#there are other languages that would also interest me a lot

[wannaeatramyeon]

Gun Park x Reader: Protective (feat Goo)

G/N. Goo is a menace and Gun loves you.

"Who's that pretty thing?"

Goo cranes his neck, adjusts his glasses at who Gun had his arm around mere moments ago, and tries to take a closer look at you.

Gun refrains from snarling, knowing the reaction would only spur him on.

Using the act of taking a drag on his cigarette, Gun subtly moves closer to your body, shielding you from his partner's malicious gaze.

"Off limits," he replies, blowing smoke in Goo's face.

Gun knows he can be possessive, obsessive. 'Gets hooked on people' as Goo put it. However, he has never thought of himself as any sort of a guardian figure, preferring if people could hold their own in a fight.

Yet with you, he can't help the flare of protectiveness. The need to keep you safe. From dangers and wandering eyes and interest from over curious fools.

"Now now, no need to be like that." The blonde responds, wafting the smoke away with a cough and a sputter.

How intriguing that Gun is working so hard to hide you away. You must be a lot of fun. Simply precious.

Undeterred, Goo re-angles himself; directing his smile, stretched too wide and dripping with ulterior motives, past Gun's tense and defensive stance to you. Decides to go for charming instead of predatory, opens his mouth, prepared to sweep you off your feet and-

Gun steps completely into view, shifting in front of you so Goo has no choice but to stare at the black eyed demon and to face his wrath.

Gives his first and last warning, "Look for a second longer and it'll be your last breath."

"Ugh!" Goo pouts, visibility deflating at how serious Gun is. "You used to be a lot more fun," He mutters, then perks right back up without missing a beat, "Sweetheart, I can show you a much better time-"

The cigarette falls from Gun's grip and his hand snaps to Goo's arm, seconds away from weaselling its way around your shoulder.

Obsidian eyes flashing dangerously, "Don't you dare-"

With a sigh, Goo retreats and wriggles free. 

Takes a step back and holds both hands up in surrender. 

"Touchy." He tuts, throwing a dirty look at Gun.

"Nevermind," he shoves his hands in his pockets and shrugs, "I have some secret friends to meet anyway. Let me know if you ever get bored of him, sweetheart."

Goo grins at you before striding off and you feel a shiver down your spine.

You felt like prey trapped between two monsters. No, that's unfair. One monster that looks like they want to devour you alive, and the other - Gun Park. Your Gun.

Who has tried to shield you from everything. From the rain to the unsavoury side of his life and now to his unhinged coworker. Who kisses you intensely and treats you like you're the only one, the only thing that matters.

Gun senses your discomfort, notices the tightness in your body language. He reaches for you, pulling you into his body and wrapping his arms around you.

His eyes bore into yours.

"Are you ok?" He asks, and you can feel his voice rumbling in his chest.

The tension had also crept up on Gun. With each word from Goo Kim, each moment his eyes were on you.

It's unnerving. He's not used to this. He never expected to care about anyone's wellbeing except his own but now he's in your orbit - you're all he cares about.

"M'good," you tell him, leaning into him and voice muffled, feeling safe in his embrace.

Gun exhales.

At your words, the unease finally starts to drain away.

[cbrownjc]

Hi! I hope you don't mind getting an ask from me even though we've never interacted.

I have a question about Old Daniel in the IWTV series, but I don't know how to put it except: what exactly is his current health situation? He has Parkinson's disease (or at least they show us ha has some symtomps, and Daniel says it is Parkinson's), but in ep 01 of the first season Louis calls it an "autoimmune disease" (which Parkinson's is not).

They show us that Daniel keeps a bunch of pill containers on his table in his apartment, which makes sense with how Parkinson's would be treated, but then there's the "levodopa transfusion" scene which does not. (I could try to explain the pharmacokinetic reason if you're interested).

And then there's the meals, during which they keep filling his wine glass, the two Martini scenes. . . why do they keep giving him drinks?They arrange for a doctor to come and administer the "therapy" (I'm not buying that it's levodopa), but he can have all the alcoholic beverages in the world? When they most likely would interfere with the pharmacological therapy he's supposed to be taking?

It all seems a bit suspicious to me. What do you think?

(apologies for any mistakes, english is not my first language)

Hi! It's fine to ask me questions even if we've never interacted before, I don't mind. 🙂

So, as far as we know older Daniel on the show has Parkinson's disease for sure. Daniel pretty much confirmed he does because Louis said he had it and Daniel confirmed it in episode 1x01. And the shaking very much shows he does have it IMO. Because he was specifically shown to be shaking back in episode 1x01 when he was trying to put the Fall of the Reble Angles puzzle together.

Now, as many who read my blog likely already know, I've talked about how my mom had Parkinson's and I was her primary caregiver (before she passed away). So I know a lot already about how that disease works. And so when Armand -- as Rashid -- was talking about "levodopa transfusions" for Daniel being scheduled back in episode 1x04 I was very much "WTF?" about that. The whole idea of that is sus because I know from experience that Daniel should just be taking his levodopa via pills. The only time my mom ever got levodopa administered via an IV drip was when she was staying overnight at a hospital.

So I've long thought there is way more going on with that "levodopa transfusions" Daniel got, and have talked about it here and here. Though at the current time, the theory I talk about in those links might be outdated at this point, though I think there might still be a little something to them.

But, if you know the lore, Dr. Fareed -- the doctor who arrived back in episode 1x06 to administer Daniel's transfusion -- is not only a vampire himself but runs a clinic in the books where he looks into and does experiments regarding vampire physiology. And something else that caught my eye about that clinic he runs as I've been reading Prince Lestat, is that it is said in the book that Fareed and his vampire Maker (and lover) Seth, "ran a small clinic for mortal incurables."

And Parkinson's is very much "incurable."

So yeah, I think something is going on when it comes to Dr. Fareed giving Daniel that IV drip of levodopa. Because even when it comes to the idea of cloning, that's a lot to go through just to get something like a blood sample or something I think. But hey, there's really no saying when it comes to that I guess . . .

As to such as Louis calling it an "autoimmune disease" I just chalk that up to either a writing mistake or, hell just Louis being a vampire. He might just not know the correct medical term to use for it. That is also something that is going into in the Prince Lestat book -- how it can sometimes be very hard for vampires to keep abreast of tech and other things at any given time if they do not encounter it or use it regularly. (Lestat is always forgetting and losing his iPhones). As to the alcohol that, again, could just be the show not really looking too closely at such things (because outside of medical shows, many drama shows don't), or maybe Daniel only being allowed one glass a night and being given some okay about it we never saw. Who knows at this point. 🤷🏾‍♀️

[ryuichirou]

(almost)Everyone/Fellow headcanons

Today is the day! We have a bunch of requests for Fellow-centric hcs, and I’ll try to go through all of them at once. I hope I didn’t miss anyone. Thank you for your asks!

Anonymous asked:

omg! omg! top!Gidel???? do have any headcanons for the shota kitty?

wonderlandwriting asked:

Your pinned post: gets updated with top!Gidel and bottom!Fellow. Me: Oh? 👀 Mind elaborating on that/spare some HCs if you please? 😏 (if the reason Gidel is a top is because of a Specific Scene near the end of the event... God bless, I love the way you think)

blackbutlerfandomnerddomain asked:

Do you have any sexy or fluffy headcanons you want to share with Gidel and Fellow?

Alright, let’s start with Fellow’s favourite boy Gidel! >:3 The fact that you got excited the moment we posted these two really makes me giggle, so I hope you enjoy these.

Starting with the fluffy ones, and I believe this is the only fluff we’re going to have in this post lol

The reason why Gidel doesn’t use sign language is because he never learned how to: Fellow always knows what he wants to say anyways, and he is pretty much the only person Gidel “talks to”, so learning a way to communicate with others would probably be a bit of a frustrating process for Gidel. He loves this bond that the two of them share.

Gidel knows better than to interrupt Fellow when he wheedles another naive scholar, but sometimes he sneakily tickles him. He just really enjoys how Fellow’s voice cracks a little and goes a bit higher when he’s being tickled, and then how he looks at him all angrily. Fellow is so funny.

Fellow would rather stay hungry for a day or two but make sure that Gidel eats something. Of course, Gidel doesn’t allow Fellow to starve himself, so sometimes he forces him to open his mouth and shoves food in there until Fellow starts chewing and swallowing not to suffocate. He almost choked to death one time, so this isn’t the best way to approach this…

Gidel doesn’t speak, but he purrs. His purring comforts Fellow a lot, especially after a long rough day. A lot of times Gidel just hugs him, pushes his head against Fellow’s chest or neck and starts purring, and it makes Fellow fall asleep peacefully.

This is their favourite position to fall asleep in general, they always cuddle together, but for some reason by the morning hours Gidel always ends up hugging Fellow’s fluffy tail and drooling all over it.

Alright, leaving the fluff behind~

Gidel is absolutely not as innocent as he looks: he’s been reading spicy magazines since he was like 6. He still reads them every time he finds a new one, and he is very interested in anything that has a spicy image on it: strip-club fliers, calendars, etc. Fellow thinks it’s a phase and says that Gidel is a little pervert, but still kind of encourages it by getting him some of these “sexy cat-ladies books to look at while rubbing yourself”. He doesn’t get too jealous, but he also shouldn’t: the only one Gidel is actually physically interested in is Fellow.

They’ve absolutely been spotted being suspiciously close and doing unsavory things to each other several times, but it doesn’t really matter because they’re going to be out of town soon anyways. That being said, Fellow always gets both concerned and startled when he feels like someone is watching them. He is worried because he wants his privacy at least when he is with Gidel, but his body reacts in excitement and arousal, and Gidel always noticed that.

When they are lucky enough to have a motel room for all for themselves, they plan to finally have a good rest and sleep for as long as they can, but it never happens. Gidel gets way too excited to sleep after jumping on a bouncy bed, and then gets clingy and doesn’t want to go to sleep until he licks Fellow freshly cleaned body all over with his cat tongue and has sex with him. Sometimes he just humps/fucks himself into falling asleep, but sometimes it’s way past 3 A.M., and Gidel is still all lively and horny. And Fellow knows things are only going to get worse as he gets older…

Even though they started getting intimate kiiiind of for Gidel’s sake (because the boy really has 0 boundaries with Fellow, and Fellow considered himself kind enough to tolerate his sudden desire to hump + maybe help him out here and there with his hand and mouth), it quickly became clear that Fellow really enjoys being with him himself. He has sex with all kinds of men all the time, but the way Gidel treats him feels different. Even though he doesn’t fill him as much as the other men do, he feels teased enough down there to cum.

That being said, sometimes Gidel wants to fill him more, so at times he uses his hand. Fellow gets especially embarrassed when he does that and complains about feeling like a hand puppet, but the way his knees tremble and his tail goes crazy makes it pretty obvious that he loves it. And Gidel loves teasing him by suddenly changing the pressure inside by playing with his fingers.

Anonymous asked:

Hcs Fellow ships for Ace and Kalim?

Alright, let’s talk about Ace!

At some point during their stay in the Playful Land, as Fellow was leaving one group of NRC boys to check on the other ones, he felt a strong cramp in his butt (the aftermath of him doing his other “business” earlier this week) that made him limp a little. And he swears that he’s heard Ace whispering to some other guy “Do you think he is…?”, as if Ace would see a guy limp and instantly think “yep he gets fucked”. It was almost definitely Fellow’s imagination, but the embarrassment he felt was strong enough to make him think about it every time he looks at Ace. “He knows, this little brat”.

Ace is Fellow’s most and least favourite boy out of everyone in NRC. He seems very sly and you have to be careful around him, but he is also surprisingly easy to influence. But he is also very nasty and probably the biggest brat out of all of them. But he also knows card tricks and feels like someone Fellow would probably connect with if it wasn’t for their circumstances… but he is also super childish and can drive Fellow insane in less than 2 minutes!

Ace actually really likes Fellow as well, he kind of thinks he is cool even though he is still mad at what he did to them. Which also gives him a good reason to turn on his “cute little kohai” mode to tease him: he clings, he asks for things, he pushes this fake persona to the point it’s very difficult for Fellow to get along. But he also noticed that the pushier he got, the more flustered Fellow got. Hm… (Ace would be one of the first ones in NRC to even think about having sex with Fellow)

If they end up having sex, Ace would be insufferable. Fellow is used to dirty talk, but the way Ace talks is so different from his usual clients: he really is a nasty brat that makes fun of him for enjoying it as much as he does. But whenever Fellow actually starts talking and flirting back, Ace shuts up because if there is one thing that Fellow knows, it’s how to fluster horny virgins. Fellow would almost consider Ace cute when he starts avoiding looking at him and moving faster because he is very close to cumming.

Fellow should absolutely be smarter than Ace both in terms of life experience and in terms of trickery, but somehow he ended up sucking him off at the ferries wheel (when the others were too busy ruining the park, but Ace pulled Fellow away to the attraction for seemingly no reason). Ace said that the whole thing got him very horny, they started bantering, and boom, Fellow is on his knees pleasuring this boy who is having the best time of his life and about to go and break some more stuff. How did this happen??

And now Kalim~

Fellow is very conflicted about Kalim. He is the friendliest one, and probably the richest, so he should probably start flirting with him asap, but the idea of having a rich suitor like him is at the same time alluring and insulting. Fortunately, he doesn’t have to think about it for too long: he tried making flirtatious (or just sliiiightly vulgar) comments towards Kalim a couple of times, and Kalim completely missed it both times.

If Kalim would have agreed to join Fellow and Gidel and perform for them to make money, Fellow would have given him a blowjob for free just to thank him. He actually had this thought as he was trying to lure Kalim into ditching the school, he actually thought that he wouldn’t mind kissing and sucking Kalim’s dick that one time. Come to think of it, he just wanted to do it to break Kalim’s innocent look…

If they end up having sex at any point, Fellow would go into it thinking that he would actually break Kalim’s innocent look and overwhelm him with how good he’ll make him feel. But for some reason, despite Kalim very likely being a virgin, the tables would turn and Fellow would end up being the overwhelmed one. Kalim is innocent, but when anything sexual is happening, he gets passionate.

But also despite being overwhelming and passionate, there is something very loving and caring in the way Kalim touches and moves. And he learns pretty fast, and he is probably just naturally good at finding the best places to touch… Fellow would end up feeling surprisingly refreshed after sex, which is very new to him.

After meeting Kalim, Fellow is going to get reoccurring dreams about being a sex-slave in his harem. He hates the idea, but his mind just keeps coming back to it and making him dream about being dressed in pretty silks, objectified and played with. Sometimes he wakes up in cold sweat, sometimes he wakes up wet for a different reason.

Anonymous asked:

Fellow and the TWEELS?! Omfg plz tell me more. Do you have any headcanons with these three? That sounds kinda Hot ngl 👀

I am so glad you asked about the Tweels/Fellow, Anon…

Since the post is already pretty long, I won’t give them separate lists, but maybe some other day we can revisit their dynamics.

Both of them got interested in Fellow the moment they saw him, and then they realised the other one is also interested, and then they made a non-verbal agreement that whoever gets to fuck him first wins. It’s hard to say who’s won though because they banged him together.

Fellow was preparing himself to Floyd biting him and even asked him specifically not to bite, and then he immediately felt himself being bitten. By Jade. Fellow was so sure that this one wouldn’t bite, what the hell…! And he smiled about it, too! (Of course Floyd didn’t listen to him and bit him a lot too)

The Tweels really liked Fellow’s pretty ears and tail. As Floyd was fucking him, he had the tip of his tail in his mouth and was chewing on it, and as Jade was shoving his dick in his throat, he was tugging on his ears and playing with them. Fellow does get stimulated in these regions very often, but this felt very different. It’s like they weren’t afraid to rip his poor ears off…

Did Fellow know that these two are mafia kids? He should have, but he didn’t… but they let him know during the third round of fucking, as Fellow was getting tired and starting to fall asleep. That woke him up instantly, and Jade and Floyd had a nice laugh because of his reaction. Is he going to start sucking them off more eagerly now?~

These two broke Fellow’s brain a little. Not enough to ruin it completely, but he feels like despite all the hardships he went through, nothing will compare to the fear he felt when he was with them. And being overstimulated sexually while being so scared felt very weird… that from now on, whenever he’s scared he feels a little bit aroused. And remembers how these two were toying with his body for hours and hours until they got bored.

Anonymous asked:

OOOOH I SAW MOBS BOSSES X FELLOW ADDED TO THE LIST.... I do rly like the idea of fellow & gidel, but mob bosses x fellow is soooo juicy for art and hcs...... thoughts? plans?? plz plz plz this is living in my head RENT FREE... 😍

Anonymous asked:

Fellow being ship by the shady boss makes me think of Ruggie. Any hcs of Fellow dealing with his bosses?

Last, but certainly not least! MOB!  I really love this theme wtf why don’t we do it more often.

Some of Fellow’s clients are very rich (one would shudder if they only knew what kind of nasty things Fellow knows about some of the most influential people of the world), but there are times when he has to give a handjob or a blowjob to some dirty poor innkeeper, just so he gives them (Fellow + Gidel) a place to sleep in for a night.

Sometimes he has to do it with Gidel watching. He doesn’t like forcing Gidel to watch (Gidel doesn’t mind though), but the biggest plus is that sometimes Gidel manages to steal some money from the guy while he is too busy railing Fellow on the floor.

Fellow’s favourite client is one old man who pays a lot but barely does anything because his penis doesn’t work properly, so Fellow just has to perform like he is having the best sex of his life, and then he gets a lot of money. Fellow’s least favourite client is one gross man who spits on him, tugs on his hair and tail, slaps him around, fucks him in 5 different position, has a dick so huge and twisted in shape that it basically scrapes his insides, drowns him in cum and then sometimes refuses to pay until Fellow licks his dick clean. But Fellow’s body loves the second guy much, much more, and he hates it.

He actually prefers to take a dick up his butt than to suck a dick: even though it should be easier to handle, somehow his clients always ignore him asking not to cum into his throat, and he ends up coughing and gurgling for hours after that. He feels like whenever he does that, everyone knows that he’s been choking on cum, and his cheeks feel instantly red and hot. (And this isn’t even the worst thing because there was this one guy who peed in his mouth.)

The biggest amount of men Fellow can take at once is 5 if they take turns and use different parts of his body. But he’d only done it like once or twice because he is always completely ruined by the end of these sessions. That being said, when it happens, his brain just stops working at some point, and he feels something that is very close to a complete bliss when there is nothing but insane pleasure and overstimulation in his brain, and even the pain feels pleasantly tingly. He likes this feeling… And he likes the money. But hates waking up after taking 5 men jesus fuck.

Phew, I think that’s all. Thank you so much for asking and for reading! <3

[dairymistress05]

My thoughts on the Luke and gf situation. It’s long so bear with me. Also, I want to preface this by saying that this is my opinion, because I don’t know them personally my opinion and many others that have been posting about it doesn’t actually matter in the end.

With everything that has happened in the last several days, I wanted to reflect and discuss my thoughts. First, 2 things that are baffling to me.

1. Why is it so difficult for people to separate the art from the artist?

2. Why do people think their opinion is important to the discussion?

Believe it or not the only people that are allowed to have an opinion in Luke’s relationship, are those who are directly involved

I honestly can’t believe the amount of people that I am seeing saying things like this ruined the show or makes you not believe anything. They’ve been telling us all along, he and Nicola that they were just friends. Do I have an opinion as to why I may not believe that that’s completely true? Sure. Does my opinion matter matter at all? No. This is the thing, it’s unbelievable that people think they can go on the Internet and bash this person because they decided to live a life different from what they projected in their head. Para social relationships with celebrities are fascinating. Also, the internet is forever.

Tom Holland once said “if you have a problem with me, text me, and if you don’t have my number, you don’t know me well enough to have a problem with me.” And I think that’s a perfect example of why this is getting so out of hand. No one on the Internet posting their icks now knows Luke well enough to have a problem with him.

As a 38-year-old married woman myself, I haven’t been convinced there wasn’t anything going on as they are extremely touchy-feely friends. However, there were rumours about a girlfriend and then when the photos came out well then I guess that confirms it. Do I think that’s the end of it, No, but again my opinion doesn’t matter. But there are also several factors why even if Luke and Nicola were interested in each other why they would hold off. Their work relationship being paramount among those reasons.

As for the photos, as an outside observer who has seen Nicola help him through his anxiety this press tour I don’t feel that was a hard launch. He seems extremely uncomfortable in those photos. His body language is off if it was an intentional launch on his part. He’s walking ahead, even the handholding seems awkward. However, the girlfriend unfortunately looks extremely smug, smiling directly into the cameras. I am personally inclined to believe that it was her or a friend of hers who called it in because he doesn’t seem prepared to be photographed. I’m not sure what to think about their relationship as of yet but these photos don’t portray a lot of confidence. Also, the age difference seems like it could become an issue but the thing I would worry about becoming an issue is the social media presence mismatch that is pretty obvious. Sorry, even if I was a dancer I would not want to be posting some of those videos, as I said, the internet is forever.

Lastly, the only other person whose opinion maybe matters is Nicola herself and she has come out to post several times all in defence of him and his character. She is obviously seeing all of the hate online and saying hey guys stop it. I like him. He’s nice. He’s my friend. Quit being mean. And I’ve seen some people say that it’s all Nicola and he doesn’t reciprocate when she’s posting about him and blah blah blah I disagree and here’s why the other day on his IG stories, and I can’t believe no one is talking about this, he posted a photo of a scene from episode 6 to remind people that it’s now streaming and maybe I’m reading too much into it, but the photo he posted he is exactly when Colin is telling Penelope “I won’t let her ruin our night“. (Photo attached) Who is her? I don’t know. But I also don’t think that things on social media are coincidence, especially if you’re a celebrity posting because they know that everybody over everything. And then I also found it quite interesting that he posted on his stories the speech he gives Portia about proposing out of love nothing less and that’s where the real cut off. So again, I think it’s intentional to show appreciation for his friend.

Some final thoughts, I definitely feel like there is a strong connection there whether it’s just friendship or not. I think a lot of people posting online are putting a lot of the owners on him, but what if Nicola didn’t want to date someone that is so much younger than her? What if she doesn’t wanna date at all right now? What if they agreed that? Although there’s a strong connection work relationship is more important right now because of future seasons of the show? We don’t know them. We don’t know the situation and act like you’re devastated about two people that you don’t know not in a relationship seems rather silly.

The only thing I would worry about in this whole situation, is if this relationship with the girlfriend will sour the friendship. Like if it was her who called the paparazzi will she still be comfortable with her boyfriend being in this type of public friendship with Nicola? I sincerely hope so because they seem to have something special even if it is just platonic best friends. Their close friendship is part of the reason Polin works so well on screen.

Anyway, agree or disagree, just my two cents.

I would love to know your thoughts.

[bubbles-for-all-of-us]

Hii I just discovered your blog through your Sleep Token writings and I just have to say they’re really good!!! I love the way you write the boys especially iv in His Mark. I love when boys are like ‘quietly possessive’ I think it’s cute af.

Sooo which got me thinking about how the other 3 would mark the person they’re interested in/have a crush on..?

Their necklaces? Gift one of their Rings? Secret little gifts? Go slightly stalker mode? Idk but anyway would love to hear and read your writings and thoughts💕

Thank you for reading and being so sweet. I loved writing this🤍✨

Vessel

As I said, he is a quiet type of possessive in my eyes. His whole persona screams that he doesn’t need words if he wants to be intimidating. And while he’s calm about you interacting with other people for the most part, the moment he changes his mind or has enough with someone trying to shoot their shot with you, he is up and slowly walking your way.

His claim on you is in form of lovebites. Try to convince me that the boy is not into biting. That’s part of his love language. So a bruise on your neck or collarbones keeps all the lurkers away. He gets more creative in places that others might not get to see. But I wholeheartedly believe that he’s out there creating love hearts from his kisses on your thighs. Your skin is a canvas for him.

But he’s also pretty touch-starved so if there’s only the closest people on the team there he is holding your hand. Through it all. No matter what he is doing his palm is extended towards you and he won’t be settling until you either wrap your hand around his finger - that would make the wires in his brain spark - or just feel your much smaller hand pressed against his palm. So by all means most people would be more than aware that you’re his and his only.

III

Our little firecracker. He is a lot more expressive with his emotions so if this man feels like someone is getting a bit too close to ya, I would suggest that person looks over his shoulder for a day or two. All 6’4 of him that’s my lucky guess on his height would love it when you wore his clothes and found ways to incorporate something that is his into your outfit

A shirt of his you liked when you were on a date? Say no more. You would find it casually left in a place you would no doubt see it. Still smelling of him. A new hoodie the band was working on putting out? “Model it, baby, it looks better on you regardless”.

And now I imagine how he would halt when he saw you in his clothes for the very first time and how this need to see you in them was fueled. He’s trying to make breakfast. Simple pancakes that he had googled a recipe for. Part of him wants to make it special somehow cause it’s the first night that you have stayed over. He doesn’t hear you walking downstairs because he’s too focused on the amount of flowers he needs to use and the chunks that are forming. It is the light chuckle that slips past your lips that has him nearly throwing the spatula your way.

And then his whole body freezes, face going blank as he drinks in the sight of you. “I can change, I just didn’t find any of my clothes”, a light panic sets into you, not wanting to cross boundaries there might be. But III is quick to put everything that he’s holding and within a heartbeat, one of his arms is sneaking over your middle as he swiftly lifts you. You let out a surprised scream as he effortlessly places you on the counter. The biggest grin on his face.

“Do you know how good you look?”, his arms are on either side of you as he leans forward. “iii, I just woke up… my hair…”, you giggle but he cuts you off with a shake of his head, “Is perfect, you are perfect”, he leans in brushing his lips over yours, “Especially in my clothes, fuck me”, his hands move to run beneath the hem of the shirt, massaging your hips with slow circles.

II

He will forever be a secret to me. There’s something so mysterious about him. At times I feel like my INFJ ass can see right through him but then I’m like maybe I am so wrong. 😂

I feel like in a similar way to Vess, he doesn’t go around throwing punches if someone is standing too close to you for his liking. Cause similar to Vess there’s that sense of threat in someone’s silence. He’s a lot more private about his personal life even with people he loves and his affectionate side only comes out behind closed doors.

So if he wanted to mark you it would probably be something small. He wouldn’t go all flashy. Maybe a necklace he wears for most of the shows. Or a little II pendant on a chain. *cue TS I want to wear his initials on the chain around my neck* type of shit. He would love it too. Pulling at the chain ever so slightly when he wants to kiss you. Or simply when he needs a distraction. Slowly calming his racing mind.

I think it’s with quality time and gestures of love that he would show just how much he cares. So if you need a way to calm yourself his shirt is off, he’s laying on his stomach and you sit there, straddling his lower back as you color in his tattoos. He doesn’t let anyone touch them except you. And even if the pattern stays the same he still enjoys seeing the different color combinations you come up with. His little artist.

[averinthine]

grappling with the question of "okay i've been too disabled to work for like a year with no signs of that changing, but what should i actually Do with my time that might be in some way slightly fulfilling without causing The Woes". getting back into music has been one answer, but i need at least one other. i'm thinking that learning a language really properly might be the most promising idea.

[anglerflsh]

les mis can be a commedy. To me.

[darabeatha]

/ I've noticed that at this point I'm not even writing on any blog anymore, I just come and yell about some blorbo and leave. Rinse and repeat my lieges

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

nothing interesting here it's the exact same scene i just like seeing it

[sysig]

Giving nicknames, testing boundaries (Patreon)

[kittycowboy]

Jamaican patois my beloved U are suxh a helpful referwnce

[pronouncingitwang]

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[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[broke-on-books]

✒️ please!!

Send me a ✒️ and I'll pick a poem I think you'd like

After flipping through my notebooks I decided to go with my first instinct for you, which was "A Toast to the Alchemists" by Laura Gilpin. This poem hasn't been published online officially, so they're aren't a ton of sites that have it that I could find with a quick Google search. However I've attatched photos of a reddit post with it along with my version in my journal.

I picked this poem because of its themes of time and the passage of time, as well as magic and giving emotional significance to the most mundane and clinical of things (atoms and elements). In other words, taking magic from the world around us, especially through a lens usually seen as lacking wonder or whimsy. Also vibes, I mainly did it based on vibes.

Some other poems I considered in my search/additional recommendations are listed under the cut:

If you liked the writing of this poem, and haven't read it already (or have) I definitely recommend "The Two-Headed Calf" by Laura Gilpin. It's by the same author and is her most famous poem and is fairly well known and also soooooo good. So good.

Poems with similar themes:

Poems with similar themes to "A Toast to the Alchemists" are

"Dusting" by Marilyn Nelson 💘 (literally cried to this. To be fair it was 10 minutes after I finished the HDM finale so it was mainly because of that but still. Great poem.)

"The Sciences Sing a Lullabye" by Albert Goldbarth

"Ozymandias" by Percy Bysshe Shelley (90% sure you've read this one its the time theme but inverted and it's great if you haven't)

Rejected picks/Poems that gave me Anu vibes (many for no particular reason):

Poems by Ted Kooser for some reason??? NO idea why they're very different from the ones above but some of my faves are "Selecting a Reader", "In a Country Cemetery in Iowa", "The Constellation Orion" and "Flying by Night" (I'm v much questioning this pick now but I'll keep it up here just in case)

Honestly a bunch of random unrelated stuff was popping out at me ("Listen" by Miller Williams, "Cartoon Physics, Part 1" by Nick Flynn, "Snow" by David Berman) and like a million billion more which I all got from the same anthology (Poetry 180, edited by Billy Collins) so if you want to read a bunch more poetry, based on vibes alone, I'd say look for the book, the website, or the sequel. The poems from that book aren't too similar to the one above but it's really one of two books I generally recommend people right off the bat (it was my lit teachers favorite lol) because it's meant to get young adults and teens into poetry and introduce contemporary poetry in general. Idk how much poetry you've read whatever but even if you aren't new to it it's still a good compilation of late 90s/early 00s poetry that makes you think but isn't super long/totally incomprehensible

Anyways that got WAY longer than I anticipated or anyone probably wanted but poetry is an obsession of mine and recommending poetry is much more complicated and harder that it looks, even for the people you know best in the whole world AFTER interviewing their opinions on poetry, not to mention how difficult it would be for internet friends on tumblr. But anyways there's a couple poems, I got the vibes as close as I could with the poems I had on file. (Although i do feel like I'm missing something big 🤔) Anyways thanks for the ask Anu! Hope you thought my pick was alright!

[hobbitunderthemountain]

i got a comment the other day on a fic asking if they could make the fic into a comic and asked for permission 'to draw it' (in their words not mine) and post it on ao3

i'm ECSTATIC like any other fic writer is to be offered artwork inspired by their fic especially a comic??? so i said yes of course and i get the related works notification and it..'s....... another fic? and not even that it's like. rewritten the beginning of my fic so it starts differently and i mean I'm still like 'wow you liked my thing so much you wanted to write a fic based off of it!!!' but also

i was....expecting art....???

[hazuneji]

every other week or so im struck with the powerful urge to become an editor on the limbus wiki. its been an uphill battle every time i see smth that i know and isnt on there or that could be fixed. but holy shit would i never do anything else