#this is definitely not my idea but i wanted to do it bcz i thought it’d be funny

[rumoredtoexist]

incorrect aftg quotes as quotes from my quotes book:

“did you know mt.dew lowers your sperm count?” -Kevin to probably matt

“i don’t wanna talk about sex unless it’s rough, kinky, and vaginal” -allison

“i’m actually really good at fortnight” -nicky

“everyone knows gay people didn’t exist until freddie mercury” -matt

“i just love degrading abuse” -neil *deadpans to camera*

*silence* “do you wanna know what my favorite biblical quote is?” -Renee/jean

“sorry i was threatening my ex”-allison/andrew

“i quit smoking” *deadpans to camera* -andrew

“you need to clean your kidneys” -waymack

“whatever floats your boat daddy-o” -nicky probably

“just remember christopher columbus had sex with a manatee” -dan

“i just wanna make women feel self concious about their bodies” -seth likely

“it should be illegal to drive in the fast lane if you’re only gonna do the speed limit” -andrew

“how can i live laugh love in these conditions” -matt

“what i thought I was ur favorite masochist?” -neil

“just cause you don’t know what color looks like” -nicky to andrew

“how are you even still alive rn”-kevin to neil

“i promise i’m completely sober rn” -kevin

“i’ve never lost anything *pause* yk except my dad, best friend, and sanity” -neil

“ye it’s a blackout! much like my night after this class” -kevin

“if he breaks up with me i’m being a lesbian bcz i’m never being a bottom again” -allison

“wheezer isn’t bad music it just makes you un-loose your virginity every time you listen to it” -dan

“therapy has done wonders for me but being petty has done so much more” -andrew

“i’m gonna try again, and then i’m gonna give up” -andrew

“how dumb can you be? you have all that head and you cannot use it” -jean to neil

“wanna know why i’m often times distracted and have my own head up my ass?” -neil

idea from @rekikiri !!

[lestappenforever]

Mona!! Bestie hope you are having a good day :)

I have had this thought for a while now but after your recent reblog

https://www.tumblr.com/lestappenforever/733797695007883264?source=share

I HAVE to talk about this . Please forgive me if i made a wrong assumption though. I don't want to offend you or anyone reading this . It's just a thought that's all . So.

Apart from the overall Verstappen appeal , are most, if not all Max girlies (gender neutral) kinda drawn towards him also bcz of our mildly to severely traumatizing dads or smth? Are we like united in that front too or what ? (bcz i sure am)

Which also reminds me , I have seen some posts where when someone says smth along the lines of " he's a nice guy" , some other person goes "He's his father's son afterall. You'll see how nice he is . ) I honestly feel personally offended . I know there are bound to be haters but like it's still sad .

I do think a lot of the reasons he's hated for can be traced back to his father somehow .

Anyway yeah that's it .

Hi anon! I hope you’re having a wonderful day/night, depending on your timezone. ❤️

I personally started liking Max long before I knew anything about his father and their relationship - he was the underdog, a bratty little shit that everyone was badmouthing from the get-go, and he was chaos personified. And I love a chaotic man. That’s what drew me to him, so his relationship with his father played no part for me.

Now, that being said, I have also been traumatized by my own father, so whether or not there was something subconscious trauma-related bonding that also drew me to him, I have no idea. It very well might be the case, but I remember when I started liking Max clear as day, and I did so because so many people hated him. And, well, I've always liked an underdog, and the more chaotic the man, the more appeal he has to me.

Whether that’s true for the majority of Max girlies, I have no idea. I know plenty of Max girlies with excellent relationship with their fathers, so either way it definitely doesn’t apply to everyone.

I think a lot of people started disliking Max when he made it into F1 at the age of 17 because he was a bratty little shit. Which of course he was — he was a literal child making it into the biggest motorsport in the world. Anyone would be a bratty, insufferable little prick in his position at that age. But, unlike a lot of his haters, Max actually grew out of being a bratty little shit, and he is well-known in F1 as one of the nicest people on the grid, which carries a hell of a lot more meaning than the opinions of people who hate him, either because he was an insufferable kid, or simply because he's better than their favorite drivers.

[callsigncrash]

*slams hand on table* I'm back with a odd request maybe-

Yamori and your favs ofc with a S/O /reader that has some face scars and is self conscious about it but doesn't rlly show until the Cc confesses and they're like 'why u like someone ugly like me? Like, my fave is full of scars ' or something like that

I just thought on that bcz I made a new oc and he has face scars and I got curious(for some reference I imagines something like his ones:)

Anygays, have a great cycle of 24 hours! ^^

Lasting Experience

This one’s gonna be another Yamori exclusive! Before anyone starts reading, I myself have a lot of scars on my abdomen and my legs so I tried to write in the anxiety and judgment that you put on yourself. I love your ideas and I hope you enjoy this! ❤️

TW: Scars, self deprecation, general angst but with a happy ending.

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Having scars, especially visible ones, is not easy.

Sometimes you feel like you can forget about them then that creeping fear and anxiety of people seeing them, wondering if they look worse than they are, and so on, comes right back up.

It feels so odd to be looked at even more because you’re with Yamori. There’s already a big social pressure when being with him but it adds to the fear of how and why so many people are looking at you.

Is it the scars? Him? Both? It has you absolutely frazzled.

He notices of course.

Every time you hid your face, tried to cover them up with makeup or clothes, or brushed your hair in front of your face as much as you could, he hated it.

He didn’t want to yell or get angry with you but he was extremely frustrated at the situation itself.

He’d try to get you to go out more with him or do things that would include showing your face off just so that he could maybe encourage you to be less shy about it but when that didn’t work he knew he had to change gears.

It comes to a head one night when y’all are in your bedroom.

He catches you touching them and looking in the mirror. You’re eyes are watery and you look out of it.

He sits you down and just bluntly asks what’s wrong (in less kind terms)?

“Why do you like someone ugly like me? My face is full of scars…”

You don’t think you’d ever seen his eyes grow as wide as they did in that moment. He almost looked shocked then there was a flash of anger. This was quickly replaced with an emotion that you couldn’t name.

His large hand enveloped the side of your face, his thumb stroking your cheek. He let out a soft sigh.

He may never be as tender again after this moment but it’s ok because after this, there’s no question about if he truly cares because he definitely does.

He spends the night telling you how much he loves every single one and how much they help define your strength as a person.

He would never look at your scars and think they’re ugly. They’re your story, your experiences, they’re just you. He loves you and he loves them.

Each scar is perfect to him.

It’s the golden bond on a once broken vase and there’s nothing that can compare to that beauty. Your beauty.

[sarcophagid]

Ok but who in tenjiku is the most to least likely to drink the cup of spit?

(context) i know you sent this on anon bcz you dont want this on ur track record but think about how i will have this in my digital footprint forever. forever. spit cup is based on a true story and i can still see it in my memory and it was viscous and had strange orange lumps in it and it was gross and you are gross so tw gross but it Was funny

LEAST

mucho: claims he's designated driver.

sanzu: i'd say it's because he hates germs and tenjiku spit cup is like the elephants foot of germs, but i think any rational person would shrink away from it. maybe not even rational or a person i think you could repel wild animals with it because they instinctively recognize the smell of death

izana: i dont think he wants to drink it any more than sanzu but he'd be open to the idea of making someone else drink it

rindou: 'whaaat no i did it i really did. doubt me when you've drank. yeah thats right. thats what i thought.'

kisaki, kokonoi: the others try to convince them that it’s a tenjiku hazing ritual to drink from the spit cup all newbies have to undergo and you’re totally unvicious if you don’t do it

kakucho, mochi: would drink if goaded (izana voice for my next trick kakucho will drink a cup full of spit because i said so). it's that macho nonsense.

hanma: would take a lil sip. just a little, but definitely voluntarily.

ran: the masses don't wanna believe that their sweet prince ran haitani would drink from the dreadful dreadful tenjiku saliva chalice but i know better. i know that roppongi jungle juice desensitized his tastebuds. this probably isn't even his first rodeo

shion: does he truly wanna do it. no. no, right. who does. but for the possibility of clout with izana? he wins most likely by sheer enthusiasm. hopes mid-chug that his alpha spit neutralizes the bacteria evolving in there. see ya in the ER man

MOST

[shibaraki]

Hi Monty! Ok so I come bearing a confession. I finally read "FILL MY LITTLE WORLD (RIGHT UP)" and it was like mind bogglingly good- (no surprises there oop-) but I was definitely putting off reading it. More specifically reading the end of it because I really was not ready for the empty feeling I knew I would get once I finished it. It's like I never wanted the fic to end. I never wanted to lose this feeling I got while reading it. I can't exactly pin point what I feel but it feels like all the good things of the world wrapped in one. A quiet comfort like a steamy shower after a hard day or a warm meal in the winter chill shared with the people you love.

It's really obvious how much you love Aizawa in the way you write him. He's kinda like a cat if you think about it lol. All hisses and aloofness on the outside but as soon as you get close you realize he's so much more than that and he's just so SO GOOD. SO FRICKIN GOOD (lol ik this may sound stupid). He's just so good in they way he loves his students and eri as his own, so good at making you feel seen and protected, and just so good as person I WANNA EAT HIM UP (am I making sense idk at this point lol but all I know is that this man is SCRUMPTIOUS). Idk if you remember when I sent an ask about "The Kids Are Gonna Be Alright" and said how you have inflicted me with Aizawa brainrot. Well if I was knee-deep then, now it's like I am drowning with no escape and I am letting this happen and I LIKE IT... congrats monty you really came through with your Aizawa agenda huh, it's like a punch to the gut with how full force you came through lol. This fic was not a slay it was straight up MANSLAUGHTER XD (but I love you for it regardless) <33333

[also p.s. I have this little creative writing class I do for fun, and your writing is just so inspirational and influential to me that my teacher asked me if I was reading more books lately bcz my writing has leveled up significantly... So thank you for that monty and I am planting a BIG WET KISS directly on your forehead ( I am sorry but you can't escape) ]

omg hi nene!! I hope you’ve been doing well! I know exactly what you mean about that empty feeling 😭 I’ve always gotta brace myself and be in the mood before reading fics because of it! but I’m so happy that you found time (and felt emotionally prepared) to read fill my little world! it’s a personal favourite of mine and it’s wonderful to know you enjoyed it that much ✨

and I’m so glad that my love for him bleeds through into my fics akdjdjdj it doesn’t sound stupid at all (+ yes I remember your ask!!) like genuinely I adore him he is so beloved to me and if my vision of him brings more love his way that makes me even happier!!! like go ahead and arrest me officers I’m guilty and proud of it!!!!

this ask really made my night. thank you nene, both for reading and coming to share ur thoughts with me 🫶🏻 I hope your creative writing class is going well and that you’re having fun, just the idea that my writing is sticking with you and helping you is so alskskdkdkdkl I am gladly accepting the big wet kiss and giving you one in return! much love!!!!

[borathae]

I have mixed feelings bcz I feel so anxious for OC :( poor thing :(

I take my words back I don't want jimin OC to be a thing :( although I feel like he may have a redemption arc somewhere which seems so impossible rn bcz he's lowkey a lunatic with how bratty he acts 🥴 (when tae went let's have a threesome I was like no way is that brat going anywhere near my queen nuh uh)

Poor baby is feeling like her World collapsed rn 😭 I truly felt so sad when she told yoongi to not let her die.

Vmin maybe soulmates best friends but I sometimes think their friendship crosses the threshold of healthy and unhealthy a lot.

Honestly this chapter took a 180 and i loved this little development bcz I'm not sure if jimin feels guilty in even the slightest and if he will try being around her to soother her in the coming days. I know for a fact we are getting jungkook hovering over her like the sweetest laundry fairy and so mundane things with her to make her feel good.

Hoseok is probably the most normal character ever😂

I really liked the chapter I'll re read it because I'm sure I missed a lot of plot points I had to make but my feelings over jimin doing her dirty took priority 🤡 even though he did it out of panic.. Although is blood sharing or drinking from her taboo? I know Tae drank from her? If I'm not wrong yoongi did too? I don't rememver clearly? Is it the consent and intimacy trust issue?

fjadjsf listen, my thoughts are under the cut

I wanted to give OC the biggest hug :( she doesn't deserve this, especially because she always tried to be nice to Jimin like my dude you rude bitch don't hurt my queen :(

no but I feel you fajdjfs I was lowkey panicking because y'all were so into the idea of Jimin joining the poly family while I was looking at chapter ten the entire time like "hahah well uhm yeah..." ahahha

this part ripped me apart too 😭 especially because they have no idea just how important that request actually was :(

I love your analysis of SA!vmin. I 100% agree with you, they definitely dance on the border between healthy and obsessively unhealthy

I'm really excited for the next chapter!! god fucking damnit I just wanna post it now so I can talk about it with you guys afjdjsf

HOSEOK IS MY DUDE MY BRO MY BRETHREN he is solely here to vibe and be a funky lil dude. We love Hoseok. Be like Hoseok. Do no wrong. Be a vibe. Be Hoseok. 😔

Yes Taehyung drinks from her regularly. Yoongi would rather kill himself by burning himself alive before he even as much as swallows one drop from her, she is his treasure and he would never want to bloodshare with her. In general though, bloodsharing between vampires and their human mates is rather common, that's why Tae wants to do it with her. Honestly the biggest issue is definitely the fact that Jimin forced her, like my man that really wasn't okay.

[ack4rwoman]

𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒:

note: i don’t mean to make this restricting, but if this blog is supposed to be a safe place for everyone (including myself) we might need some ground rules about what can and cannot happen here :)

requests:

you can ask for small drabbles to do with fictional characters you might be interested in. has to have a prompt, of course, so i know what i’m writing about

no [nsfw] content. the only thing that borders it slightly that is allowed could be random thoughts or head canons you might have of a particular character (in short, i still want you to be able to express random, funny thoughts you have because at the end of the day, we’re all simps for these fictional characters and completely down bad lmfao)

the awkward thing about requests is when someone asks you to write about a particular character that you dislike or despise. in order to prevent this, i’ll quickly jot down characters i like/dislike <3

i only write for fem!readers seeing as all my fics and works are self indulgent. that being said, in terms of what the reader is described as, my works are friendly for any and all skin types and hair types! :) (i try to make it so that it is, if you spot anything that you feel isn’t poc friendly, don’t be afraid to send me a message about it so it can be corrected!)

fandoms i write for:

aot and jjk

other mentions:

in the nicest way possible, i don’t want criticism on anything i write. i make fics for my enjoyment, to please myself and indulge for me. i only aim to do this with you all, not for you all.

on the contrary, i do like feedback on my writing. as long as it is polite, i’m okay with any other comments. i enjoy reading your thoughts!!

no hate comments will be tolerated in the comments or my inbox. i’ll respond to them if i feel the need to, and then straight after that, you’re getting blocked bcz you are a stranger on the internet - i truly do not have time for your ass lmao

if you support israel, get the fuck off my page and never return. you’re not welcome here, don’t stay where you’re unwanted. #freepalestine

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i don’t block anyone at all, but if i have, it’s probably due to 2 reasons: 1. because of an interaction you’ve had with me that wasn’t pleasant. in other words, it wouldn’t have come out of blue. i’m never part of any drama lol, so you most likely won’t have to worry about this part (though it is safe to keep this up just in case)!! :) or 2. your posts with ships that i simply dislike (and/or hate) have come up on my feed a frequent number of times and i’m just tired of seeing it. this doesn’t mean i have any ill intent towards you when i block you, i just want to enter the app without seeing things i don’t exactly want to see! :)

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however, do not interact if you come under the following: racist, islamaphobic, misogynistic, anti-semetic, zionist, etc.

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protection of my writing:

one thing that makes my writing specifically known as mine is the way i write y/n or the plot — usually follows a more comedic/crack type of story rather than an actual… story, lmfao?? i will not allow for anyone to take certain scenes i’ve written (and i’ll know, trust me, bcz i come up with them as they’re all inspired from IRL events of my own life) and then incorporate them into their own story. in short: i will not allow plagiarism, stealing my ideas, taking inspo from my writing without credit, and so on.

anything ranging from copying my stories to translating my work in another language is definitely not allowed.

i am certainly not against anyone promoting or recommending my story on their social media! i think it’s cute and incredibly wholesome <33

aot characters i am not willing to write for:

floch and zeke

jjk characters i am not willing to write for:

mahito and kenjaku

rules last updated:

14th of april, 2024

that’s all!! enjoy your stay <3

[nicegaai]

sorry i want to ramble about fan fiction and i dont want to bothr people in dms

ok chapter 8 is getting its third googledoc draft because part of me does want to do as much of this as possible before the end of the year, especially while i still have so much free time.

thank you to past me for writing up the scene by scene breakdown. that DOES make this much easier to continue on. HOWEVER. why did i leave so much open ended. thats making this much harder. like

everything was left like this. and then when i add dialogue it changes the course of the scene pretty dramatically. ive spent like an hour today trying to iron out one scene i thought i had THE MOST polished up already. like. Carsex Scene was supposed to be my ease-in easy bit. HOW DO WRITERS DO THIS? im NOT cut out for this kind of work.

well this past year has given me a lot of respect for people who can write. ahhhhh

oh yeah also i cant find the whole first scene for this chapter. i wrote it a while ago and i have NO idea what happened to it. fml i guess

i think if i started rambling on about the plot it might get me into Real Writing Mode but im struggling to do this. thats what im trying to accomplish here with this textpost but it isnt workign yet HELP

ok no i can do this.

first scene i have dennor being cute togehter. unfortunately i havent figured out the whole second half of the scene. my notes are like "they talk about their relationship" and like ok i know this is necessary and ive been putting off them doing this for like 4 chapters but i dont know what to do with that. they should have a talk about the state of their relationship but i have discarded drafts of like mads confessing his love to sig which is no longer canon. i had a version where there was a subplot about them breaking up. now i just want them to have the polyamory talk, bcz someone has to and im not making sufin do it. but tbh i could leave it implied. and just put that off until the fic is over bc i dont care I JUST DONT CARE i dont feel like it

next was more sufin moments i think given some time i could make this bit really good. i love sufin. i love them being together this part is fine actually i just need to start it and the inspiration will come

next umm lets see. OH ACTUALLY this one is funny. im really into this scene even though i can sense it getting really really long. whenever i get into fleshing this scene out im goign to enjoy it. its denice and dennor having awkward boyfriend-sharing interactions. and nor is like sooo how are those wet dreams going lol and ice is like . well youre definitely not in them lol uhhhhhhh. jk he doesnt say this but he thinks it. his life is so hard u guize

the next bit .................. im trying to shoehorn in some norfin. im trying to set up that they should be besties and hang out more. because its true and right. unfortunately this "scene" is 2 lines long bc i wasnt sure what to do with it. could i drop it? yes. but for plot reasons I DONT WANT TOOOO. but what is the scene about? nothing, but i gotta fit in 2 important plot points and so i shall. maybe they will even do a sex. WHO KNOWS! NOT ME

next bit is another one that could get real long if i let it. i love the densu nation and i need their crumbs. i need them to hang out. IS IT PLOT IMPORTANT? maybe not. but TO ME i think it is CHARACTER IMPORTANT. theres some foreshadowing. actually maybe 2 layers of foreshadowing that begin here. and also they are playing videos game and being children about it and i love them

next bittttttttt emil feels like a fifth wheel and gets in his emotions about it :( this scene im feeling ok about even though its vague so far. its a good starting point. i can do something with this

next bit UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH AUUUUUUUUGHHHHH i dotn want to write this one. hm. actually i didnt realize i felt that strongly about this scene. i dont know if its because it sucks narratively, or its just not fun enough... writing emil at school with his friends is just not fun for me in general. i love hk and liech but this is just not my thinggg. it doesnt help that i ended the scene with saying "ughh something happens and plans fall through and i dont know how lol" like what am i supposed to do with that. but i think this scene will end up being important. a whole sideplot rides on this. if i deleted it, it might get confusing at the end. maybe i can just simplify it? eventually. maybe ill cut it out in the end anyway.

oh and then the last scene is the carsex scene. epicballs, i skipped ahead and im working on this first.

ew actually now that ive typed this all up, it sounds like a hell of a lot of work. what am i doingggg. im such a slow writer T_T what AM i doing

step 1 i need to stop editing as i go and just slam down some vibes in the goog doc. i got good at this for a while but ive lost that mojo. i need to revive her *looks at time* maybe tomorrow or something. or for a couple hours >_> if im very good at time management tonight

if anyone is reading this hi

[madaranuii]

omgzzz also since I ramble a LOT here I thought I'd share some random mama nsfw headcannonz I have since I think about him 24/7 365!!!!

Divider bczzz I'll be rambling a lot LMFAO

- Madara has body hair!!!! (I mean every 1 doez but most idols probably wax it + stuff -- Idk ╮⁠(⁠＾-＾⁠)⁠╭ ) but mama!!! does not remove it!!! I came up w/ this 1 4 my bison bot and now just RAAAAH!!!!!

- HE DEFINITELY IS VOCAL. prob gets pussy drunk too and like drools and babbles praises!! whispers a lot ++ likes to angle himself so his mouth is against your ear so u can hear all his pretty noises, all 4 u ᰔ!

- Getz so needy!!! haven't had sex in 2 days? he's clinging to you, hugging you from behind (often grinding against your ass or thighs), resting his head in the crook of your neck, and just full on whining and pouting. If you tease him he will start teasing back a little further, until either of you give in. (at least 1 chara has definitely walked in on u 2 makin out on the couch at 1 point or another, maybe more ;3 )

- Mama oral fixation??? mama oral fixation- at least 4 givin!! He wants his pretty partner 2 feel as amazing as they can, so how else than oral? hehez~ he's not as keen recieving unless he's 100% sure you'll be okay, he doesn't wanna hurt u ᰔ BUT if u do give him head, he's a mess, quite literally drooling.

- He's BIG big-- I'm not good with cock size headcannonz bcz I mean don't know what's too much ++ stuff, but he's absolutely packing length AND thickness !!!

- HIS THIGHS DEFINITELY SHAKE WHEN HES CLOSE. He'll start biting his lip, throwing his head back and panting hard. then his thighs start trembling. and you know it's about to go down (⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧

- If u decide 2 so anything risky in public it is so fucking hot. Giving him a handjob under the table? he's covering his mouth, his hair getting messy and he's constantly clearing his throat to cover up his moans, and blushing so deliciously!!!

- Breeding kink!!!! a little scared of the idea.... but at the same time VERY excited at the idea. But that aside he moment he's inside he's NOT pulling out anytime soon!!! when he's particularly horny, pussy drunk or if he has baby fever (I should make a baby fever mama bot OMFG...) he'll often babble the most filthiest, horniest shit related to breeding you've ever heard, just outright begging to knock you up and how pretty you'd look pregnant!!

++ once he's came once... that won't be enough for him. he'll stare at the cum leaking out and get horny all over again.

- LOVES overstimulation. Likes seeing u all quivery and sobbing, and being the reason why you've came so hard over and over again to the point you're a sopping mess!!! ++ Likes recieving it a lot 2!!! if u have a thing for cum, give him handjob after handjob (or blowjobs-- anything that gets him off) and he'll happily fulfill ur desires, up until he's completely empty with his eyes glossy and hair a complete mess, sticking to his head ᰔ

- Likes fucking you after double face missions. He's probably full of adrenaline/anger/any pent up emotion after them, and wants to use you as an outlet because you're the best ++ he adores u hehez ᰔ usually turns his intense emotions into intense love 4 u and shows it in every thrust in 2 u!!

- Also likes it when you fuck him after performances, when he's all panting and sweaty but full of smiles and affection, as he comes off stage and instantly drags you/gets dragged into his changing room!! fuck him in his MaM outfit + made a cowboy riding joke

[personasintro]

Hey Mimi .. I wanted you to know that that I love you so much .. like anything from you- update , Tumblr post , tweet Even a reminder that you exist lightens up my day ! I wish I could just smoother you with hugs and kisses like- istg I never knew someone's existence could be so important and endearing until I got to know you and BTS .

I've read a lot of books like since like reading so much .. but I've never come across someone so amazing ! The way you introduce every character in your story is so unique . Love that part . It radiates such real emotions and energy .. you are so unpredictable which is why it's so exciting the way your stories unfold .. I always have this thrill while reading your books ..

I discovered you through Wattpad and then I downloaded Tumblr just to follow you and hear from you more .. The first book I read of you made me so engrossed in your writing that I was willing to read more of your stories .. bcz of which I stumbled upon all your books .. all of them are so unique and interesting .. Away from you , Mutual help , Monachopsis , My tiny secret , Prohibido .. and these days I'm so intrigued by love lockdown .. trust me I never thought I'd like to read books in zombie genre but it's just so great everytime I finish a chapter it leaves me wanting for more ..

Your writing has such a positive effect on me .. it's like an escape from my problems when I'm feeling down .. I never knew until now that an imaginary universe could be my safe place .. but it's great as long as there aren't any regrets right ? P.s. you have no idea how happy joining Tumblr made me .. it was like a lottery to know that you write here too .. I've read your oneshots and drabbles too .. you make me so happy like YOU'RE SO AMAZING WTF

Okay , not to bore by writing too long of a message BTW there's one query I had .. Are you planning on continuing Drunk - jjk anytime soon ? I can understand if it's not on your mind rn since you have so many books to update and life hasn't been being easy on you .. but just know that there are people waiting for that one .. I'd love to know what happens in the story .. how jk gets rid of his addiction .. what caused him to have it in the first place like if it just started spontaneously and became a habit with time or if there's something more to it .. either way , it's your choice if you wanna think about it or just discontinue it .. I just wanna know your thoughts ..

With love from India~

Abby aka Akshita

What did I do to deserve such a lovely person to read my stories???!🥺 wow!! It seems like you've read many of my stories and I'm so thankful! Thank you so much for sending me this much love and writing all of this!💓

About drunk... ahh, I would like to finish it since it's my first ever story on this blog. But as of now, I really have no idea if and when. But it's good to know there are ppl who still love it! Definitely gives me the push maybe I need.

Thank you again, sending you lots of love! xx

[miioouu]

Emergency request? Kinda? Umm, hii! Can i request Suga, Tendou and Yaku cheering their s/o after everybody forgot abt her birthday? I mean this happened to me today and i'm kinda upset bcz i really thought that at least my "friend" will remember but sadly, he didn't soo, if it's a problem then just ignore it. U choose if it'll be hcs or fics, they don't have to be super long tho, have a nice day!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I'm sorry your day didn't go that well, but I do hope your new year will bring you happiness and success!! ❤️💜❤️

Sugawara Koushi

      His heart broke at the sight before him, his sweet sweet s/o with tears in her eyes and looking all sad on her special day. That's not how he left you earlier in the morning when you were having a special breakfast together. He remembers you being excited and looking forward to spend the day with your friends "What happened love? Why are you so sad?" And upon explaining the situation for him, his sadness fadded only to be replaced by anger, a frown on his face, he so wanted to have a talk with your "friends", but he knew you needed him more right now. Leading you to the couch where he lay down and pulled you next to him, wrapping his arms around you. Hand playing with your hair and lips pressing on your cheek, shoulders arms, wherever he can "Y/n listen to me. Don't let those fools ruin your day! Tomorrow we'll talk to them, but right now, what does my special girl wants to do for her special day? Want to bake some cake?!"

Yaku Morisuke

       It's your birthday today and you're supposed to spend the evening with your boyfriend after having spent the whole day with your friends. But when Yaku received a text a couple of hours before your date, you telling him that you weren't feeling so great and maybe you should just forget about dinner, he knew something was going on. A few minutes later a knock at your door made you jump, heart racing and beating fast are they here? But once you opened the door and found out that it was Yaku, your smile quickly faded, sadness making your heart squeeze a soft "oh it's you" leaving your mouth. Confused to why are you acting like this but mostly as to why you were alone, Yaku didn't think twice before asking you about your friends, which obviously was a bad idea because the tears rolling down your cheeks made him worry. Quickly taking you in his arms, hugging you so tightly as he whispered sweet words in your ear. "Honey, please, I know you wanted your friends to be here and you're mad, but don't let them affect you like this.... Let's spend the night together, I promise I'll make you feel better!"

Tendo Satori

      Tendo was waiting for this day for months! He wanted everything to go to perfection to make you happy, that's why he decided that he'll be spending the whole day tomorrow with you, and on your actual special day, your friends will be the one making you happy. Or that's what he thought. When out of the blue you started spamming him cat pictures, he knew you weren't having fun. Quickly finishing his homework, he facetimed you. After calling you for at least five times you finally picked up. Red eyes and exhausted look, you definitely weren't happy and it annoyed him! He started drowning you with questions but as soon as your soft weak voice asked him to stop, he couldn't help but feel guilty. Pain like a dagger in his heart, and when you explained to him that all your friends forget about you, the feeling didn't lessen. "Ok babe, I know we were supposed to meet up tomorrow, but I'm coming right now. We can cuddle and eat and watch movies whatever you want! I don't want your important day to be ruined because of them.... I'll make it yo to you, now wipe those tears away and let me see that pretty smile of yours before I hang up!"

[lavendertwilight89]

20 Writer Asks

1. how many works do you have on AO3?

68

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

Oh dear lord...867,431

3. How many fandoms have you written for, and what are they?

Just Inuyasha fandom. I’m boring. 

4. What are your Top Five Fics by Kudos?

What You Like

Call You Mine

Halloween

Sake

Rock Bottom

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I do... Eventually. LOL Writing deadlines that only exist in my brain make me avoid my comments and then respond to like 100 at once and this disappear again. Also... I feel bad just with a simple response when people take the time to comment and then I’m like UGHHH NO THEY DESERVE MORE.

Anxiety just rules my life.

6. What fic have you written with the angstiest ending?

Uhmmm... I’ve heard Only for a Moment has an angsty ending because it’s like they are saying goodbye? But it is a happy ending overall. I think the angtiest one there will be and keep in mind it’s still happy will be What You Like--Tales of Sango and Miroku. Bcz canon-div where Kag doesn’t come back. Sad. But What You Like is where Inukag reunite. So. Yes. Hahahaha...

7. What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?

These are harder questions than I originally thought they’d be... Probably What You Like? Tied with Holding Out For a Hero the ending is written but the smut isn’t...sue me.... I always right a happy ending though. More ways than one sometimes. Badda bing

8. Do you write crossovers? If so, what is the craziest one you’ve written?

I don’t do true crossovers, but I do fics inspired by books/movies like Holding Out for a Hero is a Shrek AU, Bad Blood is Burn Notice, Make a Wish is an Aladdin AU kinda

9. Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Yes. I have gotten some comments regarding a relationship between inukag that went too fast. But my only justification is it’s a one-shot and sometimes it has to if I’m gifting the gift of smut? Also, I rely heavily on the fact they are soulmates usually to kinda fuel my fires <3

10. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I do--and uhm...usually sweet and loving and/ frantic and mating stuff. 

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

No? I don’t think so. Usually check with my libraries if I have a troupe that’s used a lot so I don’t hit anyone by accident.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not yet--I have been approached though and gave the green light.

13. Have you ever co written a fic before?

Yessss and still pending a couple more due to time and energy and WIPs...

Current ones:

Right Where I Belong with @fawn-eyed-girl art by @eliza-faust-diary

(With a Kiss) I Awaken Thee with @fawn-eyed-girl @ruddcatha and @neutronstarchild art by @mamabearcat

Just Say It with @sapphirestarxx

And not really co-writing as much as collab-ing on But There Was Only One Bed series with @superpixie42

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

INUKAGGGGGGGGGGGG A SHIP I WILL DIE ON AND SINK INTO THE DEPTHS OF THE DARK WATERSSSSS

15. What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

Uhm... Crashing Down. I started it, realized how rushed it was and how I should have probably written it all first and gotten it organized and then posted since its a pretty dark idea. Idk if I’ll ever circle back, but we’ll see. 

16. What are your writing strengths?

I use fragments to the best of my abilities. Inuyasha shares a lot my internal thoughts when he thinks he’s going crazy or has short patience level. Also, I feel like I’m pretty witty.

Also fluff apparently. I apparently can just barf up fluff like no one’s business.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Angstttttttt and action is kinda a struggle too. I feel like angst I chicken out on and try to skip over it rather than draw it out like it should be done and then action well.... I feel like I repeat myself and I don’t paint a good picture.

18. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

Omg I love it! Too bad I only speak French but I do love some key words or even phrases dropped in a fic in Japanese.

19. What was the first fandom you wrote for?

Inuyasha

20. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

Uhm... I don’t know really. It’s really hard to pick... I think my baby is probably Shelter though. It was really original and the ideas just...flowed. Also, for an originally-supposed-to-be-a-one-shot and it’s almost at 100k words. So, definitely proud of that puppy.

Tags: Anyone else who wants to play!

[skaixwrites]

How was Hargreeves’ friendships when they were kids:

A long ass post of my ideas(probably dumb) inspired by both comic books and tv show)

starting with:

-Luther and Allison:

They were best of friends who had feelings for each other.(?)Let me dig this deeper. Luther was #1, which meant he was the unofficial leader of the Academy. His power is being super strong which is also a reason why he was the leader. Allison, is the only female with powers (SIKE) and her power was to rumor anyone, anything she wants which means she could easily get what she wanted, which probably also created an ego as a child. As being #1 and doing what you want, they could understand and relate to each other. In s1, allison says she got whatever she wanted with everything.. Do I think they have feelings for each other?? No. I think as children who grow up so close and alike, they thought they did. I think they have a special place for each other but not as “the one” and allison knows that.

-Luther and Diego:

As #1 and #2, they ALWAYS had a rival. Trying to impress daddy constantly. I think they sometimes had soft moments and both thought like “mb he’s not that bad” but ended up getting annoyed and saying “ughh i hate him” Reginald was why they never really liked each other to begin with.

-Luther and Klaus:

Klaus ANNOYED Luther. I’m sure of that. Luther was the one who’s always serious and reasonable and Klaus probably created a lot of drama. I can see Klaus making fun of Luther and Allison’s relationship. I think when Klaus did something funny, Luther always looked annoyed but he also found those funny.. Luther as a kid, loved having Klaus around but also annoyed with him. I think Luther always wanted to have fun as Klaus did. Klaus loved talking to Luther, he found Luther interesting. I think they had some really really soft moments. 🥺

-Luther and Five:

According to comic books, they’re twins. Five always thought he was better than all of them which annoyed Luther so much. Five constantly developed his power and more he developed, more he annoyed Luther. Five was also better at learning stuff like languages which also annoyed Luther. Bcz he wanted to be his dad’s fave and Five was a huge opponent. Even tho Luther saw Five as a thread, he took Five leaving hard.

-Luther and Ben:

Ok so this is a bit complicated because in comic books, they dig deeper on their relationship but not in TV show. In comic books, Luther blames himself for Ben’s death and in his moon station, he names his helper “Ben” . Ben is known as a gullible child, easily effected so Luther probably did a bad leading which lead to his death? Scary to think about. I think Ben was THAT one sibling, who everyone loved and got along. That’s why his death caused the end of the Academy. Luther loved Ben but I think he always pushed Ben? In missions, Ben was a HUGE impact, but Ben hated using his powers.

-Luther and Vanya:

Luther probably didn’t even think Vanya was a part of the family? I think he was mean towards her but as time went by, he regretted it and became closer with her. I think when Ben died, Vanya was the one who consolted Luther. Even tho she was suffering so much.

-Diego and Allison:

*eye rolls* , *grumble grumble* they DID not like each other’s company. Diego always crossed the line with everything and Allison always tried to stop him. They definitely had friction. Never got on well. After they went their seperate ways, Diego probably never seen any of Allison’s movies. Lol

-Diego and Klaus:

My fave. Diego PLAYED with Klaus. He tricked him to do dumb shit all the time. If he was bored, he went to Klaus. When he was upset, went to Klaus. They definitely messed with Luther A LOT. Klaus was his safety blanket. Klaus annoyed him a lot, but a second later, annoyed feelings were gone. He acted like BIG brother toward Klaus. Klaus also loved being around Diego.

-Diego and Five:

Their relationship was just like Luther and Five’s were. Rivalry. Hard. After five’s departure, Diego was very upset and started to question his dad. After Ben, Diego fell apart.

-Diego and Vanya:

Funfact: Diego has a thing for Vanya in comic books. Which I’m glad that it’s not portrayed like that in the TV Show. Diego was a total asshole to Vanya. No more no less. Vanya always felt for Diego tho. I think when Diego was suffering from difficulty of speaking, Vanya tried to be helpful but Diego always acted tough, he hated looking needy. He thought Vanya pitied him which annoyed him. Vanya tried to reach him but was blocked.

-Allison and Klaus:

Another fave. Loved each other so much. Always hugs, funny jokes. Allison being a BIG sister to Klaus. Klaus wanting to wear Allison’s clothes. She had a soft spot for Klaus. She knew how hard his powers were. Sometimes she wished she could help him but Klaus never let anyone know about his struggles. He always turned his traumas into fun.

-Allison and Five:

Another tough relationship. They both were strong characters. Allison was annoyed by Five bcz he thought so highly of himself. Five was annoyed bcz he could see right through her. Five knew what Allison was capable of and called her out all the time. It was tough to hear these for Allison but it did wonders for her character development. She also questioned her dad after Five’s departure.

-Allison and Ben:

Great buddies for sure. When Allison was upset, Ben was there. They loved each other. Allison felt for Ben. Ben hated his powers and Allison could see it and told Luther to stop pushing him. She was devastated after the incident.

-Allison and Vanya:

Barely talked but when they did, it was special. Allison mostly hung out with Luther in private. Sometimes she needed a female friend and went to Vanya. But after her problems were solved, she forgot about Vanya. Vanya always felt like they were gonna be closer but never became. When Five left, Allison thought it effected Vanya the most. Then Ben died and Vanya was even more traumatized. Allison could see this but didnt know what to do. She cared about Vanya more and more everyday.

-Klaus and Five:

They weren’t close at all. He definitely thought Klaus was an idiot. But I think Five discovered Klaus’ drinking at young age and knew his struggles but wasn’t around enough to help. In Hotel Oblivion, we see Five’s intervention with Klaus. I think even tho he’s %90 of the time an asshole to Klaus, he felt for Klaus. Klaus loved pissing him off tho.

-Ben and Klaus:

Partners in crime. Always tricked Ben to do something. Ben always tried to stop Klaus doing something dumb but ended up being a partner. Ben always wanted to watch out for Klaus. They both struggled with their powers. They sometimes talked about it. Ben knew about Klaus’ mausoleum incident. Ben hated Reggie. Hated how harsh he was on them. They loved each other so much, Klaus couldnt let him go.

-Klaus and Vanya:

Klaus loved Vanya and Vanya loved Klaus. Klaus was always there to cheer Vanya up. When Vanya felt left out, Klaus made a joke. It was always like that. Vanya never understood how Klaus handled his horrible power. Vanya was so worried about Klaus. They never talked deep, but could hear each other without talking.

-Five and Vanya:

BEST OF FRIENDS. Five always felt Vanya was so mature and smart. Talked about everything. Five always complained about his siblings and dad and told everything to Vanya and Vanya listened to him patiently. His departure hit her so so bad.

-Ben and Five:

Loved each other’s company. Worked so well together. Loved each other. Had midnight talks.

-Vanya and Ben:

Vanya listened to Five, Ben listened to Vanya. Ben was the ONLY person who cared so much about Vanya. He was her guardian, her safety blanket. When Vanya was upset, Ben grabbed Klaus to cheer Vanya up. After making Vanya laugh, Klaus went away and Ben and Vanya talked about everything.

So yeah, that’s all. I hope y’all enjoyed this. It took me a long time to write this down. Please share your thoughts and feelings. Thank youu 🥰🥰

[lovespelt]

(I don't have anyone else to vent this Idea that has been on my mind for WEEKS now but I thought you'd find this Au funny so I decided to share this lmao)

(be warned! It's kinda???? Dark???? It's mostly funny though)

BKDK Au but with a twist.

Yandere! Villain!Bakugou + *sigh* -I-Know-Kacchan-Is-The-One-Behind-All-These-Murders! ProHero!Deku

So basically Katsuki is your typical Yandere but Izuku isn't your typical Sempai.

Katsuki is in love??? With Izuku since as long as he can remember and he would kill anyone who isn't worthy of Deku's presence or if they are a rival for Izuku's love for him.

Katsuki kills people and makes goo-goo-gaga eyes whenever Izuku isn't looking and he's too shy and nervous to talk to Izuku and that he's scared Izuku would be scared and disgusted of him if he finds out he kills, stalks, and takes pictures of him.

But what Katsuki didn't count on is how observant Izuku is. Izuku knows that Katsuki looks at him with goo-goo-gaga eyes, he KNOWS that Katsuki kills people, Izuku definitely knows that Katsuki takes pictures of him around school whenever he's not looking.

And the only reason why he didn't confront Katsuki or the police about it is because, He also loves Katsuki.

But he doesn't wanna confess first, and the reason for that is pretty simple, it's because:

He is tired of cleaning Katsuki's messes for him.

He literally cleans Katsuki's messes whenever he kills people because Katsuki doesn't know how to dispose the evidence properly.

Like he has seen Katsuki stab a guy and just leaving the corpse in the woods and burning the knife. That isn't a good way of disposing a bloody body.

Katsuki isn't even wearing a gloves for goodness sake, not a different shoe size, and his nitroglycerin-caramel smell is VERY noticable.

So it's up to Izuku to clean up kacchan's mess. He wears a different perfume, different shoe size, gloves and drags the body near a river. He rips open the body and removes the insides to a bag and dismember each of the limbs and throwing both into the river.

(quick tip: if you wanna dump a body in a river, remove the insides first or else the body would float)

He would show Katsuki videos that he "Stumbled upon" in how to dispose a body or frame someone with murder or just straight up make it look like a suicide and how to get away with it.

He EVEN SHOWED A STEP BY STEP WITH A HUMAN SIZE DOLL ON HOW TO DO IT WITH KATSUKI BECAUSE HE WAS "CURIOUS" AND WANTED TO "SHOW IT" WITH HIM.

And Katsuki still is a messy killer. Izuku is so tired on making excuses for Kacchan.

All he wants is for Kacchan to just say that he loves him bcz he's petty like that.

And Katsuki still is oblivious to all of this lmao.

Basically that's it. That's the whole story Hahahahahahaha, their friends—that don't know about the murders— are just 🤦🤦‍♀️🤦‍♂️

Bcz to them Katsuki is obviously inlove with Izuku and Izuku is oblivious to it.

When in reality it's the opposite.

Lmao Idk I thought it was a pretty funny Au. let me know what you think.

:)

lsdkfjsldkjfsdlk okay this made me laugh 😭😭 incompetent yandere bakugou + long-suffering izuku is Golddddddd (also do you write fic?? bc i would kill to read this fic 👀 👀 👀 )

[suncaptor]

Abt your tags on the "well i had sam and dean but more importantly i had myself"!! Yeah that gets me too. Anytime i watch it im just like *thor meme* did you tho? *john cena meme* are you sure about that?

Bcz like no Sam and Dean abandoned you when you needed them most. Like maybe cas was able to spin that into him learning a lesson, but like bro nah. I think mostly its cas editorializing for the sake of jacks idea of sam and dean. I dont think that cas actually blocked it out but doesnt want jack to think they would abandon him the way they did with cas. Also maybe a little sprinkled in failure to accept just how fucked up it was that they left him with nothing, but mostly the other. Bcz sam does that too - i cant remember where exactly, maybe in 15 - where he talks abt how dean and cas had his back through it all when all they did was throw him in the panic room to detox alone. Like no they were not there for you all along. Is it them painting a happy picture of their relationships [to dean mostly oof] having forgiven them or is it them actually not being able to accept what happened, how they were left on the outs? Idk (just thought id message you abt it bcz you seemed to have feelings abt it all haha [me too])

Oh my gosh this just about made my day! And you're right he could be editorializing for Jack's sake, but he way he said it quickly and at first makes me wonder if he tries to think of the past as something different at least through the lense of, well, if it happened again.... because what he went through was horrific and terrifying. (Though again don't blame Sam cause he was ignorant to it all, but even if Cas's memory, Sam had rejected him too).

Sam detoxing alone, hallucinating, locked in, trapped... that also has to be one of the most fucked up in a realistic portrayal of possibility in Supernatural. I have to have watched the end of s4 like. Over a dozen times. And there WASN'T resolution to it really... Sam WAS BLAMED for starting the apocalypse! When he !! Was manipulated and tried to stop it!! The level of fucked up to lock someone while detoxing+hallucinating forcibly cold turkey when you don't know if they'll survive then never resolve it in a state of anger because they were betrayed by someone they trusted who got them addicted in the first place! I won't ever forget it.

I think there is often almost.. narrative editorializing for Dean's sake? Like I love the dude, but I feel like half the reason he comes off poorly is because the narrative justifies and glosses over the impact of his decisions.

I also definitely think that Sam and Cas would go too far into accepting what has happened to them at the hand of Dean (whether in his right state of mind or altered by the mark/being a demon). Sam since season 2 accepts physical violence from Dean, and would do anything to try to stave off Dean's suicidal/reckless inclinations (which is also why I'm confused he didn't push on Dean's grief over Cas but c'mon we know that was the show's homophobia) while Cas is completely in love with Dean. BOTH of them have learnt what human relationships look like from Dean. AND a reoccuring theme throughout Supernatural is a lack of resolution between arcs. So anyways I completely agree. This is why I just want fics upon fics of actually resolution and communication, lol.

[20percent-attendance]

Rant

Before this period in my emo teen bitch phase where I was obssessed with the canon twilight fandom (eww), I used to actively shame my now ex bestfriend's liking for the very same 'sexual' & 'perverse' universe of vampires. And I sooo want to punch my 11 yr old self who thought it was actually cool and somehow intellectually 'superior' to shame & mock somebody's interest??? Like wtf gurl get a life, maybe??? Yeah it took some time, unlearning & some harsh stuff to like undo all these screwed ideas of 'coolness' & 'flexing' but I've done it and I am really really sorry for my shitty behavior.

Then came the 'I'm in love with canon twilight' phase, aka Meyer's dream bs period where being edgy, stalking, watching someone sleep was how 'introverts' (not gonna use vampires here, bcz to me supernatural beings kinda stood as a symbol for severely social skill deficit introverts) expressed their love. Being manipulated and gaslighted was a romantic normal, I even felt lucky to had experienced it. To love is to sacrifice; I won't disagree with that, but to sacrifice doesn't mean to give up bodily autonomy or the ability to take decisions for myself, or just to take control over my damn life.

My formative years (11, 12, 13) were spent idolizing the utterly wrong kind of romance and that was reflected in almost all of the relationship dynamics I had. Though Twilight is not the only reason behind it, (all irl relationships around me seemed to just reinforce toxic subservience like a nightmarish refrain) it definitely contributed a major part. I did not know how love worked, platonic or romantic. Hell, I didn't even think self love was love also- that it was valid and healthy, not a narcissist's daily breakfast.

A lot changed when I entered the tumblr twilight renaissance. It helped me to cope with all of Meyer's shit and I also realised the immense potential the plot had?? If only meyer's mormon ass didn't fuck it up?? And absolutely not forget lack of representation??poc??and her extremely half assed and fucked up potrayal of native Americans??

In conclusion:

Both HP and Twilight were franchises which targeted teens, a very vulnerable age grp. While, during the recent jkr terf wars, her transphobia and random sexuality assignment were trolled and called out, do not leave out Smeyer in this hell hole. She may not be on twit but let us absolutely not forget her shitty representation of the already marginalized indigenous ppl and ofc wasting Bella and frankly, every fuckin character. Smeyer practically profited off from her exploitative writing regarding Quilete tribe and their customs. The question of diversity and representation, if examined under critical lens will provide ample instances of racism in both fiction and casting. She calls herself a feminist, yet refuses to break away from the archetype of the one dimensional heroine whose life revolves around her abusive bf.

It's 2020 already so just give me the rights of the twilight and I'll write a shit better than the og series because Rosalie is a lesbian.