus far. I hated that we got punked out of a REAL Guest backstory, hence why I want a second season so damn bad, and why this story ultimately came to fruition. I just think he's neat!! Thanks again for following this tale. I hope the Guest is now your little meow meow as well :'>

And if you enjoyed yourself, don't forget to leave a comment!! Happy reading, y’all (~˘▾˘)~