#the life of a simp is tough but someone's gotta do it

[hatake]

love how after winning sanji goes back to his gfs and zoro also goes back to his gf

[s-e-v-e-n-24]

States as Rainbow Kitten Suprise songs, part 1

How to: Friend, Love, Freefall

Pacific Love - Alaska/Hawai'i

No look no look platonic or romantic he is a simp for her

Hold my hand darling

Pull me in your waters

When you call my name, I'll be on my way

Mission to Mars - California

Ohhhhhhh my god oh my god. Ok, so. The song generally is about a performer, presumably in a space like Hollywood, fighting hard to cling to their 15 minutes of fame, and trying desperately to stay in the spotlight. Please. Please. I wanna do a whole analysis on this oh my god

But basically, Hollywood Cali

Heard it booming at parties, whispered in homes

The pundits on the radio won't leave it alone

I heard it once, heard it twice

Heard it well enough to tell

They say the mission to Mars, is destined to fail now

And I love how in the end, the last part is the same sentiment, but hopeful

Fever Pitch - Utah/Illithiya

Them being good for eachother my beloved and him being a simp, but more then that, her inevitable death. Her lifespan that will end before his and the bittersweet in every happy moment tainted just a bit by the future. And his hope that maybe, maybe he might be able to join her in an eternity

Hallelujah

The iron king sings a song for the lover

The leaver, the lonely, and like

Young love waits

If I can then I'll meet you at the gate of St. Peter

It's called: Freefall - Gov and California

I love when I can make a song apply to a character in 2 different ways

1, Gov is the devil referenced in the song. This works both in how Gov is Not a good character, but also in the way the Devil interacts with the speaker. Both comforting and concerned, as well as a more tough love approach

2, he is the speaker. The one who stays up late and isolates himself from others and won't admit when he's wrong

Called to the Devil and the Devil said

Hey! Why you been calling this late?

It's like 2 A.M. and the bars all close at 10 in hell, that's a rule I made

Anyway, you say you're too busy saving everybody else to save yourself

And you don't want no help, oh well

That's the story to tell

Now with Cali, he is most definitely just the speaker. It is very much about the self destruction and unlike Gov where it'smore about never ending work and a deepset exhaustionthat won't leave it's more violent, especially with friendships, and the inability to recognize his own wrongs

Some day's end when I need a few friends

Now and again I could never hope to keep them

Thought to give friends what I thought that they wanted

Never had they needed a good friend as I've been

Don't get me venting on friends who resent you

'Cause all you've ever done is been a noose to hang on to

They thought was a necklace and reckless they fell into hell

Where you both hang with nothing to do but

Holy War - Texas

Is it mostly him cause it mentions Dallas? Yeah. But also the parts that allude to a relationship

I see it said in your eyes

All the time

You ain't gotta tell me you're fine babe

They call that Holy War in Dallas

They call for Holy War

On us

Matchbox - Calivada

Quite literally going feral I cannot use words to explain how it fits them just look at the lyrics like a nice, soft love, but maybe a but bitter as it is ended, or ending, due to someone wanting more in life and accidentally leaving a relationship in ruins but maybe it's more a mutual thing, left and discarded, all the while thinking "Well, it's not all on me. They have to talk to me too" And leads them to a premature end to a good thing that maybe wasn't that good maybe it was rotted under the surface and needed work that was always ignored but dammit it was theirs

Or maybe I'm looking too much into this

I also love that it references Mission To Mars

You're a master of passive-aggressive magic tricks

Like, that's not a card that I would've picked but it's your life to live like how you'd like to live

You're type of cool that likes to talk a lot

I'm the type of fool to listen

Salutations to Apollo

While the Mission To Mars is surely soon to follow

And you bit my lip when I kissed you

I bit my tongue not to tell you that I miss you

We shared my blood for an instant and I would trade some more to have it back

Yeah I would trade all of this for that

Everybody I know wants to be a star

Just above the atmosphere flying high

Just above the average fear to try

Keeping me grounded, holding me down for miles

Everybody I know wants the gleam

In designer tops and ten dollar magazines

Infatuated with the beams, you go crazy when I speak

I'm the asshole who keeps laughing at our predicaments

Like this ain't the life that I should've picked

But it's the cards we're dealt we play with

Shit

Moody Orange - Florsiana

I dunno what it us, it's just them. It's chaotic and a rush, and a constant movement and maybe some behaviors in the sing encouraged by the other are not healthy, but there is love there, and it is pure through all the ups and downs. They are a team, and partners, and willingly to try again despite it all

I love the way you know how

I love the way you walk out

I love the way you shut it

Down

Now

Paint it moody orange

Does help that Florida loves oranges

Hide - NJ/NY

When related to specifically them, a denial of feelings and a fear of being vulnerable

I hate you more than I miss you

That's not true, I'd hate to miss you

Anywhere I go anywhere you've been before

I get the chance to say goodbye

Or hello I mean you don't call you don't write

You know I've been up for forty days and forty nights and all my fears have multiplied

By the silence in your eyes

Better hide your love, hide your love

Don't let it slip away, don't let it slip away

When It Lands - Calivada

Peak Calivada. In the middle of their on and iff relationship when everything is good, and sure maybe the good feelings are just the partying and the rush, and sure maybe things have started to fall apart again, maybe there's a longing, a deep issue of missing the other so much but never seeming to be around d them that ruins it everytime but maybe they don't have to think about that right now

Sugar city

Pretty magic

Got me good vibes

Thank God I ain't driving

Traffic vision

Blurred blue bleedin'

That's a black out ladder

It don't matter anyhow

I'm climbing

Keep my good vibes

And check coats for cool climates

In common we got

Good friends rolled light on split ends

Pretty magic

Traffic addicts

And I never call back when my friends all looking at me in the car

'Cause it'd be all they wanna talk about

Oh you tryna to get a deal? A deal? A deal

Sorry on the real

But my eyes and my ears don't work well

And the floor keeps sliding out my heels

I can't feel 'em am I still dreaming?

Painkillers - Colorado

Just generally, him and addictions and struggles with living

Living just comes with a bit of heartache

Heartache comes with a bit of young faith

Faith stays young till your heart get broken

Hope grows up to become someday

Recktify - New York

Just- The fast paced tempo and the lyrics that barely have time to breath and the constant shift in topics lends itself to the atmosphere of a city like NYC, and the temperament of New York himself

Especially the end, it reads to me like overstimulation maybe in a meeting and it's so much and going so fast and maybe he's arguing only to end up being pulled away from a fight He barely remembers starting

You're making a scene

You're making a scene baby

To wreck the scene

To wreck the scene

To rekt

Possum Queen - California/NY/Florida

And this is a thing to be further expanded on, but New York and his failed relationships in the ways of being a little bit unstable and commitment issues

Like him spending winters with Florida, having flings, but never settling and fearing his touch in any other season. Or a past relationship with California where they both were shit and maybe it was the intimacy of knowing eachothers issues so deeply but it's missed. Not in the way they'd do it again, but that they cannot hate eachother, and they loved eachother while it lasted, and maybe they'd be able to try again but for know it's tired smiles and small limes that allude to knowing more then they let on

This will last forever

And when it doesn't, love it for what it is

Don't miss it the way I do

The way I used to

If you love it, love it for what it's been

Don't miss it

Don't wish it back

Don't wish it'd last 'cause if it doesn't

Love it for what it is

Don't miss it the way I do

Don't miss it

Don't miss it the way I miss you

Polite Company - Mississippi

If I'm being honest most of this was cause ballerina Sippi, but honestly vibes anyway

I only want what I can't have

If you love me, give me nothing

Nothing

[sergeantnarwhalwrites]

Hey buddy! For the writeblr ask game:

❤️ Which of your OCs is most like you? Which is the least?

💛 Do you and your OCs have any hobbies or interests in common?

💙 Which of your OCs would be your best friend (if they were to exist in real life)? Which would be your worst enemy?

💞 List 3 tropes that you feature in your WIPs and explain why they’re important to you as a person.

Hey friend! Thanks for the asks!

❤️ Which of your OCs is most like you? Which is the least?

I think Green or Saz are the most like me. Green's my anger issues exaggerated (lol sorry Green), she's a tough person that works hard to hide their softer side, and similar things that will make us simp. Saz is assumed to be a big strong tough guy which I mean she is but she's a softie too, goofy, reliant on friends but much prefers doing things for them than having stuff done for her. I'm probably the least like Tharion (space don't dictate fate) to be honest.

💛 Do you and your OCs have any hobbies or interests in common?

Green and I both like knives and gingers XD. Julie and I both love food only difference is I like cooking and she doesn't. Donnie and I have an interest in boxing/mma. Elliot and I love music. Saz and I specifically have an interest in EDM and trance music.

💙 Which of your OCs would be your best friend (if they were to exist in real life)? Which would be your worst enemy?

My best friend would probably be Digits or Hollis. Bruh I would get fucking murdered by Cosma. XD She'd tick off so many pet peeves but she is a literal giant so she'd probably kick my ass before I could kick hers.

💞 List 3 tropes that you feature in your WIPs and explain why they’re important to you as a person.

The power of friendship, the tough guy is sensitive, and unclear villains (I hope that counts).

Welp a lot of the media I consume is the power of friendship pushing each other through crazy shit. It's sentimental to me and very important cause all I got is my few friends. Lol, they keep me on this earth. The tough guy being sensitive is so unbelievably important to me as someone who is very resistant to opening myself up to others and being perceived as the always angry and will snap you in half kind of person. It's not that it's not there it's just that that's not all that's there. It takes me a while to open up and I have had both opening up and not opening up explode in my face so somebody gotta be out there doing better than me. Lol, it makes me feel less inadequate at the whole thing and way less alone. Ah yes, unclear villains. Who actually is the bad guy if they've all done fucked up things. What's to gauge who's more wrong? I usually do this unintentionally but I think it's great to gauge your mind. Show how flawed people/creatures are. It keeps you humble and hopefully keeps you from outright declaring one bad when the fact is there are multiple as well as other things influencing that behavior too.

[itlivesproject]

holy shit guys, you've done it again

CHAPTER 10 THOUGHTS (I think this'll be quite a long one, apologies in advance😳)

that dream was so weird, it definitely has to mean something, like how every other dream has been so integral in the story so far

ofc i immediately called my man abel for some sweet sweet comfort

the way he immediately sits up when you say you're not ok🥲

"you mean everything to me" JDJSJJW LET ME SAY IT BACK YOU CRUEL PEOPLE

the little soft kiss and the "with him there, you do know. everything will be fine." YOU GUYS WRITE SUBTLE ROMANCE SO WELL

(there's so many good abel romance quotes from this chapter, THANK U FOR FEEDING US)

there's definitely something up with our boy abel though, i hope he's okay

"no matter when, no matter where, abel flint will always be there for you" ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME????

welp, now we know the final boss is a roomba with knives attached to it

abel coming out to check if we're ok💔

that entire sequence with lincoln was so good! finally getting to find out a little more about him was so nice, and the PAINTING omg I feel so so bad (but it made for a very cool scene)

the treasure island reference! I remember a little while ago you answered an ask where someone asked what kinda books abel liked and you said treasure island, you sly foxes ;) (trust me to remember every tiny crumb of info you gave on abel before the game was released LMAO)

he always has one in his bag in case he gets bored, I'm gonna cry he is so so adorable😭

"i'm always hot and you of all people should know it" "trust me, i do" can you hear screaming? that's me.

ABEL'S TOUGH AS NAILS LET'S GO

I've gotta stop quoting all the cute abel moments this chapter, but "you're the light of my life, my moon and stars" are you KIDDING ME????

I think I actually squeaked when the half-asleep head kiss happened

the way I just sat there shocked, mouth hanging open, as the whole blood moon sacrifice ritual got unravelled and explained... you're really gonna leave us on one hell of a cliffhanger before hiatus i can just tell

-abel simp anon 💞💞💞

Dearest Abel simp anon… I love you

[shookspearewrites]

Hiya my lovely & thank you so much for sending in this request! I actually was so excited when I saw this in my askbox because I also use sign language quite a lot because I have a sensory processing disorder which makes hearing rather difficult sometimes, so once again, thank you ^^ and I hope that you’re staying safe, happy and healthy 💛

- JJ x

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Vincent van Gogh:

Vincent is actually rather glad that he has someone to speak in sign language with! In life he had a hearing impairment so he had to teach himself how to sign but, since being brought back by le Comte, he hasn’t needed it because of his newly acquired vampiric healing - Vincent is over the moon to be able to put his signing skills to good use!

He really enjoys having conversations with you in sign but, he sometimes gets a little over excited & gesticulates around with his arms so much that you can’t figure out what he’s on about, though, he’ll eventually settle down and sign out what he meant clearly for you. 

On more than one occasion, Vincent has accidently flung paint around the room whilst signing to you, forgetting that he had his paintbrush in his hand. These incidents have left bright splodges of paint all of the walls and the ceiling in Vincent’s room but, he doesn’t seem to care, he actually rather likes how they remind him of you.

You may need to teach him some new signs for modern concepts/ words/ things that weren’t around in his day but, Vincent will pick them up quickly because you’re such a good teacher! He often practices the new signs you’ve taught him over and over again in front of a mirror to make absolutely sure that he’s doing them right.

Theodorus van Gogh:

Theodorus knows sign language because he used to use it with Vincent but, he is absolutely terrible at it, it’s a miracle how Vincent ever understood Theo’s signing. Much like Vincent, Theo gestures a lot when he speaks, so much so that he’ll just forget that he is supposed to be signing with you in most conversations - A little poke on the shoulder and a confused look will set him back on the right path, though.

If you can lip-read, he’d most likely prefer to just use that instead of sign language since he’s a little insecure of his signing abilities, especially when he sees you and Vincent signing so easily together. Though, as the two of you get closer and eventually start up a relationship, Theo will pick up the slack and ask Vincent to re-teach him sign language for you.

You’ll need to correct him a few times here and there but, Theodorus does get rather good at signing again and, yes, he absolutely uses it to tease Arthur. For example, the three of you will be sat in the parlour together, Theo will make direct eye contact with Arthur and then start speaking in sign language to you, probably nothing too innocuous, most likely something along the lines of “You’re so beautiful” because he’s a sweetheart and he just lives for the way Arthur squirms like you two are talking about him.

Theo will get really giddy in secret cause he’s gotta keep up his tough guy act when you praise him for how well he speaks sign language. A compliment from you is enough to make him blush, but when it’s about how well he’s picked up signing again? You’re gonna have him wrapped around your finger, so much so that Theo will go out of his way to memorise romantic poetry and sign it to you and will keep improving upon his sign language. 

Isaac Newton:

Oh poor boi he really struggles to learn sign language but, Isaac tries really really hard to learn how to sign for you, practicing late into the night almost every night to get it right. Isaac probably won’t go to you directly for help with learning to sign because he’s anxious about getting the signs wrong in front of you, so he’ll opt to teach himself or ask Vincent to teach him.

He’ll suddenly surprise you with it one day once he feels like he can speak to you in sign language to the best of his ability. Perhaps after a month of simply communicating through written notes, through lip reading or through Vincent translating, Isaac will greet you in perfect sign at breakfast like he’s been signing for years - He really made sure that he knew every sign he could possibly need perfectly before taking the step of beginning to sign with you.

Isaac actually really enjoys communicating in sign language with you since you’re able to be your beautiful, authentic self which he absolutely adores. Also, he is a little insecure about his voice, mainly his stutter, and he simply doesn’t have to worry about that when signing. 

He also finds it easier to be expressive when speaking in sign with you, like he can reveal his true feelings without his voice betraying him when he speaks. Isaac still is not the most open book by a long shot but, he’ll have a much easier time trying to express himself through sign language.

Le Comte de Saint Germain:

He’s incredible at sign language; Comte signs like he’s been doing it since he was a child, and he’s so worldly and cultured, its not unreasonable to assume that he has been signing since a very young age.

Comte will communicate with you in sign as soon as you enter the mansion, seeming to know that you needed it without any prior indication - Perhaps that’s simply because he’s very observant. He also requires that the residents all learn sign language for your benefit, even if it means getting them a tutor because Comte just wants you to be able to communicate comfortably.

Sometimes Comte feels like he can’t quite express himself romantically with you in sign language which irks him because he’s an affectionate man who always wants you to know how much he adores you. If you’re ever having a romantic conversation and Comte becomes slightly frustrated that he can’t convey what he means with signs, he’ll lean forward and kiss you unexpectedly to try and get his point across. He always writes you so many love letters just to make it absolutely clear how much he loves you.

Comte does a lot of paperwork and when he’s not working, he almost always has a cup of tea in his hands but, as soon as you enter the same room as him, he’ll put down whatever he is doing to sign with you, no matter what. He’s doing very important work? Doesn’t matter, he needed a break anyway. His tea is the perfect temperature to drink? Nevermind, why don’t you sit down, he’ll pour you some tea and you can chat together. It brings him so much joy to see the way your face absolutely lights up when you can communicate together through sign language, honestly, he could gaze at your beautiful face forever.

[cottoncandyjester]

F-d up yandere hcs of solomon please?

YOU SIMPS

okay this turned into random Solomon facts but it shows why you SHOULDN’T simp for him

This contains:yandere behavior, talk about r*pe, talk about death, murder, abuse

Solomon 

He is very bipolar

He will hit you then the next second he’s kissing you all over cooing about how sorry he is

He gambles with his darling’s life constantly using them as winning prizes for any bets or card games he plays despite this he always wins

If his partner is misbehaving in public he’ll break your finger so nonchalantly

Like you two could be out and you refuse him and he’ll break your hand before telling you to suck it up before continuing with the date

His anger issues are super intense to the point where he laughs when he’s super pissed

He loves headbutting..like loves. Both as a sign of defense and affection

Sometimes instead of kisses he’ll headbutt you softly before nuzzling his forehead and neck against you much like a cat would do. He usually tries to do it gently but he sometimes gets too excited and does it too hard making it sting but he doesn’t stop even if both your foreheads are bleeding

He never asks for consent if he wants you he’ll simply pull you into his lap if you’re wearing clothes he’ll rip it off no matter where you two are

If someone tries to stop him he’s stabbing them in the throat before continuing what he was doing

Any person you give attention to is getting their head bashed in with his steel boots could be a child or an adult unless that child is his of course

If you want to talk to someone else you gotta ask him first if not they are dying and you are getting stabbed in the arm as punishment

He is extremely feral sometimes banging his head on a wall just to settle down when hyped up

Much like his twin he had his own hobbies that he adores: gambling, tarot cards, taxidermy.

He often sells his taxidermy art and gets clients who bring him things to taxidermy from animals to people alive or dead he’ll do it

When he’s actually relaxed and calm he’s super smart often able to calculate large math problems and has amazing strategy

When pissed all that goes out the window he once got so angry that he broke a door cause it said push not pull...and he didn’t get it

His darling has a 95% chance of missing at least one of their eyes cause he has a skullfucking kink

All his past victims were missing both their eyes, their sockets is full of cum with cracked skulls from how hard he fucked them to death

His darling will probably be mute if they were to ever talk back cause he would cut their tongue out their mouth the first time they ever talk back to him

Solomon is very unstable he could lash out and slaughter his darling at any moment solely cause he needs someone to hurt the only thing that would probably save them is if they are stronger than him and pin him down til he calms down

Despite seeming like the type who would want a obedient darling he doesn’t.

His ideal is someone quiet verbally but tough someone who can take a physical beating someone he can fight when he needs to vent.

A darling taller or stronger than him would probably be best since they can restrain him til he is relaxed

He would still break their hands and all but they probably wouldn’t sob about it which in turn would piss him off more

Do not leave him alone anywhere he will go on a killing spree just biting people’s ears off and carving out their eyes.

He isn’t good with crowds. He can handle about an hour tops before he gets bored and looks for someone to kill, r*pe, or torture

This is another reason why you can’t leave him alone he is a r*pist so if you aren’t around when he is horny he is looking for the closest person around and will kill them when he’s done before returning to your side causally hugging you close stating that he wants to go home

[dreamii-yume]

hello! can I request a spicy dream of jamil and leona finding out that their s/o trying to escape with the help of a random student (not twst main characters) they are friends with?

Warning!!!

Even though Yume proof-read this Sinfic like crazy, I’m sure there’s still a lot of misspelling and wrong grammars that I overlooked! I usually use MS Word to check some wrong things in my Fics but since my Laptop died out haa~ (*´Д｀*) Yume gotta improvise now.

♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎

Since Jamil’s birthday just pass like SO long ago,  I hope you don’t mind that I chose to do only him in this request~! Sorry Darlings! But we gotta simp for him for another time!

I TRIED to finish this Sinfic before Jamil’s birthday but aahh…Online class held my ass back (´Д` ) Jamil, I’m sorry it’s late, I love(?) you but I only ask for one thing and that’s to not make Kalim cry anymore, ya hear me!? .°(ಗдಗ。)°. 

♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎

Locked and confined by a dangerously in love Jamil, Darling has to really use her creativity to escape! Fortunately or unfortunately, there was finally someone willing to help her out! But I wonder if it’s really that simple~?

♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎

Pulling you closer, you did your best to clasp your lips against his in hopes to bring him a satisfying experience. Your mind felt hazy and your mouth quavered as your tongues interacted with each other. The only thing that was on your mind right now was to just focus on this kiss, ignoring the dread and spark of uncomfortableness crawling up your skin.

“Mm...You’ve gotten better.” This man, Jamil finally let go, dragging his tongue across yours for an unnecessary moment. With a red, embarrassed face, you felt as if you’ve shrunk down as your lips trembled slightly. Jamil looked down at your kneeling figure on the bed with a smirk, the golden shackles tightly secured around your ankles suited you abnormally well. “I guess that’s just expected from you. Good job.”

Of course you did good, you knew damn well how much he was going to hurt you if you didn’t. 

As much as you preferred to say such response, you chose to stay quiet instead and looked down. His hand stroked your hair, petting you like some kind of an obidient dog he trained. Well, in your current situation, that metaphor doesn’t really feel that far off actually. You jokingly but morbidly thought that it’s just a matter of time before he decides to put a collar on you and calls you pet names rather than your own given name. You shivered at the thought, you wish it could just remain a dark joke but something tells you it’s a sign from the future. 

“...Do you know what day it is tomorrow?” You looked up at him with tired eyes, dark circles were already forming around. Still, you tilted your head, trying to jog your memory for what he could be talking about. It was tough, you don’t even know the exact date of what today is. “It’s kind of a special day for me, just so you know.”

You blinked as Jamil smiled at you, his hand slowly moving from your head to caress your cheek. You gulped nervously as he looked down at you, he was challenging you to guess what he was talking about. “...Huh...” You let out a single sound of confusion, blinking repeatedly. “Wha...?”

However, with that kind of response, Jamil’s smile turned upside down in disappointment. You flinched as the hand on your cheek tightened and began glaring at you, enough to cause a spark of panic to run down your spine. With your disoriented self, you internally searched all the remaining files located in your brain, which was not very much to begin with and yet, you can’t quite figure out what this special day seems to imply. Your heart beats faster as Jamil’s expression darken the more you stay quiet, you’ve spent enough time with this guy to know how much of a bad news that is.

“...B-Birthday...!” You blurted out in pure instinct. You weren’t sure of it, it was a guess that you only formulated based on the time that you knew before getting confined in this room. You knew it’s risky to leave something like this to luck, but right now, you have no other choice but to believe in yourself. “I-It’s...It’s your birthday, r-right…?”

Jamil stared at you for a while, his eyes staring deeply within your soul, something that made you break in cold sweat. You were prepared to whatever hell this guy will bring you once he confirmed your answer was wrong, but it still doesn’t change the fact that it still scares you. However, Jamil eventually gave you a smile and grabbed your chin to bring you closer to him. “Correct~” He whispered and never in your life had you felt this thankful for your luck. “…And do you know what will happen during that day?”

Just when you thought that your game of Verbal Russian Roulette was cleared, another question pops out from his mouth. This time, the answer could be anything, what will happen during his birthday? Obviously, Kalim will never pass off the opportunity to throw a feast that can feed an entire kingdom just to celebrate his best friend’s birthday. That was the obvious answer, but Jamil has a different look in his eyes that awakens the overwhelming doubt in you. You don’t know the answer, why was he making you guess in the first place, it’s his birthday, isn’t it?

With a nervous gulp, your face paled and looked down before shaking your head slightly. “…N-No, I don’t…” You admitted, voice suddenly felt weak, despite feeling really strong in your head. 

To your surprise, Jamil just chuckled and you felt his hand tuck a strand of hair behind your ears, slightly fixing your appearance. “That’s fine, it’s not like you would know it in the first place. I was just teasing you.” He said with a smirk and you couldn’t help but to glare at him slightly. He sounded like he was being playful by those words but you knew this guy was deriving off sick pleasure by seeing your panicked form. 

Jamil then grabbed you by the chin, pulling you close to him just enough to land a gentle kiss on your cheek. It still made you squirm in discomfort but gestures like these were still better than those times where he’s feeling aggressive. He then leaned into your ear, his voice has the natural ability to make you shiver from head to toe. “Tomorrow...is the one day that I would be considered as the number one priority.” He said, you could feel his hand stroking your thighs and it was making the little hairs stand on its end. “It’s a special day where everyone would be heeding all my needs.”

“...And that includes you.” You didn’t know what he was trying to get out of this. You so desperately wanted to bitterly state to him how the day didn’t need to be his birthday for you to obey him. He already had you following every of his beck and call, forcefully so. “That’s why, tomorrow...”

“I want to make you mine. Let’s become one, (Y/N).” Jamil finished, you couldn’t see him from your current angle but you could practically feel his lips twisting into a smirk. “A special event for a special day. Don’t you think that’s wonderful?”

You didn’t respond, even if your heart felt like it stopped beating for a while as you could feel yourself paling instantly. You kept your emotions calm, probably because you were at a loss of how to react, but a single strand of sweat drips down your forehead. It was enough to scream just how much distress and panic you were feeling inside your mind. 

You didn’t know if Jamil detected it or not, but regardless, he chuckled once again. He pulled away from you, his fingers brushing against your face for another uncomfortable second. “I have to do something now.” He said as he stood up from the bed, leaving you to stare back at him with a gulp. “You don’t have to think of anything else, I’ll take care of you so, stay in this room as always.”

“I’ll come back soon, my Little Diamond.”

With a final chilling smile, Jamil waved at you slightly before fully exiting the room, leaving you to think in your accordance. Your eyes lingered at the structure of the door for an unnecessary amount of time, your head in shambles. Then, a minute passed by, the ticking of the clock was becoming louder and louder until it was downright deafening. Your mouth that was left ajar in shock began quavering and without any particular reason of why, your hand clutched your chest, wrinkling your sleeping dress. You began to breath heavily, you tried to control the panic but your heart rate was sky-rocketing that it feels like you’re going to get suffocated, your mind slowly getting light-headed.

Jamil just dropped the weight of reality on your already fragile self that it was difficult to keep the tears from pouring out of your eyes. He said something so concerning and walked away like you’re just going to accept something like that. It almost feel like he’s just pulling a prank on you, to see you panic like this because he knew how terrified you would be once a situation like that had befallen on you. It would’ve been fine if it was a joke, you wouldn’t even get mad and even praise him for sounding so convincing, but the man you’re facing here is someone named Jamil Viper. This man who had forcefully hid you from the world for who knows how long now, the man who had made you do things that you weren’t willing to do, the man who didn’t hesitate to bruise and scar you if you go so much as to talk back against him.

You knew more than anyone else that this man was not one to pull such a joke like this.

You scooted back towards the headboard of the bed, your body was trembling so badly that the thick, fluffy blankets you desperately wrapped around you was doing nothing. The air conditioning in your room wasn’t even blowing that strong, the temperature has nothing to do with how much you were shaking. Yet, you buried yourself in the blanket, hoping to just shrunk down in a molecular level and disappear. You were scared, what else were you supposed to feel? The thought of being forever bounded with someone like Jamil is just…Frightening.

It’s not like you were a stranger to his touch either, his hands had already travelled around your body and reached places that your mother told you as a child to never let anyone touch. It started out with suffocating hugs and forceful kisses, you could still feel how tight he gripped your jaw at that time. His hands came next, you felt them caressing every little part of you, from your thighs to your stomach then, to your breasts. You remember how you couldn’t stop crying that night, unfamiliar of a man’s touch as Jamil’s whispers haunts your ears. The feeling of his hand kneading your breast and the other stimulating the wetness of the flower between your legs, it all filled you with shame up to this day.

Your virginity was the only thing that he never dares to steal just yet and for a moment, you thought that he may just be the romantic type to wait until marriage, but this night, you were stand corrected. It feels like you’re going to break down with just his little inappropriate touches that leads to momentary orgasms, how much more would it damage you when he finally stuck his seed inside you? The thought made your heart drop for a second and you quickly clasped your hands in front of your mouth. You could’ve swore bile had piled itself in your throat right there but thankfully, nothing came up.

You moved your legs slightly, closing them in anxiety but flinched at the sound of the chains clanging together. You pulled the blanket off your ankle, staring at the golden shackles decorated with dazzling rubies, it was beautiful but you wished Jamil placed that beauty in some other accessories out there. It was pleasing to look at but you hated these shackles, you can’t get used to the sound of it at all. It was like it was mocking you about how utterly hopeless your situation is, that you could never ever escape from such a life. In which, in a sense, makes you even more depressed on how true it sounds like.

Don’t get yourself wrong here, you really did tried your best to escape this hell of a room you’re in. There was a window giving you a fair share of sunlight but it was on the opposite side of the room and these shackles were stuck to the wall and could only go so far until the bathroom. There’s also the possibility that the room you’re in might be on the highest part of this place, you just can’t see Jamil making the mistake of putting you in a low place if he so badly wanted to keep you in here. You would want to try other various things to get off your binds but the moment Jamil sees a single trace of you trying to damage these chains is another opportunity for him to mess up a part of your body. You shivered and unconsciously scratched your throat, the lingering feeling of his hands were still on them. 

Aah, you don’t want this, you never wanted this, whatever did you do to your past life to deserve this? You didn’t want to sound like a whiny child but at this point, you were running out of options. As expected, you’re just no match for someone like Jamil, was this why he chose you in the first place? You played almost all tricks in the book and the remaining ones doesn’t seem so likely to work and the one thing that still makes you, yourself, is going to be taken away tomorrow. You’re so exhausted that you just want to sleep forever in this soft bed, but at the same time, you didn’t want to give up just yet, not when you already made it this far.

…But that still raises the question, what else can you do…? You have…no more valuable moves to play.

It’s checkmate.

You shivered at your own thoughts, no, that can’t be it. There has to be something else you can do! Something, something, something…! Once tomorrow comes, Jamil will finally take your virginity and that would absolutely seal your fate. That is the last step that bounds you forever with that guy and you…You don’t want that! You definitely need some kind of plan before that could happen, you need to be free or else, you’ll-

“Excuse me.”

In the midst of your breakdown, a knock on the door had you letting out a small yelp but at the same time, saved you from falling deep into your own desperation. You turned to the door in fear, only to quickly breathe the most relieved sigh you could possibly make as it opened for a different person and not the person you were dreading to see. It was just a Scarabia student who you happen to be familiar with, since he’s really the only person you’re able to see. The student who holds the job to bring you food when Jamil would be unable to. “The Vice Dorm Leader seems to be really busy right now so, I was instructed to bring you dinner.” He informed as he carefully placed a small table in the middle of your bed.

“Ah, thank you…” You said as you sniffled whilst he placed the plates of food in the table. He took one small glance at your appearance and you could already tell how guilty he looked like as he quickly looked away with his eyebrow slightly scrunched together. Your eyes softened, you always considered the Scarabia students as the nicest students in Night Raven College, probably influenced by their happy-go-lucky Dorm Leader. It’s just a shame how loyal they are with Jamil as well, considering how they know about your current situation but never really talked about it outside they’re dorms. You don’t blame them though, you knew they weren’t bad kids who doesn’t care about what will happen to you in this room, you knew that they were questioning Jamil inside their minds too.

This guy finished placing all your food on the tables, drinks and all, ready for you to eat without any problem. You give him a slight smile but you didn’t touch the food just yet. Bothered by his own conscience, the guy couldn’t help but open his mouth, seeing how utterly depressed you are. “Um…It’s not my place to say this but…” He started, taking a deep breath. “…Whatever our Vice Dorm Leader did this time, I’m sorry…Just please stay as strong as possible.”

You looked at him with your eyes slightly widen, his unexpected words somehow raised your heart up. He smiled at you slightly but quickly realized what he just said, covering his mouth. “Ah, that’s bad, I forgot I’m not allowed to interact with you for more than three minutes.” He said in panic before waving at you and turned his heel. “I’ll be going now…! Goodbye-“

“Why?” The guy stopped in his tracks and widened his eyes when he saw your teary eyes. “Why are all of you putting up with this?”

“Hey…Don’t you think this is wrong? Why are you all still following Jamil like this?” You looked up at him with an upset look. You felt bad confronting this one student whose only job is to bring you food like this, but you just found your mouth moving by itself. “It’s wrong, isn’t it? This isn’t fair for both you, me, and everyone else so…Why?”

“A-Ah...Please don’t cry...! Um...!” The guy scratched the back of his head, clearly hesitating whether he should just bolt out of the room or answer you right here and now. “…We know it’s wrong, but…It’s not like it’s that easy to go against our Vice Dorm Leader like you said…” 

“Even if we want to help you, we can’t…That puts us in the dangerous risk instead, considering what the Vice Dorm Leader can really do.” He explained, biting his bottom lip. “Our Dorm Leader is kind and really believes in our Vice Dorm Leader too so, we don’t want to cause him any more trouble than he’s already receiving.”

You pursed your lips together and wiped your frustrated tears. “Y-You’re right…I’m sorry for lashing out on you like that...” You apologized, no matter how desperate you are, you just don’t think you can live by the thought of endangering a bunch of innocent lives just to escape. You looked up at him as your vision clears up, your mind throwing away any irrational thoughts to leave space for critical thinking. That’s right, a bunch of innocent lives are in stake here but this guy...This guy can...

You slowly widened your eyes as a spark of hope came knocking at your door. There is still another way after all! “T-Then…! Would you listen to me!?” You suddenly yelled, startling the poor guy. “You alone is fine!”

The guy looked at you in bewilderment. “H-Huh…!? Are you saying that your gonna sacrifice me or something because that’s…!” He panicked but you quickly shook your head and hopped off the bed.

“No! Of course not! That’s not what I meant!” You said as you walked towards him and grabbed both of his hands, looking at him sternly. “I meant that the others don’t need to get involved, you alone can help me escape!”

“L-Like I said…”

“It’s fine, you don’t have to worry!” You leaned closer to him, your determined eyes were all fired up for the first time in a while. The poor kid didn’t know where to look as his face turns red and the hands you were gripping was beginning to sweat as well. “I’ll definitely come and protect you!”

“The more people I ask for help, the more risk of Jamil finding out, that’s why I only need your cooperation for this mission.” You said. “If we could pull this off and I successfully escape, I can come and look for help. 

“There’s no way I’d just leave you guys to face Jamil here just in case he goes berserk.” You said in a giggle, rendering the guy vulnerable to your touch. Finally, you looked up at him with a pleading but determined look. “That’s why...Would you please hear me out?”

The guy gulped down, nervous of the next words he was going to say. On one hand, he knew that he should just refuse, seeing how he doesn’t even know whether he’ll be able to pull whatever plan you have. But looking at the fire in your eyes, he really do feel sympathetic of your situation and understood your desire to be free. Even he doesn’t want you to live like this but he’s powerless on his own. 

“I-I get it...” He hesitantly said, unsure eyes couldn’t hide just how many doubts was lingering in them. “But if it goes down south, I’m pulling out, okay?”

You lighted up with a huge smile of appreciation. “That’s fine! I won’t let you be in harm’s way!” You swore as you let go of his hand. “Let’s be quick, Jamil might come back soon...!”

“So, listen carefully to what I have to say...”

♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎♥︎

Continue the Spice~?

So...Remember how during Jamil’s birthday, in one of his Birthday crumbs, I mentioned that I got so hornii and accidentally spilt wine on my laptop...?

Uhh...THAT’S IT. THAT was the reason why my laptop broke down (´；ω；`) Yume being so stupidly hornii became her own downfall lol Be careful not to make the same mistakes I did, Darlings! Stay hornii but responsible hornii, ya feel!? (＞人＜;)

[minkmousesworld]

Ur very right!! Eternity as an immortal vampire is too long to spend as just a tough dom, they need to be taken care of too!! Not to totally derail but this inspired me: consider being the vampire that turns another vampire, getting to see how cute they are readying themselves for the pain of your bite and then teaching them all they need to know about being a creature of the night. That has a lot of potential to be cute and maybe hot 👀

And I agree! I feel like lamias would want their mate’s full focus during mating periods, but if they’re used to sharing outside of that time period then they’re probably more amicable. Rip if the mate in question is shared by two lamias with similar mating periods tho OOF gotta fight for cuddle priority

Ahhdhda AW you’re so sweet I’m gonna cry. Thank u,, ur far more adorable than me!! <3 I’m very glad to hear it and will be in ur inbox as long as u want me here!! -monster anon

<333 adorable anon adorable

Ur very right!! Eternity as an immortal vampire is too long to spend as just a tough dom, they need to be taken care of too!! Not to totally derail but this inspired me: consider being the vampire that turns another vampire, getting to see how cute they are readying themselves for the pain of your bite and then teaching them all they need to know about being a creature of the night. That has a lot of potential to be cute and maybe hot 👀

Such a huge potential...

look, but they're so confused when you first explain the"rules of decency" among vampires, like... aren't vampires just bloodthirsty creatures? and they are both excited and scared when you want to show them the other side.

or when they still continue to live as a human, eat human food, or watch the sun wistfully. don't get them wrong, they are very grateful to you for turning them into a vampire! but they are so used to living like people and being with people...

or when they experience post-converted stress and cling to you even though they know you might not like it. you are the only thing that remains as a reminder of their past life, and they are so attached to you because you turned them </3

or when they become a confident vampire and flirt with you. after all, it had been a long time since that day, and didn't vampires like to turn their lovers?

their neck is always open for you♡

And I agree! I feel like lamias would want their mate’s full focus during mating periods, but if they’re used to sharing outside of that time period then they’re probably more amicable. Rip if the mate in question is shared by two lamias with similar mating periods tho OOF gotta fight for cuddle priority

I'm not sure if I should sympathize with a mate whose lamias can't agree, or a mate whose lamias don't mind mating together at the same time </3

on the one hand, your lamias can't agree and you're seriously worried about how tight they can squeeze you, trying to prove to the other that it's their time (or the lamia who interrupts the other because you're their partner now, that's it, their time is over).

but on the other hand, when they do not stop being with you and both are happy to wrap their tail and arms around you and kiss you...

... Bless the poor souls, but they had two monster partners and it was a wonderful life </33 /hj

Ahhdhda AW you’re so sweet I’m gonna cry. Thank u,, ur far more adorable than me!! <3 I’m very glad to hear it and will be in ur inbox as long as u want me here!! -monster anon

... guess what?

you're cute pie

<333 cutie

I'm all for it, I need someone to let me be a monster simp </33 thank you, honey♡

[xsugarysweetsx]

I GOTTA KNOW HOW MUCH YOU SIMP FOR YOUR ANONS

So Levi, Bakugou, Bokuto, uhm Osamu?? And any of your other anons :))

OOOO! NICE! So I won’t use the scale here because they’re all gorgeous, obviously 👀 but ima tell you exactly why I simp for all of them 😉 also please know I do not love one over the other I love them all equally ♥️

First off

You all know me for my Levi fics 👀 but honestly it’s soooo much more than his looks. Levi is a strong man but knowing what has been his life honestly hurts me and I think he deserves the world and I want him to feel loved 🥺🥺 from him I think he’d make me feel protected and that’s one thing I love. According to my past protection makes my heart flutter and I just feel that Levi would make me feel like he’s the safest place.

Second

I’m not saying it’s my daddy issues but I’m also saying it is in a way. He’s got his own way of showing emotions and that’s alright :,). Hmm I think it’s just how tough and strong he is, not physically but emotionally and mentally….but he also means well. From him I think he’s give me the sense of “you’ll look for me in other people but it won’t be the same” kinda vibe. Feeling like no one else but us for each other ya know

Third

Can you ever get enough of such a goofy, fun, optimistic person??? No. The answer is no. He’s just so nxjsjfjsndjshdjdne it makes my heart all warm and happy to see him get excited doing what he loves and to know he never gives up . I also maybe a wimp for his beefiness I think from him I’d feel security knowing things between us would work out through communication and just being there for each other. I’d love to just have fun without a care in the world

Fourth

It’s easy to say he would be my opposite and the way I act is somewhat like his brother. Once I’m comfortable I get hyper and sorta annoying 😅 his patience is superb✨ something that you need with me. Also I like to be silly and babied sometimes. He’s also the kinda to take care of people in his life which is what I know I’d get from him. Again…my own issues and I’d love to have someone care for me and pamper me

[wooyoungqueen]

Part 4

Ch. 38

Title: A deal with the devil

Warnings: non

Summury: the birth of Jung Hanuel, son of Julia and Wooyoung

Tagging: @rosegaming117 @spacepiratehongjoong @leaderienugie @immortal-imagination @snailosaur @tragictraveller @truthhurts-atiny98 @shibermilkio @pastelpinkelfie

I was holding  wooyoung hand while I was delivering  our child, the. The doctor  and Maria kept on telling me to push hard and I followed their advice. When they told me that they saw the head I pushed hard, and yelled no matter how much pain it was I wanted to hold my child in my arms until I heard him crying and when they gave it to me to hold him after wooyoung cut the cord I couldn't  help but cry myself.

"Push Julia, please love. You got this." "I can't  anymore." "Yes you can, and you will love." I groaned and Maria said to me. "I see the head Sis, push a little more." "Ahhhh. Come on, come on." "You did it love, is a baby boy. Our little light is a boy. Can I cut the cord please." The doctor  nodded and then they wrapped him into a blue blanket  and I held him and named him since wooyoung loved the name.  "Welcome to the world Jung Haneul. Our little son Wooyoung." "Welcome home little champ. Oh, you're so adorable. I'm glad we  made this child with love." "I'm  thankful that he's  here safe and sound with his family" I smiled and wooyoung kissed me. Then I went to bed. "Love, will you take care of our son while I sleep a bit."  "Of course love, like my life, depends  on it." I went to bed and I was dreaming about how happy my parents were happy.

I'm so happy for you daughter. You're finally a mother."

"Yeah, I hope Hanuel  will meet his grandparents." 

"Tell him stories about us. That's  the only way, and when he gets older tell him the reason why we aren't  here" 

I smiled at them and hugged them then they told me about my brother.

"Your older brother went to our gravestone. Maria is a perfect match for him. She's  pretty and sweet." 

"Yeah, we actually  care for each other like sisters. And I couldn't be happier.  My brother works hard and deserves happiness. "

"Even you, daughter. I'm glad you're with Jung Wooyoung. Even though he teases a lot, but doesn't  mean it."

"True, he's  like that. But that is why I love him. He doesn't  pretend  that he's  not."

They nodded at me and my eyes started to open and I hugged them.on last time and smiled when I saw everyone.   "Did we wake you sis?" "No, I was about to wake up actually. His name is Jung Hanuel." "Ooh what a pretty name, I am that fun uncle." "While I was that skater uncle. Can't  wait for him to grow up for him to be a skater." I laughed then I saw Wooyoung asleep with our son. "Someone needs to take a picture because that's  cute." "I brought food for everyone" we all smiled at mingi  and thanked him, when we all ate, wooyoung woke up and ate his panda express while holding Hanuel until I noticed a beauty  mark under his left eye like his father. "Awe he has a beauty  mark like wooyoung." "Of course, because I am handsome. The one and only wooyoung." "Stop right there Casanova." We all laughed when Hanuel started to cry. "Shh. Is okay my little prince. I'm sorry that mama was loud shh." I smiled when he went back to sleep. "He will be like his uncle San. Always want to sleep lol. But I am getting tired myself." "We have to go too. We over welcomed our stay. We also let Hongjoong stay for one night in our house sis." "Why? Is your choice brother not mine besides I have a family to think of not him. He's not a problem anymore." "That's  my Queen, ah I love it when you act tough." "It's because you're a simple whip for her." Maria laughed at Wooyoung and smiled. "Damn, cold blooded. Haha lol well I gotta go clock out take care  sis." "You too, be safe okay. I need everyone to be okay, wooyoung stay ``''of course." "SIMP!!" Yeosang  ran out to Maria and then wooyoung shook his head. When everyone left I put Hanuel  back in his crib and went to bed with Wooyoung. "Good night love." "Good night my queen"  all I could do was to smile in my sleep and be grateful for the family that we both made with each other. 

[self-ships-ahoy]

🎫 here's a gush pass! feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other selfshippers!

Do you have any idea how much I wanted to receive this?? How much I needed a pass right at this moment??? I’m doing it, I’m pressing E!!

MEDIC GUSH HOURS

I have a lot to say so if you want me to edit this with a cut I will. Cuz this will be LONG.

Oh where do I even start? I love him?? I can’t believe I thought this was familial, there is no going back to that. I’m honestly surprised I was able to suppress it for so long without noticing. I even remember hearing him and thinking what an appealing voice he has-- and not thinking anything of it?? Voices always have something to do with me falling for someone! It’s just how I am! But I’m so happy I realized what I truly felt before too much time passed. Now I can spend Christmas with him as his girlfriend! :D 

And speaking of his voice, it’s instant serotonin. Accents drive me crazy. His is ADORABLE. I love how he pronounces ‘-tion’ as a heavily accented ‘schun’, like dude that’s so German and I love it. The r’s coming from the back of the throat, w’s sometimes halfway between sounding like a v and a w, and...just the way he says his long o’s. X3 And do not get me started on those hilariously cute voice cracks. I once counted 3 in one sentence. Adorable. Can girls get Gomez Syndrome? Cuz when he speaks German it makes my heart go Uber.....and I never got the implant surgery. o///o

Ok...Idk if this is gushing or outing myself...but this man has no right to be this physically attractive. That chiseled jaw, that defined nose, those piercing, focused eyes...not to mention the man’s freakin ripped. The way his coat flows in the wind, how he rolls up his shirt sleeves just past the elbow... It’s been bothering me for days. He’s too good looking. It’s illegal. This is how he became a mercenary: killing people with his good looks. A doctor so attractive, they took away his medical license cuz he kept smirking at patients and killing them. I bet he knows it too. The smug devil. This is a stunning male specimen and I have no idea how he exists. How he’s been allowed to walk the planet like this. Who gave him the right to be that...that good looking?? 

You know what doesn’t help that? Actually, what’s the biggest reason I know about this?? INSTAGRAM EDITS!!! Like oh my gosh some people are just so good at turning us into simps. 

*deep breath* Ok...I’m gonna come down from that to talk about his personality.....and how much of a dork he is.

Well first of all this:

Look at that. Look at how happy he is. Having the time of his life playing polka in his home town. I love this little dork. Hearing him laugh fills me with so much joy! Whenever I’m having trouble smiling, I just listen to his laugh and I start to feel better. You know why? Because him being happy-- genuinely happy and carefree-- is all I want for him. I see him conga dance or do-si-do or play the accordion like this, and just act like a doofus without care, or I see him act all cute and loving to his doves...that’s him enjoying life! And when I see him doing that, it makes me want to do that, because I, too, am a secret doofus. I don’t have to worry about my moods or hyperfixations distancing him and me, cuz we’re the same kind of weird (well...experiments aside >_>). He’s a dork and a diva and kook and I get to be that with him. 

Listen...I do acknowledge his “”problematic”” side, him being a morally grey boundary-breaking surgeon, and sometimes can be emotionally erratic or distant to his patient’s needs....but I’m not scared of him. He’d never hurt me, threaten me, intimidate me, or even tease me if he knew it made me really upset. I’m terrified of needles, so he keeps me at a distance when he’s using them around me. I am respecting who he was designed to be, though also as a self shipper with a whole tf2 comfort au, I...do reserve the right to tone it down a little. Also I’m pretty sure he’s got an undiagnosed mental illness, and I gotta respect that in his characterization. I saw a post talking about how we really should normalize Medic feeling a wide range of emotions instead of just being deranged or manic. He does care about his loved ones; heck he calls his team his friends, now come on, he didn’t have to say that but he did, that’s gotta mean something. That’s the side of him I like to portray, to sort of make him more human. And the great thing about that is, I don’t feel like it’s an uphill battle because even canon recognizes this about him. ...I think this is the paragraph that makes the least sense, cohesively, but bottom line: I know he’s a troublemaker, but he’s also a human being (albeit a fictional one) and I love and respect him no matter what.

I sure hope he’s not suffering too much mentally because of it. If he’s ever emotionally overwrought, I’ll be there for him, whenever he wants me.

That being said.....gosh do I love imaging fun and domestic stuff with him. Cuz again, he’s capable of that! I wanna do that dorky stuff with him I mentioned back there! Sneaking out of the base to go dancing, joining a conga-line mid-battle, playing with the doves, watching our favorite shows on tv together (very sure he watches Hogan’s Heroes X3), doing some R&R after a tough mission, creating inside jokes spoken in German so no one else understands, holding his gentle hands and kissing them, wrapping my arms around him to tell him to take a break from work, watching each other’s faces light up as we talk about science, just....just listening to the sounds of each other’s voices... He has a very nice inside voice (which he rarely uses unprompted, so it’s a treat). I really think he’s as crazy about me as I am about him (for lack of a better word). Gosh just thinking about him being as lovestruck and distracted as I am right now, wow, he probably had to confess or else he’d explode. XD 

You know he can be surprisingly affectionate? Lots of x reader blogs have attributed this to him, one even calling him an “attention-seeking baby’ and honestly I agree. There probably won’t be as many cuddles as I want, but I’m glad at least he likes being loving at all. I can’t wait to tell you about our first kiss. But this is getting very long, and my brain is giving out. I decided to do this at night, when everyone’s in bed! XD

Anyway, this concludes the gush, I love him so much it physically hurts. :D Chances are, I’ll have more to gush about later!

[mianmimi]

Call me out if I’m reaching harder than Mr. Fantastic, but something I love about Strordo is how it turns tropes/clichés/stereotypes about interracial relationships on their head and makes them… not suck ass?

Karl isn’t Stephen’s Marvel Mandatory Black Best Friend™ unless you want to grasp at straws and be pedantic, he isn’t the mentor that dies to further Stephen’s character arc, he isn’t the irredeemable villain. Karl Mordo is strong yet gentle, and his incomparable capacity for goodness and for seeing in Stephen what no one else saw (TAO doesn't count, she was looking at the future lmao) are literally the first thing the movie show us. Gentleness, bravery, badassery, a strong sense of justice, and empathy are literally Karl’s main character traits.

Going back to his relationship with Stephen, Stephen is the exotic foreigner, not Karl. He’s the one who has to shut the fuck up and learn from a) a non-binary gaycoded AF woman, b) a gaycoded as fuck Black man, c) and the bisexual hunk biscuit known as Wong. I can go on and on about this shit because I wasn’t expecting it.

I’m cynical and I don’t think this was thanks to the director, the producers, or the writers. I’m pretty sure this refreshing take on characters of color and the random but welcome gaycoding comes from the actors. Like, forreal. Shut me up. I can talk for hours about how no one is paying attention to the DS supporting cast (or Stephen himself, lbr) and there’s some rich storytelling choices made there like damn.

Simp for Karl Amadeus Mordo. SIMP FOR HIM. Stan Strordo like damn, it’s the kind of interracial ship I’ve been waiting for all my life, where the white character literally dies every time the Black character smiles at his dumb jokes and the white character would straight up die for the Black character if it came to that.

After watching W*ndavision make Monica Rambeau Wendy’s Black Best Friend and diminish her further after I thought it’d be impossible to do so (I mean, Captain Marvel made her the kid sidekick to Carol even though it should’ve been the other way around). I don’t trust Marvel with this shit, which is why I appreciate the gift that is Strordo and Karl and Wong.

STRORDO FANDOM?

KARL MORDO FANDOM?

WONG FANDOM?

REAL DOCTOR STRANGE(TM) FANDOM?

👏🏾 Y'ALL 👏🏾 ARE 👏🏾 BEAUTIFUL 👏🏾

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Oh my goodness Nonny 🥺😭 This post is absolutely beautiful. Also, I’m terribly sorry it took me ages to respond. Work’s been eating away at me and I wanted time to respond to this magnificent post properly.

I’m so excited whenever I see metas/essays about strordo. Or even when someone shares their excited love for these two characters. It just brings me immense and immeasurable joy ^^ Like when I first got into this ship I was shocked by the lack of love for it. Thought I was crazy seeing something no one else did. But I was happy to discover that a handful of precious souls also stanned them. It was like finding gems to be honest. Each fic, fanart, post, all of it little treasures to me.

I just adore everything you stated dearest Nonny. Especially about Karl. He has such a compassionate and loving nature, and it makes it more heartbreaking to see his faith in his loved ones shatter. Like give him a break already, his heart’s been shredded 😭 I just want him happy dearest Nonny. Oh, and I want Stephen to pursue him. I Stephen to forever try and amend what they lost. I want Stephen to hold on to hope that Karl will return. I want Karl to struggle with that and realize he’s loved. For real. I mean our poor baron has gone through so much betrayal. Just let him realize he’s loved, damnit Marvel give him relief 🥺😭

Also I think people who cast Karl was the cackling, deranged, abusive evil ex either never watched DS or they just blatantly ignored what was presented to them. It’s....really telling. And it’s just disheartening to think people would ignore Karl’s beautiful character just to smash him into the role of villain for the white characters to defeat. Like he’s gotta be defeated for Stephen to end up happily with a white guy. It’s probably not their intention to come across as racist but....that’s the impact it has for me. More so the fact that Karl gets stripped of all his wonderful traits.

Like making him a rival, I can get. But to remove the compassion and gentleness....like hold up now. Karl’s one of the most compassionate characters in the MCU. That man has mother hen/mama bear written all over him. He’s incredibly kind. Tough yes, and he was willing to easily kill. But it came from a place of protecting and preserving what he loved, his home and his found family. And in the end he gets betrayed and he ends up hurt and alone. 😭 And even with him taking magic away from others...I’m not gonna excuse that. That was brutal. But in his mind that was a way of amending what he thinks were mistakes he made.

My headcanon is he’s taking magic back from people he’s personally recruited, as a way of atonement. What this means for his eventual reunion with Stephen? Oh sweet Nonny, I can’t wait to find out

[worldchampionpeccobagnaia]

its tough being a member of the jack miller simp squad but SOMEONE GOTTA DO IT and that's us elena

u know there’s very few things in life you’re chosen for but we were definitely chosen for this

[sunnyxxmartin]

Sunshine Lorraine Martin Summer Adventure - Isaiah’s Graduation Edition - @gallaghertasks

tw: slight violence (just the martin twins fighting like usual <3)

Waking up early the day after the party, Sunny pulled herself out of the fort that her and Lucas made. Her mother had told her that she would be at Gallagher at ten in morning, which gave her three hours to get ready and leave. Her stuff was already packed up in the room, all she had to do was shower and get Starlight ready for their trip back to Alabama. It sucked, having to say bye to her friends, but in month, they would be back together.

She sat inside of her room, waiting for her mother to knock only to find her older sister Imani. The two screamed and hugged, you know, that cute sisterly shit you do. Were they loud? Hell yeah. Would anyone tell them to be quiet? No way! You try telling Gallagher’s sunshine to keep it down, you’ll regret it right away. Together, the duo packed all of Sunny’s belongings into Imani car (”Oh my god, you’re driving a mini van now? What are you, a soccer mom?”), ready by exactly twelve. Friends were hugged, pictures were taken, and byes were said before the youngest Martin took off. The car ride back home was filled with updates about their schools, singing loudly to their favorite songs, and questions about Sunny’s nonexistent love life (”Come on, there’s gotta be some guy you’re interested in!”). There was nothing but sisterly love being said between the two.

Once back in Alabama, all of her stuff was taken up to her room and hugs were given to her mama and papa. They all talk about her first year at school, it was only with her mama that she went more in depth in private. Worry crossed over the older woman’s face as she pulled her youngest into her chest. What a way to start off your college career: with fear and anxiety at an all time high. “Do you want to stop going?” asked her mother, a question that Sunny wasn’t expecting. She pulled away quickly, shaking her head no. She knew what she was getting into with attending Gallagher, she was NOT going to give up.

Her time at her childhood home lasted only a day as they had to leave the next day for California. Isaiah Martin was graduating from UCLA and the gang was ready. Flying to California was a lot better than driving, Sunny wasn’t sure if she could do that again. Once there, the family checked into their hotel before meeting up with Isaiah for lunch. The whole gang was back together, everyone! The cutest family out there that was filled with so much love. It was tough, not having her family with her while she was at Gallagher, but it allowed her to become her own person without living in the shadows of her brother and sister. 

The next day was graduation day. Pictures were taken of the trio and also the whole family. When the name “Isaiah Martin” was about to be said, all you could hear was that THAT black family at the graduation (”We ask that you wait for all names to be called before cheering.” Sunny and Imani leaned onto each other, laughing at that.) His graduation day was filled with lots of love and happiness, the youngest Martin proud of her brother. 

Since the family was in California, they decided to use it as their vacation time. Time was spent at the beach, shopping together, and even looking at Isaiah’s apartment (”You couldn’t get anything... better?” chirped Imani. Isaiah only rolled his eyes, hitting her back with, “Funny, did the girl who lives in a shoebox in New York say something? Oh, I guess not.” .... Let’s just say that the Martin twins did start fighting right there and then yikes). Things were back to normal and Sunny was happy about that. 

After the semester that she had, it was what she needed. To spend time with family and to ground herself. Of course, she also continued talking to her friends! Her and Ruby would constantly text, both geeking out about various things (”Can you believe that we’ll be second years next year? We’re going to be upperclassmen to someone, whoa!”), and then there was her text and FaceTime sessions with Lucas. Anytime his name would pop up on her phone or if he would ask to call her, the widest grin that you’ve ever seen would show up on her face alongside the feeling of butterflies in her stomach. She would always catch herself, taking note of these things about herself, finding it strange. 

Think of the TikTok audio “wait, wait, wait, aye--”, that was Sunny whenever she caught herself. It wasn’t the first time that baby girl has liked someone, but it was usually some guy in another class in high school. This was one of her good friends, someone who she talked to on the regular and made plans with to hang out in Berlin!!! This was different and bad AAHH!!!! 

Because whenever she would think about Lucas, her mind would go back to the last time they saw each other. How they danced together at the event, Lucas laughing at Sunny as she attempted to gamble, how they got their other friends to dance with them, him carrying her back to his room because the shoes that Maia loaned her were starting to hurt, so he offered to carry her on his back. Then there was the pillow fort being made, snacks that were waiting for them, Sunny choosing the movie to watch, how as they were getting ready and Sunny realized that she forgot her pjs in her room (Cyrus and Jai were having s*x so there was NO WAY she was going back there!), so Lucas let her wear his. To them cuddling together inside of the fort and then falling asleep next to each other--

Sunny literally swatted those thoughts away as the realization hit here. Picking up her phone, she clicked on Ruby’s name and sent the other a text:

RUBY!!!!! RED ALERT!!!!

i think that i have a crush on lucas

and i’m definitely fucked

And that concludes Sunshine Lorraine Martin’s summer adventure. Get ready for Berlin folks, because it’s gonna be a ride. 

Some facts:

Starlight was with her the entire time because that’s her child and also her ESA. 

Current hairstyle: long brown hair! A little protective style for Berlin, ya feel me. 

Maybe she’ll shave her head because China with a shaved head? Hot af

Ya damn skippy the Martin kids made a bunch of TikToks together!!! And ya damn skippy they got that fame because they’re all hella attractive black kids

During one of their nights together, Sunny opened up to Imani and Isaiah about being queer. She was nervous at first but trusted them. The two accepted her without a problem. 

Isaiah, a himbo: Aye, welcome to the we like girls gang! (Imani punched him for that)

It was the night of the party that marked the beginning of her crush for Lucas but it was only a week before Berlin that she came to term with those feelings! 

Sunny is the CEO of not having a consistent Instagram theme which is SO different from Harper (I legit hate THIS)

Also, the only time Sunny gets a bunch of likes and comments is when she posts pictures of Isaiah because we are all simps for him

[roscgcld]

It's always talking with you bab 🥺

And I don't know—cause I want to do this but at the same time I think it'd be better if someone did this or just headcannons of how it'd go about. But if you actually do it I'd so be happy and lowkey would help if I could.

I have stories on Quotev but they aren't the best so I'm just lowkey trying to get better at my writing before I do anything 😂

Called it—I had an idea the season would end after the exchange event or at least before the flashback begins cause that'd be a good place to start with the second season or a good end for first season 👌

Uhhh QOTD: what anime/manga would you like to fall inot its world of all time and why? Would you be a support/main/side character and would you have a love interest?

you’re so sweet ❣ seriously

and i shall see, since i am working from home for the next week, I think i can squeeze in some writing in between without getting tired cx and that’s good! you gotta start somewhere before you can improve love~

and i was thinking it would end at the death painting arch, like somewhere on a cliff hanger lol cx

and honestly, i think i’d do haikyuu. mainly cause it’s so sweet and wholesome and very interesting. since with every chapter you feel like you’re growing with the characters and all. it’s just so sweet and drama free in a sense that i would love to go in there all the time when life gets tough TT i’d love to be the manager for Inarizak - they are my favourite team and i love the chaotic energy they just exude lmaooo. and maybe? am a simp for all boys that grace haikyuu, so idk how that will work cx but yeah, if i have to pick one, it’s probably haikyuu

[agent6o6]

05/25/2021

TW: Talking about the future, anxiety, depression, talking about past relationships, talking about my dad (I don’t know if this fits here, but I know people do not have as good of a relationship with theirs as much as I, so I wanted to be safe.)

Today was tough for me. I don’t know what happened, but today I had to leave early from work because I was not feeling well. My stomach was churning and I had a lump in my throat for the first two hours, but no fever or anything. I don’t wanna say that it was a panic/anxiety attack, but I don’t think it was, but I know that I’m not sick (at least I hope not), it was something mental. Thankfully, my boss recognized that I was not feeling well, and let me go home. I’m very grateful.

I had to move back in with my parents a couple months ago, so when I got home, I was very thankful that my dad was still home. He sat there a  hugged more for a long time, letting me know that it would be okay. I just let it all out.

My dad is still learning a lot, so he doesn’t understand everything that goes on, but he still wanted to be there for me.

I’ve been thinking about my future a lot the last couple days, and I realized that I had no idea what I wanted with my life. I’ve spent the last couple years just going with the flow and just being numb emotionally altogether, that it overwhelmed me.

What if I never found my person? What if I never figured out my passion? What if I never became happy?

I already feel like I wasted my teenage years with my last partner. They were my first actual relationship and I realized too late that it was super abusive and ended up spending 7 YEARS with them. I realized too late that I was too comfortable in a relationship with someone who I didn’t really love and made me hate a lot about myself. I felt super gross. I hate myself for it.

I don’t want to waste more of my life, but what else can I do? I don’t want to go to college without knowing what I want to major in. I just feel super unmotivated because of this, but I know I need to find the motivation to do SOMETHING. But what?

Funnily enough, me being the hopeless romantic that I am, this all came about because I was playing a romance visual novel called, Our Story: Beginning and Always (highly recommend btw, it is very inclusive and just a fun story overall). The main love interest, Cove, is someone who admittedly, who I want to have in my life. I know it’s dumb to simp over a fictional character, but it’s really the only thing I grasp onto now. Basically, you play through summers and end up meeting Cove, because he and his dad moved into town, and his dad wants you to be friends with him, because Cove is going through a tough time. You play summers as a child, a teenager, and right when you graduate High school. I have major fomo (if you can’t tell already) and was just wishing that I could be in that situation. Living in a beach town and having a friends to lovers relationship is something I yearn for regularly. but *trauma* just had to happen to me, and made me the depressed sack of shit that I am.

My old high school classmates have been graduating college too, so that made me think a lot too. I know that I have so much left of my life to go yet, and I have plenty of time, but it all just seems to go by too fast. I have lost a lot of hope, but I’m really trying.

All in all, I’ve been trying to convince myself that I’ll be okay and that I’ll find my way someone. I fit into this huge world somehow. There are plenty of opportunities for me out there and it might take time, but I wish I could figure it our sooner.

I’m getting some self-help books and looking into meditating regularly. Maybe that’ll help a little. I don’t have money to go to a therapist, sadly, but I hope I will eventually.

For now, I just gotta convince my brain that I’ll be okay.

Thank you for listening to me ramble :3

-Agent 606 signing off-

“See you, Space Cowboy”